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ncteez · 6 months

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✤ Losing It. (masterpost) ✤ // HIATUS

A series of having virginities given to you. Sometimes they throw said virginity at you with full force, other times, they lovingly hold your hand, bat their lashes, and say some of the dumbest shit you’ve ever heard a man say in regards to getting laid for the first time. ✤ or the one where you go through a list of the seventeen members and learn how they'd lose their virginity to you.

COMPLETED CHAPTERS ― 1/13

SERIES STATUS: actively writing as of march of 2024!

NOTE― All chapters can be read stand alone and do not tie into the others. Each reader and storyline is different!

SERIES WARNING―There are a variety of different scenarios here involving both very normal and loving sex, to some stories that may contain: sub/dom dynamics, religion kink, obsession, desperate behavior, and purchasing of sex work.

If any of these things make you uncomfortable, I urge you to scroll on and not put yourself in a position of discomfort. I did not write these fics to harm anyone.

✤ this series is afab!reader. ✤ Warnings, tags, word counts, etc. can be found attached to each chapter. ✤ Disclaimer: some storylines and member order may be prone to change upon writing them. ✤ TAG LIST OPEN!! send me an ask off anon to be on the tag list for this series. you will be tagged for every chapter, not just the specific members you choose.

✤ Chapter One: Cherry Boy[l.c.]

A new relationship is always difficult to navigate, for Chan, it appears to be even more difficult. For you? You’re just left confused as to why your new boyfriend of a month and a half hasn’t made a move on you despite your very obvious attempts to invite him into your personal space.

You soon realize that your boyfriend is a virgin, and that’s why he’s always running away with his hands covering his bits, even through a simple goodnight kiss.

STATUS ― virginity loss: success WORD COUNT ― 10k

✤ Chapter Two: Thirst Trappers LIE. [k.sy.]

You find your very innocent best friend’s secret thirst trap account. To your surprise, the “I’m not ready yet” Soonyoung, who literally sleeps with at least seven different plushies, consistently swings his dick at onlookers online. Grey sweatpants, no boxers, thigh flexing, moaning and whimpering audios.

Maybe he’s not so innocent after all.

And just maybe you’re right about that, because what he meant by “I’m not ready to have sex yet” really just meant “please have practice sex with me because four thousand people are trying to pull up and i don’t want to be bad at it but i didn’t know how to ask you.”

STATUS ― v card is actively blocking and reporting everyone who sends a dm EST WORD COUNT ― 5k+

✤ Chapter Three: Scoring One. [s.c.]

The second best hockey player on campus has a secret. Not that he cheats on his exams, or that he had a crush on the lunch lady growing up, it’s that he’s shamefully a virgin, despite his jersey sporting the big bold numbers of a six and a nine.

Thankfully, Soonyoung found out about his dirty little secret and provides him with a number and a promise that the girl on the other line has a thing for desperate dudes. What he didn’t know? He was just about to pay not only the number one party girl on campus to take care of his little issue, but his own little sister’s best friend.

STATUS ― v card is currently tucked in his pocket behind a picture of his little sister. CONTEXT NOTE― this fic does not include an age gap of more than two years. EST WORD COUNT ― 5k+

✤ Chapter Four: One unsolicited dick pic later. [l.sm.]

Never mind why he hasn’t managed to get laid, it’s not like he hasn’t laid in his room for years at night wondering the exact same thing. The current issue is the fact that his friends keep watching porn on the loudspeakers in the living room, he’s drunk, and he got the sudden confidence to send you a dick pic after not speaking to you since he wished you a happy birthday last year.

What he didn’t know though, is that you’ve had a crush on him since that time in third grade he punched Seungkwan for cheating off of his spelling test.

STATUS ― v card is currently sitting in your inbox unread alongside his raging hard-on. EST WORD COUNT ― 5k+

✤ Chapter Five: LOST DOG: FOUND [k.m.]

Mingyu had the chance to lose his virginity right around the time all of his friends did but, well, there were some mishaps. Unfortunately, years later, he is still lying about the loss of it and pretends that he definitely has sex on the regular. He probably would too, if it weren’t for the fact that he’s grown incredibly insecure about his body and what it actually means to sleep with someone.

Now though, the 26 year old man lives on the floor above you and is known as the pet-sitter of the building. Which is kind of great because it’s far too expensive to board your dog for weekend trips every month. You approach him for the first time with the offer of a hundred bucks to watch your dog, and of course he accepts.

The issue upon returning home? He lost your 70 pound dog. Like, the whole thing, he lost it.

STATUS ― v card being handed to you with the leash your dog was supposed to be on. EST WORD COUNT ― 5k+

✤ Chapter Six: LOSER. [j.ww.]

After adding some anonymous dude you found on your city’s subreddit looking for gaming friends, you find yourself confused when he suddenly ghosts you after trying to hold a non-gaming conversation.

Through his friends, you learn that he got cold feet because he’s never been with a woman before, and you decide that you’re just gonna have to show him that a man and a woman can be friends without the assumption that either of you want to fuck each other.

Except, maybe you’re not the best example to prove that, because now you can’t stop flirting with him. Now, you’re growing fond of the way he gets all flustered and turned on at the slightest implication of meeting face to face.

STATUS ― v card is hidden deep within his steam library EST WORD COUNT ― 5k+

✤ Chapter Seven: ISO: Anyone who wants me. [c.v.]

Vernon has never had a girlfriend and he wants one bad. Badder than bad. His group of friends get fed up with his consistent eye-rolls involving couples in public, them when they talk about their girlfriends or hook-ups, and ultimately decide to hold an auction at a campus-wide party.

He was feeling pretty ashamed about being announced as a virgin in need of some love, but the laughing didn’t bother him nearly as much when people actually start a bidding war.

Apparently, these auctions happen once every few years and it’s like, a whole thing or whatever. He just happened to be the lucky guy who suddenly has girls lining up for him with cash in hand. And you just happen to be the lucky girl to show him a good time.

STATUS ― v card is currently taped to his forehead EST WORD COUNT ― 5k+

✤ Chapter Eight: To whom it may concern, My desk is sturdy. [l.jh]

The worst thing about spending the night at work to reach deadlines is the fact that the new intern likes to hang out with him. Or rather, distract him. It's insane, really, how he's always about doing things by the book. His whole life revolved around rules and regulations, until he met you. He wanted to wait until marriage, and marriage was not in his books anytime soon. So, with all the stress on his back and you sitting across from him trying to get him to live a little, he decides to live a little too much.

STATUS ― v card framed on his office desk EST WORD COUNT ― 5k+

✤ Chapter Nine: How to be forgiven when you're (not) sorry. [h.j.]

Faith should be put into God, not the priest that consistently finds himself wanting to lead a pretty woman further from the union of God. He’s managed to hold off for most of his life from doing that, but all good things come to an end, he supposes.

Marrying two sophisticated and loving members of the church was the easiest part of his night. The hardest part was pretending that their distant relative didn’t show up in inappropriate attire, with an even more inappropriate need to flirt with a celibate priest. For both him and his God, he finds himself praying more for his sanity than for the happy marriage of the two he just joined together.

STATUS ― v card being used as a bookmark for his bible CONTEXT NOTE― this chapter contains inaccurate depictions of religious duties, sinning, blasphemy, questioning of god, and over all a blatant religion kink from yours truly. EST WORD COUNT ― 5k+

✤ Chapter Ten: Paying it forward. [y.jh]

CAMPUS NEWS: RICH NEW STUDENT LOOKING FOR LEGS TO SPREAD.

