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finiteannotationsoftheunworthy · 1 year

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I hate you

I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you

I hate that I can’t stop thinking about you

I hate that I find you in things that I’d never thought I would

I hate that you take up so much space in my head that nothing even fits up there anymore

I hate that right now I don’t have anything to distract me from thinking about you

I hate that my mind is racing a million times faster than it normally does

I hate it when I don’t talk to you

I hate it when I do talk to you

I hate everything that goes back to you

And I hate that I don’t really hate it at all

#time to get drunk ig #will my mind just calm down please #it’s just getting tiring at this point #every weekend I have this crisis that hits and I want to cry #my head hurts

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sketchy-tour · 4 months

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A wilting flower is not always beyond healing. It'll just take time.

#a small doodle! Just a little one! Wanted to draw but also didnt want to draw but also needed to draw #you know? idk if that makes any sense #dont mind me-#if anyone is worried I am okay please dont take this as some big vent or anything!#just art I needed to get out of my head. Ya kno??? nothin crazy!!!#anyway anyway im gonna go play a game or something!!! Drink water. Eat a snack! Sit down in some quiet for a moment #Yall should do that too! You! Drink water! Eat something! Sit and be calm for a moment.#welcome home oc #dandy leon #I always feel bad tagging my art of dandy alone with the welcome home tags??? uh-#my art #sketches

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r0semultiverse · 3 months

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Imagine if having devil fruit powers in One Piece got you the label of “fruity.” They needed a name/label to call people who have devil fruit powers so they just start saying you’re fruity. If you’re strong as fuck with your devil fruit powers? That’s fruity as Hell!

#imagine an AU where Oda called it that in one piece & it aged so funny #like bro I don’t think you should say that but this is hilarious keep going #this is a silly post btw don’t go getting all serious on me like how dare you say that #I’m gay & trans calm yourself down xD #just imagine how funny that would be though #Nami warning an enemy that Luffy is very fruity #HES WHAT?? guys I think we should retreat they’ve got a fruity power user 😂#chopper brook hell even Robin is fruity! half our crew are fruity!#Bon Clay just looks at the camera with a knowing smile in the anime #if someone draws this concept I’m going to lose my mind omg please #one piece #mine #op

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fisheito · 3 months

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I am currently going thru every chapter from the beginning so i can gather screenshots of everyone's emotions

Even tho i BET one of u hyperfixators already has an entire library all cleaned and ready for use

But i'm gettin some fun outta reliving the old days so who am i to deprive myself of some choice🤌👌nostalgia

#i was brainwashed by the yakumond core. i thought they were always peaceful and sweet together #LIES. LIES FABRICATED BY OWN WISHFUL THINKING. yakumond's first meeting was a Fight ready to break out #yakumo going DONT BULLY EIDEN and edmond going BITCH DO NOT GET IN MY WAY #and eiden going GIRLS GIRLS PLEASE LET'S ALL JUST BREATHE AND CALM DOWN OK??????#it pays off to revisit canon #my mind warped yakumo into the softiest squoshiest nothingbaby in canon's absence lol #i forgot that he actually stood up for eiden this early in their relationship. and so vehemently too #also now that everyone is fully voiced i can train my vocal...identification?!#i rly cant tell the difference between voices well. i try to guess who says nucarnival! on the game's opening screen #i can only ever pick out aster 🫢🫣💦

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embracethemadmess · 2 years

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Not to be dramatic but this scene:

has been living in my mind rent free since the first time I watched this series.

#who gave this man the right to look this good being a fuckin reflection on a bus window??#sir this is a mcdonalds #calm down #tough and strong boy #he looks so intense while also proud of his brave boy Steven??#and don’t get me wrong Steven is absolutely stunning in this scene #his mr knight suit certainly does things to me #but Marc in mr knight suit in a bus window??#oscar thank you really but please stop you’re married and you don’t know me #you can’t just look like that and make me lose my mind #marc spector #steven grant #marvel moon knight #oscar isaac

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rosesocietyy · 15 days

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oaurr mein gott I'm trying to be normal but the amount of pain I'm in knowing that boogeyman armand controlling everything and everyone is the most popular theory* plaguing this hellscape of a fandom

*can it still be called a theory when they've concretely set their mind on it and are watching everything through that lense?

#I'm trying to remind myself that's it's not that serious i need to calm down over fictional pieces of media #but it IS THAT SERIOUS #I'm losing my mind daily #the worst part is how boring it is #it's giving very much 6th grade creative writing short story #where mc wakes up at the end and realizes everything that just happened was a dream #they're not going to spend an entire season showing you things that never happened y'all come the fuck ooooonnnnnnn #what you should be looking forward to is another characters perspective on the same events #not someone to come in and then give us the 'real truth' for another whole season #ughhhh #this is basic comprehension 101 shit please we can't keep doing this I'm tired 😭😭

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beeholyshit · 1 month

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Oh my god

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todayisafridaynight · 1 year

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love my right-hand rgg men deranged. a little blood splattered even.

