Ratchet 😳

PAIN

one day I will be proficient enough with LaTeX that it will not take me 2 hours to type out 10 homework problems without solutions. today is not that day :(

Hey perse! I just discovered your blog and I really like your works! The sleepy MC was super relatable, and I was wondering if you could write some HCs about insomniac MC? It’s rough out here 🥱 looking forward to what you write next :D

AAAA THANK YOU I’M SO GLAD YOU LIKE MY STUFF!! <333 Sorry to hear you’re struggling, insomnia literally sucks so hard. D:<

Hope I did your request justice, here you go~

Insomnia sucks, but do not dread! Demons do not need as much sleep as humans, which means they can devote plenty of time to helping you fall asleep instead!

The first thing Lucifer notices is the delayed reflexes and clumsiness. He originally thinks it’s just because you’re a human. Then he notices that you're quite frustrated with it which confuses him, because if that's the standard for humans then surely you'd be used to it, right? Still, he decides to observe you for a little while, before he confronts you.

It all collides one morning, when you drop your cup of coffee and burn your wrist, causing you to wince. Lucifer is immediately there, tending to you. "Are you hurt? Do you need ice on it?" You pull your hand to yourself and bite your lip, frustrated with it all. "I'm fine," you say, but now that he's close to you he finally notices the bags around your eyes. "Why do you look so tired?" he asks. You blink at him, baffled by his bluntness. "Just haven't been sleeping right," you eventually answer.

He immediately brainstorms how he can fix it. Do you need a new bed? Another pillow? Is the temperature in your room alright? He's very attentive after that and always assures you that the door to his office is open whenever you can't sleep.

Mammon notices that you have a hard time paying attention or focusing. You seem to doze off and stare into space often. He'll wave his hands in front of you. "Hey, human, you payin' attention?" he'll say and pout at you. He's such a whiner when your full attention isn't on him. "Sorry, Mams, I'm just tired," you say. "Yeah? Feel free to come to my room if you can't sleep," he'll offer an wink, despite his cheeks heating up.

He honestly doesn't expect you to take him up on his offer until he hears your soft knocking on his door. He immediately stumbles out of bed and throws his door open, grinning widely. When he catches your dissatisfied sleepy face, he tries to hold back a bit on his delight, obviously your discomfort is not a good thing, but he can't help being ecstatic that you're actually in his bed.

Leviathan notices because you always stay up really late with him to play video games. Don’t get him wrong, he likes playing with you, like a lot, but whenever he suggests going to bed, you always refuse. “One more game, please, Levi?” Come on, how can he say no to you? It’s just that one game always turns into three and the next thing he knows you’ve played for another hour.

One day he gathers up enough courage to ask you why and when you tell him you can’t fall asleep he immediately softens up. “Well, I, uh, so do you want to, maybe, I don’t know, sleep here?” His face is flushed but he insists that maybe it’ll be easier for you to sleep in the tub instead of your bed. You do sleep better that night, but it's not because of the tub, it's more because of Levi's calming breath and the slow heaving of his chest when he sleeps. After that, you often stay the night when you've played video games together and on the nights you have a particularly hard time falling asleep, you just lay there and listen to him sleep.

Satan reads for you until you fall asleep. He doesn't care how long it takes, he'll let you lay on his chest, while he reads for literal hours and he doesn't stop until he's absolutely sure that you're sleeping.

Like with sleepy MC, he'll begin to research why you can't sleep. He'll ask you if you're feeling stressed, offer to do your homework or if he needs to tell Lucifer to give you fewer chores. If he catches you drinking coffee or energy drinks, he'll tell you that those can actually worsen your sleep quality.

It gets to a point were you have to tell him that he's being kinda annoying about it. He'll frown and apologize. "I was just trying to help but I see that I might have overstepped." He's being dramatic here. Give him a couple of kisses and he's back at it again.

Whenever you wake too early in the morning and simply cannot lay in bed any longer Asmodeus is the one you go to. He's always up early, doing his skincare routine. He lets you sit in his bed, wrapped up in blankets, all bleary-eyed and with messy hair, while he’ll sit by his vanity. He thinks you look absolutely lovely, so sleepy and he'll look at you through the mirror, fighting the urge to smile and accidentally ruin his make-up.

Once he's done, he'll bring you to his chair and offer to do your skincare or makeup if you wear that. He'll take extra care, messaging your skin and shoulders. The sensation sometimes almost lulls you back to sleep.

Beelzebub absolutely hates it when you're cranky or depressed. "What's wrong?" he'll ask and when you tell him it's just because you didn't get any sleep, he gets quite confused. Humans get cranky if they don't get enough sleep? That seems awfully inconvenient...

I like to think that Beel is one of the best cuddlers of the brothers. He just has that build you know? He'll spoon you, wrap his arm around your waist and press kisses to your hair. If you ask, he'll tell you stories about his brothers, slowly lowering his voice to a point where it's just a low whisper. He waits till your breathing slows and he knows you're asleep. Then he'll kiss your head good night and go to sleep himself.

When you tell Belphegor that you have trouble sleeping, he doesn’t really understand you. What do you mean you can’t sleep? But you’re tired? Just go to bed?

