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stormblessed95 · 2 years

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Memories 2021 Disc 4

So I asked again when I said I was going to watch memories in full if you would be interested in commentary from me as I did so. There were a lot of people who said yes, so here we are! I have officially watched BTS Memories of 2021. Here are my thoughts as I went. There were 7 DVDs in this one. Reminder that these aren't going to be smoothly written out thoughts. You get these like I'm live reacting, texting my bestie or live tweeting. Lol it'll be in like bullet point format sort of, just... a commentary post as I go. Lol Part 1 Here covers Discs 1 - 3. Part 2 here will cover Disc 4. Hope you enjoy anyway! Let's go!

Disc 4

Butter Jacket Making Film:

I love that they all picked the 6 digits for the mug shot signs that meant something to them. Namjoons was his childhood home units. JKs was the date he moved to Seoul. Tae's meant that he was one of seven. Jin and JK giving Jimin cute heart eyes as Jin measures Jimins height (as he makes himself smaller) on the wall and calling him cute 😍 Jimin jokingly putting his hand in front of JKs face and Jungkook licking his hand 🤣 Jikook meeting eyes at the end so sweetly too.

Jikooks unit shoot was so cute! As was Jimin redirecting his hand from the automatic way it almost went to go pet the back of Jungkooks head instead of just simply putting his arm around him. Lol that muscle memory gets ya everytime! And the way they were fooling around and smiling so much 🥺 Tae looks like he is trying to seduce Yoongi in every photo! He needs to STOP MY HEART CANT TAKE IT! His eyesssss! Lol they were so cute all curled up on the floor though for their Taegi unit shoot! The tension nam2seok tried to keep for their unit shoot but they couldn't stop giggling and having fun during 🤣🤣 vmin bickering over their poses in the ot7 shoot while JK just held Jimin by the waist sneaking his hand underneath his crop top and gently caressing the skin under his shirt on his waist and smiling so much lol OKAY. Post over that here. Everyone giving end of shoot ending mentions and Jimin just continuing to slap at and low key feel up JKs chest. Man though. Everyone looked so good for this shoot! These outfits were top tier! And JK staring so sweetly at Jimin as he gave their ending "see you on day 2!" Ending comment. Lol the LOVE on this day, oh boy!

Day 2 had them at the car wash!! And Jhopes blond and pink hair 😍😍😍 IN LOVE. The editors will NEVER let the Yoongi cat agenda die "Lil meow meow doesn't like the water" and I live for it honestly! Namjoon saying he's never washed a car before because he can't drive 😅😂 Jimin accidentally breaking props at the set because he was goofing off too much 🤣🤣 everyone giving a video camera to record each other and the chaos and unruly dizzy footage we are given 🤣 like toddlers hadn't a camera honestly lmfao. Yoongi filming Hobi and Jimin and Himself. Hobi filming Jin while JK sticks his hand down a flexing Jimins shirt in the background because OF COURSE THEY ARE lol. And all the cute dancing! First Vhope, then Jihope, then taekook. Then all the giggles of the 7 of them playing in the hose. And my heart is so happy! I love seeing them have fun!

Day 3 has them at the beach! And it's fun but it's freezing! Lol Hobi dancing and singing about sandcastles as a staff member tries desperately to keep up with him and keep him covered up and warm in a jacket 🤣 Jimin acting so baby trying to pretend he isn't freezing his ass off 😍😂 Tae (and Yoongi too) in headbands will always be my FAVORITE concept. Give it to me more please. JK ignoring every staff member calling for him as he was engrossed in filming himself write ARMY in the sand like the absolute cutie he is. Lol lol their group shots have them all looking one way together and Jimin being cheeky and looking the opposite direction to grin at Yoongi instead 😂🤣 cuties! And adding on here my post about more jikookery in the jacket making film.

Butter MV Making Film:

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Everyone is watching back some of their shooting and Jikook just complimenting Tae on his flirty demeanor lol. "Not everyone can do that!" The praise! I love seeing it. Lol Tae accidentally kicking Jimin during their duo part of the dance and Jimin saying that since Tae noticed and said sorry, it was all okay. If he hadn't noticed he would've had to be dramatic about it. Lmfaoo all the other members being completely unable to leave Jin alone or stop giving him weird compliments while he was trying to shoot his solo scene. Lol their loving hyung!

The absolute CHAOS of the members during Sugas rap verse. Lmfao pure insanity. The way Hobi was like "what is happening?" And Jimin who was in the process of being lifted and tossed around was like "I literally do not know" 🤣🤣🤣 their giggles though too! So cute. And then Jimin just SHOUTING like mad imitated Tae's sneeze. They can't leave each other alone for a second 😅😂 and the random little chin tap cut we got from jikook. So much fun

Day 2 starts with JK just staring at Jimin as he dances his little heart out lol. I'm glad they always can have fun on set! Jin saying they had to do sexy poses for the opening but that he isn't sexy so he hopes it turns out well. Man, I know you own mirrors!! Everyone packed into the elevator and Yoongi ticking Jimins chin 😭 the captions saying the Miniz find each other adorable! *crying*

3J all Watching Jins freestyle dance with the biggest hype smiles and filming him too. They LOVE Jin! Hopekook both staying to watch Jimin dance too, and Jihope cheered on JK. Hobi saying he stayed to watch and cheer for all the members through their dance 😭🥺 lmfao Tae doing quick arm exercises to show off his muscles in his sleeveless shirt and Sope both keep petting his arms and complimenting his big muscles now 😏🤣 Jin pulling a finger heart out of JKs vest pocket was adorable too. And jinkook always pretending to fight each other non stop! It's how they open up day 3 too!

Legit just having a dance party on the stage set they had and having such a good time. Lol Tae literally dancing up to and for everyone and being so cute. It's absolutely giving "I will marry bts members" vibes. JinMin bickering and playing during the breaks and giggling so much. Jin refusing to leave Jimin alone and let him sit down. Lmfao and of course you know JK has to join in on all the teasing too. My JinJiKook. And all the bickering and fighting for camera time during ending mentions is as always, the most adorable. Their smiles! More Jikookery Clips

Butter Practice Making Film:

I love that Yoongi got there first and started lowkey warming up on his own but how happy he got when Jin showed up, immediately going over to hang out together 🥺 it's also fascinating to watch Kookie show up to practice half asleep, literally FALLING ASLEEP sitting up to getting more and more chaotic as practice goes on. Until he is full on going crazy, sliding around floors on his back and full chaos potential is unlocked 🤣

Vmin are so precious. Working together for their duo dance part in the middle. Jimin said it was hard to see where his spot was that he was spinning into since he was going into it backwards, so Tae said he would hold out his hand so that Jimin could just see easier where he had to go, aka, spin into Taes arms 🥺😂 cuties! Dance leader Hoseok is ALWAYS a pleasure to watch work too!! Seriously though, the break is when chaos reigned. JK had vmin on his shoulders, boxing with Jin, helping (?) Namjoon with his push-ups and just in general acting silly to make his hyungs laugh. Lol he is amazing.

The next jump to dance practices for Butter is after they've all gotten their new hair done for the MV too! Purple hair Koo Supreme 😍 everyone warming up and Jimin helping Tae with his footwork! The encouragement given!! I really truly do love watching Dance Leader Hoseok and Main Dancer Jimin take their craft seriously and be so helpful to the whole group too. And always giving their advice with lots of praise too. It's awesome. Taekook making faces at each other in the back of formation and then in the front at the mirror to make everyone laugh 😂 Jimin teasing JK watching their practice moves back over too 🤣 they work SO HARD but always have so much fun too! And another day of practice starting off just with jikook having fun together playing a game of tag/catch. Their smiles! More Jikookery too.

The Late Late Show with Stephan Colbert Making Film:

The Actual performance should be here too

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Their first promotional activity they've filmed for Butter, which was filmed the stage for even before the song released! Opening with 2seok and Vmin reviewing their choreos together! All the little mistakes made during their first run through in the new place and the shy smiles and giggles coming from those who messed up 🤣 Yoonmin reminiscing over their last time on the show where they did their BWL stage. Vmin having an impromptu chair workout during one break. Jinkook having an impromptu boxing match during another. Besties always having fun! Jimin talking to the cameras, talking about their set and when asked about his hair, sharing it was his idea. JK hovering around the whole time waiting for a good time to jump in and get to tease his hyung. Lol which results in playful smacks and chasing. 😂😂 Staff: "that was an eye catching opening you filmed" Jin: "I was just walking so if that was eye catching, the only explanation is that my face is eye catching" YES JIN know your worth!! Lol Tae watching Jin talking to the camera from the side and whispering into his in ears with his mic and telling him instructions of what to say 🤣🤣 their smiles while having fun together are so cute! The editors throwing Namjoon under the bus for the last filming scene! Lol "we could be done after this one take. Except spot what's wrong in this frame.... namjoon going the wrong direction" 😅🤣🤣 Jin turning to scold Joon right after the director yells cut too 🤣🤣🤣 they were all a little tired and ready to be done! Lol perfect second take though! The members laughter as the whole set has to be reset up, including all the confetti they had fired off 😅😂

Good Morning America Making Film:

The actual performances should be here too!

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Hobi being so excited to perform the tropical remix of Dynamite! The editors calling Yoongi a cat for the millionth time. 3J being silly together in the way background. Jimin climbing the tower after Yoongi to hang off it with him and the editors calling Jimin a cat too. Jikopo smiling at each other as soon as they finish singing Dynamite. Some of my favorite things 😍 Jimin telling Hobi to aim for JKs head with the beach ball while they were singing and Hobi actually doing it 🤣 JinMin starting a game of foot volleyball, with the 94z joining right in too and JK just watching the 4 play with the cutest smile.

I'll never get over Taes ponytail for this performance either honestly! Lol I love it. Vmin trying to decide what to do for their pair choreo and pulling Hobi in to help them decide. Their dance leader! They ended up deciding to do a high five and exchange glances as they walked. Which did look so sweet. Ending mentions at the end of filming were cute. They were all TIRED. Lol Tae leaning all his weight on Jin. Lol and Jikook couldn't have been standing closer together if they tried. 😂 AND THEN WE ALSO GET TANNIES WITH A PUPPY CONTENT! Which was clearly incredibly distracting for the members during shooting lmfao

Sirius XM Making Film:

Adding the performance here again too! Plus my post over more Jikookery from this making film too.

