#I’M GONNA FUCKING LOSE ITTTTT
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GOOD MORNING HELP ME
I AM STILL NOT OVER IDIA’S CHIBI JAMIL
HE LOOKS SO HAPPY I WANT TO SHAKE HIM
#AAAGHHH#NEXT UPDATE SCARABIAAA#I’M GONNA FUCKING LOSE ITTTTT#[—#twst jp spoilers#twst jp#★ twst rambles#—]#since scarabia is an anomaly#i wonder if the card is going to be kalim instead???#bc it seems like the card privileges are going to the non-overblotters#but theyre the person who is the most important to the overblotter#like the one who can snap them out of their dream???#and in this case literally kalim is the only other person so#;;;;#gahhhh now i’m just thinking about what sort of dreams jamil and kalim will have 😭😭😭#I NEED THEIR LORE I NEED THEIR BACKSTORIES#I NEED THEIR RELATIONSHIP DEVELOPMENT#RAAHHHH PART NINE GIVE ME THE SCARABIA ANGST THAT I CRAVE
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Rosekiller band au microfic series part 5!!!!
link to first part
link to prev part
AHHH GUYS I FINALLY COMPLETED ITTTTT
Ok so. This one’s short
like real short
bc I was honestly gonna put pt 4 and 5 together originally (pt4 was like a little over 700 words and this one is a little over 300 and normally the microfics in this series are about 1200 words or so) but then I thought they kind of work better separate
so anyway here’s a lil ending for u, Evan’s POV is back and im so happy with how this series turned out
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“…so yeah when we got to the venue we were told to avoid ‘untoward behaviour’ and…well we all know what that means so instead we kissed. Fuck the homophobic rules honestly.”
Barty did air quotes as he said ‘untoward behaviour’, twisting his face like he was tasting something bad. The comments were mainly positive, agreeing with them. As usual there were mean ones popping up at the bottom of the live, for once though Evan didn’t care. At all. His head was still fuzzy with the rush of the kiss. They’d kissed. He’d kissed Barty. It had been fucking electric and he was still buzzing. They’d fit together perfectly, even with the clunky guitar in the way. Now they were curled together on Evan’s bed in the hotel.
Barty ended the live and turned to Evan with a grin.
“You know Rosier you’re not even a half bad kisser.”
Evan laughed.
“Back for seconds already Bee? You just wanna kiss me that badly I guess.”
He leaned in dangerously close with a smirk.
He’d expected Barty to snap back, another joke or something. Instead Barty just stuttered.
“I-uh.”
Barty’s eyes were wide and so dilated that the brown edges had nearly disappeared, swallowed up the black.
“Barty?”
Evan reached a hand up, hovering it over Barty’s face questioningly.
“Evan.”
Barty replied in a breathy whisper. Evan kissed him, didn’t hesitate. Barty sighed into it immediately, crawling close and wrapping his arms around Evan’s back as he straddled him. Evan responded by cupping his face in his hands.
They broke apart panting softly. Barty immediately buried his face in the crook of Evan’s neck, arms tightening into a fierce hug. He seemed uncharacteristically small.
“Bee?”
“Can this…not be just once Ev? I don’t think I’d be able to go back and I- I don’t want to lose you but I don’t think I’d be able to ever go back to pretending I’m not like obsessed with you.”
“Barty. Hey, hey.”
Evan moved his head down and coaxed Barty out of the crook in his neck so he could look at him properly.
“We’re never going back Bee. Ok? This- fuck I think this is it for me, you know?”
“Yeah?”
Evan nodded.
“I think you’re it for me too.”
And Evan kissed him again.
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AHHH THE ENDING WHAT DO WE THINKKK?
Also I have added it to ao3 and the link is here if you want it
#me and my old black biro#dead gay wizards#harry potter marauders#marauders era#marauders fandom#rosekiller fanfic#rosekiller#marauders#rosekiller fanfiction#rosekiller fluff#rosekiller microfic#evan rosier x barty crouch jr#barty crouch jr x evan rosier#evan x barty#non toxic rosekiller#trans evan rosier#evan rosier#barty crouch junior#barty crouch jr#pandora rosier#pandora lovegood#dorcas meadowes#regulus black#trans regulus#autistic regulus black#band au#modern au
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work fucked with my schedule so bad i’m gonna lose ittttt
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I'm back! (Not really but you get it)
Are you ready?!
Any setlist predictions/wishes?
What do you think he's gonna wear?
Are we gonna have screens/fireworks/confetti?
Oh. My. GOD.
Can you tell I'm losing it?
Also, also, I can finally stream Change in Spotify!!! Fucking YES! Not that I wasn't already doing that but this time it counts!
- 28nation
Hiiiiiiii!!!
I’m ready but so not ready but sooooooo ready!!! Let’s fucking gooooo 🙌🏽
My only setlist wish is that I need to hear every single track from FitF; standard, deluxe, bonus, other bonus!!! Just all of it. And also I hope we can fully skip the 1dead covers.
He’s obsessed with the black and red and burnt orange palette so I’m thinking he’ll stick to that, but ideally in 28OP 😍
And yes yes yes, please give me all the fanfare, the fireworks, the confetti, the stage screens - all of it! Can’t wait. It’ll be so fun to see the whole band together! The buzzing crowds! Just all of ittttt. Super excited.
I’ve been obsessing over High in Cali since yesterday! 😍
#fz28⚡️#give me all of your answerssss too!!!#did you see the babygirl photo lthq just posted?!?!#I’m literally losing my mind!!!#fitfwt: uncasville
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HEY DADDY HOW ARE YOU
HI BABY IM GOOD!!! currently losing it over harry styles
he looks dumb as hell
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CASSIE I HAVE TO SCREAM!!!!!
HES SO HOT??? HES SO SEXY CHASING AFTER US AND DODGING THE OBSTACLES. I know I’m supposed to be like worried for her but I’m like wow kogami hot. BUT ALSO THE ENTIRE CHASE IS. AMAZING LIKE YOU CAN FEEL THE ADRENALINE AND LIKE I CAN SEE IT ALL PLAY OUT IN MY HEAD. And THE SUSPENSE of when he ends up in the apartment. I cant. I was so nervous ajshdkdjd even though I KNOW he’s supposed to catch us.
“Why don’t u come out and play?” I’m already a mess.
I LOVE HOW MUCH FIRE WE HAVE LIKE. ALL OF THE READER’S QUIPS AND HOW THEY TALK BACK!!!! OBSESSED WITH IT. It’s so witty and clever and like!!! AH! “What kind of sweet nothings did the dominator whisper in your ear?” LIKE I LAUGHED OUT LOUD.
WHEN THE READER IS TOUCHING HIM WHILE HE CUTS THEIR THROAT A LITTLE…..IM GONE. It’s over for me. AND THEN HE LICKS IT?????? I want him so bad oh god oh god.
THE KNIFEPLAY. AGANST THE READER’S CLIT. I’m literally going to spontaneously combust. I would eat fucking jeans with a fork for a crumb of his dick.
“You like knives? They get your pussy wet?” UH YEAH. Jesus Christ I’m obsessed with him.
“Like a dog waiting for a treat, he asks, Are you gonna give it to me?” IM GOING TO DIE.
“What’s real to you?” OBSESSED WITJ THIS LINE IM SO OBSESSED WITH ITTTTT
THE TENSION THE BUILD UP THE ENTIRE CONVO BEFORE HE ACTUALLY FUCKS US MY GOD!!!! YOUR WRITING IS INSANE!!!!!! “FILTH BREEDS FILTH” ARE U KIDDING???????
Literally the change from the reader’s attitude with him at the beginning to when he pulls out the gun. Insane. You wrote that SO well holy shit.
“Rehabilitation’s that easy? All you have to do is fuck the deviant out? That’s real cute.” SCREAMING AND CRYING I LOVE HIM SO MUCH.
WHEN HE USES THE GUN. I have no words. Like I don’t know what to say. Idk how many way to tell I thank this is the best thing I’ve ever read kajshdkdjdkd.
I LOVE THE CHANGE IN DYNAMIC AT THE END HOLY SHIT!!!! THE WAY HES SO INTO THE READER DEGRADING HIM IM SO!!!! HES SO!!!! AH I LOVE THAT
“Every version is yours.” I genuinely will never recover. That’s so fucking SWEET
Cassie this was INSANE like I could probably say so much more but GOD. You write action so well?? Like I was on the edge of my seat the WHOLE TIME!!! This was literally like watching a psycho pass episode (u know if it had PORN aksjdjdkdj) ur so talented it’s crazy im obsessed with u I loved this. SORRY THIS IS SO LONG GOD OKAY BYE<3333
OZ IM GONNA KISS U ALL OVER YOUR FACE FOR THIS ASK ALDLKASLKDLK please. it means the world to me U DONT EVEN KNOW im gonna cry ! ! ! !
