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ratcandy · 4 days

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hey Who was going to tell me there’s an Ehlers-Danlos Syndrome Awareness Month and that it’s apparently Now

#Had a long talk with my mom tonight about my hEDS and how many of my issues it may be connected to #(this is a conversation we have pretty regularly since I’ve been diagnosed lol)#And decided to look eds up on here out of curiosity #learned that 1. may is eds awareness month which I didn’t know existed #And 2. We’re called zebras?? That’s so cute why did nobody tell me this #I mean I guess I don’t talk about my hEDS that often . Could be why #But man. Huh. Well everyone better be aware of Me now #clamtalk

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sunflowersolace · 1 year

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my mom wants to medicate me at all costs

#for context #she has had me on adhd medications since i was in first grade #every single one of them has had horrible side effects #she said one of them made it where i didn’t smile for a month #and after years of this #instead of thinking maybe my child doesn’t need meds #she just kept going!!!#and eventually she found one she liked #and it gave me an eating disorder but nobody cared because i’ve always been skinny so obviously it’s natural for me to not eat much #(it’s not natural. i was gourging myself in the middle of the night when the meds wore off.)#and i genuinely had no emotions or personality but thats fine bc 13 year olds are shy and they pull away from their parents #and every time i said ‘hey mom and psychiatrist i don’t like the meds’ they’d fucking ramp them up #to the point that i was on a dosage that does not exist. i was taking multiple pills. because i was the only person on that dose.#i was fifteen.#and now i’m an adult and i NEVER take adhd medication for obvious fucking reasons #but any time anything negative happens with my emotions #like i’ll be like ‘ugh im frustrated at this video game’#my mom is like MAYBE YOU NEED TO BE ON 115 MG OF CONCERTA AGAIN. THAT WOULD FIX YOU.#i have the absolute lowest dose of vyvanse and i only take it when i ABSOLUTELY am sure i need to focus #and my mom wants me to take it to do shit like go to the arcade #she genuinely once said she likes me more when im medicated #so no #the red dye thing isn’t a genuine suggestion #it’s an attack on me. because she wants her freak kid to be normal so badly she’s willing to ruin its life.

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evie-doesnt-write · 2 months

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Something something Junko using the Warriors of Hope’s abuse in order to take advantage of them. Something something everyone in Danganronpa 2 having from tragic backstories which makes them more susceptible to being taken advantage and manipulated by Junko

#dgrp anime doesn’t exist btw #hate it #twogami having no identity or family #nagito’s parents having died and his entire life being shitty due to his bad luck #gundham coming from a poor household (with his father implied to be bad)#fuyuhiko’s whole yakuza background #hiyoko’s grandma being controlling #ibuki… doesn’t have one but we also don’t know anything about her family #which is telling #kazuichi’s dad being physically abusive #mahiru having to take care of her father and grow up quickly #mikan’s….everything #akane having to take care of her younger siblings and get a job (where people sexualised her)#nekomaru’s illness #peko always being treated as a tool and not seeing herself as human (also if fuyuhiko followed Junko first she’d follow immediately)#sonia doesn’t have one like ibuki but also she grew up being pressured and according to standards #hajime wasn’t manipulated by junko but we have no mention of any family and he’s just very independent and reserved (so probably is distant)#and to hate yourself to the point you allow someone to do surgery on you also speaks volume #teruteru having to take on the burden since his mom was ill #danganronpa #super danganronpa 2 #super danganronpa goodbye despair #dgrp #junko enoshima

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myname-isnia · 5 months

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So… my childhood best friend, the boy I grew up with, the guy I unironically called my brother on multiple occasions, is currently in Palestine fighting for the IDF

I just.. have no words

#his mom is also going through like 50 levels of cognitive dissonance #like.. the woman packed up her entire life and left russia #with her mom and sons and ex husband and dog and everyone #claiming that she cannot in good conscience support the ukranian genocide by existing as a russian person #and moved… to israel #on account of her maternal grandad being jewish or smth?#and is now on facebook every day posting the most vile shit about palestinians that you can imagine #claiming she’s defending her homeland or whatever. bruh what homeland your family’s been living in Moscow since forever #and… I don’t know if her son shares her views or what he thinks about this whole thing #we don’t really talk anymore #but I cannot call him a brother anymore. not after this #can’t even call him a friend #don’t really know what to think rn

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sepulchritude · 3 months

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So like is anyone talking about how outrageously misogynistic mitsuri demon slayer’s backstory is or are we all collectively ignoring that ?

