honestly I’m fucking tired of calling my reps and begging them to care

I’ve been calling them over and over and over for the past four months begging and pleading them to speak out about what is obviously genocide

I don’t think they listen, most likely their underpaid interns got instructed to throw notes or voicemails out, but even if they do they don’t fucking care. It’s exhausting.

The White House comment line is only open for 4 hours 4 days of the week during hours most people work. If you’re able to call and wait for 20 minutes to finally speak to an intern they take a brief note and you can only hope they don’t immediately throw it out.

I’ve been doing this since I was a child. begging my reps to care about children being shot in school. begging them to care about my own schools getting bomb and gun threats every year. begging them to care about the fact that people don’t feel safe around cops. begging them to care about the growing number of people in my city becoming jobless and homeless and dying of covid. begging them like a dog to care at all about people’s lives and happiness.

I don’t know. I’m just fuckin’ tired

I won’t give up though. It’s not the only form of activism I do or the main one I give my energy to. I hope the same thing for anyone reading this. You shouldn’t just be boycotting and calling your reps, you should be attending vigils and protests and speaking about the issue of genocide to your friends and family

I’m just tired of people pretending like our representatives actually give a fuck what we think over their lobbyists and investors cause it is and has always been clear to me that they don’t. America has never been a democracy and if you think that you are deluded.

** Writing Challenge **

I know, I know, my next one isn’t quite wrapped up yet, buttttt this idea came to me when my cousin and I were taking a walk down a ridiculous part of Memory Lane and I got excited. I’m guessing this has been done before at some point -- that’s not stopping me from presenting to you: 

I love fluff. And I wanna see more of it! 

Below the cut you will find some prompts that, in the context of Twilight, are absolutely cringe-worthy. My challenge to you is to take that prompt and make it something we can love. 

Disclaimer: I’m not Twilight-shaming ANYONE. I literally sat and watched all of Eclipse and now want to watch both Breaking Dawns. It’s more about sentiment, and the occasional girly giggle for me, but ... yeah. No judgement here, friends. 

Guidelines, prompts, and tags are below the cut! (Yes, I copied and tweaked from my last writing challenge. I’m being efficient, thank you! :P )

Please read all of the information carefully!

Rules, Guidelines, Important Dates:

Sign-Ups start when this post is live and will go through to December 30, 2020. I will accept two people for each prompt, one prompt per author.

Please send your sign-ups to my ask box so they’re easier to keep track of. I will answer them privately so I’m not flooding anyone’s dash!

In your ask, please include your preferred prompt and a backup option, as well as your pairing (so I don’t take the same pairing for the same prompt). Also, please let me know if you’ll be posting from a URL other than one you’re asking from.

To be included in the challenge masterlist, please post your fic (or the first part, if it’s a series) by Decemeber 31, 2020.

Please include an author’s note tagging me and mentioning the challenge in your fic post; include #BetterThanTwilightWC in the first five tags. If the tag doesn’t work, you may DM the link to me, also. If you decide to write a series, please tag me in the masterlist.

Please give me up to 48 hours to read your fic before checking if I have seen it. If I have not liked it after 48 hours, please DO check. (You know, since we’re all aware of how unreliable tumblr is. And how unreliable my mind can be. Yikes.)

The challenge masterlist will be posted between January 1 and January 4, 2020.

There are no word count limits, but please use the Keep Reading feature if your story goes beyond 500 words. Additionally, if your fic goes beyond 5000 words, please consider splitting it into multiple parts. This is not a requirement, only something to think about.

Yes, this is a FLUFF challenge, so you MUST have fluff as your main genre. You’re more than welcome to include other genres, but you MUST have a happy and/or hopeful ending.

You’re welcome to think outside of the box! Just because I’m talking Twilight and love stories, doesn’t mean there has to be romance! Give me  amazing friendships or strong family bonds or self-love. Or romance! Whatever you’d like. 

You're welcome to change pronouns in the prompt as necessary! Heck, I tweaked a few of ‘em so they’re not Twilight-specific.

For personal reasons, I do not read and will not accept into the challenge (which means I will not reblog or add to the masterlist) stories that include: non-con/dub-con, underage sex, adult-child romantic/sexual relationships, spouse-bashing, child abuse – I could go on, but I think you get the idea. If you’re not sure about something, I’m always happy to answer questions!

Bring on the ships, OC’s, reader pairings – I’m trying to be more open-minded as of late, but I can’t promise that I will read everything. Again, for personal reasons. But I will reblog everything! 

Characters and RPFs from Marvel/MCU are both welcome. 

If you need an extension or need to drop out, please know that I am extremely flexible when it comes to that deadline/due date. In the words of Captain Barbosa, “It’s really more of a guideline.” Just shoot me an ask or a message and we’ll work something out, no worries! 

Prompts: 

1. “I have always loved you, and I will always love you.”  2. “The clouds I can handle. But I can’t fight with an eclipse.”  3. “I know what you are.”  4. “You held out your hand and I took it without stopping to make sense of what I was doing.” 5. “You have a connection with her that I’ll never understand.” 6. “I’m glad she has you.” 7. “It will be like I never existed. I promise.” 8. “I knew who I wanted to be. I wanted to help people. Brings me happiness.” 9. “That will take a while to get used to.” “We have a while.” 10. “What if I’m not the hero? What if I’m the bad guy?” 11. “I’d rather hear your theories.” 12. (sarcastically) “Super. That makes me really happy.” 13. “You’re like my own personal brand of heroin.” 14. “Maybe I shouldn’t be dating such an old man. It’s gross. I should be thoroughly repulsed.” 15. “It’s an extraordinary thing to meet someone who you can bare your soul to and they’ll accept you for what you are.” 16. “I’ve been waiting for what seems like a very long time to get beyond what I am.” 17. “I feel like I can finally begin.” 18. “He’s totally gorgeous, obviously. But apparently nobody here is good enough for him.” 19. “He did say I couldn’t step inside the door. I came in through the window.” 20. “I know things. Like how to hunt somebody to the ends of the earth. And I know how to use a gun.” 21. “Now I’m afraid.” “Good.” 22. “I’m not afraid of you. I’m only afraid of losing you.” 23.  “About three things I was absolutely positive ...” 24. “You’re so stubborn.” 25. “Do you know how worried I’ve been?” 26. “I can’t even think about someone hurting you.” 27. “The only thing that can hurt me is you, and I don’t have anything else to be afraid of.” 28. “Don’t antagonize her. She’s the strongest one in the house.” 29. “All right. That’s enough experimenting for one day.” 30. “It never made sense for you to love me.” 31. “I wish there had been someone to vote no for me.” 32. “It’s just a little baby.” 33. “How strongly are you opposed to grand theft auto?” 34. “I’m not missing another fight!” 35. “No one can hide like me.” 36. “If I asked you to stay in the car, would you?” 37. “I have one condition, if you want me to do it myself.” 38. “I had an adrenaline rush. It’s very common. You can Google it.” 39. “How did you get in here?” “The window.” 40. “I love a happy ending. They are so rare.” 41. “You should put your seatbelt on.” 42. “Can you talk about something else? Distract me so I won’t turn around.” 43. “I can’t live in a world where you don’t exist.” 44. “After all the thousand times I’ve told you I love you, how could you let one word break your faith in me?” 45. “Maybe that’s why they kicked me out.” 46. “All of my best nights have happened since I met you.” 47. “You know everybody’s staring?” “Not that guy ... no, he just looked.” 48. “She wishes she was that awesome.” 49. “Does he visit often?” “Yeah, all the time.” 50. “Lie ... Lie better.” 51. “I’m Switzerland.” 52. “That should have been our first kiss.” 53. “Would you like to hear my story? It doesn’t have a happy ending -- but which of ours does?” 54. “Another party?” “It’ll be fun.” “Yeah. That’s what you said last time.” 55. “You are the only one who has ever touched my heart. I will always be yours.” 56. “The way he watches you. It’s like he’s willing to leap in front of you and take a bullet or something.” 57. “Kill me! Not him!” 58. “Stay.” “Give me one good reason.” 59. “Yeah, it’s and off day when I don’t get somebody telling me how edible I smell.” 60. “Damn it! You’ll be the death of me, I swear you will.” 61. “If I could dream at all, it would be about you. And I’m not afraid of it.” 62. “Do I dazzle you?” 63. “I’m tired of trying to stay away from you.” 64. “Bring on the shackles, I’m your prisoner.” 65. “You are my life now.” 66. “And then we continued blissfully into this small, perfect piece of our forever.” 67. “Nobody’s ever loved someone as much as I love you.” 68. “I don’t know what happened.” “You love him.” 69. “All of sudden it’s not gravity holding you to the planet, it’s her. Nothing else matters. You would do anything, be anything for her.” 70. “You really love her?” 71. “I don’t see the whole point of the rest of the world without her.” 72. “Then I found a promising site ... I waited impatiently for it to load, quickly clicked closed each ad that flashed across the screen. Finally, the screen finished -- simple, white background with black text; academic-looking. Two quotes greeted me on the homepage:” 73. “I was unconditionally and irrevocably in love with him.” 74. “I’ll be fighting for her, too, and I’ll be fighting twice as hard as you will.” 75. “It’s always been him.” 76. “You don’t know how long I’ve waited for you.” 77. “They’re coming for her.” “They’re not gonna touch her.” 78. “Doesn’t he own a shirt?” 79. “You know, if it weren’t for the fact that we’re enemies and that you’re also trying to steal away the reason for my existence, I might actually like you.” 80. “You have disappeared. Like everything else.” 81. “The absence of him is everywhere I look.” 82. “I don’t have the strength to stay away from you anymore.” 83. “Your number was up the first time I met you.” 84. “We all like to drive fast.” 85. “It’s too easy to be myself with you.” 86. “I’ve never given much thought to how I’d die, but dying in the place of someone I love seems like a good way to go.” 87. “Don’t tempt me too far. My patience isn’t that perfect.” 88. “His tone questions my sanity, but it only made me more suspicious. It was like a perfect delivered line by a skilled actor.” 89. “What’s he mad about?” 90. “No measure of time with you will ever be enough.” 91. “I promise to love you forever, every single day of forever.” 92. “We’re gonna be great friends!” 93. “If I had my way, I would spend the majority of my time kissing him.” 94. “Until your heart stops beating.” 95. “I touched the cool miracle of his ski, and I was home.” 96. “Forbidden to remember, terrified to forget; it was a hard line to walk.” 97. “This isn’t the time to make hard and fast decisions. This is the time to make mistakes.” 98. “Leave it to you ... you have to start hanging out with the first weirdos you can find.” 99. “I love him much more than I should, and yet still nowhere near enough.” 100. “I refuse to be affected by territorial disputes.”

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By the Stream

March Madness Challenge for @starwarsfandomfests

What happened, what’s wrong?

You’re sitting alone by the stream

The green grass is sprouting up

And the water splashes with the spring wind

I’m sure there was a promise

That even if you go, you won’t be gone forever

But every day you come to the stream

What are you thinking about?

Even if you go, you won’t be gone forever

Is that asking me not to forget you?

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Summary: Obi-Wan and Vanya were sitting beside the stream, not knowing what will become of the long-standing friendship that they built together.

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Staring at the crystal-clear stream in front of her, Vanya was seated on a large rock, with stalks of yellow-orange daisies in her hands, with a smile on her face. Her surroundings were filled with wildflowers and polka-dotted mushrooms grown across the emerald field, along with the refreshing breeze in the air. The sun was shining on the blue sky as the puffy cloud above her glided, giving a sense of serenity inside her.

For months, the battles across the Outer Rims were bloodthirsty. Many of her troops were sacrificed in the battlefield as a price to pay for the Republic's victory. The fields that she was admiring were once soaked in blood and rotting corpses that painted across the bare valleys.

Trenches were dug deep and barbed wires were set up, marking each territory for both the Republic and the Separatists forces. Anyone who trespasses was either shot on sight or disappeared, never to be seen again. Vanya recalled assigning 35 clone troopers to gather intel from their enemies and so far, only 5 had survived.

Her heart aches as she laid on her bunk every single night, wondering whether the rest of her soldiers were still out there. It would be easier to think that the remaining 28 men and women were all dead, probably buried somewhere in the area. On the other hand, Vanya could not help but think that maybe, just maybe, they would return home to their brother’s and sister’s embrace.

Why did I even bother fighting this war in the first place? she thought, sniffing through the sweet scent of the flower. It’s not like we were protecting innocent people of the Republic in the first place.

She glanced at the stream again, only to notice the fishes that were swimming along together. For three years, she had been fighting a war that doesn’t seem to end anytime soon. Though her friends informed her that the Separatist were losing their grip on the Outer Rim, Vanya cannot be too sure about their statement.

In truth, nobody, including herself, had any idea when the Clone Wars would end. She was sure that the war would be over in a few months, but that few months became a year, before it turned into three excruciating years. If another year has passed, then she would be a forty-year-old woman, along with her longtime friends, Cinta Kaarim and Obi-Wan Kenobi.

Her former apprentice, on the other hand, would be a fourteen-year-old girl, the same age that Ahsoka became a commander of the 501st Legion. How time flies so fast, she laughed to herself. Just yesterday, Lira was the little girl who was always asking a lot of questions and talking endlessly and now, she’s blossoming into a teenager and soon, she’ll grow into a strong and brave woman.

The thought of her Padawan growing up made her shiver, realising the uncertain future for her and her twin sister, Eva. Will the girls have to grow up to finish the war for us? Vanya bit her fingernails. Will they survive, or will they die young?

That was the question that bounced around her head the moment they were assigned as Jedi Generals for the 101st Battalion, much to both her and Obi-Wan’s distress. As she watches an Eden green butterfly land on top of the flower, her lips curve downwards when it flees in fright, prompting her to turn around and figure out what startled the fragile creature.

Rather, she found Obi-Wan pacing towards her the entire time, making her cross her arms and gave him an icy glare. “You know, your tactics of scaring other people is starting to bore me,” Vanya remarked, as he let out an amusing chuckle.

“Well, in that case, I’ll have to find another way to grab your attention,” he teased, as he sat beside her and grinned, hoping to crack his stone-faced friend. “Besides, you seem to always be in your head all the time. Should I be worried or should I stay out of your internal conflicts?”

“What do you want?” she breathed, her lips stiffened.

“Well, you’ve been sitting alone by the stream,” he answered, his voice laced with concern. “What’s happened? What’s wrong?”

“Nothing really,” Vanya shook her head. “It’s just the thought of us not seeing each other again just pains me too much.”

“But even if you go, you won’t be gone forever,” Obi-Wan assured, placing his hands on her shoulder. “Besides, we promised that we would always have each other’s back, no matter what.”

“But what if I didn’t make it alive?” she pined. “The Outer Rim is currently in siege and right now, I can’t even guarantee if I’m able to make it back to the Jedi Temple.”

“Vanya, don’t say that. You will come back to the Temple once everything is over, and you will see Lira and Eva again, I promise.”

“How can you even be optimistic right now, when you’ve been seeing your own men die under your command? You’ve even lost Satine on Mandalore, and you lose sleep worrying about Anakin and Eva’s strained relationship with each other.”

Obi-Wan bobbed his head, his eyebrows drooped. “You’re right. It’s difficult to think positively, especially when both your apprentices are fighting with each other too frequently. It’s hard when Eva kept crying on how Anakin was saying nasty things to her and how he felt unfair when I called him out on his behaviour. But what can I do? Eva has been depressed for years, and I have to stay strong just for her sake. I can’t afford to break down in front of her, since she’s already been through a lot.”

“I’m sorry, Obi-Wan,” Vanya apologised profusely, her head hung low. “I didn’t mean to provoke you like that.”

“No, Vanya, there’s nothing to apologise for,” he let out a weak smile. “It’s just that I’ve been keeping to myself for too long, and I thought that it would be better if I just let it all out, you know.”

She nodded as she squeezed her nose and wiped her hands on her dress, shifting her focus to the gentle stream. “So, how’s Anakin?”

“The usual,” shrugged Obi-Wan. “You know, flying recklessly, almost getting himself for a billion times, yeah, those are the things that I have to deal with for more than ten years.”

“That bad, eh?” her nose crinkled.

