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#I WONT DENY I LIKE WHEN BAD THINGS HAPPEN
catmask · 2 months
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(hope this isnt weird to say if it is ignore me lol) but your post about abuse and dichotomy really got me thinking, i think this sentiment of abused vs abuser also hurts victims in a specific way, where it can be hard to recognize that youre a victim because youre caught up in the fact your abuser is "good" or not necessarily an "antagonist" or even a victim themselves, it can be hard to recognize abuse when its happening to you because its not "clear" per se like it would be on tv. thank you for sharing your thoughts on this topic :)
yuuuupppppp it also makes it difficult when your abuse makes you act in ways that are less than favorable within the abusive environment itself. like you get brought up hearing 'lying is bad' 'hitting others is bad' but when lying is the only way you wont be denied eating meals for a day or youre a child whos only hitting an adult who hit you first so theyll be too scared to try again, it makes that 'harmless' vs 'harmful' dynamic completely meaningless
the thing with being a victim of abuse is you have to recognize the ways in which experiencing harm warps your ability to exist outside of it. it fucking sucks and it hurts because it ISNT your fault, but it becomes your responsibility to heal from. but like, thats the thing with breaking cycles of abuse... you dont really get to 'break' anything comfortably, it often requires you to do whats most inconvenient to you. because its not how youve learned to behave to survive.
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iisowks · 3 months
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bbg….imagine-teen mommy! reader who works with PM dazai and through a LOT of drama he finds out he’s the father (drama💗) you decide the rest~ or!! Another idea!! Idea no 2; chuuya finds out its dazais kid. ((Smut or no smut idk))
PM! Dazai… and chuuya x Pregnant teen! Reader
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Warnings: it can be a trigger for some people, mentions of suicide, mention of alcohol, mention of sex, suggestive but not smut detailed, it ends bad so yeah, and kind of cheating too.
Note: Heyyy so i don’t know what i did so i just did an like PLUS CHUUYA or sum but i guess it’s ok even tho i hated :3, but i really hope you like! and yes i think i’ll do an part two where Y/N finds him when they’re adults!
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you joined the mafia very young but already a teenager, you don't actually like to be there but you had no choice or where to go. When you joined you didn't want to be with anyone and you didn't actually wanted to have friends, but two teenagers around your age did NOT leave you alone, and you enjoyed it after some time! you felt less lonely.
but then things got complicated. After some time, you catched yourself attracted to Dazai, even though you knew he wasn't the best person to be with, and you denied for a long time until one day Dazai was at your door, drunk.
“heyyy Y/N, i missed you!” dazai said with a messy voice… “Dazai, what the fuck? it 's 2 AM!” you said quite angry at him, but you took him in and gave him water, trying to make him sober, “Dazai, you really shouldn't be drinking that much.” you said worried about him, after all you guys were just teenagers. “and what? were all fucked up, it wont change anything! That's why I came here, I want to experience something before I die and you can help me with that, darling.”
you knew what was he talking about even tho your thoughts are saying not to do it because youre a fucking teenager, you wanted to. “Dazai, i don’t think we should-” “shut up.” right after that he kissed you… and you didn't stop him, i mean, who would 🧍‍♀️
Well you guys had sex, and you didn't know how to react at first… when you woke up he was gone, and that confused you, but you still wanted to talk to him.
After some time you guys became very close and sex became something normal for you two, until one day you two argued about something very silly but you were so done with him that you just walked away just like he did!
well you were walking through the city when you had the thought of drinking something, and since you were from mafia, almost no one questioned your age.
Well it was your first time drinking so you didnt knew what to ask for thats when you saw your friend Chuuya, “Chuuya! hi!” you said happy to see someone you could talk to. “oh, Y/N…” Chuuya said quite… normal? “do you mind helping me? i dont know what do drink…” “its your first time drinking alcohol?”
the night passed really fast, it was already like 1 AM and you and Chuuya were definetly drunk, “hey Chuu, can we have sex?” Chuuya frozed “huh? i thought you were with that morron” “well im not dating him!” Chuuya hesitated, but he was too drunk to have filter. “i… i guess then it’s okay?” you kissed him almost immediatly, you needed that because you were still feeling bad because of Dazai… and you know he probably did the same and that fucking hurted you.
well you woke up in your bed but no Chuuya, so you thought ‘oh thank god it was dream haha’ until you saw a note of Chuuya saying he should have stayed until you woked up but he didnt want to make you uncomfortable, in that moment you thought of suicide.
You simply pretended that nothing happened and prayed for Chuuya to do that too. Well you ignored everyone in the mafia for 2 weeks, until one day you just didn't feel well and runned away from mafia because mori would never let you go earlier, well you had your suspicions you were pregnant and you were going to do the test anyway.
When the test was positive you panicked, you were 16 and now pregnant?! you just wanted to die, but now you had to discover who’s the dad, and you don’t think Dazai would be happy with something like this. You were scared, but you thought it was better to let Chuuya know, since he was the last person you had a sexual relation.
You used protection with both. so one of them just didn’t work or something, you couldn’t think about any other reason but now the problem is not even that, is that you were pregnant with one of those man’s baby.
Well, Chuuya’s reaction was kind of… not good, and you understand that since you both were teenagers and definitely not ready to have a baby, but you also told him that could be Dazai, in the end he just accompanied you to do the test to see who is the father of the baby.
Well, now you have to wait, both of you, because Dazai has no clue what is happening and he probably thinks you still hate him. You were almost dying to know who the father was but part of you didn’t want to be Dazai because you don’t know how he would react.
A call, the attendant started to talk… after a time you just asked for her to say who was, when she said, you hung up and started crying immediately.
“Chuuya, thank you for the help, but i have to tranquilize you. You are not the father.” Chuuya was incredibly silent. “Be careful, Y/N.” That's all he said.
You lefted immediately to look for Dazai, you tried all the places you could, he was in none of them.
“Mori, hello.” It was your last chance. “Y/N, can i know why you are here after disappearing for 4 weeks?” “I just wanted to ask you if you know where Dazai is.” “Dazai is no longer a part of the mafia, miss Y/N.” “what?..” “he lefted.”
You ran. You ran the fastest that you could… you hated him, you hated him so much even though he doesn't even know you’re carrying his baby.
I guess until you meet him again.
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kittyhui · 10 months
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woozi as all the love languages
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word count: 769 (cute little imagine)
a/n: for ppl reading my smau im sorry for not updating, my writers block is so bad rn😭😭
words of affirmation
- he LOVES praise.
- whenever you come to the studio and listen to something he’s working on, he waits for your lovely words saying that he’s doing so well and that the song sounds amazing
- his ears would blush a pretty pink and he’d cover his face in embarrassment
- talk pretty to him.. he’ll have a heart attack. he just wants to know he’s doing good💔
- but on the other end, he has a hard time praising his SO.
- he doesn’t like to say ‘i love you’. he thinks that after a while it loses its meaning and wont feel as special
- tbh he probably wouldn’t even say those words until like 9 months to a year into the relationship (hes the type to not even say it until his wedding day😭)
- almost any attempt of giving praise comes with stuttering and blushing
acts of service
- because hes so busy, he would really appreciate receiving acts of services
- if you live together, he loves when you tie his tie if he has to dress up in the morning
- in return he’ll make you breakfast and coffee just the way you like it before he heads to the studio
- if you work out with him, he’ll love if you could spot him and vice verse.
- he doesn’t want people to know, buts he’s a princess. giving him massages when he gets home or giving him a full skincare routine and running a bath, he just would feel so loved, especially after a long day of practice
gift giving
- he has a lot of money, he wont deny it, but he won’t spend his money all willy-nilly
- he loves to spoil you but he only does it every now and then
- he’ll STALK all your socials to see what you want if you didn’t already flat out tell him.
- if he knows he wont be home for a while or cant spend time with you (tour, comeback, etc) he’ll slip a few gifts onto your bed, wrapped nice and pretty. he loves when you send him photos or video call him, showing how much you love whatever you got. he cant stop the smile on his face anytime he sees your happiness
- on the other end, jihoon doesn’t like receiving gifts
- he doesn’t want you to waste your money on him and really he’ll only ask for something for his birthday and it will never be something outrageous. if you do a form of art, he’d LOVE to receive something you painted or drew or wrote. if you made music as well, he’d probably cry if you wrote a song for him
quality time
- he’s busy like all the time, but best believe he’ll message you, call you, and try to visit you as much as he can.
- when he’s home or visiting you, you rarely go out
- woozi, the homebody he is, loves movie nights and cooking dinner together.
- watching a movie on your couch while eating a home cooked meal on his rest day is the most domestic thing in jihoon’s mind, it makes his heart flutter everytime.
- even if he doesn’t want to do something, just spending time with his SO without talking is something that he loves
- doing his own thing at the same time as you in comfortable silence is very calming to him and it happens a lot when hes working in the studio and you come to visit
- if the two of you wanted to leave the house to do something together, gym dates, Michelin restaurants and picnics are things he would love to do.
physical touch
- contrary to what most people would think he actually loves physical affection.
- ESPECIALLY when sleeping.
- have yall seen the LieV sleepover stream? woozi is like that with his SO.
