#so yeah hope you like this little deleted scene lmao
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This is a Steddie confession scene I wrote and then changed the one-shot I was writing it for so much that it doesn’t fit anymore. Rather than scrap it entirely, I thought I’d post it here. Enjoy!
“No,” Steve says. “I just… I had a realization tonight that didn’t help the other situation, I don’t think.”
Eddie slowly nods, leaning more towards Steve, but only slightly. “What kind of realization?”
Steve feels a pit open up in the bottom of his stomach, and he wishes it would get big enough to swallow him from the inside out. “That maybe I don’t mind getting hit on by guys. That maybe I like it.” He intends to stop there, but apparently Steve’s mouth has other plans, and suddenly he’s spilling out words he so desperately wants to keep under wraps. “That maybe I want to take them out, see their bands play at shitty gigs, listen to them talk about Lord of the Rings and D&D, watch them hang out with the kids and be the good cop to my bad cop.” Steve puts his head on the steering wheel again. “Maybe I want that, Eds, and maybe that scares the shit out of me.”
The car goes silent once again and Steve wishes for nothing more than for Eddie to just get out of the car so Steve can drive away and forget this all happened. He can feel the all-too-familiar feeling of hurt and rejection in his chest. It feels like heartburn, and his chest feels tight.
“Steve.” Eddie says finally.
Steve doesn’t move. He can’t move.
“Stevie, look at me.”
Steve can’t avoid this forever. He lifts his head up slightly and turns to look at Eddie. He just wants this to be over with. Maybe he’ll just let him down gently and then they’ll never see each other again. That thought alone, though, causes another kind of hurt to soar through Steve’s chest. He shouldn’t have said anything, he doesn’t want to lose Eddie.
Eddie, surprisingly however, cups Steve’s face in his hands and forces him into a proper sitting position once again. “I’m gonna need more than a maybe, Steve.”
Steve furrows his eyebrows. “What do you mean?”
Eddie’s face stays serious. “Do you maybe want this? Or do you actually want this? I need more than a maybe.”
Steve’s eyes widen a little as he takes everything in and processes it. Eddie’s cupping his face, he doesn’t seem upset about the fact that Steve basically confessed his feelings for him. If anything, Eddie looks maybe… hopeful? Steve stares into Eddie’s eyes for a moment and he thinks. He really thinks. Is this something he wants with Eddie? Does he want to keep Eddie by his side? Does he want to get out of Hawkins with Eddie someday, start a life somewhere else? Does he want to still have him when everyone else has left? Does he really, really want to kiss him right now? The answer comes easy.
“I want this, Eddie. I want… you.”
#steddie#stranger things#steve harrington#eddie munson#bug writes#just a little blurb#the actual oneshot this was supposed to be a part of is finished now and will be posted tomorrow#I wrote this before changing practically the entire body of the fic tho and then it didn't work with what i had already written#but i couldnt just get rid of 'im gonna need more than a maybe steve'#that shit shot me in the chest and im the one that wrote it!!#so yeah hope you like this little deleted scene lmao
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it’s literally your own fault that you have trauma from personality play, idiot. why the fuck would you EVER engage in intense kink with people you didn’t trust/people who didn’t believe in hypnosis/etc. and not practice the most obvious safety precautions during lmao. moronic behavior honestly.
Wasn't 100% sure if I should reply or delete-- My rule is to delete anon-hate without a second thought and the moment the word 'idiot' was brought out it fell into that category. So firstly, no sympathy/support either for the message or the circumstances please. I'm not here for that and it undermines the point if people focus on that.
Buuut here's the thing. I know. This isn't an accusation or an insult or even mean. Everything you say is in the body of the Ethical Personality Play post. Like-- uuuh--- I dunno what to say? Congrats, you read the post?
Fact is these events happened 15+ years ago and the community lacked the support, education and structure that it has now. I'm trying to help build something which I needed back then. Will I save everyone? No. Can I help like one person? I hope so.
But like, I was a self-destructive moronic idiot 15+ years ago and I am sorta open about it?
Like here are direct quotes (key quotes bolded):
I have experience with this fallacy myself. In utilizing hypnosis to ignore my triggers I did severe damage to myself and I am now plagued with intrusive memories and nightmares of events that happened during scenes that I was able to effortlessly indulge in during the scene but as they say "The body keeps the score" and I was in fact doing further damage to myself. Something which my partner at the time was not equipped to deal with because I'd failed to disclose or even treat the situation as worth being safe about.
Now I am just burdened with further damage by ignoring my brain's defenses on my existing pain.
Likewise I want to note the power imbalance that comes from play like this. A motivated hypnotee can fling themselves into this arena and do harm to the hypnotist. This does fly both ways. A hypnotee not advocating for themselves or exercising their agency will make a hypnotist accessory to the damage.
This is a sin I have committed.
...look... I don't want to be an old lady yelling at the kids for doing things when I did them myself at that age.
I'd be a hypocrite if I didn't pretend I didn't see the allure on both sides of the watch.
I just... there weren't 20+ year experienced hypnosis veterans who had been in my character play abusing position when I was growing up. No one warned me. I learned all this the hard way and I hurt people. People I loved. Moreover I hurt me. In ways that will never heal.
I just want to spare anyone I can the pain of going through this.
So--- like
Yeah. You read the post and understood it. I'm glad you read the post and understood it.
The landscape was different back then but that's no excuse. We were a fucking dumb child who wanted to be anyone but ourselves and acted recklessly because of it. We were a dangerous and toxic hypnotee and we should have known better.
That's the lesson. That's the point. I'm not here to ask forgiveness from the people I hurt or sympathy for the fact we fucked up. We just want to help build framework that didn't exist when we were starting out.
History on the hypnokink community is a topic that probably does need to be taught-- but if you're young enough that you've never known a place without framework, education and support then I'm glad, honestly. It means a lot of good people, dedicated people, have done work building houses my silly little essays can only manage to move pebbles with. I'm glad for that. Really.
The post isn't there for you to think "Poor Cammie :(" it's there for you to think "What an idiot, I'm never going to be like her"
So-- yeah-- I don't post anon-hate as a rule-- so thank you for the fan mail. Knee-jerk reaction aside, it makes me happy that you got the point.
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griot - shuri x reader
A/N: LMAO I GOT THIS IDEA IN THE SHOWER AND I THOUGHT IT WOULD BE HILARIOUS SO I DECIDED TO WRITE IT
is the idea dumb? yes. is it gonna flop? maybe. am i still gonna write it? fuck yeah!!
dedicated to @locoforshuri i think ur really cool and i think you might like this so please read it my mutual bb <3
you waddled your way into shuri’s lab. being 4 months pregnant, you became extra clingy than usual and your hormones were all over the place. you figured spending some time with shuri might calm you down a bit.
you walked in and instantly noticed shuri’s frustrated state. you saw the images displayed on the blue screen in front of her, and remembered that this was the project she’d been stressing on a lot lately. it was a security system for the palace. she wanted to reinforce the building as you’d be welcoming a child soon, and wanted to keep it safe so that no harm would ever come to your child.
her muscles were tensed. you slowly walked up to her and covered her eyes with your palms. “guess who?”
“oh, is that riri?”
you swiftly moved your hands from her eyes to slap her on the arm. she giggled and turned around to give you a hug, mindful of your growing baby belly.
“hello, my love. i missed you. and you.” she said, moving down to kiss your baby bump.
“i saw how worked up you looked. wanna take a break and get some ice cream?”
