White bigoted, British elitists evidently looking after one of their own!

By Stanley Collymore

And they don't come any more obviously so than the purblind cunts who evidently infest the actually so-called Practitioners Tribunal Service!  Since these are the very self-entitled, and quite narcissistically self-important dolts, who blithely reinstated a white UK doctor who rather discernibly is a most distinctively, evidently undeniably and a calculatedly lying, sickness benefit claimant fraudster recipient and likewise also an outright crucially unquestionably arrogantly dishonest cheat, who patently and brazenly, did clearly and significantly purposely lie to his NHS employers, and colleagues, about him having contracted a serious virus which quite necessitated him being off from work; then decidedly after that, immediately and fraudulently claimed compulsory statutory sickness benefit off the UK taxpayers, effectively for an ailment he did not have, none the less all the while unencumbered by any ailments whatever and while ongoingly claiming these state benefits, basically worked quite healthily and beneficially, though illegally as a practising, private and very highly paid doctor at a private clinic! And would've literally continued doing so, had someone not effectively actually recognized him, crucially also surmised what he was actually doing, and consequently informed - both his normal work colleagues and crucially his normal NHS employers, who then reported him obviously to the General Medical Council, the body that clearly statutorily regulates doctors in the UK, and which then suspended this doctor for a period of SIX months for serious professional misconduct.

A lenient punishment by all accounts but one which was summarily overturned by the Practitioners Tribunal Service that then allowed this man to vilely carry on working in the NHS as if he'd done nothing of any significance which to these bunch of very corrupt, unscrupulous and self-evidently as well white elitist assholes he obviously hadn't. A view undoubtedly obviously held by the culprit doctor Daniel Coventry, and whose regret for what he's done has only occurred, and been disingenuously and as well dishonestly aired simply because he was caught red-handedly; comes against the backdrop that in feudal, class infested Britain, and England specifically, the evilly vile and discernibly odious likes of Daniel Coventry in tandem with the same rather likeminded scum that comprise bodies in power arbitrarily but nevertheless actually societally and powerfully like this one the so-called Practitioners Tribunal Service - are undoubtedly essentially an elite private school mafia who are distinctly convinced in their prejudicially sick minds that their concept of elitism and self-entitlement in real effect for themselves means that they don't have to play by the same rules as the rest of us and therefore aren't to be held in the least bit accountable for their criminal or illicit, let alone immoral behaviour! And as Daniel Coventry is private school and as well Oxford "educated" he fit the bill quite adequately!

(C) Stanley V. Collymore 3 April 2024.

Author's Remarks: Daniel Coventry, the 34 year old doctor that pulled this stunt, whatever effectively lame excuses he makes or are being advocated on his behalf, committed a clear-cut case of Fraud and obtaining money wilfully and deliberately by deception. A mater that in essence should have been reported to the police and if found to have unquestionably been calculatingly or obviously deliberately carried out by Daniel Coventry, this matter should then have been impartially passed on to the Crown Prosecution Service, with Daniel Coventry subsequently prosecuted in court.

A quite open and shut case as I see it, as Daniel Coventry has admitted to the claim of his wrongdoing while asininely claiming that he did not read the NHS guidelines on sickness and him doing what he did. Why not if that's actually true? Could it literally, quite simply be the case because he really didn’t need to, as already he evidently knew what those rules are but was quite hell-bent on flouting them anyway?

And besides, ignorance of the law is not a valid defence in British law! And evidently far more pertinent in all this, had this guy been someone on benefits or a low paid job who'd done the same in fiddling the system as Daniel Coventry consciously and with malice and aforethought did, he or she would have been investigated by the police and prosecuted by the CPS.

Not so, however, if you're clearly perceived as elitist white, public school and Oxbridge "educated" then you're essentially immune from the law in feudal monarchical and as well serf subservient Britain. It was rather bad enough the General Medical Council, in my opinion, sweeping the matter really under the carpet by basically suspending Daniel Coventry for just 6 months; however the actions of the unconscionable and so- called Practitioners Tribunal Service, is to put it rather mildly, is predictably odiously corrupt and rather discernibly disgraceful. And there's an old Barbadian saying which essentially states: you ultimately get what you rather malevolently, corruptly impose on others. And you members of this evilly vile body the Practitioners Tribunal Service should keep your fingers very permanently crossed that neither yourselves nor any of your nearest and dearest ever fall into the hands of any rogue doctors, particularly so on a bed within an operating table with you or essentially any of these rather precious ones of yours being the patient lying there. Food for thought, wouldn't you say?

And there are clearly some of us who still vividly recall the case of another evidently very distinctly elitist Oxford student Lavinia Woodward who rather irrefutably quite viciously at the time stabbed and obviously actually nearly killed her then boyfriend, but clearly of the elitist breed the prosecution as well as the defence and Judge in the case did unanimously agree that although evidently also a "recreational" drugs user - the quite ordinary serf would be classed as a rather hardened addict, Lavinia was too bright - i.e. clever - to be dispatched off to jail with all those ordinary plebs, who unlike her just weren't bankrolled by money - and likewise a jail sentence would effectively damage her then medical training at the identical Oxford University where Daniel Coventry did his medical training. So Lavinia was essentially let off with a slap on the wrist for being a "naughty girl". Those of you who've never obviously heard of Lavinia Woodward, all you effectively, quite naturally have to do, is Google her name and quite obviously the plethora of articles relating to her and Britain's corrupt judicial system designed for the elites will appear, and obviously you'll see how criminal - no pun intended but actual reality in effect - it distinctly is. And I actually wonder how many slaps on the risk for being the quite proverbial "naughty lad" Daniel Coventry received in the past, before this present debacle of his came to the knowledge of the public generally?

I’m convinced all NHS hospitals and services are scum

They literally cancelled my gynaecology appointment an hour before I was suppose to be there! What the actual fuck? I’d get it if they cancelled on Monday not the day of my appointment.

Are all NHS hospitals incompetent? I thought this hospital might actually be decent. Might be better than my usual hospital. Nope! Clearly I was wrong.

I got up early after the stress of the appointment flaring up my bowel condition. I got dressed even though I have a massive migraine and can barely move. I was ready to fucking go! I wasted my fucking time writing down my problems so it would be easier to communicate. Just for them to fucking cancel.

Another CUNT to add to my list. Soon I’ll have 100 people to unalive… so there better be a purge soon so I can get to it. I’m done with NHS, I seriously can’t keep putting myself through this. It’s made my migraine much worse. I’m exhausted from being up most of the night.

Do they not realise that it takes a lot for me to go to a hospital after being traumatised there? I have to mentally prepare myself. I have to go through my bowel condition flaring up the night before, take a bunch of pills just to stop that flare up happening.

I can’t keep doing this. It’s making my mental health worse. NHS are suppose to care about you, have some compassion but they clearly don’t. They know they are making me worse.

I don’t give a flying fuck if you’re doctor is sick, that’s a you problem… not a me problem. You’re lucky I didn’t choose to just go. Because I was actually going to take my knife with me. Your lucky day I guess. Won’t be next time.

