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Dexon; Dark Urge, Talos War Cleric with a chaotic streak that unfortunately feeds the impulses. Only keeps his party alive because they're more useful breathing. I don't think a romance would be good for anyone
Therius; Vengeance Paladin, blunt and sometimes stern but with a soft spot for the little guys. Not above intimidating people to get the right thing done. Will eventually fall for Astarion once they both open up more
Aava; College of Lore Bard, quick to soothe tempers but slow to trust. She's carrying more blackmail than she'll ever admit, and will use it to keep herself safe and alive. Somehow finds herself already crushing on Karlach despite her own innate paranoia
I do plan on making at least 2 more: a dragonborn Dark Urge who will actually fight to be good, and a gnome for the sake of doing the 12 multi-classes and all the silly/stupid options.
But now back to Elamrael!
#bg3#baldur's gate 3#and now to come up with tags for them again#Dexon the Durge#Paladin Therius#Aava - keeper of secrets#I ran to get karlach as soon as possible and had the fun of wyll bursting into camp#didn't know that was an option#aava so far has been the one cause the most tension#she'll call people out asking why she should trust them#she aint got time for most people's shit she's got a worm to get rid of#therius will probably be the one who uses the worm the most?#he's willing to corrupt himself a little for the sake of power#if it means taking out the big bad will be easier#outside of Dexon of course he's going all in#he's gonna get lost in the sauce as much as the game will let me#gale's hand excluded#that was upsetting#but now that the babies in my head all have save files it's back to ela and his wizard man#/rambling#rindemption.png#photo of: dexon#photo of: therius#photo of: aava#about the oc: dexon#about the oc: therius#about the oc: aava
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Opinion on WhistleFrost: do you see it as platonic or is there something more there in your eyes? If seen as romantic, how high are the odds that they’ll be a canon couple in the rewrite in some way? I know you say no changes done until the arc is done but I gotta know what your brain is thinking about them in the moment because they are my favoritist thing ever rn
I definitely see them as not entirely platonic. They're giving me big Mothwing/Leafpool vibes.
It's the way that whenever they're at their lowest, the only person that could come through to them was the other. Throat slashed and losing blood fast, her mother's command to trust no cat swirling in her fading mind, Frostpaw's heart still guided her towards Whistlepaw. The whole world crashing down, her Clan having punished and mocked her for how she'd helped her friend, the only one who could pull Whistlepaw out of her self-destructive desperation to save her sister was Frostpaw.
Like they remain the one stable thing in the chaos. I'm reminded of the way Leafpool was afraid Mothwing wouldn't belive a vision she had, especially knowing she was faithless, and she simply responded, "I believe in you, Leafpool."
So when it comes to BB, I know that there needs to be one or two significant moments where Frostpaw's love of Whistlepaw makes her realize things about herself. One of them I'm pretty deadset on.
Instead of it being Smoky that goes against Frostpaw's wishes while she's injured, violating her trust in him, and this somehow NOT causing a massive backslide in Frostpaw's tentative ability to trust people (thanks i hate it), Frostpaw realizes that she's forcing Whistlepaw to watch her die.
Whistlepaw is too inexperienced to deal with these injuries, but she's doing everything Frostpaw asks. She didn't grab her mentor. She isn't going to the humans. She's desperately trying to treat her best friend and feeling her slip away below her paws.
How can Frostpaw let this happen? Whistlepaw loves her so much, she'll lose her. It's then that she lurches up from her deathbed, drags herself out onto the moor, and calls the humans.
In BB, they're a team of researchers who study the Clan cats. It's why they were able to field dress her so easily, as opposed to this... random horse farmer who happens to carry a syringe of cat tranquilizer in their pocket. Minor detail that bugs me more than it should lmao.
BUT that aside... I need to know how ASC ends before considering if they can be a canon couple or not. As much as they love one another, I feel like it's unlikely Whistlepaw would leave WindClan, and she is a Cleric subject to the Vow.
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AITA for repeatedly losing my temper at my kinda-friend? I (17F) have anger issues and I'm working on mitigating it, however, losing my temper always involves yelling and insulting people. Usually I think this is bad and apologize profusely when I lose control.
However, this kinda-friend (16F) who I'll call E, has absolutely no respect for other people's personal belongings, space, or time. She always grabs and plays with my things during class, or our mutual friend's items (16F), and as all three of us are artists, we carry around pretty expensive equipment. (Think Micron ink pens, Winsor & Newton paint, Derwent pencils, etc., just as reference. Thankfully no Copics lmao.)
The mutual friend will be referred to as J.
So, E has been told by both of us to stop taking our art supplies and playing with it, to the point where I'll yell sometimes, and she absolutely refuses to listen to us. She'll claim that she's forgotten what we've told her and put down the item just for her to pick it up again five seconds later. The problem is that she sometimes breaks these items or injures us - she'll play with my x-acto blade and cut me, or break J's graphite pencils, or push my watercolor palette off the desk. I've really tried to be patient about it, but it's proving to be difficult.
J is quite soft spoken, so I end up doing most of the reprimanding. E also brings up inappropriate topics that make J and I uncomfortable, as well as disturbing us when we're busy and then sulking when she doesn't get our immediate attention - once I told her three times to let me do my classwork before snapping, and E cried. She never does anything in school and hates all of our teachers, so she's pretty rude to them. All my work gets copied by her. She really annoys me, but I do feel terrible that I seem to lose control so often around E, since no one deserves to be yelled at.
However, this all came to a peak today when R (16M) and I won prizes for winning a mini-game and asking an interesting question during a seminar at school respectively; the gift was a black notebook that I didn't even like, which is an important tidbit to keep in mind. R left his gift still wrapped in his bag when he left the classroom for break time, so it was just J, E, and myself in there. Upon seeing what I had unwrapped, E went to R's bag and opened it - since all four of us are friends, we thought E was just being "jokingly" invasive as usual and were on alert, but didn't stop her.
J asked what she was doing and E said she was grabbing the gift out of R's bag. This caught my attention, so I asked why she was doing that. E told us that she wanted the book, and when J reminded her that the gift was, in fact, not hers, E said (and I wish I was kidding because this is replaying in my head in 4K HD right now like oh my god pls) "I know. It should be mine." Had she asked for my notebook, I would've given it up happily. I've got too many empty sketchbooks and notebooks at home.
I immediately stood up, but allowed J to handle the situation because I didn't trust myself not to react violently. J eventually lost her temper too and that's when I jumped in and started my yelling routine. I always feel bad whenever I do this, because it's not something I enjoy, but in this particular situation I just can't muster up the guilt? E is extremely irritating, but she tells us she has a horrible home life, so I try to be understanding. Except this was just completely intolerable. R even said that he'd predicted this would happen and to just give her the damn notebook - I vetoed that so we wouldn't enable E.
I really don't know if my reaction was overblown because I shouted a lot and said things like "you were given a brain - use it" and "you're a terrible person with no morals". It's ridiculous to say all that because it's (at the end of the day) high school drama, but I really can't understand why she acted that way. I don't know if I'm in the wrong in this situation. I wish she would listen when we tell her nicely not to do something, but even when I was blowing up at her, she was just smiling as if it was a joke. Should I apologize? I've apologized before when I lost my temper, but I have completely lost all will to be civil with her after this. The teachers are tired too - when she disappears from class or talks back, they just let her be. We can't really go to them because she'll feel betrayed and then get mad at us, which is a whole ordeal, because she's known to destroy and sabotage other people's items because of a grudge.
This is really lengthy. I apologize. I just feel terrible about the situation because I don't feel any guilt for my anger like I probably should. So, AITA?
What are these acronyms?
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Jerry asks #2
Previous one
Concept: I've put multiple asks into one post to avoid too much loose posts on my account! This way, you have more to read too<3
Warnings: nsfw mentions, drugs, murder
Rahhh i love ur OC Jerry smmm, i wanna squish her like a stress ball and inhale her into my nose 😔😔Im conclusion, i can't wait to see more of Jerry and your writing in general!!! <;33
youwannadowhatnow???? (thank you so much ily)
Bro i am SO in lesbians with jerry its not even funny
Very good >:)
how would Jerry react to reader killing someone out of self defense?(p.s. im lowkey in love with Jerry)
She will be proud over you. All that self defense she taught you actually worked. She's so pleased to know that you can take care of yourself when she's away. She'll comfort you, knowing that this most likely will take a toll on your brain.
"It's okay, baby, it's okay I promise, you did nothing wrong! You did so well. You could even have been harsher if you ask me, but you're so nice, aren't you? The nicest little baby? Come here."
As soon as Jerry puts a colouring book in front of me bam my attention is gone I am drawing I am gone I am happy
Perfect, just like she wants :>
"Giving you a coloring book to keep you occupied" Jerre what the actual f... do you think i'm a child ?! *is absolutely doing the coloring with an offended look*
Lmao coloring books really are fun, i love them so much
She'll come over every ten minutes to check up on you and see how far you've come.
"No need to glare at me when you're obviously having fun, you child." She peeks at the drawing. "That looks good, baby doll. If you finish the entire page before I'm done here I might let you sleep on my arm tonight."
Does Jerry get softer over time? She’s stand offish but we get those moments of softness, when she settles down with her darling and they both trust each other will she be soft or still only fleeting moments?
She doesn't get softer in theory, but you learn how to take her behavior and analyze it. Her cockiness is a part of her personality. it's not disappearing anytime soon. However, if you match her energy she will be much more comfortable. You might even be on the same level with her instead of being her property.
Example:
"I ought to give that son of a bitch a real pounding", Jerry mutters with her arms crossed over her chest.
"You should wipe the floor with his hair", you reply. "Use it like a real good mop."
She scoffs out a laugh. "I should, shouldn't I?"
"If you don't, I will."
You're about to leave, but she grabs your shoulder, forcing you back.
"Not a fucking chance, Y/N", she says. "He would grab your hair and swing you over his head like a damn propeller. I'm not letting him hurt you, you're too important to me. You can help me, but you're not doing anything by yourself, do you understand that?"
"In that case he'll hurt you too."
"I'll be fine." She taps your nods at the man. "If you take his glass, I'll put in the sleeping pills. Let's go, baby. I'm right behind you."
on my hands and knees begging for more information on jerry’s mommy kink
Well ... haha ... Jerry loves to be in control and know that she's the leader of the relationship. Having you call her that makes her feel important to you. Plus it feeds her gigantic ego.
She's the type to want you to call her that among others, just so people know. It makes her feel even cockier.
Of course she mocks you about it when you become shy about it, why wouldn't she do that? The more embarrassed you are, the happier she gets.
