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tokio-motel · 8 months

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i wanna laugh and i wanna laugh rn😪

its been so long(literally a few days) since i sent smthhh

ill boost u bae dw

AHEM

mk so the whole band(um seperate fic duh) with a bf who be freakishly nice n shit(i feel like ivd sent this bf dont expose me if i did) like if a band member accidentally hit him in the face he would say sorry and say some dumb shit like "im so sorry i shouldn't have been in the way of your elbow. " like what💀💀

or if someone was trying to confess or smth he'd be like "i really don't want to hurt you but no." maybe even as a band memeber is right next to them

and arguments with this mf is probably hell like if it was a band members fault he would accidentally make them think it wasn't and it was his(sometimes its on purpose but they figure it out later) OFC these r examples use what u want🧍🏾

BAHSBDKDBDO I CANFT STOP LAUGHING ON THE FIRST ONE

THE BAND X EXTREMELY NICE READER

teehee i have an essay to write but ummmmm that doesn't matter rn 😇 uhh also if it's bad sorry idk what's going on with me

BILL:

・He's so confused how you can be nice all the time

・He really does try to be nice but he just snaps sometimes omg 💀

・He wonders when your breaking point is

・Like if he turns around carrying something and wacks your fucking face he's so confused why you're not YELLING at him

"Yeah and then- *WHACK* -OH SHIT M/N I'M SO SORRY ARE YOU OKAY?! -"

"No, no Bill I'm fine! It didn't hurt that much."

"..what."

・He just stares at you with his jaw dropped low, slowly nodding to himself

・Or like if he knocks something over and you apologize for it

(I've done that so many times...)

・Reassures you it's not your problem 🤞

TOM:

・nahh you got him FUCKED UP bae.

・He doesn't understand how you can be so nice, I feel like he's a brutally honest mf 💀

・If your in public and somebody is being rude to you and you're just kinda standing there, still staying calm???

・He's just looking at your features trying to find ONE small piece of anger or frustration

・I feel like y'all are couple opposites.

・Like he'd obviously have a soft spot for you 🤗 but he doesn't see the reason to be nice to others when he knows it's not his fault

・Arguments with him oh my god...

・If you keep apologizing and saying it's your fault he eventually sits next to you to comfort you, assuring you everything's okay.

"It's not your fault, M/N. I promise.."

・You'd somehow warm him up a bit, he barley notices himself becoming more kind and carefree.

GEORG:

・was his color green or blue omg i can't remember

・He's...so confused.

・Like if he accidentally smacks you with his elbow and you aren't crying or cursing

"M/N? M/N ARE YOU-"

"I'm okay! It just stung for a second haha..!"

"..."

・He gets you but he doesn't.

・He just can't see himself being so giddy and happy and nice.

・Anger turns into confusion in arguments, why are you so mad at yourself?

・Loves you so fucking much though, always reminding you that you are amazing and didn't do anything wrong.

GUSTAV

・AHHHH HE GETS YOU!!!!!

・He understands you so much oh my god, he just loves you even more now.

・He'd also try to keep you from blaming yourself.

・Like if he knocks something over and you apologize.

"Oh shit I'm sorry I should have moved it-"

"No honey you're fine, I should've looked where I was going.."

・MWA MWA HE LOVES YOU

・Very slightly confused on how you never snap, how you always keep calm

・He wishes he could be like you bae 💔💔

・In arguments he just tries to calm himself and you down, actually sitting down and talking about how you both feel

OH SHITTT I NEED TO DO THAT ESSAY

#tokio hotel x reader #tokio hotel x male reader #tokio hotel x you #tokio hotel #bill kaulitz #tom kaulitz #bill kaulitz x male reader #bill kaulitz x reader #bill kaulitz x you #tom kaulitz x reader #tom kaulitz x y/n #georg listing x male reader #georg listing #georg listing x reader #gustav schäfer x reader #gustav schäfer #gustav schäfer x male reader #gustav schafer x reader

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weebsinstash · 10 months

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Okay this is probably gonna sound really weird but this specific scenario is stuck in the brain—

Thinking of that version of things where you helped YouTwo make friends, imagine if, in some subjective way, they’re better than you. Not in a “better spider person” way, but more like a slightly more appealing face kinda way? Like you barely look different but if you put your faces into one of those evaluator things they’d get a higher score. Maybe they just have good makeup out smth idk. It doesn’t necessarily have to be this but just some random way that YouTwo is thought of as “better”

But eventually, the spider people start actively treating the copy as the original, because they have it in their heads that the original one they love is the best, so the “better” of the two must be the original. Instead of confusing psychological warfare through mix-ups, reader is actively pushed down and away by the spider people, and at this point they simply move away to a normal part of Nueva York (or their home universe, depending on how we’re doing this) since the rest of the society is clearly happy to focus all their love on the other one.

The good bit comes whenever YouTwo slips up, whether by returning to their home universe if reader’s is supposed to be destroyed, making a bad comment, or just any other kind of mistake that makes the entire lobby pause and look like 👀

Because it’s not just the reveal that they’ve been believing this imposter for potentially months now, but also the fact that they now realise they pushed you away and made you feel like shit the entire time

After whatever punishment they see fit for the imposter is carried out, Miguel is rushing to find where you’re staying now so he can try to apologise or explain or try to make it right or something—

But when he’s standing at your door and running through all the events in his head, seeing how pissed you look at him, he’s wondering how he could ever convince you to love him again (he can’t help but default to kidnapping you and controlling you until you understand a fraction of how sorry he is)

Idk that’s just where brain took me— for me, at least, the best bit is the spoiling and smothering that would take place after, wanted or not!

I wrote this at midnight on my phone soo pls forgive if it’s incomprehensible lol

I'm always incomprehensible with weed or lust so you're good here lmao

Honestly I've been trying to sit and brainstorm 1. How does the Society start mistaking YouTwo for you and 2. How does this actually even work

You know how you can say "hey alexa" and she'll activate and then take further commands, but she's technically always listening to be able to receive the "hey Alexa" command? That's fucking Lyla, dude. I don't know if she's connected to every watch or just some of them but like, dude Lyla is an extremely powerful AI? How would you ever escape? It's not exactly clear how wide-ranging her abilities are, but as a program, she's not limited like you and I are. She can technically be listening and in some way processing and recording every single conversation that someone with a watch is having, or... maybe I'm thinking too much into it but sometimes I'm in the middle of brainstorming a you vs youtwo idea and my brain just goes "well wouldn't Lyla technically be there to set the record straight, wouldn't Lyla technically ALWAYS know who you are?"