You’re also lucky it’s my mum ringing you up because if I was on the phone… well you’d be crying once I was finished. And if you think prison is going to scare me think again. I have nothing left to lose. I’d be dead anyway.

Fucking NHS is full of scum. They don’t deserve anything. It’s these fuckers that will go on strike because they don’t get paid a lot, but they are hardly ever there to get paid.

You’re not getting paid because you’re not there. Not because you’re a “junior nurse”.

Imagining kicking your face in is fucking fun. And I’m going to enjoy every fucking second of it! Might even get a tattoo of your blood stain to remember it by.

I have no issues in hitting NHS staff. They deserve it for all the years you’ve fucked me over.

Seems they’re not answering their phone. Why? Have you took the phone of the hook? Because you’ve done it to every single one of us? Are you scared? You fucking should be! If I was you, I’d be very scared of me. Mostly everyone else is. The gastro, the diabetes clinic, some of my friends, counsellors. Maybe you should have a word with them and find out what I am really like before you decide to piss me off. Have fun escaping this one. Fucking useless pathetic CUNTS!!!!

Post about politics (don’t say I didn’t warn you)

So people who voted for the UK to leave the European Union, are you having fun yet? How are you enjoying that sovereignty of yours? Still all good? Still the same racist bastard you were 2 years ago? How about that NHS huh? Did you get all that money promised to you on the side of that bus? NO?! WHAT DO YOU MEAN NO?! BUT IT WAS ON A BUS!! 

I, for one, have all you Brexit voters to thank for me taking the decision to leave the UK after 11 years of being there. After making it my home. After investing my life and career in your country. It was my country too until you made it clear that it wasn’t. I feel uprooted because of you. While studying for my Art History degrees, I WORKED FOR THE NHS. I SAVED BABIES’ LIVES EVERY GOD DAMN DAY. I loved that job. Good luck finding nurses and doctors to look after you. I will never forgive you for the racism that the Beardo and I had to go through, like many many others had and have to deal with. And if one more of you dares to say: ‘OH WE DON’T MEAN YOU’, I swear I am going to lose my shit. Of course you mean me. The god damn immigrant who brought money in your country, who worked for your NHS, who researched your forgotten art history. 

Enjoy the mess you have created, all yours. 

So please, do me a huge favour: if you have voted for Brexit, or even if you support it, please fuck off my blog. I don’t want to know you, I don’t want to be associated with you, I don’t want to talk to you. Just plain and simple. FUCK. RIGHT. OFF. Same goes to common racists, neo nazis and other scums of the earth. 

Your friendly neighbourhood art historian (who is currently still in a country within the EU so suck it). 

NHS SOLD? & UK LEFT VULNERABLE....

If you are still under the allusion that the NHS isn’t for sale then you have been reading the Daily Fail or The Scum far too long, The NHS has actually in parts already been outsourced in many parts of its services including privatised ambulances & Staff, but now we have the danger of letting in Donald Trump and the big American pharmaceutical companies which will see prices for drugs sore.

If you suffer from a debilitating illnesses such as Crohn’s disease or rheumatoid arthritis, you are unlikely to have heard of Humira. It’s a revolutionary drug made by the US pharmaceutical company AbbVie that has transformed the lives of thousands of sufferers. It’s also the drug that costs the NHS more than any other – £450m a year.

NHS pays for medicines such as Humira. In the UK, the NHS pays around £1,400 per packet for Humira, but it can cost seven times as much in the US, which equals almost £10,000, key issue worrying some inside Whitehall was negotiations relating to the complex world of intellectual property (IP) and patent law, which could pave the way for US drug firms demanding higher prices for their medicines and over a longer period of time, crippling the NHS leading the way for a wholly Amercain style insurance based system, or seeing each tax payer in Britain paying possibly thousands more a year.

Do you like pie? Yes me too but you won’t after I say this, if you think of the NHS as a pie sliced into individual pieces, you take a slice and you love it so you want another! Well pretend that pie is our NHS & Donald Trump wants a slice, so he takes it but don’t worry it’s only one slice, oh but wait he loved that piece so much he must now take another and before you know it our NHS is unrecognisable, by this stage Boris has eaten the best bits and threw back the crust leaving us with nothing.

We have Doctors,Nurses,Health care assistants, etc screaming at us from the inside out but many still believe the vile lies that come from Boris, the evidence in starring right at us but Tory voters are blind sited by Brexit. The released documents are the hard evidence that proves that the NHS has been in discussions with the U.S even though the Government has told no discussions have took place a blatant lie, yet the Torie voters still deny this evidence, Boris won’t even face up to scrutiny by Andrew Neil like the other Leaders!

Clearly so many have been brainwashed by the MSM & Tories to believe Brexit is the best thing ever, Boris is a political gambler he covers all angles such as Brexit, he even wrote that staying in the E.U was the best thing for Britain and warned of the damage it will cause us all, but Boris being Boris see a path through to number 10 by painting a new picture of how he wanted us all to see Europe, & of course this chance comes with a price and that is the Russian backers funding the Tory party, it’s in Russia’s interest to weaken the U.K. and the E.U as he can bully smaller nations.

Talking of our ability to protect our country, in this very volatile world we are living in at the moment, our army has been underfunded by depleting our Navy of many war ships, in reports obtained through freedom of information it states our Army personnel are underfunded and being sent out without the right equipment due to the lack of resources available, MoD figures released in August found that the size of Britain's armed forces had fallen for a ninth consecutive year. We simply can not carry on with this Tory government opening us up in this hostile world we find ourselves in, we can no longer depend on the U.S, French President Emmanuel Macron described Nato as "brain dead" - stressing what he sees as waning commitment to the transatlantic alliance by its main guarantor, the US.

We need to wake up and realise we have 2 major threats, which is the Global warming epidemic and the rise of Russia and China two dictatorship countries who will be able to take what they want, we do not have the might of the U.S or Russia or China, we are a tiny island who needs to be part of the E.U as together we are stronger and together we have a voice!

Let’s stand together for our country, we all know deep down that the 9 years of Tory austerity has killed thousands of people, we have our war hero’s sleeping in the streets and dying, we have more children than ever living in poverty, there are working family’s working 2-3 jobs and still having to use food banks to survive, can you imagine telling your children sorry we can’t have the heating on as we have no money to put on the meter, or worse not even being able to feed them!

It is awful that so many people know this yet when Labour has a costed plan to lift people out of poverty, it is met with hostility and people telling those who are in poverty that it’s too expensive to help you, as that’s what you are doing, if that’s the first thing that comes to mind,

Just remember everyone is only a couple of wrong turns, to find yourself with nothing and living on the streets, invisible to everyone who walks by..... take it from me, one day you are flying high in your career, then the next day it’s all gone due to falling ill, loosing my job, my driving licence and loosing myself, but I’m one of the lucky ones, my wife has stuck by me and helped me every step of the way, I thought this would never happen to me, do you think it will never happen to you?..... I hope not and I hope you have a life of great health, but just in case it’s nice to know the NHS is there, don’t give it away, please VOTE LABOUR!