Honestly, he’s kind of annoying about it but when he realizes that you genuinely just cannot sleep he apologizes. I don’t remember if this is ever addressed in the game, but I like to think that being around Belphegor actually makes humans kind of sleepy and because of that, naps are really nice with him because you actually manage to get some proper sleep.

Sometimes, Belphie and Beel team up and you all sleep together in the attic. You'll have Belphie facing you, face hidden in the crook of your neck, arms wrapped around you tightly. Then you'll have Beel behind you, an arm thrown over the both of you. It's the perfect combo, that helps you actually sleep through the night.

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Author's notes: Oookay so the GIF won't upload. Anyways, this oneshot is based on THAT scene of She-Hulk episode 8, so if you haven't watched it, SPOILERS!!! The recent episode of she-hulk really got me thinking, what if Matt adopted a mutant from Charles? And so this oneshot was born. Characters: Matt Murdock, Foggy Nelson, Jennifer Walters, Charles Xavier The Reader is a telepath like Charles. WARNINGS: Like i said, spoilers for She-Hulk episode 8. fluff, Dad!Matt (yes that should be a warning because the thought of matt as a dad is AAAA), angst  Minors, for your sake, please don't interact with this post as this will mention THAT scene from earlier mentioned She-Hulk episode. You probably won't listen anyways but hey, i tried. And yes, i brought Foggy and Charles into this oneshot because WHY NOT? Summary: Basically, what happened after that scene in ep8, but with my own little twist on it :) *Jen is referred to as the "lawyer lady" --- "Hey, Foggy.", you groaned, exhausted as you haul your bookbag into the apartment. "Hey, kiddo! How was school today?", Foggy asks you as you grunted, finally putting your heavy bookbag on the couch. You sighed and muttered, "So much homework..." "Ah.", was all he could say. "Hey, do you mind if i reach out to my dad first before i start finishing homework?", you asked, cracking your knuckles. "He should know i'm home, shouldn't he?" Foggy nods in a 'go ahead' manner and steps out of the living room as you sat down on the couch, and closed your eyes... You soon found yourself in a world very similar to the one that appears when Cerebro is being used by your professor, Charles Xavier. But there was only one light in yours; your adoptive father, Matt Murdock. Moving towards the light, you smiled at the warmth you felt whenever you reached out into your father's mind... That changed quickly.., you thought as you looked around at what was going on. Waves of lust emanated from the room as you saw a man dressed in a familiar devil costume and a woman wearing a purple running outfit with white accents barge into the room, getting handsy with one another. "What the fuck?", you thought as you quickly pushed out of your father's mind. Opening your eyes in reality, you grounded yourself, scanning the surroundings of the apartment. You sighed, keeping your composure as you wrote down another chapter of your thesis. You processed what was going on, with the evidences that were given to you. Matt said he'll be heading to New York for a case (he didn't tell you in full detail, but you already figured it out by reading his mind the minute he accepted the case.) He told you he'll be back as soon as he can. (Which was completely untrue, judging by what you saw. You knew he was Daredevil, and when you read his mind, you realized that the woman he was getting handsy with was the same lawyer on the opposing counsel. Said lawyer on the opposing counsel is the cousin of an Avenger (or, well, ex-Avenger. Research helps.) You groaned. Workplace relationship., was your conclusion. You didn't know much about your father's dating life, but based on what Foggy told you, his last ones didn't really end well for him as Matt AND as Daredevil.

You asked Foggy, “Hey, uh, do you mind if i stay with you for a week?”

He looked skeptical. “Why?” You sighed, annoyed, disappointed and upset. “Dad hooked up with the lawyer lady on the case he just won.”

“Ah.”, That was all Foggy could say. Just as he said that, Matt walked into the apartment, wearing his usual lawyer's clothes. "Hey, Dad.", you said calmly, with a small bite to it. "How was the case?" You knew he could hear your heart beat. And you were mad. Your heart was beating at almost 120 an hour. You still masked it though. He smiled at you and replied, "It was good. I won, by the way." You laughed. "As expected." Silence fills the room as you heard the door click open. The lawyer lady walked in. Really?, you thought as you saw the woman kiss Matt on the cheek and then sit down on the couch next to you, folder in hand. You eyed Matt's movements, the way he was limping a lot slightly, the bruises on his neck a deep purple as you gradually got even more annoyed. "Huh.", you softly said. "Dad?" "Yeah?" "What's with the bruises?"

