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Happy Wednesday morning guys
Yup, no pretty morning colors today. No rain either today but damn it’s cold out there. We are right at freezing temperature and the daffodils are not sure about sticking their heads out yet. 😂
I can’t blame them. The flowers around the south side of the house still have their heads wrapped up tight. So did Bill. 🤣
#michigan#nature#flowers#daffodils#spring#stilll cold#country#photographers on tumblr#original photography#original photographers
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i think im compensating being for pissed at & disappointed in tommy by being even more of a wilburian than usual
#alex.rambles.txt#stilll gonna be an inniter im afraid im trapped here :/ but in the meantime he gets the cold shoulder a bit Lol#ignore the fact that i have a wip for his birthday in the works. i can be pissed & still draw him. it makes sense in my head shut up#mcyt
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hm, it's fine for now tho wonder if i should move my heater closer to my window
#any coldness would prolly be coming from that lol#personalice#or maybe put on a sheet mask for my skin#tho we do have moisturizer stilll lol#wish it was a humidifier instead
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I was finally gonna go back to work today, after having worked like 1 (one) day this week.
But. I'm still not feeling great, and I work with groceries. Ok fine, I can wear a mask, frequently wash hands, maybe ask to do something that doesn't have my touching the food as much. But now I have a headache. Ok, I've done this with a headache for two full days in a row. But now I'm lightheaded and literally can't make it down the hall without having to sit. My job requires me to walk, like, all day. And the task I could do where I'm not directly handling groceries, has me walking the whole time AND carrying heavy objects, which is just not safe for me right now.
With still being low-key sick on top of that.
It felt a little silly to call out for a third day, and get a second point docked (I have like 5.5 in a year before being fired I think) but rationalizing it it kinda felt necessary.
I don't get sick all too often so it makes sense that I should let myself recover when I am, especially when it could be unsafe in one way or another for me to be there.
I'm at least going to try to be productive at home and clean a bit, because at least while I'm home I can sit down as often as I need to (and I'm not touching other peoples' groceries all the time)
#its just a bad cold or something of the like but stilll#i dont want to get anyone sick#and i dont want to pass out at work 😶#hey maybe I'll get a chance to draw while im not cleaning 🤷♂️#my head is pounding bro
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lately my skin has been really dry and even after i moisturize after a shower its still so itchy it makes me so anxious i wanna cry 😵💫
#ughhh and ive tried putting a bunch of aloe gel first and it stilll itches#if anyone wants to rec me a lotion thats suuuper moisturizing and soothing and doesn’t smell like anything please do#also i didnt change anything and it started before it got cold so whyyyyy
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I AM NOT A FOOL ENTIRE, NO I KNOW ITS COMING!!! BURY ME BENEATH THE TREE I CLIMBED WHEN I WAS A CHILD!! I KNOW I SHOULDNT LOVE YOU, I KNOW I SHOULDNT LOVE U BUT I DO!!!!
#i never changed my theme and i stilll want to#or updated my carrd. i havent even opened my carrd. i am scared to idk what it says#MY HANDS R COLD NOW AND IM SEING DEH SOON SO. NOT RN BUT !! later
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ok but does anybody knows how to heal from a heartbreak? please lol
#ignore me lol#im sad and im ranting#do you just have to cry until you cant anymore cuz i did that thru july#didnt work#i miss being the cold-hearted bitch i was in 2017/18/19#no feelings at all#first i fell for a man that didnt care about me (2020) but i got over it#then again in like november (?) of 2021 i got a huge crush but then it kinda fizzled#then in 2022 the dormant crush resurged and i was like sure 🥰😘😍#now all i do is cry cuz its very clearly unrequired lol#so me tho#lmao#everytime i think about it i cry like a baby i hate it here#personal#i mean its not the other person's fault#its mine.#but stilll.... it hurts
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You know what's better than one cowboy yandere? TWO yandere cowboys, and make them twins or brothers!
note: this isn't proofread. I just typed this out in one go so uh yeah enjoy lol
Consider this:
Yandere!Cowboys who fall in love with the new fellow from the city, who's come down to spruce up an old farm that was apparently part of their family's inheritance
Yandere! Cowboys who decide, hey! Why not give a hand? They're initially just being friendly but as they get closer they realise- for sum reason, they don't really like all the talk you've been havin about leaving once the farm renos have been done
Yandere! Cowboys who start putting on moves, they do get into a short quarrel over who should be the legally wedded husband on the papers, but in the end they realise that it don't matter, you're stilll theirs at the end of the day. The law don't matter none at all
The country is real nice, y'know. Everybody knows everybody. Folks all got each other's back, not like the cold, ever-movin city of yours... why wouldcha wanna leave your new pals?
It all happens so quickly... one moment you're enjoying your farewell, the next one of 'ems barricading the door with their own body and the other's lifting up your dozing self and carrying you back to your new home, with your new husbands.
"Welcome home, darlin'~"
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I Know it's weird to ask erm.... but Can you pleaseeee do the four seasons of love one with Yunho version because I want to imagine him in that fic and am currently obsessssssed with YUNHO. I know I can read the fic inserting his name but stilll PLEASE IF YOU CAN DO IT.
FOUR SEASONS OF LOVE (Yunho ver.)
