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Chapter 2: I Don’t Want to Lose You (Eddie Munson x Fem!Reader)

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CHAPTER 2

y/n’s pov

God, this class is boring. I placed my chin on both of my fists and looked up at the clock.

“1:59…”

So, 11 more minutes until school’s over, that sounds about right? And I still need time to get ready for tonight. Should I wear something nice for later? Nahh It's just a D&D game, I don’t need to look nice. I’ll just wear what I’m wearing now.

I look down at my outfit. I’m wearing my F/b t-shirt and raggidy ripped jeans, still a little tight around my waist though. My black converse are worn out and they have black sharpie drawings all over the white parts, drawings I would do in class when I was bored.

“Y/n?…Y/n!” Mrs Johnson hollered at me, taking me out of another trance. I looked up at her, taking my hands off my chin. “Hu- yeah?”

“Did you hear me? What’s the answer to number 6?” Mrs. Johnson crossed her arms and leaned against the chalkboard. Oh no, she looks mad. Shit what do I say?

I began to stumble over my words. “Uhmm… It’s..”

I looked around, seeing if anyone else knew the answer. The palms of my hands became sweaty. I looked back at Mrs. Johnson, then just shrugged. I may look tough on the outside but I’m a nervous wreck on the inside.

She sighed “Maybe if you weren’t daydreaming, you would know what the answer is.”

The bell rang. Everyone began to collect their belongings and head out the classroom. I collected my books and stuffed them in my bag. I grabbed my bag and swung it over my shoulder, heading towards the door. But as I was about to leave, Mrs. Johnson called me over “Y/n, may I speak to you for a moment?”

I sighed under my breath and turned around, walking over to her desk. “Yeah? What’s up?”

She sat down at her desk, then looked up at me. “Y/n… I see you’re failing my class. You keep dozing off or better yet, I see you looking like you’re in a different world… Is everything okay at home?’

I stood there, just looking at her. I didn’t know what to tell her. I just wanted her to hurry up so I can get the hell out of here. “I’m fine. Just been a little tired I guess, y’know.”

She looked me up and down, then deeply sighed. She got up and walked towards me, placing her hand on my shoulder. “Just get your assignments in…Okay?” I hesitantly nodded, looking up at her. She took her hand off my shoulder and gave me a gentle smile. “Have a nice weekend Y/n…”

I left the classroom and started speed-walking to the front of school to meet up with Eddie. I sat at one of the tables outside of the school, sitting there waiting for this big loser. As I sat there waiting I watched one of the cheerleaders walk out of the woods near the school. What was her name again? God, I can’t put my finger on it. I sat there thinking for some time… OH Chrissy! Yeah Chrissy Cunningham That’s her name! What was she doing in the woods? Beats me.

As I sat there, my mind running, Eddie walked up behind me. He shook my shoulder’s trying to spook me. “Did I scare ya?” Eddie chuckled. I rolled my eyes. “Pfft No” I lied. He did kinda get to me. “Aww really? I was hoping that I did. Cause when I usually scare the shit out of you, you get mad at me. Which is kinda cute.” I looked at him and smiled, rolling my eyes. “Oh shut up, you ready to go? If you want me coming tonight I have to get home and do some homework before coming over.” Eddie looked at me like I was stupid or something. “You actually do homework? The Y/n L/n….does homework?” Eddie said in such a cocky tone. I scoffed, “Yeah because if I actually don’t do some work, my mom will beat my ass.” I got up and swung my bag over my shoulder. We began walking towards Eddie’s van. “I guess that’s true, I know how you’re mom gets. I mean she would never beat my ass, she adoreees me” He looked at me and grinned, before swinging the van door open and hopping in. I rolled my eyes “Yeah right.” I hopped in the passenger seat of his van, holding my backpack in my lap. He starts it up and begins to head home.

“Y’know, I’m so glad you’re my neighbor. Cause this means you can drive me to and from school everyday” I grinned, looking at Eddie. He scoffed then chuckled “Shit, you keep that up and you’re never getting free rides ever again” I laughed at Eddie's remark.

“Hey, pick up the mini box by your feet, it’s got cassette tapes in there. Pick a tape, I wanna listen to some music” Eddie pointed towards the floor on my side. I picked up the box and opened it. My eyes scanned the row of colorful cassette tapes. “Do I…pick one myself?” I looked at him. He nodded and smiled. “Yeah dummy, I’m feeling generous today, letting you pick the song for today's car ride home.”

I ran my fingers along the hard plastic row, flicking through the tapes. Until I found it. I took it out of its case and slipped the tape in. The song started…

When there's lightning,

you know it always brings me down…

“Well damn Y/n, you must know me so well… I love Dio, one of my favorite bands.” Eddie looked at me and smiled. This smile seemed more pure than any other smiles he ever gave me. This smile made me feel warm. “Of course I know you so well, Dummy. We’ve been friends for how many years now?” I laughed, placing the box back near my feet on the floor.

'Cause it's free and I see that it's me

Who's lost and never found…

“Hey..So, where were you before you… Y’know, came up and scared me?”I asked out of curiosity. Eddie pursed his lips, not answering for a minute. “Oh just y’know… I met up with my band to talk for a bit about our next show at one of the town's bars. Y’know we had a big crowd last time… with like 3 maybe 5 drunks..only” Eddie chuckled. I nervously chuckled as well. Was he telling the truth? I can’t tell. Usually he would tell me everything on his mind but I guess not today.

We were finally back at my place. Well, we parked in front of Eddie’s trailer, but my trailer was across from his. I hoped out of the van, swinging my bag over my shoulder. “Hey, thanks for the ride man, I’ll see you tonight.” Eddie hopped out, locking his car. “No problem, Y/n! How about you come over to my place a little before hand and we do a little…y’know” He pinches his index finger and thumb together, motioning them to his puckered lips. Imitating smoking. I scoffed and rolled my eyes, smirking. “Will do, pothead. See ya around 7:00 then” I walked away, heading to my trailer.

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I stepped out of my trailer and looked down at my watch. “6:58 pm” I wore my outfit from earlier today but I also wore my leather jacket that has a shit ton of pins on it.

I walked down the stairs and headed towards Eddie’s trailer. It was so dark out for just being 7. I walked up the stairs and knocked on his door. I stood there for a hot minute until I saw the door swing open. Eddie opened up his arms “Welcome one and welcome all…well…one” He chuckled. He set his arms down “Come on in Miss L/n” I smirked and rolled my eyes, walking in and taking my jacket off. I placed my jacket on the arm of his couch. “My uncles out late tonight, so I have the place allll to myself for the night.” He grabbed a beer from the fridge, cracking it open, taking a swig from it.

“Well… that’s good.” I smiled, taking the beer bottle out of Eddie’s.

“Wha- Hey!” He exclaimed. He looked so offended.

I took a swig off of his beer and handed it back to him, with a cocky smile on my face.

Eddie smirked and scoffed. “You are one hell of a girl, Y/n.” He began swirling his thumb over the mouth of the bottle. He gave me a gentle smile. I love his smile. So…so much.

“Let’s head to my room.” He gestured his arm in the direction of his room. He walked in front of me. He was wearing his “Hellfire Club” T-shirt. Oh shit I forgot to wear mine, I’m surprised he didn’t point that out when he saw me.

We walked in his room, it reeked of cigarettes, but that never bothered me. I mean I'm so used to it, my own mom has been doing it ever since dad left, at least a pack a day.

He scavenged through his belongings. I sat on his bed, looking around his room. All the metal band posters, I have some of the same one’s up in my room. This is why Eddie and I get along so well, we like the same stuff.

“Aha! Found it” Eddie chuckled while walking back over to me. He was tapping a small tin box on his index finger. He sat down next to me, opening the small box. He took the joint out, placing it between his lips. He grabbed the lighter on his bedside table and lit the joint. He did one big inhale, letting it settle in his mouth for awhile. He exhaled the smoke. I looked at him, why was my heart racing? Shit.

“Here.” He handed me the joint. I took the joint from his hand, placing it in between my lips. I inhaled, feeling it hit my throat. I’ve been trained to handle it though, I've done this multiple times. I exhaled the smoke. I shut my eyes for a second, then opened to look at Eddie. He was staring at me, smiling.

I smiled at him. “What? Is there something on my face?” I touched my cheek.

He chuckled. “No no… it's not that it's uhm.. It's just that… Y/n?” He looked down, swirling his thumbs round each other.

I looked a bit confused. “Eddie… you okay?” I placed my hand on his shoulder, trying to make eye level with him.

He looked back up and inhaled. “It’s nothing, I was just wondering if it already kicked in for you.”

I pursed my lips and smiled. “No, it doesn’t kick in for a bit, remember?” I took my hand off his shoulder, and layed down on his bed. He looked at me, looking hesitant for a bit but then decided to lay down next to me, joint still between his fingers. We both looked up at his ceiling. He kept taking hits off the joint, before giving it back to me, we kept going back and forth with the joint until there was nothing else left of it.

“Y’know… I like this.” Eddie said with a smile, turning his head towards me.

I cocked my head towards him and smiled. “Yeah?...well same here.”

“No, just like..” He sat up and looked down at me. “You and me, I like our alone time…It’s nice.”

Oh god, my heart was racing again. Why was it racing again? Shit shit shit. I sat up and smiled, calming myself down. “Yeah me too.”

Eddie sighed. “Well, the dorks are probably waiting for us, we should probably start heading out.” Eddie got up from his bed and so did I. Eddie checked his watch and his eyes widened. “Shit it's 7:50, we’re gonna be late!” He grabbed his shoes that were on the floor at the end of his bed and slipped them on, he grabbed his leather jacket and slipped his sleeveless jean jacket on as well. I, on the other hand, ran to the living room and grabbed my leather jacket. I rushed outside and he followed along, locking the door behind him.

“Go, go, goooo!” He exclaimed, jumping in the van, starting it up. I hopped in as well. He backed up and sped off back to the school.

We pulled up to the school, hopped out, and rushed into the school. We headed to the auditorium. We slipped backstage. The lights blinded me for a minute. It was so colorful back here. The table was already set up with dice, folders, and all the little figures. There stood all the members of Hellfire Club: Dustin, Mike, Gareth, Jeff, and Erica, who was covering for Lucas. But Dustin? He didn’t look too happy. His arms were crossed and he was tapping his foot, he pursed his lips and scolded us.

“Why are you late? We’ve been sitting here for 10 minutes waiting for you two. We’re missing Lucas’s game because of this. And Eddie, you’re never late to D&D night… What is going on?” Dustin huffed.

I turned my head to Eddie, he seemed so out of it. Oh god he’s high. I’m surprised he’s such a lightweight. I feel fine, just a little relaxed, my headaches have gone away finally.

“Yeah, Y/n and I were just busy. We were getting stuff done before heading over.” Eddie rubbed his eyes.

Dustin lifted his eyebrow and looked at Mike. Then Gareth and Jeff looked at eachother, in such confusion. They too had their arms crossed. At this point everyone except Eddie and I had their arms crossed.

“Are we gonna keep chit chattin’ like it's your mommy’s book club or are we gonna play?” Erica snapped. I forgot how sassy she was.

