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tunamayojazz · 3 months

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all of your inuokko art is so lovely it’s hard to pick just one!! i loved the ex-idol concept that was so perfect for inumaki, and the baseball and college aus are adorable too! we love mutual pining in this house 🥰

i just looked a the date in which this was sent and shrieked out loud 😭 i am so sorry and also happy new year!

thank you so much for your kind words ❤️ i'm so happy to hear you liked the ex-idol toge and baseball player yuta au hehe that was so much fun to do. now that you mention college aus (which i also LIVEEE for), would it not be cute if they used to crush on each other when they were college students!! music major toge was part of the dance club and spent a lot of time on campus for practice, same for yuta who had been a prodigy baseball player his whole life. from his club's practice spot, toge had a convenient view of watching yuta practice (as did many other students haha, man always had an audience). from observation and also through word of mouth, he knew that yuta was a very sweet person, friend and teammate. he took care of his team well and everyone looked up to him. toge was inspired by his drive and it motivated him to try his best too.

for yuta it was a much more private experience. while toge would sometimes just join the crowd watching yuta or sit somewhere alone on a day with less people, yuta was intensely shy. he came across his school's dance club profile on social media one fine day and that's when he first saw toge. 30 minutes of doom scrolling later on their page and it was over for him...let's just say toge was a really good dancer with lots of charm and personality in his style (and also has a little fanclub of his own!).

despite them mutually pining for one another from afar, they unfortunately only ever interacted once. they happened to both be on their way out of school, and it was the day before yuta and his team went off to the all japan university baseball championship. toge's got a good luck charm for him but is way too nervous to actually approach him. luckily for toge, yuta accidentally drops his student ID. and the little opportunist within toge comes alive and dives to grab it before yuta can even do it himself (he still cringes about this moment years later). yuta's brain is also doing an internal system crash but somehow doesn't combust when toge very calmly hands him his ID back with the charm underneath. he then walks off in what seems to be the fastest speed yuta has ever witnessed. after the moment is over, yuta uncovers the good luck charm tucked under his ID and then, he combusts.

it doesn't get better yet, they don't meet again for a long time. yuta and his team go on to win the championship, but when he returns to campus with all the glory and confidence in the world (to finally speak to toge), he can't find him anywhere. tldr: toge got scouted by a really good music label and got whisked away to trainee life at 19 in the period of time yuta was away for championships; it all happened very quickly bc toge was quite naive and dropped out of school for a shot at his dream career) (why do i feel like im writing a such a cliche romance plot !! haha)

we'll get to the bad parts immediately. toge knew trainee life would be hard, but he was willing to give it his all to debut. except things didn't really improve after debut. before he could even notice all the red flags, it all came crashing down at 23 when toge had been overworked to the point of damaging his vocal cords. he left the group shortly after, and eventually left the label all together. as for yuta, he was scouted to play for a foreign team and left japan. his career was a success overseas and he'd attained the status as japan's pride. all the things he'd dreamt of as a kid playing baseball with his dad had come true. but in true yuta nature, he was like, yknow what, i think i've done it all and i really miss my friends and family. so i'm gonna move my life back to japan! bye bye! (not gonna give him the successful athlete sustains career damaging injury plot no yuta closed the curtains with his own hands simply bc he missed his friends) i think at this point (age 25) he's only thought of toge from time to time as this sweet boy from his college days that was out of his league, he hasn't heard or seen him in forever either. that is until he returns to japan, gets like a million brand deals, collaboration offers and of course, invites to events and parties for the elites and celebs of japan.

a few weeks after he returned to tokyo, he's invited to a private party to celebrate team japan's success at the winter olympics, with his best friend rika as his plus one. he meets a lot of big name athletes there and quickly becomes friends with maki zenin, one of japan's best speed skaters, and yuji itadori, one of players of the national ice hockey team. (geez i wonder who maki's plus one is)

when he feels himself go past tipsy and approaching drunk, he excuses himself to the balcony for a breather. he's known to be extremely talkative after too much alcohol and he doesn't really feel like pissing off his new friends. when he steps out, he sees a single person smoking by themselves outside and cringes internally (he hates the smell!). but he finds that he won't be stepping back inside so soon, because somehow, he's met with the very beautiful face of inumaki toge.

yuta covers his mouth with his hands at the same time toge drops his cigarette.

#inuokko #ottoge #inumaki toge #okkotsu yuuta #inumaki #yuuta #i wasnt drunk while writing this but i certainly felt like i was #writing on tumblr always mean silly hours !#well if theres no angst la #i will draw what happens next one day i SWEARRRRRRRR #asks #ples excuse any typos and such i was just typing rly quickly and hehehe-ing like a crazy person #inuokko does that 2 me...

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hanasnx · 1 year

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heyyy do you have any advice on how to write smut cause its sooo difficult for me *cries in virgin*

ur like one of my fav smutty writers and idk if you have any tips 😭

first off thank u very much i appreciate that :)

this isnt the first time ive been asked for writing tips so im gonna give a lot of info. youre bound to find something useful in this mess

im so sorry but one of my solutions to giving myself confidence in smut-writing was to literally fuck and fuck a lot

after losing my virginity it still wasnt enough experience tbh. so i gave myself room to explore my sexuality and was privileged enough to do it with a partner that encouraged that growth. that experience of fucking sure didnt hinder my smut-writing ability if you know what i mean ;0 but everything else about writing i learned from years of practice. ive been writing since i was in elementary school like id come home from fourth grade and read and write on quotev klsdjfsfj smut writing skills came later post puberty

when i tried writing smut as a virgin i genuinely couldn’t get past the build up. i was fantastic at writing the build up, it was the actual sex part that was hard bcos even tho i had done enough research (i read a lot of porn) it didn’t instill me with enough confidence that i could write it correctly, and so i never did. however! i sure wish i’d committed to it more, so let me see if i can write out some tips that would’ve helped me in the past

(this is just how i write smut, im by no means an expert)

my timeline

the way i write smut is pretty formulaic so i’ll break it down:

hook line ⟹ settings ⟹ build-up ⟹ foreplay ⟹ sex ⟹ ending

☥ hook line. maybe: a dialogue piece to kickstart; an ambiguous line that reels you in; an exciting action. i dont like starting my story with the name/pronouns of a character doing something boring. i.e. “you were getting ready for the day…” idk it’s not the worst thing in the world and we've all done it but just writing out what i try to avoid.