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Everyone finding their spots and warming up for the Dynamite performance. JK just sitting there over and over trying to do the bottle flip game. Jimin joining him, getting it in 2 goes and proudly trying to show it off to Jungkook. And then JK warming up with a shout, Jimin = copy/paste. Lol they have tons of fun together always. Staff setting everything up... members goofing off with a playing with the set. Lol Jihope tossing a ball back and forth. JK playing darts and decorating his mic with darts while the poor makeup noona tries to do his makeup around all that 🤣 Jikook randomly holding hands and on/off doing a "grip contest." And their break time turning into a heated Rubix cube solving technique debate. Lol tannies doing a dance party to Butter at the end of the transitions and JK dancing with minimoni! Arms around Joons shoulders and Jimins waist 😍 and Tae riding a bike across the set 🤣 JinMin doing a perfectly in sync ending pose together too!

For the butter set, Jikook keep joking about the set being the inside of Hobis stomach since he ate the butter in the MV. He humors all their BS so nicely 🤣🤣 I always love how much they compliment each other and are so humble about it. Tae telling Jin how good he is at the "know that I got some heat" part and Jin going "its because Jhope taught it to me." 🥺🥺 and during JKs dance Hobi shouting "OH JK! What's with those hips!!" And JK just being so proud and Saying "I really worked hard for that" lol Poor Jimin had his mic break and didn't have any extras so he was trying on everyone else's extra mics before asking for Hobis because Hobi "also has a small head." Lol and Tae taking great "offense" at Jimin saying his head was big. 🤣 basically just saying "we (pointing to JK) have normal human sizes and you just have an extra small head" 🤣🤣 Jimin going "I'm getting to learn more about the members heads today."

Butter (ft. Meg Thee Stallion) Special Performance Video Making Film:

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Jhope saying that Megan did such a great job as a featuring artist that it really inspired him 🥺 I really love their friendship yall. And the fact that it inspired him enough to pull 3J back together for this is AMAZING. I love that he did this! Jimin warming up by playing basketball as soon as he arrives is so wholesome too. When Hobi said they installed the hoop for Yoonmin, he REALLY wasn't kidding!! JK calling Nick, the choreographer, over for help with the dance as SOON as he arrived was really cute. They work so HARD. Whatever you do, don't make a drinking game out of hearing them say "last time" lol you won't survive it!

The comfort they give each other is so sweet. Hobi cheering for them and giving encouragement. Tips shared for a better performance so easily between the 3 of them. Jimin leaning on JK during a break where they watched their performance and massaging his neck and shoulders for him so comfortably. Jungkook also comforting Jimin with some really sweet back rubs too. "Just have fun. Our fans will like it." It's honestly our favorite thing to see! Back for another day of filming because they are PERCECTIONISTS lol. And they take the cutest 3J photos we all still treasure before starting. Jikook goofing off shooting hearts at each other and doing their little meme dance before getting serious. Hobi smiling so cutely at Jimin practicing his facial expressions for the hand choreo and praising JK for his outfit when he comes back wearing white for the 3 of them to match better. Jikook smiling so cutely as they hold hands for encouragement before starting another take, Jimin grabbing Hobi to join all 3 of their hands together 😍 and Hopekook teasing Jimin for those last few "one last take" requests. Lol I really really love our 3J and I feel so blessed they worked this hard to bring us another dance collab!

And this wraps up Disc 4 for memories! My next post will cover the next Discs as well too! Thank you for letting me share! 💜

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taegularities · 1 year

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Hi Riddd

I was just in the shower thinking about what I should ramble to you about tonight and then I come out and see you talking about thirst hours. Now, I'm not the best at explaining my thirsty thoughts tbh but one man has been on my mind recently way too much.

I always claim that I don't have a bias wrecker but Kim freaking Namjoon has always tested me. And the way he's been swearing so much lately and rapping about sex and riding in every collab he's done just 😫😫😫 I'm such a sucker (or slut whichever you prefer lmao) for dirty talk and I just know this man would whisper the dirtiest shit while calling you baby at the same time in his deep ass voice!!!

And I'm not usually that into buff men but you know the way he was filling out that shirt in the sexy nukim mv???? Just fucking imagine him manhandling you on top of him so you can ride him and when you get too tired he just grabs onto your ass and moves you himself!!!

And I just love vocal men in general. When Jungkook did the boxing live and he was grunting all over the place... whew. And the way he enjoys his food so vocally too, all the damns in the cooking live had me on!! the!! floor!! And I just know he can get whinyyyyy too 😔😔😔

Also don't get me started on my newfound strength kink when it comes to him too because he obviously has incredible stamina and strength and just... those are actually thoughts I can't articulate at the moment sksjsnsksksj. I just always think about how he puts in so much effort and wants to be the best in everything he does, so it has to be like that in bed too right??? And that makes me 😵💫😵💫😵💫😵

Anywayyyyy I feel like thirst thoughts aren't supposed to be such long rambles but I'm me lmao and I also didn't feel like separating all of this into different asks.

I feel dizzy now thinking about all of this and also like I've revealed too much about myself lmaooo 😳😳😳 But I had fun so thanks for listening <3

oh my god, you're right, this is a whole new side of you and i'm loving it 👀🥸 LOL NO BUT this is so relatable, bc i've been thinking very hard lately if yoongi's still my bias wrecker. namjoon is fighting his way to me dangerously fast lmao

it's bad enough that he's been such boyfriend material the past months, but the lyrics and the cursing in his recent songs have me on the floor :') i agree, he'd be very very vocal and into dirty talk (cue, expensive girl lmao) which is something i'm a slut sucker for, too, so relatable :')

AND IKR? i truly wonder whether jk knows what his grunts and moans do to us lol like some of it must be on purpose :') and with him being pouty 24/7, i do believe he'd be whiney af :') ajkdhakjd don't worry about the ramble, i actually loved reading through this bc our ivi's a lot more unhinged than we thought 🤣 !!! i'm glad you had fun, too, let's be dizzy together or whuteva 🥲💕

#PLEASE THE BIT ABOUT THE STRENGTH KINK 😭 and him wanting to be the best ?? i never thought of this but 😭 wtf 😭#he wouldn't let you go until you've come 3x at LEAST #also not u wondering in the shower what to talk to me about ilysm 🥲🤍#*thirst night #notes for rid 🌹#ivi <3

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negrowhat · 8 months

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Omg those eras were insane on Changkyun~ I loved them sm- Tho absolutely biased but I biased him during Beautiful/Shine Forever era so those are my two of his~ And I understand that a lot!! Kihyun- I agree- w/pink hair is one of my weaknesses- But Jealousy is hands down my favorite era for him & Hyungwon- But I've loved Stuck (undercut) era, rush hour, dramarama (specifically curly haired), and voyager sm~

Minhyuk, he was my first bias- so I am absolutely partial to white/blond Min- every time he dyes his hair that- I am absolutely floored- But I absolutely agree he ate up Beautiful era-

And lastly, Hyungwon... he didn't get me until Shape of Love- but he's been bias wrecking me since day one- But SoL, Rush, Rush Hour, and aforementioned Jealously~

Do you have a least favorite era for Changkyun where you absolutely homie hopped the whole era? (or is it just me bahbahbea)

And did you have a favorite Shownu era? Since you favor him a bit too-

Undercut Kihyun was super attractive! Honestly the Stuck MV had them all looking so foine! Blonde Minnie is such an unstoppable force! He's literally so freaking gorgeous! Hyungwon's pink hair during Jealousy era was actually life-changing. But also that platinum hair he had during Shoot Out era??? This Hyungwon??

UNBEATABLE! Look at this Dark Prince!

I don't think I have a least fave Changkyun era. He always delivers for me! Always hits. I homie hop every, single era lol.

Favorite Shownu era??? Other than the current era, I'd have to say Beautiful, Shoot Out, and Gambler eras were top notch Shownu eras. Shoot Out era was such an epic era in general. Monsta X has always had some amazing stylists and they really keep our boys looking fly and cohesive through and through. I've never run into a bad era for MX. They always slay. I'm just waiting for the day Shownu dyes his hair some outrageous color. I'm sure the stylists have suggested it and he probably outright refuses lol.

What about you? Fave Shownu Era? Jooheon? And Wonho? You're an OT7 stan right?

#monsta x

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brownieracha · 1 year

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pairing: Felix x reader

wc: 2.5K

genre: fluff

content warnings: none

a/n: this is my first fic so be nice please :)

(ty @georgenootfound for beta reading this ily)

“Oops sorry,” I try looking up from the floor to see who I’ve run into. Literally. All my things are on the floor. Kneeling on the floor next to me I see a young blond man collecting everything that’s spread everywhere.

“Oh! don’t worry” he hands me my last things “I wasn’t looking, it’s totally my fault.”

I finish shoving all my stuff inside the tote bag. I turn back to thank him, but. Wow.

The first thing I can notice is that he looks like an angel. He’s smiling down at me with a charming look in his face. His hair is blond and slightly pushed back, and I can’t help but notice the little freckles decorating his pale skin.

Fuck I love freckles.

“I’m Felix by the way” he scratches the back of his head nervously. Could he get any cuter? “Again, sorry for bumping into you” his deep voice snaps me out of my trance.

I introduce myself back.

There’s not a day that has gone by since that accident. I have not stopped thinking about that Felix. At this point, I don’t even think I can stop.

Thinking about his perfectly styled blonde hair or his tiny freckles decorating his face. The color of his eyes. The way he smiled at me before introducing himself. But the one thing that kept me awake at night was his voice. That deep voice would make anyone feel things they’ve never felt before. How someone who looks so angelic could sound so devilish?

With those thoughts on my mind (always on my mind. I can’t stop), I started the day. Just like every other day, I get ready for work and leave my flat, not forgetting to say goodbye to my cat. On my way to work I stop on a shop nearby to buy some stuff for my little fluff ball. I was wandering through the corridors in the pet shop when I bump into someone.

Again. Can anyone ever look where they’re going?

“Sor-“ I start to apologize to the stranger when, to my surprise I realize who it is. This couldn’t be real, not again. “Oh-”

“Hi Felix” I look up at him before looking down at the floor. God, my shoes really need some cleaning. I chose the worst day to wear these – did it have to be in front of him? I laugh nervously, a little embarrassed. What are the chances?