BLUE OMG I LOVE JERRY SO MUCH SHES LITERALLY RHE STANDART ‼️‼️
AGREED<33333
jerry stole my heart<3 -💤anon
She will steal more than that, she will steal your entire life
#yandere#yandere x reader#yandere x you#yandere imagines#yandere drabbles#yandere oc x you#yandere mafia#yandere oc x reader#yandere female#yandere asks#yandere x darling
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okay hi I hope I'm not sending too many asks even tho this is only my second one LMAOO, I figured you would get a lot of venture requests so i was like "why not send an ask for someone else?" so here I am!! can I mayhaps request Sombra with a reader(she/her) who is very open about themselves? like maybe they tend to overshare or talk a lot about themselves,, again, any format is fine w/me! have a beautiful day!! (my name is Eden btw, so feel free to call me that <33)
Sombra with an open!reader!
You are 100% right almost all of our requests have been for venture lmao (dw tho we enjoy it <3) also NEVER FEEL GUILTY FOR SENDING MULTIPLE ASKS, please send as many as you want, we love them <3 decided to do headcanons for this one, hope thats okay! -Frisk
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When you first meet she so takes advantage of the fact that you're so open
Records basically every conversation she has with you, just in case she ever needs blackmail
Once you start getting closer, she starts actually paying attention to the stuff you say, just for fun, totally not because she wants to actually know you She can't help but think of you whenever she finds something you said you liked.
One time on a mission she found a mug with a funny quote she thought you'd like and took it, didn't actually give it to you though, just took it
She would rather die than admit it, but if you're ever on a mission with her she'll try to keep you from talking too much
She doesn't want the enemy to have too much info on you, that's her blackmail not theirs >:C
If/When you actually start dating, she really takes into account the things she'd heard you say
Listens to her own recordings on loop whenever its a holiday or anniversary so she can find the perfect gift
She'll finally let you know she's been recording your conversations, she doesn't feel guilty she just wants you to know
No point in hiding it anymore
She also gets more openly protective
Like she'll yoink you out of conversations with someone who she doesn't think should know the stuff you so openly talk about
She isn't really used to people being so open, she's used to having to find info on people herself, so it's a change of pace for her. She doesn't mind too much but she'll still instinctively try and dig into your life and find stuff you've already told her about
TLDR; She listens to what you say, kinda, but you talk a lot and there is a time and place to be doing so, and she's gonna make sure you only reveal sensitive information when she's around to make sure whoever you're talking to can be trusted <3
#overwatch x reader#Sombra x reader#sombra overwatch#sombra ow#olivia colomar#again tell me if i made mistakes#im really stupid#-frisk#Xornk
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Being a fellow doctor at Grey salon and also Amelia's or Teddy's lover . Maybe reader got into an accident and is critically injured .
❛ 𝑺𝒕𝒓𝒐𝒏𝒈 ❜
𝙋𝙖𝙧𝙞𝙣𝙜: Teddy Altman x f!reader ♡
𝘼/𝙣: So I chose Teddy since I haven't written anything for her yet! Hope you like it and enjoyy ;)
You had seen millions of soldiers lose their minds and threaten anyone who bothered them with a weapon. So you knew how to behave. You knew how to act when that boy pulled a gun out of his pocket terrifying all the passers. You were walking to the hospital, you couldn't ignore the situation. Some of them had called the police, but no one had arrived yet, so you stepped forward. You knew somehow that boy wasn't into him, otherwise why threaten everyone with a gun?
You were about to get him to put the weapon down so that you would pick it up and he wouldn't scare anyone again, but then the police came yelling at him from behind, so he started getting really upset and angry, picking on you, saying that you tricked him, so he fired a bullet that hit you right in the belly. You felt a weight hit you, suddenly it was hard to even breathe, all you could do was collapse on the ground, closing your eyes, as the blood started flowing out and people ran to your rescue. Then you heard nothing more.
You were rushed to Grey-Sloan, where April and Teddy were waiting. She was prepared for the trauma of a gunshot wound, but with you it would have been different, and maybe finding out like this wouldn't have been even one of the best ways.
"What do we have?" Kepner asked when the ambulance arrived.
"Woman, 34, gunshot wound to abdomen, she lost much blood" the paramedics carried your stretcher off the vehicle.
"Y/n?" Teddy raised her eyes when she recognized you even you had an oxygen mask and were still unconscious. "Oh my God, what happened?!" she asked confused and afraid.
"Teddy it's okay, I'll call Owen, he'll help me with he, she'll be fine, okay?" April tried to calm her down as she just panicked.
Teddy followed her as she carried you into the room, where Owen and Meredith were already ready.
"Hey, isn't she Y/n?" Owen asked.
"God, what the hell happened?" Meredith asked too, with a worried tone.
"They said a guy shot her... she tried to stop him" April said starting to check you. Teddy was still near the entrance of your room, she put a hand on her mouth as she tried to hold on the tears. Owen noticed it, so he went to her.
"Teddy, you can't stay here..."
"I- I know, I just-" she stopped, couldn't continue the sentence.
"We'll take care of her, now you should take care of yourself" he reassured her. "Do you trust us?" she nodded wiping away a tear that she couldn't help but hold back, while Owen returned with the others to deal with you.
They gave you more units of blood and took you to surgery to get the bullet out and stop the bleeding. It had managed to puncture the intestine and diaphragm, luckily nothing they couldn't take care of. The repair was done perfectly, the most involved procedure was the extraction of the bullet as it risked damaging the artery, but you had been entrusted to the best, Teddy had nothing to fear.
When you woke up it took you a while to figure out where you were and why, then you turned around to find Teddy next to you, still crying. As soon as you woke up her face lit up and she squeezed your hand.
"God, you have to stop scaring me!" she wiped away her tears and you smiled at her.
"I... I couldn't not doing anything..." you justified yourself.
"I know, I know you" she stroked your cheek. "How are you feeling?" she asked.
"Weak, but fine" you kissed her hand which was still on your cheek.
Her gaze remained fixed on you for a while, before she started talking again.
"How would I do without you?" You sighed at her question.
"I'll be strong for tou whatever thing will happen, I promise" you smiled at her as she approached to kiss you on your lips, then laying next to you and holding you in each other arms, feeling safe.
#teddy altman#teddy altman x reader#teddy altman imagine#greys anatomy#grey's anatomy#greys anatomy x reader#greys anatomy imagine#y/n#my writing#fanfics#requests
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Nikolai
♡ "Mate, get over here right now. I do not like having you standing so far away." ♡
She's an impulsive and delusional type of yandere. She doesn't think before she decides to claim her darling and she doesn't think before she kills someone who was too close to her darling, she'll threaten and blackmail them in broad daylight, even in front of you for them to stay away. She doesn't bother to hide her jealousy and she locks you up the first day you meet. Unlike Kassien who knows demons are scary sometimes, Nikki is unaware you're scared because you're her mate so you should like her for her, she shouldn't change, that would make you like her less.
♡ "My name is Nikolai, you are the only one allowed to call me Nikki." ♡
Demons don't generally have last names and she thinks that you'll be happy that you're the only one she's close enough to for nicknames.
♡ "Older than you." ♡
She's not one for words, but she is much older than any human due to the different way time flows in the demon realm and demons age at a different rate. She's at least two centuries old but she's never really paid attention and no important events were happening near her birth so she can't use those to track her age. Angels don't keep good records as they tend to be lazy when not at war.
♡ "Why would I like anyone besides my mate?" ♡
She likes the ladies.
♡ "I'm a diplomat for the angels who visit the city on occasion." ♡
She also occasionally assists the more generalized demon departments when her department isn't busy since angels are less likely to visit than the other demon types. She looks down on most of the people in her department for being lower ranked demons than her.
♡ "I like my mate and I like my job." ♡
She works well being in charge of people but not being at the top, she does very good at her job which is why she would be unlikely to return to the demon realm despite seeing most people in the city as beneath her. She likes battle and has killed plenty of people though she now funnels that energy into her work. She also likes having her mate to return to after a hard battle.
♡ "I hate weaklings and liars." ♡
She won't hate you if you lie to her but she won't be happy either. Trust me, she will know if you lie and she'll force the truth out of you, she was the torturer for her village, killing anyone who tried to sneak in for any reason at all. Unless they had a mate in the village, they were slaughtered. She doesn't see you at weak though, you're her mate so of course you're weaker than her to balance the scales.
♡ "I'm good with a pike. My preferred weapon is a mace since it keeps them alive for longer whereas my pike usually strikes the fatal blow immediately." ♡
She's a warrior so the only things she's super good at is warfare and giving out orders. She's good at making people fear her and want to cow to her whims. She wasn't the leader but she could have been had she wanted that title.
♡ "Mate, I will not ask you again, come closer." ♡
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My unpopular opinion for today? The Darkling was terrible at manipulating people
And that mostly comes from the author's incompetence on the matter.
Back in 2016-2017 on Tumblr she was asked which SoC character finds difficult to write and she replied "Kaz. Because he's clever and cunning".
So for her, writing manipulative characters is difficult and actually explains the reason why the Darkling's "efforts" seemed comedic in S&B.
I still remember how posts from 2020-2021 expressed bafflement about where did the Darkling actually manipulated Alina in S&B.
His first, full conversation with her? He lied to her three times and tried to figure her out. What her views are, what does she know about him, has her judgement been clouded by other people's opinions of him, how she feels about her supposed destiny. Apparently she failed in each one of them and the Darkling decided to withhold information since he didn't find her trustworthy. It was too early and she was too immature.
I've written about this scene here but I MUST put this reblog here as well because it's ✨gold✨
So for anyone who believes he should tell her the truth from the very beginning uhh....have you ever been to a job with a hierarchy?
(You can also read a very good meta about their first conversation here from @theweeklydiscourse)
His additional conversations with her? They lasted only ten minutes (maximum) and he mostly tried to soothe her fears and assure her that since she'll have the Stag she won't have to worry about the strength of her power. So, me, the reader, am I supposed to think "That walk that he took with her and lasted for five minutes was so suspicious"?. Ahh...ok.
That first kiss? Boy wasn't it awkward.
It was like I watched two high school kids being kissed for the first time💀
I'm sorry but if that was manipulating then he didn't succeed at making the reader say "Now that seems shady" but wonder "What the fuck was that?". The same thing Alina wondered apparently.
If he wanted to manipulate Alina, why didn't he stay longer with her? Why didn't he spend more time with her? The guy was missing for days from the Little Palace doing his duties and even Alina said that she didn't see him much. So where was the manipulation?
To the first, awkward kiss where he lost control for the first time?
To their Winter fete make out where he almost lost his pants?
(Homeboy couldn't even control his own feelings apparently)
Leigh describes him as "manipulative" but we have no context.
So basically it's like "Source? Trust me bro".
We only have a couple of characters accuse him of manipulation but no scenes to base the argument.
His attempts, in comparison to other truly manipulating characters in fiction (like Varys, Tom Riddle, Petyr Baelish, Tyrion Lannister, the Joker), seem honestly pathetic.
When the author doesn't know how to write such things then her "manipulative" characters and their attempts seem cartoonish, cringe and childish. There's no real danger to make the reader feel like there's something wrong. His scenes with her in the Little Palace only included attempts from his part to calm down her worries and their kisses only made the reader say "Oh he fell for her!" (Which is kind of funny because this is exactly what happened).