And I think the answer to this problem... is to just say fuck it lmao! It's a fanfic and Lyla isn't always technically watching everything everywhere all at once even in canon right? She didn't immediately pipe up when Gwen reconnected with Miles in the beginning of ATSV, even though it technically would have been part of her prerogative to stop anything that would interfere with anomalies or the Spider Society. Technically speaking if I stayed completely 100% canon accurate this is how it would go:

YouTwo: --and they've just been pretending to be me this whole time! Please believe me Miguel, you KNOW it's me 🥺 uwu

Lyla within 5 seconds: heeeeey this is awkward but the electronic signature on your watch says you're the other one though lol? And the go home machine scans your dna and dimensional signature and the original doesnt even have a home dimension anymore? Plus here's some recorded audio from Reader's watch where you were threatening them and telling them no one will believe them if you replaced them, sooo.... awkward!

Like how fucking funny would it be if YouTwo is in HQ and is talking to Miguel and others and really playing their part and Spider Byte suddenly sees you log on this dimension's equivalent of Xbox lmao. Margo just looking back and forth and realizing holy shit. Or Reader deliberately ordering delivery food while YouTwo is out stealing their life or teaching their class and then when the delivery Spider shows up at your apartment that definitely only you have access to, that also helps kinda set things straight

I've even thought of like, you become depressed and start letting YouTwo do whatever they want and one day someone is banging on your front door and it's them "Hey you can't just COMPLETELY disappear, I don't want to work your fucking job everyday anymore, you have all these responsibilities and some of these people ALWAYS want to spend time with you" and you just smirk "oh no, guess that's your problem, 'real me'"

It's like. I'm trying to make it believable but if I ever do write the full fic (which I'm trying to but at this point I'm pulled between many different ideas) I want it to be believable? Like, for example, a lot of my dumb werewolf audiobooks have the protag being bullied and abused, and listening to those makes me MAD. I want readers to read this story and how you/Reader is being replaced and tricked and I want people to FEEL emotions about it, not just roll their eyes "this would never happen/this is so OOC"

But no definitely the yandere rose colored glasses start completely fucking you over, and I think another catalyst is, you seeing how "genuine" all your society friends act when they think it's not the real you you're talking to. Like here's an example i thought of. What if youtwo had the exact same hero name and real name as you and you're out and about one day and Miguel approaches you and he just CALLS YOU A NUMBER. Like say your home universe is 1217 and YouTwo's is 1712 and Miguel just walks up to you, "what are you doing here, 1712? You're supposed to be helping with construction in sector 6" and meanwhile you're just like holy shit do some people legitimately not even call YouTwo by an actual name, are these people more evil than I originally thought, holy shit no wonder YT wanted to steal my life" (and it's partially because depending on the person they either think of YouTwo as a Dollar Tree version of you and are nice to them as well but prefer you, OR they hate YouTwo outright for "daring to defile your image" and have the same voice and face as you, they think youtwo brings shane to you or whatever)

So not only are you starting to become upset about feeling replaced and feeling like you were never important to them to begin with, but then you're realizing that, either overall or with certain actions, that a lot of people are more outright mean and heartless than you originally thought?

And you're standing there "oh YouTwo has smaller pores and clearer skin than me, YouTwo actually knows how to dance at the clubs and parties,

BUT NO the shit where they suddenly start pointing out or criticizing things about you they've never commented on, just all of a sudden they have a LIST of things they dint like about you, when you're rhe same you've always been, SHIT HURTS, THAT'S THE DRAMA AND PAIN I'M LOOKING FOR

Miguel over here finally confronting YouTwo "and your little groveling for everyone's attention is so pathetic! Those empanadas you left on my desk weren't even good! They had all the wrong ingredients and they weren't crispy enough, i had to keep throwing them away--

You: a-actually, um, I was the one leaving you food so that you would eat. The first time came out really bad but i got better after the first time. You didn't like them, or did you not even eat them after the first time? 🥺

Miguel: --and they were fantastic, made me think of my Abuela, really took me back to my childhood, spectacular, outstanding, 5 stars

People start just "sounding off at YouTwo"

Pavitr: you wanted to try and make chai and it was so bitter my auntie poured it down the drain!

Porker: and when I introduced ya to him, you made Roger real uncomfortable with the "jokes" you made about him and his wife, which weren't that funny by the way!

Hobie: your style is conformist, it's like you have no real sense of self identity. Why did I see you at one of my concerts in a shitty leathet jacket and some brand new converse? You don't even know punk lace code, and you didn't even say hi, you just lurked like a creep

You: God DAMN that was ALL me, do you guys like ANYTHING about me????

And like, depending on what I choose or your personal preference I guess, the Spider Society has it rough too! Wait, so YouTwo WAS impersonating you, but it started when you LET THEM, and then there were times you could have came forward but didn't and basically "allowed" yourself to be treated like shit and have everything progress, so there's this, huge lingering doubt in tons of people of "wait so when was I actually spending time with Reader and when was I with the fake? Oh shit you're telling me those times the fake was rude as fuck to me, that WAS Reader, but they were rude because they were mad I didn't know who they were? But they didn't correct me and let me keep being mean to them????". Miguel is over here tearing his fucking hair out because UGH YOU'RE SO FRUSTRATING 😤 why did you let it get so bad, don't you know you could've came to him for help at any time?! (Except he totally lost your trust when YouTwo framed you for that elevator collapse from that one previous idea and he totally 100% thought you did it) but he still loves you and knows You're Going Through It, but, he definitely is. Relieved you're still ok but mad at you? Or disappointed? He's updating Lyla to keep a better eye on you, he's swapping out your watch for one that tracks and stores more information and is more personally customized, he may even decide, maybe he's got a little bit of an anxiety problem after everything that happened and he's paranoid "someone will try and take you away again"

It definitely is not your choice whether you return to the Spider Society or not, and I wouldn't put it past them to have you be "guarded" 24/7 from then on. Why is your Spidey Sense tingling when you're just out in the lobby getting some air? Because even if you can't see your loyal protectors, they sure can see you, from every visible surface, and next time you think you're alone in your apartment, well, some of your buddies CAN turn invisible. Maybe you were never really alone as you thought?

#yandere spiderverse #yandere x reader #sinprompts #yandere stuff

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salad-006 · 7 months

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I know you already gave us your thoughts about Eddsworld Legacy, but what do you think about Eddsworld Beyond for now?

