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The universe has a praise kink.
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The Dream
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There once was a girl who grew up with a family of immigrants, the youngest out of the bunch with memories of blue and confusion. Since young shed looked up at the sky and make wishes, having complete blind fate it would happen. The young girl was beaten by life backstab after backstab, her audacious smile was gone. Turned into a edgy pre teen who was just trying to take it day by day. The dreams were still there but wrong encounters with the wrong people cut the strings of the balloons and made them float into space. Then there was nothing, nothing but love, so she clung onto the little she could conjure up, and there was so very little so she turned desperate. Drugs and visions, visions and drugs. visions inside and out. The love that she had summoned started to consume her until she couldn’t even tell who she was or what, or why. Then after several dark nights of the soul. She sat up. she remembered the wishes she made to the sky. In fact she didn’t just remember, she had always remembered, this time she FELT those wishes once again. She was going to do what she wanted to do because what the hell with it. What she desired was what will make her happy and thats all that mattered to her at that point. She wrote down a list with the cadence of a kindergartner. Become model aka prettiest girl in the world, get cute and popular boyfriend, travel. And for the first time in a long time all of these seemed possible. She just had to get the ball rolling. That day she had completely gained trust in herself. She started with the weight loss she did a juice cleanse which jumpstarted her weight loss. Then got a juicer and would mostly drink juices. Then she applied for about 10 modeling agencies and was accepted to the one she was most hoping for. She knew she would get in since this is what she had been destined to do since she was 3. Thankfully she had the right encounters with the right people and quickly moved up in the modeling world. Her skills and looks were also a testament to that. She was traveling the country and world doing photoshoots and runways and drinking hot chocolate in a cafe with Bella Hadid. First part of her list complete. She had a fashion award ceremony to attend to in Seoul, south Korea. She had been informed from her agent that she would be winning a big award. After she had received her award. Thats when she met the 2nd part of her list. Boy A, he approached her and was visibly in awe of her. The two love birds hit it off immediacy and started dating. Things were moving fast between them, they said its because they feel like they knew each other in several past lives. After a few months they had been caught on one of their outings together. The photos were posted all over and boy A’s fans were outraged, some were sad, and some were happy for him. The blogs were all talking about boy A’s mystery girl lover. She was thriving with this, reading all the jealous and shocked comments had her vibrating she had craved this. It was one of the reasons she wanted a popular and cute boyfriend anyway. Oh and for item 3 on the list that was already accomplished. Because of work she had to travel frequently, she had also gone on friend trips and lover trips as well. 
So the sum of the story is just sit up, you don't have to stand up just start somewhere. Make a list of what you want and I mean truly want. If thats hard for you to find out try to pretend a genie came and gave you three wishes. Then break down those wishes and how to practically get there. honestly along as you start on wish 1 the other wishes will come rolling easily to you, why? Because the universe loves when we have desire. Because love and desire is the creators one true will. And also drill into your head that its impossible to fail. Because the universe has a billion safety nets on every side of you. And if you are like me and really hate this universe talk just remember the universe is closer then you think. Ps the universe is you!, yes when all those manifesters on YouTube are talking about trust in the universe they mean trust in yourself. I don't want to get into the whole quantum physics, astronomy, and spirituality logic of it but I had a hard time trusting the uni. Primarily because it was a source outside myself. Then I learned that universe is literally inside everyone and myself and things got some much easily to understand.I know that at the end of the day if no ones got me I got me. Ive only been alive for 22 years but I, myself, has brought me, myself, out of some much chaos and darkness. So I really have no other choice but to believe in myself and make shit happen.