The only instance where he was manipulative and good at it was at the orphanage scene where he lied about the Grisha children and his plans with them in order to draw Alina out.
Besides that? Nada.
And it's actually strange to me when people call him "so manipulating" and it makes me think "Have you truly not read other manipulative characters from other authors to compare?"
Because, personally, I have and the Darkling seems like an idiot in comparison.
And this is not me trying to water down the Darkling but say how Leigh Bardugo is so incompetent in writing manipulative characters and try to present him as a "master" of it.
Because he was not.
(P.S. the fact that Leigh once said "I don't want my bad guys to carry a label saying "I'm evil" because I think the real bad guys are much more tactful in their attempts" is actually laughable considering how she gave her bad guy a label when she called him "the Darkling", gave him black clothes and a fearful reputation from the very first chapter. That man really didn't stand a chance from the beginning lmao)
#the darkling#if you're an author and don't know how to write manipulative characters then don't create them in the first place#otherwise the result will seem ridiculous and that character will look like a clown#pro darkling#aleksander morozova#pro aleksander morozova#leigh bardugo#alina starkov#shadow and bone#grishaverse#grishaverse trilogy
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I'm constantly flipping back and forth wether I should trust tabitha or not because Its really suspicious how protective she is of us, even if we're an complete asshole to her.
Also there's the whole ritual thing going on with the goat, it could be possible that tabitha has ulterior motives and wants us alive because ... well idk a sacrifice seems the most obvious option but whatever she needs done, it seems to hinge on the mc's health.
There's also her connection to Wayne and the death of her mother.
Wayne apparently disappeared at the estate around the same time pearlanne did and pearlanne died of sleep apnea but apparently had no autopsy. I've seen some people propose the idea that tabitha mightve smothered her mother with a pillow, and I think that could check out.
Apparently it's very hard to tell if someone was suffocated with a pillow or not, and often times investigators have to rely on checking fibers near the victims mouth and eyes to idenity what suffocated them, and handprints + finger marks.
You also have to be relatively strong to suffocate someone- which powerful build can say tabitha is surprising strong despite her size (it's if tabitha threatens you and then you push her off)- and most of the time the victims for suffocation are people who would be unable to fight back like children or elderly (I'm not sure how old pearlanne is, but her corpse looks pretty damn old. Since tabitha is in for early to mid twenties iirc, I think I would place pearlanne somewhere in her 50s-early 60s?).
Also it's very clear tabitha did not like her mother, and calls her a monster. So like I feel like it adds up that tabitha is perfectly capable of murder and able to do it again (rip reese) but also at the same time, I have a hard time thinking she's preparing to do something terrible to mc especially if you go down routes where you have a good (or good-ish) relationships with her.
Like, for example with my main mc Mckenna (yes I chose her name cause it had mc in it) I stayed the night at Stella's, hung out with her in the mines and on day 3 but didn't invite her ghost hunting, then when I got threatened in her office on day 4 and had mckenna cry I got a couple very interesting reactions.
(Sorry for not actually having a screenshot and just a picture, my computer is weird. Also one more note, this was when a strike was strong, I'll have to check what happens when the strike is weak but I have a similar relationship with Tabitha still)
This was the interaction I got when I said "im sorry, I know I haven't been the best cousin" iirc and she falt out admits she's jealous of us.
But we can also get this dialogue instead if we ask why she invited us at all if she hated us so much
(Once again sorry for bad pic 💔)
And idk maybe I'm the fool for trusting but that line about being family, and how that still means something to her feels so geninue it makes me doubt she actually intends to harm the mc.
Plus there's other interactions you can get with Tabitha, like if you have a very good relationship with her and question if she's happy in scarlet hollow or not she'll say no, but that she's happy you're here.
And idk, I just feel like somebody who had already planned to stab us in the back from the very start wouldnt be able to open up that much and be that vulnerable with their potential victim.
Also tabitha herself states she didn't want to like us (you get this by hanging out with tabby and calling her hypocritical for giving us such a hard time for living in the city), which of course could be spinned towards the idea that tabitha is planning to backstab us but also at the same time, it's not an uncommon defense mechanism for traumatized people to push away loved ones.
Tabitha has had a very hard life- from the pressure of being one of two scarlets left, having to run a dying coal mine, and the abuse from her mother to then her sudden death (and also her mother maybe possibly killing her ex).
It's very possible alot of her standoff-ness towards the player isn't because she has some malicious scheme, but rather it's her way of coping with the shitty cards she's been dealt in life (like the idea of pushing people away so you won't be hurt if they betray or leave you. It's a toxic mentality to have as it creates a self fulfilling prophecy, but it's a mentality some people have nonetheless).
I rambled alot but those are just some of my thoughts about tabitha. It's obvious she's gonna do something weird with that goat (my first idea is a sacrifice), but I'm not entirely sure wether she intended to betray the mc or not from the beginning (I lean towards not but I can still see a situation where she didn't intend to betray the mc from the start, but does so later depending on your relationship with her).
#not really sure if to call this a theory as its just a ramble about my thoughts LOL#speculation ig#scarlet hollow#scarlet hollow tabitha#tabitha scarlet#tw lots of talk about suffocation and death
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I Swear I Had A Plan With Those
Bully/ 2
Pairing- Namjoon x Named Reader
Word count- 6.5k
Includes- humping through clothes, oral, pussy eating, blow job, deepthroating, cum eating, missionary, from behind, cock riding, multiple orgasms, confusion, fluff
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5 months later
Namjoon POV
"C'mon Jimin your voice is amazing. You have nothing to worry about. ARMYS love you. They wouldn't want you to be so hard on yourself", she tells him
"Thanks Jo"
"Of course Jimin. All of you guys are amazing."
I watch her lean down and put some eye shadow on his eyelids
"What about Namjoon?", Jimin asks
She glares at him
"I'm sorry Jo. I know everything he did to you but you have to understand I don't know that Namjoon. So it's hard for me to imagine him being that way."
"Yeah we'll he was a massive asshole"
"Jo, he feels really bad about what happened with you. He does. He talks about it with me and he wants more than anything to make it up to you"
What is Jimin doing?
Why is he trying to help me?
He's just going to piss her off more
She looks at him with her eyebrow raised, "What are you trying to say?"
"That maybe you can give him another chance?"
Both her eyebrows go up, disbelief on her face
"You want me to give the guy who made my life miserable for years a second chance? The one who was the reason I got physically hurt? The one who turned the entire school against me? The one who was the reason why guys felt it was ok to touch me? You want me to give him another chance. Are you out of your fucking mind?"
God, she really hates me
And for good reason
"He changed Jo. He's nothing like that anymore"
She looks at the ceiling for a second, breathes in then looks back at Jimin
"I'm going to say this once. I hate Namjoon. I will say he is a great performer, an amazing rapper, lyricist and producer. I won't take that away from him. But I don't trust him at all. I know people say you should give people second chances but you know what, I don't want to give him one. I want him far from me. I don't give second chances. He fucked up his first. That's his fault not mine. He just needs to stay the fuck away from me and there'll be no problems"
Hear that breaks my heart
I just want to make everything up to her
Show her I'm sorry, show her I can be the kind of guy she'd want
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Two weeks later
Namjoon POV
"Joanne, Ari called out sick and we're short staffed"
"Uh ok", she says uneasily
"You have a choice. You can do Hobi and Tae's makeup. Or you can do Namjoon's"
Fuck
She's never going to pick me
No matter how much I want her to
She hasn't done my makeup in months, since that big blow out when the guys found out what I did
She sighs
"Really?"
"Yes. I know you did three of their makeup already but I'm giving you the choice instead of assigning it to you"
"Fuck", she mutters, thinking
"What's your choice?"
I'm about to tune everything out when I hear her answer
"RM"
Me?
She picked me?
Her boss raises her eyebrow, "Namjoon?"
She nods, "Yeah. I didn't sleep well last night and I'm tired. I'd rather do one person's makeup than two. Unless I can just pick Hobi or Tae?"
I feel my heart deflate
She'll probably get to do Hobi or Tae's makeup
She is the best makeup artist we have, so her boss usually gives her what she wants
But her boss shakes her head, "Tae and Hobi are getting their hair done now. That's why I put them together. Namjoon is already done"
She sighs, "Yeah ok. RM then"
Her boss nods and turns away, calling the other makeup artist
"RM", she says flatly
I get up from the couch and make my way to her
'Don't push her to talk to you', I tell myself
I don't want her to yell at me again
When I get to her, I just sit in the chair
She turns to me, holding my foundation
"Hi", I say softly
"Uh hi", she answers, tiredly
No snark or sarcasm
Just a normal hi
She begins to put my makeup on with a sponge
I casually look up at her
She's looking at me, scanning my face while she moves the makeup sponge
She's so gorgeous
I love everything about her
Her beautiful deep brown eyes, her stunning smile, her kissable mouth
I love her lip biting habit she has
She turns me on so much when she does that
Looking at her again, I meet her gaze
She licks her lip, her eyes on mine
Jesus christ she's making me hard
Then she tears her gaze away, shaking her head
Almost as if she couldn't believe she was looking at me
"Uh. Um close your eyes", she says nervously
Why is she nervous?
Does she have feelings for me too?
No she can't
She hates me
She told Jimin that two weeks ago
That's just my mind wanting her to want me
I feel her swipe a brush all over my face
"Keep your eyes closed"
I feel her move brushes over my eyes gently over and over
"You can open them"
I open my eyes to her looking back and forth between my eyes, checking the makeup
She's biting her lip again and I just want to kiss and suck on it
Fucking relax Namjoon
Jesus christ
I need to stop
She gets some lip product and a brush, putting it on my lips
"You're done", she says
I give her a small smile
"Fuck", she whispers
What?
What happened?
"Smile again", she whispers
Ok I don't know what's going on but she's talking to me so I'm not complaining
I smile again watching her look at me intently
I feel her fingers touching my face by my mouth
I can't help but shiver against her touch
It's then I realize she's touching my dimple
And I've never been as happy as I am now when someone touched my dimples
I decide to take a chance
I reach up, holding the back of her hand and move it to my cheek, turning into her palm
Fuck I love her touching me
I get braver and I turn more into her palm, kissing it
Looking back at her, she bites her lip again and I feel her thumb stroke my face
I close my eyes, just feeling her
"Namjoon! Where's Namjoon? I need him, he's next for pictures", someone calls
She snatches her hand away, a look of anger on her face again and turns away from me
No fuck
I want whatever was going on between us to happen again
I'm scared it's never going to happen again
I stand up from the chair and call her name
"Joanne"
I hear her breath in, then turn around
"What?", she snaps
Right, back to the same attitude
But I won't let it happen
Instead I just lean down and kiss her lips gently
Fucking fireworks go off and I love it
When I pull away she's so shocked, eyes wide, staring at me
I just give her a soft smile and turn from her
As I walk to the set, my heart pounds in my chest
I just kissed her
And she didn't punch me or yell at me
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J POV
He kissed me
And I let him
And I fucking loved it
Why?
Oh God, I want more
What the fuck is wrong with me?