Gareth T, Labour Quest columnists

An Open Letter to the 31 Signatories of the Recall Petition - 18/10/19

Dear MLA

I am writing to articulate my concern and disdain upon hearing that you signed a recall petition calling for the NI Assembly at Stormont to sit this Monday October 21st, especially given the timing of this petition.

This week, we reached one thousand days since we’ve had a functioning assembly. That has been one thousand days of our political decisions being made – not by you, our elected representatives – but by unelected civil servants.

I have come of age in a period of - to put it lightly - political discourse. I am eighteen. When the assembly last sat, I was fifteen. In the time that has elapsed I have gained ten GCSEs three A-levels with an extra AS and got into my dream degree at a brilliant University in England. It was when we reached a year, and then eventually eighteen months without an Assembly, while I continued my studies at excellent schools under excellent teachers in Northern Ireland and watched those schools suffer under your lack of direction and leadership, I decided I could not remain in Northern Ireland any longer than I needed to. I am officially a part of the great ‘brain drain’ of rural Ireland, and I am going to be a great doctor someday in England.

This hurts me. Because I am so proud to be Northern Irish, and I am so proud of my Irish heritage, and I am even prouder again of the place the people of Northern Ireland have made for themselves in the twenty-one years since the Good Friday Agreement. In a deeply divided Society, I have grown up with friends from any and all political and religious persuasion, with all sorts of views on the very issues that have finally brought you back to work. But I could not have stayed in a nation that places the breaching declared human rights from women, pregnant people and the LGBT community, at a higher importance than such vital public services as the NHS and education.

The NHS is something I care very passionately about. I have worked within it, I have spoken to patients and families about waiting lists that are completely unsustainable and unfair on patients and doctors alike, that are out of our control but certainly not out of yours. I have shadowed doctors, nurses and social workers across disciplines in the NHS, who have been working above and beyond their workloads while you looked on doing nothing. I have even been a patient in the NHS at both a Primary and Secondary Care level and experienced the dedication of these health professionals to their work in a time where the service crumbled around them due to you, your party and your assembly’s ineptitude.

While I gathered all of this work and life experience, while I grew up, while you have been taking an all too conveniently timed furlough from work, and before I fled your shambolic elected office at home, I even managed to change schools. After studying at a rural, Catholic non grammar school for five years, I made the jump to St Louis Grammar in Ballymena. This allowed me to pursue my career in medicine in a way I simply would not have been able to if I had stayed at my previous school. Luckily, I thrived at St Louis, and proudly identify as a St Louis alum, but the fact I had to do this is a disgrace. My school was not sufficiently funded to offer the courses I needed at A-Level. It certainly has the calibre of teachers and students; it gets people into medicine almost every year. But it could not have provided me with the subjects I needed to achieve the future which has become my present. This is not the school’s problem. This is a funding problem. The school, like most other schools across the country, is suffering because it is being inadequately supported by the very executive and assembly that was founded to enable it to thrive. But that doesn’t bother you enough to have you sign a recall petition, now, does it? It is now a full two years since I left that school. Its retention rates are going down, along with its budget. Teachers and their students are suffering. Living, born, children are suffering. But to me, the concerned constituent, it appears the plight of children doesn’t bother you after they’ve left the womb?

As I mentioned previously, I moved to St Louis Grammar, where I thrived. St Louis enabled me to sit A-Level politics where I was taught about the functioning of the assembly, which, in my lower sixth, had ‘only’ been down for nine months. Politics informed me on the issues which mattered to me, and those which have mattered to you and your party, and how deeply different they are.

I was raised in a very nationalist area. I was raised Catholic, though I acknowledge my faith is now lapsed. My entire background is catholic and nationalist, and I am as culturally Irish as it gets. Sectarianism was never an issue for me. I never defined people by what church they went to, or what Nationality they said they were. Northern Irish is British, it’s Irish, it’s both. That is a messy but beautiful thing to me, no one else has a country as demographically exciting as we do. This is why I am so disgusted at the blatant sectarianism informing your actions over the last three years, encompassing the lead up to and the collapse of the institutions, and the rhetoric that has been used about Nationalist politicians and their supporters in the time since. Evidently, I care deeply about politics. But I don’t feel represented by any of you! I know from my a-level that representation is one of your main jobs, the only one of the three functions of your role as an MLA that should continue in the absence of the legislature – don’t worry, I wouldn’t expect you to legislate and scrutinise too, that’d be holding my expectations too high.

St Louis also taught me the power of sectarianism that remains in Northern Ireland today. Ballymena remains a dominantly Protestant town, and St Louis’ is the only Catholic grammar there. This almost trebled my Protestant friends, but also reminded me that not everyone was raised in as anti-sectarian manner as I was. While I went for after class coffees with my friends from other schools in the town, indicating other denominations, we would get sneered at. When I went to study in the central library, in the dominantly unionist side of town, I would be met with sectarian abuse, with everything from ‘educated fucking fenian scum’ to having middle aged men spit on me, simply for wearing my school uniform.

You breed this culture, and you have bred this culture for the last three years, by refusing to speak to your political opponents. Once again, your constituents are suffering. Public relations are suffering, hate crime is on an exponential growth curve and you have done nothing but exacerbate these problems for the entire length of time I have been on the electoral register, and even longer again. You, your whole party, the whole assembly (yes, both sides) should be ashamed.

So why did this not push you back to power sharing? Why were ordinary civilians giving and receiving abuse to each other not enough to encourage you to get back into work? How, in your own conscious, is it acceptable for adults to verbally abuse children for their perceived religion in Northern Ireland in 2018-19?

What it did take to get you back to work was the thought of women and the LGBT+ community gaining rights in line with the rest of the United Kingdom which you hold so dear.

I have detailed in this letter how much Northern Ireland has suffered at the hands of your ineptitude and the institutional sectarianism over the last three years. This doesn’t even begin to describe how much the women of Northern Ireland who have had to travel to access what is, essentially, healthcare, have suffered as a consequence of the law here and of the culture of fear you are perpetuating.

I hope you never know what it is like to experience a crisis pregnancy. I hope you are never raped. I hope you are never a victim of incest. I hope these things never happen to me either. But the fact remains, these things happen. They happen every day to women all over Northern Ireland, and they happen to our sisters in Britain and in the Republic of Ireland too. I just rest easier at night knowing that in the most awful of circumstances, I now live under a jurisdiction that values my bodily autonomy.

There is a reasoned argument against abortion, and I do understand, if disagree, with it. But what I cannot understand is how you place removing this right from the women you were elected to serve at a higher priority than educating their children once they are born or providing those who take care of them with the resources they so desperately need.

This letter doesn’t even begin to detail the plight Northern Ireland’s LGBT+ youth. This is because I have no first-hand experience of this myself, but I have watched friends’ mental health suffer consistently, at the hands of an Executive that fundamentally sees them as inferior. How can we keep letting our children grow up in a society like this? How can you claim to be a Christian while allowing those who you’re supposed to represent to suffer the worst mental health epidemic in Northern Irelands history? How can you speak so horribly of the young people that should be your country’s future, simply for how they identify or who they love?

You do not represent me. Your actions this week have only further confirmed this. You are failing at not only your legislative and scrutiny roles, but now – officially – you are failing at your representative role too.

