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has someone reminded y'all today that the theme of lonlieness is the greatest theme on midnights?
#i would die to read everything tay's written about feeling alone#and being lonely#especially as it ties in with fame#'i took the money my friends from home don't know what to say'#'he never thinks of me except when i'm in tv#the whole song of dear reader#fame increases the strength to which she feels alone#'sometimes i feel like everybody is a sexy baby and i'm a monster on the hill too big to hang out'#it's the glitter blood#pretty to look at but it makes her different she doesn't belong here - Alone#i would kill for her#and all of us who feel this alone#and have an inescapable part of our lives that makes it worse#we are not built to be alone#and we're not the only ones#we have each other#as kesha said#this is a hymn for the hymnless
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Tango and GeminiTay visit Etho post-charity stream travel while Grian interacts via chat. Etho says he and Joel were alone all week and everybody teases him.
19 minutes into Tango's "I AM THE MASTER" stream, April 2024
Transcript:
Tango: So, Etho, what did you do all week by yourself? Were you lonely?
Etho: Dude, it was so dead on this server-
Tango: It was so quiet! I know.
Gem, overlapping: Did you miss us?
Tango, overlapping: He DID! He did!
Gem: Awww!
Etho: A little bit... It was just like- It was like Joel and me, and...................... and that was about it... And Cub came back eventually.
Gem, overlapping: Of COURSE you mention Joel first.
Tango: Yep, yep; of course.
Tango, quietly sing-songing: Obsessed~ ... Obsessed...
Etho: [Laughs]
Gem: Not your neighbor, Cub. JOEL. Joel's top of the list.
Etho: But I couldn't even go see Joel because it would've been awkward to, like... just be alone.
Gem: You poor thing...
Tango, reading Grian's message in chat: 'Joel is enough for you.' Yeah...... I see more statues popping up- Who's making them?
Etho: Not me! Okay, something weird is going on- I don't know the deal behind it-
Tango, laughing: Uh-huh...
Etho: I've made two statues... Total.
Tango: Which ones did you make?
Etho: The Joel one... and the other one's... a secret.
[End]
Next, Tango and Gem tease Etho because they're pretty sure the other statues he built are the giant Etho statues, implied to be something he put in front of Joel's base himself. Etho says this is "not confirmed in his video."
#Hermitcraft#hermitblr#Hermitcraft Season 10#Boat Boys#TangoTek#EthosLab#GeminiTay#Grian#Joel Smallishbeans#This was such a pain to get a video for and someone may have done it already but I needed it on my blog. Laughed too much#The sheer hilarity of Etho going from 'I can't be alone with Joel or it'd be awkward' to 'Yeah I built two giant statues of him'#Yeah yeah we know you like your soulmate. gg.#2 hours 7 minutes in Tango also gets excited because Jimmy shows up in his chat and Tango VIPs him. lol.#Glad you're equally enjoying your soulmate you goof#Riddle watches Hermits#traffic soulmates#videos#mcyt
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This is reference for absolutely no one but Gale is that Chris Fleming “My self esteem is never anywhere good. I’m either pre teen at her bat mitzvah, disassociating on the dance floor doing the choreography to grease lighting, or I’m on my way to the dmv to change the occupation on my drivers license to ‘queer icon’” bit
#and he will quickly take the ‘let me die alone in a hole’ to ‘karssis was wrong but I’m built different’ elevator between the two#and we love him for it
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Currently thinking about The New Inn and how Hob literally made Dream his own little corner of the waking world to come back to. This man literally bought a pub next door to The White Horse so that when His Stranger deigned it fit to see him again (because of course Hob didn't know he was imprisoned), he wouldn't have to look far from where they'd always met. He literally wrote instructions on the barrier of The White Horse directing him to the place he bought SPECIFICALLY for this, specifically for when Dream showed up.
And I hesitate to call it a home in Dreams regard, but I absolutely do believe Hob lives in a modest flat above the Inn. Part of this is because it makes financial sense- why buy a house elsewhere and have the extra cost of that + travel (home -> brief stop at the pub -> work -> pub for the rest of the day, waiting for Dream -> home). But also, living there means that when His Stranger shows up (because Hob knows he will, he wouldn't have bought a whole pub for the man if he thought he wouldn't), Hob will be the first to know. If he lives there, it doesn't matter if Dream comes knocking at 3 am, Hob will be there to open the doors for him. He asks his bartenders, daily, if someone unusual had come in - pale, hair as dark as night, beautiful as the sun is bright - and at this point they answer him before he even asks. Even if His Stranger was waiting until their next centennial meeting in 2089, just on the off chance that he wasn't...Hob would be the first to know of his arrival.
