#this is depressing as SHIT im so sorry omfg.
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Shang tsung x reader hcs
Reader is gn
*note: this isn't mk12 shang. Never will be. So.....sorry bout your poor taste in shang tsung iterations. Imagine any other version of shang. Thank you.*
Cw:mentions of nsfw(nothing heavy),fluff,mentions of a s/o who self harms and has mental illness/depression.
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Shang Tsung with a s/o that is.....
Shang tsung with a kind,sweet,gentle s/o. One that is shy,maybe a bit more of the demure side. Or even just a person who isn't an assertive type. Either way a s/o that is more softer and sweeter. A sweet gentle soul. Shang tsung would absolutely love you. It's a breath of fresh air to him. To come home to a gentle energy. Someone he can look to and see innocence in this cold and unforgiving world that is MORTAL KOMBAT. to him,you are his sanctuary. To him you are the closest to heaven he will ever get. And he is so so grateful for that.
Shang tsung with a more spunky,energetic and lively s/o. One who is active and maybe bounce off the walls goofy. Just a jovial little imp you are! One who shitposts memes at 3am and major crackhead energy. (I love you people fr) you are an absolute delight. You Make him laugh till his sides hurt. He's never felt like this in decades,centuries even. Never have you made him feel so alive,so youthful,and full of surprises. He loves your energy. He feels while your behavior can be annoying af at times. He appreciates your sincerity and despite the darkness around you you still find humor and life in everything. He has major respect for that. (You n johnny cage maaaaay get along. But hey i hc shang's cool with johnny,but like a silly puppy and moody dad kinda friendship. They could kill each other but they'd rather talk about kung fu cinema) you are absolutely precious to him.
Shang with a more aggressive,assertive,and angy(?) S/o. Maybe someone prone to easily be angered. Or even someone willing to throw hands and give out a can of whoop ass. Oh thank the elder gods he doesn't have to defend you! Not that he minds,he does love the praise he gets for that. But he feels relieved that you can handle yourself. Not to mention,its kinda hot to him when you get angry. Not at him of course....then again....the thought has crossed his mind....anyways. shang tsung loooooves sparring with you! Unf it's his bread n butter. He feels so alive with every kick and punch you throw. He always is sad when you are done tho. He always craves more. But both of you im sure are busy. But he loves you just the same.
Shang tsung with a s/o that is moody,sad,battles with depression,maybe self harm? He would be extra careful with his beloved. He would check in on you regularly. Pay extra special attention to your needs and make sure you take any medication you need to take. He would teach you techniques to help ease your inner demons. As he understands that struggle. He absolutely knows what to say,what to do,and how to help you. And if he can't help you. He will find someone who can. He will always be there to comfort you and give you advice when you need him to. He may be a dark sorcerer,but he is ruthless. NEVER HEARTLESS. especially with you. He loves you. And doesn't want to lose you. He cherishes you so so much. So whatever battles you face. He will be at your side,to crush any foe or neurosis that stand in your way to glory!
Shang tsung with a s/o that loves to cook. Omfg have his hand in marriage already! You make such amazing foods. Even if its simple. Even if it's just the most basic ass shit. The love you put into it. The fact that you even bothered to give him foods he loves! Unf. This man is over the moon! He absolutely loves you cooking for him. Better if its homemade,and a personal recipe. He absolutely loves you. He may even help you cook. Bonding time.
Shang tsung with a s/o who is chubby,thicc,and got some rolls on them.(this is gn but this is especially for fem persenting peeps. I see you. I got you!) Oh my god he would adore you. He loves your voluptuous curves. He loves how you always seem to look so flawless in everything. And even if you dont feel that way. He still loves you. Because he fell for your soul....not your body honey. Tho...he'd be foolish not to admit. He loves hanging onto every inch of you. Dragging his claws from his gauntlets across your skin. And the loveable little squees you make in response. Hee hee. What can i say my mans a glutton for a teasing. >:3c. But shang would absolutely adore you. Softness and sweetness. Perfect.
Shang tsung with a s/o that kinda is awkward with themselves. Not hating themselves,just awkward. He would totally gas you up! Especially if you get flustered and blush. Fave pastime is making you blush.
Shang tsung doesn't care about where you come from. Ethnicity,nationality,realm. He loves it all. He doesn't care. The man is 500yrs old. Do you think he gives a rat's ass?! Hell no. He would absolutely love to learn about you. He loves to learn. Knowledge is power. And what better way than to gain it by your side. He's stubborn but not to the point of reluctance to learn fron others. Sometimes he knows but not the extent. Sometimes he'll be surprised. Either way. He loves you. (Idgaf why would shang care about your ethnicity? Like there's so many different people in mk rosters anyways. So any x readers from any character that had this was dumb to me,and childish. Black,white,asian,American,European,lizard,shokan,dragon,rabbit person,mortal,immortal,doesn't fucking matter. If shang tsung likes you and wants to peruse you. He fucking will. And nothing will stop him if he genuinely loves you,unless you give him a reason not to. Which you wont. Also if shang genuinely loves you he will show it differently than if he's trying to gain something from you and get you riled up or if its not genuine. Biiiig difference but that's for another post)
Shang would love you in your best and worst of times. During the lows and the highs. He's in it for the long haul. He doesn't play when it comes to the matters of the heart. He's all in or nothing. He wouldn't bother perusing you if he didn't think you two would be in a long established relationship. Marriage or not. He is loyal to his beloved. Only to his beloved. He's a snek to others. Not to you. He'd burn all the realms to see you safe and happy and loved. He'll die for you,he'd kill for you. Either way what bliss? He's absolutely over the moon for you.
Shang tsung is basically a martial arts master asian gomez in love. Whatever and however you are. He will absolutely love you. Cherish you. Treasure you. Every moment. Period. I don't make the rules. He loves you sorry. And you are his,heart AND soul. uwu.
Hope y'all appreciate this. I wanted to make this to say basically tldr. Shang tsung loves you no matter what. And idc what people say.
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#mortal kombat#shang tsung#self shipping#shang tsung x reader#shang tsung mortal kombat#mortal kombat x reader#villain/antagonist f/o#villain f/o#shang tsung loves you no matter what personality you have no matter what you look like he fucking loves you ok?!#like if anyone says otherwise i will personally throat punch them! shang tsung loves you!!!!#my mans is top notch husband material and that's on that fight me!#the only thing that you gotta deal with is he's a villain and he's a dark sorcerer and you're in mortal kombat so yeah danger zone#but if you can handle that you gucci honey 💅🏻💖#shang fucking loves you#mk x reader#mk shang tsung
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you do know valentine's day is about love in general, right? not strictly romance. i'm arospec and do not give a shit about romance, but i still try to give stuff to my friends that i love to pieces because i'm not a miserable person
EXACTLY. i knew this already, so that's what im saying! it's about love on a universal scale: familiar, platonic, self love, etc. every time i see it in media growing up, I've only ever seen the romantic aspect of it covered, which is where my dumb angst comes from. and my ego just??? idk,, projects like a motherfucker n thinks it's cute to put on an edgy front about it. LMAO.
and i guess that says a WHOOOLE lot about me, huh? me absolutely radiating this self-deprectative energy of asshole-ery. me who's never prioritized my own self-care. so ouch yea, that's a gashing wound labeled "TO DO: LOVE MYSELF" i need to handle in my own personal life instead of letting it dance and frollic on stage. it's like cmon loaf, you've done this show already, just close the fucking curtain already. im talking to myself at this point
i kinda felt this kind of ask coming: an ask that's simply calling it like it is- no hard feelings tho 👍 honestly all of this angst is just past shit/beliefs im holding onto with a fucking super glue gorilla grip. i'll admit that im a fucking miserable, pessimistic dickhead, and it's totally valid that my pessimism or depressive posts comes off annoying as hell. realistically, i can't change overnight, but omfg i cant keep pulling the goddamn "teehee im just a cringefail loser its my ✨personality✨" card as my excuse, im starting to wear myself out LMFAO.
