Be kind

Take no shit

Be better than they believe you are

Don't become the bigger villain just to match their energy

How could things go so Wrong when they were going so right All I got now is family and I got is sis #oldphotos #whyy #solow #savage #changing #newthings #idontlikethis #gettingfree #paranoid #confused #makeitright #takemeback #loosingeverything #familyislove #choosefamily #tiredaf #tiredoftrying #tiredofbeingtired #soundcloudrappers🔥 #rappersofinstagram #upcomingrapper https://www.instagram.com/p/CiVtw9RsFZv/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

True Story. #Aalborg #Denmark #Tired #TiredOfBeingTired #Meme (at Aalborg, Denmark) https://www.instagram.com/p/CddfOTpMBS9/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

This is me…I need to learn to shut off my mind and REST! Even when I’m “resting” I’m thinking about things I SHOULD be doing…#TiredOfBeingTired😩 (at Designs By Babydoll) https://www.instagram.com/p/CfTk6bWO4Og0stReR4PZyVNW9cEUzWP8BF4mwo0/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

Realizing I actually need someone to take care of me after all these years of me trying to take care of everyone else..

The Beach Ball Effect

I'm tired....tired of holding it all together and trying to keep everything in my mind under control so I don't break. I absolutely feel like my depression is taking over and I can't get a hold of it, which is horrible for my control issues. I've managed to hold all of my "beach balls" under water for so long, aside from my anxiety "ball" that pops up sometimes but it's usually manageable. This time my depression "ball" has popped up out of the water and I can't reach it to get it back under the "water". It's been an issue for so long, but being a functional depressive allowed me to ignore it because I'm able to put on a happy face and go to work/school every day, without it getting the best of me. But now I'm losing interest in things I love, like reading, school, friends, etc. I'm just numb to everything. I'm not happy, sad, angry, etc, although I have very short temper lately and get more easily irritated, mostly by people. Conversations with people I usually enjoy talking to, are exhausting. I can't seem to find the words or the proper emotions required when talking to other people. I noticed the past couple days it's been hard to get out of bed. Not because I need more sleep, but because being awake requires mental activity and I just don't have it. It's so hard to put effort into my thoughts, that I couldn't explain to Janice where I live when she asked me last week. That was when I truly knew something was beyond not ok. Theresa talked to me about her depression on Monday, and that she has decided to start medication for it. Hearing her talk about how she's been feeling had me feeling slightly better for a quick minute. I know I'm not alone in feeling like this, but knowing someone who portrays themselves as being super strong, is also struggling and finds comfort in talking to me about it, makes me feel better for some reason. I told her I'd wait and see how the meds make her feel, and then I'll decide if I want to start them. I'm so scared of taking medications though. The side effects sound awful for most of them, and I can't get past my need for control, and my mind tells me I can control this depression and not need meds, but I'm losing control of it and I'm tired of feeling like this all the time. I'm hoping my therapist can help me sort things out when I talk to her next month. Until then, it's just me and my beach balls, drowning in the ocean of life.

Reposted from @thesaurus_com Are you worn out, beat, or exasperated? Maybe it's time for a nap. 💤 #OtherWords #Drained #Exasperated #Beat #Tired #Spent #Worn #TuckeredOut #HowDoYouSay #Thesaurus #TiredEyes #TiredOfBeingTired #InstaTired #TiredEyes - #regrann https://www.instagram.com/p/CECc0W4FmTh/?igshid=b3rbu1tynoey

My face feels puffy and my muscles burn even at the thought of getting up. At least I keep snacks in bed for this very reason. #narcolepsy #nospoonstoday #tiredofbeingtired https://www.instagram.com/p/CB8V_ecJfD9/?igshid=6s79ctsf3v8w

Really tired or just posed?

We are all united by ENERGY... or the lack of it 😂⠀ 🇺🇸🇩🇪🇪🇸🇮🇹🇧🇷🇫🇷🇯🇵🇨🇳🇸🇦🇬🇧🇹🇷🇷🇺🇲🇽🇮🇳🇬🇷🇰🇷⠀ TAG a friend who left his energy in 2018 🖐⠀ •⠀ •⠀ •⠀ #mondly #learn #languages #learnlanguages #teacher #study #study_time #facts #languagefacts #friends #tagafriend #education #app #funfacts #energy #lackofenergy #tired #2019 #resolution #tiredofbeingtired #learnEnglish #americanenglish #italian #learnItalian #portuguese #learnPortuguese #spanish #learnSpanish #learnHungarian #hungarian https://www.instagram.com/p/Bsa0UkcD0AH/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=12i8lbul0elqf

Tired eyes, I never woke up.

Cycle day 39. Cramping, nausea, BFN, negative BHCG..... sigh #fightinginfertility #ttcafterectopic #emotionallydrained #tiredofbeingtired #unexplainedinfertility #waitingtogethsgdone https://www.instagram.com/p/BsIoID8h6JW/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=6q7bysif5gx8

But really: do you want him or do you just need someone?

The struggle is real. 🤣😒😪😴😵🥴 oh wait not just after eating. 😴🤯😴 • #StoryOfMyLife, #TheStruggleIsReal #MyFatigueIsFatigued #EveryMinutOfEveryDay #PutOnABraveFace #ChronicFatigueSyndrome #CFS #Hashimotos #Hypothyroidism #PCOS #ChronicIllness #zzz #ItsRidiculouslyHowTiredIAm #FunnyNotFunny #TiredOfBeingTired #ProffesionalNapper #ProffesionalSleeper #CanIGetPaidToSleep? (at Aalborg, Denmark) https://www.instagram.com/p/CNaDOUNBc6y/?igshid=17h8jw1n5q4mn

I binged again.

I’m tired of gaining weight. I just keep gaining and enough is enough, this weight needs to go away. And I’m serious this time. It needs to go a w a y.

I binged on Halloween candy cause i was angry about something. I’m going to work out. But this weight needs to be gone by at least February.

-J.G :(

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