“Well, he had a rough upbringing when he was around Eva’s age. He was enslaved until my master, Eva’s father, rescued him and made me his master as his death wish. Then, he had to watch his own mother die a decade later, and even till today, he blamed himself for not being able to save her from those Tusken Raiders.”

“That was sad,” Vanya sympathised. “But that doesn’t excuse him for hurting other people’s feelings, especially Eva. The girl’s only thirteen, and she’s already in a fragile state of mind.”

“That is true,” he acknowledged. “Ever since Ahsoka left, Anakin is back to his destructive behaviour. His possessiveness towards Padmé, his anger issues, says it all. I’ve tried talking to him, but you know him. He’s as stubborn as a mule.”

“The apple doesn’t seem to fall far from the tree,” she commented. “You were just as stubborn as him when you were still an apprentice to Master Qui-Gon Jinn.”

He snorted, before clearing his throat. “I could say the same for you and Master Plo Koon. You always insisted on flying, even if it was too dangerous.”

“Yup, and now, the cycle repeats with Lira. I have to admit, as jumpy as Lira is, she is one hell of a pilot.”

“It’s like you said, the apple doesn’t fall far from the tree,” Obi-Wan repeated her words. “Master Plo was a pilot, you are a pilot, and now, Lira is following your footsteps into becoming a star pilot like the both of you.”

“And Anakin and Eva also have your piloting skills, though you hated flying so much.”

“Yeah, I had a bad experience with them,” he rubbed behind his neck, plucking a small, white daisy beside him. “You know the incident on Pijal. Even to this day, it still haunts me in my dreams.”

“I know, and I’m sorry that you had to go through that, really. No child should experience these kinds of horrors.”

“And we let a fourteen-year-old and two 10-year-olds fight in a barbaric war,” he exhaled. “I just hope that this war will end sooner. I miss the days when the only thing we had to worry about was maintaining peace in the Galactic Republic.”

She groaned in frustration. “God, I hate politics so much. It’s just too many red strings that prevent us from taking further action, you know. I don’t even know why the Jedi Council had to get involved in the first place.”

“I see where you’re coming from. Too many politicians, with a few exceptions, are corrupted. They would rather fill their pockets with credits than caring about the citizens instead. Honestly, I have a feeling that the Republic will crumble eventually. It’s too fragile to maintain its pillars.”

“True,” she relented as she got up from her seat, holding a bouquet with both hands. “Well, I should get going. The Council assigned me to another battle and I have to depart as soon as possible.”

He nodded and bowed. “Is that asking me not to forget you?”

“I guess so,” Vanya lifted her shoulders. “But like you said, I won’t be gone forever, and so will you.”

“Goodbye Vanya,” Obi-Wan gave his last wave at her. “I hope we’ll see each other again once the war is over.”

“I will, Obi-Wan,” she promised, before leaving him by the stream, where the grasses were sprouting up and the water splashes with the spring wind. Little did they know, this was their last conversation with each other before the end of the era.

In A Dream

Chapter 1

Summary- The origin story of the superhero Raina aka Y/n

Warnings- Weapon X Program ( so a child being experienced on) and violence.

M/n- made up name

Alta ego name is Raina

Thoughts are in Italics.

Running. That’s all Ororo and her daughter Y/n was doing running though the woods of upstate New York from a group of people called Mutant Hunters. Ororo has dealt with these people like this before, he was called the Shadow King and he wanted Ororo to be one of his hounds because he was attracted to her power. But the people that were chasing them now is way worse because it was the United States government.

“Y/n you must keep up.” Ororo panted.

“I know mama but my legs hurt and I’m sleepy.” Y/n whine.

“I know baby I know but you need to stay awake for a little while longer and we’ll be home”.

As they are run Y/n tries to to sit down but Ororo clutches Y/n to her and say. “Do you want them to take you away from me.”

“No.”

“Then you will keep running.”

“Ok mama.”

Ororo and Y/n continue to run. Ororo sees a small town about a mile away.

All they need to do is to get civilization and they will be safe, but luck was not on their side Y/n gets shot with a tranquilizer and falls down to the ground.

“Oh no Y/n no.” Ororo sobbed.

Ororo tries to wake Y/n up and when that doesn’t work she she picks Y/n up and tries to run but she tripped over a log.

“Look I think we got one.” Said one of the men in the group that’s chasing then. Ororo looks over to where the voices and the dogs barking coming from and gets up.

“I hope one day you can forgive me but I can’t go through that again...I love you my little bird.” Ororo wept as she bent down and kiss Y/n on her forehead, then runs away before the group Mutant hunters can find her. A very lanky man with Sandy brown hair walks up to where Y/n is laying on the ground.

“Sir we got one.” he announced in his walkie talkie.

“Is it the mother or the daughter?” Said the man on the other side of the walkie talkie with Eager curiosity.

“It’s the daughter sir.”

“Bring her to me”.

“Copy that sir get her on the plane.” The lanky man yells at his men. Two men walks up to Y/m and carry to the plane.

“If she’s anything like her mother she will be very crucial.” The men on the phone made known.

“Yes sir Stryker.”

Stryker hangs up the phone and looks over the woman in his office.” Lucas was able to catch the child and not the mother.” Stryker hissed at the woman in front of him.

“William this is good thing the child’s mother is very advanced in her mutant abilities imagine what her child can do.” The woman pointed out.

“I know that’s why I’m assigning you to clean the cell across from Gambit.”

“Yes sir.”

“Oh Ava make sure you check on the construction on the east hallway.” Stryker noted.

“I’ll get right not it sir.” Ava answered walking out of Stryker’s office to Gambit”s cell.

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Gambit aka Remy LeBeau was born and raise in New Orleans Louisiana. Abandoned at birth because of his burning red eyes, Remy was kidnapped from his hospital ward by members of the New Orleans Thieves' Guild where he later on became an assassin. He has the ability to mentally create, control, and manipulate pure kinetic energy to his desire. At the time Gambit thought this is the life he wanted but things change people change. So he decided he was going to do one last job for the Guild it was supposed to be easy but he was ambushed by the Mutant Hunters. He’s been here for two years and trying to escape any chance he gets. Playing cards with the security guard and being Damn good, The guards start calling him Gambit.

“What do I owe the pleasure.”Gambit asked. Not finding the Willpower to get up and look at Ava.

“I’m not here for you Gambit, your testing don’t start until next week your getting a new cell mate.” Ava announced as she opens the cell across from Gambit and start cleaning it out.

“Great.” he mumbled. Not thrilled to have another mutant in this facility get an experiment song. Then the  alarm system sounds off causing the facility the flash red with curiosity Gambit sits up and see, Lucas and his team comes walking down the hallway with a little girl then places her in cell across from Gambit. With one look Gambit knew he wanted to do any and everything to protect her even  though he knows he can’t.

Trying not to think the worst. “What are you going to do to her?” Gambit trembled.

“A different take on the weapons program where we take two different mutant abilities and put them in one subject.” Ava grinned and side eyeing Y/n.” The patient zero.” She paused. “There wasn’t any problem.”

“Of course not when we found the girl on the ground and  the mother was nowhere to be found.” Lucas grinned.

“That doesn’t matter by the end of this she won’t remember she had a mother. That will be all.” Ava Said with fire.

Lucas and his team walks away. ”We’ll try not to kill this one.” Ava said in a dry tone then walks away.

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Y/n wakes up to the cold feeling of a concrete floor. She looks around not knowing her surroundings wondering where she is and how did she end up here before she was sleep she was with her mother and now she doesn’t see her anywhere.

“Mama mama.” Y/n calls out.

“Sorry chère your mama ain’t here.” Gambit lamented.

Y/n looks up and over and sees a man with deep red eyes.“Who are you and where am I.”

“I’m Gambit and your far from home.”

“Will I ever get to go home?”

“No I don’t think you will.” Gambit pause trying to gather his thoughts.  “What’s your name?”

When Y/n realize what Gambit said she starts to cry the bad people her mother was telling her about got her. “Y/n Moure.“ she sobbed.

“There’s no time to cry petit you have to listen to every word I say ok.” Gambit began In a calm voice.

Y/n nods and wipes her face with the sleeve of her shirt.

“Don’t tell anyone your name and don’t talks to anyone but me ok?” Gambit stated.

“Ok...wha-what is going to happen to me.” Y/n questioned.

Gambit takes a well needed deep breath then asserted. ”There going to experiment on you, there gonna try to make the first mutant with two different abilities. You need to be ready, when they take you and bring you back you have to remember every detail count your steps I’ll try to find a way for us to escape no repeat everything I just told you.”

“I need to be ready they’re going to experiment on me don’t tell anyone my name don’t talk to anyone but you remember every detail and count my steps.”

“Good.”

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Y/n wakes up in a hospital style robe on an examining table struggling to move as a man with the red beard walks up to her.

“There’s no point in moving the restraints will keep you still long enough for me to continue with the procedure.” He proclaimed in a level way. ”What is your name?”

Remember what Gambit said don’t tell anyone your name.

“M/n”

“M/n what a lovely name I’m Dr. Cornelius.”

“Why are you doing this to me?”

“Well you see M/n not everyone can be born with your gifts that’s where we come in the Weapons Program we take mutants and turn them into soldiers.” Dr. Cornelius imparted as he walks over to a table, and gets a syringe filled with blood there’s a name on it.

Jean Grey?

He then walks back over to Y/n. “I paid a lot of money for this blood from Mr. Sinister it would be a shame it goes to waste.” He claimed in a soothing tone as he injects Y/n with the blood then everything goes black.

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Y/n wakes up in a dark and empty room. “Hello!” She shouted into the darkness.

“Mama! Mama! Gambit!” Y/n Screamed for her mother and Gambit. When she realizes that no one is there she up and sits on the ground and being to crying. As she is sobbing on the ground  Y/n starts to feel warmth spread all over her like she was standing in the sun. She looks up and sees a light, she then rushes towards it and sees a bird on fire.

“Whoa what are you?” Y/n wondered.

“I am phoenix.” The bird said proudly as she wipes away Y/n’s tears.

“Hello I’m Y/n...what are you?”

“My sweet child I associate with the sun.” The phoenix said with a small smile.

Y/n looks up at the phoenix confused. “I am born from the sun.”

“Like outer space in the solar systems?” Y/n asked.

”Yes I am ...why are you sad?” The Bird said in a curious tone.

“I’m all alone.” Y/n whispered.

“My dear child you are not alone because we are one, sweet Y/n you can trust Gambit.” The phoenix proclaimed as touches Y/n’s head.

Y/n wakes up.

“Your awake I thought I would have to tell Stryker you  died 15 Thousand dollars down the drain.” Dr. Cornelius announced. ”How do you feel?”

“The same.” Y/n replied in a dry tone.

“Nothing different uhh I guess it’s a waiting process. I’ll come and get you this time tomorrow nurse.” A nurse walks up to the doctor. “Take M/n to her cell.”

The Nurse walks Y/n her cell and Y/n remember what Gambit told her she start, looking every where there’s a four way hallway. Y/n and the nurse turns down the Second hallway to the left Y/n sees a security office, where a map of the facility is on the wall. The nurse walks up to Y/n’s cell and punch in the code to open door then pushes Y/n in closing the door behind her.

“You’re better off not fighting fighting it only makes it worse.” the nurse shared with a sad grimace then walks away.

“I did what you said I counted my steps it was 35 and there’s a map of the facility in security office.” Y/n said in a cheerfully tone.

“Good job now all I have to do is get to at security office and get a look at the map.” Gambit trailed off.

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Dr. Cornelius came and got Y/n for more testing ,but this time he turns down to the first hallway on the right he. Taking her into a ready room where the walls are padded and there’s a table with vases on it. He takes a sit in the corner and observe Y/n.

“Today we’re going to see if the mutant blood connected with yours. Now we know of your mother’s ability she could control the weather and so can you now use your powers.” Dr. Cornelius noted.

Y/n doesn’t move or show any signs of her abilities.

“Now M/n we can do this the easy way or the hard way I will let you decide your fate.” He said in a level way.

Y/n makes a cloud out of midair causing it to rain filling all four vases with water.

Stryker and Ava watch from a two way mirror in astonishment as Y/n fill the vases.

“Stunning tell her to something else.” Stryker urged Dr Cornelius through the ear piece.

“Can you freeze the water?” Instead of answering Dr. Cornelius Question Y/n freezes the water inside the vases.

“I don’t believe her mother was at that level of her mutant abilities.” Stryker noted.

”See I told you this one will be promising.” Ava quipped.

“Now tell her to make a object move.” Stryker tells Dr Cornelius .

“Now try to make something move M/n.”

Y/n concentrate on making the frozen vase move but nothing happens.

“Are you sure you’re trying.” Dr. Cornelius remarked.

“Yes I am.“ Y/n growled at Dr. Cornelius.

Stryker takes the The intercom and asserted in a firm persistence voice “Well try harder you’re not leaving this room until that object moves.” Y/n is trying to make the object moves and nothing happens she keeps trying and trying.

“I can’t do it ok I can’t I just-“

Everything in the room Y/n and Stryker is in begins to levitate. Dr. Cornelius looks around the room in amazement, that his procedure actually worked he actually created the first Mutant to have two different abilities.

“Now can move forward and try testing my experiment on other mutants”. Dr. Cornelius thought.

Y/n hears Dr. Cornelius voice clear as day in her head. Trying not to show any sign of discomfort Y/n turns her back on the doctor and the mirror.

What’s going on? How can hear Dr. Cornelius’s voice in my head. what did they do to me?

Stryker speak into the mic with a casual tone.”Now...was that so hard.” Stryker looks over at Ava and announced. “Start her combat training I want her to be ready for anything.”

“Yes sir.” Ava walks into the room that Y/n is in grabs her and walks her out.

“Where are you talking me.” Y/n said in a curious voice.

“Your training.” Ava replied in a dry way as she is walking Y/n into a training room.

“Arakan will break her and mold her into the perfect weapon.” Ava’s voice echoed into Y/n’s head.

Y/n walks into training room where she see a tall, big, tough looking guy with dark brown-eye and Pitch black straight hair waring a robe. “This is Arakan he going to be teaching you Japanese and Brazilian jujitsu and mix martial arts, we need you at your at your upmost Tippedy top shape for you to be part of the Weapons Program.” Ava takes a Sit in the corner. “You may begin.” Ava publicized.

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Six months later

Y/n hit the floor. Hard. Winded and groaning in pain, she struggled to her feet, blocked the next blow from her opponent, roared she defiance and charged the man who opposed her. Arakan then a pulls a knife jumps at Y/n but before he can stabs her Y/n puts up a Force field and blast him back. Then the room began to shake all the training equipment began to float in midair. Watching form a two way mirror Ava rushes into the room and shot Y/n with a dart to knock her out.

“I thought you was finding a way to help control weapon 15’s Powers she can’t keep losing control, this is the seventh incident since you did the procedure doctor.” Stryker claimed in a level way.

“Will you see Stryker sir we don’t know how to control her abilities only she can do that. We just need her fully compatible in combat which she is she knows when to protect herself with her powers and would not to. At any moment she could’ve used her powers and stopped Arakan, but she didn’t this is progress before she was just using her powers just to use them to hurt Arakan but  now she only calls upon them when she needs them.” Dr. Cornelius commented.

“I need her powers under control or she’s going back on ice.” Stryker hissed ordered as he walks out of the room as the nurses take Y/n to her cell.

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“Phoenix are you there?” Y/n curious tone.

The phoenix appears behind Y/n making her turn around.

“You call for me.” Said the Phoenix with a fond look.

“They’re gonna put me back on ice again if I don’t control my powers.” Y/n announced.

”You shouldn’t fight me let us become one.”

“Is that really the answer?”

“Only you can decide that.”

Y/n wakes up and her cell looking up at the ceiling thinking how is she ever going to leave this place if she keeps fighting the phoenix. Maybe letting the Phoenix becoming one with herself won’t be so bad.

“What’s going on in your head petit” Gambit wondered.

“I just wanna be out of here I want to go home.” Y/n ended.

“Me too petit me too.” Gambit said with a sad smile.

Y/n sits up and look over at Gambit. “Do you think it’s a bad idea if I use the phoenix to get us out of here.”