Yours Sincerely,

Eabha Lynn

Nursery Rhyme Remake.

In March this year I set myself a challenge to try and rewrite traditional nursery rhymes and post a new one daily. Out of the 31 days in March I managed to write 23 “Twisted Rhymes.” Here they all are in one post.

#1 little Miss Muffet 
just couldn’t hack it 
slaving to earn meagre pay 
so she killed the spider 
having taken out a rider 
and lives off the payout to this day

#2 Jack asked Jill 
If she was on the pill 
‘Cos he fancied some hanky panky 
Jill said maybe 
But she preferred the ladies 
Leaving Jack with a meagre hand shandy

#3 Simple Simon 
met an arms salesman 
going to the fair 
said Simple Simon 
to the salesman 
what have you got there 
says the salesman to Simple Simon 
I’ve got semi automatics and armalites 
indeed said Simon they both sound just right 
then he ran off to school 
where he broke all the rules 
still the NRA remained blinkered fools

#4 Old Mother Hubbard 
Just sat there and blubbered 
‘Cos they’d cut her electric off 
She’d not paid the bill 
‘Cos she’s seriously ill 
But social services didn’t give a toss

#5 Ring a ring of roses 
I’ve been diagnosed with psychosis 
Might kill you 
Might kill you 
So you’d better not bring me down

#6 Georgie Porgie pudding and pie Hid in the closet pretending to be shy When the boys came out to play He kissed them all and came out as gay

#7 Ding dong bell 
Trump can go to hell 
Why do I say that 
Because I think he’s a twat 
How the hell did he win 
Cant believe he got voted in 
He’s such idiot to think of that 
Starting a trade war with import tax 
Alienating all his global friends 
At a time when the world’s at risk of its end 
Trump can go to hell

#8 Humpty Dumpty shouldn’t have sat on the wall 
‘cos he wasn’t trained to work at heights at all 
we now eat horses & society’s confused about men 
then Humpty got radicalised and joined an ISIS gang

#9 Doctor Foster went to Gloucester 
To ease the poor people’s pain 
But when he got there 
The NHS didn’t care 
So he went private and 
earned ten times more pay

#10 Hey diddle diddle fat cats on the fiddle 
Politicians just promise you the moon 
The rich they just laugh at homeless scum 
Revolution needs to come about real soon

#11 Mary had a little lamb 
she also had some beef 
but to increase her chance 
of being an octogenarian 
Mary’s now turned to 
being a vegetarian

#12 “Pussy cat pussy cat, where have you been?” 
“I’ve been to Syria to fight the Assad regime” 
“Pussy cat pussy cat, what did you there?” 
“I found that the Western World doesn’t really care"

#13 Pat a cake pat a cake so much spam 
Come fix my filter as fast as you can 
Reboot it and wipe it and set it up clean 
I need see the real messages in this cluttered up screen

#14 Jack is nimble 
Jack is quick 
Jack goes to the gym 
He’s so fit it makes me sick

#15 Jack Sprat ate all the fat, he’s on the Atkins diet you see 
He gave his wife all the carbs, and lost a stone by week three As Jack ate all the meat, his wife became a bit round 
Eating potatoes, rice and bread, she quickly piled on the pounds

#16 Little Jack Horner was a bloody foreigner 
Who in the back of a lorry did hide 
He kept his mouth schtum, ‘til border checks done 
Now illegally in the UK he resides

#17 one two three four five 
once I caught a fish alive 
six seven eight nine ten 
don’t think I’ll do that again 
why do you think that’s so 
because seas’ are so polluted you know 
how can we make it right 
pray the unbelievers will see the light

#18 Mary Mary quite contrary 
Started with a spliff to blow 
Then she popped some pills 
Even though they made her ill 
Now she snorts lines of snow

#19 Wee Willy Winky, runs through the town 
Up streets and down alleyways gunning people down 
People close their windows and all the doors get locked 
Screaming out warnings that’s Willy’s got a Glock

#20 One two, I can’t believe you!! 
Three, four, get up off the floor!! 
Five, six, not another fix?! 
Seven, eight, come on think straight!! 
Nine, ten, you’re injecting again?! 
Eleven, twelve, your life’s from hell!! 
Thirteen, fourteen, you’re also snorting?! 
Fifteen, sixteen, what happened to my sibling?? 
Seventeen, eighteen, he prefers hallucinating!! 
Nineteen, twenty, his life abjectly empty!!

#21 Little Tommy Tucker, sings for his supper, 
But we’ll give him nothing, just leave him in the gutter 
How shall he escape, his sorry wretched life 
We don’t give a shit, he made his own strife

#22 Hush a bye bae, you in the crop top, 
Come smoke some blow, while we listen to classic rock; 
If the bed breaks, we’ll stand against the wall 
Then down you’ll go bae, giving me all

#23 There was an old woman who lived in a shoe 
From her home she’d been evicted, lost all her benefits too 
She had four children but social services took them instead 
No wonder she’s got so many demons running round in her head

DOOMSCROLLING

Rocking and doomscrolling in an Eigenstate, the English Variant is here...All virtue signalling wannabe edgelords,  sleepwalking ’woke’ automatons, fake Christians, Faustian Republicans, corrupt Conservatives and retarding neophobes look away now. Little more than domesticated primates, a majority of larval humanity continues to ignore its astral biology...yes really. ‘Those who control symbols control us’.  And Pavlov dogs do love flags eh? Here is a balanced, mostly unpretentious finite rant for breakfast where the opinion arises from triple checked facts rather than mere emotion.  In God we rust.

Straight off...Disgusted to rage by the English government’s March budget which gives  nurses a ‘pay rise’ equivalent to three pounds fifty pence a week, (which doesn’t even begin to cover the cost of their parking at hospitals) the disdain these arrogant swine feel for truly essential workers is revealed in full. The ‘Heath’ minister explained that times were tight due to Covid...yes Matt, fairly sure the nurses working 18 hours a day had already noticed this in their desperately overworked, overcrowded hospitals. Deeply in debt, Britain plans to borrow 355 billion pounds this year, the highest amount in her history. Corporation tax will possibly increase in 2023, a little late to balance wages elsewhere for nurses etc...And given the previous ten years, highly unlikely it would even be used for such. But it might look good to those brainwashed gimps that STILL plan to vote for this bastardly corrupt party in 2024.

A clip taken in March of an exceptionally long queue for a food bank in London brings it all into sharper focus. The 6th richest economy in the world has the most food banks of any democratic country. Over 2000 in the UK. (Over 900 in Germany.) Hate to come across as a Socialist but The Tories have been in power for ten long years, historically destroying the NHS a bit more each time they hold power. Endlessly subcontracting, pouring money into new unneeded tiers of management, slowing operations down with extra paperwork, voting down pay rises, thus expediting a brain drain of doctors, nurses and surgeons to other countries and private practices...and over the last thirteen months, supplying those who stayed, with mountains of  PPE equipment not fit for purpose. A ‘jolly good show’ handclap every evening on doorsteps doesn’t fecking cut it. Neither do all the rainbows drawn by children put into windows. In fact, Boris, it looks like outright damn cynicism. All the more since your dose of the virus (‘I visited the Covid ward and shook hands with everyone’) was healed by excellent work by the NHS. Mr. Boris ‘No government could have done more’. Johnson...a lot of us are keeping score.

