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hanafubukki · 3 months

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Malleus Draconia versus Ortho Shroud

It seems some people are surprised at Malleus’ actions? That he destroyed the robot dogs and almost destroyed Ortho.

But I would like to point out that Malleus has always been like this; very protective of his loved ones.

For example: In Lilia’s PE vignette, he nearly took Rook’s head off because he thought Rook was trying to hurt Lilia.

Then we come to book 7, chapter 7 update.

Yes, he destroyed the dogs and almost Ortho but remember Malleus is protective of his loved ones.

Malleus OBed because he wants his loved ones happy and Ortho is a threat to that, so of course he’s going to destroy any threats to them and Ortho basically labeled himself as such.

Now I want to bring up a point that I don’t see many talk about?

Malleus understood Ortho’s explanation about how Ortho woke up and how he was able to penetrate the barrier.

Ortho described himself as immortal basically because he can transfer his data to any body, which Malleus understood as transferring vessels.

This is when Malleus finally took the steps to destroy Ortho. Not because he wanted to kill him, but because he knew that Ortho would still live and transfer himself to another body.

Did Ortho feel fear? Yes because Orth doesn’t like lightning and that’s one of Malleus’ powers but think about it.

Feeling fear is an emotion no one wants to repeat. Malleus acknowledged that Ortho might be feeling fear

With Malleus knowing that Ortho can feel such things, Malleus told Ortho he would end him swiftly because in a way that is an act of kindess isn’t it? To end it quickly rather than prolonging the fear.

But at the same time he knows that Ortho will live and remember this emotion, and that’s what Malleus wants, so Ortho would be too scared to try again.

Malleus is protective of his loved ones and he always has been.

While his actions might seem as if he’s out of control, he isn’t. He understood in his own way what Ortho explained to him before making his move.

He didn’t attack because he’s raging but made a more calculative move on his end to stop Ortho, one that he would make repeatedly if need be, since he knows that Ortho can transfer bodies.

#not to say that malleus is not being affected mentally #remember he now knows the truth about his birth and the senate and his grandma #on top of that he’s using a bunch of magic and been OB for awhile and people are waking up and rejecting his gift #so yes he’s being affected mentally and emotionally but this post is not about that #it’s about how his actions are not surprising and how he took a calcualtive strategy not one where he’s unhinged and going to kill ortho fo #no reason but because he knew that ortho would be alive and well #additionally malleus being evil was very hot this is what you should expect from a far #ortho shroud #malleus draconia #twst book 7 #diasomnia #twst malleus draconia #twst theory #twst theories #twst ortho shroud #lilia vanrouge #twst analysis #disney twst #twst #twisted wonderland

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emprexxluxaic · 2 years

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𖧷* ·how other's see you v.s your future spouse𖧷 * ·

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reminder : events and other phenomena in course of your life are can not accurately predict by tarot reader and tarot cards.you are the creator of the future vision of your life.however you can used this as an instrument to guide you in subsequent future life and events.

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PILE ONE

ʚ୨୧‧₊˚: ʰᵒʷ ᵗʰᵉʸ ˢᵉᵉ ʸᵒᵘ

they see as someone who is confident and protective and through this others might see you as inpiration to be confident too.someone who have great leadership skills that makes other feels drawn to it and make other feel that they are special.has concern and consideration to people that surround them.also see you as powerful and have mysterious nature-someone who has a very hard shell and not easy to figure out.someone who is intellegent and might study or loves to learn alot.someone who have hidden talent in singing , art , music , poet or writing but too shy to show it off.some here can be easily influenced by their environment and the people around them.a person who is gentle nature too; both abundant and generous(might be introvert ) that loves being home , might into plants like gardening and enjoy cooking.often do well in their career/profession/job but not because of overly ambitious but because of they care and love on what they do.someonw who put effort to their homes to look beautiful like others may come to your house and say "your home is so beautiful" something like that and someone who is good to entertain others.

ʚ୨୧‧₊˚: ʰᵒʷ ʸᵒᵘʳ ᶠᵘᵗᵘʳᵉ ˢᵖᵒᵘˢᵉ ˢᵉᵉ ʸᵒᵘ

they see you as clever and has full of wonderful ideas in their pockets.someone who do best in whatever they do and who have great argumentative skills and rarely lose in an argument.probably who loves to rakes risks and become expert into their own path.how other sees you may differ from the point of view of your FS.you might tell to your future spouse that "why my life is unfortunate" or "something missing into ther lives " .someone mysterious , that have hard time to trust others and can be good liar as you needed to be.someone who doesn't like to tell the truth about them because of fear that others might judge or don't accept them.they see you as someone who loves to study or learn often(you might be psyhic/intuitive).someone who doesn't show who they are(as the written above doesn't come out into their shell) but behind this you are really sensitive person.someone who expeirence dissapointments and regrets.someone who has alot of alone time but doesn't consider lonely and often spend reading books and writing journals/books/blogs.

PILE TWO

ʚ୨୧‧₊˚: ʰᵒʷ ᵗʰᵉʸ ˢᵉᵉ ʸᵒᵘ

if the above all pour your empty cup , it will be flowing alot.you are one of the reason why kindess is exist into this toxic humanity , a great accompany from others so that they can't feel they're not alone.indeed creator who can make what's on their minds and skills thay serve them well.someone excellent at dealing and selling products?.a very passionate person and want to achive sucess , you are someone who can amaze other's by what you did or new ideas or new invented doings.you understand other opinions and very considerate.often other's may rely and trust you because your the type of person who is dedicated to certain work and sacrifice for sake of other's.caring for other's is your second nature.someone who is easily forgive mistakes of others because they(you) have soft and sensitive heart.

ʚ୨୧‧₊˚: ʰᵒʷ ʸᵒᵘʳ ᶠᵘᵗᵘʳᵉ ˢᵖᵒᵘˢᵉ ˢᵉᵉ ʸᵒᵘ

you've learn how to respect others and there bounderies.might seems okay but behind of it there's hidden tears inside of you and the kindest and generous person you know who loves to give to other people that surround you.someone who is classy , witty , and also smart , someone who might panic because they have no more ideas to think- 'cause you are genuinely care for what you do.you love to shower love ones with support , understanding , and also love , someone who can make wonderful friends.you might like and desired to be successful and wealthy person , can be stubborn as well and someone who face hardships in your own lives.

PILE THREE

ʚ୨୧‧₊˚: ʰᵒʷ ᵗʰᵉʸ ˢᵉᵉ ʸᵒᵘ

this people sees you as someone who has charming aura as a power and mystery.they admire how you knew what you do and find it super interesting.you might be someone who is approachle and has friendly vibes and confidence in some way.omg,you have big heart to everyone around you and you are someone who can count on whether in troubles and happiness such a thrustworthy and supportive friend you are.someone who has vision to future and what they do and will you create them.y'll likely to be attractive to others.someone who is competitive and ambitious.also loves to inspire other people.and considered to have fun with.

