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#I PROBABLY WONT BE ACTIVE HERE BUT IF U WANT TO TALK
torhues · 1 year
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im half dead but i hope ure doin well fr
- cia 😊🫰
CIA BAE HI IVE MISSED U😭😭😭😭😭 im not any better tbh i just logged in to check smn lmao but r u okay? im assuming school is up ur ass since ure half dead 💀 bc same ☝️ tho im gna have a like idk five month long break from tmr
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toastsnaffler · 7 months
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i keep getting irrationally miffed at ppl 😐😐
#'impressed by how much u can talk abt this considering youve not played either game'#fuck off. as if im not just trying to show interest bc u + another friend are both into them + constantly talk abt them in our gc!!#i mean since u guys talk abt them all the time + theyre huge on tumblr like. it would be hard for me to not know anything abt them at all#literally what else can i talk to u guys abt anyway. i dont think there are any interests i personally have that they both gaf abt#if anything they actively dislike most of the things im hyperfixated on. or at least she does so like i cant bring that up can i.#all i did was share a post i saw on tumblr that i thought was funny. its not like i had some negative/controversial opinion#i just saw it and thought hey that makes me think of my friends bc they like those things maybe theyll find it funny too!!#dog sitting outside the door with rly big sad eyes offering them a stick i found in a puddle#i like listening to them talk and i will eventually play some of the games theyre into myself cuz they make them sound rly cool#and even if theyre not my kind of thing i like sharing interests with other ppl and sometimes thats enough for me to be able to enjoy it#i literally own some of them already but im just not in the mental space to start smth new right now. which i have SAID!!!!#why do u even care girl. as if u dont already have a ton of friends playing it that ur talking to abt it???? i wont have anything to add#and thats not gonna stop u from being able to talk to me abt it anyway????? like 2/3 of our conversations atm are abt bg3#man. i know its not that deep but it makes me kinda sad for some reason. im just trying. i guess next time ill just let u guys talk-#to each other or at me and not comment or say anything so u can pretend im not here or whatever it is u want#ughh. she probably didnt even mean it like that and ill feel stupid for getting annoyed and delete this later but whatever.#might work out early today and then i can like draw or play a game or smth the rest of the day. alright lets go#.vent#listening to my silly little jfunk/jazz/soul playlist and i already feel over it. healing
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intrepidalph · 9 months
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some pieces I've done lately of some ocs
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percyluvr · 2 months
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hello!! you're fics r amazing and i wanted to request some hc or a drabble, you choose, about fem!reading being the head counselor of hermes cabin and totally being his fem version. thank u so much if u do 🫶🏻🫶🏻
percy jackson x hermes cabin counselor!reader summary: hcs abt percy with hermes counselor reader basically being him but as a girl
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first, i think u two would be inseparable
like im talking sitting at each others tables during meals, training together all the time, sneaking off to go make out in his cabin when u really should be leading camp activities, sleeping in each other's cabins, etc etc
im just thinking of the iconic percabeth underwater kiss with u guys
with him using his powers to make sure u can breathe while u kiss, and teeth clashing together making u guys just giggle ur little hearts out
when u two go back to nyc for the school year u would live with him, sally, and paul and they would treat u like their own kid
they see how much percy likes you and how similar you two are and they cant help but think of u as one of their own
hanging out in nyc together, he teaches u how to skateboard bc he DEFINITELY knows how to
adding onto that, he would definitely teach u how to surf if u didnt know how
just thinking about if u also have the same music taste, u two dancing around the kitchen to ur favorite songs
making brownies together for estelle's school bake sales in the future!!! my heart omfg
back to camp, i think everyone would be worried if they ever saw u two not together
like im talking celebrity break up gossip page type all up in ur business
but then they see one of you sneaking out of the same place the other one just walked out of and they realize that u two were just trying to be sneaky???
but why
bc really u two have never been sneaky in ur entire lives
if either of u got picked to lead a quest, u would immediately pick the other as the first person to come with on ur quest bc u literally cannot live without each other
FINISHING EACH OTHERS JOKES
or just sentences in general
literally couple goals
like, if someone is talking to both of u, sometimes you'll make the same joke at the exact same time and laugh ur asses off and the other person will just like. stand there staring until they eventually just walk away bc u two wont stop laughing
like i just think u two are on the same wavelength all the time
if one of u forgets to do something, u dont even have to worry bc the other already did it for u
i saw somewhere that leo could probably tweak phones so the demigods can use them, and u two would both go to him to get phones so u could make each other ur lockscreen and background
i think the two of u would send each other the DUMBEST tiktoks or instagram reels
or like u would send it and then realize that the other already sent it or liked it
the two of u would definitely do tiktok trends
dancing together
u would DEFINITELY do the peeling the orange trend
and he would just peel the orange. no questions asked
like u wouldnt even have to ask him
he'd just see u with the orange be like "here baby give me that, i'll peel it for you"
SCREAMING HES SO BF
matching tiktok pfps for SURE
or matching bios !!!!!
u two definitely went to see the barbie movie together
i have no doubts
whenever he gets pranked by connor or travis, u immediately send them to laundry duty
but they still say its worth it because one time when u were sleeping in percy's room, they poured water on the two of u and both of u chased them around camp until u realized that percy had no shirt, and u had no pants
u werent THAT embarrassed bc like. everyone already knows anyway
but the stolls thought it was SO funny and they made it their mission to prank both of u again
when u two go on cabin inspections, even if u arent doing it together, u always give each other's cabin a 10 even tho u both know that neither of ur cabins deserve it ....
the two of u definitely sneak out of ur cabins at night when u arent together and sit down by the river, just to be met with the other sitting there with the exact same thought as u
and u end up going back to his cabin to sleep
u guys have definitely gotten yelled at by mr d and chiron
but u kept doing it
so they just gave up
but anyways, u guys r literally the it couple at camp
like, all the couples wanna be like u guys
ur just such a perfect fit & u love each other so much and u cant help but show it
a/n: this was my first time doing hcs and i think i kinda got a bit carried away... but anyways i hope u like it !! also, i love writing and im so happy that u like mine, it means so much to me <3
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pasta-in-the-pudding · 8 months
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RAHHH UR INBOX IS OPEN AGAIN AND IM BACK!!!!!