Lord Bethell, (‘Parliamentary under secretary of State for Innovation at the Department of Health and Social Care’) said that nurses are ‘well paid’ for the job they do, reiterating that times are hard; ‘There are millions of people out of work on the back of this epidemic’. Well yes there are. And why? A government which dragged its heels many times after salient scientific advice, prognoses/ projections were given, and allowed three massive social gatherings (384,000 people) to take place for superspreading, as well as conflicting advice about masks, herd immunity and confusion over open borders, schools to return for one day, etc...All of which led to the dire need for total lockdowns and the impossibility to sell or go to work (unless working from home) leading in turn to unpaid rent/bills, evictions, bosses laying off those they cannot afford to pay. And to mention again, the Tories have been the ones in power for ten years...with banking scandals (where chiefs were not punished but the public were twice, once by collapses and once for raised taxes to prop up the greed). The expenses scandal of politicians, massive public service cutbacks, corruption, the smug George Osbourne guiding Britain disgracefully to poverty via austerity, a National Health service being encouraged to disintegrate and’ an oven ready’/tramps breakfast scraps Brexit...and LO!... the coffers are indeed a little empty thanks to all the contracts tossed without oversight to the governments mates without due process, including 37 billion pounds spent on a Test and Trace programme which did not function, 252 million AND 6000 pounds a DAY to ‘consultants (for the essential chimera of PR etc).Chumocracy at highly profitable work.

Over to you Boris, ‘...it is thanks to PRUDENT FISCAL MANGEMENT that we have been able to fight this pandemic in the way that we have.’

Well exactly.

A dishevelled adult leader of a country who cannot even brush his hair or dress himself, a ‘leader’ who missed five vital COBRA meetings about the pandemic, never took in the notes from scientists of advance warnings and blustered his pompous comedy horseshite rather than leading from the front. Father of six or perhaps 7 illegitimate children (does he pay child support? No records). But never mind eh, he is a rum sort of cove. No. Churchill would have him horsewhipped naked and tarred and feathered in Trafalgar Square. But still! When questioned on whether there would be an inquiry into the colossal waste without recompense or standard clauses in contracts of taxpayers’ money raped from the Treasury, Mr Johnson replied that it was ‘NOT IN THE PUBLIC INTEREST’. Really. REALLY? Boris, if you were a catheter, you could not extract more urine than you already do. The clown father of the motherland. BJ said he took ‘full responsibility’ for the massive number of fatalities. But hasn’t resigned.127 thousand covid deaths in UK, leading Europe by 33 thousand.  Well played chaps. 545 thousand USA. China 4636. Yeah RIGHT. Sure.

Once knew a guy who, if you told him something factual, most often replied with ‘Well, it’s the first I’ve heard of it’...meaning anything he had not already been told was automatically false. How did he ever learn new information? Neophobes, their insecurities heavy chains to evolving, seem to rule the world; Good news is they don’t. Bad news is, they know it and are getting ever more desperate the rest of us go down with them in righteous conservatism and counter evolution. ‘Perception does not consist of passive reception of signals but of an active interpretation of signals...active, creative trans-actions’...‘The easier you can predict a message, the less information the message contains’. If a media source etc attempt to relay actual news and it does not fit what is already believed, it is disregarded or worse...GIGO...Garbage In=Garbage Out.

The pandemic is doing great things for the further global rise of populist swine...When the mass public mind is aflame with anger and fear, new bastards step up and old governments impose harder laws. Hungary loses her last independent radio station and Orban rejoices. Brazilian bastid Bolsanaro continues to see his people as expendable inhuman statistics. By their hatred he will burn. 301 thousand dead. Totalitarianism creeps apace via populist chancers, Stalinist fascists, nationalist bullshitters who care far more about their ego than their country. (Hello frog eyed Nigel Farage aka Lord Haw Haw the 2nd.) Speaking of which...Lord Mayor of London wannabe Laurence Fox bought a mask exemption badge online because he didn’t want his pretty face to be unrecognised. Narcissist, who as leader of a new party Reclaim, wants to ‘take back’ Britain from the Woke snowflakes (even while speaking like a laidback Establishment version of them) and end up in Parliament. Good for you luvvie. But now with acting career ended and music career failed, he does look a lot like a pretty poster boy who needs to stay adored and recognises (along with his string pulling financial backers) there is a bandwagon to be jumped on. In 8 years time he (or someone similar in insecure need for others approval to give vent to their sadistic impulses) could be a new type of prime minister and the V for Vendetta pre-scenario will be in full swing. ‘Politicians should wear sponsor jackets like Nascar drivers, then we know who owns them’ Robin Williams via Jonathan Pie. No one from Texas should be allowed to be president...and no one from Eton (or Harrow) should ever be allowed to be Prime Minister. Apart from Churchill.

Sometimes it takes a nightmare to wake one up...an authoritarian dystopia coming soon to a land mass near you...a failed state and a divided kingdom of Mediocre Britain with bad laws for her citizens but great if you are a ‘public servant’ or a friend of those that are. Probably a good thing for Euope that we are an island eh? We turned our back on them and they can cast us adrift like an oil tanker filled with toxic waste. Sunak or Patel next? Will the ‘Elite’ (Ha) allow a person of colour to rise to the depths of Prime Minister? The entire cabinet should be sent to a Chinese prison. Avaricious liars. If you don’t stir the cream it turns into scum.

And speaking of destroying your country from inside....

Oh America... just watched the Idaho mask burning clip in Boise, adults encouraging children to pick up discarded masks, pathogens, all with bare hands and drop into the garbage bin flames...inhaling the formaldehyde smoke... Freedom! End lockdown now! Breathe deeply rednecks. So looking forward to having a black woman president over there. Please be better than all these useless white trash MORONS...Q Onan, the ‘storm’ (in a beer can), the ‘plan’, ‘where we go one, we go all’...right down the toilet of history into the sewers of oblivion. Good riddance to foul rubbish, Believers anxious for orders from ‘Christians’ who are actually serving what they would call ‘Satan’. Ironic on the darkest level, no? LOOK at their faces, into their eyes, naught but greed for power. Two thousand years of inverted truths. ‘Religion’ became consumed by ‘the Devil’. Discuss with yourself after watching the majority of preachers.

The Trumps, Hawley, Cruz, Lindsey Graham, Bannon, the Mercers, Paula White, Stella Immanuel and the Gawd awful Marjorie Taylor Greene should be sent alone, foodless to a small island surrounded by sharks. And filmed for our entertainment. And oh...that dumbass disgusting false idol kitsch gold statue (to celebrate his love of golden rain) of Donald, created via Mexico and China in artistic irony. And, and AND the Republican senators against any background checks for those who want to own guns. (Seven mass killings this year already by armed wankers.) Britain, Europe and America, unions encouraged, persuaded to break apart into hexagram 23 while China and Russia grin. Q seems like a new form of right wing bullshite to rally the dumb against what they perceive to be the ‘left wing’ rebellion of Anonymous. I think Q originated in the Kremlin myself. An electronic baobab seed...

