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oxzie · 2 years

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OML THIS IS SO CUTE❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

I honestly wish I had the courage to do that because I love writing letters of appreciation to my friends. (Although I stopped because one told me that it was dumb *totally didn’t annoy them with kpop lyrics 😅*)

Kinda need a part 2 of where reader confesses but then jk is too shocked and says no……………

Loved it tho with all my ♥️

WAIT WAIT -- I got another source of inspiration for your ask game 😅 The infamous much sought after Armyst Kookie who drove millions into a panic (I’m still mad I couldn’t get my hands on one, neither the sweater nor Jungkook 🤧)

As always, please feel free to ignore either ask!! ❤️

Noooo I wasn't able to get one either and I'm so sad 😭 I think my panic is still going on because every time I see this pic I have to physically stop what I'm doing and admire him.

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Hey JK,

I know you're not perfect. You say stupid stuff sometimes, you laugh when you're not supposed to, you have scars left behind by people who did you wrong, you're a little crazy, but that's okay. So am I. Love me or not, I'll never not admire those things about you. Because they make you who you are. And I really like who you are...more than you'll probably ever know.

Love, A <3

Jungkook turns the note over in his hand, sighing as he reads it again and again and again.

It's been close to two months since he started receiving these "hey JK" letters, and every one of them comes at just the right moment, just when he needs them. Like an angel. Like someone out there just knows what he needs exactly when he needs it.

How beautiful would it be to finally discover this person's identity, to discover who's been the one unknowingly keeping him afloat these last weeks. Jungkook desperately wishes he could find them, see them, hug them, and relate all the gratitude he has in his heart for them. They probably don't know....but he's started to fall for their letters, deeper and more seriously with every word.

If he would only let himself, he could seriously fall in love with this mystery admirer. His hopeless romantic ass wants nothing more than to meet them under the cherry blossoms, standing in awed silence as they look at each other and smile, finally in the open after all this time spent in secret. His heart craves the interaction more than anything. It’s like he can feel it burn deeper in his bones with every letter he receives; this person is his soulmate.

"Hey," you chant as you approach him at his locker, a casual wave and a bounce of your backpack. "What's up?"

Jungkook doesn't notice you at first, his eyes fixated on the lovely handwriting and enchanting rhythm of words on the paper.

You glance over his shoulder and see the note, nodding along as you briefly scan it. "Another letter. Does it have any clues as to who sent it this time?"

"Not really," your best friend sighs dejected. "Just...like usual."

His cheeks tint pink at that last signature. Love. Does this person actually love him? Does this mean they know him personally? He's suspected it before considering their previous letters have mentioned some pretty personal things; things only his close friends might know. But none of his friends claim to have written them. Not even you.

His writer doesn’t sound anything like you anyway. They’re much softer and cuter and, Jungkook tends to imagine, smaller than you in stature. They need to be protected at all costs. You fight your own battles. They prefer to hide from the spotlight. You’re never afraid to speak your mind or call someone out on their bullshit. They probably wear pretty bows and ribbons in their hair. Pink is your least favorite color, not to mention you once confessed you’d be dead before you got caught wearing ruffles.

But...what if it was you? Jungkook happens to know about your intense love for stationary and poetry. But you prefer dark romance, you know, an Edger Allen Poe kind of aesthetic. There’s no way you could be responsible for writing the line, “my heart races when I look at you, my toes curl inside my shoes, and I feel all the forces of the universe pulling us together. I desperately desire your lips and heart alike. More than anything.”

Jungkook glances at you resting your chin on his shoulder, reading over the note with twisted lips and concentrated eyes. Has your nose always looked like a button?

"I'm sure they'll reveal themselves eventually," you tell him while adjusting his hoodie on his shoulders, "they're probably shy and just waiting for the right moment."

He allows you to pull the hood over his head and comb your fingers through his hair, fixing the few loose strands and guiding the fabric to frame his face prettily.

“Shy?”

"Yeah, you know. I like you but I'm scared to say it out loud, sorta thing. These letters are probably a way for them to express their feelings without being embarrassed."

"You think they're embarrassed?"

You shrug. "Maybe. Not of you, of course. Telling someone how you feel can be...scary."

That makes sense. Jungkook has had crushes before and he remembers how nerve-racking it was to voice his emotions. So whoever has written these letter to him must have a shy personality or at least be hesitant to be open about their feelings.

Well, that clears up one thing. It's not you.

Jungkook walks you home that day, as he does every day. He waves goodbye as you trudge your way into your house, saying a quick hello to your guardian and shuffling off to your room.

In the bottom drawer of your dresser, buried beneath stacks of school notebooks and old textbooks, you dig out a small box of notecard sized pink letters and place one in front of you. With all your stationary laid out and ready, you select your favorite pen, and scramble to organize your thoughts before you begin to write.

Hey JK,

You must be frustrated because I keep avoiding you. To tell you the truth, I'm scared to say who I am because expectations are a hard thing to live up to, and I'm afraid of being a disappointment. Eventually, I’ll face my fear. But for now, can you let me admire you from here? From my hidden corner of the world where I can watch you be amazing and silently wish to myself that I could be half the person you are? Eventually...I’ll face my fear. Even if it brings about the end of our little romance. As long as it doesn't burn our friendship. Can you promise me something? If I tell you who I am, promise it won't burn either of us?

With caution, A <3

Pic requests are open again! Send me a pic--your bias or bias wrecker being cute or spicy--and I'll write a short something to match it 👀

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oxzie · 2 years

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SUPER CUTE 🥰 and a total Must read

☆ not once, but

wc: 350

genre: fluff

pairing: choi beomgyu x gn!reader

a/n: this was originally written for riki, but i no longer write for enha lol

Sometimes, cuddling is nice, Beomgyu thinks. But he also thinks it's way nicer when you're cuddling with the person who makes your heart race and your face flush. It's often hard for him to convey his feelings with words, which is why he's laying down on your pile of stuffed animals with his head buried in your chest.

You brush your fingers through his hair as you whisper to him, "Hey. How would you describe yourself in three words?"

In his half asleep state, Beomgyu replies, "Madly in love."

He lets out a sigh and snuggles his face deeper into your chest, trying to melt your skin together and become one being.

You laugh at this, lightly scratching at Beomgyu's scalp. "You're so cute... Say it again, please," you ask him, fully knowing that if Beomgyu weren't half asleep, he would never say what you're asking him to.

You just enjoy it so much right now as Beomgyu's got sleep in his eyes, his voice is deeper, and his heart beat matches yours. It's moments like these that make you realize, shit, you're madly in love with Beomgyu as well. When you've done nothing the entire day, but cuddle, bother each other, and simply exist with one another. You do your best to reach down and press a light kiss at the crown of Beomgyu's head.

"I love you," Beomgyu mutters, sighing as he wraps his arms around you even tighter.

You gasp in response, having never heard Beomgyu say those words to you before. You shake his body lightly, "Say it again."

"No," Beomgyu whines. "I'm only saying it once. Only once."

Pouting, you let go of him, bringing your arms down to your sides. Beomgyu whines even louder, wanting your arms around him once again.

"Say it again," you demand.

"Fine. I love you. Now please wrap your arms around me," Beomgyu mumbles, hands reaching for your arms.

You relent, bringing your arms around him once again, hands rubbing up and down his back.

"I love you too," you respond, giggling.

Beomgyu is right. Cuddling is really nice.

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oxzie · 2 years

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BTS Masterlist

Love Is Like A Lost Puppy

Genre: Fluff/ against Bt21 au

Word count: 1567

Warning: Heart break, Fighting, unrequited love

Pairing: Jimin with chimmy x reader

Summary : You we’re having a pretty shitty weekend and your on the verge of breaking up with your boyfriend Jimin. But a little adorable Chimmy comes your way to remind you how much you love him

I think I’m In Love Mang Spin-off of LILP

Trailer

Fluff bt21 au

Word count: tbd

Warnings :none

Pairing : Hoseok &Mang x reader

Summary : Hoseok has a problem he’s in love with his best friend ( originally you ) ( who we shall call Aria) but then another women comes into his life. Although Aria has a boyfriend she can’t help but feel jealous of her Hobi simping over you. *mang will be slipped in somehow

Author note : Hi this is a small masterlist that’s very unorganized but as life goes on it will be better.

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oxzie · 2 years

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Seems interesting ready to read 🥰

NEW GIRL | jjk

☞ summary after finding out your boyfriend of 6 years cheated on you, you find yourself moving in with three guys in a loft. what could possibly go wrong? – inspired by the FOX series New Girl.

☞ pairing jeon jungkook x female reader

☞ genre roommates!au, roommates to lovers, romantic comedy

☞ status completed!