“Oh hey, didn’t see you there…again” I feel my cheeks going red “It seems like we can’t meet in a normal way.” He chuckles.

“Oh, I wish we could,” I mumble, still looking down at my shoes.

“What was that?” I look up immediately. Stupid, why did I have to say that out loud? I feel my cheeks heating up more- if that’s even possible. I bet I look like a fucking tomato. Crap.

“Huh?” Huh? That’s all I can say? God. I wish I could function like a normal human being. “I didn’t say anything” ugh.

“Are you sure?” A devilish smile paints his face “are you sure you didn’t say anything?” he tilts his head.

Damn. I wish I could disappear.

Instantly.

I don’t know what to say, so I stay silent. I look back down, too embarrassed to keep eye contact.

He grins. “Me too, by the way.”

And with that he turns around and walks away. It takes me a few seconds to process everything that happened.

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icywhatim · 2 years

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Hello for your exchange as game my initials are VAS and my pronouns are she/her thanks:)

So the first thing that comes to mind is your positions, I think you will be a main dancer of your group probably really well known for your skills and also I’m getting your visuals. You will def be popular bc of your looks so your company may make you center since it’ll fit you being a visual and main dancer. You will be quite popular with the general public but also will idols as well. You will be quite social and have a big group of idol friends, you may a social floater and have multiple idol friend groups. A lot of people would genuinely like to be around you but other people would be so jealous of you. I think maybe some of your members would be jealous of how the company sorta favors you and want the attention you get. But I do get some of your members will be happy for you but some members will definitely act sweet to you onscreen even if they don’t like you. You may have dating scandals as a way to bring you down somehow like i said a lot of people are jealous of you. You will probably be biased a lot by fans and I’m getting specifically international fans will really love you and you will be a member people love pulling pcs of. Your concept will def be bright I’m getting maybe Stayc, itzy, twice, really anything in the realm of bright whether it’s cute or teen crush. I’m thinking of pink or blue so maybe those are colors that will look good on you maybe it’s hair that’s considered an iconic era for you or your teasers for a comeback will have those colors incorporated and they will go viral like a lot of people may use it as their pfps…whatever it is those two colors will be somehow associated with you. I’m also thinking you will get brand deals for popular designer brands. I feel like Wonyoung and Jennie would be similar to how the general public views you but fans will see you as quite chaotic full of personality and a bit flamboyant, Dahyun and Sunoo comes to mind idk. You might suffer from a lot of anxiety and it could even affect you physically so you would need to be extra careful with overdoing it as an idol. Anyways that’s all I have lol I hope you liked it!

Hi love! Thank you so much for the reading!

Here yours!

Debut song:

Outfits and mv aesthetic:

I heard this song right away and a piece of the choreography in the pre chorus where there were 6 people on the floor and you in the middle dancing, getting center vibes a lot, you could be an all rounder doing everything in the group and being the more chill member, a lot of recognition over your dancing skills, and stage presence!

I keep hearing YG for some reasons, could debut under them and when it comes to the training you can be envied for being effortlessly talented and always be viewed by everyone? Big CL and Jessie vibes here!

Fans would love how you can have a bit of attitude but having a soft spot Over the members😭😭😭 I love how the whole group is going to be a big family and you all are going to love working together and helping when one member doesn’t feel the best.

You could be an ambassador for a big brand (YSL), getting invited to runways a lot, your group is definitely going to be big, there could be lots of different members that are not Korean so you guys would be famous internationally, KCON and Kpopflex ?

Your fans can make a lot of “x annoying x” about you as there could be a member with maybe too much energy 😭, idols could try to be friends with you, mainly rapper of groups ( Changbin and changmin of the boyz) are definitely going to be in your friends group! Also Ryujin and winter!

Your group can have more of a girl crush concept mixed with mysterious vibes? Definitely a story line that can make people hooked to it👀👀 you can debut as a solo also with really strong lyrics and music!

As for the scandals honestly knetz would like some of the faces you do or the way you look on camera? Like Irene and Jennie with their rbf, so they could try to get you out of the group saying that idols should all be cute and respectful 💀

And you are going to get viral for answering back at the comments of antis and telling like “if you don’t like how I am as a normal human being, you should leave” and I’m crying someone could have called you a visual joke an you’d be “you should look at yourself in the mirror before talking”😭😭 And this type of things could become an inside joke among the fans and the group!

This is all I got for your reading!!

I hope you enjoyed it!💕

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luvholicz · 3 years

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═══ rose

pairing. enhypen's lee heeseung x gn! reader

genre + wc. fluff, pining?? + 0.8k

warnings + notes. none!!! + heeseungs kinda awkward LOL also this was inspired by d.o's 'rose' mv!!!!

the soft breeze courses through heeseung's hair as he bikes leisurely around the city at six in the morning.

not usually one to wake up so early, he basks in the forenoon glow. music leaks from his earphones, a cheerful tune mingling with the soft chirping of the birds that rest on tree branches.

he swears he hasn't felt this peaceful in a long time. amidst the hustle of school and life in general, heeseung finds that it's hard to feel completely at rest nowadays.

heeseung ponders for a moment, if perfect mornings are reserved for those who don't spend half the night rotting away in their bedrooms, playing a co-op game with their friends. a chuckle leaves his lips as he wonders whether or not he should establish a healthy sleep schedule for himself, but ultimately decides against it.

there is great pleasure found in mundane things, he thinks, and besides, it's not in his nature as a 19 year old boy to wake up early everyday.

"good morning, heeseung! i haven't seen you around here in ages!"

"good morning, mr. park!" heeseung pulls his earbuds out, smiling at the old man stood beside an old wooden cart filled with flowers.

a swirl of pinks and blues and yellows fill heeseung's vision as he sizes the cart up, eyes lighting up in nostalgic euphoria.

"it's exactly as i remember it," he mutters in amazement. the old man, mr. park, chuckles softly beside him.

"well, there's a certain charm in familiarity, don't you think?" heeseung lurches forward slightly when mr. park claps him on the back, but nods in agreement.

"there really is,"

there's a certain fondness in his voice. he remembers coming here as a child with his mother just before she'd drop him off at school. his classmates would always fuss around him, asking about whom he'd give the single rose to.

much to the disappointment of his peers, he always gave them to the same person.

"so, heeseung, what brings you here?" mr. park inquires.

the boy takes a moment to think. "just a trip down memory lane, i guess,"

"ah, i was just like that when i was younger," mr. park begins to reminisce. "i was so caught up in living my life to the fullest, sometimes i'd just stop and walk around the city."

mr. park, lost in his own thoughts, places a hand on heeseung's shoulder. "it's always important to know that you can slow down in a world that moves too fast."

heeseung nods, unsure of what to say. he fiddles with the handle of his bike, picking at the peeling tape he had put there a few months ago.

mr. park must sense it. he sends heeseung a toothy, sincere grin (probably the most sincere grin heeseung has seen in a while,) and pulls out a single rose from one of the bouqets sitting inside the cart.

"you must be busy now, so i'll wish you off, but take this before you go. send good wishes from me to your mother."

"good bye, mr. park," heeseung bids the old man well, twirling the stem of the rose between his fingers.

he hikes himself up on his bike, careful not to crush the flower between his hands. just as he's about to go, mr. park calls his name once more.

"visit me again soon, okay?"

"okay," heeseung sends one last smile to the old man before peddling away.

he bikes around absentmindedly, unsure of what to do next. it seems that he had subconsciously decided on a destination, for before long he finds himself in a familiar part of the city.

trees hang over his head and birds twitter quietly in these parts, children running around the street as they play with their friends. heeseung regards them with gentle smiles before braking his bike and dropping in front of a familiar doorstep.

he rings the doorbell and waits 30, maybe 40 seconds before he hears the sound of bare feet padding against hardwood floor. the door swings open before he can change his mind and turn around.

"heeseung?"

"hi," heeseung greets awkwardly, shoving the lone rose in front of you. his eyes size your figure up, still dressed in your pajamas. he thinks you look cute.

"oh, thank you," your words are sincere albeit filled with confusion. "would you like to come in? we can have breakfast together."

"yes, i'd like that please."

you step out of the way to let heeseung in. the sweet smell of pancakes wafts up to heeseung's nose and he grins in excitement.

"why are you up so early, anyway? knowing you, i thought you'd be asleep until like, 12 in the afternoon."

heeseung shrugs as the two of you enter the kitchen. "just felt like it, i guess."

you side eye him, uncertain. "alright, weirdo, if you say so. anyway, i'm gonna go change. leave some pancakes for me!"

"uhuh," heeseung hums, satisfied. he can hear you talking to yourself as you change into your uniform, but it's static in his mind

he thinks about the way your eyes lit up when he handed you the rose, how shy and flustered you had seemed.

heeseung decides that maybe, if it meant seeing you react like that everyday, he wouldn't mind waking up so early.

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whatifyoulivelikethat · 3 years

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pause, m | myg | 2

pairing(s): yoongi x reader

summary: Life is like a cassette tape. It seems like it’s constantly repeating, flipped from side A to side B, and the songs can’t be skipped. You can only pause, rewind, fast forward, play after you’ve already heard the song. After you’ve already lived it. All Min Yoongi knows is his own tape, until it smashes right at his feet, and then he has to learn to dance to a different beat.

warnings: rated M (18+) - please be warned this story has a physically and verbally abusive relationship; language; emotional manipulation; gender stereotyping; non-idol!AU; music producer!Yoongi x dancing fanatic!reader

rated M because I know how sensitive a topic domestic abuse is.

The music reader listens to is inspired by Frederic, specifically their songs ‘oodloop’, ‘OWARASE NIGHT’, and ‘Kanashii Ureshii’ and you can look up the MVs on YT. They have subs, yes the lyrics inspired certain scenes, no I have no idea what is going on, and I don’t know why they’re dancing like that lol

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She slapped him across the face.

You froze.

The cassette smashed.

“I hate you, Min Yoongi!”

She shouted it so loud that you heard it over your music. Your finger instinctively went to your earbud and tapped it, pausing the sound. You couldn’t believe your eyes. What had this guy done? What had this guy done to be yelled at like that the second he stepped off the night train to stand in front of his girlfriend?