UHHH WOW- sorry for getting ranty or if this context was read like i just let out a bunch of steam lol— well, i did just let out steam but it was all directed to myself, none of it was directed to u anon so you're good
so yeah- i'll go touch grass whenever i can. im waiting til tomorrow tho, it's fucking dark outside rn haha
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Diluc comforts a depressed reader after they overhear something they shouldn't have
Diluc x gn!reader
TW!! FEELINGS OF ANXIETY AND DEPRESSION, SELF DEPRICATING THOUGHTS
a/n- you guessed it! based off true events
i hate my writing in this im so tired omfg unedited bc its 1:30 and i want sleep
its 9 am now i just reread it and i literally hate it so much i had a certain idea in my head but for the life of me could not make it work in writing this post is not what i wanted at all 😭😭
"For real, they're just always so... down. Gloomy, I guess."
"Quick to irritation, as well! I don't know, they're just not the way they used to be."
"Quieter too. They seem so angry all the time. I can't say they're very enjoyable to be around anymore."
You listened to three of your "friends" agree on how you acted. You felt sick to your stomach. They had you completely mischaracterized.
Am I mean?
Angry?
Gloomy?
You'd been through some rough shit in your life. It had left you depressed, anxious, weary, and tired. You'd been like this for years now though. You sighed, feeling like someone had just kicked you. You began the trudge back to the Dawn Winery, trying not to let tears cloud your vision. For once, you hoped Diluc was working late at the tavern so he didn't have to see you like this.
Maybe he thinks of me the same way they do?
The thought made your blood run cold. You picked up the pace in your walking, just wanting to go home.
You practically ran through the door and slammed it behind you, rushing to you and Diluc's bedroom to try and calm down.
You closed the door behind you and leaned your back on it, sliding onto the floor.
You don't know how long you sat there, staring at the floor, trying to run through every possible solution in your head to fix this.
How can I make myself not seem so angry or gloomy?
You felt something shove against your back, making you gasp.
"What the- Y/n, what are you doing on the floor?"
"Nothing. I'm sorry."
You got up and moved to the bed, grabbing a book off your bedside table and pretending to read it.
"Nope. Not going to work. What is it, Y/n? What happened?"
He spoke softly, concern seeping into his normally monotone voice.
"I heard something I shouldn't have. And I fear it's true."
He sat on the bed beside you as you shakily recounted what had been said about you.
"Y/n, they don't know you well enough to make such... childish claims against you."
"I didn't mean to make them think I was angry. What if other people think the same thing?"
"Because you're quiet? I doubt it, love."
"N-no, apparently I seem gloomy."
"And you have every right to be gloomy."
"Huh?"
You looked up at him, unsure of what he meant. You lived a lavish life and had a wonderful boyfriend. What right to be gloomy is he talking about?
"People have said the same things about me. I'm rude, gloomy, no fun, in my own world. Maybe in some sense, they're right."
"Diluc, no, after what happened to you.. you don't have to be cheerful all the time."
"You explained my point, love. People like to talk, but they have no idea what things have torn you apart in the past. You're still picking up the pieces from your past. You don't need to recover instantly just because your circumstances have improved."
He paused for a moment, blinking back tears of his own. He took a deep breath and smiled at you, taking one of your hands in both of his.
"You also don't need to recover because lots of time has passed. If there's one thing I've learned best is that recovery is a cruel and winding road that can go on for ages. All you need to do right now is breathe. You don't owe anyone recovery, and you don't owe then an explanation, either."
The stray tears on your cheeks had turned into quiet sobs as Diluc pulled you into him, hugging you close.
"You don't always have to be strong, darling. Don't rush recovery for the sake of others, and certainly don't let those harsh words effect the way you act."
"Only if you promise to do the same thing." you said in a small voice.
He nodded, kissing the top of your head.
"Of course. As long as we have each other, the lingering words of bitter people won't get in our way."
#diluc#genshin comfort#genshin fluff#genshin x reader#diluc ragnvindr#diluc fluff#diluc comfort#diluc x reader
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bsd ramblings (seasons 1, 2, and dead apple)
i would commit double suicide with dazai
why does everyone have a gyatt
kunikida x dazai??????
WHY ARE THE SIBLINGS SO WEIRDDDD
ranpo’s my scrungo
atsushi has trauma and is a furry
kunikida and endeavor sound really similar
dazai <33333
what the actual fuck is wrong with the doctor
oh hey ginger
oh those bitches are homosexual
the way they fight is so homoerotic
“go to hell! i was being saracastic!” — chuuya to his boyfriend
dazai x chuuya
atsushi x akutagawa
WHY IS EVERY SINGLE GUY IN BSD SO HOT
the animation has no right to be so good
kenji is so silly. i love him
kenji loving cows is so real of him
i need more port mafia exec dazai
“he both fears death and is drawn to it” ME FR
DAZAI <33333333333333333333
i want to hold dazai. i need to ruffle his hair. i want to commit suicide with him, my last words being heard by him only. i want to drown with this man, the holy water bringing us both to the afterlife. we will both be free.
chuuya is so silly
“come now, take me with you to the afterlife” DAZAI AJHDISBEUDBEUBD
dazai is a disaster bi and i love him for that
i pledge allegiance to the flag of bungo stray dogs and to the fandom for which it stands. one nation under dazai, indivisible, with fanfic and fanart for all.
dazai is down horrendous for oda. i don’t blame him
dazai my silly wet cat disaster bi husband <33333333333333333
akutagawa is so silly
WHY DID THE THEME SONG HAPPEN IN THE MIDDLE OF THE EPISODE WTF
men <3
oda is my dad now bc i said so
the kid’s name is shinji? evangelion reference??
“because odasaku’s my friend” NO HE AINT DAZAI. HE’S YOUR UNREQUITED CRUSH.
“because i know my friend better than anyone” DAZAI’S LITTLE GASP OMFG IEBEKSHWJJDEBBE OMFG OMFG IM GONNA CRY DONT EVEN WINEUEHEJEJ (friend who got me into the show) YOU BITCH
“you’re a were-tiger, grow some were-balls” KUNIKIDA YOU DID NOT
ranpo is autistic
WHY THE HELL IS THE BOSS SO WEIRD ABT HIS KID WIHDJEBE OMFG
“i can’t hear the voice of god with you staring like that” — every catholic ever
nathanial hawthorn is a silly catholic
margaret basically being the daughter of a rich plantation owner in the 1800’s is so american
ranpo my silly
chuuya <3
q and kyouka are my children
osamu dazai my silly little wet cat autistic depressed suicidal maniac disaster bisexual husband <3
WHY IS MARK FUCKING TWAIN SO FINE OMFG THIS SHOW
lovecraft is weird. i like it. he’s accurate.
margaret x nathan??
chuuya and dazai are an old married couple. i love them so much.
“god i hate you” — chuuya to his husband who he loves very much
“don’t worry, buddy. i’ve got you” — dazai to his lover
“i’d expect nothing from you, my worthy adversary” poe to his bf
WHY IS POE FINE SOEJDIHENSHDBE
ranpo is so silly
dazai is a cool uncle to kyouka fuck you
akutagawa and atsushi are down bad for each other
why is scott fitzgerald a crossbreed between a dilf and a twink
cmon you two kiss each other already
is akutagawa down bad for dazai or just looks up to him
WHY IS THE WIFE NAMED ZELDA?? IS SHE A PRINCESS OR WHAT
i am OBSESSED with this show
never have i ever watched an anime with a shit theme song. i love bsd’s intro so much
hehe moby dick
if kyouka dies i’m killing myself /hj
welp guess i’m dying
akutagawa my silly <3
nvm not dying today. hey at least kyouka isn’t dead
dazai is akutagawa’s father figure sorry not sorry
lovecraft is so real for jumping in the sea
POE IS HERE WIHEEIHEIEHEUDHEHD I LOVE POE
RANPO KISS HIM RN KISS YOU TWO KISS
“but i prefer the women in my life to be under 12” E X C U S E M E S I R
RUSSIAN MAN????
