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urdepressedslut · 9 months

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I don't know if you usually take requests, but could you please write a drabble about Bucky taking care of the reader during her period? Period cramps are killing me and I just want some cuddles 🥺

aw i love this 🥹 i’m sorry your cramps have been bad, i’m sending you all the love and hugs your way💗 i hope this bucky fluff makes you feel better 🥰

Cuddles

♡ Pairing: tfatws!Bucky Barnes x Fem!Reader

♡ Summary: Bucky helps comfort you when you are having bad period cramps.

♡ Warnings: SUPER FLUFFY, light angst, period cramps, blood (duhhh), light self hate

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* i know this is mickey, but let’s pretend it’s post tfatws!bucky *

You had showered after a long day, doing your usual routine— taking your time to really treat yourself after a tough week.

Immediately after sinking into bed, the sheets feeling so good against your freshly shaven legs— it took no time at all for you to slip into a much needed slumber. You didn’t know you could sleep so soundly, so well. Most nights consisted of rolling and waking up occasionally in sweats. Tonight was the first, as you slept through the entire night, waking only the next morning.

You were excited to start off your Saturday after a good nights rest, except when you went to get up— you noticed you were still exhausted. It was then you could feel your back ache, all your limbs heavier than usual. You furrowed your brows in confusion, thinking perhaps you had gotten too much sleep. But as you swung your legs over the edge of the bed, you suddenly felt something wet in between your thighs.

Glancing down, ripping the cover off— everything dawned on you at the sight of red smearing the inside of your thighs, your underwear ruined.

Fucking periods.

You knew getting that good of sleep was too good to be true. You could feel the tears working their way up, your nose burning with frustration. You had just cleaned and changed all your sheets, taken a shower. Now everything, including you were dirty again— like you had never done any of the cleaning to begin with.

You knew it was just your emotions running wild, so you willed your tears to stay away. Sucking in a deep breath, you walked to the bathroom sluggishly. You made it your mission to grab a pill before the cramps started— you had learned your lesson. Although you were starting your period, you were not going to let this ruin your weekend. You were going to have a nice relaxing weekend. Not letting the beauties of being a woman ruin your day.

If only you had kept that attitude up for the entire day. The cramps had come as you expected, but this time the pill did nothing to relieve the pain. The heating pad worked only for a few minutes before the pain came crashing in waves, your body attempting to curl in on itself from the discomfort.

You swore a ghost was digging a knife in your uterus, and right now— you’d appreciate if the ghost just ripped out your uterus completely.

You had holed yourself up in your room, only making it downstairs for breakfast before you were running back to your bathroom to empty the contents of your stomach back out. This was definitely one of the worst periods you’d had in awhile, and you just wanted to slip into a coma until it was over.

Knocking sounded from your door, and you rolled over still clutching your stomach. You looked a mess, you felt like a disaster. Periods always made you feel gross.

“Yeah?” You asked out loud, and you couldn’t hide the discomfort from your tone.

“(Y/n)? You okay?” Bucky asked through the door.

Your eyes widened at his voice, wondering what he was doing here.

You and Bucky had been dating for awhile now, and things had been great. You still managed to get flustered by practically anything he did— and he loved every second of your flustered state. There was one thing that was brought up though— and that was periods.

“Uh— yeah I’m fine! Just tired!” You shouted, nervous that he could sense your lie. He definitely could.

It’s not that you thought he’d judge you for being a woman and having a period. But you were shy to show him that vulnerable side of you. Both you and him had shown the soft sides of each other— clinging to each other when you needed each others comfort. But there was something extra vulnerable about this— and you couldn’t ignore the embarrassment you felt when you even thought of it. You didn’t want him to find you gross, or annoying as you whined.

Okay… I guess you were a little nervous that he’d judge you.

“Doll what’s going on? Can I come in?” He asked, his voice growing more concerned.

You pulled the cover over your legs, giving the room one last once over— it didn’t look terrible. You just wished you could have a minute or two to tidy up. You knew Bucky very well though, and he’d break the door down if you waited one more second.

“Of course, come in!” You announced finally, taking a deep breath, hoping a cramp didn’t hit you while he visited.

The door opened and Bucky peeled his head in first, after making eye contact with you— he sent a warm smile before heading all the way in, shitting the door behind him. He quickly made his way to the bed where he plopped down, looking over you concerned.

“Baby what’s going on? I feel like I haven’t seen you much today. You sure you’re just tired? You aren’t getting sick are you?” He rambled on, and your heart swelled at his concern.