☞ rated mature (+18)

INDEX — season one

chapter 1

chapter 2

chapter 3

chapter 4

chapter 5

chapter 6

chapter 7

INDEX — season two [coming soon]

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oxzie · 2 years

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Love is like a lost puppy

Here’s a trailer for a spin off of Love is Like a Lost Puppy 🐶

Hope you enjoy I Think I Might Be In Love Mang

word count: ?

warnings:none

Genre: Fluff, bt21 au, against

“Hey y/n I have something to tell you”

“Oh good I also have something to tell you”

“Hobi I think I’m in love”

Hoseok heart was beating faster and his breathing had become difficult to maintain. It was going to happen the girl of his dreams and his best friend,

“With who”

“Jimin”

This was the first time that Jung Hoseok heart had been broken. His heart stopped and he fainted.

*ps looking for someone who can help me make a banner

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oxzie · 2 years

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I loved it even though I mad the suggestion myself (hehe)!

Attention - Namjoon scenario (Requested | Fluff)

@oxzie said: Oh I see your requests are open °₊∗♡( ˃̶᷇ ‧̫ ˂̶᷆ )♡∗₊° Hihi! I have a request on a Bts idol or non-idol (completely your choice au that’s also a brother best friend au where any Bts member of your choice is a brother( makes things more interesting *wink*) any member of your choice as the main character. And I have one request that you add ALL members (I really don’t like to leave anyone out) Ty _(┐「ε:)_

A/N: Dear love, I hope you enjoy this scenario as much as I enjoyed writing it 😀 Have a nice day! 💜

Summary: Jin is your big brother. He introduced you to his friends few years back. Them being idols, you mostly follow them around and hang out with them and go to their shows, but develop a secret crush on Namjoon and you want his attention.

Word count: 1990

Members: Namjoon x You (reader) x Jin

Genre: Fluff

"... And how exactly you think I can do that?" Jin spoke up walking down the hallway. You rushed after him, walking quickly.

"Jin, can you- Just stop for a second." you grab onto his arm making him stop, trying to catch a breath

He turned to face you and laughed at you as he noticed you being out of breath. That guy always has some jokes going, laughing at you, etc... He's your older brother.

"Well, you're an idol, and I'm sure you can bring me into your studio so I can practice playing guitar." You spoke and he nodded his head in agreement

"You want that so badly? Since when do you want to learn to play guitar that much?" Jin said and walked by your side

"I'll make sure we get it done..." he added and threw his arm around your shoulders, smiling.

The two of you walked into a room where members were all gathered together before rehearsals for the upcoming show they had. You met them not long ago, maybe two years just passed. Jin has always been protective over you and didn't want them to meet his sister, so they don't "fall in love" with you. It actually goes both ways. You always thought how funny the reason he had was.

Smiles light up on their faces as they greet you.

"Ahhh Y/N is here finally! Come sit with us, eat!" J-Hope smiled, making hand gesture for you to come sit next to him.

"How are you all? Nervous for the show?" You asked, taking the food in your hands.

"We're natural Y/N, come onnn" Suga spreads his hands and laughs

After some time, it was their time to do the rehearsals. You sat in the chair, watching the stage and them. Most of the time, you videotape them so they can see how they do. It was like your job to do it.

After a while, a familiar face sits next to you. Namjoon smiled and pointed at the stage.

"What do you think so far?" his eyes fall on yours; he didn't want to break the eye contact with you. A feeling of being nervous came over. You knew why but didn't want to show it.

"Well, I am not a professional so I actually can't really say anything, right?" You chukle a bit, looking away

"No, no... I want to hear your thoughts." he spoke up, observing how nervous you are looking. He found it actually pretty cute how you get lost, not knowing what to do or say as he is around you. He's a few years older than you. Your head turns towards him.

"Well maybe, Jin can do better-"

"YAH, YAH! NAMJOON!" Jin cuts you off in the middle of you speaking. You both hear him speaking loudly on the microphone, so the two of you can hear him.

As you turn, Jin is already pointing at the two of you

"Don't flirt with my sister!" He spoke and everyone laughs a bit

"Don't worry, Jin!" Namjoon shouted

It didn't take long before Namjoon understood you liked him. Mostly, Jin and him would hang out, and he'll be in your presence a lot. The two of you would talk, joke around, and just have a good time together. He knew you'll get attached because you seemed like that type of person; he didn't mind it, he just didn't want you to be sad or hurt.

"Jin told me you wanted to play guitar" he spoke leaning back on the chair

"Oh.. Yeah... I want to learn how to play it. When I hear it play, it just relaxes me. " You nodded your head a bit

"Why don't you come over today to the studio? I'll teach you. I can teach you these few days since we're here still."

You turned your head in suprise, looking at him. He smiled and nodded his head. All you felt was excitement to learn something new.

"THANK YOU!"

"Shhhh, don't let Jin know..." he said quietly, and you laugh, placing your hand over your mouth to shut up.

- - -

After that day, in the evening hours you headed towards the studio adress Namjoon has sent you. Arriving there, Namjoon smiled greeting you with a hug.

"Woow..." you smiled looking around the studio. Admiring the all the space, equipment they had, instruments and such... Making your way to the sofa, Namjoon followed and the two of you sit down and he hands you the guitar.

"Again... Thank you Namjoon, I really appreciate this." your eyes look at his, then at the guitar, taking it in your arms, adjusting what has to be done.

Namjoon smiled and started to explain to you everything you needed to know. On the break, the two of you would eat and talk about all the topics that come to your guys' minds. Both of you were surprised by how many of the same thoughts you had. You observed the lines of his face. The eyes that make your heart stop when they look at yours. Lips, plump lips which you only imagined how kissable they are. That smile, the laugh of his, was so calming, nice. Around his presence, you felt safe. Namjoon showed you something he's been working on. He was so passionate talking about it.

"Well... I think I talked way too much.." Namjoon smiled, looking away, closing his notebook.

"No! Why? I really enjoy listening to your thoughts." you smiled a bit

"I didn't even realize the time it is... Y/N, we have to get back to our rooms and get some sleep... Tomorrow, we'll continue the lesson at the same time as today." He spoke, packing the stuff he had, cleaning up the place a bit. You nodded your head in agreement. The two of you walk out the building, heading back to the hotel.

Namjoon's room was came first, so the two of you stopped and faced each other.

"It was nice today, Namjoon... Looking forward to tomorrow." You spoke quietly, and he smiled, placing his hands into his pockets.

"Good night, Y/N. Sweet dreams..." he spoke softly, keeping the eye contact just a little longer than you expected it to be, before pulling out his card to the room.

The next day, Namjoon and you would share a few more eye contact moments than before. You felt weird but liked the attention you were getting just by those eye contacts. Jin more and more observed the two of you with his eyebrow in the air.

"Something is happening..." Jin spoke, crossing his arms, standing next to you, making you jump as you were focused on videotaping the rehearsals.

"Oh fuck you Jin. You scared me- Happening- What is happening?" you look at him

"Are you hiding something from me? Like that Namjoon and you are dating?!" his eyes go wide and you start laugh

"Jin... Far as I know, he thinks of me as his sister, so... No, there is nothing happening, you fool!" You slap his arm and walk away.

- - -

Namjoon and you sat on the floor, leaning on the sofa, talking. So far, the lessons are going good, and you're proud of yourself how far you’ve come.

"Y/N, tomorrow is the show... I am excited to see all the ARMY's. It will be fun, but I am happy you'll be there." Namjoon spoke looking at you.

"Why is that?" you smiled taking a sip of your drink

"I don't know, actually... You just have been with us for a long time that I got used to you a lot... These lessons also helped me meet you more."

The two of you smiled, keeping eye contact. You felt your heart starting to beat more and more as this was going on. Many thoughts were going through your mind. Your body just started leaning in towards him.

"WELL! I think we should head out..." Namjoon looks away, getting up quickly. Embarrassment came over you. Your face was on fire. Gathering your things first, you quickly walked through the door, not even saying bye to Namjoon. His eyes followed you as you walked out, shutting the door. Taking a deep breath, his head falls down.

"God, what are you doing with yourself..." he said to himself and took his things walking out.

Namjoon decided not to go to sleep but instead called you. It rang and rang till he heard your voice answering the phone.

"Why did you walk out that way?" he said looking through the window, watching the city lights.

"I just.... I just remembered I had to do something back at the hotel.."

Namjoon smiles at your response

"At midnight Y/N?"

You close your eyes and drop your head. All you could think of is how stupid you were and not thinking straight. The silence filled both of the rooms.

"You there?" He added after a minute

"Yeah! Just thinking about something- Namjoon- I need to go to sleep, I think you need too. You have a show tomorrow! Good night!" You said ending the call fast. Your body falls back on the bed.