CRIME AND PUNISHMENT DUDE HELL YEAH
IWJDUEBEHE DAZAI QUOTING ODA IEHRUEBEUDHWHDUENDJDJHE IM GONNA CRY AGAIN BYE—
DEAD APPLE IS AMAZING. I WATCHED IT ON 9ANIME. ONLY SUB THOUGH
READING THE TRANSLATOR STRUGGLE IS SO FUNNY. o7 TO THEM GOOD JOB.
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https://www.tumblr.com/mangoposts/747493161715351552/httpswwwtumblrcommangoposts74744148176211148
no fr the man can be the most attractive person ever and i’ll just imagine their breath smelling or some shit and i’ll stop talking to them, like if you’re a man my expectations are SO high but if you’re a girl just you talking and paying attention to me is enough 🤍
i’m so over the situationship (finally) but 2 years ago we used to act so lovey dovey with eachother at school like she would constantly compliment me, she would tell me personal stuff, she would draw on me, she would buy food and drinks for me, especially with drinks she would be like “i know you want it, keep it” and i would actually die inside every time, i used to take her home so she wouldn’t be alone, she used to give me strong ass eye-contact, she would literally tell me to sit on her lap, always being like “i love (my name)”
anyways, summer break rolls around and it only just hits that she likes me and i like her too, so ofc i start to distance because i have commitment issues and i am scared ❤️ i am so scared i hate her i can’t talk to her normally anymore, but we keep on messaging
school starts again and i’m like “holy shit i’m literally having physical reactions from even thinking about her” and then i come to school one day and she came out as straight to everyone and then she announced she got a boyfriend and was super religious now and i was like ???? what ? so obviously i become heartbroken and depressed
then she breaks up with him for a period of time and im still in love with her so i start doing lovey dovey shit like buying her presents, we both love nana so i would compare us to the 2 girls and she would agree, and im like holy fuck, i would buy her nana stuff, i would write her lovey dovey ass letters and notes and she would love it but then she got back with her boyfriend AHAHAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA AAAA and they’ve been dating for like 2 years
we are still friends but we rarely talk i gave up obviously because i dont want to be a home wrecker but in another universe we are together ❤️ but i was clinging on so bad i actually cringe every time i think about it + we outgrew eachother but she still takes my advice, like i told her to dye her hair red and she did it but now her hair is stained and like i told her it would stain but i didnt know it would stain so badly sorry girl ily 😭😭😭
now i’m single ! oh and not to forget she would guide me on how to talk to my girl crushes before i realised she liked me and she would give shitty ass advice 💀 at least this whole situation kept me entertained low-key but i became so depressed NEVER AGAIN 🙏
This would absolutely kill me inside i have NO IDEA HOW you’re still with us today you’re Fr stronger than me 😭😭😭❤️❤️❤️❤️ I hope you find someone better who takes their time with you and treats you right because THIS is traumatizing omfg
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Sorry yall no proper review for cpc ep. 139 bc all i have to say is
What the fuck, Lambcat!?
(!Spoilers, tw su1c1d3!)
OMFG LAMBCAT REALLY SHOWED UP GWEN POISONING HERSELF BACK IN EP. 107 BUT I DIDNT THINK ANYTHING OF IT BC I DIDNT KNOW THE CONTEXT NOW I DO AAAAAAA
BC OF THE SPOILER IN EP. 107 I WAS THINKING GWEN ALREADY HAD THE ROBE AND IT SOMEHOW GOT PUT BACK IN THE HOLE
SO LEELATHAES ROBE WAS JUST SITTING IN THAT WALL FOR OVER A DECADE BC NO ONE BOTHERED TO FIX THE WALL???
SCREAMING CRYING THROWING UP SHITTING MYSELF HER EYES LOOK SO DULL ITS LIKE SHE ALREADY DIED…INSIDE 😭😭😭
THIS ABSOLUTELY BROKE MY FUCKING HEART ESPECIALLY AS SOMEONE WHO DEALS WITH DEPRESSION AND HAS ATTEMPTED SU1C1D3 NOT JUST ONCE BEFORE THEN CONTINUED TO STOMP ON THE PIECES THEN THREW THEM INTO A BLENDER TO BE CRUSHED INTO FINE POWDER THEN ADDED TO WATER TO MAKE A SHAKE THEN FLUSHED DOWN THE TOILET FOR SEA CREATURES TO SHIT AND PISS IN AND PPL THEN CATCH AND EAT SEA CREATURES THEN SHIT IT OUT AND THE SHIT IS USED AS FERTILISER FOR CROPS THAT PPL ARE GONNA EAT AND SHIT OUT AGAIN
INITIALLY I WAS CONFUSED AS TO WHY SHE ATE THE POISONED APPLE BC WHEN JAMIE ATE IT HE WAS JUST OUT TO SLEEP BUT THEN I REMEMBERED THAT JAMIE WOKE UP BY TRUE LOVES KISS FROM A WAFFLE BUT GWEN THINKS FREDERICK NEVER TRULY LOVED HER SO-
GODDAMN YOU LAMBCAT FUCK YOU IM GONNA BE SENDING MEAN MESSAGES TO LAMBCATS INSTA I JUST CANT RN I AM SO DISTRAUGHT I HLDKKWKDIXKSOSD
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bts fic recs: part four
heavy smut - pwp, pure filth, one way ticket to hell lmao
romance - fluff, romcom, angst, may contain smut but mainly plot focused
poly/multi - reader x multiple members/ot7, usually contains mxm, basically everyone x everyone bc we love everybody hehe
note: reader/oc is female and uses she/her pronouns
🌹= favorite
heavy smut
New Guy 🌹
fuckboi!knj x org pres!reader (uni!au, e2l??? – TENSIONNN UGH, JOON IS SO HOT OMFG)
Reflection
sub!pjm x dom!reader (warnings: mommy kink, strap-on)
Please
sub!jjk x softdom!reader (mommy kink again hehe, whiny jk, lots of begging)
Kill to kiss you
mafia!jjk x prostitute!reader (mafia!au, warnings: guns, violence, YANDERE JK – the ending is so sick and i love it👀 why am i like this)
Satan on Strip
satan!jjk x reader
Prowl
vampire!jjk x vampire!reader
poly/multi
REC.
client!ksj x escort!reader x cameraman!jjk (softdom!ksj, switch!reader, sub!jjk, warnings: rimming (f receiving) – just really filthy ;))
romance
Love to hate (series) 🌹
CEO!jjk x CEO!reader (ceo!au, slow burn?, the e2l+fuck buddies combo✨ – the pining is honestly killing me and that's exactly why i like it, u already know it's good when it's written by shanna <3)
Puddle of Love (series)
rocker!jjk x artist!reader (f2l, slow burn, really angsty, they're both musicians)
Dead of the night (series)
demon!jjk x doc?reader (jk fell from the sky mc took care of him – im not sure if reader is a nurse or a doc im sorry lol)
Waking up in Vegas
jjk x reader (pwp with feels and it's just cute and funny – got drunk and accidentally got married in vegas)
Falling, falling, gone
campuscrush!kth x reader (uni!au, soccer team captain tae, f2l – they're both idiots and oblivious trope)
Absolute
fuckboi!jjk x tutor!reader (fuckbuddies2lovers – based on 'boyfriend' by ariana)
All the Good Girls Go to Hell 🌹
devil!jjk x reader (mc's parents are too *protective* so she rebels ;))
Nephalem
demon!jjk x angel!reader (established relationship, daughter of gabriel & son of lucifer)
Hotter Than Hell (series) 🌹
fallenlucifer!jjk x reader (e2l – the tensionnn, it's ongoing still waiting for the final chapter!!)