“Buck— I’m fine really. Just didn’t sleep too good last night.” You completely lied, last night was the best sleep you had ever had. Too bad it leaked into today though.

He furrowed his brows and looked at you like he was about to figure you out— see right through you and pick out the lies. You wouldn’t be surprised if the serum gave him those abilities.

“You know you can tell me anything, right?” He asked softly, scooting closer so he could slip his hand underneath the covers to land on your bare thigh.

It was meant to be a comforting gesture, but you feared you’d get blood on him. You knew that was a silly thought— but you were paranoid.

He noticed you tense up from his touch and immediately he removed his hand, his face growing more concerned.

“Baby, what is it?” He pried, trying to look you over again— needing to know what the cause of your discomfort was.

You sighed and gave in, shoulders sagging in defeat. You didn’t want him to worry, and seeing his frantic eyes search you for a wound— you realized you were making this bigger than it needed to be. You just couldn’t ignore the embarrassment you felt.

“It’s just uh… I’m… I’m on my period Buck.” You mumbled, lowering your eyes to the bed.

His concerned expression melted away, his heart falling back into a regular rhythm. He knew he was prehistoric— but he knew what a period was. He just didn’t know why you wanted to hide it from him.

“Oh.” He finally said, “Doll— you can tell me things like that.”

“I know Buck but… it’s embarrassing and gross. I can usually deal with it and nobody ever notices— you know because it’s a normal thing.” You told him, playing with the edge of the comforter. “This one has just been pretty bad and… I just— I don’t know.”

You trailed off, avoiding his gaze. Bucky reached his hand over and tucked some stray hairs behind your ear. Tracing his fingers down your jaw to raise your chin up— that way he could look into your eyes.

“You’re not gross, okay? I’m sorry you’re in pain baby— I wish I could take it all away. It’s not fair you have to deal with this all the time.” He told you gently, and you leaned into his touch.

“It’s not usually this bad but… I don’t know, I guess it’s just a bad one this time around.” You assumed.

Before you could say anything else, you doubled over as the pain came back— stabbing into your uterus. You clutched your lower abdomen— hoping it would help relieve the pain. Bucky’s eyes widened at your whine.

“What can I do to help?” He rushed out, hands hovering over you.

If it were any other time, you’d find his protective, mama bear mode adorable. But for now— you were too busy being in pain.

“Just stay with me please? I don’t wanna lay here alone.” You admitted, your words coming out in whimpers.

Bucky wasted no time in kicking his shoes off, shimming his jacket off before he crawled back into the bed, sneaking under the covers. He leaned back against the headboard, pulling you on top of him.

“Don’t even have to ask doll, I’m staying right here. You comfortable?” He asked.

You reached down and raised your shirt just above your belly button, before you lifted his shirt the same. He furrowed his brows, wondering what you were doing. You laid down completely again, letting your skin smush against his, and because he was a super soldier and was always hot— his warm stomach felt amazing against your lower abdomen. Like a personal heating pad.

“Ahh… that feels good. You’re so warm.” You sighed, ticking your face into the crook of his neck.

He chuckled and smiled into your hair, wrapping his arms protectively around you.

“I love you baby.” He whispered to you, already feeling your breathing even out— falling asleep on him.

Your uterus calmed for now, the warm sensation soothing your pain. You could only wait until the next wave of pain came— but you knew you’d be okay with Bucky holding you.

“Love you too Buck.” You mumbled sleepily against his neck, your breath warming his skin.

He hated that you were in pain, wishing that he could take it all away— but he’d give you as many Bucky cuddles as you needed until you were sick of him.

Truthfully, you’d never get sick of Bucky cuddles.

A/N: short but sweet 🥰

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botanautical · 11 months

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'We all yearn for the woods. That's why every fellow on this island wants to settle down near a tree - just one will do.'

