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bramblefrump · 7 months
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https://elizabethkirton.bandcamp.com/album/hello-tomorrow-portable-wing-wang-album
Go listen to my album!
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pbscore · 4 years
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Thank you for writing that post about "bi/pan/omni-lesbians. It's really hard to be accepted by the people you enjoy being with just cause your identity is "confusing". But your post helped feel a bit more comfy in my skin so yeah, thank you so much!
You’re very welcome, friend! I’m glad I could help you feel a little more comfortable in your skin. That should literally be the goal of the LGBTQ+ community, in my opinion. It should work as a network of sub-communities, with resources for all people who may/may not be questioning or exploring their own identity.
It should not be a seen as some sort of ‘exclusive book club’ or whatever, that’s gatekept based on gross assumptions about people’s personal lives or experiences with their gender/sexuality.
I genuinely dislike the large amount of bullying that goes on within the LGBTQ+ community considering the fact that we all have some things in common that lead us to finding safety in it in the first place. I just want to be a person that can help any folks who may need more support with finding and/or accepting their identity/identities without judging them and making them feel like they have no one there to listen to them.
At the end of the day, my friend, I’m just happy to make others happy to be who they really are and genuinely support them growing as individuals with open hearts and open minds.
🐻🌻🌿✨
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musicalshards · 5 years
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Yo, you get hacked?
aha just saw those posts, wasn’t me lol i’m checking it out now
thanks for letting me know didn’t notice at all! 
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Tagged by @my-lady-greensleeves tysm :>
Nickname: Sneeze
Gender: ????¿¿¿¿
Star sign: 🐏
Height: 5'2
Hogwarts house: Hufflepuff
Favourite animals: dogs, octopuses, bats, ibises
Blankets: y0s i love them so much
Where I'm from: Australia
When I started account: like mid 2016?
Why I started this account: was lurking terato art since 2014, wanted to follow artists by then 😳
Tags: @celynmoon @portable-wing-wang @jump1ngj4x :3
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radiojamming · 5 years
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portable-wing-wang
I'm gonna sound stupid here but, who is this "misha" you talk of?
my cat!
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Details in 2019 Festa’s BTS Family portrait
(← Festa 2019 main post)
j-hope has a jar of Bonne Maman Raspberry Preserve.
The red line near Jungkook has “Danger”, “위험” (danger in Korean), and “안전제일” (safety first) written on it.
SUGA’s jacket is the same as V in the WINGS Short Film #3 STIGMA (cr.).
Above RM’s blackboard, you can read:
I’ve waited all my life Looking for something right Than a boy with luv
Which are “Boy With Luv” lyrics.
The blackboard has similar words to what we could see in Persona Comeback trailer:
Who Am I? Who are you?
Dream Love Happiness
Map of the Soul
Persona Shadow Ego
But there are new citations too:
Having a brewing cup for coffee is fine, Facing weather too hot, too much iron. This strong iron is too late in taste, Much of the flavours are inside. The coffee is not tea, not even anything Like the leaves of danger and bread.
The beginning (1) of the poem “Coffee Is Fine” by Naveed Akram.
I am the wind that wavers,  You are the certain land; I am the shadow that passes  Over the sand.
[...]
You are the light eternal—  Like a torch I shall die; You are the surge of deep music,  I but a cry!
The first (2) and last (3) verses of “I Am the Wind” by Zoë Akins
down again. His host filled it for him. “To look at,” said the sergeant-major, fumbling in his pocket, “it's just an ordinary little paw, dried to a mummy.” He took something out of his pocket and proffered it. Mrs. White drew back with a grimace, but her son
An extract (4) from The Monkey’s Paw by W. W. Jacobs.
Several fans also noticed citations on the wall (they’re only visible in the Episode). They’re from Paddy Clarke Ha Ha Ha by Roddy Doyle:
“We were coming down our road”, the first sentence of the book
“His eyes were closed now as well but the tears were getting out.”
“I loved twirling the dial on the radio.”
“I didn't want [to] go back”
Several books can also be seen around RM:
ФЛОРЕНСКИЙ ПАВЕЛ. ДЕТЯМ МОИМ. ВОСПОМИНАНИЯ ПРОШЛЫХ ДНЕЙ. ГЕНЕАЛОГИЧЕСКОЕ ИССЛЕДОВАНИЕ. ИЗ СОЛОВЕЦКИХ ПИСЕМ. ЗАВЕЩАНИЕ by Pavel Florensky (cr.)
