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another tmagp theory that i'm not fully convinced of but it makes me happy
what if, TMAPG celia is TMA celia like they're the same person, and she's there to retrieve jon & martin and bring them home
now, i don't have solid reasoning for this i just want jon and martin to see basira and melanie and georgie and the admiral again
but okay
celia's name was lynne hammond (from mag100) and i didn't catch this before but since they're voiced by the same person logically her name in this universe would be lynne too right? and the "not feeling fear anymore" could that be a consequence of the domain that took everything from her?
why would TMA celia go into this alternate universe? if she really did, the rip at hilltop road is still there and she could probably get back. maybe it was an accident, maybe she was in the panopticon when mag200 happened, or maybe basira melanie and georgie want jon & martin back. maybe celia offered to go because she has nothing to lose, after losing it all
she ended up at the OIAR, where jon and martin (maybe) are trapped in the computer. why else would she be there? complusion maybe?
i want jon and martin to go home but without an explanation of the events of TMA we won't ever logically meet them, since the writers say listening to TMA isn't required to understand TMAGP. celia could be the one who explains it, or maybe norris and chester explain it through statements and it reveals celia's involvement. either way there needs to be some explanation of TMA in the podcast if we want to see jon&martin out of the computer
anyway i need them to just go home :( celia has so much potential and i'm so excited to see where the writers take her
#this was a long ass post huh#i just want them to be safe#the magnus protocol#tmagp#magnus protocol#the magnus pod#tmagp spoilers#tma spoilers#tmagp theory#celia ripley#lynne hammond#jon sims#martin blackwood
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the thing about art is that it was always supposed to be about us, about the human-ness of us, the impossible and beautiful reality that we (for centuries) have stood still, transfixed by music. that we can close our eyes and cry about the same book passage; the events of which aren't real and never happened. theatre in shakespeare's time was as real as it is now; we all laugh at the same cue (pursued by bear), separated hundreds of years apart.
three years ago my housemates were jamming outdoors, just messing around with their instruments, mostly just making noise. our neighbors - shy, cautious, a little sheepish - sat down and started playing. i don't really know how it happened; i was somehow in charge of dancing, barefoot and laughing - but i looked up, and our yard was full of people. kids stacked on the shoulders of parents. old couples holding hands. someone had brought sidewalk chalk; our front walk became a riot of color. someone ran in with a flute and played the most astounding solo i've ever heard in my life, upright and wiggling, skipping as she did so. she only paused because the violin player was kicking his heels up and she was laughing too hard to continue.
two weeks ago my friend and i met in the basement of her apartment complex so she could work out a piece of choreography. we have a language barrier - i'm not as good at ASL as i'd like to be (i'm still learning!) so we communicate mostly through the notes app and this strange secret language of dancers - we have the same movement vocabulary. the two of us cracking jokes at each other, giggling. there were kids in the basement too, who had been playing soccer until we took up the far corner of the room. one by one they made their slow way over like feral cats - they laid down, belly-flat against the floor, just watching. my friend and i were not in tutus - we were in slouchy shirts and leggings and socks. nothing fancy. but when i asked the kids would you like to dance too? they were immediately on their feet and spinning. i love when people dance with abandon, the wild and leggy fervor of childhood. i think it is gorgeous.
their adults showed up eventually, and a few of them said hey, let's not bother the nice ladies. but they weren't bothering us, they were just having fun - so. a few of the adults started dancing awkwardly along, and then most of the adults. someone brought down a better sound system. someone opened a watermelon and started handing out slices. it was 8 PM on a tuesday and nothing about that day was particularly special; we might as well party.
one time i hosted a free "paint along party" and about 20 adults worked quietly while i taught them how to paint nessie. one time i taught community dance classes and so many people showed up we had to move the whole thing outside. we used chairs and coatracks to balance. one time i showed up to a random band playing in a random location, and the whole thing got packed so quickly we had to open every door and window in the place.