(This has a slight tw for depression I think)
Jeff, ej and Toby with a (Gn) s/o going through a depressive episode where they’re like not eating that much, not really taking care of themselves, generally just feeling empty and wearing baggy clothes and stuff. Also listening to really sad music like “how to never stop being sad” (by dandelion hands) I love that song but it’s genuinely so miserable 😭😭
Thank u!!!!
YES I AM BACK THANK YOU FOR BEING HERE!!
TW: depressive themes are constant throughout this entry, Jeff's entry has knives in the photo
Thank you so much for requesting!!
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Jeff
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Jeff is a haver of many episodes
Manic, depressive, you name it
That being said, he absolutely will not tolerate you going down that rabbit hole
He absolutely forces you out of the episode, whether you like it or not
He doesn't care what you wear or listen to, so don't expect him to do much about that unless your music or clothes actively makes you feel worse
He won't force you to eat, per se, but he bribes you to eat if that makes sense
For example, he will steal your phone and won't return it until you've eaten something
And sometimes he'll full on dissapear
He will only return when you eat
Not taking care of yourself and your emotions are probably the only thing on that list that he will actually be nice about
If you arent bathing or washing yourself, he will randomly hug you from behind, slowly kissing your neck and leading you into the shower
If you are comfortable with it, he will stay and shower with you, helping you wash your hair, scrubbing your skin with your bubbly soaps, kissing you gently and telling you how good you're doing, and how strong you are
If you aren't comfortable with him showering with you, he will stand outside the door and listen until he hears the shower run
Then he walks off and gets your bed ready, getting your favorite drinks and tv show set up
And when you feel empty, he will understand
He will be there to hold you, stroking your hair and kissing your face
If you want to cry it out, cry it out
If you want to scream and yell, let it all out
There is very little he wont tolerate when it comes to you
Eyeless Jack
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As the manors head doctor, and a demon with very good senses (and the ability to smell horemones), he almost instantly knows when something changes with you
He doesn't pressure you on it though, he will wait for you to talk to him when you're ready
I think the only time he would take matters into his own hands is if you were actively getting worse mentally, or threatning to hurt yourself
If he sees you arent eating, he will try to coax you out of that slump, informing you on just small little snacks you can eat
Or maybe he would offer to make you a smoothie full of nutrients, that way you dont have to actually eat anything if you just aren't up for it
He is the only person on this list who would really care about your change in clothes
He would inform you about how the way someone dresses reveals a lot about their mental health, and how you should dress for the headspace you want, because the first step to becoming happier is by making yourself feel happy about your body
If you stop taking care of yourself, he will be more than happy to accommodate that
He will buy you dry shampoo and baby wipes, that way at the very least, you wont feel disgusting
And if you dont feel grimey and gross, it gives you a better chance of feeling better mentally
When presented with the idea of you feeling empty inside, he wouldn't really know what to do
Despite him doing extensive research on psychology, he isn't really good with other's emotions
And so, he would just ask you what you want him to do
And whatever you say, im sure he would be happy to do
Ticci Toby
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And his tend to get really really bad
Like Jeff, Toby also experiences depressive episodes
So when he sees you exhibiting those same behaviors he gets really nervous and worried
He tries his hardest to get you out of it as soon as possible so you don't have to experience that pain, but as we know, that rarely works
If he noticed you weren't eating, he wouldn't force you or make you eat, but he would always offer to share his food with you
Eventually, it would get to the point of him begging you just to eat something, If not for yourself, for him
He loves you so much and can't stomach the thought of losing you
He doesn't really notice if you start wearing baggier clothes, as he doesn't really pay attention to what people wear anyways
He'd probably just think that it's your new style
If you stop taking care of yourself, he would try to motivate you by making it fun!
Seeing who can brush their teeth the fastest and cleanest, who can get softer hair just by washing it, who can fake laugh without actually laughing longest, etc
If you aren't in the mood for that though, he'd understand and simply wait until you are comfortable enough
When it comes to you feeling empty, he would try to get you to laugh by telling you stories from his childhood
Like the time he chased his sister with a slug, or the time he accidentally shaved off his eyebrows
And when you do finally laugh, he will smile and kiss your face, telling you how gorgeous you are when you smile
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noellefan101 · 7 months
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Your First Date-Genshin pt 2
Characters: Tighnari, Heizou, Wanderer, Kazuha x gn reader (separate)
Warnings: fluff and headcanons, so none ig
Note: this was really fun to write, and get away from school stress for a bit, i looooove you all
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Tighnari
it would out in the forest(he made sure there was no fungi or anything to disturb u)
he would show you some really pretty flowers or mushrooms if you wanted(tho he wont make it similar to a lecture, only a little)
he maybe spaced out while looking at you, not his fault your so pretty, but gave a(n) (almost) shy apology after.