Pairing: Ateez! Yunho × f! reader
Genre: Slight angst, Fluff, Slice of life
Warning: self doubt, hints of hating and willing to end life.But our big baby is there to comfort you and show that life is worth to you when you are with right person. A lot of comfort through the images of seasons. You all are precious remember it.
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A/n: don't accuse me for plagiarism coz if you have read this fic before then you must have read the Chanyeol ver.This plot is basically inspired from his solo songs but I had literally Yunho on my mind for this but as I had a request for Chanyeol oneshot so I used this. Thanks to the anon for making me post it.
Many thoughts storming through your mind. Your mind swirling like a cyclone, heart clenching and hands going numb. Nobody wants you, no one even cares for your existence. Maybe they are right that your parents left you at the orphanage because you are unwanted. Why? You never hurt anyone or being a threat to anyone. The only person you have your faiths and trust on has suddenly turned their back to you. You never thought that you have to witness a day like this too after being treated like a shit all these years. Was it not enough for you already?
"Why should I live now?"
Tilting your head back and closing the eyes, you let the raindrops fall on your face directly. Hairs are already drenched and sticking to your forehead and neck, not even caring to move the strands falling on your eyes. Numb hands growing cold under the heavy rain, eyes swollen with crying but people might mistake your eyes are red due to rain. Each falling drop getting mixed with your tears rolling down. Tears of pain? Tears of loneliness? Tears of betrayal? No. Tears of hope.
"Why can't everyone be happy?"
You must be right. Not everyone deserves to be treated as someone's priority. Someone has to feel the pain to let others be happy. You lightly chuckle on your own thoughts. Like always you have to be the sacrifice. Your feet move on its own and now you are standing in the middle of the road surrounded by abandoned constructed buildings. At least there are no people here to judge your every moves.
Unknowingly, you spread your arms and head still facing the sky but with a little smile adorning your face.
"Can I fly alone?"
Its past safety hours at night and you are getting soaked in rain in an empty street and thinking about flying. Are you a child? Maybe only if you can be a child and someone would care about you and take you in their arms and whisper Its okay. I'm here for you.. You want someone to care for you, someone to give you the warmth you crave in your life. This cold rainy night is befriending your nightmares to make you alone, to make you feel...you are not good for anyone.
"Such a bad girl.”
Your eyes shot open on hearing the voice. Rather a very familiar teasing voice you must say. You don't even care to look in the direction to know who the person is but let the raindrops pierce your eyes directly, making you to squint on the effect.
"If you are trying to be blind then I have some better options for you to try."
Better option? Death. You don't see any will to live your life. What life? To be an extra character in everyone's story. Every individual on this planet has their own story but you must believe that you are just the extra one in their story to make give them more spotlight by increasing the sea of people.
"Why are you here?"
"Well, I should have asked you the same, little angel."
Little angel. If only you could have been one then you would have done everything possible to be happy. Just be happy and away from these people who blame you for everything. You are a bad luck to everyone.
Bringing your hands to yourself, eyes fixed on the broken wooden board hanging from the wall of a building to your front. Your back still facing the person but you can feel the stares burning on you.
"I'm not in a mood for your jokes."
"I'm asking you a question not joking. This is not your colony and also not mine but the complex there is mine and I come here often. So, what brings you here?"
"Can't you just leave and let me be alone for once?"
Silence. That's what you got in return. Like others, he also left. Your heart clenched on the thought and your shaking hands turned into fists by your side.
Why are you feeling like this? Its not like you were appreciating his presence, or were you? At least him teasing you whole day somewhat makes you feel that someone care to spend a little bit of their time to talk to you....... To tease you maybe. With hope, hope? You turn around slowly, gaze following how each drop hitting the ground and shattering into tiny droplets. Just like your hopes to see him behind will shatter soon into pieces of disappointment, loneliness and pain.
"Yunho?..”
He is still there, hands in the pocket of his hoodie and eyes boring onto your figure. You feel a bit of joy but for what, just to see him standing there? Like the way an angry mother scolding her child for being out so late. Your shocked eyes contacting with the daring eyes of his challenging self as if it's challenging you to look away.
“You are still here.....I thought-“
"You thought like everyone else I will also leave you alone here." His tone is monotonous, not even hinting any sort of emotions behind it, neither of caring nor even of hatred.
You nod your head obliviously.
He 'tsch' and shakes his head, footsteps approach you. You try to avoid the closeness, panicking you are looking everywhere to just run away from him. But deep down, you want to stay close to him, to hear his teasing voice and to make you annoyed until you glare at him and he will return you a playful wink. At least, he never made you feel alone or ever hurt you.
"Why?"
Why? It's obvious because am not a one to waste your precious time on. You want to scream this on his face but you feel your throat becomes heavy with a lump stuck inside. You are about to break down because you can't take this feeling that someone is waiting to hear your response. Caring for you.
"Please..go away...if you are here to tease me later for this then please go away."
"Do I hurt you?"
"Huh?"
"Do I hurt you with my teasing?"
"I d-don't know." No.
“Do I make you uncomfortable when am around you?"
No.
He paused but your lost eyes staring at him made him continue. "Do I burden you?"
No.
You want to scream but you can't utter a single world but gazing up at him with lost swollen eyes. His warm hands cupped your cheeks. Why are his hands warm and yours cold? Oh, God has a priority.
