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deeranon Ā· 2 days
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I am absolutely eating up your art, love!!!! Itā€™s awesome, being able to put an image beside a story, so thank you for the astonishing art <333
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AHHHH! Youā€™re too nice! Thank you, love!
And thank you for looking at it!
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deeranon Ā· 2 days
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ā€œThe thread of fate can be tightened and tangled, but never broken.ā€
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Furina still gives off wet cat vibes. But since Iā€™m not the best at drawing people I drew her as a dragon. You have no idea how many quotes I looked at before settling on that one.
My poor baby Furina. Probably gonna headcanon/analyze her in a post soon. What do you think, @idkfitememate ?
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deeranon Ā· 2 days
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Deer anon just dropping the best art and acting like it was nothing.
-šŸ¦anon
If only you knew. I already have another work in progress:)
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deeranon Ā· 6 days
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You. You understand.
I've been thinking lately about Vanitas and NoƩ's first "what is salvation" fight at the bal masquƩ and what it means about their individual definitions of the concept, and I've realized something about Vanitas.
NoĆ©'s definition of salvation is the obvious one. It feels natural. To save someone is to keep them from dying. But in a way, his understanding of salvation is also almost selfish. NoĆ©'s foundational trauma is the constant loss of his loved ones. He is the eternal sole survivor. So of course he wants to keep people aliveā€”he wants to "save" the people he cares about in the way that keeps them by his side this time.
It's not wrong to want that, of course. I don't mean "selfish" as a condemnation. It's just that the definition of salvation that NoƩ starts the series with is inarguably the one that best serves his own happiness.
And it's the same with Vanitas.
When Vanitas kills the little girl Catherine by restoring her true name, he tells NoƩ he doesn't know what salvation is. He might be lying there, or he might be telling the truth in that he's never put his definition of salvation into words or acknowledged it on a conscious level. Either way, though, I do think he has a definition of salvation somewhere in his mind, and it's a very personal one.
Vanitas sees salvation as the preservation or restoration of one's true self. You're saved so long as you can preserve your essential self, uncorrupted by outside forces. Even if the price of that selfness is death.
While NoƩ's foundational trauma that informs his worldview is the loss of his loved ones, one of Vanitas's foundational traumas is the loss of his bodily autonomy. Through Moreau's experiments and Luna's mark/bite, he has been transformed into something no longer fully human, and he hates it. From the moment Luna told him he was dying, he said he wanted to die as himself rather than live as their kin, and he has been denied that opportunity.
Nothing is more important for Vanitas than being able to dictate the destiny of his own body, and malnomen are the ultimate corruption of bodily autonomy and selfness. Altering one's true name warps not only their physical body, but their very being on a metaphysical level. The curse takes everything a vampire is and changes it, and doing that to an unwilling victim is the ultimate horror for Vanitas.
Given that context, of course Vanitas thinks that killing a child to restore her true name counts as saving her. He's restoring her essential self and un-corrupting her body and being, and even if her self is only returned for an instant before she dies, it's preferable to living on as something warped by an outside force.
Vanitas absolutely starts the series with a definition of salvation, and like NoƩ, it's the one that best serves his own happiness. He wants to be saved. He wants to be returned to his human self, and failing that (since he knows it's impossible), he wants to wipe out all traces of the force that changed him and then die without going any further down the path of inhumanity.
Vanitas might not be able to admit that definition out loud (or even to himself directly), but it's there, and it guides him early in the series as much as NoƩ's own definition of salvation guides him in turn.
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deeranon Ā· 6 days
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Oh my GOSH! I just want to bite into your art and shake it around!!!! It's so beautiful and perfect!!!! RAHHHHHH!!! All the creators and furina and everything!!! It's so amazing!!!! Giant fan!!
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I feel like thereā€™s a picture out there with that exact face. Ferally biting something and shaking it around. I swear Iā€™ve seen it somewhere before.
AND THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THE COMPLIMENTS. AHHHHH YOUā€™RE ALL TOO NICE.
Lol, Crow was right. I do hyperfixate. Itā€™s how my motivation comes to me. Literally made the Vanitas Furina drawing in less than a day. The power of simping at its finest.
And omg I have a FAN. This is new. :0 tysm!
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deeranon Ā· 6 days
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*visibly vibrating* Vanitas! Furina.
Vanitas ! Furina.
Vanitas! Furina.
Vanitas! Furina.
@idkfitememate help Furina is taking over my mind. Iā€™m already thinking of vengeful abyss! Furina. I canā€™t stop.