☥ build up is key to me. i have such a hard time reading and writing porn with no plot. i’ll do it sometimes if i like the writer enough, but i rarely write smut without the build up bcos i feel like that’s where the juice is. its whats fun and what you get to play around with bcos the actual sex part of the fic is pretty predictable.

focus on what’s said and unsaid in dialogue between characters. focus on the emotion each of them are feeling and how that emotion manifests into body language.

⟹ dirty talk is not for everyone, but god i love it. literally get nasty with it, this is your writing and we’re all just readin it. build anticipation using dirty talk, make filthy promises, make threats. make your characters talk about the nasty shit they wanna do to each other.

imagine someone you really wanna fuck, imagine the things youd do to them if you had the chance,,, write it into your characters.

☥ foreplay. goes hand in hand with dirty talk, its where the touching starts. decide how you want to play it. who gets oral, who gets fingered. both? one of them? neither and they just go straight to fucking?? i like foreplay, but if youre writing a “quickie” scenario then it may not be in the cards.

lets say it is in the cards tho. so some things to remember:

⟹ foreplay gets the dicks hard. when dicks get hard they leak pre-cum. balls have like no cushion and theyre soft and have little sacks in em that move around. the skin of this genital is often described as velvety bcos its soft. ive honestly never had sex with an uncircumcised penis so i have no idea if there’s a difference between how they feel.

foreplay makes the pussies loose and wet. the inside can be lumpy. it can be ridged or smooth. it can be all kinds of flesh colors like brown and pink.

without the foreplay (which can be verbal communication, or touching of the body or genitals) its a little painful for afabs bcos theyre too tight or too dry. and a flaccid dick is a little unpredictable to try to fit in.

⟹ afabs can have multiple orgasms, amabs are less lucky. afabs can cum and squirt multiple times, amabs can cum multiple times.

⟹ genitals get really sensitive after cumming though. so if you write someone finishing, write out how they might need some time before they finish again or start fucking, or that they get overstimulated getting touched still after they came and that sensitivity is a little uncomfortable.

⟹ the head of the penis is the most sensitive and that’s what makes it cum/orgasm. clits on pussies are the most sensitive and its what makes cum/orgasms happen. its very difficult if not impossible to achieve orgasm (if youve got a pussy) through penetration alone without clit stimulation

⟹ you can cum/squirt and not have an orgasm

☥ sex

⟹ changing positions can change angles and hit new pleasurable spots inside pussies.

⟹ probably write a couple different positions during the sex part, just to keep things fresh.

⟹ sprinkle in dirty talk to prolong the sex scene and to avoid sounding repetitive because if youre writing p in v it’s pretty standard to thrust over and over again until youre done. its a lot less glamorous when you spell it out like that, so you gotta add shit to make the sex scene more enjoyable to the reader whos not actively experience the sex.

☥ ending. i usually end the one shot after the fucking is done.

the smut tips

☥ think back to a time you were really turned on. from a show, from a book, something someone said to you, your own sex life, porn you really liked,,, take inspiration from it. use it and channel that own arousal within you.

if youve got a dirty fantasy and it gets you so hot and bothered thinking about it, write that.

if youve got a partner that fucks you crazy good and supplies you with inspo for dialogue or for settings or for scenarios, write that too. theres been a whole bunch on my blog that was inspired by my boyfriend. not everything, but enough to mention it.

also! another thing that people underestimate is the inspiration you take from other blogs. like mine for example, if you like my stuff take inspo from it. study my writing style and you’ll see all kinds of little tips in subtext id never be able to list for you. i do that with other blogs, i dont copy them but i definitely learn little things i like from them and incorporate it into my writing for a more cohesive story. if i take an idea though i ask for their permission & credit them.

☥ the most important tip i can give you is be as self indulgent as possible. youre wasting time worrying about other people. “will they like this? will people think im weird? what if they think im weird for writing this?” fuck that noise. warn accordingly, and go ham. your self indulgence is your best friend. it’ll guide you through all those dirty things you want to say or do to someone, let it take root and write what excites you. chances are you will find your people, and your fic will be set apart bcos it’s so specific to you that people will be drawn to that. and if theyre not? it ends up not being popular? it doesnt matter! because you had fun writing it right? fuck yea u did

☥ the types of words you use are so important. words that invoke a certain emotion or sexy feeling. its difficult to explain but i try my hardest to use “beautiful language” paired with dirty, disgusting, cacophonous language. marry them together so you can convey whether youre “love-making” or “fucking”. i dont like words that dont look or sound good in my head. like when you paint, you probably use colors you like looking at to create the entire picture on the canvas that’s beautiful. so pick out paints that are pleasing to the eyes. the bold ones and the soft ones.

examples of words i dont use cos i hate the way they sound and the way they look: “vagina” and “penis” LMAO

even “butt” isnt a word i like to use. i’ll almost always use “ass” or “backside”

⟹ the smut writer’s dictionary

☥ i keep comedy out of it for the most part, ive never really seem humor added positively into a smut that added to the experience. its usually physical humor stuff like the characters bumping heads or stubbing their toe or something its just cringy to me idk. if i add comedy (i am not good at writing comedy)i put it before the smut. and if you must have some sort of lightheartedness id keep it casual, light, and personal. like an inside joke or something tongue in cheek. you dont have to hide your deepest desires behind humor , you can be serious

☥ your pain tolerance is heightened so run with that. get spanked its fun

more important tips i love and stand by:

☥ call backs are important to me. it’s like if you have something in the future of your fic to be used, try to incorporate it in some small way in your establishing settings or build up. but it’s not as important to others as it is to me. an example would be in my one shot “talk huttese to me”, at the end anakin fucks reader on the tool table. at the very beginning of the fic, when i had reader taking in the surroundings of the “garage bay”, she scanned the drawer stack where she set his broth she brought him, and the tool table he’d later fuck her on. its kinda like,,, foreshadowing (i think?). you’re setting up your reader to be like “?? i wonder why the author thought it would be important to mention the tool table.. wonder if anakin fucks her on it later.” but even if your readers dont react that way, i still think it ties things together nicely

☥ try to write 15-20 mins uninterrupted. create a ritual. i use the bathroom, refill my water, grab a fun drink like sweet tea, put on a silent youtube video (like my ahsoka star wars lofi live i love so much), listen to a playlist of music (preferably music you havent heard before so it can fade into the background. maybe even cultivate a playlist for the vibe youre going for in your story, aids greatly in creating an atmosphere in your writing if youre translating the music in your ears), and turn your phones notifications off (ofc i leave on notifs for calls in case of emergencies, but i can answer my friends’ texts after my writing session). set a timer so you dont have to keep checking the time.