i don't think i can tell you how much people want to be making art and engaging with art. they want to, desperately. so many people would be stunning artists, but they are lied to and told from a very young age that art only matters if it is planned, purposeful, beautiful. that if you have an idea, you need to be able to express it perfectly. this is not true. you don't get only 1 chance to communicate. you can spend a lifetime trying to display exactly 1 thing you can never quite language. you can just express the "!!??!!!"-ing-ness of being alive; that is something none of us really have a full grasp on creating. and even when we can't make what we want - god, it feels fucking good to try. and even just enjoying other artists - art inherently rewards the act of participating.
i wasn't raised wealthy. whenever i make a post about art, someone inevitably says something along the lines of well some of us aren't that lucky. i am not lucky; i am dedicated. i have a chronic condition, my hands are constantly in pain. i am not neurotypical, nor was i raised safe. i worked 5-7 jobs while some of these memories happened. i chose art because it mattered to me more than anything on this fucking planet - i would work 80 hours a week just so i could afford to write in 3 of them.
and i am still telling you - if you are called to make art, you are called to the part of you that is human. you do not have to be good at it. you do not have to have enormous amounts of privilege. you can just... give yourself permission. you can just say i'm going to make something now and then - go out and make it. raquel it won't be good though that is okay, i don't make good things every time either. besides. who decides what good even is?
you weren't called to make something because you wanted it to be good, you were called to make something because it is a basic instinct. you were taught to judge its worth and over-value perfection. you are doing something impossible. a god's ability: from nothing springs creation.
a few months ago i found a piece of sidewalk chalk and started drawing. within an hour i had somehow collected a small classroom of young children. their adults often brought their own chalk. i looked up and about fifteen families had joined me from around the block. we drew scrangly unicorns and messed up flowers and one girl asked me to draw charizard. i am not good at drawing. i basically drew an orb with wings. you would have thought i drew her the mona lisa. she dragged her mother over and pointed and said look! look what she drew for me and, in the moment, i admit i flinched (sorry, i don't -). but the mother just grinned at me. he's beautiful. and then she sat down and started drawing.
someone took a picture of it. it was in the local newspaper. the summary underneath said joyful and spontaneous artwork from local artists springs up in public gallery. in the picture, a little girl covered in chalk dust has her head thrown back, delighted. laughing.
#writeblr#warm up#this is longer than i wanted i really considered removing that part about myself and what i went thru#but i think it really fucking bothers me that EVERY time i talk about being an artist#ppl assume i just like. had the skill and ability to drop everything and pay for grad school.#like sir i grew up poor. my house wasn't a safe space. i gave up a FREE RIDE TO LAW SCHOOL. for THIS. bc i chose it.#was it fucking hard? was i choosing the hard thing?? yes.#but we need to stop seeing artists as lazy layabouts that can ''afford'' to just ''sit around and create''#when MANY - if not MOST - of us are NOT like that. we have to work our fucking ASSES off. hard work. long and hard work#part of valuing artists is recognizing the amount we sacrifice to make our art. bc it doesn't just#like HAPPEN to us. also btw it rarely has anything to do with true talent.#speaking as someone with a chronic condition i hate when ppl are like u have it easy. like actively as i'm writing this my hands r#ACTIVELY hurting me. i haven't been posting bc my left hand was curled in a claw for the last week#this isn't fucking luck. after a certain point it's not even TALENT. it's dedication & sacrifice.#''u get to flounce around and do nothing with ur life'' is a narrative that is a direct result of capitalism#imagine if we said that about literally any other profession.#''oh so u give up 10 yrs of ur life to be a doctor? u sacrifice having a social life and u get SUPER in debt?#u need to work countless hours and it will often be thankless? well i wish i was that lucky''#we should be applying that logic to landlords ONLY#''oh ur mom and dad gave u the money to buy a house? and all u did was paint it white and rent it? huh.''