“i’d love to, but i’m almost done with this algorithm. just wait for about half an hour? i promise i’ll be done after that!”
you sighed but nodded. shuri smiled widely and gave you a long, passionate kiss before turning back to her work station. you waddled to one of the couches in the lab and sat down, picking up a magazine on the table next to you to pass time.
after half an hour was up, shuri was almost done with the algorithm, but then accidentally hit the delete button instead of save.
“damnit! griot, can you retrieve the algorithm i just deleted?”
“it appears the recently deleted folder has glitched for some reason. i don’t think i’ll be able to access it.”
“oh for bast’s sake!! i did not design you to be this incompetent!!”
for some reason, hearing shuri yell at griot triggered something in you. you started crying and walked up to shuri, grabbing the end of the table as you tried to stabilise yourself.
“griot, can you hear me?” you sobbed out.
“yes, queen y/n.”
“i’m sorry shuri is being mean to you. she doesn’t mean it. she’s actually really sweet. she’s just a little stressed out right now, with a baby on the way and this thing she’s been working on for so long. i promise she didn’t mean to hurt your feelings.”
shuri was never more confused in her entire life. she knew your mood swings were severe and unpredictable. but this?
what made the situation even weirder is that griot started crying too.
“i do everything panther asks for, and it’s never enough. i know i make mistakes sometimes, but all algorithms glitch!”
the sight was hilarious. just you and griot sobbing together. shuri figured out that there was a bug in her system so she resolved that to make griot stop sobbing.
at first, she didn’t know how to calm you down. but then she realised what she had to do.
“griot.” she cleared her throat.
“yes, panther?” by now griot stopped sobbing and spoke clearly.
“i apologise for my rude behaviour. even though you’re an ai and have no feelings, i must still speak to you nicely. i hope we can move on from this and still work together?”
“of course, panther. no hard feelings.”
you stopped crying after that and wiped your cheeks. you smiled at shuri.
“see, griot? i told you she’s really sweet.”
“what’s sweeter is the ice cream we’re about to have. my lady?” shuri extends her hand and you take it, walking out of the lab together, talking about which flavour of ice cream you’re gonna get and what toppings you’re gonna ask for.
*lil bonus scene cuz you guys deserve it*
when the lab is emptied out, griot plays thot shit by megan thee stallion and quietly sings along.
“i’m a bad bitch”
BAHAHAHAH I LAUGHED MY ASS OFF THE ENTIRE TIME WRITING THIS AND I HOPE I MADE YALL SMILE TOO
#shuri x reader#shuri x black reader#shuri so fine#griot has feelings too#black panther#wakanda forever#i have no regrets this is hilarious#we need more comedic fan fics on this app#my baby deserves to laugh#queen of simps does it again
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niyaaaa do u have any tips for people who wanna get into fic writing? 👀
i don’t really get how the whole posting format for fics works on here tbh 😭 and like your info area it’s so cool
YEAH OFC!! btw dm me your username so i can follow and support you <3
tip 1- the posting format isnt that hard to get used to actually its just you create a tumblr text post and then copy and paste your fic onto it, add the tags and stuff then post it. if you want to add banners, headers and stuff to make it look better then go ahead, just add images to the text post
tip 2- the info area is the same as above, just add pictures of your choice etc to the text post, add your information, name, age, fav things etc and then to link posts to your post, highlight where u want the link to go, then copy the link of the post u want linked then press the hyperlink that looks like two chains linked together when you highlight the text if that makes sense? sounds like a lot but its rlly not i promise haha
tip 3- always type your fics on other apps like word or google docs since they have an auto save feature!! i dont reccomend typing your fics on tumblr since one if the app crashes, it doesn't automatically save your work so everything you wrote will get deleted (some versions of tumblr do have autosave, my laptop has it but my phone and iPad doesn't, so i dont rely on it)
tip 4- idk if you want tips on actual fic writing or just how to get your fics onto tumblr but ill help you with that anyway. with me when i write fics i always imagine it out in my head. theres some of my fics where i just went with the flow and wrote wgatever came to mind and those are the fics i hate the most because they dont rlly make sense to me. theyre always so random and it just seems rushed and bad.
i picture my fics like a scene in my head and whatever i want the character to do, think, say or feel i write that shit down asap. i use other online sources to help get more descriptive like the emotion theasurus <- honestly one of my favourite things to use ever, they have so much body language to use for every emotion in the damn book
dialogue is also something i find difficult. i've improved i personally feel like but its still hard for me especially if im writing a new character. i never want to make the character seem OOC so i do lots of research before hand. i normally use the wiki to read up on a characters personality.
for example i'll use ran for this since he's like 99% of my account lmao. in the wiki, he's described as "naturally whimsical toward others which makes him inscrutable" though ran doesnt have many scenes in the manga (which i hate bc i love him sm) its impossible to actually write him down to a tee so i use that naturally whimsical description to make him playful, charismatic, carefree etc, going off what little information i have with him.
getting a characters personality down is what can make or break a dialogue. for me when im reading a fic of a character and their dialogue is so OOC it puts me off and i dont even wanna read. so i apply my same fic icks to myself and think if I don't like seeing this and that in a fic, why would I incorporate those in my fics and have ppl get put off it if they have the same fic icks as me?
hope that makes sense!!
tip 5- dont rush yourself at all. i used to rush a few of my fics and i just ended up hating it so much after and fought bck the urge to delete them so many times but then i'd see people's comments and realise i was being too harsh on myself. i'd keep them up but i'd just hate seeing them get attention.
rushing only makes you hate your work and the quality of your work will decline if you are not in the right headspace.
thats also why i have the don't rush me thing in my rules because not only is it annoying to see people constantly asking for updates, it also makes me mad because i know i'll just put out a piece of garbage if i did rush.
also another tip don't give yourself deadlines!! if you know your writing consistency can be a little sloppy, don't tell your followers that you're going to upload every so and so day. if something happens and you miss the deadline, you'll feel bad and rush something out and most times out of ten, a rushed fic doesn't do well. so take your time and don't rush.
tip 6- dont listen to what other people say or feel obligated to write something you don't wanna. establish your boundaries!! for example, from day one i started this blog i said im accepting requests but i will not write anything to do with non-con, incest or minors. i made sure that was out there so i wouldn't feel uncomforable writing anything i wasn't comfy with.
there are people on this app that may like your writing and request you to write something for them. you are not obligated to write anything for anyone! don't feel like you have to just because they asked nicely.
if you want to accept requests you can im not saying you shouldn't, im saying don't feel like you have to. you always have a choice. its your blog.
tip 7- remember this isn't a job. you're allowed to take breaks, allowed to have a personal life. don't feel like you need to be updating every day. i used to think i was obligated to be uploading consistently at least every week because i was obsesssed with engagement and seeing peoples comments and was scared if i took a break ppl will unfollow. now i honestly don't care. i'm not active as much as i used to because of school and that's fine! if ppl want to leave, let them. don't feel like you're forced to keep being active in order to keep your follower count stable.
tip 8- this app can get really toxic sometimes. luckily enough i've only had one toxic anon in my inbox and i've been on this app for a year. some people have so many, some ppl get harrassed etc. if that happens to you just be prepared since there's no actual way to find out who's behind anons. you can turn off your anon options which means if ppl want to inbox you something then their account will be showing. some people arent comfortable with that and that's fine! i keep mine on because i want people to feel comfortable on my page.
just remember though if you ever feel like this app is getting overwhelming take breaks! for the sake of your mental health take breaks. i know so many writers on here that took breaks and came back healthier and stronger.
i feel like this tip goes for social media in general. as much as i love social media im aware how unhealthy it is. breaks are so important for you. remember that.
i can't think of anymore tips right now but if i have some more i will edit the post and add it on.
if u have anymore questions about the tumblr posting format dm me and ill help you out :))
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Just wanted to pop in and tell you how obsessed I am with your saint stephen series. Diane in the latest fic is so perfect and I’m just waiting for spring break for that poor woman because she’s not going to be okay. Having Carol be the camera person for most of the videos that everyone took of Steve is so perfect I can hardly put it into words.