Being born into a rich family is great and all, sure, when the family isn’t so strict that Jeonghan wasn’t even allowed to close his own bedroom door growing up. Dating was off the table for him too, junk food, trash tv, and even choosing his own career path wasn't something he got to experience in life...yet.

Thankfully, those strict reigns loosened when he got into a college far, far away from home. Now? Jeonghan is out for blood, and by blood, he means he is out to experience all those first-times he missed throughout his teen years. First up on the to-do list: get laid.

STATUS ― brought his v card but forgot his wallet EST WORD COUNT ― 5k+

✤ Chapter Eleven: Friend Circles & Circle Jerks [b.sk.]

Seungkwan had his whole life planned out from the age of five. First, he would finish pre-school and get his diploma to become a doctor, mostly so he could buy a big mansion to live in with his family. Then, he would ask you, the neighbor kid next door, to marry him so that the two of you could stay up past seven in the evening.

Well, it’s safe to say that the now twenty five year old Seungkwan did not become a doctor, nor did he ask you to marry him. To put it simply, you friend zoned him before he ever got the chance to tell you that he’s wanted to kiss you since he learned what kissing was. Still, he sticks around, picking up your little broken heart pieces from the ex that just dumped you. His hopes are high that, maybe, you’ll take notice of how he’s saved himself for you, and that maybe you’d really give him a chance.

STATUS ― v card hidden behind his friendzone card EST WORD COUNT ― 5k+

✤ Chapter Twelve: 48 Missed Calls. [w.jh.]

Junhui dated you for three weeks in highschool. However, It was a simple act of curiosity between the two of you and it ended fairly quickly due to, well, being teenagers.

That’s how it was for you, at least. For Junhui? Maybe it was puberty, or maybe it’s just the puppy love he had for you but, he really couldn’t just let you go. He has brushed off any other person who offers interest towards him for years now because of you. You’re the only person he wants, and despite this obsession he has, you still manage to not notice it.

Which is why he still holds the title of your best friend. A very, very, protective best friend.

STATUS ― v card stuck in limbo just like his obsession with you CONTEXT NOTE― this chapter deals with instances of manipulation, obsession, and over all our boy here has some strange ass vibes (this chapter is not in any way dubcon or noncon). please be aware of this. EST WORD COUNT ― 5k+

✤ Chapter Thirteen: Probably (not) a bad idea. [x.mh.]

When Minghao couldn't get a girlfriend throughout his younger years, his focus landed on none other than the world wide web. There, is where he decided how he intends to lose his virginity. Several years and a very large porn addiction later, some lucky woman on one of the four different BSDM sites he signed up for will have the privilege of taking his virginity in more ways than one. He just knows he’s going to love every smothered, painful, wet, insulting second of it.

STATUS ― v card is being used as a pickup line CONTEXT NOTE― this chapter has sub/dom dynamics in where minghao is an alt submissive man. there is ass-play in this. p.s. it is not the greatest idea to lose your virginity to a stranger, especially if that stranger is found on a bdsm site. lower your moral standards for this one. EST WORD COUNT ― 5k+

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#seventeen smut #svt smut #losing it masterlist

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swagtastic-bougie-pompadour · 1 year

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I'm Clive, a normal academy student. Nothing more, nothing less.

Welcome to my SICK web page. I am Clive, a student at Naranja-Uva academy. I will not be posting my age, because that's "mad sketch" and not a safe use of the internet. But using people's preferred pronouns is "lit", so I will say that my pronouns are he/him.

I have joined Rotomblr on the advice of some of my BOMBASTIC friends. Fellow young students. Apparently many academy students use this website to discuss daily goings-on at the academy. And which of you are going into the Great Crater (which is NOT BASED).

And I want to share my daily YOLO moments too. Maybe I can spread some #Clivespiration with my team. (IGNORE THE IMAGE ON MY TRAINER CARD. I AM NOT SURE WHY IT RESEMBLES DIRECTOR CLAVELL AND IS MISSING MY STYLIN' POMPADOUR.)

Oranguru is my "best bro". We have been together for many years, but not that many. After all, I am clearly still in my student years. I have met many other "cray-cray" Pokémon on my travels through Paldea, as you can see on my (clearly mistaken) trainer card. I would be happy to discuss them in "asks". Or any concerns any students have about the academy. This account is always a safe space to discuss any bullying, harassment, or other challenging experiences you encounter during your time at Naranja-Uva. Because your friend Clive is a COOL GUY like that.

Also, remember to credit the artists who contribute to your wonderful posts, yo! My profile picture is by GOSSAN, for the TCG set "Shiny Treasure ex"! ...Even though I thought that was Penny who took it...

I'm also here. Hi. Penny. She/her and vee/veer/vees. I hack into... uhhh... "Clive's" account sometimes. In a friendly way. I'm usually just helping him make videos and other tech stuff he's a little too slow for, but feel free to ask me shit too... (OOC info below the readmore!)

~General unreality warning for this blog~

Hello. You all asked for it. So @aceoflilies (you may also know me as humming-pokemon-helpers) presents: Clive. (Okay, he's pretty obviously Clavell, but he's trying.)

Mod Ace (she/him) is an adult (21), happy to interact with anyone via asks, reblogs, DM's, etc. Any notes from mod will be denoted with //, or //OOC.

I'll mostly stick to canon here, but happy to interact outside it. Planning to stay mostly low-stakes here, but who knows. Clavell is the director of the biggest academy in Paldea after all.

Clive will generally deny any allegations of being Clavell. You can try, by all means, but he will not admit it. Might do some events where he's forced to answer stuff honestly, in which case I'll tag with #clavell mode.

Any posts made by Penny will generally be tagged with #hasta la vistar~* .

#clivespiration #intro post #pinned post #pkmn irl #pokeblogging #rotomblr #pokeblr #pokemon irl #real pokemon #pokemon clavell #pokemon clive #//i am both sorry and not sorry about the slang.#//it'll usually be a bit more toned down though.

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enluv · 10 months

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000: dead man’s grove – hoon’s close friends

scroll below the read more for details about the characters !

MASTERLIST OR PINKERTON FREAKS - (y/n’s intro)

SUNGHOON: (debatably) the funniest person you’ll ever meet, avid pokemon go player and insists it hasn’t died because he meets new people on it all the time! failing miserably to get through his final year of college but fuck it he’s made it this long he just needs a few more months till graduation. he’s the dude that always has his tweets go viral by accident just because people are like this is kinda controversial and I’ve always wanted to say it but didn’t wanna get canceled but now that he’s said it I can agree! read: funny loser but people love him!

JAY: touch his shit and you’re dead (figuratively he’d never kill anyone…) anyways he’s a pretty cool guy, hates that his coworker is inheriting the store he works at but whatever he’s fine it’s fine he’s not mad and didn’t want the store anyways like 🙄 also a pothead but more tolerable than our other one, has a semi decent doing youtube and tiktok where he posts guitar covers! read: wanted to inherit the record store and will bite your hand off if you touch his guitar he’s so serious.