“Useless piece of trash, always fucking late!”

Slapping him over and over, so loud because the train station was completely empty except for you and these two, yelling obscenities and the guy was just standing there, taking it, saying, I’m sorry, I’m sorry, sorry for what? Why did she keep hitting him? Why? Stop it. Stop hitting him.

“Such a fucking waste of life, I can’t believe I have to be your girlfriend!”

Stop it.

“No one will ever fucking love you, you shithead, so I’m stuck with your stupid self!”

“I’m sorry. I’m sorry…”

Mumbles. Fear.

Stop it!

“You think anyone will ever do anything for you the way I do? I’m all you have!”

Within two seconds, you crossed the space between you and them.

You smacked her hand away from him.

Pause.

You hesitated to press play. Standing in front of this random guy you didn’t even know, fury in your chest so strong that you forgot you were a stranger, glaring at this scowling, rage-filled woman with vehement disdain. You had no idea what the fuck was going on, you had no idea why he was being slapped so much, you had no idea why this woman was so angry and maybe there were very good reasons for it all, but somehow.

Somehow you didn’t think so.

Play.

“Stop it. He said he was sorry,” you barked, narrowing your eyes.

Her pretty face twisted with rage. “Who the fuck is this bitch, Yoongi? A whore you picked up?”

“I… I don’t know her…” the man behind you rasped, trying to move around you, but you kept yourself between the two, shouldering your backpack.

“I don’t know him. I just know you shouldn’t be hitting someone like that.”

The woman snapped at you, rising to her full height, challenging you. “This isn’t any of your fucking business. This is between me and him and doesn’t concern outsiders. Tell her, Yoongi.”

But you didn’t let Yoongi tell you, cutting him off as he tried to speak.

“This isn’t my business, but I’ve seen enough examples to be able to spot domestic violence when I see it,” you growled.

The woman scoffed, flipping her hair. “Domestic violence,” she snorted. “He’s a man. It’s not like I hit him that hard. I’m a woman.”

You curled your hands into fists.

“You stupid bully.”

The woman looked taken aback. “What?”

“I said, you’re a stupid fucking bully,” you snarled, taking a step forward and forcing her to take one back. “You think this is nothing, until you have children and your children have to watch this shit over and over, every night, thinking it’s right, thinking it’s the way it should be, but you’re fucking wrong, because this is not a relationship, this is not love, this is fucking bullying and you are a stupid, dumb bully who can’t admit you have an inferiority complex and your kids will spend years in fucking therapy wondering why they don’t understand how to make relationships with other human beings because their mom was a terrible fucking example, so do me a fucking favor and get the fuck out of here and leave this guy alone, because you are an absolute sewage of a human being.”

She gawked at you, slack-jawed, probably never been talked to in such a forceful manner before, but you didn’t care, because you didn’t spend years in therapy to watch this shit happen right in front of your face.

Never in your entire life had you ever been so angry at a stranger before.

The woman seemed to gather her bearings and spat at the floor, staining the concrete with her spit. You raised your eyebrows, unintimated. She stamped her foot at your lack of reaction, pointing accusingly at Yoongi behind you.

“Don’t you ever think about coming back home. I’m burning all your shit.”

She turned her heel and stomped away.

You almost expected Yoongi to run after her, but he didn’t. He just stood behind you and breathed laboriously. You suddenly realized that you might have done something mildly insane. She said she was going to burn all his shit.

“Hmph,” you heard the mumble behind you. “All I had was clothes anyway.”

You turned around. He wasn’t looking at you. His black hair was all over his face, and his face mask was half-pulled down, revealing his red cheeks. You looked away quickly, taking a step back.

“Are you… okay?” you asked quietly.

You saw his eyes shift around. He didn’t actually respond. Just shrugged.

You bit your lip.

Silence.

“There… are no more trains,” the Yoongi guy whispered.

“Y… Yeah.”

Silence.

The lights above you were harsh, casting large shadows all over the concrete. Nothing but the sounds of the city and the darkness above, the moon witnessing it all.

He turned away from you, walking over towards the benches. Walking away. The crumpled paper of a man, shrinking as he took one step, then another, farther and farther away from you, and you opened your mouth to shout after that black back, extending your hand in the air.

“H-Hey!”

Pause.

He turned his head around to look at you with broken and lonely eyes.

“If you want… I have a couch and some blankets.” You swallowed, knowing how crazy it was. “Because… You shouldn’t go back. I…” Don’t want you to end up like my dad. “Even if it’s one night.”

I want to break this cycle.

“Just one.” You lowered your hand, holding up one finger. “One.”

Yoongi didn’t say anything.

Only turned around wordlessly and walked back to you, stopping in front of you. Saying nothing.

He didn’t say anything the entire walk.

Didn’t say anything as you opened the door and gestured him inside. Showed him the couch, got him the blankets. Asked him if he wanted anything else. He shook his head instead of talking. You ran to your room and got him a spare pillow. Held it out to him. He took it silently. Ran off again and got a new toothbrush from your stash of toothbrushes. An unopened travel toothpaste. Asked him if he wanted anything to eat. A glass of water. He shook his head.

Showed him the bathroom. A shower?

Shake, shake.

Okay.

You told him if he was cold to let you know. You would find another blanket.

Yoongi said nothing.

You nodded and turned away, letting him be. It was hard to look at him. You didn’t want him to think you pitied him or anything. But he reminded you too much of your dad if you stared at him too long. You had gotten him everything you could think of and let him know that if he needed anything to tell you.

You went to your bedroom and let out a big sigh.

No dance party tonight.

You went to your computer and opened Spotify. Put your headphones on and listened to the music, letting it carry you away. Before you knew it, one song flowed into another. You slowly began to bounce your head to the music, the cheerful, quirky beats making you smile, your hands moving on their own, lip-syncing the lyrics.

A happy tune with sad lyrics, but it made you smile at the same.

You failed to notice Yoongi appear at your door, holding his phone. He needed a charger. Did you have one? And then he saw the back of your head, bouncing along, headphones on.

He retreated back to your living room, clutching his phone. Decided to go to sleep instead.

Hours later, you finally decided to sleep, placing your headphones down. Was Yoongi sleeping? You padded over to the dark living room, seeing a bundled form on your couch. His coat was over the blanket. His head was under the blanket. Was he cold? You went back to your room and collected a pink knit one. Walked back to the living room and moved his jacket aside onto the armchair, putting the extra blanket on top of him.

His phone was on your coffee table, flashing. It was low on battery.

You checked if it was Android or iPhone. Android. Good, because you didn’t have a lightning cable, although you would have gone to the twenty-four-hour convenience store nearby to get one if he did have an iPhone. Back to your room. Got a charger and struggled to find an outlet in the dark. You’d think you would know where your own outlets were, but apparently you were too sleepy to remember. You felt around in the dark and poked at an outlet, stabbing the wall repeatedly before plugging it in. Maybe you should have turned a light on, sheesh.

You snaked the cable around and plugged his phone in. It vibrated approvingly and you gave it a thumbs up, even though it was an inanimate object.

Let’s just say living alone made you weird.

You let out an exhale and wandered off to brush your teeth.

Not noticing Yoongi had woken up and been watching your struggle. Saying nothing.

Pause.

Fast forward.

Morning.

You yawned and nearly jumped when you saw the unmoving pink blob on your couch. Oh, right. You were surprised he wasn’t awake, but you shrugged. The blankets were over his head, blocking out the sun. You tried to stay quiet, opening your fridge, staring at the contents.

Staring at it with a million question marks.

You had… kimchi. Eggs. Cheese. Definitely expired take-out. You took that out and dumped it in the trash can, grimacing at it. A stranger didn’t need to see how disgusting that was. You went back to your fridge. Um. It wasn’t that you couldn’t cook, it was that you didn’t have jack shit. And if you cooked on the stove, you would definitely wake up Yoongi.

Your stomach screamed in rage.

Feed me!

Ah, well. Sorry Yoongi. You settled on a kimchi-egg-cheese pancake thing. Was it going to be good? Sure. Was it not the most elegant thing in the world? Maybe. What can you do?

You began to chop the kimchi.

Yoongi turned over on the couch, groaning. He heard the sizzle of the pan. Smelled spice. Eggs. The world was unfamiliar. No one was yelling at him to get up. No one was doing the blankets off of him and calling him a lazy pig.

"Motherfuc–!"

A female voice cursed in a loud whisper. You cut yourself off, muttering.

"Stupid oil, ugh."

Not his girlfriend.

Slowly, Yoongi pulled the blankets off his head. An unfamiliar scent, different laundry detergent than he was used to. The sofa smelled different too, like vanilla with a hint of stale popcorn. Probably from being dropped in the cushions and forgotten about until months later.

His stomach growled.

The smell of the food enticed him. He got up, seeing you at the stove, wearing black pajamas with the sleeves rolled to your elbows, and a cream scrunchie holding your hair up. You made a face at the pan and scolded it.

"Who's the boss here?" you hissed hotly at the sizzling food. "That's right, me, because I'm about to eat your ass, so simmer down and stop trying to singe my arm hair off."

Yoongi blinked.

He got off the couch as you continued your quiet tirade, shoving your hand into a bag of cheese and sprinkling it on top, laying down a generous layer.

You should cover it, Yoongi thought. To let the cheese melt.

You grabbed a pan lid, and covered it. The lid definitely went to a separate set because it was a different shade of silver, but it didn't matter. You mumbled triumphantly at the pan.

"Ha, take that, you stupid eggs, who's in the hot seat now, eh?"

Yoongi stared.

You lifted the lid and checked the cheese. A billow of smoke floated out. You seemed satisfied and turned off the gas. Lifted the pan and spun around.

Froze.

Yoongi blinked at you.

Your eyes were wide, still holding the hot pan.

Silence.

A good ten seconds past.

You slowly put the pan on the cork potholders at the counter. Two plates were at the counter with two sets of chopsticks.

"Uh... I made a kimchi-egg pancake t-thing..." you stuttered. "With cheese on top. You don't have to eat it. But I'm not going to poison you or anything. Er, well, that's something a someone who would poison you would say, huh? Oh, maybe I should have checked the expiration date on the kimc–"

"Why do you talk to your food?" Yoongi asked pointedly.

