I slept with someone for money so I could afford to buy my son a christmas present.

Everyone else is getting something homemade this year.

As a survivor of ten years of emotional, financial, sexual and physical abuse by my husband and five years of (still) trying to get the fuck out of the marriage there really is nothing worse than being accused of defending someone else's abuser, and defending his rights, by your own mother especially when all you said was that you hoped the woman involved had got orders and paperwork and was doing things by the book rather than just running away, so that he couldn't go after her claiming she stole his child!

She always thought I should stay, she never believed me when I asked for help, not once in the whole 10 years, and she still justifies his behaviour as being because he 'loved me'. But I thought we'd moved forward more than this!!

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Most asians have been somewhat skinny or lean at least once in their lives but I was always on the chubbier side. Which is fine, if not cute as heck. I was a child, so what if I was a little on the chubby side? Here’s the thing: I wasn’t just chubby, or fat, I was fucking obese. And you know who most doctors blame for childhood obesity? Parents.

I realise now the same parents who have given me shit and made fun of me my whole life are the same parents who allowed me to get up to 90 kilos AT 12 YEARS OLD. How was I supposed to know any better? Fast forward a couple years, they’re the same parents who gave me an eating disorder. They’ve never supported me in any positive way to lose the weight I gained under their “care” as a fucking child, and instead they’ve humiliated and mocked me to a point of a fucking mental illness.

Fast forward again, and no surprise it’s impossible to hide my fucked up relationship with food now. What do I get now? Disgust and contempt. I’ve shamed my family with the mental illness they’ve given me. Because of the self-hatred and insecurities they’ve given me. Because of the health and weight problems they’ve given me.

When someone you meet turns to your parents and says ‘ you have an amazing daughter’ and you look at them expecting them to be proud of you and they just ignore the comment

Yeah ok thanks

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Dear Mom,

I don’t blame you for having me young.

I don’t blame you for loving your later kids more than you do me.

But I do blame you for leaving me...

Even I didn’t deserve that.

I'm getting silent treatment and this bitch thinks I'm suffering from it 😂😂😂 #nochill #done #gofuckyourself #kissmyass #personalpost #rant #outoffucks #wtf #ftw #fuckthis #imdone #whatthehell #christcookies #iamshortandgeeky #no #fuckyou #youhurtme #gaslighting #narcissist #shitparents #toxic #abuse #mentalabuse #survivor #toxicfamily #realtalk #dangerouslystupid #babyboomerparents

“Have you tried just not being depressed?”

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Got mum-shamed again for not letting my son have sweets or chocolate. 

He thinks raisins are sweets and a carrot is a treat. Get over it Shelly. 

just a few reasons why I have fallen off the face of the earth

•my health has gone to SHIIIT even shittier than normal •I've been incredibly busy with my jobs because I'm so broke •I'm moving across the county and I've found some roommates (a GREAT gay guy and some other girls) but still haven't settled on a place •shitparents came back into my life to beat me up for a week life in genera has been hella crazy but whatever.

Transgender un- accepting judgmental parents

Fucking sick of listening to my mother and her friend being so horrible and nasty to people who are transgender.

And about people's sexual orientation.

And she said she was fine with me being BI from what she's saying to her friend she's so not.

I'm literally about to lose my shit.

So I have a free house for the week -awesome.

Gets kinda boring with no friends to come round, but I’ll deal with it- nothing new.

Now I have a whole extra week alone and you left me with 20 quid on Monday to get food gas and electric and now I’m out of money and your reaction is “It’s not my problem, nothing I can do”.

And now everything has pissed me off.

So I message my brother asking for money because even he thought you left me money. Now he “has to talk to you first” because you’re both stingy cunts who don’t give a fuck. But as long as your cat is okay everything else is fine.

And you wonder why I don’t like you.

Fuck you, I’m going to trash your fucking house now.