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ochakourarakah · 11 months

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chapter two: stay.

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As soon as you turn in your last test paper for the school year -for your entire high school life, now that you thought about it - you actually stand up to stretch.

The weight of academics had trickled off your back at a steady pace throughout your years at Shiratorizawa, but now it was as if an entire world was plucked off your shoulders in one fell swoop.

With the weight now gone, you immediately felt lighter. Taller, even.

You turn to Semi to find him stretching as well as the bell rang.

Your last exam had been chemistry and you were pleased to see him satisfied with what he turned in.

As soon as your teacher walked out with test papers in hand, Semi dashed over to you.

“Doc, did I ever tell you you’re a lifesaver?”

“Plenty of times already,” you laugh, fixing your things back into your bag.

“Well get ready to hear it over and over again for the next few days.'' He sits on the narrow end of your desk. “I’m definitely treating you as thanks. Wanna get some crepes later with Tsumi and Fumi?”

“Not later. Toshi and I have a date,” The statement is punctuated by you zipping your bag closed.

His brows shoot up. “So you’re taking our advice? You’re gonna talk to him?”

You shake your head. “He was the one who wanted to have a date. I wouldn’t want to ruin the mood by dropping something like that,”

And especially not the night before the interview that could define his entire career after graduating.

If Semi was disappointed with the revelation, he didn’t show it. Instead he hums. “How about tomorrow, then?”

“I’m going to-”

“The library,” he says in unison with you, making you scowl.

Semi only grins as you roll your eyes.

“But I’ll be there early and I’m not gonna stay for too long.” All you had to do was return some of the reference books you borrowed for now. Getting ahead on the course syllabi you managed to get a copy of could wait some other time.

“I’ll meet you there then we could head off to lunch then?” Semi offers. “Maybe some guys from the volleyball club might come along, too?”

You cock your head to the side. “But Toshi would still be in Tokyo by then.”

“Yeah, we know.” Semi says, getting off your desk. “But that doesn’t mean you can’t hang out with you. You’re our friend, too, you know.”

The sentiment makes you smile in spite of yourself. “Okay,”

A familiar bass voice calls your name, making you turn to one of the doors of your classroom where Ushijima stood.

“Well that’s my cue,” Semi says, heading back to his desk and slinging on his backpack. He approaches his captain with an easy manner. “You have a safe trip later, Wakatoshi,” Then he turns back to you, “You two have fun, yeah?”

You nod back before waving him goodbye.

“Do you need to stop by your dorm first?” Toshi asks, taking your bag from your hands.

“Just to drop off my books,”

He hums. “Would it be alright for me to drop you off at your dorm so you can get dressed and I can get my things?”

“Sure,” And as you fall into step beside him you give him a little nudge. “How did you do, by the way?”

He furrowed his brows. “We won't get results until next week.”

A chuckle escapes your lips. “No, I mean, how were you as you took the exams? Are you confident in your answers?”

“Ah,” he nods. “I believe I did alright. Calculus was difficult as usual but I think I’ll be alright. And English was easier than expected thanks to your help.” He turns to you with a smile. “How about you?”

“Calc definitely was a nightmare,” The still-fresh memory of the last problem on the paper had already seared itself into the back of your mind. You make a mental note to look it over later in your free time.

“Though I’m more worried about how I did in Biology and Chemistry.” You admit sheepishly.

“But those are your best subjects.”

“Well, I guess, but those are the subjects that get looked over when applying for pre-med.”

“I don’t think you have to worry,”

“Hm?”

“You’re brilliant. If anyone can gain top marks in those subjects, it's you.”

The compliment, in all the nonchalance of Toshi’s delivery, makes you blush all the way down to your toes.

When you approach your dorm building, you peck Toshi on the cheek before yanking your bag from his grasp and rushing up to your room.

Being Friday night, school protocols were more lax, extending curfew for students who opt to stay in the dorms over the weekend,

This gave you plenty of time to catch up with Natsumi before she left for home and for you to get ready for your date.

Though nothing could quite prepare you for what awaited you outside.

Seeing Toshi in anything that wasn’t his school uniform or athletic wear was an unusual sight to you but you welcome it all the same as you approach him in front of your building.

Crisp, dark denim jeans fit smartly over strong and lean legs and were paired with a dark gray shirt and a light jacket.

“You look nice,” Toshi says as soon as you’re in front of him.

And despite the cool air of early spring, heat still flushes your cheeks as you mumble your thanks. “Let’s go?”

He nods and leads the way.

At least, for all of two minutes.

You could’ve sworn the outfit you picked out for the day was appropriate for the late afternoon weather, but you barely make it ten paces outside of Shiratorizawa’s gate before you start to shiver at a strong gust of wind.

Ushijima stops in his tracks.

“Toshi?” you ask, following suit.

He says nothing as sets his duffel bag to the ground and takes off his jacket. “Here,” he says, draping it over your shoulders.

All the protests you were about to voice die in your throat at the worried look on his face.

So you push your arms through the sleeves and fix the collar around your neck. It was definitely too big on you but it blocked out the chill just the same.

“Thank you, Toshi,”

“Anytime,” He says, taking your hand. “Let’s go or we’ll be late,”

And you squeeze your fingers around his as you follow his lead.

Your research told you that the restaurant was a small family-run joint that served mostly Japanese food.

A kindly middle-aged man greeted the pair of you as you entered and made your way to one of the smaller tables further in.

On your way, you pass by a table of girls from another school who shamelessly ogled your companion.

Once settled, Toshi leans in. “I need to use the restroom.” He whispered.

You nod and watch as he doubles back to ask the man at the counter for directions to the bathroom, rolling your eyes at the girls whose eyes remained glued to your boyfriend, before he disappeared into the restroom.

Then you smile in spite of yourself, knowing you couldn’t quite blame those girls even if you tried.

Sometimes Toshi’s presence alone was enough to draw attention even when he wasn’t on the court.

(The court was where he belonged and you both know it.)

Whichever the case, you make quick work of ordering both of your favorites and request for the beverages to be served first.

A minute passes before you catch Toshi emerging from the restrooms, which was cue for the table of girls to stare and whisper amongst themselves again.

He meets your eyes as he heads to your table. “Green tea?” he asks as he sits down.

“Yeah, I thought you might want some?”

He smiles. “I do. Have you ordered?”

“For the both of us, if that’s okay.”

“Hm?”

“Hayashi rice for you and some udon for me.”

“My favorite.”

You smile. “Of course.”

And the smile he gives you in return sends a kind of rush through you so sharp it’s almost disorienting.

“We can definitely consider this a celebration, then.”

He could easily mean a celebration for the end of the school year, but it doesn’t get rid of the obvious implication of his recruitment as well.

Not with the Schweiden Adlers flyer sticking out of the outer pockets of his bag and taunting you from the corner of your eye.

Not when you were a stone’s throw away from the station and well within range of the various trains and rails passing by with every minute.