He is also drenched but not like you for almost over an hour. His few portions of the clothing are soaked but his hairs are getting wet fully, his umbrella lying upside-down at the side of the street. Why is he getting wet despite having an umbrella?
"Do you hate me?"
No? Yes? Do you? Well, you really didn't think of him like this way before. Do you really want him to go away? You never felt hurt because of him. Rather you enjoy his company. You don't know whether it's bad or not but you love his presence. His presence is the last thing that can burden you. When everyone is turning their back to you, he is the only one looking at you with mischievousness of course.
"Yunho...don't ask me this." Your fingers tightly hold his wrists but you are keeping his hands close to you, leaning to his touch more. Seeking the comfort in his warmth, you are feeling safe.
"Why?"
"I, myself don't know how to respond you."
The rain has stopped but the tears still keeping your eyes wet.
"Y/N, will you let me hold you like this forever? I can't see you broken like this anymore. You don't know how much it hurts me whenever I see you crying."
"What are you saying?"
“Everyone breaks you down but you try to stay strong. You put on a fake smile just to lie to yourself that you are fine. But I want to see the real you.”
“I-n-no...I'm fine."
"Really? Crying alone in the middle of the street under the heavy rain and I have to believe that you are fine like always."
"Why are you being like this Yunho? I hate when people show me comfort out of pity. I am used to being alone like this so just leave me and go away."
No, please don't go. You try to move away his hand but he doesn't budge and his cold eyes staring deep in your orbs as if it can read the hidden truth behind those tears. His thumbs brush over your cheeks, wiping away the tears which are rolling down. Why are you crying? He is not doing anything to you.
"This is why I never approached you to show my care. I always see you getting hate from the ones you have trusted and that's why I wanted to be someone to you whom you will have some different kind of feelings. I didn't want you to see me as others who is just pitying you but I wanted you to see me treating you like a regular person.”
"Different kind of feelings?"
He squeezes your cheeks and smiles at your silly face. Those slight dimples occurring in the end of his smile on the cheeks, your hands move upward to touch them and you can feel him lean to your touch and closing his eyes for a moment.
"Yes, puffer fish. Someone approaching you like you are a loner to their eyes and then suddenly turning their back to you when you actually started to lean on them. I never wanted that to happen between us. I wanted you to see me differently from others. So, I started to tease you and you have to agree that sometimes I have really made you laugh. Also, your glares, you think you look so angry and scary but you just look silly."
"Yaaa." You slap his arms and his dimples deepen when he smiles wider which brings a little smile on your lips.
And this is Yunho. The tease who doesn't leave a single chance to annoy you even at this moment when you are so vulnerable and confused with your feelings. But what is the meaning of different kind of feelings?
"I wanted you to see me as an annoying person who can make you angry, frustrated, getting on your nerves so you make silly faces at me when am too much overbearing and also laugh with me on my jokes. But-"
His fingers tracing your cheekbones and big doe eyes staring at your swollen eyes.
"But?" your voice is like a whisper but he can still hear you.
"But I always try to make you forget others, how they mistreat you, how they ignore you, how they hurt you. I don't want to see you cry over them. I want to see you smiling Y/N."
"Why are you doing this, Yunho?"
You are suddenly being held in a big warm hug, him holding you tightly as if you might blow away with the light breeze blowing after the heavy rain. Your body shivers due to the weather but his warm hug feels so comfortable and you wrap your arms around his big frame. Can you provide him the same warmth back?
"I can't see you like this Y/N. Please let me be a part of your life. Please."
Your body again shivers to the wind and he retreats from the hug. A part of your life? Which life? The one you don't even know what is the use of its existence where everyone knows just to hurt you and ignore you.
“Y/N?"
"Hmmm...”
"Let's go home. You will catch cold like this."
"I don't want to go home."
Why? The place where you feel secure, away from all the judging eyes but suffocating yourself with the thousand thoughts within those four walls of your apartment.
He suddenly picks you up in his arms, your shocked face getting a chuckle and wide smile from him.
"What are you doing? Put me down."
"Well, if you don't go by your own then l'm taking you like this."
"Yaaa put me down. You don't even know my place and if I start to shout right now, you will really be accused for kidnapping.”
"Hm that's right but I can say that someone was trying to end her life and I am just being her saviour. Also, I'm taking you to my place so please keep quiet and let's go before you really die of this cold."
Die? Yes, but will you be really okay after that?
"No. I will not go with you.?
"And I'm not leaving you here."
"Yunho...”
“Please Y/N.” His creased forehead and serious look urging you to agree with him.
You nod but still your thoughts are running as why you are trusting him so much. If tomorrow like others he will also leave you.Then? He will act as a stranger to you. He will avoid you as if today never happened between you two. His teasing will stop and he will hate you because he has seen you vulnerable so many times. You have cried in front of him many times but why you always show this side to him even when you had a boyfriend. Well, that shit was only there for you for a bet and just left you alone in the darkness when you were taking things too seriously according to him. How foolish of you! You thought he was the perfect one.
But this feeling being in Yunho’s arms and feeling safe and having the warm comfort, you never had this with your boyfriend and this thought is really disturbing you.
"Yunho...” He looks down at you when he enters the complex building to make his way towards the elevator. "Why?"
"What?"
"Are you really caring for me because we are.....we know each other?"
Pressing the twelfth floor by his elbow, he nods to himself.