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Namjoon sits in front of me waiting for me to touch up his makeup
While I fix a few things, I just keep thinking about him kissing me
And how much I want to kiss him again
How I want to feel what I was feeling when he kissed me
When I finish, I look up and notice that no one is here
Absolutely no one
Where is everyone?
But since there's no one here, I could maybe kiss him
I just have to do it quick
One more and never again
"Are you ok?", he asks softly
"Uh no", I answer
He raises an eyebrow and I just decide to go for it
Leaning to him, I press my lips against his
They're so soft and smooth
He doesn't move for a second, then his arms go around my waist pulling me closer
He licks my lips and fuck it, I open my mouth too
His tongue slides in, touching mine immediately
Goddamn it feels so good
I put my arms around his neck, touching his tongue with mine
Goddamn he's an amazing kisser
He pulls me to his lap and I go willingly like an idiot, straddling him
As soon as I sit on him, I feel his hard on through my clothes
Oh god, he feels good
He moves me closer, making me slide on his cock
Both of us moan from the contact
And fuck me, I start moving on him, feeling his hard on against my pussy
He grips my hips hard, helping me move on him
God I haven't had sex in such a long time
He moves so I can feel his cock more, moving me back and forth
His mouth is hard against mine, his tongue playing with mine
My hands are in his hair, tugging softly
Jesus I'm right there and the next slide on him makes me cum
"Fuck", I moan against his lips, pulling his hair and shaking in his arms
I still move on him, wanting to make him cum
It's takes a minute but he grips me so hard, moaning loudly, "Yes fuck yes"
He relaxes and I stop moving
It's then that I realize what the fuck I just did
No oh god no...I...I...came...he...he came...
NO
I shove him back and he looks at me in surprise while I fall over myself to get off him
Turning away from him, I grip the table hard in front of me, my eyes closed
I let him...
He touched me
His hard on made me...oh god what the fuck is wrong with me?
I can't believe I did that
That I let it get that far
I can't believe I liked it, that he felt that good
Oh god I can't
"Joanne", I hear him whisper
"No RM. Just go back to the shoot"
"But-"
"I'm not talking about it!", I shriek, "Just go away"
He sighs, "I will for now"
No not just for now
Forever
I hear his footsteps leaving and I'm wondering what the hell is wrong with me
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Namjoon POV
What just happened?
I really made...made her cum?
And she made me cum?
I don't know what happened
She just kissed me and I stopped thinking
I just did
Pulling her on me, feeling her sit on my hard on, moving her on me
I wanted to make her feel good
I wanted to make her cum
And after I did it for her, she made me cum
Then it's like she realized it was me she was doing it with and she jumped off me
Yelled at me to leave her alone
And I said I would, for the moment
I would have stayed but I had cum in my boxers and I had to come to the bathroom to clean everything
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*This next part takes place a week later. BTS didn't have any events or shoots or whatever so they didn't need their staff and Namjoon didn't see the reader. He decides to go to her apartment to talk to her (I haven't figured out how he knows where she lives yet- for the sake of the story as it is now- he just does)
J POV
I sigh as I open my door
Namjoon is standing there, looking at me
God he's so beautiful
Stop
I need to stop it now
But what the fuck?
Why is he here?
How did he get my address?
"What do you want?", I snarl
"I want to talk to you", he says
"Well I don't want to listen to you"
"Please Joanne."
"No"
What doesn't he get?
Why does he insist on wanting to talk to me when I made it clear months ago that I want him to leave me alone
It already sucks that I'm in love with him and it's worse that he won't leave me alone
I always catch him looking at me
He always looks like he wants to talk to me
But I avoid him as much as I can
Even so, I always end up watching him too
And I can't get that fucking day that we both came from feeling each other out of my head
It won't leave me alone
"Please. Can you just talk to me this once? Then you won't have to again if you don't want to"
I don't know what to do
Should I hear him out?
I hate that I want to listen to what he had to say
Fuck
"Fine", I snap, turning and walking into my apartment
I hear him close the door and follow me
I sit on my bed and he has too also
It's the only place to sit in my small studio apartment
"Joanne, I'm so sorry for everything I did to you. I hate what I did, I hate that I bullied you. I hate knowing I made you cry, that you got hurt because of me."
I don't know what he wants me to say
He's said this before and it hasn't changed anything
"I know you think I forgot about you but I never did. I swear. I thought about you everyday since high school and I wished I could apologize to you. Make it up to you.", he explains, "I was a complete idiot for not recognizing you. When you told me who you were, I can't believe I didn't see it. I'm sorry that I hurt you."
I just keep quiet
"I know I shouldn't ask but I want to know if you can give me another chance. I can prove to you I'm different, that I'm nothing like the Namjoon you knew. I just want to get to know you, the way I should have in high school."
He's asking a lot from me
"I don't know Namjoon. You are the one person I said I'd never give a second chance to. I went through so much because of you. I was depressed for years and I had to go to therapy to get over everything. I don't trust you"
"I'm sorry. I don't know what else I can say but I'm so sorry. I wish you could feel how sorry I am"
I don't know what to say
So I stay silent
"You don't have to answer me now. Can you just think about it?"
I guess I can think about it
I want to believe him but I don't want to risk anything
So I just nod
We sit in silence for a few minutes
"I guess I should go", he says
Yeah he should
I look over at him to see him looking at me
Why is he so hot?
Why?
Looking at each other, he just leans over and kisses me
And I don't push him away
I should
I should shove him off, slap him and make him leave
But I can't
I want him
Ever since that day in the dressing room, I've wanted him more and more
Without clothes on
And I hate that so much
I hate that I've fallen for him
I hate that he has changed from the asshole he used to be
Just watching him, how he is with the staff, the guys, his fans, anyone shows me how different he is
I don't want to believe it
I want to keep hating him
I don't want to have feelings for him
I don't want to want him
God I'm so fucked up
I fell for my bully
The guy I swore I'd hate forever
But I don't want to stop kissing him
His lips are so soft and feel so good
So I wrap my arms around his neck and pull him closer, hating that I'm doing that
His arms go around me and I hate how good it feels, how right it feels being in his arms
He slides his tongue in and it feels so good
He moans and my panties get drenched
Fuck why?
This is utter bullshit
He pushes me gently back and I move until I'm laying down, him hovering over me, still kissing me
We kiss for awhile, holding onto each other
He kisses my neck and I moan loudly
Why?
Why does he have to feel so good?
It's not fair
"Can I touch you? Please?", he asks
I shouldn't let him
I should just get up
Tell him to fuck off
But instead I say yes
His hands start touching me, roaming everywhere
And I fucking love it
I love the feel of his big hands on me and I want nothing more than him touching my skin instead of through my clothes
His hand goes down and under my shirt as if he heard what I was thinking
Electricity fires through me under his fingers
"I want you Joanne. So much", he whispers
Fuck what do I say?
I don't know
I know that if I tell him I want him too, I have to shut my brain off and just feel
Can I do that?
I want him, so yeah I can
"I want you too", I tell him
"Can I have you? I want to make you feel so good. I can, I promise. Please let me", he begs
Fuck me
I just give in
"Yes"
He sits up immediately and pulls me up
He gets my shirt and bra off in under a minute, kissing me and laying me back down
Kissing down my neck, he kisses my chest and shoulders, going down until he gets to my breasts
He licks my nipple and I get so fucking soaked
More than before
Fucking bullshit
He licks over and over and it feels so good
My arms go around him, one hand in his blonde hair
He switches to my other nipple and he starts sucking on it
"Fuck!", I moan, pulling his hair from how fucking good it feels
His hand plays with my other nipple while he sucks
After awhile he stops and moves back up my body, kissing me as he goes
"I want you in my mouth. I want to taste you, I want your pussy on my tongue, I want you to cum on my tongue. Can I have that? Please?", he asks
Holy shit
Mother of god
I fucking want that so much
"Yeah, ok", I agree
He lifts his head and smiles at me
Fucking hell, his smile is everything
His fucking dimples are goddamn beautiful
Why?
Why do I have to love his smile?
Kissing, licking and sucking down my body, his hands start pulling my pants down
He gets lower on me, sits up and pulls my pants off
He slides his hands up my legs and stops at my hips
He runs his hands down my pussy and I jump from the feeling
"Fuck you're panties are so wet. Did I do this to you?", he asks glancing up
I bite my lip and nod
He gives me another of his gorgeous smiles, then pulls down my panties
He looks at my naked body and I feel self conscience
"My god, you're fucking beautiful", he says with awe in his voice
What?
No way
I look up at him and his eyes are gliding all over me
"So fucking sexy", he murmurs, touching me all over
He glances up at my face and leans over, kissing my lips softly
"You're so beautiful Joanne. I've never seen anyone more beautiful than you. I mean that", he says
"Ok uh tttt....thanks", I mumble
"There's nothing to thank Jo. It's just facts. You're gorgeous"
I blush and he smiles again
He moves back and opens my legs
"Oh fuck", he moans
I feel him put his tongue on me and lick
"Fuck!", I shudder
Jesus it feels so goddamn good
And he just licked me once
He starts moving his tongue so fast, licking up and down, pleasure fucking exploding in my body
He's so fucking good with his tongue
Because of course he is
When he starts licking my clit, my entire body jumps from the bed in so much pleasure
"Oh god, yes, fuck"
"You like it there baby?", he asks
Fuck why do I like him calling me that?
I don't know but I love it
"Yes Namjoon, yes", I moan
"Ok baby", he answers
His tongue slides on my clit over and over, making me feel so good and driving me fucking insane
"Oh my god, oh my god", I whimper
I feel him take my clit in his mouth
He sucks once and I fucking explode
"Yeah NAMJOON, yes", I shout, coming hard
His tongue slides all over me as he moans
I don't know what the fuck is going on with my body but his licking sends another orgasm through me, feeling fucking amazing
I've never came one after the other except with him
Of course it has to be with him
Of course
"Fuck, ahhh, fuck", I cry
I can't stop my body from trembling
He lifts me up a little and his tongue slides inside me
"Holy fuck!"
God it feels so good
So fucking amazing
He moves his tongue up and out, then goes back in
No one has ever done this, no one has ever eaten me out as good as he has
The pleasure is so fucking intense and my brain shuts off
I can't think, I can only feel
He keeps going and I feel another orgasm building
I need to cum
I want it so much
His tongue goes in and I cum on it, my hips snapping up into his face, my hands grabbing his hair and hold him to me while I climax
Stars burst in my vision from feeling so good
When it ends, my body goes limp and he pulls away
He comes next to me and kisses my cheek
"You taste so fucking good. I fucking love it"
I moan
Holy shit
He's driving me crazy
I sit up and pull him up
He looks confused until I pull his shirt up and off
And I'm hit with his fucking gorgeous body
My mouth drops while I look at him
His chest and stomach are fit, no hard muscles like a body builder but they're defined
And so hot
His arms and his shoulders are amazing
"Fuck Namjoon", I gasp, biting my lip
I look at his face and he's blushing
I touch his face and kiss him gently
"You're beautiful", I tell him, "And so fucking sexy"
I kiss him again, sliding my tongue in his mouth
His arms go around me holding me close to him
God why?