#it’s been like a week since mason and i watched it and i’m not over it #when i was little. i couldn’t even flex my arms 😔#i’m so skinny but strong with naturally pink hair and i eat a lot. will anybody ever want to marry me despite my freakishness? 😔#mom will i ever be somebody’s wife? 🥺#i have no self esteem i need some strong man to tell me i’m desirable and then impregnate me. if only such a man existed 😔#THEY DIDNT EVEN MENTION DEMONS #THATS IT THATS THE WHOLE BACKSTORY #and don’t even get me started on nezuko she is STILL not beating the beloved pet dog allegations #to be clear i love them both and i’m hunting the mangaka for sport #sepulchritudinous

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pepprs · 11 months

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the mortifying ordeal of today being a potluck day.

#purrs #delete later #it’s been 3.5 years since i last was at one and somehow it’s exactly as miserable as it was before if not worse. also why am i being fucking #guilt tripped into doing this and participating in it. im fucking 24 years old. i should get to choose how to spend my time. i should not be #a prop to make my mom look good for running the perfect vegan family. like it sounds like a cartoon but i don’t fucking care about being #vegan and i never did. i just got scared into it and i fucking resent being a prop put on display and unable to do what i want because i #have all this shit in my head about what’s healthy and what’s not and what will make my mom and her community ashamed of me. i fucking hate #these potlucks i hate having to be fake nice to the people who go to them who are so annoying and revolting and i hate being fucking TWENTY #FOUR and forced into doing things i don’t want to do because im afraid of my mom and afraid of myself. my weekends are precious. my choices #are precious. i am not a child anymore. i do not exist to make her look good or feel better about herself. my thoughts and choices are my #own and i own them. i do not want to have anything to do with this and i never did. people are going to get all in my face and im going to h #have to act like a kid again and make myself small and it’s so EMBARRASSING i am an adult!!!!!! im a late bloomer but im an adult. and i get #to choose my life and i get to rebel if i want to. but im not brave enough and we have to go in an hour 30. fucking hellllll #like the fact that my family hosts these. and it’s seen as a FAMILY thing when it’s just my mom. 💀💀💀💀 like please let me have my own life a #and interests and spend my time the way i want to. lol #food #ask to tag

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cuteniaarts · 11 months

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Best sisters, in any universe

(A.k.a: ever wonder what happens when a mermaid and a human have kids together?)

((as always, click for better quality))

#Suiren looks bigger than a normal kid bc mermaids grow faster. also she gets the insane upper body strength to pull herself up from ghazan #my art #the legend of korra #original characters #seeds of the red lotus #sotrl suiren #sotrl midori #nia’s mermaid au #don’t ask how the biology of it all works idk and honestly idc #but yeah basic concept is that ming-hua’s a mermaid and ghazan’s a human and they fell in love and these two are the product of that #but since suiren in sotrl takes much more after her mom. in this au she was born basically indistinguishable from a normal mermaid #while midori is closer to her dad so she was born without a tail BUT with scales and gills and weird half-human half-fin ears and also fangs #the two were completely inseparable at children. always playing and swimming around together under their parents’ watchful eyes #they probably had a small shack in a secluded cavern near the water where ghazan and midori lived so that they’d be always close to-#ming-hua and suiren who can’t be too far away from the ocean. and so that the girls would get equal love and attention from both parents #of course that all changed once… something happened to ghazan and ming-hua #idrk what bc the avatar doesn’t exist and even if it did ming-hua can’t really go after her can she #well SOMETHING HAPPENS and the girls are left alone. Midori is presumed to be human and placed with haya. no one knows about suiren #Haya knows full well of her brother’s… endeavours and forces midori to hide everything she got from her mother. scaring her with stories-#-of scientists who’d wanna dissect her or smth. she knows about renny but chooses not to acknowledge her existence #midori spends all her free time at the abandoned pier talking to her sister but she doesn’t swim anymore #suiren is taken in by the other merpeople but they don’t like her bc she ‘carries the poisonous song in her throat like her serpent mother’#as my good friend said. basically she’s a siren and everyone thinks she’s a monster born for murder and destruction so she’s an outcast #‘that wretched halfling is an omen of death and will doom us all’ that wretched halfling is currently singing to her sister to calm her down #but as the years go by Suiren and Midori talk less and less bc they think it’d be better for the other that way #look no one said aus I make have to be happy #oh also I find it hilarious how suiren insults kuvira by calling her a biped bc… renny darling #bold words from someone who’s half biped #yeah she hasn’t seen her father in 16 years and she and midori have long since drifted apart but she’s still half human lmao #we all know renny is bad at insults but come on. at least pick something that doesn’t also technically apply to you too