"OH MY GODDD!!!" you scream into the pillow

"How can you be so stupid!?!?!" You spoke to yourself

- - -

The show was on. Boys prepared well, and you were so proud of them. You watched them backstage, singing along and dancing. The boys had 5 minute break, and they came in storming. Quickly, they grabbed water and changed their clothes. You were walking down to bring them more water. Namjoon walked out of the room, noticing you. With a smile, he took another bottle of water and quickly touched your waist with his hand, holding you for a second or two.

"Thank you." He spoke, looking down at your eyes, being closer to you than ever. His warmth, sweat, his heavy breathing were so hot to you. You wanted to make a move on this man right now and there. Was is the right moment?

"Namjoon-" you spoke up quickly, but the staff was already calling for him.

"We'll talk on the next break, okay?" Both of you smile and nod your heads

On the next break, Namjoon took your hand and lead you with him to another room, where there was no one.

"Y/N, what did you want to tell me?" He spoke, leaning against the desk. You were hesitant, didn't have enough courage to even tell him how you feel.

"Y/N I don't have time for you to be quiet" he added and came closer toward you.

"Why don't you do what you wanted back at the studio" he said quietly, brushing your hair away from your face with his index finger, looking down at you, holding the gaze.

You looked up at him, placing your hands on his chest, pulling on his clothes, and kissing him. Quickly, his hands traveled up to each side of your face.

"Namjoon!" The two of you hear the staff calling for him

He pulled away, giving you few more pecks on the lips. Eyes meet yours and both of you share a smile.

"You got me hooked." Namjoon said placed his forehead against yours

"I hate you..." he added and smiled, letting go of your hand as he was leaving the room to go onto the stage again.

- - -

Tomorrow morning, everyone packed their things and headed out to the airport. While waiting, all of you got yourself breakfast and coffee. Only Namjoon and you knew what happened yesterday, which made things more exciting and cuter. You felt bad about Jin, not knowing, but he'll find out eventually.

Namjoon and you shared eye contact, smiling at each other.

"Yaah, Y/N, why are the two of you smiling at each other that wayy huuuh?" Jin pointed at the two of you, and all you could do is laugh.

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oxzie · 2 years

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So cute! wonder how Jungkook will survive

The answer :he won’t

HIHI!

I was hoping you could do a ff on any Bts member on the brother best friend au. Could be idol au your choice and could your brother be a Bts member (୨୧•͈ᴗ•͈)◞*♡. I also have one request of adding all members in the story (I’d hate to leave anyone out ( T-T)尸) TY!💕

hello there! i’m sorry this took so long but a lot of shit has happened haha. here it is, i hope you enjoy it. i combined these two requests!

as always, thanks to my lovely jo for being the most amazing big sister one could ask for. 💖

masterlist.

“Are you comfortable?” you ask the person lying on the couch with his legs resting on the coffee table in front of him.

You only receive a chuckle in response, making you frown and turn to look at him. He’s not the type to miss an opportunity to tease you like he constantly does, but maybe the silence is the way he’s decided to tease you today. When your eyes meet his, he smirks and removes his legs from the coffee table; relief sinks in, but it fades away when he manspreads more than what’s even necessary and murmurs cockily.

You cannot punch him, you tell yourself. You cannot punch Jeon Jungkook as much as you’re craving it, because you would never hear the end of it from Namjoon. What you can do, though, is hit him in some other way. You walk towards him and part your legs enough to make it seem like you’re about to straddle his lap. You put one knee on the couch and grab a pillow when he least expects it - he’s too busy deciding whether to look at your cleavage or at what you’re doing - and hit his chest with it, twice.

“Stop hitting Jungkook, Y/N.” A voice behind you orders, and you’re sure that they’re trying their hardest to stifle their laughter.

You smooth your clothes and leave the pillow back where it was before, turning around and walking away from Jungkook. Namjoon is looking at you with an eyebrow raised, like he is expecting an explanation to why you were hitting Jungkook.

“Your sister has gone insane, hyung. All I did was say hello and she started attacking me!” Jungkook exclaims, rubbing his chest with a pained expression that you know is one hundred percent fake.

“You know that is not true! You walk in here like it’s your fucking house and-.” You’re rudely interrupted by your brother’s groan, but it’s enough to make you shut up and listen.

“I know, and I would bet a lot of money, that you definitely said more than hello for her to be this pissed. And you,” Namjoon points at you, addressing you with a much calmer tone than what he used with Jungkook. “Just ignore him, okay? I’m sorry my best friend is an asshole.”

“He’s more than that…” you murmur as you leave the room, heading towards the kitchen to get your lunch.

There is not a specific reason why you despise Jungkook. You guys did not even know about each other’s existence until the day your brother befriended him and he started invading your house almost every fucking weekend. Every weekend was acceptable enough, but then it started increasing to Mondays and Wednesdays for some “group studying”, and now it’s like a daily thing.

You’d believe Jungkook has it for Namjoon if it weren’t for his playboy reputation.

Okay, maybe there is a reason why you despise him. Every day, without exception, that you see each other, there is teasing on his behalf - today it was sitting on his lap, the other day it came in the form of “that guy won’t please you like I will”, just because he saw you talking to Jung Hoseok - your lab partner - on your way back home. He believes every woman is dying for him and his dick game. And the worst part of it all is that he is after you, it doesn’t matter if you’re his best friend’s sister. But of course, until he gets you, he keeps getting his dick wet with whoever’s available.

“Are you going to stay here tonight, Y/N?” Namjoon’s voice pulls you out of your thoughts; he makes his way inside the kitchen to grab two cups for him and Jungkook.

“The only place I may be going tonight will be that bakery from down the street for some brownies. I have a lot of shit to do.” You let out a small groan, the mental image of your to-do list is quick to appear.

“You should order some food. Namjoon and I will be going out, Jimin is waiting for us at his apartment,” Jungkook suggests out of nowhere, sounding close but far away at the same time.

You turn around and notice he is leaning against the door frame, that same smirk you wanted to wipe minutes ago back in his face. As always, he has managed to annoy you with simple actions - this time it’s meddling in your conversation with your brother. Deciding to be nice for once and sparing you another negative situation, you give him a saccharine smile and grab your bottle of water, making your way out of the kitchen.

jungkook [1:30 a.m]: guess who’s at jimin’s apartment

jungkook [1:32 a.m]: your little fuckbuddy, hoseok

you [1:37 a.m]: remind me to block your number, i only have it in case there’s an emergency.

jungkook [1:37 a.m]: so you won’t deny you’re fucking him?

If you don’t answer, you’re letting him win. If you do answer, this will only continue, and you’re way too comfortable right now in your bed to waste the small amount of energy left in your body telling Jungkook’s stubborn ass that you’re not hooking up with Hoseok.

Maybe you can avoid the question so subtly, he won’t question you again and again.

you [1:42 a.m]: why is he there tho lol, u guys aren’t even friends

Internally hoping the minutes you took to reply will make him stop bothering you, you turn off the lamp on the nightstand and lock your phone, grabbing your charger and connecting your phone to it. You leave the device on the nightstand and turn on your side, opting to ignore the two vibrations coming from your phone - you’ll check the messages in the morning.

“He was being a bitch from the moment he stepped foot in the living room, I even lost my temper and hit him with a pillow.”

Hoseok lets out an unrestrained cackle after hearing your confession of the violent act, putting his slice of pizza back in the box in order to clap for you, making you halt in your steps in the middle of the room, turning to look at him with a shy grin.

“Stop that, no. As much as it felt good, don’t need you encouraging my violent activities,” you joke, going back to your desk to collect your notebook and calculator, sitting next to him on the bed.

“How can I not? I know you’ve been dying to hit him from the day he started hitting on you.” Hoseok grabs a slice of pizza and puts it on a napkin, handing it to you.

You thank him with a nod of your head and give the slice a bite, sighing at the deliciousness.

“But that’s not the worst part. He texted me at one in the morning just to tell me my fuckbuddy Hoseok is at the party with him.” You scoff, proceeding to bite and chew on your pizza furiously, annoyed at Jungkook’s behaviour.

“So he randomly texts you about me at one a.m?” Hoseok questions in disbelief, grabbing the slice again and giving it a bite, shaking his head in amusement.

Your anger turns to mirth when you notice that Hoseok’s actions are a little similar to yours, making you shift closer to him to rest your head on his shoulder.

“You enjoy this just as much as I do, don’t you?” Giggling, you hug his arm and sigh. “But yeah, the last messages he sent said something like ‘I’m trying to get to know your boyfriend more to prove to you that he’s not good enough for you’.”

“Oh my god, Y/N, you can totally turn this around for your benefit!” Hoseok exclaims, hugging you with his free arm in excitement.

“What do you mean? That conversation? I cannot text him all out of the blue and reopen something that’s closed.”

