#MY FUCKING JESUS
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A Malena tem algum tipo de dupla personalidade?
Estou pensando nisso ainda...
Primeira personalidade[Malena]
• Malena é uma mulher marcada pela tristeza e pela raiva, sempre carregando o peso das atrocidades que cometeu/comete no passado/presente como proxy do Slenderman.
• Ela tem uma profunda aversão ao Slenderman, responsável pela tragédia que devastou sua vida e a transformou em uma serva, obrigando-a a fazer coisas que ela nunca na vida faria.
• Apesar de sua raiva intensa, Malena é uma pessoa de bom coração, que deseja se redimir e encontrar paz de vez enquando no seu trabalho maluco.
• Ela carrega consigo um constante sentimento de remorso pelas vidas que tirou e pelos horrores que testemunhou.
• Malena é compassiva e empática, tendo um instinto materno e sendo um ombro amigo para aqueles que precisam de apoio.
• Ela anseia por uma vida normal, mas sabe que seu passado e seu trabalho a assombrará para sempre.
• Quando se trata de matar pessoas, Malena sente uma repulsa profunda, especialmente quando envolve crianças. Porém, ela sempre se vê incapaz de realizar esses atos, seja por sua aversão pessoal ou pelo medo de enfrentar as consequências. Nessas situações, é quando a segunda personalidade, "Black", assume o controle, forçando Malena a realizar os trabalhos que ela mesma não consegue executar devido à sua aversão e compaixão.
Segunda personalidade[Black]
• "Black" é como uma força interior que assume o controle quando Malena se recusa a realizar os trabalhos designados pelo Slenderman, especialmente quando envolve matar pessoas. Ela age dessa forma apenas para evitar a punição ou a morte nas mãos do Slenderman.
• Embora ela não goste do trabalho e o faça apenas para sobreviver, Black é determinada e resoluta em sua abordagem. Ela não hesita em tomar medidas extremas quando necessário para garantir sua própria sobrevivência.
• Quando Malena hesita ou se recusa a agir, Black assume o controle, empurrando Malena para o lado e tomando controle de suas ações.
• Black é firme e inflexível em sua determinação de sobreviver, mesmo que isso signifique realizar tarefas desagradáveis ou perigosas.
• Ela vê Malena como uma fraqueza a ser superada e está disposta a fazer o que for preciso para garantir sua própria segurança, mesmo que isso signifique agir contra a vontade de Malena.
Extra:
Black fala várias coisas pra malena, dizendo que ela é fraca, porque mesmo que Black não goste do que faz, ela gosta de fazer piadas assim, porque ela vê malena como uma mulher fraca e inútil, que não consegue fazer nada e não está determinada a viver, ela tem nojo de como Malena só queria adormecer para sempre.
Bônus: Malena vê oque a Black faz, é como se ela estivesse a acompanhando sempre, isso é uma "brincadeirinha" do Operador, pra que ela seja mais ainda atormentada, Black também vê as coisas que malena faz, e é quando ela faz as piadinhas sem graça dela. Mas na hora em que malena não está no controle, ela só observa, tudo oque ela fala, Black não escuta.
#creepypasta#slenderverse#creepypasta oc#slender proxy#slenderman#black tears#proxy#send me asks#please ask me questions#ask anything#send asks#ask#ask creepypasta#ask characters#creepypasta ask blog#new creepypasta#creepypasta fandom#fandom creepypasta#MY FUCKING JESUS#SOMEONE ASKED ME AN ASK
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why is religious Christmas imagery all so joyful and pleasant? where is the inherent horror of the birth of Christ? A mother is handed her newborn child, wailing and innocent. Her hands come away sticky. Red. Simply by giving her son life she has already killed him. He is doomed from the beginning. Her love will not save him from suffering. Because the thing cradled in her arms is not a baby, it is a sacrifice: born amongst the other bleating animals whose blood will one day be spilled in the name of what demands it. the night is silent with anticipation. Mary, did you know? That your womb was also a grave?
