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junghwcns · 6 months
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Always been you
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☆ : pairing best friend!junghwan x gn!reader word count 1.2k    genre angst , best friends to lovers , non-idol au, fluff at the very end warnings not proofread , uses y/n, junghwan is kind of mean to reader in the beginning, tons of miscommunication/misunderstandings notes this is my first time writing angsty stuff like this so forgive me if it's not the best; req'd
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“Hey Hwan, can we talk?” you say as you lightly grab your best friend of several year's wrist to stop him from going up the stairs to class. 
“Oh, so now you want to talk?” He coughs out coldly.
“What?” you try your best to control your expression but you can’t help the hurt that briefly flashes in your eyes.
“Are you sure you’re not too busy with your guitar lessons with Jeongwoo? I don’t know, you two seemed really close. Maybe you should go talk to him.” he chides, yanking his wrist out of your grasp. At first, confusion and hurt clouds your mind, making it impossible for you to think about what could’ve made him act like this and then you remember. 
“Junghwan… I-” you start to say but Junghwan cuts your explanation short, not wanting to hear about your lessons with Jeongwoo. It was painful enough for him to witness it but for you to tell him about it yourself, he thinks his heart would break in two.
“Forget it. I have to go to class and you should too.” he whispers low enough for you to barely hear him and then he’s gone up the stairs. In your 7 years of being best friends, he’s never acted so cold and distant towards you and now that he has, you never want it to happen again. His few words cut like ice, making you wonder if you did something wrong or if you would ever get a chance to explain yourself. 
As the number of weeks since your encounter increases, so does the number of days it’s been since Junghwan last spoke to you. Having been friends for so long, you’ve never gone more than 3 days without talking to him so these weeks have felt like a lifetime of torture. Little do you know, it’s been torture for Junghwan as well. He had finally worked up the courage to tell you how he feels and then he sees you laughing and cuddling up to Jeongwoo? Everyone had convinced him that you liked him back and didn’t just view him as a friend but suddenly, all those words of encouragement turned into lies. How could you view him as more than just a friend if you liked Jeongwoo? He knew he had to get over you and the only way for him to do that was to avoid you at all costs. If he saw your beaming smile or heard the laugh that was music to his ears, he wouldn’t be able to let you go. So he tried his best but all he ended up doing was hurting you and himself in the end. 
my y/niee~ ❤️‍🩹 can we talk? Read 5:56 pm please? Read 5:56 pm just meet me at our spot on the playground where we first met Read 5:57 pm
hwaniee~ 💟🐶 ok.  Read 5:58 pm
When Junghwan sees you, his heart sinks. You have the hood of (his) sweatshirt that you’re wearing pulled over your head to hide your face but he can still see the redness of your cheeks and how your eyes are puffy from crying. All he wants to do is pull you into a hug and apologize but he can’t because if he does, he’ll fall right back into the routine of loving you. 
Feeling someone approach you, you look up from your seat on the floor of the playground where you and Junghwan first met all those years ago. 
“Junghwan?” you ask into the darkness, only seeing a figure that shares a familiar outline with your best friend. The figure steps into the light from the streetlamps surrounding the playground, revealing themself to be your best friend who is also in the same disheveled state as you. 
“Yeah, it’s me. Don’t worry.” His voice cracks a little as it tries to hold back all of the different emotions he feels. You gesture for him and he walks over to take a seat next to you. Once he sits down, both of you start to speak at the same time. 
“You go first.” He says, motioning for you to continue what you were about to say.
“No, it’s okay. You can go first.” You whisper awkwardly before you squeak out a small laugh.
“What? Why are you laughing?” He questions but still starts to laugh along with you.
“It's nothing... We’ve just never been this awkward before. It’s kind of funny.” You say as you burst into a full on laugh that’s immediately followed by the sound of Junghwan’s. Once the laughter dies down, you know you have to explain yourself before the tears start to fall again.
“Junghwan… I-”
He cuts you off again, but this time, there’s no anger behind it, only remorse. “No, it’s okay. You don’t have to explain yourself.”
“But I do!” You exclaim, turning away from him to hide your face. “I can’t let you think something that’s not true! When you saw me and Jeongwoo together, he was teaching me the guitar. That part’s true, but it wasn’t because I wanted to get closer to him. We were together because I asked him to help me learn a song on the guitar, a song that was supposed to be a surprise for your birthday. Jeongwoo is only a friend who was helping another friend in need.” You turn back to look at him and see his eyes, full of regret. “The idea that you think I like someone else is tearing me up inside because you’re the one I like, Junghwan. It’s always been you.” You cry out, face full of tears. 
“Oh, Y/n. I am so sorry for making you upset. I saw you two laughing together and the thought that maybe you didn’t like me filled my mind.” He sighs and runs his hands through his long, brown hair. “I had finally worked up the courage to tell you how I felt after like 7 years and then I saw you with Jeongwoo and my whole world came crashing down. I avoided you because I knew that in order for me to be happy, I would have to let you go.  I am so sorry, Y/N… for everything. For making you cry and for making you think anything other than the truth, which is that I really, really like you. It’s always been you. From day one until now. I’ve never stopped.” he says, wrapping you in a hug. “Are you cold?” he asks, pulling away slightly to look at your face.
Through chattering teeth, you admit, “Just a little bit.” Junghwan laughs but still takes off his coat and places it on your shoulders to protect you from the cold. He offers you a hand to help you up from the floor and never lets go. Not on your walk home, not once you both entered your house and sat on the couch, and not for the rest of the night. You were finally together and he had absolutely no plans to leave.
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jinisnuggets · 1 month
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hii can i request an angst & fluff idol!jeongwoo? been deprived of trsr fics lately :< thank you so much!! 🫶
𝚄𝚗𝚗𝚘𝚝𝚒𝚌𝚎𝚊𝚋𝚕𝚎 𝙻𝚘𝚟𝚎
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ᴾᵃⁱʳⁱⁿᵍˢ: ᶜʰⁱˡᵈʰᵒᵒᵈ ᵇᵉˢᵗ ᶠʳⁱᵉⁿᵈ! ᴶᵉᵒⁿᵍʷᵒᵒ ˣ ᴳⁿ! ᴿᵉᵃᵈᵉʳ
ᴳᵉⁿʳᵉ: ᴬⁿᵍˢᵗʸ? ᶠˡᵘᶠᶠ
ᵂᵒʳᵈ ᶜᵒᵘⁿᵗ: ¹.⁷ᵏ
ᵂᵃʳⁿⁱⁿᵍˢ: ᵘⁿⁿᵒᵗⁱᶜᵉᵈ ˡᵒᵛᵉ, ᶜʳᵘˢʰ ᵒⁿ ˢᵒᵐᵉᵒⁿᵉ ᵉˡˢᵉ, ˢᵃᵈ ˡᵒᵛᵉ ˢᵗᵒʳʸ, ⁿᵒᵗ ᵃ ʰᵃᵖᵖʸ ᵉⁿᵈⁱⁿᵍ
ᴬ/ᴺ: ᴴⁱ ᵃⁿᵒⁿ! ᴵ'ᵐ ˢᵒʳʳʸ ᶠᵒʳ ᵗᵃᵏⁱⁿᵍ ᵃ ᵇⁱᵗ, ᴵ ˡⁱᵗᵉʳᵃˡˡʸ ʰᵃᵈ ⁿᵒ ⁱᵈᵉᵃ ʷʰᵃᵗ ᵗᵒ ʷʳⁱᵗᵉ, ᵐʸ ᶠᵃᵘˡᵗ ᵗʰᵉʳᵉ 🥹.ᴵ ᵏⁿᵒʷ ᴵ ᵈⁱᵈⁿ'ᵗ ᶠᵒˡˡᵒʷ ᵗʰᵉ ᵖʳᵒᵐᵖᵗ ᵉˣᵃᶜᵗˡʸ ᵇᵘᵗ ᴵ ʰᵒᵖᵉ ᵗʰⁱˢ ⁱˢ ᵒᵏᵃʸ 🫶
ᴮᵃⁿⁿᵉʳ: @cafekitsune
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“Isn't he the cutest?”
Jeongwoo turned to face your eyes which were glued to your phone, he couldn't help but roll his eyes and look right back to his own individual device.
“I don't know what you find so attractive about him.”
“Well he's cute, he's nice too so I don't really know what there isn't to like about him.”
“There's better people out there.”
“Well, to be fair you're never gonna find the best person in the world. That's just delusional, the best person is who is right for us and that's different for everyone.”
Your best friend finally made eye contact with you for the first time since you both ate, you turned off your phone and placed it face down on the table.
“What about you?” You asked, turning your full body to face him, who was busy drinking his coffee.
He responded with a confused pitch “What about me?”
“Do you like anyone? I always talk about him so I just wanted to know if you had anyone like that.”
He glanced up at the ceiling thinking for a solid moment, he glitched out of reality and completely lost himself in his own world. You… who had now become awkward, laughed a bit which seemed to bring him back to his senses.
“I do like someone, but I don't wanna tell you.”
“Aw come'on now, don't be mean.”
“I'm not, I just don't go around telling everyone like you do..”
“See? That just proves my point that you're mean.”
“There's a huge difference mind you.”
Rolling your eyes, maybe because you were now genuinely curious to know who he may have liked, or because of how he was being a jerk. Nevertheless you brought yourself to stand up and went to the kitchen.
“I should start prepping dinner, is regular pasta okay with you?”
“If you're gonna treat me to some food then might as well make me something luxurious.” he taunted, a slight smirk creeping onto his malicious face.
“You're not worth my time and energy.” You teased back in which a visible frown appeared on his face, turning back to the front of the couch and turning on the TV to put on some random channel so he could at least try to assist you in making dinner.
Although Jeongwoo and you had known each other for practically forever, you both had what could only be described as a love-hate relationship even though you both were technically each other's closest friend.
“Jeongwoo, pass me the ball.”
“No, come get it yourself.”
“You always tell me that, at least kick it a little.”
“Make me.”
“I'm gonna get run over if I go over there!”
It was your favorite excuse because he knew you were right, and he couldn't bear to watch you get hurt. It was always the best thing to say when he didn't want to pass you a simple ball.
“Thanks, Jeongie.”
He pretended to not like that name, you knew he did. Despite you cringing when you said it for the first few times you got used to it and it became a way of teasing him, and now it was really more of a habit.
Moving into college you both became roommates, really no one could complain even though you liked to pretend it was the most miserable thing that could happen to you at first… well sometimes still like to tease him that way.
“You've got to be kidding me.” you muttered
“You know you like being with me.” he responded, flopping onto the couch.
“I've already spent the last 12 years of my life with you- I don't need to add another 4.”
“Hey, at least it's better than getting a stranger, you've known me for 12 years and know I'm not a creep at least!”
“You're gonna throw parties every weekend!”
“I will not!”
“Ugh… I knew I should've transferred.”
“I'll only throw parties with your permission!”
“I don't like parties so if you're gonna throw one, tell me at least 3 days prior so I can make plans to go out.”
“Deal.”
“Oh! And you're cleaning up after yourself!”
“Yes I know… I'm not irresponsible..”
“That's debatable-”
“Hey! Let's just make some rules and boundaries list. You make one, I make one and then it's a fair game.”
You thought about the offer for a moment until you nodded and made your list of rules to follow, that really applied for both you and Jeongwoo because all of them were reasonable.
And that's mainly how you ended up where you were, roommates with whom you perceived as an all too familiar face.
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“Do you wanna go eat?” You heard Jeongwoo ask from the other side of the couch.
You glanced at him, both of you had been studying in the living room, although he was in a different major, you did sometimes study in the same room because you knew very well that there were always those phone tendencies.
So you both completed assignments together sometimes in order to limit your access to those tendencies… So upon hearing him you wondered if he somehow got ahold of his phone and dialed some random friend's number so they could go get takeout together and you somehow were so laser focused on your assignment that you hadn't noticed him pick up his phone.
Just as you were about to scold him and tell him to focus, you noticed his phone on the table where it had always been. Confused, you looked over to see his eyes fixed on his computer before looking up at you.
“Are you talking to me?” you asked
“Come’on, don't get delusional. You would never be so focused on studying in order for me to go unnoticed when I pick up my phone. Yes I'm talking to you!”
“My bad-” you muttered, rolling your eyes at the unnecessary offense that he just gave you, almost wanting to reject him because of that but decided to nod just because you were hungry. “But you're paying,” you added..
He nodded slowly as he slowly shut his computer “Yeah… it's my treat”
He was getting up slowly and only then did you start to wonder if he was okay, he seemed off, kind of upset and a little stressed, you set your computer to the side and picked up your phone, “you okay?”
“What do you mean?” He replied, making his way to pick up his wallet which was sitting on the TV table, he opened it to check how much money was in it.
“You seem a bit upset, or nervous. Are you okay?” You asked again, this time he just simply nodded without saying a word. It was abnormal behavior for him and that kinda made you more suspicious, but maybe he just wasn't in a chatty mood and the only one who would be worsening it would be you, so you decided to stay quiet.
It wasn't late at night, but it definitely wasn't early. There was a fast food lot nearby so there was no need to hop onto a taxi, there weren't many students in the area like you expected, so the walk was pretty peaceful.
Glancing up at the moon and then glancing back down in front of the non-busy city “It's a nice night isn't it?” you could hear Jeongwoo say beside you.
“It really is, it's nice and quiet, there's a light breeze, and the lights are gorgeous…”
“I agree..”
You both walked in silence for another few moments before you looked up at him and asked.
“Speaking of- why did you decide to invite me all of a sudden?”
Jeongwoo turned to you and made quick eye contact before breaking it and looking back to your surroundings. “I kinda figured we both needed a break. Nice and simple explanation.”
“Oh that's cool but I don't buy it- I think you wanna tell me something.” You teased.
“I have nothing to tell you- you're a boring person.” He replied with a frown appearing on his face, slight pout as he placed his hands in his pockets and brought his face down into the crook of his jacket in order to shield his nose from the cold… sure it was fall, but to be fall it was definitely one of the warmer nights today.
“Still cold sensitive huh?”
“A little”
“Guess you've really never changed” you said with a sigh, slightly smiling and remembering the old times with your childhood best friend.
“I haven't thrown any parties ever since we became roommates. That was 3 years ago.”
You froze in place, you never noticed how close it was to the last year in your curriculum, and you also didn't realize how Jeongwoo, the life of the party… never actually threw his own ever since he moved in with you.
“Crap, I never noticed that we only had one year left, I'm moving out of the dorms next year.”
“That's right.” He answered to your comment, you who was slightly petrified at the sudden realization hitting you.
“I don't know if I'm ready for that yet-”
“Why? Because you wanna see -”
“No! Because I won't be able to see you again!”