Spring Break is going to be a shit show, especially if Eddie is still at the center of it, since now he won’t have Dustin on his side immediately after the comments he made about Steve.
I’m so excited to see how you write everything. The days I get an email from AO3 telling me you’ve updated are blessed days, thank you for sharing your writing!!
hi!! thank you so much!! i’m fairly obsessed with it myself haha
diane is so fun, i have a lot of notes on her and her relationships with steve and dick. and yeah, spring break is gonna hit her like a truck. or should i say she’ll hit spring break like a truck lmao. it’s always a shame to me when steve’s parents don’t really have a role in more angsty steve fics because i think, you know, we know so little about them! you can really play around with them!
carol is everything to me and i need her to start getting appreciated more lol. i actually was going to include more about the tapes, because essentially, they filmed all of their (tommy, carol and steve) birthdays, but generally each person kept the tapes of their own birthdays. and there was gonna be more about carol and steve’s dynamic within them, but i just couldn’t fit it in, so it remains within my deleted scenes! but maybe i’ll get to bring them up in the next fic!
eddie is gonna be… i don’t want to spoil anything but he’s kinda gonna take a bit of step back in this version of events? like you said, he doesn’t have dustin backing him, and none of the kids really like him or want him around lol. but i hope what i’m planning to do with his character is still interesting!
i’m hoping to get the first chapter of the next fic out this month, but i want to at least draft out the entire of s4 before i start publishing, so we’ll have to see how quickly i can do that lmao!!
#saint stephen#steve harrington’s mother#diane harrington#should that be my tag for her now?#carol perkins#eddie munson#stranger things#asks#anon
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@thecitrusscale there's only two and they're nothing crazy lmao, but here you go!!
Deleted scenes from A Familiar Stranger.
From Ch. 4 - Peter picks a fight with Tony at the mall, pressing him about his theoretical attraction to Betty:
“What?” Tony inclined his head.
“Betty at school,” Peter explained. “Actually, MJ and Ned, too. They all think you’re handsome. That’s probably why they’re coming over in the first place.”
“Not Miles?” Tony said. “I wonder why I haven’t awed him yet. Probably ‘cause he’s new to the bunch. I just need time to make an impression.”
“That’s not creepy at all…”
“Oh, I was just kidding.” Tony rolled his eyes. “I don’t care about your little high school buddies. Girls or boys.”
“Oh no?”
“No,” Tony said a little more firmly. “I don’t.”
Peter shrugged. “Well, whatever. Just warning you. If you hang out with us, I’m pretty sure you’re gonna be stared at.”
Tony sighed. “I think I might stay inside then. Don’t want to lead anybody on.”
“Definitely not,” Peter agreed.
“I’m no tease,” Tony said seriously, “but like I said. Not interested in them, so that’s that.”
“You wouldn’t, I don’t know, date one of them if they asked, or like hinted?” Peter asked.
Tony frowned. “Are you serious?”
“Yeah, I mean, they’re all 18, I’m the last one who isn’t, so if you—”
“Pete, seriously?”
“What?” Peter asked in annoyance. “I’m just making conversation. I genuinely wanna know. If Betty came up to you right now and was like, ‘ohh Mr. Stark’ or whatever, you wouldn’t even think about it?”
“I don’t know what to say. I don’t really get why you’re even asking me. Of course it’s a no, why would you think there’s even a one percent chance it would be a yes?”
“I don’t know. I was just asking. We’re joking around.”
“Doesn’t feel like a joke.”
“Right, well isn’t that what we were just fighting about? Supposed jokes?”
Tony didn’t say anything.
“I find it really hard to believe you wouldn’t go for her. She’s pretty, smart, sort of nice, I guess. Just admit it. I don’t care.”
“Isn’t she dating your best friend?”
“Yeah, but you can admit you like her. Ned’s not here.”
“I’d admit it if I did, and I don’t.”
“What about MJ?”
“Pete, you could give me your entire fucking yearbook, and it would be a no to everyone.”
“Everyone? Every single person? You can say that for a fact?”
Tony looked confused and pissed, and Peter recognized that he better stop. Just shut up before he went too far.
“Jesus. I don’t know. Fuck it, maybe one person. You’ll have to show me the yearbook. Can we drop this now?”
“Yes, absolutely.”
“Where the hell did that even come from?”
“I-I don’t know,” Peter admitted. “I just…they were talking about you at lunch and it got me thinking.”
“Thinking?”
“Yeah, like, they’re all together, and it’s awkward because I’m the only one not dating anyone, and then they started talking about you, and it made me realize you’re single, or whatever. You know, so then I was thinking about why you don’t date and who you would if you did. I didn’t mean to piss you off. I don’t know.”
Tony sighed. “You didn’t piss me off because you were asking about dating. I don’t get how you could think I was perverted enough to want one of your friends, especially when they’re all young and taken. I’ve known them since they were kids.”
Peter’s lip started to quiver. So to his face, his dad was all, “I’m a good guy. I’m not perverted. I would never do that.” But online, he was calling Tom sweet and cute, wishing him good morning, and hoping he slept well. Tom wasn’t too fucking young for him. How was he supposed to trust that his dad wasn’t going to see the hearts in Betty’s eyes and pounce? He would either have to cancel all pool parties, or have them and keep a watchful eye.
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From Ch. 13 - Another fight. Tom hasn't been answering Tony online and when Peter insists that he'll drive Tony to the restaurant for Father's Day, tensions rise:
“Because I like driving.”
“I know that,” Peter argued, “but you always drive. I want a turn now that I have my learner’s permit, and I can only do that if you’re in the car too.”
Tony frowned.
“You let Happy drive you. I don’t see what the big deal is.”
“You think I’m going to get us in an accident or something?” he added.
“I never said that,” Tony replied.
“Then what’s your problem? I just wanted to be the one to drive if I’m taking you out.”
“How about I drive us there, and you drive us back?” Tony offered.
“What? No.” Peter scrunched his face. “That’s ridiculous.”
“I don’t know what to tell you, Pete. I always drive when we go somewhere. Why do we need to change that now?”
“Are you actually serious,” Peter demanded, rising from the couch. “You’re actually serious. You really don’t want me driving that bad. It’s that important to you.”
“Yeah, guess it is.”
“I don’t believe this.”
“What, that you didn’t get your own way?” Tony raised his eyebrows.
“No, this isn’t even about me getting my own way.”
“Then what’s it about?”
“You being a dick for no reason,” Peter challenged.
“What did you just say to me?”
“No,” Peter said. “You are being a dick, and I’ll say it again if it’s true. You’re the one who taught me to drive. You bought me a car when I got my permit, and now all of a sudden, I’m not good enough to drive? What’s wrong with you?”
