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#every time it hits autumn i HAVE to draw something for it..#usually multiple somethings.#its just so cozy and as someone who lives in southern California im jealous#im not jealous of winter though. sorry. you can keep that#it hurts my hands too much LOL#illustration#digitalart#digital art#my art#ocs#my ocs#time and time again#digital painting#artists on tumblr#drawing#adam and steve#adam#Steve#seasonal
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Ramon: we need to find Cucurucho again
Fit: Yeah, that's really weird that he was just watching us -
Ramon: so Pac can adopt me
Fit: Oh yeah– Well, you know– I mean, maybe we can like– Maybe we can have it arranged where if Pac gives you a cookie, it counts for the full amount instead of half. And then maybe the same for me for Richarlyson. Right? 'Cuz I mean, like– We're... basically a family. I mean we have– I mean, let's be real, we have been for a while, but it just a little bit– it's just a little more official now.
Ramon: yeah but Pac wanted to throw a big party
Fit: Oh, a big party?
Ramon: adoption party
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Fit: Oh, an adoption party. Ohhhhhhhhh, I see. Yeah, well– I won't interfere with those plans then. Yeah, well I guess– um. It'll be a party for you, and then I guess it'll be a party for Richarlyson as well. Yeah, that'll be cool, that'll be cool Ramon. Are you- are you excited?
Ramon: [Nods]
Fit: [Laughs] I'm glad.
Ramon: Two dads
Fit: Yeah, that's right. Yeah, instead of just one!
Ramon: i appreciate u a lot >:(
Fit: Aww, Ramon, I kn– And I appreciate you too, Ramon.
Ramon: [Ramon bounces around happily, then gets shy / embarrassed and hides in the corner of the room]
Fit: [Laughs] I know, Ramon. It makes me happy, seeing like– You– you seem like you've been in a better mood the past, you know, couple weeks, especially with everything that's been happening. You seem like you're in a better mood. Yeah, I'm glad, I'm glad, Ramon. I'm glad.
#Ramon#FitMC#QSMP#Hideduo#FitPac#Fit#January 10 2024#FitMC for the love of god please get something for your mic that helps with the pops#I COULD probably fix that but it's not in my wheelhouse so I can't be bothered#Other audio stuff? Sure#This specific thing? ehhhh#I should probably look that up sometime but it's not usually too much of an issue#It's just Fit's mic#Anyways. This was a cute conversation. I probably didn't need to subtitle it but I edited it down since there were pauses as Ramon was typi#and I just kinda. Did it automatically for a few sentences and went ''oh what the heck'' and kept going#I'll try and do the other multiple POV edits now but might not have that done by tonight#I'm procrastinating on something for work because it's stressing me out. lol.#Edited#Subtitles
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something quick! tts buddies :)
#vibevain art#dave and bambi#kinitopet#kinito kinitopet#kinito#dnb dave#dave dnb#digital art#crossover#god i have been OBSESSED w kinitopet#despite me usually handling playing horror games absolutely terribly#he’s just… so charming. something abt guys w tts voices#i had to look away for multiple scenes that’s how bad it was when i played it
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do you have any thoughts on the story of abraham and isaac? my parents talk about it and praise abraham for being willing to kill his son which..... scares me to say the least, and i'd love to hear your perspective as someone who seems more well-adjusted
Where I am now, it disgusts me more than anything. The interpretation of "I'm willing to sacrifice your life if I was told to" feels like the step before "I put you into this world and I can take you out of it." It's entitlement to a child, who is an independent individual, just because they are dependent on you for survival. I prefer the interpretation of understanding the actions you're taking and the reasons why (like how there's multiple religions that don't eat pork because it was so unsafe to eat at the time), especially if it's at someone else's expense.
Where I was in the thick of it all, it gave me morbid comfort that scares me now. I had fantasies of being a martyr for the church and the idea of being the next Isaac was just so appealing. Being a hand-selected sacrifice chosen by the Good Lord Himself? Sign me the fuck up, babey!
I think if I admitted that to my family, they'd be horrified.