☥ don’t stop in the middle of your storytelling to check the thesaurus or dictionary. write out whatever word/phrase first came to mind and highlight it to come back to later to alter or replace it completely. you’re interrupted your creative flow and its difficult to come back to it when youre checking the thesaurus every five seconds. this hack was crucial to my ability to stay on task i promise you

☥ avoid sounding repetitive by using the same words close together. you’ll create a fuller story by adding to your vocabulary using the thesaurus.

☥ avoid listing actions, break them up with adverbs at the start of your sentences if you must, or description of things or the place your character is in, or explain the emotion your character is feeling or what that emotion is causing within your character. starting sentences over and over again with the character’s name or pronoun breaks up the flow for the reader.

☥ really try to finish your works in progress even if you think its bad, the challenge of it will help you practice and learn to overcome your own mind trying to hold you back

☥ if you dont like the direction your fic is going,,, and youre experiencing writer’s block:: cross out the most recent bit and take it in a new direction. “oh but indy!! i really have a certain goal in mind!!” great, find another way to get to it because youre blocking yourself from finishing this forcing yourself into a non entertaining corner. switch it up! challenge yourself. “but indy!! i really liked what i had for this scene!!” yea but youre blocked right? youre not writing anything else for this scene and you cant, right? if you like what you have for this scene (an action, a dialogue piece youre proud of, a plot twist) save it! use it for a different piece !

hope this helps you and others!

#indy shoots the shit #anon #indy overshares #thanks for the msg!!#writing tips #smut writing tips

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hypnoneghoul · 3 months

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Ahh thank you so much!! I was the one who struggled with story writing and asked for tips;; i aspire to be a writer like you one day, id love to publish a book :,)

Another question if you dont mind good sir, how do you come up with the whole story? A story worth reading

I never know how to get ideas;; or how to put in hidden meanings and stuff

Also! What do you think makes a bad story/storyteller? Id be interested to know that end of the spectrum too

Sorry if the questions get bothersome, youre genuinely a big inspiration ;;;

stop you're making me smile so hard my cheeks hurt😭 I'm literally just a dude I don't know how to dealt with compliments hagdhahs THANK U

so you're absolutely not bothering, I don't mind!!!

anyway hehehe

i can tell you how I come up with the whole story but i cant tell you how to make it worth reading. in my opinin every story is worth reading, the thing is what certain people will like. write for yourself, most importantly, but if you want to get a reaction you have to find your target audience basically lmao. in case of my story writing, it depends. ficlets are very spontaneous most of the time. bigger things are always planned, but kinda... from the wrong way lmao i start with random elements im sure i want to include and then i fill in the gaps. i wish i could tell you what makes a story good, what makes it interesting but im afraid there's no strict rules about it. its not very helpful but id say go with your guts. one thing i will tell you is that a main idea is important. you have to have something you want to tell, your writing has to be about something. it can be literally anything but give the story a main topic, main idea. it'll give the readers something to look out for, it'll make them engage more. "pointless" stories aren't bad, they're fun, but they're not so liked, especially if their long. they can be boring, simply

the second thing is, im afraid, a thing of practice. ive no idea what advice i could give on that, even tho i do write like that a lot. it all depends on the complexicity of your story. the more details you have the more potential for side plots or hidden meanings of some things you'll have. you can try playing around with everything, it IS supposed to be fun after all. plan, make notes, but dont go in a straight line with everything. crawl jump run walk forwards walk backwards do cartwheels lmao anything play around, the ideas will start flowing in once you do

hmmm that is a very hard question. i dunno if i can answer it even, because my opinion on it is that it's really hard to be a bad story teller writing a bad story. the key's in the readers. as i said you gotta find your target audience, and whether its 5 people or 5 thousand still doesn't dictate what's bad, ig. i dunno, really, but i think the answer to that would be that a bad storyteller doesn't learn, doesn't evolve

#hypnone's asks

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moonjxsung · 6 months

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hi!! i was just wondering what your writing process is like? :oc im fairly new to writing and currently struggling how to write as good as you www i thought id ask my favorite fic writer for tips bc your fics are always amazing.. 👉👈

Hi angel! Congrats to you on starting your writing journey, that is so exciting! Honestly I don’t have any great tips to share because I’ve been writing for a long time so for me it’s just been a lot of practice. Here’s a little blurb:

I started in middle school with Justin Bieber fanfic (PLS😭), began writing obscure creative pieces for myself any time I had a few hours to spare and then continued writing fanfic in many fandoms I was part of (mostly One Direction and bts lolll). I stopped for several years and picked up a few creative writing courses in college where I really brushed up on my skills in grammar, vocabulary, etc. The surprising thing is that I very seldom read, even when it comes to fanfic, so my writing process is literally just the thoughts that circle my brain when I put pen to paper. I do get a lot of inspiration from music, pictures, etc and I think overall the easiest way to write well is to stay consistent (practice a lot!!!) and stay close to whatever makes you feel creative. Read your own work too and put yourself in the perspective of a reader!!! I don’t do anything related to writing as a full-time career (I’m a business analyst☹️) but I make sure to utilize my writing skills every single day so I can keep improving and to make sure I don’t lose it as a hobby.

So TLDR: write a LOT, read your own work over and over again until you like it, make sure you brush up on technical skills like grammar and punctuation where applicable and have fun with the creative process! Much love to you and good luck 🥹🫶🩷

#anon <3 #ask

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sixosix · 5 months

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girl (/gn) i totally get you esp about being a xiao kisser.. like?? imagine being so down bad for your main but you can barely write him as good as you do for the rest of your faves :')) BUT BRO (/gn) I SERIOUSLY LOOOOVE ALL YOUR FICS!! the moment i found you, binged each n every one >:)) it's okay, xiao will find his time to shine, so much so that you'll feel super proud once it happens.