L'amour fou 🌹
serialkiller!jjk x psychiatrist!oc (oc named iris, thriller!au, very yandere jk – VERY WELL WRITTEN IT SHOULD BE PUBLISHED LIKEE, the whole concept is crazy and sick obviously perfect for psychothriller, got goosebumps)
Raven Unit (series)
jjk x reader (political!au, taskforce!au, jjk was assigned to protect the daughter of the president mc)
Ride or Die (ongoing drabble series) 🌹
mafia!jjk x reader ft. knj (mafia!au, exes!au angst – warning: drug usage, toxic relationship, kindaaa yandere-ish? behavior ig)
Broken Codes (ongoing series) 🌹
mafia!jjk x mafia!reader (mafia!au, e2l, one night stand – im a sucker for mafia aus especially when oc is also a baddie)
Flesh and Blood (series)🌹
zombie!jjk x reader (sci-fi, post-apocalyptic, crack lmao bff joon is hilarious – inspired by warm bodies!! i fucking love that movie)
Love Lockdown (ongoing series) 🌹
myg x reader (zombie apocalypse!au, E2L YESSS, my new fav ongoing fic)
Wasteland, baby! 🌹
myg x reader (post-apocalyptic!au, depression – angsty i actually cried i really recommend listening to the song(by hozier with the same title) while reading)
Wanderlust 🌹
writer!myg x reader (angst, fluff, strangers2lover – traveling together with yoongi and it's just very wholesome)
No choice (next to you)
fratboy!myg x reader (college!au, neighbors!au, frat party, fluff, angst bc they're both idiots – i feel like I've sinned enough that day i had to take a break from all that smutty shit💀 this cute romcom is perfect it cleansed my soul)
Shades of Wrong
slytherin!pjm x gryffindor!reader (hogwarts!au, e2l, quidditch – of course jimin is the slytherinest slytherin)
poly/multi
Getting Back into the Swing of Things (series)
ot7 x reader (FLUFF, rich ceo bts, bangtan are boyfriends, mc is joon's ex – they all fell in love yey)
drabbles/imagines/established relationship
in the soop | collection - jjk
again most of them are jungkook fics🙈
#bts#bts imagines#bts fic rec#bts fic#bts smut#jeon jungkook#min yoongi#jung hoseok#jungkook x reader#bts poly#park jimin#kim taehyung#kim namjoon#jhope#jungkook smut#jimin smut#kim seokjin#yoongi fanfic#yoongi x reader#suga#park jimin x reader#bts fluff#jungkook fluff#mafia jungkook#bts v x reader#taehyung x reader#Youtube#bts reads#bts x reader
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JJK guy is going through the wringer mentally rn but hes like. Gone through that everytime his brother (middleman manipulator) has left home and after putting all that stress on MM (like MM has helped him get so many therapy options and etc so he doesnt commit suicide) and now hes once again doing this shit to MM and hes taking it out on other people but he literally hasnt taken any of the optiona presented to better his life. At all. And after like 25 fucking years of this shit hes taking it out again on MM so MM cut it to him fucking straight that in order to better your life its up to you and that he cant rely on MM anymore so JJK Guy is like throwing a fuckin fit over this and crying to other people about it now but its literally JUST. He refuses help and he takes it out on other people including MMs gf and my friend and. Sorry im so fucking stressed and mad about this. I try to reach out because like i get it i have been in that state before and shit but apparently he actually just doesnt fucking like me. He thinks im immature and 'always needs to say something'. Im literally just trying to contribute conversation in vc calls in a group server. I thought we were on okay terms (like tbh i dont like him but its a weird closeness we have rn) but knowing its literally all fake? Dude. And he visits ALLLLLL THE TIME and it is because like MM is his brother and MMs GF is also friends with him (they literlaly bonded because of depression but hes kinda throwing that in her face) but he literally uses MM as a crutch for his own mental health. Sorry for the rant but omfg
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liveblogging "Ein Freund, ein guter Freund" (tatort münster)
ah, Mafia stuff, I see.
Ja du hast Fehler gemacht, war keine gute Entscheidung :I you're gonna die you're gonna fuckin die, junge das ist die Mafia die killt dich beim kleinsten Fehler
Die armen Fische nh, musste actually nicht sein
Lieb's wie boerne mit irgendwelchen randoms chillt und der Rest des Münsteraner teams einfach so zusammen ist
KF
Wie heißt der?? Friedhelm?😭 ok no shaming tho
Junge was labert der eigentlich?? Und wer sind dieeee?
Yeah they knew what he was gonna say - Alberich and Thiel just know him
"und einfach so aus dem Ärmel geschüttelt" good joke Thiel, good joke.
Alberich🥺
Bisschen viel Alkohol war das, nh
I told you I told you I told you, he actually died lol
Mirko ist so sweet omfg <3
Die armen Fische nooo- wait, er hat sie gerettet??? Omg dude I love you.
Boernes Schauspielkünste again.
"Können Sie auch Mal ja sagen?!" - Thiel "Nein." - Boerne, Idk something about this is epic.
Ah, interessant. Ich geh jetzt jeden Morgen joggen, vielleicht wird mir auch n pistole an den Kopf gehalten-
Kann Thiel italienisch????
Junge fuck die Hälfte von meinem liveblogging ist weg ahhhhh scheiße
10min um genau zu sein😭 Im sorryyy
This Italian dude is so funny. Like. So funny.
Klemm such a fuckin legend, omg omg love her rollkragenpullover
Calm down dude, du würdest nur entführt-
"Ich bin stolz auf dich" auch er, will seinen Sohn oder so in die Klinik stecken lol geil
This is all so ???
Sorry, aber seine Frisur ist scheiße agsvsgsh
Oke, der Typ mit der scheiß Frisur heißt Herr Novak und steht unter Druck oder sowas - ich versuchs mir zu merken lol.. (I'm so gonna forget this)
AXH DIE IMMER MIT IHREN AKTEN MAN DAS DAUERT FUCKIN 50 JAHRE HALTS MAUL
Mirko calling Thiel Mama, WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK
Also, did Thiel just say "hast du denn auch deine Hausaufgaben gemacht?" And "morgen ist Schule" like wtf is happening here
Okay but guys, just imagine a father-son relationship between Mirko and Thiel. You don't even have to imagine lol, it's fuckin canon <3
Herr Fabian leidet momentan unter anxiety. Versuchen sie es später nochmal.
*boerne giving thiel his phone*, they're dating, they're so fuckin dating
Junge die split-screens<333 so geil I love it
KF, erschreck doch die Leute nicht so!!
Sorry idk whats happening with me
*drama*
Ooooh neEeEiIn Friedhelm wurde enTfüÜuhrT, wIiEe sChrEeEecKliiiCh! - bish Idgaf about this case, kill that guy idc
Boerne being iconic
Mewulwe, gotta note that down.
Boerne, give up. You're a fuckin bad liar, the worst liar ever.
Guten Tag.
Okay but actually, what tf is this. Now Thiel called Mirko "schraderchen" ??? They relationship is... Something
"Ist Goldi schwanger?" Wie-
"Liebling, wie war dein Tag?" - Boerne "Ach, ging so.. hab noch bisschen mit Mirko rumgedaddelt, aber sonst.." - Thiel, casual altes ehepaar, wenn einer von der Arbeit nach Hause kommt und der andere in der Küche mit fertigem essen steht (just imagine that) <33
Ich lieb die split-screens!!!
