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happy psmd anniversary!! at least, if you're going off of the JP release date. here's my cover of the main theme to celebrate :^)
i feel like no one really talks about this song despite it being the first one you hear (not to mention it plays every time you boot up the game). i really like how it mixes in the partner's theme with the traditional PMD motif! it's an upbeat song that i enjoy a lot!
#pmd#psmd#pokemon mystery dungeon#super mystery dungeon#piano cover#didn't have time to draw anything fancy for this one 😔#this is song 1 in the piano suite btw!#this one was so hard to play ough#technically i'm a day late because the 17th passed in japan already...#ste plays piano#ste blog
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hii could i req an soft dom arlecchino x sub/fem reader?? something w a really needy whiny reader n maybe like a mommy kink or thigh riding IDK tysm for ur time !
{☆} characters arlecchino
{☆} notes drabble, fem reader, sub reader
{☆} warnings 18+ content
"Slowly, doll. We're not in a rush." Arlecchino reprimands lightly, squeezing your hips with just enough force to keep you unmoving on her thigh– she was still being gentle, but the subtle warning in her tone spoke to how easily she could push you against the desk and turn you into such a mess that you couldn't even remember your own name..just that you were hers.
But the barest hint of stimulation from her slacks pressed against your throbbing cunt had you twitching, barely able to form words. All you could think about was the scorching, twisting need building in your stomach, desperation for relief slowly climbing until you'd think she was doing this on purpose to drive you mad.
"Please– 'm a good girl, right? I've been good.." You choked out, only to be met with the rough, husky laugh echoing in your ear that made you feel dizzy with a rush of need, her nails gliding along the skin of your hips as she pressed you down even more firmly– you couldn't see her face but it was easy to imagine the crooked smile twisting her lips at the way you inhaled sharply and tried to buck against her thigh.
"Shh. I know, doll. I've got you, just relax." She murmured in that sickly sweet tone that always had your knees buckling, the raspiness of her voice sending shivers down your spine. It was almost impossible to relax with her so close, the notes of metal lingering on her skin despite how well she presents herself– but you trusted her, despite how you know you shouldn't.
"There we go. Good girl." Arlecchino's grip on your hips loosened just enough for you to move if you so wished, and oh did it take every ounce of restraint to not do just that..she hadn't said you were allowed to, and you weren't about to spoil her good mood by being a brat. Not tonight, anyway. "Do you want to cum, doll?"
The fervent nod you offer in place of words draws a laugh from her lips, one that is almost mocking, making your face flush in embarrassment– but the sudden tap against your hip makes your mind go blank to the point you forget it all together, focused only on the feeling of her thigh rubbing against your cunt as you bucked against her thigh, the fabric slick and wet against your inner thighs. You'd have half the heart to be embarrassed about that, too, if not for the sudden brush of her thumb against your aching, neglected clit. Just that small touch has you speeding up your movements, practically drooling as you whimpered like a dog in heat.
"That's more like it, doll. Such a pretty girl." Arlecchino hummed, her other hand trailing up your stomach, between the valley of your breasts and ghosting across your throat before settling on grabbing your jaw in a firm, yet almost tender touch as she tilted your head to the side just enough for her to pull you into a burning kiss. It left you lightheaded, grinding down against her thigh as she claimed your mouth as her own, her thumb still ghosting over your clit sporadically.
She'd spent so long teasing you, constantly touching you but never where you needed her, that you already felt like you were going to snap like a wire. She must've been in a really good mood, then, when she pulled away from the kiss with an almost predatory lick of her lips, yet she settled on pressing kisses to your skin rather then the usual sharp bite of her teeth as they sunk into the curve of your shoulder.
