youve made me crazy forever. what the fuck is this

heo gin gae is so fucking mean to phill and for what

This might sound weird but how long are Anakin's limbs supposed to be? Do you think you can draw or sketch it? I'm kinda having trouble imagining what his stubs look like

haha ofc!! i sloppily made this diagram so if u need me to translate my awful handwriting pls lmk!!

Merry Christmas (Eve)! Thank you for your creativity and taking time out of your day to indulge us with your drabbles! We appreciate you~!

You're very welcome!

I'm glad you've all enjoyed them and I hope you all accept them as a little present from me this holiday season.

will i ever make anything serious on this blog

getting back into the untamed and i had a thought. / follow for more yllz babygirlism

This was home.

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wait can you please speak more on WWX qi deviating after the LP confrontation with JC? I've always wondered what that sudden sickness was.

Hi anon 👋🏻

Of course! I think this detail is often missed because of the rest of the drama and overall poignancy of the scene. It's also never outright stated as a "qi deviation", but MXTX expects us to use the information she gave us in prior chapters to arrive at such a conclusion ourselves - as she so often does.

Not long before the scene in question, WWX and LWJ were a major part of the driving force that saved everyone from an onslaught of fierce corpses intent on attacking them all at the burial mounds. He was exhausted from that and even though he claims to have been exaggerating to "trick" LWJ into looking after him while on the boat to LP, he was still feeling the effects of the past few days catching up with him. After all, he was stabbed a few days prior to them travelling to Yiling as well.

All of the above, alongside the heightened emotions of the past few days; realising his feelings for LWJ, how deeply he feels them, if LWJ feels the same way, coming back to LP after such a long and traumatic time, living through a second siege of the burial mounds and facing his trauma head on at the very place he died - all quite an emotional rollercoaster for our beloved WWX.

Then the altercation with JC, where he is being verbally abusive, just pushes all those overwhelming emotions over the edge and causes WWX to have a minor qi deviation. That being said, it could have been fatal, as qi deviations often can be. Which is why some fans find JCs unwillingness to stop attacking WX (both verbally and physically) and refusing to let them leave when WWX was showing signs of his health deteriorating, all rather underhand. It's also why LWJ lost his cool a little and WN served him a verbal bitch-slap to shut him up and finally make JC understand just how much WWX has done to pay back his "debt" to the Jiang sect.

WWX was under great emotional stress at the time, feeling attacked for not only being in love with LWJ, but being once again wrongfully blamed for everything that happened at LP - which even JC admits is simply not true.

Qi deviations can occur for many reasons. I won't go into it too much right now, but one such reason (in the MDZS universe) is being greatly affected by emotions or becoming emotionally unstable. WWX is so overcome with all those strong emotions he begins to bleed from "the seven apertures" and even starts to faint, finally losing consciousness - which are signs of a qi deviation. We see examples of this earlier on in the novel with LQR and the cultivator who escaped the Mingshi for help once they all began bleeding from the apertures and essentially qi deviating. And again when LQR wakes up to shout at WWX and qi deviates once more - which is hilarious 🤣Obviously NMJ, and his father before him, both suffered similar symptoms before qi deviating and eventually succumbing to gruesome deaths as a result as well.

So there you have it anon ☺️ that's my understanding of qi deviations (in the MDZS universe, as the term/cause/effect can differ from one fiction to another) and my reading of the novel. I hope it helps to answer your question to some extent!

Wei Wuxian: *sipping his coffee and cringing*

Nie Huaisang: What are you drinking?

Wei Wuxian: However many espresso shots fit into a venti cup.

Nie Huaisang: ...Are you ok?

Wei Wuxian: Physically, mentally, or emotionally?

So.

I was on MDZS subReddit.

(yes, my fault I know)

Someone had posted the question that Jin Guangyao had played the Song of Tormoil on Qiongqi Road 2.0 and that made Wen Ning "Beserk" and that's what led to the death of Jin Zixuan. That wasn't in the books and wondered why it was left out.

A few ppl alerted them to the fact that the Untamed had made up a plot out of whole cloth and to not watch/take take it as canon.

But then a few other ppl felt the need to comment saying it was Wei Wuxian's arrogance that led to his downfall. And that he had "lessons" he had to learn in his second life.

Admittedly it's been a hot minute since I read the book, but I do recall Wei Wuxian as being distinctly not arrogant, and that he was proved right at the end of the novel. So I'm wondering where this idea that Wei Wuxian was arrogant came from and why it's so pervasive among the fandom when so many people read the books?