“Petit you know what it does to you. What if you can’t snap back?” Gambit asked.

“If I can’t control my powers, there’re putting me on ice again and I know the next time I go to training I’m gonna lose control.” Y/n acknowledged.

Y/n yells for the guard he walks up to her cell.

“What do you want?” The guard questioned.

“Tell Arakan that I want to finish my training.” Y/n told the guard.

“What are you doing?” Gambit questioned feeling very uncertain of what Y/n is about to do.

The guard pulls out his walkie-talkie and radios for Arakan. “Weapon 15 wants to finish her training.”

“Ok walk her back to the training room.” Arakan replied.

The guard opens Y/n’s cell door and walks her back to the training room she see Arakan waiting for her. “They said if you don’t control your powers within the next few hours you’re going back on ice so you need to get those powers under control.” Arakan encouraged.

“No I don’t think I will be able to do that.” Y/n answered.

Before Arakan can’t even throw a punch the room begins to shake the lights flicker then pop the shards of glass spread all over the room the second mirror window breaks then the doctor walks into the room grabbing Y/n.

Y/n  put up a fight. She tried scratching him, kicking him, and biting him. “Let go me Cornelius! Let me go!” Y/n said as she struggled to free herself from his grasp.

“Was this your whole plan to get put back on ice!” Dr Cornelius wondered.

As Dr Cornelius is putting Y/n into the freezing containment he tells her. “You will be under for one week maybe you’ll learn your lesson.” Dr Cornelius freezers Y/n.

A 15 minutes later the container that Y/n is in begin to crack. Y/n had let the Phoenix take over completely she then breaks the glass of the containment. She walks out of it with the flick of her wrist everything she sees is in flames filling the whole containment area with smoke and fire.

“We have a breach in lower level C a repeat we have a breach in lower level C.” The guard said in a panicky voice as he is rushes into the same room as Y/n. The lights in the whole Facility are flashing red. “Freeze.” The Guard said pointing his gun at Y/n.

“Stand down Weapon 15 or I will have no other choice but to open fire.”he continued. ”I repeat stand down or I will open fire.” Y/n is still walking towards him.

In that moment the guard realize that Y/n wasn’t going to stop he open fire only to have his bullets stop by her her hand.

“Do you think your bullets can hurt me.” Y/n mocked as she sends the bullets flying in a different Direction. Walking away down the hallway where the prisoners being held and destroy every cell door she walks past. Gambit walks out of his cell and see Y/n.

“Petit?” Gambit mumbled.

“I am Phoenix and I’m the reason you are going to escape now let’s go.“ Y/n explained. Y/n grabs Gambit and they run to the security office and get the map of the facility.

“It would seem the exit its at the east hallway.” Gambit confirmed.

“Come on.” Y/n and Gambit are running to the east hallway several guards have There guns pointed at them.

“Return to your cell or we will have to open fire.” The guard said in a firm persistence.

With a wave of her hands all the guards’s guns dismember. Stryker walks in between the guards.

“Let’s not do anything you will regret How about we go back to our cells.” Stryker said in a soothing tone.

“So you can put me back on ice not happening.” Y/n barked at Stryker and his guards.

Y/n rises her hand and the guns levitate in the air. She then points them at Stryker and the guards.

“I’ve never been one to take a life but if you do not let me and Gambit go I will kill all of you” Y/n informed. The facility begins to shake.

“Petit Calm down.” Gambit murmured.

“Now M/n be reasonable you don’t want that blood on your hands.” Stryker said with a panicky voice.

The Concrete walls being to crack, and  Y/n’s eyes and hair starts to glow red. She then sending a powerful blast to Stryker and his guards knocking them unconscious. Gambit takes this opportunity to steal everyone’s wallet. They continue to run to the east hallway Y/n see a room that’s unfinished with the name Weapon X on the The container. As they get to the door they see other mutants trying to get the door open.

“How are we going to get out of here the door sealed shut.” Said a blue boy.

“What If we use all our powers together we might get the door open.” Said a girl with cat eyes.

“Everyone stand back.” Y/n told. All the mutants back away from the door as Y/n walks up to the door and touch the door, and it dissolves under her touch everyone looks shocked including Gambit for a moment. Then everyone runs out the door and scatter like rats when the lights come on.

“We need a car. Seal up that door so no one can get out I’ll go find us a car.” Gambit told Y/n then rushes off to find a car he finds one near a pine tree, he gets in it and Hotwire the car once he gets it started he drives back to where Y/n is waiting for him.

“Get in.” he urged. Y/n gets in the car and he drives away. “Search the car for a map we need to find a way to get pass the border without any problems.” He beseeched.

“Relax all you need to do is get us there I’ll do the rest.” Y/n grinned.

As Gambit drives up to the border he see that’s is only one car ahead of them.

“What’s the plan?” Gambit lilted.

“Just drive up to the Border agent.“ Y/n told Gambit.

The car ahead of then drive through then. Hands tighten around the steering wheel as Gambit drives up to the border agent.

“I’m going to ask you a few questions to verify your citizenship and I’m going to need to see your passport.” Border Agent told Gambit.

But before Gambit  can say anything Y/n lean forward and look at the board agent. “That won’t be necessary we are Americans and we can pass.” Y/n told to Border agent he nods cheerfully at Gambit and Y/n. “All clear.” He Reported.

Gambit drives through the checkpoint. “See now we’re home free I’m going to take a nap.” Y/n said with a sleepy sigh and climbs in the back seat of the car lays to go to sleep.

Hours later on the road Y/n wakes up with a stretch of both arms in different directions.

“Gambit.” Y/n calls out in a sleepy voice. She sits up and looks over at Gambit and see him driving. “What happened? How did we escape.”

Taking his eyes off the rode for a brief moment to look at Y/n. “You don’t remember what happened.” Gambit asked in a curious way.

“No I don’t...where are we.” Y/n asked.

“Columbus Ohio I was gonna stop at a hotel so you can get clean I got us some clothes.”

“Ok where are we going.” Y/n asked in a curious tone.

“New Orleans.”

A/n- I think this is going to be a two or three parter I don’t know yet this is my first time writing anything I know it’s not good but I hope you can understand what I was writing. If I have any Diehard Gambit or Storm fan reading you will know what chapter two with be about.

Part 2

The Gamer Hero, Deku Chapter 1

A/N I hope you guys like my first fanfiction. This is a concept that I thought of that I'm surprised hasn't come up yet, at least for BNHA. Either that or it has and I haven't seen it yet.

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"Sorry, kid, it's not going to happen," the doctor said. "If you had a Quirk, it would've shown itself by now."

"What do you mean?" my mom asked.

The doctor pointed to an x-ray of my foot. "After the emergence of Quirks, there were studies done. It was found that most people with a Quirk lack this joint right here. It's possible for someone to have the joint and a Quirk regardless, but if Izuku here hasn't developed a Quirk at this age, it probably means he doesn't have one."

After that, I was crushed. The one thing that I wanted most was to be a hero, and now that dream seemed completely out of reach. How could I become a hero without a Quirk? I never completely gave up, but after a while, it just seemed so hard. It was around this time that I really started to get into video games. In them, I could be the hero. I was always the hero. I saved the day, stopped the bad guys, and had all kinds of cool powers. Maybe... maybe that was what kept me going. At any rate, I eventually redoubled my efforts to become a hero and began analyzing everything I possibly could about heroes. I watched hundreds of videos of fights between heroes and villains in all kinds of environments. I went to see every hero fight I could. I learned enough that I could theoretically be certified a Quirk counselor if I took the exam. Still, I always had some doubt as to whether or not I could do it. If there was ever a hero without a Quirk, they never made it big enough to even be mentioned. Everyone at school laughed at me for saying I wanted to be a hero.

But that all changed the day my Quirk awakened.

I woke up feeling odd, but couldn't quite place why. It only hit me when I was brushing my teeth. When I was just about done, I noticed something weird above my head in the mirror. I looked up and immediately spat out my toothpaste when I saw white text floating above my head. It might have been reversed, but I could read it clear as day.

The Gamer

LV 5

Midoriya Izuku

I had no idea what to make of it. "Why is there a text box floating over my head!?" I thought. "And what's with that part that says 'The Gamer?" I might have stayed there, staring like a deer in headlights at my own reflection, for hours if my mom hadn't called up to me.

"Izuku! Hurry up or you'll be late for school!" That snapped me out of my reverie. Whatever it was could probably wait until I was at school.

"Coming!" I yelled back down, and then hurriedly finished getting ready. When I went downstairs, she was waiting for me with my lunch. After she gave it to me (along with a hug and a kiss) I looked above her head.

Supermom

LV 11

Midoriya Inko

So it wasn't just me. It seemed to me like she couldn't see the words, considering the fact that she hadn't reacted at all. Still, better to be safe than sorry. "Hey, Mom?"

"Yes, Izuku?"

"Have you noticed anything strange today?"

"No, why do you ask?"

"I thought something was off. I guess I just stayed up a little too late last night." She narrowed her eyes at me. "D-don't worry, though! I'm fine now." That confirmed that she couldn't see the text floating above our heads. Satisfied, I headed out the door.

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On the way to school, I saw that everyone had a title above their heads. "It's just like a video game!" I thought. I stopped for a second as a thought struck me, then continued as I thought about it. "Could this be a Quirk? What if that's the reason? It'd explain why only I can see these titles. The doctor did say that it was possible I had a Quirk, just not likely. But why now? Why wouldn't my Quirk have shown up earlier?" I was so distracted that I didn't even notice the crowd until I walked into someone's back. After apologizing, I followed everyone's gaze to see a giant, monstrous man standing on the overpass.

Giant Monster Man

LV 32

Yamazaki Riku

"Guy gets cornered by heroes and just turns into a giant monster," a nearby man said as if it was a common occurrence. I made my way through the crowd toward the front. When I did, a bunch of fangirls squealed as a guy who looked like a cross between a ninja and a tree kicked the giant in the face. "It's Kamui Woods," I said. I squinted and just barely made out his title while he monologued at the villain.

?

LV ?

Nishiya Shinji

Huh. I figured that the titles had some limitations to it. My assumption was immediately given some credit when a giant woman kicked the giant villain in the jaw while he was distracted with Kamui Woods' special attack.

?

LV ?

Takeyama Yu

"Mt. Lady, huh?" the guy next to me said. "She's certainly making a name for herself. Seems like she might make it big."

"Yeah," I muttered. "She's certainly got a good Quirk for hero work. Plenty of power and flashy too. I can see a few downsides, though. She can't use it in tight spaces and being that big would definitely cause a lot of collateral damage." I was interrupted by a ping. I looked down to see... a blue text box?

A new skill has been created through special action! Continuously analyzing your surroundings has created the skill 'Observe' to gain information about objects.

Observe (Active) LV1 EXP: 0.00%

The ability to observe one's surroundings and gain information from it.

Gives the user information about the object it is used on.

Yet again, all I could do was gape at what I saw. A skill... so this wasn't just identifying people... I don't know how I immediately knew how to use it, but I did. "Observe," I thought while looking at the text box for the Observe skill, and a new text box popped up.

The text box for the Observe skill. Shows the effects and experience of the Observe skill.

I probably would've played around with this more, but the man next to me cleared his throat and said, "Hey, kid! Are you okay?"

"O-oh, I'm fine!" I blurted out.

"You looked pretty distracted, there. Something happen?" he asked.

"Don't worry about it," I replied. "My Quirk's just a little weird." I was just using it as an excuse, but... it had to have been my Quirk. There was no other explanation for it. I decided that I'd explore this new Quirk as best I could when I got to school. Wait. "I HAVE TO GET TO SCHOOL!" I realized and ran for it.

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Once I made it to my homeroom, I immediately collapsed into my chair, panting. I looked at the text boxes that had appeared on the run to my school.

The level of the skill Observe has increased by one! The level of the skill Observe has increased by one!

Those and a bunch of Observe text boxes made up most of them. I saw the LV1 on Observe's text box and inferred that I could probably raise the level of the skill by using it a bunch. Naturally, I spammed it at every item I could on the run over. However, there were two that I hadn't expected.

Due to repeated struggles, your VIT has increased by one.

Due to prolonged running, your DEX has increased by one.

Well. That was interesting. I suppose it made sense. I may have gained some weird video game power, but I was still in real life... supposedly... so I was still able to exercise. I wondered what my stats were, then had an idea. I concentrated, then thought the word "Menu" to myself, just like when I used Observe. It didn't surprise me, then, when a menu popped up.

Status Screen

Skill List

Inventory

Party Options

Map

Quest Log

Options

Well, that seemed interesting. I decided to start at the top and make my way down. "Status Screen"

Name: Midoriya Izuku

Title: The Gamer

Level: 5

HP: 250/250

MP: 275/275

STR: 10

VIT: 11

DEX: 11

INT: 30

WIS: 10

LUK: 10

POINTS: 0

MONEY: 0 Yen

What? I got most of my stats, but... why would a level five character have twenty more points in INT than in the other stats? I guess that explained why I didn't start at level one, but... maybe I got five stats per level after one and my Quirk automatically dumped those into INT because of my above-average IQ? I guess that made sense, but I really wished it hadn't. I could have probably used those points better myself, Quirk! Still... I decided that I'd have to train up my stats the hard way at first. "I can probably focus on INT, WIS, and LUC during school hours. Studying and doing math problems should probably increase my INT, maybe I could increase my WIS by meditating, and if I constantly flip a coin and call it that'd probably increase LUC. As for out of school, I said I was going to Yuuei, so nobody would think twice about me exercising like crazy. Actually, why haven't I done that already? 'Exercised like crazy' is half of what made Batman Batman, so why did it take me this long to figure out that I should do that!?" I then noticed another text box.

Due to planning things carefully, your WIS has increased by one!

That's probably what led to me questioning my previous actions. I would have thought about that further, but I was interrupted (again) by someone saying my name. "Midoriya-kun is also planning on going to Yuuei." Oh no.

"WHAT!? DEKU!?" Kacchan went over to my desk and started burning my desk with tiny explosions. I got a good look at his name.

Lord Explosion Murder

LV 14

Bakugou Katsuki

That title was really accurate. "YOU DON'T EVEN HAVE A FUCKING QUIRK, YA SHITTY DEKU! YOU'RE JUST A DISGRACE!"

"Kacchan..." I sighed. I was surprisingly calm considering the fact that an explosive blonde was shouting in my face. I guessed I was just really distracted by the whole "I have a Quirk now" thing. "You can't stop me from going to Yuuei, no matter what you do." "Actually," I thought, "while he's in my face like this... Observe."

Name: Bakugou Katsuki

Title: Lord Explosion Murder

Level: 14

HP: 800/800

MP: 725/725

STR: 27

VIT: 25

DEX: 35

INT: 29

WIS: 13

LUC: 13

Quirk: Explosion

Emotions: Angry, worried

That last one didn't seem right... "SHITTY DEKU! I'LL MURDER YOU!"

"Bakugou, calm down!" the teacher said. "Remember, you're not supposed to use your Quirk in school. I don't think that getting a detention will look very good to Yuuei."

"FINE! I'M JUST GONNA GLARE AT HIM!"

"PLease limit yourself to that. That isn't against the rules and doesn't cause a disturbance."

"MAYBE I WILL!"

Wow Kacchan is high-strung. I sighed as he plopped back into his seat and started glaring at me. With that threat out of the way, I decided to test my new training regimen.

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On the walk home from school, I decided to review what I'd done at school. After Bakugou's outburst, I'd decided to try out meditation, which yielded quite the fruit.

A skill has been created through special action! Through repeated meditation, the skill 'Meditation' has been created.

Meditation (Active) LV2 EXP: 61.23%

By clearing one's mind, the mind becomes much sharper. This skill allows the user to meditate on the mysteries of life, the universe, and everything for enlightenment.

Increase HP recovery per minute by WIS while meditating.

Increase MP recovery per minute by WIS while meditating.

Increase stamina recovery per minute by WIS while meditating.

WIS can be trained through meditation.

Through repeated meditation, your WIS has increased by one!

I also found a 500 yen coin during lunch and started flipping it as I'd planned. Just like I'd thought, calling it right enough times had increased my LUC.