#instant conversation enders for my multiple youth pastor cousins#don’t say it (I’m gonna say it)#The Child is The Price#but i mean come on#as someone who isn't actually even christian the real-life historical version of this is still cursed as fuck#i mean we know that jesus was a person who existed. whatever circumstances he was born in#its terrifyingly ominous to imagine being so unaware of the affect your child will have on the future of humanity#time itself will one day be counted around your birth of him#and all because he will suffer an excruciatingly painful death that you will not be able to prevent#not only that. but regardless of his or your intentions#regardless of whether there is a god#for millenea unfathomable millions will have blood spilled and will spill blood in his name#atrocities will be committed that you cannot even conceive of#and all on his and your behalf#you love your child. its beautiful. but there's horror in what you've done. because everyone else will love him too#and what's more dangerous than that?
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Spotted this in a second hand bookshop and the whiplash I felt was so strong that I think I’ve discovered another 12 stages of grief
#had a tumblr moment out in the wild#goncharov#it sent me into shock#plus it was under ‘collectibles’#started questioning my own sanity Jesus Christ I started wondering if someone on here had fucking narrated it and it had somehow reached#this tiny little village shop#the book itself is oblomov by Ivan goncharov btw
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NUMBER ONE?! NUMBER FUCKING O N E?! ON TUMBLR?! T U M B L R ? !
#Jesus Christ man#Kendrick Lamar#Drake#drizzy drake#diss track#like what even. I was shocked when it was at 9th but number 1? number 1 on the lgbt fandom obsessed site where we listen to mcr Radiohead#lemon demon tv girl girl in red k-pop and all of that shit but it’s Kendrick who trends no 1. what FUCKING reality. What reality man…#like that#euphoria#6:16 in la#meet the grahams#not like us#rap#ive also just noticed that my post is one of the headliner ones lmfao (fourth one in)
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goku is the best character ever made actually
#dragon ball#feenie posts#feenie reads dragon ball#goku my fucking beloved. jesus christ#there is so much love in my heart#he may just be my favourite character of all time. he's definitely in the top 5
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rebound ship
(one youtube video was recommended to me and then i read fic for like 4 days)
#jeeves and wooster#bertie wooster#reginald jeeves#jooster#idk how the fuck younger hugh laurie's face works jesus#i need to ham up the baby blues a bit but i just wanted to scribble them both fast to get it out of my system
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do you guys ever think about that time she said her backstory was that she was only partially zombiefied and was fully conscious mentally while she ate and killed her family. and that she was a princess. i do alot.
#hermitaday#zombiecleo fanart#zombiecleo#hermitcraft fanart#hermitblr#my art#cw cannibalism#cannibalism#no but seriously. i know it was her wow character lore but what a fucked up concept for a sensation that is#being in like. cutscene mode watching yourself murder your family. jesus christ man#no wonder she's so messed up like. wow#please take this as an apology after my unhinged ramble post the other day on my sideblog abt why i wanted to put cleo in a shredder#i still do btw. i don't take back anything i said but like. sorry. you're cool cleo
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i cant get over the ball being so CLEARLY all for crowley i can't get over aziraphale trying to woo him with a WHOLE FUCKING BALL because that's what he knows that's what romance IS for him because he's been wanting to dance with crowley ever since dancing was invented and he's so stuck in time with the way he dresses and talks and he still thinks a dance is the high of romance AND HE MADE A WHOLE ENTIRE FUCKING BALL FOR CROWLEY JUST SO HE COULD DANCE WITH HIM like now it's so fucking obvious he gave away his BOOKS without a second thought and it was all for crowley he organised a whole JANE AUSTEN THEME BALL just so he could have an excuse to finally dance with the love of his life and i can't get over this i'm shaking my fists and pacing up and down he did not give a single fuck about anything other than dancing with crowley and HE BARELY TOUCHED OTHER PEOPLE'S HANDS WHILE HIS WHOLE FUCKING PALM WAS PRESSED TO CROWLEY'S AND i need to lie down