"Because you are my four seasons of love."
"Huh?" Your confused face only got a tight smile from him. You ask him again but he didn't say anything instead waiting for the floor. You thanked mentally that other people didn't get in and see you like this even when you tried to make him put you down but his teasing was the only thing keeping you distracted. Ding! You have arrived to the floor.
He puts you down but still holding your one hand, the other one unlocking the door. With a pull, he lets you inside the apartment and locking the door behind. Your eyes taking in the new environment, each and every piece of decoration screaming richness, looking around the way, your eyes caught a photo frame of a family picture. You didn't notice when he left you there wandering on your own, returns with a towel in his hand.
"Is that your family?"
"Yes. That's our last picture which we clicked when I was in middle school.”
Oh! Suddenly you feel him put the towel on your head and starts rubbing the scalp and hair. You try to stop him and insist that you can do it yourself but he doesn't budge and continues. After having satisfied with your somewhat dried hairs, he gives you a pair of spare clothes to change into but your hesitating self is not willing to do it in someone's apartment.
"Are you really going to stand here in these clothes?It's already raining again and I don't think it will be nice for you to go at this hour. I will not let you go even if you put your rebellious acts."
"But I can wait until it stops raining.”
"You will let your clothes get dry on you? No way, I don't want someone to fall sick in my place.”
"Its okay."
"Do you want me to change your clothes or what?"
"Yaaa Yunho."
You hit his arm earning a loud laugh from him and he pat your cheeks directing you to his bedroom to use the personal bathroom and he will use the other one. After getting freshen up, when you make your way towards the living room, he is standing by the wide glass window showing the blurry city view behind the window because of raindrops hitting the glass.
"What are you doing there?"
He is in black t-shirt with matching trousers and hairs damp after shower and you in similar grey set but of his size. He turns around and scans your form which makes you a bit self-conscious. And man, he suddenly starts laughing holding his stomach which brings a frown on your face.
"Why are you laughing?"
"You look so funny in my clothes. Yo-you look like a kitten got dumped under a pile of clothes.”
You go beside him to take a peek at outside because you love to watch such views in rainy days. You shoot him a glare when he pinches your cheek between his laugh.
"It's not my fault that you are literally a giraffe.”
If there was no rain then the city might look so silent from up here, right? If I have lived somewhere like this, I would have got a better life, right?
You feel arms wrap around from your back and him resting his chin on top of your head. Your stiff body and lost eyes watching the reflection of yours on the blurry window that how much height difference you both have.
"I love you, Y/N."
Love you? Is he teasing you again? If yes or if no, in both the cases, he should not love you because, you don't want him to turn his back too when he will be bored of you. You don't want to lose him too.
"Don't. You should not love me. One day you will also get tired of me and leave me broken. So, it's better how we are now with each other. Like just...friends."
“Don't you want to hear my answers to your question?"
"Which one?"
"Why you are my four seasons of love?"
"Hm...Tell me.” Your fingers tracing some patterns on the glass against each raindrop hitting the frame.
“Tell me the sequence of seasons."
"Ummm Spring Summer Fall Winter?"
"Yup. I love you differently in every four seasons so I cant ever get tired to love you."
"What?"
"Let's start with spring. The season of love, the blooming start of every individual, every life and every relationship. We can start our first love in the spring when there will be bright sunlight with birds chirping as if a melody playing for our bond. Holding hands under the cherry blossom while knowing each other for the first time. The joy, love and beginning of our life will be in this season. Every year this season will be the start to our love from the beginning."
"Summer?"
"Summer is the season of explore, when our love will take the centre of the stage. The clear sky with blazing sun and warm breeze hitting our skin making us feel to be loved by each other. A warm love between us where we can explore into each other's depth like the way the whole world gets explored by the bright sunlight. We will travel together, explore the life and our love. The bond between us can be taken to a different stage where the only spotlight will be on our romance."
"Fall? Will our love fall here?"
"No. The beginning of fall is with rainy days when we can have our breakdowns. Don't think it as fall, see it as autumn. We can show our vulnerable selves towards each other without any hesitation. The grey clouds making the atmosphere dark and gloomy, the falling leaves from the living trees making it seem like a dead. Our relationship should show all its fault in front of our eyes. No one is perfect but our imperfectness makes each one of us unique and an individual to stand out otherwise we all would have considered same. We can cry with the rain, we can fail in our life but we will again stand on our feet the next day holding each other.”
"Winter?…….”
You can feel him nuzzling his nose into your damp hairs inhaling his shampoo, a smile ghosting over his face. Your one hand still busy on the glass while the other one takes a hold of his hand around you. A wave of comfort and warmth spreading over your body. You can sense yourself being held in safe hands, protected from this whole cruel world and him describing you why you should let him to love you. But winter, the cold environment when every relationship drifts apart because of the numbness in their bond. Will it happen to you too?
“Winter. Well, the season of festive. The most romantic season when we can make more love with each other, we will support our decisions, will spend time together. When the whole world will be under the thick cold white blanket of snow, we will find the warmth in each other. The season when we can share our most hidden secrets and light up mysteries hidden in the cold darkness of our life. We will solve our problems and make love with joy in the festivals like Christmas eve and new year. We can also have one more thing."
"One more thing?"
