wahh i wish i could lock my door. i wanna do ..things but no one in this family knocks before coming in

HELP WHY IS THIS GIRL TALKING ABOUT SEX FOR HER PRESENTATION

help why is it so hard to sit like this it's straining my calves

ugh even when im wearing a girly top I still sit like a guy. it feels weird to try to sit different tho

all these poems are so good woa

I can't focus I feel dizzy

going to sleep now but i tried to stay off tumblr and discord for a bit. idk if i succeeded. I never ended up doing my homework tho so that was kind of a waste help

I also really feel like I'm gonna throw up. fun

I am. so dissociated. I usually don't experience dissociation often at all but lately I have

at least I'm finally starting to accept it. I just hope this isn't a fluke and I actually start to get better after this

I'm at this weird point where both miu and my legal name feel like my names but I'd never go by miu irl or my legal name online

I miss having friends. I wish I was better at social shit. I talk when I'm talked to and I will sometimes start but only if like we've talked already and stuff. and even if I Did go to a bar wouldn't I just be sitting alone the whole time

maybe eventually I'll drink but also I don't think me losing control of myself would be a good thing and I think that happens when you drink idk

i couldnt even drink if I wanted to if I was 21 (bc of medication) but idk I just want to go to places but so many places you need to be 21. even if it's not completely centered around drinking

4 months..

I wish I had friends

i hate waking up and then the anxiety immediately begins to set in