Tumgik
#UGH i'm just. Mad And Kinda Ashamed
sol1loqu1st · 5 months
Text
ok can i be honest with you guys for a second. i know i said that i was gonna mostly keep the plurality shit to myself because i feel like it's pretty private and currently really tangled with cptsd and i just don't want plurality to be like. The Thing People Associate Me With, but after talking with my therapist about it and kind of coming to the conclusion that yeah, that probably is what's going on with me, i'm realizing that i have a whole lot of shame and fear mixed up in it too and a Semi-Popular Blogger(tm) (not naming names but like. yeah) recently published a long post out of nowhere complaining about how they could never be friends with plural people because they feel like they've been Pulled Into Somebody's Groupchat Drama and like i keep playing that in my head and feel like i'm going to lose all my friends if i don't make sure to keep it to myself. i feel like i'm finally figuring something out about myself and what's going on with me, but it's something that is judged and mocked by literally everyone, including otherwise perfectly nice people, and i'm honestly really scared that if i were to be even a little open about it, i would start to get dms from friends asking to cut things off or letting me know that they couldn't deal with me right now or whatever, even if it turned out that Embracing It(tm) and being a bit more open about it is like, a healthy step in the right direction. like i'm terrified i'm gonna lose people under the guise of "i can't be friends with a groupchat" even if the way i interact with people wouldn't change at all aside from *maybe* occasionally mentioning that it's a different alter than usual
17 notes · View notes
love-islike-abomb · 5 months
Text
Wellerman: part 2
Roman reigns x Phoenix (OC)
Tumblr media
Warnings: I kinda made romantic pirate smut soooo you're welcome!! Also errors I may have missed
Tag list: @angelreigns444 @acknowledge-reigns @mindfulofmani @mandeelemons @niknakbucks92 @queengreenarrowmia89 @weirdgirl16355 @windhamsrotunda @lilucey @reignsxlove @lovingthereign25 @wrestlezaynia @afterdarkprincess
______
The deckhands led me into a room with a large metal tub filled to the brim with hot water. I looked over and noticed he was watching. I have him the turn around motion with a smile and a blush. He pretended to be annoyed but turned around none the less. They undressed me and I got in the tub, The hot water instantly relaxing my aching muscles and involuntarily i let a moan out making him suddenly turn around with a raised eyebrow and i couldn't help but laugh!
"it's just water! It can't feel that good!" He said
"it can when every muscle in your body aches and the water is hot!" I said with a smile.
He smiled back at me "I'll go save you a seat at the table" he said before grabbing my hand to kiss it.
"do you charm all women this way?" I asked
"a beautiful woman is a beautiful woman!" He said giving me a wink. I playfully rolled my eyes back "your charms won't work on me!" I said as he walked Away.
"we'll see about that!" He said before turning down the hallway. I had just finished my bath and I was starving so I wouldn't be far behind him. I got out of the tub and grabbed the clothes he'd left for me "this Gastly thing? Really? Ugh!" I groaned.
I put it on hoping I didn't look to horrible "the chow hall is this way" one of the deck hands said. I followed them down the hallway to the back of the ship to a single room. When the deckhands opened the door it was massive! A huge dining table spread out with enough food to feed a small army but only him sitting at the head of the table "are you not going to feed everyone?" I asked "there's enough food here to feed the entire ship plus some!"
"m'lady if you haven't noticed the deckhands has already left. It's just you and me" he smiled "come! Sit! Eat! I know you're hungry!" I walked towards him before he pulled a chair out for me. I still didn't trust him and I think he knew it. I got to the chair he pulled out for me and looked down at him "well sit down!" He said
"I'm fine!" I said
"please sit" he said looking up at me.
"I said I'm fi-"
"I SAID SIT!" he yelled.
I looked at him shocked and slowly sat down "maybe this was a bad idea after all. I should go!" I said starting to get up but he gently grabbed my wrist "Phoenix, I'm sorry" he said "please sit down and have dinner with me" i looked at him and he genuinely looked ashamed of himself for having yelled at me "why do you want me here so bad?" I asked
He sighed "you may be mad when I tell you this but" he paused "I knew who you were when I saw you"
"I don't understand" I said
He looked down at his plate, scratching his beard nervously "I've known who you were all this time! You're the one who can break the curse that's on my ship! The other women they didn't matter to me because they weren't you!"
"you're not making one bit of sense!" I said.
"Phoenix, you are the reincarnated version of my wife! I've searched for you for years! You're just as beautiful as she was" he said putting his hand on my chin.