Back to my birthland...New powers of arrest looming for ‘Non Crime Hate Incidents’, and a new police bill of up to ten years prison for silent protest. One almost expects this in (arf) lesser countries with pantomime dictators, but on the septic, excuse me, sceptre’d isle of Britain? An obvious Government first shot reaction against what they know might be coming for their dire mishandling of the pandemic, loss of jobs and no real support for the underlings...Governments ARE afraid of their people, that’s why enough laws are passed (with minimum debate or under cover of smokescreen news events) to ensure all those not wealthy and well connected are in daily risk of being arrested for ‘criminality’. So be sure to be obedient to your ‘public servants’.

Ahh.. enough eh? Apolitically incorrect, radical liberal, fundamentalist atheist, remember the Tar Baby idea Dave, the more you attack something, the more you are attached to it. Let it go brother. The difference between being frozen in stasis and empty with Zen calm. But to paraphrase Robert Anton Wilson, (as I am so often wont to do) thanks to our own programming, when we do not frequently examine and cross check our input we become full of Self Hypnotic Ideational Trance. Dogmas must be only transitory, flow river, flow...

Bells Theorem? Pretty good but this is mostly Jameson’s (with Czech spring water) theorem. In confession, I crave your indulgence, Invoke Often, Repeat repeat repeat, ‘How far is it, if you can think of it?’ Transduction of thoughts into chemicals...surfing the neuropeptides and there you stood on the edge of your feather expecting to die, A skeleton breastfeeding a priest, and if that mocking bird don’t sing, daddy’s gonna break off both its wings. Whoops. The optical illusion of a rainbow halo as beautiful as ‘God on drugs’.  Melancholy melophile, melomaniac and melomaniacal, I am an Audiophile in the paralysis of rapture...Ahh...and now I have obtained an elegant sufficiency, multitasking in five time zones. Left frontal lobe digital (manual) moving to Right frontal lobe analogue non Aristotelian (self controlled). Get it? DNA appears to be a cybernetics information/programming system...but anyway...

Bet there will be a massive increase in the birth rate nine months after most of the world is vaccinated, a surge of relieved masses celebrating in the old fashioned way. All those who died will be ‘replaced’ at double pumping speed. The idea that the vaccine contains the ‘Establishment’s’ nanobots seems unlikely...how on Earth would at least ONE person in the know, not spill the (genetically modified) beans? And those wondrous illogical conspiracy theories that Covid was triggered deliberately via 5G mast networks by a satanic paedophile elite will fade for a while. Until the ‘Christian’evangelical (evil angels) right wing restart their crazed rambling about the Illuminati/Freemasons again. For the record, my own feeling is that any group which had Leonardo da Vinci, Goethe, Beethoven, Sir Issac Newton, Washington, Mark Twain, Churchill, Oscar Wilde, Jefferson etc as members, seems like a fairly cool and worthwhile group for humanity to learn from. Is it because Lucifer was the Light Bringer that they conflate illumination with evil? How very aware of them. Arf. Paranoid magicians live longer. Speaking of witch...’Nothing is, nothing becomes, nothing is not’. A.C. The Book of Lies. Be aware, not woke. Look for the hunchback (?) behind the soldier (!)...‘You can empty infinity from it and infinity still remains’.

‘The data may not contain the answer. The combination of some data and an aching desire for an answer does not ensure that a reasonable answer can be extracted from a given body of data.’

Ever see Interstellar? Love that film. Elon Musk should just select 100 people, blast off and leave the rest of us to burn. As psychologists would call it, most of humanity is indeed still at the larval stage. Most of us stay on ‘the fourth circuit’ all life and rip at anyone who goes beyond or tries to. Christ would be murdered again, that’s why Buddha avoided crowds. Release and receive...channel.

‘Truth, truth, truth! crieth the Lord of the Abyss of Hallucinations...’

Paradise in a scientific quantum possibility...A dimension where the ‘soul’/ recorded/imprinted memory continues in  ‘A quite specific electromagnetic-gravitational field in which mind can manifest without organic bodies’. As all ‘reality’ is subjective, and an individual life most likely takes up a mere byte in a terabyte (trillion bytes). Personal Heavens, the way YOU design and chose. Dream and imagine possibilities now...much Love forever from Anon of Ibid

Growing numbers of hospitals are struggling to cope with the onset of the NHS’s winter crisis, with one A&E doctor apologising to patients for the “third world conditions” in his overcrowded unit.

It shouldn't be him apologising, it should be the tory scum and private firms who run this shite

It feels like two weeks ago we were in negotiations to sell the NHS to Trump - literally the worst human scum to ever set foot on the earth - and now Boris is like "well, they saved my life, they can have a decent pay. As a treat :)" and then fucked off.

When I was IP the staff had to wear those masks you bitch about for a 20 minute trip to the grocery store for 12 hours a day.

Black people are being literally, old- time lynched over in America. Over here EDL (English Defense League, a racist organisation) are defending statues of men that defended everything they stand against because they don't know shit. Everyone is a cunt.

And all the NHS workers who are having to don horrible masks for 12 hour shifts to care for dickbags like you who didn't wear a facemasks because it was "against your (((stupid))) beliefs" and you're giving them shit for not taking precautions?

Fuck off. You're a fucking idiot, and you don't deserve me wasting a text post on you. Praise the doctors and shut your goddn mouth. And wear a fucking mask, cos this isn't about you, Karen.

My appointment was cancelled due to nurses striking. Now that they have paused the strikes, they’ve basically cancelled it for no reason.

It just feels sus. Like they’ve done it on purpose. I don’t know if this is true, but just feels like something done on purpose.

I have no trust in the NHS. I can’t trust them, I never will again.

They fob me off constantly. Leave me to deal with everything on my own.

Proud of yourselves Brexiteers? Prime idiots!

By Stanley Collymore   A lot of people in their 60s, 70s and 80s are effectively letting their general ailments really get a lot worse by not wanting to be a burden because very obviously many doctors can’t, or just won’t see them in a responsible time, if significantly, at all. Frankly, the very current NHS system overall with markedly a few notable, and obvious outstandingly commendable exceptions, like the East Surrey Hospital and crucially it’s A & E Department, discernibly, aren’t fit for purpose and likewise too, phenomenal numbers of GP surgeries. As sadly, bureaucracy and politics have both purposely and rather odiously, egregiously and clearly self-servingly ruined the once naturally, undoubtedly excellent and outstandingly too British National Health Service.   Quite plainly, successively UK governments have had one goal only where the NHS is concerned; and that is to basically deliberately let it fail. For essentially this vile Cabal of wasters, callously and most avariciously clearly want the identical system as pertains in the USA to effectively be installed and also universally implanted, in Britain; where all these obviously grasping clandestinely, but really discernibly financially avaricious politicians will individually stand to basically make millions in the financial markets, effectually at the dear expense of the British public if and rather likely when, the British NHS does evidently become undeniably privatized. And so, these disingenuous, and utterly dishonest bastards and bitches that you persistently and idiotically send to Westminster and literally thus have sitting in the House of Commons, as your local, chosen MPs will very intentionally make things so bad that even you their dozy pillocks, more like than not, obviously out of desperation, will eventually vote for the NHS’s privitization! Quite idiotic Britain! (C) Stanley V. Collymore 7 March 2023. Author's Remarks: Neither the Russians, the Chinese nor the North Koreans essentially need to nuke Britain and turn it into a veritable wasteland as doing so would obviously, on their part be an overkill really and basically also an absolute waste of costly thermonuclear ammunition in the present circumstances, even though ridding the world and decent humanity of the surfeit of toxically verminous scum that infest Britain would be quite plausible and likewise a commendable action and good thing. But self-evidently the white Karens: pre and post-menopausal slappers, dimwittedly in tandem with their likeminded azoospermiac and routinely cuckolded Gammons ably assisted by these Karens multiple bastard offspring are themselves doing an excellent job of propitiously causing Britain to self-implode!