JAKE: trust fund baby (?), but also on track to becoming a swimming star seeing as he’s the most anticipated swimmer of the season, already scouted by like ten different teams and refuses to pick one because he’s scared of them all, in turn this makes him hide more since they follow him around a lot, avid twitter user! read: rich kid swimmer jake 😻

JUNGWON: broke college student fighting for his life everytime he clocks into his job at Dunkin’ Donuts, hates working there but needs the money since he can’t get it from jake anymore (smh), he’s actually the funniest character but don’t tell any of the others that or they’ll throw a fit (his words), read: broke dunkin worker

NI-KI: runs a twitter meme account by accident - one day he just started gaining followers and now he has his own fandom called nikinators or kens (he likes to mess with barbs because he says he’s the more famous nicki), works at a grocery store and thinks it’s the best job in the world, he’s also in college but he’s a freshman so he’s just trying to get by this year! read: the actual funniest of the group and has a cult following to prove i

TGOY TAGLIST! - @odxrilove @kjrcrz @captivq @chaerybae @xiaoderrrr @mrchweeee @aerivrs @yunjinsbbg @meiinumaki @enhastolemyheart @teddywonss @enhaz1 @i-yeseo @stilesks @soobsnow @haechan-nahceah @wonhoonsluv @ice-dandan20 @rshmra @nhularin @binchanluvrr @fakeuwus @sunghoonluva @enha-cafe @maybee-may @stariszn @alanniys @yannew @ilovewonyo @moonlighthoon @mykalon @flwrshee @byunrieu @stealanity @luvistqrzzz @manooffline @malarign @haechansbbg @lemons4u @sngvhs @spilled-coffee-cup @hoonvrs - bold can’t be tagged!

— taglist is open - please send an ask or dm to be added!

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screadingchallenge · 2 years

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Behind the Keyboard Volume 28

Behind the Keyboard is a series of interviews with different Schitt’s Creek fanfic authors. The series will last as long as there is interest (from authors) and capacity (from me). If you are an author from the Schitt’s Creek fandom who would like to participate, send a DM to this account.

Each author was given ten questions. The first five questions are the same for every author, the last five will vary.

Let’s meet our next author:

@cheesecurdsgravyandfries / Poutini

How many fics have you written?

Roughly 70, all but one in the Schitt’s Creek universe, and one, dipping my toes into Red, White, & Royal Blue

When did you publish your first fic on AO3?

April 27, 2020

Describe your writing process from “Oh, I have an idea” to pushing publish on AO3.

“Oh, I have an idea!” turns into me thinking about it in my head as I fall asleep, drive to work, etc, so that by the time I open a Google doc, it’s practically written.

Tell me about your most recent fic? What do you love about it? Is there anything you think you could have done better?

I have a WIP in the RWRB fandom. It’s my first there. I have always loved the book, and then when they announced the filming of the movie and the actors, my brain kicked into overdrive. I love that it’s very on-brand for me, but folks in that fandom may not know it yet. I have no regrets or things I’d change…as of right now. It’s just tough being new in a fandom and kudos and comments are slow like molasses.

What advice would you give to someone who’s thinking about publishing their fic for the first time?

Do it! Do it for you, because it’s an accomplishment unto itself! Fuck that grade 12 english teacher that doubted you, and publish that shit.

If you work with a beta, what sort of feedback is most helpful? Do you always work with the same beta or do you have more than one?

I do not. Sometimes, I give the GDoc link to a trusted pal, but it’s more for validation prior to publishing than anything else.

In your mind, what’s the most important element of good writing?

Oooh. Plausibility. I can suspend it for certain things (like maybe refractory periods), but I need whatever I am reading to be plausible, at a bare minimum. For example, please don’t have your characters doing butt stuff with spit as lube. It’s not hot. Just give them lube. Taking care of your partner is sexy, I promise. And there’s no shame in researching what you don’t personally know.

How much of yourself do you put into your stories or characters?

I think just the fundamental pieces of not doing harm, or taking care of your partner, and writing sex that is plausible. Anything I write, one should be able to read and think “yeah, that could happen,” or imagine themselves in the situation.

The beginning, middle or end of a fic. Which do you like the most? Which is the worst?

The end. Give me a satisfactory end. Wanting more is a compliment, feeling unsatisfied and like you’ve been left hanging is another.

Who is another fic writer you admire and why?

Houdini74. Someone I have followed for three years. Though their writing has always been something I’ve enjoyed, it has really evolved over this time, and if you read their works in chronological order, you’ll see this growth, and it really is quite incredible. And when you add in that they’re a talented and creative artist, and overall a wonderful human that I am so pleased to call a real-life friend, then you’ve just got the best possible reason to participate in fandom.

#behind the keyboard #meet the authors #sc fanfic #schitts creek #schitt’s creek

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em0-alpaca · 5 months

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! INTRODUCTION !

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My name is Wilson, but you can call me Zephyr, Metal or Tape!! I use any pronouns but I prefer if you don't stick with just one when talking to me. [I also use neopronouns such as moth/robot/machine, though I'm still new to using them]

I'm a nonbinary pansexual polish folk!!

I'm over 18 and sometimes I may post suggestive content or artistic nudity, but I'm a SFW artist. :)

I'm a heavy reblog account so if you're looking for my art they're under the #tapeyart and #my art tags!

other tags:

#tapeyoc -> OC tag

#tape rambling -> text posts

#tape asks -> answering your questions!!

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DNI [TBA..]:

-> basic criteria [pedophiles, zoophiles, homophobes, proshippers, etc..]

-> any minecraftsmp, I don't know shit about it but due to some problematic people associated to it I don't want anyone interact with me

-> any accounts that are exclusively about Ultrakill [personal reasons]

-> people that are against neopronouns/xenogenders and selfcests... like cmon guys, it's XX and its harmless

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THINGS I'M INTERESTED IN [not in this specific order]:

-> Yume Nikki and it's fangames [.flow, Yume 2kki, Answered Prayers..]

-> LEGO [mostly Ninjago, LMK and Dreamzzz]

-> Sonic the Hedgehog

-> Cookie Run

-> The Binding Of Isaac

-> The Amazing Digital Circus

-> Don't Starve

-> Super Emo Alpaca

-> mlp infection aus [and mlp in general :3]

-> That's Not My Neighbor

-> Elsword

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OTHER SOCIAL MEDIA:

-> ToyHouse: dreamr0id

-> X: DREAMR0ID

-> Discord: dreamr0id

-> Steam: tapevorm

-> Artfight: EM0ALPACA

-> Sheezy.art: EM0ALPACA

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My ask box and DMs are always open, but I might not respond quickly due to my social anxiety and language barrier can come as an issue as my english isn't the best!! I'm planning on opening commissions in the future. I don't take art requests! if anything changes, I'll make a post announcing it. :]

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#intro post #introduction

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dogydayz · 6 months

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FINALLY A NEW PINNED POST!!!

Finally deciding to make a new, smaller pinned post for basic info. Hey!! My name's Dogy! I'm queer, nonbinary, and autistic. I tend to hover around the voidpunk spaces in terms of identity, and am very much neopronoun-friendly! They/them and ze/zem/zeir (pronounced like they/them but with 'z's) for me! I'm also 18, and my work is moreso catered to mature audiences, however nothing NSFW. (Please note I'm not super comfortable interacting with folks under 16 personally, but none of my stuff is much different than what most highschoolers read in English classes.)

I'm an artist who does primarily traditional and digital works, and also an amateur graphic design art hobbyist. I also sometimes make music, 3D work, and am a writer as well.

I work currently at a kennel and hope to possibly pursue a career related to animals in some manner, so I also will talk about animal-related topics here as well as reblogging things I find that are related to rescue work.