"Are you close? Go on. I want to see your face when you cum– you look the prettiest when you finally break apart, doll." Arlecchino mused idly– as if she wasn't talking to you while you continued to rub your aching cunt against her thigh, chasing your own release through shaky, strained breaths. Her thumb swiped over your lips, brushing strands of hair stuck to your skin from your face– at the same time as she swiped her thumb more firmly against your clit, creating a vicious contrast that had you both melting at the barest hint of almost softness from her and the touch of her hand between your legs, dragging you into an orgasm that leaves you trembling and, had she not shoved her fingers into your mouth, screaming, tears pooling in the corners of your eyes.
"All done, little doll. Take it easy." She murmured, voice so quiet you almost didn't hear it, thumb swiping across your cheek to wipe away the stray tear, her hands pulling away to settle on your sides. "You did well– good girl. Let me take it from here."
#genshin impact smut#genshin smut#genshin x reader#genshin impact x reader#minors dni#writing tag#arlecchino x reader#arlecchino smut#i considered the mommy part for half a second but i see arle as the biggest butch and i didnt want 2 swap it on the fly looks around#the projection is just a little too hard my bad. i am obnoxiously annoying abt butch arle...#n e way ough soft arle...........not done enough......arle being rough is a given bc shes Like That but like#soft.......#i am weak for a woman who can do both and switch on a dime#arle imo leans like. 80-90% towards rough but shes got a soft spot if shes in a good mood yknow..#i wrote this at 1 am on like uhhh 2 hrs of sleep if it isnt good uhhhhh blame it on that lol#im just feeling it out rn anyway tryna get into writing proper smut again its been a hot minute oop#passes out and dies ough......................#also did NOT spellcheck i just wrote it all in one sitting and called it a day i am gonna pass out now so if u see a typo....#no u didnt#im not done yet wait a minute okay now just. soft arle got me okay. its rlly rare but shes good at playing nice okay#the appeal of arle is fucked up little creature but sometimes u want 2 be pampered i get it#OKAY im actually shutting up now passes out in the middle of the road
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reading the "after the mind, the world again" ttrpg rulebook and im in love with it
my god i am so affectionate towards them. but MAN this is so fucking cool i wish i wasnt a scared little guy so i could play ttrpgs hkjhd...
#chemi chats#i would love to play any facet i think. preference for motorics or psyche but ough... all of this is so cool :']#however in the way the game is set up it's meant to be argumentative and while i love seeing it i dont want to uh. play it hkjgh#SCARY!! SCARY TO ME!! im nervous and non confrontational!! so i will just read the manuals and think about it really hard!!#this is so interesting to me because i was literally planning a skill ttrpg before i found this one!! my god they did it so much smarter.#i like how they do it here a lot more because i was planning on making character things and move sets for each individual of the 24 skills.#mine would have been much more skills inside-the-mind focused than outside world focused which isn't everyone's ideal#this makes way more sense lmao <3 i will return to my previous idea now that i dont have to fulfill that ecological niche#[gripping my planning document With Force]#task: message please survive
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Yooo you played in the school orchestra? What instrument(s) do you play? :D
i'm not in school anymore (that was years ago) but i went down the piano -> violin -> string bass -> cello pipeline! still have my 19 year old cello (mikey) and my 22 year old violin (sherry). i play them every now and then when i have the time :)
#replies#loki-lock#i just recently bought some new violin books to try and get myself to play more#but working full time really does drain a guy orz#speaking of i need to get sherry fitted for some new pegs#younger me had switched out two of the pegs and now it's mis matched and it keeps slipping#so i gotta call the luthier and see if they can do something about it#i didn't play piano in the school orchestra#and i switched to string bass in 7th grade because the orchestra was only violins and it just sounded not good without lower voices#and then in 12th grade i switched to cello bc all our cellists graduated and we had two bassists come in so i thought why not#i'm already reading bass clef how hard can switching to cello be#tbh once you learn to play one string instrument it's not too difficult to adjust to another one#u just gotta learn to read another clef lmao#ough musical instruments is another thing i could talk about all day if i don't stop myself haha
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finally got around to redesigning my whole house in new horizons :] I personally love my upstairs the most
#☁️.txt#lms if u can#my basements still kind of a wip bc i need more wall stuff lmao#only one room isnt shown cause its hard to get good pics of :( plus i kinda wanna change it so that wont be a problem#it's sooo pretty ough now it just makes me not wanna play the game and just chill in here SBDNDNF#animal crossing#acnh
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has anyone done a life series timeloop au. just any of the life series. im cooking up a secret life one but i also want to read some….. is there anybody out there cooking as well….. im shaking the bars of my enclosure!!!