- he’s big spoon all the way. he will wrap his legs around you a snuggle his head into your neck when its cold out.
- he’s not a big fan of pda tho. even with the members, he gets bright red even from just a simple peck on the cheek
- the most he would initiate/let you initiate in public is pinky locking when walking and short shoulder touches in passing.
- but as i said before, once he gets home ALONE, he’s all on you.
- hes still shy tho, most of the time you will initiate it.
- he’ll pull you into kisses every now and then, keeping you close to him for hours
- its hard for him to say ‘i love you’ so this is the best way in his opinion
- favorite type of physical affection: cuddling
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drabblesbyjubs · 8 months
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Astarion boundaries Drabble and acespec Astarion headcannons
Tw// mentions of sexual trauma, Astarion’s backstory stuff, some sexual content but not descriptive
Minors DNI please
As much as I love the idea of Astarion and Tav slowly warming up to one another after giving Astarion time to heal from his trauma and slowly becoming comfortable in a sexual relationship, I personally don’t know how likely that would be.
I feel like Astarion is somewhere on the ace spec. He was forced in to using his body to give others pleasure he had no interest in, then lead them to their demises with the trust he gained from them using his body. He is probably very finicky of Tav touching him when things start to get serious; a hand on the hip may be alright one day, but too much the next.
He wont vocalize when things are too much though, much to Tav’s displeasure. He lets it happen, gets a foggy look and his responses become more matter of fact and less teasing and snarky how they always are.
“Look at me.” Tav would say when they notice that look.
Astarion blinks and meets their gaze, silent for a moment before humming under his breath. “What?” He’d huff as if he didn’t love the way they cupped his cheeks in their palms; a warm, soft presence, without anything more to it.
“You’re doing the thing again. What is it? Do you not want me to touch you there?” Tav questioned. They knew how much Astarion hates prying questions, but this wasn’t a conversation they could just put off.
“No, I like it, I-“ he lied, cut off by catching his own fib. The memory of what Tav had said to him once when Astarion feared their anger when he had shattered a plate; ‘You have no need to fear my anger, for it will never show itself to you. I want your honesty, and you will have mine. I will never be mad at you for mistakes. They happen to everyone.’
“I.. it… gods, you know I hate this,” Astarion huffed, pulling himself away from Tav’s warm hands. They hummed in acknowledgment. Of course they knew. Why were they so considerate of how he felt? He knew they had no alterier motive, but perhaps how an old habit dies hard, Astarion couldn’t help but wonder what they would gain from caring so much.
“I like it sometimes. Other times it makes me feel… strange. Disgusted. But not with you,” he hurried, waving his hands before him, “it’s more.. like a bad memory, I guess? Gods, this makes no sense, I-“
Sensing Astarion’s building frustration with himself, Tav stepped in, gently placing their hand on his shoulder. “I understand. You don’t have to explain any more. Here’s what we’re gonna do,” Tav said, taking Astarion’s hand and guiding him to sit on the corner of the bed.
“I’m going to keep all of this in mind. I want you to tell me when I touch somewhere you don’t like, and if later you change your mind and want me to touch you there, all you need is to ask. Deal?” They offered with a kind smile.
Gods damn that smile. So sweet, reassuring, so wonderful.
“…Alright. Deal.”
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Astarion doesn’t get scared of touches like on his hips, chest, etc; they more bring back a flood of memories, sweet nothings in his ear he had no interest in hearing, followed by their betrayed begging for his help as Cazador had his way with them. It brought him back all too suddenly, those kinds of touches, but only sometimes. At this point, he trusts Tav, but the memories come whether he wants them to or not.
Astarion eventually asks to cease all sexual contact, just for a while. He worries that he’s letting Tav down, denying their desires, making them stifle themselves. But never once do they complain.
Astarion does have desires at times, but he fears the feeling of having to reciprocate. He wants to take his pleasure, but not to have the responsibility of giving it back.
Tav would offer him to use them as he pleases, and would never once ask for anything back, not even their own orgasm.
After Astarion achieves his release, the two clean up, and Tav cuddles Astarion. Even if they are left wanting, they have the satisfaction of knowing Astarion feels safe and at ease in a situation like that, and holding him in their arms is the best pleasure they could ask for.
Astarion takes time to open up, but when he does, Tav can catch a glimpse of the young elf Astarion once was. That side of him may have been ripped apart long before it was ever meant to, but it is by no means irreparable. All he needs is care and time.
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Well, that’d be my first Astarion drabble. He’s been rotting in my mind since I started playing this game, and I have may ideas. My blog will likely become where I just dump the random ideas that pop in my head while I rot away at work lol, many of my posts won’t be this long, some will be longer than this, we’ll all see in time. But let me know if you all want more! How I write Astarion will improve with time, promise, I just need to truly deep dive in to his character for now lol
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cattonicdragon · 1 year
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How about monkey tigress and viper x a lion reader that's a guard at Chorh-Gom-Prison(bonus if the reader was there during tai lung's escape and go injured but lived).
monkey,tigress and viper x lion chorh-gom prison guard reader
I rlly like this idea anon!
I accidentally added abit of angst but it's all good so :D
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Monkey
Monkey is very happy that you got such a big role and very proud of you for managing it
Though he wont deny how worried he is
Your trying to keep a highly unstable and powerful individual from escaping
And if that prisoner is tai lung it's no easy feat
He worries that if he breaks free then you probally wont survive
So rationally,once he hears the news he immidatly feels dread overwhelm him,what makes it worse is that zeng saw you lying on the ground after tai lung the the explosive
Although he wants to believe your Alive he fears that your gone
That is until you burst into the jade palace scratches and burn Mark's littering your body as you heave out heavy elongated breaths
Monkey barely manages to catch you as you pass out
He leaves you in the care of shifu whilst he and the rest of the furious five confront tai lung.
Once crane returns with the furious five paralysed you've woken up
You and monkey reunite and hug eachother,but the moment is short lived as you must evacuate the valley.
Before the two of you split he promised that once this is over you'll have a proper reunion.
After the fight monkey would probally never fully get over the nightmares of you in his hands passed it
The thoughts and nightmares haunt his dreams
But once he sees you fine and safe it seems to feel the growing anxiety his has even if just a little
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Tigress
Tigress is very prideful and often closed off,letting very few people in her personal bubble
You were one of those people
She had told you many times how worried she was for you,aswell as how proud she is
She dosnt want to worry,because in return you'll worry for her,and that cant happen when your keeping a highly dangerous individual contained,
She tells you shes worried as her way of saying to be careful
Her worst fears become a reality once she catches wind of tai lung escaping,at that moment she wasnt be able to mask her emotions,dread quickly chewing at her from the inside
The night were she and the furious five go to confront him shes filled by pure unfiltered rage
However on the way to the bridge the furious five find your battered form,barley able to walk as they stop dead in their tracks
Tigress wastes no time as she takes you into her arms hugging you tightly
You huff out and tell her an abbreviated version of what happened and that he was soon going to be there
Tigress hushes you as your finally able to rest
She quickly takes you to the nearest infirmary promising you that once everything is over you can talk about it more.
When tigress comes back she looks almost as battered as you,she helps you up and informs you that they are evacuating
After the fight she has alot of guilt
She feels like there was a way she could have helped even if deep down she knows she wouldn't have been able to
When you reasure her that she did what she could she feels abit better
After all the thing that matters is that your still here
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Viper
Ik I keep using the same gif for viper but I cant find any better ones
Shes so proud of you for having such a trusted job
She does have a deep fear for something bad happening to you
Viper is wise,she knows that tai lung cant be contained forever
However she fears that you'll be hurt in the crossfire
Which despite best efforts her hunch was correct
Once she got news of tai lungs escape she immidatly wanted to see if you were somehow,by some miracle alive
Of course,shifu wouldnt allow her,not only that but tigress wanted to stop tai lung at the bridge,meaning that there was a small chance she would get to see you if you were taking your dying breaths
It's not until shes been bested by tai lung and evacuating the villagers that she finds you
You stumble through the crowd looking for the snake
She cant contain her joy as she launches herself at you wrapping herself around you in a tight hug
You eventually pass out from the exhaustion,either one of the furious five carry you or a villager who lends a helping hand
Once you wake up again the fight is over and vipers imbracing you in a warm hug
Viper will most likely check on alot,this is due to the fact that she feels something bad could happen to you at any moment,she will calm down abit after a while but the fear of losing you will never truly leave
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newtthetranswriter · 9 months
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Please may I have a Fairy tail headcanon of Gray Fullbuster with a female S/O who has Edward Elric's abilities from Fullmetal alchemist. S/O joined Fairy tail when she was a young child not long after Gray did..S/Os unlimited abilities meant that she can basically create anything that she can put her mind too..she isn't nicknamed the metal mage for nothing. She isn't proud of what she had done back then..she earned those abilities to be a metal alchemist at a consequence of trying to revive her late mother..she was damn lucky that she didn't lose her body parts..she is a independent young woman in Fairy tail and a member of Team Natsu.