#snap chats #this post is about yoshitaka mine and jo sawashiro do NOT reblg and put anyone else in the tag or im egging your house #one of you rebellious bitches are gonna do that cause i said it now... unless we keep playin uno and we go #'oh but now that you said that i wont touch this post' OK WELL GOOD IM RAMBLING IN HERE !!!!! GET OUT !!!!!#dont get out. stay if you want. its dark down here i have two (2) candles burning this time and i feel like im summoning the devil #yeah i am summoning the devil the motherfucker that lives in my mind #im never getting to the point of this post. btw. im stringing all of you along. im cold. literally and figuratively.#mine never even got to be blood splattered..... hate this franchise..... unless we talkin ishin but ishin was a blood bath it dont count #anyway sorry (<- not) someone reminded me of majima being fake crazy about kandas head in the box #call that a dick in a box GOTTEM. fuck kanda all my homies hate kanda #and yeah...... sat here and started thinking and giggling and kicking my feet 🥰#sorry i mention the eye scene once a month but no other scene compares to it for me. it has everything i could ever want #🏳️‍🌈❓❓ behavior and raw gore and nothings more brutal then personally taking your thumb and sticking it in someones eye #always reminds me of that slipknot song.. Duality... and not the song called Eyeless.... hate this band....#like please its my crack its my meth its my drug of choice #knife scene good too for similar reasons....... but i do like the eye scene just .2% more... sorry... i like how gorier it is...#knife scene still raw as hell tho like UGH sorry love them. i love jo and mine cause they Seem calm for like .2 seconds and then theyre ill #their demeanors are so funny to me tho like mine's like Thoroughly professional near all the time but jo is just Slightly more vulgar #like jo more typically says crass/aggressive things while mine Genuinely most of the time is just 🧍‍♂️#very funny... love them all the same... <- said he was gonna draw but hasnt drawn shit #I SAW THE FIRST EPISODE OF KYOUEN (jdrama starring nakai) AND NOOO IT LOOKS SO SPICY I WANNA WATCH THE REST #but i made a promise..... so i'll save that binge session for the morn i suppose....#anyway dont look at me im giggling and twirling my hair at the thought of my Real Crazy bitches #i love them <- cant say this enough my heart will literally explode if i try to #stream chat got me thinkin a jo.... oopsie..... i refuse to say anything heinous Respect Your Elders etc etc #ok bye. im normal <- is going to go watch the eye scene again

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beelzebubsbois · 7 months

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I will literally strangle the next person that tells me that I am fucking angry. I'm not angry, I'm just a bitch. And if I AM angry after you told me that I am, it's not because I WAS angry, it's because you're telling me that I am when I'm not and it's pissing me off. I am not upset, I am neutral. I am not angry, I am trying to calm my brain.

I. Am. Not. Upset.

Maybe instead of assuming that I am, you should ask what's wrong if you really think something is, but we were having a conversation and I corrected you on something you got wrong about something I am passionate about. I am not angry. You're just an idiot.

#please. just stop #i never understand people that so this #dont tell me to calm down #i wasnt upset until you told me i was #you dont know my emotions better than me #you cant read my mind #so shut up #maybe its an aspd thing #or maybe im just done with people in general #but really #fuck off #eat shit and die

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someuncreativity · 10 months

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Small NSFW Art complaints that will make Tumblr’s moderators probably mad

Latex suits.

Y’all. Y’all.

I get it. We all love a latex moment on guys. We all like to put the sluttiest and tightest rubber pants on our most well-endowed men.

But come on now. If it’s so tight I can see where different parts of the Cumshooter 9000 start and end, to the point where I have to double-take and see if the guy is actually wearing a suit or is actually naked and just has neon-colored skin, there’s a problem.

If that were the case, two other things have to be true:

1. He’s not wearing underwear, which is generally a good idea for an extra layer of protection when the guy in question is a superhero, as these types of art so often include.

2. The pants themselves are so tight that they might be cutting off blood flow and will be a bitch to take off, like swimming trunks when you get out of a pool.

I get it, we all want to see some dick every now and then, and sometimes we have to sacrifice realism to get what we want, but both of the things I listed are, you know, not good, so as much as I like the outlines and the definition and the whatever, if it’s taking me out of the immersion, then it just turns into a huge turn-off.