#dazai osamu #bsd dazai #bungou stray dogs #bungo stray dogs #bsd #bsd fanart #it's dazai day!!#i wish this insufferable fictional man weren't so beloved to me #but as somebody plagued by silly brain issues he is oddly comforting and makes me feel less alone #and bsd introduced me to actual dazai osamu whose writing is honestly groundbreaking to me and i've barely even scratched the surface #it's something about the confluence of humour and tragedy... the desire to exist to bring joy to others at the expense of one's own #i feel like asagiri imparted this notion well onto bsd dazai - i know a lot of people dislike dazai and question his motivations #but i have faith in him and believe he's pursuing good #anyway excuse the ramble! the caption is from dazai's short story 'monkey island'! thank you to my dear partner for finding it for me!!#i'm really very happy with how this piece turned out - i wanted to depict bsd dazai but really pay suitable homage to his namesake #it's been a while since i've had fun drawing but this one and other recent pieces this month have really brought me back into it #happy birthday dazai #botanautical

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greyhands · 1 year

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#the wayhaven chronicles #n sewell #nate sewell #nate x detective #twc book 3 spoilers #I personally prefered the combat training scene #because of the dialogues #even if the setting in the research scene was more romantic #I have mixed feelings about this book though #I'm glad to learn new things about N's past and his insecurities #but gods I wish we had the opportunity to comfort him and to talk about the fight issue #I really enjoyed the first half of the book then to me the second kind of feels like... rushed ? idk #on the other hand I like how the romance isn't going to be a smooth and easy road #I've also read M's route and oh boi the feelings... !!#Next is A then F because I will probably need some fluff after A ^^;;#But nope no LT's route I'm a coward #my art #no full colors sorry no time ><

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mercuryallen · 2 years

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I wasn't picked. I wasn't what anyone wanted. But I did the job. I chose the job.

#kyle rayner #green lantern #comicedit #dcedit #dc #so.... this has been sitting in my files since january #and like?? okay one is very lazy but the other two are good idk #hoping posting this helps inspire me to get back into editing #and makes me feel more comfortable with just posting a couple #wish I had anything to say about kyle but it's been like 10 months since I read anything for him LMAO #so sorry to Kyle lovers I hope this edit makes up for it #usermattelektras #cueedit #cueeditscomics

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nikholascrow · 6 months

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headcanon that effie crochets and when sirius runs away to live with the potters she makes sirius and james blankets so they can always have something to comfort them when shes not around

she makes another for remus for full moons when he and sirius start dating

and another which she gives to a very confused regulus at the end of Christmas holiday on platform 9 3/4

one day regulus shows up on the potters’ doorstep after a particularly bad fight with his mom wrapped in the blanket

effie had only ever made the blankets so the boys would know they had a place to call home where they could be wrapped in her warm embrace instead of blankets

#not me writing headcanons because i wish i had some form of consistent comfort figure available to me #hehehe im sad #also effie is best mom i love her so much #bonus points if you wanna stick to the canon and have her give one to peter too only for it to sit in his room as the guilt eats away at him #knowing effie could never forgive him for what he did #marauders #marauders headcanon #effie potter #james potter #regulus #regulus black #sirius #sirius black #remus #remus lupin #wolfstar #i wanna write a fanfic about this too now-#nikos fic ideas

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daddyricsdoll · 5 months

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Oh emotions, and how I feel so many. I love him 🫶🫶🧡🧡🤭🤭

#lando norris #I really wish today went better for him #I actually cried while watching #infront of my whole family #but i don’t care #but I really wish I was there to hold him and comfort him after that #because he might be really hard in himself and I want him to be hard in me #ok I shouldn’t have said that but I couldn’t help it #I really really really love him #when I shouldn’t but I can’t stop #f1 #and he looks really good #I just had to add that #like really really really good #i want to hold him

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wawamouse · 18 days

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6x08

#oz hbo #miguel alvarez #chico guerra #hbo oz #i'm trying to find scenes for a gifset (unfortunately the blocking of this scene doesn't work) and like #no bc i was gonna make a joke bc i'm allergic to being serious #but then i noticed that miguel does actually touch his wrist or hand real quick #(the joke was 'me and that stray cat i kept letting bite me when i was 11 bc i had nothing else to give it')#which come to think is not very funny either #but anyway i was just thinking that usually miguel is the cornered animal in his life #so like his 'hey there i mean no harm' voice is like idk *gestures vaguely* i bet he wished he heard it more #fact he didn't doesn't stop him from trying to comfort someone else #even if it isn't accepted #🫠🫡#well break over back to work lol