Due to repeatedly winning games of chance, your LUC has increased by one!

"I should probably focus on VIT and DEX, and especially DEX. Even if I can shrug off getting punched by a truck and hit with the same amount of force, there's going to be some attacks that I can only dodge." I would have done some more planning, but I was interrupted by a weird feeling and a ping. I was excited to see what this new text box would bring me until...

A new skill has been created through special action! Through exposure to impending doom, the skill 'Sense Danger' has been created.

I had about a second to think "Well that is the second most ominous thing I've ever seen." before a manhole burst with some form of sludge. The sludge consolidated into a single blob that somehow had eyes and a mouth with teeth.

Sludge Monster

LV 26

Kurosawa Shou

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A/N: CLLLLIFFHANGER! I hope you guys like it! Just know that I'm always open to constructive criticism, especially with my math because fuck math. Also I'd like to apologize in advance if my updates are erratic. I'm still in school and I can get easily distracted.

Wildest Dreams (episode 4)

In the harsh light of day the weight of the night before is setting in.  My mouth is super dry, my head is pounding and I'm having flashbacks, hot flashbacks but it's hard to concentrate on them with the pain.

I can here a conversation going on, I guess Angus finally got that FaceTime call from his sister. I can hear his end clearly but her replies come through muffled. I focus in on what he is saying and I realise they're talking about me.

"No Immie, Im not going to give you her name"

muffled reply

"you know exactly why, you'd look her up on simstergram and stalk her profile, trust me, you'll  meet her when the time is right, I just don't need my big sister scaring her off"

I get up and move closer to the door, I've never been the kind who listens in on private conversation but considering Im the subject matter I can't stop.

"Look Immie, it's more than likely that she's going to wake up and pretend nothing happened again, just like she did on Thursday."

"Give her time Gus, If she's as sweet as you say she is I'm sure she's worth the effort" Imogen assure him.

Am I worth the effort?

Angus ends his call and I can now hear a blender stopping and starting. Time to venture out of the room. He's standing in his kitchen dressed only in shorts and it's freezing.

"Morning" he says in an upbeat tone, "Did I wake you?"

"No, my hangover woke me, I swear Im never drinking again" I pledge

"Famous last words Miss Green, we've all been there"

"Ah Im sure you never have Mister McKennzie, given that you don't consume carbs"

"I use to be quite a heavy drinker"

"Oh, sorry"

Change the subject Zoey

"what are you concocting in the blender?"

"The worlds best hang over cure"

And he's going to make me drink it!

"Are you not cold, it's freezing Angus"

"I went for a run earlier, sorry, is it making you uncomfortable? I'll go put a shirt on"

Don't think Zoey, just act on impulse, you can do this.

"No, don't" I plead, reaching my hand out to touch his rock hard abs and I don't know which one of us is more shocked. My fingers move slowly up his torso, sweep across his neck and make the way to his mouth, I let my thumb play with his bottom lip and he kisses it softly. He pulls me in closer and brings his lips to mine, I'm anticipating his kiss but he just opens his mouth and asks "Is there a chance that you're still drunk?"

I shake my head, no

He kisses me, lifting me up off the ground.

"Do you have to be home at a certain time today" Angus enquires.

"No but I do have homework I need to do at some stage this weekend so I will need to get our bags from your office" I reply

"You mean those bags" He asks, pointing to the corner where he's carefully placed both my school bag and Tess' too.

"What do you have planned Angus?"

"I was thinking we could drive up the coast to Sulani, I know it's winter but there some great spots to grab lunch on the Island"

"How do you get to the Island  though?"

"Ferryboat from New Crest" He informs me

"Im in"

I check my phone in the car and I'm surprised to see that I only had 2 missed calls, one from home and the other from Tess. That's very unlike Tess, usually she would just keep calling until I picked up, her record was 35 calls in the space of an hour. I call home first and my mother answers.

"Hi Zoey"

"Hi Mum"

"I called before to see if you'll be home for dinner tonight and if Angus would be joining you?"

"How did you know I was with Angus?" I asked, thinking Tess must of ratted me out

"Oh, He called us last night, said you had passed out drunk on his couch and he had put you in his sisters bed. Lovely boy he is, we had a long chat too"

I shoot Angus a look and he just smiles, keeping his eyes on the road.

"So, Im not in trouble?" I ask mum

"Why would you be in trouble, we know you're safe and not lying in a ditch somewhere, plus you're our good girl, we know we don't need to worry about you, unlike Tess"

When I hang up the phone my head is filled with so many questions, like what did they chat about.

"We talked about you Zoey, how you're going to University next year and you're hoping to study medicine" Angus informs me, like he's reading my thoughts, "I didn't know you wanted to become a doctor?" he continues

"My parents want me to become a doctor and don't get me wrong, I wouldn't mind studying medicine, my marks are high enough to get in too but I wouldn't mind becoming a vet either, I love animals, especially dogs" I explain

"You should do what makes you happy Zoey"

I wish it was that simple though.

The ferry ride from New Crest to Sulani takes about 40 minutes, the water is choppy and the wind is blowing a gail but Angus holds onto me tightly the whole way.

"This place is beautiful" I say when we arrive, the water is crystal clear and the sand is pure white.

"Yeah it is, I come up here a lot in Summer, we have a house on the beach and locals are so accommodating"

"I need to ask a question and I apologise is advance if it comes out rude but you're 22, how do you own so much property, it's like you hit the motherlode" I ask and he laughs

"Immie was a world renowned scientist. she invented a cloning machine, among other things, made Billions from it, retired at 32 and now travels the world, she comes home in the warmer months, helps me out with the gym but mostly she leaves me in charge of making the big decisions, I've got creative control over everything" He explains.

We walk to The Sand Bar, a small bar with a food stall out front. We put our orders in and find a wicker cane lounge to sit on.

"Ok Zoey, I think it's my turn to ask the personal question" he says, I can hear the reservation in his voice but still he pushes on, "You've talked to me non stop about your relationship with Tess and I've met your Mother and Step Father, who you also seem to be really close to but you've not once mentioned your actual father"

It was a painful subject, a wound that had never healed. I can feel the hot tears welling up in my eyes.

"Oh fuck, Zo, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have brought it up, it's none of my business, forget I've asked. Shit, I wanted to have the best first date with you and now I've ruined it and made you cry." He comforts me, wiping my tears away with a napkin

"It's ok" I assure him, "I cry when I'm angry, I'm not angry at you or that you asked, please don't think that. I'm angry because our father abandoned us, left my mother with nothing, alone to raise to two children on her own. Tess and I were only 10 and he just didn't come home, he moved to Oasis Spings with his girlfriend, Eliza Pancakes and they started a new family together, we never heard from him again"

"Im so sorry Zoey, what a prick, you're poor mother and you girls" He exclaims, shocked

"There were some pretty dark times, bills went unpaid and our power was shut off a few times but Ruth got us through it, she took a job as the hostess at Chez Llama and worked really hard to make sure we had everything we needed. That's where she met Don too, he was head chef. They married about a year later and we moved to Brindleton Bay." I explain

"Imogen tells me that Don Lothario was a bit of a playboy in his younger days at Riverview High. Your mother has done a great job taming him" He laughs and I do too

"You wouldn't even know he once had a wild side, he's so devoted to Mum and is more of father to Tess and I than our biological father ever was"

On the drive home from New Crest I receive a call from Tess.

"Where are you? Im bored and have no-one to talk to" she cries

"I'm about an hour away, I'll be there soon, I promise. I just remembered, I forgot to call you back too, I'm the worst sister in the whole world" I laugh

"You so are Zoey, You get a boyfriend and forget all about me, the real love of your life. Nah, it's all good, I called Angus, I knew you were safe" she assures me.

BOYFRIEND? What? I hadn't thought about that label, it was all too new, I hadn't even had a chance to debrief with Tess. I can feel my breathing starting to become more rapid

"I gotta go...see you soon T"

"I'm pulling over Zoey, just hold on" Angus cries, anticipating my oncoming panic attack.

As soon as the car has safely come to a stop I jump out. The cool evening air hitting my hot cheeks. The attack takes about a minute or two to pass but the shame and embarrassment sticks around.

"Im going to kill your sister" He announces

"It's not her fault, she just has no filter sometimes and get excited" I explain

"I was going to ask you, I just couldn't find the right moment today" He rambles

"Ask me what?" Now Im confused

"To be my Girlfriend, to make this offical, I know it's sudden but I'm not the type to be out there dating multiple girls all at once. I want to be committed to just one girl, to you Zoey, I want you to be my girl?" He asks, sheepishly

"I've never been a Girlfriend before though" I explain

"It's not like applying for a job at the barista house Zoey, you don't really need previous experience"

"I know Angus but look at me? Normal girls get excited about moments like this, I have a panic attack"

He takes me by the hands and looks me deep in the eye

"Zoey Green, would you do me the honour of becoming my Girlfriend"

Don't overthink it Zoey

"Yes, Angus McKennzie"

He picks me up, spins me around and plants a kiss on me.

NSFW asks ya dirty

U live to embarrass me w these 🙄🙄❤️❤️❤️❤️ 1. Are looks important in a relationship? Yeah! There has to be physical attraction on both ends in my experience. 2. Are relationships ever worth it? Definitely 3. Are you a virgin? Nope 4. Are you in a relationship? Nope 5. Are you in love? What is Love 6. Are you single this year? Since June 7. Can you commit to one person? Yeah! 8. Describe your crush Extremely intelligent and funny, has a distracting smile and would do anything to make sure others are okay. Brutally honest, but with a positive outlook on things. Has a unique point of view on things I’ve never seen before, never fails to surprise me. 9. Describe your perfect mate Not sure how you’d know, but someone who’s just gets it. 10. Do you believe in love at first sight? I believe in connections 11. Do you ever want to get married? Yeah!! 12. Do you forgive betrayal? Not really lmao 13. Do you get jealous easily? Sort of14. Do you have a crush on anyone? Sure 15. Do you have any piercings? Just my ears 16. Do you have any tattoos? Nope 17. Do you like kissing in public? It depends! I’m weird about pda, it just depends how people around are acting. 20. Do you shower every day? Yes 21. Do you think someone has feelings for you? Yeah 22. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now? Prob not 23. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat? Yeah??? Kind of shitty if you can’t bro 24. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years? Maybe! 25. Do you want to be in a relationship this year? Yep 26. Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you? Yeah many times 27. Has someone ever written a song or poem for you? Yes28. Have you ever been cheated on? Yeah lmao 29. Have you ever cheated on someone? Nope 30. Have you ever considered plastic surgery? If so, what would you change about your body? Nah I wouldn’t do it 31. Have you ever cried over a guy/girl? Of course 32. Have you ever experienced unrequited love? Yeah, was just at the end of the relationship 33. Have you ever had sex with a man? Yeah 34. Have you ever had sex with a woman? Yeah 35. Have you ever kissed someone older than you? Yes 36. Have you ever liked one of your best friends? Sure37. Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated? Yeah lmao and your friends know better almost always 38. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to? Yep 39. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have? Yep40. Have you ever written a song or poem for someone? Yeah lol 41. Have you had sex so far this year? Yes 42. How long can you just kiss until your hands start to wander? Uhhhh not long 43. How long was your longest relationship? Two and a half years 44. How many boyfriends/girlfriends have you had? Four 45. How many people did you kiss in 2012/2013? None I was 12-13 46. How many times did you have sex last year? A lot! No idea the actual name never lmao 47. How old are you? 1748. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say? Go for it!! 49. If you have a boyfriend/girlfriend, what is your favorite thing about him/her? 50. If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept? Not sure an apology would be due for it though 51. Is there a boy/girl who you would do absolutely everything for? I guess 52. Is there anyone you’ve given up on? Why? You can’t change people’s motives or how they’re going to treat others if they’re not willing to listen 53. Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are? I hope not?? 54. Is there someone you will never forget? Lots of people! 55. Share a relationship story. Mmm Cora and I would dress up as smth cute for Halloween, like Wall-E and Eve last year, and that’s one positive I can take out of that lol 56. State 8 facts about your body Need to lose weight I have super soft hairGray/blue eyes All of my features are long (legs, torso, hands, arms) 57. Things you want to say to an ex Yeah, stop being manipulative to everyone?? Just chill and don’t run over your boyfriend, don’t scream at him about wanting attention before you’re dating (your friends talk about you constantly it’s annoying) and just let it flow. Keep your hands to yourself, and let yourself be happy. 58. What are five ways to win your heart? Clear intentions Not overbearing Same interests Music Just v cute 59. What do you look like? (Post a picture!)60. What is the biggest age difference between you and any of your partners? 3 years 61. What is the first thing you notice in someone? Hair and eyes usually62. What is the sexiest thing someone could ever do for/to you? can I be edgy and say validation 63. What is your definition of “having sex”? ??? I guess w orgasms 64. What is your definition of cheating? If your intentions are to be with the other person, whether it’s purposeful flirting or action, that’s cheating. 65. What is your favourite foreplay routine? Y’all out here doing this to me Guess just feeling frustrated all day but being out or smth 66. What is your favourite roleplay? 👽👽👽67. What is your idea of the perfect date? Outside!! Doesn’t really matter where, but outside with something and someone beautiful 68. What is your sexual orientation? Bi 69. What turns you off? Mmm opinions, which sounds so superficial, but I can’t deal with ideals that don’t match up. Being rude or unpleasant, not listening 70. What turns you on? Intense looks, a connection ig, smiles, jawlines and collarbones are attractive?? Dk I’m bad at this 71. What was your kinkiest wet dream? Raised by Jesus I’m not gonna type it out 72. What words do you like to hear during sex? My name, begging ig?? 73. What’s something sweet you’d like someone to do for you? Yk when you mention something, but someone brings it up later and you’ve completely forgotten about it, but it just shows that they listen?? Smth like that 74. What’s the most superficial characteristic you look for? Just being stunning honestly 75. What’s the sweetest thing anyone’s ever done for you? Taken extra steps to find me and make sure I was okay 76. What’s the sweetest thing you’ve ever done for someone? Promise ring I guess 77. What’s your opinion on age differences in relationships? As long as it isn’t extreme!! The older you are, the bigger the age gaps could be. Don’t take advantage of a child lmao 78. What’s your dirtiest secret? You thought 79. When was the last time you felt jealous? Why? No idea, was probably just being petty 80. When was the last time you told someone you loved them? Yesterday probably, I say it quite a lot 81. Who are five people you find attractive? Uh Evelyne Brochu Ed Sheeran All of starfleet??? It’s a problem Kala off of Sense8 Harry Styles and I’m not ashamed bye 82. Who is the last person you hugged? Think it was Matt 83. Who was your first kiss with? You haha 84. Why did your last relationship fail? People are BITCHES Jk it just wasn’t right, along w a lot of issues on both parts 85. Would you ever date someone off of the Internet? I have I have You’re blessed

You're gonna kill me for this: "ready, set, sex" for doctor!Cas, rebel!Cas and witch!Cas. Answer as them as if they would be interviewed. [You can also answer whatever you want/feel comfortable with.]

Jesus Christ, you’re gonna kill me

1. Are looks important in a relationship?

Doctor!Cas: “As much as I love having a good-looking man in my bed, I think relationships are based on what’s within a person more than what’s outside.”Rebel!Cas: “Not really. I don’t care how they look as long as I love them.” Witch!Cas: “I don’t have much experience with relationships. Hook-ups are based on looks. Relationships are... weird. But I guess kinda?”

Me: “I agree with all the above.” 

2. Are relationships ever worth it?

Doctor!Cas: “Of course. The understanding and comfort you find in someone you love is important.”Rebel!Cas: “It highly depends on the person. If they are an asshole, nope. But sometimes, there’s that right person, you know?” WItch!Cas: “I don’t know. Relationships, in my experience, are shitty as hell. But I’m young.” 

Me: “Sometimes?”

3. Are you a virgin?

Doctor!Cas: “No, I’m not. Dean is not my first.” Rebel!Cas: “Of course not. I’ve had several relationships, and more partners before.” Witch!Cas: “Nope. Have you seen me?” *winks*

4. Are you in a relationship? (at the moment of the rp)

Doctor!Cas: “Not right now. My work matters a lot to me, I don’t have a lot of time for myself, let alone for someone else.” Rebel!Cas: “No. My stuff with Balthazar didn’t work out and I’m satisfied being single right now, but I’m open.”Witch!Cas: “Dean and I just started... something.” 

