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Shall I Write It in a Letter
pairing: Gryffindor!Reader x Theodore Nott
summary: In which Theo wakes up one morning and realizes he can no longer not have you, so he writes you a letter. But when that letter gets lost, things become complicated. - inspired by Anne with an E; song: Bloom by The Paper Kites.
Warnings: angst that could be fixed by simple communication 😒, hints of cheating
P.S: I super duper highly recommend to listen to the songs either before, during, or after you read my fics . Not only do they encapsulate what the fic is about, but they’re also just super good songs!! <33d
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Christmas break had been in session for about a week and a half, and Theo was spending his time off at home. Although he was sad to be away from his friends, he was happy for the much needed alone time.
The sun was shining brightly through the dark velvet curtains in his room, and he slowly woke up from his dreams. As his eyes fluttered open, he felt a pang of pain in his heart. His dream had been of you, specifically of kissing your soft lips on a warm summers day by the Black Lake. He’s found that more recently than ever, his head is full of you, as is his heart. As he’s laying in his bed, he closes his eyes once more, trying to hold onto the bits of you he won’t ever experience. In this moment, thoughts of you more prevalent than ever before, he realizes he doesn’t have to not have you. Quickly, becoming fully awake, he springs out of his bed and walks quickly to his desk.
He pushes all the papers and miscellaneous items off the surface, and pulls out a paper and quill. He’s become fully aware of just how much he longs for you, and why should he not be able to tell his best friend that he’s in love with her? He’s been yearning for your love for as long as he can remember, and it has finally transformed him into a fool, giving him the confidence to express his love for you.
My dearest y/n,
I’ve found that you’ve been circling my thoughts more than usual lately, so much so that I can hardly call them my own anymore. I think about you all the time, yet I’ve been too much of a coward to say anything. But I’ve realized that I don’t want to wake up one day, either in the near future or in the years to come, and regret not trying, because of pride, or embarrassment, or just simple fear. I need to escape this torture chamber I’ve made for myself, where I must hold you at arms length though I know I wish for nothing more than to be wrapped in your embrace at all hours of the day. So I need you to tell me if it’s all in my head. That the lingering touches and longing stares are just simple delusions I’ve created in my mind. But if they’re not, and Merlin how I hope they’re not, I’m telling you here and now that I am in love with you y/n l/n, and I don’t think I can bear to be apart from you any longer. I also want to go ahead and apologize for telling others I loved you, that they knew before you did, but to be fair I think everyone knew before I did, too. You are my breath of fresh air, the light in all my darkness, my proof that life is pure and good and that happiness is achievable. I may not be a religious person, but if worshipping you was a religion I’d be its most devoted follower. And if my feelings are not reciprocated, please find a way to put this past you because I could not endure losing you as my best friend as well.
Yours Forever, Theo.
After pouring his heart out onto the page, he carefully placed it into an envelope, wrote your name on it, and walked to give it to owl. After sending it away, he walked back to his room, his anxiety suddenly crashing through. Thoughts swarmed his head: She doesn’t love me, I’ve ruined everything, I should stop it from reaching her. But his heart quickly stopped his brain from doing too much damage. You needed to know or else Theo would live in agony for the rest of his life. Upon reaching his room, he sat back at his desk and sent letters to each of the Slytherin boys, confessing what he’s done. He even slipped a copy of the letter to Mattheo, the only one he felt he could truly trust with that piece of his heart.
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It had been two days since the letter had been sent. Had his owl reached you by now? Had you seen it? What were you thinking?
He was an utter mess, his mind swarming with questions and his body teeming with anxieties.
Soon it was 4 days, then 6, then a week, and then the last day of break rolled around the corner. Still he had received no response from you, perhaps you wished to talk in person? His heart hoped that that was the answer, and that the lack of a letter was not your rejection
~~~
You got onto the train just as it was about to take off, thanks to your missing jumper. The train was packed with kids saying their hellos and catching up, and with much effort you finally found Harry, Hermione, and Ron and got inside the compartment.
“Is it just me or is it crazier than usual?” You ask as you sit down.
“Definitely crazier, apparently Lavendar and Parvati got into a huge fight over break so everyone’s running around to hear about it.” Hermione explains as she hands you some candy she bought for you.
You say your thanks and continue talking with your friends when there’s a knock on your compartment.
“Hi Dean!” You say as you get up to slide open the door. You step out quickly to talk with the tall Gryffindor boy.
You have a friendly conversation, lasting about 10 minutes before entering the compartment again.
“What was that about.” Ron asks, before anyone else has the chance to.
“I saw him at Diagon Alley over the break and he asked me out. We hung out a couple times over the break.” You explain.
“Never would have expected that one.” Says Harry.
You raise you eyebrow at him, “and why would that be?”
“Just always assumed it would be Nott.” Harry says.
“I can’t just sit around like a fool waiting for him. He’s shown he just sees me as his best friend and the quicker I get over him the better.” You explain.
“But, he hasn’t shown you that he feels that way.” Explains Hermione, who is team Theo and y/n.
“He hasn’t shown me any differently. Wake me up when we get there I’m taking a nap.” You say, tired of constantly being reminded of your inability to be with Theo.
~~~
You arrive at the castle, and you make your way through the crowds to find your Slytherin friends. Just as you spot their group, Dean Thomas stops you.
“Hey, I’ve saved you a seat next to me, ok?” He asks, while his hands snaked around your waist.
“Thanks, I’ll be right there.” You say to him, giving him a small smile before turning your attention back to the group
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“Merlin.” Theo says, causing the group to turn their heads. He had seen you walking around the crowd, and had turned away quickly when you had finally spotted them. He hadn’t seen you on the train and obviously hadn’t received your letter, so a part of him still hoped that you just wanted to talk to him in person. His anxiety began to take over him when he saw you walking towards him - would you tell him to fuck off? That he’s some sort of creep best friend? Or would you tell him that your heart beat for him? - that’s when he saw it. Dean Thomas gripping your waist and you sending him that sweet, tooth rotting smile his way.
“Oh shit.” Said Mattheo, who had been the first to spot the pair.
“Fuck that’s messed up.” Said Draco.
“I’m sorry mate.” Enzo said, patting Theo’s shoulder.
“How’d that even happen?” Asked Blaise, confused because he had never really seen you interact with Dean.
Mattheo sent him a look, warning him to drop it.
“Let’s just get out of here.” Mattheo said, gently grabbing Theo’s arm, pulling him away towards the dining room.
Theo could still feel his heart breaking, each shard falling to the pits of his stomach and stabbing him. He got his answer at least, not only did you not love him, you clearly didn’t care enough about him to even write back to him. And now, his God-sent Angel, was flaunting around with another man. How could the sweet girl he grew up with, the one that showed him that even salt could be beautiful, break his heart and crumble its pieces in your fist?
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You were confused when you suddenly saw the group leave, making their way into the dining hall. You tried to get to them, but the crowds of people pushed you back until finally, you realized it was fruitless when the crowd began pushing you back towards the Gryffindor side of the Great Hall. You decided to just sit down, and that you would try to find the group, Theo specifically because you missed him deeply, after dinner.
Dinner passed quickly after the tedious sorting ceremony. You talked with your friends and caught up with those around you, sneaking glances towards the Slytherin table as often as possible. Finally, Dumbledore dismissed the students and you all made your way towards your common rooms. Since it was the first day back, teachers were making sure students went directly to their rooms, leaving you no time to find the Slytherins. You decided it would be best for you to just wait until tomorrow, though you thought you might implode if you spent one more second away from Theo. A thought that made you feel instantly guilty when Dean appeared at your side.
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The next day rolled around, and still you hadn’t been able to get ahold of the Slytherins. If you hadn’t known any better, you would have assumed they had been avoiding you. Finally, right before lunch you entered the library to grab some books when you saw the boys congregated in the back. You made your way over to them, carefully stepping around the stacks of books Madame Pince was reorganizing.
Once you finally reached the group, you went to announce your presence before Theo looked away from Draco (who was telling some boring anecdote) and looked down at you. Before you had any time to give him a smile or say your hello’s, he detached himself from the group and stormed right past you, through the stacks of books, and out the door. You stood shocked, facing the doors before finally turning back around to face the group. Your face was painted with an expression of confusion, which only deepened you received a nasty look from Enzo.
“We’ll be on our way now.” Said Enzo, walking past you with Blaise following close behind.
What..?” You finally managed to get out in your state of shock.
“Listen, y/n, just do us all a favor and leave us alone, especially Theo.” Mattheo said, in quite a rude tone before walking passed you. You stood confused and shocked at the interaction that had just unfolded. What had you done? Why were the boys mad at you? What had you done to Theo?
~~~
“I just have no idea what it could possibly be.” You said to Hermione, as you paced around your dorm room, recounting the story from earlier.
“Maybe it’s Dean. Maybe he’s just jealous.” Hermione offered.
“No, but I’ve had flings with guys before, and it’s not like he hasn’t been with girls before. It’s some thing deeper than that I know it.” You state, picking at your fingernails.
“And your sure you haven’t done anything? I mean you can’t think of one thing that could possibly have led to this?” Hermione asks, just as confused about the situation as you.
“Yes, I mean I literally cannot think of one thing that could have led to this. I would never hurt Theo, ever.” You say, plopping down on you bed, exasperated by the days events.
“I’m sorry y/n but I have absolutely no idea why they’re acting like this.” Hermione said, sad she couldn’t be of more help.
“It’s fine Hermione, it’s not your fault. I’m just going to go to bed.” You say, wanting this nightmare to end.
Could you really be losing your best friend to a reason unknown to you? Not only can you not be with the man that you love because he doesn’t reciprocate your feelings, but now you may have just lost him completely. You fall asleep after hours of rolling back and forth contemplating your complicated relationship with Theo, and even in your unconscious state you cannot escape him because he peeps into your dreams.
~~~
The following week is agony. Your best friend won’t talk to you, let alone allow himself to be in the same room as you, the boys you’ve known since childhood give you nasty looks every chance they get, you have to entertain a relationship with Dean your not even sure you want to get into and your teachers are stuffing you with assignments. All you need is a good party with lots and lots of alcohol. Once Friday afternoon finally rolls around, you can feel a slight weight lift from your shoulders.
~~~
You walked into the Slytherin common room with Dean. Pansy, Daphne and some other Slytherin girls hosted the first party since break and seeing as you’ve been close with them since 1st year, you were clearly invited. You decided you were going to look your absolute best for this party: you’re makeup was flawless, your hair done to perfection, and the corset and low-waisted mini skirt you were wearing was doing your figure perfect justice.
“Fuck me.” Said Theo as he saw you walk in with Dean. “I’m going for a smoke outside.” He says.
“Need company?” Mattheo asks, not wanting to leave his vulnerable friend alone.
“Nah mate, thanks though.” He says, before walking outside quickly, before he can see anymore of you.
It had only been a few minutes, and you had already downed about 3 drinks. Once the alcohol started to hit, you detached yourself from Dean’s grip making up some excuse, before finding your way towards the Slytherin boys.
You spotted Mattheo sitting on the arm rest of a couch, sipping out of a plastic cup. You walked up to him, hips still swaying to the music.
“Where’s Theo?” You stated, once you reached him, your confidence booming.
“What do you want?” Mattheo asks, looking up at you with contempt.
“I need to find Theodore Nott. Where is he?” You state.
“You have some serious nerve.”
“What?” You ask, taken aback.
“Listen, y/n, you’re once of my closest friends, but Theo’s my best mate. And what you did, that shit’s just fucked up. Like seriously, I didn’t even know you were capable of that.” He says, disgust leaking out of his words.
“I’m sorry?” You say, confused by his words.
“Merlin y/n, I mean how dull can you be? You just expect everything to be all right after you not only completely ignore his letter where he fucking tells you he fucking loved you, but you turn up with some Levski (famous quidditch chaser) wannabe? I mean that’s some next level shit.” Mattheo says, getting up as he presents his rage induced speech.
“What letter?” You say, unaware of what he’s talking about.
Mattheo just stares at you, stuttering to get some words out.
“I said: what letter, Mattheo?” You say, much more sternly.
“Wait, so you’re telling me you never received it?” Mattheo asks, in shock.
“I don’t even know what I didn’t receive.” You say, exasperated.
“Just, wait right here, I’ll be right back!” Mattheo says, before running up the stairs towards the dorms.
You stand there in shock, your adrenaline pumping. Had you heard him right? Theo had sent you a letter confessing his love to you? How had you missed it?
“Here! Here! I have it!” Mattheo yelled, running towards you, waving a piece of parchment around in his hand.
“This. One.” Mattheo says, between breaths as he reaches you, handing you the parchment.
You rip it from his hands, reading it quickly yet thoroughly. Tears brim at your eyes, did he really feel this way? Merlin you felt so stupid, how could this have gotten lost?
“I-I…” you stuttered, unaware of what to say.
“Outside. He’s outside. Go!” Mattheo said, stilling catching his break.
“I- ok, thank you!” You say, before quickly running out the door, finding your way outside.
You see Theo sitting outside, smoking a cigarette. His face is illuminated by the moonlight and you swear in that moment that you’ve never seen anything more beautiful.
“Theo! Theodore!” You yell to him, as you run towards his figure. The grass was still wet from the rain that had fallen earlier that day, and the blades of grass began to stick to your calfs.
Theo looks at you, before getting up and attempting to escape you.
“Theo, wait, please! Mattheo just showed me the letter! I never got it!”
He stopped in his tracks, and slowly turned around.
“What?”
You finally catch up to him, breathing heavily.
“I never got your letter, I didn’t know about it until just now.” You explain, showing him the letter Mattheo had given you.
“What?” He said again, bewildered by what was going on.
“I wasn’t ignoring you, or your feelings. I just never got to read about them until tonight.”
“So, you’re telling me you never received it, at all?”
“No. I never got a letter.” You explain, your eyes searching his for some hint of how he was feeling.
“Did you read it?” Theo asked slowly.
“Yes, just now I did.”
“And…” Theo asked, hope returning to him and hitting him like a truck. He was filled with anxieties and he felts his stomach doing flips waiting for you to answer.
“Of course I’m in love with you, I thought I made it so obvious!”
“I thought I made it obvious!” Theo said with a laugh, all negative feelings and thoughts leaving his body and head at your confession.
“My heart quite literally beats for you, Teddy. I’ve never been so scared then when I thought I was losing you.”
“Really?” He asks. His eyes are lit up and he can barely contain his smile
“Yes you idiot!” You say, smiling wildly
“What about Dean?” He asks, afraid.
“Fuck Dean! It’s only ever been you, Teddy. It’ll always be you.” You say, staring up at him with nothing but love and devotion.
“Does this mean that you’ll have me?” He asks, grabbing your hands.
You nod vigorously, unable to get any words out as tears of happiness are threatening to spill if you utter a single word.
And with that, Theo dips down and kisses you. The kiss is deep and passionate. You two explore each others mouths, and your hands explore each others body. You taste every bit of each other, and feel each others hair, faces, arms, waists, chests, in ways that you’ve never felt before. You take this chance to make up for all the lost time you’ve spent pining for each other in secret. The kiss is hungry, yet gentle and Theo holds you close, as if if he doesn’t hold you as tightly as possible you’ll slip away from him. After a few minutes he pulls away, touching your forehead to his and holding your face in his hands.
“I’m so so sorry for believing the worst in you. I was just in so much pain. Ignoring you was the hardest thing I’ve ever done” He states, referring to the week prior.
“It’s ok, Teddy. Let’s not worry about that now.” You say, causing his lips to come crashing down on yours again.
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bubblegump-1-nk · 19 days
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me after writing the first entire half of a fic and it randomly deletes: 🥲🔫🔫🔫
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bubblegump-1-nk · 24 days
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lowkey want to write a fic centered around Theo and Mattheo’s friendship, I love it. What do y’all think?
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bubblegump-1-nk · 24 days
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It Hurts Me
pairing: Theodore Nott x female!reader
summary: In which you’re dating Adrian Pucey but your relationship is anything but healthy. Theo wishes you could see what’s right in front of you - songs: It Hurts Me by Elvis Presley and He Could Never Love You by Henry Morris and Playyar
Warnings: toxic and abusive relationships
- I’m sosososo sorry it has taken me so long to post. I’ve just been pretty lazy recently but I’m back(kinda)!! Also, implied Gryffindor reader but I don’t think I ever specified what house she’s in.
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Theo was sitting at the Slytherin table for dinner. His friends chatting around him as he ate his mashed potatoes.
“It was completely unfair!” Complained Enzo, explaining how the red card call against him in the most recent quidditch match was uncalled for.
“Enzo, you grabbed Rais by the neck and threw him off his broom. It was completely fair.” Says Daphne, causing Enzo to roll his eyes and focus on his plate of food.
“Look,” says Pansy, elbowing Daphne lightly to get her attention. “They’ve been fighting again.” She says.
Theo follows their gaze, and sees you entering the Great Hall. Your eyes are bloodshot red and puffy. Mascara running slightly beneath your eyes. Theo clenches his fists at the sight of you. He can’t believe your still with that git Adrian Pucey.
“What do you think it was about this time?” Theo asks, still looking at you as you make your way over to the Gryffindor table.
“I heard them in the hallway earlier. Something about her school uniform.” Says Draco in between bites of food.
“What?! He’s angry about her goddamn school uniform?” Theo proclaims, astonished at how idiotic your stupid boyfriend is.
“Yeah, it’s too tight or something.” Draco explains.