ANYWHOOOO!! here is the brainrot that i got, i really hope that i sent this at a good time, otherwise feel free to just let this float away~ (also i'm so, so hooked by thawed. lyney had absolutely no right to be so delulu over the reader- I LEGIT GIGGLED WHEN LYNETTE SAID PROPOSED TO THE READER COME AWNNN!!! lyney, honey, i will shake you by the shoulders.)

promise by laufey, right?

i personally think this song has such a very.. hurt, hurt, hurt, comfort and then more hurt, but at last, comfort vibe. it fits both boys - both lyney and aether. they are so magnificent, shining brightly on their own- one on a stage and the other across nations. pulling away from them hurts like a bitch, because their love felt like a warm embrace that burned like a bandage each time you tried to yank away.

being with them was like heaven. being with them brought you the kind of joy that eternal paradise would supply. being with them .. archons, being with them felt like their mere presence could shelter you away from the darkness of the world.

and it hurts to be something.

because being with them meant danger. meant arguments- ones that neither of you can win. it spelled disaster with each wound, and caused misery with each day left alone to one's devices. being with them meant that you were forced to watch your stunning significant other play a perfect part in a life you don't think you fit- oh, you've done the math. there was no solution, and there was no way to force you — a mere extra puzzle piece — to fit their masterpiece.

yet it's worse to be nothing with them.

ok n then that's the end of my brainy brainrot.. the second last verse in the song:

So I broke my promise

I called you last night

I shouldn't have, I wouldn't have

If it weren't for the sight of a boy

Who looked just like you

Standing out on Melrose Avenue

can you imagine just how beautiful it would be to imagine a scene where you taught you mistook the sight of the one closest to your heart, and in an act of desperation and longing, you try to hurry and contact them. shaky hands and shivering figure, your heart practically weeping with overdue worry and grief of your past relationship, only to find them also looking for you- as if it was fate. clinging to each other and pouring your hearts out into the only two souls that could hear you two.

AHHH THAT'S IT THOO,,, hope you didn't mind the brainrot, i totally really just "hm user sixosix would very much enjoy this idea methinks" BUT I DID NOT PLAN THIS OUT VERY WELL. hope you're having a good day, afternoon, evening, night!! ❤️

HI!!! i see ur reblogs a lot so its rlly rlly nice to see u interacting more and more often! :D im soso happy u like thawed. that series is my baby. ALSO its rlly cute u thought id like this idea BC I DO!!! wow. U get me.

your writing is soso pretty :( ITS POETRY!!! i love it and how u captured the feel of the song (which is just pain) and the “you were forced to watch your stunning significant other play a perfect part in a life you don't think you fit” OHHH!!! thats the shit i live for. realizing that you dont fit in w the life he lives in. Pain.

what i think is that this song fits aether the most !!! OUUUGHH you knowing that aether has to leave teyvat eventually but u cant help but long for him THATS THE GOOD SHIT “we’ll never last / why can’t i let go of this?”

“i made a promise to distance myself” BC u know that you have to stop caring so u dont get hurt when he leaves!!!!’

this song is beyond perfect tysm for sharing this w me!! Ough now i may end up writing this and blame it on you bc its so perfect 😭😭😭

#606:inbox #long post #606: faesther

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bl4cktourmaline · 6 months

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halooo~ i saw the matchup event and i’d like to give it a try! may i request a project sekai matchup? (both matchups if it’s ok!! both normal and yan) thanks a lot and i’ll be awaiting my date 😋😋

preferred gender: both works!

personality traits:

im an ambivert that’s pretty emotional.(i cry easily…) i can be quite self-conscious and sensitive at times even if i don’t realise it myself. im also a nostalgic person that keeps memories dear in my heart!! i love looking back to the past to giggle about the stupid old times. i’d say im pretty lazy myself, but if i ever decided to do something, i’d try my best to do it well. i’m kind of the mum of the group, as i have a tendency to care for others around me. i show my childish side with those i trust however. i’m the type to live in the moment and it’s my motive to try not to leave any regrets.

hobbies:

im on my phone quite a lot ,, i like gaming and reading manhwas. i also write a diary and play the ukulele! idk i’m trying to find more hobbies but school doesn’t seem to allow me to.. (there’s. so much school work….)

love langauge:

quality time for both giving and receiving!! i think time is crucial in any relationship. i also give words of affirmation and i think physical touch is cute!

(not so) fun facts:

- i’m deathly terrified of insects. of any kind. the only one kind that i’m brave enough to kill are ants

- i love rollar coasters but hate haunted houses. i live for the excitement of rollar coasters but i hate being jumpscared..

- i love doing personality tests.. i kept sending them to my friends i think they’re done with me /joke

- i’m a realist but i’m also capable of making up tons of scenarios in my heart for my friends

- i love analysing ppl close to me

things u look for in a person:

i think i tend to get along with tons of ppl but id love someone that’s responsible! i want someone that will love me for who i am and accept my flaws. i wish that we can both rely on each other. i’d also like someone who’s treats me specially compared with the outer world ..?!?

things u don’t look for in a person:

irresponsible people. those who always wishes to be in control of a particular solution one-sidely. and people who takes things for granted idk😞

i’m sorry this is so long!! thank u for listening to my ramble fr and getting to know me 😭😭 my brain suddenly malfunctioned and i forgot how to speak proper english … but dear mods, i hope u both have a nice day and wishing u the best~ rmb to take care of urself!!

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˚ʚ♡ɞ˚ Toya adore your caring and hard working nature but he also thinks it's cute that you seem to have a childish side like he just wants to cuddle with you all day if he could!

˚ʚ♡ɞ˚ Game Night is one of your night dates with him, being competitive in a fighting or racing game while leaning on each other with a blanket wrap around you two? Definitely one of the best sweet moments!

˚ʚ♡ɞ˚ He saw that you write a diary for personal use, he thought it's would be great if you two share a diary and leaving comments for each other to read later on

˚ʚ♡ɞ˚ He like reading like a lot, so if you would recommend some good manhwa to him, he would definitely try them out since it's your hobby, it's definitely mean it's an interesting read if it's coming from you!

⋆ ˚｡⋆୨♡ʏᴀɴᴅᴇʀᴇ ᴍᴀᴛᴄʜᴜᴘ♡୧⋆ ˚｡⋆

˗ˏˋ ꒰ ♡ ʸᵒᵘʳ ᵖᵃⁱʳ ⁱˢ...Otori Emu!♡ ꒱ ˎˊ˗

˚ʚ♡ɞ˚ Emu is always quick to notice your moods, her first idea was trying multiple methods of cheering you up because when you're smiling is the moment your beauty shine the most !