We all sat down around the table, Eddie sat down at his throne. Eddie is the Dungeon Master, he always is.

Eddie sharply inhaled. “Alright… let us begin.”

After the game, with a successful win with the help of Erica- I mean Lady Applejack, we all were hollering over our win. Eddie was in shock, he made such dramatic moves.

“And that’s how you play baby!” Dustin hollered, punching his fist in the air.

We all headed outside, all still in shock and excitement about our victory. All the others walked away whilst I turned to Eddie with a smile. “Guess who’s a big loser now huh.”

He chuckled, placing his hands on his hips. “Well you guys were lucky this time.”

“Well I still had fun, You wanna go back to my place and watch a movie?” I said with a big grin on my face.

Eddie pursed his lips and looked down. “I uhm…have to go do some work. You know, I have to get some supplies from Rick.”

I looked down for a bit then back up at Eddie. “Oh…Okay, be safe.”

Eddie smiled a bit, bringing me in for a hug, I obviously accepted the hug back. I felt so safe in his arms.

“You good with finding a ride home?” He reassuringly asked, slowly stepping back.

I nodded. “Yeah I’ll find one, don’t worry about me Ed.” I smiled.

He pursed his lips then turned around, jogging away. I stood there for a hot second, just staring into the dark woods by the school. I felt a cold wet feeling hit my upper lip. I brushed my index finger against the wet spot and checked my finger…Blood? Why am I having a nosebleed. Maybe it’s the dry air. Who knows.

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lovlydovlyjaycie · 3 years

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The Walking Dead / Supernatural: A World Changed

Hii so this is gonna be a story about a crossover but also not really a crossover from the walking dead and supernatural.

It’s been a minute, but here is part 9! If you wanna be tagged let me know! :)

Summary: Y/N is from Boston and moved to Los Angeles to be a nanny, she’s been doing it for a while now and loves the two, soon to be three, children like they were her own. One day she goes to work and it seems like the world around her is falling apart. People are dying, unbeknownst to her they are coming back to live. She is trying to find a way so she stays alive and the people around her too and she needs help, but she’d rather does it on her own.

Characters: Y/N, Dean Winchester, Sam Winchester, Jack, Jody Mills, Donna Hanscum, Claire Novak, OC Clark Cattaneo, OC Jayden Cattaneo, Mentioned: OC Alice Cattaneo, OC Mark Cattaneo , OC Birdy Cattaneo

Warnings: angst, language, violence, awkwardness? slight fluff?

Part 9 - In The Tree Line

Day 764

Today was my turn to guard with Sam. On days that I guarded Donna usually watched Clark and Jayden, she loved doing it and both Clark and Jayden were always so excited to go to Donna. She gave herself the title of ‘auntie Donna’. I had a later shift today, so Donna would be putting them down for bed and checking on them. “You guys be good listeners to auntie Donna now she’ll be putting you down for bed tonight. And I’ll make sure I give you two a kiss when I get back.” They both nodded their heads in understanding and gave me a big hug before going with Donna. “If anything goes wrong, just get me ok?” I told Donna. “I’ll do that, but everything will be alright. Nothing to worry about.” She said smiling. It was always hard leaving Clark and Jayden, but now knowing Donna I trust her she knows how to take care of kids.

When I had dropped them off I walked through the halls to the infirmary, Bobby went over all the guns.

“Hi good evening Bobby!” I said cheerfully. “Good evening y/n. You have the evening shift today?” Bobby said back. “Yup. Watcha got for me?” I asked. “Do you want your guns?” “No just the machinegun will do.” Bobby gave me my gun. In the world before this would be such a weird conversation. “Do you want a machete too? For the ones that get close?” He asked. “Sure.. Say.. We do have a lot of machetes don’t we?” I noted. There were like eight of them. We actually had a lot of guns in general. Maybe someone collected weapons before or got really lucky when this all started. “Better to have a lot than nothing, you never know if you’re gonna need it.” I nodded my head at that.

“Alright Bobby, have a goodnight and I’ll return this after my shift is done.” I waved him off and started walking towards the exit. It was gonna be a cold shift.

I had my jacket on and a beanie that I borrowed from Claire. Before I stepped outside I zipped my jacket all the way up. Stepping outside was so cold. I could see my breath, because it was so cold. I should have gloves or something next time. I wish I could just go out myself and look for things. I really wanted to go on a run with the Winchesters. Or anybody really, but still. I wanted to go out. Now I felt comfortable enough to leave Clark and Jayden with Donna I didn’t see why that wouldn’t be a possibility.

Walking towards the gate I saw Sam already standing there. “Hi Sam!” I said, that startled him a little and that made me giggle. “Hi y/n, didn’t hear you coming.” “That was obvious.” I said smirking at him. “Hey you know if you want your dinner you might want to be nicer to me.” I dropped my smirk. “Alright sorry that you scare easily. What are we having.” Sam rolled his eyes at that,. “Well, we got the best of the best, right here. It is... Bland spaghetti.” He said as he held a bowl in front of me. “Yum.” I said with no actual visual excitement.

We both started eating the spaghetti. Having small talk about what he saw on his run the other day. “About that..” I started, finishing the bite I just took. “I wanted to ask if I could go on a run the next time you guys go?” I asked.

“Uhmm.. I- I’d have to talk with Dean about that. But you have your classes or do you not like doing that?” Sam asked me. “In all honesty.. I don’t. I had this talk with Dean about holding on to things that were before and me teaching is me trying to hold on to someone I’m just not anymore. If that makes sense? I just.. Even though before I loved doing this.. right now it just doesn’t feel like me anymore.. I’m just talking nonsense now sorry.” I rambled on. But it was true. Before all of this I couldn’t wait until I could finally start teaching, but now, it just feels so distant. It doesn’t feel like something I should be doing.

“No I understand. People change during crazy situations. Especially through situations like these. But do you feel comfortable enough to leave Clark and Jayden here while you’re out there?” He asked. Sam just wanted me to be sure of something like this, because not that long ago I ran off because I didn’t trust anybody.

“I am comfortable with that. The bunker is safe and I know and trust everybody in here now. So yes I’m ok with that.” I explained. I mean it would probably be hard to leave them for a little, but I’ll be back before you know it. It should be fine right? I trust these people.

“Then I don’t see why not. I’ll just have to aske Dean. But he’ll take over for me in a little bit, cause I’m gonna make a list for the things we need to look for on the run in a couple of days.” Sam explained. This was good, Sam agreed in me going already. I honestly can’t wait until I can go outside and not have to worry about Clark or Jayden being in danger. It would feel so freeing, like there would be a weight lifted off my shoulders.

“Speak of the devil.” Sam commented. “Hi Sam, y/n.” Dean said as he was walking up to us.

“Hey, about the run we’re having in a couple of days, y/n wants to join us-” “No, y/n has her teaching.” Dean interrupted. “What I was trying to say.. We could use the extra help. And the day we are going she doesn’t have her teaching anyway.”

Dean crossed his arms. “It’s dangerous out there, I don’t think it’s a good idea.” I laughed at that. Is he serious. “Are you forgetting that before I met you guys I was out there with two kids for two years. If anything it’s a lot easier to go out now, because there are no kids with me I need to protect.” Sam gave me a knowing smile. They both knew I was right.

“That doesn’t make it less dangerous for you to get out there.” Dean tried to argue back. “I’ve been out there for two years, while all of you have been hiding in a bunker. I think I know how to protect myself.” I stated a little smugly if I might add. After a moment of silence I said. “I’m going.” Dean tried to say something but I repeated again. “I’m going. End of story.” I just really wanted to get out.

“It’s settled than.... Welp.. you guys have fun guarding together.” Sam said as he waved awkwardly and walked away.

It was awkwardly silent the whole time we were guarding the gate. We were both trying to avoid each others gazes and there were almost no words spoken the entire time. But after a while I think Dean had enough so he decided to break the awkward silence.

“Why do you wanna go out there? It’s nothing but trouble over there. And like you said you’ve been out there.. So you know what trouble you can get in. Why would you wanna do that?” Dean asked me. Looking into my eyes. We were standing far apart, but I could still see his green eyes that lit up by the dim lantern we had standing on one of the cars.

“Because.. I just wanna get out there and not have to worry about Clark and Jayden being safe.” I tries explaining. It was honestly not so much the teaching that bothered me, I still didn’t really like doing it, but I just wanted to get out. I also think I just wanted to get out there because I’ve been with Clark and Jayden this entire time. I just wanted to know what it was like without them to worry about. Was that selfish?

“What if something happens to you?” Dean said worry written all over his face. “I-.. I can’t think about that. Nothing will happen to me.” I told him, but I was more trying to convince myself, more than anything. I just needed to get out of the bunker. It was honestly starting to feel like home, but I still felt stuck inside the gates. I guess that just happens when you’re out there for as long as I have. But getting a chance to go outside these gates without having to worry about Clark or Jayden for once is something I’ve never have been able to do. And it might be selfish of me to say, but I really wanna go out there like I am not a parent for once. Because I’m not, but I am, but I’m not.. right. This title of ‘mom’ was given to me so quickly and I was ok with it, but I never had the chance to prepare like other parents. I didn’t have the 9 months of build up and then boom you have a baby now. It’s just a lot. And with the whole world falling apart I never really had the chance to process any of it. Besides all of that I made a promise to not tell anyone that I am not the really mom of Clark and Jayden. And maybe to have a chance out there I can pretend I’m not. What a horrible thought to have.

“Are you ok?” Dean must have seen the conflict I was having in my head. I wish I could tell him, I wish I could tell everyone, but even though I’ve been here for a month now how much can I really trust them. What if something went wrong and they’d take them away from me.

“I’m ok. I just.. I don’t expect you to understand, but I’ve been out there for so long and I kinda miss it... I guess. And just being in here makes me feel like I’m stuck. I trust Donna to take care of Clark and Jayden for the time I’m gone.” And I truly did trust Donna, just not enough to tell her or again, anyone that I’m not their mother. “I just feel like being in here all the time teaching is me trying to hold on to something I’m not... If that makes sense.”

Dean sighed. “I can understand that... I’m just gonna be keeping an eye on you, cause I don’t want anything to happen to you out there.” He said quickly. I smiled at that and he gave me an awkward smile.

“Thank you Dean it really means a lot to me.” We smiled at each other and without both of us knowing we kept each others gaze. His face was luminated by the dim lights we had around the gates. His eyes looked dark, but still you could see his beautiful green color. I noticed that had freckles on his face, it was very tempting to come closer to count them. But realizing we both have been staring a little too long at each other I directed my gaze down. Such a creep I am staring at somebody. I laughed awkwardly, hoping to move on from this awkward encounter.

After a while of us just keeping watch by the gate Dean spoke up. Probably trying to break the awkward silence that was hanging in the air still. “Soo.. The sky looks nice tonight.” I looked up. It was a clear night you could count the stars. “Don’t tell anyone, but.. There was one perk about the whole world ending.. No pollution. Nights like these.. They’re normal now and I think that’s amazing.” I laughed.

“I agree. You can finally see the stars. Where I lived before I could never.” I told him looking up at the beautiful sky.