Theo’s about to say something else, when Adrian walks into the dining hall.
His hair is messy, and his face is stoic yet his eyes are still furious. Every time Theo sees him he wonders how a girl as sweet and perfect as you could be in a relationship with a git like him.
“How long have they been together?” Mattheo asks, more quietly this time.
“About 6 months, I think.” Says Pansy.
Theo pushes his plate away, his appetite gone from thinking too much about you with someone else.
“I’m going to bed.” He says, getting up and leaving before anyone can ask any questions.
~~~
“Y/n, I seriously don’t understand why you’re still with him.” Hermione states, as you walk back to the common room.
“It’s complicated Hermione. He’s so good to me sometimes.” You explain.
“Well you should be with someone who’s good to you all the time.” She says, as you enter the common room.
“He’s just jealous sometimes. It’s not like he’s ever laid a hand on me or anything.” You state.
“Right, but it’s only a matter of time before it gets worse.”
“Hermione, please. I understand your looking out for me but please, just stay out of it.” You say, as you walk quickly up to your dorm, leaving Hermione, Harry, and Ron.
“Boyfriend problems again?” Ron asks.
“Like always.” Responds Hermione, plopping down on the couch.
~~~
“Hi Theo.” You say happily, as you see him in the hallway on your way out of the bathroom.
“Hi y/n, what class are you in right now?” He asks. Since classes were in session, the hallways were empty except for the two of you.
“History of Magic and I’m bored to insanity.” You say with a giggle, and Theo responds with a chuckle.
“Wanna skip?”
You give him a look, thinking of all the possibilities, but you quickly give in. How could you ever say no to Theodore Nott?
“Take me away.” You say. Theo gives a small surprised look, too quick for you to realize what it meant. In reality, he hadn’t truly expected you to say yes, considering that Adrian had forced you to block contact with just about every boy at Hogwarts. Your slight confusion slips away as Theo grabs your hand, and you giggle as he starts dragging you out of the building.
~~~
He takes you to the Black Lake, and he sets his things down by a tree as you try to catch your breath.
“Merlin, y/n, I need to take you on more runs if your panting after that.” He says jokingly.
You slap him lightly on the shoulder as you say, “No, you’re just absurdly tall! One of your steps is like 5 of mine.”
“Sorry, principessa, I guess I didn’t take that into consideration.” He says, laughing slightly at your demeanor.
“Ok, Mr. Cocky, wrap it up.” You say, smiling, as you go sit down by the tree.
Theo and you had been close friends since 2nd year, but you started to lose touch with him, (as well as practically all your guy friends) since you started dating Adrian. You missed moments like these and cherished them the little times you got them.
You began to get out your homework as Theo was walking towards the tree.
“Oh absolutely not.” He states, coming nearer.m
“What?” You ask, confused.
“You are not about to do homework right now. You might as well have stayed in class.” He states, grabbing your textbooks.
“Ok, ok, fine. Just put my books down and then I’ll do whatever you want to do.” You say, getting up for, your sitting position.
“Anything?” He says, a smirk on his lips as he sets your books down.
You playfully roll your eyes, “almost anything.” You clarify.
“Get in the lake with me.” He says.
“But it’s cold!” You protest.
He gives you a look, and as you stare into his eyes you can’t help but say yes to whatever he says.
“Well, let’s go then!” You say as you run towards the water, taking off your clothes.
Theo laughs as he runs behind you, both of your clothes sprawled out on the ground like a trail leading to the water, leaving you both in your underwear.
You get to the dock first, but before you get a moment to readjust yourself, Theo comes running behind you, grabbing you by the waist and taking you with him into the water.
You let out a yelp before plunging into the frigid water.
“Merlin it’s cold.” Theo says, as you two reach the surface again.
“What did you expect idiot. It’s the middle of February.”
“What did you just call me?” Theo says jokingly, grabbing you by the waist again to take you down under.
“No, please! Have mercy!” You says, jokingly before being engulfed in cold water. Your body and Theo’s wrapped tightly together.
You realize that this is the first time in months that you’ve felt truly free. Nothing but happiness in your head, not even a hint of fear. It’s something you haven’t experienced since you’ve been dating Adrian. In this small moment where you’re deep in these black waters, you realize that Theo is the only one who has shown you that since you’ve been with Adrian.
You feel yourself getting pulled up and your head breaks through the surface again.
“Race you to the dock!” Theo calls out, swimming quickly towards the shore.
“Wait! That’s so unfair!” You call out before swimming after him.
The sounds of your laughter mix together, and quickly you forget everything that’s ever pained you - especially Adrian.
Quickly you reach the dock, Theo already climbing onto it.
“Beat you bella.” Theo says, a large smile on his face.
“Yeah, only because you cheated.” You say, rolling your eyes playfully.
“Aw c’mon, just admit that you’re too slow for me.” He chuckling.
“Over my dead body. Now help me up, Nott.”
“Yes ma’am.” He says, reaching down to give you his hand and lifting you up quickly as if you weighed no more that 5 pounds.
“It’s freezing.” You say, walking towards your bags.
“Good thing I have a sweatshirt.” Theo says, handing it to you as reach the tree.
You conduct a quick drying spell on the both of you and you two began redressing, you slip Theo’s sweatshirt over your uniform.
You two sit down, chatting and laughing. You realize how long it’s been since you’ve really talked to Theo, and how much you’ve missed it.
“That’s why.” Theo ends his story, explaining why Mattheo and him put hair dye in Draco’s shampoo. You laugh heavily at the story.
Theo opens his mouth to add something else before he’s quickly cut off by another voice. You feel your body tense up as you recognize it.
“Well what the fuck do we have here?” Adrian calls out as he walks over to you.
You quickly look between Theo and Adrian, your voice leaving you for a second.
“Hi baby. We were just-“
“Drop it y/n. I don’t give a fuck what you were doing. What I want to know is why you’re hanging out with this brown haired bloke.”
After this comment, Theo quickly gets up, standing to his full 6’3 height.
“Theo stop.” You whisper, grabbing his arm and getting up.
“Don’t fucking touch him y/n. I thought I told you to stay the fuck away from him.” Adrian says, his temper rising.
“I-“ Theo begins, but you cut him off.
“You’re right A, I’m sorry. It won’t happen again.” You say, making yourself small and holding your head down.
“What? No-“ Theo starts again, before Adrian cuts him off.
“Let’s get out of here. Now!” He says, as he takes your hand and drags you away, leaving Theo speechless.
~~~
“I can’t take it anymore.” Theo says, back in the Slytherin common room. He had stood outside in shock for about 10 minutes before heading inside. He had always known Adrian was a shitty boyfriend, but he had never really seen you two interact. He had told the story to his friends and now they were all sitting around the fire pit discussing.
“I never realized it was that serious.” Said Enzo, looking severely concerned.
“I just don’t understand why she’s still with him. He doesn’t love her. He never has and he never fucking will. He’s a goddamn psycho.” Theo says, rage seeping out of him.
“It’s horrible.” Pansy says.
“It hurts me to see him treat her the way that he does. And the worst part is that I know he’ll never let her go, cause that’s just the kind of git that he is. I just wished she could see that he’s never going to change.” Theo says, full of anger and despair.
“And everyone knows. I mean the whole school is saying how dim witted she is to keep believing his lies.” Daphne says.
“I just wish she could pay attention to the ones who would treat her right.” Theo says, before getting up, saying a quick goodnight, and heading to bed. Although, he didn’t sleep all night, how could he? Knowing that you were still with Adrian and he could probably never have you.
~~~
“Can you hurry up? I want to get there before the good stuff runs out.” Calls out Mattheo, trying to gather the group to get to the Ravenclaw party on time.
“Merlin, we’re coming.” Says Pansy, annoyed at Mattheo’s whining.
Theo, Pansy, and Daphne make their way down to the rest of the group, and they start heading to the party soon after.
~~~
“You’re disgusting mate.” Theo says, as Mattheo downs a concoction given to him by Draco.
“I’m not weak, that’s what.” Mattheo says, causing Theo to chuckle at his stupidity.
Suddenly, he sees you walk into the Ravenclaw common room. You look beautiful in a black babydoll dress and your hair loosely curled. He stares at you in awe as you make your way around the party….. behind your stupid boyfriend.
“I’ll be right back.” Theo says to his friends, walking away before they can question him.
He maneuvers around the people quickly, reaching you in a matter of seconds. He taps you on the shoulder, causing you to turn around and stare up at him.
“Hey.” You squeak out, your eyes switching from looking at his to darting around the room quickly.
Theo’s about to say something before he notices something strange about your face. Your lip has a cut on the upper lip, and hidden away by quickly applied concealer your right eye appears to be an arrange of blues, greens, purples, and yellows.
Theo stares in shock, hoping he’s just being dramatic.
“What’re you-“ Adrian starts, noticing that you weren’t behind him anymore before he quickly sees the pair of you.
“Goddamn it, do you have no one else to bother, Nott?” Adrian says, going to reach for your arm.
Theo quickly decides he’s not going to let him take you away this time.
“You do that to her face?” Theo asks, trying to seem as nonchalant as possible.
Adrian laughs, as he looks to you. “Got to show her her place, y’know?” Adrian says chuckling.
Suddenly, you see Theo’s eyes darken, darken to a point you’ve never seen them get to before. The cup in his hand is crushed by his clenching fists, and his tongue is poking the inside of his cheek as he lets out a low chuckle. Quickly, before you can register what’s happening, Theo sends a punch directly into Adrian’s nose.
“What the fuck?” Adrian says, cupping his nose quickly before blood seeps all over the floor.
Before even Adrian can register what happened, Theo lands another punch, and another, and another.
Soon, Theo’s on top of Adrian, punching him ruthlessly.
Adrian is attempting to fight back but Theo’s too quick and Adrian is slowly losing consciousness. A ring has formed around the pair of them, some people attempting to break them before, 1) realizing it’s no use because Theo has absolutely no intention of stopping any time soon, or 2) the Slytherin boys stop them from grabbing Theo, because they’re enjoying the show. And on top of that, too many people are too scared of Theo to even try to intervene.
You stand back, shock stopping you from doing anything.
“Ok that’s enough.” Draco says, seeing Adrian on the ground in and out of consciousness, bruised and bloody.
“Help me you gits.” Draco calls out to the rest of the Slytherin boys.
They get Theo off of Adrian after a few seconds, and Adrian’s friends quickly pull him off of the ground and take him away.
“You touch her again and I’ll rip your fucking liver out next time, Pucey.” Theo calls out, shaking off his friends who are holding him back.
You continue to stand in your original position, mouth slightly agape as you look at Theo. No one’s ever really protected you like that.
“Theo.” You say as you walk up to him slowly.
Theo just stares at you, a softness in his eyes that wasn’t there seconds ago causes your knees to become shaky.
“I- thank you.” You say, before hugging him.
Theo quickly wraps his arms around you, holding you tightly. You begin to lightly cry into his chest, repeating your thanks over and over.
“Hey, hey, you don’t have to thank me.” Theo says, pulling you away so he can see your face, his large hands wiping away your tears.
“I just, I was so scared, all the time.” You explain.
Theo’s heart melts, and he carefully decides his next few words.
“You won’t ever have to be scared with me. If you’ll let me.” He says tenderly.
You smile, not believing that the Theodore Nott is asking you to be his.
“How could I not let you love me?” You say, before kissing him sweetly.
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bubblegump-1-nk · 2 months
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Theo being an obsessive and overly jealous boyfriend. He is protective and dangerous, everyone knows that they shouldn’t touch what belongs to him . Including you. The prettiest girl in school and his girlfriend since forever.
You grew up together and you were always destined to end up together.
Unconditional love. People can’t wrap their heads around your relationship, how could two people be so obsessed about each other?
Theo is a death eater in my imagination, he would die for her and she would do the same to him.
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bubblegump-1-nk · 3 months
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Hey y’all, I have a few fic ideas but don’t know which to write first…. So you guys can decide in the comments!
1. (Reader x Theodore Nott): In which Theo and you used to date and have both moved on, except not fully. He keeps trying to find you in other girls - song: Glimpse of Us by Joji
2. (Reader x Theodore Nott): In which you’re dating Adrian Pucey but your relationship is anything but healthy. Theo wishes you could see what’s right in front of you - songs: It Hurts Me by Elvis Presley and He Could Never Love You by Henry Morris and Playyard ~ Check here for the fic!
3. (Reader x Lorenzo Berkshire [new character!]): You’re in a relationship with Enzo and go out with your girlfriends. But when something goes wrong, will he get there in time?
4. (Reader x Theodore Nott): In which Theo wakes up one morning and realizes he can no longer not have you, so he writes you a letter. But when that letter gets lost, things become complicated. - inspired by Anne with an E; songs: Bloom by The Paper Kites. Check here for the fic!
5. (Reader x Theodore Nott): Your family is a highly respected family working for the Order. Theo’s family is one of the most powerful families working for the Death Eaters. A debacle that happened 30 years prior has transformed your families into sworn enemies. But what happens when the two teenage kids of each opposing family fall in love? - Based on Shakespeare’s Romeo and Juliet
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Thanks so much for 500!! I know to some it may seem like a small milestone, but I started this account never thinking anyone would enjoy my fics!! I love you all 😘💗😘
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bubblegump-1-nk · 4 months
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Masterlist!!
Started: 01/07/24
Last updated: 04/09/24
Works: 12
Key: angst (🦢), fluff (🎀), series(🩰)
- some are a mixture of all, so whichever you see first is the one that is more present in the fic and if an emoji is in parentheses it means there’s only a bit of that in the fic!
- Didn’t know who to include some of these under since they involve more than 1 of the characters I write about, but I chose whoever made the most sense, so… keep that in mind! 💗
Decide my next fic here!
Theodore Nott
As she walks by: 1, 2, 3, 4 - 🦢🩰🎀
I Love My Boyfriend 🦢🎀
When You Know You Know 🎀🦢
It Hurts Me 🦢 (🎀)
Shall I Write It in a Letter 🦢 🎀
Mattheo Riddle
Can’t Catch Me Now 🦢
Lorenzo Berkshire
Coming soon!
Timothee Chalamet
Jealous Prick 🦢🎀
In Trouble 🦢
Austin Butler
Pasta and a Live 🎀
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bubblegump-1-nk · 4 months
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When You Know You Know
pairing: Theo Nott x female!reader
summary: you and Theo are just best friends…. well that’s at least what you both tell everyone, so, your friends decide to give you two a push
- once again another Theo Nott friends to lovers… are we surprised? But this time there’s no cheating involved so!!!! Also, heavily implied Slytherin reader but never fully said Slytherin reader. Also sorry this is so long but I just didn’t know when it would be a good time to end it and I didn’t want to make multiple parts!!
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You sat in the library staring absently at your potions textbook. You had been rereading the same paragraph for at least five minutes, trying to find the answer for question number 3 on your potions homework. Everything you read seemed to be unable to enter into your head. You leaned back in your chair with an exasperated huff. Theo looked up from his herbology homework to look at you in your annoyed state.
“What’s the problem this time princepessa?” He asked, locking eyes with you as he used the playful nickname he gave you in second year when you refused to do your herbology homework because it required you pulling worms out of dirt. Although, now he used it just so he could have an excuse of calling you a pet name.
You playfully rolled your eyes at the nickname and plopped your chair back on all fours with a loud thump that led Madame Pince to send you a pointed glance.
“I literally have no idea how to do this stupid homework.” You said, putting your head down on your arms that were resting on the table, and turning to look at Theo.
“You should’ve said something, I finished that a while ago.” He informed you, a small smile playing at his lips as he chuckled at your annoyed expression. “Here copy it.” He said, as he leaned down to grab it from his satchel and then handing it to you.
“Merlin you’re a life saver, Teddy.” You said grabbing the paper and immediately beginning to copy it down.
Theo and you had known each other since you were kids, since your parents were best friends. You don’t remember exactly when you started seeing him in a more-than-a-friend way, but what you did know for sure: you had to push down those feelings and pretend like they didn’t exist because Theo didn’t feel the same way about you and you wouldn’t ruin your perfectly perfect friendship over something so silly. Although, of course Theo liked you back, how could he not? You were perfect, but you had no way of knowing this since he also refused to tell you for the same reasons you had.
It was getting late, the candlelight now not enough to properly illuminate your homework. You had finished copying down Theo’s potions work and got about halfway through your Astronomy assignment when you both decided to call it quits and head to bed.
“Well I’d say that’s about the most productive we’ve ever been together.” He says, leaning down to grab your satchel to carry it for you.
“I’m surprised we got any work done at all.” You said, and you both chuckled. “Studying” between the two of you usually ended up in hour long gossip and snacking sessions.
You two walked back to the Slytherin common room, conversing on your way. When you entered through the portrait hole you found your friend group sitting on the plush, green couch by the fire. Enzo, Pansy, Draco, Mattheo, and Blaise all looked up at you two as you made your way towards them.
“Well look who finally decided to show up.” Draco said, grabbing a toffee from the coffee table.
“Sorry that we are intellectuals and actually want to succeed in life, Draco.” You said, sarcastically.
This caused a laugh from the group, and even more so when Draco said, “I wouldn’t call private make out sessions intellectual.”
Both you and Theo’s face flushed red.
“Just because you don’t get any play doesn’t mean you have to fantasize about others.” Said Theo, smacking Draco over the head as he passed him to sit down on the couch next to Enzo.