“Not that way. What if you and I pretend to date, so that way he will back away. I may not know Jungkook, but I know Jimin; he has told me several times that if Jungkook finds out a girl is taken, he backs away. So he’s probably still hitting on you because the only proof he has of you being taken is seeing us together, and we’ve never done something… crazy.” Hoseok elaborates, looking at you to gauge your reaction. He arches an eyebrow when you say nothing.

“Define crazy, for starters… I’m not going to agree without knowing all the terms and conditions.” You lean backwards a little to face him, your scrutinizing glance analyzing him.

Hoseok pinches your thigh and you slap his hand in response, watching him shake his head.

“We never cross the friendly limits. We hug, talk, hang out… but nothing more than that. Maybe if he sees us kissing, dancing, and all that jazz, he will get the message and back off.” He explains, chuckling at the change in your expression now that he has clarified his idea.

“Wow… Let’s do it, I’d never thought about it and if it wasn’t for you, I’d probably have to buy a pillow to carry around for whenever I feel like hitting him.” Sitting up straight, you face Hoseok once again and show him your hand, offering a handshake to seal the deal.

He takes your hand in his and gives it a firm squeeze, winking at you. Next thing you know, he’s moving the pizza box away from the bed and pulling you into his lap, securing his arms around your waist.

“What the fuck is happening?” You tilt your head, biting your lip to suppress the smile that’s trying to slip. Hoseok loosens his hold around your waist as if to give you room to get off, yet you don’t, you only get more comfortable.

“I figured we should practice if we are actually going to do this eventually. Call it getting to know each other.” He puts one hand on your cheek and caresses your bottom lip with his thumb, freeing it from your teeth.

The moment he sees you leaning forward, he does the same, allowing you to taste his lips for the first - and definitely not the last - time.

The loud bass of the music greets you, along with the sound of glass breaking and some laughter following it. Weird combo, you think, grabbing Hoseok’s hand to not get lost between so many people. He laces his fingers with yours and throws a smirk your way, discreetly tilting his head. You get the memo - directing your glance to where he is signaling - Jungkook’s group, sitting at the very back of the room.

It feels weird. You’re usually not the partying girl, but in order to get the plan going, Hoseok had asked Jimin if he could talk to Taehyung to know if it was cool for you guys to tag along. As soon as he heard back from Jimin, Hoseok texted you to let you know you guys were attending Taehyung’s party on Friday. Friday night arrived and even Namjoon was surprised that you were attending, especially with Hoseok - he didn’t question you, though, he seemed happy about it.

A guy you remember is called Seokjin waves at you when you make eye contact, and then points at both of you for the rest of the group to notice your arrival.

“I assume that is happening because Jimin and you are friends and for no other reason?” You whisper in Hoseok’s ear, feeling him loop an arm around your waist.

He grabs two red cups and fills them with an already prepared beverage that’s served in a pitcher. He takes a big sip out of it and turns to look at you.

“I hope so. I don’t think Jungkook mentioned anything to them or something like that. Anyways - here’s the plan: we need to be close enough so they can believe us, but keeping it real. No clingy shit. Some kisses will have to be taken, maybe sitting in my lap-.”

“Okay, you’re making this way too personal,” you joke, pointing at him with your index finger. Your next move catches him by surprise, though; you get close to his mouth and whisper, “Whatever you say, boyfriend.”

Before he can even react, you take your cup and step away from him, pointing at Jungkook’s group as if to say “I’ll be right there.”

The night is going as smoothly as you were expecting. Sure, nervousness sometimes got the best of you, but one look at Hoseok - who was as cool as a cucumber - and you’d go back to being yourself again.

Jungkook is being subtle, yet it’s almost too obvious he can’t get himself to stop staring at the two of you whenever you guys engage in some type of display of affection. His jaw is clenched and his gaze could burn a hole in Hoseok’s hair with all the hate he’s putting into it. You’re currently on the “dance-floor” - just the couches pushed back to give anyone enough space to dance - with your back against his front, and you look so happy.

No one is oblivious to the fact that he’s jealous. During the past hour, four girls have approached him and went back to their seats with a frown or a pout on their faces, since Jungkook is too busy keeping an eye on you to even want to hang out with them. Jin nudges his side with his elbow, making him grunt and look at Jin.

“What?” He barks, tapping his foot against the floor anxiously.

“You do know that staring at them like that is not going to fix shit for you, right?” Jin begins, taking a sip of his beer.

“He’s pissed off that he missed whatever chance he had with her because now she’s with Hobi.” Yoongi butts in, smirking at the youngest’s frown.

Jungkook has the perfect comeback in mind, his mouth is already opening, yet one look at the both of you shuts him up; you’ve turned around and Hoseok is leaning in to kiss you. You greedily accept his mouth on yours and continue dancing - grinding - onto him. He’s had enough of it, though the tipping point is when he watches the way you take Hoseok’s hand in yours and pull him to the stairs, making your way upstairs.

He turns to look at Namjoon, baffled as fuck, as if asking him to do something. The older one shrugs and carries on with his conversation with Jimin and some other girl. Jungkook takes a deep breath to calm himself down and gets up, heading to the bar to fix himself another drink.

You almost hit your head on the doorway with the way Hoseok is pulling you into the room. Both of you are a giggling mess right now - your heels are off, he is taking his and your drink and setting them on a desk located in the room to prevent any messes, quickly walking back to you.

He takes your ass in his hands and gives it a squeeze. “C’mon, jump.” He instructs and you follow, squealing in surprise at the strength he showcases. He walks to the bed and carefully lays you there, gaze suddenly turning soft.

“Y/N, listen… Before we do anything, I think we’re both sober enough to be here because we want to and not because of the plan with Jungkook. I want this, and if you don’t, I’ll completely understand,” he declares, hands coming to comb your hair now that it has become disheveled from your previous actions.

Warmth fills your chest. You knew, from the minute the idea popped in your head, that you wanted this. And you still do - his consideration only makes you feel more sure about your decision.

You pull the skirt of your dress to reveal more of your thighs, giving the man a reassuring smile. As you sit up and pull him close to you, he bends to be eye level with you and pecks your cheek, making your smile wider.

“I am sure. Thank you for asking me before getting into… this,” you smile, pulling him to lay on top of you.

You go straight for his neck, leaving wet, open-mouthed kisses on it. He grabs your thighs and locks them around his waist, reaching for his shirt and pulling it off his body. Nipping at the spot below his ear, Hoseok hisses and grabs your jaw carefully, turning your face to kiss you.

The kiss never comes, however, since someone opens the door and it slams against the wall, making both of you jolt. You pull your dress to cover your thighs; Hoseok is already cursing at the person who just bursted in without even knocking, and it takes a while for your brain to make the connection.

It’s Jungkook. Jungkook is the one who just interrupted your… whatever with Hoseok.

“Don’t yell at me for not knocking, you guys were the ones who were about to go at it with the door unlocked,” Jungkook points out, walking to the bed.

For starters, what the fuck is he doing here? He looks sober enough to know that this is not the bathroom. It’s like he’s determined to be interrupting you.

“What do you want?” You ask the tattooed boy, running your fingers through your hair to tame it down.

Hoseok puts his shirt back on. Now, he’s the one that could burn a hole through Jungkook's hair. The aforementioned man takes a while to answer your question, making you even more annoyed than you already feel.

You get up from the bed and grab your heels. As you’re almost done putting them on, Jungkook breaks the silence.

“I don't want him touching you. In fact, I don't want anyone else touching you if it’s not me.”

Is he out of his mind? What is he talking about?

Hoseok scoffs. He gives you a glance that shows he’s as confused as you are right now. Jungkook is known for his fuckboy persona and if it wasn’t for that, you’d almost believe he’s being possessive over someone he’s never had a taste of before.

“I like you, Y/N.” Jungkook breaks the silence at the lack of answers from either of you.

You lose your balance from how quickly your head snaps to look at him, fully in disbelief.

“Okay, I take that as my cue to leave. I am… gonna be downstairs, yeah.” Hoseok quickly declares as he rushes out of the room, closing the door on his way out.

Thanks for the help, you think to yourself. When you’re done with your other shoe, you stand up and walk up to him, searching for any sign that could tell you that he’s definitely joking, trying to annoy you - more than he already has - like he always does. But when he stays serious and doesn’t say anything, your gaze softens and you puff out a breath, reaching for his shoulder.

“Is this another one of your jokes to try and get to me? Because it’s not funny, Jeon,” you tell him, throwing your head back in exasperation.

There’s a… 60% chance he’s lying. Still, you can’t ignore the 40% left.