“Oh right.. LA girl.” He noted. And I snorted at that. “What is that supposed to mean?” I asked now looking at him, pretending to be offended. “Just saying. City girls have their own occupations. And that usually doesn’t include looking up at the sky.” He said smiling. “Well you know, for your information my family used to take me for camping trips in Arizona or Colorado. And I always very much appriciated the sky. I’m not that much of a city girl.” I laughed. But I dropped my smile soon. My family. Would they still be ok?

“Were they from LA too?” Dean asked looking at me again. “No, they were from Boston. I was raised there. I only moved to LA for work. It’s been so long since I’ve seen them. I was supposed to visit them for Christmas, but.. That obviously didn’t happen.” Dean put his arm around my shoulders. “Hey, they’ll be fine. Boston is not that crowded as LA was. And if they are as smart as you they found a way to make a living after.. what.. two years.. Right?” I looked up and him with a smile. It really was because of my dad who taught me how to survive. I don’t think if he ever showed me how to navigate and make traps I would’ve survived. They’re fine. “You’re right. And it has been seven hundred-sixty-four days since the world ended.” His eyebrows shot up. It looked kinda comical. “You’ve been counting the days.. this whole time?”

I laughed a little embarrassed. “Yes.. Is that weird?” I looked down. “No! That’s great. Now I know who to go to for a birthday reminder.” I rolled my eyes. “I guess I’m your girl for that.” We were leaning against a car that was next to the gate. Dean still had his arm over my shoulders. It honestly felt really nice. It was warm in this cool Winer air.

“Why did you start counting?” Dean wondered. “Well I guess I started, because I wanted to know how long it took until all of this would end. And I just didn’t stop.” I explained. I really don’t know why I haven’t stopped counting. It just became second nature to always remember how long it had been since my life before. “Maybe you still wanna hold on to something from your life before.”

It would make sense. “Maybe, but I’m never getting that back. And I’m not sure if I want to.” “I can relate to that.” Dean said. I looked at him a little questionably. “Well, besides the dying it’s not so bad here. You kinda know what to expect I guess. Besides, we don’t have to pay taxes anymore. That’s pretty nice.” I chuckled. “You ae right about that. No taxes and pretty skies.” Now we were both looking up again. It looked so beautiful and so clear. “Oh and..” I turned my head around to Dean to look at him only to be inches removed from him. I didn’t know he was looking at me. The words that I was about to say are lost. I only could think about his eyes. Being so close I could smell the whiskey coming of his breath and the gunpowder from his clothes. I didn’t notice that I was getting closer to him. Feeling his breath on my lips almost touching. CRACK! We both moved away quickly. Something outside of the gates was moving. We both put our guns in our hands pointing to the direction where the noise came from.

“HELLO!” Dean shouted. He was bang his gun against the gate. If it was the dead it would attract them to come closer, so we could deal with them. But nothing came. “Maybe an animal?” I said quietly. “It sounded too heavy for that. Stay here.” Dean said opening the gate. “What the hell are you doing? You don’t know what it was.” I said shocked, does he want to get killed? “I’ll be fine. Just cover for me if it’s needed.” I angerly put the gun up.

“WHO’S THERE?” He yelled again. “Dean do you wanna get killed?” I gave him a pointed glare. This was stupid. Dean followed the tree line with his gun and looked in the bushes. He saw traces of something and put his gun up looking around. After a little bit of knowing it was clear he motioned for me to come.

“What is it?” I asked walking over to him. “Footsteps. They go that way. Who ever it was left.” I stepped closer inspecting the footprints myself. It was hard to see in the light. “You have a flashlight?” I asked Dean. He handed me one he had in his pocket. “What is it?” He asked. I shined on the footprints. These kinds are familiar.

“They’re military.”

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codetrainwreck · 5 years

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Geass Movie Super Ultimate Final Summary Extra Mega Sugoi Version (2/2)

Last time on Code Geass, Lelouch of the Re;surrection: Shesthaal is very cute, Lelouch blows up Shesthaal with Bitool’s Sakuradite, Shesthaal cries out for his father as he gets blown up, and there goes my interest in this movie.

Tbf though, it’s a good death scream. Imagine what kind of noises he makes in bed... he’s def an uke...

Anyway, continuing on.

Lelouch and the gang split from the prison and the container of prison staff he Geassed to help with their getaway is seen being let go. Although it took him 728 days longer to rise from the dead, Jesus Lamperouge has learned mercy.

Back in the capital at Shamna’s temple, Shesthaal’s dad, Cmdr. Forgnar, comes in and goes, “Holy shit my son died let’s go FUCK UP THE UFN” and Shamna is like, “No, let’s not.” Whether you think he actually cares or whether he wants to use this as an excuse to fuck up the UFN is up to you. However, based on the dialogue about how Cornelia is a curse word in this region, and how Forgnar doesn’t talk about his son like ever again (even other characters who aren’t even from Zilkhstan bring up Shesthaal’s “disappearance” later), it comes off as more like... Forgnar just wants an excuse to go fight Cornelia.

She asks Bitool how long ago Shesthaal died and Bitool replies it was in the afternoon, at 11am. Since it’s out of the 6 hour time limit (we’ll come back to this later), she apparently can’t do shit. Shamna says that with her prophecy, even if they’re Geass users, they can beat anyone. It shows Nunnally on the ceiling in some kind of tank. And also she has new clothing but isn’t wearing underwear because in Zilkh culture, they don’t wear underwear. This might read like a joke sentence, but it’s a 100% serious sentence.

At the UFN HQ, Schneizel is wearing glasses and looks hot. That’s all you need to know. There’s also a convo related to the plot and sending people and supplies to Zilkhstan including Lancelot’s new fortress frame coat, but I’m just gonna explain this in the next bit.

Back to the Good Guys, Sayoko observes some drop ships. Cornelia, who is now a general in the UFN (which makes her a Black Knight) has shown up with a small team of Black Knights and a Rag Tag Band from the TV series - herself, Guilford, Ohgi, Tamaki, Cecile, Nina, Anya, Jeremiah. The 8 of them, combined with Lelouch, CC, Kallen, Suzaku, Lloyd and Sayoko, plus Cornelia’s BKs, are going to save the fuck out of Nunnally.

Now, you might be asking yourself, “Why these specific people?” HMM WELL YOU SEE. None of them, aside from Cornelia and her few soldiers, are actually BKs anymore. Kallen is only a reserve member as she’s attending university. Basically, Schneizel can’t formally be like, “Wow send 1000 people to rescue Nunnally and mobilize the Black Knights” which is why he’s sending people who are mostly not involved with the Black Knights on this SUPER SECRET MISSION. (They talk about this back when CC first meets up with Kallen/Sayoko/Lloyd.)

And you might also be asking yourself... “Wait, what about Tohdoh, Gino, Xingke”, etc. What about those other Black Knights? HMM WELL YOU SEE. Xingke died, and the rest aren’t very popular characters, so plot-wise they stuck with the Black Knights giving the story and animators excuses to not include them in the main plot except for something really brief later.

Anyway, Lelouch has taken up the Zero costume again while CC is upset they haven’t run away to fuck like rabbits yet so she drinks a martini. And Cornelia is the only person with a brain, so she is like, “Dude, what the fuck? Am I supposed to be OK with this while Euphy and Darlton are dead?” Everyone else is like down to help Lelouch and Cornelia is not having this shit. Lelouch convinces her by taking off his Zero mask and sincerely asking his older sister for help.

Cornelia is like, “Hell yeah we’re gonna save Nunnally” after this but first since no one has seen each other in a while, they need to party first. Kallen and CC have some girl time finally but then proceed to fail the Bechdel test and talk about Lelouch.

Ohgi gives Lelouch a USB drive from Kaguya then tries to kill himself even though he has a wife and a child at home. Lelouch, without turning around, knows Ohgi is trying to kill himself so he forgives him and say it’s okay because he is merciful Jesus now. It’s chilly at night in the desert and Cornelia’s outfit is like sleeveless and zettai ryoiki so she’s walking around in the Zero jacket and gives Suzaku a drink.

Honestly, just let Cornelia be Zero.

Lelouch signals Suzaku up to the water tower, where they talk about how Lelouch understands the plot regarding his resurrection as well as the viewer (as in he doesn’t) and as far as he knows he could roll over and die at any time. Then an extremely misplaced Ali Project insert song plays while Lelouch watches a video from Ohgi’s wedding with lots of characters conveniently gathered at once... one of which happens to be Nunnally.

Also, Cornelia’s tits are one of the most well-drawn things in this movie next to Shesthaal’s hair when he’s in the cockpit. Honestly, I appreciate you, Sunrise.

SO, keikaku time. Instead of trying to explain this chronologically, I’m just gonna explain it... not chronologically.

Shamna’s Geass is to send her memories back in time 6 hours when she dies, so she effectively knows what’s going to happen and Zilkhstan can prepare for it. In an interview, Lelouch’s VA Fukujun compares this to “uploading her memory to Cs’ World and then downloading it” since Cs’ World has no concept of time. So, basically, the reason why Zilkhstan has been successful is because Shamna is fucking save scumming.

It is implied she already reset time at least once in the movie by now. The first is that at the start of the movie, Shalio remarks about how Zero moved to the place that Shamna said he would, so Shalio and the other KMFs are able to set up a trap under Suzaku in advance. I don’t know why she can’t chain this 6hrs -> back another 6hrs.

Lelouch and co initiate their plan. Lelouch successfully outmaneuvers Zilkhstan at every single place possible: Suzaku and Kallen are on the flats in Strike Freedom and Infinite Justice and wipe out all of the mooks. Everyone else is also able to make it to their destination. Zilkh soldiers have been Geassed to blow up their bases, Bitool can’t make it to his Guard Scorpion mech, etc.

Finally, Lelouch rides up to Shamna’s temple on the Mahoraba (the one Suzaku didn’t wreck at the start of the movie). Shamna goads Lelouch by hitting a button that auto-kills Nunnally in her tank. Lelouch responds by gunning Shamna down immediately. Shamna sends her memories back in time 6 hours.

Shamna is bathing with Shalio when she has a “prophecy”. We see she has a Code on her lower belly in this scene. She calls up Forgnar and explains the plot to him. This time around, Zilkhstan is prepared for all of Lelouch’s bullshit. Lelouch starts to despair and is almost shot down in the Mahoroba when Anya and CC show up and rescue his dumb noodle ass. Lelouch and CC co-pilot the Gekkoei. Lelouch has an existential crisis as he freaks out about his plans not working while everyone around him also freaks out about the plan not working and asks him for further instructions. And I mean like, literally everyone except for uhmm Cornelia? I think?

There’s a scene in R2 where Suzaku debuts the Lancelot Albion. Bismarck is there in Galahad and uses his Geass to fight Suzaku. Lelouch then rings up Suzaku and goes, “Dude, this being broadcasted worldwide, don’t fucking embarrass me”. Suzaku then goes on to use his live Geass to somehow overpower the Knight of One.