5. Are you in love?

Doctor!Cas: “Not at the moment.” Rebel!Cas: “With my ideals? Sure. With a person? No.” Witch!Cas: “I like him. A lot. Not love yet.” 

6. Are you single this year?

Doctor!Cas: “Yes. I have been single for a while.” Rebel!Cas: “Yes, what happened with Balth was last year.” Witch!Cas: “I’ve had a couple... things? But nothing major this year, before Dean.” 

7. Can you commit to one person?

Doctor!Cas; “A 100% yes. I’m a man easy to satisfy.” Rebel!Cas: “Yes. In a relationship, seeing elsewhere is not something I do.” Witch!Cas: “i think so. I’ve never cheated on someone I was in a relationship with. Flings don’t count.” 

8. Describe your crush

Doctor!Cas: “Okay, fuck, I have that crush on that new guy at the hospital. He’s tall, and has like... golden brown hair? Super green green eyes. Muscles. He’s annoying, and he seems like he doesn’t care, but I don’t know.” Rebel!Cas: “That’s embarrassing. It’s a cop. Yeah. A cop. He’s always there at night and he’s nice with me. Gives me food. You don’t know life before seeing that ass in that cop’s uniform.” Witch!Cas: “Dean is kind, genuine, a little... innocent maybe? You know. He’s caring. He makes sure I eat and he’s so nice to be around. So relaxing.” 

9. Describe your perfect mate

Doctor!Cas: “Someone who supports me, and knows when to slow me down. Someone who knows me, and understands me.” Rebel!Cas: “Someone who believes in something. Anything. Someone who’s passionate.” Witch!Cas: “Someone who makes me want to stay in one place, but still doesn’t tie me down.” 

10. Do you believe in love at first sight?

Doctor!Cas: “The romantic part of me screams yes. The rational part of me says no.” Rebel!Cas: “Not really? I’m more of a... stare into their eyes and get to know them for long hours kind of guy.” Witch!Cas: “I think so, yeah. Sometimes, things just click.” 

11. Do you ever want to get married?

Doctor!Cas: “Yes please. I want someone who’d be ready to be with me for the long run. Marriage is commitment.” Rebel!Cas: “I don’t believe in marriage that much. I think it’s not entirely necessary, that if you love the person, you don’t need a paper to make it official. But if my partner wants to get married, I’d consider it.” Witch!Cas: “It’s more of a dream than anything. I never stay long enough.” 

12. Do you forgive betrayal?

Doctor!Cas: “With a good talk about it, and if there’s an actual reason behind it, maybe.” Rebel!Cas: “No. You betray me, you’re out of my life. Simple as that.”Witch!Cas: “No. Revenge is something I enjoy. You don’t betray me.” 

13. Do you get jealous easily?

Doctor!Cas: “Yes. I can be quite possessive.” Rebel!Cas: “Not really. But if I ever do, I don’t confront people. I’m quite passive aggressive.” Witch!Cas: “Yes. Old memories stick.” 

14. Do you have a crush on anyone?

Doctor!Cas: “Dr. Dean Winchester”Rebel!Cas: “Winchester.” Witch!Cas: “Dean.” 

15. Do you have any piercings?

Doctor!Cas: “I do not.”Rebel!Cas: “Several on my ears, lip ring, eyebrow, tongue.” Witch!Cas: “No though I can consider it.” (Mun doesnt remember xD)

16. Do you have any tattoos?

Doctor!Cas: “Same as before. I do not.” Rebel!Cas: “yes. Sleeves, back, chest, neck, hands and around on of my ankles.” Witch!Cas: “All over my upper body and starting on the rest.” 

17. Do you like kissing in public?

Doctor!Cas: “To some extent yes. Sometimes it’s a good display of affection, and can make people understand that he is taken. By me. And I’m a doctor, I know how to kill people as well as I can save them.” Rebel!Cas: “It pisses off assholes and makes me happy. I like kissing in general.” Witch!Cas: “I’m not that much into PDA, but it can be nice sometimes. Just a peck is often enough.” 

20. Do you shower every day?

Doctor!Cas: “Of course!” Rebel!Cas: “Yeah, most of the times, sometimes I forget.” Witch!Cas: “When I have a bathroom, yes, but when I travel, I can sometimes go a day or two without a shower.” 

21. Do you think someone has feelings for you?

Doctor!Cas: “Probably not in the romantic way.” Rebel!Cas: “No I don’t think so.” Witch!Cas: “I hope he does.”

22. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?

Doctor!Cas: “No, probably not. Or in a pitying way.” Rebel!Cas: “Probably, but not romantically. My family.” Witch!Cas: “I sure am thinking about him.” 

23. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat?

Doctor!Cas: “Of course. Faithfulness is important.” Rebel!Cas: “Yes. I’m a one-man kind of guy.” Witch!Cas: “yes if it’s long lasting and serious.” 

24. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years?

Doctor!Cas: “Probably not.” Rebel!Cas: “I don’t really think so. As i said... Marriage isn’t my thing.” Witch!Cas: “I have no damn idea.” 

25. Do you want to be in a relationship this year?

Doctor!Cas: “It would be nice? I feel lonely sometimes, when I sleep home.” Rebel!Cas: “Why not? I don’t mind giving it a try.”Witch!Cas: “Yes, I hope Dean and I will... last.” 

26. Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you?

Doctor!Cas: “No. Maybe Gabriel, but he’s my brother and that doesn’t count. But no one has said it with romantic feelings for me.” Rebel!Cas: “Not in a romantic way.” Witch!Cas: “Yes. Though it was a lie.” 

27. Has someone ever written a song or poem for you?

Doctor!Cas: “No.” Rebel!Cas: “Nope.” Witch!Cas; “Never.”

28. Have you ever been cheated on?

Doctor!Cas: “I don’t think so.” Rebel!Cas: “No.”Witch!Cas: “Yes. And I don’t want to talk about it.”

29. Have you ever cheated on someone?

Doctor!Cas: “Never.” Rebel!Cas: “Never.” Witch!Cas: “Once, but I didn’t think we were serious, she had just told me to leave her alone.”

30. Have you ever considered plastic surgery? If so, what would you change about your body?

Doctor!Cas: “I love my body. I wouldn’t change anything.” Rebel!Cas: “No, I love myself how I am.”Witch!Cas: “No, I think I’m good like this.” 

31. Have you ever cried over a guy/girl?

Doctor!Cas: “Oh so many times.” Rebel!Cas: “I’m not the kind to keep myself buried in feelings. Maybe once.” Witch!Cas: “Once.” 

32. Have you ever experienced unrequited love?

Doctor!Cas: “No, never. Crushes yes.” Rebel!Cas: “No, never.”Witch!Cas: “I don’t think so.”

33. Have you ever had sex with a man?Doctor!Cas: “Yes. Several times.”Rebel!Cas: “Yes, of course.”Witch!Cas: “Yes. I prefer men to others.” 

34. Have you ever had sex with a woman?

Doctor!Cas: “Never. I’m gay, and I never felt the need to hide it by sleeping with a woman.” Rebel!Cas: “Yes, a couple times, but I was drunk every time and it wasn’t as pleasing as being with a man.” Witch!Cas: “Yes, several times.”

35. Have you ever kissed someone older than you?

Doctor!Cas: “Yes, it has happened. The chief of cardiology in my old hospital once. A dare, on Halloween.”Rebel!Cas: “I have. Balthazar is a couple years older.” Witch!Cas: “I have. My first ex was a few years older.” 

36. Have you ever liked one of your best friends?

Doctor!Cas: “I had a huge crush on a straight best friend of mine for most of highschool.” Rebel!Cas: “Not really. Maybe Balth would qualify? I don’t know.” Witch!Cas: “No.”

37. Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated?

Doctor!Cas: “Never. I don’t have a lot of friends.” Rebel!Cas: “I have, but they know people. If they hate that person, that person doesn’t belong in my life. They are my family.”Witch!Cas: “Yes.”

38. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to?

Doctor!Cas: “I guess I might like Dean more than I thought I would, though he’s infuriating and careless.”Rebel!Cas: “I mean... a cop? And I basically protest for a living?”Witch!Cas: “Not that much.” 

39. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have?

Doctor!Cas: “Yep.” Rebel!Cas: “Nope. Except for allll those celebrities?”Witch!Cas: “I kinda have.” 

40. Have you ever written a song or poem for someone?

Doctor!Cas: “Yeah. But you shut up about it.” *blushes*Rebel!Cas: “Yes, it has happened.” Witch!Cas: “No, not my style.” 

41. Have you had sex so far this year?

Doctor!Cas: “Yes, a couple times.” Rebel!Cas: “I have.” Witch!Cas: “Yes, more than once.” 

42. How long can you just kiss until your hands start to wander?

Doctor!Cas: “Not that long. I’m quite a sexual person.” Rebel!Cas: “Never long. I like touching. If the other agrees.” Witch!Cas: “For a while.” 

43. How long was your longest relationship?

Doctor!Cas: “Around two years, I believe.” Rebel!Cas: “8 months.” Witch!Cas: “One year and a half.” 

44. How many boyfriends/girlfriends have you had?

Doctor!Cas: “I’d say... 3 or 4?”Rebel!Cas: “I think it’s 3.” Witch!Cas: “One.” 

45. How many people did you kiss in 2011?

Doctor!Cas: “Okay 6 years ago? Probably around 10? No, I don’t know, probably less.”Rebel!Cas: “30? Something along those lines.” Witch!Cas: “None. I was like.... 15? Maybe one, then.” 

46. How many times did you have sex last year?

Doctor!Cas: “20 times or something like that.” Rebel!Cas: “No damn idea.” Witch!Cas: “I don’t really know I don’t exactly count.” 

47. How old are you?

Doctor!Cas: “I’m 32.”Rebel!Cas: “I’m 26.” Witch!Cas: “I’m 23.”

48. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say?

Doctor!Cas: “Alright, I hope you two will be great together.” Rebel!Cas: “Too bad, you’re missing out, but I hope they like you back.”Witch!Cas: “Okay. Cool.” 

49. If you have a boyfriend/girlfriend, what is your favorite thing about him/her?

Doctor!Cas: “I’m single.”Rebel!Cas: “Single.” Witch!Cas: “If Dean is my boyfriend, then how soft he is with me. Gentle.” 

50. If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept?

Doctor!Cas: “Not really. I’ve moved on.”Rebel!Cas; “Maybe. I don’t really know who my first love was.” Witch!Cas: “Hell no. He can honestly go fuck himself.” 

51. Is there a boy/girl who you would do absolutely everything for?

Doctor!Cas; “Not today.”Rebel!Witch: “I guess most of my friends, especially Meg and Balth. and Gabe, my brother.” Witch!Cas: “Dean was good to me. I’ll defend him.” 

52. Is there anyone you’ve given up on? Why?

Doctor!Cas: “Well; except my family, no.”Rebel!Witch: “My dad will never change.” Witch!Cas: “My first ex. He betrayed me, used me, and abandoned me.” 

53. Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are?

Dcotor!Cas: “No, I don’t think so. They all want us together.”Rebel!Cas: “I don’t know what my friends would think.”Witch!Cas: “Dean’s coven leader and their protector don’t like me.”

54. Is there someone you will never forget?

Doctor!Cas: “No, I don’t think so.”Rebel!Cas: “No”.Witch!Cas: “The same bastard I talked about before.”

55. Share a relationship story.

Doctor!Cas: “There was that guy in college, I went out with. He failed his year and expected me to give up to follow him. I guess I didn’t love him enough to do so.” Rebel!Cas: “Balthazar and I thought there was more to us than friendship. The sex was amazing, and it was nice to spend time with him. But our bound is purely friendly, there was never something romantic about us.”Witch!Cas; “I met a girl once. She thought I was something that I was not. After a couple months, she found out the truth and broke up with me, but then proceeded to be upset and tell her coven leader/father, that I had cheated on her.”

56. State 8 facts about your body

Doctor!Cas: “I have thick thighs, I should use concealer on those damn dark circles under my eyes, I can put on weight easily, my eyes are blue, my hair is dark brown, I’m tall, I’m not exactly conventionally beautiful, I’m rather fair-skinned.”Rebel!Cas: “I have blue eyes, black hair that I sometimes dye, I’m tall, I have tattoos, I have piercings, I’m rather thin, I’m rather tan, my hands are calloused.”Witch!Cas: “My hair is dark brown, my eyes are blue, my lips are often chapped, I’m thin, I’m tall, I have tattoos, I have a great ass, or so I’ve heard, and I know how to move.” 

57. Things you want to say to an ex

Doctor!Cas: “You should have been more careful.” Rebel!Cas: “Farewell my friend.” Witch!Cas: “Fuck you, asshole.” 

58. What are five ways to win your heart?

Doctor!Cas: “Listen to what I say, be romantic (dates/flowers are appreciated), be serious, make me laugh and make me want to have sex with you.” Rebel!Cas: “Don’t pity me, don’t laugh at my ideas, respect me, support me and like my friends.”Witch!Cas: “Be gentle, be caring, be genuine, give me food, and don’t tie me down.”

59. What do you look like? (Post a picture!)

Doctor!Cas :

Rebel!Cas: 

Witch!Cas: 

60. What is the biggest age difference between you and any of your partners?

Doctor!Cas: “Okay,; the chief of cardiology didn’t just kiss me. I think we were 15/20 years apart. Didn’t exactly ask.” Rebel!Cas: “mehhh, ten years ish?”Witch!Cas: “10 max.” 

61. What is the first thing you notice in someone?

Doctor!Cas: “Their smile.”Rebel!Cas: “Their eyes. Eyes are the window to the soul.” Witch!Cas: “Their bodies I guess.” 

62. What is the sexiest thing someone could ever do for/to you?

Doctor!Cas: “Oh fuck, I guess hmmm... tie me down? Okay, I kinda like BDSM, to be honest.”Rebel!Cas: “Wow... Want me enough to have some kind of several rounds thing? I guess.” Witch!Cas: “Let me take control.” 

63. What is your definition of “having sex”?

Doctor!Cas: “Consesual pleasure exchange. May it be just oral, or penetrative or anything. To me, it’s sex.” Rebel!Cas: “I guess foreplay and penetration. Just penetration is a fuck, and just foreplay is well... making out. I personally differentiate.”Witch!Cas: “I guess penetrative stuff? Oral doesn’t count and handjobs either.” 

64. What is your definition of cheating?

Doctor!Cas; “When someone in a closed exclusive relationship has sex with someone else than their partner without them knowing and allowing.” Rebel!Cas: “When someone has sex with someone they aren’t in a relationship with while being in a relationship. It doesn’t work if it’s said partner is  watching.”Witch!Cas: “Not being faithful. Sleeping with someone else than your partner without being allowed..” 

65. What is your favourite foreplay routine?

Doctor!Cas: “Making out, rimming, either hand or blowjob.” Rebel!Cas: “Making out, groping, rimming and fingering. Though blowjobs are amazing.” Witch!Cas: “Blowjob or handjob, some nipple action, hickeys... I like marks.” 

66. What is your favourite roleplay?

Doctor!Cas: “Oh god..., I guess some light D/S action? I’m not much into roleplay. Playing doctor is stupid because I either go in like super detailed stuff, or my partner has a stupid scenario.” Rebel!Cas: “Well, i do like some cop/criminal stuff because yeah, shut up, I know, cliché.”Witch!Cas: “Nothing much.” 

67. What is your idea of the perfect date?

Doctor!Cas: “Romantic dinner, walk in the park or something.” Rebel!Cas: “Movies and burger, with some philosophical discussion on the side. And if I take you to church, consider yourself serious. And also, coming home and having great slow sensual sex.”Witch!Cas: “Good restaurant, (not expensive, just good food), and car ride in the night with blasting music.”

68. What is your sexual orientation?

Doctor!Cas: “I’m gay.”Rebel!Cas: “I’m gay.”Witch!Cas: “I’m pansexual with a preference for men.” 