He turns you around, caging your body between his warm frame and cold window frame. His hands resting beside each side of your face. His big doe eyes watching your every reaction on the face with a sly smile resting on his face and his puffy cheeks again making an appearance. Your hands on the window space keeping your balance leaning backward due to his close proximity. He leans forward to whisper in your ears.
"Winter is also known as the cuffing season. Maybe, we can plan our future in some other ways."
Your big round shock eyes earn a wide smirk on his face. He laughs when you hit his arms and try to move away but he holds you in the place with a soft look and an admiration in his eyes. As if you are the most precious aspect of his life which is resting in front of his eyes.
"Let me love you, Y/N.”
"Yunho. What if I don't deserve you?"
"We don't know ourselves what we deserve or not but we can give chances until we lose hope on everything. And I don't want you to lose hope on me. Please don't leave me.”
Leave him? This is the first time, someone is asking you not to leave them and you are sure you are not going to do the same thing like others did to you. With a last glance on his face, you hug him catching him off guard but he quickly returns you the hug. His cologne hitting your nose strongly and a spell of hope surrounding you both. His heart beating against your ears bringing a melody of love and your heart matching the beats. Your fingers curling to grab his t-shirt in your tight fist. Tears rolling down your cheeks and his hands moving up and down in your back to soothe your nerves with overwhelming feelings.
“Thank you, Yunho. I love you."
"I love you more angel.”
He pulls you away to press a soft kiss on your temple, on your eyes, on the tip of your nose and then pauses. Your heart racing with every kiss from his warm lips. With your closed eyes, you nod to him.
He closes the distance between your lips. Holding the back of your head and the other resting on your cheeks, he deepens the kiss. A passionate kiss for a blooming love. This is a perfect kiss like a dance, a symphony of lips and chance for a new beginning. A moment where time stands still and all the world is hushed and still. The outside loud cold rain is blocked by the window pane for the silent warm love inside. Only lips, no tongue, no other skin as if only the lips can swallow each other to protect them in a cage.
Breaking apart from the kiss, his forehead rest against yours and he presses a soft kiss on your nose. A genuine smile filled with joy dancing on your lips and he smiles back to you. Fingers wiping the fallen tears which are drying on your cheeks.
"I love to see you smile when it is raining."
"I love to see your soft puffy cheeks when you smile."
"And my teasings?"
"Yunho....” you whine on his ask.
"You will always be my four seasons of love."
Standing close to each other, in a warm embrace of love and the cold rain making the whole city gloomy except where you both found each other's happiness and love. Each drop of your loneliness, pain and disappointment is breaking down into love, joy and hope.
Your smile is the umbrella for you under the rain and the sound of falling rain is the rhythm to your life and he is the sunshine to make you dance in the rain. Yes, you are his four seasons of love and. And he to you?
"And,You will be my sunshine in every season."
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Sleigh Ride
This is my contribution to @notroosterbradshaw #hello december playlist challenge I hope you all enjoy it
Pairing: Rooster x Reader
Warnings: None, just fluffy sweet goodness
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"Bradley, you know I hate surprises, where are we going?" You grumble to your boyfriend who has had you blindfolded since you left your cabin.
"Just trust me baby. I promise you'll love it!" He assured you.
"You said the same thing about ice skating yesterday and I almost broke my neck." You reply.
Rooster had flown the two of you out to Virginia to spend the holidays with some of his aunts, uncles and cousins. You had spent the past few days tucked up in one of his aunt's cozy mountain cottages. The earth was covered in snow, and for the first time in your life, you were going to have a white Christmas. It was December 23rd and tomorrow the two of you were going to a Christmas Eve dinner with his family. Then, unfortunately you would spend part of Christmas day on a plane flying back to California to spend the evening with your father and stepmother... or so you thought.
"I promise you will love this... trust me." He told you. "Okay sweetheart, just a little futher and.... stop." Rooster said. He gently pulled the blindfold off of you and your eyes lit up.
There before you was a horse drawn sleigh decorated for the holidays. An older man sat on the driver's bench, and two gorgeous white horses stood ready to go.
"Rooster! You didn't!" You exclaimed. The two of you had been listening to the radio on the drive to the cabin and the song "Sleigh Ride" came on. You had mentioned that you had always wanted to go on a horse drawn sleigh ride though the snow, but growing up in San Diego, it was never possible.
You were bouncing in your toes you were so excited.
You two walked over to the sleigh and he quickly helped you in. Once settled you noticed Rooster had blankets and a thermos of what was probably your favorite peppermint hot chocolate in his arms.
"Are we all settled Mr. Bradshaw?" The driver asked looking at the two of you with a smile.
"We sure are Ernie!" Rooster called back as he handed you a cup of cocoa.
You had the biggest smile on your face. "I can't believe you did this for me. This is the best Christmas present every!" You squealed snuggling closer to him as fresh snow danced through the air.
"I wouldn't be so sure of that just yet honey." Rooster said as he kissed your head. He wrapped one arm around you while the other slipped into his coat pocket making sure the velvet box was stilll safely in there.
"I can't believe we are on an actual sleigh ride!" You tell him as you both take in the sights of the snow covered town. You're eyes are lit up like a child's on Christmas morning.
"A sleigh isn't the only thing you're going to ride today." Bradley whispers hotly in your ear.
"Rooster!" You squeak out smacking him on the shoulder. You look up to make sure the driver didn't hear what he just said as your cheeks flush from the cold and from embarrassment.