If this were a scene in the movie, it would be like, the Knight of One dodges one of Suzaku’s attacks or something and then Suzaku freaks the fuck out and goes, “OH NO, THE KNIGHT OF ONE HAS A GEASS. LELOUCH, WHAT DO I DO? MICROMANAGE ME AND GIVE ME SPECIFIC INSTRUCTIONS.” That is honestly what this whole sequence feels like.

Eventually, CC puts a gun to his head, out edgelords him, and convinces him to get his shit together. Lelouch gives her orders to give to everyone else because Geass doesn’t work on her. Thanks to Tamaki’s stupidity, he then uses the Zilkh public channel to declare that it’s time for the final phase of this mission. Suddenly, everyone becomes competent again and CC starts issuing commands to people. CC asks him what “final” means, and Lelouch replies it means nothing.

We then go through 30(?) implied time resets. While it doesn’t show time resetting literally 30 some times, it is implied that Lelouch gets 1 plan to work, then Shamna resets time and is ready for his new plan next time. We know it’s 30-ish because Lelouch has 8 folder plans he gives to CC, and also has 22 theories about what the enemy Geass user’s Geass is and he goes down the list eliminating them.

Something that I think English viewers missed from the American theater screenings is that CC does not retain their memories because Shamna’s Geass only affects herself. So, essentially, from Lelouch’s POV, he’s just going down the list until something works. From Shamna’s POV, she goes back and prepares to counter him every time she sees his next move.

On the last loop, Lelouch’s last ditch effort to figure out Shamna’s Geass is to bluff her by saying, “I have the same Geass as you”. Shamna freaks the fuck out and tells her guards not to kill Lelouch. Lelouch can tell from this reaction what her Geass is, so he Geasses her to sleep, and also sets a bomb that will go off in 10-11-12-whatever hours. (E.g. even if Shamna resets time, she’ll be back in time but it’ll be when she’s sleeping.)

Lelouch and CC try to wake Nunnally but she isn’t responsive. CC deduces that her soul/KOKORO/whatever is not in her body. However, they set Shamna’s temple to blow up in [X] hours. Lelouch and CC use Shamna’s system to enter the metaphysical world. CC goes to confirm something, then she will leave to move their bodies so they don’t die IRL.

CC confronts Shamna and learns the plot: “I want to remake the world.” Recall that in R2, Marianne and Charles needed 2 Codes to fuck Cs’ World. Shamna has 1 Code on her womb. Charles is dead, she doesn’t know Lelouch has one. Seemingly, she tried to use Nunnally has a make shift second Code due to her connection to the magic world cause of her family. (Her “wavelengths” are the same as Charles’s.)

Ah, yes, an older sibling with a Geass who has a younger wheelchair bound sibling tries to fuck the whole world. Hmm NEVER HEARD THAT PLOT BEFORE. Shamna wishes to stay in the metaphysical realm so she can see Shalio as he passes by. CC warns her not to “leave her [heart/essence/whatever] behind”. Interpretation is that CC is saying, “Can you please not fuck this up like how Charles did” [by leaving himself behind].

In the real world, CC, Tamaki and Ohgi have moved Lelouch and Nunnally’s bodies away from the temple. Lelouch finds Nunnally. The two get swallowed by black particle bullshit until Lelouch confesses that Geass is his sin (or something... I don’t actually remember what he says before the “uhh this is my sin” part). After, rainbow fucking magic hands appear to “catch” them, and Lelouch remarks that these are the people who helped earlier. (Earlier as in, when CC reached for Lelouch.)

The sub-plots that occur during all of these time resets are as follows:

Ohgi and Tamaki steal a KMF by distracting the pilot with camels crossing the road then getting on top of the KMF and beating the pilot up. Then they make hot pot while waiting for orders from Zero.

Sayoko ditches Ohgi and Tamaki to meet up with the science crew who can’t escape the city because Qujappat is after them. Cecile gets shot during the skirmish (all 30 fucking times) and Nina kills Qujappat by disconnecting her KMF’s energy filler power lines and dropping them in water to electrocute him and the other assassins to death.

Gino and Tohdoh (and others) are trying to talk to Zilkhstan official politic-y people about the Nunnally and Zero being MIA thing as members of the Black Knights. Gino asks to know why Zilkhstan’s Official Elite Bodyguard Captain Something Something Rich Pretty Boy PR Person Shesthaal is mysteriously missing from this meeting as he was supposed to be there. Milly, who is watching events unfold at the TV station, also asks about where he went.

Suzaku fights Shalio with his new Lancelot (ugly as) siN and its thicc frame coat. Shalio beats him in the frame coat. Suzaku purges the frame coat and then beats Shalio. However, by this point, Shalio’s body is seemingly at its limit (he’s bleeding out of his eyes), and honestly it feels like a free kill. At one point, Suzaku asks Shalio, “Why the fuck did you ruin peace etc” and Shalio replies that he has to be the ultimate warrior (implied: for his sister) so he can’t do this hand-holding peace shit and his country has nothing but fighting.

Kallen gets trapped by Bitool’s guard scorpion mech in the Guren Special Type (also thicc). She purges the frame coat and magical warp speed jumps out of the energy sphere she’s trapped in, then blows up Bitool with her good ole laser knife.

Cornelia and Guilford are on the bridge. Cornelia fights Forgnar, who then tries to sacrifice himself and orders his troops to kill both him and Cornelia. Cornelia encourages him to find a peaceful solution.

After all of this bullshit resolves, Shamna’s temple blows up and we see a visual representation of her being exploded inside of the Thought Elevator where CC last saw her. In the real world, Lelouch and Nunnally chat about being together again. The scene between them ends without you hearing his response to her. CC skips town, but not before Kallen gives CC her bootleg Cheese mascot.

Lelouch catches up to CC (out of breath, ofc). CC says something about going to find other Geass users like Shamna (I don’t remember the exact details cause Shesthaal has nothing to do w/this scene, sorry). Lelouch goes with her, taking up the name LL to match CC’s non-human name. CC pauses, then blushes and makes a moe anime waifu noise.

However, it is nowhere near as cute as Shesthaal’s “umu” or when he asks where Zero is in the prison (”Zerooooo?”). Lmao fucking get rekt CC he’s cuter than you and also has long green hair.

In the post-credits scene, Lelouch and CC have clothes from a 2000s Hot Topic - CLAMP-looking black gothic outfits. Something that like... no one has mentioned so far is that Lelouch is wearing a rose choker that matches Shirley’s rose earrings from the ending cards. Shirley also showed up in a mall earlier in the movie. Shirley... was shopping at Hot Topic for Lelouch and CC and bought herself earrings while she was there? Idk.

Lelouch recites the same Power of the King speech that CC gave him in the first episode of the anime, but with a couple differences. He says the power MAY isolate you, not that it will, and also that if you suck at Geass, he’ll take it away from you.

~ ThE eNd ~

OKAY YEAH SO I didn’t really enjoy this movie a lot. You have about 5 seconds to mourn Shesthaal before Daddy Schneizel shows up in glasses. It’s like you’re eating a cute little salad and you’re not done when your entree shows up. (Your entree. In glasses. And looking hot and appetizing as fuck.)

Pretty boy stuff aside, my opinion is generally that the main plot stuff is a bunch of “whatever” but the smaller stuff is good. Like... Tamaki and Ohgi making hot pot in a KMF after knocking out the pilot by distracting them with camels crossing the road (semi-foreshadowed earlier when Tamaki and Ohgi were hiding out near some sleeping camels) was some pretty great character interaction that actually led up to Lelouch’s, “Yo, final phase” speech on the open channel.

Shalio knowing that Suzaku is Zero BECAUSE OF THE FUCKING SPINKICK was pretty great too. There are lots of small things that have nothing to do with Lelouch and CC that I found way more memorable and Code Geass-y. Even just reading interviews is fun - Nobbu is a good VA and there’s an interview where he’s like, “Taniguchi told me, ‘Your dad is Akio Ohtsuka’ and I instantly understood”... lol...

The stuff with, “Everyone is useless, good thing Lelouch is here” was kind of physically painful to watch. From a thematic POV, we see the compare/contrast - Nunnally able to live without Lelouch but Shalio unable to do the same without Shamna. And also with how Zilkhstan are a bunch of headless chickens without Shamna micromanaging them with her prophecies yet all of the old TV cast magically become competent again after Lelouch says their plan is now entering the final phase.

E.g. we see how a ~decorated war hero~ like Cmdr. Forgner was also reliant on her explaining the plot (maybe it’s for the best poor Shesthaal died before finding out everything about his dad and his country were big fucking shams ;_;). However, just because I understand why it’s in the movie doesn’t mean I have to like it. ‘_>’

It was like watching uh, idk, Advent Children or Nadesico: Prince of Darkness or something. Which was also about the expectation level for this movie, but I actually felt fatigue kick in around the 1hr 20min mark...

#code geass #Lelouch of the Resurrection #summary

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laynefaire · 5 years

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11-11-11

I was tagged by @reminiscingintherain (why is this not tagging you!) to answer 11 questions about my writing, come up with 11 different questions, and tag 11 friends to answer them…

I’m tagging @lululawrence @justalittlelouislove @taggiecb @dinosaursmate @kingsofeverything @becomeawendybird @a-brighter-yellow @sadaveniren @phd-mama @hi-larrie-ous @allwaswell16

(sorry if you’ve been tagged and I’ll understand if you ignore this)

My replies and new questions are below the cut -

Has your writing changed now from the way it was when you started? If so, how? It definitely has. I started writing in the Twi fandom, where 1st person was the most common voice. It wasn’t as hard of a challenge to change styles as I thought it would be, but now I am struggling to convert some fics from that fandom and finish them in 3rd.

Does anyone IRL know about your writing? If so, have they read it? Most everyone in my personal life - excluding the people I work with - know that I write, and that I write fanfiction, as well as original fiction. My oldest daughter’s one friend was a sounding board for the first longish slash fic I wrote. The oldest has read a few things, but won’t read the smut. The younger kids have read things I’ve written that didn’t include smut, and my mom is still fascinated by the concept of creating an entire story in 100 words. She’s read all my drabbles.

Is there anything you’ve written that you wish you hadn’t? Everything that’s in 1st person in the Twilight fandom, lol - but the actual stories, nope no regrets. My stories, while not necessarily about my life, are reminders of time periods in my life - good and bad. I can look back and see how I’ve grown, even as I cringe.

Do you have a set location or setting that you have to write in? A favourite cafe? The only seat that’s comfortable? I found a little coffee shop at home that I love to go sit at and write. No one knows me there, and I can settle in with my headphones for hours. I prefer to write in the main seating area because there’s an amazing view of the skatepark from the windows. But just being able to be there is always awesome.

What are you working on? If you can (i.e., it’s not on anon!), share five lines! Let’s see --- I’m working on a super secret fic that I can’t talk about. There is also my Four Fest fic, Untamed Hearts, The Heritage fic - which is for Tabby and the 1000 Feelings prompts, more Take Your Time timestamps, and oh, yeah, next year’s big bang.

Five lines from a fic? Okay - uhmm, from Tabby’s 100 Feelings fic -

Nick looked from Louis’ retreating back to his friend now struggling to pull himself off the floor. “So, what was all - Ow, fuck!” Nick grabbed Harry’s hand before he could swing again. “Why are you hitting me?”