It's another one of those stories or beliefs where I think the majority of christians just regurgitate what they've heard. It's a point of pride and devotion, but there's no personal reflection or cross-cultural awareness of it. Lean not unto your own understanding and whatnot. It's the potential that scares me the most, like the Quiverfull movement with the Duggars or Turpins. I'm sure there's stories now, but I can't remember them off the top of my head
(Also I will be telling my therapist someone on Tumblr called me "more well-adjusted" thank you anon)
#My therapist has called me 'surprisingly well-adjusted' before#He has since retracted that title and given it back multiple times#I don't know if you relate more to the 'Scared of my parents for praising that' or the 'Scared that I was okay with that' part#maybe both#either way the cycle ends here with you#No more bible quips and quotes that harm you and others. You find your own understanding and eventually it feels nice#It doesn't at first I will admit that. At first it feels like you're gonna go to Hell Right Here Right Now#But eventually you learn to trust yourself. It's a slow process. I've been in therapy for a good 6-7 years now#But one day you wake up and notice life feels more authentic. You feel like your values matter (and they actually do!)#And again it's slow. It's in bits and piece and back and forth. My worst habit is switching something from religious to moral#I highly recommend this type of therapy called ACT it's a CBT subtype#I'm usually not a fan of cbt so u know it helps if I recommend a subtype of it#CBT shit is so cheap I got a workbook from the library#this isnt relevant to the post but#my cat is trying to steal my burger king rn#it gets better (I have a cat) but progress isn't linear (eating burger king)#ex christian#religious trauma#anon tag
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but kids. kids. listen.
if you don't use 'drabble' to mean exactly 100 words then you can't call things half drabbles and double drabbles and triple drabbles and quadrodrabbles and pentadrabbles and hexadrabbles and whatever the fuck else you feel like inventing.
is that not worth it? IS IT NOT?
#confession: if something that isn't 100 words (or some multiple of) has the 'drabble' tag on it i refuse to click on it out of spite D:#fic related#fandom shite#queue#i'm not usually a prescriptivist but in this case i am OPPOSED to semantic drift and will FIGHT IT IN THE FACE!! in exactly 100 words!!!!!
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Since pretty much everyone who's watched Spies Are Forever (myself included) enjoy seeing Curt and Joey act opposite each other in other works as well, and since the Hatchetfield productions give us a lot of different character combinations for them, I was curious which character combinations people find the most interesting. This isn't intended to necessarily be about shipping, but just what duo you like having interact with each other the most, either from what's been released so far or potential future character interactions.
#starkid#hatchetfield#curt mega#joey richter#I usually just tag for archival purposes and not so others can find things please help/I apologize?#anyway I'm just really interested in knowing what people think since I know 99% of SAF fans love when the two are in other things together#like I said am I very much a part of that group#but while in things like Headless or Wayward Guide or Poe Party and so on they don't generally play multiple characters#the Hatchetfield shows give us lots of interesting dynamics and I wanna see what people like#tried to add as many canon interactions + the conceptual duos I personally found most interesting#but if you think something like Kyle and Brad from Yellow Jacket interacting with each other is the most interesting then great + go for it#also spoilers for Time Bastard Working Boys and NPMD I guess?#oh and Hatchetfield Ape Man spoilers
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lemonade leak just updated so we are celebrating with another bit of art!!! i was gonna wait to post til my account got unshadowbanned but screw it here we go
(fanart of the lemonade leak by @turtleinsoup!!!)
#AAAAUGH SO GOOD#big BIG fan of characters being written in unique ways to suit their personalities mindsets and knowledge#ESPECIALLY in stories with multiple perspectives#it def def adds something to their character#i super DUPER love it when those writing styles involve things like coding and other specific formats not usually found in literary writing#(DONNIE!!)#like for ex im a biology major as many of you may know#and i absolutely use fancy biology concepts as casual metaphors and analogies for normal things#(compared someone's thought process to leading and lagging strands of dna replication like a week ago 💀💀)#and i also like to think in formats like definitions and code sometimes#SOOOO fun to see in writing#im desperate to see the storyline continue but establishing donnie's general mindset was definitely crucial#cannot WAIT#also side note thank you for linking me in ur fic's notes 😭😭😭 too fuckin sweet#buzzart#the lemonade leak#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#tmnt#rottmnt leo#rottmnt donnie
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Me, a casual viewer of BFU: True Crime and Puppet History, clicking on the Making Watcher playlist: Oh, its so nice that the boys got to start their own company :)
Me, 40 minutes later, no longer a causal viewer after seeing Ryan Bergara talk about his anxiety and then almost cry on camera because he is so happy that his friend agreed to work at his new company:
#ryan bergara#as that tweet once said#there is just something about him ya know#this is mostly a joke#BUT!#like i have a pretty solid no interaction policy with celebrities#i care about the character and not the actor#so i never felt the need to watch interviews or follow them on twitter or w/e#but now ive seen ryan get emotional and almost cry multiple times and im ??????#i still dont want to meet him in person but i do want him to tell us about his day#and i hope hes having a good time in disneyland#and I want to leave supportive comments on all their videos#and i very much want him to succeed because A) I genuinely like their shows and B) hes just so nice and relatable#ive never followed a YT channel before but I do see now how it creates that feeling a lot easier than traditional media#because YT creators do depend a lot more on engagement and views#and they interact with the audience a lot more#anyway im being really dramatic about the fact that I dusted off my twitter account after 6 years just so i can ❤ watchers tweets#and then promptly created a patron account just so i could support them#this is just a lot more involved than i usually get#just rambling in the tags to sort out my own feelings
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Donna Troy is the digital camera friend
#SHE BRINGS IT EVERYWHERE#She has spare batteries and memory cards and everything#everyone uses it though#if something’s happening and it’s important they don’t even ask they just grab it and take whatever pics/vids they need#at the end of every weekend she gets a hundred ‘can I get this photos??’ ‘can I get the video?’ texts and she never fails to send every pic#of taht weekend to them liek usually it’s in the thousands cuz they’re THEM but she send all of it#she even has different adapters for both her laptop and her phone#has all the little accessories and tools and everything#she even designs them with stickers#and OF COURSE she has multiple ones#teen titans#og teen titans#donna troy#Troia#wonder girl#roy harper#Speedy#Arsenal#red arrow#dick grayson#nightwing#robin#wally west#kid flash#the flash#garth#garth of shayeris#aqualad#tempest#titans
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"i mess up things and then i don't have the energy to fix them up" yes brain true sentence but no brain the appropriate response is NOT "therefore i should kill myself (and here's how)"
#tw suicide#i wish i was joking#i am just so so tired of keeping myself alive! can't someone else do it for a change? or better yet kill me??#said something to the emergency room psych#she queried it and i confirmed i had said precisely what i intended#she blinked and said 'i usually hear that from jaded forty year olds not twenty year olds'#i won't share what because it was a highly specific explanation of precisely how i might see myself suiciding or how/whether i thought i#could. she asked me and i answered. apparently she wasn't expecting that level of detail and confidence#is it funny to anyone else that i always struggle with confidence but i can confidently tell her specifics about suicide thoughts?#this is reminding me of the fifteen year old yesterday i was conversing with and he randomly started listing all the suicide methods he#could think of and i was internally like you missed a dozen i can think of. didn't say that obvs#i don't know i am. tired. of everything. and i had a long and good conversation with an older woman from church last night (mother of the#boy. i have confided in her before she's great)#she's hte only person irl who now knows about the second suicide attempt (tho she doesn't know it was the second) and she was encouraging m#to see the psych and escalate care#but all day ive been regretting telling the psych or bro or anyone honestly#it would be so much EASIER to have said nothing and gone through with my plan#i wouldn't trust myself not to rn if i had access#i mean. i know multiple ways in this room i could kill myself. but i won't#there's a couple of specific methods that are most of the thoughts usually so they're the specific ones i gotta watch out for more if that#makes sense#ooh gosh im rambling i should shut up xD#personal#puddleglum hours
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qpr riz ppl are so funny. like riz does not want a relationship. his fear is that his friends will leave him because of partners, and he knows he doesn’t want a relationship like that. what do u think a qpr is btw.
#like whatever u want to explore in fanon is whatever. but like… canonically????????? mr all my friends r gonna pair off & leave & ill never?#like babe. it’s a relationship. it’s a ‘we sat down and defined our relationship & qpr fits us as a term’ kinda thing.#this is a shit explanation bc u can be poly or open w u relationship even in a qpr but like. it’s *exclusive*. *defined*.#it’s *different* than being friends/in a friend group. bc of the exclusivity#it’s like a ‘since we have a label for it it’s different’ kinda thing. like u can have multiple qprs/relationships/be friends/etc#but by having applying a specific label ur changing ur relationship into something different. and usually more exclusive#and that’s like. exactly what riz does not want/is afraid of bc he knows he doesn’t want that#it doesn’t make him less aro & u can do whatever u want in fanon#but like. you need to be able to recognize what is *canon* and what is fun to explore & think abt in fanon#like those ‘but what if qpr fabriz canon!!’ ppl. like girl we do not have evidence that riz wants a relationship like that#and in fact that kinda thing is exactly what he’s afraid of in his friends/afraid of bc he knows he doesn’t want it#the steady combining of fanon and canon is an absolute travesty. fanon is for doing whatever the fuck u want. *canon* is what is canon.#like ohhhh my god. is it canon or is it an idea/concept/hc u like and want to discuss/explore#like it’s not like u have to STICK to canon or anything. do whatever the fuck u find fun! but jfc at least know to urself what is canon/not#fantasy high#riz fantasy high#like tbh. to me it doesn’t matter if someone wants to put him into a qpr or even a romantic relationship in fanon.#it’s being able to recognize when u r just playing in fanon vs what is canon to me
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buddy if you add up the recent sale prices for all of these things individually NIB it's like 37 + 38 + 120 + 39 + 36 and that does not come out even close to 406$. congratulations you scammed yourself