definitely picked flowers with you so you could have a fresh bouquet with the prettiest flowers you could find(he made sure none of them were deadly, or bad for you to be around)
you were given permission to pet his ears for a little after he caugt you looking at them for a little too long
^^he also let you cuddle his tail if you were cold(but he wont look at you since he doesn't want you to see how red he is)
overall a pretty good first date, if he could say so himself
Heizou
would talk non-stop about some cases he recently solved, wanting to impress you, even though you already are
took you to some fried food stalls around Inazuma city, ritou if you can handle the walk(ik i can´t)
he wanted to take you to do some puzzles with him, but figured he should make it more classic or romantic for your first date
^^maybe next time he´ll take you out to try and solve those puzzles
he got you your favorite flowers(if you like flowers) or a pot he tried to make for you, with the help of his family (which is very happy he wanted to make something, but didn't know he only put effort in bc it was for you)
kano, his cousin, and kujou sara also helped him actually ask you out, because at that point it was getting painful to watch him swoon over you every day
Wanderer
he didn´t even really agree with where he took you, Nahida just told him where to take you after she found out he (finally) asked you out
so he ended up taking you out somewhere in Sumeru city
(but maybe he also ended up leading you out of the city when people were got a little too loud and irritating for his liking)
didnt get you anything, as he didnt think he needed to, but the fact that his attitude was almost not there (when talking to you) was maybe a gift in itself
Nahida was so excited for your date, she may have borrowed someone's body for a while (at least 5-8 hours) and watched you
wanderer definitely noticed her presence, and tried getting away from her to get some complete alone time with you
^^when he finally succeeded you ended up falling on him, so he awkwardly let you sleep on his lap/shoulder while stroking your hair and getting lost in your beauty
Kazuha
your first date was probably on the crux, or wandering around in some nation (either his homeland or yours if you wanted, but that could always be another time)
the activities he had in mind would be fishing, making food together(or baking), sharing his haikus and poems (and helping you make some if you wanted)
^^i had too many ideas to put in here, sorry
but he would stroke your hair as you lay beside him and mutter his recent love poems, just for you
for the food you made, it would be something like fried/baked fish, hashbrowns... anything you knew how to make(basically), and sweets like dango or cake from your homeland
beidou and the crux may or may not have been following you, just for a little
^^she needed something to tell ningguang, as she was also invested in your relationship, and silently cheered on
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Hi hello and howdy
Since I can't contain my thoughts here's all the "Mirage" logicistics. Basically they either swap or enhance ones personality, heres a few examples:
Mirage Lenore is way more looney and impulsive, with a practically nonexistant off switch having to be dragged off screaming before she sets anything on fire, her group mainly sticks with her for fear of their own lives and she and Annabel are ALLOWED TO BE GAY!!! HOORAY!!! They still have the pretend to hate each other thing but thats mainly due to Annabel's paranoia
Mirage Duke is a shit magician who constantly looses parts of his tricks, he's also like WAYYY too overdramatic, the kinda mf to fall over if you steal his chip,
"MY CHIP!!"
"Its... its just a crisp.."
"I WAS GOING TO EAT THAT!"
"Oh my god..."
So yeah, pathetic cringefail looser LMFAO, but he is the kinda person to pull a "OMG MY BEST FRIEND! MOVE!" And shove whoever out of his way
Mirage Pluto is if you took a wet cat and made him a golden retriever. He's very hyperactive, social, easily distracted. Mf is like "wanna hear abt my hyperfixations?!" Talks and doesn't wait for an answer a neat thing i did with some characters Mirage's is i inverted stuff abt them like hair, emblems, all that. He still thinks M! Duke's magic is cool
Mirage Berenice is a feral little creature, constantly biting or nibbling on things (mainly Eulalies arm, or her own. I dont think chewlery exists in the victorian era). She's also the queen of being unhinged, in spectre form shes somewhat normal at least. For the most part she's in her own world
Mirage Eulalie is the mean autistic, less into creepy/old things n thinks their lame and/or weird. She's the one dragging Berenice around and keeping the gang from falling apart. Her and M! Morella really out here sharing the only group braincell, shes also blunt as fuck and wont hesitate to tell you you look bad. I wanted to lean more into the japanese part of her character so she just kinda- speaks more of it now (lol idk how else to explain it)
Mirage Morella, like M! Eulalie, is a mean autistic. She's less emotional, and more of "I dont give a damn just get me out of here.", sticks with whatever group she's feelin that day tbh. Won't tell you you look bad, will probably just call you a dumbass and leave
Mirage Annabel is kinda like regular Annabel but without the "Life is like chess" mentality. So more jumpy, kinda a walking talking mental breakdown waiting to happen. Excess paranoia and increase of hallucinations cus pookie and I decided we aren't giving her a break
Mirage Prospero is no longer fancy and polite, he is sopping wet germaphobic wet cat. He will go through great lengths to avoid disease, faints around blood and puke, screams at the sight of his own rats (or just rats/bugs in general), actively raising his and Annabel's blood pressure with how scardy he is.
Mirage Montresor is imo the funniest one cuz he's just a polite little gentleman, doin all the chivalry shit like opening doors, pushing chairs in and out, saying his pleases/thank yous/welcomes, he's even calling everyone "Sir" and "Ma'am". He's still an asshole, but you really gotta provoke him to see that
Tbh, I didn't think much abt Mirage Will since Will to me is kinda just there as Monty's lackey who gets kicked around. SO he's less of a pushover, more demanding, up and refuses what people tell him, bullies M! Monty, he tried bullying M! Ada and M! Morella but bro got his ass kicked. On top of it, he's unfortunately more sexist and stubborn. No more people pleasing ig 🤷‍♀️
Finally, Mirage Ada. What I wanted to do for her is have her be an absolute girlboss who is always serving 100% of the time. Everything she does is her choice and for her and her friends, and and and shes Aroace too, pretty chill when she has to reject someone just like:
"Hey i like u"
"Oh! I don't feel the same but we can still be friends?"
"Ok"
EPIC HIGH FIVE
She also beat M! Will up, good for her
So uh, yeah! Thats all i got. If you have questions, feel free to comment or ask in the askbox. :)
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losrtphu · 8 months
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LUNA SEA B-PASS 1996 21 Q&A [TRANS]
PART 1
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QUESTION & ANSWERS
A QUESTIONNAIRE THAT GETS YOU KNOWLEDGEABLE ABOUT THE CURRENT LUNA SEA MEMBERS IN PUBLIC AND PRIVATE, 21 QUESTIONS TO THE 5 MEMBERS
What is sports do you guys like?
RYUICHI: Surfing,boxing and tennis. I'm the type who has to play the sport themselves or they wont be satisfied.
SUGIZO: Boxing, ah but I'd like to try scuba-diving or sky diving!