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you know it's bad when i read svsss and tgcf, stories about just two guys falling in love and getting together, and think, "god i wish i were in between them."
gay little domestic cottage core life with binghe and qingqiu? please and thank you. being sandwiched by hua cheng and xie lian, two pretty men who are hundreds of years old? i am blushing, kicking my feet and giggling
and again, it's not even that i would want only one of them. like in both of the relationships, the two love each other too much to the point it'd feel wrong if they were separated! it wouldn't feel complete, so you gotta be with both of them!
but that's the thing; i just?? i feel so incredibly guilty whenever i think about being loved by these mxtx couples??? like it's so stupid but i feel like i'm intruding in on something and it's like, everyone else seems to just want them together only, not wanna be with them. like it's fuckin taboo or whatever
i feel like with any other character from any other media it'd be fine to simp for and write/read x readers of them, but when it comes to these books, it's off limits! no way, what are you, crazy? yes, yes i'm unhinged and desperately want their love and affection simultaneously. i want to be in a happy little poly relationship with these overpowered beautiful men with long hair.
i can't be the only guy or whoever to feel this way?? to wanna be kissed by these characters? sandwiched?? i have two hands for christ sake and they all look so happy together and im just like "lord i wanna be with them so much". someone tell me i'm not alone cmon <\3
#okay i havent read mdzs yet but i'll probably feel the same way#god i just wanna be in between shen qingqiu and binghe or hua cheng and xie lian please please#im sad im queer and im ready for a gay poly relationship with these mfs#i love them all#i remember seeing some post where it was like 'hua cheng x fem reader headcanons'#and i was like 'huh thats interesting. not fem but i'll check it out bc ive never rlly seen anything like that'#and then it was like 'he'd leave you for xie lian' and it was fucking hilarious actually#but then i saw the comments on that post and they were all like 'omg i was about to unfollow and block you' 'thank god' etc#and i was just like#'damn?? do people really not like this type of stuff when it comes to danmei novels or smth?'#i don't know if it was just bc it said fem reader or bc yk it's danmei and hua cheng and xie lian are very much in love and happy#but it lowkey kinda got me self conscious lmao and i was hella feeling bad#also no hate to that poster or those commenters im just a lonely queer man#'he would leave you for xie lian' was fucking brutal though i laughed my ass off at thag KAHSNZJ#please i swear i wont stand out too much i can fit in i have long luxurious hair too let me show you my hair care routine guys </3#svsss#mxtx svsss#luo binghe#bingqiu#tgcf#heavens official blessing#mxtx tgcf#mxtx novels#mxtx characters#hua cheng#xie lian#hualian#shen qingqiu#the scum villain's self saving system
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Eueyeuehej3u2u3uuueueueeeee33 *dies*
#bart allen#tim drake#dc comics#eheueueheuehee#havent drawn in so long#im HERE#missed posting but schools been kicking my ASS#these two guys r keeping me sane#dc#tims uneven eyes 🤩#barts saying#huhhhh huhhh amirite??? huh huh tim huh huh am i am i#thefridge
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Baldur's Gate 3 (2023) | Platform: PC
#baldur's gate#baldur's gate 3#bgedit#bg3edit#gamingedit#gale of waterdeep#gaming#pc#mine:baldursgate#mine#long post#spoilers#very long post but how can I not gif the whole thing#if god gale is his bad ending then why he hot huh?#I for one fully support my arrogant silver surfer looking ass hubby
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Wanna see old ass stuff/concepts?
Here
#I'm not tagging them#You can tell this is old cuz Kirby looks to pure#Doodles#CapnArt#I say old ass but it was like#A year ago#God a lot has changed huh#Long post
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INVINCIBLE COMIC SPOILERS
LIKE MASSIVE SPOILERS
The weirdest thing about watching Invincible is seeing Ollie still be a cute lil baby while knowing exactly what's gonna happen.
Like of course it's like that for everyone. Rex, Rudy (aka Rex as well itc). It's especially painful watching them drag out Amber and Mark's breakup and sitting there like that one Frank Castle meme.
But it's different for Ollie. Watching this cute baby coo while they try to think of a name for him just, idk it hits differently. It's like I receive flashes in my mind.
"Awww what a cute baby. Isn't he just adora-"
"Oh. Oh yeah. Oh jeez."