You wanted so badly to say that you were proud of him. That you were excited for his upcoming meeting and that you wished him all the best after graduation. That he had your unwavering support in everything he’s spent his whole life training for.

But the words couldn’t come out of your mouth without a horrible aftertaste, which just made you feel worse.

You knew for damn sure that Toshi deserved every opportunity that came his way and he had worked too damn hard for too damn long to even let one chance slip past.

(Especially not from the strongest Division 1 V-League team.)

So who the hell were you to ask him to stay in Miyagi?

(A wide-eyed admirer of his who just happened to catch his eye in return. Nothing more and nothing less.)

So you manage to keep your smile and nod in agreement before making conversation about anything and everything that wasn’t his immediate recruitment.

And for a while, it worked.

He told you about the Volleyball intensive training camp that was held at your school.

(“So someone just snuck in?”

“Yes. It was Shouyo Hinata from Karasuno.”

“The one with the freakishly high jumps?”

“That would be him.”)

And you recount to him Semi and Natsumi’s band’s latest gig and even show him the video you took.

(“I didn’t know Sato-san could sing so powerfully.”

“Neither did I! Apparently this was the first time she actually sang lyrics to their original song.” )

And in between bites of your meal you laughed at old jokes and smiled as you spoke about your mutual friends.

(“So Tendou’s really going for culinary school, huh?”

“Yes, he wants to become a chocolatier.”

“Are there any schools like that in Japan?”

“He said there are few, but he aims to study and work in Paris.”

“That’s amazing. I’ve always wanted to go to Paris as a child.”

“Paris is very popular for tourists. Especially couples.” )

But of course it could only work for so long; the late afternoon bled into evening too fast and the food was consumed far too quickly and before you know it. Toshi glanced at his watch with a small frown. “I should be heading to the station now.”

You nod. “Right.”

And when he gets up to pay the bill himself, you find you don’t even have the energy to protest.

It takes a better part of your resolve, but you will yourself to see Toshi off at the station.

If you can’t voice your support as well as you should, you might as well show it.

What you found strange, though, was that it was your boyfriend who was more hesitant.

“Are you sure you don’t want me to walk you back to the bus stop?” he asks.

You shake your head. “You might miss your train,”

“There will be other trains.”

“Well, yes, but you shouldn’t have your uncle wait too long.”

He frowns at this but you wave him off. “It’s alright!”

(It’s wasn’t.)

“Alright,” He finally concedes.

And before you can bid him goodbye, he drops his bag to the ground, steps forward, and takes you into his arms.

You stiffen for a moment before wrapping your own arms around his middle and squeeze.

(You want to squeeze him tighter to keep him here. To make him stay.)

You feel the press of his lips at the top of your head and the rumble of his voice in his chest as he murmurs into your hair, “I’ll be back soon.”

You’re in a daze when he pulls away and you stay that way as he heads into the gate, watching his figure retreat deeper and deeper inside until you lose track of him altogether.

Sure that you’re out of each other’s sight, you turn for the exit.

And the trip home, even with Toshi's jacket around your shoulders, leaves a chill under your skin.

It’s when you’ve arrived at Shiratorizawa’s gate that your phone vibrates.

Toshi: I’m about to board the Shinkansen.

You: good to know you made it there safely.

You: the ride to Tokyo is about 2 hours right?

Toshi: Yes. I’ll just sleep until then.

You: don’t forget to set an alarm, okay?

You: the last thing we want is for you to wake up in Kyoto.

Toshi: Thank you for reminding me.

Toshi: Also, the Schweiden Adlers’ headquarters is half an hour from Shinjuku

Toshi: There would be a lot of shops by Shinjuku Station.

Toshi: Would you like me to bring you back something while I'm here?

You: ah there’s no need for that! it’s alright!

Toshi: Are you sure?

You hesitate before typing.

You: Yep!

You: Just stay safe, ok?

The dorms were near empty when you got to your building.

It made sense, considering the final exams had just finished and everyone would be anxious to get the hell out of dodge.

You frown, regretting that you scheduled your trip home for next week despite reasoning (mostly to yourself than to your family at home) that you’d rather leave with everything packed up for Moving Day than go back and forth weeks before graduation.

(It was too quiet and you hated it.)

Nonetheless, you let the autopilot of routine takeover for the rest of the night.

Bath. Pajamas. Brush teeth. Call home.

The conversation was easy enough to hold up until your mother asks, “How is Wakatoshi-kun, by the way? ”

And autopilot turned off as you winced at the question. “He’s headed to Tokyo now.” You manage to say.

“Oh! He got recruited? ”

“Yeah, in a Division One team no less. He’s there for negotiations.”

“That’s wonderful news.”

“It is,”

“Are you alright, dear?”

(No.)

You nod as if your mother could see you. “Yeah. Just tired from the exams.”

Not a complete lie, but you’re relieved she bought it regardless. “Alright I won’t keep you any longer. I’ll call again tomorrow.”

“Sorry for worrying you.”

“Take care of yourself, dear. ”

“Alright. Bye.”

You wait for your mother to hang up before letting out a heavy sigh.

Now you were all alone.

(That’s how it was going to be, right? You might as well get used to it.)

So you do what you did best.

You hit the books, that’s what.

And the first on your hitlist was that blasted final calculus problem.

Toshi: I’ve arrived in Tokyo. I’m now in my uncle’s car.

Toshi: I’ve arrived at my Uncle’s house.

Toshi: Sleep well.

author’s notes:

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idllyastuff · 9 months

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Long rant ahead,

Just trying to figure out my own thoughts.

So first day of college tomorrow and I'm feeling a lot of things.

There's excitement, nervousness (a lot of it) and weirdly uncertainty, is this the right decision for my future? I'm pursuing this degree in English literature because I've always dreamt of this but I'm also preparing for law exams that I'm going to give in December, which my parents have a lot of expectations for. It makes me think, if joining college right now would hinder my preparation. But I also do not want to spend a whole year at home, knowing there is a possibility that I don't clear these law exams. It's a risk I'm not willing to take.

Also I've gotten pretty depressed staying at home for these past few months after finishing 12th, I have no schedule, no purpose, it's gotten unbearable and I desperately need to get out of here even if for a few hours everyday.

Plus this is the delhi university life I've dreamed of since the past two years. It surely can't be the wrong decision right? It's not like I'm getting much preparation done, staying at home all the time. I need some structure in my life to get shit done and college is going to give me that.

So with this, I've come to the conclusion that tomorrow is going to be fun, and exciting and I'll give myself a few days to absorb the structure and schedule of college before getting fully into my law exam preparation again.

Gonna take a deep breath and leave it all up to kanha.

#desiblr #college admissions #delhi university #krishnablr #gopiblr #kanha

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livsworld-ndstyle · 2 months

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save the date

tomorrow.