˚ʚ♡ɞ˚ Amusement park dates are a must!! It's practically her second home and the fact you like roller coasters? Even better! She always wants to drag you to many thrilling rides because it's so much fun when she hang out with you the most

˚ʚ♡ɞ˚ Emu love taking pictures with you every single moment you two are together, she wants to cherish those sweet little memories with you so the two of you can look back on those memories with so much fondness !

˚ʚ♡ɞ˚ You can play an ukulele ?? She freak out because she didn't know you were good at playing the instrument, Emu would definitely keep bothering you to teach her how to play so she get more quality time with you, it's a win win for her!

✿ — ↠ NOTE : It's okay xD I don't mind rambling at all ! I personally like rambling since it's help me with your matchup results hehe~ I hope you like the results <33

#at25's encounterment #pjsk x reader #modmizuki #otori emu #aoyagi toya #emu otori #toya aoyagi

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starg1rlie · 1 year

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hihi! hope youre doing well! ♡ ive never done one of these ask games before but they seem sups cute so i thought id give it a shot ! 💍 for scara please !!

im ambivert!! i really enjoy talking to people and love being around them! id describe myself as a rather calm and go with the flow. im a very patient person and like to see the brighter side of things. im a very physically affectionate person and generally just a pretty happy person 😭 i dont really like confrontation all too much but i will engage in some teasing if i know the other person is okay w it. unfortunately im also the victim of being a HUGE sappy hopeless romantic too 😔 i really enjoy writing :> music and nature are huge inspirations for me and are a big part of my life ! i also draw quite a lot too, it helps relax me and i love making things. i hope you have a great day and thank you for your time! <3 (apologies if this is too long! ^^;;)

(hello, my apologies for taking so long to get to your request, i hope that you haven't been waiting too long...i got a bit sick and i lost my motivation to write, since i dont feel like i'd be pushing out anything worthwhile for my readers at the time, but here i am <3 hope you enjoy)

biking around the city

its dangerous, he says, and yet, he still goes along with it. you first suggested it as a way to get some fresh air (as if the two of you couldn't receive fresh air from the front porch of your house), and he agreed, only because he knows how much you enjoy taking in the scenery of mother nature. of course he didn't expect for you to ask him to hold hands while doing so. if he had, he'd have refused to accompany you and would probably force you to do something else inside the house that wasn't quite so dangerous. he went along with it anyways, linking his fingers through yours as the two of you biked around the neighborhood for a bit. then scaramouche insisted the two of you head back, because it was getting late and your parents would probably murder him if he kept you out for too long.

he'll play the piano in the middle of the night

even though his mother had previously forced him to learn how to play the piano, he still secretly enjoyed it, despite all the smacks to the hand he received from his instructor. he hadn't played in a while and he felt a little nostalgic one night, so he plopped himself down in front of the grand piano, flipping the cover open and letting his fingers brush against the piano keys. slowly, he dipped into a simple melody he first learned, then ascended into a more complicated tune. all the while, he never looked up from his work, playing and playing until he played the last note. a clap startled him and he jumped up from his seat, whirling around to face you. you didn't tell me you played the piano, you'd say as he came over to wrap his arms around you. that's a one-time thing, he replied. only it wasn't; he started playing more and more every night, and you, upstairs in the bedroom, would listen contentedly under the covers, happy that he continues to play.

introduce him to romance

he legit hasn't had a single romancic occurence in his life (poor boy), and does not understand how you can be so sappy and romantic all of the time. so when you sat him down one night, scaramouche couldn't help but feel a little skeptical about the whole ordeal. romance wasn't his thing, not really, anyways. but you tossed a copy of "to all the boys i've loved before" and left him to "do his thing". a few hours later, you hear sobbing from downstairs and rush to see what's the matter. why are you crying? you asked him, rubbing a hand soothingly over his back. this book is so fucking sad, he'd say, wiping at his runny nose first and then his eyes. honey...it's a romance book...you replied, a little confused. i know. it's so fucking bad.

he'll teach you how to waltz

scaramouche isn't much of a dancer himself, but since there is a formal dance coming up at his school, and he wants to take you as his date, he practiced for weeks on end, ever since the school announced the dance. when he finally felt good about his performances, scaramouche invited you to his living room and placed a hand over your waist, the other gently clasping your hand in his. together the two of you swayed around the room until you collapsed into an exahusted heap, erupting into giggles. what's this for? you inquired, gesturing at his tuxedo and neatly combed hair the next day. what did you think i asked you to dance with me for last night? he shot back, re-adjusting his tie. we're going to the dance. with that, he promptly drags you out of the house to drive to the dance.

listens to your onslaught of playlists

it seems every day you manage to make a new playlist for him to listen to. him? he prefers indie pop and would rather slit his throat than listen to anything other than his chill music. however, since you put time and effort into the playlists, he'll scroll through it and play some of the songs in there. eventually, he'll find his head bobbing along to the songs and will scowl to himself, ripping his headphones off and glaring at his phone. your playlists...aren't as bad as i thought they'd be, scaramouche said the next day. his eyes narrowed just a bit. but we'll be talking more about your music taste in the future.

he'll organize a hike and picnic

since you seem to love nature so much, scaramouche mentally mapped out a plan for taking you out one weekend for a hike, and then a picnic at a pretty area, even going so far to take the scenic route instead of the shorter route. backpack and picnic basket in tow, he'll determindely hike up the hill with you, even though his feet are killing him and he'd much rather be relaxing back at home, watching riverdale. when the two of you finally reached the summit, he keeled over on his hands and knees, gasping and panting heavily. nope, this man is not in shape. want some water? you offer him, holding out a bottle of cold water for him. scaramouche accepted it gratefully and gulped half of it down before swiping at his chin. you're lucky that i decided to go through with this, otherwise we'd be rewatching riverdale again at home, he said pointedly, wiggling his index finger at you while he tried controlling his breathing.