To be completely honest, I'm really on the fence with beyond. They're in like this weird fluctuating state, and to me that comes off like them not knowing what they're doing

Sometimes we'll get something hilarious, but more often than not beyond feels awkard and rushed. Stilted is the best word i think. (I'm also just really not a fan of jons animation for the show, which doesn't help at all. His EW style has always felt extremely flat to me ,sorry jon)

More options down below vv

Stuff usually feel unfinished or rushed somehow , ex surf n turf. Part one was probably the most uncomfortable episodes we've gotten so far. you could've easily rearranged things so that the intro of them arriving at the beach was at the beginning of part two, and have it be a single episode. It feels like filler before the actual plot starts next episode

It kinda feels like they're trying to imitate every aspect of Edds work, and it's giving me like. Skinwalker vibes. I get it, Edd made little short animtions with random new characters occasionally. But when a full team makes one with a new character, ties an ad read to it, then never touches that character again, it feels confusing and out of place. IDK i just feel like you loose that ability to just make whatever you want when you put together a team, even if its a small indie group. Maybe im wrong there but the point is i thouht the birds and the bees was dumb

I'll keep my option on the team brief. I don't hate anyone on the team nor do i think any of them are Bad People, but there's definitely been a lot of questionable behavior that has come from these guys. Example, I've always been offput by their relationship with Tord’s characters. In the website they put this:

Yet consistently tease the fans with his existence (ex the caveman episode, tori being canonized, his picture clearly torn out in SnT1, having an entire month of tord merch) Either address the situation or don't, guys. You can't sarcastically be like "oh get over it" when YOU'RE the ones that keep bringing him back. You didn't even answer the question dude, no wonder so many kids beg for his return

I guess I can't be THAT pissed when the money all went to charity, but it still just feels inherently weird and disrespectful to merchandise this character after his creator removed him nearly 15 years ago. Atleast Tomska allegedly asked permission and had good intentions. This feels like they (beyond) just don't give a fuck. If any team members are reading this I'm BEGGING YOU: STOP LETTING THEM BRING BACK TORD . THEY CANT KEEP GETTING AWAY WITH IT . Tord Larsson deserves to be left alone, and to stop getting connected to this show in his past.

Despite everything, I still want to support the team. I'll be honest, SnT2 gave me hope for the series I haven't had in quite a while. It wasn't the greatest, but it was a step upwards. And I'd love to see them keep going up ! Genuinely, I would love nothing more than to see these guys succeed in recreating what made the show good initially. Eddsworld changed my life, so really its incredible to see it still kicking around today. Even if it's in this weird, amorphous glob state. They just need to figure out what the hell they're doing

TLDR: the current state of the show is kinda rough, the team feels discombobulated and has made some weird decisions, however I still have hope that they can make this into something amazing someday

#eddsworld

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purgemarchlockdown · 3 months

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i've noticed that every prisoner's victim so far has been largely sympathetic in some way except for amane's (and maybe kotoko's if the theories are wrong) and while i get that it's probably because of the whole morally grey thing the series has going on, i wonder if there's another reason for it.

like sure, i can't say yuno's and shidou's victims needed to live either, if only bc the victims were kind of in a half life anyway, but amane's mom is the only victim so far that i can say absolutely deserved it.

i'm fairly certain this pattern is gonna hold up with mikoto and kotoko too, even if mikoto's whole situation is as confusing as his mvs and kotoko has killed actual criminals before meeting lucky. which really makes her being voted unforgiven in t1 even worse like- we didn't know at the time but still!

anyway, idk where i'm going with this but i thought it was worth noting.

Anon Im so sorry I thought I answered this- yeah its neat that Amane (and then Maybe Kotoko and Mikoto) Are the only unsympathetic victims (thought for a good month after watching AKAA I thought Haruka killed his mom before I took another look and realized it was the girl from Weakness lol) I dont know exactly Why that could be the case though...if anyone has any idea I'd like to hear it!

Re T1 Amane: I like calling what happened in T1 Amane's Voting an Author's Trap because it's such a trap its So funny.

They lure you in with how joyful this girl is at killing someone and use the fictional imagery to lure you into believing that it isnt extremely accurate to what actually happened (I Always find this neat about Magic, it just Shows You It lol) so the audience doesn't think too hard about the extreme horrible torture and abuse that's just blatantly shown on screen...then hit you over the head with "Dududu! You've perpetuated the cycle of abuse!" This kind of stuff can go badly cause like- if you do it wrong, then it just feels like you wanted to be smarter than the audience and it makes the audience feel cheated and betrayed (*cough* MOFFAT *cough) but it works for Amane since we SAW the torture. It was something people KNEW about and DISCUSSED and then DECIDED that it would be better to take the tough love approach anyway. We Didn't Need to know she killed her mother to Know that she was abused. It's great, I love it when creators do this.

#asks #cw child abuse #cw torture

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queerofcups · 4 months

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probably your inbox is not the place to put this, but i was scrolling your blog and saw your post about it. younger fans experience of fandom is so much about surveillance because they are constantly surveilling each other. my current fandom is relatively young (kpop), and in the first month there was a callout post about someone who kudosed a smut fic about an extremely underaged character. i don't even know how they found that kudos, except through very dedicated stalking of [1/2]

oh yeah, my inbox is open for these kinds of discussions, even if I take a while to answer.

yeah, that's not super surprising but is a real fucking bummer, nonny. i do think its a real ourobourus of people doing surveillance, so people act surveilled, so people think its normal to do surveillance and I don't know what the answer is other than to like...develop community with people who will just let you like the shit you like? and/or who are prepared to have conversations about like...fic preferences not being a reflection of real desire and desire often being a complicated, difficult thing. and also like...doing fandom in a healthy way?

and, as much as i understand it, all I see, when I see newer fans talking about like...not leaving kudos on a fic that's more than a year old or being so deeply, deeply scared of being *seen* is an existential threat to fandom as a hobby and as anything like a community (which, lol). like, I know people have very big opinions about writers wanting kudos but like...idk man, kudos feel good! comments feel *really* good. having someone hold up your work and say "I like this thing" is absolutely fuel! and if fanwork creators of all sorts are just kind've...making things and chucking them into a silent void, eventually some of them, maybe most of them, are gonna be like...what's even the point?

Sorry, I'm probably preaching to the choir here, but when I get past my initial frustration and confusion with the way that newer fans act, I mostly just feel really sad for y'all. Because it doesn't have to be this way. Don't get me wrong, fandom has always had its share of -isms and bullshit and people being assholes but the throughline of fear of being seen that I see in newer fans feels super disheartening and makes me really sad for y'all.