“I—”
“You know what? Forget it.” Peter threw his hands up. “I don’t wanna hear it.”
“Come on, Pete. Wait.” Tony called while he went up the stairs.
Peter paused. “Now I know why I feel like I can’t do anything right. Because I can’t. You just proved it. I can’t even drive.”
His dad walked closer, as if he was about to follow him, so Peter picked up his pace. The crack already in his door jamb got a little bit worse after he slammed the door.
A few minutes later, he heard the front door slam. Apparently his dad was going back to work.
Peter felt like laughing for some fucked up reason. His dad hadn’t given him attitude like that in ages. It had been another stressful time for Stark Industries then too. When he added in the fact that Tom was giving Tony the cold shoulder, he had cooked up the perfect storm.
He’d felt like shit from arguments with his dad before, but nothing as bad as this. It hurt worse arguing with him now that he was in love with him.
Dad: I’m sorry.
Dad: You can drive if you want to.
Dick. You could have just said that from the beginning.
Dad: Come on.
Dad: I know you can drive just fine.
Dad: Peter. Please.
Dad: Can you at least text back to let me know you’re alive?
Peter considered not responding, but he took the bait.
Peter: No.
Dad: I’ll take it.
Peter: What was that even about?
Peter: If you’re that stressed from work maybe you should ask for help or take a vacation.
Dad: It’s not work.
I could’ve told you that. Was he really that pissed because Tom hadn’t responded? It was kind of funny, but not if it meant his dad’s frustrations were being taken out on him.
Peter: You can’t take things out on me like that.
Peter: I didn’t even do anything wrong.
Well, he had, but not the asking to drive part.
#a familiar stranger#afs#if there's one thing about peter and tony in this verse it's that they're going to be dramatic as absolute fuck#especially peter#like can he chill?
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I never knew what to say about zsg because, well, there are a lot of aspects about it that don't align with my usual taste, despite its objective high quality. I mean, I'm a sfw fan 😂 That said, I'm always in awe that with your busy job, you continue to feed us so well. I'm busy too and only going yo get busier, so it's an inspiration, as longfics are what I prefer to write as well (though it doesn't come nearly as naturally, lol). And, you're right, zsg deserves to hear the love and admiration I have for it, so here goes.
To start with, the fic definitely has residence in my head, despite reading it nearly a year ago. There are scenes I still think about. I was talking about then with a friend just a week ago. Since I don't have time to read fic these days (cries), the most I can do is go back to old fics and reread my favorite scenes, and I do that with zsg, because there are such high quality, top tier moments. The "you're looking at me" "I never stopped" ??? That might be the pinnacle bkdk. I can't believe I've never seen that before in a bkdk fic? Or if it was there, it didn't hit as hard.
I know you're not so into the falling action part of a fic, but I loved the last bits with bkdk. When Baku realizes Deku's staying? Those moments they have of figuring things out are so good. And the provisional exam being inspired by Kamino was great. Really clever and a nice homage. And, of course, very nice that Deku could be a hero again.
Also, the Shinsou content is perf. I always love a side character having a big part in a ship fic and that shinbaku relationship is exactly why. (Similarly, I loved All Might and Aizawa helping Baku out.) That flashback scene where Deku calls Baku Kacchan? So good. And so smart as a flashback, because it would have been too much in the actual timeline, but where you fit it in the plot was really really clever. I also generally love a flashback--unpopular opinion, but I do.
Those were some of my biggest highlights! I hope my little disclaimer at the top isn't totally assholish 💀 I think you're just great and really admire your openness and the things you try to tackle in fics and your incredible output. I hope you're doing well <3
ahhh Anjum thank you so much for sending this!!! AHHH i'm sorry i complain on here so often i was so embarrassed i deleted the post lmao
gosh yeah especially when you read sfw stuff in general! i have this habit of writing REALLY detailed and explicit sex scenes 😳 what made you read it, in that case? (obviously you dont have to answer!)
god. every time i think about their devotion to one another i want to combust into flames. think for much LESS we had to work with when we were writing a few years ago?! the way horikoshi has developed katsuki into this passionate, level-headed, absolutely hopelessly committed to Izuku - literally never saw it coming. these two deserve peace in the end. they deserve to live a life on their own terms. they just DESERVE TO BE HAPPYYYY
urgh its Izuku's DREAM and of course horikoshi is setting him up to lose one for all, i think thats been his intention from the beginning, but his life is only starting!!! he's only 15!!! you're telling me he's going to risk his life and lose the only thing he's ever wanted?! i wonder if horikoshi used all might in his big-old mecha suit as a hint that deku would still be a hero, just using assist devices. at least i hope. this kid deserves a chance. (i dont know if you're caught up on the manga?? i'm kind of ranting lol)
adjfakldjflk;asjdlfjasdfj ANYWAY WHEN I TELL YOU THIS MADE MY DAYYYYYY adsjfaldjfkl argh you just made me so happy especially because its been a long time and i forget parts about it but TO HEAR THAT EVEN THE PARTS THAT FELT LIKE A STRUGGLE WERE STILL ENJOYABLE?! urgh i appreciate you so much thank you for taking time out of your day to reassure a complainy weirdo like me
#🥺🥺🥺#i love you and appreciate you so much#i still remember izuku leaving U.A and that panel of him looking exhausted and saying 'a giant villain' was what inspired zsg#and just the thoughts of what katsuki would do. if izuku went full vigilante and disappeared#now we have SO MUCH. we have the apology. the izuku. the catching him in the rain. the literally thinking about him before he dies.#the instantly meeting eyes as he resurrects like some angel. them saving all might together.#god. i love they.
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Hi, everyone, I hope you are all well. I've been more than less active for many reasons and one of them is because of the recent passing of my dad.
So, the whole situation was more or less like this: dad is gone but it wasn't really our greatest issue 😮💨
Just to give you more insight, in Latin America besides the "official" religions such as Christianity we have the folk traditional religions, which are mostly African-Indigenous or indigenous in nature. Usually all of them are a mixture of traditional African and Indigenous cults and rituals and folk Catholicism.
I was raised in one of these religions, the name is umbanda and my dad was what we can call a priest of this religion. This is the first thing.
Random fact: my brother is mixed from a Romani family and my little sister is Ashkenazi Jewish, from Ukraine and Poland. This has nothing to do with the story but I find it interesting lmao
So, anyway, on the funeral day one of the greatest issues was my mother. I don't even know how much I can consider her my mother anymore. The thing is: we had to kinda run away from home because she's abusive. She's one of these Cluster B personality disorders, most likely narcissist and borderline. She was always authoritarian, manipulative, unstable, unpredictable and cruel but in the last few years her nicest persona was diminishing until it disappeared and everything went downhill.
I was the "golden child", she seemed to give me more attention and protection than to my sister, but in an excessive way. This prevented me from having several experiences that could make me grow and I don't really feel like a proper adult even today. I was also always more sensitive and coward so she used to manipulate me more. My sister never accepted what she demanded and she always thought she was crazy and they were always arguing.
This is a third thing.
So basically what happened is that the whole day me and my siblings had to deal with other people's needs and emotions because apparently they were suffering more than we were.
When we arrived at the temple, my mother came to open the gate and said "if I knew who it was I wouldn't come to open it." Yeah.
She didn't want to show us my dad's bedroom where he spent the rest of his days and the photographs he left to us as a memorial. She basically said "you don't really deserve it, but you can see them in the drawer." (??????)