So, I've never done headcanons before, but I'll give it a go, hope you enjoy these. I'm not sure if this is exactly what you're looking for, but I did my best, if you enjoy please feel free to let me now and don't be afraid to send ion more requests. Anyway Enjoy and have a good day/night. MINORS AND AGELESS BLOGS DO NOT INTERACT
Alchemy isn't an exact science, things can go wrong, and that's what happened when you tried to bring back your mom.
Unlike past Alchemists who had tried to bring people back from the dead you were lucky, you saw the truths of the world but managed to hang on to all of your limbs.
With the knowledge of the universe giving you a major boost in your magic at such a young age, you needed to join a guild to help control and grow this power.
At the age of 8 you wondered into the guild hall of non-other than Fairy Tail, a legendary guild full of powerful mages.
You were welcomed with open arms by nearly everyone there except one kid who couldn't keep his clothes on, when you first meet Gray, he was cold to you, not to say you were really any better having just lost your mother for a second time.
As time passed you grew stronger and more confident in your abilities to manipulate the chemical structure of items and shift them into new things. You primarily specialized in turning things to metal to create more useful weapons.
Master Makarov saw your potential and by the age of 17 you had become an S class wizard known as the Metal Mage.
Along with growing your power the tension between you and gray only got worse, almost like him and Natsu's fighting but with a little more flirting
like I see you guys sitting at the guild hall ignoring each other until he pops off with something stupid about being better a making things with his magic and you just use your magic to make something to hit him with using the table and yell at him about covering his abs because in typical gray fashion he's probably in his boxers.
At first no one notices the more flirty comments until one of you calls the other handsome/beautiful directly making the other blush
Being as stubborn as you are you try to deny it for the longest time and so does he
Now if we add on the being a part of team Natsu, it gets more hectic
I'm talking Happy teasing you, Natsu trying to tease you but ultimately ending up fighting Gray for something he says, Wendy is just confused, Lucy and Erza think its kind of cute that the two stubborn mages wont admit their feelings, and then there is Carla who just thinks everyone involved is dumb
And when you guys finally get together i don't think a lot would change
like yeah you guys don't fight as much or the comments aren't as pointed but there is still playful bickering between the two of you
I just feel that Gray is the type to show affection by being sarcastic
also spend a lot of time just hanging out show off your magic to each other and getting ideas from each other
When you get together Happy still makes stupid jokes, Natsu still tries to tease you guys but fails, Lucy, Erza and now Wendy are secretly planning your wedding as soon as it announced you're dating, and Carla is happy for you two.
Now on to some other aspects of the relationship,
If you are having a bad day because of something reminding you of your past Gray will 100% understand, and try to help you calm down
He knows how hard it is to have a difficult childhood and lose your family so he's going to try to make it better
he may not be able to bring your mom back but he can try not to fight Natsu as much and stay close to you for support.
and vice versa, if he's having a hard time with let's say Juvia being annoying, You would be there to try and be a buffer, or if she doesn't take the hint just telling her off.
Overall I see Gray and you being very close and comforting when its just the two of you, but if you're with the rest of the guild or on a mission you know how to be respectful of everyone around you.
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idealuk · 1 month
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what you have to remember though is that there’s stuff actors can and cannot say in interviews. unless the showrunners come out and say explicitly ‘buddie as a romantic pairing is never ever going to happen’, nobody knows what’s gonna happen in the future 🤷‍♀️ not even the actors. oliver literally said in an interview today that he’s not read the scripts for episodes 8-10 yet haha. and anyway, they wont explicitly deny it if it’s not happening, just like they won’t explicitly confirm it if it is happening. there’s expecting them to tease storylines and then there’s wanting them to confirm or hint at massive spoilers… the interview wasn’t even that bad either, personally i thought it was cute! 🥹
This is true.
I just know what it's like when actors realize that avid/shipper fans (like us) have probably misread what they've recently said in other interviews and ran with it, so they strategically tilt how they address things, and that interview seemed very that.
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goremet-chef · 9 months
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dont even make me start talking cuz i wont SHUT UPP i really love this character so much. i am UNACQUAINTED with the books but i watched dawkos video explaining more about the mimic and. GRGRGGR
i love it, when it comes to the more modern fnaf lore like. thats the thing im a die hard fan even if i dont understand whats happening im just happy to see new fnaf content SKDFJS so it doesnt matter to me but i will admit i was really confused with the direction the story was headed
learning about the mimic and what it really is SIMPLIFIED A LOT OF IT and honestly im happy about it. i didnt really like the implication that the ending speech henry did in pizza sim was for nothing at all so now that its like..
from my perspective, its like the end of an era, and a really interesting introduction to a new one. the mimic is such a sick ass villain, i feel myself attached to the newer characters (vanessa, cassie, greg, etc) and i wanna see where this goes
it feels SO GOOD to be like theorizing again about what things could mean like. IM HOOKED just like how i used to be with the main story. its different, theres no denying that. but thats not a bad thing. i honestly like.. im GLAD william is dead dead cuz having them revive him over and over honestly just gets kinda old, its like when theres a banger slasher movie and then they make 20 shitty sequels SKFJS
like LET IT REST just let it die. ive seen some people say that it feels like it was a last minute change to steel wools story, since people were unsure about the ending but. IDK MAN thats a team of people, just because scott didnt plan that much doesnt mean every fnaf iteration is gonna be unplanned and shaky. i think steel wool has a good thing goin here and im happy to see more, VERY excited for help wanted 2 😁😁 i need this franchise like i need air SDFKS
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azurlily · 1 year
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U already know what i want
Tis true! HIIII BUDDYYYYY!
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General Mikasa Ackerman Dating Headcannons SFW ONLY
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You have a queen and a monster on your side I hope you know. She's protective and you know it. She's felt like she needed to protect Eren for years, and now? Now she has you.
You two most likely met when you were in training. You both joined the Survery Corps and seeing her determination to save her family. You fell in love.
She didn't notice you for while. No matter what you tried, she payed you little to no attention. Finally one day, one day she noticed you.
Maybe because you saved Eren or a close friend, maybe because helped her over the years Eren was gone. No matter the case, she has her eyes on you.
Mikasas in love, she doesn't realize it, but when a life or death situation happens and she cant bear to see you hurt. It hits her, she's in love.
She cant keep her eyes off you. She watches you, she needs to protect you. If she can't keep Eren safe she might as well keep you safe.
She stays her distance at first. She's afraid you'll treat her like Eren, that you'll push her away and treat her affections like a chore.
When she finally confesses(because lord knows you'd do it) she's tear filled and she explains hoe she was too scared.
Honestly not even a week after she's making obvious you two are dating. At first she's shy and afraid, she doesn't know how Eren would feel.
Mikasa takes a good month to finally get into the whole dating part. She takes you out whenever you two aren't on missions.
She's so sweet to you, she loves giving you gentle kisses on the forehead and nose.
She loves holding you and doing slow dances with you. She thinks it's intimate and loves holding you in her arms.
She loves to sway back and forth and give you tiny kisses on your cheek and neck. She loves seeing your face go red and you look away.
Mikasa is (surprisingly) a big flirt. She only does it in private. She loves saying things that make you go pink, make you look away in embarrassment.
Mikasa coddles you. She does it out of habit from years with Eren. Wether your an accident prone idiot or not, doesn't matter. She's going to coddle you, and you're going to take it.
In the heat of the battle you're the one she's paying most attention to. She makes sure no one gets too close. Even if you don't notice what she's doing, she's keep you safe.
Mikasa will keep you safe at any costs. She'll kill to protect you. She's lost too many to lose you too. She's watching you and needs to know you're safe.
It's hard to make her jealous, she feels jealousy, and when she does it's bad. It takes a bit and trust me she's hard to crack, but once she figures it out. Whoever it is, is dead. Or as good as dead.
She'll get mad if you make her jealous on purpose or if you knew they were flirting with you, but didn't do anything.
If you're naturally hard headed or the person who was flirting was being subtle. She wont be mad at you, no, you wont even know that the person is suddenly avoiding you at all costs.
Her love languages are acts of service, affection, and gift giving. She'll give you cute little gifts/things she's found that she knows you'll like.
Mikasa will do things for you, she likes to make you feel pampered and loved. It's her way of saying "I love you" without actually saying it.
Lastly she hugs you, gives you small kisses and bites. Not necessarily in a sexual way, she just wants to make you feel loved and happy.
When you two cuddle she likes holding your head in her lap. She kisses your forehead and smiles affectionately. Her eyes soften when it's just you two.
Mikasa doesn't feel the need to keep her facade up, she feels safe with you. She can show how vulnerable she truly is.
Mikasa likes to write letters to you. She'll put them in places only you would find. You know they're from her, she denies ever giving them, though.
She wears things to make you flushed. Most if not all things she does that are considered affectionate she does in private.
She will wear shorter dresses or maybe a suit or two. Suspenders, and skirts, sleeveless shirts, and tight pants. She does this because she knows you like seeing her. So why wouldn't you like seeing her body?
Even if you don't like seeing her in sexually stimulating things. You can(hopefully) appreciate seeing her in cute clothes.
She just loves you and want to show that in every way. She likes showing her love in all the ways she can.
Will you let her love you?
