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hardlypartying · 1 year

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want to pop in and say im alive!! barely, but im still here!

i’ve been swamped with some real hard-ass frighteningly-real-life shit that have all decided to show up all at once.

for me writing is something i find time for because it’s completely therapeutic but right now i’ve been having to delegate my time to some not-so-fun stuff and i haven’t had the time to write. im hoping that changes soon but just want to give y’all a heads up that there’ll be (even more) of a lull in the near future :( but the light at the end of the tunnel is that krcg will 100% be completed—i have everything mapped out and it’s just the logistics of time that stands between me and the story being completed!

#if I could quit my big girl job and just write 24/7 I would #I’m already up until 4 doing it so what’s the difference #I haven’t had time to even edit the next chapter and it’s killlinnnnggf me #I have all these thoughts and lines and my notes app is overflowing with them bc I haven’t been able to sit down and actually write #I’m about to burst #so sorry I’ll be MIA until I get my irl shit under control which is a good thing bc then I’ll be able to have this under control #say a little prayer for me #also pls don’t be nasty in the ask im literally human and trying my best™️#thank you all for sticking with me <3 #hoping to sneak in some time here and there to edit for this next chapter

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rrat-king · 2 months

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“and for the briefest moment, you see two silhouettes in the rail of moonlight across the ripples of the lake. a tall and awkward teenage girl’s silhouette and a strong and confident woman briefly hold hands”

a tall and awkward teenage girl.

a tall and awkward teenage girl— god she was only 16! she revived rats in the woods! she was a cleric and a beloved student and tall and awkward and just. lucy frostblade i will never stop thinking about you.

#brennan said that line and i burst into tears #not to be insane about a fictional character but i’m glad your resting easy lucy. you didn’t deserve what happened to you #d20 #fhjy #fantasy high #dimension 20 #lucy frostblade #fantasy high junior year

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crismakesstuff · 7 months

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the house looks so different now it’s so pretty but I can’t help but think

the house is covered now in the colors of nolan’s omniman costume with the pale greyish-blue and red tones. i have never seen a character haunt the narrative as much as that man

#i rly like that everyone in ep1 was checking in with mark #and that olga came to visit and comfort debbie #I’m begging them both to go to therapy pls #mark is borderline disassociating the entire episode #and debbie is a dam about to burst #I’m hugging them both so hard #invincible #invincible show #invincible spoilers #invincible season 2 #nolan grayson #mark grayson #debbie grayson #omniman

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dclovesdanny · 5 days

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DcxDp prompt

4/5

Teen titans have been attempting to get Phantom to join their team for ages, but he’s always refused, citing other obligations. He has fought side-by-side with the team several times, and gets along with all of them pretty well. Phantom even has Robin’s number. (Everyone on the team knows about Robin’s crush on Phantom, and tease him endlessly about it.)

Robin wasn’t expecting Phantom to call over a burner phone in the middle of the night, after a worrying three monthes of silence, to accept the offer, as long as he can bring his two children to stay in the tower too.

#misunderstanding #teen dad danny #dc x dp #dcxdp #dcxdp prompt #protective young justice #come up with your own conclusions about why Danny needs to move #I’m enjoying the mental image of Dick Grayson bursting in Alfred’s room to ask about babies #death defying #dad danny

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raplinenthusiasts · 2 months

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jungcore bv4

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selfrinsert · 7 months

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imagine referring to your f/o as “my [f/o name]” okay now imagine your f/o referring to you as “my [your name]” now subsequently imagine both of you getting flustered as hell over it

#rambles #I haven’t done an imagine post in so long can you tell I’m rusty sgjdkg #I’ve just been thinking about this soooo much lately #I accidentally said “my Jessie” the other day and IMMEDIATELY blushed so hard I burst into flames #then I imagined Jessie doing the same thing for me and obviously exploded #imagine your f/o #self ship #selfship imagines #self shipping

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peachyykira · 3 months

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Sorry for being obnoxious. I need attention or I’ll die. It will happen again.