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unreadpoppy · 5 months

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My brother brought the girl who he kinda has a situation ship with (they’re friends but he wants but she doesn’t but he does everything for her) to our home to play poker, she gave Christmas gifts to my mom, my dad my brother and none for me…

Edit: oh great, my mom (who did think it was wrong) asked my brother and he told her that she (the friend) forgot…

What makes me more upset is that the whole time that she bought the presents for them, my brother was with her. He could have fucking told her to get something for me and yet…

#and yes I’m taking it to heart #because it’s the second time something like this happens #I’m glad at least mom is on my side #and like my brother tried to be like “oh but you two don’t really get along #and I’m like guess what giving me something would have made her look better in my eyes #and like HE ASKED ME TO HELP WITH WHAT TO GIVE MOM AND DAD #AND HE DIDNT EVEN REMEMBER ME #I’m fucking mad at him #bc ever since he befriended her he forgot I exist

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thehargreevesfam · 2 years

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before s3 came out, I thought Allison’s daughter wouldn’t exist because the Allison that didn’t get adopted by Reginald in the sparrow timeline would live a completely different life and wouldn’t marry Patrick. But it turned out to be because of Harlan?? But like?? If he hadn’t killed their moms Claire still wouldn’t exist either way, right? Am I missing something here?

#I’ve been thinking about it since Allison blamed him for wiping out Claire but??#tbh I don’t understand how Harlan was blamed #bc he killed their moms Allison wasn’t born #but if Allison was born Claire still wouldn’t exist?#the umbrella academy #tua s3 spoilers

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pebblezone · 1 year

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I want her.

#talkingcore #how is up for reader interpretation 🫶#currently undergoing ✨rain immersion✨#gotta turn out all the lights and open the window I won’t go outside because it’s late and if I don’t have to get wet I won’t #but night rain >>>>> day rain. I need the sun or else I’ll explode but I like Wet. wet smells good #one of my professors mentioned soccer moms and ever since I’ve been experiencing like a sick soccer fantasy #I don’t really have an opinion on it and I don’t think I Enjoyed having to drive around for my brothers BUT #I am craving like Wet dirt I need to be a cleat in dirt not mud I don’t want mud that’s too wet just Damp Soil #the tension rn between me and getting some wet dirt is craaaaaaazy fr 🦭<— me if I got some wet dirt rn (I’m posing coquettishly)#🦭🦭🦭🦭this emoji is so silly I’m adopting him. why do you look like that :D #going to eat trail mix before I explode 💥💥🔥💥💥💥🕊️✝️#OMG THE LIGHTNING IS GOING CRAZY NOW AHHHH YAY YAY it looks insane i am peaking right now #feel like the fucking Barbie dogs I’m gonna become one of those like plush red blood cells that exist on keychains