His touch triggered memories. I saw myself and him on an older ship, dancing across the deck with wide smiles and snow falling from the sky "Ro?" I said
"my love! Your back with me!" He smiled leaning in and giving me a passionate kiss. The chocolate taste on his lips bringing back more memories.
"I've missed you so much!" He said picking me up bridal style, carrying me to his quarters. Reaching his bed he gently laid me down on it before climbing over me "this will be very easy to remove" he said with a smirk, tearing away the flimsy dress I had on with ease "beautiful!" He groaned, kissing from my lips to my neck to the valley between my breasts before taking each nipple in his mouth "this isnt fair im almost completely naked and you're still dressed" I whined before reaching for his shirt and tearing it open, buttons hitting the floor in process.
I got on my knees and ripped his shirt all the way off before he scooped me up in his strong arms and wrapped my legs Around his waist "fuck baby girl! I need you!" He groaned undoing his pants and sliding them off his thick muscular thighs. I bit my lip at the sight of him. He looked like a god!
Crawling on top of me again he lined himself up with my entrance and before slowly entering me, both of us letting out groans of pleasure at the feel of each other "fuck baby! So damn tight!" He groaned, slowly increasing the speed of his strokes.
"oh how I've missed you!! I've waited so long for you!" He groaned as his thrusts became faster hitting my spot each time. "fuck!! I've missed you Ro! I need you!" I groaned.
"you've got me baby girl! Always!" He said before suddenly pulling out of me, making me whine at the lack of contact "on your knees" he commanded. I bit my lip and turned around, putting my ass in the air and arching my back "that's my good girl! Stick that beautiful ass in the air!" *Smack*
He quickly slid back inside me "oh fuck that pussy is hot!!" He growled before grabbing my hair and pulling me up slightly, his other hand resting on my hip, pulling me to him with each thrust, the sound of our skin slapping filling the room "fuck!! That feels good! Uhh don't stop!!" I groaned
"oh yeah! Give it to me baby! Cum on my cock! I wanna feel you milk my cock with that hot pussy!! Uhh you like that?! Oh fuck yes bounce against my cock!" He growled I felt the knot in my stomach burst and my orgasm rocked my body! "Oooh fuck yes!!" I groaned.
"oh yeah!! Ugh! Fuck baby I'm gonna cum! That pussy is milking every last drop out of my cock!" He groaned his thrusts become sloppy and eratic before I felt him twitch inside me "oh fuck yes!!! Uhh!!"
A few last sloppy erratic thrusts and he stilled inside me, leaving soft slow kissed up my back before pulling out of me and collapsing on the bed " come ere baby!" He smiled. I moved closer to jim before collapsing myself and snuggling into him "I'm never losing you again!"
30 notes · View notes
lovelylemonfluff · 1 year
Text
♥︎THE AFTER MATH OF HAVING A FIGHT WITH GENSHIN MEN♡ pt 1.♥︎
Tumblr media
° Warnings None o(〃^▽^〃)o
° characters ♡Ayato♡, ♡Thoma♡, ♡Xiao♡
𝐍𝐨𝐰 𝐥𝐨𝐚𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠. . . .♥︎
you sat at the edge of your shared bed you couldn't stop thinking of the fight you just had with Ayato you didn't think that casually slipping into a conversation he shouldn't be so hard on himself and try taking a little break from his work would be such a bad idea, you had the best intentions
A small nock on the door startles you "come in...." the door creeks as it slowly opens revealing Ayato, he looks a bit nervous you don't see that often now do you but also he seems sad, regretful even.
"Ay-" before you could say his name Ayato gets on his knee in front of you and takes your hand placing a small kiss on your knuckles, he takes your hand and places it in between both of his
He takes a deep breath and looks into your eyes "my love" Ayato sounds so sad, his eyes are practicaly begging for you to forgive him
he gets up rappedly his arms wrapping around you, he takes your face in his palm "please forgive me my love for being an inconsiderate degenerate" he pecks your lips lighty
as he holds you closer.