#ask me a thing #fandom meta #i suppose

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ye-local-simp · 1 year

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Hellooo~ I saw u doing matchups so I thought I'd participate in this event as well! At first I wanted to wait with my request because my birthday is actually on the 5th of March, but that's when the event ends- SO HERE I AM :D I'd like to have a romantic matchup with a twst boi pls. Btw, please excuse my awkward communication skills lol

Thank youuu in advance if u accept my request.

(General stuff)

My name is Yade/Jade (the way its written changes in literally every country- not me sobbing in confusion rn), I'm female, use she/her pronouns and … I am weird. 160cm tall, (i have no frickin idea what that is in feet- I am European lol I think it's 5'2 tho), my parents are from west asia (turkey) but I was born in Austria. (Btw, idk if dis is important but zodiac is pisces and mbti is infp/intp. Its weird)

Appeareance:

I have a diamond shaped head with sharp facial features, my dark brown hair goes down to my neck but I always tie 'em up in a messy bun so that my shorter hair strands at the front can do their own thing xD Body type is hourglass and my clothing style is pretty casual held in pale/light colors.

Personality~

-Very accepting, polite and respectful. I value these three traits a lot as they are the foundation of relationships in my opinion.

- Intelligent and wise, if I do say so myself. I have gone through quite a lot of stuff so I'd say I am more mature than others my age.

-My humor is broken af but my fam and friends tell me Im funny so I'll just go with that HAHA

- Calm and Resilient. Even tho my writing style is quite chaotic and seemes energetic I am NOTHING like that in rl. I'm pretty laid-back and calm. Not shy or timid. I just like to relax xD I am pretty resilient as well- not easy to break mentally or physically.

-I tend to get defensive extremely fast and without even realizing it. Sometimes I am ignorant, other times I am stubborn. (Lazy as well but we don't talk about that HAHA)

Hobbies/Interests/Likes/Dislikes

Gardening (Nature in general), reading, listening to music (very important- my earphones are my bebes) and designing/decorating. I am also very interested in languages. I can speak 6 rn and hope to speak a lot more in the future!

Ideal date/lover~

-Okay, so first of all- I am very inexperienced when it comes to romantic relationships. The only thing I am good at is rejecting ppl LOL

-Anyways- An ideal date for me would probably be something simple and not overly extravagant. A simple picnic, a library date or just staying at home cuddling together and watching some movies. If you couldn't already tell my love language is quality time so as long as I get to spend time with them I'm happy!

-Now onto the ideal lover… the thing is, I don't really have a type. I don't care about appearance, the only thing I care about is that my partner is somebody who I can trust and feel comfortable with. Communication is also very important so maybe somebody who knows how to handle any kind of situation. I am a task-oriented person so my partner should be confident in what he does.

- Other then that I am just happy when I have somebody in my arms when I fall asleep <3

Sorry if this was too long.. i think i overdid it :,)) IM SORRY (OMG 600 WORDS- MY BAD)

You are matched with...

Riddle!!

-He will throw small teaparties for you two to enjoy, have walks around the garden and take you to see the hedgehogs

-Whatever it is , his dates with your are always unique and cute.

-Riddle believes that if you make a commitment, you should always stay true to it, including you relationship.

-He handles every situation even though most of the time he flies into rage for you.

-But at least, the work is done

#twst #twst x reader #twst matchup #twst matchups #twisted wonderland matchups #twisted wonderland matchup #twisted wonderland x reader #twisted wonderland #twisted wonderland fluff #twst scenarios #twst fluff #twst headcanons

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chemicalcarousel · 2 years

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is it normal for the host of a system to having attributed your headmates' behavior/thoughts/opinions/ect to yourself before you were made aware of your plurality?

and is it normal for other headmates to having confused themselves as being you, the host, in the past?

(gonna do a "keep reading" for the rest of it, since it became a long rant about my& struggle with our mental health)

ig it's because we just thought that was what being one person was idk we do be a lil stoopid lmao. like... i remember some episodes where levi was close to the front or fronting with me where we were well aware that there was a levi there (name and all), but we thought it was a delusion or we just brushed it off as if it never happened. then we identified as otherkin/fictionkin (since levi is an introject from a fictional source). levi thought he wasn't his own person and he still seems freaked out by the thought of existing and honestly i dont blame him since i find existing freaky too hxkfsfksxs

i thought one of the littles was me doing involuntary age regression as some sort of emotional flashback, but idk my therapist thinks she's a seperate part and ngl it makes more sense. she's much different, but probably based on young me and holds our trauma from that time. i'm personally emotionally distanced to the trauma mostly, but she's the one holding it. every therapist/psychologist/psychiatrist that have met her are extremely surprised how i change so drastically. and they have all commented on how im not in touch with my emotions when i describe my trauma very analytically. but then sometimes "i" start acting like a scared child. i cant control it in any way. i especially cant control my body language, my thoughts, my emotions, and my speech. and after the episode is over i definitely have emotional amnesia. it was a dissociated child part

also the child has a passive influence on me from positive triggers too and it's hard to control that. let's just say we have a lot of plushies lmao but idk they are very cute and the big ones are good for especially the littles to ground and soothe themselves. sometimes hugging one also helps when a little is upset inside of the body. we have a hard time reaching each other inside the headspace, it's like we are lost in an infinite void of darkness where we can sense each other faintly at times, but it's so hard to communicate. but i hugged a big, soft plushie once i felt a little crying and i kept repeating that we are safe and that she's not alone and that we love her. idk why the plushie hugging helped, but my theory is that she might have felt it through our body and hugging that plushie helps her. she didnt seem to be at the front at all, but idk maybe she could still feel it?? idk how this works, my therapist has been very hesitant to help us, even though she's the one who was like "yeah you are three different parts, i've observed them all" (havent told her about lee bc we are scared and he only fronts when we are alone and he can do some activities he likes)

TW // suicidal ideation mention

our therapist is a licenced psychiatrist and psychotherapist who is specialised in mood disorders (we have bipolar), so maybe that's why she's so bad at handling our case. she's like "it's hard to work with your trauma when you're either not in touch with it or you're triggered to the point of closing off from the world". bruh........ we're trying our best here, you're supposed to like.... know what to do. there's a reason that we are here, if we knew how to handle this we wouldn't need therapy wtf. sadly we barely have an income high enough to live off of since we aren't allowed to work yet due to our strong anxiety and s//cidal ideation. also we dont have the right disorders to get disability (only schizo-spec or bpd, denmark is so stupid istfg). hhh life is so hard and we are super split on having hope for the future or not

TW OVER // suicidal ideation mention

anyway, a question turned into a rant (yet again). ig it's because we literally have no one to talk to about this. sorry hhhhgggg

~ Sof (she/he/they)

#pluralgang #actuallyplural #actuallysystem #actuallymultiple #sysblr #pluralblr #headmates #host #system host #yo its sof #ours

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caught-the-lovebug · 1 year

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hi I'm the girl who had a crush on the girl in my dorm and everyone and their mother thought the feeling was mutual!