#talking peach #truly I just feel shitty about myself AND I’m working hard today for NO REWARDS and it’s unfair #so give me attention and praise as reward plz thanks or I will burst into flames #thank

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rottengurlz · 7 months

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oc introductions

#THIS TOOK SO LONG but i love them all soo much SMOOCHES THEM #almost everyone is unrecognizable besides enzo and audrina #and Julian #i barely touched audrina she was perfect to begin with <33 #we will act like noelle existed before this..........#named her after my gf <3 #BURSTING AT RHE SEEMS I WISH U GUYS COULD SEE THE LITTLE BLURBS IVE WRITTEN ABOUT THEM #i have 3 of them done and I’m doing Audra’s rn #I still need to decide on her origin #hmmmmmm #ANYWAYS I HOPE U ALL LOVE THEM #mysims #simblr #the sims 4 #ts4 #sims 4 edit #ts4 edit

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ivetried27nameswhataboutthis1 · 11 months

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Yoko: I don’t believe that Enid is a werewolf. Not until I see her as a wolf myself.

Wednesday: She is a werewolf, you know that.

Yoko: I could believe her to be a were-bunny or maybe even a were-corgi. But a werewolf? No.

Wednesday: You want her to transform in front of you? You’ll end up dead.

Yoko: You think, she’d kill me? Enid? *laughs for 5 minutes straight*

Wednesday: That’s not what I’m saying.

Yoko: What were you saying, then?

Wednesday: That I’m going to kill you, if you watch my girlfriend get naked, as she transforms.

Yoko: Oh..Now, that is something I can believe.

Wednesday: You still want to see it?

Yoko: No, no. Actually, I think I just now wrapped my head around it. No need.

Wednesday: That’s what I thought.

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viperwhispered · 2 months

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Rest

Guess what? I've got more Jamil x reader for y'all. You can also find this on ao3. No warnings, just 866 words of kinda fluffy(?) caretaking stuff with gender-neutral reader.

At this point, you know Jamil’s schedule almost as well as he does. So, when you have the chance, you head to Scarabia’s kitchen, hoping to spend some time with Jamil while he and the other students prepare dinner.

However, when you enter, it takes you but a moment to notice Jamil’s uncharacteristic fumbling and the tired look in his eyes. The way Jamil’s chopping the vegetables has you worried about him cutting himself with that knife he’s usually so adept with, and it seems it’s only force of habit that’s keeping him on track.

You frown, and when your eyes meet Jamil’s, you can already see him put his guard up.

So he knows what state he is in, huh? And still, here he is.

It seems Jamil is reading your thoughts, all of him telling you drop it before any words are even said.

At least he still lets you lean in and give a quick kiss to his cheek in greeting.

“Hello love. Do you still have a lot on your agenda for today?” you ask, keeping your tone low for at least some semblance of privacy in the busy kitchen.

“Nothing I can’t handle,” is the response you get.

Of course.

It takes a little more pestering before Jamil actually answers your question. Your lips purse. That list is far too long to your liking.

You take a moment to think, juggling your own plans and to-do list against the urgency of the things Jamil mentioned.

“Will Kalim be eating from that?” you ask, pointing at the food Jamil is preparing.

“Yes.”

“Alright, I won’t be touching that one, then. I’ve gotta do a few things but I’ll be back when you’re done here.”

“Don’t,” Jamil says with a glare, clearly aware of what you’re thinking.

Yet even his disapproving look doesn’t have the usual weight behind it.

“Yes. I will,” you say firmly, even as your heart curls inwards with another bout of concern.

Really, when did he get so tired?

And how did you not notice it earlier?

You leave the kitchen before Jamil can protest further, hurrying through the dorm corridors to find Kalim.

Soon you have an enthusiastic – and concerned – supporter for your plans. You have Kalim point out a few reliable Scarabia students to help with a few of the most urgent matters Jamil mentioned – cleaning up the common areas, delivering some paperwork to Crowley, preparing some dorm-wide notices – while you see to Kalim getting his school supplies in order for the following day. You even recruit a couple of third years to help Kalim with his homework.

You’ll see to the rest tomorrow – after all, you do also have a boyfriend to look after.

Your conversation over dinner can hardly be called anything else than an argument – despite Kalim’s best attempts at acting as a moderating force between you two. It is very tempting to ask Kalim to tell Jamil to take the rest of the day off – it’s not like Jamil would be willing to openly disobey a direct order. Still, you really don’t need to remind Jamil of his position on top of everything else that you’re already doing more or less against his wishes.