“So you admit it? You two were making out?” Asked Enzo, trying to pry your feelings out of you two.
“What? No. You lot are insufferable.” You said, plopping down next to Theo, his arm instinctively going to rest behind you on the couch.
“Oh, but you love us.” Said Pansy, making kissing faces.
You gave a sarcastically annoyed grunt which caused chuckles from the group.
“Anyway, what’s the move for this weekend?” Mattheo asks, since Friday was tomorrow and Mattheo couldn’t stand not getting drunk and/or high with his friends at least once on the weekend.
“Oh right!” You said, remembering what someone had told you as you were walking to lunch with Hermione Granger. All heads turned to you expectantly. “Cedric invited me to some Hufflepuff party tomorrow. It starts at 7 and I’m sure it would be no problem getting you guys in.” You said. Theo tensed behind you.
“Cedric? As in Cedric Diggory?” Theo asked, staring at the fire. You uttered a conformation as you reached for one of Draco’s toffees, quickly enough that he didn’t have the chance to snatch it out of your hand.
Theo rolled his eyes, “that guys a prick.” The others gave each other knowing looks that went unnoticed by you and Theo.
“Well then don’t go.” You said simply. The room tensed.
“Well of course I’m gonna go, I was just stating a fact.” He responded.
“A fact? And what proof have you got that Cedric Diggory is a prick?” You asked, eyeing Theo.
There was silence.
“Alright prick or not, I don’t give a fuck. Hufflepuffs have the good weed and I’m gonna get some.” Said Blaise, breaking the silence.
The room lightened, and you all began talking normally again. But that whole conversation was still playing in your head, was it possible Theo had been jealous? No definitely not, just being his usual protective self you decided (spoiler he was actually very jealous).
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You and Pansy had said goodnight and went up to your shared dorm about 10 minutes ago. You were now washing your face as Pansy sat on her bed painting her nails.
“So, what’s going on with you and Cedric?” Asked Pansy.
You peeped out from the bathroom, confused at the question. “Me and Cedric?”
“Well, he invited you to a party didn’t he?”
“Oh. I mean, yeah, but we were partnered up for a project in ghoul studies so we’re sorta friends.” You say, dismissing the topic and going back to moisturizing your face.
Pansy scoffed.
“What?” You asked, peeping out again.
“Nothing. It’s just that you have a certain quality of,” she paused thinking of the right word, “Of being oblivious to people’s feelings about you.”
You raised your eyebrows at her, confused as to what she was referring to. “What do you mean?”
“Well Cedric obviously thinks your fit, he wouldn’t just invite anyone in a younger year than him to his party.”
“One time is hardly enough for you to say I’m oblivious of people’s feelings.”
Pansy let out a chuckle. “Well, I forgot to mention the other boy.”
“Huh?” You questioned.
“You know, the one who’s name starts with a T and ends in a heodore.”
Pansy would always bring Theo up to you, and how it was “so obvious he was in love with you”. But you wouldn’t have any of it. He was your best friend, and that’s just how he acted. You had accepted that his love for you was solely platonic, but Pansy hadn’t.
“Pansy please just drop it. You shouldn’t be feeding me delusions.” You say, slightly annoyed.
“I-.” She began, but you quickly cut her off with a tut, letting her know this conversation was over.
You made your way towards the Slytherin table for lunch to meet up with your friends. You had had ghoul studies, an elective class, right before lunch so you were happy to see them since none of them were in your same class.
“Good news, Cedric said it was alright if you all came, as long as you brought at least 3 bottles of fire whiskey.” You said, sitting down between Theo and Pansy.
“Thanks, y/n you’re a lifesaver. I don’t know what I would have done if I had to stay in tonight.” Mattheo says.
“Hmm, maybe you could have worked on your alcoholism.” Said Draco, taking a bite of his turkey. Mattheo slapped him on the head as a result for his comment, making him choke on the food. You all broke out into a fit of laughter.
“Here I made you a plate.” Says Theo, handing you a plate full of your favorite foods.
“Ugh, thanks Teddy, you’re the best.” You said, taking the plate and earning a smile from Theo.
Pansy made suggestive eyes at you and you gave her a stern look.
“Oh Teddy won’t you make me a plate?” Mattheo said, jokingly.
“Don’t you fucking call me that.” Theo said, making a face at Mattheo.
“Oh, right! I forgot only precious y/n could call you that.” Said Enzo.
“All of you can stay mad that I’m clearly his best friend.” You say, causing the boys to laugh.
Pansy looked at you again, and this time you returned her gaze. Maybe it was a little suspicious that you were the only one he allowed to call him Teddy.
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“Y/n you better hurry!” Called Pansy.
You were getting ready for Cedric’s party, but you had overestimated the amount of time you had and now found yourself rushing.
“I’m hurrying.” You called back. Pansy, Theo, and Blaise we’re all waiting for you at the end of the stairs. The other three boys had left earlier, impatient and ready to get drunk.
Another 10 minutes had passed.
“If you don’t get down here in 1 minute, I’m sending up the giant to take you.” Pansy called up, referring to Theo and his 6 foot 3 frame (🤤).
“No! Please don’t send him up here I’m terrified of him.” You joked, running around trying to find some socks.
You were putting on your earrings when you heard Theo’s footsteps, and he soon entered the room.
You yelped when you saw him.
“No, please! Have mercy!” You said, running behind your bed to block him as you tried to finish putting your earrings in.
“Pansy said to show no mercy. Sorry principessa.”
He quickly made his way over to you and before you could react he trapped you and threw you over his shoulder like a sack of flour.
“Theo!” You yelped, gripping onto his shirt.
“This is what happens to late people.” He said, and began carrying you down the stairs.
“Let’s go!” He said cheerily when he reached the bottom of the stairs, still carrying you and not hearing your protests.
“Thanks a lot, Pansy.” You said jokingly, which caused her and Blaise to laugh.
Theo carried you all the way to the Hufflepuff party, which thankfully wasn’t too far since hanging upside down wasn’t your preferred mode of travel.
You four entered quickly after having your names checked at the entrance and found yourself in a room full of people and alcohol.
Theo put you down finally, and opened his mouth to say something when Cedric appeared at your side.
“Y/n! I’m so glad you could make it!” Cedric said, giving you a hug.
“Yeah, thanks for inviting us!” You responded, hugging him back.
“You too, Theo.” Cedric said after you two broke apart from the quick hug.
Theo offered him a straight smile in response.
“Do you want something to drink?” Diggory asked you.
“Yes please.” You said, enthusiastically, ready to start getting some alcohol in your system.
“Here, follow me.” He said, leading you towards a table of drinks.
You looked back at Theo, motioning for him to follow but he just looked at you and mouthed “I’m not going anywhere with that prick” which caused you to giggle. You kept looking towards him to make sure he wasn’t alone, and you finally focused solely on Cedric when he headed for the huddle your friends had created.
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“What’s gotten into you?” Mattheo asked as Theo reached them.
“Nothing.” He said bitterly, grabbing a bottle of fire whiskey that stood on the table next to them and took a long swig from it.
“So ever dramatic.” Said Pansy, causing a sound of annoyance from Theo.
“Here have some. It’ll loosen you up.” Said Blaise, passing Theo a joint.
“Thanks mate.”
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You were standing with Cedric’s friends, who he had introduced you to, and listening intently to a story Hannah Abbot was telling.
“…and he reached to grab her by the arm to stop her from leaving but Klaus punched him square in the nose before he had the chance!”
The group erupted in gasps and exclamations of disbelief at the story, and the Cedric leaned down to whisper in your ear, “wanna go dance?”
You instinctively looked towards Theo, who you had strategically placed in your line of vision when you went to stand with the group. You saw him sitting next to a blonde, his hand on her thigh, as they chattered away. You heart sank.
“Yeah, let’s go.” You responded, taking his hand and allowing him to lead you towards the mass of moving bodies.
—-
“Yeah, I don’t know, I guess I just like the lake.” The blonde next to Theo said, and he chuckled wryly.
He had seen you with Cedric, laughing, standing close together. He had wanted to go up to you and break you two apart but he advised himself against it. That’s when the girl, Cassandra, initiated conversation with him and he allowed her to stay since being with her would hopefully patch the hole in his heart. It didn’t. He understood though, guys were practically always throwing themselves at you, and with all your options why in Merlin would you choose him? Unfortunately, he didn’t know you thought the exact same of him.
He watched you and Cedric like a hawk, and suddenly he couldn’t take it anymore.
“Sorry, er, I’ll be right back.” Theo said, standing up and leaving the girl by herself.
He walked past the drink table, grabbing a bottle of fire whiskey, and then made his way to an open window.
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You had been dancing with Diggory for about 10 minutes, and you had been looking at Theo for about 7 of them. You wished it was Theo you were dancing with, but he was too busy with his blonde (you hadn’t seen him leave her, since you decided it would be better to stop looking their way to stop torturing yourself), but she seemed nice enough and he seemed happy to be with her (spoiler: he wasn’t) so, in return you should be happy for him, right?
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“What’s your problem?” Pansy asks, coming up to Theo in his little make shift cave.
“Nothing.”
It was silent for a moment.
“Would it possibly have something to do with a certain y/h/c, y/e/c, (your house), girl?” She asked.
Theo looked at Pansy with a deep sadness in his eyes.
“She’s busy with Cedric.”
Another moment of silence.
“Maybe she doesn’t want to be.” Pansy finally replied.
“What?” Theo asked, eyebrows arching.
“Maybe she’d rather be busy with someone else.” She said, hoping he would understand.
“Right, and who might that be?” Theo said angrily, the last thing he wanted to hear right now was not about how you had at least two confirmed men you would pick before him.
“You, you idiot! She’s fucking in love with you!” Pansy blurted out, exhausted with his idiotic attitude.
Theo stared at Pansy, slowly blinking. “What.” He finally asked.
“She’s in love with you. She thinks about you every waking moment. It’s always been you, Theo.” She explained.
Theo stood there, awestruck. This could not be happening right now. This must be some sort of sick joke.
“B-but Cedric.” He managed to babble out.
“She doesn’t fucking like Cedric. She likes you!” She said, pointing to Theo’s chest, hard.
He stood there, once again, just blinking.
“Well? Go get her!” Pansy said.
“R-right!” Theo said, making his way towards you, pushing the bottle into Pansy’s chest to rid himself of it.
“Fucking idiot.” Pansy called after him.
—-
You felt a hand slither around your waist and soon you were turned around, facing Theo.
“Is it true?” He blurted out, before you could get a word out. The music was loud and there were people pressing up against you two and the lights were annoyingly bright but when you looked into his eyes it was only you and him.
“What’s true?” You asked, taken aback.
He didn’t say anything for a second, and in that second your heart dropped. There’s no way Pansy told him how you felt…right?
“What… what you feel towards me. Is it true?”
“I-I.” You were at a loss for words, your jaw opening and closing with no sound coming out.
Suddenly Theo dipped down, his lips crashing onto yours. You didn’t kiss back for a split second because this couldn’t be real could it? The boy you’ve loved for years is here, and he’s kissing you, and he probably loves you back. But you quickly gathered your thoughts, and realized that it was real, and so you kissed back.
The kiss was hungry but gentle, strong and passionate. Your tongues soon began roaming each others mouths, and your hands explored each others bodies. You finally broke apart for air, after what felt like far too short (but was actually a very long time, enough time for all of your friends to notice.)
Theo’s large hands cupped your face, and you placed yours on top of his.
“After all this time…” He said, trailing off as he looked deep into your eyes.
“After all this time.” You responded.
“Merlin we wasted so many days. If only I wasn’t such a git and just told you how I felt.” Theo rambled.
“Better late than never. And now we have so many days ahead.” You responded, happy to finally be with the boy you loved.
“Fucking finally!” Yelled a voice, causing both of you to turn your heads. Enzo.
“Merlin you both are such idiots, it was so obvious!” Said Blaise, you and Theo slowly walked out of the crowd and made your way towards them.
“You all knew?” You asked. Theo was now positioned behind you, his arms around your waist, your hands on his arms. He was kissing your cheeks, your jawline, anywhere.
“Of course we knew! We just thought it would be better to let you two figure it out on your own, but we couldn’t stand to see you both sulking around whenever one of you was with someone else, so we intervened.” Explained Pansy. You gave her a smile.
“Yeah, but I can and will use a time turner to stop us from doing that if we have to see you two being so gross.” Said Draco, making a gagging sound at you and Theo’s pda.
“Shove off, Malfoy.” Theo said, dipping down to kiss you, passionately which earned Theo a plastic cup to the head which Draco had thrown. Theo flipped him off and Draco made a smug face.
“Hey, what’s going on over there?” You said, noticing Mattheo sliding some galleons into Cedric’s hand.
“Y/n, it was actually my pleasure to do this, you’re very lovely.” Cedric said, pocketing his galleons, and quickly leaving after seeing Theo’s killer gaze.
“What?” You called out after him, and then turned to face Mattheo and the group when Diggory walked away without answering your question.
“Well…” Pansy started. You gave her a look that urged her to keep going.
“We realized you two were too pussy to say anything so we decided to pay our little friend Cedric here to make Theo jealous so he would finally admit his feelings to you.” Mattheo responded.
“But for once he was using good morals I didn’t even know he had, and pulled all that ‘I just want her to be happy’ bullshit so we sent Pansy in to rip off the bandaid.” Draco said.
“You lot are making it sound like you were in the middle of a war.” You responded, still grabbing firmly onto Theo’s arms, scared that this was somehow a dream and if you let go he would leave you for good.
“It was war! It was painful to see you two be so heart broken and oblivious all the time.” Pansy said.
“Well, as much as I’m grateful for all of you, I want to go spend some time with my girl. Good night.” Theo said, leading you two out of the common room after you said your good nights.
“Have fun! But not too much fun!” Mattheo hollered out after y’all, and Theo flipped him off.
You two walked in the dark, deserted hallways, hand in hand, hip to hip.
“So, your girl huh?” You asked.
Theo hesitated for a moment, scared he read this all wrong, until he saw the smile playing at your lips.
“Right, I have to ask. Y/n, can I pretty please be your boyfriend.” Theo asked, teasingly.
“Hmm..” you said, pretending to think about it. “Yes.” You said, and kissed his cheek.
“I’ll buy you some flowers and gifts tomorrow, but I came empty handed to this party, as you can see.” He said, causing you to giggle. Your beauty in the moonlight overthrew him, and the fact that he could now call you his, and kiss you whenever he wanted practically sent him into cardiac arrest with how happy he was.
“I love you.” Theo said, kissing the top of your head.
“I love you.” You said, and kissed him on the lips, something that you knew you would never get enough of.
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Can’t Catch Me Now
Matthew Riddle x Fem!Reader
summary: Mattheo’s father sent him on a mission: make you fall in love with him, then lure you into a death trap. He should’ve known you wouldn’t let him forget you that easily…
Disclaimer: mentions of death, toxic relationships, cursing, slight mentions of torture
Song: Can’t Catch Me Now by Olivia Rodrigo
- First time writing for Mattheo! Wanted to do another fic abt my baby Theo but this idea came to me and couldn’t bring myself to write something so toxic about him 😭. Also there’s a lot of time skips in this so I hope it’s easy to follow!
“I love you.” You said sweetly.
“Me too, see you tonight.” Mattheo responded.
You kissed him on the cheek and entered the Transfiguration classroom as Mattheo left to go to Divinations. Tonight… if only you knew what was in store for you. Time past forward quickly, and now Mattheo was knocking on your dorm door, and you walked out, ready for your date.
“You look beautiful” He said
“Thank you. You don’t look to drab yourself.” You said, causing him to chuckle before taking your hand and leading you out of the castle.
You two had been walking for ages, getting farther and farther away from Hogwarts and Hogsmeade. Not a soul in sight.
“Ok seriously, where are we going Matty? We’ve been walking for years.” You say, dragging out the last word.
“Soon. We’ll be there soon.” He said, tensing up as he did.
You were now at a location, heavily secluded from everyone and everything. You joked that no one would hear you scream out here. Only you had meant it in a different way than what was actually held in store for you. That’s when they appeared, the Death Eaters. You looked at Mattheo in shock, but he was already tearing his hand away from yours and stepping back, taking his wand out.
“Mattheo?” You whispered, tears in your eyes. A look of horror on your face. No wand in hand.
You screamed when the Crucio hit your chest, soon followed by a spell that left you unconscious on the floor.
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You had been sitting in the chair for hours. You hands and legs tied back. About 5 Death Eaters were in the room, Mattheo making up the 6. He never hit you with a spell, but he never blocked one either. Just stood there, watching, his face wiped clear of any emotions. As you were focused on him, you made eye contact with him for the first time since being in the room. The spells had stopped for about 20 seconds now. Was it finally over? Were you free to go? That’s when it hit you. The green light. You fell unconscious, never to be seen again.
“Mattheo wake up! We’re here.” Said Theo (😍), having been shaking Mattheo vigorously for about 3 minutes.
“What?” He asked, still shaken from the dream he just had. He’s been having it for weeks now. Ever since the incident. Your death has followed him even into his unconscious mind. He can’t escape you.
“We’ve arrived at Hogwarts you idiot.” Said Draco, exasperated at Mattheo’s constant zoning out.