“I'm not joking, Y/N. I’m sorry I had to confess that in such an unmannered way, but I started to lose it from the moment you and Hoseok showed up together. I really wasn’t expecting you to be a thing. And then you’re both heading upstairs and,” he covers his face and takes a deep breath, taking a peek at you from behind his fingers, “I couldn't control myself. I had to say something before I totally ‘lost you’?” He squeaks out that last part, dropping his hands to his side.

Oh crap.

“Is this why you’ve been an annoying shit to me, especially since he and I started hanging out?”

This feels like that classic storyline where the boy is rude to the girl to get her attention. That doesn’t sound like Jeon Jungkook, at all.

“When you put it that way… yes, and I'm truly sorry for being an ass. I know the perspective you have of me right now isn’t the best.”

“Jungkook, I…” you move around the room, trying to become one with the mess in your head.

You don’t think he deserves being thrown around like trash just because of his reputation, yet you can’t bring yourself to just say “yes” to him like it’s no big deal.

“I can't just reject you as if i’m not willing to give this a try because it’s not like I’d never be interested in you, I just need some… time? To wrap my head around it and for you to prove it’s not something that will pass by.”

Jungkook sits down on the bed and you do the same, keeping a safe distance between the two of you. Eventually, both of you lie down and just indulge in each other’s company.

The silence is making you nervous. The fact that he’s still lying here with you makes you feel more calm, but you can’t help yourself and want an answer, to know that he doesn’t feel offended and that there may still be hope for the future. You shift to lay on your side and caress his arm, trying to get his attention.

“I'm sorry - what you said left me thinking. You’re right, the way I've been playing with girls isn’t appropriate for anyone. I'm not gonna give you that ‘I’m gonna change for you’ bullshit. But know that I’m not lying.” He shyly turns to you and opens his arms, inviting you to them.

You shift closer to him and let yourself be held by him, enjoying the warmth his body emits. You can still hear the music from downstairs, but you feel more at the peace here.

Of course, that only lasts for like a minute or two, because now it’s your brother who decides to interrupt your hug. The door is sent flying back to the wall again and Namjoon runs to where you are, grabbing a free pillow and hitting Jungkook with it.

Huh, how the tables have turned.

“Leave. My. Sister. Alone.” Namjoon enunciates with every hit, taking Jungkook's hands in one of his and hitting him with the pillow.

“Namjoon! What are you doing?” You yank the pillow out of Namjoon's grip and throw it across the room, frowning.

“You guys never came downstairs and Hoseok told me you were about to fuck! He’s not touching you!”

“Oh, because when it’s about me, you do care!” Jungkook retorts, grabbing your pillow when you get out of the bed and hitting Namjoon’s chest with it.

Yeah, now you get why Hoseok left the room. You sneakily do the same, closing the door silently.

A wide grin takes over your face at the thought of what is currently developing there. Your brother pillow fighting his best friend over you. Wow.

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Thank you for reading ❣️

Summary : You we’re having a pretty shitty weekend and your on the verge of breaking up with your boyfriend Jimin. But a little adorable Chimmy comes your way to remind you how much you love him.

Genre: Fluff/ against

Word count: 1567

Warning: Heart break, Fighting, unrequited love

A/N: Pretend that all the BT21 Characters could actually talk and were real

“THATS IT WERE OVER!” You shouted at your boyfriend Jimin.

“Oh come on y/n she was the kisser I was kissing” Jimin pleaded.

“If you really loved me you wouldn’t have kissed her”

You yelled even louder and I’m sure that your neighbors in the next house could hear you both yelling. At that moment your roommate Taehyung walked through the door. This was your moment to escape and breathe for a bit before you were ready to get physical.

“I'm going for a walk and you better be gone by the time I get back”

You stormed out of the bedroom and made a beeline to Tae in with tears threatening to fall. Tae pulled you in for a hug

“Make sure that he doesn’t steal anything” You muffled in his hoodie.

“Ok calm down everything’s going to be ok”

“I’m not going to stop you from walking out of the house because you need to blow off some steam but please don’t get hurt”

“ If you buy anything , go get some ice cream,” Tae recommended. You walked to the front door

“Please don’t do anything stupid I promise I’ll talk to him”

And with that you slammed the door and ran to your car.

You may be wondering what the heck happened… Well, it started 2 hours ago at your brother Jin's birthday party. Where Jimin was walking and someone, obviously drunk, walked up to him and kissed him. Jimin, being himself, knew better and wasn’t enjoying it. First thinking it was you because of how sudden it was but then realized from the way she smelled and the way she kissed was not you. Later he learned that it was a bet. And unfortunately you saw it happen right before your own eyes. Your boyfriend kissing another woman. You never knew it was a bet. All you could think was how tired you were of arguing.

Meanwhile

Chimmy was an orphan who just wanted a home. He strolled through the street looking for a friend, a friend who might just be their for him. To take care of him to make him feel love. Chimmy just wanted love to feel love and cuddles a bunch of cuddles. He was a little dog walking down the street playing his harmonica. He became hungry and went in search of food. Then he saw you through the window looking so beautiful in the ice cream store yet you looked like you cried for hours which you did.

“Hey Hobi”

Hoseok or Hobi as all his friends called him didn’t know anything since he got called in at the last minute for a shift at the ice cream store. It wasn’t the ideal job but it was a side one to make a bit more money. Hobi was Your second best friend in the entire world first being Tae. Little did you know he liked you but he pushed his heart to the side and helped you. He always wished you his but… he didn’t want to lose you.

“ Y/n how are you” he looked up at you and noticed how you were crying.

“Y/n are you ok?“

He dashed around the corner and hugged you. You cried on his shoulder.

“ We fought again “

“Can I tell you about it after your shift?“

“please”

You sobbed as Hobi ran his hands through your hair. Chimmy could feel his heart clenched as he watched you. Ignoring his hunger he jumped for the door handle but was too short to reach it. Hobi scooped you ice cream on the house and sat down.

Finally after jumping for what felt like eternity chimmy made it through the door, ran to your table and jumped into your arms. BT21 characters are rare to see but typically if you see them and they have no interest in you, you leave them alone. Everyone followed this rule; it was like they were magically protected. The way the chimmy looked at you in his eyes was the moment you knew he chose you. You kissed his head and he snuggled closer. A bit dirty though but you could clean him up when you got home. He reminded you of Jimin the way he looked at you the way he made you feel. And chimmy felt like he was home in her arms. You pushed past the thought of Chimmy looking like Jimin when Hobi came back. You explained everything that happened that night, with chimmy in your arms falling asleep.

“So… who is this cutie anyways?”

Chimmy woke right away at the sound of another man’s voice.

“I don’t know”

“You’re a he or she”

“Hi sorry my names Chimmy and it’s he “

Said the little puppy peeking through his bright yellow hoodie

“Also you’re really warm”

“Can I stay a while like this?” He asked wrapped in you arms clinging to you like a koala

“ Also can I be your friend and stay with you ? “ Chimmy pouted and it reminded you of how Jimin always did when he needed or wanted something from you.

“Sure I was looking for a new cuddle buddy” You press a warm kiss to his nose

“Hobi can we get 2 more scoop”

“Sure” Hobi walked away wishing that he could be the one in your arms as you kiss him. But some wishes aren’t supposed to come true.

After you insist on paying Hoseok for the ice cream you give him a hug as well as Chimmy gives him one.

You take the ice cream home to go.

When you get home you're welcomed by a running Tae begging to understand Jimin and what really happend. He has you in a tight hug pulling you as close as possible. He doesn’t notice Chimmy until he feels something soft on your left. A cute puppy appeared looking scared as ever. You noticed that and picked him up. You take it Jimin left.

“Chimmy meet Tae” “ Tae meet Chimmy “

“Well hello there nice to meet you” Tae says

“How about you go take a bath”

“Have you eaten yet ? “ you ask both of them.

“No” they reply simultaneously

“I’ll make ramen and we’ll eat when your done with you bath, I can wash your hoodie”

“Ok “ Chimmy says softly

“I don’t know how to use a shower” Chimmy says looking down

You sigh and look at Tae pleading eyes “ I trust you can you help him please “

He nods and you get to make dinner. The look of Chimmy face as he eats reminds you of how Jimin looked while he eats. Then you head off to bed Chimmy in arms and you drift off to sleep.

The next day you walk up and feed Chimmy you have to go to work. Chimmy begs you to let him come with. After the first day of leaving him alone you see him cry like Jimin would. You comfort him and you note to never leave him alone at home. He promises to behave and though work people look at him gush and he’s not a disturbance.

You get texts from Jimin but you ignore them. Finally after 3 days he gives you a breather. You get calls from your brother begging you to pick up Jimin calls or at least talk to him. Apparently he’s a complete mess without you.