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deeranon Ā· 7 days
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I DO obsessively read peoples tags when they rb my art
And, yes, I DO kick my little feets and giggle when I get compliments
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deeranon Ā· 7 days
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Creators arenā€™t the only thing I draw :) saw pictures of dragons drawn in irl pictures from some blogs and thought they were really pretty so I drew one of my own! A little dragon family that lives in the desert! Added some light and shadows so that it looked like they were actually there, I think this is my favorite drawing Iā€™ve made so farā€”sorry animal! creators.
First time doing poses with dragons instead of simple headshots. My artistic abilities are slowly leveling up! :D
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deeranon Ā· 8 days
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YOUR ART IS BEAUTIFUL (LIKE ALWAYS)
-šŸ¦anon
THANK YOU šŸ˜Š
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deeranon Ā· 8 days
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HOW MANY CREATOR ARE ON THIS BEAUTIFUL DRAWING ?
I LOVE THEM ALL.
-Question Anon
Thereā€™s like-28. Cuz I drew them all. Every single one that I could find.
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deeranon Ā· 11 days
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Hint: Childe went hunting with who?
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Can you find your creator?
@idkfitememate you know that question I asked a while ago about the number of creators? totally didnā€™t mean anything lol
The canvas is pretty crowded but Iā€™m happy with it. I had to miniaturize some creators though, cuz some were too large
I love those rough pencils, man
Also I didnā€™t realize the tiger creator was probably supposed to be a normal tiger until I finished
Wolflord had to go mini and pop up from a portal to fit lol, and the hydra was sentenced to a bucket. Iā€™m so creative :) melusine was hardest to draw because of ELBOWS wait I take that back, the weasel was hardest-I could never get it right
Overall Iā€™m confident about this drawing šŸ˜Š
Plus thereā€™s a special appearance in the drawing, can you find it? ;)
Posting from my iPad again, hope it works like last time
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deeranon Ā· 11 days
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Can you find your creator?
@idkfitememate you know that question I asked a while ago about the number of creators? totally didnā€™t mean anything lol
The canvas is pretty crowded but Iā€™m happy with it. I had to miniaturize some creators though, cuz some were too large
I love those rough pencils, man
Also I didnā€™t realize the tiger creator was probably supposed to be a normal tiger until I finished
Wolflord had to go mini and pop up from a portal to fit lol, and the hydra was sentenced to a bucket. Iā€™m so creative :) melusine was hardest to draw because of ELBOWS wait I take that back, the weasel was hardest-I could never get it right
Overall Iā€™m confident about this drawing šŸ˜Š
Plus thereā€™s a special appearance in the drawing, can you find it? ;)
Posting from my iPad again, hope it works like last time
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deeranon Ā· 13 days
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Sounds about right
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deeranon Ā· 13 days
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EVERY time something goes wrong in NRC
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deeranon Ā· 13 days
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Lol protective malleus
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This is a reference to the ā€œIs this guy bothering you queenā€ meme.
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deeranon Ā· 14 days
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Boop <3
-šŸ¦anon (no, there isn't any username, it's an illusion, what are you talking about ?)
Boop to you too!
AND OMG CATSā€”I LOVE CATS.
Whatā€™re you talking about? I see no username :) silly raccoon anon
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deeranon Ā· 23 days
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Excuse my language but FUCK I HAVE LIKE FIVE WORKS IN PROGRESS ON GOOGLE DOCS WHAT DO I DO
Where do I go now šŸ˜­
šŸ—£ļøšŸ—£ļøWRITERS AND FUTURE WRITERS, PLEASE LISTEN UPā—ļøā—ļø
i saw a few tiktok videos that was very concerning to me and i decided to share some of the knowledge i got because as a community of people who freely write things about characters, we need to protect our work. i have sadly forgotten the name of the tiktok users but if you guys scroll upon it, please let me know so i can properly credit the people.
GOOGLE DOCS IS NOT SAFEā—ļøapparently google created this AI that allows them to see your google docs documents, fics, works, whatever is in there, let an actual human read it and have it used in an AI without crediting the original writer. so if you use google docs, please watch out for any suspicious new buttons or notifications asking you about allowing access to your documents
THEY GOT THE AO3 WRITERS AS WELLā—ļøapparently some thieves i am NOT calling them people because who with moral compass would do this shit? are copying, pasting and printing out popular fanfictions on AO3, binding them, turning them into actual books and selling them on places like Etsy WITHOUT crediting the original authors. which is why we canā€™t find some certain popular fics or authors on AO3 (credit to tiktok user sakuradarling)
TUMBLR IS SELLING OUR WORK/PROMPTS TO THIRD PARTY WITHOUT CONSENTā—ļøi think i came across a post or two about it. i think my mutual @livelaughlovesubs has reblogged a post about it. check it out and turn on a switch on your blog settings that prevent this. stay safe and protect your works writers
spread the word everyone, becauseā€¦ genuinely what the fuck?
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