But the issues with her didn't stop there. After the funeral she had a massive argument with my brother and other people... _Inside_ the temple. Just so you know, when the master of a temple in such religions dies, the spiritual of the place is also mourning. So it's important to keep it as silent and respectful as possible. People were allowed to sleep there, but not anymore, because the drama queen had to complain my brother wasn't "respecting" her enough even though she was literally yelling at him.
This was not the end though. She commented on a bunch of absurd things in one of his posts about respecting our mourning (and not asking us for stuff or trying to be the center of attention) calling him a drunkard and "a little king" who needs constant attention.
Me and my sister freaked out and called yelling at her and even though she hung up she deleted the comment later.
My mother during the whole day didn't come to pay condolences for me or my siblings. I will repeat this until the end of my days and I still won't believe how sociopath she is.
So there was my brother's mom. She is nice and kind but she was too much over him and he wanted to be with us and be left alone. She kinda freaked out yelling my dad shouldn't go because she couldn't deal with my brother, because she didn't understand her, she wasn't an artist like him, etc, it was quite a scene but the least worst of them.
Then there was my little sister's mother. My brother came with her, hoping they could support each other along the way but they had to spend 8 hours listening to her stupid mother complaining about her relationship with my father and how it was bad and whatever.
Then she came out of the blue with a weird talk saying "my sister" wanted two of his ritualistic drums (they can't leave the temple because they're... Ritualistic.) And saying a bunch of things that were her own issue and my brother freaked out because dad wasn't even buried yet and she was talking about sharing his stuff and where she was going to sleep.
There was also the last affair my father had, which was basically a woman who rented my ears to talk about karma and whatever and how she and my dad had the same mission and how they were similar and blablabla and she didn't even want to compromise with him when he was alive and then she was just like "DiD yOu knOw I WaS hIs GiRlFrIeNd?" Anyways, everyone hates her, she wanted to keep his dogs and she won't LMAO
Anyways, as for myself, after all that, I'm honestly just being able to feel sad now. I feel a lot of regret for not... Not really enjoying him more. Not offering a word of consolation when he was in pain, when he broke his leg, or when he was at the hospital. Because I realized even though he was far and even when we argued, even when we blocked each other on social media, he never once stopped loving us. Everyone said that.
He kept very minimal things, like pamphlets of plays my brother did, just because he was in the play. He had things I made when I was in my first grade that were in perfect condition.
We were able to make amends in the end, I sent some audios for him and sent my drawings. I told him I watched Across the Spiderverse and I claimed Miguel as my own. But still... I feel... Kinda bad.
At the coffin he seemed... Serene. He seemed well. Like he never was while living. I believe in the end he didn't keep any grudge against us, even though all of the millions of things that happened between us and the fact I don't think I ever showed him how special he was to me (specially due the fact he was always a very complicated person and I had my own issues going on).
I hope wherever he is, he is at peace, with my grandmother and they can see how much my views on them changed and how much I feel very proud of having them as my ancestors.
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A (for Blind, But Now), Q and U! + some figurative 🍵 for the plague
Thank you for the figurative tea! Hoping to curl up with some literal tea soon 💖
A: How did you come up with the title to Blind, But Now?
I once was lost, but now am found / was [blind, but now] I see :D
But yeah, basically I had that song stuck in my head, liked the theme of redemption, and ran with it.
U: A pairing you might like to write for, but haven’t tried yet.
Ohhh, I've had an angsty sidlink idea kicking around for ages that might be interesting to try to write someday? Urbosa/Zelda’s mom could be fun, too! I do generally write what interests me, though, and I guess I have relatively narrow interests T–T
Q: Do you have any discarded scenes/storylines/projects?
Do I...
lmao actually though, do you want a deleted scene from Crystalline? I started scrolling through my old documents trying to remember just how many unused projects I actually have, and I realized that I'd completely forgotten about the version of Crystalline featuring the Thunder Dragon. I'm pretty sure I abandoned the idea when the pacing wasn't working out right and I couldn't get the scene to resolve the way I needed it to, but I still might reuse the idea for something else someday ;)
((obligatory disclaimer that this never made it out of rough draft stage))
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On "good" days, Ghirahim managed to track down a Wolfos den or Molderach nest for Link to clean out—but when all else failed, the Thunder Dragon at Lanayru Gorge was still happy to let Link throw himself against the simulated enemies of his past. More and more often, Ghirahim's thirst for a challenge led them to Lanayru eventually.
Today, Ghirahim took them straight to the gorge without bothering to look elsewhere first.
"Good to see you back here, Link!" Lanayru boomed from his usual place as they approached, sitting back on his tail. Even when Ghirahim led them, he always addressed Link. "It's been a few weeks, hasn't it? You up for another trip down memory lane?"
Link nodded, considering his options. The battle with Tentalus was difficult, but he thought Ghirahim resented how much he relied on his bow and arrows. Scaldera had lost most of its challenge now that he had the hang of it, and they'd fought plenty of Molderachs already, so…
Link opened his mouth to say Koloktos.
"He is here to fight Ghirahim," Ghirahim announced before he could get the name out, and Link whipped his head to stare. "The first battle, if you please."
"Ghirahim," Lanayru repeated, deep voice inscrutable. His cloudy beard let off barely a wisp as he stroked it, strips of lightning rippling up his stomach. "The first battle." Turning to Link, he asked, "Is that really your choice?"
Biting his lip, Link nodded. They had never faced any of his remembered battles with Ghirahim before, any more than they’d faced Demise… by unspoken agreement, he'd thought. It occurred to him that Ghirahim's spur of the moment desire for bloodshed was perhaps not as unplanned as it seemed.
“Ghirahim it is, then!” Lanayru clapped his hands together—a thunderclap. “Look to the past to understand the future, as I always say. I assume you both remember the rules, so… are you ready?”
Link nodded. Ghirahim said nothing, but his dark eyes spoke volumes as a dark mist rose from out of nowhere in Link's mind, swallowing up first the looming desert cliffs, then the grassy oasis they stood on, and finally Link himself.
The world brightened again as the simulation took hold, but not by much. The deepest chamber of Skyview Temple was dim, with only hints of sunlight shining through hidden cracks in the ceiling above, though his pale opponent seemed to gather what little light filtered through as he approached. Walking slowly, arm outstretched, Link remembered his taunting smirk all too well. That confident, unarmed approach had frightened him once.
“He’s toying with you, of course,” Ghirahim murmured from beside him, and Link spared him a glance. Gaze focused on his double, the true Ghirahim’s red cloak peeled away in diamond wisps until the two were mirrored. “Not that he would hesitate to kill you should even his pared back strength prove overwhelming. The weak must learn to survive on their own merits.”
Like the Kikwi? Link thought but didn’t say, raising the tip of his black sword experimentally. The false Ghirahim’s eyes followed it, his hand drifting sideways.
As always, the Thunder Dragon had let him bring the sword he carried with him—Ghirahim's sword now, instead of the Goddess Sword. Could this simulated Ghirahim still steal it away?
For the moment, he needn't find out. He had sparred often enough with Ghirahim since this battle to make his "training" style of battle all too familiar. Switching his sword's direction quickly, Link scored a line of diamonds down his side.
"You've grown quite comfortable with me, haven't you, Link?" the Ghirahim beside him mused. The Ghirahim he had struck approached again, silent. "No wonder you have come to harbor such affection."
