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seasons-of-gundamwing · 2 years

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GW Summer Love

Hey Wingers! It’s time for the summer event!

Please create a work -or numerous works- to do with these prompts. You can use one prompt or all of them however you wish. Creations can be fanart, fanfiction, mood boards, playlists, cosplay, SIMS scenarios, crafted works, posed works (like you have figurines and take pics of them doing whatever), etc. Have fun with it!

The only requirement is that one of the MAIN characters you use for your creation is from Gundam Wing!

Creations can be SFW or NSFW, just be sure to tag them accordingly! Please post them up either here on Tumblr with the tag “GW Summer Love″, so we can reblog it! Post them up on Twitter with the tag “#GWSummerLove″ to be retweeted from GWThisWeek. Post it up on Pillowfort with the tag “GW Summer Love″ and add it to the This Week in Gundam Wing Events community page! OR you can add them to the Seasons of Gundam Wing (SeasonsGW) collection on AO3, please also add the tag (in the additional tags section) “GW Summer Love″!

Have fun making all these wonderful characters fall in love over the summer!

There are 14 prompts below!

You have from now until August 1st to complete any works for this event! Posting will be August 1st -7th, 2022!

1. Camping

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3. Festivals

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5. Picnic

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7. Water balloon/gun fight

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9. County fairs

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11. Hide and Seek

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13. S’mores

14.

#Gundam Wing #Seasons of Gundam Wing #GW Summer Love #Summer Event!

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razorspidey · 19 days

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intro ⋆ READ B4 INTERACTING ⌁

my name is ajax/reo (you can call me either of those names) my pronouns are he/xe i am a minor (i'm 4teen) and i used to be @spinnspidey and @radiospidey and @knifespidey (that was the more known one) but i got t worded (again...). to whoever got me t worded, block dnt report. thanks!! ૮ ˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶ ა yeah so heres my intro. i'm a little bit of a weirdo if i do say so myself and i'm heavily tumblr obsessed so yeah i'll be on here nd i'll probably post a lot ^^ i'll post whatever goes through my mind which might be bad so warning on that. i might show symptoms of mental illnesses and if i do then mb idk not really my problem… but heads up i WILL say shit that shows that im not doing great. please do not try to save me or smth. also im looking for friends so bmf i promise im nice. DISCLAIMER: I DO NOT PROMOTE ANYTHING THAT I POST. I AM POSTING AS A WAY TO VENT.

more info + stats under the cut!!! (tw for talking about sh + ed. don't like, don't read.)

sh﹐tw . . . ⋆ i have been cvtting since 2022 ⋆ i have hit styro ⋆ only styro on my thighs ⋆ i am not allowed to cvt anymore (unfortunately) ⋆ i have cvt my thighs, arms, stomach, and neck ⋆ most scars on thighs + arms ⋆ mostly cat scratches ⋆ all scars have healed (or are almost done in the process of healing) ⋆ my parents found out so i can't do it for now... (⇀‸↼‶)

ed﹐tw . . . ⋆ i have always hated my body ⋆ started trying to lose weight january 2023 ⋆ started around december 2023 (probably before, like over the summer but idk...) ⋆ 160 cm (last time i measured myself at least..) ⋆ sw 57.6 kg (bmi 22.5) ⋆ hw 60 kg (bmi 23.4) ⋆ lw 51 kg (bmi 19.9) ⋆ cw 51.2 kg (bmi 20) [will update every morning] ⋆ gw 1 50 kg (bmi 19.5) ⋆ gw 2 45 kg (bmi 17.6) ⋆ gw 3 40 kg (bmi 15.6) ⋆ ugw 38 kg (bmi 14.8) [or lower tbh...]

dni . . . ⋆ basic dni (idrc ngl, do what you want but don't report me thanks) ⋆ judgmental people ⋆ overly sensitive people ⋆ people with mdni on their profile (i am literally a minor.) ⋆ creeps (guess you can interact but i'll ignore you if you say anything weird because one, i'm a minor, and two, i have a boyfriend.) ⋆ nsfw accounts (by this i mean accounts that reblog/post nudes, it's fine if you have some form of nsfw text but images is crazy) ⋆ people who aren't ok w dark topics/get uncomfortable by stuff like that (this is more for you than for me, i dont wanna make anyone upset) ⋆ people who get triggered by talking about sh, ⭐️ving, alcohol, etc… (yes i am aware that it's bad, no don't come to my dms with a savior complex telling me to get help. i'm trying to get help) ⋆ i block freely btw cuz ik a lot of ppl dont respect dni lists + theres people who are unavoidable at times…

byi . . . ⋆ if you interact with me, i might seem excited n stuff ⋆ i might sound like i'm flirting but i'm not (i have a partner and i love them) ⋆ i can make a lot of sex jokes ⋆ i am very immature ⋆ dnt try to "fix" me, i'll probably block you or ignore you ⋆ i'm a little unusual so yeah ⋆ dnt be scared to interact w me i luv talking to peopleヾ(≧∇≦)ゞ ⋆ i am not pro €d or $h i just post about it and my experience…