All the boys knew about the mission, they all knew what happened in the late days of May. They were all at the meeting after your death, Voldemort congratulated all of - which is something you don’t simply forget. Y/n’s father was a powerful wizard, who declined all of the Dark Lord’s advancements of recruitment. So, Voldemort decided he might just need a little push, that being the death of his beloved daughter Y/n. It didn’t work, of course, and instead your father and mother ended up fleeing to some desolate place.
“Git.” Mattheo said, before slapping Draco across the head and collecting his belongings to get off the train.
Draco lifted his arm as to hit Mattheo back but Blaise grabbed his arm and gave him a look that made Draco forget about hitting him. They all knew Mattheo never actually loved you, but it doesn’t change the fact that he was still responsible for killing someone. Doesn’t change the fact that he’s turning out just like his father.
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They soon entered Hogwarts and took their seats at the Slytherin table.
“What’s taking the first years so long?” Theo asked, wondering why the sorting ceremony hadn’t started yet.
“Beats me but I’m fucking starving.” Said Blaise.
Mattheo was about to speak but was cut off by Dumbledore, who now stood in front of the podium.
“Welcome all back to Hogwarts. Now, I’m aware that you must all be very hungry, but this is a statement I must make, and we’ve decided it’s better made without the first years present.” He paused for a moment, adjusted his glasses, and continued. “As I’m sure your all aware, one of your classmates has died this pass summer.” A complete hush fell over the Great Hall, everybody knew about what happened to you. What happened to your family. Except, no one knew who or what caused it. Your death and your parents ‘disappearance’ was all a mystery to everyone except for the 4 Slytherin boys sitting at the middle of the table in far right.
“Y/n L/n was a strong witch, who was kind to all who…..”
Mattheo began to zone out, not wanting to be reminded of you more than he already was. It all started about 2 weeks after your murder. The first time was when he awoke in the middle of the night, you had infiltrated his dreams again. He went outside for a smoke, when he heard it.
“Mmaatheeooo”
He turned his head swiftly to the left, where the sound came from.
“Mmaatheeooo”
It came again, but this time from behind him. Your voice. It was your voice.
This reoccurred about once a week. Sometimes in the dead of the night, sometimes while eating lunch or reading the Daily Prophet.
———-
Mattheo tried his best to forget about you, to have a good year, but it was hard with you stalking his every move. It had worsened now. He heard you calling his name almost every day, your face appeared in the flames of the fire in the common room for a split second last night. He’s already found three of the letters your wrote him in the past on his desk, letters he was sure he had burned. And the worst part was, he couldn’t tell anyone, couldn’t say anything. He would just appear weak and crazy.
It was now early November, and the days were getting colder. Mattheo found himself walking alone outside, going to retrieve the jumper he left by Hagrid’s hut. As he was nearing the hut he heard a strange sound. Almost like heavy footsteps. He turned around, and looked around swiftly but not a soul was outside. He shook it off and continued walking, except this time the footsteps were louder, and closer. He turned around again but not a person was in sight. He began to walk faster, the footsteps did too. He stopped abruptly, looking around one last time, when he saw them. Footprints, leading all the way up to right by his side. His heart beat faster, and the wind began whistling as it passed through the trees. The world was silent.
“Mattheo” Came a voice right beside him.
Mattheo jumped back, a quiet shriek leaving his throat.
“Mattheo” It came again.
“Get the fuck away from me! Stay the fuck away from me!” He called out. It was silent for a few seconds, Mattheo thinking his warning had worked.
“Catch me.” The voice said. Your voice said.
Mattheo was confused, what did you mean ‘catch me?’ Was that even what you said? Your voice was a breathy whisper, so the words were hard to make out.
“What is wrong with you?” He called out again.
“Can’t. Catch me. Now.” You said, your voice circling around Mattheo.
“What the fuck is wrong with you?!” Mattheo practically screamed this time.
All was quiet, before the footsteps slowly started walking away. It appeared as though you were walking backwards, by the looks of the prints.
Mattheo stood there, shocked, watching as you walked away from him.
Then the footsteps were gone, just as quickly as they had come and the landscape returned to a quiet and peaceful one. The sky was getting darker, and by the looks of it, Mattheo had missed dinner. He slowly began dragging his feet in the direction of the astronomy tower. Once he reached the top, he let out a sigh and pulled out his cigarettes and a lighter.
He’s beginning to think he might just be going crazy.
“Figured you’d be up here.” Says a voice from behind him.
“Yep.” He says, as Theo comes to stand next to him.
“Pass me one.” Theo says, holding his hand out for a cigarette. Mattheo hands him one and Theo lights it.
The smoke in silence, appreciating the view along with the cold air. The smoke from the cigarettes blending with the smoke from their breath.
“She’s everywhere you know.” Mattheo blurts out.
Theo’s silent for a moment, staring out at the sky.
“I know.” He says, finally.
“You do?” Mattheo asks, turning to face Theo. A confused expression painting his face.
“Yeah. I hear her laughter.” Theo explains.
“Her laughter? That’s it?” Mattheo asks, temper rising. How come he has to endure all this pain and Theo gets laughter?
“Yeah, she sort of just laughs lightly every now and again. It used to scare me shitless but now I’ve gotten used to it.”
“Yeah we’ll count yourself fucking lucky. She calls out my name. She fucking followed me today, her footprints were everywhere. Her voice was saying some shit about how I can’t catch her anymore. This shits so fucked up.” He says, growing angrier by each word.
Theo let’s out a laugh.
“You think this is fucking funny, do you?”
“Well, I mean, she’s right. You can’t catch her anymore.”
“Does it look like a give a fuck? Why doesn’t she whisper to you this shit, huh?” Mattheo asks, annoyed.
“Maybe because she never loved me. Maybe because she loved you.”
“Yeah, well, you were just as responsible in her death as I was.”
“Right… but it was you she trusted.” Theo says.
“Alright mate are you on her side or mine?”
“Yours obviously. She’s coming for me too.”
“You know, I miss her, now and then.�� Mattheo says, reluctantly after a bout of silence
“Yeah well that’s no good is it? She’s still dead whether you miss her or not.”
“I fucking know that! Don’t you think I fucking know that?!” Mattheo yells, throwing his cigarette at Theo
“Calm down mate. It’s not doing you any good getting worked up about it.”
——-
It’s December now. All the leaves have left their trees and the the weather’s gotten harsh and bitter. Mattheo can’t escape you no matter what he does. You’re here, you’re there, you’re fucking everywhere. He hears your voice when the wind blows, hears your laughter in the rustle of the trees. The other boys all know of Mattheo’s pain. They’ve experience it too, but like Theo, they only experience it now and again. It seems they’re not your priority on your haunting list.
Mattheo’s laying in his bed, trying to find sleep. You haven’t let him sleep properly since about 3 weeks ago. As he turns to the side, he sees the curtains around his four poster shifting, getting moved to the side. He intakes a sharp breath. The curtains fully open now, and he’s met with a cold wind.
“Won’t you just leave me the fuck alone?” He whisper-shouts.
He’s met with no answer. The room is now completely silent, and before long 10 minutes have past. Was that really all you came to do? Move his curtain? Whatever it was, he’s thankful for your departure because now he’s really feeling the exhaustion kick in. His eyes begin to shut and his body relaxes as it melts into his mattress. Just as he feels like he’s about to get the sleep he’s so desperately been needing…
“See you tomorrow” You whisper, right into his ear, mocking the words he had said to you the night of your murder.
———-
Sorry if the ending sucks, this idea came to me late one night so I began to write but I didn’t really think it out before I started 😭 I didn’t want to have this in my to-do list for forever so I’m really sorry if this feels rushed! I hope you guys enjoy it anyway
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bubblegump-1-nk · 6 months
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New story coming soon ;))). It’s on Mattheo Riddle.
Sneak peek: listen to “Can’t Catch Me Now” by Olivia Rodrigo 😘😘
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I Love My Boyfriend
- Theodore Nott x fem!Reader, Draco Malfoy x fem!Reader
summary: you’re very much in love with your boyfriend Draco Malfoy, and happy in your relationship - but a certain brunette makes you start to question your beliefs (part 1?)
song: I love My Boyfriend - Princess Chelsea
Disclaimer: lol I’ve started to realize that like more than half of my fic’s have allusion to cheating or are just flat out abt that, but seriously, DONT CHEAT YALL.
It was a chilly September day, the leaves were starting to fall and coat the grass in an array of orange and yellow hues. You couldn’t be more exited for the changing weather, as you were getting rather irritated with the heat.
“Baby? Did you hear me?” Draco said, pulling you out of your thoughts.
You were walking with your beautiful boyfriend, Theo, and Blaise back from Care of Magical creatures.
“No, I’m sorry Dray. Can you repeat that?” You said, sending him a smile as further apology.
“It’s ok, I just asked if you have your outfit ready for the party tonight?”
“Oh yeah, I have it all ready.” Tonight the Ravenclaws were throwing a party, and asked everyone to come dressed up as somebody else. You and Draco were dressing as each other.
“I’m exited to see you in a mini dress, Draco.” Said Theo chuckling, Blaise laughed at the comment.
“I’m not wearing a mini dress, Theo. Sorry to crush your dreams.” Said Draco, as he reached for your hand.
You laughed at Theo’s comment, looking up at him. He looked down at you and held eye contact for a few seconds, before you looked away. This shouldn’t be happening.
You had arrived at your dorm room a few moments after, and you were slightly happy to see that your roommate hadn’t arrived yet, you needed time to think. You quickly changed into some comfy clothes before laying down in your bed, quickly getting lost in your thoughts.
You had always loved Draco, since third year when you two had started dating. So why was it that just now, two years later, you’ve started to feel funny about your relationship. It had all started during the summer, when Pansy had invited your group to her house for a week. You, Draco, Mattheo, Enzo, Blaise, and Theo. Theo. Theodore Nott. The man who has you pulling yourself away from Draco. You were sure the feelings had been present for a while, but they hadn’t fully revealed themselves until one night. One night when you couldn’t sleep and you found yourself going downstairs to get some fresh air. That’s were you found him, smoking a cigarette.
He turned around to face you, smiling upon seeing you.
“Couldn’t sleep?” He asked, as you walked up to him.
“Nope, I just needed some fresh air.”
“Yeah, me too.”
It was silent for a bit, you looked up at him. At the way his curls were slightly askew, probably from having tossed and turned in bed, trying to find sleep. The moonlight illuminated his already gorgeous features in a beautiful light, making him appear almost heavenly. You had always found him slightly attractive. But somehow, that night, you saw him in a more-than-friends light. In a i-could-see-you-as-my-boyfriend light. You turned away quickly as you had that thought. You loved Draco, and only Draco. You couldn’t have those thoughts.
Little did you know he looked at you right after, and stared at you longingly, wishing you weren’t his best friends girlfriend, because he had been in love with you for a year now.
Your roommate opened the door, and you looked her way, sitting up on your bed.
“Finally, I’ve been waiting for you to get here to start getting ready.”
“Sorry, sorry. But I’m here now, so let’s get started!!” Said Pansy, pulling you up from your bed.
You had finally finished getting ready. You were wearing a cropped white button down, a black pleated mini skirt, and a green tie to resemble Draco’s uniform. Pansy had helped you with a hair spell which turned a few strands of your hair blonde to match Draco’s (ignore this if your already blonde lol).
Pansy dressed up as Daphne Greengrass, who she decided to switch with after you told her you were matching with Draco. She came up behind you as you looked in the mirror.
“You two are going to look so cute at this party. My forever favorite couple.” She squealed. You hadn’t told her yet about your Theo thoughts. Mostly because they would pass quickly, right?
“And you look even cuter, now let’s gooooo!”
“Ok, ok I’m going.” She said, stopping to reapply her lipgloss quickly before following you out of the dorm.
The boys were waiting for you in the common room.
“Well, hello me! I never realized I was this hot.” Said Draco, coming to take you in his arms. You lightly slapped his arm as a joke before Draco gave you a quick peck on the lips.
“You’re lucky she’s doing you justice Malfoy, if I had dressed up as you I would’ve just worn a trash bag.” Said Theo, earning him a face from Draco. He winked at you once Draco looked away, causing you to blush. An interaction Pansy had caught.
You all entered the Ravenclaw common room, and were met with blasting music and an intense smell of alcohol.
“I’m gonna go get us drinks babe” Draco said over the booming music, unsnaking his hand from your waist.
“Ok, thank you.” You said, giving him a peck on the cheeks before he left.
“So y/n, what do you think of my costume?” Said Theo, coming to walk beside you as you entered deeper into the common room.
Your breath hitched when you realized who it was. As you turned your head to him your eyes widened. He had taken his shirt off. “What costume?” You said, jokingly, trying hard to look him in the eyes.
“What? When have you seen Mattheo with a shirt on when he doesn’t have to have one on?” He said, laughing.
“Well that’s fair. I quite like it, if I’m being honest. You truly embodied our Riddle well.” You said, smiling.
“Yeah?” He said smirking. “Well I think your costume is quite bad.”
Your gave him a look and scoffed. “Why is that, Theodore.”
“Well only because you look far too good to be Draco.” He said, placing his hand on your hip.
You knew you shouldn’t let him do this. He knew he shouldn’t do this. But for some reason, none of you moved.
Draco had been walking toward you, drinks in hand, when he saw you two. His best friend since 9 years old, and his girlfriend, who he loved more than anything in the world. His hand on your waist, your hand on his bicep as you threw your head back in laughter at some stupid joke Theo made. His heart felt heavy. What was this? He had never seen you interact this way. Theo had always respected boundaries, and you had always loved him too much to let any man touch you like that other than him. Also, why the hell was his shirt off? We walked over to you two quickly.
“Got the drinks.” He said, standing next to the two of you. He tried to be as civil as possible, knowing it must have been some sort of misunderstanding, since he trusted the both of you.
His words shook you and Theo out of your trances, quickly letting go of each other.
“Thank you baby.” You said, grabbing the drink from Draco’s hand.
He snaked his arm around your waist possessively as he started at Nott.
Theo cleared his throat, “well I guess I better go find Mattheo. Make sure he’s not giving me a bad rep.” He said, causing you to giggle lightly. He left with a smile on his face.
“Wanna dance?” Draco asked you.
“Of course!”
After quite a bit of dancing, you told Draco you were going to go take a break. He had started to follow you but you told him he didn’t have to, since you knew he wanted to keep dancing. He smiled at you and gave you a deep kiss before you left.
You plopped down on the nearest couch you could find, suddenly feeling the three drinks you had had before hand. You started to loosen your tie when you noticed someone sit beside you. Theo.
“Here.” He said, handing you his cup of water.
“Omg you are a life saver. Thank you Teddy.” You said, talking a gulp of water before handing it back to Theo.
Teddy. A nickname you hadn’t used on him since you had started dating Draco, since you thought it was a little too endearing. The use of it hadn’t gone unnoticed by the both of you.
“So, how are you finding the party?” He asked , taking a sip of water before handing it back to you.
“It’s fun, how about you?” You asked, taking a sip of the water.
“Fun. I’m just confused on how Mattheo can keep his shirt off all the time. I feel over exposed.” He said, laughing as you handed back the cup.
“Well, that’s because Mattheo is very strange.” You said, giggling, earning a chuckle from Theo.
“I’m very what?” Said Mattheo smiling, coming up to the both of you.
“You are veryyy strange for always having your shirt anywhere but your chest” you said, making the two boys laugh.
“Oi talking about shirts, this one is making me rather uncomfortable. Why do you always have a shirt on Theo?”
“Probably because that’s what your supposed to do.” Theo responded, making you laugh. His arm was now behind you, on top of the couch. And you were somehow leaned against it.
“Well I don’t think it should be that way. I mean how much better would our lives be if the lovely y/n never had a shirt on.” He said.
“Keep dreaming.” You said
“Oh right, I forgot about your little obsession with Draco.” He said, making eye contact with Theo as he said so.
“Just because you’ve never been able to keep a relationship doesn’t mean you have to hate on the rest of us.” You said.
“Ouch.” He responded, putting his hand over his heart.
“Well, I’ll see you two later, Hannah has finally left that stupid Gryffindors side.” He said, smiling walking towards the blonde.
“Go get ‘em tiger.” Theo yelled after him, making Mattheo flip him off.
“Put this on for me? I don’t want to keep wearing it.” You said to Theo, passing him your Slytherin tie.
“Of course Princess.” He said, putting the tie on.
“Wow, you look just like me now.” You said, jokingly.
“Well it would make sense that your dressed up as me, considering that you look so good tonight.”
You blushed at his words, looking away and spotting Draco on the dance floor with Enzo. You never realized how truly bland he was. It was hard to spot him out amongst the others, the only indicator being his bright blonde hair. Theo, on the other hand, you could spot out anywhere. Y/n stop! You love your boyfriend, and you know he’s the most attractive person in the room - right?
~~~
You woke up, head throbbing in Draco’s bed. He was holding you close, his arm protectively around you. You gave him a kiss on his temple before lightly getting out of his embrace. You grabbed one of his sweatshirts and put on your shoes before heading back to your dorm.
You walked in, and found Pansy reading on her bed.
“Hey Pans.” You said, going over to her bed as you took your shoes off.
“Hey y/n. Fun night?” She said, smirking.
“Draco and I didn’t sleep together, he just took me back to his dorm after I started throwing up.” You said, explaining why you hadn’t slept in your dorm.
“That’s not what I meant.” She said looking down at you.
You gave her a confused look at your laid down position on her bed.
“Theo. I meant Theo?”
You widened you eyes, “Theo? What do you mean?”