2/26/24.

save the date.

at least for me.

i have the meeting which i mentioned a couple of posts back and i’ve been scared for it. AND ITS TOMORROW!?

also why is there a big gap in between save the date and the word tomorrow?-

also i digressed a lot teehee!

second period. 8:32am. i’m so mad that it’s immediately after february / president’s day break, even though my past meeting dates, which i have memorized, have been in a similar timeframe.

this year - 2/26/24

last year - 3/1/23

the year before last - 3/21/22

but anyways i have to miss spanish class for the second year in a row!! my spanish teacher is gonna flip, im in a college level and college credit bearing spanish class and its the second highest. we’re prepping for the national spanish exam, which is a standardized spanish exam that i have taken in years past.

last year i got bronze, the year before last i got an honorable mention. this year i want silver and next year i want gold to show progressive improvement.

some other patterns i’ve noticed with my meetings is the teacher and class they choose that i should miss

10th & 11th: missed spanish, chose my math teacher to be the general education teacher.

8th & 9th: missed social studies/global, chose my english teacher to be the general education teacher.

6th & 7th: missed support class, chose my social studies teacher to be the general education teacher.

so i’m highly convinced there’s a method to the madness.

anyways now i’m going to go into depth of each of the invited teachers.

if you remember this pic:

yes i have this picture somewhere in my favorites album, it’s easier to access that way.

also on the doc it has my real name (cuz liv is derived from olivia) but PLEASE DO NOT CALL ME OLIVIA. ty.

person #1: the chairperson/psychologist

if i get any testing done within the triennial period, like how i did my freshman year, i would get pulled out to take a variety of tests. i remember being so mad when i realized my IQ from grade 4 is the same as it was in grade 9, and i’m in the above average range for VSI.

which is insane. i used to be below average for VSI.

VSI, or Visual Spatial Index, is a subtest in the WISC-V tests for an ability to evaluate visual details and understand visual-spatial relationships to construct geometric designs from a model. (Child Psychologist AU).

the link to that article ->

also i don’t live in AUS, but this is the best definition on it.

2. my math teacher, also my favorite teacher! she recommended me to take two math classes, which is a shock even for me and also i love her so much because it’s fun to see her teach and her teaching style brings so much joy to my life and i can’t wait to see what the rest of the year has in store.

the only part i’m worried about, well, maybe two things.

general ed teachers have to take notes on me leading up to the meeting…and i don’t know what’s contained in these notes she’s written, so yeah that’s one. also, i told her that if she ever sees me distracted., she can redirect me — i guess i have never realized just how much i do get distracted until she tells me to stay on task when we do group work!

pretty much every group i’ve been in with my friends (so like clover, daniela, and meredith) we’ve been told to stop talking about other topics, and the only reason why is because im there.

clover & daniela normally work alone, together, without meredith and i and they’re super productive. they talk AND get work done.

meredith & i are the opposite. we work together any chance we get when she doesn’t pick partners and while meredith and i work we both distract each other.

the only annoying problem is, every time i get redirected from talking to meredith, we are always talking about a math problem.

when i got redirected with clover and daniela, we were distinctly talking about a different topic…!

3. my case manager/special ed teacher:

well i think she has a plethora of things to say about me. but like a plethora of GOOD things. because im a great student. i have a 92 in english and she’s the coteacher so it works out perfectly for me! :)

plus my writing is super strong, i wrote a 507-word response for english when it was supposed to be 5-7, and my other english teacher wrote this lovely comment!

you don’t have to read the whole thing, especially if you haven’t read the great gatsby.

but my english teacher gave 7 perfect scores on this assignment so of course i’m so proud of this.

4. my guidance counselor

even though i just saw her for my junior meeting, i know she also has a plethora of good things to say, so im not worried about her input.

5. my speech teacher

worried- i have not gone to speech in a while, either because my case manager hasn’t sent me my speech schedule and because i use the period i have speech to finish any tests so my teachers don’t hunt me down in the testing room…which HAS happened.

6. also not mentioned, at least on the document, but my other general class teachers get an email the monday of and have to write like 3-6 sentences on my progress in their class.

the other 3 blurred people are my parents and i., but i don’t want information out there on my parents on tumblr.

also i accidentally blurred the location. it’s supposed to be a video conference, but i told the committee to make it in-person and now both my parents are coming so yay!

anyways this is a long post but i hope you enjoyed! i wrote this at my local hairdresser 🤗

im gonna prob post after the meeting, so like period 3 or 5 or even 9 about what went down in a new post.

thanks for reading :)

ps if you’re still there, i’m gonna make a new style where i use the quote text as a header for my posts.

bye now! :)

#neurodivergent #actually autistic #i don’t know what to tag this #actually neurodivergent #school #autism #learning disability #asd #autism masking #low support needs

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depressopax · 3 months

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First of all. Love, love your writing! It's so good!

Secondly, if I may request some Mike ehrmantraut headcanons with a lover(reader) who is about his age. Who is just as hardened by life (they both work for Fring) but is soft with Mike when the two get close. Thank you<3

Heyyy! THANK YOU SM for your kind words! 😭❤ I'm so glad you like my work ahhhh <3

And thanks for the request!! I had so much fun writing this. It's not the type of text and genre I usually write, so it was a fun challenge! Also, I know it said headcanons, but once I started writing I came up with a whole story lol

Hope you like it and have and AMAZING day <333

The things we do - Mike Ehrmantraut x gn! reader

Fandom - Better Call Saul

Pairing: Mike Ehrmantraut x gender neutral reader Genre: Feel good, fluff, hurt/comfort Warning(s): Mentions of grief, unemployment, divorce, mental health and growing up. Cuss words. Reader is gender neutral, is 50 y/o and has two kids. Words: 1K Summary: As close as possible to the request! Reader is turning 50, Mike 60 y/o for this story. - You and Mike have been together for about a year. The two of you share so much experiences and can relate to one another. Both being older and working for Gus Fring, you make a good team, despite the scars from the past... English is not my main language, if I make any spelling mistakes please let me know so I can improve my writing! <3 AO3 link

“Hey… Cheer up! It’s your birthday tomorrow.”

Mike says. You turn to give him a tired smile. It’s a rare thing to hear him be optimistic, but you love it.

“Yea… I’m just sour because she can’t be there.”

Your daughter is a free soul, ever since she was a kid, she had dreamt of a life away from Albuquerque. Now she’s 21 and studying abroad in the United Kingdoms. She was gonna travel back to New Mexico to celebrate your birthday, but with snowstorm chaos and exams coming up, she had to cancel. You’re not angry at her, rather sad, since you haven’t seen her in half a year. You still talk on the phone daily, despite the different time zones. At least you have your son, too. He’s 17, in high-school and lives at home with you, in a beautiful apartment on the calm streets of Albuquerque. You’re a bit paranoid, since you know the dangers of town. In your almost 50 years alive, you’ve seen and met many dangers. Keeping your kids safe has been the priority since. Being a single parent has made you even more protective of them. The divorce between you and your ex was bad and you haven’t heard from them since.