I'm not on Tumblr often just due to my ADHD and time-blindness, but when I can and see it I will reblog mutual support posts. I believe in not assuming that support posts are always fake, as that can be harmful to those genuinely in need of support. If you see me reblog a post from an account where it's proven that they're actually a scammer, please DM me and let me know (and also link the reblog of mine since it can be hard for me to sift back through them), and I will remove it! I don't want scams to muddle the landscape for those who need real help. I'm unable to donate on my own, but I wanna try to help folks who need it!

Onto other shit!

My current fandom of interest is Sonic, specifically Archie Sonic. I have NOT finished the Archie Comics, still in the process of reading it, I just love analyzing unintentional shit and making a ton of headcanons. For me, I make canon my bitch, so a lot of the times when I talk about characters it's my own interps and headcanons of them. If you're the sort to get overly upset over things not being exactly canon, my blog may not be the best for you lol, just a fair warning (though if you wanna avoid just my headcanons and still follow me, block the tag "dogyz headcanonz" as that'll be what I use for my stuff!)

My primary characters of interest are probably Scourge (obvious), Fiona, Zonic, and Dulcy, but I love a lotta the other characters too a lot lol. I very much ship Fiourge (Fionourge, whatever people call it), so please do keep any discourse about the ship off my blog. It causes me way too much stress.

Lastly, so I can finish this thing finally, if you're a bigot or anything of that sort, get the fuck off my blog, this place is absolutely not for you.

#pinned post #dogyz pinned

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lostforgottenspaces · 1 year

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Welcome!

Hi! I'm Lost and I recently started posting my writing so I figured I should probably make an info post. This will have a bit about me as well as a bit about the current fic I am writing.

(Plus some other fic ideas I have)

Note that all my writing is currently marauders content. If you are interested in something else feel free to send an ask! I am a part of many fandoms and am always open to new ideas!

Also if you would like to alpha/beta read for one of my fics send me a dm :)

My Info

I go by Lost or Leo (whichever you prefer) and I use all pronouns, but mostly she/her.

My ao3 account is queer70s and I will be posting any fics over there

I love the marauders, six of crows, the folk of the air, and many, many book series. TV shows I'm currently watching are Lucifer, The Blacklist, Titans and Criminal Minds.

If you want to chat feel free to dm me! I'm always interested in talking to new people!

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Pink Folders - WiP

Pink Folders is a dorlene/marylily fic and at this stage will be mostly Marlene's POV. The first chapter is posted! At this stage, I am not what my posting schedule will be like. I do have studying and other commitments so updates may take some time but once I figure out a schedule I will try my best to stick to it!

(This info will be updated as necessary)

Summary:

Marlene is frustrated. Her best friend's boyfriend is a manipulative, lying, piece of shit, and yet her best friend doesn’t seem to realise just how terrible he is. She needs proof. Proof that Snape is cruel, a liar, and a cheater. Fortunately, Alice knows someone who might be able to help.

Chapter 1. - tumblr

Pink Folders - ao3

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Other Fic Ideas

If any of these are something you would really like to read let me know! It's not guaranteed I will post them but if I finish Pink Folders I will likely start one of these.

Hotel California:

There’s a spot on a highway between Kansas and Missouri where reality is loose. If you pass through a specific section of road at the exact wrong speed you’ll find yourself in a parallel universe. They call it, Hotel California.

[a marauders au based on parts of the song Hotel California]

James needed some time.

After his, surprisingly okay, breakup with Lily, he decided to take a trip. It’s going to be great, he’ll be able to relax, meet new people, and get ridiculously drunk every night. He’ll spend all day asleep in some hotel bed and all night at whatever bar is closest.

The Hotel California was not his original plan of accommodation.

Jegulus/Wolfstar, currently James' POV

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Unnamed Fic:

This is a jegulus/wolfstar/rosekiller hogwarts fic. I actually have bits of this written but not a title or summary. Essentially Regulus comes back to school injured at the beginning of the marauders' 6th year and Sirius freaks out about how he could've lost his brother and starts trying to spend more time with him.

This fic has (actual) fake dating and plenty of black brothers arguing and maybe bonding.

Disclaimer!!!: This description may change a lot as I work out the plot and ideas I have for it! The fake dating bit in particular is being worked through and it may become actual dating but not an endgame ship. I can confirm though that jegulus/wolfstar/rosekiller are the intended endgame ships, so if any of them date other people it will be temporary.

#lostforgottenspaces #about me #personal post #marauders fic #my writing #writeblr #marauders era

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rockingego · 11 months

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୨⎯ Welcome!!⎯ ୧

⋇⊶⊰❣Info About Me!!❣⊱⊷⋇

╰┈➤Names!!

I'm weird with names tbh Best way someone has ever described it is that Im genderfluid but with namesI have plenty of names that can all be found here but the most common ones are:

☆Netto/Net

★Dorit

☆TOby/Tobi

★Rock

☆Ego

★Laika/Lai

☆Search

★Zacharie

Feel free to pick whichever one you'd like to call me

⋇⊶⊰❣Pronouns!!❣⊱⊷⋇

╰┈➤Any pronouns that AREN'T She/Her are a-okay with me I usually prefer He/Him Xe/Xir or They/Them but feel free to use any pronouns on me ESPECIALLYYYY other neopronouns

⋇⊶⊰❣Interests❣⊱⊷⋇

╰┈➤ Theres a lot and I'll add to the list whenever needed but the main ones are:

☆Rockman.EXE

★Rockman Classic Series

☆Demon Slayer

★Vocaloid (kinda)

☆Project Sekai

★Spy×Family

☆Kara No Kioku

★The Property Of Hate

☆The Amazing Digital Circus

More may appear every now and then on this account

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☆Pinterest! (Practically Dead)

★Ao3!

☆Fandom! [Only active on the PjskWiki]

I do have a discord but you have to dm me for it I'm not just putting it on my profile

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•Homophobes

•Transphobes

•Any type of LGBTQ+phobe

•Ableist

•Racist

•Proshipper/Profic or whatever its called now

•MAP

•Sexist

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Requests are always open I just can't gurantee it'll be good or I can get it done right awayPlease do not ask for:

•NSFW

•Proships

•An entire piece with background and multiple characters fully shaded and everything yknow

╰┈➤If you want a huge complex thingy or whatever please DM me about possibly commisioning instead! I prefer commisions in Nintendo Giftcards or Discord Nitro!! Feel free to DM if interested

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☆Any character from a SFW franchise!!

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Please remember these are **request!** I might not get to them quickly or be able to do what you want me to.

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malumxsubest · 1 year

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* knowing your partner well can potentially make writing a lot easier, repost, do not reblog.

meet the mun. — basics

NAME: loki PRONOUNS: she/her PREFERENCE OF COMMUNICATION: primarily on tumblr, but i also dig discord since it's a huge ass window instead of a small one on desktop. SINGLE / TAKEN: not relevant.

— three facts

i. i've been on tumblr for possibly eleven or twelve ( 11 or 12 ) years; excluding the hiatuses. ii. hella awkward. may be passionate and gush when i get incredibly happy about interacting with other muses that just vibe well with amelia. and vibing well with other muns. iii. will always ( whenever i remember ) send an ask thanking whomever follows me; opening the doors for communication despite being an socially awkward person.