INORAN: If it's just watching sports then i like them all
J: Soccer. watching the Olympics (laughs)
SHINYA: i like watching people play sports, because you can feel that person's determination and passion while watching
What is your favorite time of the day?
RYUICHI: Right before falling asleep.
SUGIZO: At night. my body gets a surge of energy, even the rough nights, the lonely quiet nights, everything starts at night.
INORAN: Dusk.
J: It has nothing to do with the time of the day, but whenever I'm in my bed i feel happy
SHINYA: Morning, when I've just woken up. It's rough, but i enjoy thinking about what to do for the day.
what's your favorite brand of alcohol/cigarettes and how much do you drink/smoke?
RYUICHI: I don't smoke. as for wine i drink white Italian wine or white German wine. for whisky i enjoy 12 year old Canadian club whiskey.
SUGIZO: for cigarettes, JPS. my recent favorite is a vodka base cocktail, or like a vodka martini.
INORAN: about 3 boxes of Kent milds. for alcohol as long as it's good Japanese sake I'm fine. how much i drink/smoke depends on the time and place (laughs)
J: 3 boxes of caster milds. for alcohol, lots of beer, vodka, wine, honestly anything (laughs)
SHINYA: i smoke Rothmans. i don't know about alcohol but i drink watered down whiskey a lot.
name a movie that moved you.
RYUICHI: I think I've been moving away from watching movies...
SUGIZO: This year i would say "STRANGE DAYS" but my all time favorite is probably the 007 series or "BLADE RUNNER". and also "GODFATHER"
INORAN: Hmm i haven't watched many recently. but i want to watch "LISBON STORY" and "HEAT".
J: I haven't watched any recently but "RIVER RUNS THROUGH IT" was really heartwarming, i liked it.
SHINYA: I haven't had time to watch movies. i have a sets of laser discs but i haven't watched a single one of them.
What's your ultimate dream woman?
RYUICHI: A girl who seems normal at first but when she talks she seems a bit stand offish, but a they still have a childish part about them.
SUGIZO: Vanessa Paradis or Sophie Marceau. oh! and Carole Bouquet, for some reason they're all french..
INORAN: I don't have an ideal and I don't really care about appearance, I just want someone who can sympathize/empathize(TN: honestly not sure if the difference matters here lol) with me
J: i think that someone who is put together/independent and is actively trying to fulfill their goal is wonderful.
SHINYA: I admire the idea of being a women. because emotionally speaking it's something i could never be, so i want to know more about them.
Do you guys have any pets, and if not what pet would u like to raise?
RYUICHI: I've started raising 2 dogs, one's a Pomeranian and the other one's a miniature sheep dog.
SUGIZO: Turtles. They're a something-something akamimi turtle (red ear slider) or something like that, they're really cute! by the way they're names are Mickey and Malorie ((TN: he named them based off the two main characters in the movie "natural born killers"))
INORAN: 2 cats. there's a lot of animals that id like to have as pets though, like a dog or a fish... oh yeah, a wolf.
J: I'd want to have a dog as a pet but having an owl as a pet also sounds nice cus they're awake at the same time i am (laughs) letting them sit on my shoulder and then going for walks (laughs)
SHINYA: i have a hamster. if i were to have a pet in the future probably a big fluffy dog, like a golden retriever.
name some items that are near the entrance of your house.
RYUICHI: The first thing you see when you walk in my house is probably the lights, but i do have a stone statue placed there as well.
SUGIZO: I have an art piece that my friend made.
INORAN: i have a lot of stuff, like pictures, framed art, lamps etc
J: I don't have a lot of decorations in my house. ah! but i do have a bass that was made the year i was born laying around.
SHINYA: Mine's filled with car goods, like the emblems of mini-cars or jaguars etc
at 9pm, yesterday, what were you doing?
RYUICHI: I was driving, on my way to go eat.
SUGIZO: starting to check the photos we'd took in the studio (this is after the shooting had ended, this interview was done in a Denny's at 7 in the morning)
INORAN: met with friends and drank
J: I think i was holding a phone?while napping
SHINYA: I was sleeping at home. i was tired after recording something for TV and got home and just finished watching downtown "GOTTSU "A" KANJI" (laughs)
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just4notherd4ydre4mer · 10 months
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INTRODUCTION + IMP. RULES & INFO
Usually, I'd make things look pretty. But tbh... Idk how to use tumblr at all. Forgive me. I'm not familiar with a lot of the terms on here :'')
Maybe I'll make this aesthetic later?? Rlly lazy and tumblr is confusing.
My username is subject to change anytime to anything, from somewhat thought out or even just keyboard smash. Bcs I'm beyond indecisive.
Also, I'm not new to writing fanfics and what not... but yknow, let's NOT talk abt the past.
[ BASIC INFO]
Call me whatever u want -- Anything works tbh though.
I'm a minor. That alone sets some basic ground rules ig... right?
Uh... I decided to start using tumblr bcs im bored. Like rlly bored. I'm am %100 going to be either very active or inactive. (short bursts of motivation lol)
What I do? I draw. I wouldn't say that I'm a beginner but I want to start sharing my progress (probably wont tho bcs... tik tok has traumatized me. Let's go with that...) But, here I am :) I also write. Whether it be my own original stories or fanfics.