"Boerne, sie lassen sich da in was reinziehen von Fabian." - Thiel, auch er, als er fünf Sekunden später checkt, das Boerne bereits in die Tiefe Grube gefallen ist "Dieser Idiot!" - yeah, you got it right. Boerne doesn't care, he does the stupid shit anyway.. ach keine Ahnung you get me
Warte was wo ist die Übergabe???
*dramatic scenes*
SoOo draAmaAAaAtiiisch..
"Ich versprechs dir" - Boerne, während er wie ein fuckin cuter Pinguin wackelt mit diesen puppy eyes lol
"Ach ne, Doktor *wer auch immer* liegt auch schon hier.. hab ich gar nicht mitbekommen" - Boerne
*boerne overthinking* CALM DOWN WAIT WIE KOMMT ER JETZT AUCH NOCH AUF LATEIN?? JUNGE WAHRSCHEINLICH IST DER ENTFÜHRER SO SCHLAU HÄÄ
Warum ist die Bank so lange??? Waren Friedhofsbänke schon immer so lang??
Thiel hat boernes Handy geortet???
THIEL HAT BOERNE GEBISSEN???
AHHHHSGSGDHSHHS IM DYING VADDERN AHAHAHAHA I LOVE HIM LOL HELP
"Sie lieben diese Frau, stimmt's..?" - Thiel, sad af, depressed af, jealous af
Thiel admitting he cares about vaddern!!🥺 And vaddern just laughing😭
Btw ich lieb's auch wie Boerne so richtig zuversichtlich ist, was Thiel angeht. I mean his thoughts are literally "he's a good detective, he's trustful, he's smart, he is perfect as my partner, I love him, I have to tell him about this" (I mean ja ich weiß vorher hat diese Frau ihn zuerst davon überzeugt es nicht zu tun, aber für ihn war es erst selbstverständlich und als es rauskam war er so "es ist das beste")
Ohhh, der Typ hat sich mit der Mafia angelegt - not good, not good
SPLIT-SCREEN MY BELOVED YESSSSSS😍✨ I need more of this
Junge hä?? Vorhin hatte der noch voll die anxiety und jetzt ist er übertrieben confident???
PAAHAHAHSHS DIE STATUE IST KAPUTT GEGANGEN UND THIEL MACJT NEN DUMMEN SCHERZ DARÜBER YES I LOVE THIS OMG AHSHSH
Mirkos und Thiels relationship, goddammit. I love it.
Mysterion?? Wtf is that???
Was für'n Schwarzgeld denn jetzt??? Ey ich hab wirklich nichts von dem Fall mitbekommen
SPLIT-SCREENS!!!!🥰
ich schlafe gleich ein hilfe, war gestern einfach zu lange wach sgshdhsh
Ooooo der Mond scheint🥺💫
Also bei mir jetzt lol
*visible confusion in boernes face* same bro, same.
Oh Herr Novak, also der Typ mit der scheiß Frisur again :))
Alberich my smart queen <3
Someone send me to sleep😭😭
Noch 16minutennnn
Ey sorry aber this is boring
Split-screen tho <3
NEIN NEIN NEIN
Ach man they annoy meeeee
Ah chillig-
OMG OMG
Boerne, Alberich und Thiel split-screen!!! Iove this!!🥺.
Jochen sagt, was er sagen will. Lass ihn.
Friedhelm is back.. how nice! (I was being sarcastic)
Okeeee, this turned into something.
They actually backstabbed him lol??? Ey keine Ahnung was hier los ist hilfe
Im Endeffekt geht es wieder nur um Geld..
Nur noch 9min <33
KF, dein bester Freund ist ein Mörder.
Ach sie war's
Joaaaa
"KF dich ins Knie" AHAHAHSNDND LOVE THAT LOL
Boerne is being so iconic <3
Süßer Hund🥺
Split-screens <333
Lol die wurden hops genommen, I love you for that Boerne :3
Jaja ihr habt verkackt
Thiel und Boerne <3
Thiels Hand auf Boernes Schulter, Thiels Arm um Boerne.. ♥️♥️♥️
Fazit: Also jaaaa, bin überrascht, dass ich nicht mittendrin eingeschlafen bin lol ;-; im Endeffekt gings auch wieder nur Geld??? Idk. Honestly, I don't even know what fuckin happened in this ep. Auch kaum Thiel/Boerne scenes, bzw generell Team Münster.. keine ahnung. kinda disappointed lol but I'm too tired to think about this ep. ja keine ahnung was ich noch sagen soll, fall war wirklich nicht spektakulär ;-; also es war ja einfach alles messed up ??? hab aber auch kaum aufgepasst lol. there's one thing I loved about this ep, the scenes with mirko and thiel. guter stichpunkt, um das "fazit" hier zu enden :)
#tatort#tatort münster#episode: ein freund ein guter freund#liveblogging#this was something#and I really fell in love with the split-screens <3
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3.22.23
heyy,, i know i dont update, i try to not use this app to spill the most , life rn tho is like so great
me n my luver boy confessed our feelings like 3 days agoninbfckijnpersojninnmy housee!! like what i never told any1 i likebthem in person so now we just talkin but like we already did the uk 🙀!1!1! yea lately i just been yoloing life nobody controlling me no more and i feel like im actually myself uk ! so i feel likee eeverydsy im doin better uk,
weight im 149 now , im eatting pretty gooddd but my moma wantsbto send me to the doctor bc she thinks i have a ed bc i throw up everytime i eat now, its bad but fck i cant control it , but shit today was wing wednesday n omfg i fcked up those wings
im so sorry if i sound so dumb i barely woke up
my sleeping schedule been screwed by my friends n luver boy , i frr like him so much bruh like we already sleep together n cuddle n everything n then for him to be like “i like you alot” like i was just being myself n that made me cry n then he kissed my head goodnight yea i fr be living in a lil movie fr!
i sneak out now sometimes to go see him n my friends and we just go to the park or sumwhere its so dumb💀💀
also like last month was the end of my other era like
im doin better without them uk, i feel much brighter and happier, ion feel depressed or anything, i dont fight everyday,
i got a new cat
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i am so so sorry for not being active here but i had a lot of stress because of university shit etc (i still do but not as much as i did last week) (and this week)
you should adopt me as a sister frfr!!
yes about hanbin: he said that you both are already planning the wedding??? you should have told me… #betrayed
and i took my nails off (if thats how you say it😟) and they were no and i had to cut my natural long nails 😔😔
no cuz i lost a lot money now on enhypen albums (i love them sm wtf its so sudden but after i found out that they were in poland (i found out sbout this during they were there) my enhypen fangirl era came back and yk i bought the dark blood album i dont remmeber what version but its dark blue and i pulled sunghoon and sunoo(AGAIN) but i wanted heeseung and jake #depressed (i got jay post card tho) and i csnt find people who sell the original photocards☹️ LIKE GIRL IM ABOUT TO GO CRAZY ABOUT HEEJAYKE LIKE OMFG NOOO NAHH WTF WHAT::;;;;::;;:::&&&&
how did the macarons taste like (good bad mid) ?!??,,? i will buy you a whole macarons factory just so you csn eat them everyday for free 😋😋
DONT CALL ME A ROOKIE!! its the first time it happened (taking a nap and then not being able to sleep again) like i take naps almost everyday because they are so lovely😔😔 but yes no school no university no anything for a long time😋 (just work) (like 20€ per week) (im teaching 2 people english so not a real job tho)
anyway my brother (6 months old) (literally 18 years age difference💀) is so annoying but so cute like bro i hate him sometimes and then day after i love him the most😐😐😐
oh and my hesrt was broken by a guy… he has the same name as i do (unisex name) we were 8-9 years at the same school and he had a crush on me 5 years ago but i didnt have a cursh on him back then so i told him that we are just friends and now since 2-3 years i started to have a crush on him but now i found out that he has a crush on deomeone else (this is mainly the reason why im so delulu rn) (i was always delulu but this is literally getting so out of hand) i also started kind of disliking zb1 i mean not that i dont like them anymore its just im not keeping up with their content now as much as i did like bro my ult groups are always changing (once it was shinee then svt then got7 then nct then gidle then enhypen then txt then svt again then treasure then zb1 and xikers and now its new jeans, le sserafim, xikers, ateez and enhypen (just that i dont keep up eith xikers and ateez content that much)😐😐😐😐 get me some help like i literally love them for a time then lose interesy in them and find another group and then its repeating all the time ykyk omg im so no
i understand bro i went through it myself so don't worry 😭 how's it going? i have no idea how you choose your college in germany so if you wanna talk abt it i'm interested 🤭 hope you'll be able to go wherever you want
bitch you're already adopted ‼️ i've always wanted a little sister
yk i didnt know how to tell you this cuz i'm a bit shy..... but he told you now so you know!! i'm not fully a betrayer!!