#( ﾉﾟｰﾟ)ﾉ leeo writes!#(｡･∀･)ﾉﾞ leo replies!!#scaramouche x reader #scaramouche x you #scaramouche x y/n #scaramouche genshin impact #wanderer genshin impact #the balladeer #genshin x reader #genshin impact #genshin drabbles #genshin fanfic #genshin #fluff #romance

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royrockstone · 1 year

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heyy

not really a question, just wanted to give you some flowers

ive been reading your stuff for the past three weeks and im so glad i came across you cause i didnt think id find a writer in the succ sphere that can write roman in a way that won’t annoy me LOL (tbf i did find very few others since then but youre my fav) also it’s so hard to get a laugh out of me with writing and i totally belly laughed a few times, you’re fucking funny

idk i think youre pretty brilliant and get the characters so well its almost unbelievable at times

and jesus christ i love the way you write ed stuff, i was thinking about it watching the show but you just gave it a whole new dimension

i still didn’t read everything, don’t want to binge it and then be sad.

actually i do have a question, do you have any personal writing outside of fic realm? or ever considered writing whatever original stuff? well regardless i think you’re insanely good at imitation and a few dialogue moments feel like a memory of the canon show in my head

k that’s it :))

this was so SO kind (to the point where i kinda didnt want to answer just to keep it in my inbox ) thank you for taking the time to write out your thoughts and send them my way!!

beyond glad to hear you think im funny and a Roman Understander— that's everything i want to hear <33

re: the ed stuff, i tend to bring a “hm getting a lot of ed vibes from this” mindset to a lot of media 😭 (and we live in a disordered culture! most media with something to say about the world has something to say about food and bodies) but its ofc become clear over time that its incredibly intentional in succ! which is a win for me but also. a devastating loss emotionally. and it adds a ton of depth and dimension to its stance on wealth, gender, trauma, personal identity and family dynamics. im glad to hear that the way i write it hits the mark for you <3 (truly my biggest flex is that i was an ed!roman truther from before the esquire interview. i saw the dog pound scene and went “hm. rexie vibes.” and never looked back.)

i know there will be fewer eyeballs on it after the show ends/once the post-finale glow (or anger, but hopefully glow!) wears off, but i have a few more ideas i want to bash out abt these characters before i pack it up, so you’ll get more content even if you finish all thats currently out there!

SCREAMING that someone would like my fic enough to ask about my non-fanworks writing. actually screaming. dream come true! ok ok i Do have a personal writing practice. ive been published a few times in cultural criticism (and one poem lol. nothing earth-shaking, as its something im relatively new at and haven’t put a ton of effort into yet) id also be happy to dm you some critical writing ive done that deals with ed themes if thats of interest! like most mediocre prose writers, ive dreamed about writing a book. and im currently writing a screenplay (my la-era roman slay) but i don’t rlllly expect that to go anywhere since Everyone has written a screenplay (ive mentioned it obliquely on here before, but its thematically centered around dancers/theater/the political economy of the culture industry/the legacy of aids in the arts) but yes, if im talented at anything, its mimicry (thats why i tend to write in fandoms with rlly specific, imitable dialogue styles and tones- succ, veep, the secret history) so i understand if people would not be interested in my original writing.

ty for this ur very kind and i will treasure this ask foreverrrr <333

#and #not to Trawwma Dump on the internet #but im sure most people can surmise that i have not always (ahem) been the most Well guy in the world #and its actually very very meaningful to hear that ive turned my 10ish years of experience into something worthwhile #that other people want to read or even feel moved by or reflected in :’)#also my screenplay shockingly Doesnt have an ed subplot as of rn but maybe….

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vvh0adie · 1 year

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Aaahhh 💖 I love youuu 💖 how have you been doing? How's drawing and writing going? Did I miss any new updates btw? 😭

lil big life update ig🙃

WRITER LIFE:

i released Strawberry Kisses which is a cute yoongi fic. some mutual masturbation and miscommunication trope👀 its my most liked fic atm. theres even a drabble for this couple.

i’ve been working on a hobi period sex fic thats already 13k for the 1st part, so its a long series🌚

thinking about doing a drug dealer hobi x stripper reader wip. i already have too many wips. and i wanted to do another hopekook series🤦🏽‍♀️

also working on illumi zoldyck fic after starting a rewatch of hxh (1 of my fav animes). two in the works: one with just illumi and another with illumi/machi/shizuku/reader😭 a fourple?

thinking about BTS blog hiatus so i can focus on KCG bc ppl are asking about my All of Us Are Dead fic. so i need to write the second chapter to that.

[more personal below | tw: race relations]

MINOR PERSONAL LIFE:

need to practice driving😐 my bitch ass is 20yrs and cant drive. im a lil scared no lie bcuz memphis drivers are wild😭 i gotta get my license by november or i have to take the permit test over again😰

im finally starting to do technical labs for biotech/forensics🎉 one step closer to my internship!

a little behind on criminal investigation😞

im a little scared how chemistry 2 is gonna go this year. i dont know whats going on😦 im so lost😭

i started my laptop but never opened clip studio😭 i really wanna draw hobi tho. and i need to make stuff for my shop that i really wanna open. i need motivation😞

thinking about learning to code😭 it seems easy; just a lot of words. i wanna design websites. maybe some BT21 themed. now javascript kinda scares me.

MAJOR PERSONAL LIFE:

overall im doing aight so far this year. could be better i think

ive only cried twice this month😀 having some self-image/identity issues and managing to keep my sanity in check with Black History Month after that police brutality murder here in memphis and Ron Desantis bullying the College Board into turning AP Black History into a whitewashed history and Black Conservatism. i feel too hyperaware of the fuckery that is america. it feels like me and every other black person are the only ones really seeing this shit. its tiring and makes me harbor a different kind of hate in my heart for the concept of whiteness that i didnt even know was there. its somewhat hard to see people’s humanity or feel safe around them. i hate to even say this, but since something major happened january, maybe nothing will happen this summer unlike May 2020. im trying to take it one day at a time tho... hehe

you probably weren’t expecting all that but i figured id turn this into a general post😭 sorry if this was too much, even the non heavy stuff. i know when people ask how someones doing they’re prolly asking for something simple but this feels more like a diary entry than anything.

but thanks for asking, not many people do💖 i hope everyone has a kinder year

#succubabes #aris-ink #vindications

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menalez · 2 years

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Hey! Just wanted to ask you a few questions about Germany if it's not a problem! 😊

First things first, how are you doing there? I hope you're doing good, immigrating to a different country doesn't sound easy and personally I've been thinking about doing the same once I'll get my bachelor degree, but... I'm really scared and anxious...