Requests for both are welcome! (options listed below)
[ KEY ]
◍ - Manga/Manwha/WEBTOON … etc
○ - Anime
◐ - Dramas
▿ - Games
❥ - Current Fixation (always up to date)
[ I will usually only take requests for ❥... but you never know, so ask away! Rules are at the bottom of this post ]
FANDOMS (a-z)
•Attack on Titan ~ ○
•Black Clover ~ ❥ ○
•Blue Lock ~ ❥○
•Free! ~ ○
•Full Metal Alchemist ~ ○
•Golden Kamuy ~ ❥○
•Haikyuu! ~ ○
• Hunter x Hunter ~ ○
•Komi Can't Communicate ~ ◍ ○
•Kuruko’s Basketball ~ ○
•Log Horizon ~ ○
•Magi (+Includes AoS) ~ ○
•My Clueless First Friend ~ ○
•My Hero Academia ~ ○
•My Star! (Oshi No Ko) ~ ○
•Pokemon ~ ❥▿
•Saiki K. ~ ○
•School Babysitters ~ ○
•Seraph of the End ~ ❥ ◍ ○
•Skip & Loafer ~ ❥ ○
•Snow White with the Red Hair ~ ❥ ◍ ○
•Soul Eater ~ ○
•World Trigger ~ ❥ ○
•Weak Hero ~ ❥ ◍ ◐ (I've watched the kdrama... I just dont have access to it anymore).
/this could get REAL long so I didn’t include a lot… If you’re interested in one that isn’t listed, feel free to ask if I’ve watched/read it :) /
P.S: I’ve seen lots of the more popular/mainstream animes (movies too) but just didn’t list them.
EDIT: I've decided to link my finished animes.
[ GROUND RULES ]
No NSFW (obviously)
Constructive Criticism? Lovely. Mocking or being blatantly mean? Please don't. I'll be honest, I'm sensitive LOL.
If you want to request, please leave it under the respective post that I make for what is listed. (if there isn't a linked post for that, put it here and I'll make one <3)
Don't be concerned if I disappear. I'm literally making this out of whatever motivation I have left of the week. A spur of the moment thing is going on :'D
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Again, I have absolutely NO idea what im doin... im bored, it's summer rn. Speaking of which, if I do ever actually post and follow up with whatever requests may or may not come my way -- the moment the school year starts again, either I'll be spam posting my brainrotting ideas or I will just never be seen again :)
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1loer · 4 days
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i watched girl interrupted because of your post and id love to hear more about the au, it sounds very neat!!
GLADLY first of all. You're Welcome. Secondly
I dont think my AU would stray very far from how things pan out in the original movie. BC Komaeda (at her worst) would be as volitile as Lisa is in the movie. I'd like to think that something that changes maybe is if I have Nanami as Jaime, it'd be her suicide that properly pushes Komaeda over the edge. I don't like to fridge Nanami like that though, but i unfortunately also think it works, esp. w/ their relationship being sort of similar in canon as to that. If Komaeda had or believed she had some sort of hand in her death too- AGGHH I think perhaps Komaeda wouldn't attempt to escape as often as Lisa does in the film. If she did, it'd just be to see if she /could/ do it rather than a genuine attempt at escape. Whereas Lisa believes that she doesnt belong there, and thats adds to why she wont get better, Komaeda would believe its safer that she is there, so wont work to get better bc she wants to stay there bc she likes the comfort in being ill.
I actually spoke about this w/ @/biteattack, and biteattack made the differentiation as where Lisa is very loud and charming, but Komaeda would be a lot quieter w/ her manipulation. Their relationship would basically pan out exactly like it did in the first chapter of SDR2, with Hajime trusting Komaeda without realising she's playing right into her hands. Much like Susanna, Hajime wouldn't believe there was anything wrong w/ her. Hajime would also have BPD in this AU, but her symptoms would be a lot more prominent than Susanna's in the film (there is a whole side argument to be had here over whether Susanna in the film actually had bpd. Many ((including the irl Susanna who wrote the book)) believe that it was a mis-diagnosis just due to the time-period it all occured in.) But while inside, Hajime would find an understanding and peace there that she never found anywhere else. ESPECIALLY from Komaeda. Hajime would attach herself to Komaeda instantly, both from Komaeda wanting that to happen and also because, just like in canon, Hajime wants to understand Komaeda so she can better understand herself. But she wouldn't realise that Komaeda's behaviour towards her is actively making her worse.
Ofc, bc its me, I can't help but add Mikan into the mix and make her relationship w/ Komaeda rocky and hateful as Fuck. Komaeda would probably help Hinata escape bc Komaeda would convince Hinata htat theres nothing wrong w/ her (<wrong) and that she SHOULD get out. Komaeda would be so jealous of Mikan bc she got out, and would be spiteful as fuck bc she'd see Mikan as someone who needed to be kept inside, and would not understand why she would be allowed to live so freely and think she was delusional, nad would (just like in the film) rile her up enough that she'd kill herself and AGH- I HATE THEM
The biggest betrayl would be when Komaeda realises that Hajime is actively trying to get better, just like in the film. Komaeda would see it as a personal slight, I think. But underneath it all would be jealousy. That'd be the centre of Komaeda's character, and hope would be the centre of Hinata's.
It's highly toxic and doomed. 0 happy endings. Hinata would visit Komaeda and paint her fingernails red, just like at the end of the movie.
That;s just me spitting off the top of my head and from what me and biteattack talked about. HONESTLY this all started just because I think Lisa and fem!Komaeda are the exact same flavour of sexy HJOAOHUROEGHOUETHOTEOHTH. I haven't watched the movie in a while, so its just from what I remember too. I think Yukizome would be Nurse Owen, and Monomi could be one of the other nurses bc i think thats cute and silly >u< It's not well thought out, its mostly vibes. I could iron out the mess and maybe one day i'll write something short for it but for now i have other projects I want to focus on.
IM SO HAPPY MY STUPID POST I MADE WHEN I WAS BORED IN WORK MADE U WATCH THAT FILM THO ITS SO GOOD!!!!!! if ur further interested in it, the book is rlly easy to read too, and a lot more grounded in reality. It goes more into what Kaysen's mental illness really presented like. The film skips over a LOOTT of it. Ofc, its no where near as explosive or exciting as the movie,but they had to ramp up the stakes and characters and such to make a cohesive story out of it. But i'd still rlly recommend reading the book!
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destructive-path · 26 days
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hello. im ace!