#im actually not okay im never getting over this#this was actually the most romantic thing to ever happen on television prove me wrong you can't#no because he spent CENTURIES reading about and witnessing and orchestring romances and he's been wanting to living in them WITH CROWLEY al#this fucking time and crowley rescuing his books was the most romantic thing that ever happened to him and in return HE GAVE AWAY THE BOOKS#HE LOVES SO FUCKING MUCH FOR CROWLEY AND OH GOD OH JESUS#how am i still not normal about this show im literally box breathing and my heart is fucking POUNDING from a SHOW i cant i just cant#i need psychiatric help#good omens#good omens s2#azicrow#crowley#aziraphale#aziracrow#ineffable spouses#good omens season 2#ineffable husbands#go s2
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random assorted frames part 2
#hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel lucifer#alastor#lucifer morningstar#sir pentious#hazbin hotel husk#angel dust#hazbin hotel angel dust#angel dust hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel sir pentious#sir pentious hazbin hotel#alastor hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel alastor#husk hazbin hotel#lucifer hazbin hotel#niffty#my hazbin pics#hazbin hotel niffty#niffty hazbin hotel#my screenshots#jesus fucking christ#i know theres a limit of how many tags u can add which will show up#i feel like ive met that#theres so many tags so many characters#realistically i didnt even need to tag that much
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So there's this AU,
#art#scribbles#tmnt#tmnt au#tmnt original iteration#tmta#teenage mutant ninja turtles#tmnt au leo#tmnt au raph#tmnt au donnie#tmnt au mikey#leo#raph#donnie#mikey#This post was originally saved to my drafts in October 2023. Jesus fucking christ#Gonna post all the stuff I have in my drafts at once so you'll have to check the other posts for more up to date stuff#These designs are semi-outdated at this point too but whatever. I don't draw stuff consistently anyway#The stuff in Donnie's belt is changeable. He basically stuffs whatever he might need in there#Also he is freakishly tall compared to the others and nobody lets him forget it#There's no good reason either the others just missed out on the Tall Genes(tm)#Mikey's bandages/tape are also interchangable but he's always got some on Somewhere#He's not careful#Finally Leo and Raph are non-identical twins#Leo was born first but they're both considered the oldest#Oh wait also little fun fact#Shelly is Leo's pet turtle who gets inherited by Karai
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The next logical step after drawing them all in dresses
(edit: I swear if one more person says anything about horror I'm deleting this)
#cross is there too#he doesn't get to wear a dress because he's not in the polycule#fuck you#utmv#undertale#sans#undertale au#sans au#ink sans#ink!sans#dream!sans#dream sans#swap!sans#swap sans#nightmare!sans#nightmare sans#killer!sans#killer sans#dust!sans#dust sans#horror!sans#horror sans#cross!sans#cross sans#jesus fucking christ#my art#1k#2k
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he really looked like he was gonna vomit tho,,,
#been unmotivated to draw cod stuff lately so i watched some Gaz cutscenes from MW2019 and MWII#i was INSTANTLY in love again. i was kicking my feet. jESUS FUCKING CHRIST GAZ............ (i liked seeing him angy..)#also made me realize i've been drawing his hair wrong.. so imma correct that now SHASHAHSA#my art#2024#call of duty#cod#call of duty: modern warfare#call of duty: modern warfare ii#call of duty: modern warfare iii#cod mw#cod mwii#cod mwiii#modern warfare#gaz cod#kyle gaz garrick#kyle garrick#art#fanart#digital art#digital drawing#sketch#doodle#video games
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one of the worst things in the world is that feeling unloveable can (and will) make you act in ways that reinforces itself. I feel unloveable so I don’t respond to messages so people reach out less so I feel unloveable. one of the hardest things in the world is fighting back the brain demons long enough to break the cycle
#my best friend doesn’t have tumblr but I am mentally sending him so many apologies right now jesus fuckkkkkkk#I feel so fucking awful rn#I went and watched taskmaster and that distracted me a bir#but literally. suicidal thoughts out of nowhere. urge to drink out of nowhere#it’s like. 8:15pm and I’m thinking of just going to bed now#only way to get my brain to shut up#I have such a busy weekend ahead as well#godddddd I want to enter hermit mode so bas#I’m not gonna do anything stupid don’t worry#but I sure Feel Like Doing It
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meg baby, I promise we’ll all look the other way if you decide to strangle that chimera ant built bitch. I promise we won’t say nothing.