Rooster laughs and tucks you under his chin.
"We are almost there Mr. Bradshaw" Ernie the sleigh driver calls to him.
"Thank you Ernie." Rooster replies.
"Almost where?" You question him.
"To the second part of our surprise." Rooster smiles at you with a hint of mischief in his eyes.
"Second part? Rooster... what did you do? Whatever it is... it's too much! This is more than enough!" You scold him
"Honey, when it comes to you, nothing is ever too much. I'm going to spend my whole life proving that to you." Rooster says before kissing you.
You sigh. God how did you ever get so lucky? Rooster was truly the best man you had ever been with. He loved you with his whole heart and soul and you could never imagine your life without him and honestly it's a miracle that you two ended up together. After everything that happened when you two were teens, you thought you would surely never see him again and you kicked yourself for never telling him how you felt.
But fate brought the two of you back together in June of last year when he came back to San Diego for a mission at Top Gun. You just so happened to be working at the Hard Deck the night he came in. He saw you and his eyes lit up. He spent the entire night trying to get your attention.
Once he had it he was by your side every minute he wasn't training and you were the arms he ran into when he got back, and he hadn't left them since.
"Sir, we are here." Ernie spoke as he pulled the horses to a stop.
"Bradley oh my God! It's beautiful!" You exclaimed as he helped you from the sleigh. The two of you were at an indoor winter garden that was full of bright white and red poinsettias, hanging baskets of vines, and twinkling lights.
"I'll be here waiting." Erine smiled, tipping his hat.
Rooster offered you his arm as the two of you strolled through the garden. It was absolutely beautiful. The lights sparkled against the plants and the setting sun cast everything in a beautiful golden light.
It was was cozy inside the glass garden as you looked around with amazement. You were also curious as to why no one else was there. But knowing Rooster, he probably rented out the whole place.
"Okay baby. One more surprise. I'm going to cover your eyes... no peaking" Rooster warned as he placed his larger hands over your face and lead you.
Soon, he walked the two of you into the middle of the garden.
He stopped and uncovered your eyes.
You gasped at the sight.
There was a beautiful fountain bubbling up, with dozens of candles floating in it. Fresh rose petals had been scattered on the ground.
"Roo—Bradley—what's all this?" You asked as tears pricked your eyes... this wasn't happening was it?
Bradley grabbed your hand and lead you in front of the fountain.
He knelt down and pulled a black velvet box out of his coat pocket.
You couldn't help it as a few stray tears escaped.
"Y/N, I have loved you since we were kids. The biggest regret I have in life was leaving you when we were teenagers and not telling you how I felt. I am forever thankful that God and fate brought us back together. You are the best thing that has ever happened to me and I want to spend the rest of my life proving that to you. So, would you please make me the happiest man on Earth. Y/N will you marry me?" Rooster's speech moved you to tears.
"Yes! Yes, a thousand times yes!" You told him.
Bradley had the biggest smile on his face as he slid the ring on your hand. You held it up and admired it. It was a round cut diamond set in a rose gold pave band.
"Bradley it's perfect!" You beam. "I'm so glad you like it baby. I love you."
"I love you too. This is the best Christmas ever!" You tell him as he pulls in in for a kiss.
"I can't wait until we get back to the cabin. I have to face time Dad to show him... wait... did he know?" You ask as the two of you walk towards the exit.
"Of course he did. I asked him for his blessing baby." Rooster tells you.
The two of you leave the garden and head back out into the cold. Ernie is waiting at the sleigh with a grin on his face.
"I hope congratulations are in order?" He says looking hopeful.
"She said yes Ernie." Rooster smiles at him. "Wonderful! Congratulations you two. If not that would have been a terrible waste of champagne." Erine laughs as the two of you climb on and see that he had placed a bottle of bubbly and two glasses for you.
The whole ride back to the cabin you can't help but stare at your ring. Rooster grins a mile wide everytime you look up at him.
When the two of you return you both thank Ernie and Rooster slips him a generous tip.
"Bradley... why is the cabin so dark, I could have sworn we left a light on?" You say as the two of you walk up.
"Not sure honey. Don't worry I won't let any scary snow monsters get you." He laughs as he fishes the key out of his pocket.
He opens the door and flicks on the light.
"CONGRATULATIONS!" A chorus of people yell.
You jump at the sound but smile when you see that Rooster's family has set up am engagement celebration party for the two of you.
"Everyone knew?!" You look at him with shock.
"Yeah, part of the reason we came out here is that the center diamond in your ring came from a piece of my mom's jewelry that my aunt had. When I told her I was planning to propose she insisted I use it. I designed the ring and she had it made out here for you." Rooster tells you.
"Oh my God." You sigh as more tears flow. If it was possible you loved your ring even more now knowing that it connected you to his mother.
"Sweetheart I'm so happy for you!" You hear your father's voice call out.
"Dad?!" You whip around to see him before he pulls you into a hug.
"What—what are you doing here?" You ask him.
"You think Penny, Amelia, and I would miss your engagement?" He asks you as you notice your step mom and step sister coming up to hug you.
"When I asked him for his blessing, I convinced Maverick and Penny and Amelia to fly out here to surprise you. They are going to spend Christmas here with us. It's going to be one big Bradshaw-Mitchell family Christmas party." Rooster tells you.