LOSING MY MIND BECAUSE,,, I ALSO THINK ITS SO HOT WHEN HES JUST CHASING PPL LIKE YES GO KING OH SHOOT WAIT IM SUPPOSED TO BE CONCERNED... WHOOPS... LLASKLD i had to control myself. he is bananas fine. anything he does is like.. *panties dropping* good god have mercy on me.
BUT IM GLAD AAAA THAT U ENJOYED READING THE CHASE AND THAT U FELT THE ADRENALINE AND SUSPENSE AS INTENDED !!! ITS SO EXCITING TO ME IM GONNA SCREAMMKLSK.
IM HAPPY U LIKED THE READERS LIL PERSONALITY ;v; I HAD A LOT OF FUN WITH HER ... SHE WAS VERY SASSY. A MENACE IF U WILL !!!! especially to him ... LOVE THAT FOR HER !!! LMAOOO the dominator line gave me a chuckle as i wrote it why lie LKADLK.
EEEEE the knifeplay THE KNFIEPLAY !!!!! im glad u liked those parts OMG i was pounding my fists on the floor writing it !!!! WHY IS HE ,,, JUST. HIM AND THE WEAPONS KLASLKD please it is simply too much. i cannot take it !!!
WAHHH please. u are so nice KLASDKL pulling quotes im going to be so emo this is ;____; <3333 BUT AHH!!!! YES THE GUN COMING OUT ... that definitely was a huge turning point the poor reader was losing her mind KLALLK. as would i. SHEESH !! ! !
SO HAPPY U LIKED THE ENDING ;____; im so in love w this man its SICK omg the grip he has on us !!!
BUT IM CRYING THANK U SO MUCH FOR THE KIND WORDS THEY ARE EVERYTHING TO ME REALLY !!!! im subsisting off of this ask. tattooing it onto the wrinkles of my brain ... kissing u so much !!!! IM SNIFFLING THANK U !!!!
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reaction post typed while watching Good Omens (ALL OF IT)
my favourite novel is now my favourite mini-series and IT’S SO BEAUTIFUL
under the cut: a very long, spoilery six-episode reaction to MY NEW FAVOURITE THING EVER
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may 31st 07:36pm nz
i posted my episode 1 reaction a couple hours ago but that got ZERO NOTES so i assume people are either avoiding spoilers or aren’t interested, which is fine, but i’m just gonna put all my reactions in one big post so anyone who IS interested doesn’t have to read 6 separate posts c:
edit june 1st 04:08am: btw i watched using a free trial on amazon prime, which i’m pretty sure is worldwide. soooo if yOU WANT TO WATCH THIS, YOU CAN, FOR FREE
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EPISODE 1: In the Beginning
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04:03pm
idk how much i’m gonna type, whether i’ll post a reaction to the entire thing in one post....... or how much i’ll end up watching right now
kinda want to spread it out and save it as a treat for after i’ve done some writing
but right now i wanna watch before writing
so maybe i’ll do one ep, write something, then return to this?
edit: aahhaha that didn’t happen
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04:04pm
I’M SO EXCITED
I’VE BEEN WAITING SO LONG
well... since 2011 when i first read the book
but regardless it’S BEEN 84 YEARS
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04:05
okay first off i did not know amazon prime did adverts at the start of their videos. so i was like SINCE WHEN WAS CHILDISH GAMBINO/DONALD GLOVER IN GOOD OMENS
and then
yeah
no
either way i thought it was a good opening
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W A R
NING
cool cool cool cool cool
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omg i’m used to where the netflix full-screen button is, and on amazon prime that’s the “next episode” button so i gotta be real careful
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dear god my video quality is TERRIBLE
i.......... i might torrent this show and watch it offline
this is horrendous i can’t see a damn thing
i have never seen pixels this big
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04:11
okay the quality calmed down after a minute
i loooove the intro, i love that it’s basically word for word from the book
i feel like i’d find it funnier if i hadn’t read the book 3 months ago
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also? god is a woman? yes
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04:13
is it just me or does the snek have a slightly david tennant-esque quality about it
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i’m so happy adam and eve are black
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04:17
omfg. aziraphale said “ineffable” and now CRAWLEY’S CHECKING HIM OUT TRYING TO SEE IF HE HAS ANY JUNK
WOW
...or y’know, looking for a flaming sword. SAME FUCKING THING.
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also i looove how FLUFFY azi is
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azi: “do hope i didn’t do the wrong thing”
i fucking love them both uhrgughhhuhuhughuhhh
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04:21
small sob for cuteness
umbella wings
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04:23
in the opening titles, crowley just stopped a spaceship and aziraphale turned it into fish
i feel like that was a douglas adams reference and i’m on board
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04:25
the entire time i read the book, up until i saw video promos of this show, i thought “crowley” was said the same way as spn’s “crowley”, as in “crahwlee”
not “crOhwlee”
i definitely like that they’re different though
both probably named after aleister crowley tbh. all of whom are queer.
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THOSE SWAYING HIPS
i haven’t found david tennant attractive in about 9 years but WHOOOP HELLO AGAIN
somehow attractive for entirely different reasons than before. like. my taste changed but tHEN
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i’m on crowley’s side, taking down a cellphone network is VERY ANNOYING
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04:35
crowley: shitshitshitshithsit
:D
i can’t wait for aziraphale’s big swear
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04:37
i miss eating sushi
sushi was great
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04:43
this baby delivery thing is sTRESSFUL
“aaaaurthurrrrr”
nooo
poor lady
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04:45
“little toesie woesies”
where’s the sister mary loquacious fan club and where do i sign up
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i’m glad they colour-coded the babies and did the playing card explanation because this part of the book always tied my brain in knots
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05:00
this is reminding me how utterly gross england is
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“MY POINT IS............. DOLPHINS”
YES
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05:06
see in the book
i never once realised that the nanny was crowley in disguise
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05:11
digging the snake tattoo sideburns
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05:14
and yeah the short hair looks good
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05:15
fINALLY crowley called azi “angel”
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05:17
crowley: “oh no no don’t do your magic act, pleeease”
the magic act scene is one of my fave parts of the book <3
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05:20
aw man they cut out the best part
i mean i get why
the kids shouted a bunch of gay slurs at aziraphale
and there were no secret service people with guns
but aw mannn
AND THEY CUT OUT THE BIT WITH THE DEAD DOVE AND CROWLEY BRINGS IT BACK TO LIFE FOR AZIRAPHALE
THAT WAS MY SINGLE FAVOURITE BIT OF THE BOOK
AND IT’S GONE
;C
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OH WAIT
THERE’S THE DOVE
OH GOOD
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aw man aziraphhale just brought it back himself
i liked it better in the book
they sat on the steps outside and crowley comforted azi and took the dove and fixed it for him, and then it flew off
idk i just had such a perfect image of that moment in my mind and this was..... good but not the same at all
could be gayer
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05:27
good dog
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05:28
crowley: *snifsnif* something’s changed
aziraphale: “oh it’s a new cologne, my barber suggeste--”
crowley: “no no i know what you smell like”
gayyyyyyyyyy <3
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05:31
okay that’s ep 1 watched!!! i’ll watch more maybe later tonight :D
ENJOYING THIS SO FAR
not as gay as expected ........YET
needs 400% more “angel” and “dear”
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EPISODE 2: The Book
07:42pm
pillar of salt guy: “something smells evil”
the fact crowley smells evil and yet aziraphale likes his company regardless says a lot
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07:49
fully expected crowley to say “i didn’t fall, i sauntered vaguely downwards”
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07:50
iiiii’m finding the narrator a little annoying
maybe it’s because i read the book so i know what’s going on
but saying “he has four items to deliver in his van. he works for this postage company and he’s making his first delivery in a formal warzone”.... idk i feel like all of those things could be shown visually? saying it rather than showing it probably saved seven seconds of airtime, but damn
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07:56
i wonder if the narrator was a later addition to this, for new audience clarity? the script for god just seems a little stilted, idk
edit: i kind of got used to it, but it was still jarring, which i’m sure was the opposite of the intended effect
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08:09
the saddest newt
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08:13
she’s kind of exactly how i imagined her in the book
and definitely my fave next to aziraphale and crowley
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08:17
i feel so bad for crowley’s plants
poor babies
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08:19
for some reason i imagined her as a redhead. kind of more like mrs weasley
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08:33
these wee children......... so soft.......... so smol
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08:25
v happy with the casting for pepper
tiny downside is that we lose another redhead
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08:29
i find the kids’ conversations hilarious because they’re the same age as harry potter when he goes to hogwarts the first time
idk if this is what eleven year olds are like in real life, but when i read the book i did feel distinctly like they spoke like eight year olds
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08:35
crowley: “i like spooky. big spooky fan, me”
he just sounds like the tenth doctor
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08:36
YEEE FINALLY CROWLeY DOING NICE THINGS FOR AZIRAPHALE
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08:48
"you know, crowley, i’ve always said that deep down you really are a--”
“SHUT IT”
DON’T YOU CALL HIM NICE YOU PRETTY BASTARD
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loquacious: “sorry to break up an intimate moment”
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08:45
i imagined anathema’s tripod thing to be about 5 feet tall, not a cute little knee-high thing
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08:48
freddie mercury: BIIIII CYCLE
BIIIIIIII CYCLE
yeah i was waiting for that
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crowley: “get in, angel”
HE MURMURED
DON’T MURMUR YOUR TERMS OF ENDEARMENT noo
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09:00
end of episode 2!!! i freaking loved aziraphale vs the book <3
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the credits for this ep credit konnie huq as someone named pam but idk who that is? i had a crush on konnie huq as a kid when she was a presenter on “blue peter”
OH WAIT RIGHT the lady on the breakfast show on crowley’s tv. aw such a small part. hoping we’ll see her again later
edit: nope. might rewatch that part to pay more attention. obviously i didn’t even recognise her after like.. 15 years
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EPISODE 3: Hard Times
09:05pm
brb gotta get some food
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09:14
and now i wait for food
EPISODE THREE LET’S GO
is this the one that’s just crowley and azi’s backstory?