#nicki got to be one of the nastiest bitches I’ve ever seen in my life#you ain’t had a fucking hit in 10 yrs good enough to act the way you do#it’s crazy it took her being so vile to meg for ppl to get it#it’s always ‘protect blk women’ w/her until it’s somebody she don’t like lmao#and her only beef with her is that she collabed with cardi#the only one who stuck by her side mind you so ofc she#she’s been terrible and I remember back in 2017 when ppl jumped me for ‘defending a Latina woman’ over her#the same bitch that co opted a hashtag meant for missing and murdered blk women for her own bullshit#while cardi was using her platform to speak up for breonna Taylor and police brutality? oh okay#she’s a nasty witch and her karma will come#rap beef aside#‘how you got 3 Grammys and can’t stay on beat?’#how are you the supposed queen and been rapping since Jesus was in Jerusalem but have zero?#bringing up her dead mother..you deserve to rot#cherry chats 🍒#I’m so happy cardi no longer feeds into her bullshit and lets her stupid ass talk to the wall#all the new girls are outshining her and I’m so glad they don’t have to grovel to her#the fact that these girls just came out and are her competition says more abt nicki than it does Meg cardi latto or anybody else#her peers should be missy kim queen latifah etc#and yet she’s linking up with 23 year olds and beefing with girls 20 years her junior#guess that predator spirit run in the family huh
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four kids and an ai play a game more at 10
#homestuck#turnabout au#homestuck turnabout#dirk strider#jane crocker#roxy lalonde#jake english#lil hal#hal strider#*crawls out of my depression(tm) hole* merry fucking christmas everyone#i am in fact alive and well sorry for dipping for like *checks notes* half a year jesus christ#i am very sorry
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PERCEVAL THE UNHAPPY, THE MISERABLE, THE UNFORTUNATE, THE FISHER KING!
Perceval, de Troyes (trans. Burton Raffel)
ALRIGHT alright. so previously I did an illustration that explained the premise of all this, that it's inspired by the narrative choices that Bresson made in his film Lancelot du Lac etc
to dive in more into it (because this is something like derivative fiction. I'm putting concepts into a blender and seeing what comes out of it): the setting is haunted by the previously existing narratives that started cannibalizing each other until it regurgitates itself into the more well known narrative beats, and something else about the invasive rot of christianity and empire mythmaking into settings. it's an intertextual haunting, if you will! and this scene takes place during the grail quest narrative, but the temptation of Perceval plays out differently.
in both Chretien (and Wolfram's) Perceval narratives, what 'wakes' Perceval up (in more ways than one. desire and self actualization in one go!) is seeing knights, something his mother tried hard to keep him from. so instead of the temptation of lust & etc in the Morte narrative taking the form of a lady, it takes the form of a knight. the temptation to renounce one's faith to serve something else remains.
so Perceval still stabs himself, but instead of continuing on the grail quest in the shadow of Galahad, he becomes the narrative's Fisher King because his earlier state of being as a the grail quest hero is creeping back into his marrow. it was waiting for an opening, and stabbing yourself in the thigh is one hell of a parallel!!!
that wound isn't going to heal buddy, and the state of the setting will now be reflected on your body. sure hope that Arthur hasn't like. corrupted the justice of the land or anything. that sure would suck for your overall health.
all the red in this sequence is because in de Troyes' Perceval, Perceval takes the armor of the Red Knight and becomes known as the Knight in Red.
and now for the citations, which I will try to order in a way that makes sense!
Seeing Knights For The First Time
Perceval, de Troyes (trans. Burton Raffel)
The Temptation of Perceval
Le Morte Darthur, Mallory (modernized by Baines)
The Fisher King, and Perceval The Unfortunate
Perceval, de Troyes (trans. Burton Raffel)
On Perceval and Gender, etc.
Clothes Make The Man: Parzival Dressed and Undressed, Michael D. Amey
On Wounds
Wounded Masculinity: Injury and Gender in Sir Thomas Malory's Le Morte Darthur, Kenneth Hodges
The Red Knight
Perceval, de Troyes (trans. Burton Raffel)
On Arthur and the Corruption of Justice
The Failure of Justice, the Failure of Arthur, L.K. Bedwell
#long post#GOD IS IT A LONG POST#i am so so sorry for that.#knights knights knights!#komiks tag#blood cw#if it wasn't clear: i dislike galahad so much. he represents so much i cant stand and worst of all he ROBBED MY MAN#OF HIS NARRATIVE#but like. what's christianity but theft acting uwu innocent about all the shit they did tbqh#fucking. la croix jesus christ over here.#sir perceval
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