When Mike’s phone buzzes you feel relieved, happy to be distracted from your bitter thoughts. Since Mike is busy driving, you take his phone.

“It’s the boss”

“Can you reply?”

The two of you talk about it so casually, as if working as enforcers for a drug kingpin like Gus Fring is nothing weird. But to you and Mike it isn’t weird.

Working for Gus is challenging and dangerous, so you’re happy to do it together with Mike. You know the risks of the work, but happily do it to provide for your kids. The things you do are for them.

It’s been a year now, since the company you worked for shut down, and left you unemployed and in need of money. The only perks of having a criminal past is the work opportunity Gustavo Fring gave you.

That’s where you met Mike Ehrmantraut, an older ex-cop from Philadelphia, with a past just as fucked up as yours.

At first you didn’t trust anyone in Gus' team, and to be honest? You weren’t really popular amongst your new colleagues. You were one of the oldest assets to the team, and your trust issues made it hard to get along with people. Luckily, Mike was the same. He was only a couple years older and just as “bitter” as you. The two of you went from sitting quietly next to each other, to exchanging a couple words to each other. One day, you took the courage and started a conversation with him, and some days later he kissed you. Since then, you and Mike have been inseparable. He is your partner in crime, literally, tho. You both struggle with guilt from the tasks you’re forced to do, but being together helps you both heal and forgive yourselves.

“It’s just the things we do, for ourselves, and our families”

Mike usually says, giving you the reassurement you need. He’s been in this career for longer than you and knows his way around things.

An odd pair, but still, you like to believe he’s your soulmate.

Mike can be very intimidating, and you too. So the two of you together tend to make people avoid your eyes. Your colleagues see you as the “grumpy old couple”, but to you, it’s the opposite. Mike makes you feel things you thought you could never feel again. He made you believe in love again.

You answer the phone and recaps the completed mission for Gus, who seems satisfied with your work. As you hang up, you look at Mike.

“Fring told us we did a good job. Mission complete, as usual. Wanna celebrate?”

Mike chuckles.

“I thought you didn’t wanna celebrate?”

“I wasn’t talking about the birthday.”

“I think you’re having a mid-life crisis, y/n my dear”

You scoff at his words, even though it’s kinda true, but you can let him know that.

“I just don’t feel like celebrating.”

You don’t need to explain further, he knows what you mean. He doesn’t like celebrating birthdays either, since the loss of his son.

He brings your hand to his lips, making you melt as he kisses your knuckles whilst driving through the cold night in Albuquerque.

The sun almost blinds you when you blink your eyes open. The thin white curtains in your bedroom let in the morning sun. You let out an annoyed grunt. How many times haven’t you promised yourself to change curtains? You yawn as you turn around in bed, facing the left side, which is empty.

“Mike?”

You call out with a low, raspy voice. You start wondering if he had to leave early…

No, his phone is still on the nightstand. The door opens to the bedroom and he walks in, wearing a morning robe which originally is yours. You can’t help but smile.

“Hey there, sleepyhead. Happy birthday.”

Right… Your birthday.

“Let’s pretend I turn 40 and not 50, ok?”

He chuckles.

“Absolutely. I made you some coffee.”

As you get dressed, you get stuck by the mirror for a bit, noticing the love-drunk smile on your lips that doesn’t fade. It’s a change from your usual serious, almost intimidating expression. A good change.

Life hasn’t been easy and apart from the dangerous work for Fring which often makes you question yourself alot. Sometimes you wish that life was more normal, or that you could turn back time and do things differently. But not anymore. You’ve met your soulmates, after everything you’ve gone through.

When you walk into the kitchen, Mike is already sitting in the kitchen, saying something that makes your son laugh. You smile at the sight, and look at your boyfriend, realizing that you love him, and you don’t wanna be without him. He always tells you how you made his life better, but he did the same to you.

As you sit down with them, the thought of celebrating a birthday doesn’t seem to be so bad. You feel at peace.

Crying shaking throwing up I love Mike THE WAY I SOBBED WHEN WRITING THIS 💀

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doradotcom · 2 years

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right okay so to do list for the next uhhhhhhhh two hours and also tomorrow

study for test tomorrow done

study for test on thursday not done

study for oral exam tomorrow not going to do it and hope for the best

do the required reading due on thursday (like 40 pages) hopefully will read it today. as a bedtime story

shower which will take me like an hour so i have maybe an hour to di the rest of my things anr stuff

write an essay which im not gonna do

print a questionnare for my psych class

right so game plan for tomorrow: i get home at 4 bc im taking first aid classes every wednesday (its been SO fun so far i know how to wrap wounds now :3) and i have an extra english class from 7:20 to 8:20 so i basically get home at like 9 kinda saurrrr i might skip it in order to study

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winchesterwitch07 · 2 years

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i have a physics exam tomorrow

the first physics exam of the year

I've been feeling sucky recently (i was sick and there was the usual family drama) and i fell into my old pattern of planning rigorously, getting overwhelmed, wasting my time, and hating myself for it

I'm trying really hard to stop letting bad things completely mess me up bc no matter how justified i might be in crying and feeling absolutely fucking terrible, i can't let it stop me from doing what i need to do, because i can't just wait till I get better or take time for self care because I'd have to be doing that constantly because literally every time i step out of my room the life is drained out of me and i go back on the verge of tears. Not to mention the fact that I've been stifling all of this and I'm constantly dehydrated. I'm snapping way faster bc all of my family's shit is just getting to me rn like it's never ending. I can't grab a bun without my mom yelling at me because she wants to know everything i eat and when so she can control me like I'm her prisoner. I'm tired of doing literally anything and having my brother call me useless. I'm so fucking tired of people acting like they care and being nice and fun but the second I'm not exactly what they want they tear me to pieces and they have been doing this for years but now it feels like my walls are crumbling...like okay it's like all this while I've been building a wall and they've been hacking at it from the other side, exhausting but balanced. Now it's like they got a bulldozer somehow and are sitting on the other side laughing and drinking and having fun and im frantically trying to protect myself but i keep getting bruises and having to hush hush and get back to work or I'd die and-

You get it

I need to stop letting them get to me

I don't know how

For now my strategy is to listen to the appropriate playlist and pretend like I'm in a movie bc in movies when you're almost dead you get an epic montage and/or fight scene so

*sigh*

Here's what imma do:

I'm gonna get some water. In a fancy mug so I'll drink it.

I'm gonna get some back up water so i don't have to leave.

I'm gonna get an apple so i don't have to leave my room when i get hungry in an hour

I'm gonna turn the ac on bc cold somehow means study!