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OH BOY INDEED!! I’ll continue this in Part 2 when school stuff gets a bit lighter (i still have the last day of exams to take care of because it was suspended last October 28) :’) Oh well. This’ll be in 3 parts 🤭

special tags: @bxnedvct and @chronicoverachiever

oooo wait i have some info abt meltdowns if you'd like ^__^ idk how helpful it'll be but in any case!

so ! idk if u knew but autistic ppl can have meltdowns as well as shutdowns. there's a lot of grey area between the two and ppl can use the terms interchangeably, but here's my definition !

meltdowns are basically what anon described. i can't touch anything or talk to anyone and all of the sensations are too much. i snap at anyone (i still feel bad abt that) but at that point i'm just going into emergency mode: everyone and everything get away from me Now.

i'm more familiar w shutdowns tho. instead of acting defensive, i just. shut down. like, no emotions, no responses, if i can respond it'll be robotic. it feels like all the energy i have left is being used to fix my broken brain, and i can't do anything else. i might want to, and sometimes i'm able to talk through it, but that'll be few and far between. shutdowns happen a lot when i over-extend myself, like trying to finish all my overdue homework after i come back from work. it takes a day to get back to functioning, but i still need a few hours of "nothing time" every day for the week(s) after to actually recover. if i don't get that it'll lead to burnout but that's a whole other issue T-T

aaaa i hope this helped at least a bit! if not, the tumblr user autistic-af has a tonnn of great info on autism ! and i am a tad tired so there might be a handful of spelling grammar mistakes, pls ignore those ty Σ(´∀｀；)

THANK YOU SO SO SO MUCH!!! also i speak in grammar mistakes so absolutely no worries on that front. im filing this all where i CAN SEE IT bc this is so helpful and yes yes yes thank you so much.

thank u so so so much for this, i also had no idea there was a such thing as a shutdown so i have Much To Find Out. feel free to tell me anything you’re willing to offer bc i am wanting to listen and learn you know ::)))))

i appreciate you so so so much

can you please write hc's about kita having a crush on a female s/o who is terrified of being abandoned or cheated on, so she try to stay away from love relationships or from the boys. but kita knows that she loves him back but she is very scared, what would he do? I'm very sorry if i wrote something in the wrong way on english i hope you got me 🥺👉🏼👈🏼 thank you sm 🤍🤍🤍

aaaa i love love LOVE this man sm!! and don’t worry ur english is fine, thank u for your request anon <3

tw. mentions of cheating.

kita has a crush on a female s/o who’s scared of love.

you were traumatised of the idea of love that it had made you dense and oblivious to many things

and one of those things was kita’s Massive crush on you

the idea of crushes and people having crushes on you scared you to the bone. what if you couldn’t satisfy them? and what if they’d leave you right after? it was a recurring cycle of these types of questions

like imagine pouring your soul out for someone you love so much just to find out that they were only using you or cheating on you

thats gonna hurt like shit. and since you’ve seen it happen to a couple of your friends, you wanted to avoid all the shebang at ALL costs

now back to kita’s crush on you.

the entire inarizaki vbc knows.

its literally old news.

the only people who have the actual guts to tease him about it is aran, who does not get beat up and atsumu who, even if he does get beat up, will never back down to tease one of his favourite upperclassmen

the rest of the vbc kinda just vibe around when they see kita walk threateningly towards atsumu cus they know shits about to go down and ‘atsumu totally deserves it,’ says osamu

“kita-san?? are you SMILING?? is it ‘cus ya saw y/n pa-” kita will pinch this man to deaTh

he’ll also not hesitate to file a restraining order against atsumu and osamu completely understands because he, too, would file one as well

now one day you’ll be passing by the volleyball court in search of kita, still completely oblivious to his feelings

you had to return a notebook your friend borrowed from him and she knew kita liked you so she OBVIOUSLY set this up but did you know that???

nOOOOO

so you’re literally this 👌🏼 close to sliding the door open until you hear some yelling

“kita-san, i think ya should just tell y/n ya like her! i’ve got a feeling she has no idea at all.” its atsumu’s voice!!

wait what

“kita-san i think ya should just tell y/n ya like her”

KITA LIKES YOU ?-?-?2?2?:?2?/?2?2?1?

you can’t even fathom the way you’re feeling, you’re sort of... relieved??? pressured?? happy??? scared?? but happy????

now your head is filled with way too many questions

when? and HOW?? how on earth could the sweetest boy have feelings for someone as broken as you ??

so you back away from the door slowly, turning on your heel, rewinding your memories and searching for the littlest of hints of kita’s crush on you

“y/n-san, could you help me distribute these homeworks out?” “y/n-san, walk home safely.” “y/n-san, make sure to stay hydrated.” “y/n-san, i heard you wanted an onigiri, so i bought one for you.” his stares on you always linger a little longer and he hopes its enough as a hint of how he feels

the corner of your lip rises, heart warming at how kind kita has always been to you. the genuine smile on his face never left your head after every interaction.

and wait a sec..... “of course!! give me some papers, i’ll help you out.” “i will, kita-kun!” “of course, kita-kun!” “you didn’t have to buy one for me! but thank you, i appreciate it!” you feel a heat spread over your cheeks and then you realise

have u literally been crushing on him too ???

“oh my god.” you hadn’t realised that you stopped walking, standing right next to the vbc club room, patting the notebook onto your lips, still deep in thought of your interactions with him

“y/n-san?” you flinched, flustered that someone had to interrupt your thoughts just to bring you back to reality

suddenly you’ve forgotten how to compose yourself. “kita-kun!! i uh-” you glanced at the notebook. “right!! this is yours.” you hand it to him and he takes it from you, observing your expression and stance.

the red on your face is evident and kita tries to stop himself from overthinking it. “you heard atsumu, didn’t you?”

your gaze falls to the ground behind him, you feel so bad, you don’t even know if you can accept his feelings..... this was the type of stuff that made your heart race and made you incredibly nervous. “i did.” you bit your inner lip, attempting to hide your anxiety.

but wait theres a part of you that wants to tell him you like him back??

