What happens with aroace coded characters in fandoms that really annoys me:
Frodo Baggins: never involved in a relationship, loves his friends ā fandom: heās so in love with Sam, he even lets him and his family live with him
Bilbo Baggins: never married, dedicates his life to writing, adopts Frodo and loves him like a son ā fandom: I ship him with Thorin so much
Sherlock Holmes: dedicated his life to his work, very loyal to his friends, never married or had a real relationship ā fandom: heās in love with Irene! Heās in love with John!
Aziraphale & Crowley: canonically ace according to the book, poster characters for a qpr ā fandom: why donāt they just f**k? Why donāt they just k**s? This is queerbaiting!
There are probably more examples because itās definitely a pattern.
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Some things I feel like we rarely talk about:
Aces who were pressured to have sex when they were in a relationship even though they didnāt want to do it
Aces who are afraid to get into a relationship because they fear theyād feel pressured to have sex
Aroaces who are scared of being alone their entire life
Aces who read posts saying that them not having sex with their partner is abusive
Aros being surrounded by couples
Aroaces feeling pressured to find great friends and/or passions in life not to feel left out
I feel you all <3
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Decisions screenwriters/producers of TBBT made on Amy Farrah Fowler that bug me:
They changed her from practically aroace person into a hyper sexual one. At the beginning she was barely interested in dating and her rule was no sex. Even when Sheldon was wondering if the real act would be as enjoyable as pretending to be in a sexual relationship Amy said she was not yet in that place. She first feels sexual attraction upon meeting Zack but decides not to act on it. And then suddenly sheās super into sex without any reason really.
I donāt understand why they had to do the makeover in the last episodes. I loved original Amy. The cardigan wearing Amy. The orthopedic shoes Amy. The grandma style Amy. Of course she looked more attractive after Raj helped her. But it was a bit inconsistent with her character. She had her comfort zone and dressed accordingly (for dates, interviews etc.). I donāt like that it wasnāt enough for her to win a Nobel prize and have a happy life ā she had to become attractive on top of it.
Amy had a great relationship with Howard from some point of the story. But the writers would forget about it from time to time and make them awkward in close proximity.
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I absolutely love The Big Bang Theory because not only is it an interesting show about ādifferentā people but also because I headcanon Sheldon as an aroace character and I love seeing the relationships he forms especially the one with Amy (which for me has the strongest qpr vibes). So I wanted to share my favorite parts about their qpr:
they respect each otherās boundaries
they move at a pace thatās comfortable for both of them
they discuss and compromise on physical activities
they were friends at first and then they decided to change the character of the relationship without changing its characteristics ā they called each other girlfriend and boyfriend which was the main change, they also decided to go on dates (during which they were doing the same things as before)
they developed love for each other over time
even when doing something others would describe as romantic they didnāt characterize it as romantic
they didnāt act romantic (even Leonard described their hand holding as not romantic)
their relationship was based on mutual respect, similar interests and understanding of each otherās need for space
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Things that are way better than sex, kissing and romance:
good food
entertaining book
well-made Netflix show
going to bed at 10 pm
music that gives you goosebumps
music you can loudly singalong to while driving
movies you can watch 10 times and they are still great
learning languages
looking at art
wearing comfy clothes
feeling warm, cozy and hyggelig
staying up all night reading
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I had another epiphany today (turns out driving is an excellent time to figure oneself out).
People would often call me cynical when I said that what we call being in love is actually a bunch of hormones in our organisms. I would also add a fun fact that when you eat a lot of chocolate similar hormones are actually released. But I never denied the existence of love as a feeling. I just always classified it as something organic and said that when it fades (I mean being in love) you can experience deeper feelings like attachment, respect, comfort and trust. To which people would often remark that thereās no deeper feeling than love.
I feel like we have a great problem with defining love actually. There are different types of love but sometimes it seems like we fail to differentiate them.
I always thought that falling in love is strictly chemical but it wasnāt repulsive for me because of it. Now, after discovering that Iām actually aroace, I understand better why I didnāt have a problem with that definition but other people could have.
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DECLAIMER: This is a post reposted from my other blog, I decided to repost it because the review is written form the perspective of an aroace person, BUT I do write about sexual content (though not explicitly)
There are books that describe really important topics but at the same time they are so uncomfortable for me to read. But not because of the topic itself (which would be actually better because that would mean that I have to face something new and grow) but because of the side things like vulgarity, eroticism and sexuality.
I have two particular books in mind: āWalking practiceā by Dolki Min and āNorwegian Woodā by Haruki Murakami.
The first one talks about what it means to be human and nonbinary in the binary world and how the binary world works in the mind of a nonbinary spectator.
The second one is an amazing struggle with mental illness and how it is to function in a relationship with a person who struggles. It shows many feelings and problems but also what it means to live in a reality if it actually exists.
But both of them were explicitly (and sometimes extremly) sexual. Needlessly sexual for me.
There was too much intercourse in the āNorwegian Woodā but while reading āWalking practiceā I felt actually repulsed by the erotic descriptions. Moreover I really felt like it didnāt bring anything to the narrative.
Vulgarity has to play a role to be used but for me it looked like really tasteless sprinkles on top of an important story (here Iām talking speciafically about āWalking practiceā). Yes, Iām speaking from the perspective of the aroace person. Thatās why even though the sex scenes bugged me a bit, I can accept that itās a way of displaying deep affections in the āNorwegian Woodā.
Meanwhile the vulgar sexuality of āWalking practiceā made me really uncomfortable not in a I-m-growing-as-a-person uncomfortable but in a I-want-to-stop-reading-immidiately way. Which is sad because as I stated before I consider the story extremly important in the discussion about binary vs nonbinary culture.