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22 y/o half black half white they/she raised by a screen, i yearn to consume as much media as possible. music, movies, shows, games, books… everything became infinitely more interesting when all information was at my fingertips.
feel free to talk to/ask me about the following,
movies: love lies bleeding, parasite, super dark times, portrait of a lady on fire, se7en, as above so below, the ritual, chicago, kill bill, cloverfield , alien, the handmaiden, bottoms
(i could go on, im open to discussing pretty much any movie im familiar with)
shows: game of thrones, what we do in the shadows, a murder at the end of the world, alice in borderland, over the garden wall, midnight mass, yellowjackets (not up to date), broad city, girls (hbo), lost, the office, pen15, rick and morty, high fidelity, doctor who (9th-11th), sherlock, queens gambit, skins, yolo crystal fantasy
topics: music, games, youtube, politics, gender, sexuality, creativity, race, queerness, palestine, fashion, your day,im pretty much all ears.
(don’t interact if ur a minor, homophobe, transphobe, pro lifer, zionist. racist.)
my commissions are open! who do i write for?
currently accepting any and all SAPPHIC smut/fluff/angst requests about the following:
- ellie williams (tlou)
- abby anderson (tlou)
- shane mccutcheon ( the l word)
- lou (love lies bleeding)
- jack (love lies bleeding)
- darby (a muder at the end of the world)
your intended request not here? no worries, drop it in my inbox anyway and i might just try to please u.
what i WONT write:
scat porn, age play, piss kinks, r!pe, race play, 3 sums (writing two people having sex gives me a big enough headache) , gun play, intense degradation/slut shaming (sorry folks not my thing) ect…if u have to think twice, its probably not the request for me
what i YEARN to write:
sub!top antics, poc reader inserts! (drabbles to fics), masc!reader, soft intimacy, evil alternate versions of well loved characters, firsts, desperate sex, a fic based on a song? or a poem? idk you decide, ect….i barely get requests so ill honestly write mostly anything anyone asks if i have the time :)
im not the best at being active but i love the creative freedom of writing whatever i want about these silly little characters i love so much. if you do decide to request, be patient with me! i am only human.
dont be shy, say hi…… - xx ace
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aquanova99 · 2 years
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Hi this is the anon who mentioned the Denali coven.
Yes this does include Carmen and Eleazar.
Yes relationship headcanons would be great.
Thanks and hope u are feeling ok.
Ooh this will be fun, I will exclude Garrett since I’ve done a few for him already 😊 sorry this took so long hun
Tanya:
Is so excited to finally have someone oh my god
Tries to be very agreeable
Thinks you’ll run if she isn’t because she is considered to be the leader of the coven
You have to teach her not everyone in her life will disappear
Takes a while for her to open up honestly, she worries her past is too much and she tries not to think about her mother or anything of that matter
You have to grab her face and tell her it’s okay and that you’ll be beside her no matter what and she begins choking back sobs
Still wants you to take the lead but her more dominant side comes out at night. You’ve had to buy another cabin when the family home was at risk of collapsing due to your activities
I would say this is the more normal relationship of the coven outside of sleeping together
Tanya is just happy to have her person she was beginning to think she was cursed
Kate:
The spiciest Denali member
She just takes no crap from anyone including her mate
In fact she almost refuses to believe she’s found someone who will stick around her forever
Her whole family is a stickler for the rules so don’t expect a Bella treatment like the Cullens if you’re human you’re getting turned immediately
She is kind of afraid of committing to you and is on edge for awhile so much so her power is kind of haywire to anyone near here until she realizes her feelings
She will offer the veggie diet to you but if you aren’t going in that direction she will probably hop off of the diet too she just did it for Tanya and Irina anyway
You two will probably go on an extended honeymoon/ backpacking trip for a couple years or however long it takes, just to completely get to know another and have fun around the world without the whole coven supervising you 
Starts a never ending prank war because she thinks it’s funny seeing you flustered
Irina:
Very clingy, in like the best way she’s just worried you’ll disappear like Kate but instead of shutting you out she will try and always know where you are
Out of the three sisters she will most likely stay on the veggie diet. She has grown to like the humans more 
She will like to take an extended amount of time to know you as well but she will want to come back sooner rather than later because shes a family girl
likes to talk about you to anyone who will listen, she just thinks youre absolutely amazing
I imagine in this universe someone else finds out about Rutabaga and the Denali will absolutely not help. At least Irina wont, she isnt going to risk her mate because the Cullens decided to break some rules. Again.
Especially since the its always the Cullens asking for help, she would rather stay and protect her own family
Likes to dress up and go out on nice dates with you, enjoys the human charade alot
Carmen:
ugh Carmen my beloved
She is definitely in charge of the relationship as well
She doesn’t try to she just has this charm, she gets her way especially with her accent you love
Very passionate in every way. Nothing is too much for her. Affection, gifts whatever you give she will double. Not in an ‘I have to outdo them’ way she just wants to
It’s a 50/50 you guys leave the Denalis, Carmen really likes the idea of a family. As a human I headcanon she was a mother and misses the opportunity taken from her. So she thrives in a family environment, at the same time you’re her family too and she debates maybe making your own coven elsewhere.