“i like you, y/n, i like you very much.” he confesses, tilting his head to meet your eyes, you let out a soft laugh, heart overflowing in the one thing you feared most

and maybe this once, you’re willing to let that fear go. “kita-kun, i like you very much as well.”

he’ll offer to walk you home after and while he does, he’ll swing his hand close to yours, just to capture it and slip his fingers through. you won’t notice but hes literally doing his best to not grin its so cute

you’ll blush at the sight of your hands intertwined, thinking about how you’ve never felt happier to let go of somthing that has been holding you down for so long.

ok my only gripe with editing is you can't do anything else while doing it. like with any task at all i'm always multitasking because it makes me feel better- like watching a youtube video while drawing, listening to music while cleaning, doing homework in class etcetc like i can't do one thing at a time BUT WITH EDITING you're using your hands and you can't do it mindlessly because it requires actual thought, and then you can't listen to music or a youtube video because you have to be listening to and syncing audio and aaaa my attention span is not having it

HELLO LOVELY! I'm staying up late again because idk how to calm my anxiety heh. How are you? I know you guys have tropical storms. Two words that do not go together. - Asher

Hey Asher!! Aww I'm always here if you need it, take a deep breath and try to get some rest soon, okay? I'm sending lots of hugs and good vibes your way, take care!! ❤️

I'm doing well!! Aaaa yep it was pretty windy and rainy and our street ended up flooding but we're okay now!! I'm not sure if it still is predicted to do a u-turn and hit us again, but I think it'll be okay. Other than that I'm just finishing up some homework and I might draw more later!!!

ALSO I SAW THE WALLPAPER YOU MADE AND JUST NDKDJD I LOVE IT SO MUCH, THANK YOU!!! Aaaaa it's adorable I'm already using it!! Now both my home and lock screen have stuff my friends made and I feel very warm and happy!!! Thank you so much, I appreciate you!! ❤️❤️❤️

Hey, can i have a matchup? I'm 16 (turning 17 in november tho), I'm 5'3, and a bisexual Latina. My hobbies include, singing, music, sketching, acting, and meme-ing (is that even a word?) I'm pretty smart educational wise, but I can be kinda lazy and tend procrastinate on doing work. I'm kinda shy at first, but i'm outgoing if i'm in a comfortable environment. I'm also pretty laid back and go with the flow-ish. Can i be matched up with a student tho? thanks bbbbb 👉👈😳

hi hi!! yes ofc, dear! 💞😼

i ship you with hanta sero!

you’re both laid back yet outgoing around your friends/in comfortable environments! u guys also have the same meme-y sense of humor & hanta def vibes with you a lot before u start dating ;3

you guys have lots of study dates 🥺 sero struggles with certain classes and is so grateful when you help him study!!! ( ^ω^ ) when he gets an A on a test that you helped him study for, he shows it off proudly to you and thanks you, saying in a relieved tone that he “couldn’t have done it without you, love!” aaaA >\\\\<

he’s a very supportive bf and motivates you to do your homework early so that you have more relax time instead of procrastinating! c:

hanta definitely uses you as an arm rest/ruffles your hair/holds things high above your head because of your adorable height difference hehe \(//∇//)\

while you guys are playing music, sero gets up and holds a hand out for you to get up and dance with him omg~ u guys sway gently to the soft music and he MELTS when you start singing along aaa (〃ω〃) hes whipped-

I don’t wanna get out of bed I’m so sleepy and comfy right now!!

All you need to know is that this anon loves you. You make my days with your good kiribakus I'm so thankful 😭😭😭😭😭 If you're still doing the prompts/hc thing, a Soul Eater-like AU? Not necessarily that universe but one where one of them is a weapon and the other is the wielder and they're partners?

AAA THANK

sorry it’s been so long since this ask was sent!!! aAAA i wrote about half of it, saved it to my drafts and promptly forgot it was in here. okay i’m *eyes emoji* at this ask

now I should preface this with - I have never seen Soul Eater, but I have heard of it and am vaguely familiar with the concept.

So, headcanons for an AU along these lines… after the break because Longth

Can the people being/wielding weapons switch roles? because krbk definitely should be able to do that

Bakugou turns into like,, idk like, something akin to his gauntlets? Something that goes Boom, something hard to wield like that. Most people aren’t up for it

Kirishima would be… hm. How would you replicate/reference his hardening? Becomes kickass body armour? Is that a thing? It is because it’s my world now and I love fiction. Ahem. He’s working on being able to cover a whole person solidly.

- month long interval thinking too hard about wtf kind of setting this would even be uhhh i guess they’d still be trying to be heroes or something aaa but the nature of the whole weapons thing would drive a society of heroes based on teams and partnerships so how the fuck would All Might and All For One even play into it wait wait wai -

All For One can wield as many people as he wants and whatever type of weapon he wants, other people have limits on how many peeps they can wield and also the types of weapon they can use. Some peeps are Only Transform and some are Only Wield i guess too?