Your heart is so full, you're sure it could burst. You smile and look around at all the people who love you and Rooster. You couldn't ask for anything else. This truly was the best Christmas ever.
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#top gun maverick#top gun#bradley rooster bradshaw#rooster bradshaw#bradley bradshaw#rooster top gun#lt. bradley bradshaw#rooster x reader#bradley bradshaw x reader#tgm fic#tgm#tgm fanfiction#top gun 2#hello december playlist challenge
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I'm very glad that people really like my previous post s Thank you so much for likes and reblogs <3
I want to apologize everyone for taking so long to make this. I planned to realize this after april fools day
But with job, life stuff, etc. At least I can do to keep my blog alive is reblogging amazing mh fanarts.
At last I manage organized my spare time so I decided to realize my version Monster High characters Gaia Online part 3
FOR REAL THIS TIME
Side Note: I made few modifications with ms paint because I couldn't find the right items that could fit my vision of MH characters
Things that I changed: Added scales in Deuce's arms and his shirt, Holt's clothing Manny's tail and Invisibilly's drink
1. Deuce Gorgon (male version)
Its combination of G1 and G3 Deuce. I still like the idea that G1 Deuce is half human/ half gorgon but with more scales in his body.
I give him red sunglasses, purple jacket, red and black striped shirt, black belt with white skull, black and green pants, purple sneakers and purple side backpack
I decided not give him hoodie or beanie unless if weather or the classroom is too cold because is bad for snakes hair
2. Clawd Wolf
Is almost like his G1 version but I give him mohawk afro hair. Teal, black and some gold jacket, pants and shoes. white and black striped shirt with moon crescent necklace
I didn't forget add his tail :D
3. Jackson Jekyll / Holt Hyde
Now for Jackson I went to G1 version and I give them retro squared glasses, yellow and white checkered shirt, checkered tie and checkered black pants and blue shoes.
And I added school backpack with cute monsters keychains
As for Holt's design. I give him blue fiery hair to separate Heath's design. For his clothing I design punk style duality. With red, white and black jacket, purple shirt, black and orange punk pants and mismatched shoes
Also I give him school backpack too without Jackson's keychains, red and purple headphones and orange round glasses ( I don't think transforming a monster can fix their sight)
4. Gillington "Gil" Webber
As for Gil's fashion inspired by recent G3 design: I give him teal and white sweater, black tank, black and white fish belt, green pants with black tentacle design and black and white sneakers
I like he's able to stay in land without using scuba helmet filled with water. Stilll he needs stay hydrate 24/7.
5. Manny Taur
Now for Manny. I give him grey top tank with orange vest. Blue pants and combat boots
He looks tough but his total softie. I promise
6. Heath Burn
Its combination of G1 and G3 Heath. I give him fiery blue shirt and fiery black pants, blue open toes sandals and heat-resistant gloves (to prevent burning something or someone)
Oh I give him nice set earrings and hint of his demonic heritage ;)
7. Invisi Billy
Finally for Invisibilly. I give him blue beanie, dark teal jacket with purple details, blue t shirt with danger sign and dark blue pants and boots
I decided to give him dark sunglasses for 2 reasons:
One is nod to classical invisible monster (Griffin) wears dark googles.
Two: Headcanon: Invisibilly's eyes are sensible to sunlight
This is Invisibilly "invisible" form
That’s pretty much it. I'm planning to make part 4 soon. I'm so excited!!!
#monster high#gaia online#deuce gorgon#clawd wolf#jackson jekyll#holt hyde#gil webber#manny taur#heath burns#invisi billy#I still hope that Jackson/Holt appear in g3 cartoon#And get Invisibilly more appearances and character development#Just because he's “invisible” isn't excuse#midnight random ramblings
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!!!!!! ok i thought that would have been an unpopular opinion i was kinda scared. saw the response from you and benewhorian and that was pretty much what i was thinking about it but i'm stilll pretty new to assassin's creed as a franchise and wasn't sure if i just was misunderstanding something because i've seen a LOT of aus making ratonhnhaké:ton a templar but the few i actually went ahead and read never?? felt like connor to me?
i remember one specifically practically erased every good trait he had, he felt more like some blank background character. he was cold, ruthless, did little else but follow orders when told (always came from haytham and was always to "take care" of somebody), and was just so far away from the character i thought i knew. it always felt odd the way he gets treated and characterized in all of them and i hated it a lot lmao. with so many though i could not figure out if there was just something i was missing
appreciate u though you both always seem to have good takes on characters so feels good to know i hold the same opinion with y'all on this. stop making ratonhnhaké:ton evil it's time we start making everyone else good
!! Unpopular opinion or not you shouldn’t have to be scared for sharing these thoughts. I think it makes for good analysis and general food for thought, especially as someone who enjoys ac3’s story and characters.
I don’t have much else to add that hasn’t already been said before, but yeah even for an au that characterization is kinda ,, idk I don’t gel with it. I feel like it’s more for a certain aesthetic tbh, and just as a general bad-end scenario (which I see the appeal of). But it’s still sad bc the most important themes to said character are,, gone
Benewhorian is fr super cool though and much better at wording things than I am LMAO I’m grateful for his input. Glad you like Ratonhnhaké:ton’s character too!!
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abt to shower just bc im cold lol... wearing warm sweater and slippers and stilll..