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helooo hi dude hi! how about 36, 50 and 47 (for haunted hawkins)? for the ask game :-]
HIIIII dude omfg okay i got u ‼️
36. do you visualize what you read/write?
yes! when i write and imagine these scenes, i picture them often in full clarity, using myself as the 'camera.' only problem: sometimes the words won't cooperate and i can't get them down the way i want lolol. but yeah!! i visualize a lot of what i read and write!! the only upside to having a super active imagination lolol
47. if haunted hawkins were a pair of shoes, what kind would it be? describe the shoes.
oooooo if haunted hawkins were a pair of shoes...i think it would be a sturdy, slightly scuffed up pair of black doc martens boots, with little flowers embroidered on the ankles!! don't know what flower though, sorry. i know nothing about plants lmfaooo.
50. answer any question of your choice, or talk about anything you want to talk about!
OUGH hmmm okay i can't pick a question of my choice lmao BUT since we've talked about haunted hawkins i will just talk about that fic now kshgdkjgh. i miss writing it i won't lie. she is just. so intimidating for me to write and i don't know why. i love the premise of it. and i love the shenanigans i had planned for it (i am NOT abandoning this fic i swear to god i will get it done even if it kills me -- and it might! i'm having to rework somethings about it and it's....driving me a little crazy lmao) but here are some fun facts i have about haunted hawkins:
the original title of the third (technically second) chapter was going to be Season of the Witch, and it was going to be a helluva lot longer. i ended it where i did--with robin, nancy, and the tarot cards--because that felt like a stopping point. the next chapter is SUPPOSED to now be called Season of the Witch
the witch that Mr. Bell talks about is based on a real thing. The Bell Witch is a superstition in my state that many people fear. and legend has it that she did indeed kill people. She's also kinda like Beetlejuice, apparently you can say her name and she will Appear (or like bloody mary, i guess) but it has to be IN that county, or else it won't work. definitely recommend looking into her. it's a very fun legend.
in a later chapter, robin and nancy get drugged and they have a moment a la s3 style in the bathroom <3 (i actually have this one written. it was one of the first things i ever wrote for haunted hawkins)
another fun moment: deep inside one of the labs they come across, they find out that there is more stuff like the upside down. and it's worse! there are now were-demogorgons. (kinda, it's complicated and i can't really explain it rn but. Trust.)
max does successfully tag along to one of their investigations. but it's like, a low stakes one (or at least, as low stakes as it can be lol)
there was an obligatory bigfoot chapter but i think i may have deleted it. rip bigfoot i guess.
that's all i have for that lol. hope you enjoyed that!
#got mail! 📩#fishwear#haunted hawkins i will return to you one of these days i promise!!#anyway i hope u enjoyed some of that haunted hawkins lore!!#u know what. i'm gonna tag this as haunted hawkins shkgjdh#haunted hawkins#i fr need to sit down and outline the whole thing. like Properly
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like anon said, nothing that happened was your fault. it’s never okay to do that, and you aren’t to blame in any way. i hope someday you can see someone who you can talk to and will actually help, but just know that you can talk to me if you ever want to ☺️
also YES about non sexual intimacy. i can’t explain how good it feels to read about characters bathing together just to be in each other’s presence. you have no idea how soft that stuff makes me. and where they’re just lying in bed without any clothes on, not for sexual reasons, but just to feel the other’s warmth and skin?? i’m passed out on the floor by then 🤧
anyways, take care!!!
thanks hon <3 it'll probably be a long time until i fully believe that myself. i'll keep that in mind.
(also i'm not going to answer anymore asks abt my trauma rn. if they get sent in, either they'll be left unanswered or they'll get deleted. i appreciate the kindness a lot though <3)
(also warning for nsfw topics getting discussed here???)
literally... the intimacy of just sharing a space together is... chefs kiss. skin to skin contact is so good. like i said, the sexual intimacy is cool and all but sometimes a bitch (me) is yearning to just be held.
honestly i wouldnt mind like... less "sexy" sexual stuff too if tht makes sense? like haha yeah kinky shit whatever but i think smut of two dorks just being in love and having fun w it is cute too. literally give me some losers just having giggly loving sex and being in love w each other.
ok nsfw (not explicit rly??? theres one joke in the snippit i shared) but. this is an excuse to pull up my own stupid writing (between two ocs).
context: they had planned for some kinkier shit (blindfolding, handcuffs, some degradation + some praise, some play w toys), one of them safewords bc theres overstim that she can't handle that night, and it devolves into just. two idiots in love boning.
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She laughed a little at the notion. "Loser," she reached up, finding his shoulders and gently pulling him forward. "Take this off. I wanna see you."
Icarus reached forward, gently undoing the tie from around her head, and tossing it aside. She blinked a few times as her eyes grew adjusted to the dim light, and then she smiled at him.
"Hi."
He smiled at her, "Hi."
"You come here often?" She giggled, reaching up to run a hand through his hair.
"No," he hummed, "but you will."
She gently smacked his shoulder. "That was awful." Ophelia ran her thumb across the apple of his cheek, smiling at him, "I'm sorry I ruined your scene." When he was at a loss for words, she leaned up to press another kiss against his lips. "You can move, if you want."
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just. idk. theyre soft and i think abt this lil thing i wrote sometimes. its oldish and not good but idk i like them being in love. it just feels hard to find stuff where it feels like love and not just lust. i think livvie's writing is the only thing thats hit that sweet spot for me, but admittedly i avoid any smut that has 0 warnings on it or any smut with choking/hair pulling warnings which is......... idk more common than u would think. nothing wrong w pure lust stuff, but idk im a domestic bitch who likes the idea of sex being intimate personally lmao thats just me tho !! <3
also icarus is not his real first name. its cameron. he just goes by icarus more often bc hes a loser who went 'it sounds cooler' lmao (it IS his middle name tho bc his mom was like... artsy as fuck) ive had this oc since i was like 13 and i still love his stupid ass.
#wooahaes.ask#maijunejuly#uhh god idk i should make a tag for when i talk abt stuff that isnt super sfw just for filtering reasons
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hello kaiiii~ i am back from my 2 weeks long "AAAHHH" moment.
Usually I think up of ways to get my revenge on all the people who hurt YN but... I don't think I can do that anymore. Why? Because...
I am starting to feel kinda, KINDA, A LITTLE BIT sorry for Gojo but then the flashbacks get to me, how YN suffered meanwhile he's having ohlala with Rie. Though, if I was in the same situation with YN, I'd probably fall victim too, yk, she used to love him, she still loves him. So right now, my brain moved on from "AAAAAHHHHH" to "ASDFGHJKL"
and btw.
N A N A M E E E E E H H AAAAAHHHH
Yes! I love you so much for dragging Nanami back to Earth from celestia . During the short time he showed up I was like verbally squealing while reading in my head. His presence legit made having Rie and YN's mom in the office a lot easier. It makes me wanna slide my way down the steps of the stairs, yk the thing where you just sit with your legs straight so you bounce your way down the stairs.
Anyways, I have been attempting to write an ask everyday for you just to remind you that we are still here supporting you Kai but I just end up deleting and just reading the other asks. We are so proud of you, to have reached this far. You are so strong amidst all the hate, we know that all the great people have lots of supporters but a lot of haters too and I am so happy to read that you focus on the bright side. You are so much more mature than I am although I am older.
Sana magkausap rin tayo as fellow travellers, chill2 sa teyvat, talk about college etc. Your mindset just inspires the hell out of me.