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youremyonlyhope · 10 months

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#can i just calm down for 2 seconds please. can the anxiety stop for just a bit please #i'm gonna go buy bubbles #bubbles are nice. i can't do mindful breathing or whatever you call it on my own.#i'll literally panic trying to control my breathing. but. blowing bubbles. that makes me feel better #and it's the same thing but with bubbles. that used to be my go to method before therapy and zoloft #but today i'm just FREAKING out #a friend invited me to something and yesterday when hanging out with another friend i mentioned it #and i was like 'oh you didn't know about it? i'm sure they wouldn't mind. let me ask if you can come'#and that friend left me on read and then finally told me this morning that they weren't sure about it #because apparently someone or some people in the larger like... not friend group more like friend web #don't like this other friend and that's why they weren't invited. that and it was gonna be just a couple of us.#and after apologizing a lot and going back and forth being like 'i'm so sorry this is my fault'#and them being like 'no it's not i should be more inclusive i feel bad not including them'#and me being like no you're allowed to not invite people i shouldn't have mentioned it ahhhhhhhhhhhh #so i don't know where host-friend stands right now about the other friend coming #BUT that other friend invited me out tonight and i had said i would come but that was before all this chaos #so if i go meet them i'll have to avoid the whole invite thing and hope they forgot but i don't think they forgot #and i'm like who doesn't like this person and why because i think i know why and that it's a misunderstanding #and tonight i could casually be like 'hey you should text so-and-so about that thing and touch base' to fix it #BUT if i'm wrong and it's someone ELSE then i don't know why and just ahh i hate drama especially theatre people drama #and i feel extra bad for creating this mess ahhhhh. so now i've been a ball of anxiety all night.#hmm. venting and writing this out made me calm down a little. god i need to get back into journalling

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randomhistoryandmemes · 7 months

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#why can't people just communicate what they feel?#like #if I'm being annoying JUST TELL ME #I'LL CALM DOWN #but I don't know that unless you TELL ME #and it hurts to lose someone who you were friends with over this #like i know I'm annoying #so please tell me if I'm annoying you #don't just block me and leave me wondering what I did wrong #like just send a final message or something for closure #and I can change my behavior too #as long as I'm made aware of it #but I can't read minds #and I can't read social cues

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because-its-eurovision · 1 year

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You give off vibes of someone who would show up with snacks and good movie to just sit with them when your friends are feeling down and just need some company.

This made me realise that the thought of doing something like that has never even occurred to me - because I'm someone who almost always prefers being alone to being in company - and now I'm thinking how terrible friend I am and spiraling real fast so yeah

#I'm more like: if someone is upset I'll give them some space to figure it out and maybe send some pics of cute animals or wholesome memes #as said before my parents are really sensitive and I hated that #but also no one in my family was never encouraged to show any feelings #it was always like: if you are sad or angry or excited or too happy please stop that as soon as possible and calm down #go to you room and come out when you're normal again #and if you have bad things in your mind just ignore them #don't think about upsetting stuff #wow #no wonder I'm like this #these asks are making me dig real deep in my psyche and I'm not sure if I'm liking what I find out #asks

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toastsnaffler · 18 days

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I wish there was a big switch I could pull and it would just stop all conscious thought ahh

#I keep calming down and then my mind skitters off and gets upset again im so tired please #just been chasing myself round and round and round all day it feels so horrible. and I can't focus on anything else to distract myself #but im not going anywhere its not helping!! its just making me feel truly fucking terrible. who tf designed the brain like this #okay im going to try and leave the house for a little bit. not going far i just have mail to pick up and then i can come home #and then im going to start making dinner and then shower. and we'll go from there. one thing at a time #im so tired of feeling so lonely i wish i had someones shoulder to cry on i think that would relieve so much of this #just thinking about it is making me tear up again i CANT start crying again i just stopped 15 mins ago i need to go OUT #maybe ill get some paracetamol on the way back too i think ive run out :-(#.diaries #they need to make a me that isnt sad anymore i cant keep doing this another 10 years

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bunny-heels · 2 months

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someone with a phobia of cats commented on my nearly 6 year old post about me being baffled by someone who screamed at a cat saying i shouldn't care about peoples phobias. fair. i did tag it with the phobia. shouldnt have done that. i go to their blog and their yelling saying that tumblr is being ableist for using cat imagery on the site. okay i guess. although the cat is basically the internet mascot so its not any websites fault is a cat shows up. i scroll down a lil more.

"i hope everyone who likes dogs suffers. there is no such thing as a good dog, only a trained dog, and those are rare"

okay. i see. so. question:

does this not apply to people with service dogs?

or does that not fall under ableism for you?

#the bun talks #and just some advice. maybe dont go replying to old posts where the op doesnt even remembering writing it just because youre angry #thats not healthy. like at all.#you wanna express being upset because your phobia is everywhere? thats fine. and im sorry youre going through that.#but for the love of god dont do shit like this that you'll regret later.#also you'd think having what is considered a rare phobia would make you be more aware of people who need really specific accommodations #idk how i keep forgetting that certain people just. choose to be less mindful of others when they're literally begging for the same thing #also yeah maybe i shouldn't make a post on this i get that. but yknow. my blog my thoughts. plus im not turning reblogs on.#anyway please just breathe and calm down.

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idliketobeatree · 7 months

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I dunno why but people who eat vegetables like they're apples scare the living shit out of me

#why are you biting so hard into that tomato for? practise for human flesh next??#they don't even taste that good #calm down please #not to mention i once saw an elderly woman on the train biting into a whole ass hard-boiled egg #and look. i mind my own business but this is too much #i understand sometimes you just don't want to make a meal but uh. there are. some other things to consider mayperhaps #food #tw: food #idk maybe someone will need that tag #my posts

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