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Tag nine people to get to know better (TY for the tag @king-zigzag)
Note - if you've been tagged, feel free to answer or ignore any of these prompts based on your personal comfort level. You don't have to interact at all, and you can pick or choose what you do want to talk about if you choose to engage. There's no pressure.
Three ships: fucking uhhhhhhmmmmm Goliath and Karma from Goliath's R3quem (I'm fond of it okay, sue me), Gabriel and V-1 from Ultrakill, aaaand me and all my selfships let's goooo
First ship: Emmet and Lucy from The Lego Movie! Fun fact, I submitted this ship to Robbydude's The One True Pairing Stream and it lost. Immediately. Everyone hated it so fucking much. But hey! It was fun to try! Also from me shipping these two lego characters, I made a fanchild named Emily...who later became her own character as Emily Kinotrix, aka the main character for The Metamorphic Moral, my main story in the works!!
Last Song: DRAW THE LINE (RESURRECTION) BABY WOOOOO
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Last Movie: The FNAF Movie (I actually liked it...)
Currently Reading: I'm going through this Mario and Me journal I got a year ago and I STILLL need to catch myself up with it, it's so fun
Currently Watching: Hotel Hell, Kitchen Nightmares, Scarlet C0mbine (waiting at a premiere), BFDI: TPOT
Currently consuming: I had dinner earlier (boneless thighs with cheesy broccoli) so I am just having cold water ig. I also had apple chicken sausages with over medium eggs on rice with hot sesame oil for lunch mmm
Currently Craving: I want Raising Canes, or Habit Burger Grill, or Chop Stop, or pumpkin frappe, or pumpkin oreo shake, or half chicken plate with lots of garlic butter, or giant pumpkin muffin, or a lovely soda pleaseeee I like a treat
I tag...anyone who wanna join in, sorry I don't like pinging others because I don't wanna be annoying jhbfvf but this was fun!!!! yay!!!!
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Darkness(2)
Pairing: Yandere Mafia Yoongi & Chubby reader
Duration: Series
Warnings: yandere tendencies, kidnapping, talks of abusive family, insecurities
Summary: Why you just didn´t listen to what was said to you? Now you are staring at your destruction. But maybe it wont´t be that bad.
I do not condone this behaviour and credits to the owner of the giph
Y/N POV:
I was now in all honestly in really nice looking house. It scared me to be in unknown place all by my self. The man in alley named Yoongi (he told me in the car to call him like that) was nowhere to be seen. In a span of the short time Yoongi showed me his let´s say a good side. He is man of his words, comanding, cold but he already managed to have a soft spot for me. How strange. But he stilll kidnapped me. Even if I don´t have to live with my abusive father no more it doesn´t cut it. Just then the dooor opened. In the room walked none other than Yoongi. A small smile appeared on his expresionless face when he saw me tucked in bed.
Yoongi´s POV:
I walked in my room where I was expecting Y/n to be. But nothing would prepare me for the sight that greeted me. Y/n's adorable self was safely tucked in my sheets on my bed. She looked hella cute. Her plump body was one to die for. She was made for me and I would be damned if I don't protect my woman right nor I would let her go now. This precious baby is now mine to keep.
" Do not be afraid of me please, tiny dove. I do not mean to cause any harm to you. I only wish you would stay with me and taught me how to love and be able to be loved. That's all I do ask of you. " With every puff of air she took she also took my breath away. She had the most squeezable cheek. I wanted to touch it so bad. She just made it so tough to concentrate. My mind wasn't in clear state. My most cherished humming bird looked like she was thinking. Not waiting long for her answer I almost chocked at my own saliva. With my wide open eyes I had to look comically but soon I proudly smiled. What a smart one I have. She knows what is best for her. "Thank you a lot for giving me this chance, you do not have to worry I won't let you down. Not now no later on. .....So wanna have a lunch with me?"
"Yes I would like to Yoongi."
#bts#bts imagine#bts fic#bts min yoongi#bts yoongi imagine#bts yoongi fic#yandere Yoongi#mafia yoongi#chubby reader#yoonfi fic#yoongi series
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how my day went ^0^
okay !! listen to these songs while you read <3
okay so !! we’ll start from last night !!
last night i decided to clean up a bit, around the living room and hallway, and when i was looking in a box, i found a beanie :’) not just any beanie tho !! it was my tios marine corps beanie he would ALLLWAYSSS wear when it was raining or cold :’) and i just like saw it and broke down in tears :( i ended up putting it on, and finishing the rest of the cleaning !!
i went to sleep extremely extremely late (like around 6:45am) which i usually dont do unless im feeling sick, but i wasn’t sick at all, it was just like something keeping me up yk ?? i hadn’t realized that i STILLL had the beanie on, and so i was like “oh?” and i took it off, and placed it onto the pillow right next to me, and after i did that, i was able to sleep peacefully :’) it was like i felt the presence of my tio right beside me, like protecting me :’) and i woke up feeling absolutely amazing like i was over the moon and stars dude
anyways !! the rest of my day was pretty boring </3 i went our for a drive earlier !! just blasting tfw on repeat dbheb and i stopped at a red light and i saw a lil kid jamming out to it from the other car :’)
now i’m just listening to music, and writing <3
OKAY THX FOR BEING INTERESTED IN MY DAY
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