I'm gonna get those cookies out of my room and clear my desk bc studying on my bed with the little tiny desk isn't helping cause i jsut push it away with my earth hands and the tables gone and I'm just in bed with a phone so

Clear top of my desk so i can sit there

Instruct family members to stay out (we'll see how thst goes, the ge...how do you spell that... hot water thing..is in my room)

And there's quite a few non exam things i need to do since I've missed a week of school being sick and that's very overwhelming but I've declared it all not my priority rn

I'm gonna do physics, make sure i can do well tomorrow

And hopefully

HOPEFULLY, I'll be able to do my english notes bc i was supposed to submit them like so long ago but i was sick but i like my english teacher and i don't want her to be mad you know

Okay folks

That's the plan

send me good vibes and some..some nice ice water...or strawberries

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fragile777cosmos · 2 days

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April 28th, 2024 - Sour Sixteen

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Well, I'm officially sixteen years old.

Surprisingly, it was a great day!

I ate a LOT. I even ate Mac and Cheese for the first time in my life. It was pretty good. The cake my mother ate was AMAZING and I even got another present.

I got two necklaces. They look quite fancy. One if them is a dice and the other one is a swan. My favourite one is the swan.

I also walked a lot, and that makes me happy. It's good for me, I should do it more often. But not tomorrow, it's gonna rain AGAIN. Today was beautiful, not a single cloud could be seen.

... Only one of my friends said happy birthday to me. And a few family relatives. But I'm not really sad, I think they have something prepared for me for tomorrow.

Speaking of tomorrow, I have my English exam. It'll be very easy, but I really don't want to take it. I also made tons of macaroons for my classmates and now I regret it. I'll look so stupid carrying a huge plate around.

I even have to finish my Economy homework. I had totally forgotten about it. At least I made a part of it at school.

In a few minutes I'll have to go back to my boring life and be very busy and depressed. That's why I already think about those things... I guess.

But I enjoyed my day. I was really happy. I got cute gifts, I ate good food, and I'll definitely rest well (I hope so).

And I hope you rest well, too.

Fun facts!

My birthstone is the diamond, which I love.

My birth flowers are the Red Primrose for the date (according to Pinterest) and the Daisy for the month (and probably the Sweet-pea, too).

16 years ago, I was 0 years old and Melanie Martinez turned 13.

I was also born the day after the release of MARINA's iconic album "Electra Heart".

... I don't have any more fun facts. I have to go back to finish the macaroons anyway. And go to sleep.

Rest well!

Today I'm not as scared of growing up as before.

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#fragile cosmos #fragile posts #diary #birthday #birthday girl #birthday boy #birthday person #happy birthday to me #this is not sweet sixteen tho #ive just come up with this #sour sixteen #sounds good #(not really)#but im happy #really happy #okay thats all #goodnight

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20:40 07/03/2024

okay wow well its been well over two years since i updated this 'diary' blog lol

so weird seeing all those old posts about being a teenager with existential thoughts lol i dont really think like that anymore, at least not so much. i guess an update is in order then lmao okay so im in my 3rd year of uni now and im doing my year abroad! doing it in a small city in spain and i really quite like my job, ive only got 14hrs, i have a 3 day weekend, the city is small so i can walk everywhere and this job really gives me a sense of purpose that ive been missing in my life. makes me really realise that university is NOT for me lmfao i was so depressed during my second year i probs went to like 20% of my classes loool. im pretty sure i mightve almost failed aswell but since the professors were doing a marking boycott they released grades without marking the final exam and so since i was already doing well enough in all my classes i passed! quite lucky i think cos i wouldve been so entirely embarrassed and ashamed if i had to repeat a year cos of mental health. i think things are better here tho my issues havent disappeard completely like eg i have these evening classes 6-7.40pm tuesdays and thursdays and for the past like month i havent attended :/ at first it was cos i was sick (i think it was covid lol either from glasgow or on the plane back idk) and then i just didnt go back to class. i think my main excuse is that that is dinner time for me and i dont wanna move dinner time lol. but also i think the class itself is just not for me i dont feel like i learn a whoooole lot while im there and learning on apps is easier for me? but i always felt better for going to the classes cos i was like ha! im not depressed would a depressed person do this!? but of course depression doesnt work like that and i think i need medicated ! but that seems too scary to say. but at least i found someone to do a language exchange with! ive only had one hour with her in spanish, which was yesterday, but i already feel like ive improved lmaooo like i literally dreamt last night in a mix of spanish and english ahahahah cos when i think about it i literally have not ever regularly spoken spanish, ive only really spoken for activies in class or speaking exams so no wonder i have 0000 confidence in my speaking abilities but im hopeful that this will really improve my speaking :) about my job i guess- i work in a high school and i really enjoy interacting with the kids they really do make every day different and more interesting so i am grateful for them but sometimes damnnn sometimes i wanna jump out the window especially with this third year class they are the class KNOWN for being a bitof a pain lol and sometimes i have to lead the class by myself lmaooo mid u ik im 20 but i dont look it and they certainly dont treat me like an adult or a teacher and ngl they are a bit disrespectful at times but also what are u gonna do they are 14 and i have no proper teaching experience to help them by myself i can only hope that im actuallt helping them learn english lol. it is quite difficult tho with my scottish accent to try and sound as clear as possible because i pronounce almost 100% of the vowel sounds differently than rp english which is what i think they are used to so i have to realllyyyy annunciate all my words and man is it tiring lol.

what else. im going to madrid this weekend with bestie and im really looking forward to having a relaxing and fun time but i still havent packed my bags looooooool i alwyas do this tho and its fine not a big deal at all but i def need to do it tonight cos im leaving tomorrow immediately after work so ill have to have an actual breakfast and take snacks with me. im really enjoying my time in spain or at least im trying to but i feel like i have pushed myself enough out my comfort zone to be able to look back on this and say yeah i really took advantage of that. like i think i need to be more personable (is that a word yes it is i used it right) in teaching and be more interactive with them and stuff also i feel like i shoulve arranged a language exchange sooner cos i think this will really help, and i need to interact more with the other assistant but the thing is is im just not a sociable personnnnnnn aghgh. any way cutting this short cos i need to pack my bags for my trupppppp

#not using the tagging system i did on other posts i dont think theyre ever likely to be useful lmao

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Preettyyy sure you're thinking of the right person🐈

Anyways I'm gonna give you more of lifestory dump now because things have changed and idk it's time to update you👀

First of all, I passed last year. Not with the best grades, but I passed. Meaning I'm in eleventh grade finally and I MUCH prefer it over whatever that was the last few years.

Getting to choose what subjects you wanns focus on and what subjects yoy just wanna dump in the trash (bye bye latin) is a great concept

My focus is on English, German and chemistry :)

I'm a lot more open and, not like the last few years, I don't try to not be seen or not exist anymore. In fact, I try to give myself a presence and just exist in other people's minds. I often casually talk with people I've never spoken to before and it's not weird or forced. I also made some new... friends? Probably wouldn't go that far yet but we're getting there for sure.