I also wanted to ask you how did you learn German, if you studied it in school or if you took extra classes or something, because I would like to use an effective method to learn the language 😅

And also, if you don't mind the question, which level did you reach? (I mean the CEFR level, if you're acquainted with that scale)

Lastly, I wanted to tell you that your English is amazing and if you had any tips on how to improve my English skills (I speak English as a third language) I would be really grateful! ♥️

Have a nice day! 😊❤️

hey sure thing!!

im doing well, im really lucky that this time ive moved to a country where my gf is and where i also have family in the same city. being near my aunt has really helped make me less homesick! she will often invite us over and make bahraini food for us. she also often invites us to events about arabs in exile and middle eastern events which also make me feel not too far from my culture while also making me feel lucky that i can see stories that wouldn’t be allowed to be shared in my country.

i can imagine how you feel for sure bc i also felt similarly! but don’t let that angst and fear take over. focus on what you want to do with your life and what you want to achieve and remind yourself this is a good opportunity you wouldn’t want to lose out of fear.

for how i learned german, i finished A1 in university but didn’t have the ability to learn more german then. last year i learned some german in online classes while waiting to move to germany and once moving here, i started taking real life classes at a language school. outside of that id consume german media and read some books in german, as well as watching german shows and movies. also used the apps duolingo and drops on the side. things i didn’t understand i would search up on youtube bc there’s many videos of ppl explaining language stuff on there! also ppl on here would send me anons in german to help me practice and that also helped. in real life i also often will approach people in german, they’ll notice im not a native speaker bc im slower but when they ask me if i prefer english i insist on german instead and having convos in german with people also really helps!

im currently at the C1 level. last year around this time i was at A2! i hope eventually i can be at C2

id say in general with languages, it helps to just keep practicing it by using the language, reading stuff in that language, being acquainted with native speakers, and also writing in that language helps. find people who are very annoying about every mistake you make, my english only got this good bc i was among several westerners in middle school who would mock me whenever i made a slight mistake in english 😭 besides that, reading and writing a lot in english really helped me improve!

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youngster-monster · 8 months

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forget the google drive full of wips, when i first got into writing fic, due to a lack of experience, i saved it all in a private discord server and then id painstakingly copy each message one at a time to send to my friend to ask what she thought😭by the time i started using google docs instead of discord channels to save my fics, i already had 20+ individual channels for each wip i started and it was AWFUL -0/10 i do not recommend it whatsoever

i think all my writing motivation left with the wind that one week where i cranked out 10k words on a wip (i still havent finished it because 10k wasnt even Close to where the fic would come to a close and, well. im simply sealing it under the floorboards) and then proceeded to not open google docs for weeks on end. RIP to that wip but im different (bad)

im a lot more open to oc content than i used to be (when i figured out that i could write fanfiction and no one could stop me i just straight up did not touch a single oc for a long while) BUUUUT it has to be an oc i made for a fandom (my plight is that i dont know what to do with myself when the time comes to write normal ocs. i dont know how to explain it but it is so Difficult and i am Stupid)

id give you my fics but i have literally only finished 3 ever in the almost 4 years that ive had my ao3 and its ridiculous at this point ... theyre all less than 2k words because the longer the wip the harder it is for me to maintain my motivation so RIP to all the wips that remain unfinished not because i hate them but because i literally did not know what to do with myself

M3:RRRRRR excited does not cut one bit of how i feel about it when i tell you i made the most awful face ever when i saw that og tumblr post about you picking it up again i mean i made that stupid like.. what is it. the wojack. the pointing one? i hate wojacks but that was me when i saw monachopsis show up on my dash that day. ONCE AGAIN: BEST OF LUCK !!!!!

DISCORD WIPS??? ANON......

Writing requires long periods of hibernation. You do not get to choose when the hibernation starts or how long it lasts. You just have to rot a little, as a treat.

Fanfiction is amazing writing practice but by god do I have no idea how to introduce a new universe or characters, I feel you anon. It's just so much easier to let someone else do all the work! People already care!! I already care!!! Every hole is blizzard's fault and not mine!!!!

Any finished work is an accomplishment and I mean that in the most exhausted way possible. Sometimes you just gotta throw five hundred words at a wall and let it stick as is

#asks #anonymous #I used to rp on the Wii but discord wips is too wild even for me #You wojack pointing at m3:r vs me Ben affleck smoking at m3:r

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scarasun · 1 year

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math in physics is easy? 🤨 evie are you just a genius and not telling me + OHHH THATS SO SPECIFIC OMG well i wish you all the best on your test!!

OMG NINNGUANG (how do you spell her name?) BUT OMG THATS ACTUALLY REALLY GOOD EVIE AND YOU DID IT ON A PHONE?? BRO OMG WOWOWOWKW i’ll be your biggest fan #eviefanclub who wants to join

BRO I WISH I COULD HELP BUT IDK WHAT IM DOING W LINEART LOL i did it so so long ago but i gave up bc im not good at it at all 😭

are you writing anything new btw? just curious hehe

hello themis!!! its been a while since we last talked (since i was off of tumblr for a while) but im back now!

yes math in physics is easy 😭 its actually the least of your problems if youre doing it at a higher level because the concepts are harder to wrap your head around

ahhh ive actually been practicing my art a lot and i genuinely believe ive gotten better at it!!! i would show you a sketch i recently did but im not home rn 😭 also about not being good at art,,,sometimes it can be daunting because it always appears that you have so much to learn but keep at it!!! if youre still interested, i think you should try practicing again!

oh i actually havent written in a while,,,these days i get 6 hours of sleep max because of school 😭 obviously i can go to sleep earlier but theres just so much to do yk?? and im not willing to sacrifice my hobbies for sleep ;-; anyways, these days im more into art than writing, but id like to pick up writing again!

how about you? how are things these days?

#[moots ;; ataraxyystories]

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olderpeople-supremacy · 3 years

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romantic patrick jane w gender neutral reader, friends to lovers?? i don't really have a specific plot in mind, i just know im desperate for him 😭😭/nonsexual

Please do NOT copy, steal, translate, plagiarize, republish, etc any of my works on Tumblr or any other platform. Also, do NOT claim any of my works as your own. All of these works are either requests I’ve gotten that people have wanted me to write or original ideas I’ve had for works. If you happen to take inspiration from anything I’ve written and want to write something inspired by that, please ask me first. Thanks.

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Patrick Jane or as many called him Jane, was a mystery to everyone, but you. You knew the man like the back of your hand.

He was clever, charismatic and a flirt. He flirted with many people, be it because he was bored and liked to see people get flustered, because he wanted to read and understand them more or simply because he was interested in them. Even though the last one wasn't very common, it happened once in a while. Especially with CBI Agent Teresa Lisbon.

Now you couldn't blame Teresa, she has been nothing but an angel, but the big little green monster visited you everything he was a bit to friendly with her. For example now.