fandoms . . . ⋆ hypmic (hypnosis mic) ⋆ genshin impact ⋆ paralive (paradox live) ⋆ servamp ⋆ tougen anki ⋆ karneval ⋆ bsd (bungou stray dogs) ⋆ seraph of the end ⋆ litc (lost in the cloud) ⋆ kagerou daze ⋆ the case study of vanitas ⋆ pandora hearts ⋆ enstars (ensemble stars) (i am KIND OF a part of it because my ex filled me up on a lot of lore when we were together…) ⋆ pjsk (project sekai) ⋆ theres probably some others but i forgot…

interests . . . ⋆ vkei ⋆ scene ⋆ anything bloody ⋆ cannibalism (ooh edgy) ⋆ tortures ⋆ psychology ⋆ music (i listen to vkei, scene, metal, etc…) ⋆ vampires ⋆ fanfiction (mostly genshin but other stuff occassionally) ⋆ true crime (im not tcc) ⋆ rarepairs (mostly genshin) ⋆ bats ⋆ writing ⋆ books ⋆ etc… ⋆ btw if youre interested in any of these or are interested becoming friends PLEASEEE message me 🙏🙏😓 im looking for friends pleaseplwaseplease

tags . . . ⋆ i tag all my posts with #razorspidey ⋆ i tag my normal posts with #razorspideys normal posts, meaning they are unrelated to $h and/or €d related things ⋆ i dont have a specific tag for $h/€d/vent related things so beware. i usually put a warning on all my posts like that at the end of the post tho ⋆ i tag my moodboard with #razorspideys moodboards ⋆ i tag stuff about me/my life as #razorspideys diary ⋆ i tag my rants/more serious posts with #razorspidey rants ⋆ block any of those tags or my blog if you do not wish to see it!!!

other links . . . ⋆ fanfic/dead dove: do not eat blog ⋆ poem blog ⋆ carrd

remember!!! block DONT report this blog if you need to ^^ this blog is meant as a way to vent my feelings/talk about my feelings so please don't dm me about how its bad. i am aware.

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ladymirdan · 11 days

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There’s a dumbass 4chan thing being shared in groups I’m in where Amazon is supposedly forcing GW to make female custodes bc they want them in the show and HC might walk and ruin GW’s stock and other stupid shit. I know it’s dumb but it’s triggering my anxiety really badly and I can’t get the thought out of my head, especially because these groups are normally a space I feel safe in but there’s been one or two idiots ever since the announcement that has been toxic and it’s hard to enjoy 40k now

I understand, and I'm sorry. I wish these people could be reasoned with, but they cant, because they dont really care about Warhammer, they care about “the issue”. Pointing out things like “the authors of Black Library has fought for this for years” is like water on a duck.

The thing I usually do when I come across those people is try to not engage (difficult, I know, and I fail a lot of times), log off social media for a moment, and go to my local Warhammer store (the offical ones are the best at this).

Seeing the energy from people actually playing the game is so diffrent and sobering. I made a roadtrip across yourube last summer and made a point to visit every GW store along the way, and every single one had happy, excited staff and customers. And it always fills me with that hope and joy again.

I dont do Reddit that much, because its home to some chronically online people that just manages to bait me every time. I like Tumblr the most because its is 99% people to share their hobby experiences (and two angry guys screaming into a bucket).

That being said, the show might be cancelled, it might suck, but Warhammer will survive. It's not like it hasn't had shitty shows before. My favourite one is that Ultramarine movie, which is so bad that it becomes good again.

But you are also right, I have been giving these idiots too much of a platform they dont usually have. And I will be returning to my regular content again, which is geeking out about Ultramarines, Iron Warriors, Emperors Children, Nightlords, or some other flavour of the week (right now Aeldari,)I have been putting off building for a while since my hobby space is a bit messy, but I will clean it up and post more lovely pictures of mini butts.

This will blow over, it always does.

#40k #warhammer 40k #warhammer #I do love this community

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stigisconfused · 2 months

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about me!

TRIGGER WARNING: ED

In this blog i tend to post things about things relating to eating disorders and other mental health issues. If this is something you may find triggering, upsetting or disturbing- please please please block my account and focus on looking after yourself- especially if your in recovery <3

Me:

I go by ‘Stig’ online, I just turned 18 in January (cursed to be a capricorn sorry). If you are not 17+ I won’t be moots with you-nothing personal just duh. I’m a dude (he/him). I love musical theatre and hoping to go to drama school! I love boygenius, frank ocean and nick drake. my favourite show at the moment is Hannibal NBC, which is ironically all about food… I struggle with disordered eating episodes along with general symptoms of mental illness (depression and anxiety). Just not going great up in old noggin lol.