#trafficblr#life series#life smp#traffic smp#guy whos a fan of persona series voice#‘hey do we have an ng+ au’#anyways mines gonna be scar centred but id also love to do a pearl or gem one#i love to play around with different alliances#like timeloop means u can either keep the same story beats Or change everything up#shake it up on a fundamental level#AND THE SECRET LIFE MEANS NEW TASKS#ough do yall see the vision#secret life scar who isnt used to having friends or allies getting thrown back into the fray ans suddenly Acquiring them#or trying so hard to stay away from them bc its what he knows#also just realized i can have mumscarian in this one lets goooo#sorry got possessed bu a homosexual ghost there#anyways#i think timeloop sl scar could have a really interesting character arc and i want to explore it in relation to new alliances
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cks was making a cameo in my dream and then my alarm woke me up, so. well. okay.
#[art]#[2023]#cks#specifically it was just two still images of them but it was at the very end#had my silly outfit and all its piercings... plus ones I never gave them before? odd.#so I wanted to entertain the ''actors au'' idea but in all honesty they wouldn't make it much beyond a bonus background actor or dancer#(for musicals); they'd forget their lines so often it'd just be a hassle#usually casted as goons/minions/characters that follow someone of authority/in power#height helps; unintentional intimidation factor at times...#pretty unknown! like the rest. except cpn who's well-known for his looks (and acting to back it up)#something something... gestures. a scientist and their creation made of parts and through illegal means#of which someone (swt) is chasing said suspects down except it's hard to exactly realize [cks] is the creation in question at first#so it has that internal conflict as the film goes on of like. ough. aren't they [human] at this point? and ough. illegally made. but ough.#didn't ask to be made. trope of -> creation will not mind if it has to be dismantled and its creator would go through hell to Not let that#happen out of love and. anyways I'm not going to explain the synopsis of the actual plot they play (was kept kind of unknown due to failed#marketing) but i do think they should get to know each other behind the scenes#and something etcetera any homoerotic or romantic scenes they play together Stop being just acting but Oh g-d they cannot confess that.#they're just work colleagues...!! and then there's an ''i love you'' scene and it's all#this is getting too long. bye
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More kazooieposting because why not. What's your favourite stage theme?
let's see... with kazooie, it's probably clankers cavern because i just really like clanker. he's so cool and i like hanging out with him.
with tooie, while i feel like it's everyones favourite, it's gotta be witchy world. it's just such a fun world overall that it's hard to pick anything else.
