🥰 T1'S GREATEST PLAYLIST 🥰
2021:
strangers again - against the current (knowing lck for the 1st time)
kiss me more - doja cat (enjoying the matches/lsb being heart-throbs)
when you look me in the eyes - jonas brothers (end of lck regular season)
just a dream - troye sivan (canna/cuzz/faker/teddy/keria)
you - troye sivan ft. tate mcrae (they inspired me to write my 1st sajak dedicated to them!)
roman holiday - halsey (t1 streamings at night ft. clozer & faker)
carry you - union j (t1 together as a team - reflection)
here's your perfect - jamie miller ft. salem ilese (start of playoffs with teddy as starter)
honey - halsey (summer finals ft damwon)
good to goodbye - christopher ft. clara mae (enjoying t1 streaming vids on youtube)
hall of fame - the script (t1's win against hle in quarters)
superheroes - the script (edg vs damwon)
the climb - miley cyrus (t1's loss against damwon in semis)
kepala batu - 💙 insomniacks (post worlds)
reminisensi - 💙 insomniacks (stardust's resignation from head coach + '21 roster </3)
pulang - 💙 insomniacks (t1 players leaving one by one)
time machine - midnight fusic (t1 night streams ft new member aka zeus <3)
2022:
red hands - walk off the earth (start of spring season ft zeus as a starter)
ghost - justin bieber (missing canna & teddy)
new americana - 👑halsey (on the way of no loss in spring)
rocketeer - far east movement (feeling nostalgic during t1 streams out of the blues)
ain't it fun - paramore (heart attacks lol but we won anyways)
unstopabble - sia (undefeated spring split 18-0)
forget me too - 👑machine gun kelly ft. halsey (msi journey to finals)
how do you love somebody/don't wake me up - why don't we (whole journey through summer split)
if the world was ending - jp saxe ft. julia michaels (losing matches + runner ups for summer finals)
this is me - keala settle & the greatest showman ensemble (preparation vs rng in worlds quarters)
terbang tunduk/tahu - fynn jamal (post worlds quarters + vs jdg in semis)
heroes - alesso ft. love to (vs drx in finals)
who's gonna love you tonight - snakeships & tinsahe (t1's loss against drx in finals + post worlds heartbreak </3)
good times - all time low (t1's night streams with all of us trying to move on)
2023:
check yes juliet - we the kings (new year = new beginning of the spring split with the same roster <3)
terbang tunduk - fynn jamal (when time gets tough during the journey)
robot - the sam willows (loss against geng in spring finals)
high hopes - yours truly (start of msi tournament & clean win against mad lions)
jump/weapon - 🌹against the current (vs blg and jdg in msi semis)
under the skin - &team (losing series in summer split)
gravity - 🌹against the current (waiting for captain faker to return from wrist injury)
the great escape - boys like girls (barely advancing to playoffs -> stomping hard vs kt -> escaping & secure a spot in worlds!!)
titans - major lazer ft. sia & labrinth (t1 being t1tans as usual in playoffs)
another you another way - against the current (sudden memories of zofgk together from last year until now)
roses - 🌹against the current (news of zofgk splitting apart/will miss each one of them dearly if they decide to leave t1 </3)
phoenix - 🌹cailin russo & chrissy constanza (results of group draws & feeling doubtful to face lng in worlds quarters)
here again - insomniacks (strong motivation to win against lng in worlds quarters)
weapon - 🌹against the current (believing and having faith in zofgk for semis vs jdg)
di penghujung muda - samsons (feeling uncertain vs jdg in worlds semis but the light of hope is there & living in the moment which might be the last with zofgk </3)
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Fathers Love
notes: honestly i went in so hard without a plan this kinda fell through so I'm so sorry if it sucked, i wrote this in like, an hour with no beta reader or breaks. Sorry homies, this is all u get until i get more inspo <3
tags: @inuyasha330
warnings: angst, daddy daughter angsty, the way i was tempted to make this emotionally incesty but i DIDNT- thank me for that. anyways, dives over the pier.
The atmosphere felt thick around you, sitting in an unfamiliar environment. Your only comfort was your older brother but even then he felt distant, you saw the stars of the galaxy and more; you saw things that amazed you.
“So this is what I missed out on?” whispering to him, when you had gotten your powers he had offered you a trip through the stars but you had rejected it; terrified of the powers granted to you through your DNA.
Days before the incident in Chicago, your father had forced you to get a superhero suit when he found out that you too were blessed with the viltrumite powers, promising that he too would train you as he did Mark but; that no matter what you were still his little girl.