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And there are so many ways to describe it now!
(I donāt have a source unfortunately if somebody knows whoās the author please tag them or let me know)
Ever since I discovered that I'm aroace I've been struggling with something. The thing that made me question my identity for so long and still makes me a bit usure.
Iāve been avoiding calling myself aromantic because Iāve read many times that one of the signature signs of being aromantic is not having crushes.
And I had been having crushes on people ever since primary school.
But today I actually discovered that every time I had something I called a crush it was not a crush in theā¦ conventional sense.
Every person I was crushing on was completly unavailable for me. I think I subconsciuously chose people I would not have a chance with and there was no way weād ever be ātogetherā in any sense.Ā
It was easy for me to have a crush because I didnāt have to do anything to make it into something more.
My crush was never once romantic nor sexual, I never wanted to do any of those things with people I called my crushes.Ā
I was just calling them that because I thought that term fit (even though it didnāt).
Because of that I felt like I canāt call myslef an aromantic.
But now I know that I want to. I want to be aroace because Iāve never felt better with any other label.
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Ever since I discovered that I'm aroace I've been struggling with something. The thing that made me question my identity for so long and still makes me a bit usure.
Iāve been avoiding calling myself aromantic because Iāve read many times that one of the signature signs of being aromantic is not having crushes.
And I had been having crushes on people ever since primary school.
But today I actually discovered that every time I had something I called a crush it was not a crush in theā¦ conventional sense.
Every person I was crushing on was completly unavailable for me. I think I subconsciuously chose people I would not have a chance with and there was no way weād ever be ātogetherā in any sense.Ā
It was easy for me to have a crush because I didnāt have to do anything to make it into something more.
My crush was never once romantic nor sexual, I never wanted to do any of those things with people I called my crushes.Ā
I was just calling them that because I thought that term fit (even though it didnāt).
Because of that I felt like I canāt call myslef an aromantic.
But now I know that I want to. I want to be aroace because Iāve never felt better with any other label.
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Relationships which have super strong qpr vibes and no one can convince me otherwise:
Aziraphale & Crowley
Sherlock & John
Legolas & Gimli
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This weekend I finally started wearing my aro ring. Before I only chose to wear the ace one. I still invisible for the vast majority of the society but maybe thereās somebody whoāll recognize me.
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Things about me that clicked after I discovered that Iām not only asexual but also aromantic:
how Iāve always wanted a relationship and then didnāt know what to do in one
why the relationships never worked out for me
why I find romance books boring after reading two or free in a row
how I always felt that I would prefer to be in a relationship in āadvancedā stage where everything is comfortable and steady instead of the romantic beginning
how I never understood what people meant when they said they want Aziraphale and Crowley to be something more than they were in the show
how I never understood why finding a partner is the ultimate life goal
how I never understood why people said that some things and activities were better enjoyed with a loved one
why my dream date is eating together or doing some parallel activity like reading simultaneously
why Bilbo and Frodo Baggins being single and not interested in dating was always so appealing
why what I assumed was a fictional crush was actually me liking a character because they liked literature and art
how I never understood the phrase ālove at first sightā and how it made me icky because of the assumption that you could fall in love because somebody is pretty
how I always said that it would be okay for me to live in separate bedrooms with my partner
why I never understood why people would want to take part in programs like āLove Islandā or āToo Hot to Handleā
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Sometimes people ask me what I mean when I say that somebody is hot.
Let me paint you a picture (pun intended) ā when I see a painting I can say that itās pretty or aesthetically pleasing. Itās nice to look at it at the museum. It may even be nice to have it on the wall provided it goes well with my decor and furniture. Do I want to touch the painting? No, thank you. Do I want to lick it? Date it? Do nasty things to it? Nope.
And itās the same with people. I recognize that somebody is nice or interesting to look at and thatās honestly all.
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Characters who helped me realize and come to terms with me being aroace:
Charlie Weasley (HP) ā first character ever I heard being addressed as on the aspec, loves dragons (so do I), made me realize Iām ace (before I discovered Iām also aro)
Bilbo Baggins (The Hobbit) ā he was just chilling in the Shire, eating cool meals, having adventures and making friends ā first character that made me feel so at peace before I even knew I was aro
Po (Kung Fu Panda) ā dude just wanted to practice Kung fu, to have cool friends and eat noodles and honestly SAME
Remy (Ratatouille) ā I always loved that movie because it was so important to me that you could be whoever you want to be despite what the word is telling you ā Remy is like the representation of that in my life, plus he cooks amazingly
Jim Hawkins (Treasure Planet) ā there is not one romantic thought in that boyās brain, he just wants to fly ships
Aziraphale and Crowley (Good Omens) ā living in a perfect representation of what for me is ideal queerplatonic relationship (I also never understood why people wanted more out of their relationship and then I discovered Iām aroace)
Isaac (Heartstopper) ā his plot line made me cry more than once because I had related to it more than I consciously knew at the time. During the first season he was always reading books while his friends were having love related problems and I was like āsameā. In the second season he felt so alone being surrounded by couples and I was like āSAMEā. I think he was that first spark in my own journey.
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Get to know me!
I'm majoring in forensic psychology
I'm studying literature (as my second degree)
I'm a huge bookworm
I'm a fanfiction writer and an aspiring book writer
I'm interested in cognitive psychology, neuroscience and art
I'm a book editor, a tutor, a hand therapist, a mindfulness coach and an effective learning techniques coach
I speak Polish, English, Spanish and I'm learning Swedish
I'm aroace
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