#ask#anon#if i had to pick seconds for both? lets see... uhh...#maybe treasure trove cove? i feel like its a close second. just really nice level. except for the clams. fuckars.#theres a fun detail i noticed with treasure trove coves music#so theres a little segment in the tune that appears a bit late thats the exact same chord progression as bottles challenge music#and thats so neat to me because like. where do you go to get a few specific cheat codes? bottles minigame#and where do you put those cheat codes in at? treasure trove cove#its just a really fun touch#but ough... my boy clanker.... i cant pick favourites over my boy clanker...#ill get you out of there man. theres a huge sea out there.#as for tooie... terrydactyland? i always loved playing through its world#i remember watching a tier list recently and they had terrydactyland pretty low on the list. because of how empty it is#which is definitely a fair statement. but as a kid i didnt mind honestly#but really its so hard to pick anything over witchyworld. its music. its theme. the different areas. oughhh.....#i even like mr patch. except for like one part of his design that changes with his return in nuts & bolts.#beyond that. fun design. i like him a lot if we can ignore a part of his design.#i also like how proportionally large the interior of the big top is.#the only thing i dislike about mr patch is his actual boss fight. aiming. aiming eggs at his patches. and hes constantly moving about.#most hated themes? uhhh i cant really pick one in kazooie really. theyre all good even if rusty bucket bay sucks#tooie? probably glitter glutch mine. or jolly roger lagoon.#those two i never liked playing through really.#jolly roger lagoon scared the shit out of me as a kid. i hated the ominous deep hole in the middle of the lagoon#and the underwater segment sucks because so much of the level looks the same.#glitter glutch mine... idk what about it i disliked. it was honestly the one level i dreaded playing the most in the early game#its visuals arent the worst but. idk something about it i didnt really enjoy. maybe those damn fps segments.#anyway! thank you for the ask anon!!! :)
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smth smth i hate living but i love living because living is a gift and the most minute second of time that i have been able to love are the some of the best moments of my life smth smth one of the things the bible got right was that you are your brothers keeper. you are responsible for what you have tamed. i love you. let me watch out for you and take care of you. let me keep you with me tomorrow and twenty years from now.
#phase weeps#soooo fucked up about love and living#this and palestine and all the suffering and destruction and how important the most small fragile life is and and#ough my godd#loving is so hard but we need to love we need to understand that living can be one of the greatest things ever and that i hate that i canno#be there in person for those people i wish i could tell them that they have been loved and that people want them to be free and happy and#their children to play and have innocence and#god god its all so terrible#im fucked up about it man
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it makes me so viscerally angry that rule of rose is like $800-1000 nothing should ever cost that much especially not something that used to cost like $15-20
#I JUST WANT TO PLAY ITTTTTTTT#i know i could emulate but ive never emulated before and its such a hassle#even if i did have the money it would be hard to justify bc of how ass the combat and gameplay loop are#i just wanna experience the story myself and go at my own pace and explore the world#ive watched a lets play but that just cant capture the same feeling as playing it#ough#i wish i was like. not a small child in 2006 and i couldve bought all of these ps2 survival horror titles for $15-20#instead of now having to pay $100-1000 per game for a physical copy#the only reason i own sh2 is bc it was a gift#and i wanna collect 1 3 and 4 when i can financially do so#its just such a pain and so unnecessary#i wish studios would do hd re-releases of these games on pc and ps4 or smth#ones that dont suck ass (COUGH SILENT HILL HD COLLECTION COUGH)#bc FUCK the sh2 remake i just want the og in a format that wont cost me $100-200. unrelated lol sorry#anyway. longwinded way of saying liking ps2 survival horror games is a curse and rule of rose is my white whale#mine
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I am quite ready for this month long sports unit to be over, please and thank you :) <- screaming
#quil's unholy underworld#listen I get it. i understand I really do. part of learning a language is learning words that get used that aren't relevant to your life#or interests#but oh my GOD please. please can the sports unit be done this is so hard#it's asI so for the assignments they'll mime playing a sport and be like 'what sport is this?' I DON'T FUCKING KNOW#i've learned about 2 maybe 3 new sports via this unit that I didn't know existedi'm. OUGH#it's easier to learn a second language when you KNOW what's being talked about generally and can rely on your native language knowledge#(you can assume words and fill in blanks and make guesses and look things up)#but I'm SO lost#i'm still doing fine my grades are fine i'm doing the work#but it's SO much harder#since I don't know terms and specifics in english and they're using them in asI#i saw a photo of a sport i'm not convinced is real#i'm doing it but my GOD can we have a new unit please i've suffered long enough#this is the last section of this unit I swear to god if the next one is also about sports...