Well now it's the very opposite. We barely even see eachother snd when we do we just do a little fake nod for a hello and we walk past eachother.

Ever since her ex found her way to our dorm things got very confusing. First why is she even here, 2nd are they back together? And 3rd why is my crush suddenly ignoring me. She literally went from showing me stickers she thought I'd like based on my lockscreen and phone case and telling me to pick one (unfortunately I couldn't get any its a long sad story) to tge next day bringing her ex to the dorm and disappearing like she died somehow.

God I'm sooooo disappointed! Like I went from 100 to -100 real quick I couldn't even realize how bad of a damage it caused. I was extremely thankful for the way things were rolling for me but idk WHY they went downhill all of a sudden.

Anyway, I wish I knew what made us like this tbh, like im not the clingy type so when I saw her being a bit cold to me I immediately got offended, however I tried to give her couple chances to see if I was wrong but I can't do it anymore. I can't act cool around someone I feel like they don't give a shit about me rn. So I'm ignoring her as well. Idk maybe that's for the worst actually but she doesn't seem like she wants to have a friendship anymore.

She added one of my friends to her close friend list but not me, and she is also posting alot of her and her ex who's probably now her gf atm.

Ugh, I'm sorry for the rambling but ig it's the end of the fairytale for me...

I'm gonna give my honest answer here but that doesn't mean I'm right.

It sounds like something is definitely going on that you're not in the loop for. Which is almost always the case because we don't get to see what's happening in other people's heads.

It sounds like she's purposely distancing you. Why? I'm not sure. I could think of some reasons (ranging from she knows you like her and doesn't want to hurt you (even though she is anyway), to there's a reason her and her ex broke up and maybe she's being manipulated into it because the ex feels threatened by you, to she's just a jerk) but I have no way of knowing.

It's always really upsetting when someone we like and hoped to be friends with (and maybe test the romance waters) suddenly doesn't seem to want that.

My advice is to take care of yourself. Let yourself be upset over what could have been. But try to move on. Be polite and friendly to her but let yourself move on to new friends (and your current ones!) and new people. Do things. Try new things and new experiences. Don't get caught up with someone who isn't being your friend.

And hey, if things change again maybe you two can talk it out and be friends. Or maybe you won't.

Good luck! And I'm sorry.

#crush #fox gives advice #anon ask #wlw

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onenlonely-irwin · 2 years

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So y'all I'm sick and I dreamt of gentlebeard😩

I want to remind you that this is a dream of a feverish person so just bear with me if it doesn't make sense, I have a point!

TW! Se!f ha£m! G0re! Not mentioned but it's logical that there's blood involved

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So for some reason Izzy is a nurse at the local hospital and Stede and Lucius decide to drop by when they were hanging out

(They also worked there, probably nurses too idk what my brain meant with that, and for some reason I memorised Izzy was giving a vaccine to someone I'm not too sure about that but I know he was messing with a needle)

They didn't know but Ed had also decided to drop by thinking they all were working, so they coincidentally end up meeting

Ed is ecstatic and immediately drags Stede to a tattoo parlour saying he actually had just left the place and had BIG news

Stede is like?????? But follows along

Simp

Anyways, they arrive at the parlour and Ed mentions something about blood I can't make sense of. There they meet with a black girl with an well kept afro who I assume would be the female version of Oluwande who seems to be extremely confused as to why they were there

Following the mention of a huge surprise Ed hands Stede a scalpel with a huge smile

Stede just stands there looking at his sunshine of a boyfriend and at the scalpel on his hand and at said boyfriend's arm that was extended in his direction still looking utterly clueless

Ed shook his arm as if saying go do something about it and Stede finally studied it. There was a somewhat recent scar not too big maybe like two inches

Noticing Stede had no idea what was going on, ed shook his arm once again "well? Cut it!"

Along with the clueless look now Stede seemed extremely weirded out by the request

"Im sorry what?"

"You heard me! Cut it"

"Ed, strawberry munchkin, I'm not going to cut your arm."

"You have to! It's my surprise!"

"Ed, I'm not going to cut you! I'm not going to hurt you!"

"You have to trust me, cut it please!"

"Edward I would probably throw up if I were ever to hurt you!"

"It's okay! I always throw up after doing this." And with that Ed picked up the shaky scalpel from Stede's hands and curing q straight line along his forearm, along the pinkish scar.

Without even blinking Ed revealed a neat handwriting written on raw muscle.

Edward teach had tattooed "Stede bonnet" on his muscle, under his skin.

He then proceeded to go on a rant on how Stede would always be with him and that nothing would take that away, and if he happened to lose his arm he would just do the procedure all over again on all his limbs if he needed to.

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That's it

Crazy in love Ed, maybe a bit psychotic

The point (I think) is that Ed self-harm(ed)s and doesn't realise his life is precious and thinks he doesn't deserve happiness and that everyone thinks like that too.

#our flag is death #ofmd #blackbeard #edward teach #Ed #stede bonnet #Stede #stedeward #gentlebeard #gentlebonnet

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hiiii mina, i'm sorry to be here bothering you, if you don't want to post it's fine, i really just need to vent.

today was a totally exhausting day, in addition to the college workload (8 am to 6 pm). i found out through insta stories that two of my friends, who are from neighboring towns, went for an hang out in my city and they didn't even say anything to me, like i totally understand that they would think i wouldn't go because i was in class but they could at least tell me they were in town so i could try to see them or something, idk i think i'm extremely sensitive and maybe overreacting because i'm having a complicated semester at college (i don't like the classes i'm taking) and this situation was kind of the trigger for me.

i feel a little guilty for being hurt over this, because ik that they don't owe me any satisfaction and they can very well visit the city where i live without having to be with me, but i think that having to find out through instagram stories and none of them being able to tell me anything and, moreover, having been ignoring my messages since the beginning of the year, makes me even more sad by all of this.

anyway, i'm sorry that this is probably too long and confusing. maybe you won't even read it but it felt good to say everything that was going on