TW AGAIN:

My stats:

height: 6’ 0” / 182cm

HW: 189

SW: 168

CW: 155

GW1: 161

GW2: 157

GW3: 154

GW4: 150

GW5: 147

GW6: 143

GW7: 140

UGW: 136 (officially underweight)

I know there are many GWs but small accomplishments make me more motivated. UGW may change when i get there.. hopefully before summer!

Anyways love and care to everyone out there- please block me if this blog is not a safe space for you as it is for me <3333

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sitp-recs · 1 year

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Omg do u have fic recs of Harry just flopping down pining for draco🤣 I saw the past you reblogged earlier

Hahaha I wondered if someone would ask this after seeing that post! My memory is bad for details but I’m pretty sure Harry pined hard in his bed at some point here:

Still Life, orphaned (M, 3k)

Nothing compares by @maesterchill (T, 3k)

Working in the International Auror division doesn't exactly lend itself to Harry finding love or having any sort of relationship, what with all the unsociable hours and catching bad guys and never being in one location for more than a few days. Not to mention the permanent fixture of his partner, Malfoy.

Hourglass Heart by @bixgirl1 (E, 5.2k)

It only happened once — depending on how Harry counted.

Poppiholla by @moonflower-rose (M, 12k)

Harry had accepted that he would pine silently for Malfoy forever, but one, humid summer might change that.

Take the Moon by @tackytigerfic (M, 15k)

Harry Potter has always wanted a family of his own, and when a deadly blood curse forces him into a marriage bond with his best friend Draco Malfoy, it looks like he might just have found one.

With Great Yawns and Stretchings by sugar_screw (T, 22k)

The coffee is very good. Really. And the cats are so cute. That's why Harry goes so often.

War Wounds by SilentAuror (E, 30k)

Some wounds take longer to recover from than others. HP/DM, with background HP/GW. Themes of alcoholism, love triangles, and dubious fidelity.

On Your Shore by @xanthippe74 (M, 35k)

Clearing out a remote house full of cursed collectibles in the Outer Hebrides? Not a problem for an experienced curse breaker like Harry Potter. Spending a week with the straight, happily-married man that he’s starting to have feelings for? And sharing a bed with him at night? Surely Harry can handle that, too.

Here's The Pencil, Make It Work by ignatiustrout (M, 49k)

Harry thinks "Why is Malfoy working in a coffee shop in muggle London?" is a much simpler question than, "Are you going to accept that auror offer and, if you don't, what will you do?"

The Boy Who Only Lived Twice by lettered (E, 54k)

Harry Potter is an Unspeakable. Draco Malfoy is the wizard who shagged him. Adventure! Intrigue! Secret identities, celebrities, spies! It's all right here, folks.

Modern Love by @tackytigerfic (E, 61k)

Harry Potter, of all people, knows that life isn’t always fair. And no one gets to be happy all of the time. But surely there’s something more—something better—than a rubbish Ministry job, and a lonely old house, and that feeling that everyone out there is doing a better job of living than Harry is.

Running on Air by eleventy7 (T, 75k)

Draco Malfoy has been missing for three years. Harry is assigned the cold case and finds himself slowly falling in love with the memories he collects.

Azoth by @lol-zeitgeistic (E, 88k)

Now that Harry is back at Hogwarts with Hermione for eighth year, he realises that something’s missing from his life, and it either has to do with Ron, his boggart, Snape, or Malfoy. Furthermore, what, exactly, does it mean when one’s life is defined by the desire to simultaneously impress and annoy a portrait? Harry has no idea; he’s too busy trying not to be in love with Malfoy to care.

Little Deaths and How to Avoid Them (or Draco Malfoy's Guide to Stop Dying and Start Living Instead) by nerakrose and dustmouth (T, 96k)

Malfoy is way too interested in coroner reports for somebody who's definitely not looking for ways to die, Harry wants to be friends with him, and Ginny wants to break up with Harry.

Turn by Saras_Girl (E, 306k)

One good turn always deserves another. Apparently.

#asks #anon #drarry reclist #pining Harry #aka the superior trope

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warhammergoldenera · 14 days

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PERSONAL NOTE (might get wordy)

Most of you following this secondary blog can guess from the name and content that I am not a participant in current day Warhammer.

And while I do dip my toes into some of the blast from the past systems like Necromunda and Old World, in my mind, GW lost the plot of what they were doing around the early 00s mark.

Fortunately, as many across the hobby sphere have pointed out, you don't need GW nor do you have to abide by their sayings and rules (in fact the less you do the better).

Now that current day issues have fractured the hobby even more, to the point where you can't go a week without someone starting some cringe political debate, or celebrating the "right side winning" in some goofball issue involving plastic toys, I've realized that going back to ye old eds and systems was just a step on my voyage.

I believe Warhammer should be a canvas of narrative stories, memorable battles, exceptional character and faction creation and roleplaying with people you like on the tabletop.

And you know what is best about that; the only exclusion is people who can't bear to have it that way and need everything to reflect their identities, politics, or vices. And I love that it boils those people's piss that I exist in this hobby. And I always will.

