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govangh · 2 years
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To how many people do I owe an apology?
And how many do I owe to my own reflection?
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govangh · 2 years
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What a pity when you finally see yourself as you are.
Am I really this body in this room?
Is that truly my life?
Is it the one I wanted?
Do I still want something?
Why can't I cry anymore?
The tiredness of the world weighting on my shoulders.
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govangh · 2 years
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I wonder
If I can leave
Like you passed
Through the door
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govangh · 2 years
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Is here a god outside
Waiting for me to die ?
Will I ever be able to fly ?
Will I ever stop to cry ?
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govangh · 2 years
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😴
“What if I slept a little more and forgot about all this nonsense.”
— Franz Kafka
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govangh · 2 years
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Skin to skin
Hold my hand
Like you did
That day
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govangh · 2 years
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It's crazy how the thing I've been learning more and more about these past months is how the word 'adult' means nothing sometimes.
Adult doesn't mean they know everything. Adult doesn't mean wisdom nor maturity. Adult doesn't mean right choices, altruism nor impartiality.
I was, and am still constantly deceived by adults. Yes, they have more experience in life than me, but experiences is one thing, what matter is if you've drown lessons from them. You can be an adult and being a total dick. You can be an adult and never truly reflected on yourself and your actions.
When I understood that, it was as if a weight's been taken off my shoulders. Adults make mistakes too. They're humans after all. Breathe, and know that it's always interesting to listen, even if you learn that they have nothing valuable to offer to your soul. But keep in mind that you're not inferior, never.
Be humble toward yourself and draw your lessons. Don't let them weight on your mind.
It'll be a lot easier, I promise, and you'll gain self-confidence.
- govangh
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govangh · 2 years
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- I've never truly felt like I belonged to.
- Do you need to belong ?
- Don't we all belong there to something or someone ?
- I don't want to belong to anybody.
- That's why you don't like yourself.
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govangh · 2 years
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Some days are like. I just opened my eyes. Again.
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govangh · 2 years
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God is like
A father
And I'm
The daughter
Who does
Bad choices
To be seen
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govangh · 2 years
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I've been searching
For my name
Everywhere I went
I found fragments
Of a forlorn soul
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govangh · 2 years
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I wounded
Myself first
So others
Would not
I think
I can believe
In myself
Even if
Others
Did not
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govangh · 2 years
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Alabaster statue
Immobilized in time
Inhuman grace
Pretty crier
Foolish men
Crawling at
Your feet
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govangh · 2 years
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Moon
You watch me
In silence
I feel seen from
The infinity
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govangh · 2 years
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I am 1% human and 99% tired
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govangh · 2 years
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I'm sorry if I act childish
I just feel sad that I missed
So many years of little bliss
All you know, I'm not used to this
I gotta go, please forgive me
I should go, but never forget me
The leaves fall from the trees
You've lost that smile I liked to see
We hold on goodbyes
I hate the way I always try
To laugh as if my throat wasn't so tight
To live as if Mom never cry
Do you also feel alone when comes the night?
I do all the time
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govangh · 2 years
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Should I tell God that I live my life as a joke or does he know already
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