A week passes and you start to miss Jimin and tell Jin that if Jimin wants to talk he’s going to have to do it face to face. You told him that as you look at Chimmy excited this he won another round of uno. Jimin comes over an hour later, while you're enjoying your time with Chimmy playing board games you haven’t had this much fun since the start of your relationship. Tae went out with Hobi for a guys night.

*knock knock on

You open it to a man with a bruise eye probably from Jin. Unwashed hair eyes that are red from crying. Has he not been eating? You think to yourself.

“Hey” he says and you reply by opening the door.

Chimmy comes running over to you and you scoop him up. If anything goes wrong you still have Chimmy.

“You have 5 minutes to explain, “ you say coldly as you shut the door . Chimmy looks at you scared. He’s never seen this side of you.

“Who’s he?” Chimmy breaks the silence

“He’s the one who better get explaining”

“Hey look I’m sorry…”

After a heartfelt apology * Cough Cough the author is to lazy to do that * and hearing him out you understand that it was just a misunderstanding.

Jimin has you in a hug ignoring Chimmy . Chimmy feelings alone in the back since he doesn’t know how to share love yet walks away as you kiss Jimin sweetly.

“I love you” Jimin says

“I love you more” You reply

Your relationship is saved thanks to Chimmy reminding you of why you fell forJimin every second. Now you have to go find Chimmy and introduce him the proper way. You find Chimmy almost escaping through the window.

“Chimmy wait” you yell

“I’m leaving you don’t need me anymore” he says teary eyed

You look at him and say

“But I love you your part of the family we need you”

Chimmy climbs out of the window and runs into your arms. He loves you like Jimin does. As Jimin back hugs you and you all have a group hug.

A/n Welp that’s it I think I’ll write a second part of where Chimmy and Jimin compete for y/n heart. While Hobi finds love elsewhere as a comedy. Thank you to @jjkeverlast (also for making the banner much appreciated💕) &@kookiecrumb for helping me and supporting me thought my first fic.

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oxzie · 2 years

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This was cute 🥰

- S T R A Y K I D S -

when you tug their shirt for attention ~!!

general audiences - lowercase intended - no warnings

🍀 C H A N

turns around with brows raised questioningly and a tiny smile on his face. "yes, love?" he coos softly, cupping your face. "my baby needs something?" he's so infatuated with you - if you do something so cute as tug his shirt because you want his attention, chan will actually melt into a puddle. and of course, he'll do whatever you want!

🍀 M I N H O

mr tsundere turns around with his eyebrows raised as well, but he doesn't have a tiny smile. it's either a small smirk or a face of false confusion. "what?" he demands playfully, wiggling your sweater paws. "what do you want from me, you little monster?"

🍀 C H A N G B I N

he'll get all flustered! don't tug his shirt - his frail heart cannot handle such cuteness! he'll turn to face you and cutely ask, "yes, baby? what is it?" he'll put his face right at eye-level with yours if he can and cock his head like a little puppy.

🍀 H Y U N J I N

he's so overdramatic… when you tug on his shirt, he'll let out a tiny, choked squawk of confusion. turns around with wide eyes and questions why you just tried to strip his shirt off.

"no, I only wanted your attention!"

"well, you don't have to rip my clothes, you can just ask me!"

🍀 J I S U N G

shy, giggly, blushy, smiley, gummy baby! but not at first. his immediate reaction is to go ㅇㅅㅇ as he turns to see what you want. and when he sees your doe eyes, begging for him to give you attention, he simply melts into shy giggles pulls you timidly into a trembly hug.

🍀 Y O N G B O K

he's got the cutest expression of surprise on his face when you tug the back of his shirt. as soon as his eyes meet your meek face, he breaks into the sunniest eye smile known to man! will giggle and turn bright red, cup your cheeks and coo, "what is it, bubby?" felix absolutely will pepper smooches all over your face whilst you tell him what you want.

🍀 S E U N G M I N

tsundere number 2! when he peeks over his shoulder to see you clinging onto the hem of his shirt, he will turn around to put himself eye-to-eye with you. he'll tilt his head like a cute little puppy as he asks, "hm? why are you tugging at me, my little silly goose?"

🍀 J E O N G I N

innie feels his heart swell when he feels your fingers pulling at his shirt. he'll look at you, put his hands on your shoulders and playfully get all up in your face. "what is it, honey?" he teases. "you just want attention?" if you nod and pout, he'll chuckle lightly, squeezing your shoulders and kissing your head. "baby needs affection, hm?"

🍀🍀🍀

navigation

reblog maybe? ^*^

tipping helps this college kid buy food! ;3

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oxzie · 2 years

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Anyone just watching that one confetti in her hair

No just me “oh well”🤷‍♀️

*heart eyes*

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oxzie · 2 years

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what i see

Tae acting cool

Beomgyu kicking Soobin

Kai laughing his head off

Yeonjun not present

Jay.... commenting how excessive they are

#txt post #yeonjun #beomgyu #huening txt #txt yeonjun #huening kai #soobin #jay park #enhypen #jay enhypen #table flip #excessive #kpop

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oxzie · 2 years

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when u get this u have to put 5 songs 🎵 u actually listen to, publicly. then, send this ask to 10 of your favorite followers (non-negotiable, positivity is cool) ✨

Ok.. so here it is

How you like that - Blackpink ( I actually prefer You Never Know but in public I would so dance to this and would not care what the people around me would think )

ON or I Need U - BTS (let’s blow this POP Stan)

Onto the non kpop side WE ARE NEVER GETTING BACK TOGETHER - Taylor Swift (I’m sure an army of girls could sing this louder than bombs 😉)

If it isn’t love - Jennifer Hurston ( 2000s R&B baby suck it up)

S.L.U.T - Bea Miller ( ok…so it’s not what you think it is GIRL POWER first and music 🎶 sweet little unforgettable thing 🎶

I’ll be blasting these on my speaker without a care 🙃

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Highly recommend!!!

Its really cute and you keep on wishing Oc will be happy!💕

long way home 18 | jjk

pairing: jungkook x reader

word count: 3.2k

genre: dilf!jungkook, friends to lovers, angst

rating: pg

warnings: underage drinking, jealousy, both of em being stoopid silly goofs again, baekhyun cameo !!!! , chanyeol's also mentioned !! 🤩

summary: the one where your foolish heart thinks it'd be a fun idea to kiss jungkook at a party.

a/n: i KNOW im so late w this im sawwryy but here it is <3

chapters: 01 | 02 | 03 | 04 | 05 | 06 | 07 | 08| 09 | 10 | 11 | 12 | 13 | 14 | 15 | 16 | 17 | 18 | 19 | 20 |

masterlist | long way home masterlist

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6 years ago

"My parents are never ever allowed to know that I own a dress like this."

Buying the dress in the mall already felt like a crime. But wearing it? You could be doing drugs right now and feel the same amount of guilt.

You tug the tight black dress down in a fruitless attempt to cover a little more of your bare thighs. You've been standing in front of the mirror in Jungkook's room for approximately 20 minutes.

"You're gonna stay at my place after the party?"

Jungkook's looks at you through the mirror from his place on the bed.

"No, my dad told me to come home." You turn around and point at the bag you brought. "I put some decent clothes in there to change in before I go home."

"Smart," Jungkook says, getting up from his bed. "Are we ready to go now?" Jungkook doesn't wear anything fancy. Simple pants with a simple black t-shirt. He doesn't need to put on specific clothing to look somewhat decent. Jungkook looks effortlessly handsome.

You run your fingers through your hair. "Uh, I think so?"

Jungkook sighs, stopping closer to you. "You look pretty. No need to be insecure."

"No I'm just..." You shrug.

"What?"

"Taehyung is going to be there as well, right?"

You don't wanna sound like you're still not over your ex, but that's exactly what you sound like.

"I mean, he's friends with Baekhyun so yeah, probably."

The thing is, everyone is friends with Baekhyun. You've got no clue who will be at his home party or not.

"I don't wanna see him."

"You're with me. Don't worry about it. It'll be fine. Jungkook grabs your hand, squeezes it. "You ready?"

"Is this okay?" You tug at the front of your black dress to cover your chest a little.

"You look pretty," Jungkook says, eyeing you up and down.

You grow shy under his gaze. "Stop doing that."

"What?" He draws his eyes back to your face.

"Complementing me like that." You crinkle your nose in feigned disgust.

Jungkook emits a laugh. "If you want me to tell you how ugly you look, just tell me next time."

You mouth falls open. "You think I'm ugly?"

"You'll probably be the prettiest girl at the party," Jungkook says, serious again.

"Probably?" you utter unconvinced.

Jungkook rolls his eyes and turns on his heels, leaving the room. "I'm starting to regret asking if you'd like to come along."

You stomp after him, taking big strides to keep with him. "Why'd you say probably?"

"You're a pain in the ass."

Don't worry. It'll be fine.