The point of this ramble is, I'll be using this summer and time afterwards to craft my own alternative Warhammer universes, mostly revolving around 40k, HH, and Fantasy, with lots of homebrew rules using the classic eds (Sorry OPR fans but I'm not looking for fast super easy pick up games) and some of the current systems mentioned above.

Some of my social media outlets and such might undergo some changes in the near future due to this as well (might even re-boot my YT channel).

Let the Corporation's Galaxy Burn!

#warhammer #warhammer 40k #oldhammer #miniatures #grimdark #warhammer fantasy #personal #rant #miniatures gaming #tabletop gaming

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anonymous-valedictorian · 23 days

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⋆୨୧˚intro˚୨୧⋆

I'm new here! My name is Selene (not my real name). I'm 167cm tall.

stats

Sw: 58.9 kg (measured on 1 April 2024)

Cw: 57.8 kg (measured on 6 April 2024)

Gw: 50kg (goal has to be achieved by may)

Ugw: 45kg (goal has to be achieved by June)

Final ugw? : 43kg!! ( I want to be underweight)

reasons for wanting to be skinny?

I want to look hot this summer

My mother was skinny back in her days so I wanna look like her

Skinny is prettier

I wanna lose my belly fat

Kinda at the risk of being diabetic (I'll be cutting sugar)

what am I going to do to lose weight?

one meal a day

avoid sugar as much as possible

workout everyday

drink 2/3 litres of water

DON'T REPORT, ONLY BLOCK.

I support 4n4 on myself only!!! I won't try to say toxic things to other people than myself (even to the girlies who need motivation) I'm here for my own purpose although I don't mind making friends with the same goal as me. This way I can have motivation to continue my journey.

I honestly think I had some sort of 3d already in 2022 bc that year I was ⭐ving myself and maintained 55kg. I only had one meal a day. I hated my body, especially my legs, but grew to love it and not give a f and because of that I lost control and started binge eating a lot of junk food. I never thought that I had an 3d but maybe I didn't? Idk. Maybe it wasn't even that serious, idk.

In 2023 I kept the habit of having one meal a day but my parents would force me to eat and because of that I would lose control when it came to eating. I would be snacking every single second and I hated it. During winter it would worsen. Somehow I was able to still weigh under 60kg. Now that I'm close to reaching 59kg I had to stop this behavior. 31st March was when I started seeing skinny girls and the next day I watched a movie about 4n0r3x!@. I didn't know the context of the movie so naturally I was shocked that someone would starve themselves that bad but I wanted to lowkey be like that. So now here I am, taking matters into my hands. I shall win this battle!!

୨ inspo ୧

#thinps0 #light as a feather #th1nsp1ration #@nor3×14 #4n4blr #tw 3d vent #@na motivation #@na vent #i wanna lose weight #i wanna be perfect #i will reach my ugw #straight a student

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seasons-of-gundamwing · 2 years

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Hi! I was interested in participating but was wondering if this is specifically a pairing/shipping event, as in “love” meaning relationship not “love” as in someone’s favorite season and activities kind of thing?

Guess I was wondering what the depiction/definition of “love” is for this event: “I love you” in a person-to-person sense or “I love going to the beach and enjoying summer with friends (and/or could also be romantic partners if the creator desires)” type scenario.

Sorry this is such a weird question 😓

Hmm, I had intended it to be relationships/dating/friendships/family types of love, but honestly, if you want to make it about how someone loves doing an activity or going to a certain place, that is totally fine.

However the prompts inspire you to create is a-okay with me. ^_^

~Mod Hel (Also, sorry if this is super late to being answered. V_V)

#Gundam Wing #Seasons of Gundam Wing #GW Summer Love

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hippie-soul43 · 5 months

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I started my journey in 2019, in just one month I lost 30kg!!! Because I was overweight and one day I decided to just not eat at all, it was so hard in the beginnig because I loved food so much, but fuck that. I’ve been maintaining my weight this whole time, but this summer I started to eat a little more, and gained 5kg, so now I’m back at fasting and counting calories, because I NEED to reach my gw by christmas.

Need to lose 10kg so I won’t eat at all this whole week, I can do it.