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frecklystars · 2 months

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#abusers should die btw I will forever hate the people who took my joy from me #I’m a nice person I’m a kindhearted bitch I did NOT deserve what happened to me and I’m so bitter #i wish she had taken anything else from me k wish she had ruined anything else in the workd #it just had to be the one thjng I got the most comfort and love from #I wil never get cameos from anyone in the way I got them from Steve #I will never love a character like that. never. that shit was so special and rare #I will never feel like that ever again with anyone else and it’s ruined it’s fuckjgn gone #to no fault of mine. i was a nice person and loook where that got me #I’m so sick and tired #I miss my old self but she’s dead #I miss self shipping and not questioning if my f/os would ever hurt me. i miss feeling loved #I miss lying awake at night and listening to music thinking of Starscream and then weeping with such joy #I mis s listening to my cameos.and genuinely believing every word #I miss him so bad he’s fujcjg gone I’ll never get hinm back #I’ll never be that happy ever agajn

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yohankang · 5 months

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shit went down at work today and there's a chance they'll fire me 🙃

#my boss will talk to the ceo tomorrow and it's entirely up to him.......#multiple people at work saw me crying and i was so ashamed i wanted to cry even more lol #i'm just so bad at this job and i hate it but it's so hard to find a job when you dropped out of uni twice #and they pay well and i truly love some of the people there #like my boss expects me to do better (if i won't get fired) and she wants me to propose some improvements #but like. the problem is me. the workload is too much for me and there's no magic way to solve it #and the worst part is i'm so emotionally unstable i can't even talk about it without crying #i'm crying even now lol #and i know if i start crying tomorrow it will only annoy him #and i'm not doing it to seem pitiful i just can't control it at all #godd i'm so tired #i wish i could just cry it out today and then have a serious conversation tomorrow but it doesn't work like that #i had plans today but i start crying every 10 minutes so i just came back home and opened a beer #maybe it will put me to sleep idk #at this point i'm also annoyed with myself #i will let you know how it goes tomorrow 🙃#k.txt #dl #btw please don't try to comfort me because it only makes me cry harder lol i'm just writing to let it all out

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orcelito · 2 months

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Got my phone on my own account, so I am Officially independent of my father (in terms of stuff I pay every month)

Also now know what I'm gonna get from life insurance and. Well. It really is a life changing amount of money. Enough that I could potentially just... not work as I make my way through the rest of school.

I want to be careful with it, not grow too flippant about it, but with proper allocation, this could genuinely help me finally get my life on track.

I'm still kinda reeling over it. It's genuinely mind-boggling.

#speculation nation #so. some positives in all the utter crap of this situation.#this year was already the year of Unfucking My Life. that was my motto. it still should be.#grief is... a difficult beast. but im going to make sure that i make the most of this.#he had life insurance in the first place as a final gift to us should anything happen to him.#and im not going to squander it. i will get on adhd meds. i will finish school. i will pay off my debt.#i will get a good job to hopefully let me live a comfortable life.#and as much as i wish he was still in it. was still around to see the places i go.#i am his child. pragmatic to the end.#lots to think about. lots to process. for now i've got a house to keep working on packing.

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menelaiad · 1 year

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LOOK. whatever you think of menelaus or agamemnon or whatever. this lil moment here (from icke's oresteia) is AGONY. because they did come from so much shit. from murder and scheming and freakin' cANNIBALISM. yet they MADE IT. before paris and the dominos that fell afterwards, they would have believed that they were different, that they were safe. they had wives that loved them and kids that loved them too (argue with the wall about it). they had MADE IT. DESPITE EVERYTHING. and most importantly they had EACH OTHER. they weren't atreus and thyestes. things were so good for them. and they did good!! we know that myceneans LOVED aga as their king. and menelaus got a kingdom he NEVER expected to have.

to be descended from TANTALUS you are already losing. to then have ATREUS as a father and THYESTES as an uncle? it would have been so easy for greeks to write them off. for them to write themselves off. BUT THAT DIDNT HAPPEN. and they did SO WELL. it was all going SO WELL.

you can't change a narrative. you can't alter fate. and the reason tragedies are so is because it wasn't ALWAYS that way. but ... things could have been so different for them. i TRULY believe that.