Tumblr media
𝐍𝐨𝐰 𝐥𝐨𝐚𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠. . .♥︎
You and Thoma didn't fight very often if a Dissagrement happend Thoma would try and calm you down he absolutely hates fighting with you and will avoid it at all coast, but today was different Thoma wasint particular mad more annoyed with that you had said to him
You love Thoma and everything about him although he just can't say no it's how he ends up helping everyone and when you said he should learn to say no more because he doesn't need to help everyone its like everyone's taking advantage of him
when you said that it kinda hurt Thoma, was he not good at helping? was he neglecting your needs? none of those were true but Thoma didn't have time to asked he kinda just walked away ashamed of him self
Now you were laying in your shared bed alone you heard Thoma come in some minutes ago but you weren't sure if he wanted to talk or not so you waited to see if he would come to you he didn't (◞‸◟ㆀ)
you were thinking of offering him the bed and you sleeping on the couch in till you heard the door open "Hello sweetheart" Thoma apperd at the door way smiling from ear to ear like always with a tray in his hand
"Thoma where have you been?" you sit up as he steps closer "don't worry about that" he says while setting the tray in your lap "I made your favorite!" he leaned over and kissed your forhead "I'm sorry dear for everything I'll he better" he lookes down at you with a loving smile "Thoma you did nothing wrong, I was just worried people were taking advantage of your kindness"
Tumblr media
𝐍𝐨𝐰 𝐥𝐨𝐚𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠. . .♥︎
Ah Xiao my sweet little yakshaヽ( 'ω' )ノ, Xiao always had trouble showing his love for you so he showed it in two ways
number one gifts, number two self deprecation he would always say things like "why are you when with someone like me your to wonderful to be with someone like me" archons why doesn't someone divine be with someone who deserves you, but dose such a person even exist? " those are Xiaos way of saying "I LOVE YOU MORE THEN ANYTHING ID GIVE MY LIFE FOR YOU"
Big sad ╥﹏╥
"Xiao!" you shouted he looked up at you "just stop! this is so stupid are you an idiot! " you words were harsh yes but you ment it in more of a "Xiao you idoit your the best boyfriend ever I want to be with you for the rest of time and even more" but Xiao took it more as a "Xiao your so annoying and idiotic leave my presences at once!" (≖、≖╬)
"ugh why am I even hear" Xiao said in a very annoyed and sad tone "why are you like this Xiao" you stormed off yeah you definitely over reacted and should have explained yourself BUT XIAOS SELF DEPRECATION WAS SO SAD AND IT ANNOYED YOU HOW COULD HE NOT SEE HOW SUPER AWESOMELY AMAZING HE WAS (っ´ω`)ノ(╥ω╥)
you went back to the harbor and thought about what happened and yeah you definitely should apologize
SOOOOOOO you made some almond tofu and when back to the Inn
"Xiao!" you shouted "you call" Xiao stood infront of you ready to fight thinking you were in danger yet it was just you with a plate of almond tofu, you run over to hug him "I'm sorry Xiao I shouldn't have acted out.....its just I have when you say all that stuff it makes me upset your so amazing and you deserve to know that, now come sit down with me" you pull Xiao over to the wall and sit in the ground with him "d-do you really think I'm amazing?" Xiao looked down you smile "of course silly now eat this" you when Xiao the plate he takes a spoon full and looks up at you "I love you forever I promise" Xiao quickly shoves the spoon in your mouth he was blushing like crazy (*¯ -¯*)♡ "don't say a word" he says sturnly
》* 。 • ˚ ˚ ˛ ˚ ˛ • ↻ ◁ II ▷ ↺ 。 • ˚ ˚ ˛ ˚ ˛ •*《
♥︎Hiiii traveler (◍•ᴗ•◍) I hope you enjoyed♡
102 notes · View notes
seraphim-soulmate · 4 months
Text
man I'm so like, frustrated and angry and ashamed of myself regarding this situation that when I had to confront it again, I literally just started shaking? did my breathing exercise and calmed down but ugh man this sucks!
for context my mom didn't get her car back in time for Christmas so I'm having to make a bunch of arrangements to get her here for it, bcs it might genuinely be one of the last times that we can get together as a family while my grandma is still kind of coherent and can interact/remember us, and one of my arrangements is having my mom over at my place when she arrives bcs she's gonna be scared and exhausted from having taken the train and ashamed for having to rely on her child in this situation so I wanted her to have a nice space to just chill in instead of having to go directly to my grandma's where she'd face even more stress!
And since my roommate left for the holidays, I asked him if I could sleep in his room in order to have my mom over bcs I'm in a hard situation. And then started cleaning his room before getting a response from him.... and as it turns out, he responded no! so I had to be like "I'm so sorry I already washed your sheets bcs I thought you were gonna say yes" which I completely agree, was out of pocket and inappropriate! but I did have strong reason to believe that he'd say yes, and also I couldn't just not tell him I'd already washed his sheets bcs he definitely would have noticed the smell difference getting home.