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do you have any beidou and miko sub headcanons? 👀 i like to think they're both brats, but i think that's just my own biases speaking haha
YES!!! heavy on the brat miko she's a brat even when domming she makes it work dont ask how. i can see snarky sub beidou too ough..
miko is peak brat. she's literally made for it. she will bully you about wanting her to sub but if you pull her hair she's melting like putty. she definitely likes it rough if she's subbing and that goes for you too. expect plenty of bites and scratches.
generally a menace in bed lbr. will absolutely test your patience trying to turn the tables on you just so you can put her in her place. she's a lot quicker and more squirmy then you'd maybe expect her to be, she can and absolutely will try to flip you over. tie her up though and she'll behave..physically, at least. she's still going to be a snarky little shit trying to rile you up until you rail her into the mattress so hard she feels it the next morning. so you better shut her up, huh?
shove your fingers in her mouth, gag her, etc. shes not complaining which. keep her on her toes and switch it up even.
she has excellent control over her tail and ears to not give away her emotions but she kinda loses it if she gets really into it. rile her up enough and maybe she'll let you pull on her tail (please do)
but she also reads as someone who would want a night where you two just go at it trying to dom the other. it really gets her worked up and you might end up bleeding a bit because she gets a little too excited. might get a scar or two in the process. her teeth hurt and she knows how to use them (all the better if you are into it)
beidou, on the other hand..where miko is a little mean (affectionately) beidou feels more snarky then outright. yknow. mean. she feels more like she leans toward being a dom to me but shes absolutely down to sub!! shes just a little surprised at first
especially if your smaller then her though shes LOVES it. shes built like a damn tank she thinks its a little funny (and really hot) and she makes sure you know it. shes crude and snarky but she actually enjoys subbing from time to time that she doesnt really mind it all that much. its nice to let you take the reins sometimes
especially anything involving eating you out/sucking you off this woman is RELENTLESS. acting like she's starved. theres something thrilling about having the tables turned from how she usually does it though. grab her hair and use her and shes putty. especially if you tie her hands up so she cant grab your thighs. she'll whine and pout about it but you both know if she really wanted to she'd snap the bonds like tissue paper.
she definitely feels like someone who prefers subbing by still pleasuring you though, yknow? rather then the other way around. she prioritizes your pleasure even when she subs and it shows!!
feel like her snarkiness really shows if you start ordering her around though. she'll pull out the captain card lightheartedly and purposely be obtuse if she thinks itll rile you up without killing the mood. she'll say no with a cocky smile and then do it anyway, etc. less of a menace then miko but definitely still up to a bit of mischief.
#asks#Anonymous#genshin impact smut#genshin smut#yae miko#beidou#beidou leans heavy toward dom ngl but sub beidou is also so tasty like ough........#ask really nicely (/j) and she'll let you rail her into the mattress if you even make it to her cabin#shes actually appreciative about it though imo. she likes letting loose sometimes and its nice to just give you the reins for a bit#though there are few characters i dont see as switches anyway#miko is like prime switch. she will switch midway thru just to keep you on your toes#you get distracted and suddenly shes the one in control#she wont say it out loud but she thrives off the constant play for power. do the same to her and shes swooning#you might as well have proposed right there and then /j#tried 2 keep it gender neutral since u didnt mention either or so#but also shoving my hcs into this so hard. buff beidou my beloved. didnt mention it but chubby miko too>>>>>>>>>>>>#finally getting back to my roots. lowkey shitposting rather then actually writing.#beidou the wifeguy that you are <3
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always made me think how did castiel have such a high rank in his garrison when he was always a “bad” angel so to speak? like he was simultaneously a really good soldier on the battle field, he was smart and creative he just didn’t do things exactly how heaven wanted.. i know they kept brainwashing him but its SO fascinating to think like heaven saw this and just kept resetting him because he was still effective enough at his job he earned the ranking…………………
#personally i like to think cas cared a lot about the lives of his fellow angels / brothers in arms and that played into it a lot#as in when it came to battles he protected his garrison and didnt lose as many angels in battle compared to others#like angels arent supposed to grieve or feel loss and while they arr hard to kill they are/were essentially expendable when there were so ma#many at one time they could afford to lose some in battle#but cas always cared deeply about his brothers#you know that post how the angels shouldn’t have been seen as such a family and theyre essentially coworkers?#and that other post with that idea but anna and cas ARE siblings?#well this but cas sees his garrison as more akin to family in the way he cares about their lives and leading them#ough#/revelation
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i feel a bit silly for the last post it's like of courseeeee the author would have characters in his story that have a realistic reaction to the main character but i just don't think there's enough discussion about the people in the novel who are weirded out by patrick or even hate him
#the nightclub scene where he tries sooo hard to fit in and the mirror writing scenes are like#maybe the only 2 parts where patrick acknowledges how people outside of his circle see him and it's great#he's at his lowest at both scenes but one is played for laughs and the other is a rare moment of vulnerability for him#ough i love it. i love post break-up patrick so much#post#american psycho#ap
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holy mother of god I need to perform some Serious Body Worship </3
laying my handsome boy down on his stomach so I can rub his shoulders. I wanna hear him sigh while I work the tension out of his muscles and watch him relax under my hands. Walking him through some deep breaths while I place dozens of soft, light kisses on his back and neck.