#invincible spoilers#its kinda the same reading the comics but something about the show taking so long due to being a whole ass tv show makes it hit harder#so damn excited to see Thragg though#less excited for Anissa#aka not at all excited. im gonna be so pissed every time she talks#although i would be lying if i said i wasnt curious at how the shows gonna handle that plot#hopefully with the seriousness and sincerity the comics did#and maybe also just kill her instead of the... not great “redemption” arc#itll be cool to hear jk simmons say “what did you do to my son” tho#invincible comic#invincible series#invincible#mark grayson#nolan grayson#omni man#oliver grayson#grand regent thragg#man it's just common for the majority of my posts to be in the tags huh#OH and itll be so so damn cool to see them dig through the planet. ugh i cant wait
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hello leovor community. 🧍🏻♀️
#assassin's creed#ac valhalla#eivor varinsdottir#eivor varinsdóttir#eivor wolfkissed#eivor wolfsmal#leofrith#leovor#HAVING A NORMAL ONE!!!#i accidentally somehow got leofrith to roam away from the one little spot he usually paces around on the docks#don't ask me how i did it bc i have no idea and will never be able to replicate it 😭#anyway!!!! battle couple#the height difference is making me sick he's a full head taller than her what the FUCK!!!!#i don't usually post my captures. huh.#mostly bc it's a pain in the ass to transfer from the ps4 and i can't be bothered#but the ps5 lets you do photo transfers on the app fucking FINALLY so#this is a very long-winded way of saying MAYBE i will start posting some more vp once i start my ps5 playthrough#they'll probably look way better on ps5 too cause these are looking a bit. crunchy 😵💫#mine#virtual photography
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Now that the translations are out I gotta say that IF this is trully how it ends for him, I'm disappointed. Like I was never under the illusion that Gojo would've survived till the end of the manga but this just feels so... off? So underwhelming, almost? Like, it feels incomplete and granted, Gege has killed characters that, arguably, weren't finished with their arcs (Nobara, Nanami) before but even if we take that into consideration this one still feels so wrong to me.
Obviously I wanted Gojo to win and obviously everyone knew that he wasn't going to (historically, he has always lost something so important whenever he 'wins' a battle that it renders his victory almost meaningless) but killing him off screen, even with all of the explanations, when he was straight up folding Sukuna's shit for like 10 chapters straight just feels cheap and Sukuna's victory actually feels undeserved to me bc of it.
He was on the defence most of the fight. He pulled out every single thing he could from Megumi's CT and STILL got his ass handed to him multiple times. Im gonna be real, despite me making fun of his ✨fraud-core✨ chapters, I like Sukuna. I like him a lot as a character and as an antagonist and so I want to see his victory actually mean something, or be hard won since this was a fight between THE pillars of the jujutsu world. Perhaps if he killed Gojo with his own CT it would have felt more right ? Maybe..
Besides all of that, what happens now? What could possibly be done against Sukuna now that The Strongest is out of the picture? Kashimo, and let it be known that i love him dearly, will be folded in probably 2 chapters max. Yuta (<3), Yuuji, Maki, Hakari and his domain will not be enough.
Like sometimes I feel like people just either forget or don't grasp the sheer depth of the power gap between Gojo and EVERYONE else. It's just so insanely large that after defeating him, Sukuna is trully unstoppable. And if Gege pulls some shit and has him defeated regardless, then that will just be bad writing and Gege, for all I curse him on the daily, isn't a bad writer.
Truth be told, whenever a chapter ended before, I wasn't all that scared that Gojo was done for solely because the manga would have ended. Like, in universe, if Gojo goes down then it's a wrap for everyone else pretty much immediately (like mans got sealed and not even 10minutes later everything went to hell in that godforsaken train station) so now that this has happened I trully wonder where this will go from here?