One For All is like Can Become A Bunch Of Awesome weapons (but then whomth is the wielder, god?? Forget it it’s not relevant) and Deku previously couldn’t transform or wield right right cool cool

Okay now i have a rough setting, on with the krbk.

They don’t really talk until the equivalent of the USJ attack, and then all of a sudden there’s a threat, and Kirishima is only a hair behind Bakugou as they make the first move to attack and there’s a lean between them as their instincts match and all of a sudden, Kirishima finds himself slicing through the air on Bakugou’s arm. They fall through the portal and into a room full of people waiting for them. However, Kirishima’s blood is up, is singing even, and he can feel Bakugou flex his hand as he tests out Kirishima’s dexterity.

They fight. They win. Kirishima decides right then that Bakugou is gonna be his permanent partner - eventually.

I got derailed here wondering if you can stack weapon people to combine them. Like someone wields someone and then becomes a weapon themselves for someone else. Hm. Anyway.

I figure they get closer like in canon, can both switch it up between wielding each other and generally their teamwork is Good

Even Bakugou’s got to admit at some point that they make for a good team. And he’s not stupid, in this scenario he probably needs a partner to do the hero thing.

And he thought it would feel like being tied down, which is one of his least favourite things to be.

But it doesn’t.

One day during training, Bakugou’s like “let’s go train, partner” and Kiri’s all :D

The actual romance doesn’t happen for a while, but when it does it’s not unexpected.

Kiri rocks up at Bakugou’s room one day after class and he’s like “Hey man wanna go on a date?”

And Baku’s just like “Oh yeah there’s a new curry place I’ve been wanting to go to. Got any homework?”

And no one is surprised when they go out the next day holding hands

& they live happily ever after, kicking ass together

I FORGOT ABOUT TAKING A SHOWER..............

(time + school 1/2) ooo the ali smut :0,, i look forward to reading it when it's done ehe,, not gonna lie, the hour difference is confusing me lolol,, if it's okay with you, what country are you from :0? I think that would help me understand your time more XP currently, it is about 12 AM for me,, when i searched up gmt, it led me to London? so i'm assuming you're somewhere in the UK, but i could be wrong XP - peach

bear with me, this is a bit long lol

(time + school 2/?? - there's way more to write than i thought lol) !! psychology wow! i considered majoring in that, but then i realized that i wasn't as interested in it. and then i decided i might minor in it, but i changed my mind again because i think i only like learning about it as a hobby type of enjoyment :) - peach

(time + school - 3/???) the system in my country (the US) is quite similar to yours! we go from high school to college for our degree (majoring in whatever we want),, then after is our master degree if we'd like, then phD/doctorates (if we want :3). i am also currently in my sophomore (2nd) year of college! depending on the classes i'll take i have 2-3 more years left! on average, college is expected to be 4 years, but it is different for each person :) - peach

(time + school - 4/??) i'm at art major, currently heading for the illustration track! so for me, i'm automatically put into studio arts BA by the time i get to my third year, but if i want to apply for a BFA, then i have to submit a portfolio for that track! i am unsure if i'd like to continue the illustration path,, even though i haven't applied yet, i am very stressed about taking the right classes and making sure that i enjoy my college experience on the way - peach

(time + school 5/???) - art is my passion, as well as writing so i thought i might minor in creative writing as well :D but of course, it's all hypotheticals because i'm worried that minoring in creative writing might make me too tired and less passionate aha,, i love art, but i've found that college is exhausting and i really don't draw much outside of my classes and assignments :') - peach

(time + school - 6/??) but i'm still going to do my best to improve as an artist,, i haven't written in a while but squid game actually got me writing again so i'm super happy about that aha,, as of lately i've been thinking of ways to enjoy life and not get too stressed out about the future. i'm a terrible over thinker and i'm also the eldest in my family, so i do feel pressure in having to succeed :') i'm either in class, doing homework, or sleeping because i'm so tired - peach

(time + school - 7/???) it's definitely hard to balance,, my classes are still online so i'm nervous about going on campus again since i haven't been outside and socializing as much :') but enough about the stressful news aaaa,, i've been watching korean variety shows again and food is my motivation for waking up and continuing throughout each day :D despite the stress from school, writing fics again have been nice and it's what i do most the time whenever i'm free :D - peach

(time + school 8/8) i really didn't expect to write this much, but i did ahhhh,, i hope that wasn't too bad of a spam nor was it too much to read :') i think i'll stop here for now ;P also, i don't think you talked too much, it's quite nice hearing from you and of you! it's fun getting to know the author that's writing all these fics! what made you choose psychology over other majors :0? hope you're having a good day :D - peach

phew, thank you for your dedication! i am actually from brazil, gmt -3. oh, you are from the us! i'm thrilled to be talking to an american <3 you've mentioned that you're interested in psychology, may i ask what aspects of it you enjoy reading about?

regarding degrees, i'm always confused about the majors and minors you have in college. we don't have that in brazil as there's an governmental institution that regulates the curriculum of each course.

aaa, you're majoring in arts!! that's amazing! i find it all so fascinating even though drawing is not my forte, i admire artists very much! <3

don't talk about it! college can be stressing. i usually have the will to pay attention to classes on the first week only. :( after that, there is too much information to keep track and i lose interest and focus pretty quick.

