I'm still a believer but I don't know why✨ • 📸: @catamosphotography • I often talk about my body and brain as if they are separate entities from both each other and myself. • There’s my brain is demanding we do fun things to make up for the drudgery of never ending medical admin and appointments. It’s depressed and anxious and it’s tired and just can’t quite keep up with processing all that’s happened (happening?). • Then there’s my body. My body that’s been in pain since childhood. That I’ve become so disconnected from. because not being attached to my body means I don’t feel it as much. My body that is screaming at me to allow it more rest. But resting feels like all I do and I want more out of this life. • My body and my brain have become separate from me as a coping and survival mechanism. I’ve become detached from painful things in my life and unfortunately that includes some pretty vital pieces of myself. It’s easier to deal with a depressed brain than a depressed Rose. Easier to deal with a broken body than a broken spirit. • #mentalhealthawareness #mentalhealthblogger #ptsdawareness #mentalhealthtips #biracial #curlyhairdontcare #curlynaturalhair #naturalcurls #naturegram #naturegirl #butyoudontlooksick #sickandtiredofbeingsickandtired #sickchick #chronicallyill #chronicfatigue #seizuressuck #chronicillnesscommunity #chronicpainsucks #invisibleillness #chronicallyawesome #ehlersdanlossyndrome #fibromyalgia #disabledmodel #disabledpeoplearehot #disabledblogger #disabilityawareness #spoonie #vintagefashion (at Oregon) https://www.instagram.com/p/CiN8AaCPrxq/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

💙💙 Having a chronic illness or more than one not only feels like someone stole your identity, it feels like they stole everything from you as nothing is the same anymore and that is hard to come to terms with! 💙💙 . . Photo credit to @itsmychroniclife . . 💙💙 . . . . . . . . . #relatablecontent #chronicillnesshumor #chronicallyfabulous #sickchick #sickaf #chronicbadass #chronicallyawsome #invisbleillnessawareness #healthmemes #symptoms #spoonielife #chroniclife #sicklife #disabledlife #endometriosis #invisbleillnesswarrior #endometriosisawareness #endometriosisuk #millionsmissing #chronicpainwarrior #chronicfatiguesyndrome #chronicillnesslife #chronicillnesscommunity #spooniecommunity #endocommunity #addisonsdisease #endosisters #addisonsdiseaseawareness #mentalhealthawareness #bpdwarrior (at United Kingdom) https://www.instagram.com/p/Cg2UPJVreO_/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

Glad you stopped by...

Come on in! Make yourself comfy because imma ‘bout to attempt the impossible and teach what can’t be taught.

Just kidding! Everything I post will be an attempt to make all chicken parents’ lives easier, because let me tell you, raisin’ chickens ain’t all it's cracked up to be!

Prepare yourselves for posts on chicken ailments, because there aren’t a whole lot of chicken doctors out there... at least not in Nebraska. Also, get ready to meet the adorable members of my flock and the not-so-adorable stories I will be telling about my own chicken disasters.

To recap, I’ve become sick and tired of my poor babies getting sick and tired, then having to google why... only to find nothing.

I will be providing my first-hand experiences so know that I am not a medical professional and therefore cannot provide anything beyond my opinion. Please use common sense when handling chickens, or any other kind of animal. This blog is for entertainment purposes.

11-11-18 #music #undergroundmusic #CannaCDK #Canna #thenorwegianheathen #Therealcdk #underground #eweac #misunderstoodmind #realcdk #sickchick #gettwisted #dailygrind #chaos #eatsleepblazerepeat #step3 #earworment #earworminfection https://www.instagram.com/p/BnSkJ00j9z-/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=14dfvbb61xixg

“Feel Better”

As if it was that simple...

❤️🏎🌵 #Tucson #SickChick #Lexus #SportsCar #SportsCars #ZebraStrong #LexusSC430 #convertible #Arizona #EhlersDanlosSyndrome #InvisibleDisability #ArizonaLife #Arizona🌵 #DesertLife #CRPS #LoveTheLifeYouLive #ComplexRegionalPainSyndrome #AutonomicDysfunction #Dysautonomia #WeGotDys #OrthostaticHypotension #spoonie #SpoonieLife #Diversability #DisabledPeopleAreHot #MedicalMystery #SpoonieSupport #ChronicallyIll #ChronicallyFabulous (at Tucson, Arizona) https://www.instagram.com/p/CMnxnbWDyVs/?igshid=1rtocyia3lcrx

Watching new moon (watched twilight last night, yes I know I’m a basic bitch whatever lol) but I cannot help but draw from this scene of her sitting in the window and watching her life go by. That’s how it’s been for me over the past year. I’ve been virtually bedbound due to pain and weakness along with other things and it honestly feels like I’m just watching everyone else in my family and friends and people who I went to school with living their lives and moving forward achieving their goals and I feel like I’m just stuck. I’m just hoping the pain doctor I’m seeing in Rhode Island this summer will be able to improve my quality of life (shout-out to my girl @chronicallysab for hooking me up with getting into see him, you’re a lifesaver) and I’ll be able to get back to living my life soon. #searchingforanswers #chronicallyill #chronicillness #chronicpain #painmanagement #homebound #bedbound #sickchick #eds #ehlersdanlossyndrome #zebra #spoonie