ʚ୨୧‧₊˚: ʰᵒʷ ʸᵒᵘʳ ᶠᵘᵗᵘʳᵉ ˢᵖᵒᵘˢᵉ ˢᵉᵉ ʸᵒᵘ

they imagine you as the one who will share their lifetime with.someone who will build a family together and always been there into their hard times.someone who have some insecurities within them and keep trying battling to that thing.this person also sees you someone who will growth and learn too.this person,even your romantic or not, they view you as someone trustworthy and deserving of respect, and perhaps beautiful.and even feel comfortable to you and this person loves to communicate or open up their problems to you.also they think that you are somehow who can be friendly and someone who can trust too to their past and secrets.and someone who might be their long lasting relationship/love and who might be great parent to their children.

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hoyotournament · 3 months

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Round 1: Lisa vs Sirin

(Propaganda under the cut)

Sirin:

MY GIRL WHO HAS NEVER DONE ANYTHING WRONG IN HER LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE HER SO SO BAD. sirin has seen the horrors of all time. she watched her mom die in hospice and was thus left an orphan. she was taken by shicksal for human experimentation to improve valkyries (soldiers with artificial stigmata which allow them to fight against the honkai and not turn into zombies). SHE WAS TOLD THE EXPERIMENTATION (which was painful and often led to death) WAS FOR A "DIVINE PURPOSE". during one of the experiments, she watched as all her friends slowly died around her, leaving her as the only survivor!!! the scientist overseeing the experiment believed she had died too and planned to dump all of their bodies and sirin used this as an opportunity to break out and attack them for revenge. amazed at her survival, they quickly overpowered her and took her back to her cell. she would be subjected to experiments after this, furthering her want for revenge. eventually she gained enough power to literally kill 322 scientist in the facility she was imprisoned at all in one night :3, escaping and becoming the second herrscher of the current era :3 who's new mission, alongside seeking revenge by killing all of schicksal, was to kill all of humanity :3. see what's so so endearing about sirin is that at her very core, she's so painfully lonely and part of her still leans towards any compassion displayed to her even though the larger part of her sees any display of kindess towards her as a guise intended to harm her. sirin attempts to recruit theresa (THE FIRST PERSON FROM SCHICKSAL WHO SHOWS HER KINDNESS) and then vows to kill her when theresa doesn't accept!! sirin "resurrects" her friends (naming beings she drew up after her dead friends) and mourned them when they each died. sirin pledged herself to an unknown god who promised to help her and was so visibly distressed when they eventually abandoned her too!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sirin can't help but play along in cecilia and siegfried's dream of her being their daughter because she wants the parental affection they provide, even though she feels as if its fake!! as sirin dies in cecilia's arms (cecilia who recognizes that sirin is just a little girl and needs someone on her side) and in the weakness of her own death, finds herself missing cecilia (even though she literally tried to kill her and her husband :3). sirin is ultimately a kid who experienced so much wrong in the world and in an attempt to protect herself, clung to the belief that any kindness shown towards her was fake, even though she herself could not help but lean into tender kindness :'''')

#hoyoverse women tournament #hoyoverse #tournament poll #genshin impact #genshin #genshin lisa #honkai impact 3rd #hi3 #hi3 sirin

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that-one-weeb-buts-its-the-main · 1 year

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Being Bloodhounds Younger Sibling pt. 2

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Reader: Gender Netural | "you" | Platonic

Notes: the gif makes me smile, bloodhound smiling 🥺

Warnings: none really? Fighting?

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To be honest, when you seen Bloodhound ontop of Fuse like that you were tramatized.

"Y/n-"

Just immediately closing the door.

"I understand your pain now Arthur."

Finally someone gets his pain.

So in traumtization buddies, you feed him instead, along with giving Bear a snack because he ate already

Akward...

You best be sure when Fuse and you get placed on a team he's like:

"So. Eh..heh...hows your day going."

"Good. I suppose. But your face reminds me of the time my sibling was ontop of you."

"Ah...eh...houndy likes to feel poweful."

"My sibling is powerful. You cannot handle them. They go soft on you."

Fuse figures out soon that you dont exactly know what your talking about....

But that kinda makes Fuse think. Is bloodhound easy on him?

Fuse tries to get to know you the best you'll let him. Your standoffish, keep to yourself, Pathfinder is someone thats only really gotten close to you, both physically and mentally.

Its true you've stuck yourself to Pathy while out and about, he showed you kindess and was simply pure of heart

So he was allowed to hug you, allowed to get in your personal space

He just has a vibe that makes him want to be around.

Despite you not suppose to be as he's technology

You see alot of Vantage, Fuse and Bloodhound together.

You figured Vantage is there daughter but wonder why you hadnt been introduced yet.

But before you could bring any of that up your older sibling comes knocking at your door.

"Hi."

"Hello."

"Come in."

Bloodhound walks in taking off the mask and helmet, setting it down, "Come. Sit."

Y/n and Bloodhound take a seat on the floor, "i have something for you."

Y/n watched as a box was handed towards them.

"They will aid you."

Y/n was silent as Bloodhound opened the box, "They will help you hear again. Better, easier."

Y/n looked at the book and shook there head.

"Y/n please."

"That is against our ways."

"Y/n." Bloodhound spoke grabbing there hand, "We cannot keep ignoring our future. Rayma has made them for you. They blend in with your hair and skin, they will be hard to see."

Y/n was silent as they watched Bloodhound take them out the box. They trusted Bloodhound with there full heart and mind, and allowed there sibling to fit them to there ears.

"There-"

A loud ringing came with the word as Y/n quickly pulled them out tossing them away holding there ears in pain.

"Sorry! I'm sorry-"

Bloodhound was quick to grab them from the floor, "too strong I suppose. I will turn them down."

Y/n watched as Bloodhound fixed they twisted a little nib, "Lets do one for now."

With time, Bloodhound adjusted them perfectly to your ears

But they couldnt help the look they were given, you looked lost

Maybe this was the final straw? There really was no going back to the old ways

Bloodhounds thankful to Rayma/Rampart,

And like always they help you adjust

And its werid being able to hear everyone so clearly now.

Pathfinder's excited for you, like holding your hands jumping around excited and Wattson joins in

You dont exactly know whats going on

But to thank Rampart you carve something nice,

You stick with a Prowler, the type that stalk the snowy mountains.

While your carving Pathfinder comes over to talk to you on the drop ship.

"So thats bloodhounds sibling?" Vatnage asked.

"Yeah. That the's rumour goin around!" Rampart smiled, "To be honest though mate, we'll never know by looks. No ones ever seen ol' houndy's face."

"Im gonna go say Hi!"

Vantage happily marched her way over, Y/n silent despite Pathfinder's constant talking.

"Hello! Im Mara!"

Y/n looked up then back down at there carving.

"Ooo you carve too? Im a carver myself." Vantage cheered watching Echo relocated infront of Bear.

"Bloodhound is with Fuse. I believe they are the upper deck." Y/n spoke, "Do not eat the bat."

Bear backed up and pouted, Y/n going back to work.

"Wow. You knew before he even opened his mouth! Thats pretty keen!" Vantage cheered, "But I heard your Bloodhound's sibling. You're a hunter too then?"

Vantage was answered with Silence, "You're name's Y/n right? What was your village like?"

Silence again, "Silence is fun too! I'll sit with you and carve with you!"

Y/n was quiet, they always were, after all they had no social skills outside there sibling relationship.

But with this Y/n couldn't help but feel....replaced.

Bloodhound had Fuse, and Vatnage.