“You absolute prick! Why are you such an arse?” Exasperated, Harry dropped into his chair and buried his head in the fold of his arms.

Have you ever written something for a fic, but ended up removing a whole scene in its entirety and using it for something else? I haven’t, actually, but I’ve heard of people doing it. My ideas are usually pretty fic specific and the characters are definitely not interchangeable.

Are you a linear writer? Or can you write scenes out of order and put them together at the end? I used to only write linear - and would get stuck so often on a plot point that wasn’t working ot. It was only a few years ago that someone encouraged me to jump to a scene that was plaguing me, then use it to backtrack to fix the sticking point. It worked so well that I’ve become much better at jumping around and creating the words needed to link them up.

Betas/Britpickers… opinions? I am a HUGE proponent of Alphas/Betas (yes there is a difference, no this isn’t a smut reference). Nothing will make me nope out of a fic faster than glaring grammar/spelling errors that a decent beta would have caught. Brit picks were obviously a new concept for me with this fandom. HOWEVER, I DO try to utilize one whenever possible, and I will research the hell out of something I’m not sure of.

How much do/can you write on average at any given time? Depends on the day of the week, whether I have the privacy to write, and what I’m working on. Unfortunately, a lot of my writing occurs once I finish everything else I needed to do in a day, if I’m not too tired once that time arrives. It can vary from as little as 25-30 hasty words dropped in a doc during a smoke break at work, to complete afternoons spent crafting an entire fic (Take Your Time) at the coffee shop.

How organised are you? Do you have lists and/or spreadsheets, or do you just wing it? Some of my fic ideas are very fleshed out, others are a hot mess of scrawled notes, incomplete sentences typed at 3AM on my phone, and screaming voice notes sent to @lululawrence when I’m driving so I don’t forget something.

What made you start writing? HAHAHAHAHAHA Masters of the Universe - aka 50 Shades of Grey. I figured if people would read that shite, they might read mine, too, and I always preferred Jasper/Bella over Bella/Edward, and they’re weren’t near enough Jazzella fics in the Twilight fandom when I first joined it.

Well, this was all very lame responses to fabulous questions, LOL

So, my questions to others -

1. What is your favorite trope to write? To read?

2. What other fandoms do you write in/have you written in?

3. What’s one fic idea you want to read, but would never write?

4. When do you do most of your writing - morning, afternoon, night? Which time of day do you find most productive?

5. Writing routine? What do you drink? Do you have a go to snack?

6. Have you ever been writing something and had to get up and walk away from it? What was it and why did you have to step away?

7. What is your most favorite scene you’ve ever written?

8. Have you ever had an ending to a story, but couldn’t figure out how to start it? I don’t mean the typical -And they lived happily ever after - but a fully fleshed out ending with your usual writing pair, but you had no idea where to start? Did you ever write it?

9. What is the oddest thing you’ve ever drawn inspiration from?

10. You’ve accepted a prompt to write a fic using a Whitesnake song for the title. Which song do you choose, and what is your fic’s summary?

11. Your most recent fic is being made into a movie. What would you change your main characters’ names to and who would you fancast to play them?

Have fun! Can’t wait to read your answers!

#mine #11 11 11 meme #tagged by #reminiscingintherain #these are lame #but there they are

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daisydezem · 5 years

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Get to know me Tag

Wow this took longer then I thought it would! But thank you so much for tagging me @cruelhumanbean & @cloud-9-sims! I’m gonna tag @deathbyhysteria, @rethasim, @shellisims and @king-mikeyy! I loved updating my simself. It has been a while but I still think she is way to pretty. I just can’t make real people. Then there are 125 questions answered in the cut down below! So it’s a long list!

1. what is your name? Daisy (Officially Dasy. My dad forgot the i -_-’)

2. what is your nickname? Dezem, Dees, Dee, Esseborre... anymore...

3. birthday? April 24 1990

4. what is your favorite book series? Harry potter... Or does Manga count? Then Skip Beat!

5. do you believe in aliens or ghosts? Aliens Yes! Ghost not really.

6. who is your favorite author? UHM... I don’t like reading books. I’m dyslectic so the only reading I do is Manga and webcomics. For that I really like Yoshiki Nakamura. (from skip beat)

7. what is your favorite radio station? Veronica!

8. what is your favorite flavor of anything? Anything spicy!

9. what word would you use often to describe something great or wonderful? In English - Awesome and in Dutch - Super... I know it’s also a english word but it’s used a bit different

10. what is your current favorite song The sound of Silence - Disturbed

11. what is your favorite word? Inevitable. It has a nice tongue feel... Idk... Oh and In Dutch - Schatig. It means cute but it sounds really harsh for people that don’t speak Dutch.

12. what was the last song you listened to? Freak on a leash - Korn

13. what tv show would you recommend for everybody to watch? Battle star Galactica!! Walking Dead Lucifer Supernatural Game of thrones New Girl Dexter Friends More?

14. what is your favorite movie to watch when you’re feeling down? Tenacious D in The Pick of Destiny it always cheers me up!

15. do you play video games? Uhmm... YES!

16. what is your biggest fear? Being alone

17. what is your best quality, in your opinion? I know what I want and do whatever I can to get it.

18. what is your worst quality, in your opinion? Being afraid of change. Being a control freak. Being a perfectionist

9. do you like cats or dogs better? CATS! I’m kinda afraid of dogs... pictures are cute tho:P

20. what is your favorite season? Spring I guess. Not to warm and hopefully dry. Everything get green:)

21. are you in a relationship? Yes uhm... 7 years now. And a kid of 4 (almost).

22. what is something you miss from your childhood? Believing in the good and magical things.

23. who is your best friend? Nouk! (Not her real name her nickname tho)

24. what is your eye color? Brown

25. what is your hair color? Naturally Brown... But I change it a lot!

26. who is someone you love? Hubby, Son, Mom, Dad, Stepdad, Stepmom, Siblings, Grandpa’s, Grandma’s, Nouk, And a lot more!

27. who is someone you trust? Hubby, Mom, Stepdad, Nouk.

28. who is someone you think about often? Rn? Uhm My little brother and grandpa. They are not doing so well.

29. are you currently excited about/for something? Yes! My son is about to turn 4 so after the winter/Christmas vacation he will be going to elementary school!

30. what is your biggest obsession? Tbh... Sims... haha I just think about what when how all the time:P

31. what was your favorite tv show as a child? Telekids!! It was a dutch kids gameshow between two school and in between cartoons! On Saturday morning!

32. who of the opposite gender can you tell anything to, if anyone? Well my hubby!

33. are you superstitious? Not really. I do know a lot so I pretend to be sometimes when it is convenient.

34. do you have any unusual phobias? No!

35. do you prefer to be in front of the camera or behind it? Oh actually I like both! I like seeing pictures of the past because it brings back memories. But I do like taking pictures as well. And to be fair. I’m not good at both hahaha

36. what is your favorite hobby? Gaming!

37. what was the last book you read? The Hobbit

38. what was the last movie you watched? The new Incredibles! Is was... SUPER!

39. what musical instruments do you play, if any? I play guitar, bass and drums. Bass best tho! I got a piano now so I’m trying to learn that if and when I have some time.

40. what is your favorite animal? Cats!

41. what are your top 5 favorite tumblr blogs that you follow? Oh god... I always feel horrible doing this. Because it changes all the time and well I like many more as 5. But okay let just do it! @cosmic-espie @pink-chevalier @brisberries @wildlyminiaturesandwich @plumpug. Okay yeah... There are many more!

42. what superpower do you wish you had? Reading someones mind. Easier to know if someone lied.

43. when and where do you feel most at peace? At home.

44. what makes you smile? Weird stuff my son says or does.

45. what sports do you play, if any? I used to dance! Ballet, Jazz, Modern and Hip-hop... But can’t anymore.. Classical ballet is hell for your knees!

46. what is your favorite drink? A coke! (My addiction)

47. when was the last time you wrote a hand-written letter or note to somebody? I can’t remember!

48. are you afraid of heights? Used to be. Then I went bungee jumping with a height of 169 meters (555 ft) and now I’m not afraid anymore!! (this is the bungee jump video is not me picture is tho!)

49. what is your biggest pet peeve? When I’m at work and people start with a question instead of saying hello first or don’t look at me at all when checking their tickets!

50. have you ever been to a concert? Yeah! Greenday, Paramore, Billy talent, My chemical romance, Iron Maiden, Doe Maar and Infinite(in paris!)

51. are you vegan/vegetarian? That’s a def no...

52. when you were little, what did you want to be when you grew up? A teacher!

53. what fictional world would you like to live in? The Dragon ball Universe!

54. what is something you worry about? The health of my grandpa and little brother.

55. are you scared of the dark? No, I prefer the dark...

56. do you like to sing? Yes! I was never allowed to sing in the band tho.. I was allowed to scream tho!

57. have you ever skipped school? Yeah.... Sssssst don’t tell my mom. She still doesn’t know. ;)

58. what is your favorite place on the planet? Home <3

59. where would you like to live? Where I live now.

60. do you have any pets? Yes!

61. are you more of an early bird or a night owl? Night Owl!

62. do you like sunrises or sunsets better? Sunsets! If I ever see a sunrises someone will be dying... (the one that woke me up that early!)

63. do you know how to drive? Yeaaaasssss! I LOVE DRIVING! and yes also with a gearbox!!

64. do you prefer earbuds or headphones? In-ear earbuds!

65. have you ever had braces? No!

66. what is your favorite genre of music? Rock!

67. who is your hero? My mom!

68. do you read comic books? Web comics (rn the gamer and dice) and manga!

69. what makes you the most angry? People who did something wrong and then blame you.

70. do you prefer to read on an electronic device or with a real book? Electronic. Real books are to heavy to take a lot of with you.

71. what was your favorite subject in school? Math and science!

72. do you have any siblings? Yes! Sister at my Moms and a Brother and Sister at my Dads!

73. what was the last thing you bought? Food:p But uhm as of last fun thing was the cam for the facecam on streams!

74. how tall are you? 171 cm (5′7 is that right?)

75. can you cook? Somewhat... I like cooking but I usually work during dinner time so don’t do it to often.

76. what are three things that you love? My family (incl my own and my parents, siblings and grandparents) Playing games (incl sims, final fantasy, dragon quest and stardew) My roomba! (I hate vacuuming)

77. what are three things that you hate? Liars Cleaning Waking up early

78. do you have more female friends or more male friends? I think male...

79. what is your sexual orientation? I’m straight.

80. where do you currently live? The Netherlands (HOLLAND HOLLAND HOLLAND) ;)

81. who was the last person you texted? My hubby!

82. when was the last time you cried? Today.... hahaha I hurt my back still went to work. Got worse and at the end of my shift I could barely walk. I felt like a wuss and that made me cry.

83. who is your favorite youtuber? MATPAT (game theorists) Jen (xurbansimsx) Mage Masher and Jacksepticeye

84. do you like to take selfies? Sometimes...