Jeongwoo stopped in his tracks, looking at you confused, “you're gonna miss me?” He asked in which you replied with an annoyed pitch “you jerk, how would I not miss you? I've been with you for practically 15 years by now and you expect me to just forget about you?”
“Well- I kinda did…”
“I’ll find you and I'll show up to your wedding when you least expect it.”
You noticed his mood drop a bit and you wondered if you had said the wrong thing, you immediately apologized but he brushed it off.
“I won't show up to yours just know that.”
You lifted an eyebrow, staring at him confused by his words.
“Why?”
“I can't watch the girl I love get married to someone else.”
“What…?” You questioned, words shaky and almost trailing off into the air.
“Don’t say that you didn't know-”
“I really didn't -”
“Of course you didn't. You were too busy loving someone else to notice me.”
“Jeongwoo - I'm sorry… I really didn't know.”
Before you realized you had arrived at the food area, you glanced at him who was already making eye contact with you.
“What would you like to eat?”
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trsrina · 1 year
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hiii!! i love ur blog is so pretty ~ can i request angst w a mix of fluff for jihoon from trsr ? thank you in advance <3
ofc!! thank you so much 😭😭
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MIDNIGHT Treasure Jihoon
written in second person pov, gender neutral reader, established relationship, fluff, angst warning!! anxiety in a relationship? wc : 565
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another sleepless night with your mind clouded by thoughts that keep you up, different possibilities entering your head.
turning over to face the digital clock that sits on your bedtime table, the glowing of the number ‘00:00’ comes into your vision.
you have college in six hours yet you’re still wide awake, talk about sleep deprivation. as your mind wanders off, you think about your boyfriend, jihoon, he’s probably still in the practice room, practicing for his upcoming stages.
that was also one of your many worries that keep you up, your boyfriend being an idol, you have your insecurities but the thought of you just being a waste of your boyfriend’s time and how he could do so much better than you like how others tell you.
just in time, it seems that your boyfriend decided to have a late night visit or it’s an intruder as you hear your front door open with footsteps towards your bedroom.
it’s 12 in the morning and you simply don’t have any energy left to check if it’s jihoon or an intruder that could possibly murder you, if death decides to welcome you then let it be.
“good morning, sleeping beauty, why are you still awake?” the familiar voice of the man of your dreams rings in your ears, you automatically sit up to welcome him in your arms, feeling the warmth of his body which is from the sweat from his vigorous practices.
“nothing, just thinking of stuff, what are you doing here? you must be tired from practice. you should’ve gone straight to the dorms,” you worriedly said as he held your hands, comfortably getting into your bed though he’s covered in sweat and kinda stinks.
“what was going on in your pretty mind?” jihoon lays beside you, playing with your messy hair with his hands, staring in your glistening eyes.
noticing the tears threatening to fall from your eyes, jihoon knew something was wrong, “what’s wrong? you can tell me,” he caressed your hair, hoping to give you as much comfort as he can.
“it’s just,” before you knew it, your tears started falling down like waterfalls, uncontrollably crying in your knight in shining armour’s arms, “everything’s so stressful and i have been so tired lately. everything with just school and just sometimes, i think you deserve better than me and i’m just not worth your time.”
“what are you even talking about? i love you so much, alright? you’ll always be worth it and we deserve each other. i love you through all your insecurities and imperfections, no matter what happens,”
jihoon whispered those words softly into your ears, welcoming you in his warm embrace, giving you the affirmation you needed.
“thank you, i can’t even begin to describe how much i love you,” you buried your face into his shoulder, soaking his already sweat-soaked shirt with your tears, hiding your puffy eyes and tear-soaked face.
“hey, come on, let me see your beautiful face,” jihoon tries to cheer you up, moving your face to face him and looking into your eyes with an adorable smile that never failed to give you comfort.
“there now, stop crying, alright? i love you,” he hugged you again with your heavy breaths slowly slowing down.
you relax in his embrace and sooner than you know it, you fell asleep in his arms, your midnight insomnia vanishing.
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AHHH IM SO SORRY THIS WAS SO LATE hope you liked it lol pls like and reblog lol pls
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acaiasahi · 2 years
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✶ someone else peels your perilla leaves ; treasure reaction.
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synopsis. treasure's reaction when someone helps their s/o peel their perilla leaves.
info. fluff + angst, treasure x gn!reader
warnings. jealousy, mentions silent treatment once (1) LOL, grammatical errors, lowercase and smaller text intended! again, sorry for the grammatical errors lolzies
[ explanation. ] peeling pickled perilla leaves whilst eating in korean culture is seen as an intimate thing, something couples usually do.
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✶ choi hyunsuk.
[ . . . the boys truly love you and see you something close to a mother figure ever since hyunsuk had introduced you. knowing this, your sweet boyfriend invited the members to go out to eat as a treat from the two of you. hyunsuk actually encouraged them to order whatever they wanted and in his words, "it was on him," so... naturally they got everything off the menu. once the pickled perilla leaves came out, you had asked jihoon for help when peeling them but he quickly declined and told his hyung to help you out. hyunsuk didn't even know that the boys ordered it but was more than willing to help you! "did you as jihoon to peel them? nevermind, doesn't matter. i'll do it for you sweetheart! (๑•́‧̫•̀๑)"
✶ park jihoon.
[ . . . jihoon left to go use the bathroom, meaning you were alone with the other members. not that you minded though, you were flying from topic to topic, bonding over things you never pinned yoshinori to like but here you are! when he had come back, your food had already been served and y'all had dug in. getting closer to the table, he'd seen yoshi helping you peel the perilla leaves he'd ordered. "hey! why're you peeling my s/o's leaves yoshi? >:(" "huh, wdym hyung???!!" completely forgetting that the young-in was foreign, he lets it's slide and calmly tells him how peeling someone's perilla leaves is kind of an intimate thing to do. yoshi backed off and nudged the dish to you and jihoon. "i can't believe you were gonna let him peel that for you pft (¬_¬)" "pARK JIHOON I DIDNT KNOWWW!!! ヽ(`○´)/"
✶ kanemoto yoshinori.
[ . . . while in the midst of making food with the boys, you decided to to taste the pickled perilla leaves you took part in making. asking yoshi for help with peeling them, he sent junkyu due to him being busy making the crepe batter. "kyu, why are you here? i thought i called yoshi?" junkyu just shrugs and asks what you need help with and when you'd told him that you needed help with the peeling, he told you the meaning behind it, excusing himself and fetched yoshi. "hYUNG???!! YOU WANTED ME TO HELP Y/N PEEL THE PERILLA LEAVES WTFFF!!?!? 。゚゚(」。≧□≦)」" cue confused yoshinori, "whywhywhywhy? what happened? O.o" shoos him away to help you, when he gets there he's still confused and asked why junkyu acted that way. "honey, it's kind of seen like a... couple's thing to do LOL" is completely taken aback but helps you nonetheless. "can't believe i asked kyu to help ACK ฅ⁽͑ ˚̀ ˙̭ ˚́ ⁾̉ฅ"
✶ kim junkyu.
[ . . . helps you before anyone else can. there's no chance in hell where he'd find someone else peeling your perilla leaves. if he did, he's absolutely flabbergasted. "babe, why is mashiho doing that for you? ( ᵒ̴̶̷̥́ _ᵒ̴̶̷̣̥̀ )" "you weren't here kyu...???? you were literally *insert some place far*???" acts like you cheated on him LOL the type to shove whoever it was, grab chopsticks and help you WHILE muttering nonsense. "can't believe this ROOKIE was peeling it for you... whack... I'M A PRO BABE!!! you knew this (ˊ̥̥̥̥̥ ³ ˋ̥̥̥̥̥) always ask me for help next time, okay???!!!?!? (。•ˇ‸ˇ•。)" safe to say that no one but junkyu had helped you peel your perilla leaves!
✶ takata mashiho.
[ . . . doesn't personally see a problem with it, honestly the chillest out of everyone. especially if he sees jaehyuk peeling the perilla leaves... my mans has absolutely nothing to worry about. he's pretty confident in your relationship and has a lot of trust in you and his members!!! "hey love! what're u up to? ooh perilla leaves... YUM!!! ✧*。٩(ˊᗜˋ*)و✧*。" more invested in the leaves then jaehyuk using his chopsticks to peel them... LOL! if on the rare occasion he gets jealous, he doesn't make a big deal and asks whoever, in this case jaehyuk, if he could take over. the whole situation goes smooth, basically a win-win in his eyes! :3
✶ yoon jaehyuk.
[ . . . is gloomy when you ask asahi for help. for a better visual, he has a thundering cloud over his head and is slumped over with his head hung low. this mf the type to act like you committed a crime, "how could you, y/n?! (╯︵╰,)" you're so concerned that you politely ask asahi to stop and usher jaehyuk to come over and do it for you. you definitely console jaehyuk and tell him that he's the only person you'll ask for help from now on... did that make his sadness disappear as soon as the words left your lips? yeah... is he so hopelessly in love with you that he was lowkey overreacting for your coddling? yeah...!!!
✶ hamada asahi.
[ . . . like mashi, honestly doesn't mind. it's just food but if he got to choose, he personally would do it for you. he trusts the members as if they were his own biological family and knows that they're not helping you with impure intentions. it actually makes him really happy that he gets to see you get along with people he surrounds himself with everyday. he also knows that the members view you as family and vice versa and who was he to keep you from that? if he saw you asking yedam for help with peeling the perilla leaves, he watched yedam enthusiastically give a helping hand and that makes him proud. he's very confident in your relationship and loves you lots (´∩`。)
✶ bang yedam.
[ . . . not that he doesn't trust doyoung, i mean they've trained hours upon hours with the another, how could they not form a bond? but doyoung's also notoriously known for being a flirt and when he lent a hand with the perilla leaves, without any ill intentions of course, yedam still felt that little green monster eat him up. he calms down once you politely refuse and call yedam over to help you. swells with pride when he sits next to you and peels the leaves with care and a big ol' smile on his pretty little face. "damie... stop acting jealous LOLOL" "am nOT Y/N!!! (|||❛︵❛.)"
✶ kim doyoung.
[ . . . gets insecure when haruto asks if you need help peeling them. when you allow him, there's a permanent frown etched onto his face as he watches your eyebrows furrow together to peel the leaves apart. definitely the type to be petty and give you the silent treatment bc he's a shrimp BUTTT when you finally ask why he ignored you during the whole time you two + the members ate, he'll spill and you're quick to tell him that you didn't mean any harm and that you just needed help. like jaehyuk, you let him know that you'll ask for his help from now on... def became all cocky about it out of nowhere like bro..??? you were just like (◞‸◟;) LOLOL
✶ watanabe haruto.
[ . . . chill guy #3 lowkey could care less, whether he knows the meaning or not, he honestly doesn't mind. kinda views it as just food and doesn't take it to heart. like the rest of the boys, he trusts you full and whole heartedly, but ruto's human n therefore, feels jealous sometimes, especially when it comes to you. on the rare occasion he does get jealous, he'll communicate that. you can definitely tell the switch in character when he sees jeongwoo picking the perilla leaves for you but he'll say something nonchalant like "i can do it jeongwoo don't worry" n that's that. "were you jealous... ruto...??? 「(°ヘ°)" "mmm yeah, i was lolz (。◝‿◜。)"
✶ park jeongwoo.
[ . . . confused bc... that should be him but why... is... junghwan... picking... the... leaves... for... you... (´`;) ?"i can do that for you, sweetheart!" does that big ol' smile he does that shows all teeth and bats his eyes... you brush it off as him being normal but when jaehyuk pulls you aside and tells you how woo was feeling, tell me why you're the smug one...??!! you tease him for it, lightheartedly of course, but you tie it all up in a bow by saying that he has nothing to worry about, he's the only one you want. "were u trying to flirt with me earlier, woo? •̀.̫•́✧" "literally no wtf haha what r u talking abt...?? haha... yeah maybe i was lolz... ヾ(。ꏿ﹏ꏿ)ノ゙"
✶ so junghwan.
[ . . . actually doesn't mind that his hyung is helping you, thinks it's pretty cute when he sees hyunsuk hold one of the leaves down as you peel the one on top of it. like sahi, he knows his hyungs view as family, like the second maknae and they LOVE to baby the two of you. junghwan views it as his hyunsuk being like a dad to you and can't get enough of it! all smiles on his end, he thinks you're so cute when he sees you and hyunsuk's face scrunched up in concentration. wants to etch that exact moment on the inside of his brain and keep it in a folder (it's definitely not called 'y/n + hyungs ☆ ~(‘▽^人)'"
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★ treasure taglist. @yogurteume ... @tayhunwoo ... @h4chi ... @enhacolor ... @wonluvrbot ... @byeongsung ... @rutowonz ... @setakdongies ... @ncizen ... @saeromiz ... @kyufilms ... @sunoo-bby ... @dancinginthetaillight ... @sseastar-main ... @seung-scrittore ... @changmin-wrlds ... @existnesia ... @hanjisungpark ... @ily-cuz-i
[ 🎧 ] jaydi's notes. don't rly like how this one came out but all good LOL
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kpop-kitkat · 2 years
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You Promised | Watanabe Haruto
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pairing | boyfriend!watanabe haruto x f!reader
genre/cw | angst, fluff, explicit language, argument, screaming, crying, busy schedule, haruto is a bit insensitive, hurt comfort, happy ending
wc | 1.1k
notes | none
✧・゚: *✧・゚:* *:・゚✧*:・゚✧✧・゚: *✧・゚:* *:・゚✧*:・゚✧
Watching the clock strike 10:00 p.m when her boyfriend had promised to be back by 7:30 p.m. As horrible as it sounded, this had become a regular thing for Y/n. 
Haruto was a busy, busy idol. And as of late, he had become somewhat of a perfectionist, always staying late at the studio. He had started to neglect his role as a boyfriend to Y/n, and she was devastated. She never woke up before Haruto. His side of the bed was empty when she woke up. And of course, she didn't expect him to be back by his promised time. It's not like he ever told the truth anyway. She was absolutely done, sick of this routine. 
Haruto unlocked the door to their apartment with only one thought: sleep. Nothing else mattered as he collapsed tiredly onto the bed, falling asleep almost instantly as his head hit the pillow. He didn't even take the time to notice the death glare his girlfriend was giving him from her spot on the sofa downstairs. She was filled with too many emotions to sleep in the same bed as him, so she got cozy on the couch. 
The next morning, Y/n was the first to wake. It was time to confront Haruto.
After he had descended the stairs and made his way to the kitchen, she cleared her throat.
"Ruto?" she called. 
He didn't even do as much as glance her way. He only gave a soft 'hmm' in response. 