#im just... idk feeling a lot of things abt this chapter#on another note MAKI COMFORTING YUUTA IN THAT ONE PANEL MAKES ME WANNA D WORD#yuuta my beloved this wasnt ur fault you would have been attommized the moment u stepped foot on that battle field#this was just me having to get these tought outta my head bc. it was driving me up the walls#i have. somewhat. of a trust in gege that he will somehow pull through#and by that i mean i have faith in his writing skills#gege when i catch ur ass in hell its so over for you#anyways someone check on shoko and yuuji before i track down this fukass one eyed cat and make him into wet cement#i trully hope that his pillows are warm on both sides. unless he enjoys that. in which case i hope they r blocks of ice#jjk spoilers#jjk 236#gojo satoru#pebbles (me) ramblers#long post#-ish#the anime ep tho... the amount of Toughts i have are just. unlimited#gotta say the decision to make him gigfle when he was making hanami into wall paint was DIABOLICAL#feral gojo my absolute beloved you are so mentally ill its insane#im NOT talking abt the box. im NOT. thinking abt gojo's 'huh?' when he heard kenjaku calling him i am NOT subjecting myself to that again#okkotsu yuuta#jjk thoughts#jjk sukuna#its 2.20am and im so so 'eepy#youtube play 'mr loverman'#jujutsu kaisen
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first cringetober prompt! heterophobiachromia!!
#cringetober#art#original art#my art#heterochromia#oc art#probaly wont do all the prompts but ill try my best!!#hopefully i can kick my several years long artblock in the ass with this ?#anyways. havent posted any art in a GOOD while huh!! grinssss
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Kenji seems like the type of guy who would ask p3-kun to practice kiss with him. you know like, no homo and all that. just two dudes kissing for "practice".
#mar kenji posting#kenji tomochika#persona 3#''hey dude you wanna practice kiss with me? not in like a gay way just for like... our future girlfriends y'know?''#''...uh huh sure''#p3-kun goes with a lot of bs in some of his SL he probably would go with this too#plot twist its all well and good until kenji realises he actually like kissing p3-kun#and suddenly it's not so no homo kissing practice with his bestie#and now he's feeling weird and oh god he can't possibly let p3-kun know this#except spoiler alert kenji is not subtle(tm) and p3-kun knew this whole time lmao#after ages kenji confesses what he's been feeling and p3-kun just bluntly states ''yeah i already knew that'x#and after a long time kenji finally confesses and p3-kun just goes ''yeah i already knew that ur not subtle dude''#and kenji just stares at him flabbergasted bc tf you mean you knew this whole time?? and didn't say anything???#(more spoiler alert p3-kun liked it to but he was too neurodivergent to say anything)#(they totally just sat there for like 10 minutes looking at the floor bc wtf do you even say after that)#whoops I'm gonna write a whole ass fic in the tags at this point#I'd actually write that but im not that great at writting orz#also hi if you read all that i hope you have a nice day :D
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transformers oc... idk. one's in a more modern au the other's futuristic.
#chicken doodles#I haven't posted anything here in a long ass time huh#I want to clean up my Tumblr too...#transformers#transformers art#maccadam#tf oc#tf prime#tfp
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#this episode knocked me on my ass#and this scene ...wow...WOW beautiful#corporal klinger#mash 4077#maxwell klinger#m*a*s*h#s6e5#War of Nerves#Dr. Sidney Freedman#sidney freedman#god DAMN sidney episodes huh?#long post#sorry but this is all so important#this has so much potential and weight to it
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In light of the "Lucy looks for a new apartment" line in the 2x05 press release synopsis, it’s been fun going back and seeing all the tidbits the show’s dropped about how Kacy is learning and reacting to each other’s living habits. Seeing as it’s Lucy who’s probably going to be moving in with her, I’m guessing it’s intentional that they’ve been highlighting Kate’s reactions. Even though Lucy’s the one over all the time, she hardly ever says anything about Kate’s apartment.