Nooooo that wasn’t nice at all. Whenever people tell me this i hate when they call themselves sensitive because it’s not nice. It’s really not hard to send a message to someone letting them know they’re in town 😭 I think they’re messed up for not putting the effort in so your feelings are very much valid. Im sorry they did that to you and i hope you could meet some nicer people instead 👎 Good luck with all your work you got itttt and you could come in here to vent any timeeee. Im glad it helped a little to talk about it

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qhazuban · 9 months

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thoughts as i read "savage tongues" by azareen van der vliet oloomi, part 4

ok so here's an example. (also i'm reading the book in epub format and i really struggle with citations in this regard, especially with long chapters, which is something i need to figure out for my teaching!! but anyway...) in the first chapter, right, several pages in there's a section where the narrator says (I'm skipping over some parts with ellipses to highlight the areas that stand out most to me):

I was interested in how desire is shaped by the destructive logic of empire, how at times sex facilitates the transmission of historical violence from one body to another. Xavi [her husband], however, possessed a purity I'd never be able to access. He experienced sex as a bridge, as union, as an explosive, an exhilarating coming together; I didn't deny that was so, but that didn't constitute the entire inventory of my experiences. [...] [...] I resisted the line of thought that Xavi was sure would salvage me from my pain: demonizing Omar [someone who abused her] in order to purify myself. I had no interest in obliterating the contradictions of the past. To the contrary, I wanted to savor them. Xavi was, I felt, asking me to ignore the nuances of my relationship with Omar, the historical and political terrain that had informed it. He didn't see that in doing so I would be sacrificing my own sense of self and my ability to articulate that self in language. He didn't understand, at least initially, how his attitude, pure to the extreme, dispossessed me of my own narrative, my sexuality, my appetite for inquiry, my openness to examining the darkest aspects of human nature, the things most people prefer to look away from. I was left to raise the frightening questions alone. In the process of vilifying Omar, Xavi had unwittingly placed an invisible restriction on my speech; what I needed was an eruption of language. He couldn't tolerate the idea that I was complicit in my own destruction, that I had weaponized what little agency I had and wielded it against myself.

so i really like a lot of this! and it's totally something i would reblog or repost, or save to think about, ha.

but the thing is. even if this is just the beginning of the novel and all of this is explored better later, setting the novel up like this -- and having a stream of consciousness intellectual/emotional style of narrative -- only works if there are just as many questions and unanswered fragments and just -- emotions in the present, not only retrospective -- or maybe just if the language is explored more? i'm not sure. i just feel mixed about this. i think that we need more moments of perplexity and narrative confusion.

idk. i'm having trouble expressing this but, based on what i have been reading so far, as well as interviews with the author etc., it does not seem like there's really a lot of the... turning things on their head?... that i feel would actually make this kind of self-reflection more potent.

i think it probably comes across as *very* potent as-is to a lot of people -- and here i worry about sounding haughty again lol -- and it does feel potent to me too. but in an actual friendship or conversation or interaction or communication between diasporic writers and artists, if it were *actually* to be that and not the absolute shit that goes on in the sorry excuse of a literary world that currently exists -- in the moments that actually truly matter -- it's not just a restatement of what we know and we've read and realized and applied to our lives. there's restatement, yes, but there's also interpersonal hypocrisy and chaos and bizarreness and complexity that summing things up just won't work for.

and i worry that this novel -- in setting things up like this -- like how much can you explore scenes if you have already set things up with such clarity of self-actualization? i don't know if that makes sense. but i am just skeptical about what is actually happening here!!!

and also. so many times people say these kinds of things in the circles i've been part of. but what does it matter if, when it comes down to it, hardly anyone *actually* wants to do the extremely difficult work of exploring complicity, power, nuance, complexity, etc. in interpersonal situations???

#azareen van der vliet oloomi #savage tongues #literary world politics #writing #trying to read #critique

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made-of-ghosts-and-fire · 9 months

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last night i started thinking about a guy that I've known for over 5 years now whom i am interested in romantically (sorry to be so harrowingly specific. there are autistic people on this webbed site [myself included probably] so i want to be clear about what i say)

i like HIM

i like the idea of him

i like the way he looks, the way he talks, the way he thinks? (i think)

i want to be with HIM.

and I'm saying this because at one point in time, i had to choose between being in love with a PERSON versus being in love with the idea of being in a relationship

I had a choice of choosing this guy who fit the bill to a T of who I could probably be in a stable, long-term relationship with. Lets call this guy Guy X. He was shorter that I am (which is a FUCKING TURN ON for me oh my god i fucking love my men shorter than i am), he had a stable job, he asked ME if I wanted to be in a relationship (I think i have trouble getting into relationships because like,,, idk. im bad at love maybe so this guy made the process of being in a relationship seamless and easy), his sex was literally the best sex of my fucking life. like, L.I.T.E.R.A.L.L.Y. (I have NEVER felt as good getting a blowjob as I did when he gave me a blowjob oh my god. it was like fucking MAGIC he was performing on my dick. he was the ONLY person that made me believe that I could cum from getting a blowjob. he was so good at it WITHOUT EVEN DOING ANYTHING SPECIAL. he just fuckin, sucked my dick and it was fucking BOMB. i'm getting hard right now thinking about it)(and I havent even MENTIONED his ass... honeslty his hole was more open than what I was used to but he told me to stroke slowly so that he could feel me and ohhhh my god. he turned me from a marathon runner to a minute man. and we fucked OFTEN. sex was always so hot with him... maybe i should text him lol... I can't though.... It's like trying to get your job back after you quit... It's kinda extremely embarrassing trying to get back together with him... like a dog with his tail between his legs), and he was so regular... he was boring like me. he stayed inside after work and wanted to cook for me. we went out on dates. he didnt mind treating me. he introduced me to one of his friends... what the fuck is wrong with me.

I chose this OTHER guy over ALLLLLLLLL of that!!!???????????????????????? I'm confused at myself

Guy X was THE PERFECT boyfriend in every possible way and I fucking let him go. I chose, let's call him Guy Y, over Guy X and WHY??????

Guy Y put me through shit. I had a falling out with my best friend thanks to Guy Y. He took advantage of me when I was insecure. He asked me to tone down who I was and how I enjoyed things. He put me in uncomfortable situations... but i still chose him

what the fuck....................... WHY???????????????????

the only explanation that I could come up with is that i actually like Guy Y... Like, if I STILL chose Guy Y even though he put me through so much shit AND EVEN THOUGH Guy X was SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO much better than him in every way (except for mental(?) chemistry(?). i felt like i couldnt talk to Guy X and I have no clue why. There was NOTHING stopping me from opening up to him. nothing. he was cool as fuck... Honestly, I'm blaming my mental illness for this one.), my ONLY explanation for my irrational decision-making is that I am in love with Guy Y and not Guy X.