The NHS hates me because I stick up for myself and stand my ground…

I think they hate me because unlike all their other victims I actually stand my ground and don’t let their shitty behaviour go ahead.

Doctors and nurses of the NHS like to feel superior to us normal people. So when someone comes in and ruins that for them and doesn’t let them get away with it they feel the need to react and treat that person like shit. Even if that means damaging their mental health and physical health in the long run.

Since I began getting ill from diabetes (that I pretty much diagnosed myself with before any of them knew I had it) they’ve hated me. Why? Because I don’t let them get away with treating me like shit.

I’m not going to be another statistic to them. They’ve killed so many people, and just either used covid as cause of death or something else. They play gods with peoples lives. They think they are superior because they’re in the medical field. Well they’re not.

It’s about time people started sticking up for themselves against this organisation. Because if they don’t, they’ll probably end up dead. If they can’t get their way they will do all that’s in their power to make you end your life and then won’t take responsibility when people come looking for answers.

Granted there are some doctors and nurses out there that are decent people, and actually have compassion for their patients but the majority of them don’t.

Addenbrooke’s Hospital is the worst hospital. And yeah I don’t care if I have just basically told someone where I live. You don’t know where abouts I live but you know it’s in the vicinity.

I don’t care. People need to start avoiding this hospital because they will kill you eventually.

My grandad got took of his blood thinning medication for “surgery”. Ended up back in hospital with a blood clot and kept having strokes. The NHS done that to him. They killed him. He didn’t do anything to them. He was just costing more money for them.

I’ve noticed the ones who cost the NHS more money, they hate. They don’t want to help you. They’ve tried killing me without success. The blood glucose IV given to a type one diabetic?? The “forgotten” covid jab (they gave my mum hers first and she hasn’t even got an underlying illness and was under 50.)?? The forgotten appointments?? So many times they could of killed me. They hate me for surviving. They hate that I know their games.

The NHS don’t care about you, they only look out for themselves. They have no care for their patients. They refuse to help.

I had to beg for 6 years to get help with my diabetes. Did they help? No. Now I’m registered sight impaired, with a risk of going blind. I was suppose to have a 4 month review in March, did they do that? No. Am I still waiting for an appointment several weeks after calling them? Yes. Did they tell me that I hadn’t been forgotten? Yes.

Everything I say proves that they don’t care. But it’s up to everyone else to make that decision. I can’t make it for you.

Socialism in Britain is inevitable

Socialism in this nation is coming. Most would agree that the NHS is the best work a government has ever done in peacetime, and most of them would argue the same in wartime too. People all over the world like the security that something like this brings, they like the fact that our healthcare isn’t run for profit. In actual fact, if you ask almost anybody that doesn’t identify plainly as a right winger - for instance, a working class voter, a swing voter, a normal person - they will disagree with the majority of not just tory policies, but capitalist cornerstones too. Ask them if you believe everything should be run for the profit motive (be fair on both sides of the aisle, business and corporations, as well as healthcare, prisons and emergency services) and most of them will tell you that they don’t - most would agree that they wish business would be about helping people, but they never expect it to be and understand why it isn’t (because they aren’t aware of the very real opposition to this), and they would also likely tell you that they don’t think healthcare, emergency services etc should be run for profit. However, when you ask them ‘do you think labour should nationalise this service?’ they’ll tell you ‘Of course not!’ - but why? Well, for one, we’re using the wrong words. Tell these people straight, don’t use ‘nationalise’ and ‘privatise’ because it sounds too political, too far from our normal world, too unrealistic. Tell them ‘the tory plans with the NHS are to sell off parts of it which would be a huge step towards an American healthcare system, they’ll be putting a very high price on our lives because we’ll have to pay for our healthcare, and insurance companies often don’t wish to pay out and sometimes prefer their customers to die’. Don’t tell them ‘the tories are going to privatise the NHS’ because it means nothing. What’s my point in all this? The people want what Labour is offering right now, but they don’t know that Labour are offering it. 

Before I finish, I’d like to congratulate countless people under the age of 40, I am 18 and that was my first ballot vote - I stayed around all day helping friends vote who weren’t sure what to do, I had a drink at the pub and then I went to count votes at 10pm, at 2am I left the centre and met a couple of friends at one of their houses where we stayed until 6am when we knew what was happening, before driving home and going to bed knowing that we had just destroyed the hopes of the tory party, and killed Blair’s new-labour side to the party. We are a people of hope, we voted for change because people like us walk down the streets and see homeless people and feel ourselves fill with anger. My grandparents generation shout at them. People my age see wealth inequality get worse and worse and I have to bite my tongue because I just want it to end. My grandparents generation let that happen. My generation has ignored the media and the tory spin doctors, we look for alternative sources to get the straight truth, we aren’t satisfied with what Murdoch tells us. My grandparents generation let that man do what he is doing, and he is running scared now.  All of Murdoch’s hard work to stay fat and happy? Useless. When the first exit poll came out he stormed out of the party he was attending. A political revolution is taking place, and we have ourselves to thank. If your grandparents, like mine, voted with you on June 8th, make it known to them that they deserve a lot of respect for going against the tide and voting for a better future.

The tories, last night, voted against Labour’s amendment bill. An MP local to me voted against this amendment - Mike Penning. A former fire fighter. He voted against a bill that would help fire fighters so much. They are thieves and they are scum, and we as a nation are waking up to that. Let’s do this.