So anyway, while I wouldn't refer to the inn as Dreams home (yet...) I would call it Hob's, and he built it with His Stranger in mind. And I don't even think Hob would realise the gravity of this after Dream escapes from his imprisonment. Dream returned to his realm and found it partially deserted- his subjects had left in his absence (save for a key few), he returned and found his family had continued as usual (or as usual as the endless are) without him, the waking world only felt his absence because of the consequences it brought (people not waking up, etc).
Yet there is Hob Gadling and his inn.
There is a place, built specifically for when Dream returned to him. A small corner in the waking world where someone- no not just someone but Hob- had built him a pub, a resting place, with the intention of waiting for him. Hob had carved out this little place, so close to The White Horse, with the intention of making it easy for Dream to find, to come back. After so many people leaving him, or moving on, or just plain not knowing he was even gone in the first place- to come back and find a pub, dedicated to him and his companionship with Hob Gadling...thats gotta do something to you man.
So anyway, yeah. Thinking about how Dream feels when he meets up with Hob, after a century of imprisonment, to find that despite their last meeting...Hob had waited for him. And not only that, but he had built an Inn for him- had made a safe place in the waking world, anticipating his return. Hob had never lost faith in him, and Dream would never turn his back on that again.
#Anyway can y'all tell I'm having big thoughts on this#And yes Hob wasn't the only person waiting but he was the only human waiting#Lucienne waited in the dreaming and of course we know death missed dream also#But Hob didn't even know his name let alone who he bloody was#But he STILL built a whole Inn for that man#Still waited for him in the only way he could#In the waking world#And he's literally created this small life to share with Dream#Gggg I am FERAL about it friends#This was much longer than I expected to do but y'all ate up my analysis posts so#Eat this up too#Sandman#the sandman spoilers#dream of the endless#hob gadling#dreamling#hob x dream#morpheus#netflix the sandman
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ever think about the fact that nishiki largely spiraled the way he did because of being considered incompetent and unfavorable in comparison to kiryu by everyone important in his life, and thus was constantly neglected and forgotten about. and then think about how the bomb would never have had to go off if kiryu and/or yumi just paid literally any attention to him after the showdown. talked to him. helped him to his feet. kept an eye on him. anything. instead of more or less forgetting he was there and allowing him the opportunity to do what he did. do you ever think about that. i sure do
#there is. no conversation between kiryu and nishiki after they fight. at all.#which is. well#I don’t blame nishiki too much for going jokermode there because uh. yeah. ouch#all of this was supposed to be about him. the showdown was supposed to be about him and kiryu#and kiryu just ignored him and talked to yumi instead like he wasn’t even there- let alone the focal point for All Of This#anyway yeah having them not fucking talk to each other there and focusing on the pointless and Bad attempt at a love story was just#flat out bad writing#because it’s not in character at fucking All for kiryu both due to who he is as a person and- more importantly- the relationship they built#beteeen him and nishiki in y0. like. how fucking close they were. like yumi had literally nothing to do with anything here#they were literally basically codependent and hadn’t lived their lives apart ever for the most part up until the sentencing#and they just sorta. gloss over that. in favor of yumi. who we know nothing about and have no development with and no dynamic in place with#her and either of them or anything#it’s#anyway#I need to stop bsnchdjmfd#nishiki#yakuza kiwami#yakuza kiwami spoilers#akira nishikiyama#rgg#yakuza#rambling
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headcanon that Scar is the only one we don't see die after winning a Life series because time is a loop and he moved on alone in the world, which then became the start of his The Crafting Dead series.
#this makes no sense about anything ever shush leave me alone#I'm still just sitting here with the idea that scar is the only one we don't see die after winning#every other player either jumps off a cliff or blows up or is struck by lightning or runs out of time...#scar's just built different#or maybe the universe knows winning a life game isn't actually winning#and they (whoever 'they' are) are punishing him#or rewarding him but the reward is worse than a punishment#the fates are fickle and fae and apparently they like scar#who is indeed fickle and fae himself
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There is something so uniquely tragic about Colin Robinson in the sense that all the other vampires are clearly products of their upbringing, and their rich past is usually a primary motivating factor for their character. But Colin’s upbringing essentially never happened and he will never remember it- he is intentionally designed to be untethered to the world. Unknown.