Enjoys the more peaceful vegetarian lifestyle but if she came across a particularly rude human she probably wouldn’t hesitate to have a cheat day
Most likely to want to do all of the couply things she can get, like the small matching bracelets or if you have long hair I could see her wanting to have the same hairstyle as often as she can
Eleazar:
Simp simp simp
Seriously he’s just a ‘yes dear whatever you want’ kind of guy
Not that he doesn’t care or he will just get you things to shut you up he just figured he’s lived long enough he more than perfect tay fine spoiling you
You deserve to be spoiled
Won’t let anyone talk negatively about you in his presence. Or in general. He’s the type who would seek someone who hurt your feelings a long time ago and rough them up a bit, poor sap probably doesn’t even remember the encounter
Very protective, would rather not get involved in any possible confrontation but this guy will follow you anywhere so in the end what you say goes
Not too much more to say, he’s a more subtle lover
Likes to whisper in a decibel only you can hear and say very….romantic things that would make any human blush. He likes to get you riled up and have you itching to go to a private room
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omggg encounter of the most terrifying kind today ANDREW TATE STANS💀💀💀So i was waiting for my class today and all of a sudden i hear a cluster of middle schoolers huddling around a phone approaching a nearby classroom and one of them is going "she said she doesnt like andrew tate she said she doesnt like andrew tate im going to show her this" and hes playing that video of him being like "Guysss im not sexist i swear❤️ " and then it ends and he in the most deadpan voice ever like no one is laughing says "Andrew tate is a god she just hates him bc hes bringing back masculinity" and i lowkey stare at him bc ARE U FUCKING SERIOUSSSSS😭 and then he meets my eyes and his tone immediately drops and he was like Um i was just kidding. and at first im like YASS SCARY UPPERCLASSMAN STATUS ACHIEVED But then im like ummm BC i really dont want to talk to middle schoolers but also my class is about to start i wont have to entertain the conversation for long and this kid is likee lowkey being indoctrinated what am i looking at. so im like "um are you sure😭💀" and hes silent so im like who said he was bad and hes like her and points into this classroom where im asssuming his history teacher is and like shes great i have some friends that do some activism stuff with her so she def knows what shes talkoing about. so i was like "youre in..." and this girl is like seventh grade and im like "seventh grade maybe you should at least take the opinion of your teacher whos more educated into account" And then i thought that was that cuz im not going to argue with a 12 year old but he kept talking i literally forgot what he said i was fucking annoyed at myself for even engaging like WHEN DOES MY CLASS STARTTTTT. but i wass too deep into it atp and so i waslike also you can be masculine without being misogynistic like hes done some awful stuff he got kicked off of this tv show bc blabalablaa and i said something about that idr. and then he said soemthing else and atp i was like When does my class start and they were all like um you dont have class here and i was like yeah i know i have it in this other classroom and then i tried to open it and it was locked and i was like Oh. BC I DIDNT EVEN HAVE THE CLASS😭😭 So i wass like ummm awk hahaha bye!! and as i was leaving he shouted something else about how awesome andrew tate was or whatever and i was just like um you probably wont think that in a few years Pulling the upperclassman card🤓 and ya it wasnt rlly a big deal i think its the only time ive talked to a seventh grader in the past like three years But its lowkey freaky likeeeee these kids are literally spitting rhetoric💀💀 brah. Wat the hell
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navysealt4t · 1 year
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blue's pinned post ☆
caught up on riptide!
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hello ! o/ my name is blue or edyn or jazzy!! i am a BIG jrwi fan and am taking (another) shot at social media to connect with more fans of the podcast! :D i am completely new to jrwiblr (and the fandom entirely lol) but am not new to tumblr im a minor, use all pronouns (+ neos), and am a genderqueer lesbian :) i LOVE interacting with people and talking about my interests and making friends :) social anxiety does get the best of me a lot of the time so my apologies !! <3 MORE INFO UNDER THE CUT :D
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this is not my first social media rodeo, and i've had some not-fun experiences online in other fandoms haha. SO I may not be active all the time bc of school, theatre rehearsals, etc etc. some basic info now!! : i write fanfiction! used to write for mcyt, but im kinda straying away from that fandom tbh. (note: I WILL NOT POST MCYT OR DSMP CONTENT HERE. i understand many people are uncomfortable with dsmp for valid reasons. i left the dsmp fandom long ago and am only passively in the mcyt fandom. none of that stuff will be on this blog). my fanfic for jrwi will probably be centered around fish n chips or the albatrio my ao3 is beelue and my discord is beelue#5193 :D the main thing you'll see on this blog is JRWI content. but, you may find loz: botw, Minecraft, or platoon stuff here and there. and now... TAGGING SYSTEM! (work in progress lmao)
#some blue thinking - any original posts made by me :)
#oh to be free - me promoting my stuff!! most likely my fanfiction and (maybe) art
#lb or #jrwilb - live blogging tags! will probably vary on which one im using. feel free to block those tags if you don't want spoilers
#bumbling thoughts - just when im spouting fanfic ideas, character analysis, predictions etc etc into the void!!
i will tag fandom tags for lots of reblogs :) for example id tag gillion fanart "#jrwi riptide #jrwi gillion"
#riptide songs - any songs that make me go "ohh this is so [character]-coded"
#the sad hours - pretty self-explanatory lol. just when i need to get something off my chest! feel free to block :)
#fav OR #save - when something is rlly cool and i wanna remember it! usually fan art or resources/advice
#mecore - positivity for sad days. feel free to look at it <3
#writinglb - posting about the fic im writign !! feel free to block if u dont want any spoilers or something :)
and thats the tagging guide!! i probably wont follow this SUPER thoroughly but ill try lol that's about all i wanna say! if we're talking about the podcast, PLS tell me what episode you're on !! i don't wanna spoil anything for any one. i've gotten so much stuff spoiled for me and it sucks lol :) i hope u enjoy this blog and i hope you stick around! have fun :D
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ratllu · 2 years
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obscure tips n tricks- touch starvation!
though we talk about touch starvation flippantly, it’s actually a pretty big deal, for everyone ofc, but ESPECIALLY for those who are dealing with stress, mental illness, and any other ailment that signals the release of cortisol, which is the stress hormone. physical touch (not just sensual/romantic!!) triggers oxytocin, serotonin, and dopamine, which are all the happy chemicals!! because many forms of mental illness are directly correlated to these specific chemicals, it makes it all the more important. what’s also interesting is that you brain recognizes this. Touch not only triggers the happy chemicals, but it’s also been shown to lower blood pressure, alleviate physical pain, and benefit the immune system????? gnarly amiright. 
that being said, not everyone likes being touched, specifically nuerodiverse people or those who are dealing with PTSD, anxiety, all that stuff. if u dont like physical contact or it just isnt available for u, then here are some things ive used that have helped me :)
1. if you have a backpack, put it on. the heavier the better. ugh this is one of my favorites. I can’t tell you for sure why this works, but there’s something about the weight and the pressure of it that’s just so. relieving. i dont walk around because ive got weak ass shoulders, but to just chill and hang out while wearing a backpack is really nice. one way that’s especially comfy is wearing the backpack backwards (like. where the bag part of the backpack is on your chest yk? im sure u get it) and then lay down like this. 