You turned bright red.

"Um... bad habit. 'Cause I live alone..." You shifted your eyes. "No one... to talk to."

Yoongi stared at you.

You turned around abruptly and grabbed a knife. Took off the pan lid. The kitchen was suddenly filled with the delicious smell of eggs and kimchi. The cheese bubbled as you cut it into pizza-like slices.

Yoongi sat down at the barstool, staring at it. He was the one who usually cooked. He hadn't had a home-cooked meal by someone else in forever. Not since he lived with his parents.

That was a long time ago.

"I seasoned the eggs beforehand and poured it on the sautéed kimchi..." You placed a plate with a pair of chopsticks in front of him, ears still red. You avoided looking him in the eye, scratching your cheek. "I, uh, have to go grocery shopping," you mumbled, taking a slice. "Sorry it's not that fancy..."

Yoongi picked up the chopsticks and took a slice. He blew in it carefully and took a small bite. Spicy, savory, delicious. He took another bite. And another. The food was hot, almost burning the roof of his mouth. This must be a dream. He wasn't in his nightmare. He wasn't going to question it.

As long as he wasn't in his nightmare, he could pretend this was reality.

Yoongi didn't notice you watching him with relief.

He took another slice. The meal was quiet, but not suffocatingly so. It was calm, only interrupted by chewing. You reached into the cabinet below you and produced a water bottle. Put it next to him. Didn't say anything. Yoongi are three more slices, throat prickling with the spice, lips puffy, before he opened the water bottle and drank from it.

"If you want, I can direct you to a shelter."

Yoongi put the water bottle down. Stared at his stained, now empty plate.

"Or you can call a friend to shelter you," you continued. "You can even get a restraining order if we involve the police–"

"No."

He said the word with harsh finality.

"It's not that bad."

It wasn't. He was just being a child, running away.

"... Okay."

Yoongi looked up. For a split second, there was immense pain in your eyes. Why? None of this was happening to you. You didn't know anything. You were just some stranger. Why was he even here? Why had he come here to sleep on some random couch? So dumb. Some random woman couldn't save him from his problems.

... Your kids will spend years in fucking therapy wondering why they don’t understand how to make relationships with other human beings because their mom was a terrible fucking example...

Yoongi stilled as he remembered your words from last night. That was far too specific. His brows furrowed. You let out a sigh and took his plate.

"Do you want a shower?" you asked. "I have spare towels."

Yoongi tilted his head. "I don't have a change of clothes." He stared at the hardwood floor. "And my other clothes are probably burned by now."

You placed the dishes in the sink and began to wash them.

"We can go buy some. I need groceries anyway."

He didn't understand why you were being so nice to him. It was strange. You didn't know him. Well, actually... he didn't even know your name either.

"Uh..."

You looked up from the dishes, hands covered in soap. Yoongi did all the dishes at home. He did all the housework, in fact. This was weird, watching another person do housework. His voice was quiet, timid, crumpled like a piece of paper.

"What's your name?"

"Do you want white or black?"

You held up two multi-packs of t-shirts in his size.

"Uh... Black."

You dumped the black in the cart and put the other back. Yoongi stayed behind you, not picking out anything. You were wearing your backpack, a black cap, red wide-knit sweater, and black jeans. Black combat boots, the familiar staple for you. The two of you are standing in an aisle at the local convenience store. Yoongi was still wearing the same clothes from last night – black parka, black turtleneck, black jeans, black face mask.

He mostly stared at the floor, following your boots.

"White or black?"

Yoongi looked up to see you on the other side of the cart, holding two multi-packs of underwear. White briefs and black boxer briefs. He felt his cheeks heat up as you blinked at him. Instead of speaking, he grabbed the black boxer briefs from your hand, intending to chuck them into the cart.

Except his jacket sleeve caught a strand of your red sweater, the Velcro sticking to and unraveling it, so that when he twisted his hand to throw the plastic pack into the cart, the yarn tangled around his fingers and got caught, rapidly getting pulled around. Your eyes widened, gasping as the red string was yanked from your sweater.

"O-oh!"

"Fuck!"

His hand was tangled in it and the part around your wrist tightened, the missing yarn causing the constriction. Yoongi cursed again, trying to shake free, panic rising. Oh no, fuck, what if you got angry? What if you started yelling at–?

You laughed.

You started laughing. Yoongi froze, slowly lifting his head to witness your laughter. Your shoulders shook, shaking your head, big smile on your face. The yarn hung in the air, shaking a little.

The red string connecting you to him.

Yoongi stared.

At you.

His heart thudded in his chest.

Thump.

"Hold on," you chortled, reaching over and following the red yarn.

Thump.

His heart was like a bass drum. Consistent and loud, rhythm in his own ears. You untangled the mess slowly, carefully, wrapping the exposed end loosely around your wrist. Finally, it was off his fingers. Your fingers were centimeters from the back of his hand. You grasped the red yarn tightly. Yoongi looked at the end, trapped in the Velcro of his parka.

Thump.

A fleeting feeling.

Happiness.

You ripped the red yarn off, the end frizzy and scraggly.

Another fluttering feeling.

Sadness.

You backed up, going back to the cart, tucking the end in next to your wrist, all chuckles. Thump, thump, thump. He couldn't breathe. It was impossible. What was going on? Why did he suddenly start shaking all over?

"I'm sorry," he blurted, breathless in panic.

You shook your head, waving a hand.

"Don't worry about it. This thing is old anyway." You pointed to the rack. "Is four enough? Or do you need more?"

"U-uh..."

"Let's get one more. I can always return it if you change your mind."

"Do you have a job to go to? Because I have to go soon," you were saying as you shoved the groceries into the fridge. Yoongi was unwrapping the plastic and cutting off the tags from the few clothing items you two had bought.

"Um... yeah, I work at a music studio..." Yoongi mumbled. "I make my own hours."

"And it ends right before the last train, right?" you affirmed, nearly dropping the green onions and making a mad dash for them before they touched the ground. Whew. You shoved them back in your fridge. You didn’t really have an organization system. You probably should. Being an adult was hard.

"... Yeah."

"Cool, you should take a shower now then. I'll get a towel, hold on!"

You scrambled out of the kitchen to find a towel in the linen closet, the fridge door still open.

"... Alright..."

Pause.

Fast forward.

Yoongi spent the entire train ride tense. You sat in your usual spot, humming along, bobbing your head to your music in your earbuds. Neither of you attempted to sit next to the other. Yoongi fully expected his girlfriend to be there as he stepped out of the train, at the last stop. He thought he was going to get yelled at once again. He thought she would be there to smack him upside the head again. He braced himself as the doors opened, exhaling deeply as he walked out of the sliding doors.

"Ugh, I need some energy," you mumbled behind him, yawning.

No one was there.

The bright streetlamps only illuminated the concrete.

"Hey, Yoongi."

He turned his head to see you tilting yours.

"You coming?"

You bounced on your heels. He remembered your usual routine.

"Wanna race?" you asked with a big grin.

Morning. Night. Morning. Night.

Empty station at the last stop. No one but you and him getting off.

Morning. Night.

"Hey, Yoongi."

Morning.

"You coming?"

Night.

“Wanna race?”

Repeat.

The cassette tape replayed over and over, flipped around in the stereo, day in, day out, stuck on replay, a weird reality that wasn't his until it became his, seeing your face when he woke up, watching you cook breakfast in the morning, chastising inanimate objects when you thought he wasn't looking.

Your lips asking him once again.

"You coming?"

Then you and him, breaking out into a run, racing to your apartment.

At first, Yoongi didn't smile.

Then one day, he did.

And he kept smiling, smiling as he ran breathlessly with you.

"What are you doing?"

You froze.

Literally one second before you heard those words, you had been wiggling your arms like an octopus in front on your full-length mirror, flapping the long sleeves of your over-sized blue sweatshirt, your billowy knee-length gray shorts following suit. You reached up to your Bluetooth headphones to take them off.

And realized, with heated cheeks, that the music was not coming from your headphones, but the Bluetooth speakers on your desk, blaring the odd twangs of guitar and quirky drum beats, paired with whiny, almost nonsensical lyrics.

You turned around.

Yoongi stood at the entrance of your bedroom door, staring. He was wearing a black t-shirt. Black sweatpants that were slightly too short, exposing his pale ankles.

The song went into the guitar solo.

He blinked at you.

"Uh... dancing?"

Blink.

Normally after work, Yoongi would either be asleep or watching television in your living room. You told him cable came with the apartment and you never watched TV, so he should at least watch some in your stead. You usually went to your room. The first couple nights, you only danced in your chair. Then you got up and danced next to your desk, and then you were back to your wacky mirror dancing, thinking that if it was though headphones, then Yoongi wouldn't notice.

But, of course, you had disturbed him with your music blasting through the speakers, which had never been disconnected all this time because, well, how were you supposed to know? They must have connected because your over-ear headphones died.

"That was dancing?" Yoongi echoed.

Your eyes shifted. "Er... it's stress relieving?"

Yoongi stared at you.

Blink.

The song changed. One of your favorites.

Your shoulders began to bounce. Your head tapped to the beat. Then your heel.

Blink.

"Are you possessed?" Yoongi asked with a deadpan look.

The tune was getting to the good bit with the xylophone. Fuck it. He had already seen you octopus it up. You began to bob your head from side to side, breaking out to a big grin, shooting him some finger guns before going back to your full-body jiggle and arm flapping, singing along on the top of your lungs, prancing around your room, Yoongi staring at you the entire time in mild shock. He probably thought you were psychotic, but who cared, because you were clapping along to the snare drum, skipping in circles, pointing at him at certain parts in the lyrics and playing air guitar.

His normally downcast cat-like eyes were huge.

You grabbed his hands at the guitar solo and he yelped, his arms rippling as you swung them around, you stumbling through the lyrics, singing the absurd words, and Yoongi gawking wide-eyed.

The song went to the final chorus and you wiggled like a fucking squid.

Only to see Yoongi burst out laughing and wiggle his arms with you, tiny wiggles compared to your full-blown tentacle swings, but it made you laugh too, because it was all stupid and ridiculous and very embarrassing.

With a start, you realized you had seen Yoongi laugh.