... I fucking fell in love with him

even unmedicated, i always felt like I could talk to Guy Y. We had some crazy experiences throughout our time getting to know each other. He opened up to me about who he really is gradually (when we first met I didnt know his first name. We met online and he went by his middle name then.). He has GROWN ti trust me more than he normally trusts people... i think...?... i dont fucking know man...

i dont fucking know what is wrong with me... why the fuck am i so bad at love.

i want to go to Guy Y's apartment but he told me to stop showing up at his house unannounced, which obviously is a reasonable thing to say. i dont even know why i do it. i am better than that. i KNOW better than that. idk why i keep choosing to go back to him. i dont know why i CARE so much to go back to him. what the fuck??? ughhh

and i can't help but wonder if i intentionally brought this pain on myself (i mean like, OBVIOUSLY i do because i keep making fucking dumb decisions) but like, what if my subconscious is holding me to the words of my younger self who was ready to jump into the heartbreak of being in a relationship with someone...

(sigh) ugh. maybe this is me trying to get the fullness of the human experience.... experiencing heartbreak before i experience reciprocal, long-lasting love

#i'm so fucking stupid

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hii, can i please get headcanons of la squadra reacting to reader hiding a baby cow inside of their room? cows are basically big puppies and i haven’t been able to get the thought out of my head

SJHGSKHGKJSHG PLEASE THIS IS SO FUNNY TO ME

i L O V E these types of requests they are so cute to me

La Squadra reacting to (gn)Reader hiding a baby cow

I'm sorry some of these are really short.

Risotto

this could go one of two ways and if you play your cards right everything will be fine

everything will be good until that baby cow give an inevitable loud ass moo

he will track down the noise and probably won't be the only one who wants to see what is going on.

he would look at the cow like: ._.

"Why?" is what he would say without breaking his neutral expression.

he probably will not let you keep it.

something along the lines of "we don't have room for it." and "Once we get out of the mafia maybe we can get some land..."

ah yes domestic farm life in Italy, he's hooked on the thought now.

Prosciutto

immediately no

he will walk into your room see the cow and walk right back out to go smoke before he deals with this.

you cannot convince this man to keep a cow.

he will help you find a nice place for it if you give him pleading eyes

in the duration of finding a place he does love on the cow a bit

"I never knew they could be cute up close"

Illuso

Like pros,, he won't want to deal with it but doesn't care what you do.

like if you wanna hide a cow from the capo.... go ahead and try.

if you beg him to help you he MIGHT let the cow into the mirrors to avoid suspicion.

(side note do ya'll think illuso ever gets confused about which world thing is real and which is a mirror? just me? cool)

not much to say for him tbh, he also won't help you take care of the calf

Formaggio

All for this

he can easily shrink the cow to hide it (if I recall correctly IDK if he can shrink living things but shh)

will want to use the little one to make the others think they are crazy for seeing a cow

he will try to help with caring for the cow. and accidentally becomes attached

he considers himself the best caretaker. he is not

he has no idea what to do once the cow grows but that's a problem for tomorrow

Ghiaccio

he does a full-body double-take when he walks into your room

doesn't yell... at first...

he basically goes 'ur dumb and didn't think this through huh'

let's be honest, did you?

he gets more agitated when he asks you questions like

"where will it use the bathroom?" "How are you gonna afford to feed it" "where the hell did you even get a cow?!?!"

the talking will cause the calf to moo at him and thus goes an argument between Ghia and a whole baby cow..

Pesci

was not prepared to get moo'ed at by a cow when he went to see his s/o

his anxiety is spiking

kinda scared to touch it. but once you help him pet a baby cow he won't stop.

he gets attached too

starts asking you if you can keep your own cow?? like a kid who sees a stray on the street

is COMMITTED to helping you with this cow

Melone

immediately yes

he's all for this?? kinda surprising but also kinda not

"it's our first kid together y/n" cue kissy faces

will paint the calf's hooves

but will not help clean after it. will do anything to avoid Ris telling you you can't keep it (if you are in the same line of work)

Sorbet and Gelato

I really don't know how they would react.. like honest to god

Sorbet is happier about this than Gelato I feel.

I feel like they may just wait for an explanation as to what the actual fuck is happening?

ultimately it's your choice and with an extreme amount of coaxing they will interact with the cow.

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xthe-writing-vampirex · 2 years

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oops, ohayo

Look me here again who would say lol

how are you? Hope all is well! ^^

So I was re-reading your Sun/Moon Vore writings and I thought it was really cute!

I was wondering if you could do something with our Father Bear ^^

I had thought that maybe instead of naturally opening his chest hatch (Maybe he doesn't have the opening or can't open it at the moment because of some glitch like it happened in the game) he'd just 'eat' our reader :3

-By LobuStudios

You don't have to ask me twice! Also I'm sorry for how long its taken me to answer another ask. I've been struggling mentally and am finally getting to where I can write again. Also head cannon that all the animatronics have very sensitive wires and endoskeletons. Is that sexual? Idk man it may be. Anyway I hope you like this!

Glamrock Freddy x Borrower Reader (Safe Vore)

Word Count: 824

Warnings: Contains vore though its not graphic

Pairings: Reader x Glamrock Freddy

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You and Freddy had been running from a certain homicidal night guard all night and finally she had cornered the two of you. It wouldn't be a big deal if Freddy was caught, after all he's supposed to be in the Pizza plex, he would most likely just be sent back to his room. You on the other hand….well…..you're definitely not something she needs to see. You're a borrower, a tiny human that had been using the Pizza Plex as your home. Sadly for you, your home had been destroyed in some recent construction in Monty's gator golf, leaving you out in the open with nowhere to hide. Terrified, you'd run crying into the back areas of that section of the pizza plex only to be found by a certain papa bear.

He was using one of the charging stations when he saw you pass by, crying your eyes out. Of course his dad mode took over and the poor thing didn't even think about how badly the size difference would scare you, he was more concerned that you were crying. After some convincing you managed to explain what happened and the bear became a sort of protector for you. So of course when things went haywire and Vanessa found your home and began looking for you, you went to Freddy. Now after hours of him avoiding Vanessa and trying to keep you from being found out it was going to be all for not. Or….at least you thought so. Out of nowhere you hear a mechanical sound from the area where Freddy's stomach would be if he had one, then a slight grumble of annoyance.