They an odd little makeshift family

You didnt wanna ruin anything bloodhound had made for themselves, but the idea of them kinda just going off and leaving to make a new family kinda hurt

You'd never admit that though.

"Hey! Mara!" Mirage cheered making his way over.

"Mr. Witt!" She smiled, "Mr.Witt! This is Y/n! They're bloodhound's sibling! Well. I think they are atleast. Y/n! This is Mr.Witt! He's super cool!"

"I just came to introduce myself to the g-gor-to the pretty new person." Mirage flirted.

"Do you think you are pretty?" Y/n questioned.

"A little yeah." Mirage smiled, leaning on the nearby crates just to slip and fall, Y/n watching him scramble to his feet.

"So! Me? You!? Pork chops?" He smiled, "I have booze! Wait- that sounds wrong- I'm a bar tender! A good one at that!"

"If you're asking me for a partnership you must ask the eldest of my house."

"Oh! Yeah! Parent consent's...cool. even at our age...anyway-"

"Bloodhound is on the upper deck." Y/n responded.

"Huh?"

"Bloodhound is eldest." Y/n informed, "It is bloodhounds word."

Wait....he's....gott ask...

NOT THE HUNTER.

He'll admit. Bloodhound, sweet, nice, but in situations like the games, and serious moments they're pretty uh....spoopy

BUT HE GOES THROUGH WITH IT

WAIT- NO- WAIT MIRAGE NO

"So...Y/n..."

Bloodhound looked at the man, "ah you have met my sibling. I do hope they did not stab you, social skills are not there strong suit."

"No! No! No!"

"Then?"

"I wanted to take them to the bar. Ya know. Hang out with them."

"The bar is not there strong suit i assure you. If you wish to hang out with them truly. Ask to go on a hunt."

"Aye! Witt ya ol' fella!" Fuse cheered coming up with two bottles in his hand, handing one to bloodhound, "if I'da known ya were gonna be here I'da brought you a bottle."

"Im not staying long. Just askin about Y/n."

"Yeah? What's up with the kiddo anyway? Stab anyone new?"

"Witt was hoping to go on....a hangout as he called it." Bloodhound commented.

"Ya wanna take Y/n out on a date?" Fuse commented, "Good Luck."

"What is that ment to mean?" Bloodhound spoke.

"What? Nothin. Y/n...the kid's...just uh." Fuse told, "Diffrent....ya know?"

"No. That is why I inquired."

"The kids....hard to be friendly with. Kids...off putting, rough around the edges."

"You are saying my sibling is rude-"

"No-"

"Then what?" Bloodhound asked standing up.

"I told ya! Y/n's rough around the edges!" Fuse spoke in defense, "Hey! Maybe witt will smooth em out, huh?-"

"Y/n does not need smoothing out. None the less a man nor woman to do so." Bloodhound argued, "here."

The bottle was shoved in Witt's chest, he catching it quickly, "Goodbye. I need to check on Arthur."

"Houndy! I didn-"

But bloodhound was already gone.

You were confused as Bloodhound came back upset though No one could tell but seemingly you

You chased them down worried.

"No need. I am alright." Bloodhound reassured, "I will be back-"

Y/n grabbed Bloodhound by the shoulder stopping them, "Last time you said you'd be back you left....for a long time."

Bloodhound sighed, "I. I am sorry."

"You have apologized enough. I just want to you to tell me whats going on. I can not stop you if you wish to leave."

"A small tussel with Fitzroy is all." Bloodhound responded, "I supoose I am a little defensive as of recent."

So you go to sit with your sibling. Its nice to be in each others presence even in silence.

You're for sure targeting Fuse next match.

So it helps that next match you get put with Revenant and Mad Maggie.

"I want Fitzroy's head."

"I like you already skinsuit."

Talk about trail following. Dude your like ontop there team.

Fuse, Loba and Bloodhound all on one team

So you'd for sure have to take out Fuse secluded.

Luckily your able to single him out, throwing him against a wall.

"Woah now! Houndy wouldn't like you killin' me eh?" Fuse tried to persuade, a joke in the tone of his voice.

"You upset them."

"Ah. That. We talked that out I swear!"

"Hm." Y/n hummed in thought, "Oh well, better luck next time."

finisher for the kill? absolutely

But then Maggie's shouting she's down, and Revenant follows quickly after.

"One last egg! Callin it your family!"

Oh...Is Bloodhound the last one standing?

you can be sure there's an epic standoff.

"May the all father guide my victory."

"And may the Ragnarok falling be as brutal as yours shall be this day."

Bloodhound chuckled, "You were always one for the fall."

"The fall is just as important as the rise." Y/n spoke in defense, "you taught me that."

"You listened well for having been impaired," Bloodhound praised, let us see if your tongue is as swift as your knife."

"Verbalailty is something you reached me not to lean on as well." Y/n spoke, both taking a step forward, "I do hope your age has not impaired you much."

With the last words, they charged at one another, cargo bots that also acted as cameras in the games focused in on the two.

"Hey! Hey! wait!" Wattson called, "Look!"

The two teams stopped the firing, and they all looked at one of the larger screens that were usually meant to show legends, playing the battle out.

"You never bring a knife to a gunfight," Bangalore spoke.

"I don't think it's the gun Y/n's worried about," Wraith told in defense.

"An interesting fighter indeed," Ash praised, "but stupid, very, stupid."

Y/n was knocked on their side, groaning, knife and axe were knocked away.

"You fought well little one." Bloodhound praised, "But I must finish what I have started."

Bloodhound was quick to grab their own axe, Y/n getting to their feet as they stood ready to defend.

Cue the epic battle music

You werent giving up easy, and neither was your older sibling

Think about the Kratos verus Thor fight from the beginning of the game, and...just...thats you guys

But when weapons get knocked away, slidding off the side of the platform is when you both finally realize your just above lava

You got pinned to the railing but managed to fill bloodhound over you barely catching there hand before they fell into the lava below.

"What are you doing!?" Bloodhound argued, "let me go!"

Y/n looked down at them, they'd kill Bloodhound for victory? For Slatra...

"I. I can't!" Y/n argued.

"Y/n! Let me go you've won!" Bloodhound defended.

"I cant! I can't!"

"Why not!?"

"I can't loose you!"

Its like morality had struck you, you were killing your sibling.

"Y/n. Let me go." Bloodhound ordered, "I will be alright. Remember. It is just a game. I will see you back on the ship."

Y/n looked down, loosinging there grip, "You promise?"

"I promise."

So, you dropped Bloodhound, winning the smaller battle, and picked up both teammates.

"Ya crack an egg, good on you kid."

"yeah. Thanks..."

Okay everybody going back to fighting now

Sure enough, you did

You didn't win, placed in the top three though.

You could care less though and ran straight to Bloodhound hugging them tightly.

They congratulate you on your success, you were doing quite well for being new

no matter how old you get praise from your older sibling is always reassuring

Mad Maggie out of all people consoles you, sitting beside you

"You took a big step eh?" She spoke, "It gets easier kids, don't cha worry! Take it from me."

"You're people."

She looked at Y/n and chuckled, "Eh, Salvo's one hell of a dog's arse if I say so at the moment."

"You're people are lucky to have a warrior such as yourself."

"Suppose I'm a bit of a fuck up. Especially when it come to the family."

Y/n looked at her as she handed over a bottle, "One for the top three."