— experience

i first started roleplaying on multiple rp sites since i was a freshman in high school since 2007, i believe. then shifted over to tumblr possibly around 2010??? i cannot remember considering i bounced around multiple blogs and accounts. so i have approximately 16 ( sixteen ) years or so of writing experience. which of course excludes the multiple hiatuses i've been in. ALL IN ALL, i still try my best with writing. despite writing for so long, im still shy and hesitant on my writing considering english is not my strong suit.

— sub-genres

FLUFF: don't get me wrong. amelia is very horrifying and a difficult person to deal with. however, there are moments where she allows herself to be soft. she adores her children very much. and she will always show that soft ( yet also stern ) motherly love to them. when it comes to fluff and softness, it's my favourite. i love the juxtaposition of a horrifying "villain" & cosmic entity just being a bit soft once and a while. especially when she has something to protect. it's the good shit. ANGST: YA KNOW WHEN I SAID I LOVE FLUFF??? well strap on and buckle up because I LOVE ANGST LIKE IT'S AIR. gimme gimme gimme. i find angst hella fun. and i just wanna toss my muse into situations like that for my own enjoyment. let her be soft for a moment but then she will clam up and rapidly build walls around her. not to protect herself, but more so not allowing such human & weak emotions get the best of her. HORROR: she THRIVES in horror. i need more horror friends just so amelia can thrive in that world. let her feast, ravage, torture, and be beautiful in sin. it's a wild ride when it comes to her. horror makes the world go 'round in these parts. so, yes. give me plenty of horror. SMUT: ya know, i don't mind sexual themes or smut when it comes to her. HOWEVER, im not gonna throw her around willy nilly because someone wants her. sure we can jest about it. i prefer the connection between two muses grow naturally. OR we discuss it beforehand. like, i love this stuff like the next person. but do NOT expect it. i don't mind posting it on here or discord. it will always be under read more and tagged accordingly. NOTE: that amelia MUST have romantic feelings with someone in order to do anything of the sort. she must love ( or whatever semblance of love she can conjure ) your muse in order to feel any sexual attraction.

— plots vs memes

it depends. i LOVE memes and use them for ice breakers. hell, even continue the meme/ask to an actual thread. but i also dig plotting. sure i may have the barest idea, but i love brainstorming with a mun to get the ball rolling. if you have an idea, lemme know in DMs :3 MUTUALS only tho.

— long or short replies

oh man. im like 50/50 ( fifty-fifty ) on this. sometimes i write long replies ( which i do my very best one. it's not one of my strong suits but im always trying to push myself ). sometimes i write short replies like a couple of paragraphs. or do some one-liners for quick n easy chatting between our muses.

— best time to write

i prefer writing at night; central time ( cst ). at night, i can just chill with hardly any distractions and music playing in the background for some extra brain activity to get the ball rolling.

tagged by: no one; stole the fuck outta this one tagging: @caracarnn @daevilhorns @merchantofwhispers @traumamade @alyafae @rhaigal @aufhcker @devildungeondm @grcccvy & youuuuuuuu.

#ˢᵘᶰ'ˢ ᶜᵒᵐᶤᶰᵍ ᵘᵖ. ᵇᵉᵗᵗᵉʳ ᵍᵉᵗ ᵇᵃᶜᵏ ᵗᵒ ᵐʸ ᶜᵒᶠᶠᶤᶰ [ooc]#;; mun

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sheepwasfound · 2 years

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Honestly the only things keeping my neutral are a) logic and b) CC response

a) as in - why in the everloving fuck would a guy as successful as dream lodge a career ending bomb into the hands of the stranger? He's always been excessively paranoid about anything that could endanger his image - this part just does not make sense to me in the slightest. Hell, this thought holds only more true on the assumption that's he's a complete asshole who only cares abt the cash and nothing else - all the more reason he wouldn't do anything to put himself at risk. I'm not trying to sound parasocial at all - its safe to say that none of us can vouch for his morals, especially after all of this. What anyone on earth CAN vouch for is his business sense - and this is a bomb noone in the right mind would consider, especially over the course of several years.

b) CC response - and I agree this is pure theorising. Only at the beginning did some smaller CCs speak up on his abhorrent behavior and they were those who had already spoken negatively of him before all of this. The other CCs have said nothing. Even the CCs that dislike him have since, to my knowledge, said nothing. This is. Very strange for a number of reasons, and coupled with the one above, highly suspect.

Overall, I have major doubts about the instagram dms and is due to lack of rationale - why her, of all people on earth ? Someone who has been previously expressed obsession with a particular cc, and would take immense pride in any and all attention shown to her? I strongly believe that some of the instagram dms are fabricated, especially the latter ones from 2022. I fully believe the earlier ones are real based on confirmation from dream himself.

yeah, these are some of the factors that make this still uncertain for me too. but also gotta remember that sometimes men do really stupid shit when they're horny (as in completely illogical -- even when there's easier ways to relieve the horniness, they still pick the one fucked up thing they're obsessed with instead), and dream might be able to make cc's not talk just by showing them legal action really is happening. still, very weird stuff that definitely lends some context.

the instagram dm's are also a bit interesting in the sense that we know for sure she deleted some of her messages. we can't know if anything else has been deleted, particularly leading up to the snapchat part. personally i guess my best hope would be that just the snapchat part of those dm's is fake, but...that's pretty damn wishful thinking, let's be real. but it's not like the chances are zero.

still, if the snapchat really was shared, we don't know the context of why because dm's leading up to it may have been deleted and we don't know what messages were actually sent in the snapchat app itself. still, sharing a snapchat account to a fan is a major red flag cus of the connotations of the app as the "no proof to show" app. we know that dream just happens to love the app and therefore maybe he wanted to talk on there instead cus he actually uses it, but also, maybe the reason he loves the app is cus he can do whatever on there. there's no knowing. and also why did he want to talk to this fan so badly anyway? her being hot is sort of a more logical reason than the help-me-become-a-streamer messages, and if her being hot is the reason, thennn...you know

however, snapchat isn't fool-proof either, is the thing with that. it's not actually that it's some guarantee no proof will be left behind. how much authorities can recover (especially when allowed access to the actual device the stuff was sent from) is one thing, but also, people can take photos and videos of their phone with another camera and there's no knowing. it's insanely risky to do. snapchat doesn't actually really lend any more secrecy to anything unless you're too dumb to figure out there's so many ways for people to be saving what you're sending. it is hard for me to imagine dream being that stupid (especially with how versed he is with snapchat), but still, he might be

as for why her specifically, there's no answer to that though. the kind of people that exploit their fans in these ways tend to specifically target the people who are very intense fans who won't condemn anything. and he most likely had no knowledge that she had been posting tiktoks of their conversation and stuff like that anyway. then again, in the messages she seemed less like an intense fan and more like someone who was aspiring to become a cc and tried to get some kind of advice or an in. that could still be the type of fan that gets targeted though, because you could use their aspirations to bribe them with things to get things from them. no one is safe really. any kind of fan could fall into these types of things, and it's scary as hell.

but getting falsely accused of it would be fairly scary too, and i believe everyone should be listened to and everyone should be scrutinized. as crappy as that is for everyone involved, it's the only way to the truth. glad legal action is being taken

#sheepy ask #Anonymous #cw discourse

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picie · 2 years

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𝐏𝐈𝐍𝐍𝐄𝐃 𝐏𝐎𝐒𝐓 𝐂𝐎𝐍𝐓𝐀𝐈𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐁𝐋𝐎𝐆 𝐈𝐍𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐌𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍!! Below are going to be my 𝙍𝙐𝙇𝙀𝙎, my 𝘼𝘽𝙊𝙐𝙏 𝙈𝙀 & 𝙒𝙊𝙍𝙆 𝙎𝘾𝙃𝙀𝘿𝙐𝙇𝙀, my 𝙊𝙏𝙃𝙀𝙍 𝘽𝙇𝙊𝙂𝙎, and 𝘿𝙄𝙎𝘾𝙊𝙍𝘿. Please read below the cut !! Thank you !