OH THEY WERE NATURAL??? the length was so pretty i thought it was not. it's a shame you had to cut it
enha have me on a chokehold fr this cb pure you don't understand 😀 they're also my ult but i've been not keeping up as much as before with their content. this album was just soooo good and now i'm in this enhypen shit forever bro like that's it they got my interest back
nOOOOOO 💔 BRO IM SURE YOU'LL FIND PPL WITH THE ORIGINAL IT'S A BIG GROUP IT'S EASIER
girl the macarons were awful. too sugary (i should've expect this from algeria they love getting diabetes...) </3 i felt like i was eating blocks of sugar there was no other taste i wanted to cry ok. waiting for you to buy me a macaron factory or else im gonna have to marry someone who makes them properly.
this may seem like 'not a real job' but even this is very important on your resume when you'll look for work later! it's still a great experience
that's every little brothers 🙏🏼 i have two and there's days i wanna crush them to the ground and days i wanna give them everything </3 but the age difference between you two is so big!! you know what's cool about that? you can design that kid 🤭 you can teach him how to be a good person, give him good taste, everything! that's the best thing about younger siblings
hE HAS ANOTHER CRUSH NOW?? HOW COULD HE MOVE ON FROM THE PURE??? nah he has no idea what he's missing rn 👹 don't be heartbroken over... a man 😧 okay?? move on too >:( he's no heejake >:(
ABOUT THE ULT THING. i have no idea how ppl keep the same ult for such a long time like.... i mean mine are pretty much stable too but yk there's time where you lost interest as you get into a new group. i always end up coming back to my ult but there are period yk. when i see people holding fanbases for example i'm amazed cuz how do you diligently wake up everyday and do everything about one and onlY ONE GROUP??? AREN'T YOU TIRED??? AREN'T YOU FED UP WITH THEM AT SOME POINT???
plus my problem is i'm here for the music only 🙏🏼 i don't like the music my ult put out? honestly i'm not hyping the comeback or anything. my older sister listens to kpop and fr no matter if the song's good or not she votes on every music show, she streams the song, eveRYTHING. i don't even do all that when i like the song tbh... i think it's funny to see how everyone has a different way of stanning
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PINK ANON HERE-- FINALLY GOT AROUND TO WATCHING STRANGER THINGS SEASON FOUR VOLUME TWO. SAFE TO SAY I AM DEVASTATED, TRAUMATIZED, VIOLENTLY ILL, ETC. ANYWAY, HAVE A NICE DAY. SORRY THIS IS CHAOTIC. <3
omg. i feel like a monster for receiving a follow up ask before i answered your first one 😭 im so sorry my darling it's not you, it's me. i don't even really have an excuse, im just depressed as shit and overwhelmed by literally everything. i haven't been writing very much either
RIGHT THOUGH?? i feel like it's been long enough that i could talk about spoilers openly but juuuuust in case i'll put them under a read more
EDDIE. EDDIE EDDIE EDDIE MY FUCKING LOVE...... i literally don't even know where to start with him. i was obsessed with his character from s4 p1 and I WAS SO DEVASTATED. i know we all were like COOMMMEEEE ONNNNN when he died. it was a good death and a worthy death but REALLy? what i specifically requested was for NO death and he still died. and with everyone assuming he was a devil-worshipping serial killer too, when he was actually a sweet angel. i feel so robbed, ive read a lot of fix-it fic about my poor sweet boy. he went straight to heaven 😢
JOPPER ALSO MEANS EVERYTHJNG TO ME SO IT WAS SUCH A TREAT TO SEE THEM FINALLY REUNITED AND WORKING TOGETHER AGAIN.
annoyed at the duffer brothers for what they did to will and robin. July 1st and they rly took every ounce of hope away from us gays. borderline homophobic honestly 😬 especially whenever Mike used the dialogue will gave him for ELEVEN? ugh get fucked. z
everything having to do with Max totally gutted me. it was just, absolutely completely devastating all around. i really don't think eleven should've brought her back - yeah she's breathing but did that make it better for anybody? if she's brain dead hooked up to life support then what does that do other than make it harder? maaaayyyyybe eleven can go into her brain the way she does but my hopes aren't high. im not sure how i feel about that storyline.
omfg can we also talk about ERICA SINCLAIR BEST CHARACTER IN THE ENTIRE SHOW
very interested to see what they'll do with season 5. i got very excited whenever the upside-down flakes started showering down on Hawkins. both dimensions existing in the same place is going to be.... wild. i hope that they're able to keep the essence of the show while delivering a satisfying final season.
all in all, i really do think that season 4 was great and the best yet. BUT HOLY SHIT.
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I got sappy. wanted to write about what the show means to me. trigger warning for depression, bullying, all the rough stuff that goes along with that. also trigger warning for this being long as all hell. I had a lot to say about this dumb ass show. please feel free to ignore this, it was mainly for me to get my thoughts out.
Supernatural was there for me through… everything. I remember watching the pilot episode really vividly, though the date is fuzzy. I say it was 2012 at the time, but my mom insists it had to have been earlier than that, so I’m not entirely sure. The years really ran together back then. I wasn’t in the best place. In fact, I was in the lowest place I’ve ever been. The past few years of abusive friendships ended up finally getting me worn down, and I was in the biggest depressive slump I’ve ever felt. I thought I was weak, useless, selfish for feeling like that. I didn’t see any reason to go on, if I was just gonna be like that.
I had two people irl at the time that I considered my actual friends, as opposed to just the people that hung around me and made me feel pretty shitty. These two friends had started talking about this show they started watching. Supernatural, they kept telling me, it was the best show ever. They said I’d totally fall for Dean, and if not, then to wait for Castiel to show up. So I told my mom about it.
My mom watched the pilot episode while I was at school one day. When I got home that evening she agreed, I would love Dean, but I would be terrified of the show. So, being the dumbass I am, I trudged upstairs to do my homework for the next 7-8 hours, finishing around 1:30 in the morning. Perfect time for a wimpy little kid that’s scared of her own shadow to watch a new supposedly scary show, right? So I did. Dean didn’t even have a chance to show up before I was smitten with Sam, which makes me sound totally like becky, but let’s just skip over that and pretend that doesn’t sound familiar lmao
My mom and I got into a routine of watching the show in our free time. I would get home from school, drag her off, and we would binge a few episodes before dinner, so long as I could get my work done on time. So I started to, slowly but surely. Because Sam and Dean were waiting for me.