85. what is your favorite app? Webtoons

86. what is your relationship with your parent(s) like? Very good

87. what is your favorite foreign accent? German

88. what is a place that you’ve never been to, but you want to visit? Seoul and Kyoto

89. what is your favorite number? 4

90. can you juggle? No

91. are you religious? No (Maybe the flying spaghetti monster tho)

92. do you find outer space of the deep ocean to be more interesting? OUTER SPACE! I love space! I’m a bit scared of the ocean tho

93. do you consider yourself to be a daredevil? No BUT if needed I will be.

94. are you allergic to anything? No

95. can you curl your tongue? Yes :P

96. can you wiggle your ears? Yes that too! (Just checked btw)

97. how often do you admit that you were wrong about something? Not that often... If proven wrong I would tho.

98. do you prefer the forest or the beach? Forest

99. what is your favorite piece of advice that anyone has ever given you? It will always be darkest just before it will get lighter again. (no matter how awful things seem it will get better)

100. are you a good liar? A very good liar...

101. what is your hogwarts house? Gryffindor

102. do you talk to yourself? All the time!

103. are you an introvert or an extrovert? Both... I guess.. But more Extrovert.

104. do you keep a journal/diary? Nooooo I can’t! And if I do it’s for 2 weeks and then I forget!

105. do you believe in second chances? Yes but not in third.

106. if you found a wallet full of money on the ground, what would you do? Give it to the police.. I can’t keep it because I would feel bad...

107. do you believe that people are capable of change? Change... Not really. However I do believe in the adaptability of people.

108. are you ticklish? Yes... unfortunately...

109. have you ever been on a plane? Yes to Spain, Hungary, Italy and Malta

110. do you have any piercings? Yes I had more. Did you know if you get pregnant your body can just resist them? I lost 5 piercings because of that but gained a lovely little boy so everything is good. <3

111. what fictional character do you wish was real? Oeee this is hard... there are so many. But uh let me just say Gohan. I just love him. Strong, kind and smart. (Also my first crush when I was young hahaha)

112. do you have any tattoos? Yes 3! And I want so many MORE!

113. what is the best decision that you’ve made in your life so far? Changing jobs!

114. do you believe in karma? No... I don’t believe in anything I can’t see or can’t be proven my science.

115. do you wear glasses or contacts? Glasses

116. do you want children? I got a kid already hahaha but Yes I would like a second child at some point.

117. who is the smartest person you know? I think it would be my sister @galaxymiep! She can do stuff I could never do. <3

118. what is your most embarrassing memory? Oh Idk... I’m not embarrassed easily. But I think I would be when my workpants had a hole in it and I didn’t notice until someone told me...

119. have you ever pulled an all-nighter? So many times.

120. what colour are most of you clothes? Black

121. do you like adventures? Not really. I had my adventures days. I’m boring now hahaha

122. have you ever been on tv? UHmm... Yes... Local tv station about concrete blocks. Why?

123. how old are you? Old... hahaha I’m 28

124. what is your favorite movie quote? From the movie Moulin Rouge: “The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return.”

125. sweet or savory? Depends on my mood. But mostly Savory!

#tagged #simself #125 questions!!

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smilyoongi · 6 years

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GOOD FEELING || PT. 2

Pairing: Yoongi x Hoseok au

Genre: fluff, smut

Word count: 1.7k

Summary: In which a boy finds happiness in writing and a light brown haired boy who loves flowers.

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Hoseok was a bubbly person. He just was.

Everyone who knew the boy were constantly reminded about the small cute things that the boy loves oh so much.

When others struggle to find reasons to be happy every day, for Hoseok it was almost too easy to think of a new source of happiness. He found happiness in the small rays of sunshine that would dance around, lighting up different objects in his room, the freshness of the air after a good rain, the smell of coffee, a good character in a good book that he just started reading, watching strangers in the park, creating their possible life stories in his head, knowing that they are most likely not true. Don't be mistaken, that doesn't mean Hoseok has not faced hardships in life, more like he faced way too many. That's why he decided to appreciate life as much possible, even the little things.

The boy scribbled his name on a small piece of paper, drawing a small flower next to it, something he feels very close to. Hoseok really was like a flower - fragile, yet beautiful and blooming, affecting everyone who passes by with his beauty. Smiling at his little doodle, he stuck the little name tag to his light blue sweater. He was very excited to start working in a place like this. "Maybe if you start working at a cafe you will finally stop spending so much money on coffee". That's what the boy has been hearing from his friends for ages and he certainly hoped it's true, going for coffee every day was costing the boy way too much money.

Today, the small cafe was a little less crowded than usual, leaving Hoseok more time for his thoughts. A small body appeared next to him making him look up to a pair of eyes covered by slightly dirty glasses.

"I hate to inform you, but you have to get back to the real world, daydreamer," said his new and probably favorite coworker named Lou. "Could you please go work by the counter a little bit? I have to handle this new coffee delivery. Thanks" she spoke fast, words spilling out of her mouth one by one, making the boy quite overwhelmed by her sudden outburst, but quickly dragging himself to the front of the shop.

A small figure marching towards him caught his attention as he noticed a breathtaking young man walking towards the counter, earphones in, eyes wandering around the coffee shop almost as he was afraid to catch anyone's glance. His brown hair (that in Hoseoks opinion seemed very soft and he may or may not thought about wanting to touch it) were a bit messy, which added up to his cuddly look, his whole body seemed very fragile, his fluffy sweater covering about 70 percent of his body. The boy finally reached the counter, his eyes glued to the menu on the wall in front of him. He seemed to have decided his order when his eyes traveled down only to meet Hoseoks.

Holy shit.

A hit of electricity went through Hoseok's body, his breath suddenly stuck inside of his mouth, his eyes not daring to look away, to stop what was happening here.

What is this feeling?

He finally broke away their eye contact, afraid his staring might seem too strange. He looked down, letting out a small cough.

"What could I get you?"He looked up at the boy yet again, only to find him still looking.

He couldn't help but blush, realizing he wasn't the only one affected by the situation. The mystery guy took out one of his earbuds, quickly looking back up.

"Excuse me?"

Of course, he didn't hear you Hoseok! He was with earphones, what are you, blind? He scolded himself in his head, trying to conceal the flustered expression that was now plastered all over his face.

"Uhmm what could I get you?" He asked, managing to curl his lips into a small smile. If only he knew how it made Yoongi's stomach turn.

Yoongi glanced at the menu once more, even though he was never original with his order, usually just sticking to black coffee. He was about to order when a thought popped into his head. What if he will take me for a boring person? Or even worse, a pretentious one? Fuck. Why is ordering coffee so hard all of a sudden? His eyes darted through various options and for fucks sake what does caramel macchiato even mean? Are all of these drinks even contain coffee-

"You look a bit lost, first time here?" Hoseok asked, surprisingly gaining some confidence.

"Y-yeah" Yoongi replied.Why would I lie like that? It's not like I've been coming here a lot, it's not really a lie, right? It's only been like what? A year? Yoongi let out a nervous chuckle, this situation somehow managing to drive him mad already.

It was like he couldn't think straight, every nerve in his body tense. While Yoongi was having a mental breakdown inside of his head, Hoseok was busy explaining every possible option he could order, which of course Yoongi didn't hear.

"So, which one would you like?" Hoseok asked, ready to make him the best coffee he's ever tasted (In hopes that he would decide to come here again).

"Ughh" Was all Yoongi managed to say, his hate for himself jumping sky high.

"I was talking too fast wasn't I?" Hoseok giggled.

"How about I make you an original secret recipe?" His smile brightening even more, a glint of sparkle in his eyes.

"Sure" Yoongi replies, his heart finally calming down.

As Hoseok went to make the "original secret recipe' coffee, he told Yoongi not to look, so it's a surprise when he tastes it. Unfortunately, Yoongi couldn't stay true to his promise. He turned around to check whether it was finished yet, but what was supposed to be a few second glance, turned into Yoongi staring at Hoseok all throughout the process. He watched as Hoseok worked with the coffee machine, the way a small smile was always situated on his face. He must like his job he thought. His light brown hair was fluffy and parted in the middle, falling on his forehead cutely, he was wearing a light blue sweater that made him look really soft. He didn't seem like a real person to Yoongi.

"Yah! I told you not to look, didn't I? Hoseok scolded him playfully.

"U-uh I'm sorry..."

"Awe sweetcheeks I was only joking," he said, finding the boys stutter adorable. "So... Your coffee! He chirped excitedly, pushing a cup towards Yoongi.

Yoongi took the cup into his hands, the warmth of the coffee making him feel at ease. He lifted the cup towards his lips, every movement of his now being watched by Hoseok. As the coffee hit his taste buds, a content grin spread all over his face. It was sweet, yet you could still sense the coffee, he couldn't quite tell what it tasted like, but it tasted like... well...the boy who made it.

"What do you think?" Hoseok asked, his eyes scanning the cup and then looks up again at his eyes.

"I like it" Yoongi replied, contently. He then took out his wallet, paying for the coffee. As he was about turn around and walk away Hoseok let out a squeaky "wait!" making him get back to the current place.

"Yes?"

"I will get you coffee holder, it's way too hot" He chirped, quickly grabbing the cup out of his hands, before he was able to protest.

He quickly got it back spreading his hand forward. As Yoongi reached out for the cup, the warmth of the cup wasn't the only thing he felt. For a short moment, their hands touched. Yoongi's eyes got wide again, he felt the need to hide his blushing face, but he found it hard to tear his gaze away from the cute barista that was standing just a few steps away. Hoseok smiled yet again, his grin spreading all over his face as he got his hand back into his pocket.

"Thank you..." He quickly peered at the boys' name tag-"Hoseok,” His name rolled off of his lips so nicely, making it Yoongi's new favorite sound.

"You can give me your name in exchange" Hoseok replied, sending a cute wink towards the other boy.

"I-it's Yoongi," He answered, feeling way too attacked by the boys' godly looks. God damn, why was he so vulnerable all of a sudden? He could hear Hoseok saying something about how he liked his name, but his thoughts were now clouded by embarrassment, making him nod and turn around, disappearing into the sea of tables, leaving the boy by the counter confused. As he watched the boy fading into the sea of tables and people, he realized he couldn’t wait to see him again. Something about Yoongi told him he wasn’t an ordinary person and he couldn’t stop himself from wanting to know everything about the boy.

He was really something else.

A pair of worn out converses were dropped to the ground with a light thud, the lights turning on in the small apartment revealing a messy yet cozy living room. Yoongi was home. He let out a sigh, plopping on the couch, his legs resting on the table next to it. He turned on the TV, that worked as a background for all of his thoughts. He couldn't stop thinking about Hoseok. He had to admit, he was a bit disappointed. He wanted to see the boy again, yet he didn't do anything to initiate it. He hated his insecurities getting to him. He knew he wasn't ugly or stupid, he liked himself as he was, but he knew that what he was not ready for was rejection. And in his eyes, he was so out of Hoseok’s league. His eyes glanced back at the TV. A cup was blocking the view. It was the same cup of coffee Hoseok made for him. Why did he bring it home and why does this stupid cup have such a sentimental value to him? He took the cup into his hands, remembering the warmth of Hoseok's hand on his. As he inspected the cup some more, his eyes stopped towards something he hasn't seen on any cup before - a phone number.