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moonjuiicee · 8 months

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one thing i love abt this fandom is the different interpretations of gingka’s mom

she’s been different in every fanfic and comic i’ve read and i love that so much. i’ve noticed a pattern of her being just as headstrong as ppl make ryo and, i’ll be honest, i caved in and made her that way in my aus too lol. i’ve always loved having characters with absolutely no canon information, or extremely limited canon information, since it gives me the opportunity to work with them in my brain and mold them into what i need for a plot or an au. sadly, she’s not around for very long in this specific au and it sometimes makes me sad i wrote her off since she’s so much fun to both write and draw, but when plot calls, plot calls (that’s supposed to be a play on duty calls, i definitely missed the mark on that one). i’m glad it’s my au tho bc that means i can do what i want and make up silly little headcanons abt my own characters and whatnot. i have a LOT of thoughts to share abt the whole group of moms i’ve made for this au (queens were needed) and it’s been so much fun working on all of this. i just need the balls to post them :’)

anyways, i’m working on a lil smth with the moms i created for my fantasy au and just felt like rambling abt this for a hot minute. also yeah, i named my version kazumi, which is painfully close to kazami bird and keeps confusing me. that ones on me🧍

also i could talk abt this shit for hours, someone please talk to me abt this /nf /lh

here’s some other mom concepts and also kazumi’s picture since i had a LOT of fun with them :} (unfortunately it’s traditional art and i suck at taking pictures of my traditional art lol)

#the ramblings of a madman !!!!#i love talking abt shit like this #someone indulge in my thoughts i beg of you #i want to hear what other ppl think fr #i wish for my brain to leak out of my ears #also i’ll probably have more art for this fantasy au soon enough #i get painfully self conscious abt my aus but i rlly rlly like this one :}#i could technically tag this with oc’s ??#since these moms don’t exist ??#beyblade metal saga #mfb #beyblade #beyblade metal fight #moonjuiicee ocs #moonjuiicee art #moonjuiicee rambles

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captainofthenautilus · 9 months

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nothing. and i mean nothing. has made me feel more like a human being that exists within the local community than biking to my local library and signing up for a library card

#words words words #going to the farmer’s market? ❌#walking around my college campus? ❌#existing in a public library for one (1) hour? ✅✅✅#it might just be the fact that i’m visiting downtown in a way that’s not extremely overstimulating #(the farmer’s market is Very Loud. and Very Crowded.)#the feeling like a human bit is also helped by Minor Social Interaction With Strangers #i went to the dentist yesterday. and got my car smogged. and went grocery shopping with my mom.#i also did my laundry and gave myself a haircut yesterday which also add to the Overall Happiness meter #it’s a warm day out and i decided to apply some trans tape this morning (i don’t use it often)#i did some work at the library for an hour or so and then went downstairs to apply for a library card. and now i’m eating lunch at a park #just a few blocks away #i left my bike at the library since i’m planning to go back and keep doing work after lunch

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awek-s-archived · 1 year

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I wish my mom would stop and think before she speaks but at the same time I don’t know if she does think and says hurtful things on purpose or just doesn’t realise at all

#I mentioned sammy is gonna need more hay next week and she was like yeah cuz mom works for the animals (sammy and toto)#and I was like when I start my new degree I’ll get my student loan and I’ll be paying for them entirely so it’s ok #and she got really mad at me for it like snappy and shit and tried to change the subject and claim she never said that #like it happened 10 seconds ago I think I’d remember #anyway like I don’t want to be financially dependent on her but she knows jobs are nonexistent here etc #also she’s the one who wanted to get sammy like I just made a comment abt wanting him and she was like ok we’ll get him. she always says no #when I make jokes abt getting another pet so him being her expense currently is her own fault lol #and when I was at university she never took the dog to the vet. he didn’t have treats ever. etc etc so he wasn’t a huge expense it was just #dog food every couple weeks or once a month #when I came home for uni I dropped all my savings on his vet trips. £200 at a time #bc he was really sick #and I’ve been killing myself w worry ever since I’ve been broke entirely and not able to afford anything bc she brags about how he’s her dog #as well and she doesn’t mind paying for stuff for him but she does bc she shoves it in my face every time she can #idk it’s just a miserable existence to live I wish I wasn’t here #it’s not like she takes care of either of them outside of taking photos for sns or walking toto on weekends #and changing sammys bedding twice #aweks.txt

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bigfishthemusical · 2 years

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actually sometimes I forget that the way I was raised and the way my parents are is a bit unique and well I think that’s fucked up. Not in a negative way. Just in a: I cannot relate to the universal experiences of the world sometimes way

#the main feature being that my dad works from home and has done so since like the late 90s #and well basically having a ✨stay at home dad✨ really changes how you exist in the world. 🧍#this is actually just the autism talking. girl I never related to my peers.#like. sorry that sounds silly but like. you’d be amazed how much changes when you have a stay at home dad in a stay at home mom world.#^ non explaining any of this right rn. don’t worry about it. just know I’m strange and it’s both autism and I have weird parents.