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reblog if you’re a proud red flag 🚩
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shy-mama · 9 months
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𝐅𝐈𝐍𝐃 𝐎𝐔𝐓 𝐇𝐎𝐖/𝐖𝐇𝐄𝐑𝐄 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐌𝐄𝐄𝐓 𝐏𝐄𝐎𝐏𝐋𝐄 𝐔𝐒𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐀𝐒𝐓𝐑𝐎𝐋𝐎𝐆𝐘
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𝐘𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐂𝐨𝐦𝐩𝐨𝐬𝐢𝐭𝐞 𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝐑𝐮𝐥𝐞𝐫 𝐜𝐚𝐧 𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐰 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐡𝐨𝐰 𝐲𝐨𝐮’𝐫𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐨 𝐦𝐞𝐞𝐭 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐨𝐧𝐞/𝐡𝐨𝐰 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐦𝐞𝐭 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐨𝐧𝐞
𝟏) 𝐂𝐡𝐞𝐜𝐤 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐂𝐨𝐦𝐩𝐨𝐬𝐢𝐭𝐞 𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐨𝐧
⟶ 𝐡𝐨𝐰 𝐭𝐨 𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐝 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐩𝐨𝐬𝐢𝐭𝐞 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐬
𝟐) 𝐂𝐡𝐞𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝐫𝐮𝐥𝐞𝐫 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐬𝐞 𝐢𝐭’𝐬 𝐢𝐧
⟶ 𝐡𝐨𝐰 𝐭𝐨 𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐝 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝐫𝐮𝐥𝐞𝐫𝐬
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1st house
》 a fight (for ex: at a boxing match or maybe you fight/are involved in controversy upon first meeting)
》 at some type of race
》 one of you may catch the other off guard when meeting
》 fashion show
》 athletics/sports
2nd house
》 while buying something
》 at a store (a mall, grocery store, etc.)
》 at a restaurant
》 through a job (usually a short-term one)
》 at a bank (or somewhere involving money)
3rd house
》 through social media (likely in a group-chat)
》 through your siblings
》 in school (high, middle, elementary, pre-k)
》 a cell phone store
》 in some type of transportation (not air only ground)
》 you could be neighbors
4th house
》 through your family (usually your mother)
》 in a house
》 through real estate (for ex: maybe they’re a real estate agent and helping you find a house)
》 during a holiday/tradition occurring
》 nursing home (odd but a possibility)
5th house
》 through your children
》 at a concert/entertainment event (not a party though)
》 near a playground
》 through a hookup
》 while on vacation
》 at a casino
6th house
》 at the gym
》 at a location involving health (for ex: a health food store)
》 a doctors office/hospital
》 at a pet store (or near pets)
》 at a place you routinely visit/go to
》 could be your coworker
7th house
》 at a wedding
》 through a couple
》 through someone you dated/are dating
》 at a dance/while dancing
》 through business partners
8th house
》 during a hard/transformational time in your lives
》 at a crime scene/near the police
》 at a funeral
》 at a big business (usually one you’re in)
9th house
》 college/uni
》 while traveling
》 through television/media
》 could be during an interview of some sort
》 at an airport
》 on an airplane
》 at a church
》 at a court (could be any type such as a basketball court, a courthouse, a tennis court, etc)
10th house
》 through your career
》 through your father/father figure
》 through one of your bosses
》 through a famous person
》 meet & greet
11th house
》 through friends
》 at a party
》 through technology
》 at a convention
》 could have started out just being acquaintances before getting closer
12th house
》 somewhere involving spirituality (for ex: a crystal shop)
》 in a hidden place
》 while high/drunk
》 in a place involving sleep or while you’re asleep maybe you wake up to them (kind of weird but a possibility)
》 during a lockdown (maybe while a pandemic is happening similar to the covid-19 one)
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© 𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐫𝐨𝐬𝐤𝐲 𝟐𝟎𝟐𝟑 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐫𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭𝐬 𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐞𝐫𝐯𝐞𝐝
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shy-mama · 1 year
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shy-mama · 2 years
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losing weight takes so fucking long like i literally just have to sit around and not eat? annoying
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shy-mama · 2 years
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College girl thinspø
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shy-mama · 4 years
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I don’t think people realize how different losing weight makes you look. Like yeah maybe your tummy gets smaller but the real difference is in your face. Once that double chin is gone and those cheek bones and jawline pop out you’re looking like a whole new person. It’s crazy.
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shy-mama · 4 years
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Goodnight 🌙
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shy-mama · 4 years
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shy-mama · 4 years
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visualize your ideal self, then start acting like her
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shy-mama · 4 years
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shy-mama · 4 years
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My highest weight vs current/lowest weight
Honestly seeing this makes me feel really good. Like the time I've put into this hasn't been time wasted.
250 lbs vs 150.1 lbs
5'8
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shy-mama · 4 years
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“She has dreams to be an envy, so she’s starving. You know, covergirls eat nothing. She says “beauty is pain and there’s beauty in everything” “What’s a little bit of hunger?” “I can go a little while longer,” she fades away.”
— Scars to Your Beautiful - Alessia Cara
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