69. What turns you off?

Doctor!Cas: “Humiliation. Humiliating words can turn some people on, but not me. I like praises.”Rebel!Cas: “Lack of respect.” Witch!Cas: “Seriousness. I like having fun.”

70. What turns you on?

Doctor!Cas: “Wandering hands, and grabbing.”Rebel!Cas: “Confidence and being treated nicely. If you give me shit for what I look like, or make on derogatory comments, I ain’t gonna fuck you.”Witch!Cas: “Praises.” 

71. What was your kinkiest wet dream?

Not answering this one.

72. What words do you like to hear during sex?

Doctor!Cas: “Things like, you’re so good, or beautiful, or such.”Rebel!Cas: “Praises. And Oh God.”Witch!Cas: “Either nothing, just sounds, or praises.” 

73. What’s something sweet you’d like someone to do for you?

Doctor!Cas: “Keep me from going to work in the evening.”Rebel!Cas: “Offer me a book.”Witch!Cas: “Make me my favorite meal.”

74. What’s the most superficial characteristic you look for?

Doctor!Cas: “Pretty lips.”Rebel!Cas: “Broad shoulders.”Witch!Cas: “a nice body, in general.”

75. What’s the sweetest thing anyone’s ever done for you?

Doctor!Cas: “Cancelled their plans to spend Christmas with me so I wouldn’t be alone.”Rebel!Cas: “Gave me some family souvenir.”Witch!Cas: “Taken me in.”

76. What’s the sweetest thing you’ve ever done for someone?

Doctor!Cas: “Paid their bills.”Rebel!Cas: “Gave them my bed.”Witch!Cas: “Took them with me on the road.”

77. What’s your opinion on age differences in relationships?

Doctor!Cas: “20 is too much, but you do you as long as long as both are adults.”Rebel!Cas: “Don’t fuck with kids, don’t fetishize on age.”Witch!Cas: “Be understanding.” 

78. What’s your dirtiest secret?

Doctor!Cas: “The chief of cardiology.”Rebel!Cas: “I used to fantasize on the priest in my church.”Witch!Cas: “I use sex in some rituals.” 

79. When was the last time you felt jealous? Why?

Doctor!Cas: “When I saw an ex of mine having a good relationship with someone else. I was more jealous of their happiness than anything else.”Rebel!Cas: “When Balth started fucking a guy that kind looked like me, if you squint. I might have been more pissed than jealous.”Witch!Cas: “I’m never jealous.”

80. When was the last time you told someone you loved them?

Doctor!Cas: “A long time ago. Years.”Rebel!Cas: “Last week, to my friends.”Witch!Cas: “Years ago, to my now ex.”

81. Who are five people you find attractive?

Doctor!Cas: “George Clooney. Yeah; laugh all you want. James Denton, from Desperate Housewives. Jesse Williams and Patrick Dempsey from Grey’s Anatomy. Dean.”Rebel!Cas: “Charlie Cox, Sebastian Stan, that guy at my local library, Winchester, Balthazar.”Witch!Cas: “Dean, Elodie Yung, Johnny Depp, Gal Gadot, my friend Magnus”

82. Who is the last person you hugged?

Doctor!Cas: “My brother, Gabe.”Rebel!Cas: “Meg, last night.”Witch!Cas: “Dean.”

83. Who was your first kiss with?

Doctor!Cas: “Some guy named Tyler in college.”Rebel!Cas: “My first boyfriend, Elijah.”Witch!Cas: “The asshole; Mike.” 

84. Why did your last relationship fail?

Doctor!Cas: “I couldn’t give him enough attention.”Rebel!Cas: “We weren’t more than friends.”Witch!Cas: “He betrayed me, used me, cheated on me and left me amone hen I needed him the most.” 

85. Would you ever date someone off of the Internet?

Doctor!Cas: “No I need human contact.”Rebel!Cas: “I don’t think so.”Witch!Cas: “Nah. It’s too weird.” 

Thank you though. 

Read the story of her life and how come about her pregnancy below.. Two days before my 38th birthday on September 17th, I welcomed my first child, my son, Jayce. I look at him and I wonder why I waited so long to have a child. I’ve never known love like this. I literally have tears in my eyes every time I look at him. I can’t believe he came out of me. He is by far my greatest blessing and I’m looking forward to navigating him through life! Now to the reason why you are reading this. I argued with myself for a long time whether to put this out or not…and finally decided it was a story I wanted to share. I've always been open about my life but I'm sharing details about my personal life mostly because of the girls who look up to me. The girls I have mentored, mentoring right now and plan to mentor in the future. I’m very particular about our young girls and I have personally tried over the years to be an example in some way; tried to teach these girls how to fight for their dreams, how to live right and do right and then I go and have a child out of wedlock and that must be a little confusing to some of them and especially with so many untruthful stuff out there about me. The most hilarious is that I had a child for a married man. Lol. Here’s my answer to that! The married man that I will sleep with has not yet been born. If he’s been born, he will die, be buried, rise and die again before he will lay with me. I don’t do married men. The father of my child is a single man and his name is Sholaye Jeremi. To be honest, at some point I thought he was my final bus stop but you know how life happens...lol. Unfortunately he and I are a completely closed chapter. Sadly for our son Jayce, it’s the kind of chapter that can’t ever be opened again. One of the things many people have asked me is how I met this man because we don’t run in the same circle. Well, I met him 3 years ago at Wheatbaker Restaurant in Ikoyi in December 2015 shortly after I moved to my home in Banana Island, Ikoyi. It was a day after Christmas and I was having dinner with friends when he walked in. He saw me and the rest is history. He claimed at the time that he had never heard of me which was seriously a turn-on for me because up until then I’d only been meeting men who behaved like fans. At the time we met, I was 35 and he was 37 and I’d been single for nearly 4 years. I was definitely searching and I fell in love almost immediately and so we became an item. At the time I met him he lived in a 3-bedroom flat at what used to be 5throundabout in Lekki after Mobil. I used to drive for almost two hours in traffic from my house to go see him. Most of the time, I carried my laptop to his home to enable me to work and at the same time spend the whole day with him. It was a whirlwind romance. He was the funniest and most romantic guy I’d met up until that point, so it was easy to fall in love and I truly believed the feeling was mutual. A few weeks after we met, it seemed like we were planning a future together. This man was already calling me Linda Ikeji Jeremi and making all these plans but then just like that, it was over between us. I went from waking up every morning to love text messages from him to no more calls. I was just thanking God for finally sending me my own man when all of a sudden we were no longer talking to each other. Later he would tell me what scared him off. My public life. He claims he’s a private business man and didn’t want the attention being with me would bring to him and I told him I understood and we went our separate ways. We tried to get back together in 2016 but it didn't work out so much so we separated again but stayed in touch (mostly him to be honest), stayed friends and that was how our back and forth started. By mid-2017, we were both still single and we started seeing each other again quietly. There were times it was very intense and we talked about a future together, and there were times that I couldn’t figure out what exactly I was doing with this guy. We were not suited for each other. Totally different lifestyles. And there was the problem of my fame. I walked away from this man a million times and he came after me a million and one times. No matter how much I pushed him away, he kept coming back and me, because I couldn’t find anyone else, I kept going back. Lol. So I was basically going back to my ex because I couldn’t find anyone else. *sigh*. Then I fell pregnant. It wasn’t planned, it just happened; though we talked about having a child together just two months before I fell pregnant. He said something about putting a billionaire baby inside me and I remember jokingly telling him that I’m also a billionaire so our child was going to be a billionaire on both side...and we laughed. But after I fell pregnant, things became extremely weird between us. If I tried to explain what happened, I wouldn’t be able to because it was confusing to me. We went from talking about the pregnancy and being okay with it; he even suggested I go to Dubai for my pre-natals as he didn’t trust doctors in Nigeria, to literally not talking to each other anymore. Around when I was about three months pregnant, he did come to see my parents and actually became very cool with my dad. They were literally exchanging Whatsapp messages every day. He later agreed to a traditional wedding which he didn’t follow through and then he switched. He began to treat me with so much hate and aggression that I and my family had to cut him off completely. To be honest if anybody had told me when we met three years ago, considering how deeply we cared for each other that I would fall pregnant two years later and he would completely turn his back on me for most part of my pregnancy, I never would have believed it but that’s what happened. I had to draw strength from myself, my family and close friends. And Jayce...oh my son Jayce, he was my biggest strength. It was almost as if he knew his dad was acting up so he came through for his mum. He was gentle with me when I was carrying him. I had an extremely easy pregnancy. I pushed him out under 3 mins and was in the labour room for less than 30 minutes. And then my snapback was amazing. Three weeks later, it was almost as if I’d never been pregnant. Jayce was my soldier when his dad turned his back. But still, I have absolutely no iota of regret meeting Sholaye. Gosh, have you seen Jayce? How can I regret that? God doesn’t make mistakes. If you believe that you’re always led by God like I believe then I have to believe that God led me to this man for whatever reasons best known to Him. I thought God sent him as my life partner but I guess He just used him as a vessel for my greatest blessing. Now his part in my story is over. I know when to put my hands up and surrender. That God brought someone significant into your life doesn’t mean they are supposed to follow you throughout your life’s journey. We should learn to know when people’s part in our story is over. Don’t fight for closure, don’t ask for explanations, don’t chase answers, just let them go and know that if God meant for you to have them in your life, He would have given them to you. Sometimes people just come to serve a purpose in your life and are not meant to stay and there’s no point holding on to them. This one is done and dusted. It’s just Jayce and I now moving forward and I know life will be beautiful for us. Being a single mum wasn’t the dream I had for myself; I’d prayed for the kind of happy home my parents built for us (they’ve been together for 40 years). Nothing is more important to me than family. For years I’d hammered on how much I was looking forward to getting married, having children and building my own family and I believed God was going to come through for me on that one, but I have come to understand that we have no control over what life throws at us no matter how much we plan, pray, or work. And we also have no control over the actions of other people towards us. One of the things I have learnt in my life’s journey is that your idea of how life should go might be different from the way life actually goes. It’s called Life Happening. Sometimes it unfolds into something we never dreamed of but because we don’t recognize the route we find ourselves on our journey through life, doesn’t mean God won’t get us to our destination. Remember, an uncertain chapter doesn’t ruin the whole book. Life will happen whether we are ready or not. All we can do is keep our heads up and keep moving. Family and close friends told me I owed no one any explanation about the circumstances that led to the birth of my son, but I knew without writing this, I could never stand in front of the young girls who look up to me and talk to them again. I could never go on my secondary school tour and speak with these girls again about living right and doing right. I would always feel like I have no moral right to do so. I went to 15 secondary schools in 2017 and talking to those young impressionable girls has been one of the highlights of my life. I cancelled this year’s tour because I was pregnant and I haven’t made any preparations for next year’s tour because I wanted to set things right first. I have so many plans for young girls next year and in the coming years with the Selfmade finance and mentorship projects with international collaborations, so this was important for me to do, to explain myself to the young girls who look up to me and feel disappointed that I got pregnant and had a baby out of wedlock. For years, I have preached decency, morality and uprightness and despite what happened to me, I mean it from the bottom of my heart. That should be the only way to live. That’s the only way I live. Don’t ever compromise your values. With this, I was led by my heart and my clock ticking and even though I have no regrets, I’m sorry if I let any of you ladies down by the decision I made, and I hope you learn from my experience. I hope you do better than I did. The ideal thing would be to find a man you love, who loves you back and gives you stability, get married, have kids and raise a family, not being a single mum or a baby mama. I was 37 years old at the time I conceived and if I want to be honest, my age played a role in me allowing myself to be pregnant out of wedlock. I don’t want to be having kids in my 40s or struggling with fertility later in life. This wasn’t the plan but like I said before, life happens. You just have to find a way to make the best of what life throws at you. And so for any young girl this means anything to, I am truly sorry. I am not sorry I had Jayce, I’m just sorry I didn’t go about it the right way. But you know, despite this crazy love experience, I still believe in love and I believe in happy endings and I can’t wait to one day, God willing, have my fairy tale ending. The father of my child is the only man I’ve given a chance to in 6 years. Lol. I swear. I’m not really a relationship kind of girl. I’m more a career girl. I can go for years without a man. I’m one of those women who don’t need a man to validate their existence but biko, I’ve done the single life enough in the past…lol… going forward I’m looking forward to giving someone else a chance and try this love thing again. I was raised in a happy 2-parents’ home and that’s what I want for Jayce. So I hope I meet a great guy soon until then I’m enjoying motherhood. It rocks! Life has never been more beautiful! I’d also like to address a few other issues. Number one is this celibacy issue. So many people have trolled me over it and I’d like to correct the misunderstanding. I have never ever in my life said people shouldn’t have sex before marriage. NEVER EVER have I said that. I have even argued with quite a few people that it is not feasible in this day and age. What I have always said and I maintain till today is; Do not ever sleep with men for money because any woman with a brain and determination can get her own money herself. And there’s nothing sweeter than your own money. I am 38 years old and I recently bought a N100million+ car; what the heck do you need to be sleeping with a man for? For designer bags, first class tickets and luxury holidays? GTFOH with sleeping with a man for rent money! You can give yourself all that and more if you apply yourself, fight for your dream and work your butt off. Men don’t have the exclusive right to create wealth; women can also create wealth. Money is not male. Wealth is not male. Success is not male. We women just need to believe in ourselves more and get off our butts and stop relying on our looks and charm instead of our brain, mind, will, and our God given talent/gift. We can be rich, we can be successful, we can break barriers, do what was formerly termed impossible, do what men can do, be CEOs of conglomerates and billionaires without ever having to lie on our backs. Please ladies, we are powerful beyond measure and can do anything and be anything we want to be. The other thing I’ve always said is; do not sleep around with multiple men who just use your body for their pleasure; that is; too many one night stands, casual sex, many sex partners in a short period of time all in the name of relationships. Your body deserves better. I feel sex should only happen when you’re in a loving, committed relationship with someone you love. I was celibate for many years until I met my son’s father and fell in love. And instead of increasing my body count, I just went back to the same eggplant…lol. My mistake was I should have walked away when the relationship became a waste...lol... but then again, Jayce wouldn’t be here today if I had. So really, there’s nothing that I have preached that I didn’t practice. So you guys stop trolling me over this abeg! Lol. Thank you for reading and thank you for your understanding. Love and kisses to you and yours Hugs Linda

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120+ I Love You Quotes With Awesome Images Of All Time

Here's the thing about love: It's hard to put into words, but these 120+ I Love You Quotes and love phrases make saying what you're really feeling to your partner a whole lot easier. Love brings up emotions that run the gamut from agony to ecstasy. Love can inspire us to accomplish some of the craziest and most amazing feats. We also have a great collection of I Love My Husband Quotes.

I Love You Quotes With Awesome Images

1. “When you’re immature, you say “I love you because I need you.” When you’re mature, you need a person because you love them.” 2. “The only regret that I have in life is that I can’t go back in time and tell you that I love you more.” 3. “No matter what happens, win or lose, I will love you all the way.” 4. “If you don’t love yourself, you can’t love another person. Luckily for you, I love myself, but I love you even more.” 5. “Love is what I feel every time you enter the room with a smile on your face.” 6. “I love you now and I will love you until the day I die. If there is life after death, I will continue loving you in that life too.” 7. “Love is a lot like bacon. You can become devoured in love; smell it, taste it and enjoy it forever.” 8. “Forever I will love you and not a second less.” 9. “When did I first think that I loved you? The moment you walked in the room.” 10. “Love at first sight always sounded so unrealistic and stupid to me, but when I first saw you, I fell stupidly in love.” 11. “I love you more now than I did just a second ago.” 12. “I love you like there was no beginning and no end.” 13. “Loving you is like having an extra organ that simply pours over with love for you.” 14. “Without fear or regret, I will love you until the day we go to heaven together.” 15. “Infinity isn’t long enough for me to express the love I feel for you.” 16. “You’re a witch. You did something magical that took over my mind and made me love you endlessly.” 17. “Magic in the heart and in the soul is what I feel with you.” 18. “I was so afraid to say hello to you when we first met because I already loved you.” 19. “If I told you I loved you, would you run into my arms?” 20. “My arms are lonely. I think I need a hug, my love.”