Eventually, however, Jamil’s had a square meal, the most urgent things on his to-do list are being taken care of, and you’ve managed to drag him to his bed.

“I really wish you wouldn’t push yourself so hard,” you murmur, your arms wrapped tightly around Jamil. You’re telling yourself you really do just want to cuddle, to offer some respite to Jamil. Still, there might also be a part of you worried that if you were to let go, he’d just jump up and get back to working himself to the bone.

Yet, for all his protestations, just the fact that you’ve gotten Jamil to lay down with you speaks volumes of his current exhaustion.

“I can’t just leave my duties, albi. You know this.”

“Making yourself too indispensable, is what you’re doing,” you protest.

Oh, you know it’s not so simple. Not with his background, not with all the expectations and assumptions.

But sometimes you really wish it would be.

Jamil merely scoffs in response to your words.

Still, it is undeniable that he is slowly beginning to relax in your arms, slowly bringing his head closer to yours. His eyes are starting to flutter, too.

“I will still need to help Kalim with his homework, at the very least.”

You wonder who he is trying to convince more, you or himself.

“Amin and Khalil are helping him. They’re basically top of their classes, aren’t they? I’m sure they’ve got it.”

Still, Jamil frowns.

You sigh. He really is not letting go, is he?

“Do you want me to go supervise?” you ask.

And leave you, unsaid yet hanging there right after your words.

“Don’t,” Jamil eventually says, the word barely more than a breath.

It seems he has accepted his fate.

You softly caress Jamil’s hair, listening to his softening breathing.

And when you wake up, wholly unaware of having been lulled to sleep in the first place, it’s to the lightest of touches from Jamil’s fingers.

Tagging @diodellet @twstgo @crystallizsch @jamilvapologist @jamilsimpno69 as per request If you'd like to be tagged for any future works, let me know!

#twisted wonderland #jamil viper #twisted wonderland x reader #jamil viper x reader #woop it sure has been quite the burst of creative energy lately #especially since this has apparently been sitting in my drafts since last august #but now you have it #I certainly can’t promise to keep up with this rate of writing (in fact I can promise I won't) but hey let's enjoy it while it lasts #and yes I’m hopping on the “jamil using arabic terms of endearment” train #I’ve read so many fics doing that that at this point it feels more natural than english ngl #even if english would probably be more canonical #also is it a *good* way to go about it to just pretty much just force someone to rest like this? probably not #is it sometimes the only way to get stubborn people to stop for a bit? perhaps #and is it something I might do?#...possibly #also oh boy can you tell that I'm avoiding jamil's dialogue like the plague lately?#I really need to reread so much of his stuff to get a hang of his voice again #(also if you notice typos pls tell me because they always bug me)#(or other wonkiness because I'm not a native speaker and sometimes things just go silly)#anyways hope y'all enjoy!

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fumifooms · 3 months

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thanks for infecting me with marchil its so so fun to just see them pair themselves up in the background now

especially love how much she picks him up like a cat (and when he has the opportunity to do it to her too he just lugs her around like a sack of oats) gosh i love them they're so funny

YAAAAAA 🎉🎉 I’m so glad to hear it welcome to the sillies corner 🤝

THEY’RE SOOO SO FUNNY

They’re worsties that cannot get enough of each other

#Ask #dungeon meshi manga spoilers #dungeon meshi #marchil #MAKE IT MAKE SENSEEE they’re so ‘see u later bestie!! <3 … Can’t stand their fake ass smh’#Ppl get on Marcille’s case about teasing him about his age but I think most forget how teasing her is Chil’s mission & calling 24/7 #-sends off an explosion near him- ‘Woah careful there!! Is he okay??!!’ ‘What are you a baby it’s just a lil explosion he’ll be fine’#Rest of the time: ‘CHIL ARE YOU OKAY OMIGOSH I’M COMING DON’T WORRY’#He laughs at her so so much. So often. They are united in haterism like ‘thank god we’re normal’ and then realize they are so obnoxious #I’ve been trying to think of funky ship names for them lately. Bc Short Fuse is taken by another ship from another fandom </3 #None feel perfect but… Closed book. Magiclock. Detonation… Implode explode… Bc she makes boom booms and he undoes traps which blow up #Also he bottles his feelings up until he bursts hehe #Anyways. Just a short comp of the sillies #Compilation #Marcille donato #chilchuck tims