Why does being in his arms feel so right?
Like I belong here
I have to stop
He's still the guy who made me miserable
It's just sex
I push him back and he lays down
Pulling his pants and boxers off, I throw them behind me
I finally see his cock and shit, it's big
And I'm so fucked up because I just want him in my mouth
If someone told me months ago that I'd be blowing Kim, Namjoon, I would have slapped them
Leaning down, I lick up his cock and listen to him moan
I put his head in my mouth and move down his cock, putting all of him in my mouth
I don't have a gag reflex and it doesn't bother me
"Holy shit Joanne"
I suck and he yells in pleasure
I smile and suck harder, moving my head up and down his length
I love how he feels in my mouth
I'm fucking crazy
Seriously
"Fuck baby, you're so good at this"
Sliding up his shaft, I suck on his head, keeping my tongue on the underside and licking there
"Fuck me. Oh god", he yells
I keep sucking, loving that I'm making him go crazy
I wrap my hand around his shaft and jerk him off while I suck and lick his head
"Baby, I'm....oh fuck.."
I take him all in my mouth again, sucking his cock hard and fast
His hand goes in my hair, moving my head up and down, while he thrusts into my mouth
It doesn't hurt
I like that I'm making him feel like this
"Oh fuck, fuck fuck!", he screams, coming down my throat
I swallow on his cock and he whimpers
I keep swallowing hearing his cute yelps
He let's me go and I pull him out
Looking at his cock, I watch as cum still comes out
Leaning over again, I lick it off
Fuck me, he tastes so goddamn good
He shivers when I lick him and I keep doing it until he stops leaking
I lay down next to him and whisper in his ear, "Your cum tastes amazing Namjoon"
"Fuck baby"
He rolls over on top of me, kissing me hard, his hard on pressing into my leg
What?
How is he hard again so fast?
"I need you. I need to be in you baby. Can I?", he asks
I can't say no
And I don't want to
I want him in me as much as he wants to be inside
"You better Namjoon", I answer
He smiles his fucking amazing dimpled smile, taking my breath away
He opens my legs and lays in between them
He kisses me again, then moves to my neck
I put my arms around his body, running my hands all over his back, his arms, his sides
I love how he feels
I love feeling his skin on me
His hands wrap my legs around him, sucking on my neck while he pushes in
"Oh, oh god", I moan from him sinking in inch by inch
"Fuck baby. I love how tight you are", he moans
When he moves, fires shoots through my body and my pussy clenches him
"Fuck", he groans, starting to thrust harder and faster
Pleasure over takes me and again my brain shuts off
"So good", he moans
He's so big, he's hitting all the right places
I've never been able to cum during sex
The guys ate me out before sex
Not that I don't enjoy it, I do
It feels good but it just never happened
But it hasn't felt as good or pleasurable as it is with Namjoon
Because of course not
So I'm not expecting to cum the next time he slams inside me
"Fuck oh fuck!", I scream, coming on his cock and squeezing him so tightly
I can't let go of him, he feels too good and I want to keep him inside
"Good girl, fuck baby, don't stop coming on me", he moans, slamming harder while I cum
He made me orgasm
Of course it had to be with him
This is getting to be ridiculous
Of course his kiss drives me insane, his touch makes me tremble, his body makes me feel amazing
Because of fucking course it's him
He moves so fast, thrusting hard over and over, throwing me into another orgasms right away
"Yes yes yes!", I shout
My body is on fire and the pleasure is overwhelming
"Namjoon fuck"
"Yes baby. Yes"
When I finish he pulls out, grabbing my arms and pulling me up
Namjoon POV
I pull her up and hold her against the wall that her bed is against
I'm on my knees, kissing her hard
"Open baby", I whisper
She's holding onto me with her arms around my neck and all I want is to be back inside
"Please", I plead, "Open your pretty legs for me baby girl. I wanna be back inside. Please let me"
I don't care how I sound, I just want her
I want her legs around me, I want her kissing me, I want her pulling my hair, screaming my name again
She opens her legs for me , wrapping them around my waist and I hold her up from her perfect ass
Pitying my head to her hole, I push in, feeling her tiny tight cunt open so pleasurably around me
"Fuck yes", I moan while she whimpers against my neck
Once I bottom out, I start moving, in and out, pleasure shooting through my body
No girl has ever been so perfect for me
I fit inside her so fucking well and I love the way she squeezes me
"Oh my god", she cries when I start moving harder and faster
Kissing her neck, shoulders and chest, she slides one of her hands in my hair and pulls, pulling my head back and kissing all over my neck
Fuck it feels so good
"Fuck Joanne, you're fucking amazing", I praise, "So wet for me, so tight for me"
"Yeah Namjoon", she moans
God damn, hearing her moan my name turns me on so much
I love hearing it
Especially since she only calls me RM or says my name so coldly and with so much hate
I feel her pussy tighten on me and I know she's gonna cum any second
"Scream for me", I ask, slamming into her hard
"FUCK NAMJOON!", she screams, coming so hard on me, "Oh god NAMJOON, NAMJOON!"
Yes, fuck I love hearing her scream my name
Shit, the feeling of her coming is giving me such intense pleasure
She feels so good
I don't remember being cummed on feeling so good
"Good girl", I praise her, "Again baby. I love when you fucking cum on me"
"Fuck Namjoon"
Slamming in her harder and harder, I listen to her screams and I fucking love it
I love that I'm making her feel this way
The person she hates making her feel so good
I hate that she hates me because all I want is her
But she's letting me now, so all I can do is take it and be happy
"Oh shit NAMJOON fuck!", she shouts when another orgasm rips through her
I feel her legs shaking around me and she's pulling my hair so hard
Her chest is pressing into mine, when her back arching off the wall
"Fuck, fuck", I moan
I feel myself getting ready too
The pleasure is too intense
"I'm..I'm...gonna....", I try to say, but having to stop
I don't want to get out
I breathe in, "I'm gonna cum. I want to cum inside you. Can I?" I beg
"Yes", she yells, "Yes!"
Fucking yes!
"Fuck Joanne!", I shout, coming inside, her pussy clenching me so tightly
"Oh god, shit, yes", I moan, holding her to me tightly, bliss assaulting my body
Only when I finish, do I pull out and she pushes me on my back
"Shit", she whispers
I look up to see her looking at my cock with her eyes wide and eyebrows up
What?
What's wrong?
I look down
Oh
Damn, I'm still hard
I don't know how
Looking back up at her, she smirks and climbs on top of me
She hovers right over me and raises an eyebrow
I nod rapidly, wanting her on me again
And again
And again
I can't get enough of her
She doesn't say a word, she just slides down until I'm all in, the sight of her hole stretching around me so fucking pretty
She lets out a small moan and I get so turned on
She starts bouncing making me groan from the pleasure
"God baby, you're so good at this"
The smile she gives me while she bounces on me is killing me
She's just everything
"Fuck Namjoon, you're so big and so fucking hard. You feel so good"
Fuck me, she's so sexy
I get up on my elbows and just watch her
I can't tear my eyes away
She's still smirking, her hips moving, her boobs jiggling like crazy and her pussy squeezing me so tightly
I'm in heaven
This has to be heaven
She leans back, her arms behind her on my thighs, pussy tightening so much on me and starts slamming on me hard
"Oh god", I whimper
I just want to fucking touch her
But first I want to watch more
I hear her breathing getting faster and she sweating, her pussy pulsing rapidly around my length
She's creaming my cock so much, I'm covered in it
I fucking love it
"You gonna cum Jo?", I ask her
She nods, "Mmmhmm"
"Good baby. I want you too"
"Ok", she whispers
"Now baby girl"
She moans so loudly, and I feel her clench me so much more when she cums again
Watching her cum is fucking hot
The way her head leans back, the way her chest heaves as she screams and breathes heavily
I look down to where she's on me and fuck I see her legs shaking and her pussy pulsing on me, creaming my cock even more than before it's pooling in my lap
Fuck god, that's amazing
She sits back up with my cock still buried in her
"Good Jo?", I ask
"Amazing", she answers
"Good baby, get ready for more", I growl, laying back down, grabbing her hips and bringing her up my cock then slam her back down
"FUCK", she screams, grabbing my arms tightly
"Again Joonie. Do it again. Please baby", she cries
Joy blasts in my body hearing her call me "Joonie" and "baby"
It's so much better than RM
It may be stupid but maybe it'll be different between us now
I hope so
Slamming her down again, she shouts
"More Joonie, more", she begs, tears falling down her face as she gets wrecked on my cock
"Anything for you baby", I assure her
As I slam her down, I thrust up and she screams so loudly
"Yes Joonie, there, right there"
"Ok baby. I'm gonna give it to you good", I answer, moving faster and faster
"Oh god, oh god Namjoon!", she cries, holding my cock when she explodes
She leans over, putting her hands on my shoulders because she's shaking so hard
I just look up and stare at her, loving the pleasure in her face and the way her pussy is throbbing on me
She collapses on me when she's done and she puts her face in my neck
"Holy shit Namjoon", she breathes
"You want more baby girl?", I ask
She nods, sobbing, "Yeah Joonie. I want more of you"
Yes yes yes
Fucking yes
I love hearing her say that
Rolling over, I get her under me and sit up
Turning her, I put her on her hands and knees, then pound into her
"Yes!", she screams
She clenches me so hard immediately and doesn't let go, making pleasure shoot through every nerve in me
I start moving fast and hard, keeping my arm around her waist so she stays in place while I plow into her waiting hole
"Yes. Oh fuck, yes Namjoon! Harder baby. Harder!", she yells
I pull her legs open more and lean over her back, ramming her hard like she wants
Moving my hand down, I play with her clit while I fuck her
"Oh my god", she moans
"Yeah baby. I want you to cum again. I love when you cum for my cock. It's my favorite thing in the world", I whisper to her
She just moans
"Please baby. Your pussy is so wet and feels so good. My girl is so tight and perfect. Don't you want to cum baby? I thought you wanted me"
"I do", she breathes hard, "I do want you. I love your cock. I love you slamming in me. Keep going and I'll cum all over you like you want baby"
Yes fuck, that's what I want
I snap my hips and go in so deep, making her scream and causing another orgasm, just like I wanted
I see her arms shaking and she's struggling to hold herself up
"Don't fall baby. I'm not done with you yet"
"Joonie", she whimpers
"Just one more baby. Please. For me?", I plead, "Can I make you cum again?"