The Dogs of War by Lisa Rogak
She’s Come Undone by Wally Lamb (cr.)
40 Model Essays: a portable anthology by Jane E. Aaron and Ellen Kuhl Repetto
California Angel by Nancy Taylor Rosenberg
Hunger Trilogy by Wang Ruowang
Jihad vs McWorld by Benjamin R. Barber
7.5.  Was Frauen krank macht by Ingrid Olbricht
Managing Staff Development programs in Human Service agencies by Diane Brannon, Michael J. Austin, and Peter J. Pecora
A passage to India by E. M. Forster (cr.)
Doubly Dead
A McKettrick Christmas by Linda Mael Miller
Hoot by Carl Hiaasen. There’s a “Read it!” written on the side
The Grim Grotto (cr.) (A Series of Unfortunate Events) by Daniel Handler
Remember Me by Sophie Kinsella (cr.) (author’s website) 14.5  Eating Well for Optimum Health by Andrew Weil M.D.
The Golden Calf by Ilya Ilf and Evgeny Petrov
Pride & Prejudice by Jane Austen
Илья Эренбург 4 by Ilya Ehrenburg (it’s the 4th volume of his collected works)
Medical Adviser
Wildcat Moon by Babs Horton
The Great Train Robbery by Michael Crichton
To see your face again by Eugenia Price
El Niño Perdido by Dave Pelzer
Tell Me How?: Answers to Hundreds of Questions
The Slippery Slope (A Series of Unfortunate Events) by Daniel Handler
The Dark Hills Divide, the first book of the series The Land of Elyon by Patrick Carman
You can see pages from The New York Times (from both the New York edition and the international edition) and from The Wall Street Journal covering the walls of V’s “Singularity” set.
Here are some of the articles from The Wall Street Journal (src What’s News):
From the 12 October 2018 issue:
1- a U.S. News page (p.4)
2- the article “Expo: Firms Given Assurance on Intellectual Property Rights” (p.26)
3- a Markets page (p.33)
4- From the 30/31 December 2018 issue (the titles tend to differ between the paper and digital version):
“Trade and Yuan Cloud Outlook for Chinese Markets”
“‘Aquaman’ Continues Box-Office Reign as ‘Vice’ Sputters”
From the 24 January 2019 issue:
5- a World News page (p.10, right)
6- a Business & Finance page (p.23)
7- a Technology page (p.25)
Online version of some articles from those pages:
“Inside Google’s Team Fighting to Keep Your Data Safe From Hackers”
“Boeing’s Autonomous Taxi Takes Flight”
“Europe’s Political Funk Sets Back Its Economy”
And some articles from The New York Times:
From the 10 January 2018:
8- the article “With Obesity Rising in China, Coke Helps Set Nutrition Policy”, available online here
From the 21 January 2019:
9- the first page of the World section (p.4)
10- the first page of the Sports section (p.12)
11- the first page of the Culture section (p.14)
From the 23 January 2019:
12- the front page (p.1)
13- a culture page (p.19)
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rapperkookz · 5 years
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Rush!BTΣ — college!au, borderline crack au with @cynoirsure
a story about three friends and their obstacles of relationships, academic probation, and figuring out that international kids aren’t all that bad.
15/35
genre: angst, SLIGHT smut?
word count: 2.6k
warnings: swearing, underaged drinking
YOUR POV
Practice that day was one of the most concentrated the group has had in a while. Now that you all were working towards the goal of making something look good for the competition that was happening soon, you all were giving your 100% to the choreo that you had all made collectively.
Once the clock hit the end of rehearsal, everyone in WINGS was a sweaty mess. Hoseok was the first to pull himself together for ending remarks, clapping his hands.
“Ah, great job everyone!” His heart shaped smile showed his gratitude, pulling the towel around his neck in order to wipe away the extra sweat from his face. you were splayed out on the floor, next to a very sweaty Jungkook who was sitting upright. His legs were spread and his head was tilted back, his weight centered more on his hands. Your mind raced, making you think of what had happened last time you had seen that same exact position, except he was on his bed and you were in between his le--
“Hey lineage, are we still going out for drinks today? Deung Dae is doing ₩1,000 tequila shots today!” Jimin pushed his hair back from his face, grinning. Taehyung’s nose scrunched, a pout on his face.
“Ah, tequila shots? I wanna go...” Taehyung leaned his head onto Kevin’s shoulder, pouting at his boyfriend who was part of the lineage. Jimin frowned at Taehyung.