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09:16
i can’t even put my finger on why but he’s getting more attractive
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09:21
ah yes
aziraphale is eating shellfish and trying to tempt crowley
“oh... that’s your job”
i love this part of their dynamic
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09:29
i adore when crowley makes aziraphale smile <3
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09:43
SAUNTERED VAGUELY DOWNWARDS
YEE
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i like seeing how crowley’s sunglasses differ throughout history
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09:36
“if they knew i’d been... fraternising”
this is such a forbidden romance i love ittttt
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09:49
CROWLEY SAVED THE BOOKS
and SOFT VIOLIN PLAYS
THIS IS A FUCKING LOVE STORY
k this is my favourite part of the show so far <3
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09:50
this angel just fell in love
right in that moment
i see cartoon hearts around him
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09:54
just had to pause for a second bc there was some broccoli in my tea :c
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09:56
awwwwwwwwwwwwww
he got him holy waterrrrrrr
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UNIVERSAL ANGLE OF HETEROSEXUAL LONGING
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definitely feeling a lot of “NOW KISS” right about now
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09:59
LAUGHING BECAUSE THE OPENING CREDITS ARE LITERALLY HALFWAY INTO THE EPISODE
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10:03
throughout the entire book azi just came across as the kind of person who wore glasses even though glasses were never once mentioned
I AM GLAD TO SEE GLASSES
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10:12
i like this colour palette and the gold in their makeup
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10:27
“we can go off together”
omg the world’s ending and crowley’s all RUN AWAY WITH MEEE
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10:31
okay then
good eyelashes
edit: i also like how their relationship was explained with a simple tap on the wrist: hurry up, you’re on the clock, i’m a sex worker, finish your call because i’m leaving
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10:32
episode three DONE
these eps don’t feel long enough
maybe that means the pacing is just right? who knows
i feel like i should be doing something other than watching this but..... why
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EPISODE 4: Saturday Morning Funtime
10:48pm
aziraphale is SOFT and he’s perfect like that <3
fuck u gabriel and your body shaming
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10:53
i want delivery guy to be okay BUT I READ THE BOOK
so............... i know he will be...... eventually
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10:55
how did they get photographs taken in the 1600s
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oh gabriel’s eyes ARE purple, i thought i was seeing them wrong
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11:02
“maud i love you”
noo ho hoooo
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11:09
a little douglas adams, definitely
BUT NO PEPPER POT DALEK
AWW
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11:10
the season is very much jumping between summer and autumn
though i suppose that’s the point, tadfield is just perfect
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11:12
“which the internet has begun to refer to as the kracken”
i wonder if good omens inadvertently inspired me to write The Wireless a couple of years back. wouldn’t be surprising
edit: no, couldn’t have, because the internet wasn’t much of a thing (or a thing at all?) in the book, given its publish date
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11:20
that’s a v nice dress/top combo
gosh she’s so pretty
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11:30
crowley: “we can run away together!!! alpha centauri!!!”
aw baby
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crowley: “i’m going home, angel! i’m getting my stuff, and i am leaving. and when i am up in the stars, i won’t even think about you!!”
THAT WAS A V SAD BREAKUP NOOOOO
why has there not been a single “dear” yet :c
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11:37
oh no, this part
i loved this in the book but i am NOT READY for maggots
damn you gaiman
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11:39
he’s so cute
and so gay
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11:42
uriel: “don’t think your boyfriend in the dark glasses will get you special treatment in hell”
he looks kinda delighted uriel called crowley his boyfriend
i would say he looks worried but this shot was used without context in the trailer and it came across as genuine joy, i actually thought he was looking at crowley
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11:46
i thought it was a strange throne before
a spider at the centre of a web
dark halo
yeah
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11:51
oh now she’s a redhead???
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also i’m glad they implied newt and anathema just kissed because the sex thing was weird in the book
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okay never mind
hmm
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12:05
aziraphale: “oh.................ffffUCK.”
YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEAH
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12:07
oh no
it’s happening
oh no
i hate this part but i love what happens because of it
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12:29am
i have eaten and now i have tea and i am back from MORE BOOKSHOP FIRE
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EPISODE 5: The Doomsday Option
12:31
nuuuuuuuuuu
and “you’re my best friend” playing while crowley’s tryna call azi
nuuuuuu
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“somebody killed my best friend”
jfhsdfjsdj
/sobs
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12:36
freddie mercury: “somebody find me somebody tooo ooo looove”
edit: the narration WRECKED this. it was so dramatic and visually emotional but the voiceover completely screwed with it and it was SO UNNECESSARY.
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12:46
crowley: “i lost my best friend”
he says, while crying, while talking to that friend
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THE ONE BOOK HE WANTS IS THE ONE CROWLEY SAVED
THEY’RE SO FUCKING BEAUTIFUL TOGETHER
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azi wanted to share crowley’s body
and then said they had to get a wiggle on
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12:52
they cut out the hell’s angels / lesser horsemen
i figured they would, but still a shame
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1:54
in the book tracy’s “spirit guide” was native american but daaaaaamn that part really needed to go
now she’s irish which is... better, probably
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01:01
ron: “SHUT. UUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUP”
this guy’s having the time of his life
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01:03
he wave
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01:05
1926 bentley; sexiest car right next to the ‘67 chevy impala
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01:08
omg gotta translate and explain the road
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01:13
OH NO the maggots are about to happen
they changed the placement of this but it worked for the pacing
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OH NO
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k well the maggots were gross but not as bad as i imagined
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01:31
omg the dog turned upside down rather than be picked up
i wonder if that was intentional
dog: I DO NOT WANT UP
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01:34
pfff he’s reading “american gods” by neil gaiman
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01:44am
10/10 flaming car
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EPISODE 6: The Very Last Day of the Rest of Their Lives
01:51am
here we go...