"Fuck. Yes Joonie, yes", she agrees, cried
I kiss her back and sit up
Grabbing her hips, I slide her up and down my cock
She starts moving too, slamming herself back on so hard
The pleasure is running through my body
God her pussy feels so good
I don't want anyone but her
I don't know how I'm going to be able to stay away from her now
She's clenching my cock and I wait for it
"Fuck Namjoon!", she screams and I watch her pussy throb on me and her cum soak my cock, while she still moves
God, I love seeing that, it turns me on so much more
She slides on me again and I lose it
"Fuck JOANNE, yes baby!", I cry, gripping her hips and coming hard, inside her, ecstasy hitting my body hard, her pretty cunt milking me for all my cum
"Yes Namjoon, oh god baby, you feel so good", she yells
God she's fucking amazing
When I pull out, she falls face down on the bed
Laying next to her, I kiss her shoulders and her back
I love the way her skin feels and the way she shudders under my lips
"My baby is so sensitive now", I smile against her skin
She moans and moves closer to me
Sliding my hand in her sweaty hair, I play with it, not giving a shit that she's sweating.
I just still want to touch her
Because I won't be able to after tonight
Unless I say something to her
But I don't know if I should
I have to think about it more
But now I want her
I want her in my arms
I want to hold her and fall asleep with her
I just don't know if she'll let me stay
"Joanne, uh...", I trail off
"Yeah?", she breathes
"Can....uh....can I stay with you? For the night?"
I'm so scared of her answer
"Namjoon, I don't know if that's a good idea", she answers
My heart falls but I don't blame her
It's just sex to her
I can't expect her to want me or feel different just because we had sex
"Oh uh ok"
"Fuck it", I hear her whisper
"You can stay Namjoon", she answers, "I want you"
Happiness bursts in my heart
Maybe she does feel like I do
She turns to me and moves closer, cuddling into me
"Just hold me Namjoon. Just for tonight", she asks
"I will. I promise I won't let you go", I answer, kissing her cheek
Wrapping my arms around her, I run my fingers in her soft beautiful hair and watch her eyes close
She falls asleep in my arms quickly and I just watch her
I love her but I don't know if she'll ever give me a chance to prove to her I'm different
I'm hoping she will but I just don't know
"I love you", I whisper
Then I close my eyes, falling asleep
#i swear i had a plan with those series#bts namjoon smut#kim namjoon smut#namjoon smut#bts rm smut#rm smut#kim namjoon fanfic#bts namjoon fanfic#namjoon fanfic#bts rm fanfic#rm fanfic#bts fanfic#bts smut
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SECRET ADMIRER - &team maki
SYNOPSIS maki is besotted by his best friend, y/n. everyone knows, except her [ because she's so dense lol ]. however, she's too busy crushing on nicholas. nicholas is popular, hot and can pull anyone he wants causing maki to feel a twinge of jealousy whenever y/n talks about or to nicholas. what happens when nicholas suddenly seems interested in y/n and she starts receiving gifts and notes from a secret admirer?
STATUS ongoing
WORD COUNT 0.6k+
WARNINGS lowercase intended, not proofread, that's all ig...
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CHAPTER 6 friends, that's all.
"yn, you look stunning!" hanni giggled as you gave her a hug.
"thanks hanni!"
"minji's giving us a ride, she'll be here any second now", hanni replied as she looked left, waiting for minji's car.
"maki and jo are coming too, right? why aren't they here yet?"
"no idea. we should give them a call- oh look, they're here!"
maki and jo joined you outside your house, where minji was going to arrive soon. maki beamed as soon as he caught sight of you. he waved at you and pulled you into a hug.
"you look great, yn", he murmured in your ear.
"oh look minji's here", said jo as he pointed towards your left.
"we're here", said minji after 5 minutes, "let's meet here again after we're done and no drinking", she added.
"jeez stop acting like a mom, minji", said maki as he held out his hand for you to get out of the car.
"where are the others?" asked jo, scanning the room.
there were a lot of people here. you saw a lot of familiar faces who smiled at you to acknowledge your presence. harua, hanni, yunjin and yuma were supposed to meet you by now, but they weren't there.
"should I try calling them? they should've been here", said jo as he scrolled through his contacts.
at that moment, a familiar face slapped maki's back in greeting.
"you guys are here!"
you turned your head as soon as you heard nicholas' husky voice. he grinned at you and eyed you. maki visibly tensed but it went unnoticed by you.
"they're here!" hanni said as your friends joined you.
after greeting the rest of your acquaintances who had just joined you nicholas moved closer to you and asked, "hey, wanna go elsewhere? I could introduce you to some of my friends"
"sure", you replied automatically.
you saw minji mouth the words 'no drinking' before turning around to leave.
nicholas knew a lot of people, no, he knew too many people. it wasn't like you were too introverted. you knew a lot of people too, that was unavoidable as maki, your best friend was basically friends with everyone. but almost everyone at the party seemed to know nicholas. you two talked for awhile about school, your friends and a lot more things. he was very easy to talk too, plus he made you feel at ease. and it felt ridiculous how your heart fluttered at the tiniest contact of skin and everytime nicholas smiled.
"you know, I honestly thought you were going out with maki till this year." said nicholas as he sipped on the drink (not alcohol) he got for both of you a few minutes ago.
"yeah, everyone thinks so too. I'm kinda used to it now. but we're just friends, really"
"but you've never felt anything for him? like ever?"
"no I haven't. never."
he laughed and looked down at his drink that was almost finished, "what about maki?"
you were sorta taken aback by this question. "huh? what about him?" you asked.
"hasn't he ever felt anything?"
"no, I don't think so. we've been friends since we were kids and we've had each other's backs all the time. I know it may seem like we're into each other but trust me, we're not." you stated, hoping he would change the topic.
"are you sure though? cause I've seen that boy almost snap his neck in class because he heard your laugh and wanted to see why you were laughing", said nicholas while he stared at the crowd of people dancing a few meters away from you.
"yeah but there's nothing between us. we're friends, that's all", you said, failing to hide how irritated you were.
"alright, I'll take your word for it", he said, finally sounding convinced.
"wanna go and dance?" he asked as he put down his glass and took your hand.
"okay", you joined him, the thought of maki leaving your mind completely as you danced in nicholas' arms feeling blithe and carefree.
AUTHOR'S NOTE written chapter! hope you guys like this. there was a lot of nicholas x yn in this chapter but that's just how the plot goes.
#&team#&team fluff#&team maki#&team nicholas#kpop#kpop ff#&team ff#&team imagines#&team maki smau#enhypen#&team smau#&team maki ff
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lucy carlyle for the ask game!!! :)
(Ask meme here)
We are 2 for 2 for teen girls hanging out with the dead tonight huh. Maybe Aradia should be Lucy's next dead girlfriend.
First impression
Stroud likes his scrappy teen girls, huh? I respect that. A man can have worse stock characters.
Impression now
While she clearly shares DNA with Kitty (insert the 'he she lost her whole squad' meme) she is her own character and I like that she's petty and irrational and unfair in ways that make sense for her age. Honestly she is so extremely 13-15 it is hard for me to imagine what she will be like once she is an adult. But yknow. Tossup whether she'll make it that far anyway.
Favorite moment
I go on about all the CEOs she kills but siccing a guy's dead ex-girlfriend who he murdered on him after he threatens to kill you because he thinks you're the weak link was a great move. Really set my expectations.
Idea for a story
While I respect Stroud writing technology out of the world because he simply does not want to deal with it, I would love to see Lucy Carlyle unleashed on social media. I think she'd do numbers (derogatory). She'd write lengthy screeds about ghosthunting procedures and then tell people disagreeing with her to kill themselves. Meanwhile Lockwood has a google alert for his name and George is on fantasy Sci Hub. They can still have their intervention like 'Lucy you are putting too much trust in mysterious beings whose true faces and intentions you can't ascertain, it's drawing you closer to a realm inimical to human life that will warp you beyond all recognition if it doesn't kill you outright' but it's just because she has some weird tumblr mutuals.
Also don't think I didn't notice that when Lockwood goes "yeah I told Barnes there's no way we're doing anything with the other side ever again" and the rest of his team loudly agrees with him Lucy is conspicuously quiet. She's keeping her options open. Maybe she wants to go beat up Marissa Fittes again. She deserves to.
Unpopular opinion
Leaving the agency when she did was probably the right call. She and Lockwood's clashing personality traits and priorities were bringing out the worst in each other and making everyone else miserable. (I am so sorry Holly.) They didn't really resolve everything either, so if that workplace relationship is going to work out they should probably get therapy. Bright side is there must be loads of child therapists in this universe right. They'd probably have to be dragged kicking and screaming though. Maybe if you told them the office was haunted and then locked the door behind them.
Favorite relationship
If Lucy and Lockwood have clashing traits that bring out the worst in each other, Lucy and the skull just share a lot of their worst traits already, and I think that's very funny. Instead of saying she is so empathetic and pure of heart that she can befriend sinister ghosts Stroud was like yeah they just both suck in similar ways and thus get on, to everyone else's confusion and dismay. Honestly surprised they got anything done during their flatmates era besides coming up with mean burns about their neighbors.
Also this is a hostage situation. I appreciate Stroud's willingness to make his leads complicit. Marissa delivers the classic "we're not so different you and I" villain speech, but she has a point. They're both trapping and exploiting the dead to protect their lives and careers; it's just a difference of scale, and once you've justified something, scale is negotiable.
However I'm very invested in Show!Lucy's doomed girlfriend so watch this metaphorical space for whenever I finally meet her.
Favorite headcanon
Talent seems largely random but Lucy is described as being connected to the other side even before she crosses over, so I think maybe she was a preemie or almost died some other way as a child and that's why she's Like That.
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Do you think Alicent and Rhaenyra could have remained friends if Alicent had been honest about pursuing Viserys, Rhaenyra had not had bastards, and the whole conflict with Aemond stealing a dragon and then losing his eye had not happened?
No, because while all of these things damaged their relationship, the real reason for the lack of trust between them, the real reason why, no matter how many times made up they ALWAYS ended up at each other's throats again, is the simple fact that Alicent gave Viserys male heirs, that would be threats against Rhaenyra no matter what - and Alicent was going to prioritize the safety/future of her children over Rhaenyra's.
Just look at the scene of Alicent warning Aegon that he could easily end up in mortal danger if he challenges Rhaenyra's claim to the throne, and when he then says that he will just not do that and everything will be fine - to which Alicent correctly points out that he IS the challenge, just for existing.
Can Alicent REALLY trust Rhaenyra not harm Aegon (and Aemond) or his descendents to make sure she's the only option of ruler? Can she trust DAEMON not to do it to benefit himself and his wife? Can she trust Rhaenyra and Daemon's children, grandchildren and so on not to harm her family later down the line?
Can Rhaenyra trust Alicent will not scheme to put her own son on the throne when her father, Otto, who is clearly an ambitious man and that Alicent obeys blindly, found a way to make her queen, became hand of the king himself, and had Rhaenyra followed so he could get dirt on her that could make Viserys decide not to have her as his heir after all? Can she trust her siblings, especially the one that had the potential to be KING, won't conspire against her? Can she trust their children and grandchildren won't conspire against her descendents - especially against the bastards she had with Harwin, which would be seen as lesser than their siblings, cousins, nephews, etc?