Yesterday, I met in the library with some friends so they can study for their biology exam tomorrow and I can get some books on one of the topics for my gfs

Btw, I got the best topics for my gfs's

In psychology I got schizophrenia and did, two things I've been interested in for years

I history I got something with Japan lol

And in English I got hamilton and I get to compare the musical to the real world history

My teachers are great for the most part and I haven't skipped class once yet and am not planning to do so either

I'm among the people with the most additional classes and on Wednesday, I'll get to go to the best university for psychology nearby and even get to attend one psychology and one jura lesson

My grades have gotten better. They're not the best yet, but I don't have to fear about passing anymore

Last Monday, we started a new topic in German class and our teacher made us play out a theatre script. We got to film each other. I decided to get revenge and wrote a script myself, following the same topic to ask him to play it for us. He did :)

He even said it was a prime example of that kind of text and that it was quite fitting for the topic pf that specific lesson. We were allowed to film him and he decided to make the text I wrote public to everyone in class

He actually puts effort into teaching and always gives us some great feedback for our homework and texts. I asked him if I could send him a poem I've written last year, simply because I want to know what I can do better. It's not about our current topic at all, but he still told me to go for it and even said on Friday that I will get feedback soon

And I'll go to London with the seminar course in February and might even get to see the Hamilton musical with some people :)

I still have depression and getting up everyday is an impossible seeming task... But I do it anyway and greet my peers. I don't expect them to say good morning back, but when they do, I do, in fact, have a good morning

when i tell you this made me tear up a bit i'm so proud of you bb!! legit thank you sm for like updating me this much, we barely talk lately which is mad sad jfjeifne but the fact you thought of me enough to tell MAKES ME SUPER HAPPY!!! i'm so glad you found some ppl that are somewhat close to you, even if you're not yet friends with em! also- having chemistry as your focus is CRAZY you smart smart. but english and german sounds mad fun!! i remember those two subjects being super fun as well, also defo update me about the london trip!! i didn't get to do a trip before graduation due to covid SO TELL ME HOW YOURS WENT 😤😤. again bub i'm mad proud of you for coming so far, i'm so so happy omg <333

#kathys asks #kathys cute ass anons

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Shisui: Son Of Sasuke by itwasatheory

Anime » Boruto: Naruto Next Generations Rated: T, English, Adventure & Family, Words: 2k+, Favs: 6, Follows: 6, Published: Jul 26, 2021

2Chapter 1 of Shisui

This story takes place in Boruto. I don't own anything but this Fanfiction.

Sasuke was extremely happy, he had two children now. One, his son, Shisui, and his daughter, Sarada. the first time he held Shisui, he felt extreme excitement

at possibly teaching him his techniques, but knew that he would have to work, a lot. He then held Sarada, and knew she was destined for great.

3 Years Later

"Mom, can you make Shisui play with me!? He refuses!"

Sakura, looking over at her son, she saw him reading a book on chakra theory, and was surprised. She knew the Uchiha was known for being geniuses, but

for him to want to learn about chakra theory so young, maybe she should help him.

Shisui Point of View

I didn't understand why Sarada wanted to always play with Boruto. I wanted to become strong, like my dad. Even though he was rarely home, you could tell just

by looking at him he was strong.

"Shisui, do you need any help?" Mom asked.

I looked up from my book, gazing into her eyes, and nodded slightly. She picked me up, sat down, and sat me down in her lap.

She then asked, "What do you need help with?"

"Why do you have to use Yin chakra to spell genjutsu? If you used Yang Chakra and bended it to flow lightly into the enemys chakra, you could create a

stronger genjutsu, and then add small amounts of Yin to gain better control of it."

Non Point Of View

Sakura was surprised by Shisui's thought process, and realized he was right. If you could bend the flow of Yang chakra just enough, it coulde become a

better genjutsu. 'My son is already a genius.'

"Your not wrong at all Shisui, in fact I'm sure your dad would love to help you when he gets back." Sakura replied.

Sakura saw his eyes dim, and felt horrible. She knew that Sasuke had to protect the village, though that didn't ease the sadness. Maybe some friends would

help. He can be a child and have fun.

Shisui Point of View

My mom looked at me and suddenly spoke. "Let's go to the park. Get ready alright Shisui?"

I nodded, and heard my sister cheering. I didn't want to go to the park, but at least I could still read.

At the Park

"Shisui, why don't you go play with your sister?" Sakura asked.

"But, mother, how else am I gonna get as strong as dad if I don't train?" Shisui, accidently reavealing his motivation to Sakura.

She looked surprised, and proud.

Start of Canon

Sarada was a genin, and with the chunin exams right around the corner, she was most likely almost chunin.

Shisui, was a genin as well. He did not have a team, but was also entering the chunin exams. Shisui was a genius, he had graduated at 10, and was surely

mid-chunin level. He had trained extremely hard, going to the library constantly, and had unlocked his sharingan. He was in an extremely hard training

exercise with Sakura when he had awakened it.

Shisui was excited for the chunin exams, as he knew his father would be home for such an event. Speaking of which, the Chunin Exams were tomorrow.

Chunin Exams

Shisui easily passed through the first two rounds, as they were simple. Now it was time for the third round. Shisui was up against Araya.

As Shisui was walking into the arena he looked around, and saw his father in the stands next to Lord Hokage. He got very determined to show that he was

strong.

Sasuke Point of View

I was looking at the contestant list, and I noticed that both of my children were in this exam. It especially confused me as Shisui should only be ten, as of

right now.

I looked down in the arena, and there he was. Shisui, with his Sharingan activated.

2 Of Shisui

Shisui attacked first, sending kunai towards Araya. Araya deflected them with his sword and charged forward before being suddenly sent flying forward. Shisui had substituted with one of the kunai, to hit Araya in the back.

Shisui charged forward at high speeds while Araya was recovering. Shisui quickly grabbed his sword and swung, clashing with Araya's sword. Shisui suddenly disappeared and Araya was hit in the back of the head with a haymaker, from behind.

Shisui began forming hand seals, while Araya charged. Shisui completed the jutsu, and sent 6 fireballs towards Araya, whom dodged them with incredible acrobatic skill.

Araya slashed in quick succession, with Shisui using the shunshin to get away. Shisui ran at Araya, where they fought using kenjutsu. Shisui blocked, and sent a quick stab, which was deflected, leaving Shisui open to attack.

Araya taking the chance quickly put a kunai at Shisui's throat. It seemed it was over. Suddenly, Shisui turned into lighting, shocking Araya, giving opportunity that Shisui took, putting his kusangi at Araya's throat from behind.

Shisui winning, with him having to fight Boruto and Shikadai, as there was an odd amount of contestants.

As the round started, Shisui quickly put Shikadai in a Genjutsu with his sharingan, paralyzing him. Shisui quickly teleported behind him, knocking him out with a pressure point in the neck.

Suddenly, Shisui was surrounded by shadow clones of Boruto.

"I've heard about you from Sarada ya know! I'll beat you easily!"

The clones started charging him, and it seemed he would have to put his taijutsu to the test. A clone launched a punch at his face, with Shisui hopping onto the arm, punching the clone, and giving a haymaker to another. Shisui dodged another attack to the stomach, punching it in the face.