Also! I personally don't have a problem with someone sleeping in my room when I'm not there, as long as they're not going thru my shit it's fine (and even if they do, it's on them as to what they find lol). So I thought he'd say yes bcs we'd previously spoken and agreed on me sleeping in his room at some point bcs a room was gonna be free in our house so we wanted to see if we could move rooms but I needed to see if his room would work for me with my sensitivities etc. as well as him saying it was fine for me to go into his room and turn off the heating THAT SAME DAY! so I assumed it would be fine! Especially like, doing a favor for someone in a hard situation on Christmas seems like the reasonable, nice thing to do! Even moreso for your roommate who is nice to you and takes care of the house so you don't have to??
And then at this point, now that I've washed his sheets already and cleaned things, logically, one would just kinda give up bcs the mistake has already been made and his privacy already invaded and go "fine it's already done, I'm mad but I get ur in a hard place so sure you can sleep in my room", but instead he doubled down and said he wasn't gonna change his mind about it, despite me saying that it puts me in a really difficult situation to not be able to use his room for one night. like idk I really didn't expect him to be petty about this, I did not think he was that kind of person!
1 note · View note
sparkbeast20 · 2 years
Text
The Deal (Mephistopheles X MC)
Tumblr media
This is Part 9 of I'm a Noble, Not an Avatar Pt2 Pt3 Pt4 Pt5 Pt6 Pt7 Pt8
Summary: After hearing that you refuse to hear Mephistopheles out about the deal, Faust took upon himself to explain the situation about Demon nobles and the elites and why is important for you to be apart of Mephistopheles' plan.
Warning: Mention of trying die, Demon politics, and Want emotional payback.
Tumblr media
“No wonder Mammon fell head over heels for that Human, they're as troublesome as he is!!!” Mephistopheles, pace around the main hall of his mansion, fuming trying to think of a spell to track you with, all the while his little D follows behind him trying to calm him down.
“Master, please. You might accidentally shake the mansion again!”
“Is it that Human fault why I’m losing control!” Mephistopheles turn and look at no. 10, as a dark aura is coming off of him. Suddenly a knock on his door broke the tense and snapped Mephistopheles from his anger state. He took a breather and composed himself and headed over to the door.
He opens it and is greeted by a cheerful Faust with you on his shoulder tied up and gagged by a piece of cloth and approved by one arm. “Son!” Faust cheerful opens up his free for a hug, but Mephistopheles just looks at him with a look of annoyance and displease.
“I thought we agreed for you to stop calling me that!!” But Faust just laugh
“I know” he pretended to wipe the imaginary tear off the corner of his eye. “You know I just love teasing you like that”
“Well I don’t. Anyway I’m glad that you have the human with you. I was about to go out and look for them” Mephistopheles stepped to the side to let Faust in.
He closes the door, and Faust gently places you to one of the armchairs in the main hall. “They really weren't doing well when I found them” You look down, feeling guilty and ashamed, as he looks down on you before turning to face Mephistopheles.
“What do you mean?” you kinda notice a hit of worried tone in his voice. Which made you more guilty. You hate when others are concerned about you. You don't know how to describe it. But when people talk about you relating to your wellbeing they start feeling mixed about it.
“They were ready to let a lock boar devour them.” Faust sounded more serious as he said it. And he slowly walks over to Mephistopheles. Close enough to whisper that you can’t hear “Mephisto, I don’t completely have the whole picture of what you're planning with this human. But I highly suggest that you don’t stress them any further. The elites will easily take advantage of their vulnerable state. Keep them in your sight at all cost.”
“I can’t do that unless they agree with the deal I have plan for them”
“What's stopping them from agreeing?”
“Their own stubbornness!” Mephistopheles made sure that you heard that his tone is back to an mad one, he looked over Faust’s shoulder and glared at you with narrow eyes. But you just huff and look away, like a child. “Ugh! See! I try to talk to them, but they just won’t just listen for two minutes”
But Faust just laughed at Mephistopheles, which made him frown and reach for his cane. Faust just placed a hand on Mephistopheles’ shoulder. “You really haven’t learned from your last encounter with a human, didn’t you?” Mephistopheles pause and ponder for a moment. “Look, just let me talk to them. Just give me like 30 mins with them. Then once I’m done, I’ll call you, sounds good?”