I wanna hold his hands and kiss his wrists and palms with a religious reverence, I wanna make that boy understand what a privilege it is to have him.
Rubbing his thighs and calves, slowly melting away the stress of the day. Kisses on the backs of his knees while he laughs and tells me to stop that and that it tickles.
Helping that goregous man turn over to lie on his back and climbing carefully on top to straddle him. Leaning forward to kiss him as gentle or as passionate as he likes, for as long as he wants.
Letting my hands wander up to his chest while trailing more of those impossibly light kisses down the front of his throat. Massaging his chest, squeezing and grabbing and just feeling his skin. God.
Kissing his collarbones, trailing my tongue along the dip where they meet under his neck. Slowly working that boy up with teasing touches that only get more and more unbearable.
Let him pull at my hair and moan for me while I kiss every inch of him.
Slowly returning to his lips to kiss him again while I reach down to trail my fingertips over his cunt. <3 This I could do all day. He pants and whines so sweetly into my mouth when I play with his cock. I'm not even trying to make him cum-- not yet. Slowly jerking him off while I push my tongue into his mouth. Rubbing gentle circles while he gets nice and hard from my touch.
I wanna tease his cunt with my fingers, barely slipping them in before going back to playing with his pretty cock. Watching his expression, grit teeth and a damp forehead while I get him utterly, helplessly turned on.
I only wanna hear his pretty whines while I toy with him. Take away everything he's worried about for a while, and he can focus on how good it feels to let himself surrender to it.
Slowly working a single finger into him, fucking him nice and gentle while he whines about how good he feels. I wanna put my other hand in his hair, run my fingers through it while I work a second one into his cunt. Curling them inside him and listening to those pretty sounds when I find that spot. Ough my darling boy <3
I need to feel him grab onto me while I finger him, using his cunt like a toy while he shakes and moans and begs for more. I wanna swallow his words with more kisses and a gentle nod while I oblige this request. Of course, darling.
Fucking him to incoherence <3 Letting him drift in that fuzzy-headed space while I work my fingers soft and slow inside of him. Doesn't need to worry about anything but my hands on his body. I'm right here to keep him safe and make him feel good.
God I miss that fucking boy.
We are gay trans men, cis ppl dni
#💜#I'm YEARNING#evin's#queer nsft#trans nsft#soft#body worship#subspace#t4t nsft#ftm nsft#nsft#ftm sub#ftm dom#ftm mlm#trans mlm
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Hello, I've been reading Ur fics lately (esp with law) and I love them
I was wondering if you could make angst? Like... Let's say there's this big battle, like the one in wano, where reader and law gets separated, but after the battle Law finds reader unconscious and being treated by chopper who then explains they had severe wounds and might need blood transfusion.
It also just happens that he was gonna confess to them after all of the chaos so that they'd be safe in his arms. And that might not even happen since now they have each foot on both worlds.