Store Link In BIO!!! #sickchick #tshirtdesign #womensfashion #womensapparel #womenshirt #zazzle #zazzlemade #zazzledesigner #zazzleshop #zazzlestore (at Mechanicsburg, Pennsylvania) https://www.instagram.com/p/CCUsVxTndL_/?igshid=w52bkhraja30

❤️ Chick Down!! I fought hard, however, it appears that the kiddos gave me cooties😷🤒🤷🏽‍♀️🤦🏾‍♀️... cinnamon,lemon hot green tea and meds #realtor #publicist #teacher #sickchick #greentea #realestate #publicrelations #teacherlife #realtorlife #marketing #opulentprem #brand #dfwrealestate #dallasrealestate #realestateagent #bossbabe

Sick Chick by holly-hemlock featuring red hair accessories

Sick Chick #3 Ashley Respect for making such amazing high quality handbags. All handmade. You’re killin’ it! Check her out at @azurelazuli Azurelazuli.com #Handmade #canadiangirl #sickchick #killinit #killinitdaily #bossbabe #respectthehustle #torontogurl #mphillustration #handtools #sheusesahammer #leatherworking #handbags #sickbags #nicepurse #purseaddiction #designedbyminds #madebyhands #girlboss #itbag #femalefounder #handcrafted #procreate #drawnonportraits https://www.instagram.com/p/B743HF9HEYy/?igshid=15lm3dcio54sb

Ok one more from Sunday to even out the grid before I attempt to throw some #contentcreation atcha for #disabilitypridemonth • • • • #beyourownbiggestfan #selflove #poolday #summervibes☀️ #invisibleillness #bikini #confidencequotes #pots #heds #eds #sickchick #disabilityawareness #hashtagwhore #chronicallyillentrepreneur #chronicpainsucks #blueskiesandsunshine #pnw #wonderland (at 𝓢𝓾𝓶𝓶𝓮𝓻) https://www.instagram.com/p/Cf67RA9lqBy/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

Glasses are now a permanent fixture due to my vision being so bad! I still only have a small amount of vision in my left eye and slight more in my right eye but the small amount I do have is clearer than it was. I actually didn't realise how badly my eyes had deteriorated until I got my new glasses. . . This is thanks to the addisons Disease and is apparently a well know issue for people with addisons which sucks. . . I also spoke with my psychiatric doctor and once again due to addisons I need to have a medication change because addisons can effect your heart too and the medication I'm on also effects your heart so I slowly need to reduce one lot over the next four months and then be put on a new medication in it's replacement over 6 months so it will be about 10 months until I'm completely switched over but it has to be a slow process to not put my body into crisis. I also need an ECG to just make sure that it's doing okay. . . So that was my week last week when I was banned and couldn't update you 🤣 so yeh addisons Disease is making things difficult but unfortunately there is nothing I can do about that. . . What did you do last week? Anything exciting? . . . . . . . . . . . #relatablecontent #chronicillnesshumor #chronicallyfabulous #sickchick #sickaf #chronicbadass #chronicallyawsome #invisbleillnessawareness #healthmemes #symptoms #spoonielife #chroniclife #sicklife #disabledlife #endometriosis #invisbleillnesswarrior #endometriosisawareness #endometriosisuk #millionsmissing #chronicpainwarrior #chronicfatiguesyndrome #chronicillnesslife #chronicillnesscommunity #spooniecommunity #endocommunity #addisonsdisease #endosisters #addisonsdiseaseawareness #mentalhealthawareness #bpdwarrior (at United Kingdom) https://www.instagram.com/p/CfXPLWyrY6k/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

Love this!! Thanks @mphillustration #repost Sick Chick #3 Ashley Respect for making such amazing high quality handbags. All handmade. You’re killin’ it! Check her out at @azurelazuli Azurelazuli.com #Handmade #canadiangirl #sickchick #killinit #killinitdaily #bossbabe #respectthehustle #torontogurl #mphillustration #handtools #sheusesahammer #leatherworking #handbags #sickbags #nicepurse #purseaddiction #designedbyminds #madebyhands #girlboss #itbag #femalefounder #handcrafted #procreate #drawnonportraits (at Toronto C•A•N•A•D•A) https://www.instagram.com/p/B7utDNUBvtI/?igshid=17dgaidaxja2n

#music #undergroundmusic #CannaCDK #Canna #thenorwegianheathen #Therealcdk #underground #eweac #misunderstoodmind #realcdk #sickchick #gettwisted #dailygrind #chaos #eatsleepblazerepeat #step3 #earworment #earworminfection https://www.instagram.com/p/Bonfb0iAZlu/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1uva0rf9t1qgx

Chicken Pox Day 4. The Hama Beads are out. God knows what we’ll find to do on Day 5! Answers on a postcard please. She’s now able to get back out playing football outside after a couple of days not being able to put trainers on - if it ever stops raining. Food is a bit of challenge due to spots in her mouth but she’s coping with chocolate and Magnums! . . #sickchick #poorlygirl #spotty #spottymuldoon #chickenpox #offschool #playtime #hamabeads #footballgirl #thischildofmine #daughterlove #daughtergoals https://www.instagram.com/p/Byn4I3LFH-f/?igshid=12wag5pkwczvr