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bulgarianpsycho · 1 year

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xansimsystem · 1 year

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Bin grad wieder dabei mich selbst zu verlieren obwohl ich es grade erst gepackt hatte.

#selbstzerstörerisch #self destroy #selbstverletzendes verhalten #kampf gegen mich selbst #selbstzweifel #verlieren #verlustangst

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candiedmelody · 6 months

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sfx make-up !!!! block, don't report, tw fake bl00d

cvts i made last night !!

they r very low quality, srry !! a hit a lot of tiny styros here :]

bonus, barely visible healed heart scar from 8 months agoo

#sh cvt #styroblr #sh tumblr #shtmblr #actually bpd #sh things #self destroy #self mutalition #s3lf mutilation #cutt1ng #cvtting addict #cvtaddict #cvtt!ng #hitting styro #styr0blr #styr0twt #razor #thigh slit #melodysweets

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idyllic-dle · 1 year

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Hypersexualising yourself to feel wanted <<<<<<<

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misssclumsy · 1 year

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*High expectations are on there way to destroy me*

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gayandstarvingbcihatemyself · 1 year

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thin$p0 that lives in my head rent free

#anor3x14 #ed but not sheeran #tw ana diary #disordered eating thoughts #bulimima #disordered eating in tags #ed bullshit #eating disoder trigger warning #not pro just tags #self destroy

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http-xxaxx · 1 year

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i was happy for awhile, doing okay and feeling fine

smiling and laughing, going out and having fun.

i felt a light shadow but tried not looking at it and to run

the sun would come out again eventually, right ?

the sun would shine and light up my dark, right ?

but the shadow grew and grew.

it grew so fast and suddenly everything was painted grey again.

i can smile but i can’t feel it no longer.

and i can laugh but i can’t feel it no longer.

the sun is shining somewhere but i can’t see it no longer.

i remember this is all i know,

this dark abyss i can’t seem to climb out of. every time i thought the sun was shining for me it was only a ray passing by

i am still trapped in this piece that is my mind.

will i be able to make it out ? will i be able to see a bit of that sun ? will it shine for me for once ?

i want to believe that’s going to happen but i’m not sure i’m going to make it

my heart feels heavy and my chest feels tight

i’m trying to breathe

i’m trying to hold on

it’s aching

and i feel like i’m fading

there’s no hand i could hold

no shoulder i could rest on

i’m standing and still standing

but my knees can’t hold me up

i’m breaking and falling apart

but i can’t make me care for my heart

it’s shattered, what a shame, but i can’t feel any more for myself.

i’m not so sure there are any more feelings

or any at all?

i’m a silhouette and nothing more

the person i once was seems to be gone

i feel my heart beating but am i still alive

when everything seems so dead inside

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feelingsthroughpen · 10 months

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There are many ways to destroy your life; one of them is "being in love"...

#alone in the dark #life is amazing #life is strange #life quotes #nature #trending #zindagi #love love love #self destroy #love live #lone wanderer

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bitter-orchid · 2 years

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punish yourself for the evil things you've done to yourself 🗡

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chiaraminervablog · 1 year

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#parisian #french girl #self destroy #self destruction #skins effy #skins uk #fashion model #kate moss #claudia shiffer #model diet #model inspo #ed reality #ed blog #promiia #proannna #anorex14 #vogue us #fashion

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selfdestructher · 4 months

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it makes me sad how many minors are in the ed community :(. i am sorry you went through whatever brought you here and it’s never too late to get help whether you are pro ana or not. you are beautiful, you will reach your gw, you will be able to look good in those clothes. never doubt yourself or your abilities.

#ana trigger #self destroy #self destructing post #tw self sabotage #actually traumatized #depressing shit #tw ana shit #pro ana tips #meanspo pro ana #ed but not sheeran #tw ed diet #tw restrictive ed #ed discussion #ed dairy

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candiedmelody · 6 months

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when the cuts won't stop bleeding >:cc vs when the cuts won't stop bleeding >u<

#tw s3lf harm #s3lf mutilation #styroblr #self destroy #shtmblr #sh tumblr #self h@rm #cutt1ng #melodysweets

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zaczekajkochanie · 1 year

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#jaorbita #selfhrm #samookaleczanie #self destroy

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mlzm296 · 1 year

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Yesterday i was very happy and now i want to destroy myself

#depressiv #self destructive behavior #self destructive thoughts #self destroy

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darkangel888 · 1 year

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The only reason for me to not just end it all, is that i don‘t want to burden anyone with having to find my dead body. Like noone should have that sort of trauma cause of me, so i have to keep on living i guess.

#tw depressing stuff #tw sui implied #tw sh #mentally unwell #tw selfhate #mentally unstable #mentally fucked #tw self destruction #self destructor #self hate #self destroy #bpd vent

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