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Sorry I didn't add the color. Considering who I wrote this for they wont mind.(yes this is a jab at you <3 love you buddy)
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pastanest · 1 year
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Jon Snow x gender neutral!reader
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How Protective Is He
- uhhh, on a scale of 1-10? 403, I think, at a rough guess
- man has never had a single thing to call his own, you think he wouldnt pull a Danaerys-style massacre against anyone that harmed his lover??
- his full name is actually Jon Dont-Fuck-With-Anyone-I-Love-Unless-You-Want-To-Die-Fr Snow
- dont get me wrong, Jon is a rational man and he will try his best to diffuse a situation before it resorts to violence (bc if there’s a sword involved…he doesnt want to humiliate whoever he’s fighting xoxo)
- but there is a beast that I wont name bc spoilers inside Jon Snow that is most easily awoken when it comes to you
- may the gods have mercy on anyone that speaks badly of you-
“Only the spineless will speak of others behind their backs and then deny it. Word to the wise: I will always believe (Y/N) over anyone else, so do yourself a favor and keep your mouth shut.”
…so much as breathes a bad vibe near you-
“If you wont look at (Y/N) pleasantly, dont look at all. Or keep looking, see where it gets you.”
…or touches you without your consent. if that happens in front of him, the offender is dead where they stand. beaten to a pulp. if it happens when Jon’s not there and he hears about it, the offender will be beaten to a pulp and then he turns to you to decide on how to kill them, as he’s in a clearer headspace than he would be if he physically saw you being harassed
- we all saw what he did to Ramsay Bolton, let’s not act like he wont go absolutely NUTS if anyone hurts you
- he’s the kind of boyfriend you can go out in full bimbo attire with and feel safe bc he’ll beat the shit out of anyone that gives you a weird look, y’know?
- Jon worries about you a lot in any situation that could mean you being in danger and will try to avoid such scenarios where possible, naturally, but he knows that sometimes there’s no way to completely keep you from danger, and in such cases he will always be as close to you as he possibly can
- and if anything does happen to you at any point and Jon protects you, defends you, anything at all, the moment the threat is dealt with, the red fades from his vision and he melts as soon as he looks at you, the softest man all over again
- he’ll be there to nurse you back to your health and threaten anyone in a 10 mile radius of you if you’re hurt
“Be CAREFUL, (Y/N) is WOUNDED!”
“Jon…I twisted my ankle, and I dont think a cow will understand your threats.”
- you think he wont carry you everywhere if you show the faintest sign of pain? lies
- you think he wont literally pace the length of a room when you get so much as a papercut? more lies
- you think he wont brood and scowl at said paper that cut you? oh, would you look at that, more lies
- to conclude: Jon Snow is overprotective™️ but not at all in a toxic way, instead in a very sweet will-shout-at-a-rock-for-tripping-you-up kind of way ♡
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youre such a terrible fucking troll. youve got a lazy backstory, you "dont know" where your money comes from, you dont know what happened to your mom (tbh thats plausible, but unlikely), like youre seriously so bad at this HAHAHA. good run tho. i know you wont answer this bc you cant disprove, but u made me laugh so much. thank u frfr
I'm not a Troll Because JUST BECAUSE I'M FAMILY GUY FAN. I haven't spoken to my mom in over 8 years I don't know what happened to her I don't want any contact with my Family or my past life I don't fucking care what happened to her Because of the way they treated me. I NEVER THOUGHT ABOUT ANY OF THIS BULLSHIT UNTIL I BECAME ACTIVE ONLINE, THESE THINGS HAVE NEVER EVER CONCERNED ME AND I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN SELF SUFFICIENT, I DON'T NEED TO KNOW WHERE MY MONEY COMES FROM BECAUSE IT DOESNT CONCERN ME AND I HAVE NEVER SUPPORTED THIS CORRUPT SYSTEM, WHAT CAN YOU SAY ABOUT YOURSELF? YOU ARE A COG IN THE MACHINE, I AM THE AIR THAT SURROUNDS SAID MACHINE. I DON'T NEED TO TELL ANYONE ANYTHING ABOUT MY MOTHER, MY FATHER, OR MY BROTHER, I TALK ABOUT MY EXPERIENCES OFF GRID TO SPREAD AWARENESS ABOUT THE REALITY OF OFF GRID AND TO HIGHLIGHT THE IMPORTANCE OF FAMILY GUY IN MY LIFE, BECAUSE FOR OVER 10 YEARS IT WAS ALL I THOUGHT ABOUT. YES FOR MANY YEARS OF MY LIFE CALEB BOUGHT ME FOOD AND GIFTS. I DO KNOW WHERE MY MONEY COMES FROM BECAUSE I KNOW HOW TO USE MY CASHAPP CARD BECAUSE IM A FUCKING ADULT TOO, AND I HAVE ANOTHER CARD I USE WHEN IT DOESNT WORK. I KNOW HOW TO PRESERVE FOOD AND I HARDLY EAT AS MUCH AS THE AVERAGE PERSON. I DON'T GIVE A FUCK WHAT HAPPENED TO MY MOM I HOPE SHE IS DEAD AS I DO WITH MY FATHER, I HOPE THEY ARE WATCHING ME EXPERIENCE MY HEAVEN;THEIR HELL EVERY DAY AND THRIVE. I AM THE DEVIL THAT RULES IN THEIR HELL, MY IRONIC PUNISHMENT WAS FUTILE IN THE HANDS OF FATE, BECAUSE I ESCAPED OFF GRID AND YOU WANT TO DENY ME MY HAPPINESS EVEN THOUGH YOU KNOW LITTLE OF MY LIFE. I DON'T HAVE A "BACKSTORY" I HAVE PERSONAL STORIES I SHARE WITH MY CLOSEST FOLLOWERS ON TUMBLR, I HAVE NEVER EVER MINDED TALKING ABOUT MY EXPERIENCE BECAUSE I BELIEVE IT IS MY DUTY AS AN ABUSE SURVIVOR TO TELL MY STORY. LIKING FAMILY GUY DOESN'T MAKE ME OR ANYONE A TROLL. YOU DON'T CALL SOUTH PARK KIN TROLLS JUST FOR BEING WHO THEY ARE, EVEN THOUGH THOSE PEOPLE ARE DISGUSTING CHILD PORN LOVING FREAKS. YOU JUST WANT TO HATE ON FAMILY GUY KIN AND BE MY CATALYST AND FUCK YOU FOR THAT. WHAT THE FUCK AM I SUPPOSED TO "DISPROVE" WHEN NOBODY BELIEVES A STORY THAT I DIDN'T ASK ANYONE TO BELIEVE IN THE FIRST PLACE, MY LIFE ISN'T A STORY FOR YOU TO FLIP THROUGH LIKE SOME MAGAZINE. FAMILY GUY FANS LIVES MATTER AND FUCK YOU FOR TRYING TO DIMINISH ME FOR BEING AN ADULT CARTOON FAN/KIN. SORRY NOT SORRY THAT LIFE HAS DELT CARDS IN MY FAVOR, AND I HAVE THE WINNING HAND. I DO NOT HAVE TO DISPROVE ANYTHING, MY LIFE IS MY LIFE AND I CHOOSE TO TELL YOU ALL ABOUT IT BECAUSE I WANT TO SPREAD AWARENESS AND SHOW YOU ALL INSIGHT ABOUT HER DEVILS HEART AND THE PARALLEL HATRED BETWEEN UNIVERSI THAT CORRUPTED IT IN THE FIRST PLACE.
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goldengirlls · 2 years
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Hot off the press from “possessive” (TO FUCKING DIE FOR BTW) and ya girl is already in your asks 5 seconds later quite literally down on my hands and knees like the filthy slut I am begging you and your brilliant filthy mind of edging content 😇
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warning: 18+!!!! + edging + age gap (readers in her 20’s, rafe’s in his 40’s!!) + daddy kink + sir kink
summary: bad girls don’t get rewards
a/n: if any errors ignore them !! okay !!! so !! i usually don’t do requests but since everyone loved possessive + since im in such a happy mood i thought id quench y’alls thirst !!! angel baby i love you and your support now & forever so i hope this satisfies your need <3333 I HOPE I DID YOU JUSTICE @r0und3bitch
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“Please let me cum, I — fuck, I wont do it again.” You yanked ficiously on his hair pulling, scratching, begging him to let you have a release. He refused to budge. All he saw was red the moment he figured you out. 
“Please let me cum, I — fuck, I wont do it again.” You yanked ficiously on his hair pulling, scratching, begging him to let you have a release. He refused to budge. All he saw was red the moment he figured you out. 
“Please let me cum, I — fuck, I wont do it again.” You yanked ficiously on his hair pulling, scratching, begging him to let you have a release. He refused to budge. All he saw was red the moment he figured you out. 
His mood instantly perked up when you strutted through his door. One foot in front of the other, his smile never leaving as he pushed his chair back, arms in front of him — inviting you into him. His lips not wanting to leave yours the moment he found them. He was lovestruck. Never did he care about you showing up, he was proud to have you on his arm, to call you his, to know that he had something everyone wanted. His neutral colored office with a dark wooden desk stood firm in his spacious, forty fifth floor floor to ceiling window office. A picture of the two of you at a polo event to the left of his computer, two chairs in front of his desk, and to the far left a cream colored couch and glass table — that you demanded he had when you came to visit. 