Y/n nodded taking the bottle, "I suppose, I am a fuck up as well."

"Don't let it get ya down-"

Maggie went silent as she watched Y/n chug the liquid from the bottle, "ugh!" Y/n gaged pulling it away "Burns-"

She only laughed as their gagging self.

Here comes Mirage asking you out again,

"On a hunt."

"You hunt here?"

"yeah sure why not."

It's been a while since you went on a hunt, and so you invited Bloodhound excitedly.

Vantage wants to go and even cuts in asking.

You are still iffy about Vantage: you can't help it, just human nature you suppose, being jealous.

But here comes octane wanting to join too,

"A group hunter sounds refreshing. Y/n?"

You nodded and said you were inviting one more person too then.

So when you're all dropped off and given a few days rest, you all gather at a ship, and there you come dragging Revenant

Mirage wishes he just invited you to read in his room at this point.

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sunnyboos · 5 months

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I Vow To You - Chapter 1

Dear Queen Ruka,

I hope this letter finds you in good health, my dear friend.

Your husband has done well, lending his aid in defending our kingdom while my king rests his war-torn body. Muzan has been defeated; no longer will he cause our kingdom any harm. No doubt, he hides in shame, licking at his battle wounds but fear not, his powers have been stripped from him and his title is no more than a distant memory.

The healers say my love will recover with time and I will be forever grateful to your husband for saving him. Words will never be able to convey the joy I feel that we will know peace.

I hear you are with child, another boy, perhaps? My congratulations to you, that is absolutely wonderful news. Yumeko has been quite restless, imploring us to make the journey to your kingdom. Of course, contrary to what she would like me to believe, I am aware her inquiry is more so to see the young Prince Kyojuro. I'm sure he's quite looking forward to having another sibling to play with – I do hope he is well. If he's anything like his father, he is going to become a fine man and rule over your kingdom with patience and kindess.

Please do send word when your child is born; we would be honored to attend to lay upon many gifts as we've done so before.

PS – please do send my regards to the young Prince, I'm sure he misses Yumeko just as much as she misses him.

Sincerely,

Queen Sana

***One Year Later***

Vibrant, wide hues, resembling that of a fiery blaze stared at the large castle gates; eagerly awaiting the arrival of his long time friend, Princess Yumeko of the Shiratori Royal Family. Lightly bouncing in place, he felt antsy standing in place for too long – when would they be arriving? Hopefully soon!

His antics did not go unnoticed by his mother as she leaned her head slightly towards him, “My son, please stop fidgeting” she gently chided, “I understand your enthusiasm to see the Princess Yumeko, but you must be respectful” she held the heir's younger brother in her arms as he cooed lightly up to his mother while the older Rengoku brother nodded furiously, indicating he had heard his mother.

“Apologies mother!” the seven year old immediately stalled his movements with much effort. The poor boy could barely contain his excitement; he had grown quite close to you as both your mothers had known each other long before either of you were born. As you grew, you continued to bond and form a beautiful friendship; one that both families had been allowing to bloom. One could go as far as to say, they had hoped this would blossom into an eventual courtship: uniting both kingdoms. But it was far too early to predict the likelihood of events to transpire.

He stood by his father's side in his red and white royal uniform; though it was not as ornately decorated to the degree of his father's, he looked to be the spitting image of the king. Shinjuro's uniform had his royal crest pinned to his coat over his right breast, made with solid gold in the shape of a fiery blaze and a red ruby in the centre it. Gold buttons adorned his crimson coat and a stark white cape rested on his shoulders with flames lining the hem. One day, when Kyojuro would take his father's place, he would wear both the crest and cape proudly and rule over the kingdom.

A jovial laugh sounded from the king, watching as his son desperately attempted not to bounce in place as he patiently impatiently waited his friend to arrive, “My love, he is just excited to see young Yumeko, it has been quite some time since last they have seen each other” he reminded.

She quietly giggled, “Yes, I'm well aware, my king, but our son must remember to mind his manners”

The young boy looked up to his mother, nodding his head, “My apologies, mother, I did not mean to cause disrespect!”

“It's alright, my young flame” her ruby red orbs acknowledge her eldest son, “Just please be sure to be respectful for when they do arrive” nodding again, he turned his attention back towards the castle entrance, a wide smile on his face as the creaking of the bridge slowly began to lower, signalling someone's arrival... your arrival.

The grin on the young Rengoku's face continued to widen and his eyes shined brighter than the sun upon staring at the carriage that most definitely contained both you and your mother inside. Your father lead the handful of knights at his command on his valiant steed: a beautiful, ebony stallion. The smile on your father's face resembled the young boy's as he reached just steps away from the Rengoku family in front of him. He dismounted from his stallion, Yoru, and made his way towards the carriage, waving off any knights that were ready to help both yourself and your mother from the carriage; that honor would always and forever be his for as long as he lived. He gently opened the carriage door, your mother taking his hand as she gently and gracefully stepped outside; her other hand held part of her dress as to not step on the delicate material.

Once she was safely on the ground, he then assisted you. As you stepped out, the young boy's face flushed. You were wore a royal blue dress with tulip sleeves and gold feather detailing at the hem of the skirt and sleeves. Half of your dark chocolate locks were pinned back by a gold feather hair clip, the other half rested on your shoulders. Your eyes as blue as the wide-open sky; shining in the sunlight as they focused on him.

“Kenji, my friend!” Shinjuro greeted the man as you all approached the Rengoku's, “You look well!”

The man grinned, “As do you” your father's attention focused on Ruka as he bowed his head in respect, “Congratulations to you both; another son! You'll have your hands full if he's anything like his father” causing Shinjuro to laugh.

Ruka smiled warmly, “Our eldest seems to have taken to his father's personality, I would say. It will be interesting, to say the least, to watch as our young Senjuro grows to become a young man”

While the adults were engaged in their conversation, you stood before the young prince, wanting to embrace him after being apart for so long, but due to both parents' strict policies on etiquette, you held back, “Hello, Prince Kyojuro!” you politely greeted as you curtsy. The young boy bowed his head, smile still as wide as ever, greeting you in return.

“Hello, Princess Yumeko!” the men could not help but snicker at the two of you while their wives smiled warmly at the sight before them.

Ruka decided to speak, “Let us go inside, I'm sure you're tired from the long journey. Kyojuro, Yumeko, would you like to stay outside and play in the garden?” she suggested.

Both of you eagerly nodded your heads as you looked up to Queen Ruka. You looked back to each other and before you could speak, the young Rengoku heir took a hold of your hand in his, “This way, Yumeko-Chan!”

“Ok!” you stumbled slightly but you were able to find your footing. One hand holding on to your dress, the other holding just as tight to his as you followed behind him, making your way to the garden; one of your favorite places to be.

In your kingdom, both yourself and your mother, tended to the swans that occupied the large fountain. You always enjoyed watching them interact with one another. Your mother cherished those beautiful creatures; they symbolized your family name. You always wondered what it would be like to fly freely as they do; soaring above the clouds and enjoying the air between their feathery wings.

“We're here!” the young boy cheered as he slowed his pace, allowing you a moment to catch your breath, yet your hands were still holding on to each others, “Mother had these planted for your family!” your brow raised as you followed the boy. Before you could ask him what he was referring to, your eyes settled on the beautiful array of white roses that stretched all around the marble fountain.