-XOXO CHII
HIII CHII i missed youuu 🥺 the drastic change between that AAAAHHH to a keyboard smash LMAOOO😭but yeah, I felt sorry for Satoru too while writing that scene where he got kinda stood up by yn. he was soaked by the rain too :(( but yeah, it's kinda hard to stick to it when we know what he did that made things like that :(( and oh gosh, nanami from celestia😭I love that man!! makes me feel like that cat too 😂BUT HEY omg that's so sweet of you, thank you so much 🥺💕 some haters just wont go away so i just ignore them😂they wont get that attention from me LMAO plus, you guys make this place a lot better !! <33 ilysmmm and yess of course, my fellow tabibito, i'd love to chat and play with you there !! ps. i haven't completed GAA yet LMAO. but again, thank you so much for this, Chii. you're so precious 🥺❤please take care bb, and i hope you're doing great !!
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to be honest i may be too naive (or even dramatic) but i feel bad for jungkook and also for charlie with this issue ): i just hope this won't ruin things. they were both so excited for this release and we can't know whose fault it was or if it was just an issue that could happen to anybody, i can't know if charlie's worries were fake or if he was just trying to receive more attention... but i think it was genuine, why would he risk to ruin it that way (?) the artists who own the fanarts that he posted on ig also complained that he cropped their usernames and he tagged their insta in one of them, i hope he does the same to the other one :/ but i definetely think that the creative director of the mv was really unnecessary when he talked about likes and didn't want to delete the post with the typo. everything that happened inevitably shifted part of the attention ): i hope jungkook is okay and that he could at least laugh with it a little
i understand what you mean and i honestly feel similar :( yeah, i'm cracking jokes about charlie but i honestly don't think he and his team did it purposefully because if they did... it's honestly so bad for their image :( i really wonder what jungkook thinks about it, if he knew about it, if they really did it just to use the attention... we would give them so much more attention and boosted the mv immediately if they released it right away so they didn't have to do that. but 1. i heard that more people had issues uploading videos on youtube recently and that there were issues with servers, overall mess and it probably wasn't their fault even if they scheduled the vid, 2. in the tweet where they shared an hour at which song has dropped it said "the official mv drops the same day"... it doesn't say /at the same hour/ but i know we're used to it, but if they meant to post it an hour later.. would they really create such a scene just for this? not all artists always drop both things at the same time, but it's usually just to draw the attention and build anticipation :/ i really hated how his team handled it, the whole thing with a typo in jungkook's name and their "ignorance" about ~ what's happening to the mv and why it's not posted yet ~ that just seemed really suspicious and weird, i really hated that they lied at first and then turned it into a joke. but you're right, everything that happened created such an unnecessary bubble of attention which was supposed to be focused just on the collab, everyone was so excited and we know jeongguk likes his music, he wanted this collab a long time ago and we could see it coming. i agree, i also just hope they laughed it off and don't worry about it, i hope it wasn't a serious issue or anything. our fandom clowned thorough everything but that's all jokes of course JSBSJSJ i just hope most that kook had fun, but i really hope they won't be collabing again or that at least charlie won't hire the same team to manage their next songs lmao because i don't think i ever saw someone act so unprofessional
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i hope ur doing ok
Written for @solangeloweek Day 3: WIP dump
this is a deleted scene from my christmas fic! this is only a short scene i wrote before i had to scrap the little plotline due to lack of space. I regret not developing Nico’s and (especially) Will’s relationships with their families more, and barely mentioning will’s life at all lmao. this is mostly unedited and not super developed so enjoy this little wip :) I won’t be continuing or adding onto this obv bc it's a deleted scene.
read on ao3
context and the actual fic are under the cut:
title from a text my friend sent me while i was having a breakdown everyone say thank u lori’s friend
supposed to take place end of chapter 6/start of chapter 7
CONTEXT: Kayla, Austin, Solía (my OC haha), and Gracie are his half-siblings by Apollo. Michael and Lee were Will’s older brothers that were killed in an accident (I never figured out how, just some sort of violent incident). in the fic Will was super run down and exhausted and he and Nico were gonna go on a whole shopping trip for his siblings’ christmas presents. at the end he collapses and breaks down and he and nico connect about their dead siblings. anyway it never got included but it was a cool plotline that i kinda wish i'd kept. but writing is an eternal process and i am constantly improving so! things to think about for my next multichap :))
The day was mostly warm so far. Nico liked it; sure, he tended to dress in tight, black clothes all the time, but a little bit of sun could do him some good. Sometimes winter just got too cold for him, so Nico relished the moments of warmth when he could.
Someone knocked on the door. By the specific force, speed, and rhythm of the knocking, Nico could figure out who it was and that he should be quick. He scurried to the door and unlocked it, finding Will hovering on the doorstep panicking.
“Nico!” Will cried, hands shaking just slightly. “Are you free right now?”
“For the next few hours, yeah,” Nico replied, frowning. “Is everything…?”
“Are you good at buying Christmas gifts for people?”
“Am I what?” Nico was thrown for a loop. He hadn’t expected Will to ask this.
“Christmas is in, like, a week, and I haven’t gotten anything for my siblings, and I need to ship the gifts because they live elsewhere, and I’m panicking, so… what do I do?” Will looked to be in despair. “Please, you’re my last hope.”
“I… okay,” Nico said, already pulling Will inside. “First, a plan.”
Nico made Will sit down at his kitchen table and write a list of his siblings’ interests, possible gifts for them, and where they could go together to buy something. By the time Nico was ready to leave, Will had completed a list.
Nico ran his finger down the page, counting the number of people. “Kayla… Austin… Gracie… Solía… Lee and Michael?” Nico stopped, coming to a couple of names that haven’t come up in conversation between him and Will before. There was only one bullet point under each of their names; Michael’s said a replacement figurine and Lee’s said leather bracelet.
“Oh,” Will stopped. “I… I didn’t- I didn’t need to put them on there, I’ve already got their gifts.”
Nico tilted his head at Will, who still wouldn’t quite meet his eyes. “…Okay. Well, we can focus on the other four. It looks like we could get this all at the local shopping center, so should we head there?”
“That sounds good.” Will swallowed, looking like he was biting his tongue. He released some tension, and his posture melted back into something more relaxed. “Yeah. I, um, just realized I have something else I need to do today. Can we go tomorrow?”
Will looked uncertain of himself, which… it wasn’t unusual for when Nico had first met him, but Will’s confidence had seemed to be growing. Nico just hoped he was okay. “Yeah, that’s totally fine. Are you sure everything’s okay?”
Will smiled brightly, running a hand through his hair. “Totally. Just tired. I should go take care of the something else, so, uh… I’ll see you tomorrow?”
“Yeah, I’ll see you tomorrow,” Nico responded automatically, still puzzled by Will’s slightly volatile behaviour. He didn’t know what Will was upset by, but he knew Will would come to him when (if) he was ready.
Will got up, almost tripping over his own feet. Nico left the house keys and wallet he’d collected in preparation for their outing on the table, letting Will out the door.
Before he left, Nico caught Will’s hand and pulled him into a quick hug. “I don’t know what’s bothering you, but I hope you’re okay. Or that you’re going to be.” Nico released Will with one final squeeze.
Somehow, Will looked more shaken than before. “Uh. Thanks. Th-thank you.”
Nico watched with a crease in his forehead as Will stumbled back to his own house. Something was obviously troubling Will, but he didn’t know what, and it worried him.