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01:55
azi so happy that crowley said the dress suits him <3
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01:57
rip bentley
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01:59
aziraphale: “we are here to lick some serious butt!!”
crowley: “kick!! kick, aziraphale, for heaven’s sake”
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02:06
i freaking love the parallel between the Them and the horsemen in the book
and i love that they did face shots to show the parallel
pepper = war
wensleydale = famine
brian = pollution
adam = death
the parallel is less clear for brian and wensleydale, at least in the show. was more obvious in the book. but at the same time i kind of got confused between them a lot, brian was always eating, but wensleydale was named after cheese
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02:14
pepper: “i do not endorse everyday sexism”
/STOMPS ON WAR’S FOOT
YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH
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02:25
shadwell: “anyone who wants ta get ta the hoore of babylon will have to get past me”
earlier anathema said “boyfriend”
may i point out that all the adults are paired up
shadwell & madame tracy
newt & anathema
......and....
aziraphale and crowley
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0:28
crowley: “we are FUCKED”
these two need a holiday
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azi: “come up with something... or.... or i’ll never talk to you again”
he knows crowley loves him aww
perfect blackmail material
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02:32
they went from trying to kill him to being his gay angel parents real quick
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02:35
thought they were holding hands for a second there
edit: regardless, a whole damn airfield and they’re 2cm apart
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02:39
happy ending for the postman, hooray~
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crowley about the bookshop, softly: “it burned down. remember? you can stay at my place”
awwWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW
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02:42
CROWLEY GOT HIS CAR BACK AND YET HE TOOK A TAXI
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02:45
anathema: “why is your car called dick turpin?”
newt: “dick turpin is a famous highwayman. it’s called dick turpin because everywhere it goes, it holds up traffic”
i laughed
this wasn’t in the book and i always wondered
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02:51
i wonder if holy water wouldn’t burn him because he’s too good
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03:00
gabriel: “don’t talk to me about the greater good, sunshine, i’m the angel fucking gabriel”
really enjoying these swears
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03:03
i thought so
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03:30am
paused for a bit to get ready for bed
i thought it was after 4am but nope
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“there would be other summers, but not one like this. not ever again”
that genuinely makes me emotional
i think that’s why it’s my favourite book, i can relive that summer with them
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03:35
omg
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OH MY GOD
WAIT
THEY
OH MY GOD
THEY WEREN’T IMMUNE, THEY JUST SWAPPED PLACES
HOLY SHIT
edit: THIS WAS NOT IN THE BOOK AND IT’S BRILLIANT AND I’M GLAD IT’S HERE
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crowley: “let me tempt you to a spot of lunch?
azi: “~temptation accomplished~!”
THEY’RE SO STINKING CUTE
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“just enough of a bastard to be worth knowing”
perfect
STILL NO USE OF “DEAR” THOUGH AND IT’S KILLING ME
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that ending with the bird made me teary-eyed
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credits: BENEDICT CUMBERBATCH AS SATAN
WOW
OKAY
AKSFJDSF /snorts
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the end credits and the song i just wanna bawl my eyes out
i loved this so much and i’m so glad it was GOOD
i loved that they added so many people of colour. in the book i imagined crowley played by alexander siddig (star trek: deep space 9 era) but i guess david tennant makes a pretty good crowley too
i’m trying not to be upset that my favourite scene with the dove and aziraphale’s affectionate use of “dear” was taken out
but
this was damn good regardless. even gayer in places than in the book
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this nightingale song is my new favourite song
i never got the reference before
“and as we kissed and said goodnight, an nightingale sang in berkeley square:
GAY
SO GAY
i love
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the end of the credits “For Terry”
ACTUAL OUT LOUD SOBBING
TERRY YOU WOULD’VE LOVED THIS
NEIL DID YOU PROUD
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oh this was so beautiful
i’m gonna watch it again with my family probably within the week. i’m so emotionally tender now
azIRAPHALE WAS SO FLUFFY AND CROWLEY WAS SO NICE ABOUT THE BOOKS
ugh i love them more than ever
anathema...... i don’t know if i relate to her, want to be her, look up to her, want her to mentor me, live with her, or find her attractive. maybe all of the above. but she was freaking PERFECT. PE R F E CT
the casting was so... just right. thank you casting people for anathema.
like... i also didn’t mind the newt/anathema thing so much now. it was hard to tell in the book how much of a relationship they had after, but that smile she gave while lying in bed the morning after, that worked, it said a lot. and i like that it was her choice to burn the prophecy sequel rather than newt’s suggestion
gabriel was amusing. like.. i’m glad he wasn’t in the book. but he was great here. also really like michael and uriel. uriel was so damn beautiful.
i also would really have liked to see a mention of the fact crowley and aziraphale are both agender and potentially asexual. not even a hint of it here. buuuuuut it guess i know from the book. so.
my favourite episode was of course episode 3 with crowley and aziraphale’s 6000 year backstory. especially the 1940s bit where crowley saved the books <3
this show was was less confusing than the book too. ugh it was done so well
OH
we didn’t see where the soldier guy went when aziraphale zapped him away!!! in the book he reappeared safely back home and went out to see his family. to be fair i don’t know whether he died and went to heaven, but it was a nice thing to happen
and they took out the Them’s bully/rival gang, who was led by the third baby from the baby swap, and who won awards for his tropical fish. at least that’s what i remember. which meant the parallel about heaven/hell being rival gangs was lost here. but the parallel between the horsemen and the them was stronger than ever and i loved that.
look, i mean, 10 out of 10, EASY.
favourite thing? yes. yes, absolutely.
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shoutout to the one time i wrote a Good Omens/Destiel crossover fic The Angel Cake Challenge
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congrats if you made it to the end of this!!! thank you for reading <3 AND GO WATCH THE SHOW IF YOU HAVEN’T ALREADY
#Good Omens#Good Omens spoilers#Elmie watches things#post of postiness#Crowley x Aziraphale#long post#mobile users...... i am so... SO sorry#i hope you can scroll fast#The Angel Cake Challenge
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“SOMEHOW I MANAGED TO GET IT” - please shivaay, who do you think you’re kidding, we fully know you got this report and subverted the legal system the way you usually do; the time-tested and winning combination of bribery and threats.
what is anika even doing in the room rn? didn’t we see her storm out, as witnessed by pinky???? and now she’s back as if this is a continuation of that scene? kuch bhiii.
look at these two huddling behind the couch like a coupleeee of idiot childrennnnn. MY IDIOT CHILDREN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
oh no, can pinky hear his khusar pusar???? OUFF SHIVAAY WHY ARE YOU THE ABSOLUTE WORST AT THIS GAME?????????????
OMFG ANIKA SHUSHHHHHHHHHHHHH
greaaaaaaaaat time for hair to get stuck in his watch.
OUFF THIS IS NOT A ROMANTIC MOMENT YAHAN JAAN PE BAN AAYI HAI AUR TUM LOGON KO O JAANA MOMENT SOOJ RAHA HAI
it’s not even her real hair anyway 🙄🙄🙄🙄
KABHI NA AANE WAALA POLITENESS ANIKA SE AAJ PHOOT PHOOT KE BAAHAR AA RAHI HAI RIGHT IN TIME TO GET THEM CAUGHT
lmaoooooooo the way he hit her on the head exasperatedly/affectionately. ugh these two are so adorable.
omg she’s so cuteeeee. i can’tttt handeeee when she’s being this stinking cute. GODDAMNIT SHIVAAY, WIFE HER AGAIN. ONE MORE TIME. SHE DESERVES IT.
hubs is talking about something else, but wife’s mind is all on the ROMANCE.
“kyunki meri nayi nayi shaadi hui hai, isliye mujhe romance sooj raha hai.”
unsaid: ‘also, my husband just straight up abandoned me on the wedding night, so i’m horny af.’
“mujhe kisi mahapurush ne kaha tha... actually apne ghar pe woh om hai na, ussi ne kaha tha... ki sabar ka phal meetha hota hai.”
yeah let’s see how you like that concept when she cockblocks you the next time you’re in the mood.
koiiiiiiii blushhhhh kar raha haiiiiii
um, where’s tanya???? is this while she went out to make her call to her bairi piya, bada bedardi (henceforth known as BPBB)???
LITERALLY NO ONE CARES ABOUT THISSSSSSS STUPIDDDD MILLLLLLLLL BS WE HAVE A MILLION OTHER PROBLEMS LIKE ABHAY BEING WEIRD AND GAURI HAVING LEFT AND RUDRA HAVING GONE FULL ON BATSHIT INSANE
lol ok anika you’re the worsttttt at this. i relate with shivaay’s parde ke peeche waala frustration.
why do punjabis seem to take getting sick as a personal offence like it’s some kinda moral failing on their part? we all have immune systems that fail us occasionally. no shame in that!
JHOOOOTI REPORTTTTTTT. OUFF BILLU KAHIN SE REPORT UTHA LEE AAYA HAI AUR WOH BHI FARZIII
tanya doesn’t like it when the tables are turned on her.
lol billu’s going to get one whole generation of oberois arrested.