#@na trigger #tw disordered eating #thin$po #tw ana diary #ed disorder #an0r3c1a

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fatiguedfatso · 3 months

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♡♡my stats/about me!! ♡♡ (i am a minor, don't be a creep!!) height: 5'4 sw: 162 lbs cw: 146.5 lbs (as of 4/15/24. i'll try to update whenever i can, but i dont have a scale anymore) gw 1: 130 lbs gw 2: 110 lbs ugw: 99 lbs (hopefully by the end of summer) rules: - 64 oz of water every day. - a minimum of 5,000 steps a day (trying to work my way up to 10,000) - never go over 1,400 cals. (i try to stick around 400-700) - workout 3 times a week. doesn't have to be intense, a low impact one counts because its better than not moving at all - fast 2-3 days a week (usually do 24 hour fasts) i post daily (my old account got t'd, but i've been getting back on my grind). it's usually diary sort of posts or me keeping track of my calorie intake. thats all!! love you, bye bye!! ♡♡

#starv1ng #i want to ⭐️ve #ed behaviour tw #disordered eating thoughts #a4a diary #ed not ed sheeran

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vinhteer · 9 months

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Hummingbird (by Metro Boomin and James Blake) kind of sounds like a Funalec song (delusional)

(basically me OVERANALYSING a song about gw/n and mil/es from spderverse and spinning it into a silly Funalec song)

(I'm also censoring the names and all because I don't want this post to appear under the movie's hashtags. This means I won't clutter them with this long ass essay)

[ACROSS/INTO THE SPDERVERSE SPOILERS]

for context, since this song was written for the movie: from what I understand, it's about gwn's and mles' relationship; it also gets very literal bc this song is played when gwn opens the portal to mles' universe.

"In here, paper walls are

Pushin' back on you like

Eventually you push through

The moment that you realise"

So to briefly summarise the song, it's about wanting to feel connected to this girl whom the singer feels comforted by; "love is unconditional''. The singer feels full of life with them, and it goes on. From what I see it's about mles wanting to see people who understand him as much as his friends do. They're all spider-people, and they all long to be understood. It's a normal human thing to do.

But if we spin it Funalec style, I think it could work especially if we take this song from Alec's standpoint. We actually don't get a lot of Alec content in the canon but mc's fanfic did succhhhh a good job at developing his character; I talked about that in one of my posts (can't be bothered rn), but to summarise it: Alec, like Yumi, never got the love he deserved as a child and thus has to work through life without any of it. He doesn't get the purpose of love and decides that it isn't for him. It didn't work with his family, his friend, his first gf (winking at Emcee)… So why would it work, suddenly? Incoming Funneh banging at his door. Let's get to the actual song:

The song starts with a filtered version extract of the song "Tonight You Belong To Me" by Patience & Prudence. I headcanon Yumi to LOVE romantic songs from the 60s so this 100% works. I can imagine Yumi playing this silly song (/lh) all the time and Alec gets sick of it. Every time he hears it, the track reminds him of Yumi freaking out and getting angry over some random girl at 3AM. In Hummingbird the sample fades away, like it's flying over Alec's head. The sample could symbolize Yumi to him, which just means that he's slowly prioritizing what he wants (being with Funneh and his friends).

"Hummingbird, summer song"

Throughout the song, the singer calls this person a hummingbird, and relates this track to summer. I always found Funneh x Alec to have summer vibes since you kind of relate this season with happiness? It's also the period in which the sun is the most active; so nature gets a lot of energy from it to support life etc !! Also, hummingbirds symbolize (from what I've seen on the internet) in indigenous cultures a messenger of joy. So you could say that Funneh is Alec's hummingbird (?). And maybe Funneh represents summer to him?

"Has it brought my life back?

Hangin' in the balance

Have you brought the light back?"

Before Alec found his friends (Funneh, Kyran and Gold), his life consisted of getting a quick buck from our GENEROUS murderous neighbour Yumi, taking care of his sister and trying to stay afloat. But when he met them, they balanced out the good things and the bad things in his life ("Hangin' in the balance"). It made him actually enjoy things in life; wanting things, needing things, enjoying things... ("Have you brought the light back?")

"Pen pal on a night shift

She's who I get away with

Realising she might

Be all I need in this life"

You could say that... Funneh is his pen pal ig? THROUGH... TEXT? They don't meet very often in canon but they still hit it off every time.

"When I saw a cold snap

I wasn't with the season

Tag was on the ankle"

"When I saw a cold snap" Being without his friend just feels extremely cold and devoid of life (especially with Yumi). He isn't with the season (summer in this case) because he always has to get away from Funneh and his friends.

Also, to bring back the idea that he's prioritizing his needs over being Yumi's henchman, the cold snap could symbolize he needs to remind himself that he is still tied to Yumi.

"Tag was on the ankle"; Well this could mean 2 things.

1. an ankle tag is "an electronic device that is fastened around the ankle of a person who has committed a crime, so that the police know where that person is". This line could mean that he already know what his fate is.

The previous verse could also add another layer; his friends are truly the only place where he gets to be happy, because he knows that he already threw away his life and his future.

2. The tag on the ankle could just be a leash because he's deeply tied with Yumi. It also kind of fits bc the 2 previous lines are (imo) about his situation with Yumi and his life.

"And hummingbird

I know that's our time (That's our time)"

"I know that's our time" It sounds like he's about to leave? Like they're having a nice moment but he can't stay for too long. Flashback to the moments this mf had to leave his friends bc of Yumi (AKA THE OCEAN METAL CONCERT).