You gasped as you grinned, “They're so pretty!”

Carefully, the young boy leaned over and plucked one of the smaller blossoms, ensuring no thorns had been weaved into the petals. He turned to look at you, “May I?” he asked. You nodded. He took a step forward and tucked the flower on top of your ear; weaving the rose into your hair as your cheeks flushed, “I... saw father do this mother once... I think it-” you cut him off by kissing his cheek, his eyes wide and face gone ablaze.

You lean back and smile, “Thank you, Kyojuro... I will cherish it as long as I can”

And that began what was soon to be a beautiful courtship.

Unfortunately, just outside the Rengoku Kingdom, a far sinister plan was being put into motion. In a dark cavern, tucked away in the darkness of the Wisteria covered forest, the once well respected advisor of King Shiratori, now nothing but a pitiful waste of a man as he lay in wait, plotting his revenge against the kingdom. A wicked smile graced his lips as he watched the magical portal before him; the young Prince Kyojuro and Princess Yumeko.

That girl... She will be the downfall of her father's kingdom... One day.

He watched as you laughed with the young Prince, a smile so young and innocent.

“She will be mine”

#kny kyojuro #rengoku kyojuro #demon slayer kyojuro #kyojuro rengoku x reader #kyojuro x reader #demon slayer #demon slayer fanfic #kny rengoku

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aguineapigcouldntdothis · 3 months

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as a disabled person who can't regularly change her sheets and yet somehow manages to *not* be horribly antisemitic on account of the fact that being antisemitic is unrelated to physical ability: thank you very very much for calling that instance of rank ableism what it was, and I'm sorry that person doubled down on their ableism when you went out of your way to be as gentle as possible and take them in the best faith you could. I appreciate you. 💜

yep this is why i said it! those words do not hurt me as a disabled person who struggles immensely with physical hygiene but there's people that can be hurt by that. you deserve to be treated like the human that you are no matter what you may struggle with. even if you can only clean once every five years. also being jewish, esp in a time like now, i understand how important it is to try to bring jews closer to our community rather than pushing them away. mindless acts of hatred just make disabled jews and other jews with intersecting identities feel unwelcome.

i could probably argue with this person more and waste time on that but i wont because ive already said my point. if they wanna continue to be full of anger and hatred then that's on them.

plus that comment also is a misrepresentation of how antisemitism functions but that's a whole different subject. it reads like antisemites act that way because theyre just too stupid or helpless to know otherwise, rather than it being a systemic issue heavily ingrained in global culture that can affect even people who are outwardly intelligent and well put together.

yeah sure we can all be assholes to each other! why should we though?? what do we gain from that besides a fleeting sense of power over someone?? when this person is inevitably disabled someday i hope someone shows them the kindess that they refuse to show disabled people now

#answered

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randomgentlefolk · 5 months

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CPC CHAPTER 161 + 162 + 163

*rises from the dead* what...what year is this...?

Look, the only thing I can say as an opening to these chapters is DAMN

Okay yeah Lorena would say this lmao.

Nahh I'm guessing Prez in her spider form does not know about Whitney apologizing and all? Because she's mainly looking at Whitney, and it looks like she took a moment to recognize who he is.

Man, Whitney really hasn't forgive himself. But at the same time I can't really blame him, y'know? I think I would have a hard time forgiving myself either if I was in his position. But! I do hope he can forgive himself and improve himself more and more. His past may be bad, but I'm sure he's looking up to a better future.

CURTIS TO THE RESCUE!!

Dang that's one way to open a big ahh door lmao XD

OH HECK NAH I HOPE MOLLY WILL BE ALRIGHT. The blood coming out of her mouth is worrying me...

Finally!! The Pastel Princesses are showing their powers! May I say Lorena's weapons are SICK. THE THORNY VINES AROUND COLONEL SNUGGLES?? SUZIE'S SWORD?? LORENA'S UHH... KUSARIGAMA?? I'm not sure what lorena's weapon is, but it reminds me of Michaelangelo's weapon from tmnt 2012.

Maria calling her animal troop HECK YEAH. The animals attacking Leland is so satisfying. Leland is lucky Maria didn't call a tiger or smth.

OH GOODNESS GRACIOUS HECK NO. Ugh I can imagine the cracking sound from Aurelia's leg. Y'know i didn't expect this ship (whether romantic or platonic) was gonna happen, but i'm not unwelcome to it.

Dangg Frederick, you go gymnastic king XD

Hah! His chanting actually made me smile XD yes frederick, you are the tiniest prince....you are the tiniest prin–

YOOOOOOO Leelathae's portrait???? I am really convinced now that Leelathae is in Gwen's dream!! I hope she's going to protect Gwen from Leland somehow, but i'm sure now that she will help realize who Gwen's true love is. Which, I'm fairly sure by now, is Gwen herself. I mean, it fits with the theme of the comic soooo

With the mix of modern and traditional technologies in cpc, i do now wonder why they don't build an elevator inside castles considering the amount of floors there are. I'm thinking...Steampunk styled elevator?

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INTOOOOO LEELATHAE'S BACKSTORY!!

-> Sheesh! Leelathae's reflection is getting worse and worse... Perhaps it's because she doesn't love herself because of herself anymore? Well now that that's in mind, Gwen is kind of repeating history.

I just wanna say I love how Jack is gonna make the wedding fits both his and Leelathae's liking. I know that is an average kindess act for marriage but it's still pretty heartwarming for me.

Ngl I'm curious what Leland and Isolde's wedding was like. I hope we'll get at least a picture!

Aw, this interaction is adorable. Look at how Isolde is smiling! I hope we will get her smiling like this in the present time..

WOAH WOAH WOAH. I mean, I was sure Jack would eventually confront his parents, but dang. Actually, it makes sense how Helena and Jesse starts seeing their reflection wrong too. I think with how much they talk about their beauty, they don't love their inner self (their personality) and instead too focused on their outward beauty. So I'm guessing here that what triggers the reflection problem on people, is personal hurtful words? First with Gwen, Frederick calling her ugly. Leelathae, Helena and Jesse calling her ugly. And now with Helena and Jesse, Jack called them hideous.

But y'know what? I am so glad Jack confronted his parents. It feels SO good. He loves Leelathae so much, it's so heartwarming.

So happy that Helena and Jesse are running away on their own. Let's hope they never come back...

....huh.

I genuinely dunno how to feel about flashback Leland now. Is he being genuine? I don't know. But it's nice that he's at least trying to comfort Jack. Too bad he regrets it now tho lmao XD sucks to be you Leland hahahah.

Since Leland is comforting Jack...Um, Isolde and Leelathae moment? Lambcat? I really wanna see them just having conversation together because last time Isolde thought Leelathae was stealing her food xd

Leelathae's wedding dress!! It matches Gwen's!!! I guess Leland really remembered that lmao. Damn Leland crying and Isolde just stared with concern XD (i would've added Gwen's wedding dress photo but Tumblr's max pictures :( )

Okay can we talk about how majestic Jack's hair is??? Like dang pop off king. Now I know why Maria's hair is so beautiful.

It's sweet how Jack would do anything to Leelathae aww.

Uh, yeah, no, I am not going to talk about that uhh "diagram" the doctor gave to Leelathae. Nope. Nu uh.