2x01: Kate being surprised that Lucy’s cooked her a whole breakfast buffet with plates conquering every single flat surface of the apartment, Lucy seems to respond to a lot of things with, “you know that I’m from Texas,” Kacy honeymoon phase in Ernie’s lair, Kate makes her bed everyday immediately after waking up (implied that Lucy does not), Lucy would eat pizza everyday if she could (Kate sounds both disbelieving and fond of it all the same)
2x02: their coffee spot seems to be right outside of Kate’s apartment so 👀
2x03: Lucy thinks Kate’s good at decorating, Kate in wide-eyed shock that Lucy would even bring up the state of her apartment in front of people even as a joke and pounces on the chance to pile on, Kate likes organizing, her mom used to say “clutter is just delayed decision-making”
2x04: Lucy wore one shoe out to her car from Kate’s apartment, only keeps single extra shoes in her car instead of whole pairs, thinks it’s silly that Kate would even ask her how she knows which shoe she’s going to lose, Kate becoming increasingly more flabbergasted the whole time
Interesting that they’re introducing this ‘potentially moving in’ storyline so soon after they’ve started dating for real and started learning more about each other. And it’s been amusing seeing Kate and her progressively more confused expressions every time we learn more about Lucy. But above all, it’s been great to see how super smitten and in love with each other they’ve been ever since they got back together and you can see it even in the smaller moments. Like Whistler walking in holding Lucy’s shoe and openly talking about her leaving it behind at her apartment vs. S1 Whistler being all coy about them seeing each other to the point of hiding Lucy’s tennis bracelet in some security forms (and Ernie going up to Kate and asking about their “glass slipper situation” vs. Ernie being slightly more lowkey asking Lucy about them in s1)
So, keep making those goofy expressions Kate Whistler, because no matter how perplexed you might be by the way she lives, Lucy Tara is going to be looking for a new apartment and you're still going to ask her to move in with you despite it all.
#ncis hawaii#ncis hawai'i#kacy#kate whistler#lucy tara#i really made a long ass post about kate basically going 'damn you live like this' to her gf huh#if the ep does not end with kate asking lucy to move in im gonna look like a real clown LMAO#ngl i thought building up to them moving in together would be their arc for the season#or at least till mid season but the synopsis for 2x05...#and lucy looks so soft and in love in kates hallway in that one screencap#justice for lucys apt#ik filming at these places must cost a chunk of change and scheduling must be killer#theyve already built tennants house in the studio but man!#i just know if i saw lucys 'messy' apartment id say oh mood LMAOOO id feel seen#there is absolutely no analysis or reason for this post to exist#besides that im obsessed with kate going wtf lucy tara you live like this??? i need more of that in my life
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my absence.
hey fellas. I haven't been on this acc in weeks...
to tell y'all the truth, I was real burnt out for a while so I decided to start up a new separate blog and I've been livin' there for a while. I thought "there's nothing new about Metallica to post anymore. I'm burnt out on the band and if I continue any longer I'll ruin them for me."
however I should've known I'd inevitably come back... and I have come back with some great news.
guess what?
I saw Metallica at the Arlington M72 No Repeat Weekend shows. Both nights. Now I feel the spark and I'm ready to ramble abt Metallica again because the love has been nonstop for DAYS now and I don't think it's stopping anytime soon.
concert media may come soon but I screamed and ugly cried too much for me to want to post all the videos lmao... it was life-changing though, a dream come true.
so yeah. Explanation for my Tumblr absence, and my long-awaited return... so what's new, metallimutuals?
#random thoughts w/ hardy#my long awaited return post huh?#idk how long thisll last but i hope it lasts a while#metallica#<- its relevant dont get my ass for tagging this on smth not completely met related
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HOMEBOY JUST GOT A RAISE, A CONCERT VENUE TO PLAY AT AND AN APPRENTICESHIP HE WAS HOPING TO GET AS A PART OF HER UNI EXTRA CREDIT REWARD !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#thanking god 4 insta which gave me the new venue me and my band can play at news#thanking god 4 whatsapp which gave me the raise news !!!!!! i /Needed/ this money y'all i cant stress how much i was struggling with#thanking god 4 gmail which gave me the apprenticeship news ive wanted this for a long ass time !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#yo girl getting that academic validation boi!!!!!!!!#anyway.#idk why im making this post.#very happy all at once ! just. Wow. sometimes my hard work pays off huh 💗#sara says#also#sara lore#i think
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