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luminousstardust · 7 months

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something so special and heart-wrenching about caleb having the Wish spell and once again holding the power to try and rewrite what happened to him in the past in his hands but instead of going back to save his old family he uses it to protect his new one in Luc 🥺

#uncle cay… and what if i burst into tears every time i think about it #i’m never recovering from this oneshot guys sorry #i need more of the mighty nein injected into my veins immediately #critical role #critical role spoilers #cr spoilers #caleb widogast #luc brenatto #the mighty nein #echoes of the solstice

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shorthaltsjester · 10 months

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i do not want to dig a hole but i am too much of a laura bailey pc enjoyer to not make this post so:

selfishness ≠ a lack of kindness

selfishness is a theme that has come up with all of laura's main campaign pcs. that doesn't mean that her characters are always making selfish choices or that they don't care about the rest of the people they're with or that they're not good. it's just that, for the most part, the first thing they're thinking of when they take action or make choices is themselves.

in jester and vex both it is more typical and obvious selfishness. vex's developed because she needed it to keep herself and vax alive and as safe as possible and it grew into a behaviour that she had to actively work to avoid. it's evident in her greed, her theft of the broom, her reaction to her own death which relied heavily on i'm okay/i survived to which keyleth reminded her that she wasn't the only one who had to witness and reckon with her death. in jester's case, she grew up in an environment that literally trained her to make every decision based on two things - her mother's opinion and her own. so, when she's out in the world without marion for the first time, her choices are those that will benefit her and her actions are those that consider her own thoughts and not really many others' (aside from the traveler's).

it isn't a criticism of either vex or jester to say that they are characters who act selfishly. in fact, i'd argue that to claim otherwise does a great disservice to exactly how immense both of their character arcs are. because the nuance of both jester and vex is that they are selfish, and they also hold extreme room for self-sacrifice and empathy. vex is much more brash than jester is, and jester is much more trusting than vex, but both of them are characters who begin with selfish impulses who grow with them. neither ever truly shed those impulses, but they use them in new ways, typically transforming them into impulses towards things that are in the best interest of the party.

you may have noticed the lack of imogen in this post about laura bailey pcs and that's because of two reasons. one, we are an unknown amount of time into her story, i can't analyse her development the same way i can vex and jester's. two, imogen's selfishness isn't the blatant quasi-self-aware selfishness that we see in things like jester complaining about her lack of money to caleb or vex stealing a broom. instead, imogen's is very internal, like a lot of laura's character work with imogen. it is a bit similar to jester’s in the sense that it comes from a lack of awareness moreso than vex’s practiced behaviour, but imogen’s is a lot more tied to inherent beliefs she has about the world and the people in it.

as a consequence of her powers, imogen sees people's thoughts as their entirety, she holds it above their actions to be the truth of who they are - to act against what they think or to say something that doesn’t cohere with what they’ve thought is akin to lying, so for her to act empathetically is to act in tandem with what someone else’s thoughts are, not how they act, which is typically not all that wanted. the same as vex’s greed and jester’s naivety, this is a trait that makes narrative sense and it’s one i find quite compelling, especially when read in the vein of someone struggling through trauma that has made them assume that the world is against them. imogen’s cynicism is coherent cynicism, i can’t say that in a similar situation i wouldn’t have the same predisposition towards the world.

the part that is particularly self-interested comes in if you look at how imogen has actually been treated in the campaign (quite well) in comparison to the cynicism that she’s developed from her past (something that speaks to a world out to get her). certainly, a bunch of shitty things have happened to imogen in the time we’ve known her, but the same can be said for everyone in bell’s hells and pretty much everyone in exandria at this point in time. but, in a fight to save the aforementioned world, imogen’s focus was getting her mother back on her side. which, while very consistent with her character and a choice that i enjoy, is a very selfish one. the fun thing (to me, obviously) about imogen is that she has, more than most, an insight into the opinions of others and she also tends to seek others’ opinions out and genuinely engages with them and supports their choices. but she still very much acts towards what she thinks is best. it’s one reason i enjoy looking at the dynamic between her and orym as one between foils, as orym tends to be stalwart in his beliefs and doesn’t care too much for other’s opinions if he’s already sure of his own, but his actions tend to favour collaboration and protecting others.