“Y/n. I saw the way you two were interacting. I haven’t seen you two like that in a long time. Not since before Draco. And by Merlin I’ve never seen you two touch each other that way. Y/n, your my best friend, you can tell me anything. You know that, right?” She said, running her hand through your hair.
“I know, I know. It’s just, I’m confused.” You admitted.
“Confused? Why?”
“Pansy! I’m fucking confused because I have a boyfriend! Who I’m very much in love with.” You said exasperated, although you said the last part with doubt evident in your voice.
“Look y/n. I’m not saying who you love and who you don’t. All I’m saying is that you and Draco have been dating for two years, the longest relationship you’ve ever had. And you started dating at a young age, it’s normal for you to feel like your growing apart. It’s normal to feel like you want to try something new. It might be a phase, it might not. All I expect from you is for you to figure it out as quickly as possible so you don’t hurt either one of them. And I’m here for you, if you find you need help.”
These words circled through your head as you thought them over. She was right. You needed to figure this out. You loved both of them to do anything to them.
“Thank you Pansy. I love you.” You said, smiling at her.
“I love you more.” She said.
A knock at the door caught both of your attention.
“I’ll get it. Coming!” You said, getting up from Pansy’s bed.
You opened the door, expecting Draco, and found none other than Theodore Nott. You smiled.
“Hey. Um, I didn’t see you down in the great hall and I guessed you are probably too hung over to go down there, so I brought you breakfast.” He said, holding out a little box filled with waffles, bacon, and eggs - just like you like them. He also held out a water bottle.
“Oh my gosh thank you so much Theo, you’re the best!!.” You said, grabbing the box.
“No problem.” He said smiling.
“Come in Theo.” Pansy said, appearing at your side.
“Yeah come in.” You said, smiling as you opened the door wider.
You all three sat on the floor, as you ate your breakfast, sharing some with Pansy.
“This is the most delicious thing I’ve ever eaten in my lifeee.” You said, earning you a very intense nod in agreement from Pansy, mouth full of waffles.
“What can I say? I am the best.” Theo said, grabbing a piece of bacon.
Suddenly the door opened, causing the three of you to turn towards it. Standing there was Draco, who had stopped at the sight of you three. More specifically, you two. He had a little cup of water and a biscuit wrapped in a napkin in his hand.
“Hey baby.” You said, getting up and walking towards him.
“I brought you breakfast. But it seems you’ve already eaten.” He said, sternly. Eyes entrained on Theo.
“No it’s alright. I wanted a biscuit anyway. Thank you baby.” You said, trying to diffuse the obvious tension.
“Yeah, of course.” He said, kissing you. His eyes still on Theo.
“Well, quidditch is in a little, so I better be on my way.” Said Theo, getting up.
“Ok, er, thanks for the meal.” You said, he nodded and smiled at you as he walked out, placing a hand on Draco’s shoulder before walking out. You couldn’t help but notice how much taller Theo was.
“Yeah, I better get going too.” Said Draco.
“Are you sure baby? You could stay a bit longer.”
“It’s ok, thanks anyway though. I’ll see you later.” He kissed the top of your head before leaving, closing the door behind him. Your slowly turned to face Pansy.
“Oh. My. God. That did not just happen.” You said, stunned.
~~
It had been two weeks since that. And your relationship was still strained. You and Theo still had a weird thing going on, neither of you fully acknowledging it, never talking about it. Although you both knew you should.
Draco would never admit it but he’s cried twice already. He could see it, everyone could see it. He talked to Blaise about it, he just suggested talking to you, something he couldn’t do because then it would make it real. He hoped he was just imagining it, making something out of nothing. You two were just friends, right? You only loved him, right?
You were currently sitting in potions, Draco next to you and Pansy and Theo sitting in front of you. Snape was droning on about something, and you had no idea what was going on. You looked down at your worksheet that you were supposed to be completing but you had absolutely no idea where to start.
Theo noticed your confused face, he had been staring at you practically the whole class. He leaned over and began whispering an explanation.
You smiled up at him as he explained why you need Dragons snot and not Dragons spit. He smiled back.
Draco turned to you as soon as he heard him. Neither of you having noticed he had faced you.
“I think I can help my own girlfriend with her homework, Theodore.” He said, sternly, his hand finding his way to your upper thigh.
“Right. just didn’t look like it mate.” Said Theo, causing an intense staring contest between the two.
“Draco, I still don’t understand, can you explain this one?” You said, trying to stop whatever was going on.
“Of course baby.” He said, a little more aggressively than he intended.
Theo sank back down into his seat, and Pansy punched his arm
~~
“Pass the steak please.” Enzo asked Theo, who had just finished serving himself pumpkin juice.
You were all together at dinner, Draco next to you, Theo sitting in front of you. Theos knees were touching yours, neither of you moving them.
“Thanks mate.” He said, loading his plate up with the meat.
“Y/n do you have my red shirt. The one with the dragon on it. I’m pretty sure I left it in your dorm.” Theo asked, hiding his smirk by taking a sip of his juice.
You nearly joked on your chicken, “your shirt?”
“Yeah, you know, the one I left in your dorm two nights ago.”
Draco tensed next to you, the whole table tensed. Pansy looked at you, nervous. Blaise looked at Theo, trying to figure why the fuck he was saying this. Enzo was darting his gaze between everyone, not sure what to think. Mattheo was smirking.
“Why would his shirt be in your dorm y/n?” Draco asked, his voice wavering.
“Because, this idiot decided to take a look at my candle while it was lit. The wax spilt all over his shirt and he had to change.” You said, telling the truth, “and yeah, I do have it Theo.”
Everyone relaxed, but not Draco.
“Why was he in your dorm, y/n?” Draco asked.
“We were just studying Dray.” You said, softly.
“Yeah mate, we just had to finish some essays and stuff.” Theo said, reassuring him.
“Well, where was I?” Draco asked.
“I don’t know, you sort of ran off after class that day. Theo asked to study and we didn’t have plans so I said yeah.” You explained, placing your hand on his thigh.
Draco looked at Theo, then at you, and continued eating his food. The table was silent for the rest of dinner.
“I’m going to bed.” You said, after about 10 minutes. You began walking out of the great hall, and once you had exited, Draco excused himself.
He found you on the way to the common room and called out to you. You turned to face him and stopped walking. He walked up to you and the two of your were silent for a second.
���Y/n, please, please tell me your not fucking my best friend.”
You were taken aback by his straightforwardness.
“I’m sorry?” You say.
“Theo. Theodore Nott. Please, baby, tell me I’m crazy for thinking there’s something there.” He says, voice breaking.
You know you shouldn’t, you know it’s wrong but you reassure him. “Draco what? What do you mean? There’s absolutely nothing there. I only love you.” You say, trying to sound as convincing as possible.
Draco doesn’t question you further, he sense the falseness in your voice but he ignores it. This can’t be real. So he won’t make it real. You walk back to the common room hand in hand.
~~
3 weeks pass. Theo and you have been getting touchier, flirtier. Everyone notices it, everyone knows. Even Draco.
It’s taken everything in him not to beat the living shit out of Nott.
You find yourself in the quidditch stands, wrapped in Draco’s sweater and a scarf. The Slytherin vs Ravenclaw game is about to start. You’ve fallen for Theo. You know it now. You’ve known for about a week, but you haven’t said anything. To either of the boys. Guilt is eating you alive. You don’t know what to do. You don’t know how to react.
The whistle draws your attention, the game has started.
450-85 Slytherin.
You wait outside the Slytherin changing room.
“Hey baby. Good job!” You say to Draco as he walks out.
“Hi my love.” He says, kissing you passionately.
You’ve noticed this recently. Dracos never been big on PDA but recently he’s been over the top, showing more affection than ever. You can guess why.
“Let’s head to the party.”
Ugh.
“You start going, I just realized I left my gloves outside. I’ll meet you there, go enjoy your party.” You say, detaching yourself from Draco’s hand.
“Are you sure? I Can help you look” he states, trying to reach for your hand again. You pull it back.
“No it’s alright. The party is for you, go enjoy it. I’ll be there soon.”
“Ok, be quick.” He says, leaving. Looking back at you as you walk outside.
You were never wearing gloves.
You waited outside for a few minutes, and then headed back inside when you were sure everyone had left. You had planned this perfectly, you knew Theo was always the last one out.
You walked into the changing room, and surely enough there was Theo, putting his shirt on.
“Hey.” You said, walking towards him.
“Hey you.” He said, smiling.
You stop in front of him.
“We need to talk.”
His smile faltered although he knew this was coming. “Go ahead.”
“Theo-“ he cuts you off.
“Actually before you start, let me say something. I love you y/n. I’ve loved you for a while now. I know it’s wrong but I can’t help it. I can’t. You’re just so perfect and I tried to suppress it, I really did. But I couldn’t. Because quite frankly y/n it hurt. It physically hurt me to not be with you. And I knew I would continue feeling like that for a long time because you and Draco were some perfect couple. But I had to try, so I did. And these past few weeks have been good. It’s been good to show you I love you but Draco is always there, reminding me how horrible this is and how you aren’t truly mine. And I know I need to stop. And I will, for you. But I just needed you to know that I love you, I don’t know why I need you to know this. But I do.” He finished, breathing heavy. You could tell he was nervous because he was chewing on the inside of his cheek. He always did that when he was nervous .
You were both quiet for a little, staring at each other. After a while of you not saying anything, Theo began to leave.
“Theo wait!”
He turned to face you, hopeful.
“I love you too.” You said.
And with that Theos lips crashed onto yours, your mouths moving together. His arms were around your waist and you had one in his hair, one under his shirt. Your tongues were exploring each other, you’ve been waiting to do this for so very long.
“Jump.” Theo said quickly, before returning to kiss you.
You jumped and he grabbed you, your legs around his waist as he held you with ease. Your back against the lockers. He began to kiss down your neck, you moaned in response.
His lips returned to yours, the kiss was passionate and deep.
The door opened. A glass shattered.
Theo and you stopped kissing and turned towards the noise.
Draco was standing at the door, his cup broken on the floor. He had come to check on what was taking you so long. He had become familiar with your moans over two years, and when he heard them coming from the Slytherin changing room he didn’t believe his ears.
“Draco wait!” You called out as he began leaving.
Theo gently placed you down and you quickly ran after Draco.
“Draco stop!”
“Why y/n? Why? Why my best friend? Why after all these years?!” He said, eyes filled with tears.
“I-I don’t know. I wish I did but I don’t. But Draco, I, I never meant to hurt you. This wasn’t supposed to happen.”
“This wasn’t supposed to happen? What? Me walking in on you two? How fucking long has this been going on for?”
You were at a loss of words.
“This was the first time, I swear. I was going to talk to you but it just happened.”
“Things don’t just fucking happen y/n! Not like this. You’re a fucking slut.”
Theo had been waiting inside the room, he thought it was best to leave you two alone for a bit. But after hearing what Draco had called you he stepped out.
“Don’t fucking call her that mate” He said, stepping protectively in front of you.
“Mate? Mate? Don’t you fucking call me mate after hooking up with my girlfriend of two fucking years! How could you do this to me? How?”
“I don’t know, alright?! I don’t. And I’m sorry, I know it’s fucked up and I wanted to say something but I-“
“But what? Neither of you cared enough about me to say something before fucking each other? Is that what it is?”
“No Draco, please. It wasn’t like that.” You said.
Something in your words caused Draco to snap, and he did something he’d never done before. He punched you in the face, hard. As hard as he could. Your hands flew to cup your eye. Before he could think of what he’d done Theos fist hit him square in the nose. And soon Theo and him were on the ground, hitting each other with everything.
“Stop it! Both of you stop it!” You yelled, trying to stop them before one of them died.
“She was mine! She was mine you you knew that you fucking git.” Draco yelled, punching Theo in the mouth.
He chuckled, “obviously she wasn’t fucking yours if she wanted me so fucking bad.” Theo then punched him in the nose, then the stomach.
“Draco stop it! Get away from him, it’s my fault!” You yelled, trying to stop this fight again.
You heard footsteps, then you saw Enzo, Blaise, Mattheo, and Pansy. They had come down after realizing that you, Theo, and Draco had been gone for a while. The came running when they heard the commotion. They knew what had happened once they saw the scene. The boys worked together to get Theo and Draco off of each other. Theo had been on top of Draco, punching the life out of him when they got him off. Mattheo and Blaise were holding back a fuming Theo, as Enzo grabbed Draco.
“What the fuck?” Said Enzo.
“You fucking hit her again and it will be the last thing you ever fucking do.” Theo yelled at Draco, as he broke out of the boys grasps to get to you. He hugged you protectively as he checked if you were ok. You cried into his chest, he kissed the top of your head.
A silence fell over the room at Theo’s words.
“You hit y/n?” Asked Mattheo slowly.
“I-I didn’t mean to.” Said Draco, leaning against Enzo.
Enzo let go of him at his words, and looked at him in shock.
“You motherfucker” Said Mattheo running towards him.
“Stop! Stop it.” Yelled Pansy, getting in between Draco and Mattheo.
“You can kill him later but we can’t do this here.” Pansy said, shooting daggers at Draco.
The room fell silent again, the only thing being heard were your whimpers and Draco’s heavy breathing.
“This isn’t over Malfoy.” Theo says, before leaving with his arms protectively around you.
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As She Walks By pt. 4
- summary: Theodore and you are just best friends (or not), but when he finally hooks up with the Hufflepuff girl who’s had a crush on him for years, things may start to change
- based off of the song Heather by Conan Gray (a little bit), set in three perspectives: yours, Theos, and the Hufflepuff girl (an OC I called Althenea Circ). I made you a Gryffindor but if you want to change your house just imagine whatever house I want.
- warnings: insecurity, angst, not really cheating but idk, typos probably, cussing, toxic relationships, kissing(?) (these warnings apply to the upcoming parts so you might not see some of them in some of the parts, if that makes sense) I think that’s all but tell me if you find anything else pls!
- Your POV -
“This way!” I whisper to Hermione, both of us trying to hold in our giggles.
We were running through the corridor trying to find a bathroom, an activity that can be quite hard when drunk.
“I think it’s this way!” Hermione whisper to me, our arms linked together.
We go down a hallway and begin to turn the corner when we hear voices.
“Who is it?” I asked Hermione, who was closer to the noise.
She discreetly turns her head around the corner and sucks in a breath when she sees the culprits.
“What? Who is it?” I ask, interested by her reaction.
“Althenea and Wesley!” She says, looking at me with wide eyes.
“Merlin! Ok, be quiet so we can hear.” I say, and we shuffle closer and get very quiet to be able to hear the conversation.
“I mean why would he even kiss me? I’m not even half as pretty as her. And he thinks I don’t notice how his eyes wander to her whenever she’s in the room and the way he tries so hard to just be close to her or… or to make her laugh! And the worst part is I can’t even hate her because she’s such an angel. But honestly at the same time I kind of hope she gets hit by the Whomping Willow or something!”
Wesley softly giggles at the comment and then says “Look, I know this is hard and I’m sorry that Theodore is annoying, but you are so perfect. And if he can’t see that then he’s twat!”
Althenea stays silent for a moment her sniffles echoing throughout the corridor. Then, she finally says, “No, I’m the twat. For thinking that I could ever have a chance with Theodore when perfect Y/n L/n is running around.”
Hermione and I looked at each other. I had a suspicion she was talking about me but this just confirmed it. The other two girls are silent so I quickly grab Hermione’s hand and say “C’mon!”
She follows me absentmindedly and we walk towards the two girls. When they see us their eyes to wide, and their breath hitches.
“Excuse me, do you know where the nearest bathroom is?” I ask.
Wesley let’s out a breath, thinking I hadn’t heard the conversation and begins to respond but Althenea quickly interrupts her.
“I’m sorry y/n! I really am. I didn’t mean any of that, I just… I’m just angry that Theo doesn’t want to be my boyfriend. And I’m just jealous because he seems to like you.”
I stare at her for a few seconds, not knowing what to say.
“Don’t worry, I understand. But I think it’s best you tell him that, otherwise the three of us will continue hurting.” I say, and after a few beats of silence I leave, dragging Hermione behind me.
-Althenea’s POV-
I walked back into the party, focus only on finding Theo. I had wiped my eyes to the best of my ability but I seemed to be losing the battle against letting my tears out again. After a few quick moments, I found him playing beer pong with a bunch of other guys. I mustered up enough courage to do what I needed to do, and walked up to him.
“Theodore, we need to talk.” I said, loudly enough for him to hear.
He looked surprised at my confidence and quickly nodded before putting his cup down.
“Uh oh, someone’s in trouble.” Said Dean, which caused all the boys to laugh. Theo sent them a look before following me into a corner.
It was quiet for a bit, Theo looked at me expectantly. I just wanted to bask in the last few moments of us. The Theodore Nott and Althenea Circ I wished would happen. The one that never would.
“Well, get on with it.” He said, trying to sound kind.
“I… we’ll I just think we should stop seeing each other.”
His eyebrows shot up and he let out a breath, “Well alright then.” He said trying to hide a smirk.
He began to leave but I put my hand on his shoulder, stopping him. “Wait! I’m not done yet.” He turned around, exasperated.
“Listen. What me and you had it was nothing special, I know that now. But I didn’t then. I thought that we could be something but I was wrong, I can admit that. But can’t you admit that maybe you were wrong to for leading me on?”
He looks at me softly and then says, “Yeah. You’re right. I shouldn’t have led you on. Sorry.”