"What are we?" she asked, not being able to look him in the eyes as he turned her way.
"Why would you ask? Don't you know?" he raised an eyebrow.
"No I don't," she snapped, anger, fear, and sadness quickly filling her. "Ruto, I've been invisible to you for the past month! You're never home, you overwork yourself, and the last text I sent you, you left me on read. I feel like I'm just a maid that keeps your apartment clean," she sighed, hanging her head.
Haruto scoffed, earning a painful frown from Y/n. "You're being dramatic. I'm just a little busier lately," he passed off her worries like they were nothing. And they were something.
He ignored her hurt expression as he poured himself some coffee. 
 "Are you fucking serious?!" she seethed, earning no response from him. 
 She sighed loudly as she walked over to him, took the coffee mug, and threw it to the ground, shattering it into a million pieces.
"What the hell?!" he gasped. "What is wrong with you?!" he yelled, grasping her shoulders, shaking her slightly. 
"Do you love me Haruto!?" she inquired angrily. 
He couldn't even bring himself to answer, and he didn't know why.
"Do you love me?!" she screamed, all of her built up emotions pouring out.
Haruto let go of her shoulders and looked at the floor. 
 "Y/n... I-
"You know what," she began stepping away from him and removing something from her right hand ring finger. Haruto's heart was shattered into even more pieces than the glass mug when he realized it was the promise ring he bought her for their one year anniversary. She slipped it off and threw it, hitting him in the chest. "You can keep that, but you can't keep any of your promises!"
She stormed up the stairs and slammed their bedroom door. 
Haruto bent down and moved some broken glass to the side to pick up the ring. He fell to his knees and realized everything he had just done.
"Fuck," he cried, covering his mouth with his free hand. He could care less about missing practice that day. Y/n was the only thing on his mind.
He thought about the past month. Y/n was absolutely right. Haruto had become a workaholic. And because of it, he became cold and ignorant towards someone he truly loved. He overworked himself and spent all of his time on anything besides time with his girlfriend. He didn't realize how worried Y/n and his members had become. He didn't realize that he was hurting not just them, but himself. He didn't realize... he was breaking her heart. And the sad reality became painfully clear as he held something that was given as proof of a promise, one that he failed to keep.
He wiped his tears and managed to make his way to the bedroom door. After having planned a ten page apology in his head, he entered the room. But it was vacant. He looked to see the open window, which wasn't open before. The window led to the fire escape which led to the roof. Haruto knew from experience that his girlfriend loved to sit on the roof when she felt sad. It made him feel all the more guilty and sorry. 
He ever so quietly ascended the fire escape and spotted Y/n, looking so ethereal sitting there. It was a sight Haruto could never give up. The way the wind blew her hair and dried her tears, how she hugged her knees and rested her chin on them, and how she chewed on her necklace when she was scared. Haruto figured she must've been scared of losing him. But that's something she'd never lose, not on his watch.
He sat next to her, accepting the fact that she wasn't in the mood to talk, or even be around him. She faced away from him and sighed shakily. Sadness and fear were taking over her anger, despite her will.
"You were right you know," Haruto began, as Y/n gave him a half glance. "It is all my fault that you feel this way, and that we are where we are," he admitted. "I don't know what happened to me, I just..." he paused, refusing to let the tears fall. "I felt useless to the group, like I wasn't enough, so I pushed myself. Before I knew, I had taken the whole thing too far and... I hurt you."
 Y/n was now looking deep into his eyes. They were evident with sorrow and the fear of losing her. 
 "I'm sorry for everything. I promised to always love you and take care of you," he said, taking out the promise ring from the pocket in his hoodie. "And I plan to keep that promise," he smiled, meeting her eyes.
Y/n smiled as a tear slid down her cheek. There was no way she could couldn't forgive him. She loved hi more than anything. She gave him her hand as he slipped the ring back on. She smiled and watched the diamond glisten in the light of the beautiful sunrise. She then closed her eyes and leaned into Haruto's chest. He instinctively wrapped his arms around her as rested his head atop hers.
 "I forgive you," she said, voice barely above a whisper. 
 "I love you," he replied, closing his eyes.
 "I know," she smirked.
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k-rising · 2 years
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Jihoon as boyfriend
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Romantic aspects
let me just say something before elaborating on what type of boyfriend this boy would be… you will never get bored with him, cause jihoon has a lot of duality!! you will get what I mean once you read the whole post lol
jihoon would be your understanding, devoted and passionate boyfriend
this dude has a great memory and expresses his feelings openly
this boy is flirty and charming af
I feel that he's the type of people that once he has a crush on someone, he will try his best to make that person his no matter what
he wants to make you feel protected and secure when you're with him
if you're in a bad mood, jihoon will be there to listen to you and will try to give you some advice to help you. he will also try to convince you to go out with him, so that you can clear your mind
omg, this boy is in love with your laugh !! so be prepared, cause he will try to make you laugh all the time
I also feel that he's the type of boyfriend that will serenate you and make a playlist with songs that reminds him of you. you're gonna be this boy's muse :')
jihoon loves taking care of youuu. he will send you a text out of nowhere just to ask you if you have eaten and stuff
if he ever has crossed the line, he will apologize asap. the last thing he wants is to make you feel uncomfortable
I also feel that jihoon will be friends of your friends lmao
dates with him will always be pretty unpredictable, cause he will ask you out spontaneously to very different places. you will always visit new places with him
jihoon will try to keep the relationship as a secret, mainly because he wants to protect youu
even though he has the best intentions, sometimes he can put you on a pedestal and, when you say or do something that he didn't expect you to do, he can get pretty disappointed :/
jihoon can be kinda clingy, but he also wants to have some time for himself
When he gets angry
he doesn't like to argue with you… but when he gets angry, he doesn't think twice before talking…
he can be very impulsive and can say some hurtful things to you
jihoon gets angry quickly, but forgets about it quickly as well
this boy likes being in control, so good luck if you want to take control of him ;)
ngl, this dude can get moody pretty often and will use his words to manipulate you
I also think that he can be quite overprotective
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peachisthenewblack · 2 years
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◇ EVEN AFTER EVERYTHING
synopsis: You were the bad girl. He was ever so faithful. What happens when he’s had enough?
snapshot: 99.9% angst, female reader, boyfriend Junkyu, colleague Jaehyuk, infidelity, drunk, one-night stand, is this a happy ending
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sky says: Here’s a story I wrote a looooooong time ago that I published on another platform, just to serve as a teaser of my writing prowess (>_<) my actual writing skills may have deteriorated though [I hope not!] Also, obviously I tweaked the original so that the story could fit Treasure… if you enjoy this please feel free to send a request! [here’s why]
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◇ The Fight, If It Was Even One
You wipe the counter, missing the sprinkling of crumbs right in front of you. Your eyes are looking straight at it without actually seeing it. It’s the way you usually are these days, ever since the fight. The one that happened right in this very kitchen, if it could even be called a fight.
“Why is he here?” he had asked.
“He was drunk last night and gave my address to the taxi driver. It was nothing,” you had insisted. You had shrugged your shoulders and sipped from your coffee mug.
“It’s not nothing if he spent the night here!” he had hissed at you. How dare he.
“So what if he spent the night? This wouldn’t be the first time...” your voice had trailed off as you realised your blunder. You had bit your lip and glanced at him, wondering how he’d take that in.
He had stood there fuming. The muscles in his right cheek, the side that had been facing you, had twitched from the way he had gritted his teeth.
The person in question had appeared at the kitchen entrance then, only halfway done pulling his own shirt over his head, allowing the two people in the kitchen a glimpse of his well-toned abs.
“Noona, I think I’ll be going now. Thanks for...” he had shot a look at the man still standing motionless near the sink, then smirked to himself and continued mysteriously, “...last night.”
“Wait... aren’t you at least going to finish your coffee?” you had asked.
“That’s okay, I’ve had some. Besides, Junkyu hyung’s here now. I’ll just be in the way.”
“Well, let me just walk you out.”
“Really, it’s fine noona. I can let myself out. See you at work?”
“Oh alright. Yeah, see you.”
Junkyu had waited until he heard the faint sound of the front door click shut before he spoke.
“_______, I can’t do this anymore. Last time I believed you. This time... I don’t know. After what I saw, I just... I don’t know.”
You had looked up then. Am I hearing things? Has he finally grown some balls? Have I really pushed it too far this time? You had cleared your throat and put on your best poker face. “You’ll forgive me. Just like you always do. This time won’t be any different.”
At your words, he had looked resigned. “Are you saying that what I thought happened last night, happened?”
“What do you think?” you had replied, a challenge clear in your voice.
“Then it’s over.” Just like that, he had left.
You waited two weeks for his call: it never came. He didn’t text you to tell you that you were forgiven, like always. He didn’t come by the bar where you worked. In fact, there was no word from him at all. You weren’t worried, not at the time. You knew it would take him time. Another two weeks should do it. You weren’t going to panic and call or look for him. Oh no, you weren’t one to do that. He’d be back soon enough. Meanwhile, there was plenty of other game. You had thought of Jaehyuk then, and felt kind of guilty towards both of them.
◇ The Past, When It All Started
You knew you weren’t pretty, not what people would ordinarily call pretty anyway. Because of that, you made up for it with an aura of confidence that was irresistible to the people around you. You were no stranger to attention. In high school you hadn’t fit in anywhere--partly because you didn’t want to--but you always had a string of boys following you around, worshipping the ground you walked on. Hell, you’d even had a girl ask you out. And although girls really didn’t pique your interest, the way you’re attracted to him might have just proven that wrong. His baby face and full pouty lips. That smooth jawline. Unblemished clear skin. You would’ve thought he was a girl if it weren’t for his school uniform. You did think he was a girl that first time you two met, until he stood up.
“What do you think you’re doing?” you had asked the person you noticed lurking behind the bushes.
“Um... watching you play?” Such a bold answer from someone who’d been trying so hard not to be seen. It had totally taken you by surprise, which wasn’t something easy to do.
“Me, why?” The person had shrunk even lower behind the shrubs at your question. You had waited for an answer but when none came, you had said, “never mind if you’re not going to tell, keep on watching then”. And you had grabbed the ball you came for off the ground and flounced away.
“I like you!”
You had turned around, surprised once again. Twice in as many sentences. He had stood where you could see him, away from the bushes. You had liked what you saw straightaway.
You two had been together ever since.
Four years.
And you had never been faithful.
Maybe it was partly his fault. He kept on being so forgiving. Even when he had found you locking lips with Haruto, the dashing basketball team captain, behind the bleachers in the gym. Even when you had told him you’d be studying at the library, but his best friend Jihoon saw you making out in the art room with some guy. Even when you had broken off your date, countless times over the years, to go out with someone else. Even when he stopped by your workplace, just to keep you company on your breaks from DJing, and you had flirted with the good-looking younger bartender right in front of his eyes.
Always, he would just shrug his shoulders and say that you were just being yourself.
“I love you, because you’re you. You are your own person, and I wouldn’t change that for the world” is what he would say every time you asked if he was angry at you for the things you did.
But that fateful morning he had come to your house to see if you wanted to go get breakfast together, let himself in with the spare key you yourself had given him, found you in the kitchen with that same bartender, who was shirtless and hugging you from the back, had that conversation with you, and something must have snapped in him. For the first time in four years, Junkyu went away.
And stayed away.
The two weeks that you had thought would be enough had turned into two years. You had feared for the worst when he still hadn’t contacted you after two months. Your calls had gone straight to voicemail. You had found out that he resigned from his job. And moved out of his apartment. He had vanished, just like that. Out of your life, without so much as a single word of goodbye.
You had been living with many regrets these past two years. You should have been faithful. You should have treated him better. You should have shown him how much he means to you. You should have explained to him that he’s the only one you love. You should have told him you didn’t mean to hurt him. You were just worried that if you weren’t wanted by other guys, he wouldn’t want you either. You should have realised that you were being stupid, thinking stupid things and behaving even more so.
You should never have cheated on Junkyu. For quite a while you hadn’t intended to. Except when you started work as a DJ at one of the hottest nightclubs around town, things tend to happen. Especially when there’s a private function every other weekend, and leftover booze already paid for by the client gets shared among the staff. When you started working there, you managed to stay relatively sober at first. By the third private party, however, you had woken up the day after in somebody else’s bed. You had been so plastered, you didn’t even remember Jaehyuk taking your home.
◇ The Affair, Unintentional As It Was
Jaehyuk is hot, you had to admit that. And the youngster was really good at his job, which meant he could do those fancy things bartenders do just to show off, like flipping glasses in the air and juggling bottles, all while flirting with customers and fixing their drinks. Which meant he was a performer while being a bartender, and that only added to his hotness factor. He was also very much into you, which he had made clear from the first day you came to work. And although you had been very flattered at getting the attention of a younger man, you hadn’t meant to take things any further, even after you two had slept together.
And then it had happened again.
You hadn’t even been drunk. You had actually been stressing in your head for one whole day over what to get Junkyu for your upcoming anniversary and then, at work, some drunk had jumped up onto your DJ platform and managed to grope you before club security got to him. You had been shaken up by the incident and Jaehyuk had been so nice, giving you a drink to calm your nerves and offering to send you home after work. The two of you had talked during the drive and he had given you some good suggestions for Junkyu’s gift. When you arrived at your apartment, you had been the one to invite him up for a drink.
That time too, Junkyu had come to your house in the morning. He had seen Jaehyuk leaving and asked you about it, and you had lied. Although he looked at you somewhat suspiciously, he had believed you. You didn’t think much about it, until he had opened his mouth later when you were having breakfast together.
“I wouldn’t be surprised if you have something going on with that boy. I swear, those abs can really turn someone’s head.”
Amazed that he had even noticed, you had asked, “and exactly when and where would you have seen his abs?”
“Remember when your nightclub had that new year staff party and I came early with you to help? I happened to come out of the bathroom stall when he was changing his t-shirt.”
You had jokingly asked whether you should start getting worried about losing him to a guy and the two of you had laughed over that. But he had got you worried.
You had worried about being caught cheating on Junkyu with Jaehyuk. That you would get caught was inevitable: you always got caught. But the things you had done had always been one-time stuff. With people you had just met, or people you barely knew or had once known. You had never before been involved with a colleague, or a friend. And Jaehyuk was both. And you had worried whether that would be too much for Junkyu when he finally found out.
You quit your DJ job not long after he left. You couldn’t look at Jaehyuk and not be reminded that Junkyu was gone. Jaehyuk tried to make you stay, to forget Junkyu and be with him, but you stood by the decision you had made about your relationship that same day Junkyu last stood in your kitchen.