You were called to a crime scene, as normal, but this time it was a very brutal murderer, a young girl barely 19 years old, was hanging from the wall, bound by the wrists and ankles, a sack over her head and tape placed over the ends of the plastic bag, making sure the girl can't breathe. Her body littered in bruises and marks, as well as a tiny white spot next to her underwear.

It took you as suprise that your best friend and boss were arriving together, especially dressed like this. She in high heels and a rather fine outfit and he in one of his usual suits. It took every ounce of self control to not ask about their appearance, or why they were arriving together and it took everything I you to not grab Jane and pull him into a kiss, just to show Lisbon to whom he belongs, even though he wasn't your boyfriend, no he was just your best friend.

Jane took a look around the room before musing, "Well look at her, doesn't she look breathtaking." Lisbon and Y/n ignored him and continued to search the crime scene for any evidence. That was until Y/n had a light bulb turning on inside their head. They took a couple of steps towards the dead body, before they gasped loudly. Jane and Teresa looked up at them before asking, "What have you got?"

The person in question looked at them before stating, "There once was a killer who had the same method. His name was Dennys Rader, but commonly known as "the BTK-Killer". Everything is similar, but the marks on her can't be compared to Rader's. He had a weaker left hand, which made his marks uneven, but the ones we are looking at were produced from the same amount of pressure. So this means the person who did this does a lot with their hands. Be it exercising or just something casual as regular typing, because nearly nobody can put the same amount of pressure on their hands, without any practice. People who do not do things with their hands often are very likely to have a weaker hand..." as they explained further, diving deep into their mind trying to recall everything they learned about the infamous psychopath, they didn't notice Patrick staring at her in fascination.

He was astounded. How could a human be so clever and pretty at once. He didn't even needed to listen to you to know that you were to 99% right, about whatever you were saying (not that he was anyways, he was to busy ogling them).

After Y/n finished their rant, they began to interview a few of the neighbours, as well as the janitor who found the girl. Now a little while later, Y/n was checking their alibis, they got a call. Abandoning their computer, they turned to the mobile phone on her desk, flipping it over, so that the display was facing them they read the Caller ID. Seeing an unidentified number didn't concern them, as it wasn't the first time a random person thought it would be funny to play a joke on them or that somebody simply typed in the wrong number.

Swiping across the screen they answered, "L/n?", the only thing they heard was a robotic voice, barely understandable saying, "You only have a few minutes time, until the ticking stops and instead of a bell ringing, there will be ringing ears."

Y/n begin to panic, tipping frantically on their computer, trying to trac down from where the call was made, but to no luck. So they began to think.

Ticking, bell ringing, ears, ticking, bell ringing, ears, tic- A BOMB! Oh no, oh no, that is not good. Ok Y/n, think where could it be, where could it be bells ringin, A CHURCH, allright nearest Church, nearest Church, ah California Community Church. Good, wonderful, now you just have to inform the others and get there as soon as possible.

Standing up they frantically searched for their contact list, dialling Lisbon.

"Lisbon." the familiar females voice could be heard over the piece of electronic. "Lisbon, you need to evacuate the California Community Church, ASAP! We don't have much time until the bomb explodes." "BOMB?! What bomb are you talking about Y/n?" "I got a call, from an anonymous number, it gave me some sort of riddle. It was about some ringing and bells and WHATEVER... isn't important now, what is important is to get the people out of the Church!" "Allright I see what I can do." "Thank you."

Finally reaching the car, Y/n opened the drivers seed, before buckling in and driving off.

Having reached the church they immediately noticed the people surrounding the 'house of god' and a mother shouting for her kid, they're instincts kicked in and they ran towards the mother, who quickly turned and rambled, "You need to help me! M-my daughter is still in there. I can't lose her p-please you need to help me." Not even thinking Y/n replied, "Of course, where were you and your daughter before you got separated?" "We w-were in the main room and t-then suddenly there was this person wh-who told us we h-had to get out and so many people a-and my baby oh God wha-" "Ma'am I need you to stay calm. I am going in there and I can't promise anything, but I am going to try my best to bring you your daughter back."

Departing from the mother they made their way inside the evacuated building in hope to find the missing girl. Running around in the spacious room, they searched everywhere with their eyes, until they saw a brown mop of hair cowering behind one of the banks. Having made their to the little girl they scooped up the scared bundle and began to walk back to the entrance as fast as possible. Finally reaching the double doors, Y/n tried to shift the weight of the girl on one of their hips, to open the doors, these turned out rather difficult, as the child clung to them like a koala to his mother. After fumbling a little with the door, they had it open and slipped through it.

Jogging through the grave yard, they were halfway through it as suddenly a loud explosion sound could be heard. Y/n shielded the kid by wrapping around it, forming a kind of shield, absorbing all the flying debris.

...

Shortly before the explosion Patrick and Teresa arrived the church, immediately beginning to question the civilians and searching unconsciously for Y/n.

As the explosion went of, both were already informed by the mother who asked Y/n earlier if they could rescue her child, that Y/n was apparently in the church. This set panic in Patrick of, he couldn't lose you. You were the only constant thing in his life; always there for him, always willing to help him with his search about Red John and always helping him with everything, not even questioning it you were sure he had good reasons.

You couldn't leave him.

He loved you to much to let you go. But it appeared that fate had something else planned.

Or did it?

Turnst out fate had a different ending in mind for him. An ending with the limping person, which was stumbling on the path from church to street.

Patrick didn't even hesitate as he ran towards you, taking the child from your arms and letting you lean onto him, so you wouldn't fall on the way to the medics.

Giving the young girl to a nearby standing police officer, Patrick dragged you alongside him, towards the ambulance, where you would get checked out.

A little while after getting checked, Jane stood next to you, wringing his hands nervously, before he was snapped out of his state, by the loud nearby shutting of a door. Taking a deep breath Patrick tries to organise his thoughts for a final time, before he began to speak; "Y/n I-realized that I-i f-felt a certain way and i-i haven't felt like this since Angela, when you were i-in there and t-that thing blew up, i-i was s-so scared, that I would lose you t-to. A-and I d-didn't s-so I think that it's a s-sign t-that I can talk to you now and i-i wanted to do this for a long time."

Cradling your face in his hands, Patrick searched your face for any sign of hesitation. After he didn't fine any, he slowly leaned forward, until his lips hovered over yours. You took the final step, tilting your head back and connecting your lips. Even as your lips were barely touching you both could feel it.

It was like an Exlposion.

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