i see! that's what you said about relating to sangwoo! don't pressure yourself, i'm sure you'll do the best you can and overcome life's challenges. take a break once in a while if you can!

i can relate to going back to classes on campus. studying for tests will be harder and the time that takes from home to college will make things even harder. socializing comes with practice, so don't worry! and if you don't like socializing, that's ok too! <3

peach, you write?? you have to send me one of your works through submit! also, i'm glad that you are enjoying korean variety shows and food has been a motivation to you. i hope you're taking good care of yourself!

what is your favorite variety show? i don't think i've watched any so far. 🤔 also, i'm not sure if you've watched money heist/la casa de papel, but netflix is making a korean version of it and i'm thrilled because park haesoo (sangwoo) will be on it as berlin!

aaa, this is so long! i hope it's okay! until next time, peach!

❤ + studying (any pairing but I'm in favor of stoncy if ur okay with that!)

AAAA thank you for asking for Stoncy, bless you!

(this turned into a sleepover hc post also oops)

Steve’s place is usually the safest, because Steve alwaysknows when his parents won’t be home and they can all come over. But they seldomget any actual studying done at Steve’s house. ;)  Jonathan’s house is the most productive placeto do anything. And until Nancy and Jonathan finish high school, Joyce is theonly person who knows about their poly relationship. Everyone else thinks Nancyis only dating Jonathan, and Steve’s parents don’t care where he goes. Most ofthe time Steve doesn’t even tell his parents where he’s going, because they’reusually not around to care.  

Steve loves helping his gf and bf study for tests, as we alreadysaw with him and Nancy in season 1. Steve also loves not having to climb inthrough the window, and Joyce always makes Nancy and Steve feel welcome. Shereally becomes a second mother to them. Nancy spends long and longer eveningsat the Byers, and in the beginning Karen wouldn’t let her spend the night,always wanting her home by 10, 9 on school nights. But after enoughconversations between Karen and Joyce, Karen finally consented, as long asJoyce was home. Nancy was beyond thrilled. Every Friday at least, if Steve’sparents are in town, she and Steve spend the night at the Byers. Steve’sparents know he’s friends with Jonathan, but they haven’t even met Jonathan anddon’t know Jonathan is dating Nancy. Steve doesn’t volunteer that information.

Friday night sleepovers at the Byers are usually spentwatching a movie in the living room after homework is mostly done (Nancy is very strict they do some of it so they can relax Sunday), sometimes with Joyce andWill, sometimes not. Joyce lets them drink if they want. Their favorite timesare in the spring and summer, when Joyce sits with them on the porch and thefour of them all share a joint.

Steve and Nancy, when they first started sleeping over atthe Byers, would sleep out in the living room, Nancy on the couch and Jonathanand Steve on the floor in a mix of sleeping bag and several duvets. OnceJonathan and Nancy both fell asleep on the couch accidentally and Steve fellasleep on the floor. Nancy woke up in the middle of the night from a nightmare,and all three of them ended up on the floor, because Nancy refused to go backto sleep unless they were both beside her.

Soon enough though Joyce has a healthy discussion with themabout safe sex (because cmon she’s the Cool Weed Mother™ don’t argue) andalthough Jonathan has to be high for this conversation, they all agree that aslong as Nancy gets on birth control and they use condoms, Joyce doesn’t care ifthey have sex in her house. (fuck the sneaking around bullshit *pounds fist* Iwant my ot3 and their Weed Mother to have HEALTHY COMMUNICATION GDI) After thisconversation Nancy and Steve and Jonathan all sleep in Jonathan’s room duringsleepovers. At first with the door open, but as time goes on they getcomfortable closing it. They never have sex when anyone is home. Nancy refusesfor one because it makes her uncomfortable. Steve is fine as long as aftereveryone goes to bed they can shut the door and have some sort of skin to skincontact (underwear optional, though Nancy and Jonathan take some convincing onthat part in the beginning).

Nancy is usually in the middle, but sometimes Steve spoonsJonathan who spoons Nancy. Nancy is the only light sleeper, but her insomnia isso bad she doesn’t care if the boys’ tossing and turning wakes her up.

Jonathan usually prefers to do homework alone but Nancy andSteve are his exceptions. Nancy is the most disciplined so she’ll usually sitbetween Steve and Jonathan in Jonathan’s room while they study. If Steve getsinpatient or either of them want to take breaks too often (usually to make outand/or get Nancy’s shirt off) she threatens to move their studying out to the livingroom—and she refuses to take her bra off for the rest of the evening. She’sgone through with this threat before so the boys know to take her at her word.Nancy is a very good negotiator and Steve’s grades have actually improved sincehe’s started studying with her—so since after winter break ended in January1984. Also, both Jonathan and Steve find Nancy’s presence a great motivator to get their homeworkdone.

Nancy and Jonathan always have the same tests coming up atthe same time, so Steve gets to test both of them. Most of the time this endsup with Steve being naked, Jonathan with only boxers on, and Nancy stillwearing her skirt/pants, bra, and shirt (she only had to take off hersweater/cardigan and socks).  