Late the night before, you had opened your door to the sound of the doorbell and an older man had stood there, struggling under Jaehyuk’s weight. You had taken Jaehyuk off the taxi ahjusshi, thanked him and put the tipsy Jaehyuk to bed. Of course you had ended up sleeping together yet again. But you had woken up very early in the morning, with an uneasy sense of foreboding. You couldn’t shake it off to go back to sleep, so you had gone into the kitchen to make coffee and breakfast.
You had sensed somebody watching you while you were pan-frying the second omelette. A shirtless Jaehyuk had been leaning against the kitchen counter watching you cook, all the while smiling that sweet smile of his. You had poured him a cup of coffee, and set down the omelette. In your head, you had been pondering how to broach the subject. When Jaehyuk had finished with his food and pushed his plate away to finish his coffee, you knew you couldn’t stall the matter any longer.
“Jaehyuk, I think we shouldn’t do this anymore.”
He had looked up from his cup, dismay all over his adorable face. “What are you talking about, noona?”
“I know you like me, but I don’t feel the same for you.”
“But noona...”
You had grabbed his plate and taken it to the sink. Standing there busying yourself with the washing, you had pondered your words carefully to try to be gentle. “I really hope you won’t make this difficult, Jaehyuk. We can still talk at work as usual. There’s just some things you have to stop doing. Like, you can’t just crash here whenever you feel like it. Like last night. And stop showing up at my door just because you’re ‘in the neighbourhood’. You don’t even live near here. You need to stop doing these things.”
You had flinched a little when you felt Jaehyuk’s arms snake around your waist. He had rested his cheek on your shoulder and whispered, “but noona, I don’t just like you. I love you.”
You had been struck speechless with the thought of causing him agony for that, but the feeling was fleeting. The moment to be gentle had passed. “That’s really too bad Jaehyuk, ‘cause I’ve never been serious with you.”
Jaehyuk had stiffened at your words. “No, noona, that can’t be. You feel something for me, I know you do.”
“Don’t kid yourself,” you scoffed. He had grabbed your shoulders and turned you around then, so that he could look you in the eyes, and that had been when you noticed the other person in the kitchen.
“________.” You become conscious that you’re staring into empty space. It’s almost as if you had really heard his voice. You look at the counter you have been absently wiping and see a few droplets of water among the crumbs. You raise one hand to your cheek: you don’t even realise you have been crying. You look back at the spot where Junkyu had stood two years ago, and more tears run down your cheeks. For two years you have held them away; two years of telling yourself he will be back, he always comes back. Two years of pretending nothing has gone wrong while your heart ached, burning with the emptiness of missing him. Two years of knowing you brought this on yourself and there’s no one else to blame. You couldn’t do this anymore. Just like two years ago, when Junkyu couldn’t deal with you anymore. You break down on the kitchen floor, sobbing uncontrollably, the crumbs on the counter forgotten.
◇ The Lesson, Learnt The Hard Way
Junkyu knows he had gone away for a long time. He couldn’t help but wonder: have you changed? Would you still remember him? Absence may make the heart grow fonder, but being out of sight might also result in being forgotten. He had been trying so hard to stay away, but it had been difficult, and the difficulty had not lessened with each day that passed.
Right now, he is home. It’s true he had ended things, or put them on hold the way he saw it, but deep down in his heart nothing has really changed. You still own his heart, completely and utterly. There’s nothing in the world that can destroy that, not even all your infidelities, and no amount of time will ever erase that fact. He stands in front of your apartment, the first time in two years, and hopes that the scene inside will not be like the last time. He reaches for the spare key in his pocket--he hadn’t returned it when he went away--and inserts the key in the lock.
You are sitting on the floor in the kitchen. Your eyes are dry now, you are silent. Your breathing is no longer wracked with sobs. You feel tired, like you haven’t slept in days. You grab at the kitchen stool near you to pull yourself up to stand, and that’s when you notice the other person in the kitchen.
You look at the man who is standing in the exact spot where Junkyu had stood two years ago. He seems so real. You’re not going to convince yourself he is, though, not this time. Just your imagination gone wild, you’re used to that now. But you do notice that he doesn’t look the same as how you always remember him. He looks… older somehow. He also looks lonely, well that hasn’t changed. He looks sad, that hasn’t changed either. No, despite these little differences you know he’s just a figment of your mind, brought up by your aching need to see him. You shake your head to vanquish the thought, and go to the sink to wash the rag you have been using to wipe the counter.
“_______.”
The voice startles you, you almost drop the rag. It’s almost as if you had really heard it. You continue to rinse the cloth. A part of you is telling you that the voice is real, but you couldn’t bring yourself to believe it. You have waited to hear that voice for two years. You’ve heard it so often in your mind, and you have always been disappointed. No, you tell yourself. No, it’s not real.
You flinch a little when you feel arms snake around your waist. A warm body against your back.
“_______, I’m home.” Warm breath against your neck.
You drop the rag this time. You twist around to face him, still in his arms. That baby face and smooth jawline. Unblemished clear skin. The thick dark hair you love so much. You reach up to touch his face. Warm skin under your hand. He smiles, pulls your hand to his lips and kisses your palm. You have voided your eyes of tears just a short while ago, yet they flow freely again in the joy of this moment.
You throw your arms around Junkyu’s neck and cries for the second time that day. He has come home.
Junkyu hugs you tightly and kisses your hair. His hand rubs soothing circles on your back. He is home.
All is forgiven once again.
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blossominghunnie · 6 months
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𝐙𝐨𝐦𝐛𝐢𝐞 𝐀𝐩𝐨𝐜𝐚𝐥𝐲𝐩𝐬𝐞
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Day 2
Pairing: Hamada Asahi x fem!oc
Genre: Horror, zombie apocalypse au, all of us are dead inspired
Summary: One day Haneul was a normal student and the next she was running from zombies with her almost boyfriend, her friends and classmates, trying to survive.
Warning: Cussing, mentions of death, blood, zombies
Notes: Had to include a zombie apocalypse jsjs.
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Haneul never imagined her junior year of high school to go like this. She was supposed to keep her good grades, and have a great time with her friends, before applying to her dream school to study medicine.
But life had other plans, she supposed.
Instead, she, Asahi, her friend group and some classmates were running from the eating flesh monsters they’ve been calling zombies.
“Hurry, get in here!” Someone shouted as they opened the door to a classroom on the third floor.
“Come on, come on!”
“AH!” Haneul heard someone scream, she was in the middle of the group so she had to jump a little to see who it was.
Horrified, she turned around and started weeping. She felt a hand intertwining with hers. “Are you okay? What happened?”
She couldn’t speak until almost all were safe and sound on the classroom.
“Hayun was bitten.” She started crying.
“Oh, honey.” He hugged her tightly. “I’m so sorry.”
The girl couldn’t believe it, she lost her best friend since she was 3.
“I know it’s tough but you know I’m always here for you.”
“Thank you, Sahi.” She hugged him tightly.
“Anytime, Hannie.”
Days passed and more friends and classmates were transformed to zombies, reducing the once big group to a small group of 7; Haneul, Asahi, Junkyu, Jeongwoo, Yoshi, Jihoon and Jaehyuk.
The moral was too low because of this but if they wanted to keep surviving they needed a new plan.
“I know we are devastated cause of the losses we’ve had but we need to keep moving.” Jihoon spoke looking at his remaining friends.
“Ji is right, we can morn once we are safe.” Jaehyuk backed him up.
“Alright, what’s the plan?” Asahi asked from his place against the wall. Haneul was cuddled up on his right arm, looking dissociated. The past couple of days hadn’t been the best. She was fine one minute and the next she felt like shit.
She was grateful the blonde never left her side.
She had a “complicated” relationship with Asahi. They weren’t a couple but they definitely weren’t friends. They were very touchy with the other, at least in private he was too. In public he limited himself to hand holding and hugging.
He was planning on asking her to be his girlfriend when all hell broke loose. She meant everything to him and wanted to make things official.
He would have to do it once this mess was over.
Anyway, the group agreed to leave the classroom at sunrise, and head straight to the woods where they would look for a shelter for survivors.
Thankfully it was raining by the time they had to go, which meant it would make zombies go numb and it would be easier for them to walk pass them.
They carefully speed walked and killed any creature that tried to attack them.
Asahi had Haneul by the hand and tried his best for her to not see any of her dead friends, she was pretty sensitive so he knew seeing them again and in that state would break her even more.
They successfully made it to the woods without getting hurt.
That was until they reached a street, and walked farther. There, they saw a big amount of zombies.
Freaking out, they hold their weapons tighter and pointed to their heads.
They were struggling but had a good pace so they didn’t come too close to them.
Until Asahi got distracted for a second.
“ASAHI! LOOK OUT.” Haneul shouted, not caring that more zombies could come.
By the time he turned around one bit him on the leg.
“NO!” The girl cried hard and ran to help him. She killed the pest and held the blonde, placing him on the floor.
“You’re gonna be okay, love.” She repeated over and over, it felt as if it was more to comfort herself than for the Japanese.
Meanwhile he just looked at her with glassy eyes. He caressed her cheek softly.
“Thank you for everything, princess. I never got to tell you but I wanted to make you my girl and that I also love you so so much.” A tear fell slowly as he finished what he thought were gonna be his final words.
“I love you so much too, Sahi. And I would have loved to be your girlfriend.” She sobbed and hugged him tightly.
“Han, we have to go. There’s more coming.” Yoshi worriedly said.
“B-but I can’t leave him.”
“We have to, I’m sorry.” He looked at her with a sad expression.
“But it doesn’t look like he’s transforming. He could be a hambie.” She insisted, calling him a term that one of their late friends used to describe a psycho classmate that tried to kill them at the beginning of the crisis.
He sighted. “Okay, but if he turns we’ll need to kill him. Now come on, let’s get out of here.”
She nodded and grabbed the blonde with the help of Jeongwoo. Putting his arms around their shoulders.
They continued their journey until they saw a jail that was being used as a Safe Zone.
The doctors there ran some tests, asked them a few questions and in no time they were on their own tents, located by the quarantine zone.
The pair was laying down on the mattress that was provided to them, cuddling. Haneul had her head on his chest and Asahi had his arm around her waist.
Turns out, he indeed was a hambie. He was perfectly fine, so far.
The blonde asked the girl the long awaited question right after they settled so, they could proudly say they were finally dating.
Them and their friends could feel like everything was okay, at last.
But only time would tell what was going to happen next.
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goddamnosamu · 1 year
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Two Ghosts Falling
Part 2 of [12:49am]: Writing songs is not easy
Pairing: idol!Asahi x reader 
Word count: 1373
Warning: alcohol mention but nothing too serious
A/N: This was so long overdue, and I’m really sorry for that. It’s just been pretty hectic with stuff that’s going on in my life but I decided to at least make a part 2 of the story that I first wrote and posted in this account. I’m thankful for all the hearts and reblogs, it truly makes me happy that people continue to like my work even if I’m gone for a long time. I’ll try to post once things start to look up for me, but for now please enjoy this. I apologize for the pain LMAO I love angst <3 leave a comment, reblog, or heart if you enjoyed it.
“In short, I screwed up,” 
Of course, the shock that his members had on their faces was enough to tell that they were disappointed in him, albeit won’t really say it to his face. It was painfully obvious; who was even to blame for a relationship that felt one-sided despite the two loving each other? Asahi doesn’t even know what time it was when he finished telling his break-up story to the members. Without hearing a word from them, he left the room trying to calm himself down because he never really learned how to cope with the pain that he caused to both of you. Writing his thoughts didn’t help anymore, bottling up his feelings will only leave him crying for hours, and painting will only end up with art that resonates with his agony from both the stress of being an idol and losing you. Thinking back, he never really knew how to cope because he was always met with your comfort when he was stressed. 
It’s been months and he still can’t bring himself to go out. The only time he does go out is when he has a schedule for the day or one of the members promised free coffee. Anything other than that, he only checks the lives of other people on social media. Surprisingly, you didn’t block him in your account and you retained your account for the public to see. He could see you succeed in the stories you told him about, and even the little celebration posts. Asahi continues to see you striving in your own life without him, yet he is still miserable the day you left him. He wanted to patch things up with you; try to tell you that he needs you and he regrets his actions. But when that time does come, he’s afraid he’ll run out of things he can say to bring you back. 
At an early night, Asahi reluctantly agrees to spend a night in a bar with the other members. The members were pestering him about it and he only went just to get them off his back. He has been stressed enough already, but he really didn’t think that alcohol will solve his problems. Arriving at the local bar, Asahi was immediately welcomed by the strong scent of alcohol and the blaring music coming from the speakers around the bar. He was immediately dragged by Jihoon to the bartender and ordered a drink for the both of them. As soon as they got their drinks, where Asahi doesn’t even know what Jihoon got for him, he was left alone to ponder his thoughts and alcohol ready for his escape. 
Asahi doesn’t know how long they’ve been in here, but all he knows is he’s at his 4th cocktail. He was tipsy, but he manages to get a hold of himself for the time being in case the other members needed help going home. He admits to himself that the alcohol has helped a bit in forgetting; his mind is more focused on the music and seeing some of the members laugh their asses off on the dance floor. 
“Hamada Asahi. Here I thought you completely locked yourself up in the studio.”
It can’t be. 
“(y/n)?” Asahi said shakily, his eyes immediately filled with remorse. He knew it was inevitable that you’d meet each other, but he doesn’t expect it to be this early – denying the fact that he was just afraid to see you while he was still at his lowest. 
“How have you been?” you answered, completely unfazed by his heavy demeanor while you sat beside him. 
“Still locked in the studio, the others just dragged me here.” Asahi recovered from his shock, grabbing confidence from the alcohol he has. 
“How about you?’
“Oh, you know – same old, same old. Finally getting on track with my life and what I wanted to do,”
Asahi knew what you were talking about – of course, he does. The achievements on your social media, the updates about your life he hears when the others talk about you; you were practically there in every corner he looks. He looks at you as you waved to a person he’s unfamiliar with, probably a colleague you met from your now successful life. He’d wish for you to elaborate more, even if the stories were already told by you or others. It was too selfish for him to think of wanting to get back with you but needs to hear it from you, even if it meant that he was going to hurt again in the next couple of months.
“You know, I never wanted things to end,” he whispered, although you completely heard him. “All I ever wanted was to be by your side. I never knew how to write songs anymore because I lost all my inspiration for it. I’m sorry, but I can’t deal with the fact that you probably won’t talk about me to anyone or someone you wouldn’t want around or –”
“You are so fucking selfish.”
He looked at you in shock. Tears well up in your eyes as you bite your lip to prevent yourself from breaking down right then and there.