21. “I love you because of the person I am when I am with you.” 22. “There is no word that exists that is stronger than the love I have for you.” 23. “How do you express to someone that you’re complete because they’re with you?” 24. “In all the world, I would have never guessed that I would love you as much as I do.” 25. “There will come a time when I breathe my last breath, but I will love you even then.” 26. “Loving you is easy because… well… you’re one hot mama.” 27. “I have come home. That is how it feels when I think of you; when I know that I love you and you love me.” 28. “My knight in shining armor. How I dreamed of you my entire life, and how I will continue to dream and love you as we grow older together.” 29. “Getting old is one scary fact of life, but as long as I am with you, it will be amazing.” 30. “Our love is the special kind of amazing that is the envy of every hopeless romantic.” 31. “Who needs wine when I love the taste of your lips?” 32. “I may not tell you it enough, but I love you more than the moon and stars.” 33. “There is no moon or star that has a brighter place in my heart than you.” 34. “I love your smile, your eyes, your scent, your hair, your soft skin – heck I just love you.” 35. “Don’t get all crazy now, but I think I love you.” 36. “If love was like air, I would breathe you in until I couldn’t breathe anymore.” 37. “I am hoping and praying to God that I will live just one extra day so I can tell you I love you again.” 38. “Even without gravity, I would have fallen in love with you.” 39. “There are not enough hearts in the world to fill all the love I have for you.” 40. “How come I am allowed only one heart to love you? I have an infinite amount of love spilling out of the seams for you.”

41. “Love isn’t blind – it is something that we feel so deep in our soul that we know it truly exists.” 42. “Words diminish the most important things a person has to say. Love is not included.” 43. “Love is a dirty trick that snuck up on me and made me fall for you.” 44. “Gazing at each other doesn’t equal love. Love is always being there for the other person.” 45. “There are 6 billion people in the world and no one loves you the way I do.” 46. “You can watch the Notebook and smile knowing I love you more than Noah loves Ally.” 47. “The best is yet to come, so grow old with me – please.” 48. “If I beg and plead, will you promise to be mine forever?” 49. “Whoever made up the word forever didn’t realize that it is way too short when you’re in love like I am with you.” 50. “Love is a symbol of the heart that science has come to accept as a miracle we all experience.” 51. “Wildly, uncontrollably. These are the two words that best describe my love for you.” 52. “You and only you. I love you so much that I would never want to love another person again.” 53. “If love were a song, I would play it until my ears bled.” 54. “The only thing better than loving you is hearing you tell me you love me back.” 55. “Is it okay if I climb atop a building and scream down telling the world that I love you?” 56. “We were once two wildly uncontrollable teenagers that fell in love and now, the only thing that has changed is that we’re not teenagers.” 57. “Teenage love is so romantic and stupid. I like our love better.” 58. “I love you because of you – not because of the words you say.” 59. “It may be a million years from now, and I will still love no-one the way that I love you.” 60. “If I don’t wake tomorrow, know that I went to sleep hopelessly, romantically in love with you and couldn’t have been happier with you in my life.”

61. “I can tell you I love you until the end of time, but I like to let my actions show you just how much I love you.” 62. “A person can tell you that they love you more than the world, but you know that no one will ever love you the way I do.” 63. “I love you so completely, so honestly and with so much passion that I don’t think there has ever been a love so strong.” 64. “The words “I love you” are not just words for you to hear. These words are a promise that I make to your heart.” 65. “I will never pass up the chance to tell you that I love you because tomorrow may never come.” 66. “I believe that it’s better to prove your love to a person than to say three little words that may mean nothing.” 67. “It was so easy to tell you that I love you. My heart took over and told you how I felt before I could ever react.” 68. “I am who I am because I love you so.” 69. “You are the hope and the dreams that fill my heart and mind.” 70. “I want to spend every single annoying minute with you even though you irritate me more than I ever thought was possible. No, I am not crazy; I am in love.” 71. “I don’t let people know the real me, but when I tell someone I love them, they know it is true.” 72. “I don’t say I love you out of habit. When I say I love you, it is because I am reminded that you���re the best thing that has ever happened to me.” 73. “I love you more than cake, bacon, strawberries, ice cream and chocolate.” 74. “Your love is like my morning coffee – I can’t live without it.” 75. “Every time you walk into the room, my heart does a little dance.” 76. “I almost faint every time I see you because my heart beats so fast when you’re in sight.” 77. “I know that I am in love with you because the moment I fall asleep, you’re in my dreams.” 78. “The dreams and fantasies of the world all start with you.” 79. “No matter how mad or angry I may get, know that I always love you.” 80. “There isn’t a single moment in the day that I am not crazy in love with you.”

81. “I never ask for you to change because I love you.” 82. “Your faults are what make me love you. Imperfection is so much better than perfection.” 83. “I know what love is only because you have shown me what love is.” 84. “My reality is better than any dream I have ever had. This is why I know I love you.” 85. “It’s funny, I never thought I could love someone so damn much that it hurts. But, that is how much I love you.” 86. “Never let me go, and I will love you like no other.” 87. “Love is like the wind: it blows through without expectance and stays in your life until another breeze comes by.” 88. “Of course God has someone special for me – it’s you – I love you.” 89. “I love you in so many different ways that it’s possible to explain.” 90. “I am so glad you never asked why I love you because I could ramble on for hundreds of years.” 91. “The years go by and not one second has passed where I didn’t love you.” 92. “Loving you is easy because you’re the dream that has become a reality for me.” 93. “My prince. I love you with my dying breath. You’ll never rule a kingdom, but you will always rule my heart.” 94. “There has never been another princess in this world that has been as loved as you are by me.” 95. “Looking into your eyes, I have found the mirror into my own soul.” 96. “It may be creepy or it may be cute, but every second of the day I think of how much I love you and can’t wait to be back in your arms.” 97. “There is no lover in the world that could ever replace the bond that we share. You are like the beat that every heart needs.” 98. “If I told you that you’re the beat to my heart, would you love me like I love you?” 99. “All of the music on the radio talks about love, but these fools will never have the love that you and I share together.” 100. “It’s times like this when we’re home alone and the world is quiet that I look at you and smile knowing that I love you and only you.”

101. “You and only you – that is what my heart said the first time I laid my eyes on you.” 102. “Love is like breathing – I can’t live without it.” 103. “You, my love, are the addiction that fuels my heart and makes me so high that I can see my dreams right in front of my eyes.” 104. “My eyes start to widen and my heart begins to flutter when I see you. I think it is love!” 105. “If I tell you that I will love you more than any man in the world has every loved, would you believe me?” 106. “Love is a rare creature, but it found me the moment you walked into my life.” 107. “My life is worth living because of my love for you.” 108. “The ocean doesn’t have enough drops of water to amount to our love.” 109. “I love you like the stars love the moon.” 110. “The night sky isn’t as vast as our love.” 111. “I love you so much that my heart hurts just thinking about it.” 112. “Nobody in the world has made me feel like I was floating on a cloud. That is how I know I love you.” 113. “I have thought about eating you up – that is how much I love you.” 114. “I love you more than biscuits love gravy, and you know that is a special kind of love.” 115. “Chocolate was my one true love until I met you.” 116. “I didn’t give up because I love you too much.” 117. “When we first met, my heart skipped a beat and came back to tell me it loves you.” 118. “The day will come when our picture is in the dictionary next to the word “love.”” 119. “Hot diggity damn, I love you.” 120. “I would be lying if I said I didn’t love you more than I have ever loved another human being.”

talking to my own reflection pt.2

Let me tell you, sophomore year was a whirlwind. First semester was probably the most disappointing thing I have ever experienced. I was pre-med, so hopeful, with my Biology and Society major and I felt like things were really going right for me. I wasn’t going to change my career and plus, my mom would be ecstatic to hear that her dream would finally come true. So, yea. I was gonna be a doctor. “Was”, that is. First semester ate me from the inside out and spit me back out. I had to take general chemistry, retake my other biology class that I almost failed, I was faced with narcissistic deans who told me “You can’t get into medical school with that GPA. You’ll never get in, are you serious?”, I went to the pre-med advisor twice a week like she was basically my therapist, I was at the highest stress I have ever been in my life. The chemistry exam averages were 30-40% and you’d celebrate if you were within standard deviation of a failing grade. I didn’t understand anything this school was doing. Grade inflation is always talked about, but I’ve always believed that grades don’t really matter (I know I freak out about my GPA, but thats only when I think about applying to graduate school-and I mean, I’m a well rounded student). But the fact is, okay- you’re getting an A. Sure, that’s awesome. Obviously. But what have you learned? If you’re celebration comes from just the fact that you got a 35%, it surfaces a bit of doubt about how the university-the system, I should say-evaluates their students. Basically, I just didn’t like doing it-I didn’t feel like it was right. Like it was moral, almost. Though I did work my ass off for that bio class and got a final grade of a B+, so that was cool. But there was class that really had an impact on me first semester.

Controversies about Inequality. I hadn’t even known I signed up for it. It was just on my schedule, so I gave myself a high-five because it sounded quite interesting and so I went. I started to learn that it was one of the most popular classes at Cornell and it was super hard to get into. I didn’t even know what department it was. Sociology? I haven’t even- I didn’t even know what the fuck that was. I knew Ms. Robinson taught it in high school, but what the hell. What was I doing in this class? The professor seemed cool and excited to teach, the syllabus was pretty interesting and I was curious. I guess that’s all it took, really. I started really getting into that class. I attended a lecture-I suppose my first of its kind-for extra credit and it was the best talk I have ever been to (’til this day). It changed my life-my whole perspective on what everything was about. It was about mass incarceration and wow, did it move me. I remember getting home at around 9 or 10pm and I went straight to the internet to do more research on this horrible, horrible injustice of the system and lo and behold, I found a paper my professor wrote. She was an expert on mass incarceration. That was her field. Not only that but how mass incarceration affects black boys in school. Listen, this night was a pivotal moment in space and time and everything between that for me. Immediately, I emailed her (which I do not, do not, do not do. But, I did) and I thanked her for the opportunity to attend and I told her that I was super interested in her research and she emailed me back saying to come into office hours. So, I did. And I literally fell in love. She was-sorry, is-one of the most passionate, caring, thoughtful, most insightful person I have ever talked to. She spoke to me about her research and I left her office in awe. Sociology was a whole other field I hadn’t discovered until now and I was flustered. I loved it, but I was flustered. Thought the coming months, sociology was like that spec on your glasses you always tried to rub off but it just wouldn’t budge. Everywhere I looked, it was there. It really made me think about things in ways that was similar to how I actually wanted to. There was no “I got a 30%. Nice”. There was no “I have to study my ass off and then some and get a C”. Everything was genuine. Haskins really didn’t care about grades either to be honest, she always said she wanted us to succeed and she gave extra credit opportunities every other week, to be honest. There was a time at the beginning of one lecture where the undergraduate advisor in the sociology department gave a speech on majoring in Sociology and it was there that everything came full circle. Once I had time, I went into Prof. Cornwell’s office and poured out my heart-“I want to be a pediatrician. Sociology is so cool, but I’m going to medical school and I don’t know what they’ll think. I really want to do this”. And she pushed me to think about what I wanted. So, from then on, I decided I would switch my major to Sociology. From that moment, I started thinking about why I was doing things rather than its contents. “I have to do this to get into med school.” “Does this meet my requirements for med school?” “Is med school really going to take me with my GPA? Was my faculty advisor right?” But, why did I care? Why did I want to be a doctor so much?

Winter break came and I dropped the whole pre-med fiasco. It was just a waste of my time. I told myself, maybe in the future but definitely not now. Especially not at this school- I won’t feel accomplished. Well, I was majoring in Sociology… then what? I had to rethink my whole career path from the very beginning and I really had to dig deep and ask myself tough questions. Why do I care about sociology? What is it about it and why is it so interesting to me? Then I thought, wait. I just started majoring in it because it was interesting to me. That’s all, it’s that simple. That’s when I knew there was a second piece missing from all this. I immediately knew where my heart was and all it took was some little tiny steps here and there. Talking to Haskins, exploring sociology, majoring in it. I knew there was something else I had to add. My once star-crossed field of study became my focus-psychology. Always, always, always have I been interested-more than anything-in the field of psychology. It all came back to psychology. Why was I studying Biology and Society? To learn more about the brain. I didn’t care about anything else, I thought to myself I just had to get through the easy classes and then I would be able to finally learn about the brain and its anatomy, its functions, its biological processes, how it works, how it perceives information, how humankind needs it. That’s where my true intentions laid. I always knew, but I just didn’t have the courage to tell myself that it was the right thing to do. It was too easy for me, I thought. I need something that is challenging. But listen, pre-med kind of wanted to make me jump off a building and may in the middle of the road. Yea, it was challenging but I also was not having a great time. And my girl told me something that I haven’t really thought about. Maybe psychology was so easy for me because I actually understood the material and I was actually interested in it and I wanted to learn more about it. I never really thought about it like that and she was right. Of course, as always.

Second semester was really when I hit it off. I changed my whole spring semester schedule and I was so fucking excited. No more hard sciences (even though I will indeed miss biology) and I was on my social science grind. This was really it for me, I thought. I found my true passion-oh gosh. I forgot to mention a big factor in me choosing [cont’d at the airport] psychology as a major. First semester, I got accepted into an integrative neuroethology lab as a research assistant. The name is kind of extra I’m not gonna lie, I just use it to sound kind of pretentious, but  [cont’d on airplane] I just research how developmental early experience manipulations affect later prosocial behavior. I really got into it, I really did. My graduate mentor is awesome and I love her very much; she’s like my idol and reminds me of myself at times. So I really got into research and went to lab meetings every friday at 8am. If that’s not commitment, I don’t know what is. First semester lab meetings consisted of reading a book and discussing a chapter each week and I really enjoyed it (cognitive dissonance? maybe). Second semester each graduate student a some undergraduate students gave presentations about their data and results. Doing research and all of those meetings and getting into the nitty-gritty, I think it’s what made me go from a stable pre-med to an on-the-fence pre-med to an unsure pre-grad-school. It definitely had a huge impact on me and I can’t believe I didn’t mention it above, but yeah. I love it. So, next semester (fall 2017) I plan on being in two- but we will see what happens with that whole situation. Anyways, second semester lmao.

I found my true passion. Psychology with a mix of Sociology and a sprinkle of Inequality Studies was and is exactly what I needed to satisfy my academic hunger. The professors actually care about their students learning, they’re always excited to teach, excited about learning with their students and growing, they put in effort and make sure we are doing the same. I love it. All very down-to-earth individuals. Second semester I really rocked it in terms of my grades and studying. I still worked my ass off, don’t get me wrong. It was just smoother and more… me. I’m really grateful I went through the realization that I had and that it happened at the perfect time. I’m really proud of myself. I really am. So, yea. That’s that regarding my career path and choosing my journey. I actually just found out a few hours ago that I got two A+s (even though they were in tagalog and lab but hey whatever), so it’s starting off pretty good. Scared for the rest to come, but it is what it is.

But in terms of my social life, it definitely has been a bit weird. I got closer and closer with *. * pops up here and there but not that often. That’s fine. But anyways, yeah. I don’t really mind. Also made a new close friend, *. He’s always great. He’s honestly the only one who I’ve really had a genuine connection with. Made friends with *, she’s nice. I have a class with her next semester so I hope we stay in touch. She’s very chill and down-to-earth. I mean I don’t know, I like keeping my circle really close so like I said, I don’t really mind. Time alone is completely fine as well cause it keeps me in check. I feel as though I’m pretty socially balanced right now but a few friends won’t hurt.

Let’s see what else… well, I mean theres my relationship and where do I start with that one? I fall more in love with that girl every waking moment and then some. She’s been so good to me and I really can’t ask for better because better doesn’t exist when I’m dating the love of my life. She makes me so happy and I am so excited to be seeing her in a few hours. OH. This summer! This summer I have the amazingly perfect opportunity with a human development lab up in NAU and guess who’ll be by my side!! I am super, super excited for that as well. It’s honestly the perfect lab for me, studying neurodevelopmental issues in children and how it affects learning and attention. It’s so fucking great, I am so excited to be on board for the summer. AND they’re taking me to my first conference. Honestly, it was so so perfect. I can’t believe everything worked out the way it did. God is real, believe #that. So, yeah. I’ll be spending the whole summer with my girl and it’ll be wonderful.