I wish I could say it was a quick fix for all my issues, but that’s not,,, how life works, you know? I was still getting pushed around, I was still that lanky kid that played minecraft and couldn’t maintain eye contact, and carried around a new book every week. I was still the kid with tourettes that twitched and jerked and made funky noises throughout class. And middle school kids are damn mean. It wasn’t a cure for my depression, or my ADHD, or my anxiety, or anything like that. But it was a start. Sometimes I would text or call my mom from the school bathroom, sobbing and begging her to let me come home early. I did this a lot. Finally, she had a response. Stay there for Sam and Dean (and later on Cas, too), she would say, and we can watch an extra episode tonight to celebrate. She told me they were waiting for me back home, and that they were proud of me and that they believed that I could get through it. And how was I supposed to say no to Sam, Dean, and Castiel? So I would clean myself up, head back to class, and do what I could to get through the day, knowing that Team Free Will believed in me.
When I first started this show, that dark place I was in led me to doing a lot of stuff that hurt me in the long run. One of those things was pushing away my family as much as I possibly could. My family has always been really close. Hell, I’d do anything for them, I always would have. But during that time, I didn’t want to be a liability. I thought they would all be better off without me constantly in their lives. So I stayed as far from them as I could. Until Supernatural came along, and things changed. This show gave me a means of talking to my mom and becoming closer with her. It gave me the ability to cry with her, laugh with her, talk about things with her. It gave me my mom back, and in the end, gave me my family back. I finally trusted someone close to me again, someone that could help really make a difference.
Jared Padalecki plays Sam Winchester, right? Well, a bit of time after I started following the show, he became very open about his own mental health struggles. He spoke up about his depression, and how it made him feel, and how he was working towards getting help and recovering. And all of a sudden, I could start to believe that maybe… my depression didn’t make me as weak as I thought it did. I mean, if Sam fucking Winchester himself can have depression and feel this way, if Jared Padalecki, a man that’s brought so much joy to so many people and has helped so many people through rough times, if he can feel like that too, then maybe I’m not weak. Maybe it makes me strong, the fact that I’m still here. Maybe it’s not selfish to ask for help. Maybe it doesn’t make me weak to need help from someone. I talked to my mom about getting put on some new medication. We started thinking about therapy options. I was finally open to maybe getting some help. And I was willing to start a journey towards not feeling like my mental health made me weaker, but stronger. Always keep fighting, he would say. That was the goal. So I did.
After I got my cap and gown for high school graduation, I broke down as soon as I was alone. That hadn’t been in the plan. Graduation was never an option. My plans never reached this far, because in my mind, I wouldn’t still be there to see it. I never expected myself to walk across a stage to get a high school diploma. I never expected myself to shake hands with my principal and have her tell me she’s proud of me. I never expected myself to make it. But I… did. And I know, I knew, that I owed a lot of that to Sam, Dean, and Castiel. I might not have gotten there without them, and everything they brought to me over the years.
Life isn’t perfect. I’ve continued to hit my depressive slumps every once in a while. I have good days, bad days, and worse days. But every time things get hard, every time I just want to give up, this one damn show has been there. These characters have been there, and I know they would want me to fight. So I keep fighting, as long as I can. I know it’s not cool to like Supernatural. I know it’s cringy. I know it’s problematic. I know and I acknowledge that a lot of things that have happened on the show aren’t handled properly or are insensitive. I’m always going to be critical of the media I consume, but god dammit, that doesn’t diminish everything this show has done for me. Along this road, it stopped being a show, and it started being an anchor. They stopped being characters and started being reasons to keep trudging on. And seeing it go, it’s a really, really difficult goodbye. I’m not just watching a show go off the air, it’s saying goodbye to one of the biggest supports I’ve ever had.
I don’t love Sam just because I think he’s cute. I don’t have a soft spot for Dean just because I think he’s funny. I don’t care so deeply for Castiel just because I think he’s a quirky dude. They’ve all been there for me when it felt like no one else could ever care about me. I love them, and I always will. I might not always hyperfixate on the show, but I can assure you, these guys are always going to hold a special place in my heart. They’re my heroes, they saved my life, and they did it universes apart from me. They’re a big part of who I am and who I want to be. And I wish I could thank them for that.
#astras dumb shit#astras bad brain#this is depressing as SHIT im so sorry omfg.#head hurty heart hurty just want to give tfw hugs#i feel like all of this sounds so ridiculous but like. ksjdfhjg idk this show means. a whole lot#supernaturally soulmates#hunter in-laws#ethereal family
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#my cousin really is oneof those ‘oh just exercise and youll not be depressed’ people omfg#my brother is already like that so pls just give me a fucking break#its not like one day i just get better because im working out like wtf#she is pressuring me into doing this when i have issues with working out in front of people#like its not fucking easy for me to deal with it by myself#but having to act like im totally fine in front of everyone at A GYM of all places#like dude leave me alone and let ME try and deal with it instead of trying to put your bogus shit on me#im literally stressed out now because i have to go eith her tomorrow or shes gonna be pissed at me#AS IF I AM THE BAD GUY ?????#im sorry i dont want to constantly be around someone who tries to act all fake deep and like they are hurting mentally too#and then you try and force that fake deep shit on me#shut up you dont know whats its fucking like ive been like this for almost four years now i think i would know better#anyways i still love them but this shit is pissing me tf off
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EPISODE 3
tw: discussion of suicide
- lim is so fucking funny the way he does a complete attitude 180 when ryeon says "so i can use [jun-woong] how i want" 🤣🤣👌 top tier
- jun-woong can be such a bootlicker sometimes lmfao
- OKAY FULL NAME TIME LETSGO very grateful that he gave us the characters unprompted: Lim Ryung-gu, ryung as in "high" and gu as in "to rescue". wonder why thats considered a teaseable combo
- "MR. TEMP" "MR. CONTRACT" HES SUCH A BASTARD IM IN LOVE WITH YOU SIR
- god they cut jun-woong down so quick. "you look like a rag doll", ryung-gu's mean little snicker, "keep looking forward (newbie bitch heavily implied)" yall are fucking ruthless lmfao
- damn ok this show is so good at getting me comfortable in the flow of bullying jun-woong and then punching me in my kidney with some nuance. the scene with his fathers shrine grabbed me by the balls even as i called him an idiot for going home in the first place and almost getting caught. "i wanted to fill your shoes better...still, this is...a pretty big company. i dont think theres one as big in korea" please sir im begging you to shut the fuck up my heart cant take it 😭😭
- TLDR; jun-woong can have a little depth. as a treat
- "you know how our family is unnecessarily frank and objective, right?" ok dialogue exposition go off. thanks 4 this peek into the psyche of why jun-woong is Like That
- damn that shit on why the dads missing from all the pictures hit ngl
- jun-woong you bystander trash its all "dont get involved" til its YOUR shoes got fucked up. but hes too charismatic and funny to stay mad about it. also every time its shown him doing this he gets involved anyway so as far as we know hes not even bystander trash. hes....wannabe bystander trash ??