Hell, considering Alicent was once so disguted with Aegon she straight up said "You're no son of mine", yet still looked at Rhaenys and went "You would have totally been a good ruler, but you're a woman, so that could never happen because women are just not meant to rule anything. Please help me guide my fuck up of a son, something neither of us will ever get any credit for, because that's just our role as women - to support the guys no matter how bad they are" it's pretty clear that even if Aegon wasn't her son, it wouldn't take much to convince her that Rhaenyra's brother should be king because that's just how their society works.
Girl saw Viserys use all of his final strength to support Rhaenyra (after over a decade of favoring her), and yet still convinced herself he wanted his SON to inherit, just because he was saying weird, vague shit about "Aegon's dream to unite the realm must come true" while so high on painkillers that called her "Rhaenyra", which Alicent heard very clearly. She also doesn't ask Aegon about said dream to "unite the realm", which sounds wildly out of character for a guy spends his days black out drunk and RAN to avoid becoming king because he did not have ANY interest in the privileges or duties it came with, just because the vague stuff she heard confirmed her bias of "The son is always the correct choice over the daughter just because he's a man".
There's only two ways these two could have ever solved their issues and House Targaryen would stay united after Alicent's marriage to Viserys:
1 - Aegon and Rhaenyra get married + all her kids are his.
Can't have a dispute when their heirs are the same, even if people would disagree on who is the real ruler and who is just the consort.
This one would require a few changes to characters though: Aegon could NOT be a drunk loser, and Rhaenyra could NOT be too proud to accept that the only way she gets to be queen and not be questioned is if she marries him AND she can't be sleeping around, and the only way she'll stay loyal is if she actually falls for Aegon.
2 - Alicent and Viserys only have daughters.
Like I said, Alicent genuinely believes that men ALWAYS being seen as superior to women is just the way things are - but if Rhaenyra is the king's eldest child, has no brothers, is married to Daemon (aka the only real rival she has in this scenario) and was even NAMED heir by Viserys, then her right to the throne is unquestionable by the laws of Westeros.
She won't be paranoid/rightfully concerned that Rhaenyra/someone who benefits from Rhaenyra being queen will kill her children because, as her younger sisters, they pose no threat to her, as trying to make any of them queen in her place is UNDENIABLY treason - both in the eyes of others, and in Alicent's own mind, meaning not only would she not try anything, she'd 100% snitch on anyone who did.
There'd still be some tension in this scenario, at least until Viserys was officially too sick to continue having kids, and possibly more if Rhaenyra still has bastards with Harwin before marrying Daemon, and when Otto inevitably keeps trying to make one his descendents marry Rhaenyra's heir, but overall I think it'd be far less hostile AND everything would eventually calm down (after all, even in the show, after all that happened, Alicent and Rhaenyra reconciled one final time before Viserys died AND were not too eager to immediately try murdering each other until Aemond fucked up and killed Lucerys).
If Alicent and Rhaenyra's friendship is to survive, then Rhae's dispute with Aegon cannot exist in the first place/needs to be solved without either of them truly losing. Anything else is just delaying or speeding up the inevitable.
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Yandere Shadowheart how? [Naturally there will be lots of spoilers]
Excellent question! I've been racking my head around this for a long, long time (sorry again to my ever patient partner) and I think I've figured it out IN CASE ANYONE WANTS TO TRY FOR THEMSELVES.
Shadowheart doesn't naturally exude many possessive traits. She straight up will let Tav/Durge skip off with Halsin, happily at that and ask for details. And she's down for a roll with the Drow twins (especially if Halsin is included) as long as she's gotten to be with Tav/Durge exclusively first.
However she does get noticeably irritated when she catches Tav/Durge after they sneak away with Mizora.
"Kind of you to offer a free sample then. Now that he's/she's tried out inferior goods, he'll/she'll know just how good he/she has it already."
"I'm not jealous, you know. If I wanted to bed something loyal and pure, I'd find a swan."
This could easily be read into as her being hurt at Tav/Durge's lack of trust to ask/talk to her first, their willingness to get down-dirty with a devil/Mizora or both. But it does offer some wriggle room in how to perceive her characters perspective and securities about their relationship.
Shadowheart will then add that due to her background it was almost encouraged to keep things... open among them.
"The way I was raised, the way I was trained... well, it was positively encouraged, to get to know each other. Even from the memories I can recall, there's stories I could tell you..."
I can feel your eyebrows and skeptical looks, just let me cook a minute longer.
Shadowheart will conclude the conversation by highkey telling Tav/Durge to ask her next time they feel like sleeping around and assuring them, if asked, that she would not mind as long as they keep her needs in mind too.
You could take what she says at face value. She's absolutely chill with Tav/Durge getting their hands down as many pairs of pants as possible as long as it's properly communicated with her beforehand.
Or you could suspect that this is something she says she's okay with because that's what she was trained/raised to believe and accept. That it does bother her more than she lets on, maybe even to herself. And if that's how you read into it (canon or not) then you can definitely twist a Shar-Inclined/Dark Justiciar Shadowheart down the obsessive/possessive path. I personally can't see a way to twist a Selunite!Shadowheart but that's what this blog is for!
I know we all look at Ascended!Astarion and go "wow his resources to hunt and control Tav/Durge would be endless!" I've read the fanfics too, guys. But let's not forget DarkJusticiar!Shadowheart is Shar's chosen and right hand. After she kills her parents she even acknowledges in awe how she can call on and command Shar's forces whenever she needs/wants.
She now has command of an entire screwed up cult/church of people who are obsessed with lies, trickery, and deceit. I think that's a tad spoopier than being hunted by some vampire spawn. Never know when the innkeeper or friend you met on the road is with your obsessed ex-girlfriend.
"BUT WAIT WHYNOYANDERESHADOWHEART" I hear you shout angrily, your voice full of !!!ENDGAME ROMANCE SCENE SPOILERS!!!
"DARK JUSTICIAR SHADOWHEART STRAIGHT UP DITCHES YOU WHEN THE ABSOLUTE IS DEFEATED TO GO AND REBUILD THE CHURCH"
DO YOU KNOW WHY I LOVE NIGHT ORCHIDS?
I'VE HEARD THAT SHIT TOO, IT TRAUMATIZED ME AND I ONLY SAW IT ON YOUTUBE.
The thing is, while in a different context. You can reject Astarions offer to turn you into a spawn. You can break up with him at anytime before the end of the game. You can kick him in the nuts when he asks you to kneel after you say no and he says "yes". And while he COMMENTS he should turn you into a spawn just to teach you a lesson of his power (depending on chosen dialogue with him post breakup) the game does not pull any shenanigans that implies he will come after Tav/Durge. It's just highly suspected in the fandom he will because that makes sense. But if you want to take it a step further; in the cut epilogue cards with Withers, it's said that while he does pine over Tav/Durge he will not seek them out because he believes it is beneath his station. If you choose to acknowledge cut content, the game will tell you he leaves Tav/Durge alone.
Count how many active Ascended!Astarion fics there are where he chases them to the ends of Faerun and get back to me.
If the logic can be applied to Ascended!Astarion then the same can go for DarkJusticiar!Shadowheart. She leaves, regrets it for one reason or another, changes her mind, justifies a return, Shar somehow is like "it'd be useful to control them and what better way than the old puppet strings of love?" or whatever. The beauty of a fanfic is that you can decide the details and circumstances for yourself.
That's the bit. Now go forth, Shadowheart simps yearning for dark/obsessive/possessive content too, go and multiply. Thanks for coming to my Ted Talk.
P.s
The game will let you start a romance with Shadowheart in Act 1 but will not give you the option to break up with her. In my first playthrough I was with Shadowheart halfway into Act 2 until Astarion and I hugged and it took Shadowheart confronting my Durge to finally break things off. The game locks you into a yandere-esque romance with Shadowheart... Make of that what you will...
On that note, I believe Karlach is the same...
Look, just make everyone yandere I'm just saying anything is possible if you put your mind to--
#bg3 spoilers#bg3 tav#bg3#bg3 astarion#baldur's gate#shadowheart#astarion#ascended astarion#baldur's gate 3#baldurs gate astarion#baldurs gate fanfiction#dark justiciar shadowheart#baldurs gate shadowheart#bg3 durge
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Cinder Update - 2
: ̗̀➛ Current Rating: 8/10
: ̗̀➛ Page Count: 191/389
: ̗̀➛ Chapter: Twenty-One (21)
[MINOR SPOILERS AHEAD]
Cinder sneaking out was insane! Her stepmom's reaction was also so enraging, like your daughter JUSt came home after you thought she had a deadly disease, and it turns out she's alive and well and you treat her like trash. It also makes sense though, considering she sold her and all... still, I don't like the mom, point blank period. I feel like no one does though, it's kind of the point of her being the evil stepmom.
Next highlight, them starting to fix up the gas car?? That is going to be so cool, I can't wait to see what sort of shenanigans are going to ensue with that when they fix it up. Her going to see Peony though?? Heartbreaking. Devastating. Emotional Damage 100. That was just such a brutal scene, especially when Peony asked Cinder to not let her die. If this book doesn't end with her being cured and Peony getting to go to the ball, trust I will riot (lovingly).
AHHHHHH Prince Kai saying she's pretty, and kissing her hand, AND asking her to the ball? This man is down bad, let me tell you. I don't care what anyone says, he so wants her. And Cinder is definitely crushing on him too, it's sad though that she said no to him, hopefully she'll change her mind, but I get why she said no. She's a cyborg, and despite how actually awesome that is, I get that there is a stigma against them in society.
Queen Levana is crazy btw. Immediately coming to the kingdom after the emperor died is WILD. I understand her motive, but lady, chill out. You should not be thirsting after a young adult who was freshly dubbed emperor. Like, excuse me?? I also know it's just to get more power, but still.... ew. The way they described her mind control though was crazy cool. The fact that she can just have people basically go insane for her is so insane.
CINDER IS A LUNAR?????? It makes sense now that its revealed, but huh??? I wonder if she was that estranged daughter that Levana casted off, or if maybe she's like the child of that daughter? It would be crazy, but also make sense. Learning that Levana pulled a Prince of Egypt though and called for a massacre of the shells is wild on so many levels too. Ugh, this book is so good, I can't wait to read the next few chapters.
#novel#book review#books#cinder#fiction#marissa meyer#prince kai#emperor kai#the lunar chronicles#queen levana#cinder linh#fantasy#scifi#fairy tales#fairy tale retelling
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CLJ Recaps
We start off the ep strong with Changheng getting captured, stripped of his title, and sentenced to imprisonment in Haotian Tower. I really liked seeing this side of Changheng where he didn't try to hide his feelings! He very clearly stated that he refused to turn back and that he was acting out of love for Orchid.
"I just want to save the person I love. What's wrong with that?!" He demands.
I don't support prisons in general but, like, throwing your own brother into Haotian Tower simply for wanting to save the woman he loves seems like overkill. His betrothed has been missing for 30,000 years at this point. I know it's Plot Important that CH has to stay engaged to her, but like maybe after the first 5,000 years Yunzhong could've been like "nm, just marry whomever you want."