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those weighted blankets can be expensive, so if u dont have one, this is a lovely alternative :)
2. ROLL??? im dead serious about this bro just trust me: roll around on the ground. first of all, it’s so ridiculous that you just cant help but laugh. like what. just rolling? around? it’s especially funny when you’re sad because the visual of someone so isolated that they just roll around miserably is. it’s hilarious. BUT there’s more to it. not only is it loosely similar to certain self-soothing motions, when u roll around, it’s like. man. nvm. im not even gonna try to explain this. source: trust me bro 
ALSO, there’s another thing that’s nice where you curl up into a ball, wrap your arms around yourself, and then rock around, which is equally effective for me. bonus points if you do both of these activities while wrapped in a blanket 
3. loud music, but specifically the ones that make houses shake. like the ones where the bass is just off the walls insane and your pictures are falling off your dresser from the sheer intensity of the sound. if you’ve ever been to a loud concert with lots of bass boosting, it’s like you can feel the music in your heart but not in a metaphorical way– where you can feel it in your sternum. listen to that. the pressure of the bmmmmmm and euphoria of a groovy song is unparalleled. 
4. brushing your hair or giving yourself a scalp massage. it feels nice! it’s also really good for your hair because it stimulates blood flow to your follicles. this one isnt obscure but it sure as hell works, ill tell you that.  
find what self soothing gesture you enjoy the most. i cant really instruct you on how to self soothe, because the way i self soothe is. yk. for myself! one thing i like to do is rub/massage my hands, and my friend likes to caress their arms. just pamper yourself a little bit and indulge in a comforting gesture that brings you joy. 
5. adrenaline rushes. this one is less gentle and it probably wont work for everyone, but personally, adrenaline rushes make me feel more grounded and stable, which doesnt really relieve touch starvation, but it helps me cope better with it. dont do anything stupid tho. not only because getting hurt rn is NOT what you need rn, but also because i dont wanna be liable for u morons. i dont want you guys to be like “okay now that im done rolling around im gonna do an olympic style sprint into oncoming traffic. red said it was okay!” NO dont do that. watch a horror movie or something fucker
6. core workouts- situps in particular are great :) 
7. LAUGH!!!!!! this one isnt specifically for touch starvation, but more for a buildup of cortisol. i cant stress enough how great this one is. if youre in need of a laugh visit my page because im hilarious. curing touch starvation one tumblr user at a time
alright thats all ive got for you today. it’s important to remember that it isn’t lame or weird or anything. theres nothing wrong with craving contact. it’s normal- nothing to be ashamed of or embarrassed about. it’s a beautifully human thing to long for the love of another so wholly and intensely that it’s unbearably painful. i’m not as much of an expert on this topic, but i digress! oh also pets. ofc. here are some articles that i found that discuss this :). 
@lucisadventures​
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pascal-oswell · 2 years
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Hi, friend 💕
Me again. I'm here to give you FE3H and TOH of you want ✨
YAAAAA NESSA!!!!!! i do want to i like talking about things i like hiii
fe3h -
blorbo (favorite character, character I think about the most) : its not that true anymore but ill still say edelgard considering how much i lost my shit over her back when i was actively playing the game. also dorothea
scrunkly (my “baby”, character that gives me cuteness aggression, character that is So Shaped) : idk probably bernadetta. i kinda dont like how exagerated her behaviour can be at time for funsies value but also id tuck her in and kiss her good night and kill anyone who wishes her harm
scrimblo bimblo (underrated/underappreciated fave) : where's the manuela love. i love this mess of a woman. her tag is SO dry i still cant believe it. and WHY is she only ever with hanneman dear LORD
glup shitto (obscure fave, character that can appear in the background for 0.2 seconds and I won’t shut up about it for a week) : i have no idea. maybe the monastery's cats. its been too long for me to remember a char like that 😭 i wont say that one guard bc hes far too well known to count
poor little meow meow (“problematic”/unpopular/controversial/otherwise pathetic fave) : i mean i feel like edie fits the controversial part but she doesn't feel like a poor little meow meow. i dont like dimitri i cant say that. whos a poor little meow meow in this game??? is linhardt one?? ill put him here just so people know i like him. there u go.
horse plinko (character I would torment for fun, for whatever reason) : i am throwing lorenz into the meat grinder as we speak :-) hes funny but hes funnier when terrible things happen to him
eeby deeby (character I would send to superhell) : idk. rhea maybe. not in a mega hate way though i dont have anyone i viscerally hate really. or annette's dad etc etc.
toh (i still havent finished s2) -
blorbo (favorite character, character I think about the most) : mmmh idk..... i dont have any HUGE fav bc i like most chars honestly but i do have a special fondness for lilith
scrunkly (my “baby”, character that gives me cuteness aggression, character that is So Shaped) : i like king :)
scrimblo bimblo (underrated/underappreciated fave) : do the blight twins count. i remember liking them theyre silly. the school's principal also i think hes a nice guy
glup shitto (obscure fave, character that can appear in the background for 0.2 seconds and I won’t shut up about it for a week) : god only knows
poor little meow meow (“problematic”/unpopular/controversial/otherwise pathetic fave) : i feel like if u stopped at s1 i could still say lilith but otherwise. idk. who the hell even is controversial
horse plinko (character I would torment for fun, for whatever reason) : funnily enough. also lilith. put that lady through situations RIGHT NOW
eeby deeby (character I would send to superhell) : BELOS????? or that one guy who was trying to capture the not-luz creature i forgot their name
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