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A well spent day: Platters, books, friends, puzzles and art
🎵• All this time -by Louis Tomlinson.
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anotherformofescapism · 10 months
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— V.E. Schwab, The Invisible Life of Addie Larue
✨ fantasy, fiction, romance, magic, darkness✨
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Some of my favorite things about this book:
-dark academia
-darkness and curses
-feminine rage
-immortality
-dual/ shifting POV
-a cat named book
-books books books it’s all about books and I’m here for it.
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🎵• Young god- by Halsey.
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✨Dark academia ✨
🎵• Unknown / Nth - by Hozier
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End of obgyn/pediatrics rotation.
Another year down, one more to go.
Can’t believe I’m more than halfway done with med school.. it feels surreal!
✨ I’m ready for an Idyllic slow-based summer ✨
🎵• all things end- by Hozier.
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anotherformofescapism · 10 months
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In the name of chaotic academic aesthetic.
I don’t think I’m capable of having an organized studying table for longer than the time I take to take a picture of it, but that’s alright; my brain thrives in chaos.
The quote is from the invisible life of addie larue. I started this book before my finals but stopped reading it because I didn’t want to associate such a lovely book with stressful time.
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anotherformofescapism · 11 months
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-Trying to survive finals season.
48h separate me from my last final, I’m not prepared, I don’t feel so, and I wish i can stop time. Yet I also wish it’ll pass faster….
One of the most stressful things about med school is that it doesn’t matter how much time I spend studying; It always feels like I’m failing.
Until I realize that i’m not, that i passed and my hard work wasn’t out the window.
One more year to go.
🎵• I HATE EVERYBODY - by Halsey.
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Obgyn round. May. 2023
Women.
Courageous women and all they go through.
Our lives are prewritten, from puberty and until menopause just to highlight child bearing period beauty overcoat tragedy
And it feels like nothing we do is loud enough for the world to actually see us beyond that.
Open your eyes, appreciate the women in your life, bow down and show your respect.
Show peace ! Women had enough of this world terrorizing them into putting on a show…
No one can put on a show like a woman that doesn’t feel safe do; open your eyes and acknowledge that… we don’t feel so.
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There was a book giveaway in our university that I stumbled across randomly, was mostly medical books but some other categories too.
I never believed in luck, it doesn’t really work out for me but tracing notes written years ago by strangers and getting to detach myself from life for a second to feel what those strangers felt…
Lesson learned: the life we breathe in books will extend as much as our souls are willing to let it.
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Obgyn round. Feb.2023
My life lately is like that one book that’s interesting enough to buy but not to pick up and actually read
🎵: Holding on to heartache- Louis Tomlinson
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According to my mother i started saying “i love you” when i was barely 3 years old. Mostly when it was bedtime i think I confused it with “goodbye” or maybe with “I really wanna see you when I wake up again”.
I still do, love confuses me or maybe i confuse it ?
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Love…
Endearing in its ideation, Infuriating however it falls on the human race.
I’m not good with love, nor in love and I doubt i can be around it.
I admire it, i do. I think about it, I write about it
But I’m never in the same page with myself when it comes to it. So we came to an agreement: one rule : never reach out to touch.
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I’m lovable, that much I know…
But my love is only a reaction that’s is equal in force to the curse of my existence…
And so is my creativity, the restriction of my melancholy.
My spilled poems… my aborted children don’t resent me dear ones, i had no choice, but to give birth.
I have no rights.
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Do you still want to talk about love ?
Once, i asked my mother: "Mama, do you remember what was the first thing you said to me when I was born?"
She said “you're going to be so loved”.
I think she cursed me with love…
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•Quotes: Fyodor Dostoevsky/Friedrich Nietzsche/Jean Rhys/ Maya Angelo /Franz kafka/ Louis Tomlinson/Albert Camus/ Michael Ondaatje/Louis Tomlinson/ Anne Sexton.
•Original context: Sinligh
•Art reference:
1. Scott Noel, Telemachus and the Sirens. 2. philip geiger - hidell brooks gallery. 3. Albert Maignan Death of William the Conqueror, 1885. 4. Charles Pfahl Sunday Times. 5. Art by Brooke Shaden. 6. Art by Edwin Georgi
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“Surrounded by light”
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Just realized how disturbing it is that i can relate to some of Sylvia Plath poems… not sure if i like this realization
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true, but also to me the joy of being alive comes from knowing the meaning of it or searching for it. Which works like our brains reward system I believe…
That requires understanding, doesn’t it ?
Life is not to be understood but to be lived and that annoys the crap out of me
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I think I did it all wrong way since i read dead poets society then if we were villains and only now I’m reading the secret history, also I hate how much I enjoy suffering through the chaotic ride that is dark academia novels….
I love literary memes
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First blog in my new acc, made this one cause
✨ i needed a fresh place for my random thoughts ✨
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