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lmao i saw this on my dash and was wondering if you felt this way
https://www.tumblr.com/16woodsequ/727490027584667648?source=share
cause you rarely write drabbles, everything you write is like full fic length and takes longer and i see you posting little progress updates and little notes about each fic without spoiling. as someone who likes to talk (may or may not be the adhd idk) i cant imagine being in your position like WEREWOLF SUNGCHAN! EXISTS! IN MY MIND! AND ON THIS DOCUMENT THAT YOU CANT SEE! BUT HE'S REAL!! HE'S REAL TO ME!! like how do you do it? having no one to scream to about your fics when you're writing? and having to wait until its completed and uploaded to have people to talk about it with? like especially with all the crack fics you're writing atm, i would be BURNING with the need to show people how funny your writing is
p.s. medication update: im going to switch from methylphenidate to dexamphetamine tmr because apparently im intolerant to ritalin and i think you're on dexamphetamine rn? im hoping that i see some benefits from it. btw your success is keeping some of my spirit and motivation up despite how abysmal ritalin was for me so thank you for posting about how Adderall was for you i really appreciate having someone experiencing meds alongside me 🫶🏻
-✨anon
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LMAO sometimes that's me and sometimes i'm writing and i'm like "im never letting another living human see this abomination im writing rn this is the worst thing i've ever written and the only penance for what i've done is to throw myself off a cliffside" like there is no in between im either SO EXCITED FOR IT AND ABSOLUTELY LOVE IT AND AM SO AKSEGKJHKJGKTR or i think it's awful and consider deleting it almost immediately after like this scene for changer2 im writing rn like literally as i got this ask (im not gonna delete it but she is gonna b HEAVILY EDITED)
it's fr so hard having werewolf sungchan AND hockey player sungchan BOTH IN MY MIND RN LIKE 🤪 screams everyday i put on my uniform to go fight in the idgaf war on the side of gaf 🫡🫡🤪🤪🫡🤪🫡🤪🤪🤣🤣🫡🤪🤪🫡 lest we also not forget that single dad kun is in here too and some other fellas that yall dont know abt like its soooooo bad in here for me
sometimes i contemplate posting random one-liners or snippets when i write things that make me teehee extra hard or r like rlly 🔥🔥🚨🚨🚨 but i always get worried about spoilers versus teasers soooo i keep it locked away all to myself and maybe go a lil crazy idk who's to say so i do more vague type stuff like talking about how there's a 2.6k makeout scene without posting any actual lines from it, or saying that one of my favorite character bits that i think is genuinely super funny is in dr. magic but not saying what it is, etc., etc., OR also doing ask games like word in a wip where y'all can try to get some lil snippets from me (which i feel i am always very generous with lol)
p.s. to ur p.s.: very happy to hear that you're getting switched off the meds that weren't working for you! i'm on "amphetamine salts" (generic adderall) which is a combo of dextroamphetamine and levoamphetamine, but pretty much yeah it's the big one in the amphetamine class of adhd meds. it has a sightly different effect than dextroamphetamine alone since it has levoamphetamine as well, which lasts longer and can produce better results in some people (pls go w ur dr on this im not giving medical advice omg just what i learned in my psych classes and the information i've been given). i actually just saw my dr today to check in on how i was doing on the adderall (reg check-up appt). i was rlly worried bc the initial good results i saw in the first days were practically gone after like the first week and i was practically back to normal (i.e., bad. my kitchen is a fucking mess again) and when i told him that he was like "lol that's fine! that was just the trial dose! so we can up you to a normal dose now since you saw good results at first" so hopefully i'll be functioning again 👍 so i love this for us 🫶 rooting for us 🫶🫶
#and in some GREAT news for the chronically ill girlies: i haven't had a migraine in FORTY-EIGHT DAYS#ALMOST 50 DAYS MIGRAINE FREE#THATS THE LONGEST IVE GONE MIGRAINE FREE IN LIKE OVER A YR AT LEAST MAYBE SINCE I WAS DIAGNOSED???#LIKE ARE YOU KIDDING ME???????#WOWOWOWOWWO#answered#✨ anon#talk#text#mine#writing tag#ALSO ALSO thinking abt doing word in a wip soon? for dr magic baby fangs changer 2 phantasma1/2 and the bite?#ANYWAY I HOPE U HAD A GOOD DAY <33#entirely unrelated but i wish a happy bang chan day to everyone who celebrates btw#i will continue to celebrate chris day tmrrw bc itll b 10/03 where i am and we r soulmates who share a birthday#so i will b celebrating OUR birthday tmrrw <33
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Through The Screen Chap 2
??? x GN! Reader
Word count:: 573
Warnings:: Implied stalking
You chose...
B -> Check now it's better to fix it sooner than later.
...I should check it now. You rolled over once more, taking your phone in your hand and turning it on. It didn't look like a virus, but you could never be so sure; Things like this has happened to other people. Hopefully the screen didn't freeze permanently, that would be like a nightmare.
Opening the app again, you waited on the loading screen and tapped the screen again. ...How odd. It was still on the same screen, the character on your home screen staring directly at you. Everything else was still, frozen, almost. You could see him blinking, that drew you closer to him.
"Are we connected? Hello?"
You jumped back and threw your phone off the bed, covering your mouth to hold back a scream that threatened to tear through your throat. Swallowing you, you started to muster up the courage to pick your phone back up.
"Are you there?"
He spoke again. This time it didn't surprise you as much, but you were just as scared. With a heavy heart full of fear and a terrified look, you picked it up, but faced the phone screen away from you. "Wh-who are you?" You tried to sound as intimidating as possible.
You waited for a response, but after not getting one for a minute, you turned the phone back around to find out that everything went back to normal. The background was moving again, the character on your screen said the lines they were coded to say, nothing wrong in sight.
"What on Earth was that..." You spoke to yourself, the scene replaying over and over in your head. Maybe you should take a break from playing Twisted Wonderland. ...Yeah, that sounds like a good idea. But with the amount of work that had piled over you, you don't even think you would have time anyways to play it.
But at least you would have time off of the game, which is nice. You hoped that the next time you played, it wouldn't be like that. It definitely wasn't the best idea to go back and play it immediately after that odd occurrence. Maybe someone else has experienced this? If they have, you should start looking for a post addressing that.
Speaking of posts, you did say that you would keep everyone updated on the current situation. You exited and closed Twisted Wonderland, now tapping on the Twitter icon. As soon as it loaded, you posted.
@[username]
so something weird happened. i was playing twst again and the screen froze BUT the character on the screen. ngl i thought it was just a glitc but it started saying some weird stuff like "are we connected?" and "are you there" then it went back to normal.
You hit post.
@[username]
gitch*
...Typo.
@floydsboiledshrimp
Lmao it hasn't even been 30 mins. But r you okay? That sounds pretty weird.
@[username]
im a little freaked out. im thinking about taking a break from twst tbh, after what happened i think i kinda want to leave the fandom :///
@floydsboiledshrimp
I understand that. Just be sure to stay safe.
You didn't respond again, this time you were sure you should delete it before you went to bed.
You have two options, you can only choose one of them.
A.) Delete it and head to bed.
B.) Delete it and try to get some help.
#twisted wonderland#twst#twst x mc#twst x reader#twisted wonderland x mc#twisted wonderland x reader#twst imagines#twst imagine#twisted wonderland imagines#twisted wonderland imagine#twst scenarios#twst scenario#twisted wonderland scenarios#twisted wonderland scenario#Through The Screen#💔🔪 : yandere
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