At Silent Moon Palace, Shangque finds Jieli wandering around in the middle of the night. He discovers that, like him, she was also an orphan. She tells him how she drugged the people taking care of her in order to escape.
Shangque relates to this and says that the people pretending to be kind to him only wanted his dragon skin & bones to use as medicine. Fortunately, DFQC saved him!
After being deceived by humans, Shangque decided he didn't want to become that kind of person. Jieli literally laughs in his face after hearing that. She calls him stupid and says that everyone will trample on his sincerity. Shanque calls her cold-blooded. Jieli agrees.
Unlike SQ, no one came to save Jieli. "I've been saving myself since I was a kid." She doesn't trust others and prefers to cheat them first before being cheated herself. In Jieli's mind the only important things in the world are her life and money.
Shangque jumps to his feet in anger. He says she's wrong and ridiculous for thinking like that. Jieli leaps to her feet and throws the accusation back at him. SQ has had enough and orders Jieli to return to her quarters.
In Haishi City, Ronghao is so lost in thought that he doesn't even hear Die Yi approach.
He's stunning, he's cunning, he's my devious darling! At the very end of this episode I was like, "Oh he's evil, evil. Good for him!" On this blog we stan characters who love fiercely and to the point of world destruction!!
He asks Die Yi about Jieli, and she reports that the shopkeeper has escaped to Silent Moon Palace. Die Yi has stationed someone to be on the lookout for her, and the moment Jieli leaves, she'll be apprehended.
We switch back to Orchid and Jieli, planning to escape Silent Moon Palace.
For some reason, Jieli has the Heart Hidden Hairpin. It allows the wearer to store their emotions in the pin and be undetected. Other than the You Jade Ring, it's the only item in the three realms with this power.
According to legend, the Moon Tribe was betrayed by the fairies and expelled. Yannv, the ancestor of the Moon Tribe was in love with Chonghua, the first fairy. She created this pin so that he wouldn't have to feel her feelings.
INTERESTING! So that's why Moon Tribe people and fairies are forbidden from marrying. I'm sure that theme will not come back to bite us later :)))
Jieli agrees to lend it to Orchid in exchange for help escaping the palace. Since no one is allowed to stop Orchid, she's easily able to get to the Jade Forest. Unfortunately for them, Die Yi is waiting for them.
I am so obsessed with her. She is the moment and also my fave female character.
Die Yi also has the most unsettling theme. It reminds me both of an angry swarm of hornets and a cobra ready to strike at the same time. Orchid recognizes her from Haishi City and gives Jieli the bone orchid bracelet. With nothing left to protect herself with, Orchid stands between Die Yi and declares that she should be the one Die Yi wants.
The Heart Hidden Pin glows, storing Orchid's fear and blocking Moon Supreme from feeling it. Good thing the One Heart Curse isn't just linked emotions: it's physical, too! DFQC stops in his tracks as a bloody welt appears where Orchid was hit by Die Yi's whip.
JL has apparently run straight back to the palace and begs DFQC to save Orchid. She seems to realize the danger she's in and tries to remove the hairpin, but isn't fast enough. Die Yi knocks Orchid to the ground, making her drop the Destiny Book.
Die Yi notices it immediately and goes in for the kill, but her whip is literally disintegrated. Both Orchid and I were excited to see DFQC, only it's not him! It's Changheng! Orchid only has enough strength to say his name before passing out.
She wakes up and immediately begins apologizing, but CH only smiles and reminds Orchid of his promise to bring her back to Shuiyuntian. Orchid is too shocked to believe it and looks around.
Tbh so much happened since the beginning of the ep that I forgot that the last time we saw CH, he was captured and sentenced to incarceration. Like Orchid, I was fooled! She doesn't have time to be happy though, because she remembers dropping the Destiny Book. Good thing Changheng picked it up!
Orchid asks CH to check the Destiny Book to determine why it's so important. Who does it belong to and why do both DFQC and Haishi City want it?
He says that it's been damaged and that he can't get a read on it. In order to find out, they'll have to fix it. This time, Orchid readily agrees to do it, but CH says that she got hurt and should rest first. Orchid is determined to prove herself though.
Orchid gets started on fixing the Destiny Book and Changheng leaves. The camera zooms in on him making a sinister expression and that's when I was like "OHHH. Damn." It's all fake! Always has been! After emerging from the fabricated fairy realm, Die Yi asks her master why he bothered disguising himself as Changheng.
Rong Hao says that it was necessary to coax Orchid to willingly fix the book. And he was right! The way he pushed back against Orchid wanting to get started immediately after waking up is exactly what CH would've done. He knows his friend and Orchid well! I'm so obsessed with how Rong Hao observes his surroundings and plays the long game to get what he wants.
And I can already see how he's a narrative foil for DFQC :)
Speak of the devil! Look who's in Haishi City!
Also can we take a moment to admire Rong Hao's fit? The splashes of rainbow, the intricate woven pattern, the gold claws? A QUEER FASHION ICON
Die Yi rushes in to inform him that DFQC has arrived. Rong Hao wasn't expecting him so soon! She says he should leave, but RH is unwilling when everything else is going according to plan. Die Yi goes to stall DFQC, who demands that "she" be released. "I don't know who you mean. There's no one here," Die Yi claims.
Moon Supreme has 0 bullshit tolerance and burns the entire room with his hellfire before Die Yi transforms into a butterfly and escapes. DFQC storms the throne room and quickly finds the "koi pond" that hides Thousand Dreamland. When he enters, DFQC is presented with thousands of facets that all show Orchid fixing the Destiny Book.
RH appears and says that it's an illusion. Simply attacking the facets will only trap Moon Supreme. "You will never find that fairy," he taunts. Darling, moments ago you were panicking that he showed up earlier than expected. I know, I know - presentation is the most important part of being a supervillain.
Meanwhile, Orchid has finished repairing the Book.
While she's wondering why a mortal would be so important, Orchid notices something: her desk in intact. While he was staying at Siming Hall in the past, Orchid told DFQC about the customs in Shuiyuntian.
One festival in particular, The Moon Tribe Slaying Festival, celebrated the victory of the fairies over the Moon Tribe. Every day of the festival, all of Shuiyuntian celebrated Moon Supreme being sealed away. Hearing this enraged DFQC and he slammed his bowl down, breaking the stand on the table.
Orchid now realizes that this Siming Hall isn't real either, and that the man in front of her isn't Changheng. Before handing over the Destiny Book, she decides to test this imposter. She says that he sent fireflies to look for her after he left Cangyan Sea last time. "I was locked up by DFQC and unable to reply. Are you mad at me?" The real CH was badly poisoned by the concentrated evil spirit and wouldn't have had enough power to do that.
But in his impatience, Rong Hao makes a miscalculation. Rather than remember that he was literally by CH's side the entire time he recovered, RH answers that he's not mad, just worried. That is all the answer Orchid needs.
She tries to run but then confronts Rong Hao.
He's impressed that she was able to see through his disguise. He holds her by the throat with magic, demanding the Destiny Book. When she refuses, Rong Hao throws her to the ground.
Congrats! You have activated DFQC's sword!! After scanning all the illusions, DFQC spots the real Orchid and destroys the others in the most badass sequence.
His coming is heralded by thunder, and Orchid exclaims, "It's Dongfang Qincang! He's come to save me!" RH scoffs and says that he's only after the Book. Before RH can leave with it though, he's stopped and cue the electric guitar! Moon Supreme says (again!), "How dare you capture one of my people?"
The miscalculation makes RH panic. How did DFQC find them in such a short amount of time? Rong Hao is detained so Moon Supreme can ask who he is and why he wants the Destiny Book. Rong Hao doesn't answer but the fear in his eyes is palpable.
Before he can be unmasked however, Die Yi appears as a distraction! She makes an attack on Orchid, disrupting DFQC's focus enough for RH to escape. Our heroes then leave themselves, but not before Orchid is reprimanded for running away.
He grabs her and demands why she would do such a thing when she's so weak. If he had been one minute later, she would have died. "You must tell me where you're going, understand?" Orchid says she understands but also seems a bit happy about DFQC's outburst.
He destroys the Cauldron and the snow and fog in Haishi City disappears. With the Soul Transformation Cauldron refining evil spirits every day there was nowhere for the grief and despair of the victims to go. Though I love the jewel tones of the previous Haishi City, this red-toned galaxy is pretty neat!
In order to cheer him up, Orchid presents the repaired Destiny Book. DFQC is curious why she was so quick to do it this time. Of course it was because she thought it was Changheng asking her, which annoys Moon Supreme. Orchid tells him that the reason she was able to see through Rong Hao's illusion is because DFQC broke her wooden stand in the past. "It's something only the two of us know!" D'awww.
Orchid then asks how DFQC was able to find her so quickly amongst the thousands of illusions. He said he'd even be able to find her if she was hidden among thousands of identical orchid flowers.
This makes her cry in happiness because her master said the same thing. We cut abruptly to a cave in Xishan called the Spirit-Shattering Abyss. Sounds cozy! Die Yi has brought the injured Rong Hao here to be healed, but she looks terrified. She kneels and asks for help from "Evil God", Taisui.
This god appears as a bunch of swirling black with red lightning. He says that Rong Hao is protected by evil spirits and demands to know who would dare hurt Rong Hao. Die Yi answers, "Dongfang Qingcang." Apparently this Taisui is interested and says that it (he?) hasn't had an opponent in the 3 realms since Taiyi. I don't remember that name so I'm interested in this lore!
What I'm assuming is more of Taisui's power floods RH and he thanks the god for saving him. And then he drops a juicy plot bomb:
He tells Taisui that he's found the reincarnation of the goddess Xiyun (Orchid). Several eps ago, he tested Orchid's powers and confirmed that she can purify and even resurrect things. My hunch is that this "evil god" is trapped in this cave - perhaps even banished to another realm. My question is: who is (was?) Taisui, and how did Rong Hao meet him? Also how much you wanna bet that by the end of the show, Rong Hao is fully possessed by it? That would make me sad because I want Rong Hao to choose evil on his own! :(
We then switch to Orchid waking up in a hunting camp in the woods. She comments that all the hunters are women but WE DON'T GET TO SEE ANY :( DFQC shoves roasted fish at her and mutters how useless she is for getting frightened and fainting immediately after fixing the Destiny Book. He asks where Orchid go the hairpin and she tries to brush it off as a gift from Jieli.
DFQC reaches for it, but Orchid pulls back and demands to know why someone as powerful as him needs something that belongs to her.
Unfortunately for her, Moon Supreme recognizes the hairpin!
"How can it be yours?" He demands. Orchid still refuses to give it up, so Moon Supreme asks that she at least not wear it. Because of the hairpin, he almost couldn't find her. Orchid refuses again and says that she doesn't want him to know what she's thinking and she doesn't want him trespassing in her heart.
INTERESTING! What is it that you want to hide from him, Orchid? Could it be that you're actually starting to find it fun to be with Moon Supreme? :3 I guess we'll have to find out!
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