"But stay on

Stay on, stay on with me

And hummingbird

I can never unsee

What you've shown me

Stay on, stay on with me"

More pining. He wants Funneh to hold on to him, because he needs her in his life and she showed him so many things; what love means, what life has to offer, having wants, having needs...

Also, the chorus starts at "and humming bird..." to "stay on with me.". It is sung multiple times in the track; he loves her, but he can't stay for long. And this cycle happens SO many times.

"The moment when you realise

There's someone there that needs you

Lap band on the feelings

I tax them for no reason"

Imma be honest. I don't know what's up with the lap band and THE "taxing them" but I'm going to speculate anyway. A lap band is an inflatable silicone device placed around an area of the stomach to treat obesity by slowing down the consumption of food and thus the amount of food consumed. So if you're putting them on "feelings", it's to filter said emotions to slow down said sensations; which means you basically have a hard time processing your feelings to the point that you need a metaphorical device to nullify it? And then there's this line "The moment when you realise / There's someone there that needs you" with "I tax [the aforementioned feelings] for no reason". Alec is taxing these emotions; so he's feeling heavily burdened by these feelings to the point that he's demanding some kind of compensation. He is scared that Funneh (and his friends) need him. He is now important to them. He can't back down anymore; he can't leave, because it'll hurt them. ("The moment when you realise / There's someone there that needs you")

"I added love 'cause love is unconditional

I count on love, I count on love

'Cause love is unconditional within reason"

This line contradicts my ideas for the previous verse but whatever. I guess you could say he both finds these feelings burdening but he also cherishes it and finds it important. AND LAST THING!! Alec didn't get love, but now he does; he knows that love is unconditional within reason thanks to Funneh (and his friends but this is abt her). He counts on love, it sounds corny but it's truly what drives him to keep going in his life!

"Would I sign up again?

Would I sign up again?"

You could interpret these lines as Alec hesitating on whether or not he should continue hanging out with his friends again, since well... He can't back down anymore, since it'll hurt him and Funneh, Gold and Kyran as well. Also I love how the beat here sounds like irregular heart beats OR slowed-down flying hummingbird sounds (a fluttering heart and a bird fluttering their wings).

"And the night was so strong

Forget the time like life is long

Wings beating a thousand strong"

The last two lines really shows that time is very relative. Time feels fast when you're with loved ones, but in the moment, it feels slow. It's the juxtaposition of wanting to stay with someone forever and the wing flapping of a bird LMAO (hummingbirds flutter their wings 80 times per second).

"Would I sign up again?

Would I sign up again?

And the night was so strong

Forget the time like life is long

Wings beating a thousand strong"

So the singer (Alec... in this case?) sings this verse twice, like he is contemplating on his choices as he's spending time with his friends. For the 2nd time though, he sings this:

"Unconditional within reason"

This line calls back to the fact that he deems love to be unconditional. So this could mean that based on his choices, he decides to stay with her. With his friends. IG THIS IS THE GOOD ENDING LMAO IDK IF WE WOULD HAVE GOTTEN THAT IF YHS WAS STILL RUNNING BUT YK....

Anyways, this is all I have to say. Someone should teach me how to analyse an art piece without sounding like I've had a stroke writing it.

Overall, this song really captured Alec's character in my opinion; From being dragged by Yumi since age 12 or so, learning what love is and tip-toeing between running away from the things he loves and staying with his friends.

#itsfunneh yandere high school #itsfunneh yhs #rambling #it's been a while #yandere high school #falec #itsfunneh falec #funalec #itsfunnehyhs #a really #really really messy essay #I feel stupid AHAHH

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mo0nl0v3r · 1 year

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hot for the year ( personal challenge)

Sooo I wanna look good for summer break/spring break obviously most people do... so here's my formal To-Do list of things I have to do before then. If you have any tips please send them over

RULES: Complete 8 of these things before April 6th, 2023. Finish the WHOLE list by December 30th 2023.

⭐️- DONE

Be my goal weight (GW: 115 lb)

⭐️. have clear skin

have thicker hair

have a smaller waist (GWM: 22 in)

Clean my room

Clean closet

⭐️. Learn a language

⭐️.Clean guest bedroom

Go thrifting (only for clothes that would fit me at my goal weight)

have thinner arms

get a smaller nose and a sharper jawline (Gua- sha orr lose weight in my face idk but these gotta happen)

⭐️. Join ballet again ( i loved it and it burns a crap ton of calories)

Learn to Drive ( I'm 17... it's time -_-)

⭐️Learn to do makeup ( i can't do makeup for the life of me)

⭐️. Take an extra college course ( college is coming up too soon and if I wanna live my little NYU dreams I gotta start now)

Go to the beach but happily (cause I won't hate wearing a bathing suit

⭐️Read more

⭐️Hang out with friends (but because ill be skinny and pretty it'll just be better)

⭐️Be happy and enjoy my summer (Again when I'm skinny and pretty it'll so much better)

#ed but not sheeran #glow up #summer glow up #pro recovery #tw ed in the tags #not pro ana #pro @na #not pro #pro ana diet #pro ana tips #ed tips #ed tmblr #ed things #girlblogging

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highladyjane · 20 days

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When did you pick up your first sjm book?