#I’m sorry you were built for solitude when you were meant to love#can you imagine his hunger?#when you feed off people and none of them can ever need you the way you need them#he is alone#I want to tell him he can live off more than anger and boredom#hnnnng#hhhnngfph#wwdits#what we do in the shadows#colin robinson#Colin Robinson wwdits#wwdits colin robinson#wwdits text post
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jelix gets so much hate and people act like it's truly problematic. It's so funny to me. you can hate its fans and not have to justify it with acting as if the ship itself is somehow offensive.
sorry y'all can't see the beauty in 70s repressed homosexual adultery and the consequences of it being tragedy. i forgot the kids these days haven't even seen brokeback mountain.
#also its just fiction guys this isnt real life men cheating on their wives lmfao these are some fictional dudes in an analog yt series#theyre like wahhhhhh he killed his kids and jack hates him now !!! yeah. now. are we disregarding the 20 years of friendship#where they built their dream company together? no ones saying that jack would fuck him post accident lmfao yall are just reaching#blah blah jack would NEVER do that to rose!!! first of all you dont actually know anything about him.#second of all people do shit you'd never expect all the time. even if they do love someone and are happy#also that one take where someone says the concept of jelix is inherently racist because jack is latino and felix is white so#that means jack is giving in to a white mans desires is insaneeee do yall hear yalls selves. like seriously listen to yourself. just once.#and its weird for you to tack actual racial issues onto a fictional ship that has NOTHING to do with that.#literally saw someone say that its perpetuating the white man desires and exotic latino stereotype and im sitting here like what.#what does that have to do with twf. yall just reaching. just say you dont like jelix and go. simple.#the walten files fandom is a joke atp. none of you should be watching this series yall arent mature enough yall cant even handle a ship#let alone a story centering around actual serious topics like childhood trauma and addiction and morally grey characters#rant over#twf#the walten files
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Jean's Life - next [The River ♫]
Jean is by the lovely @cowplant-snacks
#sims 4#ts4#the sims 4#sims 4 screenshots#sims 4 story#sim: Jean Pollard#sim: Mary Greenburg#sims#tw: death#rotational story#Jean is gorgeous! (but i need to add her freckles again they disappeared uhh)#okay a bit bg: Blossom Greenburg is dead so Mary lives alone bc Knox moved to Del Sol#Mary loves the property she built with Blossom and doesn't want to leave it bc memories#Jean is working for a greentech company while her mother lives in Del Sol Valley.#or should I say: lived. it's the yellow house that I posted before.#sims story#we will see Jean soon again :) Mary... eh let's see!#*mystory#*mine
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AU (inspired by this amazing prompt) where the Force needs vessels to exist and each generation of Jedi has their Chosen One that they consider as a sort of deity with godlike powers to match their title. Order 66 is even more brutal than in canon and almost no Jedi survives, leaving Anakin as the last Chosen One, who knows he will disappear the second the very last Jedi forgets about him or dies.
Enter Jedi Master Obi-Wan Kenobi, last ember of a dying age.
And if Anakin knows one thing, it's that he will do whatever he can to survive, even if it means making his last follower live eternally, or at least until a new Order is created with new followers.
He just never imagined that if Obi-Wan is devoted to the Force and to him, having such a personal and close relationship with only one worshipper also means that Anakin is devoted to him.
#nothing good can come out from a god being devoted to YOU#so that must be doing some weird things to Obi-Wan's sanity#we can go down the dark path of 'I only care about you let's destroy the rest of the galaxy because they almost left you to die'#BUT I do like a happy ending after a century or two#bonus points for anakin keeping obi-wan alive even after a new jedi order is built#and he has many new followers and even other chosen ones#but he still refuses to let obi-wan die#he's like 'he's my emotional support worshipper 🥰'#and obi-wan is behind him like 'worshipper 🙄 II just make caf for you in the morning and tell you to shut up when you need to hear it'#and the new Jedi are like 'master !! how can you speak to a chosen one like that? 😳'#and obi-wan is like 'I didn't ask to be kept alive for two centuries so if he makes his own rules now then I will be his punishment'#jedi: but that's-- THAT-S BLASPHEMY#anakin sighing dreamily: I love him so much ✨#(obi-wan complains grumpily but he won't let his deity/lover alone)#(he knows he will live until anakin chooses to join the Force and follow him there too)#(so they can still be together even in the afterlife 😌)#obikin#clem's aus#fic i will never write
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at the tiefling party after saving the grove like "is this a fuck party because i am pretty sure gale just hit on me and there was an awfully forward option with halsin just now"
a LITTLE disappointed when zevlor says nothing of the kind
go to talk to lae'zel
I DID WHAT NOW?
