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laurellament · 1 month

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#I am so sick of giving #and giving #and never having it returned #truly done with it #last time #time to put myself first #hopefully the last lesson I’ll need in this

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kaep0ragaeb0ra · 7 months

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I will never apologize for the way that I feel. Because someday, someone is going look at me with so much love. They’ll love me the way that I’ll love them. I won’t be too much for them, I’ll be their perfect cup of tea. I can’t wait for that day.

Until then, I will pour into myself. Show myself kindness, compassion, and love. Because I know what I deserve, and I’ll wait until it finds me.

#mine #love #text #I have to stop breaking my own heart #time to put myself first #I’m growing and learning every single day and that’s all that matters right now

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vacueye · 2 months

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looking through old tf2 stuff again + felt like reuploading some of my favorite (mostly spy) art throughout the years

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evilrat-sabre · 8 months

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This isn't about Strawberry jam

I want to ramble on about something I am not so sure about what it is, so I will tell yall a story.

So imagine this; You are 20 years old, you live with your partner in your shared apartment, your partner buys a tiny glass jar of strawberry jam.

If I pointed at that moment and asked you what it was, I think you would say “Well, it's a jar of strawberry jam”

Okay now, imagine one week later; the jam was good, but the jar was tiny so you and your partner already ate all of it, holding the empty and dirty jar you realize, wow it has a very nice shape, maybe I can use it as a cup, so you clean the jar and lets it sitting beside your water filter.

If I pointed now and asked what it was, what would you say? “It’s an empty jar of strawberry jam that we use to drink water.”

Okay cool, nice and practical, lets go forward, Imagine 10 years later… Yea I know a lot of time, but hear me out; You are 30 years old and you had a child in the meantime, this child is 7 years old.

If I pointed to the empty jar of strawberry jam and asked what it is, you know what they would say? “It’s a glass cup, we use it to drink water.” Do you see where I am going?

Okay now let's go 30 years in the future, imagine; you are 60 years old and this story isn’t about you anymore, no this story is about your grandchild now. Your 37 years old child has a 10 year old child themselves now. If I pointed to the glass cup and asked the same old question, what would they say? “Oh that's a vintage glass cup that belonged to my grandparents, my parents get it out on… special occasions.” Okay cool, it's a vintage heirloom now I guess.

Okay now Imagine; Someone broke it, what would be said if I pointed to the glass and asked you to say what it is?

“This was an empty jar of Jam, we bought it a bunch of years ago and I don’t remember if the Jam was good or not, but it served us well.”

Ok, and If I asked your child?

“Oh, this was an old glass cup that was in my parents house. I liked to use it when we would drink vodka… I think it was older than me. It's a shame it is broken.”

Your grandchild?

“This was a family heirloom. It was older than my parents and I pretended to give it to my child one day. To be honest, the thing was old, it is a miracle how long it lasted.”

The garbage man that will dispose of it.

“Someone threw broken glass in the wrong bin, I will have to put on my gloves.”

#Evil Rat rambling #I do not know how to put this sentiment into words #so I wrote this #tumblr writing #writers on tumblr #writing #not fanfic for the first time ever #Note: *point at myself* Not a native english speaker and this wasn't betaed #I honestly don't care if this text specific isn't as right sounding #I wanted to write a sentiment of mine and I did it #rambling

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jam-campasta · 1 month

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I finished the silly game trilogy and it made me Sad

#i really liked the first two books and the third one was 👍🏻 Fine #the hunger games #thg #katniss everdeen #peeta mellark #gale hawthorne #primrose everdeen #myart #i haveee a lot of art i havent posted cause the amount of times i draw within like a week is #sparse to say the least #i will try to post more! dont wanna put a lotta pressure on myself since im just doin all this for fun wahoo #i feel like i need a new project to work on or smthn. but i dont wanna woorrrkkk..... SIGH

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chainsawhouse · 8 months

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The Texas Chainsaw Massacre (1974)

#gifs #my gifs #texas chainsaw massacre #tcm #the texas chainsaw massacre #bubba sawyer #leatherface #first time making a gif #sure there is an easier way to do it than the 40 step process i put myself through

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nocofamilyau · 3 months

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man wtf is up with him?? (15/24)

#noco family au #total drama #total drama noah #total drama noco #total drama cody #noco lore #don't worry im not dead #just needed a break from this comic #just a bit of a breather #think of it as a lil intermission #but yea ill stop putting out rough points in time where ill claim this arc will be done #ill just end up disappointing myself and probably others #don't get me wrong I want to get this arc done #really want to open up asks again #but yea wanna get this outta the way first #sorry for all the troubles

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theriverdraws · 2 years

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angelhht · 5 months

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Merry Christmas!🎄❄️☃️🎁

#fire emblem three houses #fe3h #fire emblem #byleth #byleth eisner #fire emblem heroes #feh #fireemblem #byleth fire emblem #claude von reigen #dimitri von blaiddyd #edelgard von hresvelg #first time putting so many characters in one XD #so very complicated but so nice to look at #Im glad I gave myself this challenge!