And he looked so wonderful laughing, perfect teeth and pink gums, huge smile and scrunched-up face, black hair falling back from the strength of his chuckling, revealing his lovely fair-skinned features and those cat-like eyes sparkling.

Sparkling with brightness.

The song ended and you were panting breathlessly.

Yoongi raised his eyebrows in disbelief, half-smirk on his lips.

"Your music taste is nuts."

You smiled as the next song started.

"Nah, this is just my nighttime dance party music. It's supposed to be crazy."

You flapped your sleeves to the beat of the drum. Grinned at him.

"Because every night should be a dance party."

And you started dancing again, Yoongi watching you and laughing, even joining in sometimes.

From then on, every night was a dance party. At one point, Yoongi started to bring you songs and weird beats he discovered for you to dance to. He even said a few times, "Hey, I made this. Can you make a dance from it?"

You'd dance to anything.

You weren't great at it.

But it was always hilarious.

And it was always worth it, watching Yoongi laugh all night.

Pause.

Fast forward.

Wait. Are you sure?

You can always rewind.

You don't have to press play.

Pause.

Play.

“Do you like rap?”

You were sitting next to Min Yoongi on the night train. There were still people around, not yet the last stop. He was clutching his phone, face mask on his chin. He looked a little nervous.

“Yeah, of course. I like all music,” you said cheerfully. “Something you want me to dance to?”

Yoongi chuckled a little, giving you that little half-smirk. “No.” He took a deep breath. “I’m a… music producer. And I… I make music. And I wondered if you wanted to listen to a little bit my mixtape.”

“I do.”

Yoongi looked taken aback. You grinned.

“I definitely want to listen to it.”

You connected your earbuds to his phone and listened carefully. His words, his beat, his rhythm. Yoongi sat beside you, wrapped in his black parka, looking nervous as he chewed on his lip, but you didn’t notice, bobbing your head to certain bits, mouthing the chorus, raising your eyebrows as he altered the framework of a traditional song. He had only five tracks on the playlist, but you listened to them all, holding his phone. When the playlist ended, you clicked back to your favorite parts and replayed them, over and over, listening to his strong, raspy voice.

Yoongi sounded confident when he was rapping.

Like he was meant to do it, perfectly expressing himself with his simple words and elegant phrasing, his anger, his sorrow, his hopes. You could tell there was an underlying theme, an uncertainty about the future. As if he was taking steps to an invisible, unlit path, and he wasn’t sure whether to run forward without a guiding light or go back to all he knew.

You handed him back his phone with a smile. You understood him a little better now.

“Well?” he asked, still biting his lip.

“I really like it,” you said. “Especially your vocals. It’s different from other voices I’ve heard.”

“… It’s not that–”

“And I like your lyrics. They’re simple, but they pack a punch and make you think.” You smiled widely. “I like music that makes me want to listen to it over and over again. That’s how your rap makes me feel.”

Yoongi looked stunned.

You pointed to his phone. “You could release it just like this, if you wanted.” You tilted your head. “Hm, maybe a few more songs though. It seems like you’re trying to tell a story.”

He blinked rapidly, putting his phone in his pocket. “Y-Yeah… I’m working on a few more that I want to add.”

You nodded. “That’d be awesome.”

The train screeched to a halt. There was no one in the car. That was your cue. You stood, stretching first and then shouldering your backpack. Yoongi stood as well, pensive and silent. The train doors slid open. He walked out first and you followed. Streetlights harsh and bright on the concrete. Yoongi did his usual routine of looking to the edge of the train station.

Both of you froze.

“Get the fuck over here, Yoongi.”

You recognized her. She might be wearing a different dress and a different coat, but it was the same woman all right, with the same harsh scowl.

“I knew you wouldn’t be a man and face the music. Instead, you went off prancing with some whore.”

“She’s not a whore,” Yoongi muttered, pulling up his face mask.

You didn’t say anything. There was a sudden pressure on your chest, an overwhelming, tense heaviness, because you knew what was coming.

“Are you telling me that you’re not going to come home to the woman you supposedly love, the one you were supposedly going to marry and give a comfortable life to?” the woman accused. “Are you telling me that you can’t take responsibility for your actions? That you’re not a man, but a child?”

Yoongi took a step towards her.

The weight in your chest felt like a ton of bricks crushing you.

Another step.

“Yoongi.”

He turned his head, dark brown eyes flickering to you.

You smiled.

Smiled even though the moment was killing you.

“I… I have to finish this,” he mumbled, the sparkle in his eyes dulling with every passing second.

You kept the bright smile on your face.

Like a cheerful-sounding song with sad lyrics.

“Okay.”

Pause.

You wanted to rewind. You wanted to rewind so bad, even if it was only to ten minutes before this painful moment. With a shaking hand, you pressed play.

“My door is always open for you, Yoongi.”

He made eye contact with you. He nodded.

“Goodbye.”

You turned and ran.

Ran and ran, hoping he was running after you, but you knew he wasn’t, you knew he was walking towards that toxic woman and you could do nothing about it, you couldn’t care, you just had to keep running, running and running until you hit your front door, fumbling with your keys and running inside, slamming the door closed.

You froze.

You wanted to scream.

Instead, you ran to your room and threw up a specific playlist, a playlist full of cheerful-sounding songs with agonizing lyrics, hopeful beats tainted by upsetting words, and danced the night away, danced and danced. Not wanting to think about the blankets on the couch, the suitcase you had dragged out to let Yoongi borrow and put his clothes in, not wanting to think about his toothbrush on your bathroom sink, not wanting to think about all those nights dancing stupidly in this bedroom with him, and focusing only on dancing alone, singing the night away, on and on and on until you couldn’t stand anymore, couldn’t sing anymore, and you just fell on your bed and passed out, completely drained.

Physically.

Emotionally.

Empty.

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bonvoyagenoona · 2 years

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Tumblr Year End Review Game

Tagged by @sunshinerainbowsbts -- thanks so much! I loved your answers. I still think of you and Paradise whenever I hear “Be Still My Heart”!

Rules: post the top 5 works you’re most proud of that you released this year (not necessarily your most popular), the top 4 current WIPs that you’re excited to release in the new year, the 3 biggest improvements in your writing over the past year, 2 resolutions (ways you wish to improve your writing/blog) for the new year, and your number 1 favorite line you’ve written this year!

Surprise, surprise -- my answer ended up being super long! If you’re interested, keep reading after the cut!

Top 5 Works I’m Proud of from 2021

These kinds of questions always feel like Sophie’s Choice.

1. Countermelody. It was the first fic I completed in 2021, and it means a lot. I talked about some deeply personal themes and life questions here, and the fact that people welcomed it so fondly. I was floored. Thank you.

2. Kittenfishing. I wrote it during a rough period in the summer, and it helped me process a lot of things. I also felt like I unlocked the next characterization level in my journey with this fic. And I got to talk about a very specific theme that not only came from my personal experience, but also some interesting social psych research!

3. Like Butter. I was so inspired by the lightning strike of an idea that I got after watching Yoongi’s Butter concept video that I challenged myself to write something coinciding with Butter’s release. So, I wrote one chapter a day that was at least 5k, and then, after some very light editing, posted each chapter right away. I posted the last chapter just a few minutes shy of the MV release! It was thrilling, and I’m hoping that thrill carried over into the fic.

4. Tie between Bear with Me and The Cul-de-Sac Cons. I’m sorry to do this, but I just have to say something about both. Bear with Me helped me get to a new place with sensuality, eroticism, friendship, and love. The Cul-de-Sac Cons helped me get to a new place with plot, subject matter, and character dynamics. Kinda crazy that I worked on both at the same time. It was a fascinating mix.

5. Project Dream Girl. I don’t know if I have fully processed where this fic took me, or the response to it. I processed another aspect of the phase of life that I am in with this fic, but it also coincided with a wonderful holiday, and an opening up of sorts. The brightest, warmest fuzzies. And I’m so thrilled that they’ve carried into this year. I guess I’ll keep you posted on how it all goes... with the fics that I’ll inevitably write lol.

4 WIPs I’m Excited to Release in 2022

I’ve got a ton of one-shots that I’m working on, but I’m also hoping to kick off 2022 with a few chaptered fics...

1. A Map of Mrs. Kims. Aaaaalmost there, y’all! I feel it! Read the “drabbles” here, and thank you so much to everyone who has contributed to the world-building -- y’all are amazing!

2. Ficdrunk. This one is gonna be very personal, and, I hope, very fun. I’ll share more soon!

3. Breakaway. Hideaway!Jimin’s spin-off! Synopsis: Jimin has a habit of going dark from time to time, to where not even the great Kim Seokjin can find him. But it’s not to escape Jin. It’s to escape You.

4. Faraway. Hideaway!Jungkook’s spin-off! Synopsis: Jungkook’s insane travels, insane highs, insane lows — and insane loves.

3 Biggest Improvements in My Writing

Wow. I reflected on this for a loooong time. I love this question so, so much, and I have so much more to say about writing. Pleeeeease send me more questions about writing! For now, here are the things that are top of mind:

1. Creating stronger characterizations with tighter connections to deeply personal themes that I’ve been wanting to explore. If you know me, you know that this is a core piece of my identity as a writer. Here’s a post where I break down an example in Kittenfishing!

2. Playing with and expanding variance in story and sentence structure. I think of fics like 3D puzzles, kinda like Lego blocks, and I love jumbling up the pieces to see what I get. I’m really enjoying breaking rules in creative ways, using more metaphor, thematic imagery, omg, wordplay. There are some sentences where I put in little bits of consonance for fun, almost like tongue twisters. I enjoy that side of reading so much, so I thought I’d try it with writing this year. Gonna try to do even more. Love these little, clever games!

3. Saying even more with even less. (@vyduan, this makes me think of your great work, An Economy of Words!) I still LOVE being verbose lol, but I think I did more show-not-tell, and I think I did interesting things with metaphors. I really, REALLY want to jam-pack even MORE into every. single. sentence!

2 Resolutions for 2022

1. Make you laugh.

2. Make you love, and feel loved.

Favorite Line from 2021

Y’all, I just don’t have a true favorite because each sentence feels like one of my babies, even the ones that are just, like, “He scoffed”, lol. But the first thing that came to mind is something that I am very fond of.