I'd imagine Law going along with talking to them even if they're unconscious just to keep them here in the living. (If they're alone ofc)
I hope that's alright
OUGH some angst my beloved,,,i can absolutely do that, I hope I do this justice for you!!
[Heads up!: angst, serious injuries, some brief medical talk, hurt/very little comfort, keeping in line w Law literally calling none of the Strawhats by their names, open-ended]
Truth be told, Law doesn't keep much of an eye on you during battles. It's hard enough keeping an eye on what the enemy is doing ㅡ especially if the Strawhats are involved. They ㅡ especially their captain ㅡ have a knack for blowing careful plans out of the water and he's forced to play damage control until it's over.
You're also fully capable of looking after yourself, and he trusts you and your skillset. So when he doesn't immediately find you once things have started settling down, he doesn't think much of it.
When five minutes turns to ten, then to fifteen, then half an hour, however, alarm bells start going off in his head. You've never taken this long to check in with him. Has something happened? Have you beenㅡ
No, he won't let himself think of that option. Not now, not ever. So he keeps as optimistic as reality will allow him ㅡ until he hears his name being called.
"Oi, Law!"
It's Sanji. "What is it, Blackleg?"
The blond's expression is his first warning that whatever it is, it isn't pleasant. "Chopper told me to come get you."
That's his second warning. Eyes narrowing and trying to rifle through potential scenarios from best case to worst, he follows Sanji silently until they reach where Chopper is ㅡ and Law stares at who the little reindeer is desperately trying to patch up.
It's you.
Part of him whispers harshly that this is par for the course, that he's worn out his luck in terms of keeping you safe ㅡ another notes that he's never seen you look more fragile.
"What happened." It's a demand as he takes in the bandages all over you, trying not to think about how most of them are already soaked with blood. Your blood.
He barely hears the explanation above the rising ringing in his ears, but he gathers enough to find it in himself to mentally curse your perchance for heroics. He's told you time and time again that your self-sacrificing attitude will get you into trouble, and now it has. (As if he isn't guilty of it too from time to time, but that's neither here nor there.)
"They need a transfusion," he says, kneels to gather you into his arms, trying not to focus on how limp you are. "I'll take it from here."
If Chopper protests, he doesn't stick around long enough to hear it. From the second he sets foot back on the Polar Tang, it's a blur.
Bandages are stripped from you and replaced, an IV of fluid in one arm, blood in the other. One of the defaults to joining the crew is letting him know blood type so he has it on hand, and he's never been more grateful to have it and less so that he needs to use it.
For the next few hours, Law hardly blinks, barely lets himself breathe ㅡ afraid that somewhere between, you'll slip from him. He can feel the cold circle of death around you, measuring, evaluating. Deciding if you go, or if you stay.
He wants you to stay. If there were ever a way to guarantee that you do, he'd do it now ㅡ but there isn't. So he sits, counts your breath (in, out. Up, down.), and waits.
And he talks.
He tells you that you're a pain, that you need to stop thinking so much of others before yourself, that a quality like that is only admirable until it means a grave instead of life. That you shouldn't be so cavalier with your time, that there are people who care about you, and what are they supposed to do if you die?
He means himself in that too. He's gotten accustomed to your presence, the way you've slotted your way into his routines and habits like you belong, and perhaps, were he a romantic, he'd say you always have. But he hardly has time for that, barely lets himself entertain it ㅡ too soft, too ideal, too good to be true. Always too much of something.
But he wants it, wants you ㅡ wonders if he'll even get the slimmest chance to tell you now. Law could tell you now, but he doesn't. He's afraid if he does, it'll tip the scales further from his favor and he'll undoubtedly lose you.
He can't do that.
It isn't fair ㅡ but when has the world ever felt fit to treat him in a way that could ever be seen as kind enough to be called fair?
#ㅡmine.#one piece scenario#one piece x reader#trafalgar law x reader#law x reader#ㅡanswered.#anonymous#–ml: law.#one of these days i'll go into medical jargon detail
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