Your blue Dior Saddle bag hung over your shoulder, Bottega heels, light makeup and a contagious smile. What he didn’t know was that you were only in a coat. So when his hands found the belt that hid his treasure he completely lost it. 
Coat discarded, papers scattered l over the floor, your body sprawled in front of him on his desk, wrists bound above your head —with his tie. Never failing to ask if he could demolish his favorite meal. 
“Tsk — such a naughty girl.” He hummed into your over worked clit. He had picked up the phone, immediately telling Annabelle (his assistant) to cancel his meetings for the rest of the day that he was busy handling something that needed his attention. “Walking in here, wearing everything I bought you. You know what that does to me.” His cerulean eyes now the color of the sky at night, “You wanna know somethin?” His eyes hid the internal inferno that was currently taking place, a whine leaving your jumbled mind. Adding another finger, his thumb tracing his favorite words while his free hand held down your hips. “I get off, crave, need to see you in the things that I buy for you. Fuck you’re so tight. Knowing that you wear these things because I bought them for you. In a fucked up way pretty girl it’s me marking my territory.” His smirk is heard through every single letter. You clenched around his fingers, working your hips, rutting into him. His hungry eyes never leave your glazed eyes as he spoke to you, removing his fingers, denying you once again from another orgasm. 
“Please, please, please I promise it won’t happen again.” Lie. You said something very similar to that last time when you walked in here in nothing but a light blue button up of his. It came out as a whine, a plea — you were begging desperately for him. It would always be him. It was the fourth time his fingers and mouth had denied you from your mind blowing orgasm and you only had yourself to blame. “Daddy — I — please. Fuck I’ll do anything. Just. Please daddy.” Your arms holding you up to make eye contact with him.
“Please.”
His hand wrapping around the back of your head to bring you closer to him “Have you learned your lesson baby?” His thumb brushing against your warm, rosey cheek. His lips slotting onto yours, his tongue running on your bottom lip, teasing you before pulling away as you chased his swollen lips that lingered you on them. That matched your overworked clit and swollen lips. 
“Yes. Yes sir — daddy. It won’t happen again. Just please, I'll do anything.” Glazy doe eyed and your soul leaving your body when his tongue met your over sensitive clit. 
He hummed into you knowing this is exactly what he wanted. Begging. Desperate. All for him. Now you know how he felt. He was always desperate for you. Always needing you breakfast, lunch and dinner. His free hand, no longer on your hips but wrapped around your neck, tangling it around your neck and necklaces. 
His fingers curl to brush your g’spot over and over again. His lips move down, teasing your hole before shoving his tongue into you. He didn’t care who heard you. He wanted people to hear the things leaving your body. He got off knowing he had a twenty something year old getting off because of him and he wanted people to know. His tongue swirling anywhere and everywhere, his fingers working furiously on your clit Cameron being traced. 
“Shit — angel baby, show me.”
With every bit of strength and willpower you unwrapped your hand , slid it slowly down your body and placed your left hand in front of his face. 
You were now on your way to being a Cameron. And fuck — when he got down on his knee, to ask you those four words, something he swore he’d never do. His heart beating astronomically fast, the sun kissing you in the most angelic way. So when you muttered the letter word he was sent to space. The one thing that promised him you forever. His new favorite accessory on you. You had his heart from the moment he saw you on his computer screen, legs spread, head thrown back as your vibrator worked itself on your clit. 
You clenched around his tongue? His fingers? You weren’t sure what it was but it was sending you into Euphoria. “I — Can I? Please?” Out of breath and on the verge of a tantrum. 
“Hold it.” His voice deep and powerful just like his presence. His fingers now working you impossibly faster, his pants tighter and he knew his cock was red and purple, veins piercing, painfully hard and he could see the wet spot on his pants from the pre cum. His mouth everywhere on your clit, your hands grasping his hair, legs squeezing around his head and your back arched begging the devil to release the demon that was begging to be set free. 
“Cum now.” Earth shattering scream, nails puncturing his scalp, his face covered with you and your favorite his cold rings now soaked in your cum, all from him. A moment passes as he kisses your thighs and places you straddling him in his lap.
“You okay?” His lips meeting your head, fingers dancing through your hair and your breath trying to find a steady pace. A small hum in response to him “Yes.” Picking your head up to look at him with blow pupils and dry lips. A meaningful kiss on his lips, then his hand reaching for your ring adorned hand, kissing your palm, then each knuckle and then finally the peace of him that laid on you. 
"I love you."
The moment that would permanently live forever in his mind. 
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j-onepostzz · 11 months
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-The other woman-
reader x idol!bangchan
summary: you think you're not the right girlfriend for bang chan and all your insecurities lead to both of you breaking up. after a few years you are invited at bang chan's wedding as a guest.
PART 1 | PART 2 | PART 3 | PART 4 | PART 5 | PART 6 | PART 7 | PART 8 | FINAL CHAPTER
BEFORE YOU READ: this chapter will include both text messages and writing. also support by rebloging and sharing, it means a lot to me <3. now please enjoy!
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after you hugged the bride, jisung came after you. the reason? you didnt know, and really didnt care at that moment. all you needed was to go home and cry till you fall asleep.
"y/n, please wait. i want to talk to you, i need to talk to you."
"jiji, please... i dont have the energy to have a conversation right now, text me later, you have my number"
"okay... please go home safely."
"i will jiji"
then you walked away, leaving a melting han jisung behind you. he loved the way you called him jiji, a nickname only you use it. the nickname that always makes his heart drop to his stomach. he deeply loved you, but you were too blinded to see...to blinded by chan, it made jisung sad to see you and his best friend like that. he prayed for you to give him a chance... just one.
as you arrived home, drained out, you heard a notification coming from your phone.
1 new notification: han jiji🐿 sent a new message
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he was too sweet for his own. too sweet for this world full of heart breaking feelings. too good for anyone. whoever will take him, will be the happiest person this world will ever have. having a man like jisung as a boyfriend, is way too good.
you and jisung were really close. with just an eye contact, you could understand him the best. its the same with felix too, but jisung was another case. he was your other half, even bang chan couldnt understand how you and jisungs chemistry was "made for eachother." did it made chan jealous? absolutely not, because jisung is like a brother to him.
you werent that close anymore since the day you became chans girlfriend. jisung acted all happy, you were happy. you were smiling, so he was smiling too. he loved you too much and everyone knew it, excep chan, and you. you grew distant, it was you who initiated the distance. you loved chan so much. but hell you needed jisung when you broke up with chan.
you would reread the chat you had with jisung many times, to remember what best friends you two were. all the beautiful moments you spent with him and the boys. but that was all 6 years ago. no power would send you 6 years back to relive the moments.
you decided to get undressed and take a shower. maybe it was a good idea to have jisung over tomorrow, to spend some time with him. you deeply missed him, and there was no single thing to deny that. you felt a small rush of exitement in your body as you were thinking of spending time with your long best friend jisung.
there wont happen anything bad, right?
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voidwritesstuff · 3 months
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Long Way To The Truth
->cw: angst,mentions of ptsd, your usual Lucas stuff.
->chapter three: Arkansas pt2// Oklahoma.
->reblogs over likes.
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A little weirded out,he packs up his stuff and leaves. The road before him its still pretty wet,so he drives slowly and taking Wheelers advice.
He could afford to take the day slow,to relax,just this once.
Most of the trip across Arkansans is pretty calm, just towns and towns. Some nice people,some mildly annoying ones,but its as normal as his trip could get.
The most interesting thing he had during the trip was while he was taking a break from Driving. The heat is not that bad at that moment, hes sitting on the floor of his van with a guitar in hand.
Said guitar wasnt his,it was Wheeler's. He was going to be their band's guitarist,it did go to wheeler's head for a few days, and he was a goddamn menace about It. He spent days bragging about how he would get all the chicks and leave the others with none. (To which Lucas would reply that the jokes on him because Lucas himself is Bisexual).
Regardless, he sits on the floor of the van,leaning Back on some of his bags and boxes and he starts to strum what few chords he remembers.
The strumming continues for a bit as his thoughts swirl to the beat of the song. Hes composed a few of songs before,kept them all to himself.
But around him theres not that Many people only the passing cars of the road, no-one is paying attention to him.
So,it Beggins in a humm,tuning his voice to the chords. He takes a deep breath and...
--See me and the boys
We got plans for what comes later
After the war
Got names for a band
And jobs for each other-- he sings,looking at his Journal,Open beside him where he has a picture of him and his Friends.
He was the youngest of his team, the platoon's Child that Wheeler fawned over like a mother hen. Even if his captain denied any favoritism, it was clear as day that if anything happened to Lucas,Alphonso wouldve totally commited a few war crimes.
--so,do you have any children?-- Lucas asked Alphonso once while they Ate lunch.-- you seem like ya do
--Nah,me n my Lady are waitin' for me to come back home to try. Ion wanna lose my baby's first steps or words. --Wheeler answered, eating a bite from his food-- but honestly I think at this Point we might as well adopt you
Lucas chuckles,a little embarassed but moved, he clears his throat trying to play it off-- c'mon Man,dont Rob me of the experience of being the cool uncle
--Fine fine I wont. On one condition-- his captains eyes had that look in his face, that mischevious glint that meant that he was going to thoroughly embarass him by being cheesy and sappy-- I get to be your best Man when you get married
The younger Man nodded-- deal,you better not embarass me infront of my future spouse though
--Cant make any promises,kiddo-- Alphonso replied with a teasing smirk.