“But you can’t because you have that midterm paper in your animal nutrition class, soulmate.”
Kevin nodded his head at Jimin’s statement, shifting slightly to leave a small peck on Taehyung’s forehead, “I know it’s lineage bonding, Chim, but I think I’ll stay back tonight. I have a practical tomorrow to study for and I’ll also make sure this one actually writes his paper instead of playing with Tan.”
You, on the other hand, were having a staring contest with Jungkook, his eyes insinuating very inappropriate things as they looked you up and down. “-you, sis?”
“Huh?”
You broke eye contact with Jungkook, shooting up immediately and meeting Jimin’s fond smile, “Are you coming tonight? We don’t have biochem lecture tomorrow morning since Dr. Wang cancelled.”
Humming, you thought about the pros and cons of going out tonight after 10 pm. “I’ll go, but I need to shower first.” Jimin and Hoseok agreed with you, the older boy asking Jungkook if he wanted to come as well. The youngest Beta Tau agreed almost immediately, asking if his Big or Grand were coming with.
“I know Seokjin hyung’s coming, I don’t think your lineage is though, they’re lazy when it comes to weekday parties, and I think Yoongi and Jinhee have a ‘rehearsal’ or whatever they wanna call their date.” Hoseok said, “Don’t worry though, Kook, hyung will pay for your tequila shots tonight.”
“Let’s go, then?” You asked Jungkook, “I wanna shower as soon as possible.”
The group of you going out agreed to meet at Hoseok’s apartment at 11:30, leaving the dance studio altogether after saying your goodbyes to the couple. As soon as you were left alone with Jungkook walking back, he snuck a pinch of your ass.
“Why are you always horny, Jeon Jungkook?” You said with a sly smile, “We don’t have time for a quickie, besides I feel gross.”
“We can always shower together,” He suggested with a sparkling glint in his eyes. You shook your head making him whine, “y/n.”
“Jungkook,” you imitated, “hey! If you keep looking at me like that during practice, the oppas are bound to find out.”
“You looked at me first!” he retaliated, “and they only joke about it, it’s not like they’ll actually realize that we fuck almost every day.”
“You know,” You said jokingly as you scanned your ID to the gates of your dorm, “I sorta miss the Jungkook that could barely look at girls.”
“Really,” he said playing along with your tone, “You miss the Jungkook that won’t kiss and fuck you until you can’t breathe?”
As soon as the both of you entered the elevator, he closed you in against the railing, his face hovering above yours so closely that you could hear his every breath. His hands rested on your waist as yours circled around his neck. The boy leaned in, closing the distance between your lips, nipping at your lip when your hands fisted his hair. The kiss ended all too quickly as the ding of the elevator reached your floor. Jungkook pulled away and touched your cheek with a smirk, “Come to my room when you’re done getting ready.”
You replied breathlessly, walking in the opposite direction to your room to go take a shower. It took you 20 minutes to shower and get dressed into a cute outfit for the night. You settled with a pair of light ripped jeans and a black long sleeved mesh shirt with your favorite black Victoria’s Secret bra underneath and definitely see-through. After drying your hair and shoving a portable charger and money into a fanny pack, you left your room and headed towards Jungkook’s. You didn’t even bother to knock, knowing it would be unlocked anyway and walked in casually, “Ready to go Kook?”
The boy turned around to face you as he put his belt through the pant loops. He also wore jeans and a black top, but he added a beige-colored blazer, making his outfit a tad more professional. He didn’t even hide the way he checked you out, biting his lip as he stared, “Wow.”
You know what you were doing to him, but you decided to be difficult tonight, which you know eventually led to great sex, “C’mon, the oppas are waiting for us at the apartment.”
“y/n, you’re really wearing that and expecting me to not get hard?”
Rolling your eyes, you leaned in and pressed a quick kiss on his cheek, “Later after I get my shots, Jungkook.”
With a whine, the two of you left your dorms and went the short distance to Hoseok and Seokjin’s apartment. You felt the ghost of his hand hovering over the small of your back, the heat of his hand radiating through the mesh shirt. Right before opening the door to the annex of Seokjin and Hoseok’s apartment, Jungkook spun you around, pinning you to the wall and kissing you quite rough. You gasped in surprise at the sudden kiss, his eyes glazed over with lust as soon as you could pull away to see his face. Your lipstick was slightly smeared on his lips which made you turn pink. Jungkook only smirked, leaning into your ear.