“You don’t get to decide what should I be in the relationship. You don’t even have the right to say that I’m the reason you’re miserable. How about me, Asahi? Did you ever stop and consider how I was feeling? The whole time in that relationship, I never even felt the love you bragged to others or the songs you wrote about me.” you stared at him while he can’t even bring himself to look at you. He knew you were right. This was what he wanted, right? For you to say what you’ve always wanted to say after the breakup. He looked at you as you continued. 
“And the worst part of all of that was that I still loved you.”
“I’m sorry.” pathetic, he thinks about himself.
“It’s already too late for that,” you murmured as you stared at your half-empty glass. 
“Look, I know I broke a lot of what I promised you when I dated you–”
“You didn’t just break promises, Asahi. You broke me, and honestly, I don’t know why I even continue to sit beside you right now and explain yourself.” you spat at him while paying for your drink. You were about to walk away when I suddenly grabbed your hand.
“Please don’t leave. I don’t know what I am now without you,” his tears were falling at this point. You both were probably getting stares but Asahi didn’t care. All he wanted was you, even if it meant that you both will try to remember how it feels to be one again.
“Let go, Asahi.”
“No, I don’t want to. Please just hear me out, I’ll–”
“And why the fuck should I listen to you? I said let go.”
“I didn’t mean to hurt you” his voice quivered, full of hurt and despair. He didn’t know what else to say other than apologies and desperation. 
“But you fucking did, didn’t you? You fucking did,” you scowled at him as your tears were now running down your cheeks.
You removed his hand from your arm and immediately left. He continues to kneel on the floor, trying to process everything that happened while his hands were on his head. His head was pounding and his body felt like giving up, but his chest was the most painful of all. It was like his heart was breaking again after it was pieced together forcefully. He gets the feeling that you’ll never need him again – he knew you didn’t but what other choice did he have to at least get through the day? He continued to hope before today, but tonight and the days to come will definitely feel like falling into a hole of despair where he won’t know how to save himself anymore. When he looks up, he never saw you again. All he heard was one of the members trying to get him to come back to his senses but his mind was too focused on remembering how his heart was supposed to beat without you, forever.
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milkybonya · 2 years
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♡ _ ʜᴏᴡ ᴄᴀɴ ɪ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ʜᴇᴀʀᴛʙʀᴇᴀᴋ _ 아사히
order 048, anon: large matcha milk tea with fresh taro and fresh mango
#: idol!Asahi, idol!(gn)reader, ft. fanboy!Hyunsuk, some crack content, fluff, angst (angsty ending), kises, 1k+, kinda slow
note. this is so crap ugh i don't feel too great about this one.. anyways hi reader.. i hope you're taking care of yourself <3 i don't know if you need to hear this but you're allowed to be sad, to be happy, and to feel ♡ i love u endlessly
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after filming for a new episode of 'double collaboration' ends, you stumble back into your waiting room, wondering what you'll do. it has already been hard participating on this competitive show alone without your group members, but on top of that: now you have to prepare a performance with treasure's Asahi under the category of 'heartbreak?'
sure, being an idol involves always meeting new people, but you've never worked so closely and intimimately on music with anyone other than your members before.
as you're trying your best not to let these thoughts get to you, you hear a gentle knock on your waiting room door. you rush to open it and find a shy Asahi in the doorway, wringing his hands together, smiling slightly and avoiding your eyes. he still has his mic and makeup on, showing he rushed straight here after the filming ended.
"hello y/n! i don't want to bother you, but i was wondering if we could exchange phone numbers so we could set up a time to work on our duet together?" he asks.
his cat fangs show when he smiles and it makes his smile even more contagious. you take his phone from him with a slight grin as you type in your number.
"are you free thursday?" you ask him, and he nods, saying he can definitely free up time that day.
"great! contact me and we'll find a time for that day," you say.
Asahi nods and bows with a smile, quickly exiting so he won't disturb you.
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Asahi (treasure): hello y/n, this is Asahi
Asahi (treasure): would you be okay to meet thursday at 10pm or is that too late?
you: hello! no, i prefer meeting later :)
Asahi (treasure): okay ! should we meet at one of our company buildings?
you: can i come to yg O.O i've always wanted to see it
you: and that famous convenience store inside
Asahi (treasure): of course! come at 10pm on thursday then :)
--
on thursday, your manager's car enters the yg parking lot. fans from yg café across the street crowd around, trying to get a better look at who may be inside, but your manager speedily drives to the door that opens for the car, leading you to the underground parking.
"usually the idols exit the car and enter via the main doors so they can say hello to fans, but since no one knows yet about your and Asahi's collaboration, we can't let them know you're here," your manager explains. you nod along.
you: i'm here! just parking the car~
Asahi (treasure): you're driving ?!
you: hehehe no!! my manager is~
you: he's parking the car
Asahi (treasure): ohh okay! i'll wait by the main floor elevators :-)
you put your phone away and exit the car, waiting for your manager to do the same before you walk towards the elevators and head to the main floor. there, Asahi stands right in front of the doors as they open, as promised. he greets you with a smile and wide eyes, bowing deeply while he shakes both your hand and your manager's hand.
Asahi turns to your manager and says, "y/n and i will probably be in my studio upstairs, so you can relax with my manager if that's what you prefer."
your manager is grateful for the break and agrees. once he's gone, Asahi turns to you with a smirk.
"let's go clear out the convenience store!" he declares, guiding you towards it.
inside, you find a seemingly infinite number of snacks, ramen, sweets, drinks, and everything else. while you take your time looking, Asahi quickly takes the things he wants and leaves them on the self-checkout counter.
once your done, you join him and start rummaging in your bag for your wallet.
"firstly, why did you take so little? go grab more! secondly, which guest dares to pay for their own food in the yg convenience store?! thirdly, i have Hyunsuk hyung's card. it's on me... or on him, should i say," Asahi says.
you laugh, shaking your head at the troublemaker but comply, grabbing a few extra things and watching as Asahi pays with Hyunsuk's card.
"and why do you have Hyunsuk's card?" you ask Asahi as you both leave the convenience store.
"he lost a bet to me and i get to keep it for a week," Asahi explains, moving his head from side to side to make you laugh.
suddenly, his phone starts ringing as you're on the escalator up to where his studio is. he softly ask if you can hold the convenience store bag for a second as he takes the call.
"ah, it's Hyunsuk hyung," he sighs, "yes hyung, you're on speaker."
"Sahi i know i lost a bet, but $57 dollars spent all in one sitting just at the convenience store?! are you good--wait. i'm on speaker? who's there?!" Hyunsuk rambles.
"i'm here with... is it okay if i tell him?" Asahi softly asks you. you nod and he continues, "i'm here with y/n from DIAMOND for our collaboration next week. i treated them to some stuff from the convenience store."
"wait, wait, wait. y-y/n? from DIAMOND? wait... you're at yg right now, right? are you in your studio?" Hyunsuk asks.
"yeah, we're heading there--"
"i'll be there! i'll be there! y/n, i'm such a fan, please spend as much on my card as you want!!" Hyunsuk says before hanging up.
you laugh at the sudden confession and Asahi shakes his head.
"i forgot to tell you, he's a huge fan. he respects your work a lot," Asahi explains.
you nod and look around in awe as the two of you leave the escalator, walking down a hallway to get to the studio. it's strange to believe you're im the yg building, and that a member of treasure, a group you love, harbours so much respect for you.
in the distance, you can see Hyunsuk standing in front of Asahi's studio door, bouncing up and down with albums in his hand, waiting to be signed. once he spots the two of you, his face breaks into a huge smile and he sprints over, stopping every few steps to bow.
"oh my gosh oh my gosh.. y-y/n... sunbaenim it's... an honour to meet you! may i shake your hand? wow oh my gosh."
you extend out your hand to him and giggle as he pulls away, holding his hand that touched you tightly against his chest, as if protecting it from the world.
Asahi rolls his eyes from the side, starting to feel annoyed for some reason.
"i-if you have time and if it won't be a bother, could you please sign these? it'll mean the world to me," Hyunsuk breathes out.
"of course!"
"let's go to the studio; you can do it more comfortably there," Asahi suggests, and the three of you start walking.
you end up in front with Asahi and Hyunsuk whispering behind you.
"why didn't you tell me you're collaborating with y/n?!" Hyunsuk asks Asahi.
"uhhh... surprise?"
"you idiot!" Hyunsuk jokes, lightly patting Asahi's head.
Asahi dramatically wails and you turn around, seeing Asahi pretend to be in pain while Hyunsuk shakes his head.
"don't befriend Hyunsuk, y/n. he's a bad guy," Asahi jokes.
"don't say that about your leader!" you say.
Asahi feels hurt that you're defending Hyunsuk instead of him.
in the studio, you sign Hyunsuk's albums for him and muster up the courage to also ask for Hyunsuk's signature.
"just.. my signature? do you want me to ask the rest of the members? i'll call them one by one--" Hyunsuk starts.
"no, no! it's okay, really!"
"wow, y/n. you don't want mine?" Asahi points on.
you choke on your words before Asahi tells you he's joking.
Hyunsuk signs in a corner of the album and Asahi does the same, each writing their own message down for you. then, Hyunsuk calls the members one by one to come provide their signature.
"hyung, can we do this later? we have a lot of work to do," Asahi explains.
"oh, come on! don't rush y/n into the work. Jeongwoo's in the shower so he'll come a bit later, but they'll all be on their way. i should leave now, though.. ah, y/n sunbaenim, can we take a photo?"
you agree and pose with Hyunsuk, then both Hyunsuk and Asahi.
"okay, go now hyung! we have work to do," Asahi tells Hyunsuk, who bows deeply before leaving.
"ugh, finally. just the two of us," Asahi says, but throughout your time in the studio, the treasure members all drop by one by one to greet you and sign the album. receiving their good energy cheers you up, and you're grateful for both Asahi and Hyunsuk for inviting the other members to sign the album.
you spend the most of the night brainstorming with Asahi.
"i feel like it shouldn't be a treasure or DIAMOND song, but something else..." you suggest.
"do we want to focus on the bright or dark side of love?" Asahi asks.
"hmm.. can we depict both? maybe have a storyline that shows how love starts beautifully and then ends in heartbreak," you say.
Asahi nods, typing it into his computer.
"i really love akmu.. can we do a song of theirs?" you suddenly blurt out.
Asahi nods aggressively and you laugh.
"akmu are good... should we go with 'how can i love the heartbreak'?" he asks.
"it's a classic... but that's good, 'cause then we can add our own twist!"
"yeah!"
Asahi's hand meets yours in a high five, and you wonder if you've gone crazy or if that's electricity you felt just then.
the two if you continue working on a concept and sound, assigning parts and suggesting vague ideas for how you want the stage to look.
"do you want a coffee? yg coffee is pretty good!" Asahi asks.
he somehow still looks handsome even with the dark circles forming around his eyes, his hair messy from his fingers running through it and the way he's slouching in his seat.
"guess i can't pass up on it!" you say.
he nods and gets up, asking if you'd rather stay or go with him.
"i'll come with you and stretch my legs."
"oh... wait. actually. wanna take a break and play table tennis?" Asahi suggests.
"hey now. are you just flexing the fact that yg has a table tennis room?"
Asahi dies of laughter.
"no, i swear!" Asahi chokes out.
he takes you to make a coffee for you first, and for a second you let your mind wander, imagining he's the handsome barista who's making you your drink. his smooth arms show his veins at the back of his hands as he pours ice into a cup, and you wonder how someone could have been crafted so perfectly.
"stop watching me, y/n, i'm shy," Asahi says, jokingly turning his back to you.
"Sahi, can i call you that? you're just so pretty," you confess.
Sahi is left flustered, his face turning red as he giggles to himself.
"that's high praise coming from a monarch like you, y/n," he says.
he hands you a coffee, taking one for himself. it tastes delicious and you thank Sahi for it.
"now... let's go drain this buzz on table tennis!" he declares, gently taking your hand and runnning off with you to the table tennis room.
Asahi is usually shy and reserved. but somehow around you, even though you've only just met, he wants to talk and take your hand and spend time with you. he wants you all to himself.
he also doesn't hold back in table tennis as he manages to win in every round you play. but each time you frown, he runs over and gently uses his fingers to stretch your mouth into a smile.
"even if you lose, y/n, don't ever frown," he says.
back in the studio, the two of you continue developing your ideas until the sun rises and you fall asleep with your head on Asahi's shoulder. he doesn't move an inch, not wanting to wake you. instead, he continues quietly working on music until you wake up.
somehow, under the light of the monitor, you still look so pretty. he feels his heartbeat falter and he realizes he's in trouble as he watches his hand reach out to move a strand of hair out of your face.
-
"i give up, i can't do this," Asahi huffs, crumpling to the floor.
the two of you have finishing writing and recording the song. now, all that's left is the performance and choreography. Asahi and a few of the treasure members came to your company building to help work on it
"get up!" you demand, offering Asahi a hand. he takes it but pulls you down to the floor with him, catching you so you won't hurt yourself and laughing as you glare at him.
"i didn't come all the way here to watch grown people flirt" Jihoon huffs, crossing his arms.
"ah, let them be. plus, that's DIAMOND's y/n you're talking about... watch what you say," Hyunsuk says, defending you.
"c'mon kids! let's try that from the top," Jihoon says.
Hyunsuk and Jihoon watch as you and Asahi attempt the performance. there's a part where Asahi takes hold of your hands and you look into each other's eyes. practicing that makes you both flustered, but you strangely look up to it each time.
there are also parts where you're on stage and Asahi isn't a d vice versa, and during the moments when you watch Asahi from the sidelines, you constantly fall for him and his talent. he looks so pretty even when practicing, and you can't help but fall for him.
on a break, Hyunsuk and Jihoon leave to go back to the yg building due to some schedules. you and Asahi remain in your practice room, eating takeout on the ground.
"Sahi, i still feel like i'm not good enough for all this sometimes, you know? like do you ever feel like someone else should've debuted instead of you?" you suddenly tell Asahi, who stops chewing and nods.
"yeah, you're not alone for thinking that. but no one else should've debuted as y/n of DIAMOND but you. of course, everyone deserves to debut. but no one could've done this the way you do, no matter what you think."
the sparkle in Asahi's eyes as he speaks to you makes your heart rate speed up, and suddenly you want to kiss him. when you ask him if you can, he nods while in a daze.
you lean into him and it feels so right to be close to him like this as he wraps an arm around your shoulders, bringing you closer. his lips are soft and smooth, and you pull away to see his cheeks painted red.
"Sahi, i think i've fallen for you," you shyly confess.
"you think?!" he jokes before saying, "i've fallen for you, too."
you let yourself lay on his chest as he lays on his back on the floor, and you close your eyes.
