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When not trusting someone start to be a paranoia?
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Just two weeks ago I felt good dancing in a group of people that felt lost like I was.
Today I didn't enjoy it anymore.
I'm growing up?
I'm not lost anymore?
I've found something better?
I don't know but I never felt happier to feel uncomfortable somewhere.
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notavailabletoday 7 months
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Home.
For me home is a situation.
Home is a moment.
It can be just a second.
A moment where you are completely free to be yourself.
That's Home.
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notavailabletoday 7 months
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Why it's so difficult to trust someone?
Why it's easier to believe that no one is able to love myself for free?
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Random thought of the day:
Even altruists are selfish. Because altruists need to feel important to someone and they need to feel that someone depends on them. Why does an altruist give a coin to a poor man? To feel that even just for that moment he's being important to someone. He receives nothing concrete back, only gratitude. How good is all of this for the "altruist" ego? Enormously. Is being selfless just another form of selfishness?
At the end of the day there is no opposite of the word selfishness.
At the end of the day every human just wants to feel better with himself.
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It happened suddenly.
I still don't understand.
It was a meeting that happened by chance.
An exchange of smiles, a wave of the hand and a paid seat at the cinema cancelled.
He is handsome, charming and extremely true.
I'm curious, amazed and looking for true and honest people.
Now I'm here.
Lying on the floor.
With a special man.
Loving life.
ITALIAN:
脠 successo all'improvviso.
Io ancora non capisco.
脠 un incontro successo casualmente.
Uno scambio di sorrisi, un cenno con la mano e un posto pagato al cinema annullato.
Lui bello, affascinante ed estremamente vero.
Io curiosa, stupita e in cerca di persone vere.
Ora sono qua.
Stesa sul pavimento.
Con un uomo speciale.
Amando la vita.
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My favourite place in the world it's the world itself.
Being in contact with the ground makes me feel part of it.
I feel that I don't need anything else.
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notavailabletoday 8 months
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Dear me,
While you're thinking, don't you feel like you're thinking too much?
Don't you just want to slap yourself and tell yourself to take charge of your life?
Sometimes you think too much about what you would like, where you would like to go, who you would like to spend your time with...
You think about it too much.
Why don't you go?
Why don't you go and take your part in the world?
You've already wasted too much time on lies you've told yourself.
You've wasted too much time following other people's dreams.
Go, run.
You are free.
It's you.
And that's fine.
ITALIAN
Cara me,
Mentre pensi non ti sembra di pensare troppo?
Non vorresti solo tirarti a schiaffi e dirti di prendere in mano la tua vita?
A volte pensi troppo a quello che vorresti, dove vorresti andare, con chi vorresti spendere il tuo tempo...
Ci pensi troppo.
Perch茅 non vai? Perch茅 non vai a prenderti la parte che ti spetta nel mondo?
Hai perso gi脿 troppo tempo dietro a delle bugie che ti sei raccontata.
Hai perso troppo tempo a seguire i sogni degli altri.
Vai, corri.
Sei libera.
Sei tu.
E vai bene cos矛.
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notavailabletoday 8 months
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I love my job.
I hate my job.
I hate that I love my job.
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The Chaos.
I love the Chaos.
A plastic box can be destroyed in one thousand pieces and it creates the Chaos on the road.
I'm that box.
More they hit me with their car, more pieces I lose, more I become chaotic.
More I'm chaotic more I feel comfortable
It's the quietness that scare me.
Is the introvert and introspective Chiara that scare me.
It's looking the world with more calm that scare me.
When I start analysing it's the end.
When I understand how bigger is the falsity that surrounds me it's the end.
It's when I see how sad and selfish are all humans that it's the end.
It's crazy that the only thing that give peace is the Chaos.
Il Chaos.
Quanto amo il Chaos.
Una scatola di polistirolo pu貌 distruggersi in mille pezzi e crea il Chaos per la strada.
Io sono quella scatola.
Pi霉 mi investono, pi霉 perdo pezzi, pi霉 divento caotica.
Pi霉 sono caotica pi霉 mi sento a mio agio.
脠 la quiete che mi spaventa.
脠 la Chiara introversa e riflessiva che mi spaventa.
脠 guardare il mondo con pi霉 calma che mi spaventa.
Quando comincio ad analizzare 猫 la fine.
Quando capisco quanta falsit脿 mi circonda 猫 la fine.
Quando vedo quanto la gente sia triste ed egoista 猫 la fine.
Per assurdo l'unica cosa che mi d脿 silenzio 猫 il Chaos.
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notavailabletoday 8 months
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Today I deleted my Instagram.
I'm still scrolling instinctively on the right looking for the app.
It's not there anymore.
It was an addiction.
Waiting for the message, the like or looking who watched your stories...
Time lost forever.
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