And what made you join the sjm fandom?

Errmmm... So I think this is going to be another unnecessarily long answer 😅

I picked up my first SJM book which was "The Assassin's Blade" sometime in the summer of 2014. I think it had just come out so it was very visible in the fantasy aisle of the book store I'd trudged into... And the title and cover and synopsis intrigued me enough so I bought it... 🤷🏻‍♀️I had no idea about the reading orders back then, but it said it was a prequel book so I read it first lol. I loved it instantly and had a crush on Sam Cortland and was really holding out for him, and then that book BROKE MY HEART. It was the first book I'd picked up that wasn't related to school and I was so tired of analysing books for grades instead of just reading for fun, so that experience made me not pick up a book again for a VERY long while after that. After some time though, I picked up Throne of Glass and followed the rest of the series; and LOVED it all because Aelin was very much like the ultimate heroine I'd always fantasized about since I was a little girl lol... and then I picked up the ACOTAR series sometime in early 2019 after finishing KoA, and continued to follow SJM's book releases. But by then I was just a "casual reader" and I never became active in the fandom (I wasn't even aware there was such an active one at the time) because life and my own real life love story got in the way, and I'm the only introvert and actual reader among my friends so I have no one to discuss the books with anyway.

Cue last year, when I finally got my man to start reading so I could discuss books I had nobody else to discuss with 😆 And I decided to re-read ahead of him. When I was on ACOFAS, I was reminded of the giddiness I felt about the Az and Elain scenes, and searched for "Azriel + Elain Archeron" on Pinterest (Yup, I was an Elriel before I even knew there were other alternatives lol). And a load of Gw*nriel ALSO pops up and I'm completely confused and thought a new ACOTAR book had been released and I'd completely missed it. I searched more into it, found Azriel's BC, and was ready to get my heart broken once again, thinking that's where all the inspo came from, but just got even more confused and frustrated about all the Gw*nriel I saw and read 'cause it still didn't entirely make any sense to me. Then that search led me to an Elriel fanfic which then led me to tumblr, and I finally found people who made me feel like I wasn't lost in some sort of a fever dream and decided to reactivate my tumblr again and the rest is history.

And that my dear, is How I Joined the SJM Fandom. 😆

Thank you for the fun Ask 😊

#elriel forever #sjm universe #sjm books #pro elriel

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fairystardust1999 · 22 days

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About me: I'm 24, I live in Canada, I have borderline personality disorder, I'm an illustrator and tattoo artist.

Around 3 years ago my E d buleemia was at its worst and I was 130 lbs at 5'10, I tried to recover but it just became binge eating because of my poor impulse control due to my bpd. Now I'm 183 lbs April 2024 from my highest 195 lbs in December 2023. I find relief in my ana lifestyle because I actually feel like I have control over my body and things in my life because to lose weight you have to change your mind first. I feel like I make better decisions and in a weird way ana impacts all my decision making and for the better? It's strange to say but I'm not drinking every other day anymore, I'm working out more, I clean my apartment frequently because being lazy isn't an option, I share food with loved ones, I'm not impulse spending on food or stuff online because I can make food at home or I need to wait till my gw for new clothes. I do hobbies and tasks I should be doing instead of sitting around eating, I meal prep and cook with stuff I have at home. It's wild but I am a better person with ana.

This time around I'm being positive through this process, I once heard weight loss should be not an emotional process, it's true that leads to more binging if you're constantly angry and sad about yourself. If I feel upset about not visually seeing change I just tell myself that it's one day at a time, one day soon I will see it.

I've flipped flopped trying to get back into consistently trying for weight loss, but the year hitting spring really set something off in me. I really want to look my best this summer, I want to feel good and confident, I want to wear my clothes and feel amazing. I will, I am determined.

Doing a 40 hour fast today, on hour 12, and going to clean, then going to do a tattoo, meal prep, maybe go for a walk later, it's nice out.

-Seven

#ed diary

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accio-victuuri · 2 years

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CPN: weekend sweets 🍭🎂🍪🍬

It’s been a while. Let’s go! Let a handsome bunny laoshi invite you in.