(I'm not fighting with people one reddit. Let my comments get down voted into oblivion. Internet votes are more useless that wet toilet paper)

mdzs dad alignment chart thingy

ran yoojin

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praying that the emperor won’t fuck things up for our two lovers in the next chapter of ‘allow me’ 😭😭 I’m so excited for it though

lucky for u the next chapter is being sitting in my drafts rn :))

I’ve got a theory that WWX would be so much more neurotic if JC was a girl instead. Like you know how aggressive and mean he was to JZX? He’d be even worse to any man he thought was even remotely interested in his adorable Shimei. Like as much as he downplayed male JC’s accomplishments, he’d be even weirder about female JC’s accomplishments. I just think he’d be weird and territorial and it’s kind of fun to think about.

I think we can look at how neurotic he already is about JYL and multiply that by how much he will rip himself apart for m!JC, and then it is very reasonable to dial that up by 100 for shimei JC who can't be the heir her father needed (but is stronger than her elder sister regardless) and so JFM spends all his time training WWX to take care of f!JC to the detriment his relationship with his daughters and wife--who absolutely doesn't want WWX to be trained in what f!JC should be able to do herself.

💯 JFM would have betrothed those two as soon as he saw them get along even a little bit.

WWX absolutely would feel so responsible for his shimei, guard dog extroidinaire. JFM put him in charge of the future of the sect!

Indoctrination would have been way worse, way sooner. Wen Chao would have tried to assault f!JC and would have died for the attempt.

In that AU unless it is more definitive that f!JC would die without a core though, I think WWX wouldn't do the transfer because he would think it would be better to protect her if he stayed whole. Then again in that AU he kills Wen Chao and then WZL immediately melts his core unless the narrative saves them.

🐇 Plot bunnies are multiplying again~

I didn't expect I actually cultivated a tiger that bit me instead.

Story of Kunning Palace (2023)

Smell Check [Easy: Failure]

MDZS Disco Elysium AU part 1 (part 2 - part 3)

So I find it super odd that Wei Ying seems to always recognize LWJ without seeing him by the scent of sandalwood, but somehow when LWJ is all up in his nostrils kissing him while he's punned against the tree, he can't smell the telltale scent for some reason? Or does he just completely choose to ignore it??? What happened there?!?? He should have known. What do you think? Also, I love your fanfics!!!!!!! So much. Muah!!! 👩🏻‍🍳

Hi anon 👋🏻

Oooh! I love this question! Well, this is actually something my friends and I have discussed previously and I found it all so fascinating. Especially as, when one sense is lost (his sight, being blindfolded), the others are meant to be heightened!

So, the reason WWX cannot smell that usual sandalwood scent on LWJ when they are so close is actually because MXTX very cleverly set the scene up just so, prior to this.

As Wei Wuxian played his flute, he dangled one leg, letting it sway idly beneath him. The tip of his boot brushed the wild grass beneath the tree, and he paid no mind when it became damp with the morning dew that had gathered on the fresh green grass.

Having finished his tune, he settled back on the tree, crossing his arms and shifting into a more comfortable position. His flute was tucked between his arms, and the flower diffused a faint, cool fragrance from where it was still pinned by his heart.

7S translations

That gorgeous dewy grass scent, the fragrant flower and the fact they are outside in an open space with the wind perhaps hindering his senses a little - all perfect conditions to hide that sandalwood scent. I just adore how meticulously planned the scene was that MXTX even carefully covered LWJ's trademark aroma!

Just to cover all bases here... I have seen some people point out that WWX never actually mentions LWJ smelling of sandalwood until his second life and use this as the reasoning for not noticing the scent - which is true, he never explicitly states as such. But! He obviously noticed it. As I have mentioned in previous meta on the scent of sandalwood and WWXs emotional reaction to it, he's only just come back to life and he's already commenting on how LWJ's always smells like this and how the scent seemed to "tugged at his heartstrings" - showing us he remembers LWJ smelling of sandalwood and his subconscious feelings for him at the same time.

So there you have it anon, MXTX just set the perfect scene to ensure WWX could not outright guess it was LWJ ☺️

As for your lovely comment on my fanfics *rolls around on the floor like an excited WWX*

Thank you so much 🥰 that's so sweet of you to say! I'm glad you are enjoying my fics as well ❤️