OOOOH BHAVYA’S GONNA KICK ABHAY’S ASS. YOU GO GIRL!
like he cute and all, but he diiiiiiiiiiiirty. i’m fully on my girl’s side.
look at this insouciant motherfucker. so dapper. much stylish. wow.
BITCH DON’T TRY TO PLAY BHAVYA PRATAP RATHORE.
oh damnnnnn, abhayyyy’s gooood.
damn, abhay and bhavya kiiiiiiiiiiiinda make a cute pair? already more chemistry in this takraar than any scene she’s had with rudra.
abhay’s maniccccc eyed look is taking some of the cute sheen off him.
bromance toh suna tha, lekin this boy has a serious case of brobsession.
song dedication from gauri kumari sssarma to omkara singh oberoi:
no she’s not gonna pick up. stop being a pain in her ass.
ooooooooooh shivaay’s here. he’s going to find out (eventually) what this fucker did to his little chiraiyya and he’s NOT. GOING. TO. BE. HAPPY.
LOOK AT THIS FUCKER:
“haan bilkul! sab theek! i didn’t call my wife a philandering adultering whore and make her dump me or anything ahahaha ohgodimdeadhesgonnakillmewhenhefindsout”
yeah you best convince him everything’s fine, awfulkara singh oberoi.
pyaar??? shivaay don’t waste your breath, this fucker doesn’t know shit about pyaar.
THE DISAPPOINMENT AND JUDGINESS IN SHIVAAY’S EYES AT OMKARA. I AM LIVVVVVVVVING FOR IT. YAS BADE BHAIYYA. YOU REP YOUR CHIRRAIYA.
omkara you fucking idiot did you not listen to her when she said she went for those classes on recommendation from shivaay? ugh. men.
ok shivaay, if YOU knew that omkara didn’t care, they why did you put her in the classes in the first place?
ok i know why you did but... whatever. ab gade murde kyun ukhaadna.
“AS A HUSBAND, YOU FAILED!”
YAAAAAAAAAS SHIVAAAAAAY, READ HIM THE RIOT ACT FUCK HIM UP, THROW SOME PUNCHES EVEN!!!!!
also you know you fucked up maaaaajorly when SHIVAAY of all ppl says that you are a failure of a husband in bold italics underlined voice.
“koi nahi. galtiyaan sudhaari bhi jaa sakti hai.”
unsaid: ‘yeah like, look at anika and me! we’re in love now! and you didn’t even threaten to blow up her mom or anything! this is totes fixable, bro!’
“GO AND GET YOUR WIFE BACK. NOW. OR IMMA BEAT YOUR ASS. I SWEAR TO GOD I WILL. COZ I HONESTLY LOVE HER MORE THAN I LOVE YOU.”
lmaooooo please om, like you and rudra have everrrrr been helpful in such matters. shivaay’s been handling this shit alone since day 1. and now he has anika. you losers would just get in their way and slow them down.
time for dil boley oberoi part two???????
UGH I DON’T WANT HER TO TAKE YOU BACK
ok why are all these asshole desis juding bhavya?
whut??? gaddaaar? how?
lmao what nonsense. an officer of the bhavya’s stature doesn’t need to live in someone’s house as a paying guest. she’s an ACP. she’d be given her own (rent free) quarters as part of her job benefits.
god i hate judgey desi community sooooo fucking much.
fuckkkkk abhay and rudraaaaaa soooo much. ugh. I HATE SUCH CREEPY BRO CODE FUCKERS.
EVERY TIME ABHAY SAYS “APNE BHAIYYON KE LIYE MAIN... KUCHHHHHH BHI KAR SAKTA HOON... KUCHHHHHHH BHI”, I LOSE A YEAR OFF MY LIFESPAN
omg you guys, he does the phone spinning thing like shivaaaaaaay. WHAT DOES THIS ALL MEANNNNNNN?!!?!?!?
if shivaay was a little older, i’d be willing to put money on the fact that he was shivaay’s secret son or something
ok not gonna lie, heart twinged a little to see that asshole singh oberoi has picked up and brought those threee pieces of the card and reads it over and over.
DETERMINED HAIR FLICK.
damnnnn son, blue is yourrrrrr colour.
it’s that time of the day when i send up thanks to the lord for sending this fine fine specimen of manliness down to bless us all.
“aaj aisa achaanak kya ho gaya jo shivaay ne humein ek saath bulaaya hai??”
LMAO WHAT DO YOU MEAN??????? SHIVAAY CALLS THESE FAMILY MEETINGS EVERY THREE DAYS
what a way to make an entranceeeeeeee
judgey look of judging: ‘what the fuck did you old motherfuckers doooo 25years ago??? i can’t smash with my wife thanks to this fuckery. i’ve had a raging case of blue balls for over 6 months now.’
WHY IS HE DOING THIS IN THE FUCKING LIVINGGGG ROOOM, LIKE TANYA IS RIGGGGHT AROUND HERE SOMEWHERE
look more shadyyyyy, jhanvi.
sound more shadyyyy, shakti.
lol tej and pinkyyyy’s totally casual shrugs. so believable.
yeh ladka toh inko jail bhijwaaake hi maanega. and i for one, AM THRILLED. THESE FUCKERS HAD IT COMING.
lol pinky v/s dadi face drama.
oh wow, they actually remembered that whole custom of “the oberoi men fast too” from last year and are keepin it consistent this year!
WHUT? DADI REMEMBERING THERE’S A DOOSRI BAHU GAURI IN THIS HOUSE AS WELL? FUCK ME SIDEWAYS!
tanya’s here to demand some sargiiiii as well. girl, go ask your bairi piya’s mummmy.
lmaoooooooo even pinky is likeeee WHAT THE FUCKKKKK
LOLOLOL PINKY’S EYEROLL
... isn’t this the bathroom???? why is she just... strolling in so casually??? WHY DIDN’T HE LOCK THE DOOR????
LMAO HER CACKLE. I AM SCREAMING.
snort, the buttons are on allllll wrong.
haaaaye what a sharmeeeela billuuuu. he can’t deal with wife’s total lack of boundaries and sharam.
I AM LIVING FOR ANIKA INTIMIDATING HIM VIA TEASING
my suspicions are confirmed. hubs has moved into this guest room with wife.
i can’t stop laughing at that one biggggg loop the shirt is making.
“aap bhi toh mere hi hai na?” awwwwwwwwww!
he’s speechless from the sweetness! so cute!
“baahar operation theater ki tarah laal batti thodi hai” hahahahahaha
I AM TRULY LIVINGGGGGGGGGG FOR ANIKA TEASING THE FUCK OUTTA SHY SINGH OBEROI
“mujhe pata nahi tha ki mera aap pe AISA asar hota hai” - pointed look downwards. OMFGGGGGGGGGGG
“upar. neeche nahi dekh rahi, upar.” LOLOLOL
SHE’S GONNA UNBUTTON HIS SHIRT AND FIX IT FOR HIM!?!?!?!!?!?!?!?! LORD ABOVE I’M NOT READY FOR THIS OH GOD I’M NOT
anika’s recovered admirably and is chattering away to a dozen but husband is paralyzed with lust and shock. mostly mind-numbing lust though.
lmao she actually had to SHAKE him outta ittttt.
OMGGGGG IS HE ACTUALLY SCREAMING FOR KHANNA’S HELP. IN THE BATHROOM. TO COME SAVE HIM FROM FEELING HORNY FOR HIS WIFE.
MATLAB.... AT THIS POINT, JUST TELL ME WHAT’S *NOT* IN KHANNA’S JOB PROFILE COZ THAT’LL BE A SMALLER LIST.
“merry karwa chauth! karwa chauth... mubarak?”
how very secular of you, shivaay.
oh no. challllllllllenge. underestimating of fasting abilities. shivaaaay you’re gonna regret this.
what even is your face, you fucking idiot???
both you fuckers are gonna fast and you know it.
OUFF TANYA GIVE A MAN A MOMENT OF PEACE IN THE BATHROOM AT LEAST!
lmaooooooooooooooo his impression of talking on the phone.
“DON’T LOOK DOWN!”
how can one not look down when you’re shoving your phone in your pants like that?
god shivaay, you’re acting sooooooooo shaaady. you’re so terrible at this.
what? why was that tub fullllll of water when everyone’s bathed and done for the day????
thank god for this mysterious caller forever saving their asses.
ok shivaay calm the fuck down, i’ve never seen you panic like this the million times you shoved her into THE POOL?????????