Was he going to take this chance now that he can?

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deadmanzp · 4 years

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aftg asks; questions by triquetrine

these are so interesting so i did all of them.. i want to come back after a year and see if id still answer the same!

op is the post before this or also tagged “misc”

neil josten: favorite/most iconic line?

first one that comes to mind I’m not sure is a favorite or iconic line? but it’s a line i think about a lot and it always hurts to read. it’s when they're at the cabin in TKM.

“He didn’t care how much it hurt so long as he could pull Andrew closer, and he let Andrew take him apart until he couldn’t think anymore.”

that comes at the very end of Chapter 14 and gosh just the paragraph that line comes from and the paragraph before…. the fact neil thinks andrew doesnt care about him the way he cares/feels about andrew is like….. CMON MAN but also i just love the pining angst of it. i like this line especially because the line right before it mentions neil working his “bandaged fingers into Andrew’s hair”. so the “he didnt care how much it hurt” to me always carried a double meaning of 1. the physical pain he felt bc of his injuries but also 2. the pain of unfamiliarity abt his feelings towards andrew and thinking it was unreciprocal AND THAT HED HAVE TO “WARN” ANDREW like the implication.. of neil thinking abt their “relationship” possibly ending bc andrew doesnt feel the same and maybe wouldnt want to be entangled in whatever neil was feeling …… IM LIKE neil knows andrew so well and him being so sure abt this but hes like …. WRONG …. e

nathaniel wesninski: one thing you would change about the books? (plot, characters, etc)

there is very little id change about the books if at all. mainly bc while i know there are upsetting things that happen/the charas do, i think all of those things make the series really interesting to analyze and talk about. i will say a moment i hated was when neil touches andrews scars when andrew makes it clear he doesn't want neil to pry about them. i know neil offers his scars in turn when he's trying to convince andrew to let neil look over kevin but that was controlled. he let andrew touch them and find out about them of his own volition. neil touches something directly related to the trauma andrew had just experienced again when he had 0 permission to do so. while i always get mad at neil for this when i read it i still dont think id change it or get rid of it. im not really sure how id change it anyways and i think andrews relationship with his scars (and himself in general) is probably what allows him to brush it off(?)/never bring this up (plus maybe neil offering his scars was enough for andrew) but i havent thought too hard about this. but ya i remember i got rlly angry w neil the first time i read this scene and i still get mad abt it when i reread.

andrew minyard: if you could be friends with one of the characters, who would you pick?

i mean realistically i wouldnt be friends w jocks ILL BE REAL LOL and i think as much as i love the monsters, theres no way id be friends w them haha uhm but prob dan would be most realistic! maybe even katelyn tbh..

kevin day: if you played exy, what would your position be?

oh i think dealer! in sports i liked being able to do both defense and offense bc it made me feel i had more control over the field, like i could always do something if there were any holes

dan wilds: favorite moment/scene?

definitely the hotel reunion scene. theres so much to it; it drives me nuts!!!!! but honestly there are probably a lot of really good moments im forgetting. to me the whole series is really enjoyable and every scene has something i could say about it haha

matt boyd: song you would love to see in a live-action adaptation?

Oggghh this is so hard… esp since it takes place in 2007???? Idk.. iconic artists then i suppose ghfgkjhf BUT i think general vibes i think itd be so cool if paramore (time relevant), ptv (also time relevant), and mitski were on the soundtrack……. Ya……..

nicky hemmick: which made you more emotional, neil at evermore or neil in baltimore?

neil in baltimore for sure… neil at evermore i can't remember what i felt the first time i read it (maybe pain LOL bc he was doing it for andrew and i felt like riko wouldnt keep his promise) but in my latest reread i was unimpressed by it (mostly bc i think riko is boring and unimpressive). i think i mightve said evermore in the past though….. maybe... neil in baltimore is like … GOD neils emotions are so strong during all of that its really juicy haha. i think like him being angry bc he was on the cusp of having everything he couldve ever dreamed of; the desperation of wanting to fight back and get away; even just the fear of being in the same room as his father for the first time in so long... all really juicy

aaron minyard: a character you will defend to your death?

defend…. im not sure is the word i would use and i dont think i really believe in defending any of these charas “to death” bc of how flawed and complex they are; id like to acknowledge when they did wrong. i think id “defend” any of the characters if i saw anyone misinterpreting or misunderstanding them.. theyre all really interesting even if they didnt get too much spotlight. except maybe riko. hes incredibly boring to me. and also nathan ig and any of his crew just bc there is Nothing abt them rlly...

katelyn: which minor character do you wish you could see more of?

uhhhmmmmmmmm hmmmmmm….. idk maybe… jeremy…. gjfjgkdngmdghs just bc him and kevin r so funny.. i was thinking maybe jean too but…… idk a diff kind of kevin relationship lol (yikes) (pain) but really im satisfied w jeans screen time. i think ichirou is interesting but again i think he didn't rlly need more. maybe erik actually. im interested to know what nicky is like with him :0

allison reynolds: favorite headcanon about the foxes?

actually something i recently thought abt was neil and photography. iirc? andrew gives neil a camera in the ec and i also imagine kevin eventually gets another camera too (i loved that detail when we saw his room at the nest) so i thought abt neil and kevin sharing/trading pics they take of (mainly) scenery. i imagine neil takes pics of anything he wants to remember/keep while kevin is more prone to taking pics of subjects related to some nerd history stuff (lol) so thats why they trade scenery pics mainly. but i like this small connection bc i want more to their relationship than their exy obsession and i imagine they have room for more now that riko is gone and i just like this other commonality btwn them. i think maybe they mail the developed pics to each other maybe w small descripts/notes but thats it. and i also imagine it kind of just is something that started happening.. neil and andrew r on a roadtrip and some building reminds neil of kevin so he snaps a pic and eventually sends it to kevin w some note. kevin replies 1. either a text being like that is nothing. > neil: shrugs brushes it off but figures he is welcome to send more when kevin sends his own picture back or 2. kevin simply replies back similarly w his own photo. i dont know.. maybe this goes beyond what their actual relationship would be like but i do like the idea of them just bein like… dude friends u know so i want them to have more than just exy and a traumatizing experience between them.

as for common headcanons within the fanbase…. i do like the allison + neil haircuts thing.. although im not sure if i imagine it the same as most haha i feel neil would know how to cut his own hair from his life on the run (though theyre not Good or bad just like ok u know like passable generic w/e) i think hed definitely be tense the first couple times but he has experience w allison being close from needing to be covered up w make up after winter break so i think she would be allowed.

renee walker: favorite non-canonical ship? (renison, jerejean, etc)

uhmm to be honest none really… im way too attached to canon to be able to dismiss any established relationships. i think kevemy (??? is that the name) is rlly amusing but i dont want them together necessarily haha i used to rlly like renison mainly bc im a lesbian and i want “main” chara wlw relationships lol but i recently read something abt how bi allison doesnt rlly sit well w some bc she outs andrew and neil during the hotel scene.. i also agree this is kinda :/ if she was bi Mainly bc i feel a lot of ppl (or at least this is what i gather from renison stuff ive seen) portray allison already being established bi? if this makes sense. i think if renison/allison realizing shes bi is a later development id feel better abt it but usually renison is already established so ya her outing them does bother me…. BUT aside from this, thinking about them as characters and what their partners (would) look like… im not sure if theyd rlly choose each other.. but i still enjoy seeing them together in art and in fic bc in the end…. im a sucker for women lol….

seth gordon: most underrated dynamic? (matt & neil, wymack & andrew, etc)

my first thought was wymack and andrew bc i rlllllyy like their dynamic especially after reading their ec stuff. i loved their first meeting (andrews terrible sandwich??!?fhdhfjd) and when andrew breaks into wymacks apartment BUT i think ppl mention them enough its not underrated. i Actually think renee and andrews dynamic/friendship is rlly underrated/overlooked!!! especially after reading the son nefes ec i love their dynamic a lot…

some son nefes moments of them i liked: tw // rape

renee convincing andrew to go with her to see matt after his trip to edens

how many knives do u carry / one more than u IS SO FUNNY and just andrews persistence abt fighting renee is also rlly funny to me

tw // rape : the moment when andrew asks renee if she killed her rapist/abuser that whole convo was good…

their convo in the rain w their tea

i cant remember when this happens or rlly exaclty what was said but renee offers andrew something (some help??) and he says i dont need (w/e it was) and she says something along the lines of i know but it wouldnt do any harm or SOMETHING like that.. i like this bc she acknowledges their abilities while showing shed still like to offer some help. im p sure she does this another time too (w neil???? or someone i cant remember maybe it was andrew again) and i remember liking it too. she has a way w words and talking (also seen in her convincing andrew to see matt)

BUT regardless of ec stuff i think their relationship/dynamic seen in the books is rlly good too. theres def enough to be intrigued by them and i always have been? so i'm reeeaallly happy son nefes exists i loved reading it..

david wymack: which ncaa team would you play for?

oh to be honest i dont rlly remember many of them but of the Three (ravens, foxes, trojans) prob trojans. i remember i even got them in a uquiz once…

abby winfield: which character was the most realistically written?

first that came to mind was aaron actually.. i remember before when i didnt rlly like him or care abt him it was actually bc he was too “boring” to me. i always thought he had the most realistic reactions to things which is what made him boring to me amidst the ridiculousness of, well, everything in aftg lol… i still think he is really realistically written but now i dont think hes boring haha

besty dobson: how many times have you read the series?

fully i think…. only 3 times… i wish this were a higher count but i actually feel guilty everytime i try to reread it.

riko moriyama: coolest exy moment? (kevin’s last-minute point against the ravens, andrew shutting down the goal, etc)

uhhmm uhmm i def think kevin during the final game against the ravens…. hes so cool haha but i KNOW there were a lot of game moments that i thought were really cool so i cant rlly say…. oh also i love neil being defense in that game too rlly juicy wish i could pull up obscure moments bc i know i rlly enjoyed reading the games but terrible memory...

jeremy knox: which do you like reading more, domestic!foxes or chaotic!foxes?

uh i guess chaotic? not rlly sure exactly what that could entail but i do like… their chaos.. when they have fights and squabbles and stuff… this includes the high tension moments. ALTHOUGH i do like the tiny lines in the books when we see the monsters just doing like random basic everyday life stuff like playing video games or whatever. i like…. imagining them... fhdjfjshfjs… as for fic def chaos. i feel domestic is usually too softened…..

jean moreau: favorite friendship?

oh i think this goes back to andrew and renee. but other than them… i do like neil and matts friendship.. though probably not the same as its typically portrayed

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sky-casino · 6 years

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Ice Cream

Genre: Fluff, Angst

Pairing: Sicheng/Winwin x Reader

Word count: 2370

author’s note: wah~ this is my first ever fic here on tumblr! It took a lot of courage to actually start posting here hehe. Feedback is appreciated but please be nice! Thank you~

Also, there are not enough Sicheng/Winwin fics so I had to write one. Please love this boy ;u;

You just moved to a dorm near your university in the city. You were about to start your freshman year in three days and you were both excited and nervous. Not only because you were entering college, but also because you were practically living alone now. No more mommy to wake you up and cook you breakfast and packed lunch.