To those that answer phones in places like NHS-funded GP surgeries

Please don't assume that the person on the other end is neurotypical, or that they have called you before, or that they're asking for an appointment to get medication they could get without one. First time I've had to call up a GP surgery to find out if I could get an appointment as, to get a repeat prescription of one of the medications I take, I have always previously needed to see a doctor. I probably should have called to make an appointment last week, to make sure I could get one, but I've literally been too scared to call for the very reason I'm now shaking. I have Asperger's Syndrome, diagnosed when I was 6 years old, am terrible at verbal communication, have Social Anxiety, also medically diagnosed, and am unfortunately terrified of receiving phone calls, let alone making them, amongst other "basic things" most humans are expected to be able to do. So when I ring and ask if you have any appointments available for the rest of the week, and you tell me you don't "unless it's an emergency", if I then say "it sort of is, I'm about to run out of medication" please do me the courtesy of letting me finish telling you that I literally need it to so much as be able to leave the house in the morning, rather than immediately shooting me down with the line "well we don't consider needing medication an emergency" because that makes me feel like scum, when I already feel bad enough that I have to take appointment time to get repeats issued in the first place. Telling me about the option for emailing to request prescriptions barely helps, particularly when you also tell me that all I need to send is my name and DOB, when I'd have assumed you might need me to also send some kind of reference code for the different medications which - neither working in a pharmacy and/or having a perfect memory - I do not know, so all I can do is write the names and doses, wait 48 hours, turn up at the pharmacy next door and hope to god my medication is there when I arrive, since your automated reply tells me that you "don't reply to these emails" AFTER I was stupid enough to append "please let me know if I need to send more information or if I still need an appointment to get these" to what I sent. Even then, of course, when I turn up at the pharmacy I'm praying (somewhat pointlessly, since if there is a god it's pretty clear they abandoned my ass a long time ago) that I won't get some snarky fuck tell me I "should've done X" or "just phoned Y" because GOOD, Y'KNOW, MAYBE SOMEONE SHOULD HAVE TOLD ME THAT, I'M NEW HERE AND TO DOING THIS AT ALL, THANKS I completely understand that some people take the piss with this kind of thing, using appointment time to get ibuprofen they could just buy in any high street drugstore for their mild headache, or calling up to ask something everyone is told the first time they visit the surgery, but there's a distinction here; I ALWAYS needed to have an appointment to recheck mine with my previous GP and I can't imagine I'm the only patient you have that does. You might even just be having a shitty day, and frankly I can't say I blame you for being in an awful mood, but please don't take it out on any patient that happens to ring up asking what to you might seem like a daft question. Oh well, guess I just need to get ready for the impending trough of depression over the weekend if I don't get it.

Yeah man, so that isn’t the only blog I am going to do today. I NEED to talk about I, Daniel Blake a film I saw last night. I mean like, what the fuck man! I want to kick off, I want to throw shit and scream at the absolute fucking injustice of the benefits system. People are DYING! Real life people in OUR country are dying because of the benefits system that OUR government has put in place. How is this allowed and how are so many people in this country blind to what is really going on?!

Yes, I am aware the film was fiction but it was based on true stories, from real Daniel Blake’s. Our local Unite community branch do a protest outside of the job centre every week and they have collected heartbreaking stories on mass. There were stories posted on the films Facebook site that just sound so awfully unfair to be true, yet they are.

Food banks are at record highs! People cannot afford to buy food to feed their families or even just themselves. In the film we saw a mother go without food for days to make sure her children were fed and then in the end driven to such hunger she ate a tin of food with her hands in the middle of a food bank! This is happening, people are starving under our very noses and where is the publicity? Where is the public outcry?

I cannot even begin to fathom the points system that the Department of Work and Pensions uses in their assessment to deem somebody fit for work. How can it be that if a doctor tells you not to return to work as you are not well enough that an assessment carried out by a government hired healthcare professional can tell you otherwise? If your doctor says you are not fit to return to work then that should be the end of it.

Sanctions as well... oh god, those awful punishments put in place against those who are receiving benefits. Oh, you’re one minute late? No benefits for 4 weeks, would you like a referral to a food bank? Goodbye. It is a robotic system with not one ounce of human compassion built in. We are literally treating our citizens like they are the scum of the Earth, our government are letting them live in poverty, just like they are letting the NHS go down.

We need to do something about this. Our people need us, now more than ever. We need to stand together and truly rebuild the communities amongst us that were once so strong. You will never know how much a little bit of kindness towards somebody can help them. We need to be heard, we are people; we are citizens of the United Kingdom that demand to be treated with respect and we will not rest while our people are being treated like this. Never give up the fight.

I've lost ALL RESPECT for doctors and them as a profession!

I've lost ALL respect for people who work for the SCUMMY NHS as a a whole!

My complaint result came through, and it's just FULL OF LIES! Every sentence, every paragraph is just lie after lie after lie!

Are you all that scared of losing your jobs, that you'd lie to protect your own backs? And not care about the psychological and emotional stress it causes me?

Why do you not care about this?? YOU ARE A DOCTOR! YOU ARE SUPPOSE TO HELP PEOPLE WITH THEIR MENTAL WELLBEING, NOT BE THE FUCKING CAUSE OF THEIR EMOTIONAL DISTRESS!

You've fucked up! You have gone too far. You COULD HAVE just told the truth! Just took responsibility! You could have just said "Yeah, I did this and I apologise and realise how it looks, but I take accountability, I am sorry for what this caused you." How hard is that to do?

It proves my point, that the NHS is full of MANIPULATIVE, LYING CUNTS they really are!

This is EXACTLY why, murderers within the NHS (Harold Shipman, Beverley Allitt), think they can get away with murdering their patients! And I 100% believe that Lucy Letby is telling the truth, that she didn't murder anyone. I may be wrong, I may 100% be wrong, she may have killed those babies in her care, but I believe some doctors use nurses as scapegoats, so they can continue what they are doing (after a calling off period, obviously).

They just lie, to save their own fucking backs! From now on, I am going to be looking into private healthcare, I can't use the NHS anymore.

They have made me look like a LIAR! They have made me look like I am STUPID!

I AM NOT A LIAR! I AM NOT FUCKING STUPID!

I was there when they did this SHIT! I WAS THERE WHEN THE DOCTOR SAT ON MY FUCKING BED AND TOLD ME I WAS GOING TO DIE! I WAS THERE WHEN MY GASTRO DOCTOR LOOKED UP MY CONDITION ON GOOGLE, I WAS THERE WHEN HE ALSO TOLD ME I DIDNT HAVE DIABETES!

And not only me! My own mum! Yes she might have been and still is abusive, but she WAS THERE! She witnessed everything. Apart from the hospital bed and the doctor sitting on it, that was all me.

But all the doctor said, was that, he came in my room at 00:33 and “told me the risks” which he didn’t!

He sat on my fucking bed and I woke up at midnight! It was nearly 00:40 when he left! I woke up at MIDNIGHT to him on my bed, then he proceeded to tell me that I would die if I didn’t have the fucking catheter back in. I told him to FUCK OFF and rightly so! Why wouldn’t I react that way? If that doctor had looked at my medical record or even tried to, he would see about my sexual abuse! When I was 7.

Of course I have issues with men! I never had denied that. I have issues with men, and especially male doctors. And I DO NOT deny any of that. It may be a wrong. And judgemental. But HE sat on my bed? What was I suppose to do? React as a normal thinking person? It was midnight.

The only thing I did to that man, was tell him to fuck off because I did not want him on my bed! I was having flashbacks in that moment of my brother sexually abusing me and yes I reacted irrationally, but again it was midnight, I had only just got to sleep due to nurses checking my blood sugars every hour. They let me sleep for a while before they checked again (which I was thankful for and those nurses, I could not fault them whatsoever)!

But that man, lied? Why? Why did he lie? Did he try to do something? Did he think about something and thought not to bother? Why? Why would you lie? You admitted you came into my room at midnight