-
none of this lasts long, though.
the whole world finds out about you and Asahi in an instant, all because of some stupid accident.
the two of you go on a late night walk to clear your heads and warm up for practicing the performance. Asahi works up the courage to slide his arm around your waist and pull you close as you mention to him that it's chilly, but right in that crucial moment, someone recognizes you and Asahi.
the instant is captured on camera and posted onto the internet within a matter of seconds, and netizens go wild with all sorts of claims.
both of your companies decide it would be in your best interests to publicly explain that what you had prior to the incident is no longer, and that you would be breaking up. however, your duet performance would continue and would be your last 'hurrah' with Asahi.
it's heartbreaking, but you find it in you to feel grateful for the chance to still perform with Asahi.
he calls you that night, after your companies have made their decisions.
"y/n, are you okay?" his soft voice reaches you through the speaker.
"no, but... well, are you?"
"no..."
"i thought so, Sahi. but it's okay. let's make the most of this last performance," you say with a tearful smile.
"yes, y/n, let's."
"i don't think you should call me anymore... Asahi. just so we can get over each other with a bit more ease."
his heart breaks hearing you call him Asahi instead of Sahi, but he agrees. you're right--it's no use dragging this on any longer.
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on the day of filming, you find yourself feeling nervous. not only do you want to do a good job, but seeing Asahi after a week of not seeing him is surreal. before being forced to break up, the two of you would meet everyday, using 'practice' as an excuse.
you're snapped out of your thoughts when a producer tells you it's time for you to go on stage.
Asahi meets you halfway in the hallway and takes hold of your hand, squeezing it.
"let's have fun one last time, y/n," he says, and you nod firmly in response.
performing 'how can i love the heartbreak, you're the one i love' after parting ways with Asahi makes it seem even more real. your eyes fill with tears as you sing and you even find yourself actually crying at some point. Asahi brushes his thumbs across your cheeks to bid the tears away when this happens, even though it was totally unplanned.
still, the performance finishes successfully, and you both end the stage with a bow.
all the participants are called up for the results to be announced, and you nervously stand beside Asahi, awaiting the announcement. you honestly don't care about winning at this point, but just don't want to leave your spot next to Asahi.
"the winner for this week is.... the Hui and Somin duo ! congratulations!" the judge calls out.
not hearing your names manages to make your stomach drop, but you still clap and congratulate the winner.
"even if you lose, y/n, don't ever frown," you remember Asahi saying.
so, despite having lost your duet performance, you stand there and grin like a fool. who knows when you'll see Asahi like this again. at least you go out of it smiling :)
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jinisnuggets · 7 months
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Hii, I recently found your account and saw you have treasure on your fandom list and would love you to do something them related.
Could I request a high school fluff story between fem reader x Doyoung? Doyoung, yn, and Yoshi have friend group trio where yn has a crush on Doyoung but he already has a girlfriend?
𝕀𝕥'𝕤 ℍ𝕒𝕣𝕕 𝕋𝕠 𝔽𝕚𝕟𝕕 𝕊𝕠𝕞𝕖𝕠𝕟𝕖 𝕋𝕣𝕦𝕖
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Pairings: High School! Doyoung x Highschool! Fem Reader
Word Count: 0.9k
Genre: Fluff, angst with a happy ending
Warnings: Breakup, sensitive language, mentions of bullying, mentions of cheating
Synopsis: Doyoung, Yoshi and you have been best friends ever since middle school, however when you entered highschool your best friend Doyoung got a girlfriend, what you couldn't tell him is how you felt about him for so long even before you ever spoke a word to him.
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Doyoung's relationship with a girl who soon became popular in the school just stopped all the plans you had with Doyoung and Yoshi. every time you and Yoshi tried to hang out he would always bring up his girlfriend.
The next day after you all moved in together as roommates, Doyoung came back to the dorm upset, when Yoshi went to talk to him you overheard them say how his girlfriend started an argument over him moving in with you.
Of course she did..
Truthfully, you never liked the girl, Jeong Sihyun. In your past school, she was your classmate and made your life a living hell. She and her friend group always loved to target you, they even once pushed you right off your chair. The disappointment you felt when Doyoung announced her as his girlfriend just made you want to splatter the absolute nastiest things at him.
But you just couldn't bring yourself to tell Doyoung, he had liked her for so long and although it bothered you.. you would never be capable of breaking them up.. even when you knew it was for the best.
Doyoung loved her, and she seemed to like him too, although it disgusted you.
But soon the love faded when you constantly heard arguments between the two when she used to come over.
It went from arguments of Doyoung forgetting things to arguments of you.
You only ever heard your name come out from both mouths.
"IF YOU DON'T UNFRIEND HER I'LL BREAK UP WITH YOU RIGHT NOW!"
"SHE'S MY BEST FRIEND!!! WHY CAN'T I LIVE LIKE A NORMAL PERSON FOR ONCE??"
"It's either me or her, Doyoung. You choose, it's not okay to have a female best friend and a girlfriend."
"Oh just like you made out with your male best friend on the bus last week? Fine then, I chose her, and we're over!"
Upon hearing Doyoung's harsh words to his ex, you were left in complete shock. How much patience does he have for him to have not broken up with her right after he found out what she did?
After she left you exited your room, Doyoung was sitting down, the mood felt odd, as he wasn't happy and cheerful as he always was. Part of you was glad, finally things would return to the way they used to be, you could finally hold Doyoung's hand again, the three of you could finally go out and eat breakfast together on the weekends, you guys could finally take your yearly trips, you finally wouldn't hear all over the hallways how Doyoung was cheating on Sihyun with you, everything would return to the way they used to be.
But half of you felt guilty, you were the only reason they fought so often, the reason they broke up…
"Doyoung…. I'm sorry… it's my fault the happiest moments of your life ended-"
"How long were you planning to hide the fact that you used to be bullied by her?"
The silence was too loud at the moment, gosh how much you wish Yoshi hadn't gone out with some friends to the movies.
"We were best friends… what do you mean bullied?"
"Don't you dare lie to me Yn, I know you were bullied, and she was the person who you hated most."
"She never laid a hand on me!"
"Yeah right, just like she kicked your chair while you were sitting on it."
"How did you-"
"You could've been honest from the start, you predicted this would happen from miles away."
Your heart sank, now your guilt felt endless. You wanted him to stop, stop hitting you with his harsh words.
"I'm not mad at you… I'm not upset about this break up either… I just didn't understand why you kept it from me for so long…
"I'm sorry Doyoung, I didn't want you to break up with her since you loved her so much…"
"Loved her? It's impossible to love her, she never liked me, she just dated me for her own advantages."
"I'm sorry…"
Doyoung stares at you while you stare at the ground, you felt like you wanted to disappear, but you suddenly got a burst of shock upon hearing Doyoung start laughing.
"How are you in such a happy mood!!? You just broke up with the person you love-"
"What if we text Yoshi to hurry up? I'll invite you guys to eat dinner tonight."
"What?"
"You didn't expect me to cry over her right?"
"Well.. honestly I kinda did.."
"Wow Yn, you know what? I'll invite Yoshi to eat tonight-"
"Hey! That's not fair!"
You start chasing Doyoung around the dorm, finally you laughed with him again, you finally saw him smile again, finally things were going back to how they used to be.
You and Doyoung sat on the couch as you waited for Yoshi to return from the movies, although it was silent you couldn't help but smile to knowing things would finally get better for all of you.
"Afterall it's hard to find someone true.."
You look at Doyoung, confused but knowing his sentence had a meaning.
"It is…"
Just as Doyoung opened his mouth, about to speak, Yoshi opened to door and ran to Doyoung, although it was a loud mess for a while, you all smiled and chatted the entire way to the restaurant.
You never found out what Doyoung wanted to say that night, he never told you either. Therefore you never knew the exact reason for Doyoung's sentence, but you never asked after that.
Afterall he's right, although it's hard to find someone true. You found your true, and helped him find his..
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qyuoza · 2 years
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Crush on you! (Choi Hyunsuk)
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"It's nothing, it was fun spending the day with you, just you and me, normal Hyunsuk and normal Y/n"
Genre: Fluff
AU: Influencer!au, Celebrity!au
Warnings: Hyunsuk is like really insecure and shy here (my poor baby), other than that nothing else really
Summary: Choi Hyunsuk is one of Korea's most well known youtubers and professional broadcasting jockeys. At the peak of his fame, he was offered a special collaboration with a company to start his own fashion brand. The cherry on top is, he does a photoshoot with his long time celebrity crush, Park Y/n.
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Jihoon rushed in behind Hyunsuk who was currently speed walking into the building they were going to have a photoshoot in. The whole team was almost late to the schedule itself and already had enough problems to think about today, so they could not afford to add another one onto it the list.
"How do you feel about modeling with Park Y/n? You've been a huge fan for awhile" Hongjoong, Hyunsuk's camera man, asked curiously as he set up the video equipment.
Hyunsuk huffed as they entered the dressing room, setting up the rest of the cameras and needing to manage everyone's condition before they started filming for the latest video.
"If you want me to fully be honest, I'd say I'm nervous. I've been her fan for who knows how long, been there since the launch of her brand, bought the clothes and kept up with most of the interviews she’s had" Hyunsuk confessed.
Hongjoong, who was satisfied with himself that he even caught that on camera, made a mental note to pass to their editor, Beomgyu, to put that clip in the video.
"You'll be alright hyung, best case scenario you get in contact with her and if anything goes wrong then it could just be her attitude or the photography team for all we know" Jihoon said as Hyunsuk plopped on the make up chair.
Then around two or three make up artists had rushed into the room to get Hyunsuk ready. "They're from Y/n's team, I guess this is your chance to ask them what she's like" Ana, Hyunsuk's PR manager, walked into the room with a shit eating grin on her face.
Hyunsuk looked at her and back at his phone, reminding himself to curse out his friends when this was all over with. How could they tease him at the time he had to remain professional.
"You're a fan of Y/n? No surprise to be honest, we've encountered a lot of people like that as well so feel free to ask us anything really" one of the make up artists chimed in.
Hongjoong and Jihoon were howling with laughter upon seeing Hyunsuk's face going beet red. Ana shushed them and passed Hyunsuk a coffee for his nerves and energy he would need for later.
"I mean is Y/n nice? I honestly have no idea what to ask since I'm helping Hyunsuk over here" Ana chuckled. Haeri, one of the other make up artists, nodded.
"She's super sweet to everyone and is the nicest person you could ever really meet, and I mean it. In my four years of working with her, not once has she ever been rude. She even took the staff out for dinner one time and paid for it all" Mina, the assistant make up artist mused.
Hyunsuk was spaced out at this point. Not only was he meeting his celebrity crush, she was also just as nice as he expected her to be.
"Hyunsuk hyung say something" Jihoon laughed. Hyunsuk's daze was cut short and he smiled sheepishly. "Sorry I'm so nervous, like I really don't know what to do" he replied, taking a sip of his coffee.
Once Hyunsuk's make up was done, Ana led him to the changing room to do his fitting.
"Wow, these clothes are so gorgeous" Ana and Hyunsuk turned towards a familiar voice that came from behind them, and lo and behold, there was Park Y/n standing behind them with an angelic smile.
She looked absolutely ethereal not only in Hyunsuk's eyes, but to the people around them as well.
"Oh my God! Y/n it's an absolute pleasure to meet you, I'm a huge fan of your work" Ana had completely abandoned Hyunsuk as she shook Y/n's hand.
He was awestruck, practically standing there gawking at the mere sight of her. "Pleasure's all mine, I'm actually quite a huge fan of Hyunsuk here as well" Y/n admitted shyly.
Ana smirked at Hyunsuk as he smiled at Y/n awkwardly, he just couldn't belive it, his dreams were coming true it seemed.
"No way a model like yourself is into the kind of videos I put out!" Hyunsuk said in disbelief. Y/n laughed at his reaction and shook her head.
"Oh believe me, I love your content. Most especially your fashion review videos as expected, but I've noticed that a good portion of your reviews consist of my clothes as well" she replied sweetly. Hyunsuk rubbed the back of his neck and nodded, she was so attentive it was hard not to believe that she didn't watch his content.
"I've been contacted by your team a few times and was fortunate enough to have the chance to review your collections. I love the uniqueness and characteristics your clothes carry, it's as if each piece holds a story" he replied passionately.
"I'm glad, I actually told my PR team to personally contact you a few times. Just the way you really handle and speak about the clothing itself really intrigued me" Y/n said. Ana was watching from the sidelines, grinning by herself.
Hyunsuk and Y/n were getting along quite well, this meant the shoot would go by like a breeze. "Were you guys here for fitting?" Y/n's personal assistant, Wooyoung, had suddenly chimed in so naturally.
"Yeah actually, and it's nice to meet you, I'm Ana. Hyunsuk's PR manager" Ana held out her hand towards Wooyoung, who eagerly shook it in return.
"Jung Wooyoung, Y/n's best friend and personal assistant" he introduced. Y/n briefly hit him on the shoulder as Wooyoung gave a high pitched laugh.
"Oh you work for your best friend?" Ana cocked her head to the side. Wooyoung nodded.
"I was fortunate enough to land a job under her since I was in a rough patch, but I'm thankful enough because Y/n really helped me financially and just through everything at the time" Hyunsuk swooned at the revelation.
Y/n wasn't only beautiful, independent and smart, but she was also kind and had a heart of gold. It was beyond what he could've ever imagined.
"I'll see you later then Hyunsuk, it was nice meeting you. I have to go do my fitting in a bit" Y/n waved as her Wooyoung walked past them, Wooyoung giving Ana a little wave as well.
"She's so, wow” Ana breathed out. Hyunsuk shifted next to her as they watched Y/n talk to the stylists.
"Tell me about it" he replied and walked over to the other dressing room where he was gonna do his fitting. A few minutes had gone by after the fitting and Y/n and Hyunsuk were ready, clad in the collaboration clothes.
Hyunsuk was wearing a black denim jacket with red designs of his own scattered all over it, the jacket being a little bit tattered and having red accents as well. It was paired with a simple white shirt and some black jeans designed by himself as well.
"They came out so well holy shit" Ana exclaimed from beside him. He laughed in reply as they waited for Y/n patiently.
The two then heard a door open as Y/n walked out in a dazzling black dress and some knee high boots, over the outfit was a blazer, not just any blazer though, it was Hyunsuk's favorite item overall in the entire collab.
It was a black and white tweed blazer that had silver specs with a small design of his on the chest pocket. Everyone was in awe while Wooyoung held in a laugh from behind Y/n.
"Are we ready then? Hyunsuk and Y/n, please stand over here. Don't be too pressured by the way, just make your poses natural this time around ok?" The photographer gave them a heads up as the rest of his team encouraged them as well.
"First time doing this?" Y/n smiled up at Hyunsuk. He nodded back with anxiousness written all over his face, which led Y/n to a brilliant idea.