- the delivery of him and jae-soo becoming friends in this moment was 1 of the funniest things i seen in a long time i dont even know how many times i played it back. theyre both so ridiculous who does this shit
- the creation of kim woong-jun ahjussi = petty bitch lim ryung-gu confirmed
- THE ROOSTER CROWING IN THE BG WHEN JUN-WOONG SAYS THEY NEED CHICKEN AFTER JAE-SOOS DEPRESSION MONTAGE WAS SO UNNECESSARY I HATE KDRAMAS OMFG 🤣🤣
- lmao they rly spooked the fuck out this man he ran like an olympic gold medalist was chasing him with a knife
- ryung-gu seems to be developing a habit of holding jun-woong back from shit and im interested to see where that goes
- "a temporal error will occur if your temporary body gets close to your real body" sorry but what does going tachycardic have to do with time glitching ?? anw i really thought mr sexy grim reaper did all that shit to prove a point but it turns out he didnt and also kind of saved jun-woong's life by getting him away from his own body?? granted he didnt have to choke-throw him but yknow
- ryung-gu's energy is very matchy in the scene about the contract. jun-woong raises his voice, he raises his back. jun-woong speaks quier and with deliberation, so does he. gonna have to see if thats a pattern during a rewatch sometime
- OH NO THE STRAW 🥤😭😭
- damn my mans jae-soo rly said nah this nosebleeds gonna have to wait til im done studying
- "like im the only one standing still" [meme oof audio]
- "dont cry" [cries] "nevermind. cry it out" [stops crying immediately] why is this guy so relatable
- duality of man: jun-woong is smart enough to snag his shoes from the entryway before hiding so hes not caught out and able to argue his way onto jae-soo's case by citing his usefuleness as someone who grew up in the neighborhood but also dumb enough to forget his face will change to anyone in the land of the living that knows him and not even skim the contract before signing it. YOU ARE WORKING FOR THE MF JADE EMPEROR READ THE FUCKIGN CONTRACT
- LMFAO THE DIRECTOR WAS SO IN AWE AT THE GALL OF ASKING FOR A FORBIDDEN PRACTICE TO BE ALLOWED FOR THE SAKE OF FRIED CHICKEN SHE JUST SAID YES THATS INCREDIBLE
- jun-woong really stuck his head out the window just for the reverb on that "ANDWAE...!"
- damn this kid got kicked out of school, harrassed while alone by weird strangers who lied about knowing his name without ever meeting him before, watched his mom cough up both damn lungs then try to say she was all better because of the hospital bills, and became homeless all on one day which happened to be his birthday
- say bruh i dont think ur dads comin back w that chicken. FUCK AND HE LOST HIS DAD ON HIS BIRTHDAY TOO. SHIT. FUCK
- when jae-soo woke up from one (1) PTSD nightmare and went "hm yea i need to step in front of a moving vehicle immediately" i felt that 😔😔✊
- nah im with ryeon on this one jun-woong is painfully slow on the uptake
- idk whats funnier, the fact that mr sexy grim reaper got scammed just as hard as jun-woong or the fact that jun-woong damn near dove into the other room to avoid being seen. ngl tho id be pussybaby too if some guy choked me out and tossed me ten feet while my physical body was busy being defibrillated
- ok at the risk of sounding callous idk if trying to save jae-soo's dad is the right option here?? like sure he'll be alive and jae-soo might be less fucked up, but that money was assumably what kept jae-soo fed and allowed his mother to continue treatment at the hospital. if his dad doesnt kill himself for that money theyll still be homeless and broke, and shit, maybe his mom dies instead once shes kicked out the hospital and he's just got different trauma. and you know whatever bills his dad wracks up in the hospital after his car crashes is gonna push him futher in debt, not to mention the cost of repairing the car itself, or possibly getting sued by the driver of the semi (assumung s. korean road law is similar to the usa's). fucking with time is always so riskyyy how about just get the man a support system and some therapy idk
#lu watch#lu watch: tomorrow#tomorrow kdrama#tomorrow#suicide cw#wondering if all their cases will be 2-parters like this
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hte moment i saw your post about arcane i had to come to your inbox and babble about arcane because i love it so much oh my god
ALSO theres going to be alot of arcane spoilers so !!
FIRST THE ANIMATION IS SO GOOS?? IM SO INLOVE oh my god riot did so well with this Omfg AND arcane season 2 is in the making and IM SO EXCITED HOLY SHIT
NEXT CAITVI?? oh my god im absolutely so gay for them especially vi omg Oh my god shes so fine and Caitlyn i want them to Just sandwich me PLEASE
AND AND VIKTOR oh my god i love my boy so much his story really touched me and i feel so bad for him bc of what happened w sky </3
AND JINX im so ?!-?-$ CONFUSED AB MY FEELINGS FOR HER VERY MIXED FEELINGS ATM!! but i really just wanna give her a hug, she went through so many things and she didn’t deserve that ): AND SILCO TOO i really feel like he didnt take jinx in to exploit her and use her as a weapon yk but took her in as a daughter and i was just shattered when the scene where silco died n he said that jinx was perfect IM SOBBING
OF COURSE EKKO TOO i love the boy so much hes so pretty oh my
OVERALL IM JUST SO HAPPY W ARCANE i love it so much oh my god ANYWAYS WHATS UR OPINION ON ARCANE !!
— 🍒 [ sorry if its a bit long Um .. I just love arcane alot ]
MAJOR SPOILERS under the cut for arcane league of legends, so if you haven't finished or still want to watch - please read at your own discretion. (Also it’s hella long I’m so sorry about that, I love this show sm 😭)
Animation- I absolutely loved the styling and design that riot picked for animating arcane, it was not only so beautiful to look at - it was a breath of fresh air in comparison to other animated shows that are out there. It's fluid and fun and just so fucking cool, I know it’s kind of a marketing ploy but goddamn does it make me want to play league of legends.
You’re right, they nailed the animation and details in the show, down to the coloring of the stained glass and the lights reflecting off the wet ground in the undercity, it’s stunning. Character design and atmospheric worldbuilding are a big deal to me when I watch animated shows, if the design is [to be quite blunt] ugly, then I don't watch - or I don't make it very far in the show because it is distracting it me when the show is, in my opinion, ugly or poorly done.
So shows like Big Mouth are really hit or miss - the crude humor plays up the even cruder design of the show and it gives me second hand embarrassment that makes it impossible to get through.
CaitVi >>>> for the fucking win. Good representation of Sapphic and LGBTQ relationships and community without making it a big deal or making it queerbaiting, I adore it. Cait is also just a great character, she makes you understand the topside and even sympathize with it - and you can't help but drool at how hot the two of them are. Vi is a brilliant design and her parallels to Vander and Powder are fucking heartbreaking, the way you can just tell she aches and burns to reconcile (all over a misunderstanding) and she knows that it’s too late, just ugh 😣.
Jinx - the discussions of grief, found family, depression, PTSD are all so intricately woven into the story with Jinx/Powder's plotline and her character arc with Silco and her refusal so let go of her past with those words Vi said to her that night. Her plunging mental state that worsens each arc and we can see her diving into that pit of lonely self hatred that breeds nothing but pure destruction. (The details of her recreating Mylo and Clogger in her room also pack a sickening punch) 
God and the the turmoil Arcane does of getting you attached to these minor characters and then ripping them away from you is brutal. Mylo and Clogger’s death was so sort of expected but it wasn’t ya know? And knowing they were on the brink of escape if Powder hadn’t used the tech makes it so much more painful, I think I was screaming at my TV for a solid 10 minutes lmao. And the brutality that is Silco when he stabs Vander in the back - because it whats he’s always needed to do, and what he’s always wanted to do, but you still hold your breath because god, how could Vander die too?
Silco is another amazingly crafted villain. In the beginning, I thought Silco was sort of grooming Powder to be his weapon, and at moments I think it definitely felt that way, he took advantage of her when she was most vulnerable and broken and molded her to be this vindictive and sadistic version of her former self. Not to mention he calls her Jinx - the very reminder of her failures and that she’s been abandoned.
Arcane as a whole does a brilliant job of weaving every story together and not leaving a single character out, it makes you invested to the max. Like with Councilor Madarda, I’ve grown to absolutely love her and root for her and wish her everything she wants with Jayce and her family.
Viktor - And god, Viktor my sweet boy makes me want to hug him and fucking show him he’s worth so much more - he’s so incredibly sweet and good, and I think the scene with Sky shows that he’s not a bad person and his intentions aren’t bad at all.
#arcane spoilers#god I could babble and rant for hours about everything and everyone on this show 😭#also I would do a whole thing on sevika#I wish we got more mylo and clogger screen time 💔💔#— 🍒 anon#valeries mailbox 📫
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