“MAIN DALOONGA UNGLI!!!!!!”
omfg this man has lost it. caring ki bhi ek hadh hoti hai.
“I’M PUTTING YOU IN A HEADLOCK BECAUSE I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!”
pft silly anika, ceiling pe spiderman chipakta hai, superman nahi.
thanks for confirmation and backup, shivaay.
“kyunki tumhari andar meri jaan hai.”
wife is not leaving any mauka to do awwwww and tease husband today.
yup this def. looks like abhay who’s tanya’s BPBB to me.
tanya’s reached the end of her rope and is like fuck your mission. i like. you tell him girl!!!!!
“yeh jo vrat rakha hai lambi umar ke liye, yeh lambi umar qaidddd na ban jaaye”
lmaoooooooo pinkyyyy
this is soooo shivaay’s plan to get the truth outta the buddhelog, and lmao tej face be like YEH LADKA TOH MARWAA KAR HI CHODEGAAA
lol this poor servant gets yelled at every time she comes with fooood
why isn’t tanya calling pinky MUMMMMYYYYYYYYJIIIII
arre, shivaay doesn’t consider her his wife acc. to the drama. she still is in the house as shivaay’s wife??? why would she not fast??
OMFG THIS FUCKER TAKING TANYA’S SIDE.
“billu? kya chal raha hai tum dono ke beech mein???”
“kuuuuuuuch bhi nahi??? aur vrat toh bilkul bhi nahi!”
PFFFFFFFFFFFFFFT.
“waaah kya khushboo hai! khushboo se yaad aaya mera conference call hai!”
snort. fuckingggg idiot.
omg shivaay’s actually feeding some servant HAATH SE. this man has fucking lost it.
also poor khanna has been tarsofying for such a display of affection from his shivaay sirrrr. why isn’t he getting any love? bechaaara.
GAURI’S HOMEEEE!
ughhhhhh this MAAAAAAAAAA is so irritating.
this pooor girlllllllll, lying through her teeeeth to her cluelessss mom. *sighs and holds gauri forever, while cussing out omkara’s existence and wishing the plagues of egypt upon him*
anika, you’re FASTING. how do you have so muchhhhh energy to be snoopinggggg? i don’t have energy for basic life functions even on a full stomach.
also, could please stop ruining the dude’s piss poor attempts at surprises (or in this case, falling into a trap that he’s setting for you.)
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Tips on Breaking Out of Your Writing Hiatus
Helllllooooo everybody ~
Happy Thursday Blogday!
Well, we’ve all been there. We didn’t mean for it to happen, but it just…did.
We stopped writing.
Life got busy. I’ve never been a fantastic multi-tasker, and back in the summer of 2016, it seemed like suddenly everything was happening at once. I was playing roller derby, and had practice 3 times a week. I was still working full-time at the hospital. And on top of it all, I was in the process of moving to a different city, soooo packing, packing, packing. As much as I didn’t want it to, writing sort of went onto the backburner, and then it slipped off completely. And I let it. I didn’t even think twice about letting it not be a priority. One week became one month, then two months, then three months, and then I stopped counting.
So, when the time came that I finally decided to pick up the pieces of my nearly finished manuscript, I was sort of at a loss of what to do. I had stopped in the middle of a chapter (ouch), and said chapter was a heavy duty one (double ouch). I had no clue what to do. I knew that I had overcome the hardest part by accepting the fact that I had screwed up, but somehow, it didn’t seem as simple as sitting down and writing again. In truth, I didn’t feel worthy to write. I almost felt like I needed to confess my sins, plead for forgiveness from my abandoned novel baby, and join a Seven Steps Program or something.
All this sound familiar?
I have done a good chunk of research, and have come up with ten useful tips on how to overcome the mountain that is known as Hiatus. Some of these may work for you, and some of them may make you cringe so hard it looks like you’re seizing. But whether all of them apply to you or not, they are still little gems to put in your writer bank!
1) So, first and foremost, allow yourself that pity party your brain is begging you to have. Eat junk food, wallow in guilt, maybe cry a little (ahem *points to self* moi), and procrastinate a bit more. Get it out of your system. And then, when you are finally ready to face the music (…manuscript?), move on. I know, I know, weird tip right? “But Scarlette, everyone else tells me to stop beating myself up immediately!” Ooook. Well, you’re going to feel guilty regardless of whether I tell you to or not. So let’s all just be real about this. You’re a human being. You feel things. You’re going to feel guilty about abandoning your baby and letting it collect dust. You’re going to want to beat yourself up about it. Use that to push yourself forward. Do it. Do ittttt. And then carry on.
2) Start slow. Maybe do some writing challenges or exercises. Do a writing prompt or two...whatever it takes to get the brain juices flowing (ugh...that sounds nasty). For me, I went back momentarily to fanfiction. Writing fanfiction was my safety blanket for a long time, and it felt nice to be on familiar ground while I more or less tried to un-rust myself. And really, much to my relief, it didn’t take long to get my groove and confidence back. One thing to keep in mind is that it's not a race; you need to figure out what works best for you to get back in the swing of things. It may take a couple writing prompts, or it might take an entire fanfiction. Go at a pace that is good for you. Your novel baby knows you are working hard. It’s not going anywhere. It’ll be there when you are ready. It’s not a race. Unless you have an epic deadline….then this is super awkward…may I refer you to my previous blog regarding motivation?
3) Do research. And by research, I mean reading. A lot of it. And I don't know about you, but sometimes when I'm reading, I'll find myself thinking, "Well fuck, I could've written this better." Yes. Hell yes. Use that. DO THAT. GET WRITING.
4) Once you are actively writing, allow yourself to get into the groove, and don’t stop. Unless you desperately need a pee break, sustenance in the form of snacks and liquids, or it’s a family emergency, don’t stop. Whether it’s for a page, or thirty minutes, or 500 words, or an entire chapter/scene, write your little cynical, introverted heart out. You’re going to force that groove out of its hiding place, the stubborn bastard.
5) Set a concrete, measurable goal. “Write.” is not gonna cut it, trust me. I’ve done it before where I’ll get home after work, look at my Honey-Do List and see WRITE in big, aggressively bold letters staring back at me. I��ll then toss the list aside, grab my video game controller, and say, “Well, technically I wrote all day. Charting on patients counts as writing, right?” No, no it doesn’t. Give yourself something to work towards, such as a word count, page number, or set a timer and tell yourself that you’ll write for the next hour without stopping.
6) Don’t edit as you go. For the love of God, don’t edit as you go. Accept the fact that you are going to be rusty, and move on. Right now, all that’s important is getting words out of your noggin and onto paper. Save the editing for later. That’s what drafts (and drafts, and drafts) are for. The minute you start analyzing what you are writing, you’re going to only focus on how awkward and rough things are sounding, and you’ll lose your gumption to push forward. Instead of thinking, “Writing, writing, writing,” you’ll be thinking, “Shitty, shitty, shitty. Oh God, make it stop.” No. Bad. Don’t do that.
7) Accept the fact that your writing style has most likely changed. It's going to be almost comical re-reading and editing my first draft of HBE, considering I started writing it in 2014 and have grown so much since then. And by comical I mean I'm going to cry. A lot. But that’s the harsh truth of going on hiatus in the middle of a project. Things are bound to change. You aren’t the same writer you once were when you first started. Maybe this change is for the better, or maybe it’s for the worst. But guess what? You won’t actually know the answer unless you START FRICKEN WRITING.
8) Maybe start somewhere you were once really excited about. Now, I don't normally recommend this...I’m a fan of writing in chronological order, but if you are stuck on a killer scene and are dreading going back to it, especially now that you are feeling a bit out of touch with your writer side, maybe start somewhere a bit lighter, easier. Maybe there’s a scene you’ve been dying to get to, and you know that you could totally make that scene your bitch. If the only reason why you haven’t already pounced all over that scene is because of a fear of breaking out of chronological order, then you’re being stubborn and silly. Come on. Try it. Give in to my suave charm and give it a shot. It could be a confidence booster! And then, when you are feeling ready, go back to that killer scene and kick its butt.