as i mentioned earlier, imogen is a harder case to look at because she is still in the process of her story. however, the circlet is clearly influencing how she interacts with the world and in the wake of the solstice, the hostile reaction towards ruidusborn people has started to become more and more apparent and i’m interested to see what route that ends up leading imogen down and how it will influence her relationship with the rest of bell’s hells. (for better, i think, based on recent conversations, but if it's for worse i will be just as seated and excited).

all of this is just to say, please stop assuming that claiming a character has a trait you think is a bad one is criticism or a hate post. in light of the fact that i know that people who don’t believe this will continue to not believe this, i’ll encourage anyone confused about the ability of a character to be good and kind and selfish all at once to look to what the text itself says, specifically scanlan’s words to pelor when asked what vex means to him:

“Her name is Vex, and she is greedy and mean sometimes, and she can steal a lot. She’s a little bit not the greatest person, but her flaws highlight everything that is right about her, which is she does all these things to protect her friends and her family. She would give her life for any of us and for anyone who was truly in need. And she’s not perfect but she’s the most perfect of all of us.”

would you look at that... an ability to be a multitude of things, some in conflict with one another. i know that's hard for fandoms to believe, especially about female characters with agency, but i promise its true!

#deeply unfair of laura to make three characters with some type of people skills and morality shaped by their loneliness #and what. i’m just supposed act like i’m normal about that?#this is me blog and i have slightly more time than usual to write nothing essays about fictional characters that haunt me #but dear god . lookin at cr characters and denying their flaws is like looking at a house and only seeing it’s doors .#if ppl demand perfection of fictional characters im genuinely curious in what media they’ve ever found that .#a single imogen post of mine broke containment and it skyrocketed my annoying phil student levels so. alas #but . if you agree that imogen had an incredibly isolating life . i will emphasize that isolation causes traits and behaviours #that aren’t just Quirky or fun or hot anger or whatever #imogen contains so much i love her so much i am bursting at the seams about it #but for some ppl. she is ur ‘girlfailure’ until someone suggests a way she might be girl failing by being selfinterested #what is the truth. do u want her to be an actual girlfailure it do u just want her to suit a . frankly tired. trope about lesbians #anyway . both text and tag rant over . goodnight #cr meta #imogen temult #vex’ahlia #vex’ahlia de rolo #jester lavorre #critical role #my posts

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starscelly · 11 months

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Introducing up and coming punk band from Dallas: The Flying Stars !

#IM SO GLAD I CAN TALK ABT THIS FINALLY #my notes app is bursting at the seams #most of the info is in the little slides but i have SO MUCH MORE like fun little details #Please Talk To Me About My Punk Band Au #i hope u guys like it djwnjfbwjfnsj #i’m nervous omg. okay #also i’m not. a music playing person so if ur like. instruments shouldn’t look like that. pls lmk but also b kind <3 #i referenced artists i like who i thought their playing style would b similar ish to #roope hintz #miro heiskanen #jason robertson #jake oettinger #dallas stars #art stuff #flying stars band au #new tag bc i plan on not shutting the fuck up abt it !!!

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shibaraki · 3 months

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with my gorgeous boys (/ _ ; ) thank you sm to @ruiaes for this beautiful commission I am completely in love I can’t take my eyes off it !!!!! [do not save or repost]

#monty.selfships #AAAAAAAAAAAA IM JUST #I’m so emotional #me and my beloved boys #this is soooo observer of longing coded ;—; as I intended #there is just something about being a bit in love with all of your best friends #no truly when I got it back last night I burst into tears #it has been a RUFFF week #<- me every week

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ormymarius · 4 months

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I’m sad there’s not going to be an aquaman 3 partly because we don’t get to see Orm’s return from the “dead” to Atlantis when he’s needed with the reaction of the citizens + the Aquafam pretending to be shocked about his miraculous return from the “dead”

#orm: hello everyone I have returned from the dead and I’m here to help!#Atlantis citizens: 🤨#the aquafam: *pretending to be shocked*#I just know arthur would burst into laughter 😭#everyone probably wondered why arthur wasn’t so sad about his brother being dead meanwhile atlantis probably had a funeral for orm’s dumbas #orm marius #aquaman

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