That boy you love? Yea. He wishes you were skinnier. Sure he loves you, he really does. But we both know he'd love you so much more if you were just a little skinnier.
Meansp00 for me
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Apparently the ideal weight for my height is 131lb, I'm weighing 159lb, it's going to be a long walk to reach the "ideal" and even longer to reach MY ideal.
Wish me good luck!
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I really need to sort my eating out cuz I've ate way too much recently
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bro does anyone else actually love themselves but just wants to improve their vessel
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night eating
so you looked at your calories all day,
so you did well,
so you are hungry, it is the end of the day...
so you think of just opening the fridge and eat more than maintenance..
remember tomorrow you will drink your coffee, thinking you won. why you are doing this. Be hungry to sleep. see you tomorrow morning
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I wish I could still drink caffeine :( I miss drinking Coke Zero and Monster Energy
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ALERT: If you do not have an eating disorder, or are in recovery - please block my account - I will post very triggering contents. I intent this to be a safe space where I can share my experiences, life, routine, struggles, and things like that with other in the community. I'm not trying to trigger or incentive anyone.
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I intend for this to work like a ana diary, where I will tell things about my day to day and share tips, experiences and my evolution until I reach my UGW. I don't promise bodycheck for now, but maybe someday.
ABOUT ME: I have been dealing with my anorexia since I was 13 years old. Not a lot of people in my life knows about it. I was raised by my grandmother, and since I can remember she always criticized me for my weight, for being too fat, until at the age of 13 when I started to care a lot about it, since she said that no one would ever love me if I continued to look that way (I have Abandonment Issues). That's when I started not eating, to restrict food, exercise till exhaustion, at the time I didn't know what anorexia was and obviously I didn't know I had it, today I understand. I was "recovered", until almost a year ago, when I looked in the mirror and thought I was absolutely horrible, I thought "I lost control", I need my perfect body again, I miss feeling good in my own skin, or at least feel better than I do now. Just to be clear, I'm pro-recovery, I don't wish this for anyone but myself.
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I Will Be Updating The Information's Below
FIRST UPDATE: May 19, 2023
LAST UPDATE: May 19, 2023
SHE/HER|AGE: 20|HEIGHT: 5’5”|BMI: 26,5
SW: 159.1lbs|CW: 159.1lbs|UGW: 100lbs
GOALS:
155lbs 🔒 | 144lbs 🔒 | 133lbs 🔒 | 122lbs 🔒 | 111lbs 🔒 | 100lbs 🔒 |
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Hejjj bo jesli chodzi o bilanse to stwierdzilam ze do konca lutego postaram sie jakos binge ogarnac bo zrobilam sb diete na marzec i bardzo bym chciala zeby poprostu udalo mi sie tego przestrzegac i to wsumie tyle + zrobie chyba moze nawet dzisiaj zeby nie zapomniec posta z ta dieta i zasadami na marzec (^^)
Th1nsp00 na dzis (tez nei moje)
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