“You just wait till we get back to the dorm, baby girl. You’re such a naughty girl for daddy, aren’t you?” Jungkook growled, your stomach flipping when he pulled away. You stood stunned as he walked into the apartment, leaving you outside for just a hot moment to check your appearance. You two usually messed around with each other every moment that you two had alone, but the way his words hit you was a little different today.
You shook your head. You’re just fuck buddies, nothing more. It’s not that deep.
The words echoed as a gentle reminder in your head as you cleaned up your lipstick, your head shaking slightly. You opened the door to their apartment, the first person who’s eyes caught yours being your Big Bro, Jimin. He beamed at you fondly, automatically making your lips curve up in a bright smile as well. You greeted your lineage first, the two of them smiling sweetly at you. As soon as Jimin picked you up as a Little Sis, Hoseok’s flirting antics stopped completely, the boy turning into a more relaxed version of protective Jimin. After them, you gave Seokjin a hug, the elder jokingly commenting, “It took you kids long enough.” You giggled a little, Hoseok leaning against the door leading down to the garage with Seokjin’s car keys in hand.
The handful of you got into the car, Seokjin and Hoseok playing a quick round of rock, paper, scissors to decide who was to drive back (spoiler alert: you didn’t even have to look up to hear the loud screams that was Seokjin complaining about being Hoseok’s designated driver). Jimin sat in between you and Jungkook, diffusing any funny business that you two would have even thought about doing. The car ride was loud as expected when the people sitting in the driver’s seat and shotgun were the loudest in the car, the ride to Deung Dae filled with laughs and terrible singing the whole way. Once the bar came into view, you began to buzz with excitement with how the night would end up for you and Jungkook.
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You and Jimin sat at the bar, Jimin flirting casually with the bartender and coaxing out a few shots from the bartender. You were baffled with how easily the bartender gave into his flirting, even if it was ₩1,000 shots today. Jimin passed a shot to you, a grin on his face.
“Drink up, Lil Sis.”
You were only four shots in before Jimin started talking to you about Jungkook, “You know, y/n, I really thought something was going on between you and Jungkook, but I’m sorta over that thought now.”
“What makes you say that?”
He pointed to the dance floor with his fifth shot before downing it. Your eyes found Jungkook’s figure immediately, and with him you found a girl, ass pressed against his crotch. You felt your face go red and it wasn’t from the alcohol.
“Oppa, I think I’ve had enough for now, I’m gonna go dance,” you said absentmindedly to Jimin, the boy about to ask you something else before the bartender passed him another drink. Part of you wanted to stomp right up to Jeon Jungkook and slap the shit out of him, the other - more sober part - decided to just dance at a distance, eyeing the two every now and then.
Jealously filled your entire being as you saw the girl dancing with Jungkook kiss his neck. I’m gonna tell him, how fucking dare he break our agreement, was he that horny that he resolved to any willing pussy to satisfy his needs, I swear to-
“y/n? y/n hey!”
You awoke from your thoughts to meet eyes with Kim Mingyu. You knew Mingyu because he was in Jihoon’s friend group, the two of them rather close. After you and Jihoon stopped talking, you only saw Mingyu from Jungkook’s volleyball practices and games. He and Jungkook practiced together quite frequently, being gym and pepper partners.
You smiled at him, glad that it was a familiar face rather than some stranger, “hey Mingyu.”
“I haven’t seen you in so long,” he said moving along to the music with you, “you look amazing, by the way.”
“Thanks,” you said shyly, a blush forming on your cheeks. “Yeah, I don’t really hang out with Jihoon anymore, we both got super busy.”
“Such a shame, the boys and I really loved it when you came to our hangouts.”
You gently hit his arm, “hey, I see you when I go to Jungkook’s volleyball games.”
“Yeah, but all you do is watch Jeon,” he said with a smirk. You scoffed and strongly denied his comments, “If you say so, y/n. Tell me, are you and Jungkook a thing?”
You stopped dancing at his question, grabbing his wrist to let him know to follow you. the two of you weaved your way back to the bar, Mingyu paying for two margaritas. You looked around a little bit for Jimin, seeing as he was no longer taking shots. The two of you sat down and faced each other, leisurely taking sips of your drinks as you talked.
“Jungkook and I aren’t dating, we’re just...close friends,”
“So you’re fucking, I mean I see those hickeys when we practice,” Mingyu shrugged catching you off guard, “There’s no shame in hiding it, y/n. My best friend, you know Wonwoo, he’s in that sorta relationship right now with this one girl, too.”
“I-um...”