"Here, why don't you stand like this and I'll stand here behind you" Y/n guided Hyunsuk to face towards the front of the camera, hands in his pockets, as she stood behind him, hands on his shoulders.
"Perfect! Hold that for me, now you can do as you please" The photographer spoke up again. Hyunsuk was flustered, he couldn't believe he was this close to Y/n. How could really survive the rest of the photoshoots like this?
An hour or so had finally gone by and Hyunsuk couldn't have been more relieved. Y/n was so gorgeous and looked after him the whole time, he had to hold himself back from acting all giddy towards her actions.
"Hyunsuk hey! Wait up a bit— Oh are you guys recording?" Y/n had come up to Hyunsuk in the middle of filming something, but he reassured her that he would just do another take.
"I hope I didn't intrude or anything, but before I leave I wanted to ask if I could have your number?" Jihoon had choked on his own spit from behind Hongjoong.
Y/n was asking for Hyunsuk's number? Now that would probably be something Hyunsuk would never live down, not after everything that's happened in the entire shoot itself.
"Of course, here let me put it in" Y/n handed Hyunsuk her phone shyly as Hongjoong had pretended to not record the whole interaction the entire time.
"Thanks again Hyunsuk! See you around, I'll be sure to purchase some of your clothing for this collab soon!" Y/n jogged up to Wooyoung and soon left to do whatever was on the rest of her itinerary for the day.
"What was all that about? God Hyunsuk you look like you've seen a ghost" Ana had put a hand on his shoulder. Hyunsuk then towards her, the biggest smile on his face, oh wow it finally broke him.
"Hyung you can't be serious, wipe that smile off your face so we can film the rest of the video before heading back to the studio" Jihoon looked at him as if he was a madman, but Hyunsuk really could care less. They continued recording smoothly and went off back to their studio.
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Over the next couple of weeks, Hyunsuk had been hesitant to contact Y/n. He had no idea why, but sales had also seemed to skyrocket when the pictures had dropped.
"Media says you and Y/n would make a great couple" Ana walked into Hyunsuk's office and handed him the ipad she was holding prior. He took it but was immediately bewildered at the comments that accompanied the article.
"'Y/n and Hyunsuk would make a great couple, this is wild'. 'Wait, so they aren't dating...?'" Hyunsuk had read some of the comments out loud, still shocked as ever.
Ana then snatched the iPad from him and rolled her eyes, couldn't he see that this was a good chance to finally get himself his crush and turn her into his girlfriend?
"Well? What are you waiting for ? You should go ask her out. You were too chicken the past few weeks and Jihoon's been saying you look miserable just staring at her contact all day long" Hyunsuk choked on his spit and leaned back on his chair with a sigh.
"It's complicated, I mean she probably has a boyfriend for all we know—" Ana had interrupted him with a scoff, to which Hyunsuk replied with an offended look.
"I know men in the fashion industry are gorgeous as hell Hyunsuk, but why not give it a shot? She's your fan and for what's it's worth just try it, we don't have forever and you've been single like since we met, live a little" Ana said encouragingly, she wanted Hyunsuk to finally live his life. Behind the videos he was all miserable and was in desperate need of something more in his life.
Hyunsuk massaged his temples. Maybe he should take what Ana said into consideration, he was always doing his work that he barely does anything else to spice up his life.
"Alright, this once ok?" Ana was thrilled and immediately ran out to go tell the others. Meanwhile, Hyunsuk was still in his office, finally monitoring the video of the behind the scenes from the photoshoot a few weeks prior.
"Piece of shit!" Hyunsuk yelled as he saw the clips of him and Y/n interacting. He didn't mind at all, but he was kind of embarrassed how a side of him, never seen before, had been shown. Then he started skimming the comments.
'Y/n looks so pretty! They're so adorable I'd honestly be surprised if they weren't dating by now' one comment read. Hyunsuk had turned beet red before continuing to scroll through more comments.
'Hyunsuk if you see this, I hope you date Y/n kkk' he read another comment and slammed his laptop shut upon reading it. Even his fans wanted him to ask her out at this point, so it took all the courage in him to finally message her, in hopes of maybe hanging out with her at least once.
[Hyunsuk 4:50 PM] hi y/n! this is hyunsuk, i hope you're not too busy but i was wondering if you would like to hangout soon?
Hyunsuk was about to slam his head on the table, was he too formal? Did he seem to pushy? Y/n was a very busy person after all. A few minutes after he beat himself up, he had received a reply from her.
[Y/n 4:52 PM] i'd love to! when and where? just so i can ask wooyoung to clear my schedule a bit so we can set a date :)
He sighed again, he felt guilty for asking Y/n to hangout on such short notice, but maybe this could lead to something more. So he took his chance and replied.
[Hyunsuk 4:54 PM] maybe this saturday? we can roam around cheongdam to shop and grab dinner afterwards
[Y/n 4:57 PM] sounds good! see you then hyunsuk :)
Hyunsuk was on cloud nine, he couldn't believe it. Y/n was actually going to meet up with him and go on a date.
"Guys! You won't believe it!" Hyunsuk ran out of his office and accidentally startled his editing team. Jihoon peered from behind the door of his own office and looked at him, eyebrow raised and questioning.
"Y/n and I are going out this weekend" Hyunsuk said proudly. Apparently the timing was just great as Ana walked in, dropping some of her things from the shock. "YOU AND Y/N ARE WHAT?" Hyunsuk only grinned at her before heading back into his office.
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The week had gone by pretty quickly and before Hyunsuk knew it, he was getting ready to meet Y/n in Cheongdam. His phone had then rang and he almost instantly knew.
"Hyunsuk hi, I'm already here I'm just waiting nearby Miu Miu right now" Y/n said, Hyunsuk softened at her voice before he replied.
"I'll be there in a few, I hope I'm not taking too long" he said, a bit guilty that he was still very much on his way, though he wasn't that far either.
"Don't worry I'll be ok, I can look around for a bit before we go" Y/n replied. She was such an angel, like how could someone be so understanding? Hyunsuk honestly didn't know.
A few stop lights later and Hyunsuk had finally arrived at Cheongdam. He entered the luxury fashion street and parked his car at a nearby valet, then he pulled out his phone to text Y/n that he had arrived.
[Hyunsuk 7:10 PM] im at miu miu do i just go in?
[Y/n 7:11 PM] yeah give me a second, im by the bags
Hyunsuk had walked into Miu Miu and saw Y/n closely inspecting a bag. He couldn't help but gawk again at how she looked.
What she was wearing was simple, it was just a tweed Chanel skirt and blazer set with a white cropped top underneath it, she paired it with a classic Chanel handbag and black boots.
"Hey Y/n" Hyunsuk approached her. She turned to him and smiled brightly, eyes turning into crescents.
"Hyunsuk! It's so nice to see you, just let me take one more look and we can finally go to a different store" Y/n then thanked the clerk as her and Hyunsuk left to go to else where in Cheongdam.
"I'm glad you agreed to hangout, I feel bad that you had to clear up your plans though" Hyunsuk said, guilt lacing his tone. Y/n turned to him as they head into the Chanel store.
"Don't be, it's actually nice to take a breather and escape from all the busy schedules once in awhile. They always see just the usual Park Y/n in the spotlight, but sometimes I just wanna be Y/n, a normal person who lives a normal life" she confessed softly while scanning the bags.
Hyunsuk softened upon hearing this. He completely understood how it felt to constantly be in the spotlight, and it's true how they needed a break from all that attention every now and then.
"I fully understand how you feel, having everyone's eyes on you and constantly being in the media here and there is definitely exhausting" Y/n looked up at him and smiled, Hyunsuk's heart started beating in his chest.
"You must be hungry! Let me go buy this bag and these shoes I've been eyeing and I'll be done in a bit" she said. The clerk had helped her as Hyunsuk walked right beside Y/n, who was heading to the counter.
"Will this be all ma'am?" Y/n nodded and fished out her wallet before pulling out a black card.
Hyunsuk visibly stiffened again, she was definitely in a different league and it made him feel unworthy to really be with her as of the moment, but of course he didn't have any guts to tell her, so he remained quiet. Only admiring her silently again.
After paying, Y/n and Hyunsuk walked over to Jungsik, a well known and expensive restaurant. Hyunsuk was determined to pay for everything else this time.
"I love this restaurant so much, last time I came I was with Wooyoung but it feels good to have a change of scenery" Y/n giggled as she skimmed through the menu.
"I'm paying this time alright? I was the one who asked you to hangout after all" Hyunsuk said boldly.
Y/n looked up at him and nodded, she was impressed by how much of a gentleman Hyunsuk was, he even carried her shopping bags a few moments prior.
"What could I get started for you two tonight?" A waiter had approached them, implying that he was going to take their order.
"One Ssam and Fillet Mignon please, and a regular aged steak for me, medium rare" the waiter nodded before taking their drinks. "Just wine thank you" Hyunsuk closed the menu as him and Y/n handed it over to the waiter.
"I'm impressed. You've been amazing so far Hyunsuk, I'd love to do this again some time soon" Y/n gave him a smile whole making direct eye contact with Hyunsuk.
She was elegant and cunning really, Y/n was well rounded and level headed. Hyunsuk wondered what her upbringing was like.
"Please it's my job to treat you like the lady you are for tonight, I'm fully thankful that you considered giving me your time" he gave her a cheeky grin and stared back at her, eyes filled with adoration and love. Y/n smiled back at him as their food had arrived.
Dinner had then finished like a breeze for Hyunsuk and Y/n, both seeming like long time friends already. "Here let me pay" Hyunsuk pulled out his card and handed the bill to the waiter.
Y/n obliged as she continued talking about a childhood memory with her best friend Wooyoung, Hyunsuk laughing along with the story. The bill was handed back to Hyunsuk, who took his card and carried Y/n's shopping bags, ready to leave.
By this time, they were both just walking around Cheongdam admiring the streets. "Thank you for today Hyunsuk, I appreciate it a lot" Y/n smiled, looping her arm around Hyunsuk's.
"It's nothing, it was fun spending the day with you, just you and me, normal Hyunsuk and normal Y/n" Hyunsuk cheekily replied. Suddenly Hyunsuk had stopped in front of a statue that looked interesting and immediately pulled out his phone.
"Let's take pictures to remember our first time out together" he said enthusiastically. Y/n sauntered over to the statue and immediately posed with her shopping bags, changing poses from time to time.
Hyunsuk continued taking photos, finding Y/n absolutely endearing when she would giggle each time she got shy. It was a huge one eighty from the Y/n who was constantly confident as ever in the studio.
"Send me the photos later! Now let me" Y/n took Hyunsuk's phone in her hand as he stood doing all the poses he could, even a few natural ones.
"You're like a pro, I seriously get shy when taking pictures so don't let the persona I have in the studio fool you" she handed him his phone back as he scrolled through the photos. They were just perfect.
"Shit, Hyunsuk I've got to go soon, Wooyoung's picking me up for our movie night at my place. I'll see you again some other time soon?" Hyunsuk quickly nodded as Y/n sighed in relief.
"For sure, and Y/n could I just say something? I'll be quick I promise" Y/n nodded and Hyunsuk breathed out a breath he didn't know he was holding in.
"I actually like you, a lot and I wanted to know if we could maybe become more than friends?" Y/n was shocked, but then a smile had painted her features.
"I've actually liked you too for a long time Hyunsuk, I hope we go out during better circumstances next time where it's you and me, but maybe not just as friends" she replied.
Hyunsuk was absolutely ecstatic, then he heard someone clear their throat. It was Wooyoung. "I'll see you then Hyunsuk! It'll be a date whenever!" Y/n then walked off with Wooyoung as Hyunsuk stood, smiling like an absolute idiot.
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acaiasahi · 2 years
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✶ pancakes for dinner ; hamada asahi
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synopsis. you confess your love for your best friend before your plane crashes.
info. angst. hamada asahi x gn!reader. 689 words.
warnings. plane crash, crying, free falling (?), allusions of death (not specified but reader DOES NOT die), grammar errors, lowercase + smaller text intended, proofread, lmk if i'm missing anything!
[ now playing . . . ] pancakes for dinner by lizzie mcalpine
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the plane jerks forward and causes your hands to grip onto the seat's arm rests. your breath is held in your lungs, too afraid that one tiny exhale will cause a butterfly effect.
pure fear wracks through your body, eyes screwed shut but ultimately opening as you look out the plane's window.
the sky resembles a nautical blue hue and as the plane begins drooping, your heart tumbles within your chest like loose change in a tote bag.
matcha-colored hills take over the sapphire sky, the plane slightly dropping before recovering and although the fear is most definitely prominent within your body, you can't help but feel utter regret.
it's a mush of a emotions really. feelings upon feelings, words being muddled and unspoken. yes, pure regret.
flashes of moments with your loved ones leave as quickly as they come, but soon come to a screeching halt upon one boy.
the boy that's your best friend. god, the boy who makes you feel love, anger, guilt. the boy who stares at you like you put the stars in the sky but you somehow always miss his longing gaze.
hamada asahi.
the world's most beautiful boy who you love so dearly is patiently waiting for you at the airport with a bouquet of flowers in his hands, completely oblivious to how your plane keeps drooping lower and almost ready to crash into the deep, verdant green hills.
mustering all the strength within, you remove your white-knuckled hands off the arm rests, whipping your phone out to call him.
your fingers tremble as you swipe through your contacts to find him. quickly pressing the 'call' button, the ringing ends and an automated voice appears.
the person you are trying to currently reach is not accepting calls. please press one to leave a voicemail.
the hope in your body dissolves, hands shakily removing the device from your ear to press the 'one' button. curse him for always having his phone on do not disturb.
you sigh, completely ignoring the automated voice who walks you through the instructions until the sound of the beep blares into your ears.
"asahi, it's y/n. t-this plane is getting super crazy an-and i'm scared that there's gonna be an accident and i won't b-be able to see yo-you again," your words tumble around in your mouth, quite literally speaking just to speak at this point. you sigh, attempting to ignore the horrified screams of the other passengers as you continue.
a panicked laugh leaves your chapped lips, "i should tell you this, y-you deserve to know. i want to eat pancakes for dinner with you, a-and i wanna get stuck in your head, or do that super cringey thing where we dance and kiss in the rain," your laugh is genuine at the thought of doing these mundane things with your best friend.
"it sounds stupid, i know," you begin, hesitancy practically seeping through as you try to find the right words. "i love you, i'm in love with you. i always have been, i love you, i love you, i love you," your words are on repeat like a broken record as you begin to cry. tears falling freely like a waterfall, streaks left behind on your face due to sadness and regret for not expressing your romantic feelings for him.
your sobs begin to die down, wiping your tears with the sleeve of your — asahi's hoodie. the fabric soaks up all your sorrows, as you sniffle.