Firstly, HELLO !! My name is 𝙋𝙃𝙊𝙀𝙉𝙄𝙓™ ( You may also call me Beck ). I’m non-binary ( she/ her OR they/them ) && and I’m 27 years old. I’ve been roleplaying on Tumblr since 2009/2010. Obviously, I’ve been here... a while. If I am not here on this blog, here are the other blogs I own: 𝐙𝐀𝐄𝐋𝐔𝐌𝐀 𝐒𝐇𝐈 𝐙𝐈𝐀𝐁 - ( Original Character - Mid activity ) A titan prince who was cursed at birth, suffering from memory loss. His responsibility as a prince was to marry another titan, Ramlah, to keep the peace between royal unions, but has forgotten of her and their betrothal. Ramlah, in her anger, acted out such frustration, taking a large potted plant and smashing it over his head. Do to this, he was under a coma. When he awoke, the damage had severed his nerves in his ears, causing him to go deaf... [ ALSO YOU CAN VISIT ZAEL’S WORLD WEBSITE HERE ] 𝙅.𝙀.𝙉.𝙊.𝙑.𝘼 - ( Canon Divergent: OF FFVII - Low Activity ) Mysterious, vengeful, all knowing. A goddess, if not more. A being who sits between life and death, if not both personified. A reaper without a cloak. She is but a deity of purity, and darkness all at once. A thing, whom ShinRa obsessed over. A woman he calls Mother. The universe unfolds before her, and she pulls the strings beyond the written story. Who is she, exactly? If not just an existing thing? Heaven’s Dark Harbinger. The Calamity; JENOVA.

I work at a warehouse via at GAP. INC. I have promised 35/40 hour weeks. My schedule is as follows: Sunday / Tuesday 5:30am - 3:30pm Wednesday / Saturday are my days off.

This is a roleplay account for a fandomless original character, PIXIE MONCLAIRE and this will also be a place to put my game screenshots as well. I ask that other personal gamer blogs/personals in general do not reblog my promos, THANK YOU ! THINGS TO CONSIDER: This blog may contain some NSFW content, which will be tagged for the safe dash. These also may include things in roleplay threads: Blood/Bleeding Violence/Fighting Death/Slaying/Killing all things will be tagged as nsfw along with the trigger via tags! FOLLOWING: I am not one of those people who expect others to follow me back if I follow them. I follow certain blogs because of the simple fact that I like their content. I’m not expecting a follow back from anyone. I won’t at all be offended if I don’t. I’m not here for a follow count… LEAVE YOUR TOXIC WASTE IN IT’S BIN: If you don’t like me, or like someone else in the fandom, or like someone in another fandom. DON’T FOLLOW ME. DON’T FOLLOW THEM. I don’t want to see anymore negative shit posts (he said/she said) splash across my dashboard. If anyone has a problem with someone; anyone take it to IM, take it to Skype, take it to Discord. Or simply just click that unfollow button. KEEP THE TOXIC WASTE OFF THE DASH! NSFW CONTENT/ THREADS: THIS IS. A GREY AREA. I am planning an older version of this muse. BUT LET ME BE CLEAR: At the end of the day, Pixie is A MINOR && ( 9 YOA ) && WANT TO STRESS THAT I DO NOT/ WILL NOT ACCEPT nsfw threads/ ships. However, if you would like to plot a ship with her older version, PLEASE PLEASE send me a DM or hit me up on Discord so that we can discuss it. ACCEPTANCE | LIKES: Roleplay fandoms willing to follow: ღ Final Fantasy Characters (Game Series) ღ Disney Characters (Disney PIXAR) ღ Dreamworks Characters (Movies/Series) ღ Horizon, Zero Dawn Characters (Video Game) ღ Dragon Age | DAI Characters (Game Series) ღ The Witcher Characters (Game Series) ღ Open to OC Characters ღ starters I am willing to write out / give a shoutout starter posts for those whom are wanting one. Starters are always welcome from others as well. Shoutout posts, tagged, ect... ღ plotting The best kind of roleplay is a plotted one. Don’t be afraid to ask me to plot, nor will I be shy about wanting to plot with others! ღ pre relations Allowing pre-established relations between certain muses. ღ shipping Selective Shipping, I believe there has to be a sort of chemistry between the two before deciding to make them a couple, but I’m also open about odd ships/pairings as well. DISADVANTAGE | DISLIKES: ღ godmodding I control my character’s actions, I control my character’s plot-line, relations, ect. DO NOT take the reigns and control my character for me. It’s rude. I, in turn, will abide by this rule. ღ forced Forced shipping is not tolerated, forced plotting is not tolerated, forced M!A are not tolerated. ღ magic anons Not Accepting ღ anon hate Not tolerated, will be deleted and swept under the rug. Posted hate isn’t worth anyone’s time and a waste of space on the dash. ღ icons Do not steal any icons from me unless you have permission to use them. All of the icons I use are made by me, and there will be consequences if I see them being used without my permission.

If you have any questions or want to plot with me, or even have a chat, you can add me on Discord: 𝙋𝙃𝙊𝙀𝙉𝙄𝙓 𝙌𝙐𝙀𝙀𝙉™#3229 That’s it! Thank you for taking the time to read this! Remember to drink your water, wear your seatbelt, && have fun roleplaying! Sincerely, 𝙋𝙃𝙊𝙀𝙉𝙄𝙓™

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frosnpls · 1 year

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cw rhory (and suicide) talk again and general mental health talk

following on from that post yesterday i do definitely need therapy because as much as i convince myself ive healed (and to be fair i have, his death may have been traumatic but its incredible how quickly you realise you were being abused when youre... not being abused anymore) i do sometimes miss him and i hate it. ill see things like accounts from others who've lost people to suicide and it triggers that deep emptiness i felt when he first died despite the fact that he essentially ruined the first few years of my adult life

part of me wishes id never even met him but then i dont know if i would be as close to the friends i have now without him having been there (most of them anyway, if we pretend he didnt have one my best friends blocked because he would get jealous of how much fun i had speaking to her) and i also think he would have. died a lot sooner if i hadnt met him. his brother in law once told me it seemed like id afforded them two more years with him alive and i think it was meant to be grateful but in a way it was just upsetting because it made me feel guilty for all the times i had wished i didn't know him. it felt like i couldnt even afford a theoretical past version of myself that release. i know ultimately his death wasn't my fault and in fact i actively prevented it for a long time but it always always feels like i should have done something else. i feel like i shouldve told his brother that he was actively suicidal again but id come to his brother about it so many times that i think he just didnt think anything of it anymore.