You were always his little girl, when you came into this world Nolan had shed the first tears he ever would shed; he was so fearsomely protective of you. Never letting you go out alone, finally seeing the purpose of the backpack leashes marketed towards parents, always always kept you close to him. Growing up he was your hero, he was your everything.
Now the suit feels uncomfortably tight with the memory of his words when he saw it on you for the first time, “just like me” he said, back then it was a compliment but now it was your fear.
“Yeah.. it’s amazing. Isn’t it?” Mark replied in turn, looking at you. There’s a pause before he puts his hand on your shoulder, “it’s gonna be okay.” he answers, you want to believe him. You wanted to but your gut told you otherwise but you stifled it.
“I hope so.”
The rest of the flight passed by quickly, with sleeping and eating orange-coloured goo there wasn’t much else to do besides daydream. After a while; all the stars looked the same, passing you by like blurs.
You wondered about where your father went, leaving Chicago a mess, beating your brother to near death- Leaving the world without a word to you or your mother. How many stars away was he? You were left no time to wonder before Nuolzot announced your arrival, waking your brother up.
The skies were pink turning into blue, and purple buildings and large arches decorated the sandy planet. The spaceship hummed as it slowly landed, a horde of blue bug people awaited your arrival.
Cautiously you followed Mark, so close that you were practically his shadow. While he stared in wonderment, you looked for the meteor showers that were supposedly destroying the planet, but there was no sign of them. Only clear skies, no orange fiery balls of death. You held onto Mark's forearm, your gut twisting as Nuolzot took you further from the ship.
“Wait, what exactly about this planet needs saving? Where are the meteors?” Mark questions, you let out a small breath. So he noticed too, you stared at the alien from behind Mark. Face twisting when he answers, forgetting about his own planet's demise that he had cried out about in your backyard before finding your brother at college.
Mark stopped, “The ones that kill billions?” He questions slowly. Stepping in a way that covered you from Nuolzot, as if he was gonna attack as an answer to Mark. But only to leave you two in confusion about his answer,
“The Monarch will explain all.” You begin to wonder who the Monarch was, what it was. Was there no one else to help this planet? Why come all this way when there must be nearby planets that could help?
“Your Majesty!!” The alien calls out, pulling you out of your thoughts, “May I present, Invincible and His sibling, Of Earth!” You and Mark stammer before bowing, figuring it was the most respectful thing to do.
“Hello, Kids.” Shock runs through you like a viper, making your heart drop and your limbs go numb. “It’s been a while.” Your bottom lip quivers and you look up- Dad. There he is, tears fill your lash line as you rack your head for answers,
“Dad?” Marks voice sounds like the wind, moving farther away. Your brows further, shaking your head as you watch Mark approach him. Memories of childhood and happiness flood through you like a dam broken, the love for your father washes over you before something else hits you. Anger, Despair, Sadness.
It was like looking the devil in the eye, the same one that had killed thousands. Your fists clench as you step back, lowering your head as you gaze at him through your eyelashes. Body quivering with the amount of power it takes to not scream at him, to hit him, to ask him why he ruined everything.
And Mark hugs him. He fucking hugs him. It’s like a knife in your heart, biting your lip so hard you taste the iron in your blood. The longer their embrace goes, the longer your heart squeezes. Emotions wrap around you like an old friend amidst the eye of a hurricane, words become distant as you remember all of the pain he put you through, put your mother. Your brother.
You’re brought back to reality when Marks hand touches your shoulder, Nolans eyes catching yours making you flinch from his gaze.
“Guess they don’t know you like we do… Fuck you.” Thats the last word your brother says before he takes off, for a few seconds you look back at him. The man that is your father, he goes to reach out; mouth opening and you take off just like Mark. Catching up to him, tears being blown away by the harsh oncoming wind.
But despite all that, he catches up to you; “you’ll never make it home on your own!” You speed up, leaving Mark and Nolan behind. You wanted your silence to hurt him, to cut him deeper than he cut you but it wasn’t possible because he made a hole in your heart.
Mark catches back up to you and Nolan follows again, bargaining with Mark. Promising a ship back home, that Nuolzot wasn’t lying. That they do need help. You let out a yell of frustration; can’t they leave you alone? If you had to fly back to earth on your own you will.
You keep flying, even when Mark doesn’t follow anymore. You keep going until you feel your body adjust to the lack of oxygen, till your tears float in the endless void of space.
“Wait! Wait up!” You stop at your brother's voice, lips quivering. “Please. Wait.”
“Look.. just five minutes-” He bargains
“What?! No! Absolutely not! I- No! Are you insane?!” You push him away, but he floats back, angering you more. He grabs your forearms,
“Just five minutes is all. Is there is actual trouble; then we’ll help them out. If not, we can leave. It’s just five minutes.” Mark explains, his dark eyes are wide and begging.