“You know, I only ask because I don’t wanna try and make moves on one of my friends’ girls,” He said, “I’m not that kind of guy, besides I respect Jeon a lot, he’s a good friend.”
You raised your eyebrow, finishing your drink, “Why, are you trying to make a move on me?”
The tall boy only slid his hand from your knee up to your thigh, his thumb making circles on your jeans, “Only if you’ll let me.”
If Jungkook could grind with some girl, then you could flirt with Mingyu. Besides, you always found Mingyu attractive. He was the perfect definition of tall, dark, and handsome.
“Mingyu, can you do me a favor?” You asked, “just for tonight?”
“I don’t catch feelings that fast, don’t worry.” He said placing his hand on your waist. Suddenly, you felt nervous leaning in to kiss Mingyu. Your kiss, however, was short lived as you felt Mingyu being roughly pulled away from you.
“Dude, what the fuck?”
As you faced a pissed-off Jungkook, your own anger and jealousy came flooding back. “Dude, don’t you have someone else you could be screwing?”
Mingyu tried to speak calmly, sensing the thick air between you and Jungkook, “Sorry, Jeon. I asked y/n and she said you two weren’t together.”
“We-We’re not, but just...don’t mess around with her.” Jungkook said, he could never be angry with his teammate, especially if that teammate was Mingyu. Mingyu nodded and gave your hand a quick squeeze, telling you it was his time to go.
“Mingyu-”
“y/n,” Jungkook said, he didn’t look nearly as intoxicated as you were, “why were you kissing him?”
“You have some balls to ask me that Jeon Jungkook,” you crossed your arms, “especially after you dry humped your dick against someone’s ass just 20 minutes ago.”
“I didn’t fuck her if that’s what you were wondering,” he said slowly getting frustrated, “we were just dancing.”
“And I was just talking with Mingyu.” you said, “I thought I told you months ago that I’m not going to do this fucking thing with you if you’re out screwing with other girls.”
Hoseok walked up to the two of you, noticing something weird going on, “Grand, Kook, everything okay?”
“Yeah, I’m just...gonna go now Grand,” you said.
“It’s barely 12:30, y/n.” He frowned, “How are you getting home? Jungkook?”
You shook your head, glancing at Jungkook who looked at you with a frown. “I’m gonna take an Uber.”
“Get home safely, grand. Okay?”
You left the club in a hurry, waiting outside as you called your Uber. It wasn’t until you were at your dorm when you burst out crying, thankful that your roommate wasn’t there for the night.
Why the fuck are you so hurt about this? Jungkook’s not your boyfriend. You’re only fuck buddies. That’s it.
You called your Big, not surprised that it went to voicemail, “-Unnie, I don’t know why I’m crying about him? Am I stupid for doing this dumb arrangement? God...I think I like him.”
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“-I think I like him.”
Jieun sighed, leaning against the warm body that was asleep beside her. In a few moments, the figure stirred awake, arms wrapping around the girl automatically. “Good morning, gorgeous.”
“Morning.”
“something happen, Jieun?” He asked, rubbing his eyes. “I hope you’re not regretting what we did last night.”
“No, it’s just...you tell that brother of yours that I might kick his head open for making our Little cry.” she said turning in his embrace.
“Jungkook made y/n cry? For what?”
“All I can tell you Jimin, is that y/n felt upset about Jungkook flirting with another girl, and she cried about it, okay?” Jieun said, “she feels a bit sensitive since they hooked up at that one Beta Tau party.”
“She cried?” Jimin frowned, “I’ll...talk to Jungkook about it.”
3-8-19
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zombiemarydaly · 2 years
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@tylenol-tranny @portable-wing-wang
You either didn’t read what I wrote or you’re lying. Link to the original post which includes what I said: https://zombiemarydaly.tumblr.com/post/670299319686103040/because-dysphoria-is-feeling-suffering-or-unease
I was then blocked to erase my answer — which contained no abuse — to the question because I guess you can’t find anything to refute about it and must control the message. Very fash of you honestly.
I clearly covered both gender dysphoria and body/sex dysphoria or dysmorphia (the former being bad feelings about body only while the latter is actually being deluded about what your body looks like or being convinced it must be other than what it is), conditions which often overlap for a wide variety of reasons.
It is incredibly false to claim identifying trans or transition never involves bodily sex dysmorphia or dysphoria. If your perception of yourself as a woman is entirely rooted in nothing but delusions of gender — internalized sexist stereotypes — okay. That’s you. It is not the whole of everyone’s experiences.