and like despite how much i suffered through everything i dealt with with him i. do miss how we were sometimes. not him specifically, but the relationship we had when it was good. sometimes it upsets me that i cant even remember most of the positive times despite there being so many of them for the first two years we knew each other. sometimes i catch a glimpse of the tattoo on my arm when im getting out of the shower. the tattoo of one of his drawings, one of the only ones i managed to save when he deleted every single message he'd ever sent me. and sometimes it makes me feel like shit because i have this constant reminder of the boy who abused me emblazoned on my body, and nobody's first tattoo at the age of 21 should be a memorial to their boyfriend who killed himself, and it just makes me feel like shit because under everything else i really did love him and thats why i never walked away. thats why i didnt give up on him even when i started realising how damaging it all was for me. i loved him so much and i fucking hate saying it because logically i shouldnt have. its. a lot and its so complicated and nobody but me ever, ever saw it because he masked it around other people or would just dm me instead of saying anything out loud, and i could only tell people very nervously in private and i never had a way of proving it.

i think the hardest part is that my aocial circle now is almost exactly the same as it was when he was in it. all of our friends mourned that loss just the same. some of them know about the abuse now, but most of them don't, and the grief they will occasionally express (though never directly around me, which i appreciate) is so plain and easily explained and i almost feel jealous that i can't grieve the way they can. without any of the complicating factors. and that sounds so horrible but i wish my feelings about him were just SIMPLE.

i have a floater in my left eye. when i was with him, i developed stress stims. i would bash my hand against my head or bash my head against the corner of my desk. floaters are caused by head trauma. im consistently reminded of what that time was like every time i move my left eye in the right lighting.

i remember one particularly bad night where i cried for four hours straight because he just refused to talk to me like a normal person, blamed me for everything that was happening between us and told me to leave him alone and never speak to him again. i knew if i agreed to that he would kill himself as soon as he could. i knew i was the only thing keeping him alive, and that he resented me for that. i used to get acne on my nose and sleeve burns on my eyelids from crying so often and for so long each time.

it was fucking horrendous and i can't even vent to anyone because most of them grieved his death too. we don't even say his name - if he comes up it's always "you know" or "someone else, you know who i mean". so i think i... should really do a proper therapist hunt.

#personal #delete later just need to. put my thoughts down rn

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itsbeeble · 1 year

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Rules!

Hi everyone! I realized that I never posted an official what I do and do not write, so I’ll do it now before I finish up with Lovin’ Me pt 2!

General:

- Put simply: Don’t be rude. If you don’t like something, either DM or send an ask and POLITELY inform me of your complaint and I’ll do my best to fix it. Just don’t be an ass or I’ll just block you.

- DO NOT INTERACT WITH MY ACCOUNT IF YOU ARE UNDER 18.

- Most of my fics will involve some sort of smut, but there will be warnings so you know for sure. Please read all warnings attached to the post so you’re aware of what to expect.

- Speaking of warnings, if I happen to miss something (which does happen because tbh I forget half the shit I write once I do my glance through before posting) PLEASE let me know so that I can fix it!

- I know this probably won’t happen, but please don’t call me any pet names unless you ask beforehand and I give the okay. Ik it’s weird since half of my fics involve some sort of pet name but I just don’t like being called petnames by strangers.

Writing:

- I don’t have a set schedule for my writing as I’m a full time student who also works two jobs, so please don’t expect regular updates. I write in my free time, and I try to let you all know when I plan on posting but it may be scattered.

- In terms of requests, when they are open I will accept anything as long as I find myself comfortable. Please be respectful when requesting things, and try to peek through the rules again before sending a request otherwise I may end up deleting the request.

- When requesting, if you have a certain topic you’d like me to stay away from, please let me know!

-I do not write ANYTHING related to noncon. I will not write full fics of it, I will barely even HINT at it (but that’s only if I were to write a full length fic and the plot has something to do with it but that is HIGHLY unlikely).

- Same goes with any sort of physical abvse. I do not write for that and I will never write for that.

- That being said, some of my characters (or portrayals) may be seen as toxic or manipulative. I try to avoid it going to the extent of triggering, but if you find yourself being uncomfortable PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE LET ME KNOW AND I WILL TAKE THE POST DOWN AND FIX IT!!!!!!!

- I don’t currently write A/B/O. Idk why. It’s not like I hate it, I just don’t know how to write it so until I figure out how I’d write an A/B/O fic, this rule stays. I’ll experiment in my drafts and if I find myself comfortable with how it’s written, then this rule will disappear.

- I will write smut, fluff, and angst mostly for ATZ, SVT, TXT, and TBZ. However, if there is a specific group or idol you’d like me to try writing for, then I likely will try. You can always send me an ask to confirm if I will write for the group, but unless I truly do not like the group (highly unlikely tbh unless they’ve done something I don’t approve of), then I will write for them.

- I write for anyone of LEGAL AGE, but for smut specifically they have to be at LEAST be born in 2001. Anyone born in 2002 will only have angst or fluff written. This will change as idols age and I continue writing, but for now this is the rule.

MORE RULES MAY BE ADDED AS TIME GOES ON!!!

#itsbeeble #itsbeeble masterlist #itsbeeble rules #kpop #kpop imagines #seventeen #seventeen imagines #ateez #ateez imagines #tomorrow x together #txt #txt imagines #the boyz #the boyz imagines

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aromanticdevil · 2 years

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This account nobody knows about is the only way I can speak out against my abuser.

My abuser who started off as a good friend. Someone who would message me everyday to chat. Someone I would play games with, laugh, have fun. My abuser was someone I felt safe around after years of living in an abusive household.

Then I started noticing things.

My abuser would send me multiple messages at odd times of the day, often at around 3 am. And it wasn't like we were in different timezones either. They would spam me with message after message, then consistently get upset at me for not responding to them when I was *checks notes* sleeping???

It only got worse from there.

They started getting passive aggressive, using jokes as a "coping mechanism" and joking about being groomed while making me DEEPLY uncomfortable to the point where I had to ghost them for a brief period to calm myself down. They would start demanding attention from not only me, but to people in our friend group as well.

"nobody ever pays attention to little ol me! Even though I actively avoid joining group activities" and when they WOULD join activities and conversations, they would always attempt to shift the focus on them no matter what the subject was.

They always had something to complain about, and for a while I was perfectly fine with letting them vent and offering advice when I could, but it got to the point where it was just too much.

One day, I sent them something in our group chat because it reminded me of them..and my love language involves sharing things that remind me of my friends. I was immediately met with a passive-aggressive response. "UHM you didn't acknowledge the post I made yesterday :/", a post that had nothing to do with me specifically so I failed to understand why it was so important for me to see. I was busy with a project at the time, which had a very tight deadline— and it caused me to be somewhat distant...but I still tried my best to keep in touch with my friends while I took breaks.

The sudden aggression I faced when I asked them why a post from over 24 hours ago was more important than the one I sent recently. It appeared that they not only wanted validation—but validation from me specifically. Which isn't inherently bad in itself, but the way they implied that I didn't interact with a post they made because I was busy with other stuff was just?? Wild.

This causes me to block them for a brief while, because I was experiencing an emotional flashback. Even if my choice at the time wasn't the right thing to do, I still felt like I needed a space to calm down without a passive aggressive jerk breathing down my neck in DMs.

I did eventually apologize to them even though they never apologized to me for snapping at me in the first place COUGH and based on how they reacted, I assumed the apology was accepted and we were able to move on.

Cut to a month or so later, a mutual friend wanted to invite a new friend onto a server. I gave them the ok and they invited the new person to the server. Everything was going well in a voice chat until suddenly, new friend (Let's call them "Z") was banned from our server? I was confused, and since I was a moderator I was able to go back and overturn the ban. It had to have been a glitch right? Z was then banned again almost immediately. Turns out my asshole friend, who was the other moderator, kept banning Z out of a fit of jealousy.

