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roxsie · 6 months

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08.2023 - Berlin

#berlin #Berlin art #photographers on tumblr #photography #traveltogermany #traveling #aesthetic #grafittyart #street art #street art aesthetic #daily blog #travel #Berlin aesthetic

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roxsie · 6 months

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So I finally got myself to try something new and I ended up trying out 3 new creative hobbies in one day.

Now I have to urge to make one of them a business even though I was shit at all the new things I tried. Somehow I always feel the need to monetize my hobbies and be immediately perfect at the new things I try, otherwise it’s not fun…

#trying new things #autistic girl #autistic adult #autistic women #daily blog #girlblogging #journal #aries sun #adhd autistic #adhd stuff #stuck in life #hobbies #creativity #honestly i'm a bit desperate

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roxsie · 9 months

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Does anyone recognize the feeling of being supposed to have recovered from your eating disorder, but then you gain weight? None of your clothes fit anymore, and you know you shouldn't let it bother you, but it does. Suddenly, it feels like you're only halfway through your recovery, rather than fully recovered. It's like being stuck in this strange limbo, where there doesn't seem to be a clear path forward.

Right now, I'm in this place. I feel like I shouldn't care that my body looks different, but I do. And now I realize I had thought I wouldn't gain this weight back and still harbor a lot of negative thoughts about gaining weight. It feels like a failure that I've gained this weight. But the moment I entertain this thought, it's as if I'm failing in my recovery.

Lately, I've been eating more, and not all of the food has been healthy or made me feel good in my body. It's what I needed at the time, but now I'd prefer to make slightly healthier choices. However, I also wish to lose a bit of weight in the process, so I can return to the body I felt more comfortable in. Unfortunately, there's no online recovery community where you can discuss this without it turning toxic.

For now, I'm trying to forgive myself, which I find very challenging. I'm also working on feeling comfortable in the body I have now, with clothes that fit well. It serves as a reminder that recovery is a lengthy journey.

#eating disorder recovery #recovery #body acceptance #ed recovery

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roxsie · 10 months

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Cycle of life Me bored, planning amazing activities like going to festivals, parties, concerts, all in one month. Me next month, autistic burned out in the depths of hell. After all this, rinse & repeat.

#adhd stuff #autistic adult #adhd autistic #autistic girl #audhd problems #actually audhd #mental health #autistic women #autistic burned out #autistic meltdown

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roxsie · 1 year

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i disappear sometimes. it’s my thing.

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roxsie · 1 year

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Usually when you're bad at writing, you're good at speaking.

What if I'm not good at both, is there a third option?

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roxsie · 1 year

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when u listen to an entire album from start to finish it becomes part of your bone structure btw

#did you know that there's a tunnel under ocean blvd

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roxsie · 1 year

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Honest question, did anyone with autism actually feel the butterflies when having a crush?

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roxsie · 1 year

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Every time she hits the baby, my senses hit different stratospheres✨

#lana del rey #lana del rey aesthetic #lana del rey fishtail #did you know that there's a tunnel under ocean blvd #lana del rey songs #lana del rey spotify #lana del rey music #music #songs #playlist #spotify #song of the day #song of the moment #dreamy music #Spotify

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roxsie · 1 year

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“There was something very special, but it wasn't inside Josie. It was inside those who loved her.”

“Hope,’ he said. ‘Damn thing never leaves you alone.”

“Perhaps all humans are lonely. At least potentially.”

“Sometimes,’ she said, ‘at special moments like that, people feel a pain alongside their happiness.”

“It must be great. Not to miss things. Not to long to get back to something. Not to be looking back all the time. Everything must be so much more…”

“In the morning when the Sun returns. It’s possible for us to hope.”

- Klara and the Sun

#klara and the sun #kazuo ishiguro #booklr #book quotes #inspirational quotes #quotes #book blog #klara and the sun quotes #literature #book recommendations #book tumblr #bookblr #book quote

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roxsie · 1 year

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25.03.2023

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roxsie · 1 year

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The autistic urge to not say goodbye when you leave work, to avoid some awkward socialization.

Only to be called out by your boss..

Fun fact this happened to me today and it's my birthday. Happy anxious birthday to me

#women with autism #actually autistic #autism #birthday #socialization with autism #autistic things #autistic girl #autistic problems #being autistic #social anxiety #autistic anxiety #anxious birthday #autistic life #autistic at work #autistic experiences

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roxsie · 1 year

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People lock up your windows and doors, it’s aries season..

Time to unleash the chaotic energy, watch me thrive at being a menace to society 🔥

✨🖤aries aesthetic🖤✨

#zodiac #astrology #birth chart #aries zodiac #ariesgang #aries sun #aries #aries season #aries aesthetic #aries sign

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roxsie · 1 year

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Me on my autistic burnout shit...

Had to share this @WeHeartIt

#blankets #autistic burnout #women with autism #autistic girl #actually autistic #cat #stimming #soft blankets are heaven

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roxsie · 1 year

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18-03-2023

I haven't forgotten my first blog post, eventhough it seems like it. I have been stressed out with life and work. Also, to be completely honest, I have been thinking of how to start. Which resulted in me not starting.

In my head it seemed logical to start with uploading the list and then work it through and journal about how it was. However the list is not finished yet, but I do have some hobbies I already want to try. So it probably I will upload the list and will journal about my try out of the hobbies, but it will not be in chronological order.

Anyway after all the work and stress of the week, today will be my chill day. Putting this playlist on repeat and vibe the day away. Tomorrow will be my first time trying to make candles. Let's hope I don't burn the house down...

#blogging #daily blog #blog post #my journal #journal #journal blog #online diary #girlblogging #playlist #music #chill playlist #Spotify

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roxsie · 1 year

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This is the vibe for today ✨

Dreaming within an overgrown garden 🍃

#art #music #song of the day #chill vibes #melancholia #melancholic in lila #watch me dream te day away #Spotify

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roxsie · 1 year

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And that’s on voting day

i wanna respect everybodys opinion but some peoples opinions are just so terrible

#done with this bullshit

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