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strawbebbiesart · 1 year

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downstream 🫧🪸

#sasha's art #digital art #artists on tumblr #Illustration #illustrators on tumblr #1k #i made this a few weeks ago as concept art for a merch design competition for a sweetwater aquarium #nothing came of it but i am not sad about it #in fact!! i'm very proud of myself for going way out of my comfort zone and putting my art Out There #this was the first time i did something like that!! made a whole Project #this was obviously only the concept art and not the finished Product but i really like it #idk how well it goes with the other stuff i do but!! here it is anyways i hope u enjoy it!!#it's a catfish

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mattodore · 4 months

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ria, pack leader of three

#river dipping #alessandria zeferino #lykos #ts4 #ts4 edit #ts4 cas #simblr #LYKOS OCS WE'RE SO BACK......#FIRST OF THE FOUR TO GET THE FULL MAKEOVER TREATMENT LOOK AT THEM!!! MY DARLING!!#a butch werewolf oc can mean so much to a dyke on their little computer <3 #i was in cas suffering more than jesus while updating ria's sim #not only bc i was like. fuck what do i put on ria's sim? but also bc i was fending off the unholy urge to get [redacted]#need them to grab me by the jaw and ask if i like how their **** is ******* ** ** ** **** ****** **** **...........#crossing my fingers the strap WILL be getting me pregnant #sadly </3 their pointy little ears and fangs aren't visible here... dionte's are always out bc his hair is short #but ria and delphi's are hidden by their hair... huge sigh #also i couldn’t decide which hair to give them so. you get both <3 #…also ria goes by any pronouns really ig #but i use they most often 🤷#anyway. this took up so much of my time idk why i decided to do all the lighting myself it takes forever 😭 time to scroll 🧑‍💻

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quirkle2 · 2 years

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so i've seen a lot of people headcanon wars' hypothetical dark world form being some beautiful, majestic, possibly otherworldly creature

but hear me out.

#qkdraws #suncaster au #suncaster legend #suncaster briar #suncaster warriors #ferret wars #the legend of zelda #legend of zelda #tloz #loz #loz au #zelda au #i cannot explain how i came to this conclusion #all i can tell u is that it is correct.#GOD this was fun to draw actually. i already miss working on it and i put my ipad away like 2 minutes ago #did a First this time; i actually just randomly picked colors myself for twilight #shocking!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! what is ci doing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! never been done before!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#i ran out of characters for exclamation points !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#i like to put down shitty ass colors at first and then put as many layer filters as i need on top to get it to look right #and then i just . color pick each New color that i got from that and Study them all until they make sense #<- my learning process. <3 #so i put layer filters on top of legend. and then Studied it. and then moved onto twilight and picked the colors myself #riveting story jay who cares #i learn a shit ton by doing that actually. very useful very fun #anyway enough of me being annoying . ferret warriors #i think my logic here was: ferret = silly. ............ my warriors: ...........Also silly #idk why i put so much time and effort into crack treated seriously but. we're here now #He's Just a Little Guy #Silly Little Dude

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roachemoji · 4 months

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🤡 ⭐️ funny little cardigan 🌙 ❤️

maybe I'll actually dress up and style an outfit or something

#bo posting #my art #crochet #granny square #FINALLY TOOK BETTER PICTURES!!!!!!!!! AUGH #im still unbelievably proud of this #enjoy me never shutting up about it #its the first thing ive finished.... in months #and i feel like crying #ive been so envious of everyone around me being able to even hold a pen #and i had to chanel my creativity elsewhere and that was in this and this only #i was tired and felt guilty for how sick it made me feel to be in artistic spaces #or seeing my friends draw #like??? unproductive. helps no one?? 🗞💥🧠#so this was my solution #its the only creative thing thats made me happy in a long time #its the only creative thing that ive done for myself lately too #doing something creatively for other people has been hard #wahhhhhhh #i want to put my creative energy ive put into crochet into more things. i dont like how hard thats been #idky i havent been able to talk about it #like articulating it properly is one thing but like? never... even tried #i think it hit when it was the only thing i could tell my therapist that i could do that made me happy rn #the only expectations were my own #wow i did NOT intend to vent but hey thanks for reading 💏💖💋💞

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artsyunderstudy · 23 days

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You Never Kiss Me When You're Sober

Rating: Explicit

Words: ~3.8k

Chapters: 1/6

Summary:

Baz and Simon have been roommates since their first year of uni, and they've hated each other for just as long. Well, Simon certainly hates Baz. Baz, of course, is completely and utterly and hopelessly in love. And a few drunken kisses turned snog session turned rutting against their shared flat door can't possibly change that. Right?