"I cannot get my stomach hatch to open. There must be some sort of malfunction. We have to find another place to hide you." He explains, clearly stressed out and angry at himself for the malfunction. You remembered seeing him open the hatch multiple times in the past for mechanics to check on his endoskeleton. It seemed safe enough but you really hadn't thought about ever going in there. After all there's probably a lot of sensitive mechanical parts in there. If you had no other choice though, there had to be another way.

"Is there another way for me to get in there?" You ask, looking up at the animatronic from his hand. His expression reveals even more worry than before. "Uh….Freddy?"

"There is. But I am not sure you will like it super star." He explains, causing you to turn your head to the side in confusion. He sighs in response. "My throat hatch drops into my stomach hatch. If you went through my mouth you would be able to get to it."

At first the idea of being basically swallowed makes your heart race, but you realize quite quickly that you don't have many other options. Looking up at the bear you manage a nervous nod. "We can't let her catch me." Freddy gives you a nervous look before nodding in return. He carefully lifts you above his head, putting his hand to where his mouth is and letting you slip in. You close your eyes at first, afraid out of instinct and not really wanting to get cut on the sharp teeth. As with everything he does however, the bear is extremely careful with you and makes sure you don't come in contact with his teeth.

The next time you open your eyes you notice that you're in some sort of tube-like structure, sort of like a slide. As you slip down the metallic surface you notice a sort of dinging sound as the tube opens up below you and drops you into Freddy's stomach hatch. You fall on something that's slightly cushioned and look around you. You can see the occasional light and hear the whirring of the different mechanical parts that make up your protector. Then you hear Vanessa's voice coming from outside.

"Freddy, what are you doing out of your room? There aren't any shows going on." She asks angrily. Freddy of course plays along.

"Sorry Vanessa, it seems I may have gotten lost. I will return to my room." He replies, causing her to sigh.

"Well if you see anything suspicious let me know. We found some sort of….tiny house in Monty golf."

"Yes Vanessa." Freddy replies before beginning to walk off. Once he's out of earshot he begins talking to you. "Are you alright super star?" He asks, worry in his voice. You carefully reach out and touch what you believe is his endoskeleton, causing him to flinch.

"Sorry! I should have thought before I did that. I'm okay, I didn't hurt you did I?" You ask, looking towards where you believe his head would be.

"I am fine super star. I am just glad she did not see you. It may be best for us to return to my room as she asked."

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Also my tags are glitching....idk why

#my writing #g/t community #g/t fluff #g/t #size difference #g/t writing #fnaf #giant/tiny #fnaf au #giant #fnaf x reader #glamrock freddy x reader #fnaf glamrock freddy #safe vore stories

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Hello? How are you doing? :3

So~~ I was thinking. In real life, how could someone explain their family and friends that they spend one year studying in hell?

"So, when I disappear for an year? Just in hell studying and living in a house full of demons". In real life this person's family and friends probably would think that they went mad. ( maybe send them to a psychiatrist hospital? Idk. My family would do something like this)

So, if this give you some inspiration, can I request a headcanon ( or a short fic? What's best for you) how would the boys react if they discover something like this happen to MC? You can make it angst if you want, I'm feeling like cry

Ps. Sorry if it was too confuse ^^"

Thank you s2

I actually really like this and have thought about this too 😂😂 especially when families are super strict

Warning: Mention of violence

THE BROTHERS reacting to MC being put in psych ward after they return

Lucifer:

You know, your family was never the subject of any conversation, but he found it super odd that you hadn’t spoken to any of them in a while and fear curiosity definitely made him seek you out. To say he was confused when he found you in a psych ward was an understatement. Had you lost your mind upon return? When you tell him you hadn’t, that you just told your family the truth and then they put you here, he almost scoffed at the similarity between him and you. He, too, just told his father the truth and was cast out. It’s ironic how history repeats itself, no? Don’t worry, he definitely got you out of there.

Mammon:

One day passed… two… three… and suddenly it’s been six months. It’s been so long since he heard from you and yes, he was extremely worried and driving everyone insane. He wouldn’t rest until he found out and then he was shoo! Your family basically disowned you and as much as he can relate to crazy pranks and mild hatred from his own family, no one ever sent him to the crazy house! He’s mad, hurt, and super relieved that he found you. Don’t worry, he’s taking you back and never letting your family near you again.

Leviathan:

He knows. Bold of you to assume he never tracked your phone lol. He’s watching the security cameras of the place after hacking into it, alerting everyone in the house, and still manages to make a stupid decision. Yes, he summoned Lotan. Yes, he got himself exposed pretty much as soon as he got there. Yes, you might’ve been swimming in water for what felt like a week but was only thirty minutes, and yes, you are now safely back in the Devildom. He will literally beg Diavolo to let you stay if he has to.

Satan:

So, it surprisingly took him a while to figure this out, but once he did, he was PISSED. He didn’t care how many punishments Lucifer would throw at him, he got there in his demon form and kicked some ass. Not only did he scare the staff, he was also adamant about scaring your family so before you even got back to the Devildom, he dropped by your folks’ place and gave them a nice heart attack. Stupid humans.

Asmodeus:

He was, most likely, summoned there by you. The minute he arrived, he gasped in shock. Not only was this place UGLY and these people WEIRD, you also had NO good reason to be here. For what, telling the truth? He scoffed, immediately taking you into his arms and holding you tight. Don’t worry, Asmo’s got you. Once he brings you back, it’s a spa day and he makes sure that you get some nice new clothes. Please tell him all about your ignorant family, too. He actually gives great advice.

Beelzebub:

Chances are, he got summoned there too after a while. He’s been worried for days so when he arrived at that unfamiliar place, he looked around with a frown until his eyes settled on you and he engulfed you in a hug. Asks all the questions. Will not stop pestering you about getting your family back because he thinks they’re stupid for putting you here. For what? They don’t think demons exist? Let him rip them a new one.

Belphegor:

He’s both pissed and sleepy and an angry sleepy man is never the one you want to go for. He turns into his demon form the minute he pinpoints your location and off he goes. Doesn’t care how many people he’s scaring along the way, he just wants you. You can also pretty much bet that he will pick a fight with the staff AND your family and all YOU have to do is sit back and enjoy while he verbally, and maybe physically, tears them apart. Someone like you doesn’t belong anywhere but in fun, loving arms.

#obey me #obey me shall we date #obey me headcanons #obey me scenarios #asmodeus obey me #mammon obey me #obey me lucifer #belphegor obey me #obey me leviathan #obey me satan #obey me beelzebub #cheys headcanons #tw violence

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