“Thank you. And I think we both know the reason why we didn’t work out. There might be other reasons but I’d like to think this was the only one. So, for me or for you, it doesn’t matter, but, just please, don’t mess it up with her.” I say, I look into his eyes for one last time and see only confusion. Then I get on my tip toes and give him a kiss on the cheek, the last one, before leaving the party.
- Theo’s POV -
I sat in the fairly empty courtyard on a bench doing my Divinations homework. The sun was shining bright but there was still a light breeze which made the weather bearable. I hadn’t seen much of Althenea since our “break up”, but when we did see each other a small wave or smile was usually given and returned. After that night nothing had really changed, other than my strange relationship, but I had noticed something different between us. We weren’t fighting or anything but I felt a rift. It was small, really small, but I could tell you were pulling away. I was trying everything to stop it, and even more than everything to get my mind off of it. That’s what I was doing now, but reading tea leafs wasn’t helping.
Suddenly a shadow came over my face and I looked up for the reason. It was you. You’re beautiful face. The one person I was truly, 100% sure I loved, my beautiful y/n.
“Teddy, I have to tell you something. And I’ve tried to hold it down but I can’t. I just can’t. So I have to tell you now. Or else I’ll regret it. But you just have to promise me something. If you don’t agree with me please, please promise me we can go back to normal.”
I looked up at you confused and worried. Nothing you could say could make me think of you differently, but either way I nodded and held out my pinkie for your to grab with yours. A smile spread across your face and after we let go of each other you took in a deep breath and wiped your hands on your skirt.
“Ok, um… well before I say anything I just want you to know that I’ve put a lot of thought into this, so it’s not a mistake or anything. I’m sure of it. So well here goes, I love you Theodore. And not in just a friendly way, I mean I really love you. And well, I just had to tell you because I would hate myself if I never told you because there’s always that tiny, tiny chance that you feel the same way.”
My heart dropped.
- Your POV -
I stared at you and you were silent. Completely silent. My heart was beating so fast and so loud I was sure it was going to pop out of me. And I sort of hoped it did because by your lack of response I thought you didn’t feel the same way. After a few more moments of silence, i got my answer. And I couldn’t take it any longer, so I gave you a tight smile and then walked away.
I felt dizzy and my hands were clammy and shaking. My whole body was shaking. I felt like I need to vomit and my eyes were welling up with tears. I was almost to one of the hallways when I felt your grip on my hand. Great. You turned me around so that I was looking directly at you. It was taking everything in me not to cry. You grabbed my other hand and held them up to your chest.
“I-I thought that I was dreaming when you said you loved me. And I had to take a moment or two or three to realize I wasn’t. Because y/n, I’ve dreamt of this moment for years, and I couldn’t believe it had finally come. And you know why I dreamt of it? Because I love you y/n, more than I ever thought possible.”
I looked into your eyes, and suddenly I was smiling, I was smiling so wide it hurt.
“I love you!” I exclaimed, fore jumping into your arms.
My arms were wrapped around your neck, and yours around my waist. You spun me around as we both laughed before you set me down.
“Can I kiss you now?” You asked, your firm hands holding my cheeks.
“Please.”
Our lips crashed together, and nothing had every felt so right. Your lips were soft and the kiss was tender yet hungry. Our lips moved in a synchronized fashion, as if we were meant to kiss each other. My hands found your neck and I held onto it firmly. As if if we let go of each other we would fall apart. I deepened the kiss and soon our tongues were discovering new parts of each others mouths. After what seemed like ages we had to pull apart, no longer able to ignore the fact that we were out of breath.
We stayed looking at each other, our eyes searching each others faces and our smiles wide. Then you went back in for a second kiss, and just as you did so a cheer was heard.
“Wooohoooo, finally!” The voice said, which caused us to pull apart to find the culprit.
Althenea Circ.
I cant believe I just wrote two parts in one night, I should probably get some sleep. But I hope you enjoyed the ending and this series as a whole! Love ya.
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As She Walks By pt. 3
-summary: Theodore and you are just best friends (or not), but when he finally hooks up with the Hufflepuff girl who’s had a crush on him for years, things may start to change
based off of the song Heather by Conan Gray (a little bit), set in three perspectives: yours, Theos, and the Hufflepuff girl (an OC I named Althenea Circ). I made you a Gryffindor but if you want to change your house just imagine whatever house you want.
- warnings: insecurity, angst, not really cheating but idk, typos probably, cussing, toxic relationships (these warnings apply to the upcoming parts so you might not see some of them in some of the parts, if that makes sense) I think that’s all but tell me if you find anything else pls!
sorry this took me so long, I had exams and the got caught up in other stuff but I hope you enjoy this!
-Your POV-
I walked out of the library with the intention of heading to the Slytherin common room. I had to talk to Theo, I mean what was even going on? He had this new girlfriend - if I could even call her that - and she’s all up in my business. And on top of that, I have this new found jealousy thing. I have to sort this out with you.
As I turn the corner to head to the stairs that lead down to the dungeon, I stop. What the hell was I doing? I couldn’t go in to your dorm and tell you I’m in love with you for Merlin’s sake. Not with you having a “girlfriend”, not with me having figured out if I even did love you romantically, and especially not with the change that you reject me and then our friendship is ruined forever. After a quick reassessment of my thoughts, I decided against going to your room and instead began walking to the Gryffindor tower and calling it a night.
“Sogweed Jumpets” I said to the Fat Lady, and in return she allowed me to enter the common room.
It was fairly empty since it was getting late, and I made my way up to my bedroom quickly. I opened the door quietly not wanting to wake anyone inside just in case, and I was lucky I did because Parvati, Lavender, and Hermione were all in deep sleep. I changed into my pajamas and put on a robe and a pair of slippers to go brush my teeth and get unready. After I finished my nighttime routine, I slipped off my robe and took of my comfy slippers, and dipped under the covers.
I laid still for a few minutes, trying to fall asleep but after no success I began tossing around. All I could think about was Theodore Nott and what he meant to me. Were we just friends? Was I in love with him? Maybe I was in love with one of his friends and was getting it mixed up? Mattheo maybe? Definitely not Mattheo. And what was up with his “girlfriend” anyway? I know him better than anyone, and I know he doesn’t like her. Plus, he used to make fun of her! And she… my thoughts eventually turned into dreams, and I fell fast asleep.
The next morning (Theo’s POV)
“Yo, mates, guess what?” Blaise says to the table as he sits down.
We all look up at him expectingly and wait for his response.
“Tyler Minx just told me Ravenclaw’s hosting a party tomorrow night, said something about a theme but I didn’t quite catch it.” He said, finally settling down in his seat and reaching for a piece of apple pie.
“Oh, yeah I heard about that. I think the theme is just to wear a costume.” Draco pipes in, finishing off his goblet filled with pumpkin juice.
“Hm, what’s something I could dress up as that doesn’t involve a shirt?” Asks Mattheo, to which I respond with by knocking him on the head.
“Oi mate! Just jokes. Eh, not really.” He says, the last part added after careful consideration.
“Are you and what’s-her-face going to match?” Blaise asks me in a mocking tone.
“It’s Althenea. And you wouldn’t catch me dead matching with her.” I say, stealing a piece of bacon from Mattheo’s plate.
“Watch it you git!” He says, smacking me.
I hit him back and we begin a playful fight when Blaise interrupts us.
“Ha! Looks like you two are already matching. I didn’t know it was that serious.”
I look at Blaise confused, and then grab onto Mattheo’s fist to stop his punch before turning around to follow Blaise’s eyes.
Althenea Circ.
Wearing my quidditch sweater?
“Looks like someone’s whipped.” Says Draco smugly.
“What? I never even gave that to her.” I say, astonished at how she got it.
“Oh yeah, I bet she walked into our dorm while we were sleeping and took it.” Mattheo said, sarcasm heavily evident on his words.
“I wouldn’t put it past her.” I grumbled, looking down at my plate. I hated seeing her with my last name spread across her back.
We were all silent for a little, me because I was trying to figure out how she got my sweater, and the others to give me space.
“Merlin! Y/n!” I suddenly said, looking up.
“What?” Said Draco, the others sharing confused looks
“I gave that sweater to y/n the last time we hung out on the astronomy tower. She must’ve given it to her.” I say, finally understanding the situation.
“You gave it to y/n, eh?” Said Mattheo, suggestively.
“Not like that.” I quipped, not like that I think.
“I’ll be back.” I said quickly, getting up from the table and heading towards the Gryffindor one.
I payed no attention to anyone or anything else, other than the back of your head as you laughed loudly with your friends.
Once I reached you, I cleared my throat loudly to get you attention.
You turned around and.. Merlin you were beautiful.
“Oh hey Theo!” You said, giving me your full attention.
“Can we talk? It’ll be quick.” I said.
A flash of worry appeared on your face, but it left as quickly as it came.
“Yeah, of course. I’ll be right back guys.” You said to your friends and you got up to start walking with me.
“What is it?” You asked as we began walking.
“Wait until we get outside.” I said, looking down at my shoes. I didn’t see your expression so I had no idea what you were feeling, but I hoped I wasn’t scaring you.
We finally got out of the Great Hall, and walked into an empty hallway.
“Um,” I said, scratching the back of my neck not knowing were to start.
“Yes?” You asked, I could sense your worry and it pained me to know I was the reason for it.
“Did you give Althenea my sweater?” I finally got out.
It was silent for a minute, and then you laughed. A light, airy, beautiful laugh.
“What? What is it?” I asked, quietly chuckling confused at the joke I missed.
“No, nothing. I just- yes, I did give your girlfriend your sweater. It seems more appropriate than your friend having it.” You said, smiling still.
“Best friend. And I don’t see how that’s weird.” I said.
“Oh Teddy. You have much to learn about relationships.” You say giggling, my breath hitched at the nickname, though I don’t know why.
“Well, firstly she’s not my girlfriend and secondly we share clothes all the time, and it’s never been weird.” I say, still mildly confused.
“Well, regardless if you’re dating or not, you’re still seeing each other. So it’s sort of weird showing all this affection to your friend, who’s a girl. It would be different if it was Mattheo you were sharing with.” You explain, putting your hand on my shoulder, a movement that makes my heart skip a beat. My hearts never done that before in the 12 years I’ve known you. Why is it doing it now?
“I would never share clothes with Mattheo, he’s a pig.” I say, which makes you laugh. I smile proudly.
“And I guess I understand? But next time just, tell me before giving my clothes to someone.” I say.
“You’re right. I’m sorry, I shouldn’t have done that.” You say, breaking eye contact.
“It’s alright, it’s not your fault.” I say. And after a few moments of quiet, I pull you into a tight embrace.
My chin rests on the top of your head and the hug is warm and comfortable. Your embrace is one I would stay in forever if I could.
Suddenly I hear a gasp coming from our right, which caused us to break apart to search for the culprit.
Quincy.
-Althenea’s POV-
I was sitting in the back of Transfiguration trying to focus on the lesson when something nipped at my shirt. I looked for the culprit and found a paper bird quietly buzzing around me. I quickly grabbed it and opened it up, revealing a note.
Meet me in the bathroom on the second corridor. Now. -Q
I read it quickly, confused at the urgency but went anyway. Mcgonagall allowed me to make a trip to the bathroom and I quickly made my way to the assigned lavatory.
“Quincy?” I asked as I stepped inside, looking around.
“Alth, you won’t believe it!” She said, popping out of a corner.
“What? What is it?” I asked urgently, growing more worried by the second. Oh how I hoped it wasn’t about my Theo.
“Well, first I should ask if you want to hear some bad news.” She said, suddenly feeling shy.
“Yes, I don’t care just tell me what’s so important.”
“This morning I.. well I saw Theo and…” She trailed off, not knowing whether to finish her sentence.
“With y/n.” I said, already having figured out who this would be about.
“Yeah. I’m sorry A, I really am.” She said, putting her hand on my shoulder.
“Well, what were they doing?” I asked expectantly
“Hugging. But they were pressed so closely together. It just looked really intimate.” She explained.
Suddenly my eyes began to well up with tears and my heart began to race. Why was it getting so hard to breath.
“Thanks for telling me. Bye.” I said, quickly leaving the bathroom.
I heard Quincy call out to me but I didn’t want to answer her, I just needed to leave.
-Your POV-
I walked towards the bathroom after leaving DADA. I opened the door and was met face to face with Quincy, who was trying to leave.
I jumped back a little but then smiled softly and quietly said “Merlin you scared me.” With a soft giggle.
Her face hardened and she looked at me intently.
“You disgust me.” She said, stepping back to let me enter.
“Excuse me?” I said, confused at her sudden rudeness.
“You’re a fucking bitch do you know that? I mean you could have anyone at this school and you pick one with a girlfriend?”
“I’m sorry, I’m not following.” I said confused.
“Oh Merlin don’t act stupid! I’m talking about Theodore Nott of course.” She said, walking closer to me.
Suddenly I started laughing, I couldn’t help myself even though I tried. Quincy just looked at me in disgust and confusion
“For the last time, Theo and I are just friends! When will you people understand that? And plus, Theo isn’t even dating Althenea.” I said, turning around to go look in the mirror.
“God you’re so shallow. You know they’re a thing, whether they’re dating or not. You need to butt out of their lives.”
“Funny you’re saying this to me seeing as I’ve known Theo for longer. And he actually tends to acknowledge me more than his “girlfriend”.” I said, angry at how she was treating me.
“Althenea has done nothing to you! Absolutely nothing! So why are you trying to ruin her life?!” She said angrily.
I turned around quickly to face her, and I stepped up close to her.
“First of all, Theo and I have been friends way longer than Theo has even known her name, so technically she needs to butt out of my life. Secondly, Althenea is not a fucking angel and you know that. She called Dean Thomas the m-slur at the beginning of the term and she goes around making fun of every girl at Hogwarts. If Althenea is going to date Theo she needs to understand that I’m going to be there just as much as Mattheo, Blaise, and Draco. And lastly, I will hex you to Beauxbatons if you speak like that to me again, understood?” I said sternly.
She looked at me with a blank expression, her mouth slightly agape. I took this as my time to leave and I stepped aside and left the bathroom.
Friday night (Theo’s POV)
I stood in a corner of the Ravenclaw common room, drinking some mystery drink out of a plastic cup. The lights were flashing harshly and the music was blasting through the speakers.
“So, why’d you choose that costume?” Althenea asked from beside me.
It took me a moment to register what she said but then I responded with, “I don’t know. I like the movie I guess.” I say, looking down at my vampire costume inspired by Lost Boys
“Oh that’s cool. I don’t really know why I chose my costume.” She said, and I quickly looked at her costume, registering for the first time that she was dressed as a mermaid.
I gave her a tight smile and then turned my attention to my friends.
“No way we win that game.” Blaise said, he was dressed as a mummy.
“We could easily take the Gryffindor team even without McCabe and Reis.” Draco said, offended that Blaise thought they were worse than the Gryffindor’s. He was dressed as Jack Frost.
I was trying to focus on the conversation, but all I could think about was were you could be. I didn’t see you anywhere, and you promised you were coming to the party. I started to become anxious.
“What’s up with you?” Mattheo asked me, he was dressed as a cowboy who had forgotten to wear a shirt.
“Nothing. Just tired of entertaining you-know-who.” I said quietly not wanting Circ to hear me.
“Makes sense. Wish I could help with that but that’s completely a you problem.” Mattheo said.
“Thanks mate.” I said sarcastically, rolling my eyes.
Suddenly I hear your laughter echoing throughout the common room and I look around to where it’s coming from. After a few seconds of scanning, I found you.
“I’ll be right back.” I said to the group and quickly left.
I walked quickly towards you and when I finally reached you I decided to put my hand on your shoulder and scare you. You jumped back and let out a quiet scream before laughing after having seen my face.
“Very funny Theodore.” You said smiling.
I chuckled and then asked, “Where’s your costume?”
You looked at me with a confused face and then looked down at yourself, “I’m an angel? Isn’t it obvious?” You said, turning around to show me your wings.
“A costume is when you dress up as something you’re not, obviously.” I say, probably because of the alcohol coursing through me.
You giggle at the comment and say “You are so cheesy you know that? I mean why am I even friends with you.”
“You know you love me.” I say, engulfing you in a hug and swinging you side to side.
“I think you need to slow down on the drinks.” You say laughing, the words coming out muffled since your face is pressed against my chest.
“I think you need to speed up on the drinks.”
“Well what do we have here?” Mattheo says, coming up to us with Hermione.
We leave the embrace and focus on the two people in front of us.
“Nice costume Mattheo.” You say.
“Wore it just for you.” He says, putting an arm around your shoulder.
My chest tightens with what I think is jealousy and I look at the two of you blankly.
“And you look great Hermione.” I say.
“Thank you.” She says giggling, she was dressed up as a cat.
“Well Matty, I don’t know any cowboys who don’t need shirts but I guess there’s a first for everything?” You say, poking his side.
He laughs before saying, “Well I for sure don’t know any angels that were shirts.” He says, which causes you to laugh and lightly slap him on the shoulder.
“It’s not like that corset is leaving any room for imagination.” Said Draco, who had walked up to the group.
“Thanks Draco.” You say sarcastically.
Suddenly I feel an arm around my waist, I look down confused because you’re currently wrapped around Mattheo.
I don’t recognize the arm and I look down at the mystery persons face. Althenea.
“What are we talking about?” She says.
The group goes quiet.