Steve struggles with most subjects except gym, and though hedoesn’t like writing, he loves reading. Jonathan hates math. Nancy loves mathand science, but doesn’t have a lot of patience with history.

So Nancy usually helps Steve plan out his essays, and bothshe and Jonathan help him proofread. Nancy helps both boys with math if they’restruggling, which Jonathan usually is. Jonathan helps Nancy and Steve with anymemorizing most of the time, he has a great memory and finds studying theeasiest. Jonathan loves reading anything, and enjoys history and literature. Ifhe finishes his homework before the others, of course he takes out his cameraand sneaks a shot here and there.

Usually he gets Nancy biting her lower lip, or laughing atsomething Steve said. One of Jonathan’s favorite pictures is of Steve shirtlessand Nancy in her bra and skirt, both sitting on his bed, laughing at each otherwhile flashcards lay scattered between them. And his favorite pose for Steve ishim lying down, his hair messier than usual, but of course still sexy somehow.Once Jonathan caught Steve and Nancy napping together on his bed, afterJonathan had just gotten back from the store. Nancy had her head pillowed onSteve’s chest, and the setting sun was hitting them just right. It tookJonathan weeks to show that picture to them, because he treasured it so much.

i'm back whoops (part two of mitjo ghost au)

Submitted by @captainredd

Run. I was in the woods again. The trees leaning over twisted distorted far more then anything else. The wailing sirens from the car pounding into my skull until it sounded like screaming, maybe that was me screaming. Run. Thickets scraped my knees and branches pulled at my clothes. My feet felt like led and my lungs burned but I still couldn’t stop. I didn’t dare turn around. Run faster. God dammit run faster! I was slowing down. No that wasn’t right I was still running at the same pace. But the world around me was speeding up. The siren whirling, the sky changing over and over night and day. All the voices getting closer now so morphed together it was like a hideous wave of collapsing voices begging to be heard. Run! God run Jonas you insufferable bastard can’t you run any fas- a branch caught my foot and fell.

“oof!” my head smacked against the wooden floor as my feet hung above my body still tangled in bed sheets. My breath was shaky and I could feel the tight skin of my cheeks where tears were drying. Home. I was home. I was in bed. I was in my room. I was home.

“Jonas if you don’t get up soon dean’ll tear you a new one for missing the bus.” and I was late. I struggled to kick myself free before sitting up and taking a few hesitant breaths. It’s just a dream. It is just a dream…

“I don’t know jonas it sounds like a premonition to me. Could be more than just a nightmare.” why was I friends with him again? I leaned against my locker door trying to keep my eyes open. I got tons of sleeps but that didn’t stop me from being exhausted. Somewhere behind me Lewis and Sid were arguing. “I’m just saying having the same dream for weeks? It means something. Probably way out of our powerful comprehension.”

“how you don’t realize those alien theory shows are rotting your brain is beyond my comprehension. He’s probably just stressed by school. When winter break hits he’ll be totally fine again right bro?” I nodded not even bothering to look up. The bell rang and people started filing towards class. My sister grabbed my shoulder and smiled. “Hey don’t let him get to you. You’ll be just fine. I’m sure of it.” I thanked her. She pulled me into a hug and ruffled my hair. I half fought half laughed. “I mean you better be fine. You still gotta help me with my art project. Can’t do that if you kick the bucket.” I broke free and promised her I’d be fine. We parted and I was just about to leave when I stepped on something.

“huh?- hey!” my drumstick. I had been looking for that earlier, I was starting to worry I lost it at that dumb park but, shoot it’s broken. I picked up the pieces and noticed faint scratches on it. Wait that kind of looked like let- Brrriiiiiiiing oh no I’m late. I’ll just have to get a new one for practice later. I threw the broken one in the trash as I hurried down the hall to science.

*

Really? Again? If I weren’t dead and incapable of feeling shit I’d be hurt. For a nerd he didn’t seem to read anything. Fuck I wasn’t gonna give up that easily. I took the cig from behind my ear and plucked it in my mouth and reached in my pocket for a ligh-dammit right. I looked around and grinned seeing the worn out door labeled ‘Boiler Room.’ perfect.

*

Mr. Newman was a kind god sent who didn’t notice when students were a little late. Well he didn’t notice much of anything (kind of a push over) but hey I wouldn’t notice much if I had glasses thicker than my thumb either. So it was easy to sit in the back of his class and do whatever as long as you were quiet. Which was good because I didn’t think I had the ability to stay up through one of his lectures. Even half asleep I could feel the edges of my brain picking up where we left off. Blurry trees scraping at the corners of my vision, the taste of coppery blood in my mouth, and the absolute stench of-

“Smoke!” um no I was going to say dirt. However the girl still screamed smoke and I was brought back to reality. The sound of dozen chairs scraping as smoke seeped in from the open door. The fire alarm went off shortly after.

“Alright alright no one panic let’s get in an order-I said orderly fashion, oh for the goodness sake just get to the field without killing each other please!” the squat man ushered us outside leading away from the smoke, classes everywhere confusingly poured out of each room and towards the football field. I followed with went I heard laughter.