God,those were the days.
--It feel really good, whoa
I'm crashing, I'm crashing down
Everyone's crashing
But as long as we're together-- he keeps singing, the memory sitting like a weight on his chest.
Maybe after this,he should check on Wheeler's wife,she was in a retirement home in Tennesee, he visited her during the anniversary of Wheeler's death and during the holidays,hes taken her to some of his family gatherings before.
To this day,she maintains that hes the son she and Alphonso never had, Hence why he has Wheeler's guitar and some of his memorabilia.
Anger,regret, sadness and grief pour from his voice as he sings each word,a little shaky and weak--Ooh, and the drummer plays
A beat too long and the whole damn song
Starts to fall apart
Ooh, by show of hands
The group disbands, and they won't be back
By popular demand 
"Im with you,every step of the way. Keep going,kid"
Those words echo in his mind, and it almost feels like Wheeler is showing him New chords he didnt know with the way that his fingers press down on different parts of the guitar's neck. They just sort of come to him.
Its like he can almost hear him say "Like this- no youre doing it wrong,that finger goes here. Atta boy"
--Believe it now, believe it then
As long as you believe it when
It comes knocking, it comes knocking for your friends
Between the times we used to spend
And now the feeling never bends
I noticed and I notice it again-- he sings,pouring his feelings into the dragging of the words. The strumming becomes a lot more fluid,Like an actual song hes played over,and over again.
He even gets a small Disney princess moment because a few of the critters like birds and squirrels get closer to him to hear what hes playing
But putting his feelings into words is really good for his anguish,it makes him feel a lot lighter and at ease with that constant maelstorm of unresolved issues. He eventually does put away the guitar and grabs his Journal,as much as it stings him je writes down a little item that says "get a therapist ( a good one)".
The only reason hes considering seeing a therapist again is because of Wheeler, he needs to take the reigns of his mental health somehow. The worlds huge,this country was huge, there has to be at least one therapist that Will hear him out.
Right after that,he resumes his Driving. And by nightfall hes already in Oklahoma,which does help him quite a bit with his anxiety.
During the night, he found himself a nice parkinglot to park,a little in the shadows of the streelights. Hes currently writing down on his Journal before going to bed.
"Diary entry #200.
Already in Oklahoma,im so sick of Driving so much. Theres still a few days until I reach Milton-Haven, but I also find myself enjoying the trip, havent been outside for this long in a good while.
It feels just like the hunting road trips me and my dad would do every year when I was a kid.
I think im going to find a room for the night tonight, despite the fact that I might need to sleep on the floor. But it would be great to not half freeze my ass for one night.
Regardless, heres my to do list for when I get to MH.
•find a place to stay.
•find a job (prefferably a quiet sort of job)
•research about Mayer and possible facilities they May own. (Visit town hall)
•find documents about AR.
• find a therapist (A good one)."
After that,he closes the Journal and goes to bed. Lately,as hes been able to think about his past and process it, hes had less run Ins with bad dreams and his PTSD related. He low key hates how actually confronting his emotions helps.
But regardless of that,his sleep goes uninterrupted, and Next morning he continued his trip after getting breakfast.
Nothing of note happens thruought the day. The night however does bring Lucas something interesting, as he entered the bar, he noted the stage was getting ready for a performance.
And as he eats dinner he can hear the supposed band members argue over him
--Goddamnit,He cancelled?--A guy asked,sounding exhasperated.
--Its the third time this week!-- a girl added-- explain to me where are we getting a damn drummer now?!
--We cant cancell this gig- I cant afford it-- another guy says.
Lucas sighs,scratching the back of his neck. Was he really going to do this? He could just nope out,not his circus not his monkeys. It would be exposing himself to a large crowd,there could be some goverment agent in there and-.
--I dont get why we even made this band in the first place! -- the girl said-- stupid fucking- I cant fucking belive it. Its a waste of damn time
Fine,fuck,guess hes doing this.
After he eats dinner,he goes to talk with the band. Telling them who he is and that hes good at drums,and in their desesparation the band accepts.
--Im isabell--says the girl-- im the vocalist of the Group, this is Leon, hes the bassist and this is Jay the guitarrist.
Lucas wouldve Flinched if he heard that a few days ago,but for some reason now hes a lot more at ease when the memory of Alphonso pops out.
--Nice to make yer acquaintance, what song are yall playin'?
Isabell scratches the back of her neck-- we're uh playing the Trooper by iron maiden
A smile appears on the face of the ex soldier-- neat,I know the chords to that song. I really like it actually
--Oh thank god-- the main singer exclaims-- de can go fix up the Seat for you n all, we gotta get ready anyway
--Sounds great, lets do it then
Lucas cant help but look at the main three of the band as they get ready and tune their instruments. He can tell theyve been Friends for a while because of the way they interact, he smiles fondly at the sight,wondering if him and his Friends wouldve been the same way if they ever did manage to form that band that they wanted to form.
Before the show,Isabell seems a little anxious as she warms up her voice, It makes him feel for her as she sits on the steps to the stage as she looks down with this fearful look in her eyes. on a whim he decided to sit with her and talk, see if he could help.
--Hey, whats up?-- he asked,putting a hand on her shoulder.
--Ah nothing- stage Fright. I always get it before every show- theres a lotta people in here and it makes me nervous-- she explains, passing her hands across her face-- the owner said that if we do good tonight, we'll become The Band of the bar. Its huge for us you know?
He nodds-- yeah I get that, seems quite daunting-- his hands reach to Grab the dog tags hidden underneath his flannel-- but yknow after a lifetime of well, war, i-ive realized something. No matter how scared you are- its better to just- just do it rather than running away
--How did you deal with the Fear?--She asked,eyes setting on the dogtags. She seems a little distracted from her anguish.
--beside just doing the damn thing even if I was shittin' myself internally?-- he asked, and at that she laughed and nodded-- had really good Friends-- he nodds towards her bandmates-- for..-for me it was my captain -- he takes a deep breath as he considers what hes about to do-- for you? Its leon and Jay, im a pretty observant guy and ive seen the way yall act together. Im sure those boys would follow you to the ends of the earth if you just asked. So dont be afraid to reach out- here,gimme your hand
A little curious and quite moved,she offers his hand as he takes off his dogtags and places them on her palm-- hopefully this helps, I have one of the tags of my captain on that chain. And since yer singing The Trooper, its only appropiate you have something army related.
Isabell smiles,putting on the dogtags. The weight of the metal is oddly soothing-- Thanks, Lucas.
He smiles and pats their back-- s'nuthin.-- he stands up and dusts himself off-- c'mon kid,lets get the show started -- he helps her up and smiles reassuringly.
Soon,the show starts. Lucas hits the drumsticks together, marking the beat of the song before he starts playing,leon and Jay join in and so the instrumental begins.
The vocalist presses her hand against the dogtags as she gets ready to sing, she feels the warm metal against her palm, takes a deep breath and looking upon the semi crowded room begins singing.
--You'll take my life, but I'll take yours too
You'll fire your musket, but I'll run you through
So when you're waiting for the next attack
You'd better stand, there's no turning back-- and damn, shes quite good at it. She follows along to the melody with no issue, her voice doesnt break or falter as the lyrics flow in the air like mist.
Lucas gets a smile on his face that grows bigger and bigger as the Group gets more and more into the song.
And he cant help but laugh internally at how impressed the crowd looks at the performance of the band. One dude looks particularly impressed, and he wonders If thats the owner of the gig.
--The horse, he sweats with fear, we break to run
The mighty roar of the Russian guns
And as we race towards the human wall
The screams of pain as my comrades fall-- isabell has put her soul into her singing, as if a siren was the vocalist of a metal band.
Theres a catharsis in the way theyre playing the song, especially for Lucas who can relate more than most to the lyrics. He doesnt hold back either and he plays as if nobody is watching, all he can hope for is that he doesnt break the drum set.
By the end of the show the crowd is a mess of cheering and screaming, Jay and Leon pick up their vocalist friend and sort of throws her up to then catch it again.
Isabell is all smiles as she talks to a man afterwards, the one he correctly guessed to be the owner.
In that moment he gets ready to leave, but as he makes his way to the van, the band stops him.
--Lucas hold on!--says Leon, running up to him.
--Hey yall, whats up?--He asked.
--Two things-- the vocalist girl says,outta breath, taking off the dogtags-- these and-
--You wanna be part of our band?--Jay asked Straight up,gaining a glare from his friends-- what?! You two were going to make a whole fanfarre over it. So id rather just ask
Lucas shifts his gaze between the three of them,pretty amused. He puts on his dogtags and answers-- ah im sorry,I cant. Im on a sort of moving to Washington,gonna visit an old friend while im at it and 'm already runnin' late.
--Shame-- Isabell answered, a little dissappinted-- but-but thank you,you literally saved us-
--S'nuth--the ex soldier doesnt finish his phrase before Isabell gives him a big tight hug. He hugs back a little confused but endeared.