I can’t speak for @drpepper-is-a-woman what she means by dysphoric. She may be solely gender dysphoric and have bad feelings associated with being socially perceived as a woman or perceiving herself that way. Or maybe it is more about body image or discomfort. Or both.
The point is you can have all of these feelings and also become aware that they are rooted in sexism, or trauma, or homophobia, or a body delusion or internalized ideal or fear. That does not necessarily make the feelings go away but it can provide context for feeling them but not claiming to be the other sex magically based on feelings.
And for some people getting to the roots of their dysphoria does alleviate these symptoms.
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bramblefrump · 2 years
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Checkout my Album!
Hello Tomorrow by Portable Wing Wang
https://portablewingwang.bandcamp.com/album/hello-tomorrow-album
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portable-wing-wang · 3 years
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My partner came over this past weekend and brought me a couple gifts, my euphoria is through the roof!
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portable-wing-wang · 3 years
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Dr. Bruce
Listen to Dr. Bruce by Elizabeth Kirton
Believe it or not, I'm still making music y'all. Pulled out all the effects for this one. Trying to create a real soundscape
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portable-wing-wang · 4 years
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Just so we're clear where I'm at right now
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portable-wing-wang · 4 years
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https://soundcloud.com/user-380334027/late-nite
I’ve been trying to mature a little in my production. Be warned, this is intentionally loud af. Not because I can’t record quiet tracks but I’ve been fucking around with my second-hand amp and just sort of listened to it scream and I wanted to make a piece that reflected that sound.
It feels weirdly calming though scary and forboding. I love it!
Anyway please enjoy and please share if you can!
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portable-wing-wang · 3 years
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bramblefrump - Elizabeth Kirton
Hey! Here's a soundcloud version of my latest track.
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portable-wing-wang · 4 years
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Aphobia Exists.
You know why I support Asexuals right to be loved and cared for in the community is because, we're dicks, we really are, you know that right? We try and claim to be so morally superior to the hets and the cis because "they're the oppressors, we can't be oppressing anyone if we're oppressed" and sure, that's a brilliant surface level rebuttal not reminiscent of the same neo-lib shit you hear predominantly from the hets and the cis (usually together) but let's go a lil deeper.
For most people homo/transphobia begins at school where you have the most ignorant class of all, children. They don't know shit but they know what their parents say at the news and copy that. That's how you get "gay" as an insult and you start to see the bullying of asexuals. I had a friend who, in a year 10 sexual health class said "sex is repulsive, I can't believe why anyone would take part". At first none of us knew what to say since, he wasn't religious besides being Buddhist but he didn't take that too seriously so we couldn't use that as a reason. He didn't really like anyone so the idea he'd gotten a date in the first place to be rejected was a farfetched idea.
This made it something new, something different and what do we do with something different? We stamp it out of course! (please understand sarcasm) So, we bullied him for it. Called him weird, said he was unnatural and get this, infront of the special sexual health person they brought in from the NHS. She never said anything about asexuality or tried to stop us at all. If she did, it probably wouldn't have gone down like this.
Of course he then lashed out, we were being disgusting people to him let alone horrible friends. I'm not surprised I joined in though. I was an insecure egg who didn't want to come off as queer at all in case I got the same treatment. I kept saying it was under the guise of "helping him assimilate into normal society" which, looking back on it, sounds fucking reprehensible. I was horrible to him because he was asexual, he came out a year later after we'd calmed down a bit.
However, hoping the rumours had gone away, he came out to us specifically and we ripped him apart, it was awful, I wish I never did it. I regret all of it looking back and I hope people can see how much of a different person I am now. I feel guilty and I've apologised to my friend since. Suffice to say, we're not friends anymore (he threw some stuff back at me which was also horrible, tried to beat me up too but I'm taller so).
The point is, this is just one story but its eerily similar to my families reaction to me being trans. To them its inconvenient, a reason for society to hate me and their saying these things to "help" me. Asexuals face oppression every day, just because it isn't state sanctioned, doesn't mean it's not societal. Some of these people go so far down the hole of "acceptability" they forget to show compassion or empathy with these people.
Asexuals don't live in a void!
Asexuals are oppressed!
Asexuals need and deserve protection and they're not going to get it from anywhere else!
Anyone who disagrees seriously needs to evaluate their morals as I did!
Asexuals deserve love!
Asexuals deserve respect!
Sad Pug with a duck mask!
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portable-wing-wang · 4 years
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My hair's getting so long I love it
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