#i dont believe aga was like predestined to just be a clown.#was he perfect personality wise? no.#but his personality combined with the cirumstances put on him? fuck bro #and what hurts more. is. menelaus IN A WAY goes back to this.#he gets the kingdom. the wife. the kids back.#but he loses his brother.#moments before troy were the last time these two were truly TRULY TRULY happy and complete #and that TEARS me down #menelaus got so much of it back but lost. another big. HUGE important part.#aga parted with his brother on bad terms. for all he knew. they were done. they had becomes #atreus and thyestes. they never got the closure.#'we could have just been eaten up by it' i am. weeping.#MENELAUS WASNT. and there's comfort in aga knowing that. i suppose. before he died.#i just. wanna talk about these brothers until i lose my voice.#they are everything to me.#i know i have brain fog and this makes no sense but MY GOD.#paul rudd: hey. hey look at us. meme.mp4 #'they were doomed from the beginning' I KNOW. I JUST /WISH/ THEY WERENT OKAY

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somedecrepitcryptid · 2 years

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Finally found time to catch up to recent episodes and AAAAHHHHHHHH <3

#my art #the owl house #toh hunter #the owl house hunter #hunter the golden guard #I love him #flapjack toh #best boi #this is the first time in almost a month I’ve had time to draw and that sucks #absolute burnout is making it hard to want to do anything but curl up lol #but this show is a comfort to me so I’m slowly dragging myself out of THAT pit #wish me luck gamers

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cheekydogs · 1 year

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Today marks 1 year since my partner gifted me Sunny! Gosh, how time flies—he looks so well-loved now! Here’s to many more years with this special little guy 🧡

#cheeky barks #my plush: sunny #webkinz #webkinz signature #plush #plushblr #actually autistic #safeplush #comfort plush #he’s been such a huge comfort me this last year #and stars above did I need him—this last year has possibly been the toughest of my life so far #he’s such a massive source for comfort and support for me that I can’t imagine life without him #I’m grateful every day that my partner bought him for me :) and to think he was only like $20!#I wish I still had a screenshot of his listing :( I posted his new pic like his listing pic from memory but I think I deleted it #oh well! I still have that old pic :)

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alienaiver · 6 months

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Shinsou is nervous. There's no denying it. You've had three great dates, a lot of banter before that and he's still quietly shaking from kissing you on your doorstep a few nights earlier. But now you've turned radio silent. No texts. No calls. No pictures or silly captions posted on any site you use.

Did you ghost him? Would you do that? You're part of a bigger friend group, you've been friends before you decided to take a step further, but what else could this be?

He caves three miserable days later and calls Tsuyu, because he knows she won't make fun of him but will tell him to his face if she thinks he's a creep.

"Nohr is sick," Tsuyu says quietly. "I've been at her place every day to make sure she's eating and drinking and to feed her cat."

"What can I do?" He asks, trying to swallow the lump in his throat. He's been wallowing in self-doubt while you're suffering! That's not Boyfriend material! That's not even friend material!

"You can cook, right?" Tsuyu asks and explains what he already knows. The foods you prefer when the pain hits. Where you hide your spare key. What to look out for when caring for your cat.

By the time he arrives at your apartment, he feels like he's back in high school, his biggest exam right in front of him. If he fails today, he can kiss this relationship goodbye, right? He'd always tried to be caring and understanding when you were friends, but now that he wants to be more to you, he has to show that he can be more to you.

You're asleep when he comes in and when he leaves. He's not sure if you even understood that it was him moving around you instead of Tsuyu, but the weight of your body, as he held you upright while you ate, has told him something, a secret he had already known but forgotten:

It's not the big things that make a relationship, it's all the little things instead. It doesn't mean he stops planning date number four, but it means he's more than ready to be back at your apartment tomorrow, to clean out your cat's litter box and shake up your pillows.

He loves you. What else would he do?

dira i am CRYING SMILING SOBBING WIMPERING THIS CHEERED ME UP IMMENSELY THE SECOND (THE! SECOND!) I RECEIVED IT AND WAS ABLE TO READ IT OH MY HOSHHHH........... i am OUT of words and just 😭🧡 MY HEART IS SQUEEZING ILYSM... GO GHE ENDS OF GHE EARTH....!!!!!

#not shinsou worrying abt being boyfriend material oh my goH he is sO ADORABLE #i hve a similar ish scene planned for amethyst haze and i just! we are CONNECTED i love the way u think and write it brings me suCH JOY!#fuck generally ur shinsou is like peak canon shinsou in my mind you GET him! and you get me which makes me wanna CRY AND SOB 🥺🥹🥹🧡🧡🧡🧡🧡🧡🧡🧡🧡🧡🧡#COMFORT TAG #!!!! TO THE ENDS OF EARTH FR FR FR i wish i had more words i swear ive been thinking abt this NON STOP #made my friend whos babysitting (lmao) read it too bcos i was so excited !!!!#keepsakes 🗃️#nohr.talks #nohr.rec #!!!! 😭🧡🧡🧡🧡🧡🧡#happy tag

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