Mephistopheles just sighs and crosses his arms, “Fine, but if they don’t agree with my deal. I’ll feed them to my horses” Mephistopheles gave you one last look, before heading up the stairs, with No.10 right behind him. Leaving you with Faust alone in the hall.
He walked over and took the gag off your mouth and untied you “For the record, I hate you for tying me up and bringing me back here!”
“Is either doing that, or leaving you there in the woods for the next wild beast to come around. And youngster you deserve a better death than that”
“Why? Eventually we all die. Why have a better death matter, others don’t have any control for their own death?”
“So what makes you so different from them, you were just trying to let yourself be devoured by a lock Boar. Isn’t that controlling the way you die. And you being here breather proves that it's not your time yet”
“That’s because you saved me.”
“And who is to say that it wasn’t fate that brought me there at the moment? Whether is God or the Demon King, It seem that they don’t want you to kick the bucket yet”
“I guess they're sadists as well, they just want to watch me in misery!” You honestly can’t blame anyone. But Faust’s way of countering everything you're saying. But deep down you kinda needed this. In a way, someone who you don’t know and just met is telling you to keep on living even if he doesn’t know your situation with the brothers. He still convinces you to not end it just like that. “It’s just, why are this things like this seem to be complicated”
“That’s politics for you. Whenever someone wants to move forward with a new law. It’ll take centuries to pass that law. It is both good and Bad. Good because not just no one can make crazy rules out of the blue without a majority agreeing to it. But at the same time, they can use that same tactic with laws that don't benefit them. They just have to have the majority vote. Hence the formation of the inner circle aka the Elites”
“Of course, the party system here in hell.” You roll your eyes at that. “So what are the parties? The old ways are better versus the new way?”
“Hmmm… More like survival of the fittest but we are too weak to fight, so we group up to have a better chance of survival. And once the threat is gone. Than will turn on each other”
That makes sense, Demon will take advantage of a system just to get what they want. But what you don’t get is the whole marriage thing. In hell, where everything is taboo in the human world is fine. With few expectations.
“Then why the marriage thing? Are demons aren't the commitment type of being, because of our possessive nature?” most of all the brothers have shown that, hell you could remember the time that they all fought over to have date night on Monday.
“Yes and no… Demons can form relationships with one another, monogamous and polymerous. The problem is that sharing is a major disadvantage with the poly thing. Since killing other partners just to have the one all to yourself is a big risk. Demons aren’t opposed to killing, you always have to remember that. Devildom is the safest out of all the eight layers, since here is where the Demon king, Diavolo, and the brothers reside. I understand that you might haven’t encountered the darker and broodier side of hell” Faust turns to look at the window.
Then you remember what Lucifer said about the around why back to the human world, where if you go to the eight rings/layers you are at the risk of your psych breaking- well breaking even more than before.
“And the marriages?”
“It’s just a way to keep order, The previous avatars married demons from each seven layers. To show to all eight layers that their own kind is represented in the high rank, and show that the avatars aren't exception to the rules" Faust looks back at you.
“Wait! So the old avatars aren’t demons from the rings?”
“No, they are made by the previous Demon king, Diavolo’s grandfather. Let’s just say that they’re just like Barbatos. Created not born”
“Okay, I understand a little bit better about this whole thing” But it still doesn’t lessen the heart ache. “So why does Mephistopheles want me to date him? Isn’t dating a human kinda frown upon?”
“I myself don’t know what his whole plan is, but what I know. Mephisto, wants to bring the elites down a couple of feet. And what better way to do that is proving that a noble can make a human and demon relationship work. Mephisto takes pride in being a noble. However Se’irim, Clauneck, Delphyne, Ose, Rusalka, Samael, and Malacoda. Despise him and vice versa. There’s more but I’ll let him tell you when he's ready.”
“And if I agree with the whole plan?”
“Then the marriage agreement will be null void. And you can be with the brothers again” Faust smiled, as if that was good news for you. But in trust you don’t want to be with the brothers anymore, in fact you are done with this whole relationship thing. But maybe there’s something else you can get from this whole deal.
=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+
Mephistopheles poured another glass, stirring it up slightly as he looked out the window and watched the stallion you rode off to, return to the rag with the rest of the other stallions.
Then the sound of the door opening grabs Mephistopheles' attention, he just looks to the reflection of the window to see you come in, with Faust right behind you closing the door behind. But his usually cheerful smile is nowhere to be seen. Instead a neutral expression, which made Mephistopheles worry a bit. However he doesn’t want to show it. He hid his worry under a veil of stoicism.