Jungkook's words ring through your mind as you lean against the couch and let your gaze wander over the crowded room.

You could be lying in your bed reading the new fantasy book you picked up yesterday is also a thought that's been plaguing you since you arrived.

When you got here you were really excited to have fun because everyone seemed so happy and nice and they were all dancing and drinking. You felt the excitement buzzing in you and were ready to have fun at your very first party.

But then, only a couple minutes after your arrival, this girl approached Jungkook and hasn't left his side since.

You don't wanna sound clingy, but Jungkook is the only one you know here. Your best friend Seulgi wasn't allowed to come because her parents didn't give her permission. It took an exhausting long time of pleading and sulking to get your parents' permission for Baekhyun's party. You were sad that Seulgi wouldn't come, but you still had Jungkook, so it was fine. Well, you thought it was fine.

Because now you're sitting here feeling like a third wheel while Jungkook and Hayun talk and laugh about whatever the hell it is they're talking about.

You haven't seen Taehyung yet. And hopefully it'll stay like this. Seeing Taehyung in school is inevitable but meeting him outside of school is weird. You know that Taehyung has been seeing other girls after he broke up with you. You saw him kissing a girl in the hallway. You'd like to say that you're over him as well but that'd be a big fat lie. When you love, you love big and you really liked - or like, you don't know, you're confused with your feelings - Taehyung. It's not easy for you to just surpress and forget your feelings.

But who knows. Maybe you'll meet a hot guy here and kiss him. That could become your thing.

"Y/n!" you hear someone shouting your name. You scan the room and find Baekhyun walking towards you. "I'm glad to see you here." He smiles widely and it immediately puts a smile on your face as well. "Jungkook." He holds his hand up and nods shortly to greet him. "You look really beautiful, by the way," Baekhyun compliments you.

Your smile grows wider. "Thanks."

Suddenly Baekhyun's holds his hand in front of you.

"Oh?" you stare at his hand before looking back up at him.

"You look bored. Lemme show you where to have fun."

You hesitate. You look at Jungkook and Hyuna next to you and yeah, you are bored.

When you set your gaze back at Baekhyun again, he winks. You try to supress a smile.

"Jungkook, I'm gonna-" he's not even looking at you, too immersed in whatever story Hyuna is telling him. You almost roll your eyes.

You take Baekhyun's hand. Doesn't matter where he takes you, anything is better than Jungkook right now.

Tumbling out of the room you realise for the first time that you're drunk.

And that you've got no clue how to get back to Jungkook.

You had a few drinks. A few too many. But Baekhyun kept bringing you something new and everything tasted so good. He is fun to be around. He introduced you to some people and frankly, you forgot all their names except for Chanyeol because...Chanyeol looked hot. And the names of hot guys stay in your little brain forever, no matter how much alcohol you've drunk.

You walk carefully down the stairs. Holding on to the banister not to trip over your feet.

"Y/n!" you hear Jungkook shouting from beneath. He takes two stairs at a time. "Where the fuck were you?" Jungkook asks, grabbing a hold of your arm to help you get down. He mumbles something under his breath about your heels.

"Was with Baekhyun" you answer and point back to where you emerged.

"Why didn't you answer your phone? I was fucking worried, y/n," he says when you're off the stairs.

"I'm sorry." You give Jungkook your puppy eyes and giggle when you see the his features gradually softening.

"Just stay by my side from now on, okay?"

"Mhm," you nod.

"What did you do? With Baekhyun?"

"He introduced me to some people." A little smile springs onto your face when you tell him, "You know Chanyeol? Really hot. I gave him my number."

Jungkook's jaw tightens. "Couldn't answer my call, but give dudes your number?"

"Priorities." You shrug. "Where's...?" What's her name again? You don't remember, but you're glad she's no longer clinging to Jungkook.

"I don't know where Hyuna is. I went to look for you and when I came back she wasn't there anymore."

Jungkook slides the strap of your dress, which must've slipped down, back onto your shoulder. "Are you okay?" He looks a little worried, staring into your eyes to make sure you're fine.

Oh.

He looks so pretty when he's so close to you.

When you don't answer, Jungkook puts his hand around your waist and leans down to have a better look at you.

Your heart stops beating for a moment. Jungkook carries stars in his eyes and you want to stare at them for the rest of your life.

"Jungkook?"

"Hm?"

You don't know why you said his name. He just looks so pretty right now.

"Can I..." You can't say anything to his face when he's so gorgeous.

"What?" he asks.

Can I kiss you?

But the words don't come past your lips, so you decide to take the easier way.

You cup Jungkook's face with your hands and stand on your tiptoes. With a hasty jerk forward, you press your lips to his.

Jungkook could have pulled out of reach, could have said something - but he did not. He simply tilted his head and moved his mouth against yours in a languid fashion.

His lips are so soft, the way they've always looked - the way you have always dreamed of.

First calm and tentative then fierce and bold. Jungkook's fingers digging into your waist as he tilts his chin up to you, eager and pressing, like this was something he had been dreaming of as well. The pressure intensified as he molded his lips to yours, as the fingers of his other hand wove into your hair.

You try to savour the moment because you know you'll miss it as soon as it's over. Jungkook's smell, his touches, the closeness, the intimacy. The slight sigh that escaped both your mouths once in a while, they way your lips needed a little practice before finding the right rhythm and angles. You wanted the moment to last for an eternity.

But then realisation started hitting you when you molded into Jungkook's broad chest and let your hands wander from his defined jaw to his fluffy hair, sighing into the kiss - a sigh that sounds awfully close to a moan.

You break the kiss, still lingering close to his mouth. Jungkook's laboured breathing touches your face and you slowly sink to your feet.

There are a lot of things going through your mind but the most prominent one is

I wanna keep kissing Jungkook forever.

Jungkook doesn't want to open his eyes.

He's afraid that if he opens them, he will find out that it was all a dream. That he will wake up in his bedroom and has another dream about you from which he wishes he would never wake up from.

But once he no longer feels the warmth of your body so close to his, he forces his eyes to open.

Your lips look plush and soft and Jungkook would kill to feel them on him again.

"Y/n?" Jungkook breathes. It was a simple kiss and yet it took his breath away.

Your gaze is fixed on something behind him. He turns his head and without having to search long, he immediately finds what you're staring at.

Taehyung is sitting on the couch - manspreading like the cocky bastard he is - a drink in his hand while the girl next to him he has his arm around, talks his ear off.

That explains the sudden kiss from you.

Jungkook's tongue prods the inside of his cheek when he turns back to you.

"Y/n," he repeats, hand on your shoulder to pull you back from your trance.

"Hm?" you say, finally looking at Jungkook after you've just conjured up dozens of butterflies in the pit of his stomach with your kiss.

"Why'd you kiss me?"

"Because I -" you hiccup "- wanted to."

Jungkook eyes furrow. "You're drunk." It's not a question, it's a statement. Finding out that the kiss only happened because you weren't thinking straight is just as much a slap in the face as if it turned out to be a dream.

You slowly shake your head. "I'm not," you claim, followed by another hiccup.

"How much did you drink?" He cups your cheeks with his hands.

You scrunch up your face and think really hard labout his question, but all that comes to your lips is "I dunno."

Jungkook sighs. He had been too overwhelmed by your sudden kiss to notice the taste of alcohol in your mouth.

"I gotta go back there." You point your thumb at the stairs behind you. "Baekhyun told me they baked cookies - no, brownies and I really need to try them."

"I'm gonna kill him," Jungkook whispers to himself as he grabs your wrist.

"You wanna try too?" An innocent smile lights up your face.

"We're going home. Now."

Your smile vanishes immediately. "But - I...the brownies, Jungkook. I can't leave before eating one. Baekhyun made them himself and said they're-"

"I can bake you brownies at home," he says, dragging you out of the house.

"You're the worst baker ever."

"I'm not that bad."

"Yes you are. Don't lie. I don't wanna eat brownies made by you."

"Stop whining and walk faster."

"Why are you hurrying? Slow down, I can't walk fast in these shoes," you complain.

"I need time to sober you up before I take you back to your house. Your dad would kill me if I brought you home like this." Jungkook opens the car door for you. "Get inside."

"I didn't get to say goodbye to Baekhyun," you grumble once the both of you are in the car.

"I seriously don't get what made you want to get fucking drunk." Jungkook starts the car. "I thought we both agreed not to drink?"

"Yeah, but then you left me alone." You struggle putting your seat belt on. Jungkook pushes your hands away and buckles you up. Your sweet perfume envelops him and for a short second fragments of the kiss play in his head.

Jungkook clears his throat. "I left you alone? You're the one who left with Baekhyun and left me fucking worried."

"Because you kept talking with that girl and completely ignored me."

"I didn't ignore you." Jungkook steers the car onto the road and drives to his place.