"i'm not sure how this'll end, but i just want you to know that i'm proud of you. whatever happens, please be happy. be happy for me, okay? i love you." your words cut off with a sob.
a loud beep causes your brain to go numb, the voices around you soon turning into white noise as the plane drops. your eyes glance over to the window, watching as you free fall. the beautiful greenery becomes your doom as the plane tumbles and turns.
you shut your eyes, leaning back against the headrest with asahi finding refuge in the back of your mind before everything just goes black.
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kpop-kitkat · 2 years
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Not Ready | Hamada Asahi
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pairing | boyfriend! hamada asahi x pregnant!f reader
genre/cw | mention of sex, condom, anxiety attacks, angst, unwanted pregnancy, tears, hurt comfort, very sweet bf asahi, much fluff
wc | 1.9k
notes | none, except asahi is so sweet I can’t-
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I sat on the sofa with my phone in hand, staring at my handsome boyfriend on the screen.
 "I miss you Jagi. Two more days until I get to see you," said Asahi through FaceTime. 
 "That's way too long," I sighed, pouting my lips and giving him puppy eyes.
 "Believe me Y/n, if it was my choice, I'd be cuddling you on that couch right now."
 "I know you would Sahi," I yawned, stretching my arms out.
 "Well, I don't want to keep you up. Get some sleep Jagi, I'll text you in the morning," he said with his beautiful smile that I am addicted to.
 "Night night," I waved, ending the call with a heavy heart. 
 I was about to set my phone down and go clean up the kitchen for the night, when a notification stopped me.
Health App
Your period was likely to start eight days ago. Have you started your period yet?
I clicked on the notification and noticed I was late. And I'm never late. But I considered the fact that I've been two weeks early before, so maybe it was just all over the place. I continued the clean up the kitchen and get a good eight hours of sleep. 
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I arose with a sun ray shining in my eyes. I eagerly looked at my phone to see a text from "Jagi💕" .
Morning Beautiful
I smiled and texted back, "Morning Sahi." 
 I quickly got ready for the day, since the thought of Asahi returning the next day had me in a good mood.
I jammed out in the shower as usual, and was putting my makeup on when a notification gave me a jump scare. Of course I put my ringer all the way up.
Health App
Your period was likely to start nine days ago. Have you started your period yet?
This time, the notification gave me an unwanted anxiety attack. My heart rate picked up rapidly and I felt slightly dizzy. But I had to reassure myself it was fine. 
Today, I had made plans with friends, so I pushed my anxious thoughts away and enjoyed myself. 
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Me and my friends Jisoo, Sana, and Yiren, all walked out of our favourite resturant with very full stomachs.
 "Thanks Sana," me, Jisoo, and Yiren said simultaneously, since Sana paid for the meal.
 "Of course! Anything for my besties," she giggled.
 We all sang Disney karaoke before stopping at me and Asahi's house. 
 "Thanks for the ride. Goodnight!" I waved as they drove away. 
Once in the house, I showered and got into bed, since it was already 10:45 p.m. and I was exhausted. I collapsed in bed and waited for sleep to overtake me, when anxiety returned. I tossed and turned, trying to win, but I failed. 
"It can't be, it can't be," I kept repeating to myself.
I sat up and rocked back and forth, tears threatening to fall. I decided I wasn't getting any sleep, even though I was tired, so I went to the bathroom and sat on the toilet with the lid down. I held my head in my hands and tried to get my mind off of the situation. I kept telling myself everything was alright, but my violently shaking body told me otherwise. I felt dizzy and hot, and decided I was going to suffer if I didn't confirm it. I was even afraid to think of the word, let alone say it out loud. 
That night. It was about thirty five days ago. I was terribly lovesick, and needy. So Asahi and I decided to have a fun night with protection. I vividly remember seeing him slip on the condom... I know my brain wasn't tricking me. I wasn't drunk for heaven's sake. 
I trembled as I reached into the bathroom vanity drawer. I pulled out a box which held a Clear Blue... pregnancy test. I read the instructions with hazy eyes, and followed them carefully. 
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I set the test on the counter to let it calibrate. 
 "Why am I shaking? It's gonna be negative... It's gonna be negative..." I tried to reassure myself.
I clasped my hands together and prayed for a negative result.
Beep
This was it. The results could mean two different things. One, I was paranoid and anxious for nothing, or two, me and Asahi's lives have changed forever. I preferred the first one very much. I love kids, but me and Asahi haven't really discussed the idea of having children. I didn't want to give him such a responsibility. And I didn't know if he'd leave me because of it.
I took a deep breath before picking it up and examining the result.
Pregnant 3 Weeks
I dropped the test in disbelief and let the tears fall. It felt like my life was coming to an end. We're only twenty one...
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I rubbed my red eyes as waited for Asahi to step in through the door. I had been so lonely. Normally, I would try to dress nicely for my boyfriend, but I didn't feel like making an effort, especially since my morning sickness began to kick in. So I wore a t-shirt and shorts, with no makep and messy hair, which Asahi claimed to love.
I heard keys being inserted into the door. My heart rate sped up immediately. I ran to the door and waited. Asahi then stepped in through. He gave me a warm smile before setting down the f/c rose bouquet he bought me and extended his arms towards me. I giggled excitedly before rushing towards him and jumping into his embrace, wrapping my legs around his waist. He stumbled back a bit, but was quick to regain his balance and hug me back. He then began kissing all around my face. 
"I missed you so much Jagi," he smiled, before kissing my lips sweetly.
I hung onto his neck and kissed him back, letting all of my worries melt away.
 "Never leave me again please," I mumbled, pulling away and jumping off of him to examine the bouquet. "These are beautiful Sahi," I mentioned. "Thank you."
He laughed before pecking my lips as he began to scroll through his phone. "All the guys are hanging at the studio, but I told them I wanted to spend tonight with you. Unless you'd rather be alone, I-
"No! I want to be with you," I responded quickly.
"Good," he sighed. "Well, I'm going to take a shower. I'll be down to cuddle and whatever with you," he assured, setting his phone down on the kitchen counter before ascending the stairs. 
As he left, I grabbed his phone. When the lock screen lit up, it was a picture of him and I on our first date. I smiled at it before using facial recognition to unlock it. Yes, we had each other's faces saved on our phones. As I looked through his texts, I saw the Treasure group chat. Asahi really did tell them, "Sorry, won't make it tonight. I need to spend time with Y/n. I've been away too long. I'll see you guys tomorrow", to which Junkyu replied "It's fine. Go spend some time with your future wife ;)". It made me feel a bit guilty, but Asahi wanted to spend time with me, so I brushed it off.
I set it down and yawned as I ran a hand through my hair. I then decided to put on a movie and make popcorn for the two of us. I even made the couch super cozy with way too many blankets and pillows. We could make a fort honestly. 
As I waited for my boyfriend, realization hit me like a brick. How was I going to tell him we were having a baby? And how would he react? He's an idol, and a busy one at that. Is this the best thing for us? We're not even engaged. 
Asahi then walked in, his hair messy and dripping wet, wearing a t-shirt and flannel pants. It baffles me how a mortal being could be so ethereal. He smirked at my blushing face, which I failed at hiding.
He then sat beside me and patted his lap, signaling for me to sit on it. I smiled before complying. I situated myself onto his lap and leaned into his chest, pulling a blanket over us. I also grabbed the remote control and pressed play on the K-Drama I had chosen.
We shared our warmth and our hearts began to beat in sync. Then, I heard him begin to hum the melody to his song, Darari. 
"It's much better when you sing," I suggested, eyes closed.
 "Darararararari, neol bogo isseum eumagi, Babe. Neoreul wihan mellodi mellodi, yeah. Nega myujeunikka jal deureobwa, play it. Darararararari, neol bogo isseum eumagi, Babe. Neoreul wihan mellodi mellodi, yeah. Nega myujeunikka jal deureobwa, play it," he sung with his angelic voice. It almost lulled me to sleep.
I came to a conclusion. I had to tell him now. It was better for the both of us. As I thought about how I was going to say it, he noticed my breathing become heavier.
"Are you nervous about something?" he asked, leaning his head on top of mine.
As much as I tried to stop it, tears began to silently make their way down my face. He heard my sniffle and turned my body around so he could see my face. He wiped my tears with his thumbs and gave me a sympathetic look. 
"Y/n, Jagi what's wrong?"
"I'm so sorry Asahi," I cried.
He gave me a confused look. "Sorry for what? I'm confused." 
"I'm pregnant," I said, wanting to get it over with. I was scared for what was to come, so I closed my eyes and tried to escape his hold. But I reopened them when Asahi didn't let me go. Instead, I saw a happy smile on his face.
"Why are you sorry about that?" he chuckled, eyes tearing up in happiness.
"You're not angry at me?" I asked.
"Of course not! I'm going to be a dad! You're not pranking me, are you?" 
I was shocked at his reaction, but I shook my head to answer his question.  
 "How could I be angry with you? If I was, it wouldn't make sense because I did this to you technically speaking," he laughed, bringing me some comedic relief.
 "I just thought, you know, you being a busy idol and all, you'd be overwhelmed and breakup with me," I admitted, looking down.
 "Hey," he tilted my chin up. "I love you, okay? And having a baby won't change that. I know it's a big responsibility for the both of us, but I'm willing to walk with you every step of the way. It's not going to be easy, but I believe we will get through it because we have love and trust. I will never leave you," he explained, causing me to tear up. "Let's go on this new journey together, alright?" he asked, connecting our foreheads.
"Alright," I laughed, trying to hold back the tears. "I love you so much Asahi. Thank you," I said, hugging him.
He hugged back immediately, then pulled away to bring me into a loving kiss. His hands made their way down to my stomach, where they began to rub circles.
 "I can't wait to meet them," he smiled into the kiss before pulling away and getting back into our cuddling position.
 "I l.o.v.e y.o.u."
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fated... or not? // kanemoto yoshinori (yoshi)
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💎 pairing:: kanemoto yoshinori (yoshi) x reader 💎 genre:: angst !, emotional  💎 summary: breaking up with your supposed soulmate was the worst mistake you had ever made in your entire life. it seemed too good to be true when fate had brought you to him, and his girlfriend... ——————————————————————————
“you guys what?”
“yeah you heard me. we broke up. what do you want me to tell you? that’s it.” i turned over my shoulder to look at the boys that were staring at me with pure shock. the real reason yoshi and i broke up was because we had way too many fights to even count at this point. i thought i could lie, but i couldn’t even lie straight about it either.
“i want you to tell me that it’s a joke. there’s no way you and yoshi broke up. you guys were a match made in heaven, you guys were soulmates for god sake.” jaehyuk looked at me batting his eyes at me praying to god that i was lying to him. then the door opened and there was the walking proof.
“i gotta go now. i hope you guys win all the awards ever. i know for a fact that you guys are going to be the most successful boy group in the fourth gen. i love you all.” i turned to each of them and then turned to yoshi.
“all of you. i will always love every single one of you and I know you’ll all do amazing things. you all deserve the world and i wish i could have been the one to give it to all of you but seeing as i can’t, i know teume will.” i bit the inside of my cheeks because now i was about to bawl into tears as if i didn’t already cry everything I had out with yoshi.
“y/n you did give us the world. you always did everything to make sure we were smiling even when the only thing we could do is scream at each other or cry.” hyunsuk put his arm around my shoulder turning me away from yoshi not knowing i could still see him in the mirror reflection.
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“yoshi do you even care about our relationship anymore?” i looked up at him from my fingers then looked up to the song he was working on. 
“baby you know i do. i know i’ve been busy and i’m sorry for that. i honestly wish that i could have all the time in the world for you.” when he spoke i knew he wasn’t lying. in my head i knew that if this was any other boy in the world i knew it would be a lie but yoshi? i knew he wasn’t.
“i know. the fact that i can even see you for this whole week is already amazing. i know it was hard to even get a day to be able to see me.” i smiled grabbing his hand intertwining our fingers.
“i’m so happy you’re here and i do hope you know that i care more about you than anything in the entire world.” he brought our hands to his lips pressing them to my hand. i smiled weakly then looked away from him.
“we both know that we’re avoiding the topic right now.” yoshi looked away from me trying not to look me in the eye because we both knew what was about to happen. we didn’t want to admit it but we knew it was going to happen eventually. 
“the fact that we argue all the time and it’s always the same topics over and over again? i know.” he put his hand on the top of my head biting his lip but i couldn’t fall for him anymore. i needed to end this for the mental health of the both of us. 
“yoshi, i can’t do this anymore. i’m so tired of fighting with you every single day, barely getting to see you, barely getting to talk to you even if we were calling on facetime. i’m sorry yoshi.” i bit my lip and stood up walking away from him. he stood up and grabbed onto my wrist, then pulled me towards him hugging me, knowing that if either of us let go, we would never get this chance again. 
“please don’t do this y/n.” 
“yoshi, you and i both know this needs to be done for the sake of our mental health. you know i’ll always love you, and i will always support you. and if we’re really meant to be, i’ll find you and love you all over again.” i pulled away from him then put both hands on his face pressing my lips to his for the last time. i promised from that day, i would never love anyone as much as i loved yoshi until i saw him again.
if we’re fated...
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i guess we were fated after all. but not in the type of fate i waited five years, four months and a day for. 
“y/n.” 
“yoshi.” 
“it’s been a long time.” i smiled at him then turned to look at the girl who had called his name a few seconds after i had said his. she was the definition of gorgeous. i never throw that word around as if it’s nothing, but this girl was it. if you had looked up the word gorgeous in the dictionary, she would come up. 
“hi! i’m yoshi’s girlfriend bit-na! it’s nice to meet you...?” she signaled at wanting to know what my name was. i smiled like nothing was unusual, and laughed holding all the tears that were burning my eyes. my blood boiled even though yoshi and i weren’t together. 
“i’m y/n! it’s nice to meet you! yoshi, she’s very pretty.” i said without even needing to lie. she was.
“Y/N!!” i would recognize those voices anywhere. choi hyunsuk and park jihoon. my second parents.
“mom, dad.” i smirked then hugged both of them. they glared down bit-na and put their arm around me turning me away from the cute couple. 
“how come they like y/n and not me yoshi? it’s not fair. she’s not even pretty and they like her better.” i could practically hear her pouting from behind me. i turned around walking up to her but both hyunsuk and jihoon dragged me away. 
“don’t.” of course i’d seen jihoon mad before, i had never been really scared of him when he was mad, but the look he had given me, shut me up immediately. i nodded and looked down at my hands.
“i guess you two were fated to meet again after all.” 
“in the fucking worst way possible.” 
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