9) Build up your habit/restart your ritual. Some people throw dance parties right before they get to writing. Some people like to read right before they dive into their own work as a way to be inspired. I personally like to clean my entire house about 15 times before I finally decide to sit down and write (DO NOT RECOMMEND). What was your previous ritual? Did it work for you? If it didn’t, switch it up! Instead of waiting until nighttime to write, perhaps get to work in the morning when your mind and body are refreshed and not weighed down and jaded by the day yet. Maybe try location writing. I know, I know, the idea of getting out of the house might seem awful and panic-attack inducing, but it might help stimulate your brain juices (ugh…said it again), and inspire you. Find a quiet little coffee shop, or hunker down in the corner of a book store. Get your favorite coffee/tea/cleverly disguised alcoholic beverage (no judgement), and write until closing time. Find a ritual that works for you, and perform it until it becomes a habit. Think of it as your bedtime routine. The moment you start doing this ritual, whether it’s brushing your teeth, washing your face, or putting on your PJ’s (this doesn’t work for me, considering I wear my PJ’s all day), something triggers in your brain, telling it, “Hey, it’s time for bed! Hooray!” The same will happen with your writing routine. The minute you initiate the writing ritual, your brain is going to register what is happening and jump into Writer Mode.
10) Revamp that outline. It's going to help remind you of all the hard work you’ve already put into your manuscript, how far you’ve come, and the fun things to come. Set aside some time to laze out on the couch with a glass of wine, and read your outline from start to finish. Not gonna lie, chances are it’s going to make you cringe a little *once again, pointing to self*. You might find plot holes, or god-awful ideas that sounded so good at the time but what the hell were you thinking? Were you wondering why I mentioned an alcoholic beverage earlier? This is why. You need to sift through all the bullshit and find the reasons why you fell in love with your novel baby in the first place. Get excited all over again. Review it, revise it, love it.
Bonus Tip: When you are done writing for the day and about to pack it in, set yourself up for success. Organize and prepare for your next writing adventure so that it isn't like pulling teeth when you attempt to convert brain vomit into word vomit. Personally, I like to stop in the middle of a sentence. I might know how I want that sentence to end right then and there, but I save it for the next day. So, when I open up my manuscript and see that half-done sentence just begging to be finished, I can easily do it. BAM! First sentence done. Piece of cake. I’M ON FIRE! Now onto the next one. It's a bit of a mind game, I know, but it's also a confidence booster for me.
And that’s it! See, jumping back into that novel doesn’t seem so terrifying now, does it? And keep in mind to take these with a grain of salt; some of these will work for you, and some of them won’t. Everyone is a unique, delicate flower, and not every drop of water from the watering can is going to make its mark on you. God. Cheese please. It sounded so much better in my head.
With that said, I post new blogs every Thursday, and if there is anything you’d like me to discuss, feel free to message me on here, or tweet me @ @ScarletteStone
Until next time, my beautiful, delicate flowers:
Happy writing!
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Thoughts on Blitzkrieg
Warning: I like lose it lol * I'm curious as to why they decided to go with Nazi's like, I swear that was American Horror Story's thing xD * The accents aren't super thick like I would have expected * Mr. Douglas has no chill. * At this point should Dylan O'Brien even be in the opening credits, I've seen him in two episodes, this is so frustrating. 😔 * Sheriff in Stiles' room, my heart is breaking. * It's around his mystery board because he is the mystery💔 * Peter making sense though * "I didn't promise I'd help you commit suicide" - Peter & Malia, not gonna lie, I awwwed * Where's Theo. * Seriously Mr Douglas get out * MELISSA AND CHRIS OMGGGG LOOK AT THEM LOOK ITTTTT * Mason baby💔 I hate seeing him cry. * Hayden and Mason bonding in the Ford that no one promoted * Malia, Lydia and Scott being cool * Back to Liam and Theo * Hayden should not talk to Theo that way 👏🏻 * Theo keeping cool, continuing to tell them things they need to know and Liam figuring shit out because his boyfriend helped him * BAHa Malia "FOUND IT" * Mason: "You have no cards" -Except he does lmao XD * Liam cutting Hayden off!! WUAH. * Liam breaking the sword. THAT MOMENT WHEN THIAM WAS LOOKING AT EACH OTHER AND TRUST FORMED. * K with the Lion? * Poor little Nazi dude, what a sad day * Man the Ghost Riders kick ass * Dread Doctor reappearance * THE NAZIS LOST THE WAR SO WTF 😂 * Melissa screaming for Parrish💔 * LIAM SCREAMING FOR MASON. AND LOSING HIS SHIT. OMG. BEEBEE. * LIAM LOSING IT IS MY AESTHETIC. * LIAM JUST GOT THROWN THROUGH A WINDOW AND THAT WAS VERY UNCHILL * LIAM STILL LOSING IT! * HAYDEN PROTECTING LIAM AND DOING THAT LITTLE CARTWHEEL THING * I HONESTLY LOVE LAYDEN A LOT LIKE NOT AS MUC AS THIAM BUT THIS IS HEARTBREAKING * HAYDEN CATCHING THE OTHER WHIP SO IT DIDNT GET LIAM IM IN TEARS * SHE KNEW HOLY CRAP I CANT STOP * IM SO FUCKING SAD. * Sheriff hunny😔 * Lydia calling Parrish 'Jordan' 🙌🏻 * SCOTT ROAR * LYDIA GOING IN FRONT OF LIAM, MALIA GOING IN FRONT OF BOTH THEN JOINED BY SCOTT * Scott protecting what's left of his pack * Claudia fuck off ughhh * Sheriff remembering, Claudia stating lies. * OMG SHE WENT AWAY AND THE STUFF CAME BACK AND IM SO SAD. * I. SHIP. MALIA. AND. SCOTT. * PETER SAVING MALIA AND SCOTT BUT MOSTLY MALIA * OH NO THAT WAS SAD OMG OMGKMFDHAHAKAF * LYDIA PROTECTING LIAM * Scott's sad and it makes me sad but why am I not seeing Liam sad af either? * K go get Theo. * Stiles' real name is wow * LIAMS CRYING AT THE STILES STORIES * OKAY. I WANT THE NEXT EPISODE.
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the psychiatrist is gonna call me in est 20 mins or something and i’m about to lose ittttt i can’t fucking wait for this call to be over. it’s kind of a huge deal because i’ve been trying for over a year to get this shit sorted out .so i’m really emotional andddd my first and most notable psychiatric visit was extremely shitty and unhelpful and i’m afraid that i’ll be disregarded or not taken seriously. i’m just afraid he’ll be an assholr because i really could not handle that right now
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Episode 9 - "I have a bad idea......" - Tim
ummmmmmmmmmmmmm okay. so yk how i said I had a bad feeling? my bad feeling came TRUE klajdflskfajsdfa
APPARENTLY when I thought everyone was on board for the Dani thing, all of my closest allies (Except for Tim, love that bitch) wanted to blindside SAMMY!!! in the process,,, blindsiding ME!!!
so lets backtrack a lil,,, the dog emoji alliance (consisting of myself, Sammy, Tim, Chelsea and Devon) got exposed by Devon to Alyssa and Jess, and suddenly everyone knew about it lmao. AND Devon exposes the plan to get Alyssa and Jess out to alyssa and jess, and APPARENTLY there was a plan to get Maynor out??? no bueno for me. not at all.
Alyssa/TJ/Maynor/Jess all explained why they did what they did,, and honestly? I totally get it lmao. as long as I'm included and I know about why they did it, I totally get it. I MEAN I may or may not have cried,,, but i'm at peace.
ALSO,, i'm gonna try and give alyssa the benefit of the doubt and say she's on my side? it might not,,, seem smart sklafjdslfk BUT but but BUT,, I know I have the numbers and will keep having the numbers if Jones's Angels continue to thrive, yk? we just have to make sure that we're all on the same page from now on,,, then we'll be good!! Knowing that Jess and Alyssa were able to explain everything to me,,,, i really appreciate that yk? I appreciate when people are open with me, and I try to be as open as I can be too. so knowing that they did that made me feel a lot better about it :)
but devon,,, oh devon. he's being super sketchy?? like he's trying to make it seem like he's the innocent one that DIDN'T flip on me when I know full well that he's the one who snitched on the alliance? like,, he doesn't know I know, but I can't get a good read on him, and that's p sketchy to me.
I think I handled the exposure well though,,, I can't just blow up at people and cry, yk? which I didn't (except to alyssa but she understand why I cried skaldkjf) so yeah!! F11 baby!! guess i'll die!!
Samuel leaving was honestly amazing for my game. His goodbye message not so much. However, if people will strike I just hope it's not this round. I do see people trying to take me out over Alyssa. She's way more connected and people love her.
Devon put himself into such a hole right now and I'm kind of living for it? I think him being the one to make this move happen will put a giant target on his back or at least put some seeds of doubt into others about him. I don't think I'd use my idol on him though.