• suing the same company which is so surprising lol. what’s going on. Some more information, GG filed before the end of 2021 and Web the first half of 2022. Filed at the same court and in the same district of residence. But really my question is why this particular store. A common cpn is that Web decided to go after them too cause this is the 2nd time GG is suing the store. People are saying this because the store issued a simple cancellation notice Feb 6 of this year. Probably trying to run away but Web went after them. Take note that Web’s hearing is even weeks earlier than GG’s so it looks like he really put pressure on it. Also I’m seeing people saying that it’s a big company or something. No it’s not. It only has like 2k followers. But i’m not so sure. If anything, the account who posted it got the traffic they wanted ��

• GG cuing “blue sky and white clouds” at the Mendale livestream even if the question was about a starry night. Lol. It reminded people of a similar thing Web did, he answered “skiing” even if it wasn’t on the choices.

since we we are in the subject of GG leading the conversation in things he wants to focus on look at this exchange below from last night’s stream:

Host: During the summer, in the night if you cover yourself with the blanket before you sleep, you might find it very stuffy and kick it off. And you will end up feeling cold in the middle of the night. Especially when it comes to the kids and the elderly, if this happens repeatedly & as their immunity isn’t as strong, they will have a cold easily.

GG: Indeed, they will fall ill easily, so this is quite important.

Host : Once we start talking about falling ill, we will see the shadow of Gu Wei, being very caring of everyone. Because I know OOL has made many fall inlove with the GW.

GG : Yes yes, everyone should still take care of their health. Actually sleep health is something that everyone is concerned about.

I love GW, I really do and a lot of people fell for the character but I just like how GG ignores that part. He responds to the bit about people’s health which is connected to what he is endorsing. What the livestream is all about. Use this product so you will be comfortable in your sleep and be healthy. He is not there to promote a drama. Idk if i’m interpreting this whole exchange wrong but that’s what I got from it.

and them both deflecting ( i guess ) when people asking are trying to clarify things. For example in a TTXS episode, Web was talking about produce and WH asks him if he still goes to the supermarket. He then answers, when he was a child. Last night, GG was asked about his ideal camping trip and he said : blue sky white clouds, the smell of dirt, and i think there has to be insects, mosquitos. ( lol insects that you will use to tease bobo? ). The host asked if he’d gone camping before and guess what he said? When he was a child ( childhood ). I understand if they don’t want to say personal things but their answers are 👀.

I would love for them to go camping tho. 🥺

• There was an exchange in the stream where GG says he likes low saturation colors when it comes to beddings lol. “ very low saturation blue. This kind of blue will actually prove that there is that kind of comfort. At least it's a very relaxing color for me. I will choose some low-saturation bedding at home.”

I mean the colors in that livestream was blue so it could be related to that, however we are clowning here so i’m going for a different explanation. BXGs pointed out Web’s bed sheets before and it’s blue. GG’s is different (pink?) . and in their Happy Camp guesting, the song mentioned something about bedding and GG looked at Web and smiled like THAT ⬇️. Why tho? Do you both talk about what sheets to use? Lol. Yeah I know it was a weird song lol so maybe that’s why he laughed too.

Also talking about preference for low saturation colors comes up because you can see it in XZS and YBO content. It’s the kind of muted shade that’s not too loud.

Now let me connect this whole domesticity and thinking about each other’s preference a bit further now in Web’s POV. In TTXS, he was asked a few times what he wants for his own home.

5/19/2017: He says he wants a house with a gaming room and then with shelves so he can put things there like an exhibit.

6/3/2018: He still wants a room to store his figurines and toys. Then an area for his motorcycle gear among other things.

6/10/2018: Yibo describes wanting a room in his home that’s full of screens. A TV for watching and PS4 , a screen for computer & one where he can do VR.

Then in his 2019 interview with GG, when they were choosing what weird moto to use. Web chose the same as GG’s. and then GG said he will gift one to him for his house— the host asked if Web has a color preference and Web says he doesn’t. He will go with what xiao laoshi wants. Lol. I just have this CPN that Web likes to go with GG’s decisions when it comes to designing their house. GG is “the designer” after all, he’s got an eye for that. Not to say Web can’t have what he wants— but you know what I mean.

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That’s all BXGs, hope you are having a good weekend! ✌🏼

source:

https://m.weibo.cn/status/4766628845718951?

https://m.weibo.cn/1956699722/4766630892016085

https://m.weibo.cn/2494721715/4766219280843585

https://m.weibo.cn/1099761052/4766665092891571

#yizhan #bjyx #all of this is cpn #there is no science here folks im just clowning like i always do #Youtube

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buddieisgoingcanon2024 · 1 month

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I am side-eyeing the casting department right now because they always seem to find the worst of the worst for guest actresses for love interests. Off the top of my head, I think the Ali actress and the Shannon actress were unproblematic with fans (correct me if I am wrong). The Natalia actress I don’t think she cared to interact with any fans because I think she kind of regretted taking the part after seeing reactions to her character. But the others were really bad. MW interacting with homophobic fans and liked jokes about Gavin’s disability. GW tried to get on the fans good side, but she didn’t realize how much the fans wanted Buddie. The issue with her is that she has lied or not corrected assumptions about her ethnicity to get parts. Then we have Edy who is homophobic and transphobic and just doesn’t care how the past two days have looked because she got away with the transphobia during the summer.

If only the “casting director” could find someone with ACTUAL chemistry with Ryan… Oh, I think I’ve got that persons name in my mind right now… MR. OLIVER STARK.

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