Brace yourself. It WILL get dark. It WILL be hard. It WILL feel like eternity. But don't give up. You WILL come out better, stronger, wiser.

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You ever lay there knowing you have to do something soon and the something is even fun and something you have been looking forward to but it doesn’t even matter because you

hurt so bad

your pain meds aren’t working

you are running on no sleep

you don’t feel well

you are dizzy and nauseous

and you still have to shower,

you have to wash your hair

you have to get dressed

you have to force yourself to eat something

and like look somewhat not dead?

So instead you are just lying there looking at the ceiling trying to talk yourself into moving?

You have to show the universe that "Listen, I'm willing... even when I don't feel like doing it." Workout done!

Reaping the benefits of hard work. 💕

How do you ride these low's ? Increase your spirit !!!! How ? Go for a walk , try something new ?

This is so true. We are expected to just keep going. And sometimes those expectations are from myself.

A Dance with the Waves

A neighbour gave me a gentle telling off today. For the past three weeks, I’ve been going through a multiple sclerosis flare up. I thought I was just tired at first and suffering from burn out. Then that tiredness became exhaustion. I booked a couple of days off work and was looking forward to getting some much-needed rest. When I woke up on the next day, the fatigue has increased. I had slept…

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Live without minding the consequences.

It is certain that Life will get in your way. It is ok to stumble, even a few steps back. But one must keep pushing forward. Move around, push aside or push through Life, as long as the next step is taken.

This is the way.

Little Monster Want to Shine

We need discipline more than motivation.

Functional/Training/Inspiration

Nobody can stop me but me.  Hold yourself accountable. You are a hostage to yourself. Stop pointing fingers! I know you don’t want get up, get up anyway! Take control. Push through comfort. It’s going to suck, do it anyway! Deal with yourself. Pressure creates diamonds. Some day it’s going to be your day.  What gets people to change their behavior? Breathe.  Come to the realization that you fucke9 up, and keep trying everyday to fix it.

Movement/Motivation

Choose your tribe. Enjoy your life, be kind.  WTF is it that you want to do? What path are you pulled to, what position? How do you grow if you start your day by looking at how everyone else is living their life?  Navigate your own life! Stabilize yourself! 

It feels sooooo good when you’re able to push past the stupid loud voice in your head thats telling you that you can’t do something and you just silence it and just do what it is that you say that you wanted and needed to do. pushing past that lying manipulative voice can be so difficult so i always try to recognize when i do that!

recovery isn’t perfect. it can be thinking you’re healed for a month then falling back to square one. it’s trying again and again to make positive changes to yourself. it’s mustering all your energy into getting out of bed to go to class. it can be accidentally giving in to old habits but then putting the pieces together again after a breakdown. it’s gaining confidence and being sociable for a while then walking past people with your eyes on the ground because suddenly they scare you. it can be incomplete to-do lists and days unable to function after doing so well. sometimes there are relapses and it feels even lower than where you started. but every time you decide to take a deep breath and start again, you have succeeded. even if you have to do this a hundred times before you’re fully healed. by wanting to recover you’ve already won.

Love & Light 💜✨🌺