Jones not telling Alyssa or myself about knowing Sammy was coming for us is her official first strike. It has put her on "Jess's Watchlist" officially. I don't CARE if she was "waiting" to tell us or if it "Wasn't that serious" you fucking tell us. That just proved to me I can't trust Jones and she's acting in her own self interest.
The MOST concerning thing about this current Jones situation is.... how easy Alyssa is dismissing the current situation and all of its red flags. Am I missing something? Because someone who we thought we trusted and have an ALLIANCE WITH.... knew about a plot to get us out, didn't either of us tell us, and is now mad at us for leaving her out of a vote to get out Sammy? LIKE WHAT? This just fucking proved to me that those two are mega-close and I'll be dropped the INSTANT I become useless. As soon as I threw a little bit of Jones doubt Alyssa's way she wanted to call with Jones? LIKE GIRL. I WASN'T BORN YESTERDAY. RED FLAGS EVERYWHERE. THESE HOES AIN'T LOYAL.
Tisk Tisk Tisk. I come back to the game and I see to my genuine surprise that Sammy has been eliminated from the game. I am genuinely shook. To my knowledge, Jones, Devon, Sammy, and I are the only 4 that voted for Dani. Someone who I have no idea is, voted for Chelsea as a security plan. The other 7 votes went to Sammy.
To my knowledge, Chelsea flipped on the group?? Which to me is super dumb and no benefit at all??? But then again it could be Devon who is lying to me.
UPDATE: DEVON IS LYING TO ME AND CHELSEA IS INNOCENT.
Devon you lying mothertrucker lmaooo. I am so disappointed in Maynor and TJ especially for not informing me or Jones about the plan. Now we look like Boo Boo the fool. I am pissseddddd lmaoooo and I wasnt even that close to Sammy its just the principle behind it all. Aidan disappointed me too because I had told him that the vote was Dani ahead of time in order to gain some trust with him and this mothertrucker didn't even tell me what was going on.
What is even more funny to me is the pathetic damage control that these people call themselves doing. I am.... disgusted. But DEVON is literally lying to my face and I am on the verge of confronting himmmmmmmmm.
That was HUGE for my game! Sammy was playing a huge role, but I dealt with the circumstance poorly afterwards.
I am afraid that Tim, Jones, and Chelsea may lead a strike against me next round. If TJ and Maynor were smart, they would join that strike and knock me out.
My gameplay has been aggressive, but to the point where I may be losing jury votes. Hopefully I can lay low and keep the target off my back....who knows.
I want to win this immunity because everything is still up in the air. It may not be me leaving but at the same time it can be. Im just nervous from last tribal.
Well, this should be a fun round; not only for rebuilding but for strategizing the next move. How do I position myself correctly.
General groups that I have:
Me, Alyssa, Jess, Devon, Jones, Maynor
Me, Jones, Maynor, Tim
Me, Dani, Aidan (with the help that came with last round)
So obviously my target should be Chelsea or JD because those connections are as easily there, but I feel as if there are divisions I need to make in other groups like Jones, Maynor, Alyssa (even though Maynor just told me he would go for Alyssa). So is this the round to cut those ties, or is there a different plan... I'm glad I'm not the center of attention right now, but damn.
I am so sad that i messed up this challenge, I have full faith that I would have been able to do it too lol all well, shit happens. I feel like my name will be tossed around cus it would be an easy one I think. We'll see if I decided to play my idol or not :)
Also, im not sure if I brought it up here or not but I am playing the game different then i ever have before. Rather then ... Caring about the game I am just doing what I want. Telling people what they want to know, or basically if they ask me a questions I am gonna tell them the answer to the best of my knowledge. Including, who said what :3
This round one of the angels will go home. I promise you that. I feel like it could be either me or Jones but Maynor and TJ are also on the table. Me and Jones had a talk about what we think we should do this round and we mentioned blindsiding Devon. All we need is 6 votes and we think we can get them. TJ, Maynor, Chelsea, JD, Jones, and myself would be that 6. All we have to do is try and get Chelsea and JD on board which is gonna be the hard part.
Jones wants to hold out on the Devon plan but I reallly dont want to. The time is NOW.
I am pushing for JD to go. She called me a threat in comps and i dont need that to be in anyone’s ear right now. I hope this works cuz need her gone.
JD or Chelsea?!?! Idek.
This round is so messy....JD is the biggest nut case in the history of Orgs....Let's pray for tonight
Damn, Maynor really got over 2000 on his counting score. He did THAT. I swore my 1200 was going to beat everyone but he killed it. Anyway, I'm pretty sure Devon, Alyssa, and Jess want me out because we have not talked in the alliance chat since Sunday, when Sammy got voted out. Alyssa has reached out, but Jess and Devon had not, which leads me to think that they want me out. I am incredibly disappointed if this ends up being true. Tim brought up voting Jess and at this point I am not against it. I would like to work with JD, Jones, Tim, Aidan, and TJ, even Maynor if possible. Even though we haven't talked much, none of them give me any vibes of being total sneaks. *shrugs* idk, im probably gonna go home tonight so oh well. This has not been the best game for me but since I just got voted out of my other game, I'm willing to be more focused and make alliances if I do happen to stay another round.
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If I could describe this round in one word it'd be: MESS
My name is being thrown out so in the words of Devon "Uhhhhhk".
I'm not too sure if I'm in trouble. I don't even know.
I want soooo many people out at this point.
Omg. All chaos broke loose. JD finally coming out to play huh. It looked like Chelsea was leaving this round but JD may have caused her own downfall. I hope because i want JD to go.
So listen up here's a lot of Tea on this messy round:
I have a bad idea...
If the two inactive people came online I swear I could make something shake sjdhs but Chelsea and JD are in and out like they're doing the twin twist.
(Tim approaches JD about voting out Dani by using her vote along with Chelsea, Jones, TJ, Maynor, and Tim ofc to get her out. JD then decides to say "fuck all that lmaooo" and runs back to Dani.)
Like JD are you DUMB why would you run back to Dani and tell her I said her name when IM making an effort to play the game with YOU especially considering that you're on the chopping block???
So I came to JD about maybe voting out Dani instead of her and Chels and she went back and TOLD Dani. Now Dani thinks Im pushing her name. She then runs back and tells TJ and TJ tells the Angels and then the Angels do damage control ajdhdbs.
Chelsea made a group chat of Me, Jones, Aidan and TJ with JD IN ITTTTT to talk about the vote tonight after I've told her that the vote is JD. Sis..... She then REMOVES JD and creates a big ole mess lmaoooo. I expose Devon to her and warn her about where Aidan's loyalties lie. The angels DIE of laughter and insanity. JD aka Justgonna Digmyowngrave is hopefully going home and thats tea.
This vote is a fucking MESS and so many things happened and changed but I think Tim might be going home? or JD? But I don't want Tim to go home but I guess I have to learn how to be a good ally and not always get my way.
Honesty I'm just taking the game a few rounds at a time and really trying to situate myself comfortably.
okay,,,, JD is cracked right now. lemme see if I can list what she did in the past 4 hours? hmmmm okay:
- she told Tim that she wanted to vote Jess
- told Dani that Tim, TJ, and myself are voting for Dani
- called Chelsea and TJ a final two
- according to Dani she's still being shady skskksks
AND JUST SO YOU ALL KNOW,,, I haven't talked to JD this entire day??? so like??? IDK WHERE SHE'S GETTING THIS INFO,, BUT clearly there's at a printer or something bc these aren't fax. likee,,,,, you really can't just show up to the game 10 rounds late JUST BECAUSE your name's getting thrown out. like,,, play the game or don't sign up for it, ok? it's not fair for the other people who actually came to play ig. idk. she's really making this easier for everyone else tho,,,,
ALSO okay, so i love Chelsea. but she made an alliance and added me (without asking me btw) AND LIKE,,, ahhhhhhh!! she also added aidan,,,, like,,, I love aidan,,, but of all the people to add to that groupchat,,, she chooses aidan? isn't he like, not trusted?? idk??? um but yeah now i'm in a new alliance with chelsea and aidan so that's nice :) more coverage on my entire ass. TJ and Tim are also in the alliance so that's cool too, and Maynor knows it exists this time, which is gucci. so yay :) hopefully everything works out? who knows, time to cry!!
Please tell me something isn't going on... I'm shaking in my fucking boots... or socks at the current moment.
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