"Phew! I can do this!" You cheered yourself before you began unpacking your things.

One thing that you were thankful for though, was that your dorm allowed each tenant to take one pet with them. You brought Muffin, your 4-year old Japanese Spitz, with you. You just finished putting all your things in order and were relaxing on your couch with Muffin on your lap when the jingle of the ice cream truck started to play from outside. Your unit was located at the second floor so the sound was very clear. Muffin jumped off your lap and looked outside the window, trying to find the said truck. She started jumping up and down and making cute pleading noises asking you to buy her a treat. This was a familiar situation to you despite moving to a new living quarter because ice cream trucks also passed by your house back in the countryside and Muffin made sure that you bought her a cone every time. She loved ice cream more than the usual dog treats.

"Fine, lil' munchkin. Will get you some." You said with a sigh before retrieving your wallet from your bag and placing a leash around Muffin's neck.

You crossed the street carefully and approached the truck to check the available flavors. As expected, the city had more to offer than your local trucks at home. Matcha, Salted Caramel, Red Velvet, Cookie Dough, Affogato, just to name some.

"Hmm.. one scoop of Red Velvet in a cup and one scoop of Cookie Dough on a cone please."

"Alright, that would be three bucks." The vendor replied with a smile.

You gave him the money and that was your first time to look at him. And you must admit, he just might be the cutest boy you've ever laid your eyes on. You just stared at him for around ten seconds before you saw his name tag, "WINWIN", it said. “What a cute name.” You thought to yourself.

"Here." He said, looking you directly in the eyes with matching bright smile.

"Th-thanks. Here you go, Muffin!" You sat at the nearest bench and gave your dog the cone with Cookie Dough ice cream. She excitedly licked it.

"Oh wow! I didn't know you have a dog with you. She's cute!" Winwin exclaimed. You looked at him and were surprised to hear how friendly he was, as if you two have been friends for a while now.

"Can I pet her?" Winwin asked as he got off the truck.

"Sure. But let her finish her ice cream first or she'll get mad at you." You chuckled.

"Right. Dogs are sensitive when they eat, especially to strangers." He said as he looked at you and you were pretty sure you were already blushing at that moment.

"Sorry, I forgot to introduce myself. I'm Winwin." He stuck his hand out for a handshake.

"Don't worry, I know. You have a name tag, remember? I'm Y/N." You replied as you shook his hand.

"Oh! Yah, I forgot about this. Sorry." He said as he laughed embarrassingly, looking at his name tag.

"Its okay." By now, Muffin was already finished with her treat.

"There. You can pet her now." You carried Muffin and placed her on Winwin's lap.

"Her name is Muffin?" The boy asked as he cautiously ran his hand over the dog's back.

"Yep. Japanese Spitz."

"So cute!"

The three of you stayed in that position for around three minutes more until a kid and a mom approached the truck.

"Looks like you need to go back to work."

"Yes. Hope to see you and play with Muffin again, though." Winwin smiled at you as he stood up from the bench.

"Y-yeah. Of course. I just live in that dorm." You replied, gesturing to the said building.

"Alright. I usually pass by here at this time on the weekends. See you!"

"Okay. Bye." You said before heading back to your dorm.

All your worries and anxiety caused by the incoming start of the school year temporarily gone because of the cute ice cream boy.

The next time you bought ice cream from Winwin, you had a longer time to talk and get to know about each other more.

"I just moved here early this month, for university. I'm studying Veterinary. That's why I really wanted to bring Muffin with me. To inspire me. something like that."

"That's sweet! I'm taking up traditional dance and this is my part-time job."

"Wow, that's cool! I don't know anyone who does traditional dancing."

"Thanks.." Winwin said as he scratched his head cutely.

"Why is this your chosen part-time job, if I may ask?"

"Oh, because I love ice cream. As simple as that. Uhmm.. do you miss your family? I mean, you don't have to answer it. It's a bit sensitive.."

"Well, yeah of course I miss them. But I know that I'll just get used to this. We both promised that if the other can't come, the other one will adjust and be the one to visit."

It was a bit awkward and hard to find topics to ask and talk about, but was still fairly fun. As you spent more time with Winwin, you realized that you could look at his face forever. So white and flawless, his eyes the most mesmerizing pair you've ever seen. What you can't get over though is how his voice doesn't match his soft face. Very deep and manly.

On the third time, he gave you a free taste of each of the flavors.

"So, what's your favorite?"

"Hmm.. they're all really good but my faves are Cookie Dough, Affogato, and Red Velvet. Why'd you ask?"

"I just want to make sure that all your favorite flavors are available every time I come here." Winwin said shyly, looking at everything but you.

"Aww, that's so sweet, Winwin!" You were honestly very touched by his little act of kindness.

"It's.. it's nothing. Don't worry about it.

It's been four months of being friends with Winwin and besides the usual ice cream "dates" you had with him (and Muffin), you also attended a couple of his recitals and performances. He lived far away from his family as well so when there were times they couldn't attend, you did. Not to be biased but you believed he was the best among his peers and you knew the moment you saw him dance that he had a bright future ahead of him. But at the same time, you also couldn't believe that he was the ice cream boy who passed by your dorm every weekend.

"Winwin! That was great! Even though this wasn't my first time to watch you, it still feels like it is. Congratulations!" You said as you met at the lobby of the auditorium.

"Thank you so much, Y/N. But really, I don't deserve such praises.."

"What are you talking about? You know you do!" You said as you lightly pushed his shoulder.

"I'll treat you to dinner tonight, okay? In exchange for coming and supporting me."

"No need, but alright."

You had hot pot at his favorite restaurant, in other words, Winwin's favorite meal at his favorite restaurant. He also did well in the performance. So you were sat there across from him, wondering why he was being unusually quiet.

"Hey, you okay?" You asked him, he almost snapped his head.

"Uh.. yeah! I'm good. Why?"

"You're so quiet. I thought there's something wrong."

"Oh. N-nothing. I'm good, just tired. Really tired." He lied to you, hoping you wouldn't probe him anymore.

"Okay. I understand." You replied. He was relieved.

"Alright. Thanks for walking me home." You told him as both of you reached the front of your dorm a few hours later.

"No worries. Can't let you go home alone this late, you know?"

"Get some rest, okay? You being so quiet tonight worried me." You said with a slight pout.

"Of course. Don't worry." Winwin managed to reply after he stared at your lips for a few seconds.

"Bye!" You said as you went in.

Long after you disappeared from his sight, Winwin still stayed at the exact position. Various thoughts running in his mind.

Saturday came and you were expecting Winwin and his ice cream truck to come around, but he didn't.

"Hello~ you didn't come by today. Muffin misses her Cookie Dough fix :( " You texted him.

Thirty minutes later and still no reply. You didn't want to bug him, though. Considering that he might be busy.

The next day, still no Winwin and ice cream. You were starting to get concerned.

"Hey, are you okay? Are you sick? You didn't arrive today either. I'm worried. Please text me :( "

Just like the day before, no reply. You thought you might have done or said anything wrong and you needed an answer from him.

You spent the next few days trying to remember the route of Winwin's ice cream truck. Your hardwork paid off when you recalled two places that he mentioned long before, hoping that they're still part of his route. The weekend arrived and you went to one of the two places, praying that Winwin would be there.

After a few minutes of waiting on one of the benches, you heard the familiar jingle. A lot of kids welcomed the ice cream truck and you waited for all the them to leave until you approached Winwin.

"Hey! Long time no see! Well, not that long.. but still." You greeted him with a nervous smile.

"Y/N.." Winwin looked at you with wide eyes.

"Yep. That's me. Are we.. okay? You haven't returned any of my texts this past week. I wanted to call but thought that might be too much of a bother to you." You asked as you fiddled with your hands.

Winwin busied himself by fixing his things that didn't really need fixing.

"Hey. Did I do something wrong? You can tell me everything. You know that."

The sadness and hurt in your voice alerted Winwin and he decided to finally speak, sighing before replying, "No, I can't."

"What?"

"I can't. I can't.. tell you everything." His voice got weaker as he spoke.

"But why? We're friends."

"That's exactly why." He raised his voice a little too high and you flinched.

"I'm.. I'm so sorry, Y/N." Guilt apparent on his face. You were speechless. You didn't know what to say or think anymore.

"Why are you.. being like this? I don't understand you, Winwin." All he did was sigh deeply and shake his head, looking at the ground.

"Alright, let's talk." He said as he gently pulled your wrist, leading you to one of the farther benches.

"What is it?" You asked in a low voice.

"Damn I really didn't want to tell you this." He said as he sandwiched his head between his two hands, eyes closed. He looked so conflicted and nervous.

"Just tell me, okay? You’re making me nervous. Why are you so stressed about this? What is it?" You asked impatiently.

"I like you, Y/N."

"You what?" You asked, breaking the silence after half a minute.

Winwin put his hands down but still had his eyes closed and you saw some tears forming under his long eyelashes.

"Winwin~"

"I didn't want to tell you this. I was afraid I'll ruin the friendship. I'm sorry.." His voice broke a few times as he spoke.

"But you didn't ruin anything. You don't need to be sorry." You said as you softly rubbed his back.

"And besides, I like you too." With this, Winwin opened his eyes in a snap and slowly turned his gaze to you.

"What?"

"I said I like you too." You said with a laugh.

"You do?" Winwin asked in disbelief.

"Yeah. Why are you so surprised? You're.. you're really likable." You replied shyly.

"It never occurred to me that you would ever like me. I thought you just saw me as a friend who's selling ice cream."

"What?! No way! You're more than that. Way more than that. You're my best friend, my confidant, very sweet, cute, thoughtful, talented, and just.. really really cute. I don't even know what I'm saying anymore!" You said in between embarrassed laughs before you covered your face.

"Hey, Y/N. Look at me. Y/N, please~" Winwin whined.

You slowly moved your fingers apart to peek at him. "What?"

"I like you so much and.. I'd really love to be your boyfriend. Are you willing to.. give me a chance? I promise I'll do everything I can and be the best boyfriend to you." He asked nervously, licking his dry lips from time to time.

You placed your hands down and gave him the warmest and most welcoming smile he has ever seen. "Those ice cream dates with Muffin were already a huge step to taking my heart. I'm all yours." You said as your wrapped your arms around his neck. He buried himself in your scent and warmth and suddenly everything was alright in his world.

You broke free from the hug and asked, "So, can I take a ride in your ice cream truck back to my dorm? Muffin is waiting for you and her Cookie Dough. She misses you!"

He wrapped his arm around you as you stood up and went to the truck. "Sure, sweetie. You can ride in my ice cream truck and the three of us can finish all the left over ice cream." You laughed at what he said and he swore to god that it was the kind of laugh he could listen to for the rest of his life.

"Y/N."

"Hmm?" You asked as you looked intently to his eyes, giving him your 101% attention.

"I love you more than Muffin loves ice cream."

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