"Yeah, but once that girl started talking to you I was practi- practical-"

"Practically," Jungkook helps you.

"I was practically invisible to you." You huff and cross your arms over your chest like a little child.

"Remind me to never be around you again when you're drunk. You're insufferable."

Jungkook feels your stare. When he stops at a red light he tilts his head towards you. You're pouting. You look genuinely hurt.

"You're so mean." Your bottom lips start to tremble and Jungkook feels his heart growing all soft for you.

"I'm sorry, baby," he whispers. Jungkook tucks a stray strand of your hair behind your ear. "Let's just get you sober and then I'll drive you home, hm?" You move your head in a tiny nod.

For a few minutes the car is complete silent. Jungkook appreciates the silence. It gives him time to sort out his thoughts, which have been all jumbled since he felt your lips on his. He wonders how long it'll take him to get over it. Because that's what he has to do. He has to get over it, because you didn't mean it. There was no other reason for your unpremeditated kiss than that you were drunk and bitter about your ex-boyfriend being with other girls. And Jungkook just happened to be at the right place at the right time.

Jungkook casts a brief glance at you. You're looking down at your lap, texting someone on your phone. Another side glance reveals that it's Chanyeol you're texting.

When you look up from your phone Jungkook forces his eyes back on the road, clearing his throat as he shifts in his seat.

"Jungkook?"

"Hm?"

"Uhh." You fiddle with your fingers. "Remember when I kissed you?"

Jungkook gulps. If he weren't so nervous about what you're going to say he'd be laughing at your silliness. How could he ever forget?

"Yup," he says tight lipped. "I remember that."

"So, like-" A hiccup interrupts you before you can continue. "I know it was probably stupid of me to just kiss you like that, but....I dunno I just wanted to-"

"Y/n." Your name falls from his lips in the softest way ever. "You don't need to explain yourself. I understand."

"You - you do?" He hears the astonished tinge in your voice.

"We're best friends, y/n. I don't need an explanation when you do silly things."

"We're best friends?" You sound dumbfounded and Jungkook wonders how many drinks you had while you were with Baekhyun.

"Yeah, we are, you goof."

"But I kissed you?"

"I know. And you're lucky I'm not mad at you, because kissing me was really the stupidest idea to get back at Taehyung."

It's silent again. Jungkook parks the car in the parking lot of the apartment building. You're looking out the window.

Jungkook doesn't know if he upset you, so he opens his mouth to speak but then you turn your head and say, "You think the kiss was stupid?"

"I mean, yeah, kind of. I bet Taehyung's still making out with that girl, so I guess the kiss didn't do anything." Jungkook is careful with his words. He feels like if he says one thing wrong and you'll start crying. Your feelings are all over the place.

"Why-" you blink a few times, a scowl setting on your face. "Why do you keep mentioning Taehyung? I didn't - you - it has nothing-" you huff frustrated when you don't find the right words. Throwing your head back on the seat you ask, "do you think we'll be best friends forever?"

A tiny smile tugs the corners of Jungkook's mouth upwards. "Probably. I hope so," he answers. "It's going to take a bit more than your weird actions to put me off."

"My actions aren't weird."

"If you would just stop acting on the irrational thoughts of your little brain we would all be better off." Jungkook taps his index finger against your head for emphasis.

"You're a meanie." You say as you look at Jungkook with furrowed brows.

"And you're acting like a pouty baby." Jungkook unbuckles your seat belt. "Let's go inside. Your dad is going to kill me if you show up this drunk."

"I'm not drunk!"

"You kissed me!" He yells as he takes his seat belt off. "I think that says enough?"

"Can we just-" you pause when you turn around too quickly in your seat. "Can we just forget about the kiss? It was stupid and I didn't think it through and you're right with everything."

"If you want to, yeah. We can do that."

"I'm sorry."

"Huh?"

"The kiss. I'm just now realising...it was really stupid. I'm stupid. I shouldn't have - I'm sorry."

Jungkook doesn't want to admit it, but your sudden apology and regret pulls at his heart and it hurts just the tiniest bit but it still makes him swallow to get rid of the lump in his throat.

"Shh, it's okay." Jungkook squeezes your bare thigh. "You don't have to worry. You're drunk and were a little confused. I'm not mad, honestly. Let's just never talk about it again, okay?"

"Never happened," you agree.

If Jungkook is completely honest, he hopes you're a little too drunk to even remember the kiss tomorrow.

The kiss messed with his mind - is still messing with his mind and feelings.

Jungkook likes you and doesn't want one stupid mistake to cost your friendship. He doesn't want it to get weird between you. And if the little kiss - well, if the little make out session was erased from your memory, it would be easier to pretend that nothing happened.

Because Jungkook truly doesn't know how to act unbothered around you when he enjoyed the kiss much more than he should have.

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Summary : You we’re having a pretty shitty weekend and your on the verge of breaking up with your boyfriend Jimin. But a little adorable Chimmy comes your way to remind you how much you love him.

Genre: Fluff/ against

Word count: 1567

Warning: Heart break, Fighting, unrequited love

A/N: Pretend that all the BT21 Characters could actually talk and were real

“THATS IT WERE OVER!” You shouted at your boyfriend Jimin.

“Oh come on y/n she was the kisser I was kissing” Jimin pleaded.

“If you really loved me you wouldn’t have kissed her”

“I'm going for a walk and you better be gone by the time I get back”

You stormed out of the bedroom and made a beeline to Tae in with tears threatening to fall. Tae pulled you in for a hug

“Make sure that he doesn’t steal anything” You muffled in his hoodie.

“Ok calm down everything’s going to be ok”

“I’m not going to stop you from walking out of the house because you need to blow off some steam but please don’t get hurt”

“ If you buy anything , go get some ice cream,” Tae recommended. You walked to the front door

“Please don’t do anything stupid I promise I’ll talk to him”

And with that you slammed the door and ran to your car.

Meanwhile

“Hey Hobi”

“ Y/n how are you” he looked up at you and noticed how you were crying.

“Y/n are you ok?“

He dashed around the corner and hugged you. You cried on his shoulder.

“ We fought again “

“Can I tell you about it after your shift?“

“please”

“So… who is this cutie anyways?”

Chimmy woke right away at the sound of another man’s voice.

“I don’t know”

“You’re a he or she”

“Hi sorry my names Chimmy and it’s he “

Said the little puppy peeking through his bright yellow hoodie

“Also you’re really warm”

“Can I stay a while like this?” He asked wrapped in you arms clinging to you like a koala

“ Also can I be your friend and stay with you ? “ Chimmy pouted and it reminded you of how Jimin always did when he needed or wanted something from you.

“Sure I was looking for a new cuddle buddy” You press a warm kiss to his nose

“Hobi can we get 2 more scoop”

“Sure” Hobi walked away wishing that he could be the one in your arms as you kiss him. But some wishes aren’t supposed to come true.

After you insist on paying Hoseok for the ice cream you give him a hug as well as Chimmy gives him one.

You take the ice cream home to go.

“Chimmy meet Tae” “ Tae meet Chimmy “

“Well hello there nice to meet you” Tae says

“How about you go take a bath”

“Have you eaten yet ? “ you ask both of them.

“No” they reply simultaneously

“I’ll make ramen and we’ll eat when your done with you bath, I can wash your hoodie”

“Ok “ Chimmy says softly

“I don’t know how to use a shower” Chimmy says looking down

You sigh and look at Tae pleading eyes “ I trust you can you help him please “

He nods and you get to make dinner. The look of Chimmy face as he eats reminds you of how Jimin looked while he eats. Then you head off to bed Chimmy in arms and you drift off to sleep.

*knock knock on

You open it to a man with a bruise eye probably from Jin. Unwashed hair eyes that are red from crying. Has he not been eating? You think to yourself.

“Hey” he says and you reply by opening the door.

Chimmy comes running over to you and you scoop him up. If anything goes wrong you still have Chimmy.

“You have 5 minutes to explain, “ you say coldly as you shut the door . Chimmy looks at you scared. He’s never seen this side of you.

“Who’s he?” Chimmy breaks the silence

“He’s the one who better get explaining”

“Hey look I’m sorry…”

After a heartfelt apology * Cough Cough the author is to lazy to do that * and hearing him out you understand that it was just a misunderstanding.

Jimin has you in a hug ignoring Chimmy . Chimmy feelings alone in the back since he doesn’t know how to share love yet walks away as you kiss Jimin sweetly.

“I love you” Jimin says

“I love you more” You reply

“Chimmy wait” you yell

“I’m leaving you don’t need me anymore” he says teary eyed

You look at him and say

“But I love you your part of the family we need you”

Chimmy climbs out of the window and runs into your arms. He loves you like Jimin does. As Jimin back hugs you and you all have a group hug.

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