That laugh

It wasn’t something I heard before but felt so damn familiar. I saw a figure dart down a hall. I turned around, Mr. Newman wasn’t paying attention. I turned back but the figure was gone. Without thinking I went after it. It was like a scene out of a horror movie, the hallway was empty but filled with the echos of student’s faint voices. The smoke made everything hazy and I could swear it made some of the school posters look like they were floati- “Hahaahaha” there was that laugh again. Only this time there was a body to it. At the end of the hall. The kid was sitting on a windowsill half his body leaning inside and the other out. A cigarette in his hand.

“seems a bit redundant the do that now doesn’t it?” the guy stopped laughing and stared at me. It might have been the fumes burning my eyes but the way I couldn’t quite make out his face but felt the icy stare was giving me an unsettling feeling in the pit of my stomach.

“Jonas Wagner?” a hand grabbed my shoulder and I nearly jumped out of my skin. I turned around to face the principal. “What are you doing where’s your class?” I looked back but the guy had left. Must have ditched seeing her come on.

“Uh”

“Well come along then. The less children get charbroiled the bigger my end of the year salary is.” we both headed out towards the field…

As it turns out the boiler room had caught on fire. A spark in the fuse box or whatever. Dean wasn’t pleased. “Do any of these places even TRY to use precautions to this kind of thing or do they just HOPE the ENTIRE SCHOOL doesn’t blow up by accident? I swear what am I even PAYING that school for? It’s not like you would even make it out if that happened. HEY didn’t I tell you to slow down? Jesus Christ Jonas it’s called chewing.” that had been a fun dinner. But I wasn’t really in the mood for eating anyway. I excused myself upstairs after dishes and flopped onto my bed. Homework was out of the question. My body was exhausted and my brain wasn’t planning on shutting down anytime soon.

I wasn’t sure when I fell asleep but the woods were back. I wasn’t running though, the sirens weren’t whirring and dogs weren’t barking. This forest wasn’t distorted in fact it was kinda calming. A lightening bug buzzed around and I held out my hand for it to land. It did so momentarily before suddenly taking off. “Ha hey wait up” I walked at a comfortable pace. The lightening bug always ahead but never out of sight. I vaguely remembered the path. A trail were there wasn’t enough sun to grow anything but there was always…I heard the rushing water. Faint enough that I had to strain to hear. The lightening bug sped up and starting flickering out. “No wait come on don’t leave yet.” I picked up the pace chasing after it. It dove behind a large branch and pushed through it. “Come on please don’t-” I stopped. The cove. I was at the cove. Heck I hadn’t been here since me and Sid were tiny. Dirt faded into sand which faded into lapping waves of the lake. Small boulders protruded from the ground some peeking out just above the water. God they had seemed so giant before. I ran my hand over one of them, the “S” carved on top. We had played a rigorous game of king of the hill for who got to write there name on top. I almost had her. Almost. Out of the corner of my eye I could see the flickering light. “Ha gotta!” I spun around and my stomach dropped. It was the guy again. He leaned against one of the boulders legs crossed and chin resting on his hand. The lightening bug landed on the palm of his and he crushed it in a fist. “y-y-you’re…”

“It’s m-m-me wagnerd. My question though-” he stood up, he was tall as heck, lanky but easily could do me some damage. I backed up tripping over myself. The world around me started twisting again, the sirens coming in and im sure the dogs were close to follow. A green mist floated around me. “Is how can such a loser nerd see me?” he towered over me, leaning down and I swear I could smell the campus fire from yesterday. “Boo!” I flinched and he pulled back laughing. “HAHA hahahaa Haaahah ahaahhaaa aaaa aaaa aaa…

aaa aaa aaa

I sat up in bed. Light nearly blinding me from the opened. My alarm clock blaring still.

Aaa aaa a-

I struggled the find the off button and gave up just pulling it from the outlet. Another dream. It was just another dream. But it felt real. Nope nope no not thinking that nope. I hoped out of bed and grabbed my board and my backpack. As I tip-toed downstairs I could here Sid in the living room. Lying through her teeth no doubt how I was getting ready and I hadn’t felt like eating breakfast today is all. God that woman was a saint. I snuck out the front door and a few minutes later Sid came out too. “Ew dude are you wearing the same thing from yesterday?”

“You wear the same jacket all the time.” she laughed and punched my arm.

“Got me there bro.” the bus pulled up and some began another day.

“-For this assignment you’ll need to be paired up into partners.” I peeled myself off the table a looked around however how many times had I counted student out of bored? I knew what was coming next. “Mr. Wagner seeing as you don’t have a partner you can either join another group or do the modified single project.”

“I can do the project by myself just fine.”

Briiiiiiiiiiiing

After school I said goodbye to Sid and Mads and skated out of school. Since mot of Sellwood was going to the game tonight the roads were peacefully quiet. The cold wind blowing against skin was nice without having to swerve every time you thought you saw a headlight. I was half way home when I slowed down to watch the trees. Not an unfamiliar sight the whole town was littered with them. In the fall there was so many leaves on the ground you couldn’t take two steps without hearing leaves crunch. But I didn’t mind. Kicked up my board and stared into the woods. I shouldn’t but… last night’s dream echoed in my ears. Well my project was about the flood after all. I glanced around but there was nobody around save a few parked cars. I smiled and stepped where pavement met dirt.