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Back to the present let's gooooo!!

A for effort, Miss Agatha. A for effort....

HAHAH GOOD LUCK LELAND GOOD LUCK LMAO. I nearly forgot about the thorns covering Gwen. Honestly I wonder how no one from the Plaid kingdom (beside Frederick, Leopold and iirc Isolde who already knew) questions about the fact that she has not got woken up from a literal war that's happening in her palace.

Hah! I live for Frederick and Aurelia bickering. I especially love how Frederick is being argumentative. Usually he can be pretty uh..pushover? Actually the correct words would be he doesn't have any moment to stand up for himself :')

Yep! Confirmed once again! Leland is the serpent!

YOU GO CURTIS!! HECK YEA!!

Jamie is a mood with that speech. And the fact that he has not only 1, but 2 ultimate flashbang??? DAMN JAMIE.

Ohoho what am I sensing here? What did you write Leopold?? I can hear the Leomie shippers screaming right now lol.

HECK NO??? WTF DO U MEAN YOU'RE GONNA CRUSH HER??? NO NO NO????

LANCE!!! MY BOY!!! I LOVE HIM!!! LANCE!!!

Okay those are ALL of the chapters lmao that was long! Uh, what have I been doing to the point I post 3 chapters late? Ahaha....u see... i actually have not excuse. I apologize.

That's all for now!!

Mono out! (But still in to hear your thought)

#cursed princess club #cpc

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melusineisthebestest · 1 year

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So I have a scene for Guinevere in my head but no story to actually put it in... so I'm just haphazardly putting it here.

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The Queen of Camelot is an unassuming Servant, seeming almost out of place in a Holy Grail War. Though she is a Ruler, so it makes sense to a point. She is an arbiter, not a fighter. She is meant to remain outside of combat unless to enforce the rules of the ritual.

So normally she stands by, as she has before, to watch warriors and knights do battle. Alone as always, she stands tall and beautiful, kindess in her smile and sorrow in her eyes. Hair like silver starlight glimmers and twinkles, catching the eyes and admiration of those around her.

But now she stands in opposition to danger. She is meant to be the perfect Queen, and ideal. It's what she has to be. But she never once knew what that was? Was it only a woman who stood behind her king, to be supportive and beautiful to behold? Or was she supposed to bevat her king's side, sharing in the burdens that was rested atop their fair head?

Guinevere didn't know the answer. She was still uncertain of it. And she wasn't sure she could do either, as she never understood her king and what was needed of her. She loved the ideal of the King of Knights... but did she ever love the person behind that title? Oh how many tears she shed lamenting over that question.

But now was not the time for tears. The threat was looming, and she new her powers, even as a servant, could not hold it at bay forever. But the Queen had one power that could. A power she feared to use.

It was a simple ability, to summon forth her faithful knight. But who would that be? That's what she feared. Would her call even be answered? The guilt in her heart was like a weighted stome, making her believe that she didn't deserve to have her call answered. For to her, she was the causer of ruin. She was too weak to be the ideal Queen and she fell in love with that man, brought him down to madness, caused the ruin of Camelot, and the death of her beloved King.

From that night until her death and even to this day, she dreams of being forgiven. An impossible wish that not even a Holy Grail could grant... but right now, she has to face her fears. She must try, or else all will be brought to ruin.

"Please... save me, my knight!"

Before her, a flash of light comes and pushes away the dark, and there stands a dazzling figure of blue and silver. Alone as always, she stands resolute and strong, gentleness in her face and ferocity in her eyes. Hair like golden sunlight shines, catching the eyes and awe of the woman behind her.

"My King..." Guinevere said with a trembling voice, tears streaking down her cheeks, "You've come."

The King of Knights turned to her and gave her a kind smile she had not seen before. A gloved hand touched her cheek, wiping away a tear, "I'm sorry I did not come sooner. I hope that you can forgive me, My Queen, though I may not deserve it."

With that, Guinevere openly began to weep, embracing her beloved King, her Knight, her Artoria.

"O Artoria Pendragon. How I've missed you."

#fate grand order #fgo #fate #fate go #fate series #queen guinevere #guinevere #guinevere servant #fan servant #ruler #saber #artoria pendragon #altria pendragon #arturia pendragon

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ilikedyourablogithere · 1 year

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My Dislyte Favorite 2022 Awards

I liked alot of stuff so this will be a while

Favorite Character Award: Falken

He looks like a batman villain/ kakashi/ Iori yagami and a Yugioh character mixed into one intimadating look guy but in actuality...he’s just a bit awkward and get misunderstood from time to time but he’s good people.

His story of having to rely on himself to support his family regardless of what was thrown at him is very admirable and you can’t help but want to root for him but then he meet Sander and finally made a friend and he learns to rely on others instead of doing everything himself and then wants to go out and do the same for others. And even though he has lost his friend it didn’t stop him from forging his own sense of justice and continues to move forward. He is a very interesting character to me and I look forward to whatever happens to him

Also he has laser beams, revenge energy stealing eye powers and he can turn into and summon a falcon! how cool is that

Best Boy Award: Lewis

I’ve always been a fan of boxer characters if a game has one I gotta use ‘em and Lewis is no exception. But what really hooked me on him is his wanting to do right by the people in his life. Even when his sister left to go the bad guys side he isn’t trying to drag her back by force or anything, he’s just being a big brother and showing her a good example (whether she’s paying attention is a whole different issue). He got good friends around him like Bardon, Tang Xuan and Li Ling as well as a pretty good mentor in Gaius looking out for him. All and all I think he’s doing just great

My favorite part was that little trivia about how he’s secretly trying to improve his penmanship. Just one of those tiny things that just make gravitate to certain characters.

Best Girl Award: Laura

She’s so dang nice and she just to help people. A bit basic? Not at all. It’s actually super hard to be nice. Like she first went to go be a doctor so she could help people but even after she became a surgeon when she got her superpowers she then went on to join the Esper Union. It’s like lady you’re a doctor you’re saving lives you’re doing good and Laura said “NO! I can be even more nice“ then goes on to save even more people

Like she just adopts a random kid she barely knows anything about. Like people don’t just do that. Being nice isn’t a basic thing at all. And all that nice and kindess she puts just gets to you and make you feel all warm inside and ... how can you not like her?

[NO BEST WAIFU OR HUSBANDO FOR 2022]

[NO BEST SHIP FOR 2022]

for whatever percent of y’all that were wondering about that. I dunno nothing really stuck. maybe next year

Best Anthro Award: Daylon

Should come as no surprise seeing how Sobek was one of my top picks from mythos that I wanted in the game and ever since he arrived I’ve been very satisfied

He’s actually a very chill guy. Nothing too grand or far out there. He’s just a guy, sure he may scare off someone from time to time with the whole crocodile “situation” but that’s not gonna stop him from living his life and helping out where he can as earnestly as he can

Best Monstergirl Award: Melanie

For as overused as the medusa, gorgon, snakes for hair gag is Melanie make it entertaining. Not a dull moment when it comes to her

Her complete unamusement of Fabrice (unless sleep depraved from binge reading shojo mangas) her not taking any nonsense from Leon, Ren Si or Biondina. Her big sister vibes with Li Guang and of course her goofy side she get to show off when she’s around her best friend Celine and she doesn’t have to be the responsible one for a bit.