“I want to hear the deal” Mephistopheles set the glass down on the table next to him, before turning around to face him.
“You and I will be pretending to date, and you’ll be staying with me during all of this. No one will know of this plan. If you tell them, you will face the consequences.”
“I’m not planning to tell the brothers, in fact I want to hurt them. As much they hurt me” Mephistopheles raises a brow to that, with Faust turning his head slightly to the side.
“Where does this all come from? I mean, I would love to see Lucifer get hurt. But this is quite a shift for you?” Mephistopheles cocky attitude is back
“Why do I care for their feelings, if they didn’t care for mine! Besides, that’s not the only thing I want.”
“Oh? So what do you want on your part of the deal?”
“I want you to take all my emotion away”
=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+
Diavolo sits in his chair in the student council room, while looking into old documents of the past avatars and his father’s law.
Then the knock on the door grabs his attention. Barbatos opens it revealing Faust who immediately walks in, and Barbatos closes the door.
Faust has a smile on his face, as drop down on one knee and bow to Diavolo. “Apologize my lord for coming here late. But I’m glad to inform you that the human is safe and sound under Mephistopheles’ care.
“Yes, I’m aware of Mephistopheles’ request to take MC under his care as their new host” Diavolo has gotten a text from Lucifer about this whole thing. And news about you breaking down at Ristorante Six. And not only that, Se’irim was furious that his daughter’s image might be ruined with that whole mess.
But Lucifer reluctantly suggests to Diavolo to tell Se’irim that he’ll make it up but having all the suitors for dinner with him and his brothers to avoid all conflict and show that this Druj and the other suitors have a great time.
Diavolo knows that this must be unpleasant for him and his brothers to do this. Having to pretend to be okay with all this marriage thing.
But he needs to let this go on for a bit longer, just as long as they can gather evidence of the circle doing all this just to get into power. But Diavolo has a lingering feeling that this has more happening than just wanting power. And it all has to do with his father’s own avatar.
“Faust… you saw MC’s state at the moment and your background. What do you suggest I do? Let Mephistopheles take over as host and guardian for MC. or should I do nothing and let him return MC to the brothers?”
Faust, chuckle for a moment “You and I both know that he won’t return MC even if you told him to.”
Diavolo sighs at that, he knows that to be true. And in fact, Mephistopheles will go so far as to lock you up somewhere if Diavolo orders him to return you to the brother, in spite. “So, opinion two is off the table then?”
“Well, that’s not the main reason I’ll be suggesting the first opinion …” Diavolo looks at Faust, and watches his whole demeanor change right in front of him “The child tries to get themselves eaten…” Diavolo’s eyes widened and he sat up straight as Faust continued “And I can sense and see that they are emotionally broken at this point. And it does help that they see the brothers mingle with their suitors, as if they have forgotten about their humans. And the Human believes that they are nothing to the brothers. And frankly I don’t blame them for having that mind set. To demons it might seem that as something insignificant but seeing all this through their point of view. I can see why they want to numb the pain. So to answer your question… I believe the best course of action for the human and everyone involved is for Mephistopheles to take over as their host and protector.”
Diavolo feels the guilt washing over him as he takes in what Faust has said. How stupid he was not to consider your feelings to all of this. But he needs to make this up, by looking for a permanent solution to all of this. But for now he has no choice, he has to grant Mephistopheles request.
He knows the brothers will protest, and try to get you back to them. But until they all know what’s really going on. They have to play along for the time being.
“Barbatos.”
“Yes?”
“Tell Lucifer and his brothers to gather all of MC’s belongings. At this moment, Mephistopheles is MC’s host and guardian”
Tag list: @jellymoonbear @kurisu55
Note:
Also I have made post of what the suitors look like. Here and the Hierarchy
If there's grammar or spelling error, please let me know and don't be shy to leave a comment or rebloging with cute tags. I just love to see you guys thoughts on this :3
This fic is heavily Inspired by the Ao3 fanfic "Bride of Prophecy" by Fallingunderground13 and a different take on my headcanon "Please take care of MC for me....."