I’m really happy with my life right now. I feel like I can’t complain about anything, except I keep on losing weight so thats not good and my mom will hate me cause I’m gay, but thats usual. But other than that, I am living my almost ideal life. I really can’t wait for the future and I’m extremely grateful for the things that God has given me this past year. It has been a whirlwind and I’ve been loving every second of it. Until next year, then.

clxxvii.

1. Where would you like to be in 5 years? >> I would like to be alive. If I’m not, then I guess I’ll be in no position to protest anyway.

2. What was the experience that impacted you the most in your life? >> I have no way of determining that.

3. What type of relationship did you have with your parents? >> I didn’t have a relationship with my mother at all. My father raised me, and our relationship went from unremarkable to strained to incredibly strained to pretty all right. All in all, he remained consistent in trying his best to be good to me, which is all one can really ask from a parent (especially when one is a very demanding child to raise).

4. Would you be with someone who doesn’t have the same beliefs as you? >> None of the people I’m with wholly share my beliefs. I wanted connections, not clones. 

5. How would your best friends describe you? >> ---

6. Do you usually follow your heart or your head? >> I prefer not to think of my emotions and my thoughts as separate things, especially in a context of ignoring one for the other. That just seems unnecessarily divisive.

7. Would you put your family or your friends first if you had to choose one? >> 

8. What did your last relationship teach you? >> Quite a few things.

9. What do you think of online dating? >> I don’t have any thoughts about online dating. It doesn’t seem any more remarkable to me than offline dating.

10. Do you prefer dating just one person and see where it goes or dating multiple people until you make a decision? >> I don’t ‘date’ in that sense.

11. What are the qualities you’re looking for in someone you want to grow old with? >> I don’t look for specific qualities. I don’t think that’s a particularly reasonable way for me to determine whether someone’s a good match for me.

12. What are you most grateful for in your life? >> My life, first and foremost. And my ability to find meaning in it.

13. If you could change anything about your past, what would it be? >> I don’t want to change my past.

14. What’s the one thing you would like to change about yourself today and why? >> There’s nothing I can think of off the top of my head.

15. If a psychic could tell you what will happen in the future, what would you want to know? >> Nah.

16. If you knew that you only had one year to live, what would you change in your life? >> I don’t know. I can’t comprehend what it would be like to know when I’m going to die, so I can’t imagine myself in that situation.

17. If money and career were no object, what would you really be doing? >> I don’t know.

18. What do you do when you don’t get something you worked really hard for? >> Be upset for a while.

19. Do you hold grudges or do you forgive easily? >> I forgive easily.

20. What are some of your favorite quotes and why do you relate to them? >> I can never think of quotes off the top of my head.

21. Where do you go when you need some inspiration? >> I don’t have a specific place to go for this.

22. Who is the first person you call when you’re in trouble? >> I don’t know, seeing as I’m almost never in trouble. 

23. Which fictional character do you believe is the most like yourself? >> There is no one fictional character that is most like me.

24. What is the craziest thing that you’ve done with someone? >> ?

25. Do you like someone you’re interested in to pursue you or do you prefer to do the chasing? >> I don’t see how it matters either way.

26. What is the best advice you’ve ever been given? >> ---

27. If you could marry anyone in the world, who would it be and why? >> I’m fine with my current prospect.

28. Do you think confessions make a relationship stronger? >> I don’t know. I don’t have anything to confess, so I can’t say.

29. Did you ever judge someone for the dark secrets they told you? >> No.

30. What is your dream vacation and who would you take with you? >> I don’t have a dream vacation.

31. What is one thing you’ve always wanted to cross off your bucket list, but haven’t yet? >> ---

32. Would you ever just quit everything and start over in a new country? >> I don’t know. Maybe.

33. Would you relocate for love? >> I don’t know why I would have to. I can love and be loved from a distance. But also, I mean, I have no problem relocating.

34. How do you feel about staying friends with exes? >> I’m fine with the concept.

35. What’s your love language? >> I took that quiz, but I don’t remember what I got.

36. If you could choose one superpower, what would it be and why? >> I don’t know.

37. What is your biggest regret in life so far? >> I don’t court regrets.

38. Who is your role model? >> I don’t have one.

39. What was your favorite romantic moment and why? >> I... have no way of determining this.

40. What is your favorite childhood memory? >> I don’t have one.

41. Are you still in touch with your childhood friends? >> I didn’t have any friends in childhood. In general, I’m not in touch with anyone I knew in school.

42. What do you do when you’re angry? >> I don’t know. I’m so rarely angry that I don’t know what my pattern is.

43. What are your beliefs on God? >> I think God is a great concept, and I appreciate it. If God exists as something outside of me, I hope we’re friends. If God exists as something inside of me, I hope I’m doing it justice. If God doesn’t exist at all, then I hope I haven’t wasted too much time trying to find it.

44. Do you believe in soul mates? >> Sure, why not.

45. How long does it take you to really trust someone? >> It doesn’t take me any length of time. I’m generally trustful.

120+ Best Inspiring Mother Daughter Quotes This Year

This collection of mother daughter quotes paints a picture of the relationship between mothers and daughters, a bond that has inspired many writers and poets to write thousands of words. So we have collected some of Best Inspiring Mother Daughter Quotes This Year. But the real significance of this relationship can probably only be understood by daughters and their mothers, who have shared all the moments of joy and grief, anger and forgiveness, and who have come through it all being wiser, stronger, and kinder for the experience. It is a special form of love that cannot be understood without going through it. We also have a great collection of Love Quotes for Him.

Quotes to Celebrate Special Bond Between Mothers & Daughters

1. “Daughters are little girls that grow up to become your best friend.” 2. “My daughter may be grown up, but she will always be my baby.” 3. “Dear Mom, you were first my mother, but you are now my friend forever.” 4. “My daughter is someone I dream with, laugh with and love with every piece of my heart.” 5. “The size of my love for you knows no bounds. You’re the only person in the world who knows what my heart sounds like from inside me.” 6. “My daughter is amazingly awesome. But I’m the lucky one because I get to be her mother.” 7. “I love you for the little girl that you once were, for the amazing woman you are today, and for the precious daughter that you will always be.” 8. “A daughter is a mother’s greatest treasure.” 9. “I never knew that my heart could hold so much love until the day someone called me “mom”.” 10. “Love is a mother and daughter.” 11. “A mother is never alone in her thoughts.” 12. “Daughters are miracles that will never cease to be miraculous.” 13. “Her laugh is infectious. Her smile always makes me smile. Her heart is true and pure. But what I love the most is that she is my daughter.” 14. “The love between a daughter and mother is forever.” 15. “You will always be Super Mom in the eyes of your daughter – no matter how many times you think you’ve failed.” 16. “By the time a daughter realizes her mom was right, she already has a daughter of her own who thinks she’s very wrong.” 17. “That’s right, I have a beautiful daughter. I also have a shovel, a gun, and an alibi.” 18. “I may not always like who you are or the things you do, but I will always love you. You will always be my daughter.” 19. “Mom, you always held me up when I couldn’t stand and wiped away my tears whenever I cried. Know that I will always do the same for you.” 20. “I don’t want my daughter to follow in my footsteps. I want her to walk the path beside me and go even further than I could have ever dreamed.”

Mother Daughter Quotes

21. “Moms are the people who do the work of twenty, and do it for free.” 22. “The more a daughter knows the details of her mother’s life, the stronger she will be.” 23. “I see the person I want to be in my daughter’s eyes.” 24. “Daughters are heart warmers and day brighteners.” 25. “Every day I become a little bit more like my mother. And I couldn’t be prouder.” 26. “Life doesn’t come with a manual. But it does come with a mom.” 27. “My daughter may outgrow my lap, but she will never outgrow my heart.” 28. “A mom who exudes self-acceptance and self-love protects her daughter against low self-esteem.” 29. “You know you’re a mother when you go to the store for yourself, but you walk home with bags full of stuff for the kids.” 30. “My mother always taught me that a woman’s mind should be the most beautiful thing about her.” 31. “Daughters are one of the most beautiful gifts the world has to offer.” 32. “Our moms will always be the craziest, strangest, most lovable people we’ve met.” 33. “Angels are often disguised as mothers.” 34. “My mom is beautiful and softened at the edges. And she’s tempered with a spine of cold, hard steel. When I grow old, I hope to be like her.” 35. “Sometimes, I open my mouth and my mother comes out.” 36. “I don’t care how old you are, you will always need your mom.” 37. “Mom, I love how we never have to say out loud that I’m your favorite daughter.” 38. “A daughter’s greatest treasure is her mother.” 39. “A worried mother can do better research than the FBI.” 40. “My daughter’s arms are the most precious jewels I’ll ever have around my neck.”

Quotes About Daughters

41. “Now that I’m older, I’ve realized – Oh my God! My mom was right about everything.” 42. “Our relationships with our mothers is one of the most important relationships we’ll ever have.” 43. “Daughters are like flowers. They brighten the world with so much beauty.” 44. “A mom understands what her daughter does not say.” 45. “A mother’s heart is like a deep abyss. At the bottom, you will find nothing but forgiveness.” 46. “My mother is, literally, a part of me. That’s something you can’t say about most other people – except for organ donors and maybe a few relatives.” 47. “Daughters are beautiful angels sent from above to fill the hearts of mothers with an everlasting love.” 48. “My mom is the song of comfort in my heart, my happiness, and my being. I may not always have the words to her song, but I will never forget the tune.” 49. “All of the moms on this earth gave birth to a child. But not my mom. She gave birth to a legend!” 50. “Daughters are just angels in disguise.” 51. “Daughter, you are the most beautiful, amazing thing that I hold inside of my heart.” 52. “Just yesterday, you were my little girl. Today, you are my friend. But you will always be my daughter.” 53. “Sooner or later, we all reach a point where we start quoting our mothers.” 54. “While I was busy trying to teach my daughter all about life, she was busy teaching me what life was all about.” 55. “A mom’s hug lasts long after she lets go.” 56. “The only thing that could be better than having you as a mom is my kids having you for a grandma.” 57. “Home is wherever mom is.” 58. “The day you were born was the day I was born; the day a special kind of love transformed me forever.” 59. “Daughter, I will protect you until you grow up. Then I will set you free. But loving you is something that I will do always.” 60. “I love you no matter what you do. I may not always agree with you or like the things you do, but I will never stop loving you.”

Quotes About Mothers and Daughters

61. “When the going gets tough, stay calm and call mom.” 62. “The older I get, the more I realize that my mom is the best friend I will ever have.” 63. “Being called mom… that’s the greatest blessing in the world.” 64. “Mom, I love you to the moon and back.” 65. “If you don’t succeed at first, try doing it again the way your mom told you to do it.” 66. “A mother’s love for her daughter is unlike anything else in this world. It knows no pity and no law. It dares to crush all things that stand in its path.” 67. “Mirror, mirror on the wall, I guess I am my mother after all.” 68. “I love my mom no matter what we go through and no matter how much we argue. I love her because I know that in the end, she will always be there.” 69. “My mom always told me, “Don’t ever bother other people.” I personally think that’s great advice.” 70. “A daughter is a mom’s closest ally in the family, her gender partner and an extension of herself. A mother is a daughter’s emotional and biological roadmap, role model and the intermediary of her relationships.” 71. “You were my home, mom. I had no other home but you.” 72. “Moms and daughters are connected to each other. Moms are the bones in a daughter’s spine, keeping her straight and true. Moms are a daughter’s blood, making her strong and rich. Moms are the beating of a daughter’s heart for which they cannot imagine life without.” 73. “Having a daughter is a lot like having an old treasure map, but with all the important paths torn away.” 74. “Moms are always the beginning. They are how things begin.” 75. “Focus and clarity doesn’t always come from inspirational quotes. More often than not, it takes a mother to slap you back into reality.” 76. “Mothers and daughters become closest when daughters become mothers.” 77. “A son is a son until he takes a wife. But a daughter is a daughter for all of her life.” 78. “I’ll never be a perfect mother. You’ll never be a perfect daughter. But when you put us together, we’re the best mother and daughter we could ever be.” 79. “Moms are the banks that we daughters deposit all of our worries and hurts.” 80. “I love my mom like trees love water and the sunshine. She is the one who helps me grow, thrive and reach heights I never thought possible.”

Quotes for Daughters

81. “God created mothers because he could not be everywhere.” 82. “A daughter is happy memories of a joyful past, wonderful present moments and hopes of a brighter future.” 83. “Watching your daughter go out on a date feels like handing over a million dollar crystal vase to a gorilla.” 84. “My mom is the one who ran to me when I fell and kissed my wounds to make them well.” 85. “Moms could perform the jobs of 10 air-traffic controllers without batting an eye.” 86. “A mother’s love is what fuels a normal human being to do what seems impossible.” 87. “Happiness is being lucky enough to still see your mother smile.” 88. “No matter your age, sometimes all you need is a hug from your mom to make everything better.” 89. “My mom is my best critic, but she’s also my biggest supporter.” 90. “We laugh and we cry. When we’re together, time flies. We’re two of a kind, my mother and I.” 91. “Mom, words could never express the gratitude and appreciation that you deserve for all that you have done for me over the years.” 92. “If I couldn’t have you as a mom, I would choose you as a best friend.” 93. “Moms are the only true friends we have when life gets tough and the world crashes down around us; when friends abandon us; when we feel like we’ll never make it through. In these moments, she is still there, clinging to us. And with her kind teachings and words of advice, she makes those clouds disappear and returns peace to our hearts.” 94. “There are no arms more comforting than a mother’s.” 95. “I am who I am today because of you, mom. Thank you.” 96. “To the world, you are one mother. But to your daughter, you are the world.” 97. “Moms love us the best and know us the best.” 98. “Whenever your mom asks you “Do you need some advice?” it’s really more of a formality. It really doesn’t matter if you want advice or not. You’re going to hear it anyway.” 99. “You can’t be sure of most things in this world, but you can be sure of the love that lies between a mother and a daughter.” 100. “There’s no better place to cry than in my mother’s arms.”

Mother to Daughter Quotes

101. “My daughter always has been and always will be my greatest inspiration.” 102. “Daughter, if I had a rose for every time you made me laugh and smile, I could walk in a rose garden for eternity.” 103. “My sweet one, know that you are always loved and cared for.” 104. “All that I am and all that I could ever hope to be, I owe to my mom.” 105. “Happiness is getting a big hug from your daughter for no reason.” 106. “Mom, you’re amazing just the way you are. Never change.” 107. “There may come a day when I won’t be able to help you, but there will never be a day that I won’t at least try.” 108. “Daughter, remember this: No one can ever make you feel inferior without your permission.” 109. “A mom thinks of her daughter day and night – even when she isn’t with her.” 110. “Daughter, may you always know that you were wished for, prayed for, longed for and wanted.” 111. “My mom always said: you get what you get, and you don’t ever throw a fit. Words to live by.” 112. “The greatest masterpiece a mother ever created was her daughter.” 113. “Mom, I love you to the moon and back. Daughter, I love you to infinity and beyond.” 114. “I have so many beautiful blessing in life. They call me “mom”.” 115. “Daughter, you will always be the one miracle that has made my life complete.” 116. “One hundred hearts would be too few to hold all of the love that I have for you.” 117. “My mother’s heart is a special place where I always feel at home.” 118. “Love really is blind. My mother started loving me before she could even see my face.” 119. “Mom’s holding her daughters’ hands for a moment, but hold their hearts for a lifetime.” 120. “There is no expiration date on a mother’s love.” 121. “Mom, you are precious in every way imaginable. You are the sunshine in my day and the joy that’s in my soul. You are the love of my love.” 122. “Daughter, I did not give you the gift of life. It was a life that gave me the gift of you.” 123. “From the very moment they placed you in my arms, you snuggled your way right into my heart.” 124. “I can promise you this: no matter who crosses your path, I will always love you more than any of them.” 125. “Happiness is when your mom is your best friend.” 126. “A mother is someone who can take the place of all others, but whose place can never be taken by anyone else.” 127. “My daughter may be littler, but she is fierce.”