In Like Butter, you and Yoongi are photographers. And he does this little thing: he sees the world in hex codes.

A new file saves in Yoongi’s mind, one that has previous information already loaded into it. He already knows that under the room lights, your hair is #171717 with bits of #2C2C2C sprinkled in, especially near the top, and just a handful of thin strands of #8A8A8A and even #FFFFFF. He’s wondered about this before, whether you’re like him, a child with black hair that churned out gray strands surprisingly early, prompting elders to remark that you must be wise beyond your years.

But in the flood of red safelights, these in particular, your hair is a solid #000000, a black, soft velvet that Yoongi wants to devour him. The most generous death.

Tagging (if you’d like to play!)

@playmetheclassics @mochilatae @skyys-universe @m-yg93 @svgahigh @jinpanman @minyfic @sahmfanficbts @helenazbmrskai @xjoonchildx @floralseokjin

and inviting anyone else who’d like to play!

#memes and games #about me #writing #I LOVE TALKING ABOUT WRITING AAHH I'M SORRY #bts fanfiction

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nanastea · 3 years

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for lovers who hesitate

order: kyotani has been drowning in his depression and is in need of a muse for his next project. pairings: artist!kyotani kentaro x gn!reader word count: 1,410 tags: artist kyotani, some fluff, unrequited love, angst? date: may 03, 2021

nana’s note: my second angst(?) for one of my favorite haikyuu characters! i spent quite a bit of time on this and thought this song suited kyotani very well lol, but anyway i hope you guys enjoy~ and constructive criticism is always appreciated! fyi: i did this based on the actual mv by jannabi so please check it out! i’ve linked it below~ and please check out jannabi’s music, every song is beautiful and poetic :) also decided to start using no line breaks for my notes lol what do you guys think?

previous order: what they love about you on the playlist: for lovers who hesitate by JANNABI

the ringing of an alarm echoes through the silent mini flat. Kentaro flutters his eyes open and brings his fingers to his eyes to away the sleep, mouth stretching to let out in a yawn. he grunts, pushing himself up from his bed and shuffles to the bathroom to brush his teeth. once he finishes, he walks to the kitchen and reaches into the cabinet to grab the pack of bread to take a slice and popping it into the toaster.

kentaro carries on to make his coffee before turning on his heels and shuffling to his bookshelf, pulling out a book and he plops himself onto the ground. opening it, the boy flips to the page with the laminated leaf and throws it onto the surface of his mini table. his eyes skim through the place where he last left off and before he could we read the next word, he hears a knock and the sound of ‘delivery’ on the other side.

kentaro groans, but proceeds to quickly put the bookmark back and walk to the door, looking through the peephole. he can’t make out the face of the person because of the hat that covers them, but he opens the door anyway.

“good morning, i have a mail notice for kyotani kentaro.” your voice carries and when you look up from the piece of paper in hand, you meet eyes with the receiver. kentaro doesn’t know what overtook him when he captured your eyes. his breath stopped in his throat.

“um, are you kyotani kentaro?” you inquired. your voice is honey and he feels like it’s so sweet. kentaro’s mouth opens and closes before clearing his throat and snaps from his daze.

“y-yeah.” his voice is hoarse from morning dehydration and he’s a bit embarrassed by it, but he’s thankful when you dismiss it with a chuckle and proceed to read the inquiries and notices from the possible missing mail that he was supposed to receive. he steals glances once and a while, and whilst you read the page, you glance at the book in his hand. you’re about to mention it when the boy excuses himself.

“um, the kettle.” he says and quickly dismisses himself. in the kitchen, he’s grumbling under his breath and cursing at himself for acting so stupid in front of someone as beautiful as you. he was about to make a cup of coffee for you but decides against it because it’d be too hot and you might have to be somewhere right away.

and so the artist quickly fills a cup of juice and heads back to the door where you stand with your hands in front of you. you meet eyes and smile brightly. kentaro looks away at the sight and hopes that you don’t see the flush in his cheeks.

“i–uh, it’s juice. you can drink it if you want.” he says, clearing his throat.

“oh! thank you so much, you really didn’t have to.” you greatly accept the glass of juice and down the liquid quickly, handing it back to him.

“but that’s all. you can pick up your packages and mail at the post office by next thursday.” you inform.

“yeah, thanks.”

“have a good day!” you dismiss yourself and kentaro nods, stupidly bringing his hand up in an awkward and stiff wave. when you’re out of sight he scowls and curses at himself for the stiff wave.

“what the hell was that?” as soon as he settles back on the floor with his book, an idea quickly strikes him and he shuffles from his place stumbling over his feet as he makes way to his room and to his desk. atop the desk is his open sketchbook, pencil and supplies messily displayed around it.

stumbling onto his chair, he grabs the nearest pencil and hovers over his book. the tip of the pencil barely touches the surface of the paper when the spark suddenly dies. frustration quickly consumes him and a growl leaves his throat.

“fucking hell.” he drops the pencil and the palms of his hands find their way to his face, running it up and down angrily.

the next few days, kentaro finds himself back in the corner bookshop, eyes scanning the poems section. thankfully he’s the only one in the store so he doesn't have to make awkward eye contact or interactions. in the midst of reading a book, the jingle of the door echoes the small shop and kentaro can’t help but look over to see the new customer.

he does a double take when he finds you in casual clothes away from your uniform. when you do make eye contact with him, you take a second to recognize the boy from a few days back and your brows raise in familiarity.

“oh, kyotani, right?” you say.

“yeah. that’s me.” the one in question shrugs dumbly.

“i didn’t expect to find you here, what are you looking for?” you gesture to the book he’s holding.

“uh, just books.” he shrugs, glancing down at the book in hand.

“nice.” you giggle at his awkwardness. “hey, uh, do you have time? i would like to treat you to a drink, since you offered me that juice the other day.” kentaro couldn’t believe what he was hearing. was he hearing right? you wanted to buy him a drink?

“no, it’s fine–”

“come on, it’ll be super quick.” you say, palms coming together, and he really can’t say no can he?

“yeah, sure.” you quickly purchase the book you were looking for and eventually you two are walking out of the shop and down the street. surprisingly, you guys get along quickly–albeit it was pretty one sided with you asking most of the question and talking–but he was fine with that because he loved listening to your voice.

it was soothing and entertaining to listen to you. you were expressive and always had a lot of fun things to say. kentaro had said something particularly funny that had you literally laughing out loud, that your palm hand had made its way to his shoulder, holding it as you giggled.

what you hadn’t noticed is how the boy tensed up at your touch, heart aching and pumping miles an hour. when you had realized that kentaro had not joined in your little laugh session, you find that he’s tense and awkward. quickly you realize that your hand is on him.

“oh! oh my gosh, i’m so sorry. i didn’t mean to touch you.” you say apologetically. kentaro opened his mouth to say otherwise, but you’re quick to beat him to it.

“i uh, i actually have a lecture to attend. so, raincheck on the drink, okay?” you leave as quickly as your words leave past your lips, and kentaro hopelessly watches you turn on your heels and walk the opposite direction.

kentaro goes home that night and sits at his desk, hovering over the blank sheet of paper, tip of pencil always barely at the surface before it's dropped and a groan leaves him. when he does make a sketch, it’s useless and he finds no spark in following through. it’s an endless cycle into the night and until the sun rises. there are crumpled pieces of paper on the floor behind him.

kentaro’s back aches from the slouched position that carried on for hours. his eyes sting and are dry from the lack of sleep. but he’s finally found it. he finally finished a piece and was pretty satisfied with it. he’s made various sketches and freestanding ones before settling with one. in the next encounter with you, he’d give it to you. his muse.

the next time you meet, it’s on campus. kentaro remembers the sketch that’s securely in between the layers of his leather jacket and he begins to approach you, but he comes to a complete halt when he finds an unfamiliar face approaching you.

their arms wrap around your shoulders and bring you in to place a gentle kiss on your forehead. your smile is so bright and loving as you look up at your partner. kentaro clenches his fists and shuts his eyes before turning on his heels and heading back home.

you looked behind you having sensed a piercing gaze, and scan the students around the campus to not find the source.

“something wrong?” your partner had asked. you turn back and give them a reassuring smile.

“no, it’s nothing.”

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howggswouldreact · 3 years

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🌈 How would married life with Yoohyeon be like 🌈

being Yoohyeon's girlfriend for a long time was a great honor for you

but as time passed by, everyone asked:

"when are you going to get married?"

you always looked at Yoohyeon for the answer

the answer was always a blush on her cheeks, a nervous giggle

even when her parents asked the same question she didn't know how to answer

you thought she didn't want to get married now, maybe because being an idol already came with big responsibilities

maybe because marriage was not on the top of her list

but inside her mind, you were happy to be dating and that was all

but what she wanted most was to marry you

then one night, while you were walking hand in hand coming back from a meeting with your friends, you were quiet

again the matter about “when will you marry Yoohyeon?” affected you and immersed you in thoughts

obviously, Yoohyeon noticed it

she knows you better than you know yourself

"I've been thinking... every time people mention the word wedding, you keep quiet. do you feel like you're being pressured, babe?"

gathering all your strength, you finally confessed:

"there is nothing I want more than to marry you."

and then, taking you by surprise, Yoohyeon kneeled on the pavement floor

"Y/N, I didn't buy any ring yet but..."

"for Christ's sake, you're kneeling on the dirty floor! get up!"

"...but I want to marry you!", she held your hand, ignoring your words. "will you marry me?"

"yes, Yoohyeon, of course I will! can you get up now?"

with a smile from ear to ear, she stood up

both of your hearts were racing

she hugged you and kissed your lips softly.