129 notes · View notes
bucksfucks · 3 years
Note
(let's pretend that tumblr did NOT UNFOLLOW YOU FOR NO REASON ugh) i'm so sorry you're feeling sad lovie!!!!! i hope you're feeling better soon, and i am sending you happy vibes and hugs! 🥺💕 i'm in LOVE with roommate!bucky oh my sweet baby jesus. i just remembered that video seb posted on instagram of him cleaning and singing and falling into madness and that gave me such strong roommate!buck, like you come home from whatever it is you're doing and you find him dancing in boxers to either old music or the same song as seb was in the vid (i think there was yeah by usher?) and you just join in and it leads to suggestive dancing and then more and YEAH THATS HOT
(it’s kinda bold of tumblr to make you follow them as soon as you create ur account and then they go and pull this shit,,,,) sunshine i love you, you could do no wrong!! ✨🤍
but uhmmm,,,yes. you’ll be coming home from a late shift at work and you can hear the music when you step off the elevator and bucky is definitely not ashamed one bit.
“you texted me sayin’ you had a bad day, sweets. so let’s dance!” before he’s pulling you into him and you end up on top of him on the couch like, “i think we should end the night off in my room,” with a cheeky smirk and a wink pls
21 notes · View notes
lucy-sky · 5 years
Note
Also i'm a greedy annoyed hoe,so can we have some jealous Craig and/or Trent headcanon,please?
I’m really sorry it took so long. I probably just got tired of headcanons ^^”
Jealous Craig Hunter would include:
Tumblr media
1. Why would such a confident man like Craig be jealous? Well, basically… He looks like a really confident, handsome, successful lawyer… But on the inside there is certain vulnerability. You see, once Craig already was hurt when his wife left him. He might not show many emotions about it, but it really did hurt him quite seriously and he can’t help but having some kind of irrational fear that the story will repeat itself. Not that he doesn’t trust you - he really does. You really mean a lot to him. And probably that’s the reason he’s afraid of losing you.
2. So yep, sometimes even a quite innocent flirt from your part can make Craig jealous. He is not a drama queen though. He understands it’s not a big deal, just your manner of communication, but he still can’t help it. So he tries to hide these emotions and play in cool, but of course you sense that something is wrong. However if you just leave him in peace for a while and then approach him with a soft caress, it usually works well.
3. But what if it wasn’t just innocent flirt, but something more serious? Like you bumped into your ex, or an old crush of yours, you had a conversation and Craig suspected some vibes… Or maybe you did not a particularly good thing: you were mad at Craig for some reason, or just wanted his attention, and flirted with someone in his despite… In cases like these he would most definitely show you that he is not amused about it.
4. As I already said - Craig is not a drama queen. He can raise his voice at you, yes, but I don’t think he would yell at you and break dishes, you know. And of course he’d never be physically rude with you. He’d be calm on the outside (even though inside of him there is a burning volcano) and extremely grumpy.
5. And yes, he can be really poisonous. He wouldn’t hurt you physically, but his words can hurt. He may say something pretty mean about your behavior or he can also point out that probably all women are the same and you’re just like her, meaning his ex-wife. And this statement suddenly drives you mad. Because you absolutely don’t agree that you are like her. You don’t usually judge people, but you just cannot understand how she could do that to her husband and daughter. It’s extremely irresponsible in your eyes and you think that it is unfair to compare you with her.
6. What happens next depends on your temper. Maybe you yell at him. Maybe you say something mean in reply. Or just turn around and walk away. After this argument you don’t speak to each other for some time, even for some days.  Craig sleeps on the couch. He most certainly feels bad about mean things he said to you, and you can see him suffering silently, but he doesn’t come with apologies first. You also realize you were being maybe too rude, but he hurt you too! So you both try to ignore each other, until one evening you just meet in the kitchen or living room, look at each other, and one of you say “Hey. Wanna talk about that?”
7. You talk. Craig listens to you carefully. After you finish, he clears his throat and speaks in a calm tone. It’s not that easy for him, but he still tells you about his fears. Your heart shrinks at that. How come you never realized that before? You also appreciate his honesty a lot. When you look into his eyes and say that you are sorry, he nods, looking at you softly and places his hand on yours. “It’s okay, baby… I am sorry too…”
***
Jealous Trent Burns would include:
Tumblr media
1. It’s funny that Craig and Trent are absolutely different characters in so many ways, but in my headcanon they have something in common. I think on the outside Trent also seems quite confident. He can even show off a bit sometimes… Remember the famous jump from the bridge? Wasn’t it a bit of a show off? It seems at first that Trent doesn’t care much of what people think. And actually he really tries too. But on the inside he has insecurities as well.