“..fine. But i’m not saying anything to him.” Mark nodded, before pressing his forehead against yours. “That’s okay,” he answers gently before flying with you beside him.
“Five minutes.” Mark orders, Nolan looks at you but you don’t look at him,
“don’t you wanna say anything to me?” Nolan asks- arms out in defeat. He expected this, expected hatred, expected yelling or anything. Anything but silence. He hated silence. Especially from his little girl, that hurt him the most. Both you and Mark flew down to the civilization in response, following Nolan through the building. Mark and him made small talk- more like argued.
You spaced out, trying to bide back the pain that holds you tight, you look up to see another bug alien approach your father and kiss him. Your mouth flies open; Words are exchanged but they’re tuned out.
Seconds feel like hours, Nolan walks to a crib and realisation hits you hard. You feel sick, he made a new family. You’ve been replaced. You’re not his little girl anymore, you were nothing to him. Bile rises through your throat,
“I’m gonna be sick” You shout, turning and sprinting out the door to barf into a potted plant, Mark storms out afterwards and Nolan goes chasing, his bug mate as well.
“Oh dear- are you okay?” She asks, holding the baby in one arm and the other rubbing your back. You feel bad, normally you would be thankful for any pity when you barf but now her touch makes you wanna scream. Shrugging her off, you sneer at her before storming off as well.
You see your father and brother, rage making you see red.
“What I did on Earth was..” Your fist connects with Nolans jaw as he speaks but it only makes him stumble a bit.
“Fuck you! Just fuck you!! You get to come to earth and make a family- make us love you as if you loved us and then you fuck off to make a new one!?” You cry out, your voice breaking from the strain on your vocal cords. Nolan rubs his jaw, his eyes hold anything but anger, but youre blind to it.
“Please... It’s not what you think.” He pleads, holding his hands out. You slap them away and push him,
“You put me into this fucked up world! You promised me you’d never leave me and look what you did! You left me! You almost killed Mark! Mom cries every night and i don’t know what to do with myself!” You hit his chest, “you said i was your little girl but you left and made a new family like we were nothing! Well fuck you!” You hit his chest over and over again, to no avail.
“Please. Listen.” He grabs your wrists, “You have to listen. You and your brother need to help these people; if not, viltrumite will kill them. They already know i left my post.” Tears roll down your cheeks, and you lean your head back and thrust into his nose.
“Post!? We were just some fucking post to you!? Why do you care about them? Why not us? What about me!?” Headbutting him made no difference, you struggle in his grip. The sight of his babygirl crying broke him; he was supposed to protect you and all he did was hurt you.
“Look i.. I needed you and your brothers' help. They’re good people. We need to save them”
“What about me dad? What about me? Where were you when i needed saving?” your words fall more gently, and you press your forehead on his chest. You wanted to be his little girl again; giggling in his arms as he swung you around.
“I promise, we can talk about all of this soon. But you have to help me save these people.”
And like the little girl who did anything for her daddy's approval, you caved. You hung onto that promise, not realizing that he wouldn’t be able to keep it but for now, it comforted you, warm like your father's love.
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I posted 2,199 times in 2022
That's 1,963 more posts than 2021!
2,160 posts created (98%)
39 posts reblogged (2%)
Blogs I reblogged the most:
@candlecoo
@mcfanely
@lollitree
@talimlbcnart
@shima-draws
I tagged 2,190 of my posts in 2022
#candle answers - 2,055 posts
#ask the candle - 2,048 posts
#bnha au - 1,868 posts
#bnha - 1,789 posts
#bnha headcannons - 1,743 posts
#digital art - 451 posts
#my art - 441 posts
#art - 433 posts
#fanart - 407 posts
#bnha izuku - 381 posts
Longest Tag: 117 characters
#also i imagine that izuku hasn't walked much during the last 200 years because of his so he gets carried around alot
My Top Posts in 2022:
#5
Can you please do a drawing of Izuku Midoriya performing the Naruto Run? (Internet Meme)
777 notes - Posted July 4, 2022
#4
escaping the depths
853 notes - Posted April 6, 2022
#3
One Good Man AU; That moment when Sensei/DFO's voice comes over the TV and Izuku's just like "DAD?!?!"
he is shook.
Afo: kurogiri??? what is your update on Tomura?
Izuku: kurogiri is out at the moment.
Afo: .... thank you young...?
Izuku: (this motherfucker) Midoriya, Izuku Midoriya.
Afo: .....shit.
1,103 notes - Posted August 1, 2022
#2
the Deku Fan Club
1,197 notes - Posted January 25, 2022
My #1 post of 2022
Jealous
1,308 notes - Posted May 17, 2022
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