Mattheo breaks the silence by saying, “We are just talking about how much Theo enjoys y/n’s costume.”
“What? No we weren’t.” You say quickly, leaving Mattheo’s grasp to look him in the eye. Althenea’s arm leaves my side at the comment.
“What? We didn’t directly say it but it’s fairly obvious.” He says, which causes me to fully break out of my trance of staring at you.
You give Mattheo a look before saying “Hermione do you want to go grab a drink.”
The party continues, you left me a couple minutes ago to go dance with Hermione, and Althenea is talking about something stupid.
“And that’s why I think butter beer is better than pumpkin juice.”
“Uh-huh.” I say, my eyes on you.
“Teddy, I’m over here.” She says nervously.
“Don’t call me that.” I snap. “Sorry.” I quickly add to make up for my harshness.
“Sorry.” She says quietly.
The conversation continues after a few quiet moments, my eyes following you wherever you went.
“Um, I think I’m going to go the bathroom.” She says, quickly leaving me.
“Uh-huh.” I say moments after she’s left, still looking at you.
[Sorry this took me so long to write, I had exams and the got caught up in other stuff! I didn’t want to make this a series let alone more than 3 parts but here we are, sorry. I hope you guys enjoy this anyway, and part 4 (hopefully the last one) should come out soon-ish!]
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As She Walks By pt. 2
summary: Theodore and you are just best friends (or not), but when he finally hooks up with the Hufflepuff girl who’s had a crush on him for years, things may start to change
- based off of the song Heather by Conan Gray (a little bit), set in three perspectives: yours, Theos, and the Hufflepuff girl (an OC I called Althenea Circ). I made you a Gryffindor but if you want to change your house just imagine whatever house I want. You’re also kind of a home-wrecker (respect people’s relationships please lol) in this so..
- warnings: insecurity, angst, not really cheating but idk, typos probably, cussing, toxic relationships, time skips (?) - (these warnings apply to the upcoming parts as well, so you might not see some of them in some of the parts, if that makes sense) I think that’s all but tell me if you find anything else pls!
-your POV-
My mouth dried up, and suddenly I felt like I was trapped in a little box.
“Y/n?” Cho asked. She had just told you about the interaction she had overheard. Althenea Circ had asked Theo to Hogsmeade and he said yes. What was wrong with me? Why do I care? Why should I care? I snogged Dean Thomas yesterday, god why am I such a hypocrite.
“Y/n? Are you ok?” Cho asked again, interrupting my thoughts.
“Er, uh, yeah, sorry Cho.”
“It’s ok. I just thought I should tell you because, you know, Theo’s your friend.” She said, emphasizing the word ‘friend’ in a weird way. Somehow insinuating we weren’t just friends.
“Yeah, thank you. I’m going to go finish my potions essay now, but, er, I’ll see you later.” I said, quickly getting up from the library table.
“Oh, um, ok? Why not just stay in the library.” She said, giggling at my silly antics.
“Oh, I just have to grab some supplies is all.” I said, stacking my papers crudely just so I could get out quickly.
We said our goodbyes and I was quickly walking down the corridor, hoping to find an empty bathroom. I turned the corridor quickly and entered the girls lavatory and quickly locked myself in the stall.
What was wrong with me? Why did I care? Shouldn’t I be happy for Theo, and Althenea who’s practically been in love with him since forever. Why was I suddenly so possessive. None of his other flings have made me feel this way. I was being unfair. I snog whoever I want, he can do the same, right?
-Althenea’s POV-
I was getting ready in my dorm, my best friend Wesley was helping me get ready for my date with Theodore Nott. THE Theodore Nott. I seriously could not believe it.
“And his arms were around my waist, and god- he is such a good kisser.” I gushed to my friend, who was curling my hair.
“I know. I seriously could not believe it when he came up to you. I mean I’d always thought him and y/n were going to end up together.”
A sour taste entered my mouth and I fell silent - y/n. Oh Merlin how I hated her.
“Yeah,” I said with a fake laugh. “She’s nice.” I said, because she really was. One time in fourth year she helped me with my Charms Essay. But oh god how I hated her.
“Her and Theo are always together. Honestly you’d think they were soulmates!” Said Wesley.
“Ok, I get it. You think they belong together. Whatever.” I said, frustrated with my friend.
“Oh Merlin- I’m sorry A, I didn’t even realize what I was saying.” She said, suddenly realizing what she was really saying and who she was really saying it to.
“Don’t worry, I get it. I mean she is perfect” I said quietly, looking down.
“Oh come on Althenea. You know I didn’t mean it like that. Plus, you’re the one going out with him.” She said, squeezing my shoulder lightly.
“Exactly!” I said, happily.
-Theo’s POV-
I was sitting in my comfy bed, reading my good book, in my comfy sweater when Blaise interrupted me.
“Oi mate you’re still here? I thought you were supposed to go out with that, uh, Athena girl?” He said, forgetting her name.
“Holy shit!” I yelled, practically jumping out from under the covers.
“I totally forgot about that.” I said, rushing to the mirror to check how I looked.
I was wearing my quidditch sweater and some black sweatpants - that should be good for the date right? Well whatever, it’s not like I cared anyway.
“Thanks for reminding me, I guess.” I said, adding the last part as I ran out the door.
I rushed to the Hufflepuff common room, that’s what house she was in right? As I was running I bumped harshly into someone, causing them to fall backwards. I looked down and saw her, Althenea. Looking rather… mediocre.
“Oh god, I’m so sorry.” I said, helping her up.
“Oh don’t worry about it really. It’s sort of funny!” She said.
“Er, yeah, I guess so.” I said, scratching the back of my neck.
“Well, are you ready? I was thinking the Three Broomsticks, of course, but if you don’t like that than we could of course-“
I cut off her rambling, her stupid rambling, by saying “Three Broomsticks is fine.”
-At the pub-
“…and then I said that we should have trolls in the bathroom!” Althenea said, telling me a story I was trying so hard to be focused on.
I let out a dry chuckle before saying, “Do you want anything else?” Nodding my head down to her empty plate of food.
“Oh, no thank you! It was really nice of you to pay, you know.” She said, beaming.
“Er, yeah, it was no problem.”
We were silent for a minute or two before I said, “well, it’s getting sort of late and I have to finish up some homework.”
“Oh, yeah of course! Me too. I cant keep putting off those essays!” She said, giggling. She didn’t even think it was weird that I had said it ‘was late’ at 3 in the afternoon.
We finished up at the table and started to walk back, Althenea walking a little too close to me.
“So… what homework do you have to work on?” She asked, trying to fill the void of silence.
“Er, potions and transfigurations.” I said, saying the first two subjects I could think of.
“Me too! Maybe we could work on them together?” She asked, overly exited.
“Oh, well, um, I usually do my homework alone, sorry.” I responded, looking down at her.
“Oh, yeah, how stupid of me!” She said, lightly slapping her forehead.
Before I knew it we were back at the castle and we parted ways, not before she kissed me on the cheek. She skipped away after her lips left my side, and I just stood there dumbstruck. You know, maybe this wouldn’t be so bad. I could finally get my mind off of you, someone I could never have, and Althenea wasn’t all that bad really.
-your POV-
“I’m done with him. Really.” I told Hermione, adding the last part after she gave me a strange look.
“We’re just friends. This jealousy is just forming out of something possessive, nothing else. It’s not fair of me to do that to him. Plus, she seems like a nice girl.” I continued, ranting to Hermione.
“I’m glad. The quicker you get over this the easier your life will get.” She responded.
“Exactly! I don’t want anything weird going on in our friendship and this new relationship will not be the end of Theo and I’s lifelong friendship.” I said.
-At Dinner-
“I still can’t believe it. Theodore Nott with that Hufflepuff, it just doesn’t fit.” Said Ron, loading his already overflowing plate with more food.
Theodore Nott and Althenea Circ’s date had been the talk of the night, already having been spread around all of Hogwarts.
“Did he say anything to you y/n?” Harry asked, pouring me more pumpkin juice after he noticed that I had finished my cup.
“Thank you, and, er, no. We didn’t really talk about it. You know, now that I think of it, we haven’t talked since the party.” I said, remembering my last conversation with Teddy.
“Interesting.” Said Ron, taking a bite out of his Shepard’s pie.
“It really isn’t. Nothings going on, we’ve just been busy.” I responded, aggravated by his comment.
“I’m sure you’re right, y/n. There’s nothing wrong.” Hermione said, reassuring me.
“Thanks ‘minoe.” I said, sending her a smile.
“Why don’t you go talk to him bow. Go over there and tell them all about what we heard Snape talking about.” Said Harry, trying to help me out.
“Good idea! I’ll go do it now, just to make sure there’s no tension or anything.” I said, getting up from the Gryffindor table to go tell the Slytherins about Snape saying he had always thought Sirius Black was cute.
As I began walking over to the Slytherin table, I noticed a pair of eyes on me. I turned and saw Althenea glaring at me from her table. Suddenly, she got up, and walked very quickly over to the Slytherin’s table, and sat down right next to Theo.
I stood their shocked, surely she didn’t think of me as competition right? The Slytherin friend group looked uncomfortable, but no one looked more uncomfortable than Theo. He looked around, wondering what made Circ think she could come sit with them. I saw his eyes go to the Gryffindor table, to look for me. When he didn’t find them, he looked away, but he quickly locked eyes with mine after another quick scan of the room. He sent me a smile, and a small ‘help’.
I smiled back, and began walking towards their table after my delay. I wasn’t going to let some insecure bitch ruin my friendships.
“Y/n! Thank god.” Said Mattheo, eyes darting to the Hufflepuff quickly.
“Hey guys. You won’t believe what I heard.” I said.
Theo subtly pushed Althenea away, making room for me next to him. But I wasn’t going to be that girl. So, instead I sat next to Draco. Theo looked at me confused, and I whispered just loud enough for him to hear “the Hufflepuff.” He nodded his understanding but looked sad anyway.
“Ok well tell us!” Said Pansy, reaching over the table to play with my rings.
“Well, Harry, Ron, Hermione, and I were walking down the corridor when we heard Snape talking to Mcgonagall. So, obviously we eavesdropped on their conversation and Snape said ‘you know, Sirius Black was always cute. I think that’s why I hated him.’”
The group burst out laughing, all except for Althenea.
“Sirius Black? Like the murderer?” She asked, confused as to why we were all amused.
The group all knew Sirius was innocent, but I couldn’t spill information like that to Althenea, not without Harry’s permission.
“Er, yeah. But they went to school together before he was a murderer.” I explained, causing her to lightly smile to try to fit into the group.
“Ok well, I’ll be going now.” I said getting up, sending Pansy a face that she laughed at before I got up.
“Wait,” Theo said, grabbing my forearm. “Meet me in the astronomy tower later?” He asked, eyes filled with want.
“9:00, don’t be late, Nott.” I said, which he smiled at, before I walked away.
-Theo’s POV-
I stood on the tower at 8:57 PM. I leaned down on the railing, staring out onto the beautiful night sky. The wind ruffled my hair, and I noticed a strong scent of firewood. Suddenly I heard your footsteps, and your sweet perfume filled my nose.
“Hello stranger.” You said, walking up behind me.
I turned around and took a good look at your face. The moon light made you look even more ethereal than I had ever seen you, and I had no idea that was even possible.
“Stop looking at me like that.” You said, turning away from me as you leaned your arms against the railing and looked out at the view.
“Like what?” I asked.
“You know how, Teddy.”
The nickname made my heart swell up, and I didn’t have it in me to fake hating it. I was locked in your trance before you spoke again.
“Plus, I don’t think your girlfriend would be too happy about it.”
“She’s not my girlfriend!” I said, it came out angrier than I expected.
You let out a small laugh before saying, “I like her. She’s good to you.”
She’s not as good as you, is what I wanted to say, but I couldn’t.
“Yeah, I guess she is.” Is what I ended up saying instead.
We were both now leaning on the railing, looking out at Hogwarts’ vast territory, our shoulders leaning against each other.
“She’s really pretty too, and she’s sweet.” You said, your sweet voice ringing in my ears.
“Sounds like someone’s jealous.” I said, chuckling.
“What?” You said, turning to be swiftly, your eyes wide.
“Oh, uh, I only meant that you seem jealous that I’m with her. Because you talk so nicely of her. Like you want her to yourself.” I said, struggling to find an explanation.
“Oh,” you said, you’re demeanor becoming calm again. “You got me there Nott. I’m head over heels for your girl.” You said, giggling, which only made me laugh.
We stood there, laughing like some idiots as we stared out at the beautiful world.
The laughing stopped and you spoke again, “look what I brought.” You said, pulling something out of your pocket.
“Cauldron Cakes! You’re the best, you know that?” I said, grabbing the one you handed me.
We sat down with our backs leaning against the wall, eating our cauldron cakes and talking about everything and nothing. That’s the thing about you, no matter if we were talking about the recent quidditch match or ancient runes for fucks sake, it was never boring, not with you.
The wind was blowing, and I felt you shiver from under my arm.
“Here, have my sweater.” I said, lifting my arm up off your shoulder to take my quidditch sweater off.
“Oh thank you, Theo.” You said, grabbing my sweater and putting it on.
You looked so cute engulfed in my large sweater, with my last name sprawled on the back of it.
“I’ll give it back to you someday.” You said, and I hoped you never gave it back so that everyone would know you were mine. Except your not.
-Altheneas POV (a week later)-
Theo and I have been… dating(?) for a week now. I didn’t know what to call it. He hadn’t asked me out yet, but we’ve been going out on dates, and I’ve spent two nights under him already. He was starting to let me hold his hand more, but he kept saying public affection wasn’t really his thing. Except that, it always had been. Theodore Nott was known for being a softie when it came to his girlfriends, especially when it came to his girl-friend y/n. But people change, right?
Wesley has been reassuring me, but my other friend Quincy keeps telling me to get away from him. I don’t care though, Theo is mine now. For the most part.
“Hey, can you pass me your notes?” Whispered Quincy, taking me out of my thoughts.
“Oh, yeah, sure.” I said, sliding them over, trying to focus on the lesson.
“You’re the best.” She whispered back, sending me a smile.
Class ended after what felt like hours and it was finally time for lunch. Quincy and I met up with Wesley before we began walking to the Dining Hall.
“Yeah, and I heard that Avanore and Seamus hooked up.” Said Wesley.
“Avanore Dorian? Isn’t she dating Hermes?” I asked, shocked at the news.
“You bet she is. And if it’s true Seamus is in for one hell of a beating.” She responded.
Suddenly, Quincy stopped, holding both of their arms out to stop Wes and I.
“What?” I said, exasperated.
“Um..” She said.
Wesley and I looked around, trying to find the reason for Quincy’s abruptness. Wesley found it first.
“Oh my.. Are you still with Theo, A?” She asked, mouth agape.
I suddenly became very nervous, “yeah.” I said, worried.
“Look. At. That.” Wesley said, pointing to someone.
I followed her finger and when I found the object of her pointing my mouth fell open.
It was you, y/n l/n, wearing my boy’s quidditch sweater. His name sprawled out boldly on the back. How could you be walking to lunch, chatting and laughing with your friend so calmly knowing that you’re wearing another girl’s boyfriend’s sweater.
“Move please.” Said a voice, belonging to Pansy Parkinson, as she pushed past my stopped figure.
“Y/n, Hermione, wait up!” She said, causing you two to stop and wait for her.
“I like the sweater.” She said, sending you a wink.
“I know right!” Responded Hermione, giving you a playful nudge on the shoulder.
“Guys, it’s just friendly! Plus he’s with that other girl.” You said.
I couldn’t believe it. ‘That other girl’?? Seriously?? You couldn’t even say my name. I seriously couldn’t believe it. My eyes began to well up with tears.
“I’m not so hungry anymore.” Said Quincy.
“Me neither.” Said Wesley.
-your POV (later that night)-
I walked into the library, looking for Althenea.
I felt bad for what happened today, I didn’t realize it would be such a big deal. I mean, everyone knew Theo and I were best friends, and it wasn’t uncommon for me to wear his clothes. But after Hannah Abbot told me that I had made you sob, I felt terrible. And I was on a mission to find you.
I spotted you sitting in the back, with your friends Quincy and Wesley.
I walked over to your table, and cleared my throat. The girls looked up at me: Quincy was sending me a death stare, Wesley had a pathetic attempt at a glare, and you couldn’t even look me in the eye.
“Is this seat open?” I asked, pointing to the empty seat at the table.
Quincy began to say no, covering the seat with her hand but you spoke up, “yeah. It is.”
The two other girls were shocked, sending her looks of ‘are you sure??’ Which she nodded to.
“Thanks.” I said, sitting down.
We sat in silence for a few beats before I finally said, “look I’m sorry. I didn’t mean for you to feel insecure or anything. I’m not trying to take Teddy from you, definitely not. He’s all yours. We’re just best friends, and we have been since forever, but it’s not like that. I was only wearing his sweater because he gave it to me at the astronomy tower a week ago and it was the first thing I grabbed since I was late for class today. And trust me, you have nothing to worry about. You’re beautiful, and smart, everything Theo likes. So, really, I am sorry. But believe me when I say it was a misunderstanding. So… here.” I said, taking the sweater off and handing it to you. The three girls looked at me surprised, but I quickly got up before they could say anything.
“Thank you!” You called out as I was leaving the library, and I sent you a thumbs up as I walked out the door.