--This band has been her dream-- leon explains once the girl pulls back from the embrace-- means a lot to her- to us. Even if we dont have any names for our band yet
--Well see that I can help with-- Lucas said with a smirk-- yall remind me of me and my war buddies, we talked about a band once and we wanted to call ourselves "the ragtags" 'cuz we came from all 'round the US. Since that bands never happening,i leave it up to yall youngsters to Carry the torch for me- us
The three look at eachother and nodd enthusiastically-- Will do,take care dude-- says leon,shaking Lucas' hand, so does Jay.
--You too,all of you -- he replied,to then adress isabell and say-- and you have one hell of a voice, by the way.
In that instant,isabell goes red as a tomato, to which Jay rolls his eyes a little. -- a uhm thanks, hey do you uhm m-
Jay and leon Grab their friend and slowly drags her away, she kicks and complains trying to get out of their grasp. --YOU ASSHOLES I WAS GONNA ASK FOR HIS NUMBER.
--Leave the guy alone!--Leon Shouts.
--HES GODDAMN CUTE. --isabell yells back.
Jay looks thoroughly embarassed and exclaims a quick-- SORRY--at Lucas before dragging her into the bar.
Lucas stands there mistified, a little flustered. --Yep,still got it-- he mutters with a smirk before grabbing his keys and getting into his van to drive to a motel nearby.
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musingsinmountains · 3 months
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For the Love Of All Things
Synopsis: Weekends are Chifuyu’s favorite time at the pet shop. It’s the time when the adoption events happen. And that means you, the rescue’s event coordinator, will be around. What he doesn’t know is that you request to work the events at his shop, in hopes of making his acquaintance. A love for all living things isn’t the only thing you have in common.
Pairing: Chifuyu Matsuno x reader
CW: Slow burn, cursing,
A/N: Like my other two multi-chapter fics, the chapter perspectives will alternate between the reader and Chifuyu. Each chapter should be about a half a days worth of time passing, maybe more.
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Chapter 1: Lost in Admiration
It's a typical Thursday at the adoption center offices for the Shibuya Animal League. The event coordinator’s office was in the corner of the suite, a place usually reserved for the most senior staff. Being the event coordinator was a hard job. The position often required going to crowded places, meeting a metric fuck ton of people, writing absurdly long proposals and grants on top of having to give a lot of presentations. For many people, this would be super easy. However, in your case, it was a lot of hard work. Your anxieties usually got the better of you which, in turn, made the social aspect of this job a living hell. 
There was a board meeting this morning, then lunch and an event committee meeting in the afternoon. The meetings today were putting a damper on the proposal that you needed to finish by the end of the month. The progress on your proposal for the next fiscal year's adoption events was amazing, considering that you ended up procrastinating on it. Well at least you were making progress until Chita, your assistant, came to your office with a slice of ube cheesecake. Shit, you could feel your blood pressure start to rise. Deep breaths, you think as you rub your temples. 
“Hello Bestie!” Chita sings, “I brought you a present. Figured that you could use a pre-meeting snack.” She sets a porcelain plate in front of you, almost teetering on the edge of your desk. The decadence before you was tempting. She even got the amount of whipped cream correct. While this would be a great treat, you know that accepting it before she tells you what she wants was going to mean that you were pulled into some sort of scheme. 
“Chita,” you sigh as you gently close your laptop, “Please get to the point. You only bring cake when you want something. What is it?” Your chin is supported by your land as you lean on your desk. “The board meeting is in an hour, I’d like to get more of this proposal done.” 
“Well, the other members of the adoption committee want us to go tour a new location for events,” she fiddles with the hem of her cardigan. Chita was always the bearer of bad news, or at least news that you wont like. “I know you hate touring, but the location is in your canvasing sector. So it would be you and I going to the location, meeting the owners, then reporting back. Super quick, maybe an hour, two max. And we get out of the board meeting.” She flashes that knowing smile. She had you at “getting out of the board meeting.”
You crack your knuckles before grabbing the plate. Licking your lips, you take a small taste of the sweet slice. “Let me get this straight, we go out for an hour or so to meet the owners of a new event location, miss the bored meeting, and then just deal with the planning committee?” you take another bite, savoring the ube flavor.
“Exactly,” she smiles, “After we get back, we’ll meet back with the committee and either approve or deny the applicant.” She comes closer to your desk and sits opposite you. Its quiet, the only sound being the fan on the bookshelf and the gentle tink of a fork touching porcelain. The two of you sit there in this ambient silence for quite some time. 
“Okay, Let’s do this. If the event committee is going to want this, then they can grant me an extension on this proposal I’m writing for them,” you scoot away from the desk, grabbing your purple bag and the matching clipboard you always take touring. Chita was surprised at your willingness to cooperate. She bounced along beside you while she gave you the details on the location.
It wasn’t too far away from the offices. The building was well kept and on a busy thoroughfare, prime for advertising events. The storefront had huge windows, allowing the display of the store's stock as well as the employees and customers. That's when something, well someone, caught your eye. Maybe it was his bright blonde shadow rooted hair. Or maybe it was how gently he was handling the kitten while its owner was placing her order on the counter. Maybe it was his smile that gave away that he was doing what he loved. 
All you knew was that you could feel something tug at your heart, giving you pause. Feelings like this have eluded you since your last relationship fell through. Chita was half-way through the door and trying to get your attention. “Come on, its rude to just stand and gawk”. Her voice brought you back to reality and you stepped over the threshold. Upon your entering, a raven haired guy in scrubs approached Chita.
“Welcome to XJ Land,” he sounded as if he was cringing at the name of the shop. “I’m Dr. Baji, I’m the in-house clinic vet,” he extended his hand to both of you. Chita introduced herself as well as you. “Well excuse me, I have a patient coming in for their boosters. You should go talk to the guy at the register.” The doctor turned and headed back to the clinic area. 
“That’s a plus,” Chita noted, taking your clipboard from you. You grabbed it back from her after she was done with her note. 
“I mean it really is,” you mused how you could use this to the center's advantage. Chita saw how again, you were lost in thought. She flicked your forehead. 
“Come on,” she then began to pull you with her. 
“Hello, you must be the ladies from the adoption center,” said the gentleman behind the counter. The same gentleman that had caught your attention from afar. Now, upon closer inspection, he had an undercut and the most gorgeous seafoam green eyes. 
“I’m Chita, assistant to the coordinator,” she smiles and motions towards you with her head. Her voice is a little flirtier than normal. She nudges you. "Come on, dont be so shy," she smiles
You clear your throat, extending your hand. “You can just call me Shy. I’m the event coordinator for the center.  Pleasure to m-meet you,” you shake his hand. Chita looks at you perplexed by the nickname you gave yourself. You pray to the gods that he can't tell how much you were shaking. The last thing you wanted was for someone to feel like you weren't qualified for the position you had worked for damn near four years to attain.
“I’m Matsuno Chifuyu,” his hand was warm in yours, “I’m a co-owner of XJ Land. Let me go grab the other co-owner to work the register while we talk.” He scampered away, bringing back another gentleman with honey eyes and an earring. “This is Kazutora, part of the ownership trifecta”.
“That’s two, who’s the third?” you ask.
“Dr.Baji,” Matsuno said, “But we can talk about that in a moment. Follow me, I have a place for us  to talk”. He leads you and Chita to the break room, inviting you to sit at the table. It was a nice room, well lit, a bank of lockers, kitchenette, and a drink machine. “Now where we were?”
“So you, Kazutora, and Dr. Baji all own this place?” Chita asked as you took notes. 
“Yeah, we started it together a while ago. Our way of giving back to the community,” he smiled. You scribbled a note down. 
“According to your application, you donate supplies to the intake shelter twice a month?” You ask, flipping through the dossier-like application. 
“Yeah, I order a few things specifically for the shelter and we pull items that are two weeks from the sale by date,” he shrugged, “we know that these items will get used by the shelter. I was also toying with being a holiday donation drop off site this year.” Your pen was scratching across the notepad. 
“That’s quite generous of you,” you mumble as you chew on your lip, “So Matsuno-san tell me, why do you feel that your shop is the perfect place for us to hold adoption events?” You look up from your notepad, eyes meeting his gaze with a raised brow. 
He took a moment to respond. You watched as he went deep into thought. A brief moment of peace, a moment when you could catch your breath, a moment when nothing mattered. The peace was bolstered by the ticking of the wall clock and the asynchronous breathing of the three bodies in the room. “Honestly,” Matsuno began, “I think it would be super helpful. We were so lucky to get this location. We service around a hundred customers a day on a slow day. The front window area can easily be set up as a meet and greet area. Which can also bring in more people. Plus I got lucky that one of my best friends is a veterinarian.”
Your ears are burning. It’s like he was reading your mind from the moment you entered the store. “The storefront being mostly windows would draw in a lot of people just walking down the street,” you mused, chewing on the end of your pen. The three of you talked a little more about the trio's vision for the future and what a collaboration between the Shibuya Animal League and the store would mean. “I know what my answer would be, but I do have to follow procedure. We will be taking this to the committee today. I’ll reach out tomorrow regardless of their decision.” I smile at him.