#SO IT *IS* A FUCK PARTY!!!#kara plays baldur's gate 3#gale was just like 'i wanna show you something' and i was like 'okay what is it' and he was like 'oh we need to be alone for it ;)'#and i was like 'OKAY WELL. THAT'S NOT ACTUALLY WHAT I THOUGHT YOU MEANT. BUT OKAY.'#my asexual ass is not built for this
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#i love this thing my gf and I have built over time#in which if one of us is going through something#we just remind each other that we dont go through life alone anymore#and I think thats so beautiful 😭#if this is not true love then love doesnt exist at all#jenn🖤
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in less than a month i'll get the keys to the HOUSE I BOUGHT and i'm so scared i'll fuck everything up
#people are like uh why did you buy a house you have to fix shit in#yeah why did i do that#maybe because i am alone and cannot afford anything else#and they're also like why did you buy a house THERE#BECAUSE I COULDNT AFFORD ANYTHING ELSE AND I DONT WANT TO RENT ANYMORE OKAY#people who have been in relationships their entire adult lives dont get how hard it is economically to live alone#that basically everything is double the cost because you only have one single income to count on#yeah sure food and shit go up but like everything else you can split#rent is one example#i spend around 35% of my income on just my rent#if i had a partner with the same income as me the percentage would be literally HALF#can you tell i'm angry at the way life is built around people having partners#also this is a call out post if anyone wants to date me#hmu if you want a lesbian gf in the mid north of sweden#you can live with me in my house and we can do shit together#like snuggle and eat chocolate
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aous was...fine, imho, it was fine, but it was fundamentally white, middle-class british and i could accept that but i couldn't forgive it
#aous#aous spoilers#namely...paul mezcal being terrified at having seen a ghost#people treating ghosts as unnatural or weird or wrong was bizarre to me#latinos built different!#also visually the film felt Too Polished#it should've been grainier; the past and the sex all felt too clean#but mostly i can't get over the ghosts part...i.e. why would you be afraid#there's something...comforting about them being able to linger and then choose to leave#anyways things i did not like about it included seeing andrew scott in pjs. the ways money didn't seem to figure into anything.#(he's a writer but he lives in these high end flats but he spends all his time visiting his childhood home which is empty but not??)#(paul mezcal is an alcoholic who lives alone and seems to live at andrew scott's beck and call - WHAT DOES HE DO FOR WORK)#the whole sheen of ''we don't need to think about the material conditions here'' really bothered me actually#it felt necessary to engage with if we're also doing the magical realism#anyways when we left the theater this gaggle of young 20-something women were also exiting#and one of them said ''okay i think that movie forced me to process a bunch of shit i hadn't wanted to think about''#and i laughed bc i'm glad it reached out and touched her
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#something else that really bothers me about the finale is. eddie dating again—dating marisol—could arguably be a more fresh and interesting#storyline.#bc with eddieana a lot of that relationship was overshadowed by eddie's issues with chris and then by him getting shot and then by#his trauma afterwards. we never actually got to see much of it.#with marisol we could actually get to see him have fun with dating and properly figure out what he likes now that he's no longer making#the mistake of trying to do everything for chris' sake.#but not only was eddie completely sidelined this season—this romantic plot with marisol was practically an afterthought in favour of#building up the buck/natalia thing as much as it could be built up over 3 episodes#DESPITE the fact that buck was already front and centre in the rest of the season and had multiple things going on#there could have been something really interesting to do with eddie's feelings of loneliness and not wanting to be alone but they made it#such an afterthought. and completely sidelined him. and ik we find it funny that buck and eddie always feel the need to only start dating#when the other does. i find it hilarious.#but it's also really frustrating that buck gets to have more plot points that aren't centered around romance#whereas the one semblance of a storyline eddie's gotten is just shoehorned in in the last two episodes#sigh#neethu speaks#negativity
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When are we all gonna agree that ADHD is not a "disorder" it's what happens to brains when you're literally forced to multitask outside of the realm of natural non-supplemented human capability.
I'd love to just think I have a serious short-term memory problem! But you know, if you expect me to remember to do everything required to stay alive, on top of handling hundreds of emails and solving many advanced problems a day (like every one of us is expected to whether at work, with family, at home, financial and houseless struggles, etc) then you BETTER be providing us with some FREE ADDERALL cause of course we are fuckin DISORDERED
#adhd#actually adhd#the funny thing is i do have cognitive disabilities#and anomic aphasia#but my memory isn't even that bad#it's the expectation alone that's ruining us#“so many people have adhd”#so many people are fuckin HUMAN#we are not BUILT FOR THIS#thank u for coming to my TED talk#disability#disabilities
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