Thank you @anaapaoo and everyone who got me to 50 reblogs!

I texted him. One last time. How much it hurt me. How much I wanted him, wanted us. I gave up all my self respect to him and in return I only got shitty treatments...

He left me but taught me life lessons, which I'll never forget. Thanks to him for the unbreakable memories, the traumas and the endless tears.

~26.04.2024

When I was writing the Fortnight music video, I wanted to show you the worlds I saw in my head that served as the backdrop for making this music.  Pretty much everything in it is a metaphor or a reference to one corner of the album or another. For me, this video turned out to be the perfect visual representation of this record and the stories I tell in it. Post Malone blew me away on set as our tortured tragic hero and I’m so grateful to him for everything he put into this collaboration. I’m still laughing from getting to work with the coolest guys on earth, Ethan Hawke and Josh Charles (tortured poets, meet your colleagues from down the hall, the dead poets). I still can’t believe I get to work with the unfathomably brilliant Rodrigo Prieto on cinematography and my team of dream collaborators: Ethan Tobman (production design), Chancler Haynes (editor), Anthony Dimino (1st AD), Jil Hardin (producer) and Dom Thomas (executive producer). Parliament aced the VFX as always. Joseph Cassell, Lorrie Turk and Jemma Muradian made these tortured looks come to life. The entire crew made this a dream to shoot. Thank you to everyone involved and everyone who has watched it!! https://taylor.lnk.to/FortnightMV

That's the end, I don't believe in love anymore.

i hope my absence gives you the peace my love never could

- dee

Does it not hurt? Even a slightest bit? Do you really not think about me or my name, image or “the most annoying thing(as you said)” never crosses your mind? I meant nothing to you all this while?

I know how work is important to you but how could a person who loved a girl so much in past do this to another girl who loves him now?

Im still waiting for your text, maybe a sorry? Maybe I will still try to mend our broken relationship. hope you will text me soon !!

They both failed again.

She failed to hate him and he failed to love her. That's the end!!

Broo get over it. Accept it that he doesn't like you, pleaaasseeee !!

The no of guys I'm rejecting for your sake...

I mean - are you pretending that you don't understand that I like you or like you really don't understand that I like you??? Whaaatt isss itt tell me nooooo😭

ANONYMOUSLY YOURS ~

A guy loving my scars

Even though he's far apart

Helping me to heal

Of wounds he wants to seal

The ecstatic feeling he brought

Which I never thought

Denying everyone that I'm not in love

Pretending this act of being tough

Behind my lies

He knows all my boundary lines

His each and every action makes my heart beat so fast

That I couldn't resist at last

Being hesitant to confess my love

Of everything I've been through

My love for you endlessly grew

Still being stubbornly averse to want you

I finally wanna confess my feelings that are endless....the love that endures, I wanna be yours.

The feeling of being called "ma'am" >>>

i just want to be with you forever with no interruptions. nothing getting in our way.

life isn't that forgiving, however.

i will have to learn patience.

maybe then you will like me even more than you do now.

i can only hope.

ONE SIDED LOVE ~

Loving him with everything I got

Serenity is what he brought

Loving him from distance

There are millions of questions

With every glance, he takes my breath away

Thousands of thoughts passes throughout the day

Watching him from distance

Kinda scared of the askance

Endless confessions I had to make

Across the trees, a beautiful lake

Where we first met

How can I forget?

Words are less to express the feelings I have for you.... afterall it's just One Sided Love, it's a fantasy of me and you.

And if something you feel is not worth it- GET AWAY FROM IT. MOVE ON. STOP BEING A BABY.

“Stop justifying, defending, and explaining yourself. If something is correct for you, move forward with confidence.”

— Unknown

Just like any other day, I go to our chats and choose to hurt myself with those words which felt like a dagger to my heart...

~27.01.2024

It's like you feel you can have a good sleep and wake up the next day forgetting about what's bothering in your life...

But it's not possible, you wake up in the morning, freeze for few seconds to realize what actually happened the previous day and you can't but feel worse because it actually happened, and you failed to prevent it....

You have to go through the day, the next day and the next day and so on.... you don't heal but you make peace with the fact that stuffs have already happened and you can't alter it. Live with it now.

~10.50