Matsuno nods, “I get it. It’s gotta be approved by everyone.” Chita gets up and head back to the front. You hand him your card. “I’m sometimes easily distracted sometimes and I’m working on a proposal. If you don't hear from me by this time tomorrow. Call me.” you scribble your number on the back of your card. “I’m more likely to answer my cell phone than my office one.” 
Matsuno laughs. “I feel that in my soul. I get so task blind here at the store that Kazutora and Baji have to remind me to eat some days.” He takes the card from your hand and his finger linger against yours for just a millisecond longer than anyone else would. Your pulse jumps in response, triggering your anxiety a little. 
“I-I need to go. But yeah… uh, call me if you don’t get a message from me by tomorrow.” You take off to the front of the store and nearly run Chita over. “Let’s go.” she looks at you quizzically and you just flush as you head out of the store, gasping at the fresh air. 
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fangirlstorycreator · 10 months
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Hey so I tried to write the dream into a little story but I absolutely hate it would you try to do that with maybe a ending only if you want too 💚💚💚💚🌻🌻
I will certainly give it a good try for you bibi, hopefully I write it to your liking. By the way, this is my very first ask for Johnny Lawrence 😬 hopefully its alright 😁 enjoy 💚
It was just a normal day at school, students were running around the corridors after lessons had finished, the sound of screaming and laughter as everyone started making their way to the exit and going home to their family and friends. You were waiting outside science class for your friend Daniel, his lesson tended to finish last and you were happy to wait oitside for him. As you lean against the wall next to the class room, a group of boys all walk past, laughing and joking around with eachother. One of them catches your eye, he's blonde, tall and is wearing a red jacket, you couldn't deny that you thought he was quite cute
When his eyes met yours, he flashed you a cheeky smile as him and his friends left the hallway, instantly making you blush. "Hey Y/N" Came Daniel's voice as he came out of the class room with the rest of the students. "Hey Daniel, how was class?" "It was alright, I'm glad I get to go home now though. Thanks for waiting up" "No problem. Let's go" You both walk out of the corridor and through the exit, leading out to the car park before the fence sectioning off the school from the main road. You and Daniel are quite happily chatting when you hear the noise of laughter again, it was the group of boys you saw earlier, and the one with the red jacket. They're all sat on top of this cool looking car, and once again, this one boy catches your eye.
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"Let's go Y/N, I don't really want to deal with Johnny today" "Johnny? Is that the guy with the blonde hair?" "Yeh, he's awful, and a bully. Come on, let's just keep walking" You follow Daniel out of the school grounds, looking back one last time at Johnny, where you realise he was looking at you too, but in a slightly different way. His eyes screamed something, but you didn't know what. "Try and stay away from him Y/N, he's bad news" "I'll try Daniel, but this isn't exactly an enormous school, it's bound to happen where we may walk past eachother in the corridor, or might even end up in the same lesson" "Well if that happens, just try to ignore him, alright?" You nod your head in agreement, but for some reason you couldn't get the image of Johnny out of your head.
After Daniel walked you home and made his way back to his house, you spent the rest of your day doing the usual things. Doing your homework, having dinner, getting things ready for school, and still, the image of Johnny was in your mind. Why? Daniel said he was a bully, so why do you keep thinking he's cute? You really shouldn't, but you couldn't help it. That night while trying to fall asleep, some thoughts went through your mind. You thought that maybe Johnny was just being polite when he smiled at you? Maybe he doesn't even remember you? And why, why?! Did you think for just a fraction of a second, what it would be like to kiss him? You shake it out of your mind and try to get some sleep before school tomorow.
The next day, you walked past Daniel's house on the way to school to walk with him, but unfortunately his parents said he was sick due to a stomach bug, and wont be in school for a while. So you carried on to school as normal and went about your day as usual. Going through the corridors throughout the day to get to diffrent lessons, you walk past many other students, including Johnny. And again, you both share little glances at eachother, each time the smiles getting bigger, and more friendly. But he still had that look in his eye, it looked almost like...hunger? Your last lesson had finished and you were walking down the street back towards your home by yourself, when all old a sudden you feel a hand grab yours and pull you aside, inbetween a pathway and a garden wall. Who ever this was pressed you against the wall, but in a way that wouldn't hurt you, that's when you realise who it is, it's Johnny!
Your stunned into silence, why is he pressing you against the wall? And there is that look again, only this time it looks much stronger. The tention between you was incredibly strong, and before you had a chance to ask him what he was doing, his lips crashed against yours in a desperate and rather seductive embrace, one of his hands pulled you in closer by your waist while the other was pressed against the wall, leaving no space inbetween you as your bodies connected with eachothers. One of your hands reaches up into his hair making a fist, and the other grabs his collar, pulling him in closer and deepening the already fiery kiss. It was electrifying, the sensation going through you as he kissed you like a man desperate for touch, was something you never knew you needed, until now.
When you both finaly manage to pull away from eachother, your both a little breathless, and your blushing so much you feel like your cheeks are burning. "The thought of kissing you has been driving me crazy Y/N. Every time I see you, all I wanted to do was this" With this overwhelming sexual desire filling within you, you say to him "Then why the f#ck did you stop?" You ask in a sexy tone, he absolutely loves it, and you both spend the next 10 minutes in this little hideaway, making out in the sexiest possible way. From then on, you and Johnny would meet up and spend time together like you had before, and you also started getting to know eachother too. You had discussed many things, including Daniel. You voiced your concerns about his behaviour towards Daniel, and he promised he would leave him alone, for you.
After that, Daniel had told you that Johnny had apologised to him and left him alone, and Daniel felt so much better in himself after Johnny stopped winding him up. You weren't quite ready to tell Daniel about what was going on with Johnny though, as you weren't sure what exactly it was that was between you. So until you could figure out what you and Johnny were, you kept it to yourself. A few days later, you and Johnny met up in the local park to hang out again. He was wearing this lovely blue shirt that really made him look handsome.
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"Hey sexy, come over hear" He pulls you into his arms and kisses you like there's no tomorow, just so f#cking hot! "I missed you Y/N, what took you so long?" "I was busy, I had to help Daniel. His tyre went flat on his bike so I brought him a spare from my dads garage" You both take a seat on the bench and talk about your days, however, what neither of you notice, is Ally on the other side of the park and she can see you both. She sees you and Johnny laughing together, and sharing many kisses, and this makes her blood boil. Neither of you knew this, but Ally had a secret crush on Johnny, and hated seeing the two of you together. She decided to do something about it, then she left, trying to find away to stop you and Johnny.
"Listen Johnny, there's something I wanted to ask you" "What is it?" "What are we? I mean, what do you..." He holds your hand and answers you "Y/N, I've really enjoyed spending time with you, and if you'll have me, I'd like us to be exclusive" "Really? I'd really like that too. I do have to talk to Daniel first, is that ok? Just because of yours and his history" "It's no problem at all Y/N" After hanging out, he walks you back to Daniel's house, then he kisses your cheek and heads back home. Daniel opens the door after you knock "Hey! What's up?" "Can I chat to you please Daniel?" "Yeh, sure. Come in" After you both take a seat on his sofa, you explain the whole situation with Johnny and your feelings on it all. And how you wanted to talk to him before you and Johnny went exclusive.
You were actually quite suprised at his reaction, he wasn't angry, and surprisingly pleased. He could see how much you liked Johnny, and Johnny had become a much nicer and better person from being with you, especially after he apologized and kept himself away from him. He was thankful that you told him, and was happy for you and Johnny to be together. You hugged and spent some time hanging out as bestfriends should for the rest of the day. One afternoon after school, you and Daniel walked out to the front entrance of the school, where Johnny was waiting for you. But before you could hug Johnny, Ally bursts inbetween both of you, stopping you from being near him. "Woh Ally! What are you doing?" "What am I doing Y/N?! I should be asking you the same thing?!"
"What are you talking about?" "Oh come on! I know your dirty little secret!" Daniel stands beside you as an emotional support, you both look confused at eachother, including Johnny who is still being blocked by Ally. Daniel says "Ally, I don't know what your trying to do, but leave Y/N alone, she doesn't keep secrets from me" "Oh? Is that right? Well it seems this toxic little b#tch has been lying to you!" "Hey!" Johnny shouts as he moves her out of the way and stands inbetween you and Ally. "Dont talk about her like that!" "Oh you can come off your high horse lawrence! Especially considering you and Y/N have been seeing eachother! That's right Daniel! Your bestfriend and your bully have been at it behind your back!" She feels proud to have shouted that out, but is confused as to why noone has reacted to it.
"Da-Daniel?! Didn't you just hear what I said? Y/N's with Johnny!" "Uhhh, yeh...I know" "You? You what?" "Yeh, she told me. And Johnny and me are on good terms now. He's made amends with me and Y/N and him seem to be quite happy. So what's with all the dramatics? Were you just trying to make trouble?" Ally gets flustered and frustrated, unable to form a complete sentence to answer Daniel. She ends up storming off feeling embarrassed and angry at what she did. You, Daniel and Johnny all look at eachother before sharing a laugh at the square situation. Then you all head off to the local town and spend some time hanging out in the arcade.
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