Hearing Boruto start making a jutsu, Shisui grabbed a few kunai and started finishing the clones off one by one. The Sharingan predicting every move, he finished them off, only to hear, "RASENGAN!"

Shisui turned around, to see Boruto with a Rasengan, very close, with a smirk on his face. Realizing he couldn't move fast enough, he put his arms up to try and defend himself.

Shisui was sent flying backwards, and Boruto realized how much power he put in his Rasengan, with blood on his face. The dust settled, and they saw Shisui standing, with half of his left arm gone. The crowd was shocked.

Shisui was in great amounts of pain. The proctor wanted to call it off, but by rulebook, Shisui could still fight.

Boruto looked into Shisui's eyes, and saw his sharingan, with four tomoe. Something never seen before. Shisui suddenly disappeared, everyone losing track of him. Boruto felt cold metal at his neck. The proctor called the match, and the crowd was completely silent.

A genin, just starting his career, at ten, had lost an arm. Shisui removed the Kusangi from Boruto's neck. He turned around, and looked into Shisui's green eyes(sharingan now deactivated)and only saw great amounts of pain.

Sakura and medics came onto the field, checking over Shisui. Yet when they told him to get on the stretcher, he blatantly refused. Sakura was angry and worried.

Lord Hokage appeared in front of Boruto, with a angry face. He grabbed Boruto's wrist and saw a Ninja tool. He was severely disappointed. Out of know where, Shisui and Lord Hokage sensed two new chakra signatures falling from the sky.

Shisui moved in front of Lord Hokage, sword in hand and ready, though still bleeding. Lord Hokage smiled, but started focusing.

Two Otsutsuki appeared in front of them, both of them unknown. Suddenly, the giant one hit the ground, causing a large impact, sending Shisui and Boruto flying. Shisui got back up and teleported in front of Lord Hokage. Sakura and Temari began evacuating civilians.

While the stadium collapsed, the smaller Otsutsuki appeared in front of Shisui and Lord Hokage, kicking Shisui incredibly hard into a wall. While Shisui got back up he saw his father save Sarada from incoming debree and land by Lord Hokage.

He looked back at Shisui, appearing in front of him.

"Shisui, are you okay?!" Sasuke said extremely worried.

"Don't worry about me father, we need to help Lord Hokage!" Shisui said, slightly wobbling. He was sure he had a concussion, and almost all of his chakra was gone, yet he refused to rest.

"Shisui, you need to go somewhere safe!" He replied.

Sarada looked at Shisui, "Shisui we need to go! Your hurt horribly!"

Shisui looked at them, activating his Sharingan, and they saw the raw determination he had. "I'm helping Lord Hokage."

Abruptly, the larger Otsutsuki appeared, mad at Sasuke for some reason. Shikamaru appeared, grabbing both Otsutsuki in a Shadow: Paralysis Jutsu. All at once, Sasuke, Shisui, and Sarada regrouped with Lord Hokage and Boruto.

The smaller Otsutsuki absorbed the shadow Jutsu, rendering it useless. Quickly, Lord Hokage and the enemies had a conversation, of which Shisui couldn't hear, his concussion getting to him. He saw the small enemy taking pills, which had great chakra in them.

Shisui knew he had one attack left, before he would pass out. Shisui channeled large amounts of chakra to his hand creating lighting and fire in his hand, combing Chidori with fire, and launched at such speeds Sasuke could only see a blur.

Shisui managed to hit the enemies arm before falling to the ground unconscious.

3 of Shisui

I do not own Boruto or anything associated with it apart from this Fanfiction

I woke up in the hospital. I looked around and didn't find anyone near. I noticed I was hooked up to some stuff and my left arm was bandaged. I got up and realized I was in a hospital gown. Looking over at a table, I saw some clothes(ones he is wearing on the cover). I put them on and walked out of the hospital.

I walked out of the hospital and to Lord Hokages office. Surely someone there could tell me what happened. All I remember is using some variant of the Chidori before passing out.

When I neared Lord Hokages office I heard talking. I lowered my chakra so they couldn't sense me and listened.

"I'm totally lame." I heard Boruto say.

"You've got that right." I heard, hearing someone sound like my dad.

"Sasuke!"

"Your fraud was exposed, you were scorned... Even stripped of your headband, you can't call yourself a shinobi anymore." I continued listening.

"And you lost your father on top of that." Sasuke said. "Such similar circumstances to Naruto's long ago... Except you still have your mother and sister."

"My dad." Boruto said. "So what he did...He does that at times like these?"

"Seems you finally want to learn more than just his weaknesses." Sasuke replied. "Well then, you should as him yourself. After we rescue him."

Adrenaline pumped in my body. We could save Lord Hokage!

"Dad is okay!?" Boruto asked.

"I can sense his chakra. I don't know if he's okay or not, but He's definitely not dead, at the very least. Though we probably ought to hurry."

I opened the door, staring at them both, and said, "I'm coming too. Whether you like it or not, Lord Hokage saved us. I am forever in his debt."

Dad looked at me proud, when out of know where, the other Kage appeared.

"If you're gonna go rescue the Hokage, let us lend a hand too, wouldja?" said the Raikage.

"Our sword friend's been kidnapped, standing around would disgrace the five kage's name." replied the Mizukage.

"Let's make these guys regret, turning US into enemies!" The Tsuchikage said.

"Heh. It's like I'm looking at Naruto from the past. And a perfect mix of Sasuke and Sakura." the Kazekage said.

"No." Sasuke said. "There's one thing missing."

"This is!" Boruto said

"The Rinnegan!" I said enthusiastically.

"Correct." Abruptly, Sasuke opened a portal to another place.

"We'll use this to get to them. But I can only take a limited number with me."

Shikamaru replied, "Given our current battle strength, I think this is the best crew. Bring Naruto back!"

"Boruto!"

"Shisui!"

We both looked behind us, seeing our respective mothers.

"Mom!" We both said in sequence.

"I promise I'll bring back Dad Mom!" Boruto exclaimed.

"Sarada, mom, I will make sure Dad and Lord Hokage come back, no matter what. I promise."

"I'm goin with em!" Boruto yelled.

"You're finally acting like a shinboi Boruto." Dad said. "We need to go.''

When we arrived we saw the Otsutsuki enemies and attacked with the Raikage attacking first.

The Mizukage helped, while I and Boruto got Lord Hokage out of his confiment.

The other Kage began fighting the one known as Momoshiki.

"Lord Hokage! Are you okay?" I asked worriedly.

"Haha, yeah, I am Shisui." He replied.

Boruto helped Naruto get up, when the other enemy attacked us with Sasuke blocking the attack.'

I followed after my dad, weaving handsigns, and sending a large fireball at him.

The Mizukage then intervened, fighting the Otsutsuki enemy. the Mizukage got slashed in the shoulder, and while the large being swung a large attack it left its self open. I and the Tsuchikage took the opportunity.