She’s always just amusing where ever she shows up in the story (obviously someone’s favorite on the game’s team) and I look forward to more of her

Best Mythology Award: Egyptian

While all the character designs in the game are stellar it’s the Egyptian mythos that stood out the most for me. Whenever a new one dropped they’re decked out in gold and jewelry. Not shy on giving furries some love. The colors from Kaylee being the color of the desert sand to Tiye the night sky. And of course the diversity of blackness. Can not stress enough how nice it is to not be this small corner of the fanbase that just gets brushed over and ignored all the time where we get like 3 and then a bunch of racially ambiguous ones who people will always fight you over because the idea of someone being black just have to be fought back against and it is nice to not have to do that for once...it is very nice

But ya I’ve been loving what I’ve been seeing and hope to love whatever comes next

Best Element Award: Inferno

I like ‘em hot and spicy and this element never disappoint. They can be Fighter Defender Controller Healer you give an inferno unit any role and you’ll never hear anyone thinking it is a bad idea. Flame on!

Best Boss Award: Fafnir

The icy lady is always a fun one to go up against. Whether I’m autoing her or playing the game myself I’m always on edge. All it takes is one move, one resist check and you can be collecting your relics with pride or have your team completely wipe out.

Not to mention her boss theme is a great one

Best Billboard Event Award: Bloody Hunt

Out of all the ones we had this is the one always feel relevant because so many things that were established start getting their pay off. Like various bounties bios and small one off topics that were casually brought up that you didn’t even give that much of a thought somehow end up being actual points of importance in the event. And most importantly of all...Bloody Hunt didn’t “end“ like nothing was really resolved and it feels like something that will come back to at some point in the story

Also dat trailer for it

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oh so cool

Best Side Event Award: Origami Love

While I can’t say Ophelia is one of my top faves in the game she did bring along Esper Feud. And like no question my favorite side event

I had so much fun racking my brain figuring out how to beat challenges

Also the story was pretty enjoyable

Best Boss Theme Award: The Dark Star Lord

ho boy did they go that extra mile with this track. Even if you’re not good at this boss fight you still end up feeling good cause you get to here this great beat

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and THEN the transition into another rendition of Enter Your Mind seriously how many versions did people submit of this one song ? not that I’M complain of course. My ears love it

Best DJ Contest Track Award : Refuge

Sorry wise there wasn’t much meat on that bone

But that song sure did make up for it. Had that on repeat nonstop for the longest

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Best Character Theme Song Award: Reine des Roses

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Like I love all the characters themes but I say Abigail’s edges out for that fun factor in it for me

Best Song Sung by the in game Characters: Soul Mate sung by Ahmed

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Kinda the only one in this category for now but I still wanted to say it cause it IS a great song

ANYWAYS That’s that

Think I covered all my dislyte faves for 2022 and most certainly can’t wait for what dislyte does next

but for now

HAPPY NEW YEARS CHAMP

let’s make the best of it. stay safe out there

#dislyte

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Tav question game: 1,2,9 for Van and 16 for both her and Azz'ava!

1- what do they smell like at their freshest? (and/or after a tenday. your choice) Freshest: Vanquish smells like spices, warmth. A touch of sweetness. Cloves and cinnamon, caramel, tea leaves. And maybe old books too. Like an apothecary, messy with its spices, ingredients open, scattered. Old books nearby with old recipes.

After a tenday: Like a burnt out fire. Singed paper, hair. Tinged with sweat and the tang of blood.

2- what would their blood taste like to vampires?

I like to HC Vanquish's physiology is affected a lot by her patron(s) and their influence literally bleeds out from her.

I feel like....maybe her blood would hurt if you had lots of it. Sore on the tongue, tart, a bit like to me drinking lots of aniseed flavour things. Like...it's so saturated by 1: the voidfire from Y'chak that sunk underneath her skin after she was burned, residuals of it running through her veins because he is a huge part of why she's pseudo-immortal. 2: her powers from Caiphon and that she is a sliver of this terrifying Far Realms being. 3: her tiefling blood i think runs hotter than normal.

3- if they had to be put in a “get along shirt” with a companion, who would it be?

A couple for various reasons lol.

Astarion: they are quite similar people in a lot of ways, and Vanquish kind of...clashes with him a lot. If they ever got together they'd definitely be the 'I can make them worse' and they would lol. They have a lot of shared trauma and they both aren't the nicest of people. Sometimes they get on swimmingly. Other times they frustrate the fuck out of each other.

Wyll: Vanquish finds his ethos and views and kindness....difficult. In the way that she's not used to it. Kindess and chivalry had to be hard earned for Vanquish. What's the catch? Why do you care why? This is very much a Vanquish problem. I think Wyll would be patient with her. But she's also quite an arsehole about "why the fuck did you pact with a devil? absolute L of a move." Definitely thinks she's the superior Warlock lmao.

16 - what’s the description of their underwear in the inventory menu?

Vanquish- Pre-Voss: Made of Menzoberrazan silk, these are well worn, but still beautiful. The remnants of the word 'abbil' is embroidered on one side, most of the thread picked clean.

Post-getting together with Voss: A custom harness made of leather from an animal Kith'rak Voss killed himself, there is an inscription of tir'su along the straps on the lower half that reads "htaz'i vo z'varc". Classy.

Azzichka- During game: Only the best for an Inquisitor of Vlaakith, these are of material not natural to this plane, with tiny precious gems embroidered into the bands. One white, one sky blue.

Post-game: Black silk and acquired from a tailor in Baldur's Gate, there is little left to the imagination with these. Maybe istik do have good taste.

#bg3 #vanquish tag #azz'ava tag #ask des #des replies #bg3 tav #thank you so much love these were so fun!!!!#i love thinking about tav!azzie #des writes

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[MAJORLY uncoherent anecdotal storytine:]

entertainment value: mild

cw: blood exams (not described in detail), vague mentions to struggles that aren't elaborated on, tmi personal rambling written by someone who is loopy from blood loss aka bad grammar/syntax/morphology/yeah also this got long whoops

im feeling mega loopy cuz blood exam (dundnt faint!! how outstanding of me. iamcurrently instanding. batumtssk!!i lie down now.)

but AT the blood exam a newer nurse stopped by and my usual nurse was like "PIVELLA meet [redacted <- (me. im redacted.)] this kid is a STAPLE in this department bla bla" and wow mom look im famius!! it only took me getting my blood displaced and stared at medically and faintinf a lot very often hshahahaah

the usual nurse is so NICE she's been doing my blood check traslocations since ive been like 15 i think maybe earlier?? idk idk i love her she's so nice and a kickass lady and she bullies all her coworkers and also me a lot!!! bully as in teasing she's nice yeah anyway yeah

me having to get my blood checked often is really inconvenient and kinda sucks!!! because i get koed and fuck if i can do anything for the next 24hs blegh but but BUT this lady has seen my grow up and seenbthe fuck up my life became and is seeing me pick up the peices abd whenever she sees me in the waiting room she shouts "its YOU" very dramatically and the staff has inside jokes about me and my dumv unoptimezed blood stats and thats REALLY NICE SOBS

like i dont wanna make a fable moral out of it like live love kaugh kindess uwu because realistacally, when i was fucked up previously (in the way that was bad compared to how i am fucked up now. funny joke. laugh.) i didn't gove two shits about people being nice to me because i was a massive hater and hated myself most (loser behavior!!!! the world hates you already love yourself out of SPITE!!!!!!!!!!) so people going out of their way to make a horrible situation slightly less horrible for me COMPLETELY went over my head "broom broom autopilot kill crush destroy ourselves!!!" (<- that's what my head looked like.ew there's no whimsy and silly in there, gross!! jk baby me gets the reatroactive love myself treatment bc noone els ecan do that for me!! what was i saying) and yeah i wasn't neurobiologically capable of giving two shits about anything, especially some random nurse going out of her way to crack jokes but idk i appreciated now!!! and she realizes i appreciate it now!!! and it's nothing big or grandiose i guess the world is still turning and nothing in the essential state of things changes bc i did a navelgazey testimony of WOW SOMETIMES THINGS CAN BE OKAY OCASSIONALLY HOLY SHIT?? but also!!! if i don't do it!!!!!!! who will!!???????