I immediately called them out on it like "uh hey maybe don't abuse your power to ban somebody who did nothing wrong?? At least communicate with me??", And they proceeded to go "oh you have a lot to talk about communicating!!" ....as if we didn't discuss the issue that happened those months ago?? I was trying so hard to remain calm, yet on the server (which EVERYONE could see happening in real time) they kept accusing me of shit I never did and saying I never apologized even though I fucking did?? And apologize for what, you may ask? Blocking someone who was being an asshole to me? Meanwhile they were the one who screamed at me and I didn't get anything from that.

I was forced to apologize a second time despite explaining that I already did apologize, and then everything was ok again.

It's now December.

After another month and a half of us being "ok", I suddenly find out that my abuser had blocked everyone in our group server. And for some reason instead of sending a message to me, he sent a message to our mutual friend (who was actually defending him the entire time the drama was going on), basically gaslighting them and blaming them for our relationship falling apart?? Fucking hello? What the hell did this mutual friend (calling them M) do? If anything M was on your side the entire time. M wasn't doing it maliciously either...M just wanted their friends to get along, and that's a very understandable position to be in. Yet blaming M for "never inviting them to things" (despite the fact that M was literally about to invite them DIRECTLY to something that day) and just making M feel guilty over a situation they had no control over in the first place.

After being cut off for a few months, I get told that my abuser wants to get back into contact again to patch things up?? AGAIN? Are you fucking kidding me? And guess what: they demanded another APOLOGY for blocking them for what has now been over 8 months ago at the time of writing this. This would have been my third apology. For the exact same thing. And listen— if my apology wasn't genuine sounding the first time, then why the fuck didn't they just tell me? Hell- why didn't they also explain what was actually going on at the time besides "oh I was moving" (yes moving can be very stressful but that doesn't give you an excuse to be an asshole 3 seperate times)??

Worst part is that before we broke contact off for the second time (as my abusers choice this time), they tried to convince me that my one friend was being mean? Without being specific or even sending a screenshot to explain what the issue actually was?

I asked that friend, "R", and you know what happened? They send me screenshots of them kindly requesting my abuser to not spam them, and then the next several messages after that of my abuser acting a little condensing about being accused of spamming, and then R apologizing and my abuser ACCEPTING THE APOLOGY.

And now R and I are being roped into the same situation because we "both refused to apologize" which is wild because at least ONE of us has proof that they apologized for...asking for their boundary (which was displayed on their discord status for everyone to see) to be respected?? The no spam boundary??

I regret having deleted my abusers DM history because now I have a harder time defending myself without sounding like I'm crazy, but my GOD if I can't save myself I can at least save my friend.

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𝕁𝕌𝕁𝕌𝕋𝕊𝕌 𝕂𝔸𝕀𝕊𝔼ℕ ℍ𝔼𝔸𝔻ℂ𝔸ℕℕ𝕆ℕ𝕊

𝕊𝕦𝕞𝕞𝕒𝕣𝕪: how they react to your fake friend

𝕀𝕟𝕔𝕝𝕦𝕕𝕖𝕤:Yuji Itadori, Megumi Fushiguro, Nobara kugisaki, Gojo Satoru, Nanami Kento, Toge Inumaki, Yuta Okkotsu, Maki zenin

𝕎𝕒𝕣𝕟𝕚𝕟𝕘𝕤:comfort, fake friend, talking shit, comforting s/o, typos, and error, bully

Masterlist

YᑌᒍI ITᗩᗪOᖇI

He noticed how sad you were when you told him what happened he was mad and asked the name of the person who hurt you

I feel like he would find their social media account and dm them and say “can you stop and leave my girl alone, you don't wanna see me expose you right?”

After that, the person never really bothered you but those times you cried to him he was there to comfort you

He just wants you to forget it cause it hurts him too, cuddles and movie marathons are a thing so you distract yourself

If he does meet the person doesn't matter to him if it's a girl or a boy he would glare at them until they leave

ᗰᗴᘜᑌᗰI ᖴᑌᔕᕼIᘜᑌᖇO

Comforts you immediately he doesn't ask what happened until you spill it yourself but if you don't he would get worried and maybe let you spill the tea he's worried and doesn't want you sad

Would personally face the person and talk shit in front of them this baby has no shame he's not leaving until the person is sorry and crying on their knees

After that incident, the person never bothered you again because he would not let anyone lay or hurt your feelings again

He reminds you that it's okay to have breakdowns cause it's a part of human nature, he also tells you that he will always be there for you no matter what good or bad

Cuddle lots of affection behind closed doors

ᑎOᗷᗩᖇᗩ KᑌᘜIᔕᗩKI

Oh God they better run CAUSE THIS WOMAN RIGHT HERE WOULD CHASE THEM AROUND

Do you know Karens? Yeah SHES LIKE THAT to the person who talked shit and exposed fake secrets of yours that were never true

This girl would fight them she's not stopping until she's satisfied

“Yeah you loser how dare you do that you look like shit my s/o only made friend with you cause you look like a big a hell of loser with no friends”

You assured her that it was fine not a big deal and she's like “not a big deal? Honey the only person that's allowed to talk shit about you is me!”

TOᘜᗴ IᑎᑌᗰᗩKI

He might tease and prank you but this baby would kill that fake ass bitch

He has no shame on exposing that person on social media that fake friend might have backstabbed you BUT HE WOULD BE more worse

Like nobara, not satisfied enough

He always shows you affections and talks about how pretty you glow you don't deserve a friend like that

Tells you he can be your friend and your lover 💕 at the same time

ᗰᗩKI ᘔᗴᑎIᑎ

She would lose her dignity and talk shit to that fake friend

I just know she would do the same thing that the fake friend did to you

Comforts you a lot since you were sad all week about it, “don't be upset about that people are full of shit this days”

You think she's over about that person? Oh no she was just getting started if you can't do a revenge then she would

YᑌTᗩ OKKOTᔕᑌ

Very mad he doesn't want his s/o feeling the same way he experienced

He wants you to be happy and healthy he comforts you and do his best to make you happy

Would not face the person instead face the parents he would be humble at first then get mad “did you raise your child well?, well I don't think so they act like shit”

Tells you it's fine now that person would leave you alone and give you a big hug

Overall he may look chill about it but deep inside he is mad and wanna plan revenge for what that person did to you

ᘜOᒍO ᔕᗩTOᖇᑌ

Get to the point ladies this manchild manwhore or whatever HE IS READY TO SUE that person

No one hurts their s/o because they have to face him first

his mad about it would Pay more just to win the case cause even if the world collapsed it's always that bitch fault

That loser messed with the wrong person literally

After that, he took you out and spoiled you cause that's what you deserve and not humiliation

ᑎᗩᑎᗩᗰI KᗴᑎTO

He never liked that friend of yours cause he had doubts

He only kept quiet about it because it's your friend and personal life

When he found your eyes puffy he immediately hug you and asked what’s the matter

He is ready to FIGHT when you told him about it

The next day you found yourself sitting in a cafe with the person who wounded your emotional feelings and apologizing

#jujutsu kaisen x reader #gojo satoru x reader #jjk x reader #megumi fushiguro x reader #nanami kento x reader #toge inumaki x reader #maki zenin x reader #nobara kugisaki x reader #yuta okkotsu x reader

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