I hate being this part but it’s getting soo long so part 3 (hopefully I can write it quickly :))
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As She Walks By
this is my first time writing for Theodore about so bare with me please.
summary: Theodore and you are just best friends (or not), but when he finally hooks up with the Hufflepuff girl who’s had a crush on him for years, things may start to change
based off of the song Heather by Conan Gray (a little bit), set in three perspectives: yours, Theos, and the Hufflepuff girl (an OC I called Althenea Circ). I made you a Gryffindor but if you want to change your house just imagine whatever house I want.
warnings: insecurity, angst, not really cheating but idk, typos probably, cussing, toxic relationships (these warnings apply to the upcoming parts so you might not see some of them in some of the parts, if that makes sense) I think that’s all but tell me if you find anything else pls!
I was in my dorm getting ready for dinner after a long day of school. I had had 3 tests and 2 pop quizzes, I were certain that wasn’t even legal. I took my time as I brushed and braided my hair, since Hermione was telling me an interesting story.
“… and then the girl, the Slytherin I was telling you about before, threw her wand at Seamus. And I mean threw it at him. He had to go to the hospital wing after.”
I burst out laughing, which made Hermione laugh, which then only made me laugh harder. In the midst of our laughing, my other dorm mate, Lavender walked in.
“What are you two silly’s laughing at this time.” She said, smiling as she could hear you’re laughter all the way down from the common room.
“Hermione was just telling me about Seamus encounter with Cat Griffens.” I managed to get out in between laughs.
“Oh my god, that was hilarious. His face after she hit him with her wand was priceless!” She said, giggling at the image in her head.
We sat and laughed some more until we began to get even hungrier than we had been before and decided to head down to the Great Hall. On our way down the corridors which led to the delicious buffet that was awaiting us, we heard rackets of laughter behind us. I turned around, since I recognized the cacophony immediately, and sure enough it belonged to Mattheo Riddle and Theodore Nott.
“Damn it, we were trying to scare you.” Said Mattheo, defeated face after I discovered them.
“God, you guys really need to work on your sneaking skills.” I said, giggling.
“Oh come on, our sneaking skills are great.” Said Theo, putting his arm over my shoulder as him and Riddle caught up with me and the two other Gryffindors.
“If that’s great then Snape is the kindest teacher at Hogwarts.” Said Hermione, giggling at the boys antics.
“Alright then, why don’t you find me some library books to study then.” Theo said, teasing her and he lightly pulled a piece of her hair, causing Hermione to laughingly slap his hand away.
“And you Lavender, what do you rate our skills?” Asked Mattheo, having noticed how quiet she got as soon as they showed up.
She blushed and sheepishly said “I think they’re great.”
The two boys looked at each other and laughed at her response, obviously knowing that she found them very attractive.
I poked Theo’s side at his response to Lavender, noticing she had gotten even redder after they laughed at her.
I tried to ease the tension by saying “You two are only laughing because you know she’s lying.”
“Well then, maybe we’ll have to pull out the Veritaserum at the Slytherin party tomorrow!”
“Oh yeah, I forgot about that. What time should we get there.” Hermione asks.
“Well, for our VIP guests you two can get there as early as you want.” Said Theo.
I rolled my eyes playfully at him and soon enough I had entered the dining hall.
Theo unsnaked his arm from around my shoulders and playfully kissed the top of my head, which caused me to lightly slap his shoulder. Mattheo and him jogged over to the Slytherin table, their laughter being heard all around the dinner room.
Hermione and I went over to where Harry and Ron were sitting, already mostly done with their plates.
“What was that all about?” Asked Ron.
“What was what all about?” I responded.
“Oh you know, the kiss and the arm around your shoulders. Last time I checked you two were just friends.” He responded.
“And why do you care so much Ronald.” Hermione asked sternly.
“I don’t! Just confused on the whole Theo-y/n relationship.” He said which made Harry nod intently in agreement.
“We’re just friends. Anyway, Slytherin party tomorrow at 8.” I responded. Me myself trying to convince myself that that’s all I thought of Theo, because I knew he didn’t feel the same way about me.
“Fraternizing with the enemy I see.” Said Harry playfully.
“I thought you and Draco had worked things out in like, third year.” I said, loading my plate up with pasta.
“We did, but that doesn’t change the fact that he’s still a git.” He said, finishing off his cup of pumpkin juice.
Us four continued to talk and eat, and then eventually walked back to the common room together to hang out until finally going our separate ways to our dorm rooms.
-the next day-
I woke up to Hermione shaking me awake.
“Whattt.” I said groggily, rolling around as to try to get away from Hermione’s shaking.
“Come on y/n, we have to go know if we want some breakfast.”
“Ugh, fine.” I said, slowly opening my eyes and getting up.
I got ready for the day, and packed my schoolbooks for this Friday’s classes. Hermione and I walked to breakfast (Ron and Harry had eaten early so they could finish a potions essay they had forgotten about). We ate quickly before heading down to the dungeons for class with Professor Snape.
I walked into the almost full classroom, and made my way to my shared table with Hermione, right behind Theo and Draco.
“Wow, no good morning for us?” Said Theo playfully.
“It’s too early to be nice.” I said, putting my head down for some attempt at extra sleep.
“Wow, I see how it is.” Said Theo chuckling.
….
The day ended quicker than I was expecting and before I knew it, Hermione and I were getting ready for the party in our dorm.
“What do you three think of this?” I asked Hermione, Lavender, and Parvati, wearing a red corset and a little black skirt.
“I think Theo’s going to love it” Parvati said with a wink.
I huffed and threw a book at her, which she dodged.
The girls started laughing and Hermione said, “Oh right, we forgot, it’s Mattheo isn’t it?” Which caused the girls to laugh even more.
“You guys are so annoying!” I said playfully, trying not to giggle.
“Well I think you look great, y/n.” Lavender said.
I thanked her and finished doing my makeup and hair, which I had put in some hair rollers.
“Well you three have fun, I’ll just be here finishing this damn Transfigurations project.” Said Lavender, annoyed she couldn’t attend the party with her friends.
“We’ll miss you Lav.” I said, the other girls agreeing with me as we walked out of the common room, meeting Ron and Harry, as we all walked towards the dungeons.
-Theo’s POV-
I sat on the couch with Mattheo, looking at the entrance every time I heard it open, hoping it was y/n. But it hasn’t been you, not yet. I wondered what was taking you so long, because you could show up in sweatpants and a shirt covered in pasta sauce and you’d still be more beautiful than all the girls in this room. The door opened again, and this time I knew it was you, because I heard your church bell laugh bouncing off the walls. I turned around quickly to look at you entering the enlarged common room.
“And then…” Draco began, cutting himself of after seeing my sudden uninterest in his story.
The cutoff caused all the boys who had been listening to Draco turn to me, and then turn to what I was looking at.. you, of course.
“Oh come on Theo.” Said Draco, exhausted with my interest in you.
“What?” I said, turning around again, trying to play it off.
“Just go fuck her already.” Said Blaise.
“It’s not like that! You’re all a bunch of gits.” I said, annoyed because I had been caught.
“Why are they a bunch of gits?” You said, appearing at my side with Hermione, Harry and Ron having gone off to get drinks.
I gulped and my palms were sweaty, “Well, uh, they were just making fun of me.. because, er, because I don’t..” I trailed off, eyes darting to my friends for help.
“We were making fun of him because he won’t do more than two rounds of shots.” Matthew said, noticing my panic.
“Oh Teddy, you have much to learn.” You said, your sweet voice and the sweet nickname intoxicating me.
“Don’t call me Teddy.” I said, quickly fixing myself after I almost dropped his act.
“You know you love it, Teddy.” You said, laughing.
“Got your drinks.” Harry said, handing you a fire whiskey whilst Ron handed Hermione some kind of drink.
“Thanks guys.” You say, taking a drink from the cup.
“Well, Hermione and I are going to go dance. You all have fun.” You say, grabbing Hermione’s hand as you walk away to the dance floor.
I stare at you more intently than ever, I had no idea how someone could be so beautiful. And what makes it even worse is that I’m not the only one who sees it. I can see all the guys, trying hard not to stare at you for the sake of their girlfriends, and I can also see the guys who have no shame in hungrily raking their eyes over your body. None of those guys deserve you, none of them could treat you like I would. No one could make you feel as good as I could. My wild imagination is cut off by Blaise’s inaudible voice
“Er.. sorry what was that?” I ask.
“I said, Draco and I are going to go and get drinks. Do you want anything?” Blaise asked again.
“Er, I don’t know. Just give me the strongest thing there is.”
“Alright mate.” Blaise says, shocked at my choice.
“Uh oh mate, looks like someone forgot about you.” Mattheo whispers to me, lightly chuckling.
I looks at him confused, then I follow Mattheo’s eyes to you… and Dean Thomas. Hermione long gone, probably hooking up with that Ravenclaw girl she’s been obsessing over to me. Dean was saying something that invoked your beautiful laughter. His arm was snaked around your waist, your waist that would look so good.. maybe I shouldn’t think about you like that. Why was I so mad? You and I were just friends, we’ve always been just that.
“Here you are mate. It’s some brew the Weasley twins made so be careful” Blaise said, tapping my shoulder and handing me a red cup full of an unknown liquid. I grabbed it and downed the cup in 2 gulps, never taking my eyes off of you and that fucker Dean.
“Wow, slow down. Don’t want to end up like last time.” Draco said, some blonde attached to his hip.
I flipped Draco off before plopping myself down on the couch. I tried hard not to look at you and.. goddamn you and Dean were snogging like a bunch of animals. I turned around and saw someone’s eyes on mine. I turned to her fully, her eyes swiftly leaving mine as I turned to her. Althenea Circ, I think her name was. According to Mattheo she’s been practically in love with me since 3rd year. I don’t know if it was the jealousy or the mystery drink, probably a mix of both, which caused me to walk over to her.
Before I knew it we were in a corner, snogging just like you and Dean.
-The next morning-
“Pass me the eggs.” I said to Draco as I loaded my plate with bacon. Hopefully the salty food would make my hang over go away, and the awful memory of having hooked up with that Hufflepuff girl.
“Easy on the bacon mate. We all want some.” Said Mattheo, wearing a pair of sunglasses, he’s always so dramatic.
“It refills magically you fucking idiot.” I said, annoyed at his antics.
“Damn, no need to be so damn rude just because you hooked up with that nasty girl yesterday.” Mattheo said, grabbing bacon off my plate.
I slapped his hands away, sending him a glare.
“Don’t fucking talk about her like that.” I said.
“Oh I’m sorry. I didn’t know you were in love. What’s y/n going to say?”
“Just shut the fuck up. And I’m not in love it’s just rude to talk about someone that way.” I said, biting off a piece of my toast.
The four of us were silent and tense for about 10 minutes, eating our breakfast and trying to forget about how much we all drank last night, until we were interrupted.
“Hi Theo!” Said Alth… oh god I forgot her name.
“Er.. hi.” I said, looking up.
“Would you maybe want to go to Hogsmeade with me later today? We could go for lunch.” The girl said, her voice sounded like nails on a chalkboard compared to your beautiful, sunshine voice I was used to hearing. I sat there for a few beats before responding, astonished that a girl like her would ever think that a boy like me would want to be around her. But I couldn’t say no, it would be too mean. Plus, I could finally pretend to be over you.
“Sure.”
part 2 coming (mayb) soon 😋
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Pasta and a Live 
Summary: You and your boyfriend/co-star Austin Butler go on live
You were in Australia filming your new movie Elvis and you and your recently new boyfriend, Austin, were at the hotel you two were staying at. Baz ended filming ending earlier than usual today - 4:30 PM - so you and Austin decided to stay in tonight.
You and Austin started dating about a month after filming began. I mean c'mon, with you playing Priscilla and him playing Elvis, what were people expecting? Plus the fact that you had been his celebrity crush for about 2 years really added to it.
"So what do you want to do for dinner?" Austin asked, his head still resting on your chest.
You were both laying down on the couch watching some random show that was on the TV.
You were silent for a second, thinking, and finally responded with, "Let's make a homemade dinner, we've been eating out a lot recently."
Austin looks up at you with a lovey-dovey expression. "How about we make pasta and garlic bread?" He suggests.
"That sounds amazing." You say kissing his head.
You both get up from the couch, Austin turns off the TV, and you head to the kitchen.
"I'm gonna go change real quick, but you can go ahead and start." He says, walking into your shared hotel bedroom.
You hum a response and start to look in the cabinets for some type of pasta. After a few cabinet searches you find a box of angel hair pasta and settle on that. As you walk over to the counter and began to set everything out you have the idea of going on Instagram live. You quickly pull out your phone, open up the Instagram app, and press the live button. In seconds the viewers flood in, exited for the new content.
User1: OMG!!! FINALLY!! WE'VE MISSED YOU (Y/N)!
User2: Bro she looks beautiful
User3: I'm literally in love with you.
"Aw thanks everyone. Sorry I haven't been active, production has taken up all of my time recently." You respond to the sweet comments. "So, Aus and I decided to stay in tonight and I'm making some pasta." You tell the fans.
"We're making some pasta." Austin says, walking into the kitchen and hugging you from behind and kissing the top of your head.
You look up and meet his lips for a quick kiss, and then look back down at your phone.
User4: OMFG YOU GUYS ARE THE CUTEST
User5: I'm sleeping on the goddamn highway
BazLuhrmann: I'm watching you kids!
You and Austin both laugh at Baz's comment. Austin puts his face close to the camera and says "We love you too, mom!" Which causes you both to burst out laughing.
BazLuhrmann: Mom?! Tomorrow I get to pick the catering for lunch!
-BazLuhrmann has left the live-
This just causes you and Austin to burst out laughing more.
User6: They were meant for each other
User7 - reply to User6: literal soulmates
"Ok, we should probably start making the food, I'm starving." You say.
"Say less." Austin replies, kissing your cheek and then disappearing off camera to go look in the fridge.
"I think we should make pesto sauce, Aus, it's probably the easiest." You say, starting to boil the water.
"Do we even have pesto?" He asks, peering his head into the fridge to look for some.
"Yeah, it's on the second shelf behind the milk baby."
It's silent for a split second and the Austin says, "Found it. Looks delicious." He brings it over to you and reappears on camera.
"Thanks babe." You say, and give him a peck on the cheek.
"Seriously? All that hard work on my part and I get a kiss on the cheek?" He says, with a fake pout.
You give him a funny look and then give him a proper kiss on the lips. He smiles into the kiss and then breaks away to go connect his phone to the speaker for some music.
User8: Sooooooo when is it my turn to be happy?
User9: I don't know who I want to be in this relationship
User10: Austin is the luckiest man on earth.
You giggle at the comments, and start to add the pasta to the boiling water. Suddenly Craw-Fever by Elvis starts to play.
"Perfect music for a perfect night. Now what can I help you with mama?" Austin asks, looking into the pasta pot.
God, he knows what that nickname does to you. "Why don't you start on the garlic bread, I set everything out for you over there." You say, still blushing at the nickname.
"Of course baby." He responds, going over to where the garlic bread supplies are.
You begin to hum to the music and stir the pasta. You watch your phone and read some of the comments your fans are posting.
User11: I would die right on the spot if the Austin Butler called me 'mama'
User12: (Y/N) is literally perfect
User13: Hottest couple of the year and every year to come
User14: I wish I was friends with them
User15: Kiss me now (Y/N)
"You guys are to sweet." You say with a smile.
"Hey! I'm the only one allowed to kiss her." Says Austin, coming over to you and giving you sweet kiss on the lips. "Watch it user number 15!" He says in pretend anger.
You playfully roll your eyes and taste the pasta to see if it's ready.
"Is this good, or should I wait a little longer?" You ask, feeding Austin a noodle.
"This is perfect baby. If you go check on the bread I can drain this and add the sauce." He suggests. You nod and he takes your spot in front of the camera.
User16: Goddamn you are the finest man alive
User17: Austin Butler supremacy
User18: Move I can't see (Y/N)!!
Austin moves closer to the camera and examines himself. "Hm, I guess I am pretty hot." He says with a smile.
You surprise him by lightly hitting him on the side with a kitchen towel.
"What? You don't think it's true?" He says playfully
"Of course I think it's true. But I'm the only one you can hear it from." You say. giggling.
"You're the only one I wanna hear it from mama." He says pulling you in for a kiss.
Can't Help Falling In Love starts playing over the speaker, breaking you from the kiss.
"May I have this dance?" He asks you, placing his hand out for you to take.
"Of course, Mr. Butler." You says giggling.
Austin and you sway around the room, twirling occasionally and singing along to the music in between laughs.
User19: I think I have to log off
User20: The rope just tied itself
User21: If they ever break up, I don't believe in love
User22: I can dance better than her, Austin
User23 - reply to User22: you wish
User24: my mom and dad but also mommy and daddy
The beeping of the oven breaks you two apart, signaling that the bread is ready.
"I'll get them." You says walking over to the oven, and Austin walks over to the phone reading the comments.
"Hm I don't know, she's a pretty good dancer." He says, responding to User23.
User23: OMFG HE KNOWS I EXIST
User25: oml hissss voice
User26: I'm on my knees
Austin smiles at the comments rolling in, laughing at some, and he pulls out two bowls to begin platting the pasta.
"Looks delicious baby." You say, bringing over the garlic bread you transferred over to a plate.
"All your work angel." He says smiling, handing you a bowl.
"Ok, bye everyone, love you!" You say, going over to end the live.
"Love you!" Austin says from the dining table.
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