2. Trent obviously feels awkward and uncomfortable among the, you know, “high society”. It’s hard to feel comfortable when most of the people look at you with a certain disdain. Trent knows you’re different from these people, but still… He tries to be optimistic, saves money and is hoping he won’t be a lawn mower boy living in a trailer for the rest of his days. But sometimes he can’t help but feeling down and pathetic. Sometimes he can’t help but thinking you deserve someone who is, well… More respectful. He really doesn’t want anyone to disrespect you because of him. No, for sure you deserve a boyfriend you can be proud of… But at the same time, of course, he doesn’t want to lose you…
3. …So let’s imagine a situation that you and Trent occasionally meet some guy you know, a friend of your family, maybe… Someone you’re in good terms with, because even though he’s from high society, he doesn’t seem arrogant even though he has money and a prestigious job… He’s overall is a nice guy, and you have a good conversation with him. Everything seems fine, but Trent feels kinda intimidated. How could you choose a poor lawn mower guy over someone like him? What if one day you’d realize your choice wasn’t right? Trent chases these thoughts away, but still becomes a bit tensed and silent. You sense something is wrong, but he says he’s just tired.
4. Some days after this Trent comes to meet you after your work or studies. Approaching the place, he suddenly sees you casually talking with that guy. And this is when jealousy hits him suddenly quite painfully and he… Just leaves. You say goodbye to your friend and keep waiting for Trent, but he doesn’t come. You’re worried and decide to go to his place.
5. You find Trent at his trailer and demand explanations. Why he didn’t come? To which he replies that he just thought you had a better company to hang out with, so he decided not to bother. When you realize what really happened, you’re a bit shocked. You know this guy for ages and really never even considered him as a potential boyfriend. What makes him so jealous? You tell him that you love only him and he really doesn’t have to worry, but he keeps going that maybe this guy fits you better; he’s someone you won’t be ashamed of on some family meeting or on public…
- Trent, what are you even talking about? Have I ever been ashamed of you?? - You ask, puzzled.
- I don’t know. Maybe, - he blurts out.
- So do you think I’m one of those people who think money and status matter?
Trent just shrugs, not looking into your eyes.
6. You feel hurt. How can he think of you like that and question your feelings? You don’t know what to say and you decide to leave. Good thing Trent suddenly realizes that he fucked up and is about to lose someone he loves and someone who obviously loves him back the way he is. So he catches you by the arm, pulls you closer sharply and desperately kisses you. That was definitely something you weren’t quite prepared for… But it certainly calms you down :D
7. And then you talk it off. You talk about each others feelings and insecurities; it’s a long and good conversation that helps you understand each other and makes you even closer. You stay in his trailer tonight, fall asleep in his arms and he holds your hand in his sleep.
***
Ugh, it turned out to be kinda angsty-fluffy-cheesy mess, sorry for that.
Headcanon requests are closed for now because I want to concentrate on drabbles. I’ll let you know when they’ll be opened again :)
13 notes · View notes
devoti · 2 years
Note
oooh i also really like sota and usuyama !! usuyama gives me more ushijima vibes tho tbh, not so much iwaizumi for some reason, but that might just be me lmao. my fave tho is tatsuru i love him so much i'll literally cry over him (≧▽≦) and i'm super ashamed to say it bc idk what i see in that man but takuma . . . he's kinda hot. his hair and eyebrows annoy me a bit but idk if it's his smile or what's up with him that makes me want him to destroy me. it's just a need that i can't rationalize (─.─||)
GYU YOU HIT THE NAIL !!!!!!
it's not iwaizumi omg i was thinking with my cilt JDKSJDJD IT'S TOSHI !!!!!! he just looked a lil' like iwa and my head went with it LMAO . and about tatsuru . . . dude ,,, i-? i'm literally so scared that he would pull another "pulling of his shirt scene" later on cos' i positively think i will VIBRATE FOR HIM if that happens one more time 😭😭😭😭😭 and like i'm literally so soft for him too HNGHHHー
and takuma ,,, gyu it's an acquired taste and i RESPECT IT. PLS he looks like an aspiring sugar daddy plus he's a representative FOR A BANK SO WHY NOT 😭😭😭😭‼️‼️‼️ i will say, his brother is like mad hot too fucking hell. THEY'RE ALL HOT AND HAVE SUCH GOOD CHARACTER DEPTH UGH seriously hoping that this anime would be successful in the future ,,, its not as good as hq (imo) for now but like it has the potential to get up there yknow? really hoping for the best hehe 👌👌
Tumblr media
1 note · View note