aesop would prolly write about foxes and grapes and terracotta pottery and crows and things being okay with time, but ME, a certified "just some guy", is gonna ramble about " it's gonna be okay" semantics because its!! been!! bullshit!! BUT THAT'S OKAY!!!!

shit got SO MUCH worse than what i could've imagined in my catastrophation!!!!!! id wasted my life preparing and planning for all the plans Ds and Gs and Js and Zs because my situation was FUCKED and i didn't have power to fix it, and too bad!!! SHIT HAPPENS AND IT SUCKS!!! time isn't gonna fix SHIT!!!!!! time is just a tracker of when!!! time does no good time does no harm!!!! what time did give my stupid fucking idiot idiot lovely self was time to change!!! not in just "omg change your perspective ✨" (which can be really really really important!! but you shouldn't take anyone's shit just because you see their perspective!!!! no you don't deserve to be treated like shit!!!!!! they don't deserve to get away with treating anyone like shit!!!!! what makes you so special that the world's evil needs to converge upon you?? you're just some guy!! they're just some guy!!! you be nice to you!!)

time is just there!! what does get okay with time is being!!! your enemy is no longer gonna cause you stress once you outlive them!!! you can be better than your yesterday self at any time!!! life goes on if you fuck up everything and you CAN do whatever you want with the peices!!! FAIL!!! FEAR!!! if we're scared we do it scared!!! it's not gonna be okay because its gonna be perfect, it's gonna be okay because it CAN be different!!

im still not """""fixed""""" , im still screwing things up and i still don't really understand what exactly is """""wrong""""" with me and that's okay for now, and hey!! i am capable of having a nice interaction with someone!!!! that's progress.

massive tangent lmao

local tumblr user gets some blood consensually stolen, has a positive interaction with someone, goes home and starts preaching at [unidentified recipient] jesus fucking christ maiora go to sleep this isn't the time for monologues

tl;dr: someone was nice to me just to be nice and im happy because i wouldn't have been able to appreciate it previously and it's nice to see people being nice for the sake of it

im nap now buh bye thanks for reading have a night or day!!!! be nice to you i can't do that for you!!! /lh

#incoherent #absolutely incoherent #shut up maiora #shut the FUCK up maiora #affectionate #ramble #anecdote anthology #illbregret posting this but also itd be funny to have my rambles out there and people can read my woozy rambles at my funeral/pos #like if it stays in my brain noone can see it. if i get it out my brain it's a sign i existed in whatever capacity and idk that's fun #not that im dying anytime soon #what's death gonna do?? stop me???? pathetic.#/j #i really need to sleep

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crimsyn · 1 year

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Travis is Alessas dad HC

i promised @tothepark that I was gonna post this publicly cause at this point the likelyhood of my perfectionist and out-of-writing-practice ass actually writing the silent hill origins rewrite fanfiction I would have liked to present this headcanon in is becoming increasingly small.

So headcanons, lifted straight from my ancient fanfic notes, under the cut to explain Travis is Alessas dad.

First of all, Travis himself has some psychic powers like Alessa does, but they've never overtly manifested what he can remember.

Helen, Travis's mom, also had these powers and could see the Otherworld through the mirrors, and the power in Travis too, but had no control or understanding over them and this caused her insanity.

After Helens admission to Cedar Grove Sanatarium, Travis and his dad visited Silent Hill from time to time to see her. During one of these visits Travis had an encouter with Dahlia as a child.

By the events of 0rigins, Travis is in his early 40s and has worked as a trucker for a long time, practically ever since he quit highschool. Some eight years ago, he picked up a woman (Dahlia) on a gig to ease the "trucker loneliness". She was uncomfortably weird and insistent about it, and to Travis it didn't feel right, but he went through with it anyway. He cannot remember much of the experience - not where he picked her up, what exactly happened, or when and how he returned to his truck. It's all very cloudy, but he is pretty sure that it did happen.

Alessa calls him to Silent Hill before she is burned, and he arrives in the nick of time to save her from the flames. After her rescue, she keeps him there against his will to use him to stall and give her the necessary time and tools to stop the Order from summoning the God.

Travis's own psychic powers, while nowhere near as powerful as Alessas, do influence the town while he is there and that's why he has to face some of his own personal demons (and not just manifestations of Alessa's, like Harry did). It's also how he can travel between the fog world and otherworld. I suppose his psychic powers are less power and more Sensitivity cause he can't or doesn't know how to actively use them consciously.

Once it's all over, Alessa fogs his memory and leads him away from Silent Hill to spare him more of the terror. He showed her kindess and she doesn't want him hurt anymore. He's stalled the Order from summoning the God, and she's split her soul into pieces to prevent them further. (Up until Harry and Cheryl shows up that is)

#silent hill #silent hill 0 #silent hill 0rigins #silent hill origins #silent hill 6 #headcanon #travis grady

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werspinna · 10 months

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been abused by someone who should have loved you: While Asada did indeed loved Wolf like one of her children, Wolf was also still her slave and Asada did occaisonally used that power over Wolf. She only originally bought Wolf because Wolf as someone who had survived the pox could work with people infected with the pox without getting sick herself which Asada as a Healer needed her to and only later she took interests in and started to use Wolfs intelligence. After she had died she ordered Wolf in a letter to join the hosuehold of one of her sons as a slave to be taken care of (which Wolf refused and joined the convent instead). When Lupardus offered to continue experimenting with Wolfs self-healing-factor in human-experimentation, Asada strictly refused and forbid Wolf from taking part in it even as Wolf was desperate to find a way to transfer her Healing-factor to Asada. Wolf eventually refused the command and continued experimenting in secret with Lupardus which would result in Lupardus turning into The Lizard and Asada beeing killed. That are only small examples, but that Asada and Wolf were never equals and that their relationsip was despite their kindess to eachother, not as harmonic or perfect as Wolf wants to think of it, is part of her as a person. She very clearly romantices Asada and puts her on a podest. Which is obviously happenig because Asada was the first person showing her kindness after she had left Cologne, which means the first person to be kind to her after almost five years shaped by her friends dying,starvation and sickness and she very clearly does not see Asada as the person she had been but as someone who can not do any harm or wrong.

#tw: death #tw: violence #tw: selfharm #tw: abuse #werspinna #headcanon

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