"you know you didn't have to kneel, right?", you said

"of course I had to kneel! it's supposed to be something romantic!"

she knows romance better than anyone and that's why not only the wedding but the honeymoon were extremely romantic

she sang a song for you at the ceremony

a ballad song

looking directly at you with her puppy eyes

which made you cry like a baby

the honeymoon was in scandinavian countries

knowing all the historical places and taking pictures, filming videos and declaring love to each other, with words, kisses and much, much, muuuuch more

every day, you keep remembering and feeling more and more that you are Yoohyeon's wife...

now you have couple rings

and are married

bought a house

and live together

occasionally you learn new things about Yoohyeon and vice versa

you admire her clumsy way 24/7

whenever she drops something, you joke

"are you nervous in my presence, Yoo? it must be because you are in love with me!"

she always responds with a laugh and calling you silly

calls you silly at every possible opportunity that may appear

and even if there is no opportunity at all, just silence, she will call you silly

it's just a Yoohyeon thing

likes to mix languages while talking to you

and you join her in this game, of course

every time Yoohyeon learns a new language, it's something new for you too

and, you know, she is very romantic

likes to write little texts full of her love for you in different languages and you have to “google translate” it to know the meaning of all those new words

she loves to do it especially if she’s on tour with the girls

even with the distance, she knows exactly how to make your heart melt

calls you by different loving nicknames in different languages

and you end up having to research alone what these words mean because she is always mysterious about it

when she studies a language at home, you admire her while she’s sitting with a book, computer, paper, pencils and pens, all focused on that

you analyze her serious countenance, her eyes so immersed in the content that she doesn't even notice when you approach and kiss her under her ear, calling her to bed

(‘cause it’s past 11PM and she needs to get up early to practice for the next comeback)

the same thing happens when she starts studying new instruments or improves on those she already know how to play

"did you know that you look even more beautiful when you are learning something?", you say

she laughs and all that comes from her mouth is the small sentence:

"you silly”

as everyone knows, with marriage comes the responsibilities

especially if the person you are going to marry already has children

in this case, Yoohyeon has Pie

then you became one of Pie's parents!

which is great, to be honest

for you, there is nothing more cute than watching Yoohyeon taking care of Pie, interacting with her, petting her

and for Yoohyeon, there is nothing more cute than YOU doing the same thing with Pie

and Pie loves her parents

when Yoohyeon has to go on tour, events, whatever, you take lots of pictures with Pie while taking care of her

and when you're not at home, she does the same

and if Yoohyeon is recording a new MV with the girls, you and Pie show up

(most of the time Yoohyeon talks to the manager for permission to do so but your presence is always welcome)

although you guys use to go out, what Yoohyeon likes to do most is spend time at home with you

because she loves playing games with you

overwatch, pubg, lol, whatever it is, she will want to play it with you

sometimes you’ll buy her something related to computers like new headphones

because you know she loves games

(even if she’s not very good at most of them)

but the main reason of liking to stay at home with you is not only games

it’s warmth

a warmth that is different from the warmth a sweater gives you, for example

and that warmth makes her feel good

because it emanates from you

she doesn't know if love is taking a real shape or something like that

but she loves that warmth

and only feels it when it comes from you, when she is with you

loves the bond you created with her mother and loves to see you talking to each other

feels comfortable opening up to you about her personal problems

in you she finds all the support and strength she needs

long making out sessions

she loves to hold your face while kissing you, even if it's just a peck

and loves to kiss you in the face

loves to be touching you

she likes to feel you close to her

sex with your wife Yoohyeon:

she may have the eyes of a puppy most of the time, but when it comes to sex...

Yoohyeon gets misty eyes from pleasure

however, she makes love in a slow and romantic way

rarely does it in a hurried or purely carnal way

she likes to feel connected to you and likes to have plenty of time for that

a switch

like it when you fuck each other

for her, it’s very important that your bodies are well attached

likes to kiss you during the act

and if she is not kissing you it's because her mouth will be busy sucking you

she moans loudly, so you can't have small adventures outside the four walls of your bedroom

likes it when you choke her lightly

prefers to come on your fingers during a kiss

despite moving the lips away from yours to moan

after sex

she always gets a blush on her cheeks

feels veeeeery shy for moaning so loudly

and hides her face in your neck

likes to feel your hands caressing her back

slow and passionate kisses

#dreamcatcher reactions #dreamcatcher scenarios #dreamcatcher scenario #dreamcatcher moodboards #dreamcatcher headcanons #yoohyeon reactions #yoohyeon headcanons #girlgroup scenarios #girlgroup reaction #kpop scenarios #kpop reactions #kpop imagine #kpop headcanons

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ichika27 · 3 years

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Mairimashita! Iruma-kun s2 ep15

This is late. A lot of stuff happened irl that made me forget lol.

Also, Amatsuki recently released the MV for “Kokoro Showtime” (the ED song for this series)!

The show goes back a couple of minutes before the magic beasts appeared...

The boys of Team Baram plus Ronove are enjoying picking new outfits. As they took their time, Agares felt something strange going on.

He was able to pinpoint which areas the beasts are gonna show up and also talk about how the warmth he’s feeling in those areas reminds him of eggs being heated.

The show explains his bloodline ability: My Area. They're able to manipulate the state of any surface area in their surroundings. Agares has somewhat guessed a bit of what's happening although not why it's happening and so before the magic beasts even appeared, he had already created a small safe space for them that saved them from the explosion.

I like how they’re now showing his full face more. He’s so cute!

The magic beasts had appeared!

This dragon is the beast at the area Team Baram is at. The guys decided to call their friends elsewhere in the park but they couldn’t.

This rat is at the area where Team Opera is.

And of course, this one is close to where Team Kalego is.

Their group is gonna get most of the screentime this episode!

Sensei is finally having fun! He decides that this is the perfect opportunity for training. He is a teacher after all and his best interest is the growth of his very, very scared students! It's then explained by the narrator that the kids are in their first year learning the basics and haven't learned any attack magic yet.

Sensei stops the kids from running away. After all, they’re here to have fun, right?

Camui tells them of how annoyed the bull is. This reveals their bloodline ability of Friendliness meaning they could translate any language and is able to converse with any living beings. Not only could actually understand the magic beast, he could talk to it, too!

Goemon shows off his ability as well! This one, as noted by Jazz, is their only offensive ability in the group since everyone else's is non-combat. But they could be used...

I was not able to get screenshots so I’d just summarize the event that follows:

Lied takes away one pair of the bull’s eyes with his Controller ability giving it a blind spot. Camui then gets it's attention by speaking to it, and they end it with Jazz using raffire combined by Goemon's whirlwind cut. A combo attack from the boys!

Unfortunately, it didn't work and it just made the beast mad at them. Kalego-sensei refused to help them and would only give a vague advice.

Meanwhile, the Six Fingers have finally gone to break out Kiriwo-senpai in prison while the other convicts are starting to cause trouble alongside them elsewhere in the area. The staff are panicking cause of the trouble above with the magic beast on the amusement park above and the intruders and riot on the prison below.

Some of the convicts are worried though as the higher the floor at the prison, the stronger the guards. The strongest is at the top - the Deputy Warden, Handshake Triton. Even if they were able to get past the other floors, they might not even be able to leave entirely cause of the strongest person in the prison.

It seems though, that the smallest member of the Six Fingers - Hugh - could easily defeat Triton himself. Triton’s ability, Handshake, could let him crush anyone but it doesn’t work on the Six Finger member who easily beats him.

The Team Kalego boys are in a pinch and they decided to rely on Jazz to be their leader as he's the highest ranking among them. He refuses of course cause what can he do? They end up bagging him and calling him 'aniki' when he said no as they don’t want to lead (as it’s the most dangerous role).

Being called “Aniki’ brought back memories of his own biological older brother bullying him. He always thought that if he was the older brother, he'd be nice to his own younger siblings if he had any.

lol the boys are so cute with their sparkles and all. I feel bad for Jazz cause the guys are just doing this to keep themselves at a safer distance from danger haha.

The boys' acting like that is making Jazz happy and is bringing out the big bro instincts in him. As he tries to think of a way to deal with their current dilemma, Kalego-sensei finally decides to give a better hint to them. He points out the thing on Jazz’s neck and Jazz thinks that maybe they have a chance.

Elsewhere, amidst the destruction, something is brewing inside Iruma. He sees the now destroyed park and remembers how fun and peaceful it was earlier. He then finds out from the other visitors talking around them that this may all have been a planned attack. A kid nearby screams for help to save his friends trapped in a rubble and gets ignored by apathetic demons around who only cares about what could happen to them (as they are demons and demons prioritize their own desires). Iruma looks around and hears the child crying. He decides to ask a staff member for help but he gets told to forget it and just evacuate like everyone else.

Iruma then realizes the feelings he’s had for a long time but wasn't able to to say: he's sick of it. He's not happy about this at all. Iruma seems pissed and he’s not gonna stand there doing nothing.

I know I never posts these but I just wanna show you guys today's Interval. Asmodeus sends Eiko the picture of Iruma cosplaying as a monster which Eiko then uses as her wallpaper. Eiko is lucky to be friends with another Iruma-sama fan!

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This entire season is showcasing the other characters in the series particularly the students of the Abnormal Class and in this arc, also Ameri and possibly Ronove plus the chaperones. They’re in groups and would all probably have to fight side-by--side to defeat the monsters near the areas they’re in. And also the Six Fingers. They’ve already shown the abilities of the rest of Team Kalego (as Jazz and Lied’s abilities have already been explained in the Royal One Arc). From the next episode preview, it seems we’d be seeing Team Opera fight.

I want to talk about my feelings regarding that scene with Jazz and his group later in this episode. Jazz’s flashback showed his own older brother being a bully - stealing from him, trespassing and trashing Jazz’s room, etc. - and yet instead of wishing for revenge and stuff, his thoughts were “I’d be nice if I were an older brother.”. He wants younger siblings not to continue the cycle of bullying but to be an older brother his own isn’t to him. And this doesn’t even seem to stem from wanting to show off like “See, I’m nice unlike you” or anything like that, he looks like he really just wants younger siblings to dote on. I mean he’s happy the other guys look up to him and are calling him “Aniki” (brother).

I just want to point that out cause in the same episode we’re shown how other demons wouldn’t care if someone is in need of help with the explanation that they’re demons and it’s in their nature. It’s so strange to me how somewhat contradicting this is. Also fascinating. But then again, Jazz is in the Abnormal Class. Maybe they’re the exception?

I’m excited for the next episode. From the previews, it seems that for Team Opera, the ones fighting is Opera themselves and Ameri who are both combatants. Unlike the boys of Team Kalego, they’d probably know what they’re doing. That doesn’t mean I don’t like watching inexperienced fighters in combat cause it was actually really fun to see how resourceful they were when using their abilities.

Til next week then!

#Mairimashita! Iruma-kun #welcome to demon school iruma-kun #anime #sana_post

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