She launched him up in the air, and I charged, teleporting behind it, kicking him down to the ground.

I threw multiple explosive kunai, which exploded on contact at him. Dad then used the chidori on him while he was on the ground.

Then the Mizukage, used another technique, sending these spikes at him.

The Tsuchikage then sent a lava style Jutsu at him, wrapping him in lava. She then told us to go deal with Momoshiki while they dealt with the big one.

While we moved, dad told me he was proud of me, and would teach me a new technique when we got back.

When we made it, we saw the Raikage send an attack with his sword, with the Kazekage helping.

Lord Hokage appeared. and almost used Shadow Clone Jutsu when Boruto and dad explained how Momoshiki absorbs Jutsu.

We all cornered him, when he asked dad and Lord Hokage if we were their kids (Each parent with their kid respectively).

All at once, the large guy, turned into a pill, which Momoshiki ate, making him much stronger.

Dad ran quickly, trying to kill Momoshiki before he gained all the power, but he was too late.

Then Momoshiki completed his transformation, changing him(how he looks in the manga).

#boruto fanfiction

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omg i know how u feel i don't think i'll be graduating in 4 bc i have to do co-op terms so it delays my grad by a year or smth?? we'll see how things go

wow that's so cool!! the dedication is immaculate i would always give up after a month or so. do you know any other languages aside from eng and korean?

ooo i'm kinda the opposite like nothing really interests me outside of courses in my major or other science courses. i've gotta do some arts credits and scrolling thru them is like... okay this sounds interesting then i read the syllabus and its like readings and essays and discussion groups then im like NOPE LOL BYE

that's so funny cause i saw someone sleeping in a corner of the stairs. ppl will sleep anywhere and i don't blame them. could you imagine falling asleep near the river ugh bless

omg yes like with chem i always end up working backwards from the answer (wink wonk) to see what i did wrong and usually it's a lot 😭

it wasn't too bad! it was kinda cold but not windy so i was okay. i still brought a jacket with me cause it was windy af during the day and i thought it'd be the same at night but nope there goes my money for coat check 😭

ohh!! that sounds fun, did you manage to find anything? red hair is so nice. everyone i've seen so far with red hair pulls it off so well and i'm lowkey convinced it's a colour that works on everyone....

thank you!! i did have lots of fun : D i might've died on the bus ride back... but we don't talk abt it..........

-mightychondria

yeahhh i have to get a masters degree for the profession im aiming for so... if everything goes to plan that's six years of university and i do NOT want it to be more 😭😭 hopefully your graduation doesn't get delayed too much ??

:LKFJDKFSJD:LFKJ oh boy languages and me... lowkey obsessed w learning them SO one set of my grandparents were german and didnt speak english so i know very basic german (my dad didnt think it was important to teach me. crying screaming throwing up.) and i got to be pretty okay at finnish at one point but i've forgotten ALL of it lol and i took 2 years of latin in highschool which was very fun but again i forgot most of it KLFJSFDLJK AND FINALLY i took a couple years of american sign language in middle school but i literally remember the alphabet and basic kindness' :'] ive also attempted swedish, norwegian, spanish, and french with ... immediate failure ! hehe

i get what you mean 😭for me its not that i dislike my stem courses but i actually love reading and writing essays and stuff and i just wish i could do more of that 😭 but the majority of my stem friends definitely would agree w you LOL

ugh for real it would be so nice to sleep outside in the sun i feel like ... living out that cat/dog life ... but id be too scared of being kidnapped LKJJFSKFJKS

that is definitely the way to do chem 😭 just gotta learn from your mistakes until there are none ! i had an exam last friday and ... i should be getting that grade tonight or tomorrow so im very anxiously waiting to see how i did ...

nooooo not the coat check money... i cannot even imagine how much clubs make in the winter just from coat check like 😭 some nights at one of my local clubs its literally more expensive to check your coat than to get in 😭

sadly i still havent figured out who/what to be... i think im gonna wait to dye my hair though so that it lasts longer ... so i really dk LOL im lazy tbh so i normally go for something i can just wear my normal clothes for... and since i just finished breaking bad im thinking maybe jane ??? i dress like her irl (though less 2008) and id just need a wig LKJFS:LDJKF BUT IDK !!! do you have any costumes in mind? or any plans?

hehe im glad you had fun but ... 👀 ... how ominous ... hehe i hope your week starts off nicely !! :]

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hiiiiiiiiii hiho beloved :3 how was your day? good i hope <3 tell me all about it dearest 🌼

aaaa it was okay!! i did like. freak out and cry a little bit because i am Physically Unable to handle like any amount of workload with school ever? but i have been having a big workload for like a week? so i’m. stressed. even though everything is planned out and manageable it’s just everything weighing on me yk. but i should be done by the end of this week! unfortunately like every teacher wants to do an end of the year project so i have like 3 projects to do after that plus an essay 💀 but anywayy. i was so nervous today because i have a makeup math quiz tomorrow and half of the content on it i don’t really know?? bc i was absent and there’s no video lesson for it? but i asked my math-y friend to help at lunch and it JUST clicked like a little while ago when i was thinking about it and it makes sense i think!! as long as i don’t have to have the formulas memorized. idk if he’ll let me use my reference sheet… so just in case i will absolutely be cheating by making up some symbols that look enough like doodles but are actually a code for the formulas to write on my hand lol works every time. idk getting a bad grade wouldn’t even be the end of the world it’s just. i really need good grades this year to make up for the failure that was covid year & idk, this is the last of my missing work to catch up on so i really want to finish strong. also if i get an a i don’t have to take the final exam so BLEASE i need at least a 90... i think i can do it it’s just stressful to have it in the back of my mind all the time yk? im gonna have to be in work mode for these next couple of weeks every class is having some kind of wrap-up thing… physics project + final unit, english essay, math review work, choir concert & banquet, facing history project + content. i think history is my only class that doesn’t have something going on lol. it’s gonna be super busy but honestly im kind of excited for the challenge… if i stay organized it will be satisfying and i know i’ll feel so relieved once it’s summer. someone will probably throw a wrench in it (already did- i have an appointment tomorrow i wasn’t told about. girl i had plans… to do nothing) but i just have to adapt and keep going.

but actually even taking into account all that stress it’s been a pretty good day! all my wordle spinoff games went well & i talked to my friends and sang in choir and relaxed after school. it’s a more fun atmosphere at school now (still kinda sucks bc. it’s school. but it’s bearable) bc it’s almost the end of the year. & i watched (i rewatched, they watched) s3e1 of barry w my family :3 & now i think im gonna write a little bit maybe? although not too much probably im tired :/ but yeahh

eeeee i did not intend to rant THAT much but. there was my day. much happening. mwah mwah love youuuu feel free to come message me & tell me abt ur day!! also when is ur birthday i need to know for scientific reasons

#i have a gift like half-planned & i gotta work out timing #ghost rants #asks

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