#and that's just the most recent sale prices i'm aware of! i have some of these and paid less#mylife#i tend to favorite/watchlist this stuff just to keep an eye on what's going on#i wanted to see how long this one would sit/how low it would go compared to original list price#or alternatively. who is really stupid. i guess#to be clear glimmer is usually listed at like 100+ but her most recent sale is very much 38$ unless i missed something#the catra put up with her by the same seller went up to 167$. but glimmer just is not considered worth that even by collectors#so even if she lists high she doesnt sell high. versus catra who I've only seen sold under three figures like 3 times#every time i see the same glimmer listed at 120$ over and over I want to email the seller with the link to that bidded listing#like LOOK HOW UNREASONABLE YOU ARE#if she was worth that she wouldn't have sold for a third of it in a bidding war with multiple interested bidders!! look at yourself#you can tell its the holidays though because some listings that have sat all year (she-ra + bow for 72$) are finally selling
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been scribblin with the dip pens to prepare for inking the next comic (yuuto⏫’s “origin story” kind of basically) and wow turns out I can do anything I want forever
yuuto’s new friends names of amy and linh >:]c
#UTAU#sawayama yuuto#bakuspecial#[comic tag pending]#I'll be drawing about just the beginning of this whole plot this time round. but boy oh boy if I were paid to serialize this!!#well even if I wont. I will hopefully get to chip away at it a bit at a time. over the next uhhhhh ten years#in another news. I think somethings up with the dip pens. about anything comes out looking good with them#its scary!! I kept looking at my sketches like no way these are gonna work out. but I'll do it for the practice hour#and then I do it and it always turns out pretty good. what the hells!!! thats weird!! thats kinda scary I like it!!!#and like I'm absolutely not even that good with a dip pen yet!! 1/Ive just had these for uhh. two days. and 2/my hands are NOT steady#its why u see me undo and redo a line 298473987 times twice a half hour. it was caught on stream multiple times#but!! the dip pen's making me commit to a line. and also I'm slowly internalizing that anything'd come out okay with them#as long as I have a sketch. boy oh boy is freehanding with these hard#its so. idk its so nice!! its so fun. somehow a lot less pressure than the usual stuff I do lol#I cant wait to really get into drawing this comic... I cant wait to force all of u to look at yuuto&co#you WILL see and hear my baby boy#dskjfhsjk Im so glad the senpai lets me do this. I mean even if he doesnt I will do it anyway. its just gonna suck#but Im so happy I get to do this with him actually#hehehe >:]c
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#if multiple colors. could be anytype of heterochromia too btw#i have central so i like giving him that one. tho i cant draw it quite right#so i usually go with grey mostly#cos the other 2 took the colors in the split so he has none lol#tho also like doing no pupils too#no eyes cos he no whole#idk if im makin sense im making this at like 3am#something something without the rest of himself. he lost the color/life in his eyes or whatever#chonny jash#chonnys charming chaos compendium#cj soul#moss post
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today i got to attend my first surgery and it was amazing. now i need to lie down for a thousand years
#MY LEGS. I CAN'T FEEL EM#we got to observe multiple operations so that was fun#though they were all plastic for traumas#we're probably gonna check out different departments another time#but yeah something useful finally!#the staff was really nice and helpful unlike the usual lol so that helped#anyway. ig it doesn't all suck anymore#sary rants
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#having a creative rut feeling#gonna rant#im basically a giant baby and i don't handle angst very well#and i constantly worry that im just. idk mentally weak or a deeply uninteresting person bc of it.#every big fantasy artist i see is usually very into making sad or angsty pieces and like i wish i was like that#like i fall into this mental hole very very often that im just holding myself back with how many subjects i dont write or draw#but also like when i DO write dark subjects it doesn't make me feel any better??#i dont like feeling sad or angry bc once i am its extremely hard to get back out of it.#and thats scary for me.#but also i want to make art that means something instead of my nonestop slew of smut and feelgood content.#i genuinely feel so trapped by my own emotions and its sp frustrating.#i keep getting told how good for you it is to get the negative feelings out but it never helps when i do it#i just feel. worse? i dont feel good.#i kinda wanna delete the one cloud post bc it just doesn't feel good.#ugh#idk i want to have good intelligent things to say and thoughtful art to make#and everything i make feels soft and cheesey and lame.#not that i find those things lame#but just that it feels like im stuck in baby brain.#when i was a teen i would write horror stories!!! i still love horror!!!#but if i make someone suffer in fic now it feels me with this awful awful overwhelming sense of dread and guilt and i end up so upset#im frustrated at me bc this is such a fucking weird sensitivity to have. im tried of telling myself its okay#bc i WANT to feel mentally free enough to create shit that isnt just uwu soft.#i don't think im making sense but like.#you know#I've literally been bullied out of fandom spaces for only making soft content#multiple times.#so idk maybe this is a learned sense of shame#but i feel like a big over sensitive baby and like I'd be able to do so much more if i wasn't#vent ish
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