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pepprs · 2 years

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this week has been so fucking horrible. genuinely

#purrs #i think the roe v wade stuff like. Idk. everyone in my house is triggered by it everyone in the country is triggered by it and im not saying #TRIGGEREDDDD like how ppl will yank that word out and be cruel with it im saying it is triggering and putting even heavier weight on trauma #informed dynamics and shit that are already hard to bear. btw my mom told her story to a fucking cnn reporter and now im scared we’ll have a #anti aborti/on protestors at our house lmao. but anyway. everyone is triggered in my house right now. and now no one in my house has counsel #counseling. so when other shit happens outside of the house onto which i project dynamics that happen inside the house (everywhere.#constantly.) i am utterly unable to deal with them and the only thing i can focus on is trying to be quiet and not start sobbing #hysterically. which did just happen btw just not to me and i want to sob like that too. the weight of all this despair and the weight of #having nowhere to put the despair. not to mention redacted redacted redacted unrelated dynamic that ngl has made me a little bit sewerslidal #this week on multiple occasions. i always forget how bad summer is im always like yeah i can work with another clinical intern! and i don’t #regret it while it happens but then they leave and summer comes and redacted redacted dynamic happens THAT I THOUGHT WAS NEVER GONNA HAPPEN #AGAIN BUT ITS HAPPENING DESPITE MY FUCKING PROMOTION AND IT MAKES ME WANT TO *** UNIRONICALLY! happens and im like oh god. right. summer is #a nightmare. so what im trying to say is.. there is a lot going on all at once and it is hard to live a) at all b) in this house and i dont #know what to do about that except finish cleaning the dishes and try to find some nice work clothes and maybe collage if i have time. lole #abortion tw #pregnancy tw #suicide tw #delete later #ask to tag #like the e VISCERAL feeling of wanting to not exist. VISCERAL. ive felt that every day since this happened and im scared. lol #and again i love working with clinical interns and i love the place i go to for counseling it’s just the fucking 3 month hiatus (and the 1 w #week hiatus in february during one of the genuine lowest points of my entire life) is um….. very bad. i understand why they have to do it b #but it is not good and every time we’re in the final few weeks of sessions and my counselor asks if i’ll be ok imwlike yeah totally! school #will be out and i can do it! and then they go and things happen in the ways that things happen and im like oh right the agony. forgot about #that and forgot how it is so much worse to survive it without counseling! lole 🥰

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devils-little-sista · 2 years

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#I still think about them every day #I wonder if they ever think of me #7 years since the last time we all saw each other #11 years since I met him #10 years since I met the rest of them #I only have one picture of all of us together and there’s one missing #it was my 13th birthday #I should have left in late 2015 or early 2016 #I definitely wanted to leave I just don’t think I had the guts to do it #I tried to cling onto soccer and my freinds on the team for a while but that didn’t work out #I should have left sometime between 2016-the present but I don’t think I really had the guts to do it until now #I’m going to have to shut down my phone and leave a note or something #I don’t if my family would be suprised or not #one grandma might not be but everyone else probably #god I hate that I’m about to cause my mom so much pain she’s been through enough #she doesn’t need the weight of a dead kid on her shoulders #but i really don’t want to stay any longer #I wish I never existed to begin with #I wish mom had gotten rid of me #I never wanted any of this #I swear to god if this doesn’t work somehow and I wake up and everything from my phone and iPad are gone with no way to get it back #I’m going to be the most pissed off I’ve ever been #but I’m going to try it #it’s long overdue my time to leave #and if things go as planned I’ll see you all at my after life party

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